>tfw not mma gf who bullied and abused me.
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>>6414378
Thread OP reminds me of this one Japanese porn wrestler I've seen a couple webms of
I don't know her name but damn
I kinda want to be roughly dominated
>>6414392
by a porn wrestler?
>>6414354
NOOOOOOOOOOOO
I WANT TO BELIEVE
>>6414357
Yeah, it's either repress and move on or die. That's likely the end result for me so I chose repress.
Spent a month voluntarily in inpatient psych to help with suicidal tendencies due to that combined with all sorts of crazy bs life circumstances all at once.
>>6414392
By a mayannnuh?
>>6414401
is that a tranny? or just some autistic weeb who happens to be cute?
>>6414401
Kayla broke my repression desu
Got me looking into transitioning when I thought she was a trap
But no sorry she's an attention whore cis girl
>>6414401
>NOOOOOOOOOOOO
>I WANT TO BELIEVE
/pol/ wants her to be a tran because they're secretly in love with /lgbt/
remember, go outside else you are not TruTransTM
>>6414401
>veterans for trump
i doubt it
>>6414416
just get srs, again, lol
>>6414419
its probably her dads shirt from iraq or afghanistan
>>6414410
how did it feel to go out and have them all know that you're not a man.
How many pills do you take a day, /mtfg/? I'm up to 9. 5 if you don't count multiple pills of the same medication.
Also
>tfw someone compliments or likes my guy voice
Stop that
>>6414430
3, 2 if you don't count duplicates
>>6414430
4 pills.
>>6414430
I take 11 but it's only my tranny pills.
The local pharmacy doesn't stock large sizes.
>>6414430
trade voices with me pls.
>tfw bf is amazing but the allure of death's too strong
>>6414406
That's at least a plus
>>6414405
D'oh
>>6414419
Uhh... well I am one so...
>>6414409
Hey bby... u wnt sum fuk kekekek
>>6414408
At least me, as just one of the many /pol/itiks, not representative of the whole, do want her to be Trans because I am LGBaconT and was previously a BaconTomato but have repressed it to be a Bacon only
>>6414419
Also her a vet, doubtful, but we do support Daddy
>>6414447
its technically only 2 if you don't duplicates.
Not sure how thats messed up.
>>6414430
>Spironolactone
100mg x2
>Estradiol
2mg x2
>Gabapentin
400mg x8
>Trazodone
100mg x1
>Lithium
300mg x3
total of 16 pills a day
>>6414408
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLjMZ1WwfYk&list=PL0YyTa_cHxk8m5-LCfHLJXIf6_0xB-VFf
>>6414444
Why woudl you want that?
Also nice quads
>>6414447
Yeah I'm having a weird moment about how many pills I take a day in order to be a functional and healthy human being
It's weird knowing if it werent for modern medical science I'd probably be dead
But it also makes me wonder what if I had just gotten my shit together
Would I have lived a normal life
Am I just feeding my own mental illness or something
>literally thinking what if i had manned up
wew i should probably go to bed soon
>>6414453
holy moly
What's up late night crowd
>>6414453
no thanks
>>6414448
I doubt SHE'S a vet
>>6414457
Just got home from work like an hour ago aND ea ting whit's. Wbu bby? QQ kek
People compliment me on my guy voice all the time, they say it's relaxing to listen to me talk.
>>6414456
cause my voice is awful.
>>6414457
Privet.
>>6414452
Oh trannies in general are messed up. Taking a handful of pills every day just drives the point home.
>>6414467
4 is barely a handful even with small hands.
>>6414462
Maybe you sound like Tony Bomboni.
>>6414445
trip on phien
>>6414468
prove it
>>6414471
Don't get your panties in a twist I was talking in general.
>>6414430
Morning
Spiro 100mg
Progynova 2mg
Finasteride 1mg
Evening
Spiro 100mg
Progynova 1mg
Efexor XR 150mg
+ Susten 100mg for 10 days of the month (progesterone)
>>6414478
https://clyp.it/5ia1peeq
>>6414479
I'm not, you're analogy is just wrong.
Is it comfy time yet /mtfg/?
>>6414486
I hope so, I'm a big fan of comfy
Hey bitches what's up? My social anxiety is pretty bad haha.
I want to make a baby
>>6414482
Idk if I'd call it soothing but like it sounds like a radio voice or something, idk.
i have a tip
make a separate notification tone that you like the sound of more when you're gf/bf calls you
>>6414486
Yes please, i eat to much and my stomach hurts.
>>6414482
Better than my guy voice.
i really wish i had someone to hold :/
>>6414499
i'll hold you, faggot <3
Who else /dying alone/?
>>6414509
Probably me
tfw u have diarrhea ;_;
Why do we have to go through physical changes like this, how is this life?
>>6414509
me
>>6414514
IBS gives it to me every few weeks. :(
>>6414416
post diaper butt
There's some people in my life who need to hear this phrase every once in a while
>>6414509
Me!
I have no trouble finding guys online but like real life is a different ball game and I'm worried I will never get a bf that isn't long distance.
I'm going to end up having to date another tranny or something if I can even find on that is okay with basically being a man in bed.
guys, i'm really really really bad at talking to boys
>>6414500
Don't mind me, it was a long night at work. Iced custard makes it all better tho, plus my two weens <3
>>6414525
I mean is it a joke or is it being a dick and then brushing it off as a joke?
>>6414531
lol god.
that last line.
>>6414531
you're doing good
>>6414531
you forget to mention the part where you suck his D :3
Who else feels like crying a lot?
https://youtu.be/eIfhJRjmp-s
>>6414509
Hi.
>>6414531
Tell him you have autism and you have a fear of intimacy.
>>6414526
Ey I mean I'll fuck you with a strap on and shit because my dick don't work anymore lmao senpai XD end my fucking life please.
GOD DAMN THIS FUCKING FLY
LEAVE ME ALONE
>>6414531
>i think societal mores dictate that you make this decision for me
are you literally autistic?
>>6414484
Whatever you say Twisted Panties.
>>6414542
I don't wanna end your life.
I'm sure it'll be okay as long as you aren't a disgusting hon.
>>6414531
you're doing great, next ask him how much money will hsi family offer for your marriage. If they don't at least match what yours offers there's no point.
>>6414546
Tell it to get a job : 0
>>6414547
does it matter? only women are put off by autism, men dont care
>>6414547
No, she's got a sense of humor.
>>6414551
We have you forgot me.
>>6414559
The Russian is hot.that language is so sexual to me. Even without it being sexual.
>>6414556
but it's not a joke? this is a true statement?
>>6414551
beep why are you so qt?
>>6414557
That's not even remotely accurate
>>6414565
I wish i kept my accent.
I didn't realize how many people like it.
>>6414554
>is this you??
no? I'm me
>>6414531
you seem really intimidating to date. like you'd always be trying to outwit the other person
>>6414571
Just learn your accent again!
>>6414378
Jesus Christ MMA is so fucking savage...
>tfw no MMA gf to overpower and sexually abuse me
>>6414571
я люблю тeбя.
Only thing I remember that is good.
Miss that blonde gypsie girl
>>6414378
At the start of every fucking match.
>Keep your arms up at all times.
>>6414576
You ever watched woman's wrestling?
kek wills it
I asked this question last thread but didn't get an answer
How slim could I get my waist to be, I'm overweight so I'm curious. I can get it down to about 33 inches if I pull the measuring tape kinda tight, is this how small it'd if I lost the weight?
>>6414524
have none on phone. here is a shiba cookie tho
>>6414573
I get the feeling that anything you'd try to talk to her about she'd just shit on it and try to make you feel bad even if she liked it herself.
>>6414578
To each their own.
I also love German but everyone who's not German or into the language says it sounds angry.
They fail to see its subtleties and tenderness when spoken softly.
>>6414583
I mean you totally could, and it would sound suuuuuper cute :3
>tfw talking to boys
>>6414590
>They fail to see its subtleties and tenderness when spoken softly.
This. How do more people not see it? It's such a comfy and cute language.
>>6414593
ASK TO SEE HIS DICK
>>6414584
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
>>6414591
I'll try.
