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No bullying
No hugboxing
No tumblr shit
No *actions*
No drama
Previous >>6311248
Let's do our best, girls!
>>6311799
Make friends with them
>look how to tuck
>first thing i find is this
>im one of them fucking kill me
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?topic=158442.0
>>6311798
You missed an opportunity to name these after the movies
Sleep time for me.
Night elanna, night sbi, night everyone!
>>6311720
o-oh. ok then.
I mean ok Id rather in my vagina but as that is in progress ass is better than mouth.
>>6311745
joltik is adorable!
>>6311753
>mfw massive hon without vagina
help plox
>>6311757
smooth
>>6311764
estrogen.
>>6311751
short term: get on HRT, get money, go shopping for cloths
Long term: get a job as a mathematician and become rich enough to be batman
>>6311791
fuckin get em
>>6311684
Colorado USA currently
>>6311809
um what
I once had a spider in my room, huge thing sitting at the opposite wall of my bed. It's already midnight everybody is asleep exept me.
I was too scared to do anything, I left the light on and stared at her for like 3 hours. Then I hear someone going to the toilet and I scream for help.
My father walks in terrified and wants to know whats up. I point at the spider and he kills her.
I wasnt out at the time. He probably thought I was a huge faggot.
>tfw man in a dress
>>6311810
Problem #2
Who's gonna top? I don't know about you, but I have no fucking clue how I would use it ;~;
>>6311815
Goodnight temp <3
>>6311820
I mean, he was kinda right
>>6311820
In therapy you'll later realize that you feminized the spider because you feel that your father is responsible for your repression
What would a repressed Sylveon look like?
>>6311820
I saw a spider in my room once, i punched it to death. T for the win.
So what is people here's experience with bicalutamide? I know it's supposedly more feminizing than spironolactone, but does it have the same ability to preserve/fix hairlines like spironolactone can?
>>6311822
pretty sure youre easier to please than I am, so Id have to be the top until we figure out how these things work.
>>6311821
Iktf
>>6311831
Nothing can stop male pattern baldness
BOYFRIEND NOW
>>6311837
>what is Finasteride
>>6311798
LMAO, poor Celebi! Intra species sexxxy times is not cool E!
>>6311838
I have boy parts if that counts
>>6311838
Bf never v.v
>>6311837
finasteride alone halted my hair loss
>>6311838
I'll be your boyfriend Maddie.
morning
>>6311838
iktf
>>6311844
Don't lie rawr. You still look like shit.
>>6311825
Thanks for the laugh but actually I feminized her because in german its "die Spinne" (a female word)
i hate having a penis like a lot
will a self penectomy kill me
>>6311809
LMFAO hons avatarfag with chinese cartoon girls too!
Bwahahahahahahaha!
>>6311822
I can top!
>>6311833
just use me as an intermediary
all a girl could ever need <3
>>6311851
Unless you go to a hospital right after, probably. Also theres lots of internal penis you cant get at.
>>6311846
Unrelated to your post but that's a fucking sick tripcode m8
>>6311856
Idgi is the bf hiding behind the computer?
>>6311809
>this is my future fucking killl me
>>6311864
I'm a strong independent woman who (can't get) don't need no man!
>>6311861
Thanks. I use to post a lot with Ramona Flowers so I decided to make a 7 evil exes trip. It took days to generate.
>>6311822
Delicious canada cherry cock is not forgotten.
>>6311856
>shitty dirty couch
>le smokey plant m'may
>windows
someone just kill me i want to die i cant do this fucking kill me
>>6311869
Seconding that that trip is cool
>>6311866
She looks happy, tho.
>>6311866
She actually doesn't look bad
>>6311880
You must look past the blur
Do I pass?
>>6311798
>tfw you only get straight gfs
>>6311868
Iktf
>>6311833
Ok this sounds like a plan
>>6311872
:D
>tfw not tandem sucking a cherry cock
>>6311884
tfw no qt eyes
tfw fucking sunken man eye
I'm kind of dying on the inside should i take a xanax
i wanna feel better
>>6311883
Even still.
What are you listening to right now, /mtfg/?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NmK-zK5YJSw
this was in my weekly Spotify discover playlist and I've been obsessed with it
was kind of shocked when I saw the music video, it's like they know or something
>>6311884
Your eyes do.
>>6311885
tfw gf talks about how she wants to fuck a guy while your right there
>>6311885
you should try getting a straight bf for a change
>>6311888
>should i take a xanax
no.
>>6311886
yus :33
>>6311855
I am not sharing my waifu
>>6311890
What about my jaw?
>>6311859
No it isn't as strong binding to AR receptors as DHT is.
>>6311889
platypus i like u desu
>>6311884
no. you are just eyes and the top of a nose bridge. real girls have whole bodies and all of a nose bridge.
>>6311897
Stop posting cis girls
>>6311897
>cis girl trolling
>>6311891
you should fuck him with her.
>>6311905
im not bi
>>6311899
I like you too, anon
>>6311907
not with that attitude you''re not!
>>6311909
post a qt plat stat
>>6311900
>implying all tripfags here don't abuse angles
>>6311888
Save your Xanax for your doctor visits!
>>6311910
this picture is just making me gayer desu
>>6311889
>listenan
Not actively listening to anything right now but I've been obsessed with progressive rock/jazz fusion-ers Marbin recently. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=um_Y3a2WA_0
>>6311889
I'm on a "play a Fatima al-Qadiri vid on youtube and just let it flow randomly until it stops being electro or stuff you like" kick
>>6311859
I would like to believe that you only actually lose hair at a certain point and that for the most part, when people think they're balding, their hair is just thinning significantly. I don't know if this is true or not, but considering that you're claiming to get hair back, I don't believe the follicles there were dead in the first place.
>>6311912
>le cisgirls don't abuse angles maymay
>>6311912
trip fags r not real girls ;3
>>6311918
How is no hrt going?
>>6311915
i guess i failed...
>>6311912
Can u explain to me what "abusing angles" means because I have a feeling that it means "taking flattering photos" and that ur literally retarded
>>6311889
Saint John Coldwar Kids
>>6311891
Cuckoldry + trans?
>>6311896
no need to share! treat me like a toy with no opinions or feelings. only commands
>>6311925
painful. I can't look at my reflection in the mirror or TV so I sticky note the mirror and leave netflix on at all times
>>6311912
I've seen girls on my fb use the same angle in literally every one of her pictures.
How to abuse angles? I'm sick of looking like a potato
>>6311902
>>6311903
>>6311866
If I can cut my weight I think I can get there.
>>6311889
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1cT8cFtjLQ
>>6311911
ok :)
>>6311916
interesting stuff so far
I'm kinda iffy on the tone of the guitar though
>>6311925
On a psychological level it's constant mood swings, constant moodiness, and a lot of abandonment anxiety.
I'm glad this is over in less than two weeks.
