Story Time!

Fingering my butt when I was 12 or 13 + Realizing that when watching porn I'd self-insert as the girl.

>>6475426
>be in 6th grade
>over hear some girls talking
>"omg Michael is so cute"
>hmmm I guest Michael is cute
>okay I'm gay

playing hentai games on newgrounds when i was 9 and watching the animu girl's pussy with such intense interest that it came to mind, "Am I lesbian?"

fast forward 2 years and i was just like "yeah i guess i'm bi"

>be 12 yo
>download gay porn from p2p
>furiously fap to it
>feel guilty afterwards
>stopped feeling guilty someday

First time I masturbated was to a gay gangbang video. That was the point where there was no reason to lie to myself anymore

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>be 15yo me
>meet best friend's hot sister
>develop feelings for her thinking it's just """admiration"""
>find out she's bi and she's dating a girl
>get this weird feeling i didn't know at the time was jealousy
>talk to other friend about it
>"anon i think you might have a crush on her"
>"what no pffff what are you talking about i just think she's really cool"
>REPRESS, REPRESS, REPRESS
>date guys and push self so far into the closet i'm eating pussy in narnia
>a few years pass and all is well
>meet cute girl who reminds me of my old best friend's sister
>i'm not an edgy teenager anymore so i finally realize i'm really fucking gay

>>6475426
Google image searched Morenatsu after lurking a gfur thread (lol it's not gay if it's not actual humans lol)
It all went downhill from there

>Me, a dumbass 14-year-old
>Looking at porn as usual, usually PornHub
>I keep seeing the "gay" tag and I get really curious
>Finally one day I break and click on it
>Watches a gay porno
>"It's not gay, I'm just curious."
>Watches more
>"Fuck, I'm gay."

I later came out as gay and thought I was for like three years, then I realized I was Bi.

i guess this thread proves gays are weak willed.

>>6475841
>>6475867
>>6475888
>>6475999
>>6476068
The Internet Made Me Gay: A novel by legbutt

>>6475426
>be 13
>see cute boy
>want to smash

most boring bisexual story you'll hear.

> be 6 or 5 playing doctor with friends
> See vagina: meh
> See penis: ooh la la

> always take showers with older sisters
> Ok
> Take shower with older brother one day
> What is happening to my penis.exe
> Is that a hard on, Jimmy?
> No, what, n-no-
> Are you getting a hard on for your brother?
> I turn around in shame, red burning face, trying desperately to hide my obvious erection, heart racing and feeling like crying.
> Listen, you cant do that, ok? You can't be like that for other boys. You gotta feel like that for the girls, do you understand?
> Start crying
> Stop crying!
Damn you, Marcelo.... you're to blame for all the sexual repression I went through from that day foward. Why couldn't you just have had incestuous shower sex with me then? I wpuld have been a happier child if I could have sucked on your thick cock

>>6477757
Do you also think that in your particular case, if a pedo had taken advantage of you, you would have liked it?
Man I'm like that too. I was such lonely sexualy confused kid that I actually think if an older man had me like that, it would have been good for me...

>>6477772
Go away, uncle Bean. You should be in jail for what you did

>>6477726
>"ooh la la"
Yep...he's gay alright

>>6477772
I think that was my case. I was molested when I was 12 by an 18-year old and I loved it. I liked how it felt, liked cumming, liked making him cum.

I think a lot of men and women have homosexuality drilled into their head as bad before ever experiencing anything sexual so anything same-sex MUST be bad to them.

I just didn't know about sex or sexuality so I just went with my feels about it.

>always been into mature bbws
>was looking for videos of older chubby men fucking women
>came across daddy_fuck_me.wmv
>realised big chub daddy was fucking a guy
>didn't care
>realised I was more interested in the man than woman

>be 13
>be fantasizing about guys
>tell myself it is impossible that I'm gay, it's too rare
>wait
>I'm gay

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>>6478265
>tfw LGBT will always be a blue board
>tfw we can never post cute boy butts, cocks, and balls.

>>6478468
I might know a chubby dude, where you from?

>>6475426
I'm trans and gay
>only imagining myself as a guy when I get older
>get disgusted thinking of myself as a girl
>rationalize it as "I want a brother" (I only have an older sister) because I'm a girl I can't be a boy
>ignore the part where I want to be the brother
>spend years confused trying to ignore it
>everyone thinks I'm a guy online, love it but sadly inform them that I'm a girl
>one calls me a transvestite and I looked it up, and I identified with the "wanting to be the opposite sex" part
>join an rp group a year later
>one of the members is transgender
>look up the term, read the Wikipedia article
>oh fuck that's me
>understand why I felt the way I did
>still like guys, girls are ok but I wouldn't want to date or fuck one

>>6479560
IKTF, anon

> Be 11
> Sexy dreams involving girls
> "Oh. Apparently I like girls."
> Sexy dreams involving guys
> "I guess I like both."
Fast forward a little bit
> On holidays by the beach
> Dad passed out drunk the entire time so I'm left to my own devices
> Meet some other kids my age
> Fuck them all thanks to stolen alcohol, weed, and hormones
> "I'm bi."

>be 8 or 9
>google naked girls "meh"
>google naked boys "hmm"

>be 11
>sharpieupthebutt.bmp
>mfw: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CYqq9Ovz_9c

>>6475999
>lol it's not gay if it's not actual humans lol

I somehow thought this all throughout highschool and into college while masturbating exclusively to gfur. Jesus christ I was stupid.

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>tfw I can't even pinpoint the moment I realised I was into guys by a year or even two

This is going to be boring as fuck and you won't like the ending. I'm warning you now.

>go meet someone I've looked up to online for a while
>it's a long ride on public transportation, anxious as fuck because I've never traveled so far on my own
>finally get there, meet him and one other guy, we hang out, watch a movie, have a good time
>get back home safely
>spend the next three days in bed overwhelmed by a crush
>decide it's not worth it for reasons I can't explain since he might lurk /lgbt/
>try to give up on him, two months later the crush is mostly gone, resurges from time to time

I have some medical issues, take hormones for that, sexual development is a bit weird but theoretically normal, nothing else I'm comfortable sharing. I thought I was semi-asexual but fapped to girls, was pretty cool with not being in a relationship. Still am, in fact. But after that I figured I was probably bi, maybe gay. I still get off to girls almost exclusively but I've never been attracted to any women in particular.

>time passes, join a fairly large discord server
>one guy on there is funny as fuck, we have good chemistry
>think I'm falling for him, act all cutesy and faux-gay, he responds in kind
>99.9999% sure he's straight, kind of remember him mentioning not being into guys
>if a friend was in this situation I'd tell him to chase that motherfucker until they get a reply even though they're afraid of rejection
>not sure if I even want a relationship, know I'm definitely afraid of relationships because I'm a 21 year old kissless virgin, and even though girls have expressed interest in me before I turned them down

I don't know what to do. Fuck, I planned out my awesome bachelor pad for when I'm thirtyish, single, and can hopefully afford a house. I can't stress enough how content I was without relationships, and how confused I am now. I kind of want intimacy and sex, but I don't need it right now.

>be 5 year old
>already have crush on girl in kindergarden, consider her my gf (mostly just stalking her and bulying other kids)
>have neighbourhood friend whos a boy
>he suggests various lewd things
>in hindsight he was probably molested by his dad
>we do these lewd things

Figured out I was bisexual pretty quickly.