>>6414592
It's ok im a pretty forgettable person.
>>6414583
>Vy mozhete ubit menya.
No I won't. You're too entertaining.
>>6414590
German sounds like a trash compactor having a diarrhea. It's only good for barking orders and marching songs.
Speaking of...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZDJUTYDiq8
>>6414600
lol I don't think I'll be able to get it down that much
>>6414585
Too many factors with too little data.
Need more info.
Not enough minerals.
Building... construction complete.
>>6414598
straight girl here, this always works I guarantee.
>>6414603
cпacибo
>>6414603
>German sounds like a trash compactor having a diarrhea. It's only good for barking orders and marching songs.
False: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gNB3p8OnnkU
>>6414607
hmm
what info do you need?
I hate my fucking hair so much. Why cant I have the thick, long hair genetics that you all seem to fucking have but I get the scraggly look that makes it look like im balding if its ever parted in certain ways.
FUCK. I SWEAR TO GOD IM GOING TO CUT IT ALL OFF.
>tfw you'll never listen to phein absentmindedly singing a song
is faye right? am i just a broken person and unable to connect with anyone? i feel so unfulfilled. am i even welcome here?? like i'll go if you all want me to?
>>6414604
this desu
Gib deine Hand, du schön und zart Gebild!
Bin Freund, und komme nicht, zu strafen.
Sei gutes Muts! ich bin nicht wild,
Sollst sanft in meinen Armen schlafen!
>>6414614
It's not all it's cracked up to be, my hair tangles into a bird's nest in a light breeze.
>>6414617
I don't really know you, but you seem alright.
>>6414614
Don't do that. You'll never have long hair that way.
>>6414617
anyone with a penis is welcome here
>>6414603
It's only harsh when spoken as such.
Ive actually been to Germany and spoken at length in German conversational with locals.
Fuck even when Paul Joseph Watson was in Germany covering Bilderberg and got stopped and searched by 15 Polizei the officer giving COMMANDS sounded so tender and sweet.
And that officer was a man.
Sounding tender.
Giving commands.
Auf Deutsch
>>6414614
my hair is like that
>>6414617
You've had bad moments beepy but you're trying to be better it seems. You just let your emotions get the worst of you when you're feeling down.
You'll find someone fo sho.
>>6414622
i bet half that hair is dead
>tfw
all my problems are my own fault.
>>6414570
it's 100 percent accurate
which do you think there are more of:
>men willing to date shy/awkward women
>women willing to date shy/awkward men
>>6414629
we're all half dead tho
>>6414626
Does hrt make your hair grow in a more girl way?
>>6414629
all hair is dead
>>6414610
It's the least I can do. Here's some more girl boxing just for you.
>>6414611
It just doesn't sound right. German is strong in a few areas and pop is not them.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSaa3vC_n2k
>>6414625
Pussified German police does not count.
>>6414634
>half
>>6414570
autist girls are either cute pixie dream girls in their own world or disgusting, men are usually all disgusting when in autismo mode.
https://clyp.it/0bkufqda
>>6414639
FLANNEL ITS RAINING
>>6414629
It's not.
>>6414630
The circle of NEET
>>6414636
Smoother clearer skin, softer healthier hair, healthier nails, less dry knuckles.
>>6414636
nope
if you have body hair its already too late :)
>>6414647
are you trying to become your gf's overwatch waifu?
I wish I had someone with your dedication.
>>6414647
I wish I had a girl voice
>>6414642
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523759
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523759
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523759
>>6414640
oki
I'm 5'11"
Weight = 200lbs
BMI = ~27-28
sex = male
underbust = 36
waist = 35
hips = 41
trans pride los angeles was today.
i might have gone had i known, even though i know i wouldnt like it
>>6414657
same
>>6414638
I'm sorry, last time I encountered Polizei it was them telling me to go around and stay 10 meters back while they clubbed some US soldier with a repeater baton for mouthing off to them while drunkenly pissing in public
>>6414652
body hair isn't an issue. it takes a really long time but after a couple of years if you pluck it it will grow in a female pattern. facial hair is the issue.
>>6414657
then practice it.
>>6414649
this is the equivalent of ass threads on /sp/ where the girl turns out and has a 3/10 face
>>6414649
I want to run my fingers through it <3
>>6414662
Excellent start. All that's left is to apply the same measures to the darkies and we're golden.
>>6414648
I'm raining
>>6414666
Does seem like it.
I don't even get the appeal of this hair bay blade shit.
>>6414669
skype with puru?
>>6414666
She looks fine to me??
>>6414647
I want to hate fuck you so much Faye.
>>6414675
wot
>>6414667
It must feel nice.
>>6414647
did you have sissy training today?
>>6414658
No youre BPD
>>6414680
You actually sound really good.
>>6414682
these are so stupid, these dumb cunts must spend like $200 on hair shit every month
maybe im just mad bc my hair is too curly to grow out like this
>>6414666
Wow you're jelly. It's not like you can't have the same hair.
>>6414680
Your voice is fine sheen. LOSE WEIGHT AND YOULL BE SO MUCH FUCKING HAPPIER GOD DAMNIT I TOLD YOU THIS A YEAR AGO.
>>6414684
if you want to get technical with it, i'm HPD
>>6414685
are they making jokes about being a faggot because you're in boymode or about not being a real girl in girlmode?
You were pretty shitty with Faye in a relationship she's working her ass off to make work and means a lot for her. Some day she'll forgive you but if you learned your lesson you should just move on as a better person.
is cuddling with other girls gay
>>6414688
>le jelly butthurt mad XD
>>6414680
voice is actually not that bad.
>>6414685
I'll be your friend robot
>>6414688
STOP I DONT GET THE APPEAL OF THIS I HATE IT
>>6414688
I can barely handle my hair and it barely reaches my shoudlers. These webms will give me nightmares.
>>6414659
Flex your abdomen and poke something like a sharpie that is capped or other non-stabby object around your waist and hips and provide depth before hitting muscle wall resistance/bone resistance.
Without that I'd say you likely could get down to B/W/H of 33/31/35 but that's basing it on a guess of 24% BF because BMI is garbage and useless down to 18-20% body fat (BF)
>>6414694
Only if you touch dicks.
>>6414694
Just a little, but almost every straight girl is at least that gay.
>>6414647
JUST DUMP EDIE ALREADY AND LET ME BECOME YOUR LOVE SLAVE GODDAMMIT!
>>6414680
>tfw even sheens voice is 10x better than yours will ever be
sheen im gonna stop bullying you
can you slowly bully me to suicide instead
>>6414694
no it's not gay, me and this cis girl i met in college used to do it. she always held my hand everywhere and was the same height as me and always asked to sleep in my bed with me at night.
>>6414702
Get in line BITCH
>>6414688
why the fuck is her hair cut straight
>>6414668
Ja Ja wann Schuzstaffel?
>>6414690
I would, since I studied Cognitive Neuroscience : ^ ]
Tell me which Neurotransmitters are off, read me your levels, are you lax on acetylcholine in your cAMP pathways or more dopamine resistant from recessive gene dysplasia
>>6414710
y'all are dumb, i've obviously got first dibs in this situation that is never going to happen in the first place you fucking weirdos.
>>6414697
I am sure you look great with short hair.
>>6414698
It can't be that hard can it?
>>6414682
Hnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggghgftftf TV fhuhnnhh
>>6414716
I'll fight you.
>>6414715
>implying any psychiatrist/psychologist actually gives a physical test to determine if one has a personality disorder
why do you think i'm borderline and that my psychologist, trauma therapist, and psychiatrist are all wrong?
>>6414682
how tf does she keep her hair up with one pin
>>6414699
I poked a ruler into my underbust region and it averaged around 2-3 cm deep, in my waist region it averaged around 3-4 cm deep
>>6414721
i'll win, i played pro baseball u little queer
>>6414713
At least they would look better that way. Instead of looking like a bunch of forest rangers.
>>6414727
nah you seem cool
I deserve it
>>6414692
they havent seen my girlmode but im pretty andro in a baggy t shirt. you shouldnt to work to make a relationship the way she does. its not my place to comment but from the way it sounds faye is treated..she can do better desu. but i only hear one end of it i guess. i dont think i learned any lessons. i was being bullied by people posing as my friends. i just played on their level.