>>6311932
Must secretly be a tranny :^)
#n%oyewtU
For fun
>>6311889
https://youtu.be/8cucFfpsqf8
>>6311937
>moodiness
I noticed :p
For real tho I'm sorry and it'll be over soon and then you'll only have a long arduous recovery :^]
tfw you buy a ton of clothes and they don't fit right or like they half fit
and no i cant go to stores its scary
>>6311936
:)
>>6311931
>no need to share! treat me like a toy with no opinions or feelings. only commands
wat
no.
>>6311939
>tfw girls dont actually exist, all 'females' are trannies, but we re the few that didnt get the meme and think we re freaks
just end me
>>6311936
Dani's playing is insane, but he does do interesting things with his tone. I think crushing the bass is the oddest thing I got from his video on tone.
>>6311929
>>6311933
Well abusing angles is what you say to someone when they're way prettier then you and the only angle that makes you look better is if you spin the camera 90 degrees and pointed it at a way
>>6311891
>>6311893
Why can't I get someone who likes girls >.>
>>6311945
Believe me, I am working on it.
>>6311945
I'm trying
>>6311945
I've tried a ton of different methods in the past few weeks. I'm giving up on killing myself.
>>6311945
I would but someone wants me alive so I need to keep going.
>>6311945
I learned earlier that my girlfriend isn't loyal to me so yeah I'm on the path there friend
>>6311945
I have a pretty OK life on the whole tbqh soz
>>6311945
Okay. Should I write a note or anything?
>go back to therapist after a month
>this falls under body dysmorphic disorder now
Fuck this. I still know I need ffs.
>>6311945
I'm too cowardly.
>>6311947
>spin the camera 90 degrees
So profile shots are the key? Thanks Faye!
>>6311898
Guess I'll stick to spironolactone then
>>6311919
MPB is when DHT, a metabolite of testosterone causes hair follicles to shrink until they die permanently, it happens faster/slower for different people(why some men will have a high hairline/pronounced widows peak for a long time without going entirely bald) but once it's started it keeps going unless medication is taken to prevent it from advancing. If DHT is suppressed enough many of the hairs that haven't died will return to being full sized healthy hairs.
I know all this because as a tranny who's hairline started to recede around the age of 14-15(lol all the men on my dad's side never bald but I got my mom's shitty genes) trying to fix my hairline has been one of my main focuses since starting transition. It's hide-able enough rn, some is still in the process of growing back. I don't want to use topicals like rogaine but I've considered it, but gf doesn't want me to cuz she thinks rogaine is dangerous.
>>6311939
>tfw the only reason anyone would ever git gud at portrait photography is because they're trans
>>6311947
>Why can't I get someone who likes girls >.>
straight boys like girls
>>6311954
You have to stay alive so we can get shot in Chicago together!
>>6311963
I couldn't tell you.
>>6311961
depends on what your strong features are, it's trial and error until you find an angle that you find acceptable.
FUCK I JUST REALIZED THAT IF MY HRT DOESN'T GET HERE TOMORROW IT'S GOING TO GET HERE ON SATURDAY FOR SURE AND MY FAMILYS THROWING A MASSIVE GRAD PARTY FOR MY STEP BROTHER ALL DAY FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUAFUDIJD
ALSO I POSTED THIS ON THE WRONG BOARD ON ACCIDENT HOPEFULLY IT DELETED
>>6311970
What if ALL of me is bad?
>>6311968
Yeah, that too.
>>6311973
Wear a mask
>>6311944
aw ok DX
>>6311972
it will be ok!
I never got bullied in HS, is that why this turns me on so much?
xvideos.com
/video798312/slut_bullied_by_cock
>>6311977
NO IT WON'T THERE WILL BE SO MANY PEOPLE AND I WAS PLANNING ON BEING GONE MOST OF THE DAY BECAUSE OF IT
>>6311966
Clearly, cis people look good in all photos :^)
>>6311963
Exactly now you're getting it :^)
>>6311944
Fuck, that's a depressing thought. Means I missed my chance to transition in the womb :(
>>6311979
Who's gonna check your package tho
i want to go home
i just got it it pizza slut like pizza hut
im an idiot
>tfw staring at estrogen shot
Can I just not take hrt anymore, I don't want to
>>6311978
tfw no bf (bully friend)
>>6311962
I ended up switching to Depo Provera 3 month shots. If you are fully grown, it may be an option. I wouldn't take it under 20 due to it's bone development effects.
>>6311986
Yes, absolutely. You don't have to take it if you don't want to.
>>6311929
when people alter the truth with photo tricks in order to create a (false) online representation, that's abuse
>>6311983
we used to have a pizza hut near where i lived
but then it pizza shut
>>6311945
Should I really?
>>6311986
Same
>>6311969
>tfw shrugging because you don't know what to feel
>>6311962
>If DHT is suppressed enough many of the hairs that haven't died will return to being full sized healthy hairs
I only have slight problems in the corners, but I have genetic male pattern balding. I know it's going to get worse if I don't act soon.
here's hoping I can get all my hair back.
>>6311980
I think I understand now.
Part of being cis is being naturally photogenic and beautiful. Anyone remotely unattractive is obviously trans.
>>6311994
same lmao
>>6311999
Congrats, you've decoded mtfg's bizarre definition of passing.
>>6311993
Do u think I abuse u by altering the truth anon
How does Japan feel about trans people? I'll be there in two weeks and I thought about bringing some girl clothes
>>6311980
>Fuck, that's a depressing thought. Means I missed my chance to transition in the womb :(
yeah :<
I wish I had known as well ;~;
>>6311999
I wish I knew how to feel.
>>6312005
Hi, I think you're pretty despite what some of the assholes here think. That's all, bye
>>6311981
but someone told me that the package is marked specially for medicine or something
I don't know if that's true or not but I don't want to take any chances
>>6312005
yes
it's literally rape
but in all honesty you are reasonably qt
>>6312013
If it's busy enough, you can hope that no one gets a chance to take a good look at it
>>6311999
If you have slight recession I'd suggest you get on hrt plus a 5AR inhibitor like finasteride or preferably dutasteride immediately. The hairline is the most dht sensitive part of your hair and thus the hardest to recover, but as long as there's small peach fuzz hairs, even ones almost invisible, there's a possibility of them becoming full hairs again
>>6312013
If there's going to be lots of people there I doubt they are going to care about a package enough to even check the markings.
>>6311918
didn't ufufu work with them or something? is it "imagine the skin peel waiting room music of tomorrow, today" music?
>>6312015
does that mean by using angles i'd basically be getting laid?
>>6311887
>TFW deep set eyes are manly and never feminine.
>>6311986
Do it. Take the shot. You know you are hooked and can't ever get off it.
>>6311986
You have to take your medicine if you want to be a sissy
>>6312006
I had no issues in Japan. Ymmv
>>6311941
Test?
>>6311947
>>6311885
BABE OMG
STAHP I DON'T WANT ANYONE BUT U
STOP with this awful Pokemon shit
>>6312030
Told you it's a fun one
>>6311993
Do you like this angle, tho?
