/mtfg/ - nightmare mode edition

>No trip loving
>No fake friendships
>No baseless pity
>No feeding chasers
>Self-relaiance


LOL

>>6287756
YAY! *ACTIONS*!

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wew lad

>>6287756
I still have yet to watch this show. I've had it downloaded for years and got halfway through the first episode and couldn't make heads or tails of what was going on

Why do i keep posting here? i stopped for 2 months to sort my life out and i cant resist it.
send help.

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So... um... yeah...

http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

Post your results!

>>6287766
how do i do this survey

Threadly reminder that sirona is a giant man-ape who forced himself on sass

>>6287766
>I still have yet to watch this show.
it's like a cop show, the MC has to find out the nature of what's going on and after that he can easily fix it. the visuals make it great, the plot is okay.

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>>6287757
>Pathfinder, some 40k 6e, a fair amount of D&D 4e and I used to play WHFB.
I've played a fair deal of 4e, wow, other people play that shitty complicated version too? Ill be damned, I thought only my nerd DM buddy and his crew did.

I never got into 40K tabletop cause its too fucking expensive.

What do you typically enjoy rolling as, class and character wise in DnD.

It's too hot to wear pants and baggy hoodies anymore. Advice?

>>6287778
summer dresses

>>6287769
someone linked it idk

>>6287772
ya that's the impression I got. the visuals were super awesome and I really wanted to enjoy it but I felt like I couldn't focus on what was happening in the plot. maybe I'll give it another go tho

>>6287778
WEAR IT ANYWAY BECAUSE YOU WANT TO HIDE THE FACT YOU ARE AN UNPASSING TRANNY

t. me, unpassing tranny

>>6287782
You know my feel, and I know yours.

>>6287782
post tits

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>>6287768

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>taking out the no huboxing rule
Pls keep it in there.
Also, this is p normal right?
>>6287782
This.
>tfw can't hide mantits

>try the test
>everything in moderate and two highs on things that don't make sense in my life
it's almost as if vague and general questions aren't fit to judge your psiche!

>>6287779
Fuck it, this isn't a terrible idea.

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>>6287756
>>6287766
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>>6287793

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i'm ready to die

>>6287768
Disorder Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

YAY! THE INTERNET THINK'S I'M DEGENERATE!

WHAT A FUCKING SHOCKER, IT'S ALMOST LIKE I HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AND ANSWERED YES TO EVERYTHING BECAUSE IT MADE ME QUESTION MYSELF!

>Check this box to agree to the following statement:
>"I understand that my test results will not represent a professional diagnosis and that this test is for educational/entertainment purposes only."

>>6287800
are you really?

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Snooty

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Ow

>>6287802
>entertainment purposes
that's what we're using it for, right?

>>6287804
normie with no problems reeeee

>>6287806
of hell you're just like me stay the fuck back

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>If you answered yes to the previous question, do you tend to have these suicidal thoughts during and after a break-up with someone?
>implying

Dunno about that borderline thing, I'm not one to worry myself with supernatural or something, it's just that I got a ton of social anxieties

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meh, I prefer the depression test

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>>6287756
>>6287723
>>6287759
wait wait
are you memeing me or do you really believe that?
Are you just trying to get under my skin?

Id say I am like in the top 30% of all the trips here in sanity. am I wrong?

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Meh, I don't really trust online tests anyway.

>>6287813
>Id say I am like in the top 30% of all the trips here in sanity. am I wrong?
...

I mean. I think I probably have more unresolved issues than you, but... yours probably put you in more danger to be frank.

>>6287813
We all know you are perfectly fine and completely sane

>>6287813
considering the influx of ultra normie trips that aren't even starting hrt and will be fixed with that, I'd say you are closer to the 30% bottom in sanity, you let your depression rule your life and enjoy knowing that you don't attempt to deal with it in productive ways.

>>6287814
batshit fucking insane stay the fuck back lol
i cant wait to read kaylas

>>6287811
That's pretty good for mtfg, also the avoidant part is normal cause you're finnish.