>>6414697
oh..
>>6414706
Dat pic
Memories...
Memories...
Memories...
Memories...
>>6414716
Because all psychiatrists/med professionals doubt each other lol
>>6414727
>I JUST HATE THESE FUCKING HAIR GIFS WHY DOES SHE DO THE SAME THING EVERYTIME
It's sexy.
http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1466098111936.webm
>>6414730
Baseball isnt even that kind of physical activity you fucking NERD.
I'll body check your ass with ease
>>6414728
twist your hair upon itself into a bun. stick single pin through bottom toward top of bun. pull pin like a lever from the bottom to the top, then stick the pin down farther into the hair
>>6414725
were you the unit cumslut in the army?
>>6414716
You have the unfair advantage of actually being able to make it happen. Completely unfair I say.
>>6414734
go big or go home
>>6414740
my hair can't do that
lmao
>>6414733
but i like being bullied
>>6414734
oh..
>>6414737
YOUR LITERALLY MURDERING ME RIGHT NOW
>>6414735
>tfw you keep fucking up because you keep panicking because you keep fucking up
>tfw your girlfriend is pissed at you bc of this but you cant stop no matter how hard you try because you're a mess of a human being
>>6414729
I'd guess every 1%BF lost you'd shed 6mm-1cm measurement across the board on your torso then.
>>6414746
ill bully you
cyka blyat
>>6414740
What do you believe about your HPD would be considered a disorder and how it negatively afflicts your entire life that you believe it constitutes a disorder. You seem to live a normal life Ms. Rachel what is it that makes your personality quirks a disorder
>>6414743
i have a uniform. i can't exactly 'go big' but i wear make up every single day and accessories most days
>>6414747
trip on, Edie
>>6414734
I've seen your boymode, you fail it. Get a new job and present female.
Also, the lesson is that friends want an ear for their issues, not you getting in the way and making asumptions about what they want.
>>6414753
Yeah thats what I thought
>pic related
>>6414582
>>6414748
So my under bust and waist should get down to around 33 and 31 respectively? Can't go any smaller?
>>6414751
well, i'm a heroin addict. been /clean/ for a year now, so obviously the HPD symptoms have decreased since i've been receiving treatment.
>>6414749
:3
>>6414761
So you're no longer HPD. Why claim it?
>>6414725
It does indeed... though ignoring the whole tracer thing I'm pretty sure you're all set
>>6414759
hmm circumference wise, I got the measuring tape and wrapped it as tight as possible around that region, if that is kinda what you're getting at
chest was like 33 inches and waist was like 30
>>6414763
If you don't have dysphoria after transitioning you're no longer trans and you're cured
>>6414753
wrong
[game over]
continue?
>>6414763
because I'm borderline
>>6414761
Also... Im sorry : C
I feel like you acted above me and people in these threads constantly claim bullshit. I probably should should stop for the night and not shit on others. FUCK. Have a nice night.
>>6414754
okay what job am i qualified for?
>not you getting in the way and making asumptions about what they want.
what on earth do you mean by this? do you not read my explanations?
>>6414770
HAVE A BORDERLINE NICE NIGHT
>>6414772
It's not about your reassons, it's what you made them feel.
How would I know what job you're qualified for? Cashier? Astrophysic?
Is it ok to masturbate?
>>6414778
>Astrophysic
I think you're overestimating mtfg.
>>6414760
It's possible, basic thing is skin has a certain minimum thickness, let's say healthy skin, just skin, is about 1-2mm thick.
You'll want at least, as a male, 2-3mm adipose tissue underneath that, and female 5-10mm. That will increase the overall circumference.
Don't worry too much about the measurements for now.
If you're getting bro-fit, just do cardiovascular and lift, get gains then cut, make gains last for roughly 6 months then cut very slowly.
If you're going for fem fit, focus on just getting healthy, hydrated, and as you transition you'll gain some weight, you can work on losing some later, it's better to allow for some extra fat content for your body to have your hormones re-allocate where it places fat that gives you a more feminine shape.
Work muscle groups to focus on emphasizing female form, you won't be doing a ton of bench and back.
>>6414779
only if you jerk off to me ;)
>>6414777
you too you cute zeon scum
>>6414749
CHEEKI BREEKI
>>6414779
only if you eat the gt juice after
>>6414781
y-you could just use me when you feel lonely, I'd be there waiting for you. m-maybe in a cage.
>>6414782
my main concern is my measurements making me too big to look feminine
I'm hoping by losing weight I can least get my measurements to a more normal size
>>6414784
egh, I'll try. Post something.
>>6414767
Kinda, essentially potential, but pulling it excessively tight can't be accurate so its guesstimation.
I wish I had a super nice life in every way but still found time to come complain on mtfg and act like I didnt all the time.
>>6414780
>Four natural powers of the universe emerged from a hyper excited goop of matter/anyimatter where time and space expanded faster than the speed of light but because it was relativistic it fit the speed of light without exceeding and because 99.9% of matter was eliminate matter cooled and the super force split into Electromagnetism, Weak/Strong Nuclear, and Gravity and the universe cooled into helium and FUCK YOU
>>6414786
Im trying ;~;
>>6414778
how i made them feel? seriously? they can just bully me and thats fine because theyre more popular? like i literally have no friends irl and i go here instead of kms lol. you prioritize friends like that? i dont fight with anyone here unless they pick on me. i just want to feel like i'm part of something
>>6414780
nah
>>6414795
yeah, perhaps I'll need to lose weight to accurately see what measurements I'll get
>>6414801
Faye doesn't see you as a friend after what you did, you broke her trust in a vulnerable moment and tried to help her by doing exactly the opposite she wanted. Friends care more about the way their friends feel than the solutions you think will help them.
Move on, people here don't really hate you. You never get hate on if you don't bring this up.
>>6414794
I have a picture of my butte too :3
>>6414789
Despite all your anger you are not just a murid in an enclosure
which mental illness would you never date? pick all that apply
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523851
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523851
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523851
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523851
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523851
http://www.strawpoll.me/10523851
>>6414810
give me your hips holy shit
>>6414794
Why the fuck did you respond to my (You) as if you were me?
>>6414810
Dont believe the lies of that anon! But I'll jerk off to this.
>>6414811
I was just sugesting slave play, I don't really know what you mean.
Wouldn't you want to have a cute slave? I could cook and clean for you too, you could do whatever you want with me and then let Edie do whatever she wants with you. I'm not jellous of anything my master does.
>>6414818
She was poorly changing the lyrics to a song.
>>6414815
I just cliked the ones that would be emotionally draining and someone who wouldn't help improve my life in any way.
>>6414815
No kleptos, pls. I like my shit.
>>6414810
>Those hips
>That stomach
I want to be you and fuck you.
>>6414817
ty based anon
ler me know when you finish :)
>>6414827
and the butt?
>>6414810
MORE.
>>6414809
I don't see her as a friend either I don't know why you always say this like it's going to hurt me. After she told me their hobbies I knew right then I couldn't trust her anymore. But I wasn't trying to help faye or hurt her. I was just going to let that friendship decay without touching it. I went after the other one because she was harassing me every day and WOULDN'T STOP after i called her out and threatened to expose her.
How do you feel about this opinions?
https://www.vice.com/en_ca/print/where-your-dude-likes-to-cum-and-what-it-says-about-him?utm_source=vicefbca
>>6414835
>After she told me their hobbies I knew right then I couldn't trust her anymore
Wtf is wrong with you D:
>>6414835
Beepy stop letting anon drag you back into it. Its probably just Faye or Edie baiting you anyway. Its in the past so forget about it and find another qt to cuddle.
>>6414835
>why you always say this like it's going to hurt me.
I'm not trying to hurt you at all. You still hurt her and you should understand that some actions hurt those you don't want to hurt and you get backlash from it.
>>6414838
Aife, after knowing you like mechas I can't be friends with you anymore!
>>6414835
Srsly fuck you. People might hate me but I'd never do that to another person. You're the fucking worst. God damn it beep beep. You are fucking awful.