>>6312004
>itallmakessensenow.gif
>>6312010
I legitimately didn't have feelings for the past 3 years.
>>6312018
I have a white line of peach-fuzz hairs. I don't think I'll get all of my hair back (I got a scar that was right on my hairline before puberty; there's now a bit of fuzz just above it), but I'll likely get a large portion of it.
I'm probably starting HRT tomorrow, so I'll definitely ask about it.
Meanwhile in Ireland:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bosouX_d8Y
>>6312039
I prefer the sass-angle actually
>>6312023
They are :(
And I have then
Not even a brow shave could save me
>>6312040
I've had hardly any emotions for about 14 years. It's kinda shit.
Okay edie, I'll finally play ruby and start my journey to have all Pokémon traded up to the current generation (starting with Ruby since can't trade up before it)
>>6312044
Iktf. I wish I wasn't beyond repair.
>>6312021
ive never worked with fatima al-qadiri and though she was making futuristic music while vaporwave was first happening shes not vaporwave no
>>6312044
Just invest in some good therapy please for the love of God. If you can afford ffs, you can afford good mental health care
>>6312022
i guess so yeah
>>6312054
8==================D
>>6312054
How do you handle the shots? I couldn't inject myself with anything for the life of me.
>>6312054
Goddammit Faye, you post like a woman and you look like one!
ACCEPT YOUR FATE
>>6312054
You'd feel like more of a man without the shots though. You have to decide whether the physical pain is worse than the potential of more emotional pain.
>>6312049
Ayyy I'm playing sapphire right now
>>6312043
I prefer your angle always! <3
>>6312044
I don't know anon, I think self confidence is the deciding factor in passing.
I mean I know I'll never be pop star/model beautiful, and I bet that 99% of us in this thread will never be. Thinking differently is deluding yourself and setting yourself up for failure.
This doesn't mean settling, or giving up, it just means we can only do the best with what we've got. Don't try to be someone you're not. Be the best possible version of yourself. Love yourself. :)
>>6312027
X-change pills?
>>6312054
i did my shot a few days ago just fine desu. be an alpha bb. shove the needle in all the way, pull back, push, pull out, bandaid.
no biggie, u got dis.
>>6312054
>I fucking hate hrt shots , I hurt for days after, and I don't feel like a woman on them
you need a boyfriend who can give you a shot and make you feel like a woman as you wrap your legs around him
>>6312065
I dunno last time I just slowly pushed it into my thigh and it was horrible, and then I saw an airbubble, so I had to take it out and put it back in
>>6312073
>>6312070
>>6312066
Maybe if like Edie was here to just do it for me I wouldn't care so much
>>6312062
8-D is closer to it
>>6312084
Lewd
Be more refined anon!
Listen to the moonlight sonata!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Tr0otuiQuU
>>6312090
Good track to get railed to
I'm that guy from yesterday.
The one who asked about how to tell a girl that she sounded like a man without hurting her feelings.
Well. I bit the bullet and did it today.
I followed her after a lecture and told her behind the building.
I explained that people were talking about her behind her back and stuff and she said she was offended and she made me buy her lunch.
We talked for ages and ended up playing the Wii Sports in the student lounge until dark.
She made some pretty bad jokes and also told me that she thought I was gonna murder her or something for a while, because I practically stared at her during the lectures and the whole 'follow her after class thing' was poorly executed.
But yeah it went well.
Apparently I'm gonna be her guinea pig for fixing her voice or something.
She said that all I needed to do was turn up, so I'm not sure what it entails yet. It shouldn't be too bad, should it?
Appendix A:
I didn't realise the general moved so fast! I expected to have to wait a few days for a result.
I guess the whole 'trans on 4chan' thing isn't just a meme.
Appendix B:
If I knew that hanging out with women was so fucking easy I wouldn't be such an edgy loser.
>>6312091
G.D.E.
>>6312073
that would be such a horrible lie that no one would believe
How do I distract myself from the dysphoria?
>>6312094
is this an anime?
>>6312091
youre SO LEWD
Should I quit my job if I am literally getting Nightmares about it when I go to sleep, and if it gives me panic attacks?
It's not some job like a cashier either, it's really hectic. Picture something in the same field as a paramedic or an air traffic controller
>>6312023
-_- yo..
but yeah idk what my squinty small eyes are for--hunting, rape? ugh
>>6312101
do you work at subway
sounds like me when I was working at subway
>>6312100
Here, distract yourself with the dulcet tones of Chopin
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9E6b3swbnWg
>>6312094
wow
lol.
heres something that might help you: if shes transitioning legally (and not selfmedding) she can just ask her psych for an indication to get speech therapy. would be free and financed.
>>6312097
t r a n s i t i o n
i t h e l p s
>>6312094
That's cute. Good on you for telling her. I'd want the same thing.
>>6312047
I fully suppressed as a youth, and then for 25 years... Sucked... not a way to live at all.
>>6312054
Do you change injection places? Make sure everything is sterile? I think my Depo Provera shot ached for 5 days.
Implants is an option for HRT, but it's expensive. 3 to 5 months duration per set.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-5iDKWV6Chg
LOL, I think this was written when he was going out with one of the Bananarama chicks (Siobhan Fahey), and the others are in the video too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gf_OsStVpzs
>>6312100
Sorry. I don't know when to stop when I'm in a sad mood idk ;~;
>>6312097
Take hrt. If you already are, then read a book. Or play some vidya. Basically do something engrossing.
>>6312107
Nah, I work for a security company that provides security in dangerous Detroit-like areas.
It's really stressful because you get phonecalls about robberies in progress, murders, highjackings and all sorts of shit. I don't think I'm stable enough for this job anymore tbqh
>>6312084
anon, u posted this picture and general message already
tfw jealous of your gf
>>6312117
aww youre sad? :<
have some hugs <3
Does medical aid cover HRT?
>>6312126
who wants to get their gt sucked?
>>6312122
It's fucking horrible. Because sometimes you look at them and think what you were chested out of.
>>6312119
oh wow yeah that sounds stressful
I'd quit it personally
>>6312047
being emotionless sucks for you and the people around you.
>>6312059
>When young
I'm 19
I'm really really happy to hear this because hair transplants don't look very good, especially when you have a stupid cowlick.
>>6312094
That's awesome! Women can be
edgy losers too you know...
I'm honestly surprised and glad it went well. I guess explaining that people were talking behind her back was a good way to go about it.
yeah, this general moves really rapidly.
>>6312109
>if shes transitioning legally (and not selfmedding) she can just ask her psych for an indication to get speech therapy
not in the states, unfortunately.
>>6312126
depends on what med care you have. Blue Cross does not, and that's all I know. Fuck them.
>>6312117
Shhhhhh~
Écoute Claire de Lune, et ça va tout bien
>>6312120
one day faye might listen though
>>6312119
Start looking for a new job now. Don't quit until you either can survive a few months without work, or have a job lined up.
should i by a 4chan pass
>turn on Chrome on the family computer
>for some reason all of my bookmarks and settings are imported
>not signed in but plenty of degeneracy is on display
>would be a huge stroke of luck if nobody noticed
A-at least nobody has said anything to me
jesus christ i need to move out and never show my shameful face to my family again
>>6312137
i did, life has become slightly less frustrating with no captchas
>>6312132
sssssh
es ist mein mein fröhliches Lied
>>6312138
SwiftKey slip. But that too.
