I think I'm just happy edition
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lj3bCXViNNM
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Now lets do our best, girls.
old >>6317032
>mfw ready to invade women's spaces
First for ugly.
>tfw no flannel gf
>>6317666
>I'M READY TO RAPE
>>6317660
>oh god
Well it is!
If there's gonna be chasers they can at least be flattering.
Post middle fingers
>>6317668
>tfw no kit gf
>>6317659
i think im dumb
>>6317668
shoulda been faster desu
>>6317666
Things I could never do for 100 Alex
>>6317666
Maddie you are my favourite poster by far
how do you pick a middle name
>tfw no agp to be self-gf
nth for no sleep ever
>>6317682
that question brings us back to pokemon probably
>>6317666
Are you going to go to a Curves gym?
>>6317676
Nirvana posters get out
Who else /constant dread/ here?
>>6317682
1. Are you a hon?
2. Are you a sissy?
If you answered yes to either of your previous questions your middle name is your male name with "ina" affixed to it.
If the answer is no, then you don't need a middle name.
Guys honest, what do I do if I have a really bad reaction to spiro? Is it possible to be allergic or something?
>tfw might have to stop spiro 3 days after finally getting it
>tfw slept like this
>>6317668
2slow desu
>>6317693
NEVER
>>6317701
What kind of reaction are you having?
>>6317700
Joeina
>>6317704
No thanks sir
But I'm sure you're welcomed there
>>6317705
It feels like I have the flu combined with my upper body becoming numb
http://www.cafepress.com/mf/77787821/old-age-aint-for-sissies_greeting-cards?productId=840204337
>>6317714
Thomas
>>6317667
at least you don't look masculine.
I've sent this to the parents of at least one trip.
>>6317714
>maddie
>beautiful
I didn't know you like muscle dudes in dresses
>>6317722
You don't?
>>6317719
>tfw ugly and masculine
>>6317720
Those are pretty cute desu~
Where can I get them?
>>6317703
>tfw slept like this
gotta make that long distance into a short distance~
>>6317700
What's the logic behind this?
>>6317719
>rawr
>not nasculine
Pick one
>>6317712
It could just be an upper respiratory infection
>>6317725
So when are you and hongie going to kill yourselves?
>tfw gonna make puru blush one day by doing this to her in public
>>6317736
>her
>>6317720
Send them to mine!
>>6317703
>>6317728
>>6317736
:3
I SAID HELLO
who /hon/ here?
>>6317735
I dunno. I'm p fucking cowardly.
>>6317739
Sir calm down
>>6317728
>a short distance~
pic seems like a good distance to me :3
>>6317736
(I hear she's flustered easily by lewd actions in public... inf act, by the public in general. Take her to a nice café in a pretty dress and watch her light up like a Christmas tree)
>>6317499
Take a brisk walk around the block.
>>6317610
Eep! Hope it gets better quickly.
>>6317502
>I'm not sure I wanna have my 4chan post history so easily tracked down.
I'm sorry I ever mentioned my choice on here. It's a rare name so it stands out. At least this doesn't lead to my dead name.
>>6317553
>not owning a strap wrench for the kitchen...
I've been using one for opening jars for decades. Never had good upper body strength.
>>6317744
Hi
>>6317745
trvehon reporting in.
>>6317745
PREMIUM HON reporting in
>>6317744
helo sheen whaddup
>>6317751
>I'm sorry I ever mentioned my choice on here. It's a rare name so it stands out. At least this doesn't lead to my dead name.
Well, nothing we can do now but try to keep people from hating us eh?
>>6317757
You aren't a hon
>>6317744
Hai Sheen <3
>>6317734
I hope so. Thanks for taking the time to answer me, anon.
>>6317745
I have a pretty face but my body is too triangular and I've been informed I have man hands.
>>6317717
Yeah, I also went with what my parents would have named me, but modified. Even as a middle name, it would have been embarrassing. Really dodged a bullet, not being a cis girl.
I'm not going to get to say that often, so let me have this.
>>6317765
I try to help as much as I can
>>6317748
sounds like a plan then
>>6317762
I am depressed, have no sense of fashion, and dont pass, thats pretty honney, isnt it?
>>6317765
If you have a doctor, please ask them.
>>6317745
yes
>>6317752
>>6317755
>>6317759
>>6317764
hello
I made a chen folder for easy access of all my chens
>tfw straight
>tfw I like the taste of transgirl piss
>>6317778
you like the taste of hormones?
>>6317765
probably what you should do is stop taking it for a few days and see if you feel better. if it comes back when you start taking it again then you know it is the spiro causing it.
>>6317773
eeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>6317774
i don't know about hon, but you're clealy a sissy
>>6317777
How big is it?
>>6317774
It just takes time to turn into a girl.
>>6317778
theres a lot of estrogen in transgirl pee, watch out bruh
>>6317788
Sir your autism is leaking into the board
>>6317745
Sissy Sassy hon in da house!!!!
>>6317789
like, 17
but now they're all in the one spot
>>6317797
The hunt for chen continues
>>6317786
tell me i'm pretty and buy me presents
>>6317802
ur cute
>>6317801
oh shit
>>6317783
what does this mean
>>6317790
I started 40 months ago anon...
>>6317781
nnnnnnnnnnn
>>6317807
>what does this mean
Some weird transvestite stuff as far as I'm aware.
>>6317790
Now you know that isn't true
So just have fucked up genetics
I wanna be a mommy and wear an apron
Post age and time on hrt!
>>6317792
I know you are, but what am I?
>>6317820
well at least you can wear an apron.
>>6317822
Just quit it dude.
>>6317821
19
couple months from my 5 months anniversary
>>6317760
Nothing against anybody here... It's just a mistake on my part. At least there are a few famous people who use it to muddy searches up. There is real strangeness with it. The family genealogists didn't know there was one back in the 1500s in my family history when I chose it, but they found one a couple years back as I was thinking about names again. That cinched it for me. I decided to continue to use it. I was planning on choosing a name from my ancestors, and there my old choice was. Kinda strange that I choose the same rare name. Less than 100 people used it in 2010 in the US, and less than 6,000 world wide.
>>6317825
Adoption is possible...
>>6317821
21
16 months
>>6317659
So im thinking this transition thing is all a pipe dream. People say passing is easy enough for those under 21 but i dont see it. Id rather be a guy then a hon tbhon.I finally started but a great part of me wants to just quit.
>>6317826
...said the faggot
>>6317832
It all depends on genetics and not age.
>>6317839
This. I was fucked despite getting blocker right before 18.
>>6317832
being a hon is not a question of chosing, it is a question of repressing until you become hon.
>>6317844
??? Idgi.
>>6317839
Well i just dont want to take the risk. Ill never look even remotely cis.
>>6317847
But most here are hons
>>6317851
>barely anyone makes it
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit
I want to be a girl
But I'm not sure I can call myself
I just want my dysphoric feelings to go away
But I try to be happy!
>>6317807
So it takes a bit more time with depressed anorexics. Big deal.
>>6317815
Taking the stated goal here everyone in this thread has fucked up genetics.
>>6317849
If you can't look cis, then don't even try.
Do you really want to end up looking like Korra, sheen, angie, pleb, red and the others
>>6317851
A hon is a late transitioner who started after her 30's and puts no effort into looking like a woman, including behaving like a caricture of what a woman is,
>>6317821
18
8 months
hormones dont work
>>6317821
26, 40 months
>>6317855
>a bit
rip
>>6317847
I fuckin hate this meme. "hur you're destined to transition its just a matter of when" no fuck you and fuck this stale meme. You can refuse to transition and not break down , not everyone is as weak and spineless as you.
>>6317844
...said the repressed cockgobbler.
>>6317855
>So it takes a bit more time with depressed anorexics. Big deal.
Phien cas been fulltime for years, she's just playing the sad hon role.
>>6317801
I want facial piercings desu. I'm thinking of getting a septum piercing
>>6317855
Not everyone
Sophie, Edie, kuro, haato and ufufu made it
>>6317857
I'm never calling myself a trans woman ever again!