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I didn't end up doing it. One of my friends on here told my sister and she came home and talked me down, I'm doing better today. Going to hopefully see my therapist Tuesday since tomorrow's a holiday. Apologies to the anon who wanted me to kill myself

>>6287768
did the thing.
Ironic Obsessive-Compulsive is moderate cause I have clinically diagnosed OCD

>>6287814
exactly what a paranoid person would think

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yay im a fucked in the head tranny

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NAILED IT

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>>6287817
>>6287816
I dont think I am fully sane, but worst issues is a bit harsh.

especially considering that there are things Id never bring up here

>>6287818
I think thats a more realistic way of looking at it.

>>6287814
future serial killer detected

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>>6287821
I'm pretty fucking avoidant even for this place tho. Neet komori lyfe.

>>6287810
Very dependant. Very avoidant. I AM AN ENIGMA

>>6287807
>normie with no problems reeeee
I-I'm a normie?.....

>>6287822
<3

As a psychiatry resident, I would like to just point out that DSM-V and older DSMs are not taken too seriously. They allow greater ease of communication at the expense of accuracy.

>>6287818
What normie trips? I would not be caught dead hanging out with /mtfg/ class of 2016, but 2013 had some cool people with prospects.

looks like everyone here is avoidant

probably a side affect of spending all day on 4chan

>>6287831
we click, my test is very similar. where are you from?

>>6287828
I've been reading your posts the past month and you're so normie it's boring.

>>6287828
>worst issues is a bit harsh
Oh hell no, there are way worse. But... I just get worried that you talk about killing yourself so often. I'm probably imagining it though. I've got problems in spades that I've yet to deal with, and when I'm done with them, you'll still probably be saner than I am.

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>>6287813
Personally I dont know, I cant follow all your posts, I really am blazed every waking hour and I cant keep up with everything. Besides I dont really give a shit what problems people have as long as they dont bother me about it.

I'm sure you're fine, I've been in some pretty deep shit many times and still find myself in some of em but im getting by and doing fine. Whatever you got going on you'll work out sooner or later, or learn to live with it like I do.

>>6287834
Honeslty most of the classic trips have more or less solid lives or are working on them and focusing on the long term. The only people I would consider worse than Phien in mental terms are maybe Kayla and Puru.

>>6287828
post your feet

>>6287828
Well, you're a leaving a normal life in general, unlike lots of people here, so you're good.

Your most redeeming feature is that you seem to be aware of your issues though.

>>6287842
>I'm sure you're fine
Top kek

>>6287844
whats wrong with phien

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Even this stupid test told me I want a bf...
>mfw dependent

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>>6287840
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>>6287828
nevermind

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>>6287766
>>6287768
>>6287721
>tests starting giving me high ratings for all of those different types and told me i have disassociative/multiple identity disorder
Like this? Yeah, I'm fucked up...

>>6287844
They're all shit. Kiwi suicide whoring in each thread again, Faye is a pathological liar with narcissism, Elanna is drug dependent. The list goes on.

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>>6287857

I can't stop crying. I'm never going to be a woman

>>6287857
lmao, worst one so far.

>>6287863
But you already are one.

>>6287866
It doesn't feel that way

>>6287857
What are your problems? Tell us if you're going to act like the worst off.

>>6287852
>constant suicide fantasies that aren't dispelled
>masochism openly related to her sense of self-worth
>inability to cope with permanent issues
>no selfdesire to improve on her issues
>dependance on external imput
>dissociation between her real self and her ideal self
>constant desire for substance abuse
and I love the girl and I wish she was really happy, old phien with a dozen adopted kids visiting her and showing their grandkips would be the cutest thing in the world, but those issues aren't hidden at all. I can only imagine how bad it is underneath.

>>6287859
>suicide whoring
>liar with narcissism
>drug dependent.
but phien has all of that...

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darn i was hoping I'd pass the depression test at least

other than SAD which I knew about, fuck this shithole I live it. Well, it's nice this time of year at least

>just bought 2000 hair ties
im excited

>>6287870
She is the worst off

>>6287863
OK hannah

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Sup homos

>>6287871
>>6287857
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bmp4QWzHak

>>6287857
well, at least you're only moderately antisocial. You talk to us fucktards on here at least

>>6287756
what if your gf is a trip can i love her

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>>6287873
hmm

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>>6287881
taking tests...