>>6312094
Thanks for being a decent human being.
Sorry, I don't have a better picture to express my approval, so here's Carl Sagan looking pleased.
>>6312131
>not in the states, unfortunately.
but we already know she is german ;~;
>>6312139
>grace uses the botnet
;_;
i had high hopes for you too
wait, in my quest to have every pokemans should I bother having one of every part of a pokemans evolution or should I just do that with evee
>>6312141
>I speak in French because Debussy
>anon responds in German
You're dead to me.
>>6312146
oh.
Hi~
Carol's butt still hurts ;_____;
>>6312139
>not signed in but plenty of degeneracy is on display
Oh fuck, how likely is it that they'd figure out it's your stuff?
>>6312137
Having used one for years I can say it's totally worth it if you're as bad as captcha as I am and post a lot.
>>6312148
Full living dex, all stages, if you're gonna do it do it right~
>>6312153
*kisses ur but*
>>6312150
but i was the one posting debussy yesterday
i didn't make the connection then between debussy and french so i thought we were foreignlanguageposting
es tut mir lied :,(
>>6312097
keep your mind 100% occupied at all times. It will not hesitate to jump you at the least opportune moment. The other option is to transition. It's fairly good at suppressing gender dysphoria. Not perfect, but it can make it livable.
>>6312101
>>6312119
See a therapist. I mean it.
You may also wish to look for a new less stressful job.
>>6312131
>>>6312109
>>if shes transitioning legally (and not selfmedding) she can just ask her psych for an indication to get speech therapy
>not in the states, unfortunately.
Depends on insurance coverage. Some covers it. It's even covered for veterans.
stop the lewd talk pls ._.
it makes sheen frustrated and then sad
>>6312159
doesn't help ;_____;
my coccyx is bruised or something
>>6312124
>tfw no hugs
;~; <3 ty
>>6312132
Wat
>>6312136
I live with my parents and I've saved up a bit of money for 6 months. If I quit, I could get my driver's license and then look for a new job
>>6312130
Yeah, I am starting to think I should do that.. I won't be able to afford any surgeries anymore but the job was totally shit tier
>>6312161
I'll take your advice. I've never been to a real therapist and I think it's about time...
>>6312173
>no hugs
I'd hug u >___<
>>6312173
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LlvUepMa31o
>>6312147
What else should I use? I use a lot of google products so Chrome seems like the best BUT IM TIRED OF IT IMPORTING ALL MY FUCKING SHIT EVERYWHERE JUST BECAUSE I SIGNED INTO GMAIL ON A NEW COMPUTER ONCE
FUCK
>>6312154
The only logical conclusion could be me.
I might be kind of safe though. I may have only scarred the siblings but they usually use Safari. Usually.
>separate account for the children so my parents already arent likely to see it
>everyone else uses safari normally
>not sure who used Chrome but they very well may not have noticed
The worst part is I have already cleaned up my account so this wouldn't happen
I don't know why it used an old version of my account all of a sudden
AND IM 99% SURE I MADE SURE THIS WOULDNT HAPPEN AGAIN
STOP BUTTFUCKING ME GOOGLE
STAHP
>>6312173
>une canadien qui ne parle pas canadien
>>6312160
>es tut mir lied :,(
Tá sé ceart go leor
>>6312185
why am i still geting ads
how do i unbruise my butt bone ;_____;
>>6312184
b-but spiders are SO scary ;___;
>Blanchard, OK
>>6311820
>>6311830
>>6312184
Meanwhile, in my room alone I have 3 spiders, and in the house there's at least 10.
They keep the bug population down.
(and they're kinda cute~)
>>6312194
>Cute
h-how ;_____;
they scare me sirona they scare me ;-;
>>6312180
>STOP BUTTFUCKING ME GOOGLE
I'm using firefox and never had trubble with this despite sometimes logging onto my moms laptop with google shit but she has firefox as well. Thank you yiff browser for protecting my weird stuff.
>>6312194
Same. I love spiders. I had a Tarantula as a pet from 8-10 grade.
>>6312180
you can change the import settings
or use firefox
>>6312191
AGP as fuck desu
>pic related, it's you.
what do you think of the trans subreddits
>>6312203
I posted on a few times
They are usually quite nice <3
>>6312196
They're all fuzzy and they got the little legs and they tickle and they've got these cute little mandibles and the wiggle them and it's adorable!
>>6312200
Lookit'slil'legs!
>>6312182
>tfw Trudeau a donné l'illusion que les anglais sont canadiens aussi
>>6312203
all garbage
>>6312186
i don't speak irish
my irish knowledge goes as far as spelling dara ó briain's name right.
>tfw you really want help but you're unable to ask for it
today my sister came by after I stopped answering the phone for a while and just barely touching over subjects had me with teary eyes. i'd like to talk with people but i know i'll start crying inmediately and i don't want that
>>6312162
Sheen, you're one of my favorite posters.
>>6312208
but they have too many legs and bite and eat gross things and some are POISONOUS and they eat stuff and they creep around and stuff ;_______;
if I really wanted to be hardcore I could go for every shiny pokemon but that would probably take me a decade
>>6312203
There's good and bad like most places. It's mostly not Susan's.
>>6312203
I saw one and thought it was gross so I came here.
>>6312191
you should listen to some sick ray blanchard on the ol recorder midi controller on his soundcloud, instead
https://soundcloud.com/ray-m-blanchard
>>6312214
It's called google translate.
I don't speak German
:P
>>6312216
>bite and eat gross things and some are POISONOUS and they eat stuff and they creep around and stuff
So you're saying that they kill other bugs, they can be poisonous (but not usually agressive, so just treat them kind, like sneks) and they're tiny awesome ninjas of justice?
>>6312189
time....
>>6312215
Let the tears flow as you tell your sister. Only one way past the hurdle.
>>6312050
Iktf
>>6312053
But I do have deep set eyes
It's a common masculine trait
>>6312214
i know how to say postman
>>6312182
I live in beefland though
>>6312178
>>6312138
Soothing
>>6312177
Pls ;~;
>upped my dose of estrogen again
>unbearable cocklust
What the fuckkkk.
Okay back to 6mg it is
>>6312226
she insisted I go eat dinner at her house tomorrow, so i'll guess that's gonna happen.
just talk with my brother on the phone and i was barely able to answer, my voice was trembling and really needed a tissue...
>>6312233
>snakes are cute tho
Oh they are.
But spiders are cute as well.
>>6312239
hips ruined it
and the do i pass this cat joke is so old
>>6312244
That's adorable, spiders are cool, unless they get too big, then they have to die.