>>6317863
you look like that lesbian youtuber
I want a trans "girl" to cum on my face
>>6317821
18
14 months
I'm a hon
>>6317821
26
8 years
>>6317821
24
Year and a half
>>6317821
>Age
18
>Time on HRT
3 days but now I have to stop
>>6317821
23 and 2 years + 1 day
(tfw turn 24 in 3 weeks ;_; so old)
>>6317874
who?
>>6317871
>Sophie, kuro, haato and ufufu made it
They succeeded despite the fucked up genetics, namely being born male.
>>6317860
A lot of people here started before 30, put in effort and still look like shit.
That's why we have hons like Faye, sheen, syndie and Angie around
>>6317885
fuck if i remember her name, maybe someone else is gonna tell you
>>6317870
Do it. I have no regrets.
>>6317867
Yes because you're extra special and filled with super duper willpower and discipline that stops you from seeing pages like this one whenever you want, right?
>>6317872
>>6317889
doesn't matter, a hon isn't an ugly transwoman that doesn't pass.
Hello people I want to get your opinion on name stuff. I don't really think I want to change my name but I don't think I want to keep using the same name. The shortening of my name is Con. Do you think I would just look like a retard special snowflake if I asked people to call me that? I know it's not a common name and it's still pretty masculine but I don't know what to do.
>>6317893
please don't call me a woman!
>>6317896
Yes it is and it's people who don't put in effort. If you're ugly and don't pass, you're a hon
>>6317821
49 years
3 days
>>6317892
Filled with enough willpower to make it go away once.
>>6317821
22 in 3 days
12 months on E, 6 months on cypro
>>6317821
51y 3y5m + 2y2m
Might as well only be 2y2m due to a near 3 decade gap.
>>6317906
>sass lying about her age
we all know you are a 62 y/o with 3 kids and 14 grandchildren.
i feel very TS Brave New World rn.
this thing fucking scares me lowkey lmao
>>6317821
19
about 5 hours
>>6317912
Brave New World is such a good novel!
>>6317912
Interesting, but large on the wrist.
>>6317911
I trusted you with my secret anon!!! now everyone will make fun of me to my face instead of behind my back!!!!!
>>6317869
>she's just playing the sad hon role.
no I am not playing that, I dont pass irl
>>6317926
you're not stunning, but you pass well enough. you wouldn't had chosen srs before ffs otherwise.
>>6317821
31, 7 yeas
>>6317912
lol it looks like it cracked!!!
i wish i was a girl
What do I do?
I'm not supposed to feel this way if I'm a boy
I need to get rid of the dysphoria.
I need to stop having bad mental and emotional issues
>>6317929
what is genital dysphoria
>>6317821
27, almost 9 months
>>6317938
>I need to get rid of the dysphoria.
you don't get rid of mental issues, it's the same with depression or psychosis. you treat it to keep it at bay.
>>6317938
You're not new to this trans thing red, you should know by now. Just stop trying to act as if you're fine with being called a boy and such.
You're letting your insecurities get the better of you.
>>6317942
something that you care about when interacting with your genitals is a bigger issue than interacting with everyone around you.
>>6317953
i thought red was just memeing so i go alonng with it
fuckin hell, i'm telling ya lads, theres nothing like peeling your bra off your sweaty tits after a hard day's work, am i right?
So since my T has never dropped below 150 should I start taking 300 mg spiro instead of 200 mg and talk about it with my doc when I see him in two weeks? I really don't want to masculinize any more...
>>6317947
>tfw you sort of look okay and want to join the club of late transitioners that pass with Basic and Tb but you don't want to show your face or trip in 4chan.
>>6317912
EDIE
>previously straight trip
>suddenly have feelings for another trip here
>now we're long-distance gfs
I'm turning into you :O
pls gib advice
>>6317938
>I'm not supposed to feel this way if I'm a boy
ur not a boy dummy
>>6317964
Correction, it was at 130 in Dec 2014 and 115 Sept 2014, both 200 mg spiro
but still though, fuck that :c
>tfw I got sir'd at Little Caesars like an hour ago
>>6317966
>tfw in the exclusive club of late teen transitioners that are hopeless
>>6317978
what do you know about me?
I have to be a boy
for my family, and myself.
I can't let go of feeling like a boy
I miss Kaylee.
>>6317971
is all australian tv as good as this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfZn8I_xwAQ&index=4
>>6317983
post story
>tfw always get sir'd, kill me
>>6317983
don't you always wear boy clothes and try to look like a guy though
i started a soundcloud.
continuing to work on chip tunes.
but for now i have a couple of bullshit tracks that i made for my own amusement
https://soundcloud.com/giggleplex
Guys I think I am like Joseph Goebbels. Maybe I am destined to be a state head of propaganda.
>>6318001
I think some dick would make you feel better.
>>6317989
>worker restocking fridge said excuse me sir when he tried to get around me from the back, then he saw my face and tried to say mam but got a weird look on his face and I just threw on my sunglasses really quick and darted my head towards the floor like an autist
>>6317929
>>6317955
I was under threat of forced detransition though. Also I live in an area where people dont give a fuck if you pass or not. as long as youre not a lumberjack at least
i think i'm going to take a nap, and forget all the bad thoughts
hopefully I have a dream where I'm a girl
I want to hold kaylee
I'm sorry to sadpost
Please forgive me.
I don't think I can handle all these new changes to my life especially with these swelling chestlumps.
>>6318008
ahhhh shit
I always like these non passing stories though they are so awkward.
>>6317985
I never felt right when in full girlmode
I just want to have fun now, boy, girl, whatever
>>6317992
well I wear guy clothes because I have like perma stubble because can't afford beard removal
>>6317963
Right-o chap, now lets sally forth to the village pub for a propa pint and a fag, it'll be a rite riot it will
>>6317917
it's applicable to my daily life desu
>>6317921
>>6317936
i like that it has lil diff screensavers but ya. i have no idea whhhyyy i put this thing on my wishlist a few months back. i must have had a reason.
what that reason was, idr
>>6317971
lol
my advice is don't
>>6318012
>under threat of forced detransition
that sucks.
anyway, i missed being around you in particular.
feeling a bit nervous about my next appointment
>>6318012
>people dont give a fuck if you pass or not. as long as youre not a lumberjack at least
same, they'll gender fucking anything female here.
>>6318025
>my advice is don't
;_;
>>6318018
will it be the white hart again, m'duck? i'll have a pint of mild and bitter, what'll it be for you? snakebite and black again i'll bet, and some pork scratchings, you hussy.
>>6318035
Yes hello, white hart? Id like to make a reservation for 2 plz.
>>6318025
wait do you mean don't turn into you?
idgi
>>6318028
>i missed being around you in particular.
o-oh?
>feeling a bit nervous about my next appointment
endo? why?
>>6317988
only the good stuff
like the katering show
>>6317964
I'd check out other possibilities for AAs.
>>6318025
Could it be held crosswise on the wrist? There could be issues with that, but it's an idea for the smaller wrist. I've wanted one, but it really should be running Android... Of course it is very low on my priorities list. Electrolysis is way higher.
>>6318038
you're cool.
i'd be down to chill anytime you're in my area
>>6317821
32, 15 years
>>6317821
21
zero
ready to hero
>>6318015
my life is awkward now like more than ever, people all act weird around me now, either some days I get treated like a girl and some days I don't
pretty sure if I got electrolysis done I could go full time with no issues, I mean I won't be pretty but at least I can pass
>>6318052
wow youre still alive?
>>6318025
Am I John?
>>6317964
>my T has never dropped below 150
not trying to brag but my T was measured 2 weeks ago at 5. Yeah I said five. I am on 350mg spiro a day though.
>>6317821
32.
2 years
>>6318063
yeah but u shouldn't believe me. if /tlg/ has taught u anything it's that old hons lie abt shit
>>6318008
Remember when Kayla used to make fun of me for posting about weirdinf out shop people
This is kind of what I've been waiting for for two years
>>6318062
what clothes do you go out in?
hairstyle?
>>6318067
It kinda sounds like you were trying to brag...
With emphasizing the 5
>>6318067
mine was 9 last time I got tested and I am only taking estrogen and finasteride. My baseline was below normal before I started HRT
>>6318069
G-spot
>>6318069
Troopa from Mario! But then he vbecomes koopa...