>>6414844
Uh oh Aife rage mode engaged!
>>6414842
GUNDAM 4LYFE
>>6414836
oh christ.
Anyways, it's missing bareback in bootie.
>>6414815
>type 2 bipolar two votes higher than type 1
>>6414815
>c-PTSD
>not real
Well I've had PTSD in a lot of ways, and I can tell you what I experienced from my parents treatment caused symptoms very similar to the combat PTSD
But we're talking constant beating, eratic behavior, force feeding while you throw up, things constantly stolen and missing, lies, attempts at forced institutionalizations in a psych ward so that you'll "learn to love" her again, breaking into my place as an adult, abdoment...
I'd here them screaming for me like I did something wrong in the silence and fear it was going to start again even when I was alone, much like you'd hear gunfire in it if you were constantly under fire.
>>6414847
me rn if I am being hon-est
>>6414846
Snitch? No. Its why no one hates me from that community.
>>6414851
type 1 is fun and they will be doing their own stuff if you break up when it's too much. type 2 will try to tie you for life in their depression hole and you'll keep thinking that maybe the good times are comming back.
>>6414839
>Its probably just Faye or Edie baiting you anyway
This really happens?
>>6414848
Bitch plz u___u
>>6414828
>>6414829
sorry i couldnt find the more recent one so I hope this ones okay :x
>>6414836
>no inside you option
also she seems like a stuck up bitch
>>6414839
I literally don't care about beep, she did some fucked up shit, and now she's talking about "my hobbies" like my hobbies arent cooking and studying with some anime on the side
>>6414857
yeah, they come here only to torture certain selected fews. it's not paranoia or cheap excuses at all.
>>6414851
type 2 is just sad all the time. we type 1s are exciting (ie i get a psychotic break when i go into mania)
>>6414856
you would date someone experiencing psychosis?
are you uhhh
nuts?
>Drama
>At 3 am
Yeah fuck this shit I'm out.
>>6414815
>http://www.strawpoll.me/10523851
mine got votes fml
>>6414838
>hey my best friend steals ur photos and laughs at how ugly and delusional you are
>not me tho bbf 4 life right??
>>6414840
No i get it. Fayes the only person that could reasonably be angry at me.
>>6414844
Idc about your ragey opinion aife I'm sorry.
>>6414863
No I'm talking about edies hobbies. I have no issue with you.
>>6414867
Chill anon no need to get so upset : ^ )
>>6414852
why can't we call that PTSD? why does it have to be C-PTSD?
I feel like the whole creation of C-PTSD is just a way for borderlines to feel better about themselves. Both are complex coping mechanisms for trauma
>>6414815
I clicked most of them is this bad? I don't think I'm strong enough of a person to be able to hold myself together if I were with someone with most of these.
>>6414868
Right this moment I'm watching the new voltron and amazed I didn't know it was done by the kora team!
Also your lie in April is so good, and I like assination classroom because the main character is a little femboy raised as a girl and he's adorabllleeee
>>6414871
Beep Im going to be honest with you and just tell you to close the window now and go find something else to do. Everyone is just going to attack you now and you'll only end up falling deeper into that trap.
>>6414871
You feel shitty beepbeep. No one else will. You get upset, but you cant justify it. Have fun being despised whenever you try.
>>6414885
RAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRR
>>6414875
Because it not a real psychiatric disorder so they have to gussy it up.
>>6414880
I'm afraid our animu tastes don't mesh
>Ranpo Kitan
>Red Flowers
>Stardust Memories
>>6414871
eddies hobbies do tell?
>>6414883
who is attacking her? I'm being serious with everything I told her and I'm sure I wasn't attacking her. No one else is saying anything about this to her besides Aife. Why do you push this persecution crap?
>>6414886
Trip on beepbeep
>Its quite literally crazy o clock in mtfg time when all the people with serious mental issues start posting at once.
>>6414875
Same symptoms, one comes from being trapped Forcebly in long term abuse, one happens from a specific traumatic event.
You have to treat those differently, but you can also treat some of it similarly (like by teaching you how to react when you're winding up)
>>6414889
Edie knows people who make fun of pics of people who don't pass. Just like we do in their faces. That's it.
post voice
http://vocaroo.com/i/s05RWCtow29U
>>6414895
>thats why youre here
Hi anon
>>6414893
So what flipped the switch Aife? Why you going into bitch mode? Did bitchtits refuse to get you off? Maybe Aife need a little nap nap? Juice? I'll let Beepbeep take the fall for this misguided anger though. Not like you'll stop your rage fest until you take your psycho meds anyway.
>>6414895
you know what that means
its time for polls that will unsettle you when you realize that every tranny is also mentally ill in some other way
>>6414893
You're crazy lol.
>>6414896
>one comes from being trapped Forcebly in long term abuse
>implying that isn't BPD
>>6414902
Trip on beepbeep u___u
>>6414870
which one is yours?
im a good girl
>>6414907
I'll allow you to realize the errors of your own stupidity on your own. Even if it takes a while.
>>6414906
isn't bpd a chemical imbalance or some internal issue like depression or whatever?
>bored as fuck at friends house
>only one still up but too drunk to drive
>try taking selfies but ugly Jew nose ruins it
Just fuck my shit up
>>6414910
No one cares lol
>>6414898
is she rly that passable as in the "right" to judge?
>>6414909
yes!
>>6414914
You care. Try and tell me you dont. I can feel the rage.
>>6414915
Are we?
>>6414906
Bpd doesn't have symptoms of nightmares, flashbacks, audio hallucinations and hyper vigilance
It's totally different
>>6414917
Something, something, care
>>6414915
is anyone? is that a right of beautifull people? does that stop anyone anytime?
>>6414923
Feed me little girl. Its so easy I just want to keep going.
>>6414914
I'll take my trip off for this one aife. Get a hobby. I've known you for more than 8 months and haven't had a pleasant experience with you yet.
>>6414928
Thats nice
>>6414889
Video games, food, aesthetics, occasionally a show or two, and being a sex goddess
>>6414934
Ah so good. I bet if I said something about your internet gf it would really set you off.
>>6414936
will it hurt them less?
are they better people?
And again, my full point is that you'd see the same itt.
>>6414932
Maybe I dont want to be pleasant. Maybe I try real hard to be nice and youre aggravating my ability to do so.
>tfw in yumes living room on acid and shes not here
Lol >:)
>>6414940
Go ahead. Go all day. She's more than you'll ever have ^___^
>>6414943
Oh please. You literally flipped the switch minutes ago from nice to bitch over some obscure comment Beepbeep made. You arent a good person plain and simple.
>>6414938
videogames as long as you're not playing them, right :^)
are you still playing pokemon or did she get bored after you started :^)))))
>>6414943
this should had ended when she said her "hobby" was a nice way of saying being a bitch, it's not about disliking hobbiesor personalities, just getting mad at someone being a bit shitty.
>>6414945
No gem or uie? (spelling?)
>>6414946
You wont have her for much longer.
>>6414945
weren't you gonna leave us?
>>6414950
Ui
(Pic related)
>>6414878
;_;
>>6414951
Are you gonna steal tb? please make it extra public and drama fest.
This drama shit is boring
Let's talk about cock?????
>tfw not giving head RIGHT NOW
>>6414960
don't be so sensitive, I was just saying that the trigger of the discussion wasn't really such a big deal.
>>6414951
Oh def she's gonna de-fiancé me any minute now
>>6414959
Uhh
Wtf
>>6414959
you could practice with your sleeping friends.
>>6414961
Be quiet beepbeep
>>6414959
>tfw the guy I like can't into cock whatsoever
>tfw he'll never be with me
>>6414961
Its Aife. Theres a reason she was universally filtered by pretty much everyone all those months ago. She literally would pick a fight with someone every single thread.
>>6414959
this desu
>tfw no dick inside you
>>6414967
Yah Im an Internet criminal dont you know
>>6414959
>go to friend's house
>smoke weed, watch him play vidja, watch youtube stuff
>get back home
>masturbate imagining him manhandling me while he plays and treating me like a toy
>no actual interest irl
>>6414956
ikr
>>6414953
Why do we classify depression differently or bpd differently? So that we can communicate to everyone treating you exactly what you're being treated for
PTSD symptoms from one event and PTSD symptoms from chronic abuse and up bringing are treated different medically
>>6414972
Please dont respond to me.