>>6312244
LOOK AT ITS EYES
Its scary not sad ;_________;
I think it wants to eat poor Carol ;~~;
>>6312223
Same. I browsed one for maybe 10 mins and never came back.
>>6312248
this car*
>>6312233
Try to sit/whatever so you don't put pressure on it. you could try icing it.
>>6312251
>Its scary
Wat
>>6312257
is still hurting when sitting ;___;
waah
>>6312233
Nope
>>6312259
see? it wants to eat poor Carol ;___;
>>6312241
Good luck, you can do it.
>>6312260
how about I help your butt feel better with my dick
>>6312272
inb4 anon gets v&
>ride bike to the post office
>wind is blowing against my shirt
>boobs are really obvious
>>6312259
isnt that one of those jumping spiders? like the one uncreepy spider that exists seemingly
>>6312281
>tfw you look like an extremely masculine man
>wind blowing against shirt
>everyone stares at you awkwardly
i want to die
>>6312274
I'm just tired desu
>tfw i will always be a teenage boy faced and sounding faggot with the body of a dumpy, flatchested dyke
>>6312281
Post wind boobs
>>6312281
>boobs set so far apart and small they're hidden by an open zip up hoodie even if I wear a tight t-shirt
at least boymode is easy
>>6312311
>tfw have hon boobs but it still noticeable under shirt
tfw will never be cis
>>6312306
NICE
I
C
E
>>6312321
hons only have huge surgical bazongas, silly
>>6312311
Tfw I can pull of boy mode with ease
>>6312321
Honestly wish mine were more noticeable even in boymode. I don't know why.
>>6312323
one day
>>6312306
sounds better than most people here
>>6312327
I want breasts like that ;_____________________________________;
>>6311889
this beauty
>>6311959
Fuck that picture. I didn't want to be reminded of my bad days on a good day.
>>6312306
I'd give anything to upgrade to that honestly.
>>6312334
It's a push-up
>>6312306
Sounds like you'd make a perfect femboy.
>>6312327
Your boymode sucks
Who here want to be /cutegirlinasuit/
>>6312342
why would i want to be a knockoff product of a genuine transwoman, senpai
>>6312347
Korra evidently.
>>6312098
That would certainly explain a lot if it were.
>>6312109
I don't know.
If she wants me to help (and therefore I get to hang out with a nice girl) then I don't mind.
>>6312113
I'm just glad it went well.
I mean she did have a point with the whole "guy who stares at girl then follows her as she heads home" thing.
>>6312131
I don't know if she could be considered an edgy loser.
She was fun to be around for the afternoon at least.
>>6312145
cheers
>>6312346
By look at huge man shoulders
FIGHT ME NERD!
>spend all day fretting about changing name on facebook
>finally shia lebouef it
>nothing bad happens
>get two congratulations from m8s
Welp.
>>6312346
what makes for a good boy mode? asking for a friend
>>6312203
A little too hugboxy but sometimes you want a little bit of support instead of just bullying. I never post there but I lurk. The transtimelines one is the only one I visit with any regularity. There's a bit more range there. I'm sick of the "34 mtf, 2 week timeline; feeling pretty <3" threads though.
Hi, /mtfg/, I have a problem, that hasn't come to fruition yet.
I used to play this game, with a "friend", a czech girl.
Now, I've kept myself very private when I played said game. I would never go on teamspeak/mumble, I wouldn't tell my name, and I wouldn't say anything about my life. Mainly, we only talk about stuff, in the game, or about things outside the game, sometimes about stuff in her life.
Obviously, I've kept myself private, because, what could I tell about my own life? I'm trans, I'm NEET, and in general I'm depressed every day.
So anyway, I've maybe concinced her to play a different game with me, and if she decides to keep playing it with me, I'll start to talk on teamspeak/mumble with her, and such... But well, I'm trans, my voice isn't that good, it's decent I guess, but I haven't trained it enough to have it stable, and I need to try around a bit to find the right place for my voice.
So, what should I do? I would REALLY want a friend to play games with, nowadays every gaming thing has teamspeak/mumble, so I'll have to start to talk with people at some point.
She calls people fag and stuff fairly often, I mean, it's like popular on the internet and such... I have no idea if she's homophobic or transphobic, so... Should how should I do this? I still play that old game a bit, and if she's transphobic, she might tell people about it, and then I have to deal with that.
>>6312347
Girls in suits are pretty nice
>>6312360
femboys are boys why would i want to be a boy
>>6312366
>would i want to be a boy
Because it's better than being a man.
>>6312362
Voice example, it's kinda fine sometimes, but not always, so I would probably give myself away at some point.
https://clyp.it/x4j420vq
>>6312356
I've only told maybe 6 people my name, and I'm afraid to change it on facebook
>>6312355
I'd crush you Angie, fite me
>>6312359
No boobs. convincing boy voice. Male mannerisms. Short hair.
once again,
someone couldn't handle an alternative viewpoint, and deleted repression gen
>>6312372
If my experience is anything to go by, it may well be as easy as just doing it with no fanfare. Not caught any shit at all for it and it's a huge confidence boost.
>>6312369
it's literally the same
>>6312375
>I'd crush you Angie, fite me
>ywn be crushed by Elanna
stupid oceyan ;~;
>>6312378
yeah I am pretty pissed as well. I like hanging out there for some reason. its a nice change from this crazy place
>>6312356
I look forward to doing that some day. Congrats, fempai. How long have you been medically transitioning?
I daydream that when I inevitably do it I'll starting by updating my profile pic with one timeline pic a day without too much context, because I'm notorious for never updating it.
Then when the most recent picture is updated change the name.
Then maybe quietly delete the older pics chronologically to "hide the evidence" later on.
Assuming I don't "fail" my transition.
>>6312378
probably because lying about your true nature to yourself and everyone around you is cowardly and unhealthy desu senpai
>>6312378
going to make another one?
>>6312378
a thread about repression something lgbt isn't for lgbt, just as threads about painting isntead of taking pictures aren't /p/
>>6312369
no-one took me seriously as a man due to my high voice, stupid body shape and girlish emotions
>>6312381
I've already started removing pics of me, and my profile pic is just some shit I did in MS paint
>>6312378
Clearly you should start taking skittles and have a good cry about it.
>>6312384
I don't want to hurt you though , I feel like I'd break bones if I fought you ;~;
>>6312389
but this is a containmentboard, and repressing lgbt feelings is part of the lgbt cluster. deleting it is just retarded.
>>6312397
>I feel like I'd break bones if I fought you ;~;
don't tease her!
>>6312392
Congrats then, easymode passing.
>>6312397
OMG please do that
>>6312219
don't be a bitch
>>6312398
i'm just saying that if a janitor feels like it there's no reasson to not erase it. i just got a warning for posting lewds like three threads ago so I'm guessing they are cleaning up for the day.
Why the fuck does my face have to be so uneven, isn't it enough that I was born with this disgusting male body?
>>6312398
it would fit on /pol/
>>6312397
get more reaction images you dweeb
>>6312335
fucking awesome taste, anon. thumbs up.