>>6317988
Anything on Public TV (the ABC and the SBS).
Everything else is car bitch
>>6318034
>>6318037
what i mean to say is you shouldn't start a long distance gf relationship if ya'll have never met.
i've seen this happen a LOT in mtfg, and 90+% of the time it fails. you need to meet each other before you decide to commit in any way.
>>6318049
yep! it's totally customizable.
>>6318065
l m a o
>>6318069
squirt ofc
>>6318067
and yet somehow u still have the attitude of a man
a medical mystery
>>6317912
How's it feel to be an apple shill?
>>6318077
Quid just shutting Kayla down like a boss
>>6318089
edie
more like
meanie
>>6318050
thanks, which city?
>>6318074
but they shouldnt mind too much in germany, or do you have reason to believe something else?
>my life plan was to throw myself in front of a freight train at this bit where it goes downhill
>talk to a train driver who had three suicides as driver
>he spoke about it like a soldier in the war
welp back to square one, i guess
>>6318062
you just need to learn how to cover your beard shadow and you could go full time now
all you need to do is learn makeup
you could learn how to do makeup once edie moves to portland and everyone has a meetup
you might have to pay for pizza though as a personal apology
>>6318067
quid is probably intersex which is why her levels are all over the place
>>6318072
to be fair she was full repression gen tier then
>>6318097
yeah right, I doubt she doesn't have to take estrogen, that was a flat out lie
>>6317821
Why must you remind me of how dumb I am?
>>6318089
>you need to meet each other before you decide to commit in any way.
This is really good advice.
>>6318098
Edie is a cunt who needs to get raped and beaten tbqh
>>6318089
so that's how long distance relationships exist. i kept experimenting trying to motion with my hands to figure out what it might entail, but that explains it
>>6318097
it's just how i roll.
>>6318043
i wish i had some tv show that focuses entirely in consumer safety around here...
>>6318098
shes right though.
>>6318114
You need to never wish rape on anyone, please
T. rape survivor
>>6318067
not to brag but my T is 0.6
thats right ya she hulk looking testicularised beast.
nought point fucking six
not to brag or nothin tho
>>6318096
good i guess idk
>>6318098
>>6318114
tru
i'm just saying. if ya'll really like each other i'm not saying you're dumb or wrong or that it's a mistake.
i just don't think it's something you should go into lightly.
>>6318101
i mean forcing someone to kill you was prob not the greatest life plan lmao
>>6318113
it's just from my experience. i've dated a lot, locally and long-distance, and ldr never work if you haven't met each other first.
it can work if you meet ASAP and move in with each other or something tho.
>>6318116
a lot of mtfg relationships exist solely in these threads, or through skype and that's it. most of the time it's not healthy.
>>6318125
Get raped bro
>>6318103
>you just need to learn how to cover your beard shadow and you could go full time now
fucking no, I can't go full time just to have to grow it out in between electrolysis sessions. My tech said that nothing is worse then when a hon comes in with full makeup over beard hair and expects her to find and zap every hair. She said that at 5 days of growth and not covered with makeup that she can see each angle of my follicle and zap it properly and without me getting red or scarred.
>>6318114
wow. death to u
Why am I posting on here, I'm just going to get more hateful towards myself
Now I'm going to nap
>>6318101
i had a big discussion some time ago about how much you fuck the driver's life by making them kill you, i'm glad you found some empathy.
>>6318129
ur an intersex meme though
>tfw tranny and hate myself for being a tranny
lmao stay in school kids
it's 5am and im running this shit
>>6318133
can i drain your neck over a sink and post a webm of it?
>>6318077
nonsense. Most of the anti testicular cancer drugs. Also Depo Provera 3 month shot or same drug as daily pill, etc. Cypro never got tested here because there were already other drugs that did the same, and the market was saturated. It's just none of them are as good of low side effect AA as Cypro is.
>>6318098
You don't want to end up like us two strangers in the same room staring last each other posting bunny pictures
M...aybe someday she'll love me again ;_;
>>6318140
>tfw tranny and hate myself for being a tranny
it never ends
>>6318105
Yeah no LOL
How else do you think my first test at 1 mg was over 500 and 2 mg took me off the charts >999? That recent one is after over a year of being off estrogen, as well as being off spiro for two weeks and reaching the same T levels I was before I ever started hrt, so nothing to affect the results, unlike some I never bullshit on mtfg.
Pretty happy about it tho, I've been suspicious I might have naturally high estrogen levels for years and finally got it confirmed
>>6318131
Yeah. IRL chemistry can be hard to gauge, but mostly distance is fucking hard even when you know how good things are together. Some of my best relationships have gone through periods of distance but I'll never start one again without knowing whether it works when together.
>>6318152
#gastheshemales
>>6318136
if its any consolation, even with the combined hatred of everyone here, which you earned, no-one can hate you more than you hate yourself
>>6318130
just don't fall into the stereotypical mtfg pattern of,
>talk a lot for a week or two at most
>"fall in love" and tell each other you love each other in the threads all of the time
>secretly talk to other people from mtfg on skype about how you actually want dick
>spend most of your time hyping up your relationship even tho you're uncertain about it
>break up and cause drama in the threads for days because you're hurt/it didn't work out
and you should be fine.
>>6318148
it was bought for me by a client. he also bought my 3ds and my ipad. i don't buy any of my electronics.
>>6318158
exaaaaaactly that. at least if you've met you have memories to look back on, and peace of mind about whether or not it's worth it lol
>>6318067
>tfw t was nearly 2k ng/dl when i started
being xyy sucks lmao
>>6318101
I was trying to figure out a way to make that work for a while, but ended up giving up.
I thought maybe if I held a giant love-heart saying how grateful I was on it as they approached and like leaving four grand to the driver in my will or something might work, but I thought that it might just come off as creepy.
>>6318162
>just don't fall into the stereotypical mtfg pattern of...
yeah thats totally not gonna happen here
>>6318077
>my levels are above the female average without HRT
Lucky. How does something like that even happen tho?
>>6318134
I'm also waiting for full time until then. Sucks having gray beard hair.
>>6318159
In an alternate timeline the Nazis won and a degenerate like myself would've been gassed. That makes be happy
>>6318156
>How else do you think my first test at 1 mg was over 500 and 2 mg took me off the charts >999?
because you had a shit tier place testing your blood
My E is at 211 though so its higher than yours is now.
>>6318173
same, we're freaks that deserve to die in the most painful manner possible desu
>>6317821
this is the one thing that upsets me
i remember being here at eighteen and not starting then
it's been literally years since
i'm gonna have a shit weekend now and this will occupy my mind the entire time
fuck you whoever posted this
i genuinely wish you bad luck
>>6318138
isnt that a form of job related risk? I mean, if youre going to be a driver you should know its a possibility, no?
I think its pretty cruel to make suicide so fucking hard
>poison heavily regulated
>no gunrights
>>6318173
this. why do we live in the wrong timeline? ;_;
>>6318179
get a grip
>tfw you are in love with anon but you know she'd never go for a schlump like you
Is comparing E levels the equivalent of comparing dick sizes for trannies?
>>6318144
well does it really make a difference? I mean other than the increased side effects, higher dose should make my T go down more right?
>>6318100
>in germany
i guess we may never meet.
i live in the united states.
& nevada is a conservative state that isn't fond of trannies, even they're also conservative.
on top of that, my family have made it abundantly clear that they do NOT want me having anything to do w/ transitioning.
i guess i'm a little scared that they're eventually going to notice the changes
>>6318166
<3
>>6318167
i would hope not
>>6317821
24 years old, 15 months consistently on HRT
>>6318186
oh I misread your post. I thought you said youre in my area and want to chill
>>6318173
In an alternate timeline if the Nazis won we would all have our brains installed in mecha anime girl bodies and be commanders on space frigates somewhere around Alpha Centauri because their science was top tier.
>>6318182
which anon?