>>6414942
>will it hurt them less?
depends
>are they better people?
if this is what there doing then no
>And again, my full point is that you'd see the same itt.
most of the time its not coming from trans ppl that r full time. guess my point is if your aspiring to paint why would you take a pilots advice.
>>6414976
Then go fuck yourself
>>6414978
Please dont respond to me.
>>6414965
I'm gundam anon ;__;
this all started out of nowhere and should stop
>>6414975
i'm just pulling your leg at this point, i mean, i probably have c-ptsd. have been diagnosed PTSD though. you knew that though :(
>>6414979
You know what to do anon
>>6414981
>are you not interested in it irl or is he?
I don't get aroused seeing him at all, he's not my type and his life style is pretty disgusting. But in a completely safe space I can imagine it like awesome erotic humiliation.
>>6414984
Please dont respond to me.
>>6414980
Fine... whatever, goodnight mtfg
>>6414989
gnight zeek trash
>>6414989
Go sleep it off Banner.
>>6414986
That's perfectly understandable, I've had fantasies about a gay friend of mine but not my type either and he's too much of an SJW tumblrite at times
>>6414982
We should stick together then
>>6414992
Just be honest next time ;~;
>>6414981
>those days when you crave dick so much you cannot concentrate whatsoever on more important issues
>>6414999
I wonder which of you will kill the other first.
Good morning mtfg.
My grandma gave me a banana. Does she suspect something?
>>6415007
>In class
>have to visit friend at some point in the day
>can't stop imagining sharing his dick with his gf
>tongues meeting form each side of it, taking turns to swallow it.
>>6415015
But its fun to troll Aife albeit easy.
>>6415017
it's pretty autistic, like most trolling.
>>6415011
p-pls
>in class
>mind suddenly wanders towards dicks
>try to push them out of head
>fiddle with pens to distract myself
>keep this up for a bit
>realize I've missed have the class
>>6415018
Same, recently I was neutral towards dicks then suddenly one night I dream non-stop about dicks
Dicklust overtook me ;_;
>>6415015
I need to just go. Coming back here was a mistake. Im sorry, I hope /m/ isnt as bad as you say and you reconnect.
>>6415008
>picking a certified combatives instructor to kill
I mean I guess if you want suicide by Faye
>>6415020
Eh, everything is autistic according to 4chan.
>>6415025
i bet you i'd still win
>>6415023
I like having you here, though. Just ignore the cheap trolls and be happy.
>>6415028
Pussy.
>>6415025
How do you feel about the new Miss America being a commander? Does this fill you with hopes?
>>6415029
Trip on Aife
i want to held and protected
>>6415026
being alone in your house laughing at how you make someone else maybe get angry although they probably feel indiferent about you, the sounds of your laughter and keyboard clicking and no kind of actual response. It all feels like a scene from rainman to me.
>>6415036
Trip on Aife. Also you're clearly over thinking everything about this. You might be the autistic one.
achievement unlocked: dance for multiple hours in heels while drunk as fuck
>>6415040
you're on your way too 100%'ing life!
>>6415040
You missed Phien high on benzos, though.
>>6415040
I want your lifeeeee
>>6415046
this could be you
http://edition.cnn.com/2016/06/06/entertainment/miss-usa-winner-crowned/
>>6415046
You want the life you already have?
>>6415048
>tfw you're the kind of drunk who drinks alone and gets emotionally abusive
>>6415037
I never really cared for vaginas
or dicks for that matter
lately I've become quite attracted to dicks though
Where's the fine line between being open-minded and not caring if your partner is trans and being an outright chaser ?
>>6415046
yeah what are you talking about bitch, you already went out and danced in heels before
night nerds
>>6415040
Now aim for the Slav Squatting achievement
Squat for 5 hours straight after consuming 2 bottles of vodka
>>6415054
How attractive you are.
>>6415054
do you try to give them a handjob when they don't want it? that's pretty much the difference.
Why are you all bullies
>>6415060
>not wanting a handjob
you even trans breh?
>>6415043
I didn't take any photos, music too gud. Here's a blister tho
>>6415045
;~;
That worries me
>>6415044
Yeah :3
>>6415046
Haven't you danced in heels?
>>6415048
I'm a fun low maintenance kind of drunk desu. If I drink at parties I just want to enjoy myself and dance and stuff. I'm sorry you have to deal with a high maintenance drunk.
>>6415057
That sounds currently undoable
My summer goal is to learn how to shuffle in heels.
>>6415063
indeed
I want them in me
>tfw you will never dance in heels
>>6415068
>that sounds currently undoable
yeah cuz you're not true slav
>>6415072
the leg pain and foot pain aint romantic
>>6415064
>Well that's sad.
As all things in life, the more attractive you are the happier you and everyone around you will be.
>>6415034
/held and protected you
>>6415074
sometimes I do
>>6415074
This question will never be answered honestly by everyone.
Everyone does. Every single person who has ever tripped has dropped trip to either shit talk or shitpost as anon. There is no exception to this rule.
>>6415074
I've dropped trip permanently
>>6415074
I have once or twice to shitpost but usually what I have to say doesn't require hiding who I am~
>>6415081
this feels much emptier than I though. I guess I will just kill myself.
>>6415074
I did for an era of time exclusively, but aside from that, I've never dropped trip.
>>6415081
quid protect me from men while we're cutting them up pls
>>6415076
literally every girl ever has done it
I'm not a girl
>>6415084
just fap in the bathroom, if you're lucky someone will enter and let you help them with their erections. maybe it could turn into a tradition.
>>6415087
no anon D: what about headpats and the knowledge that i care about you
>>6415091
i haven't done it desu
>>6415096
you will
I have giant man feet
how does it feel when trips lie to everyone? rawr, faye, beepbeep, elanna, edie, especially when theres a lot of anons posting and then suddenly trips
>>6415092
t-that sound pretty g-good desu.....
>>6415099
it doesn't feel like anything, anons and trips are the same. some anons are interesting most aren't, same with trips.
you sound too involved with this specific 4chan thread. you might prefer something like reddit with clear usernames and backlogs.
>>6415102
And then they pass you around, you can have their cum as dessert after eating with them.
You should really drive home if you're sober, drive slowly.
>>6415068
I grt happy and goofy when I'm drunk, which i get could be annoying, but this roommate is so much worse. He argues and he won't stop arguing and he'll keep picking at you forever. Ugh i hate him.
We'd probably have fun drunk together tho. That'd be rad.
>>6415103
<3 <3 <3 <3
>>6415104
sounds like trips infecting pure anon
>>6415073
I'm not a slav tho I'm a Brit
>>6415079
:(
I hope she's doing ok I thought she had been off the benzos for awhile...
>>6415103
Most girls don't dance in heels desu. I was the only one there doing it, feels gr8 tho
>>6415107
Ugh argumentative drunks are the worst. Like, why even argue when drunk, you can't piece anything convincing together. I'm sure we'd get along great drunk though, I'm p easy-going with a few beers in me :3
>>6415112
Beer is sooo gross. I've been trying out a binch of different brands, but they all taste the same. They make me gag ;_;
I typically either drink wine coolers or do shots.
>>6415112
Exactly
You will never know how to squat properly
>>6415112
>I hope she's doing ok I thought she had been off the benzos for awhile...
well, turns out progesterone activates the same receptors as benzos, sort of the reasson why kept upping her dose this last few days.
You should talk with her in skype.
>>6415104
STOP oh my god that's too hot I need to leave
But you've got me distracted I might get pulled over for DWC(driving while cocklust)
I suppose I can let the cops fuck me to get out of being arrested....
I miss having friends
>>6415122
And from the on you have to eat from the floor, sticking your ass up for them to see and use however they want.
>>6415117
I can try tho!
I squat! (Badly)
>>6415116
Idk, it took me a while to find a beer that I liked but it did honestly grow on me after I did. Have you mostly tried big brands and stuff?
