Simple Question

Depends on the country you live in.
I assume you live in a western country.
So no, there is no legal way, you can be, what you call a "cuntboy".
You have to be diagnosed as a mtf transsexual in order to get SRS.

>>6392759
I don't mean legally but hormonally. Will I get all fucked up in the head if it lop off my junk? Legal shit doesn't really matter to me. I don't care what bathroom I go to. My entire sex life is alone and I prefer it that way. I just want to get lady bits, but still be male in every other way.

>>6392739
depends on the surgeon mostly if you pay in full by yourself (no insurance).

i know this is questionable to mention but you can go thru like most mtfs do through legit SRS and then detransition back after recovery if you have enough mental capacity to pull off the whole thing. takes a long time this way though compared to the shady ones.

do keep in mind that medical assistance will be limited though when you go the detransition route.

Does anyone have a more accurate term for my mentality? I honestly don't know what to call myself anymore.

>>6392739
>>6392865
I would consider to meet a therpist. Not sayin' that you need some kind of "fix" or something, but a therapist might well know the next steps for you to follow and even diagnoze your "mentality"/"sexual identity"/whatever.