>>6317821
23
2 years ~8 months
still looking like a dude tho :^)
>>6318182
it's the other way around
sorry
>>6318193
mean anon
>>6318162
Some parts of that script I wouldn't be able to do even if I tried so at least there'll be some variety here. We'll see how things end up going~
Check out my e levels nerds!!!! Hehe
(I just did my injection 2 hours before test)
>>6318192
I love the way you think. and I didnt have that picture. thank you Kayla
>>6318201
this desu
i love having high T desu
i need to get my blood results after i reduced my estrogen dose from 4mg a day to 1mg a day after my e levels were around 1300. i had the test 6 hours after my morning 2mg dose.
desu i don't feel any different, i still binge eat and cycle between crying about wanting a baby and being mad horny like when i was on 4mg
I'M IMPRESSED HOW NO ONE HAD TO BEAT ME IN TOTAL LENGTH OF TIME ON HRT. I AM THANKFUL FOR YOUR ESTEEM, IT IS A PRIVILEGE
>>6317667
get on hrt and hair regimen and you will be ok.
>>6318216
a privilege you need to check
>>6318212
i don't.
>>6318204
you should be taking those days after an injection red
2100 is really really high
>>6318162
I prefer the much more mature mtfg relationship I had. Just because we never posted our drama doesn't mean we wanted to be left out the shitposting that comes with meetups.
>meetup, date, and shitpost
>breakup and silence
>meetup, date, and shitpost
>breakup and silence
>meet and shitpost
>meet and shitpost
>>6318204
>2100
seems like you want breast cancer
>>6318223
yeah i def think it should be in water fountains. it should be explained to kids properly what will happen to them during puberty and require their active consent
>>6318162
Yeah the whole meeting up thing is great advice
I cant get into a relationship without a possibility of meeting up within 3 months
It hurts to love someone so far away
>>6317828
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>>6318195
now that i have your attention one of you is going to have to be my gf. i dont care who it is, you can decide amongst yourselves. one of you has to be my gf though.
>>6317857
angie is cis, red I want to fuck. rest are ok.
>>6318169
I have no clue but I'm super grateful. I think I might be intersex?? I don't know how it would be possible otherwise.
Come to think of it if I wasn't a smoker my levels would probably be even higher, now I'm really pissed they didn't take estrogen at the very beginning in Dec 2013, I could've figured this all out much sooner and i'd had like one cigarette in my life back then
>>6318174
I've had tests from multiple labs, some from a hospital considered one of the best in the US, stay jelly though. These results are just from the lab that I've gotten the most tests from, and the other tests have been consistent with this. And of course I'm taking estrogen, I just technically don't need to, so it's probably at about 500 judging from my past results.
post what you're hearing
https://youtu.be/Ccox0Sna6Lg
>>6318239
i'm married
>>6318234
Like I said it was taken hours from my 10 mg injection
I was more concerned with my T level, I was scared my inhouse pills were placebos or something
But I think they work according to the results
>>6318239
>is going to have to
that's not how this works.
>>6318239
AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I'M NOT ON THE LIST!
YOU'LL NEVER GET ME ANON!
>>6318242
>stay jelly though
not jelly of you so get that idea out of your head
>>6318239
are you a subby girl with a vagina?
>>6318246
Red I don't know how to break this to you
>>6318239
*sigh* when your 24 and just starting hrt. end me please.
>>6317912
cuuuuute
i gotta get me someone who'll buy me stuff like that >___>
>>6318239
i'm too upset to be anyone's gf at the moment
maybe if you are desperate and there is an afterlife i might be able to then
>>6318256
because you are cute just dont catch an std before we do lol. you can be the boy if you want. ^^
>>6318254
Well, next time I get tested, I'll do it days free my injection and see if I'm fine
>>6318239
I would offer anon, but I'm boymode and I doubt you'd want that
So my theory about bones regrowing back after ffs is true. I had ffs 1 year ago and the parts that were shaved on my mandible grew back
>>6318270
i think you'd be getting a raw deal changing your name to that. like you'd be a bit of a mug. i mean it'd be almost criminal. if you see what i'm getting at.
>>6318270
yes. thats super autistic. dont do it.
>>6318239
give us some stats
>>6318253
>real girls
>on mtfg
this doesnt happen
>tfw no cute boy to throw my he-she freak ass in front of a bus and rid the world of a disgusting subhuman monster
:(
>>6318273
or your mentally ill?
>>6318273
What would be the scientific basis for that? Bones don't generally grow back.
>>6318275
& everyone who comes here claiming to be a cis-girl is lying
>>6318275
maybe they have some kind of a post-op fetish
GOD HELP ME FIND THE PHARMS TO HELP THIS GENERAL
>>6318275
>this doesnt happen
Yes it does! I met an italian cis girl here!
>>6318271
I dunno you look like a lil slutty femboy. I guess your going to have to prove your girl enough to me.
>>6318281
>Bones don't generally grow back
ever heard of leg lengthening surgery?
>>6318273
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SPpK6a_-5XM
>>6318287
I like wearing dresses and I was a sorority sister
>>6318295
>Plus, we're all real girls here
i'm just a mentally ill man with wicked gyno
>>6318292
you'd be getting conned i think that is what i'm trying to say
>>6318295
I'm not a girl!
For the time being
>>6318252
Why'd you go on about how she must be lying or wrong then?
im laughing so much at this d.va art
>>6318307
lmaooooo
>>6318306
because only cis girls make their own estrogen and if someone is intersex they don't have a dong and balls
>>6318295
>Post-ops are fine vaginas.
can u tell me what fingering one feels like?
>>6318303
>I'm not a girl for the time being
>>6318281
bdd
>>6318282
exactly
>>6318283
wut
>>6318286
I was just trying to meme ;~;
cookie girl used to trip here lots in 2013, and she was cis as well. I wonder how shes doing, I miss her. Its probably better she isnt around anymore though, pretty sure shed hate what I am now.
>>6318295
>Post-ops are fine vaginas.
oh? are you post op?
>>6318314
like fingering a cis one. the texture is exactly the same.
>>6318307
Cute!
>>6318307
is that supposed to be chris chan? she has the same shirt
i want to be banned to stop me from coming back to this fucking place
>tfw you want to go to anime con and fursit but former lover that got angry at you for having a weird bump on your thigh and giving him a std scare is there
>>6318326
posting stuff like that will surely do it.
>>6318320
rn't u straight..?
>>6318239
Ummmmmm
>>6318320
>like fingering a cis one. the texture is exactly the same.
hows the texture exactly the same when the tissue isnt
>>6318326
I wanna live in a really tranquil place like that
>>6318312
hahaha how clueless are you? everyone has some estrogen, men just have very low levels
as for intersex 1. i never said i was, just a theory
2. if you seriously think intersex people don't have a dick uhhh... that's pretty funny and you're pretty clueless lol
i should be banned to stop me from coming back to this fucking place
>>6317966
I don't pass though. Maybe in the future. I hope!
>>6317821
26 and 3 months today!
>>6318345
:P
Hiya
Conas a tá?
>>6318338
the body copy pastes a lot
>>6318336
yes, and?
>>6318338
Ive no idea, it does feel the same though
i need to be banned to stop me from coming back to this fucking place
>>6318291
hmm, thats a start . You can wear the dress and something to show your sorority. Still not quite convinced tho...
>>6318342
No real intersex people have an actual penis or testes. Its either a big clit or a pouch but NEVER a penis. Anyone here claiming intersex without producing their Karyotype results is a liar.
>>6318345
>I don't pass though. Maybe in the future. I hope!
well, if I 100% passed I would be attentionwhoring and posting my face everywhere.
some day we're gonna form a cool but late kids club.
>>6318355
but maybe I missed you bby
>>6318357
they can have a malformed uterus
>>6318343
just cover your eyes and run
https://youtu.be/Nntgb7XpakM
i wish to be banned to stop me from coming back to this fucking place
>>6318354
>it does feel the same though
h-how do you know?
>>6317876
only if I can kill you afterwards.
>>6318342
Wrong. I'm a YY Male and my body runs on testosterone and a secondary male hormone yet undiscovered to science that carries out the minimum required of estrogen but with none of the feminising effects.