>>6312409
is it noticeably uneven?
>>6312406
So am I the only one who craves violence so much that they'd actually fight someone from here as long as they signed a waiver first?
>>6311889
spidewlan'
>>6312398
It's not really lgbt topic is it? Like if you didn't wanna play video games and made a boardgame general on /vg/ it'd get janitored away because it's off topic in /vg/. I think it's fine if janitors remove threads like that.
>>6312406
L-lewd
>>6312411
No
I'm sad. Someone make me not sad please
>>6312418
I would actually fight a chaser from here, no waiver needed.
>>6312375
You can't your way out of a wet paper bag
>>6312423
i have a small feminine penis
>>6312378
I also like repression gen tbqh
>>6312418
There's women's boxing for this, you know.
>>6312423
i love you, the thought of seeing your smile is what gets me out of bed in the morning
>>6312425
she can't what? I'm sure she can fuck her way out of a lot of places.
what if Elanna seduces you?
>>6312422
ebina was best girl
>>6312397
>Clearly you should start taking skittles and have a good cry about it.
speaking of taking skittles
I don't know if I'm going to be able to pay for my appointment tomorrow!
>yaaaaaaaaaaaaay
>tfw parents are great and love to talk to you about your problems
>tfw mom tries to derail the conversation by asking me about my job when I bring it up directly and in a context of me needing her help
>tfw dad won't even talk to me about it because he thinks it's a joke
>>6312433
Fight
>Elanna wanting to seduce me
Funny stuff
>gameboy resets out of fucking nowhere
>lost 2 HOURS of game time
>back with literally just my starting pokemon
welp, looks like I'm not playing pokemon for a few weeks
>>6312420
and yet you still post on tech-help boards when you have a problem with your programs, even if youd rather not deal with them
its not about a choice ehre, you can just not play videogames, but you cant just stop being mentally ill. Repression is as much of a way to deal with it as is transitioning.
>>6312422
>L-lewd
very!!!
>>6312418
perfect, when can we meet?
>>6312435
yea but sheen has forever ruined her for me
>>6312433
>me
>fucking anything
>>6312440
>when can we meet?
As soon as you can get a legal waiver and your bf on a plane.
The only other condition is that you at least try to fight back.
>>6312423
You are best girl! All headpats for you.
>>6312445
my bf? why?
he'd probably actually kill you if you touch me
>>6312444
>discussion was legit real talk,
>and then poof, it was gone
exactly. I liked the thread.
>>6312440
Repression is a terrible way to deal with it.
You'll just end up transitioning at 40+ when you can't take it any more, and become a total hon.
>>6312451
>he'd probably actually kill you if you touch me
You just answered your question.
>>6312440
>>6312444
I know it's unfortunate there's not a better board for it but I still wouldn't say that repressing is part of /lgbt/ even if it's part of mental health problems. Like should we have anxiety or depression generals here too because they're stuff that happen to transfolk too? There's overlap sure but I have a hard time fitting it under the description of "respectful discussion of LGBT lifestyle and the LGBT community."
hi y'all
I know I'm not supposed to post here
But guess who has female T levels?
The E level is so high because I injected a hour before
I was concerned that my cypro wasn't working
but I guess I'm good.
>>6312458
>I know I'm not supposed to post here
Wat?
Who the hell told you that?
>>6312419
I'm the soft bulletin anon
your taste is sick too, spiderland is my favorite record
>>6312458
how much of the cypro?
how long ago did you take it from having the blood drawn?
it is so rainy here in Dallas =(
>>6312458
I wonder how long it'll take before I can get my levels tested. I'm scared after like 3 years they finally let me test it and I've been on high T and low E the whole time without knowing.
>>6312461
aw yeah! music pals
what other albums do you like?
>>6312403
take me seriously as a man, i demand it
>tfw using a mail in "fertility preservation" kit because you're mtf and in essense chemically castrating yourself
>tfw using gay porn to get off
There's probably irony here but I'm not sure which part it is and which direction. I'm just a horny bastard I guess.
>>6312472
it's flooding everywhere in Texas
>>6312471
>Kaylee did
Well, she can go fuck herself.
Stick around. You're always welcome here!
>>6312476
I'd stick my penis in that
oh yea bb
>>6312480
....
Kaylee is my gf.
does anyone else wanna do something creative or does something creative? I want to to write comics but i have no talent for drawing so i have a bunch of ideas up in the air. here's some of them for why not.
-horse hell: 4panel comedy series about an office worker who accidentally walks into another dimension, a hell exclusively designed for horses
-mr. button: a clumsy "superhero" inter-dimensional traveler (who has a face that shifts shape with each reality he enters) makes his way through a rainbow of scenarios. The trick is, he can only travel through different realities by accidentally tripping backwards into them.
-Butterfly: a normal 20 something office worker discovers a dark secret about the world...aside from his beautiful and innocently pure female coworker and his self, everyone on planet earth is actually an insect dressed up as a human!
>>6312458
last time i read my levels they looked all fucked up but i couldn't tell because i can't read this shit, it's in like horse english or something.
>>6312483
Time to dump her then :^)
>>6312454
transitioning is a pretty terrible way to deal with it as well, its just the best one thats currently available. most people here are really depressed, into drugs, have few to no friends and a bunch of personality disorders. I guess the upside of transitioning is that youre actually doing something
>>6312456
youre too young to die though
>>6312457
>but I still wouldn't say that repressing is part of /lgbt/
but its literally a way to deal with being a fag or a tranny. its exactly the same as this thread, just with a different approach. Id even say its more legit than femgen,
>Like should we have anxiety or depression generals here too because they're stuff that happen to transfolk too?
wat
>>6312468
because its a choice. freedom of speech implies giving people the chance to choose as well imo. your argument boils down to stop liking what I dont like
>>6312469
well then you can close this board. we could all go to adv and ask for advice if we needed anything.
>>6312483
>Kaylee is my gf.
...
Well, she's still wrong. You're a part of the community here.
You're always welcome here and damn the fool who says otherwise.
>>6312486
post lvls
+ doses
>>6312488
>too young to die
I'm too dumb to live.
>>6312474
hi ~ <3
>>6312457
>Like should we have anxiety or depression generals here too because they're stuff that happen to transfolk too?
I thought that's what this thread was.
>>6312494
>this gen is bad and bad people post here
hey m8 you got me there
>>6312385
Actually haven't been medically transitioning yet. I'm getting the coming out out of the way now.
>>6312494
>this gen is bad and bad people post here
As true as that is, it's only made better by nice people balancing it out.
Like you!
>>6312488
>we could all go to adv and ask for advice if we needed anything.
/adv/ compensates for things that are too small for their own board. /p/ is advise about photography, /ic/ is advice for drawing. repression isn't part of this board, so it gets to share a place with all the small necesities 4channers can't compensate irl.
>>6312494
red Imade a timeline while you were away
>>6312504
oops
more than 999 pg/mL estrogen I mean
>>6312502
>repression isn't part of this board
who says that
http://www.strawpoll.me/10381914
>>6312476
Oh you're just a bully. Fuck you then.