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>>6287848
Anything you can talk about sounds like a problem that isn't as serious as one initially thinks.
Im glad she can confide in mtfg, all the skeletons in my closet are going with me to the grave.

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How am I doing?

Someone called me out on being paranoid the other day.

>>6287893
usually the issues you openly disclose are just the superficial parts of bigger things. the more you share the bigger it is inside.

>>6287839
East coast us

>>6287893
just transition already dude

>>6287897
west coast us here

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>>6287894
Heh, I got called a narcissist -- and now I'm freaking out about it.

>>6287818
>tfw ultra-normie
>tfw sane as fuck

>>6287909
are you implying that you're worse than Puru?

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>>6287899
No one will ever know of the dark clouds over my head or why they're there, not even you anon.

How to stop dysphoria????

>>6287857
ur fucked

>>6287893
hehe

>>6287911
Nah, I'm just hype af that I got into the normalfag club tbqh. All I got is memepression these days so I'm p fucking good by 4chan standards
>>6287913
You don't! Welcome to the wild ride.

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>No friends to hang out with.

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>>6287920
you should go out more

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>>6287844
B-but my test score was okay.

>>6287926
>leaving your house

When will this meme end?

>>6287926
I do go out. Nobody want's to hang out with a tranny though.

I thought I answered the questions right :(

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>got good sleep for the first time in weeks
How is everyone this morning?

>>6287929
I don't want to be mean to you, I'm sure you are more than aware of your issues and how much you could fix them.

>>6287934
>In a different town, there might even be someone with a big heart who's interested in you.

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I thought I answered the questions right :(
This isnt flattering at all

>>6287892
oh man
i can't find the image right now but i took this exact test
and my rating for everything was basically 80 or higher
it told me i have multiple personality disorder

I'm going to cut my hair. I can't do this anymore.

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>>6287937
Depressed as fuck.
I haven't started transitioning and it's making me depressed as fuck because everyone keeps treating me like a boy when I want to be treated like a girl.

>>6287946
don't detransition!

work is too fucking busy

i wanna be home watching anime and playing video games

>>6287937
Family is in town so now I realize that nothing besides gyno had happened on hrt, and I stand no chance of ever passing. I knew this before, but it's confirmed now.

bathed in a lot of diluted blood

became slimy and started to smell gross

not worth imo

>>6287956
>tfw can't watch anime because headphones are broke and I have no speakers

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>>6287937
>stealing my pics
>probably don't even know who that is
Amy....pls

>>6287918
how did you get into the normalfag club?

>>6287946
get a cute pixie cut

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>tfw no beautiful jezail to blow my head in the pimpest of ways
well, I guess I'm gonna have to make a career and live a fullfilling life so I can afford one.

>>6287965
I'm p much class of 2016, and anon said most were normalfags, sooooo I'm probs a normalfag.
>>6287964
We should move that date closer pls, I don't want to live as a man.

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>>6287939
I like to think I'm somewhat aware but not really sure how to fix em. I do feel like things are getting better even if just a tiny bit, nothing really to fix this complete isolation or future prospects though.

>>6287937
I want good sleep too @__@

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>ywn be Jane Lane

>>6287976
so its just for being new?

>>6287966
I'm gonna cut off all my hair and throw away my clothes

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>>6287976
I can try

>>6287977
> not really sure how to fix em

You need to either get a job or education. Neet-dom dulls your mind, you need to keep your self busy somehow to live a normal life.

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WHY ARE MY NIPPLES GETTING SO BIG OH GOD SEND HELP

>>6287964
it's a popular 4chan image, you didn't invent meme's, faggot.

>>6287983
I dunno. I'm just going based off the post. I don't know how I got in, but I fucking love the fact that I can say in a normalfag.
>>6287996
Both fucking suck tho. School less so, but working is just wasting your life away for someone else's bank account.

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>>6287997
w-what kind of help would be apropiate?
did you find this out when going outside?

What's a more useful and/or easier language to learn : French or German?

Hiiii
I just had a date~ <3

>>6288014
german

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>>6287870
apparently those
>>6287871

and like 2-3 more anon either is nice enough not to post or doesnt know about.
I cant really refute that list but I was kinda sure I was at least not showing half the things in here. I thought I was being about as balanced as ufufu + some drug craving.
apparently its way more obvious than I thought though.