>tfw went onto /x/ and read lots of stories and greentexts
>mfw actually a bit creeped out
>>6318361
sure they can but they can never have an actual normal looking penis or balls so if anyone has a penis and is claiming intersex its a lie.
>>6318365
you can still browse when banned you know
>>6318356
what if I talk in my new and improved femme voice
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0YmiE0MwOv6
i wont be banned to stop me from coming back to this fucking place
;_;
>>6318365
this place sucks go to the kageshi where there is less drama/shitlords.
>>6318372
What creeped you out? Creepy story time~
>>6318370
you are a cute basic
>>6318378
hips is kinda shitlord for sexually harassing me/posting pictures of her dick
>>6318374
thanks intersexpert kayballs for your contribution
>>6318376
You talk as autistic as you type
Freak
well that didn't work
;________________________;
>>6318375
i won't come back if i can't post
if i go for long enough i'll forget everyone
>>6318378
i want to avoid trans people entirely
i have no interaction with trans people outside of here
>>6318376
your inflection reminds me of mclovin
>>6318372
iktf. feels good man.
>>6318376
i had my headphones on like 90% so i could listen to quiet music
this brought me within an inch of pooing my pants
>>6318377
BUT ILU ;___;
>>6318366
I was straight before I transitioned
>>6318391
oh youre trying to repress
good luck
>>6318370
Tuirseach, ach sásta is dócha.
Táim ag imirt mo cluichí ríomhaire, ach being ag dul a leaba i gceann leathúir.
Táim fós ag fanacht ar mo ríomhaire eile, ach is é an HD atá scríosta, agas béidir nach mbeidh síad in ann an data a fáil ar ais.
Más sin é an cás, beidh orm tú a ceistú arís ar cad atá le déanamh cun scriopta a fáir le feadh HRT in Éirinn.
>>6318324
omfg it's a real shirt???? hahahshajBDHFJabssbh I WANT IT
>tfw mom told me if I go scrub the pool she will buy me my first bikini
brb, cleaning pool
>>6318399
>le feadh
*i gcómhair.
Níl mo chuid gaélge có líofa is a raibh sé.
'Brón orm.
>>6318376
So you sound like a girl, dress like a girl, act like a girl. what else what else, something missssing.. :3
>>6318401
http://www.redbubble.com/people/netsubu/works/11757000-mount-and-do-me-mountain-dew?body_color=grass_green&p=t-shirt&print_location=front&size=medium&style=mens&utm_source=google&utm_medium=google_products&utm_campaign=shopping&country_code=US&gclid=COyXkJGEjc0CFQgaaQod7oMNwA
>tfw hrt makes you a better magic player
>>6318397
not even
i find that when i'm here i get jealous and upset at people who transitioned earlier or are objectively better people
then i just enter 'sad mode' and ignore basic hygiene and do literally nothing, and when people try to talk to me i lash out at them
i'm more likely to transition when i have no contact with transpeople than when i do
>>6318396
i'm sorry though
i'm not capable of being loved
>>6318385
red wtf? that was you posting those? Are you ok? :ooo also who is hips?
>>6318406
w-what do you want me to do?
>>6318391
I'm pretty sure I know who this is and I don't think that not coming here will help you feel better. Just try calling that therapist place again and try talking to someone about it. I know it's scary but once you start doing something about it it gets easier and you start to feel better.
>>6318418
what was I posting? I've been better
Hips is somebody in Kageshi
and she is scary/bad news and doxxed me
>>6318420
good girl. I'll show you on skype later.
>>6318399
Tá brón orm, sin uafásach :/ Sea, fadhb ar bith. Táim i mo leaba anois. Oíche mhaith
>>6318426
So you're back to trashing on hips now
seriously can you stick to one thing
I bet if someone told you to kill yourself but did it in a convincing way youd actually do it
>>6318423
i don't think you know who this is
i haven't rang anyone yet
i can't do it
at least when i'm constantly reminded of how useless i am
>>6318357
LOL
let alone the massive body of scientific research that completely contradicts this, I've had carnal knowledge of a few intersex people, two of which I saw the paperwork on, and I assure you they had a gt and associated accessories, one also had a barely developed faint vaginal development but definitely male genitalia as well.
>>6318402
maybe you should make a deal with her to stop calling you a freak and stuff
>>6318426
uh I haven't seen a hips in there. lol this is the same "anon" who told you to go on skype later btw. X) so if you need someone to talk to I don't mind.
>>6318436
I don't even know where she's getting this from, don't most intersex people have cock and balls?
>>6318433
Oíche mhaith.
I love how even if people put this through translate, I use enough variant dialects for it to be nigh incomprehensible.
>>6318434
anon here, fuck hips and your beta cuck attitude lol.
>>6318396
;~;
maybe I'll get to know what a real vagina feels like once I start transition and go off to uni...
I had no sex drive before now.
>>6318443
Kilith yuerslf friek
>>6318441
Yes we know you shit posted about it for months but one night after a 20 minute back and forth you flipped and said hips didnt do anything
You're an idiot plain and simple and I honestly dont know why anyone likes you
You are one of the most fucked up people here and it surprises me that you managed to live this long
>>6318435
You're australian right? I guess what actually said was you were thinking about contacting them. Unless I have the wrong person then I apologize but my advice is still the same, JUST DO IT!
>>6318442
it's just kayla, she knows next to nothing about trans stuff and biology but fiercely defends herself when somebody says she's wrong
and yeah most intersex people have male genitalia whether they have something else as well, often it's very small and has other feminine features as well though
>>6318434
Hips admitted to sexually harassing me/humping me without my consent. So it's not really "trashing" as much as it is just stating a fact. Faye felt uncomfortable around her as well
>>6318449
What's wrong double faggot? Can't understand a bit of Irish?
>>6318450
REEEEEEEEEE
>>6318454
I dont like hips
I dont like you
You are both pretty much the same person in my eyes
Seeing how you act it wont surprise me if you lead hips on anyway
>>6318443
>non-english languages in the british isles
>languages
pick one
scots: peek wun yawee lassy
welsh: llclaycllackgh
irish: oolifach í máchoeich
>>6318450
I didn't "shitpost" about it for months, I merely said it when Hips was in the thread. I don't think anybody knew it or I told anyone about it until that one post. And I said that Hips didn't RAPE me, I didn't say she didn't sexually harass me
>>6318459
>inb4 it's hips posting.
>>6318452
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>>6318459
"leading someone on" != expressed consent
>>6318446
I didnt either desu, I ignored girls a long time cause It didnt feel right, I was attracted to them but didnt like, Idk, want to be too close to femininity?
eventually I met someone that really seemed to like me and had quite a few of the traits I look for in women (I still do that) we dated for like a month or two, but I realized I couldnt repress forever and we stopped I guess?
as for neovags: I have one, so comparing is pretty easy.
my bf also says theres no difference for him
>>6318470
your absolutely correct but this person is going to try to troll you so you might as well ignore them.
>>6318464
Once again for months whenever you thought hips was in the thread you would accuse him of raping you
Dont act like this isnt the truth because you're back to accusing him again after flipping your story yet again
>>6318460
>llclaycllackgh
That's not a word or a sentence.
>oolifach í máchoeich
Definitely nonsense.
>peek wun yawee lassy
That's just an accent. Scots Gaelic is a language.
Do at least try to put a bit more effort in...
(note of interest. Modern Irish is far closer to classical Irish than Modern English is to Classical English. On a technicality, Irish is more of a language than English is.)
>>6318408
im giggling so much
slutty gamerwear why is this so funny to me
>>6318473
so uhh... what do you look for in women?
>>6318475
You dont have to try so hard you know
Red will have sex with you no matter who you are
Just ask her for her skype and it will happen you dont have to white knight and m'lady her
>>6318477
>spooky beings
>in Australia
sup
>>6318479
I NEVER said Hips raped me
Not once
I'm disengaging from this conversation
also don't misgender her
I made that mistake and for that I'm sorry.
>>6318487
Its in the archives
If I cared enough to look through them I would find dozens of posts of you accusing him of rape
So go ahead a plug your ears but the truth is the truth
So I picked up Kiwi today
>>6318479
Why I would accuse someone of rape when I know what it is from first hand expierence is beyond me.