>>6415119
Idk it wasn't actually uncomfortable though, I had really comfy shoes and I'm learning that heels don't have to be uncomfortable. I think it's a balance thing, although it was pretty quick to learn.
Also, i didn't dance with anyone, it wasn't really that kind of show and I was there for the music. Really eclectic mix of house, techno and disco, really great though.
>>6415121
Yikes. ;~;
Idk I don't want to pry really but I probably should desu
>>6415138
Remember
to be true slav you gotta keep your heals on the ground.
Heals on ground when slavs squat around
drink enough vodka and you'll be squatting like a pro no problem
>>6415138
ok that works too, dancing with a qt is best dancing though
When i was in highschool i would spend lunch in the library. I would read manga and classic literature and listen to music. I would aleep through all ny classes and some of them would send me to the library too, so i just spent all day in the.library sometimes.
I miss that. I miss being alone and hating myself and crying myself to sleep every night. I wish i could go back and start transitioning earlier.
>>6415138
Yea, Most of the big brands. Miller, bud, dos equis, beck...something else idk
>>6415139
I keep my heels on the ground tho
I'm true slav without any vodka
>>6415145
Yeah it's pretty great, although idk I generally don't go to shows to dance with guys, just to get lost on the grooves.
Tbh, chances are that a girl who appears to be 6'1" and is really dancing hard is kind of intimidating and unapproachable :(
>>6415149
Idk, do you have any locally brewed stuff from smaller breweries, or microbreweries? That's the stuff that's actually worth drinking, macro brewed beer like bud and dos equis all tastes the same (meh).
>>6415154
good good, you are learning to squat quite well
Morning trans girls. What's new?
Beach was fun yesterday, even if the water was still a little cold for me. Shitty wedges broke (strap was connected by literally one ribbon of fabric). I expected them to last at least until after the warranty, so that's good news - I can exchange them for other shitty shoes. Seriously considering only buying online, or from LTS going forward.
Mtfg had die
>>6415154
Probably i guess. Idk if i know any micro brews...tecate? Thats a brand but i think its like...only from mexico.
>>6415154
i went on a date once on a restaurant/bar (/microbrewery) on the beach
it would have been even better if I actually liked beer lol, they had amazing seafood though
>>6415154
>6'1"
this is why I don't wanna wear heels, I'll be weirdly tall
>>6415162
It's a good way to draw attention to yourself I guess. I enjoy it though, it's actually kinda fun to tower over the manlets and average size guys, and apparently it looks good if you have the confidence for it. Easily was the tallest girl there.
>>6415160
Micro brews are like small local businesses that brew small batches of beer. They're usually only available on tap at a few places.
>>6415161
Gastropubs are great for that reason, even if you don't like the booze the food is usually worth it :3
>>6415157
Woo! I'll be slav yet!
>>6415162
Nah, wear heels. Being tall kicks ass.
Looked a tall friend in the eye the other day without having to crane my neck, and I think it's addictive.
Hi
>>6415176
Morning!
>>6415178
How are you?
>>6415176
succ
>>6415173
Idk, heels make you appear skinnier, make you appear leggier, and actually seem to give me more confidence. I've seen plenty of incredibly attractive girls that are taller than me, so I guess I see that extra height as a boon.
Maybe I'm weird though, I'm increasingly starting to lack for self consciousness and am happy to emphasize things like my height to achieve a look.
>>6415183
>heels make you appear skinnier, make you appear leggier
hmm, maybe I should consider this
I need to look skinnier/become skinnier
>bought birthright a few hours ago
>have been playing Blue ever since
why am I like this
>>6415184
It makes sense though. You create the illusion of extra height and you will affect your perceived proportions. They also affect your posture. There's a reason why heels are fashionable, they actually make you look better.
>>6415183
I don't know why people think I've danced in heels drunk before
It was knee high boots and I was on Molly
Jeez
I want to do that sometime tho for reals
>>6415199
>I want to do that sometime tho for reals
ikr
>>6415196
Fair enough, I might be more incline to wear them now
i need affection
>>6415204
/affects
>>6415202
You're not a man, so you could at any time, I have appearnces to uphold
>>6415204
*uncomfortably long hug*
Your hair smells of pinecones :3
>>6415204
same
>tfw no bf to get affection from
>>6415220
Hi Sirona!
I wish my hair smelled of pinecones 3:
>>6415223
'Lo African Mastodon!
If you get pine nuts you can crush them for oil and use that instead of conditioner...
>>6415224
I'm Irish tho!
And that's a really good idea I'm gonna do that desu
>>6415217
>you're not a man
then why are my feet too big?
4" at their widest, 10" long
also you're not manly, you haven't been for years
don't make me look through the archive for the dress pic or lingerie pic
it makes me dysphoric
>>6415227
>Irish tho
!!!
Wait, wat? Really?
Are you still in Ireland?
>>6415231
>women can have big feet
yeah a woman who is 6'4 has my size hands and feet at 5'9
>>6415231
Ooooooooooh.
So you're not pure Irish yet.
I'll have to indoctrinate you into our culture.
And yes, I can do that.
>>6415233
My little sister has proportionally larger hands a feet.
>>6415234
Bloodwise I'm not either though, but Irish is the strongest of my blood (cause it's the strongest blood~)
Please do!
A-are you gonna make me wear a kilt?
I don't really know how to deal with things anymore
I almost pass but I can't find a lover because im trans, I tried to make a thread but all I got was hate so I'm coming here to ask what can I do....
I just want to die and im at the end of my wits, I don't have anywhere else to turn
I miss my girlfriend
>>6415238
>A-are you gonna make me wear a kilt?
I don't think so. I'll mostly just teach you the Irish language and make you extremely cynical.
>cause it's the strongest blood~
EIRE, EIRE, BORU BORU BORU BORU!
What are you listening to MtFG?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcFd5j1cios
>>6415240
I miss you!
>>6415244
Okay I'm gonna wear one anyways! I'd love to learn the language, I love learning languages!
>What are you listening to MtFG?
this desu
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=da27RaCctzA
>>6415244
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rWyv2xjCcg0
>>6415257
I guess brehon law would technically be more relevant given we're talking about Irish descent, but I'd be interested in both :3
Can being alone long enough physically hurt, or do I just happen to get backaches when I'm feeling lonely ?
>>6415260
So in accordance with Brehon law when you're adopted into a family you become one with their bloodline. For all intents and purposes I'm a Sheehan in Old Irish law and because of that I'm a descendant of Brian Boru's peace keepers.
Hey, so I wanna start learning to do makeup before I jump on HRT, but I'm unsure what I want to buy. I'm not really looking to go out and purchase a complete kit, because I just want to get the basics down I guess. Maybe just like some primer, foundation, concealer, powder and lip gloss? Does anyone know this sort of stuff?
>>6415262
I get heart palpitations. Who knows.
Everything sucks
>>6415272
Look at your family name, and look for famous relations.
I discovered the relationship by reading a bunch of boring history books instead of doing classwork...
>>6415279
Ah oke
Imma do that right now!
>>6415253
I cant find shoes anywhere which is why I inadvertently bought heels that don't fit
so I just wear thongs everywhere like every other bogan
with luck they'll shrink in width with weightloss and I can wear the shoes that I've bought
>tfw not cis
>>6415298
where can I buy tranny flavored ice cream
>>6415299
The tranny store?
anyone else like it when mtfg moves nice and slow and you can keep up with all the top-quality posts from top-tier anons and trips without having to check too often
>>6415317
Yeah that's the best desu
who are the top tier trips?
a-am I one of them?
/pats
>>6415324
for sure! it's a pretty top-tier crowd in here rn from what i can tell
I don't know if this makes but i feel younger than I am
I feel like I'm still 13 or something
is this because im trans?
is it the hormones?
can anyone relate to this?
>>6415317
yeah
>>6415329
What's your real age?
I am 22 and I feel like I am stuck at 17 mentally.
>>6415332
im only 19 so I guess I am pretty young, but it still feels weird
>>6415324
Meep meep
Reminder that we're all fetishists and we deserve to be put in mental asylums and trepanned.
>>6415329
tbvh i sincerely identify as a 15 year old girl
Which webcam has the least amount of shadows? Like a gray tone.