>>6312488
>but its literally a way to deal with being a fag or a tranny
...by not being one, therefore it's not part of the topic of /lgbt/ that's framed to us in the rules section. I get what you're saying but I don't think the logic is correct. At the end of the day it's up to janitors I guess and us discussing it doesn't make a difference.
>>6312496
No this is a MtF trans general, it includes discussion of all the things going on with MtF transfolk lives.
>tfw you dont wake up with a qt in your arms
>>6312488
>most people here are really depressed, into drugs, have few to no friends and a bunch of personality disorders. I guess the upside of transitioning is that youre actually doing something
>tfw all the stability in the world and genuine progress and it still can evaporate in an instant
Why do some things never get better
>>6312507
the board for lesbians, gays, bisexuals and transexuals isn't the place for people who don't want to be one of those.
and even if it's related, photography is based on the principle of the camera obscura which was used in the renaissance by paintors, photogrpahy is 100% the result of experimentation with perspective in paint. but /p/ is about photography in particular and other topics can be tolerated, but they have no standing to be there.
>>6312503
I still look like a boy!
At least men will use me and fuck me!
>>6312514
i can show you on skype or something
>>6312503
Man you really ran the gambit of hair dyes. Wish I had your hair tho.
>>6312525
>I still look like a boy!
It's cute you think that. I'll call you whatever you want though.
okay so im currently dating this awesome girl
she knows im trans and is okay with it
the thing is that ive stared wondering if she knows i havent had surgery yet
and i dont know how to bring that up
why is this all so hard all the time?
>>6312508
>http://www.strawpoll.me/10381914
it'd be a draw. elanna would beat your fragile, reshaped face bones into a mess of shards and blood, but you'd finish it by fisting her neovag so hard, you'd rupture it and yank out her guts
you'd both die in each other's arms, knowing you loved each other all along
>>6312517
is what i said about looking like a teenage boy looking dyke wrong? get tae fuck
>>6312534
That's pretty hot.
Also probably pretty accurate.
>>6312519
That pic is too accurate
>>6312534
>is what i said about looking like a teenage boy looking dyke wrong
Yes. I don't know if you're doing this for attention if you actually got BDD or both. Either way stop being a bully.
>>6312534
Welp time to fap
>>6312534
my penis is happy to see you
>>6312533
Talk to her.
>>6312525
yea go for it i wanna see
>tfw not a cute girl vampire
Why even live?
>>6312522
so no lgbt person has had to deal with repression?
what if you live in a place where you'll literally be dragged out into the streets and killed for being lgbt?
>>6312542
but what do i even say
how do you rock up to someone and be all 'just checking that realise I have a dick still'
the thought of it fills me with dread and horror
worse because i know i have to do it too
>>6312546
>wasting the blood that's rolling down his chest
MOTHERFUCKING VAMPIRES! THAT'S GOOD IRON YOU'RE WASTING!
We should just rename this place to BDDG
>>6312550
i want a yandere gf....
>join in game of dota
>hover mid
>enemy team first picks my hero of choice
>counter pick him
>teammate picks sniper and decides he's gonna go mid anyways
>ally tusk first buys a bottle then traps me in rune with invoker and bristle back, giving them first blood
>sniper auto attacks lane, swallows experience
>tusk gets mad when a mid OD builds a bottle and takes runes
>sniper feeds
some times i'd rather abandon and play in low prio
>>6312549
Hey I know that I mentioned before that I'm trans. I was wanting to make sure you know what that means. I still have a penis that I [use/don't use], which is the big thing to be clear about. If you have any questions about it feel free to ask now.
>>6312550
Theres always more blood to satisfy.
>>6312548
then you're not repressing, just hiding. a thread oriented to people trying to move away from the titular acronym for purely individual ideas has no reasson to be in here.
it can be tolerated, it's better than having you guys here, but its evident that janitors will take it out.
>>6312551
forwhatpvrpose
>>6312458
>>6312471
Do you know what your T levels were pre-hrt?
>tfw a lot of people online said 25mg cypro was more than enough to keep their T in check, so I started at that, even though I didn't see any of those people post what their actual levels were
>tfw seeing that you're at 40ng/dL on 50mg
Maybe I should have started with 50mg after all.
But I guess I'll find out for sure soon enough, since I'm almost 2 months on E, so I'll wanna get tested soon anyway.
>>6312557
>kisses on the inside of the thigh
Oooooh.
That looks nice...
>>6312553
play dota with me :)
>>6312474
http://www.last.fm/user/GoWai
here's my lastfm, friendo
my rym account is linked there too
Has anyone here ever done meth?
>>6312561
>kisses
Oh so naive. Want to be my first vampire victim?
>>6312555
trips are truth i guess
fuck i hate that i have to do this
i wish i could afford srs
>>6312570
If you think I'm afraid of vamps, you should know that Irish vampires aren't bloodsuckers.
They're far worse.
>>6312517
>...by not being one
are you saying if you dont transition youre not trans? that makes no sense. if it would work that way Id just have stopped being trans :^)
>>6312522
>isn't the place for people who don't want to be one of those.
but they still are. what you WANT isnt the point, its what you are.
>>6312520
I honestly dont know. I think its the lack of closeness to someone that actually understands us on all levels. Ive only found one of those people once, but I think our friendship was too deep to be healthy in a way, our conversations often left me completely shattered for days. I learned a lot about myself, but ultimately, I think I am just not cut out for this life. it was great having someone that didnt need explanations, but that made normal conversations nearly impossible. so we barely ever talk.
I dont know what I am getting at, I think the bottom line is that being a tranny is a really big burden to have on our shoulders, and its very hard to find someone that can quench our need for stability and affection to an extend, that it can not only balance the pain, but actually share/take it away?
but maybe my viewpoint is too clouded from being crazy. Idk :<
I wish I could help you though, youd deserve it.
>>6312570
I'm too much of a wuss to cut myself, can you bite me instead? High up on the inner thigh so nobody can see the marks
Found my levels. The top number is t, the bottom is e. I can't read this and my doctor only treats old hons aside from me so i have no idea if i should trust her when she says my levels are "stable and ideal".
>>6312562
Sure. I made a new account tho so you'll have to get my id from me on skype. And i can't play ranked.
>>6312576
hi Puru!
I can bite you!!!
>>6312442
I-I'm sorry ._.
>>6312574
Nothing wrong with irishing up your blood in the morning you know?
>>6312580
hey faggot I need you to make a wishlist and put this on it so I can buy for you
6D90472
>>6312551
BDD is a meme
>find picture of bio-mom
>her chin is as big as mine
>5head
>She's basically me as a girl
You know, normally I'd laugh at this.
And then cry at how unfair it is.
Instead, I have only pity for her.
>>6312583
They literally feed on emotions.
They are depression.