>>6318487
how many apologies will you have to make before you go back to femgen or terfgen
is my trannydar off or is the girl in the glasses trans?
>>6318494
Why is one of them red...
So, what's like going on?
>>6318503
;););)
>>6318505
Grace...
What is that?
What have you done?
>>6318501
>transperson on an advertisement in australia without a big deal being made out of them being there
yeah no
not happening
>>6318501
where did you get a pic of grace at work?
>>6318466
<3 c'mon, I like you and I want you to be happy
>>6318509
I let out a really loud and stupid laugh 10/10
>>6318513
at least that's one of us, i guess
>>6318482
personality wise: maturity, empathy, an actual personality (e.g. special in a way), high intelligence (defined as smarter than me), confidence, some form of (unusual) past, ability to project warmth, and a strong aura.
physically Idk, I am not attracted to female bodies, but being physically stronger than me and being taller is important.
>>6318520
>which nobody knows about
everyone knows about it you idiot it happened before you even started slutposting here
>>6318473
>my bf also says theres no difference for him
ok, that's pretty believable
I still wish that I was about 3 years further along in my transition...
>>6318520
Nice to know you'd throw pookie under the bus just for your fucked up issues with hips
Some person you are
>>6318522
>a strong aura.
?
As in, appears to be strong? Or are we talking magical aura?
>>6318517
dude don't make me come to aus and shove estrogen down you throat
>>6318525
>I still wish that I was about 3 years further along in my transition...
We all do.
>tfw finally getting interviews
Pls be job soon
>>6318523
Oh shut up anon. You're being obstinate again. Go take a tea break and come back when you've calmed down.
I'm disengaging from these anons.
>>6318535
i think i might
it would save me a bunch of effort *and* i'd enjoy the company
;)
>>6318486
But you aren't spooky, you are the Queen of /balt/ + /ausnz/
>>6318540
>Go take a tea break
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lw6qxDPmOGM
the kinks has a song for every occasion
>>6318542
is that a good thing or a bad thing?
i don't know what that means
>>6318544
please don't remind me :/
>>6318545
Don't you have a Puru to be flirting with?
Go have some tea yourself.
INFACT, FUCK IT.
EVERYONE GO GET A CUP OF DAMN TEA AND WE'LL MEET BACK HERE IN 5.
>>6318507
but trannies haven't been a big deal in media since ever... carlotta for eg.
>>6318540
Who are you again
>>6318485
Red is my friend. anon, put your chastity belt on for me k? You going to get it rough now.
>>6318550
>Don't you have a Puru to be flirting with?
yes and I am desu
>>6318423
I do't know where you are from but going to a therapist in Aus about it doesn't make it any easier.
>>6318551
Sheen, can I be your friend
>>6318408
That's hilarious desu but I don't know if I'd ever be able to wear one in public. Cock hat on the other hand...
>>6318486
Sssshhh
>>6318494
W-what are you going to do with the kiwi
>>6318550
>Don't you have a Puru to be flirting with?
She is :3
>>6318544
not a balt myself. reminds me of this http://adamatomic.com/canabalt/
>>6318542
see what I mean? ^^
>>6318555
Can you flirt with me irl instead of with puru on here?
>>6318554
Internet friends arent real friends sorry
She probably doesnt even know who you are
>>6318525
I wish I was 10 years younger as well ;~;
or at least like
less crazy
>>6318530
all people radiate some form of aura, I ve been told that mine is weak, fearful and warm, my bf's is very strong, cold, dominant and aggressive (which is probably as masculine as possible)
I look for a strength, empathy and warmth in women.
>>6318494
I thought you said miwi for a second I was jelous.
>>6318558
okay
but anon
you already are my friend
>>6318542
Go suck some cocaine dealers cock it will help you forget about how horrible of a human you are
Try and forget how you basically called all trans girls cis males last night too
>>6318539
good luck lana!
>>6318576
:)
You're one of my fav posters
>>6318539
kill em at the interviews!
>>6318570
>all people radiate some form of aura,
So, maybe a kind of stupid question, but...
How do you perceive it?
As in, do you see it, feel it, just sense it etc...
I'm asking for reasons.
>>6318568
and your fav ball gag, just how you like. the safety word is kitten. of course everyone can watch! I know you need attention to feel loved.
>>6318579
argh stop pls
i can't be moody if you keep talking to me
this isn't fair
>>6318539
next week?
I am going to cross my fingers do hard 4 u <3
>>6318588
I can tell within 5 minutes when I am in a room withsomeone, I think I feel/sense it. seeing would be weird as I can barely see clearly further than like 4 metres.
>>6318588
it's not a literal thing, it's putting on words how you identify their body language and implied attitudes.
improv actors go to airports and ask a friend to go around asking strangers to write in a paper adjectives about them, so they can see what type of attitude they show to others. it tends to result in pretty similar asnwers.
>>6318570
>I wish I was 10 years younger as well ;~;
>or at least like
>less crazy
It doesn't matter how old you are, you're always going to wish you started 10 years younger.
hopefully you can be less crazy though
>>6318578
Do you think it hurts my chances if I sound like a dude on the phone? ;~;
>>6318585
Ty red
>>6318594
Yeah next week, I just replied to their email asking what times I'm available for an interview (ie. all the time, I asked them to pick lol)
It's a technical writing job and for some reason I'm actually kinda excited about it.
>>6318595
I think I can see auras but I just suspect its like some eye disorder that they can't figure out. I had it since I was young and before I did drugs so I don't know it's weird. I see colors/shifty stuff on top/around everything. Use to bring it up more when I was a kid.
>>6318589
>ball gag
>safety word
Anyone else see a problem here...
>>6318594
> I think I feel/sense it
So I'm not the only one... huh.
>>6318595
I mean, that's what I'd theorized. Although, I have had some times where audiovisual hallucinations gave cues to "auras" As in, if someone had a dark green tinge to them, they were angry but hiding it. The more scientific part of me tested this and found it to be accurate 70% of the time (roughly).
My guess is that it was my brain sensing subliminal cues and projecting that through the hallucinations, but I could also just be mad.
>>6318601
;) someone appreciates my subtleties.
>>6318599
>Do you think it hurts my chances if I sound like a dude on the phone? ;~;
depends what you are applying for i suppose
if you are doing voice acting stuff, probably :p
but serious time now
i don't think it should affect your chances too much
didn't you see that video on youtube posted on here a few days ago?
[spoiler]that's if you actually sound like a dude --you don't in your recordings on here[/spoiler]
>>6318597
>hopefully you can be less crazy though
probably not in the near future though. I think I gave up on seeing a doctor to get new pills. I dont have the strength to handle the anxiety to call them atm, and I am too scared to go to a ward. But I figure it doesnt matter what I feel like as long as I pass university and dont kill myself
sanity is for losers anyway
pressure will go up massively this month tho, cause presentation and exam, I am kinda scared I might just snap, but I guess no risk no fun
>>6318599
>if I sound like a dude on the phone? ;~;
wut
how would that happen?
>technical writing
what does that mean?
>>6318601
pretty sure its fairly common, people often have different words for it tho
>>6318599
I'm interested in technical writing after I get out of grad school! I bet you're smart at it!
>>6318600
but its not like colors like when people think of colors its hard to explain. Like I can see a glow and if I focus on it its turns to a color but I can still perceive other colors through it at the same time.
i wonder what aura I have...
>>6318591
Well I gotta go out now so you can be moody if you want :) I hope you will get happy though.
I love forced syncope I pass out and I can see all the blood vessels in my eye and the black lines dance around my vision while I buzz
>>6318616
i think you killed my chances of that for the morning at least
have fun doing what you are gonna do though!
>>6318615
It doesn't work through screen's so I would have to see you irl. I know I sound crazy. -_- People usually think I'm high when I start talking about it.
>>6318604
Sharp minds, sharp tongue as they say.
If I'm going to be able to insult someone without them realising it, I'd have to spot something like that.
>>6318607
It's a useful tool.
>>6318614
>Like I can see a glow and if I focus on it its turns to a color but I can still perceive other colors through it at the same time.