I bought a webcam to start camming and it casts all sorts of shadows on my face and makes it look super masculine.
>>6415345
Change the lighting?
>>6415352
>>6415352
it looks like shes being crucified by the flag.
>>6415361
>(until alcohol)
I wanna see drunk Sirona!
>>6415364
It's hilarious. It also takes quite a lot of booze. As in, 2 naggins of rum and 3 bottles of cheap beer.
>>6415358
I didnt die, but I took 2g or something
I am still not sober and shaking a lot v_v
>>6415355
d-dont mind me I am just trying to get into the thread without being yelled at
>>6415361
terrible preetty sure that was a light overdose.
we talked last night right? my memory after midnight is somewhere between nonexistent and super spotty
>>6415359
the poor girl :<
>>6415367
Yeahhhhh
I might have told you that chocolate will get you high at some point. It seems I was right...
I believe you said you'd eat an entire chocolate cake and 2g of prog and get back to me :/
How did that go?
>>6415366
Wow that's a lot.
I get drunk really quick but I can still handle my liqour
>>6415367
don't worry phie we wont yell at you
i mean I can't speak for everyone but I wont!
I'm not sure what happened but here is kitty pic to help you feel better maybe c:
>>6415369
>How did that go?
I am still high and shaking like an alcoholic
if the thread ais any indication, I had a public metldown. Iam too embarassed to read up on it tho
>>6415370
Ive 6g left.
and could order new stuff if I wanted to
>>6415372
>don't worry phie we wont yell at you
maybe someone should yell at me, I cant remember ever having lost control over myself before
>>6415377
...
Well, I didn't see it.
Honestly, I doubt much has changed.
The people who matter won't care and the people who care don't matter and all that.
>>6415380
skype?
i hurt all over, i'm tired, i'm sad, i hate my body, i don't feel like a girl today, i'm angry and all i've said out loud is 'fuck off' several times, i have to go out, i have to go to work later, my grandmothers are visiting and i hate it and i'm sorta upset with my gf and i don't know why and thats not fair on her
i hate these days when i just wake up and nothing seems right
>>6415375
Does HRT do that?
>>6415377
Well you didn't lose control of yourself for no reason, and you're still recovering from it. You don't need to be yelled at, you need to be comforted and helped. Being punished for doing bad things to yourself will only hurt you more, and hopefully what you went through should be enough to learn a lesson from.
I was abusing benzos a little bit ago, and I took 10mg of xan and drank at a party and completely blacked out. I woke up completely sore, bruised all over, and was hungover for a week. Ain't touching them again cause that scared the shit out of me
But just work on feeling better for now <3
http://www.strawpoll.me/10524927
>>6415343
wait if ur a 13 year old in the body of a 19 year old and i'm a 15 year old in the body of a 21 year old
does this mean trans girls are 6 years delayed in social development
>>6415375
>poitín
Never heard of that. As long as I dont need to pee every 5 minutes like with beer I will try it!
>>6415377
You know I would call a therapist /clinic for you. I would visit you and accompany you if you are to scared to go alone too. But you need to be the one who wants the change. Nobody can force to get help..
>>6415388
pressure from society wouldn't make me change my decision either way I was still always just gonna want an orchi probably so I don't have to chug AAs and so I can tuck better *shrug*
Hey so what's going on? Is everyone still alive? Who wants to sleep 24 more hours but can't? Just me.
>>6415394
literally the opposite for me :P
I want to stay up 24 more hours and can
but I probably shouldn't
>>6415392
Hey! If I was to get a good german spicy mustard, what would you recommend ?
>>6415388
I think orchi is going to be my way to go with or without outside pressure, unless there are some great advancements in SRS tech that make it worth everything related to it.
>>6415397
rest cuddleplum get your beauty sleep
>>6415384
>, and I took 10mg of xan
are you sure it wasnt 5? pretty sure if you arent used to it 10 + booze can kill you
I made ER with 8mg+ bottle of rum a few years ago, and I was addicted and had a lot of tolerance
>>6415397
I love your trip so much
>>6415392
Oh you might, but I can't change that.
It was used as a paikiller during birth for centuries.
>>6415413
Recipe: around 100 potatoes in a bathtub for 2 years.
Take off the top layer. Concentrate the rest in a pot still. Drink.
>>6415414
I nether have a bathtub nor 2 years of time. Can't you buy it?
>>6415386
Oh that doesn't sound fun, what happened?
>>6415406
It was 10, I only had one drink before my friends stopped me from drinking. I mean, it was 10 over the course of 8 hours before drinking, having taken 4mg at the party.
Honestly I'm surprised it didn't kill me cause I had only taken benzos like 5 times prior
is anyone doing something nice for their dad today?
>>6415420
wow, I am impressed
and a bit jealous!
>>6415421
gonna try
>>6415421
wait, why? wasnt fathersday a month ago or something?
>>6415421
staying out of his life
>>6415419
Depends on whether or not you know the right people.
I think I do....
It's literally illegal alchol. You can get a potato brew that is legal, but that's no longer poitín.
>>6415421
I don't have a dad
>>6415421
coming out as trans today
wish me luck
>>6415396
Hey! What's going on, what happened?
>>6415397
Lol did you take speed?
>>6415406
<3 u
>>6415413
>TFW germans don't like mustard anymore.
That's why you're getting kebab'b :p
>>6415434
just a day when you wake up and wish you hadn't. i spent an hour crying and punching my mattress because nothing feels right.
I think I went blackmarket dealing yesterday...
I woke up with 100 euro under my pillow that wasn't there yesterday.
Admittedly I was hopped up on alcohol and painkillers...
>>6415421
I'm like not going to call him. That'll make him happy.
>>6415441
he's alive and i live with my parents right now, im just gonna avoid him. it'll make his day better
>>6415441
gonna either see this documentary or go to the art museum and then get dinner during which i will be thinking about how much i don't want to come out to him and when i'm going to do it
>>6415421
Don't actually have any memories of my dad, so nope.
>>6415441
wbu tho
>>6415421
maybe if he didn't tell me how horrible he thinks I am every day I would
>>6415451
I am still in space and shaking like an alcoholic
will probably remain high for 6 more hours or something.
I feel okay (naturally)
I am really embarassed about last night, I usually dont do public meltdowns. I am really sorry
>>6415459
Uh...
I think I sold hemlock to druggies and criminals.
>>6415456
From what I bothered to read you didn't really have a melt down. You were self loathing and self blaming and ended up explaining a lot of issues you have, but it wasn't really a "melt down".
I'm watching meet joe black.
Has anyone else seen this movie? Everyone in it is oddly irregular and non human and its freakin me out
>sister gives me a joint because I was feeling sad
hot damn that was good
>>6415456
Heh, no worries. I triedto get myself dxed last night becausw I felt guilty about misgendering someone, so I'm with you on the unintentional meltdown. Honestly, I wish I was high right now, but I never had benzos before. I just smoke my life away when I have the chance.
Its nice to hear youre okay though.
>>6415421
r u giving him the succ?
>>6415467
sorry for yesterday, I wasnt myself. I didnt mean to sound this arrogant.
>>6415464
>ended up explaining a lot of issues you have
that qualifies as a meltdown imo, since my personal life is nobodies business and I shouldnt bother anyone with it v_v
>>6415456
I was the one who made the reply that set you off last night and I feel bad about it. You'll probably blame yourself cause you were high on prog, but still.
I am sorry about that. Glad too see you didn't od.
>>6415475
*double hug*
>>6415480
I mean.
Yeah I will.
>>6415480
Sass kill me
ayy Yogyakarta the best of luck with the noteBOOK!
Good morning, /mtfg/
>>6415494
おはよう!
>>6415475
What? Did we scuffle?
>>6415494
Mroning.
Any amazing or even slightly amusing dreams?
>>6415469
>so I'm with you on the unintentional meltdown
does that make us sisters in suffering?