They are terrifying and evil
(and the most beautiful things you will ever lay eyes on.)
stop deleting repression gen you Frankengender freaks
>>6312575
>but they still are. what you WANT isnt the point, its what you are.
but it's a thread about not being that and methods to not be one and self support to ignore being one.
I guess that I don't see this as a board for X group but a board about X topic. You can be cis straight and come here to talk about lgbt issues, you're not getting banned for that. But just because you ahve an lgbt identity doesn't mean you can post about anything here, and denying that identity is an even worse topic.
>>6312585
w-what?
>>6312589
stop making new generals. cancer.
>>6312596
Ur dog is dead shut up lol
>>6312576
As long as you dont mind bite marks on several other areas of your body as well.
>>6312588
>They are depression.
Then I guess I'll fit right in!
>>6312589
Is that you vagina-boy?
>>6312595
find the dress they're wearing in the vid; 6D90472
make a wishlist on amazon of some shit
I'll buy it for you
????
Profit
fuking faggot
>>6312604
Boys dont wear dresses silly.
>>6312599
Cis Hetero should be the only gender and sexuality allowed
>>6312538
i have days where i just feel i look like a complete man and stay in bed. other days i feel i look like i'm transitioning and its going ok and i have nothing to worry about. some days i forget i'm trans and feel just like a regular cis girl.
is that normal, is that bdd
>>6312571
oh, wow, that's lower than I expected
Lucky you.
I was in like, the mid-300's, which is still kind of on the low side, but yeah, now I'm even more convinced that I should have started at 50mg.
But I also don't wanna change dose before getting a blood test, so like I said, I guess I'll just have to wait a few more weeks and find out.
>>6312575
>are you saying if you dont transition youre not trans? that makes no sense. if it would work that way Id just have stopped being trans :^)
Now this is just a baity semantics question but I'll bite. If you're someone who willfully rejects transitioning and doesn't want to be a trans person I don't think they're trans and thus they dont belong on this board. And I don't mean 'not wanting to be trans' in the sense that people here wish they didn't have to be trans and would rather be cis girls, I mean in the sense that they'd rather be male than trans woman.
If you're having to repress due to not being able to transition due to your family, location or whatever that's a completely separate thing as well and their struggles belong here. They're trans and wish to transition but just can't due to things that aren't under their control.
>>6312580
Thank you but I don't think you'd want to bite me, I'm pretty gross.
>>6312600
>As long as you dont mind bite marks on several other areas of your body as well.
Depends on the areas I guess.
Can someone shove this into my leg for me while I'm not looking
I guess since I'm a day late technically I'm a boy rn too
>>6312558
what if I'm a guy that can never pass due to my masculine features
should I not repress,
and just transition blindly and become the hon you all mock and laugh at?
>>6312615
Kill yourself you freak
>>6312579
literally wut
WHAT ARE THESE UNITS
i can only guess they meant 80 ng/dl or you have crazy high testosterone
and 125pg/ml
get your blood taken by those blood facilities
I would still want lower t and higher e depending when your last dosage was
>>6312615
>video doesn't exist D:
don't lie or else you get spanked
6D90472
>>6312575
Yeah, like, I'm not sure if it's an understanding thing though. In some ways it makes it harder to have deep friendships but in other ways it doesn't. What I don't know how to cope with is how objectively I'm in a position where I should be happy, I can be happy for a period, and then suddenly dysphoria and depression creep back in and my mood starts to spiral. The closer normal gets, the more it feels like something I'll never have.
I mean obviously things are better than they used to be, but will they ever not be this way. Does being a tranny just mean you're just going to be prone to getting sad forever?
>>6312558
Tranny freak janitors can suck a dick
>>6312624
thats rude
>>6312623
People would only laugh at you only if you said you were trans and acted like a bitch, not because you had nice skin and gyno
>>6312628
HOLY SHIT I KNOW THAT GIRL
i-i can ask her.
>>6312623
you could deal with aceptance and try to enjoy your life without focusing too much on your problems, actively repressing is an idiotic concept that can only end bad because you are making yourself think constantly about the topic you can't deal with.
ugly people who can only think about how much they would like to be cute are pathetic, but if they accept their body and find other aspects of life they can enjoy they can have good lives.
>>6312644
>only board that /pol/ likes
I'm so sorry.
>>6312649
You'll be sorry when you get gassed
>>6312579
T is a little high, 8-48 ng/dL is the reference range for females at my lab.
E is OK, but maybe low. 160 to 220pg/mL is a good range for transition.
>Females ranges
>Follicular Phase 12 - 166 pg/mL
>Ovulation Phase 85 - 498 pg/mL
>Luteal Phase 43 - 211 pg/mL
>Postmenopausal <5 - 54 pg/mL
>Pregnancy: 1st Trimester 215 - 4300 pg/mL
>>6312655
but we need another image
>>6312592
>I guess that I don't see this as a board for X group but a board about X topic
I see your point now, I still disagree, but thats alright
>>6312616
>If you're someone who willfully rejects transitioning and doesn't want to be a trans person I don't think they're trans
and I dont think femboys are even an identity, just a fashion thing. nobody deletes their generals though.
>If you're having to repress due to not being able to transition due to your family, location or whatever
this whatever could be a lot of things, like super unpassable looks, genetic disorders etc. etc. I dont think janitors should get to decide what a 'real' reason to repress is.
4chan has been about freedom of speech for a pretty long time, deleting one general on a slow board isnt necessary under any circumstances. the only argument I could accept would be saying that people might be convinced to repressed instead of transitioning, but that would also mean mtfg lite shouldnt be tolerated.
I mean, at the end, this isnt a democracy anyway and whatever the janitor wants to happen will happen anyway, but I think the 'dont like what I dont like' is the wrong approach here.
>>6312629
>Does being a tranny just mean you're just going to be prone to getting sad forever?
to a point, yes. our minds crave something our bodies will never be able to give us. this friction will never fully go away. we can just keep mending the wounds that open and maybe find someone that keeps us either going through the pain, or even manages to reduce it.
>>6312586
You're the meme, angie
>>6312673
>'dont like what I dont like' is the wrong approach here.
That's not my approach at all hope it didn't come through like that. I'm just trying to keep /lgbt/ about /lgbt/ stuff. Arguably femgen is more about lgbt lifestyle (even if it doesn't go all the way to MtF) than people who wish to live as cis men. Like you gotta draw the line somewhere and I don't think the line janitors chose is a bad one.
>>6312673
Why are you so based. I think you are my favorite trip actually
>>6312715
<3 <3 <3
>>6312673
>and I dont think femboys are even an identity, just a fashion thing. nobody deletes their generals though.
because they are gay, it's a spin off from gaygen. if it were a thread about straight femboys they would be kicked out.
>>6312531
Nope, this was pretty reliably the case
On 1 mg I was 500 something
2 mg I shot straight up
I just have crazy sensitivity to estrogen I'm pretty sure, I got my levels tested before I went back on estrogen this time so we'll see what my baseline is
>>6312830
That's weird but it happens, sometimes for no apparent reason
>tfw your GP keeps asking if you're double dosing