These are the Hallucinations I was talking about. Do you see them in areas as well? Sometimes I saw... Nodes? I guess? And threads like wavy spiderwebs between them.
Again, It was probably my brain projecting subliminal cues but...
Eh. It's a useful tool to me.
Nothing more than that.
>>6318615
grey, autistic people have no personality or soul
>>6318599
>if I sound like a dude
Naaaaah, all girls sound like dudes, right?
Also, guess what I got!
>>6318615
red do you really have autism or is that person just picking on you?
>>6318601
hmm yeah there is a lot of forms of synesthesia. Maybe we have that? Mine isn't that accurate with mood Idont think. I would have to test it I'm not sure what it all means.
Dysphoria legit ruined my day yesterday. I miss being able to admire girls without feeling horribly jealous and miserable.
>tfw I was just a fetishist all along
Boy. I dodged a bullet.
Now to stop watching porn.
>>6318626
I am autistic but I've learned to seem non-autistic in my social life/academics
>all this talk about auras
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synesthesia#Other_forms
drink your fill of knowledge
>>6318605
Well it's for a writing job so I guess it's not that big of a deal. I mean, I hope it doesn't affect things. I know I don't sound like a dude in recordings but I still do get misgendered on the phone. I think you're right tho
>>6318607
Idk, it happens for some reason. I pass in recordings and face to face but on the phone I still get misgendered, p sure it's because the mic is right by my mouth. Also, technical writing is like writing documentation, manuals, that kinda stuff. It's really detail focused writing.
>>6318610
Idk I've done at least a bit of scientific writing so I guess I've got at least some experience. Have you done technical writing before?
>>6318625
What'd you get? A vidya gaem? :3
>>6318627
>I'm not sure what it all means.
It means that if you train your brain to associate it with cues you could use it to determine peoples moods more easily.
(also, fun exercise. Try moving your own aura. I used to do it to...
Well it lessened the dysphoria. I'll put it that way)
>>6318633
n-no....
I don't know how to even get in that field.
I know about IT stuff and have certs and have an literature degree!
Auras dont exist. Magic doesnt exist. You're all apparently idiotic children.
>>6318631
that's cool so you kinda beat autism
maybe the cure for autism is becoming a femboy
>>6318638
Or crazy trannies.
You know, like we've been saying all along?
>>6318638
/me tips fedora
>>6318633
wow this is interesting, for me its the exact other way around.
you know what I sound like, right? phone lines filter everything thats off out of my voice, so that its basically perfect over phone. to the point where my mum and my bf dont recognize my voice.
it still sucks in recordings and over TS/skype though, Idk
>>6318638
*facepalms*
>>6318638
it's synaesthesia you knob
>>6318640
Well, without it getting the best of me.
>>6318638
transgenderism doesnt exist either it's just a delusion
>tfw you don't exist, you were a myth all along
>>6318654
hrt is a meme
>>6318654
>>6318654
Ill just believe into you so hard until you materialize <3
>>6318633
well if it really worries you, use a bane filter
they'll be like "well congratulations, you got yourself hired"
>>6318539
I want a job :(
good luck!
>>6318583
but I'm rubbish
>>6318662
You really aren't
>>6318662
*lick*
>>6318622
no but that sounds cool, mine is random. on top of everything is like shifting sand/snow/tv static. mostly I see pulsing golden/blue (would be closest but I'm not sure if its on the color spectrum or separate) glow around everything I use to see more of a range of colors but I haven't check it much. its gives off trails too. but again I can ignore it but its on top of everything at the same time I can see all normal colors it annoys me because I can't paint it to show someone.
how the heck did I lose three pounds staying at my grandparents
there's so much junk food around me and I've switched from an semi-active lifestyle to a sedentary one.
>>6318654
being a hippogriff is suffering
>>6318635
huh I haven't tried moving them intentionally. how would you go about doing that?
also any of you get auditory hallucinations
I get them alllllll the time
coupled with sleep paralysis
Not fun
>>6318637
Idk it seems like they want people with a literature background. I don't even know why they want a chemist apart from the background in science writing and stuff.
>>6318640
Omg, congrats!! On the spiro obvs, not the ticket, that sucks.
>>6318644
I think it's a pitch thing, I know your pitch is very high so chances are there's no way someone could misgender you on the phone. I'm at the low end of female, dipping into andro, so that's likely my problem.
>>6318659
"People wouldn't hire me before I put on the mask"
It's perfect
>>6318669
samenon here. do both? thats got to be like a double good time, right?
>tfw men give you free things from their businesses simply because they think you're attractive
It's a really good fucking feel, I can't lie
>>6318675
yeah I also have occasional sleep paralysis. Even had hallucinations from it. trippy.
>>6318675
i get sleep paralysis if i sleep on my back but mine is never scary
>>6318685
>tfw will never know this feel
>>6318675
schizophrenia and autism, wow you and robin really are made for each other
>>6318681
Is 100mg really low? Kit was telling me it was, but in wondering if it's just a placeholder until I get my blood work back.
My voice is slightly lower than yours, but I feel like it's raising. I'm starting to be able to hit ranges I couldn't before.
>>6318685
see the problem with radfems is they dont know about female privilege because they're all ugly as fuck
>>6318667
>I can't paint it to show someone.
It annoyed me too...
I'm fairly sure that I used marker on grease paper to show someone once.
I just over laid it onto a sketch of the room.
>>6318674
It... gimme a tic to remember.
So. I mostly did it during meditation. After assuming the lotus position, or whichever you find most comfortable, imagine stress as a tide. Right now, it's filling your body. Slowly release it from your head, and relax all the muscles in your face as you imagine the tide falling. As you breath in, the tide pauses, and as you breathe out, it falls. Picture it draining out through your feet into the floor.
Once you've released all the tension and stress in your body, try to find the aura. I usually found it just below the sternum as a concentrated ball of emotion. Play around with it, in the same way you did the stress, and... shape it? I guess? If nothing else, the meditation will make you feel like you just got a really good massage.
>>6318690
how come you pick on red so much
so how we all doing up in here
>>6318687
>>6318688
mine is always scary and I always get dark scary hallucinations from it
Some of them are scary balls of visual noise
other times its people I know touching me in bed.
always accompanied with scary loud clashing noises
it could be this
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Exploding_head_syndrome
>>6318697
Crying because my hormones will never be as cis as yours
>>6318692
>radfems
they arent even people though
literally worse than hitler.
>>6318697
p good!
yelled at my bf this morning for being beta but i was cranky because i forgot my hormones the night previous
how are you, best girl?
>>6318658
Awww <3
>>6318675
me too, minus the paralysis
I thought I was nuts but apparently hypnagogic hallucinations are pretty normal
>>6318690
>schizophrenia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnagogia#Sounds
>>6318697
I am over the moon, not gonna lie
>>6318697
I'm Ok.
Just explaining to anons about how to be as crazy as I am/was.
How are you?
>>6318695
dermatillomania
>TFW Sass comes back!
Hey bitches!
>>6318707
WHERE THE FUCK WAS SASS?
also, thanks for talking to me earlier <3
>>6318694
Ohh like in your minds eye? :3 I actually use to do this. I learned a bit about buddhism/mediation when I was a kid and practiced it. I guess I tried before. I tried to move it though my root chakra, same place.
>>6318707
hihi!
>>6318712
1 in 100 people suffers from schizophrenia
>>6318712
wat
wow, I thought you were too smart to be a radfem, apparently not.
condolences
>tfw hear things even when im not sleepy
am i insane /mtfg/?
>>6318717
I don't have schizophrenia.
The nice girl that lives in the cellar under my carpet said so.
>>6318715
huh?
no its actually a consensus.....or rather objectively true, even if everyone in the world believed otherwise it would still be true
everyone knows you're best girl quid
>>6318675
just with sleep paralysis and i feel like i'm suffocating. i will never sleep on my back. if they make me do this for srs i honestly have no idea how i will get through it
if you get spontaneous sleep paralysis out of the blue when you were otherwise wide awake you may have narcolepsy and should def see the doctor. i know someone who had to get a tumour removed.
>>6318710
Sort of?