>but I never had benzos before
dont. being addicted to them is terrible. if you have a chance to avoid it, avoid it
>>6415477
thats not your fault anon... this is 4chan, I shouldnt be a stupid idiot and just avoid these situations
>>6415480
took 1/3 LD50 of Prog, got stupidly high, and had a public meltdown (which I cant remember)
so, I guess the answer is no
>>6415498
a little bit
>>6415501
I don't remember.
If i met you in real life i would totally beat you up.
>>6415505
>If i met you in real life i would totally beat you up.
w-wow, thats a pr harsh reaction
>>6415505
Your fat ass can't fight
>>6415501
If you feel like it, yeah. I grew up with a bunch of sisters, one more would be nice.
I honestly like don't even know what a benzo is, or what they do, but I never liked pills. Get me some shrroms or certain tree bark extracts though and then i'm good to go.
Don't call yourself an idiot though, we all make mistakes. I want you to BELIEEEEEEEEVE in yourself.
If you do, it might make it easier for me to believe in me.
Oh, I have a crippling coffee addiction, though. Surely that is pretty bad for someone in my situation
>>6415496
Guten tag, wie gehts?
>>6415500
Nawh, I tripped the other night so I had a very dreamless sleep.
>tfw no nazi bf to dress me up in an SS uniform and be his pure aryan gf
>>6415505
>>6415508
I'll beat you both up, wit deeeeez guns.
why am i still so muscular.
C'est bon. Et vous?
>>6415486
please stop saying that
>>6415517
Aww, I wanna trip.
On hwat?
>>6415521
HON HON OUI OUI BAGUTTE
Je souhaite que je payé attention à l'école pour que je puisse parler français
>>6415515
Guess that will be good enough
>>6415522
Sheen pls
At least pleb will take over my throne
>>6415529
Why not learn it now?
>>6415515
he doesnt know. I am really clumsy and have no sense of space, so walking against a wall or something occasionaly isnt weird. he realized something was off, but he didnt figure out what it was so its alright.
youre going to be around for the frog game tonight if your internet decides to work?
>>6415520
ayyy thats way bigger than my thighs. I think my waist still beats this this tho
>>6415511
>we all make mistakes.
I do that all the time, just usually off board tho
Ill try to believe in myself more tho! thanks :3
>>6415524
I cant tell if youre memeing or if you really hate me this much
>>6415179
I'm doing pretty well, now I'm awake again. Broken wedge is annoying, but easily returned for a potentially less fragile shoe.
How about you? Anything exciting on the go?
>>6415532
That's a good point, I think I'll pick it up again~
okay so if i put this together
where tf would i even cosplay her? theres like no events that would work for that coming up. otakon is too soon for me to have it ready, then theres maybe new york comic-con but it feels pointless taking a video game cosplay there...
wtf mtfg
>>6415253
>tfw 11.5
It isn't even a real size to most manufacturers, and 11 proper is just slightly too small!
Stupid gigantic feet.
>>6415543
If you can't even do decent looking makeup or bathe yourself properly you aren't cut out for cosplaying.
>>6415543
Something might come up until you manage to make that though. You're starting with 0 experience, if you want it to look good it'll take some time.
>>6415534
My thighs are twice as thick, honest. I just don't want to put up a picture of that because stretch marks.
:(
Good, you better. I don't like seeing my sisters being sad and not believing in themselves.
Believing in yourself is such a strange concept, tho. I think it might be better to say "believe in the me that believes in you!"
>>6415547
t h e w o r s t m e m e
>>6415548
well i was thinking of paying someone else to make it for me :^) i dont even have a sewing machine or anything so...
>>6415550
this is the b e s t m e m e
>>6415550
ah, so you decided to go with that way. Well I don't know then, don't people also cosplay video game characters on comic con?
>>6415546
HA
HA
I know your pain. I can't find shoes that fit me unless I special order them, or get SUPER lucky.
>>6415550
Post your pictures on /cgl/ and prove me wrong, they're going to say the same thing I am, in addition to "reee tranny get out."
>>6415523
LSD. I tried fasting beforehand and it worked out amazingly.
>>6415553
what do you even spend those on?
>>6415563
riley ilu <33333 hi ~
>>6415566
It's the only currency I accept for my artwork
>>6415563
Fuuuuuuuuuuck I love LSD.
Only had it once, but it was amazing, The come up hit me while I was driving down the highway, and I was totally freaking out. Still managed to get home in one piece while obeying the traffic laws and speed limit, but it was scary and exciting.
>>6415572
Such high quality.....
I wish I had ufufu dollars to comission such a priceless work of art.
>>6415578
I also do it for free, but it'll have ads.
>>6415574
>comes here for /cgl/ advice
>wont post on /cgl/ and claims to have before
Ah, so I see the real girls have driven you off their board already. A shame, if you listened to them you might pass one day.
>>6415574
They do totally do vidya cosplays at comicon too.
I've seen footage.
>>6415586
I'VE BEEN NOIDED
>>6415581
Better than AIDS.
Barely.
My apologies to anyone who has AIDS.
Do you have some exerpts from your art portfolio, so I may get a better idea of your talents?
>>6415582
you told me to post my pictures on /cgl/ which is a little different than asking for cosplay advice on /cgl/ you retard
and whether you believe me or not i did used to post there so i really dont care
>>6415586
mc raidu-chan~
okay i guess that could be a goal for me :o might be fun! that gives me plenty of time to actually learn how to sew, also, if i end up going that way.
>>6415590
Here's my best piece of work, on the house ;)
>>6415534
I dont hate you.
>>6415589
I SEEN FOOTAGE!
It's just like my Japanese animes in here.
>>6415596
>tfw no MC Ride bf to eat flowers with
>>6415591
I believe you used to post there.
I believe you dont post there because they told you to get out for being an obvious tranny.
Though if you posted on /cgl/ before you would know there are cosplay help threads you could post pictures in and ask for advice about your cosplay. Shouldn't some one who posted on there "regularly" know about that?
>>6415591
You totally should. It's a skill that's useful for ANY girl to know. You can make any oversized or undersized clothes fit if you do, not just cosplay stuff either.
>>6415594
My fucking nose nearly exploded, I laughed so hard! Dear god, you are a fucking magician. Shame my ex/roommate is in the next room still asleep, the whole neighborhood would have heard me.
>>6415549
I just want to be the tiniest
>I don't like seeing my sisters being sad
o-oh, sorry ;~; thats pretty hard
>>6415606
Thanks, I appreciate your reaction ^~^
For (you) anon, I'll do it for F R E E
Got anything you want done?
>>6415600
Why orchids?
Marigolds taste so much better.
I would eat flowres with you, if you know what I mean.
;)
seriously what do I even mean
>>6415610
>>Got anything you want done?
Got anyone you want
eliminated?
>>6415618
just the internet bb
>>6415620
i'll let you inter my net, bb ;3
>>6415620
Can you eliminate a few people for me?
New Thread
>>9061196
>>9061196
>>9061196
>>6415609
hi bb <3 ilu lots *hugs and head pats*
>>6415625
rip
>>6415610
I'd say yes, but image limit is preventing creative expression.
>>6415609
Don't be sorry.
Smile.
And yeah, know that feel. I don't even lift but I'm still buff as heck under my flab. Apparently I make like crazy amounts of progesterone in my bloodstream due to a family curse/genetic lottery. It makes me look pretty young, but I never lose muscle, or fat really.
>>6415630
Yeah, the fuck the hwat?
>>6415632
Well hit me up once a new thread is made~
>>6414534
Actual jokes
>>6415601
actually, the last time i posted pics there was in early 2014, and i didnt get called a tranny. i did get buttmad one anon called me ugly when the rest were supportive and calling me cute, saying i could pull whatever i was posting about off, and then after i made a salty post they said i looked like a man, you're right.
but i didn't get called a tranny. :^)
>>6415606
well..... i HAVE always wanted to learn. maybe it's time. :o
honestly though im pretty afraid that this outfit will be too complex for me and ill get frustrated and give up lmao
>>6415568
Korra ilu2, I was talking to my boyfriend about you whilst we were tripping.
>>6415576
Me too, but Ive freaked out when I peaked the last few trips, I think I need to take a long break. I'm starting to worry that I'm just becoming one of those people who cant handle hallucinogens.
>>6415635
Im really not sure, the admins hate me?