I wanna fuck my best friend. Help me.

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Hey guys I need some advice. I have been bi for awhile but only ever topped super femboys. Anyway recently some of my other bi friends convinced me to try butt stuff on my own and I was like "yea ok why not". Guys, it's fucking great I'm sure you know this I mean Jesus. Anyway I used to be into exclusively feminine things but with my new admiration for bottoming I've been looking at more stuff that feature bottoms and I've been getting into (bear with me I know it's autismo) Ganon on Link (from Zelda I should kill myself shit). This shit has an added factor of excitement for me because my best friend and I used to pretend to be Link and Ganon as kids and he's one of my bi friends. I told him earlier this week that I was into bottoming now and I wanted to fucc but he's actually a virgin and he's kind of apprehensive although he said he was interested. Now call me old fashion, but this is my first time doing this as well so I want my first time to be with someone I'm comfortable with and have a lot of trust for but I'm also slightly in a hurry, here's why. I'm seeing someone rn, a girl, we still have sex not really a thing tho. As a masculine guy in the sack I want my mystique of being this dominant guy to remain intact, but I wanna see if I'm Alexander the Great homie nawmsayin? So I'm trying to fuck soon, which my friend is not seeming comfy with atm so ya kno I'm considering looking elsewhere but I'm really attached to the idea of doing it with him. He's a wonderful friend and iz gay but I've really been friends with him for a lot of my life so I "love" him, srry. Anyway what do I do? Anybody have a similar anecdote to help? Anybody need help? Whatever gags thanks for listening and for any advice in advance.

tl;dr I wanna bottom for my friend, he's a hesitant virgin, he's down though, I just want the cock rn, I'm a bottom virgin, I'm being a 15 year old and being picky, what do I do?