The chakras are focus points, it's where you're likely to find them. but the aura runs throughout the body, so you can shape it however you want. Another fun thing is to move it outside the body. Make yourself a tiara, or wings or anything. Or just separate it into different colours and compare the sizes of the spheres to keep an eye on your mood.
>>6318715
>How to be as crazy as you? What you mean?
See above.
Meditation, auras, nonsense like that.
>>6318720
I'm not a radfem
I just simply question gender and how it works in our society and am critical of it.
hi
i'm about 4 months on hrt, so obviously it's not like I expect anything, but I have an issue
i'm a bit overweight (145 lbs 5'8 small frame so have had boobies since before hrt)
my left "protruding chest fat mound" is extremely tender and sensitive, and fairly firm. the one on the right isn't, at all. they aren't different sizes, and they both look normal
do i have like, a fucking tumour or fatty mass? i'm gonna ask my doctor to feel it when I go in next time but just want to know if I should be worried
>>6318703
yeah I had a few hypnagogic hallucinations. I went to a psychologist and everything and I'm fine. Was kinda cool in a way.
>>6318712
the stuff you were saying the other day kinda disrespects me and a lot of people you know
but i still love you, red, even if you hate me and think im just a cismale pervert
>>6318727
lets be frieends :oo
>>6318730
youre fine, everyone gets this, hurting means theyre growing
>>6318715
tfw mutual feelings for a qt is what's up desu
>>6318729
thats equally retarded.
>>6318730
>21 BMI
>overweight
lemayo
>>6318721
insanely cute
>>6318733
I don't think trans women are men
I never said that
I'm sorry
I'm learning about this stuff and sometimes I conflate what I read with terf stuff
>>6318737
Well, if you want me to remember you, you might want to trip up.
My brain's not so good at recognizing writing styles.
As far as I'm concerned, we are friends though.
btw these are my most recent levels from 3mg progynova and I just got my bloods done and since these bloods my endo dropped it down to 2mg again
hopefully she will increase my dose because I really have felt depressed and suicidal the past 9 months
>>6318675
>auditory hallucinations
>>6318703
>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnagogia#Sounds
I get that sometimes, most recent time I thought my brother said my name and then when I asked him what he wanted and he said that he didn't say anything but then he said I need to be in a mental institution
or sometimes I hear music
>tfw you don't have any mental problems
well, almost
>tfw I only get codeine from my doctor
Fucking asshole, I wish I got norcos or even tramadol
Does anyone have a recommended brand of concealer? I've been kind of unimpressed with clinique lately and kinda want to switch.
>>6318691
100mg is a standard starting dose, but it's low for actual transition. I expect your dose will be bumped up after you've been on it for a while and havn't reacted to it negatively.
>>6318733
also I don't hate you
or most everyone in here
>>6318743
jormy, you left for a while, huh? howre things?
they bullied me out for a bit too
>>6318744
im gender critical as well, and would consider myself somewhat of a TERF
i disagree with you, though. i do think trans women are men, a subset of men at least existing on the feminine end of the spectrum.
im nonbinary, myself.
>>6318758
well, I don't believe or have explicitly said trans women are men.
I have differences from whatever you believe
>>6318746
yeah, i get music, very vividly elaborate music i've never heard before and i'm amusical
>>6318758
nonbinaries are just repressed actual trans, or edgy identity politics people. i think it's obvious which one you are
>>6318745
I'm blublu, I usually go on kageshi but I self immolated ^^ (banned) myself for a week. I use to be on TC before it died. I'm 1 1/2 months on HRT.
Well, It's 2am.
Time for bed. Night everyone!
>>6318751
>I expect your dose will be bumped up after you've been on it for a while and havn't reacted to it negatively.
I have another appt in two weeks for bloodwork and a third one at the end of the summer. The prescription I have should last until the third appt, so I'm guessing it'll get bumped up then.
>>6318763
yes, that's true. we have conflicting beliefs on this topic.
>>6318758
>this whole post
>>6318764
I got "dubstep" years before i knew what it was or before it was popular
It was like aliens or time travelers from 2012 were piping music into my head in 2007
>>6318766
hey blu
>>6318766
Well, I'll see your around Kageshi!
>>6318769
stawwwwp ;_; , can't have.
>>6318721
>>6318764
o-oh I didn't read it properly... its only when sleepy
I guess I am insane after all
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9s0V62Q5__g
Dysphoria is just like venom. If you want to be immune. Expose yourself to it and build up your tolerance of it to the point where it no longer has an effect. And being the most masculine thing ever no longer makes you dysphoric.
Worked for me. And I've been practising since I was a child.
dubstep is shit
>>6318753
>like i said i have a small bodyframe,
youre still not overweight. senpai.
you are skinnyfat, thats not the same as chubby.
>>6318758
>im nonbinary, myself.
the too ugly to pass kind or the special snowflake kind?
>>6318768
weakling, it's 4am and i dont want to bed yet
>>6318783
what, the ass, or the spiro?
>tfw I want to have that ass
>>6318786
lol I remember repress mode, enjoy the burn out.
>>6318758
>i'm gender critical
>but trans women are men
i'm an atheist
but jesus is the son of god
>>6318788
GIRL IN CHAIR
>>6318766
hiiiiii~
>>6318786
or you could transition to just not get bit by a feckin mamba
>>6318792
those are just the legs, though, there is no ass
>>6318788
>skinnyfat
this is a better word for this thank you
>>6318786
i mean if you can actually be happy like that....ok
but transisition is actually helping me not hate myself so much, though i dont think ill ever actually love myself
>>6318749
ohh phew
>>6318751
I use this stuff and it seems pretty good
>>6318757
I'm a NEET ;~;
Hows you?
>>6318781
Hiya Titch ^^, you should go there too it's way more chill. We listen to psych rock and share art/kek's all day. Well, except for the occasional downward spiral.
>>6318790
GO TO BED
you need your rest!
>>6318804
You use bb cream as a concealer?
>>6318793
>burn out
That's because you were silly and tried to take the black mamba venom at day 1
Ive been slowly and steadily doing this since I was a child. I have evolved from having a desperate desire to cut off my dick as a child. To enjoying touching it and using it and am now protective of my male genitals and cringe at the thought of losing them like any normal man.
>>6318808
are you ready for a relationship with a baby oldre than you?
>>6318784
i mistaking having heard your name is pretty common? is it when you on edge? i often mistake other noises for being yelled at, but again in my case it isn't in the absence of other noise or confusion
like there is hallucination and then there is that "auditory processing" aspect of things
>>6318807
also much lewding.
>>6318796
jfc I've said this but you seriously look like this ftm i know
>>6318787
It was startling and I really wish my brain didn't do that
I've gotten a latin choir singing right after I hallucinated a great big pit of coals (was reading Divine Comedy at the time at the innocent age of 12)
and hushed/whispered "eastern European" after hypnagogia of two fat old slav guys sitting next to me.
>>6318816
Have you ever considered that you're not trans, but are in fact a hopeless edgelord?
>>6318816
girls can like their dick. just grow some boobies and be top tier femboy at least they are hott.
>>6318807
i don't know what a kageshi is
>18 years and still no e-mails from meg ryan
why live?
>>6318803
It is very much so. And has lead me on a happy path in life. And rescued me from a extremely suicidal childhood. To today where I am looking at my reflection and smiling everytime
>>6318824
underrated post!
>>6318782
(Phoneposting)
Whoops, just realised my mistake. Night blu!
if you cut off your penis, it wins
>>6318792
I want that ass, a girl with that ass, and for my spiro to get to work.
>>6318824
The idea of a self cure seems offensive to you because it highlights the lack of mental fortitude and path to true happiness you couldn't attain
Nothing edgy about it.
>>6318840
>desu my favourite part about tripping on mtfg is the random non sequitur anon posts you start to get after you've been here for a while
okay, hope things work well with puru
>>6318841
>What if you turn it inside out?
wait that's what they do to it? i thought you just get it cut off and there's a vagina-like canal underneath it
>>6318829
im glad for you anon, but i definitely dont think thats the path for me, or even for most people who suffer from dysphoria
but as long as you're happy, sane, and not suicidal, i mean thats kinda all that matters
Good for you :)