>>6287842
thats a healthy attitude, I wish I was strong enough to have that.

>>6288014
German is way harder, french sounds gay though.

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>>6288000
It's not popular
Most people don't know who that is, hobo lover

>>6288006
>Both fucking suck tho

They do, but they are necessary, if you're smart/creative and stumble onto a unique idea maybe you can escape it.

>>6288022
I got the image from /vg/ and I've seen it at least a dozen times.

>>6288014
french wuz pretty easy for me

>>6288014
Pretty sure french is spoken by more people, so that'd be more useful, probably easier as well? I've only ever learned french but german sounded harder.

>>6288020
>German is way harder, french sounds gay though.

Also this is true, french sounds stupid.

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Here's my results from this test when I took it last month, maybe I've changed since then but I feel too lazy to do it again
>>6288008
I-i don't know, do something!
And no I've been slowly watching them get surprisingly huge and puffy since the start but like I feel like they're growing more than my boobs sometimes :T

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Wew lad

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>>6288028
>going to /vg/

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>>6288020
>apparently its way more obvious than I thought though.
I only know what you share here, and I don't even spend that much time. Maybe not having close friendships irl makes this the prefered place to share your thoughts, but in any case you haven't been hiding any of that list.
I still think you could and should take steps to fix that, it's not an impposible task and even if it doesn't look like that right now you will be better if you do. Your bf will probably be happier too, I'm sure that he doesn't enjoy seeing you suffer.

Day 3, still sick

How are you all doing

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>>6287996
>You need to either get a job or education
Yeah I want to get employed abroad and I need to have some dank skills to make that happen. I got applicability exams for an university in two weeks but the odds of getting in aren't that great. Going to try my best anyhow.
>Neet-dom dulls your mind
That it sure does. I actually enjoyed it for the first 6-9 months because I had some order in my life still but it's been going on for like two years and it's just killing me inside at this point and everything is a mess. I want to be a normie but I can't stay internally motivated to stick with whatever routines I try to set up for myself. Like I don't have a lot of authority over myself when there's no repercussions for failure. Developing some method of self harm has in my mind lately so I could better punish myself for failures but I haven't gotten around to it yet.

>>6288038
>I feel like they're growing more than my boobs sometimes :T
it's not that rare, trans or cis breasts alike. in some weird and sad cases people end up with big boobs that have a nipple as big as all the top part. i've seen some in porn and made me gag a little, but people seemed to like it.

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>>6287990
Yeah, I'm gonna go see a doc to see if they can fix my face soon. I got a feeling its just gonna be a hugbox tho.

>>6288047
Setting up a shotgun trip wire

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>>6288041
>avoidant and dependent
... that's gotta suck.

>>6288049
>I got applicability exams for an university in two weeks but the odds of getting in aren't that great. Going to try my best anyhow.
WHY AREN'T YOU PREPARING INSTEAD OF PLAYING VIDJA AND LAYING ON THE FLOOR??

>>6288053
Well the doc didn't fix my face and he admitted it

>>6288043
>this faggot thinks he's some hot shit for hating video games and claiming he discovered an image on a Cambodian knot tying board

>>6288055
Kill me now ;~;

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>>6288044
I thought these 4
>no selfdesire to improve on her issues
>dependance on external imput
>dissociation between her real self and her ideal self
>constant desire for substance abuse

werent too obvious/put off as shitposting or something, Idk.

>I still think you could and should take steps to fix that
I want to call a neurologist tomorrow to get on antidepressants and antipsychotics. technically Id need benzos as well, but I probably shouldnt ask for drugs with my past. theyll probably tell me to wait a few months though. Which is why I considered asking for some at a psychward. my GP said last week I should consider institutionalization, and I didnt even tell him anything except suicidal thoughts.

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>>6288054
>shotgun
>not a jezail
enjoy your shot being ruined by recoil and getting the worst ffs while laying on the floor next to a horrible looking piece of crap

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>>6288052
I know some guys like the puffy nipples, I had one gush to me about them last weekend..
I'm just concerned about it after the progesterone talk last night

>>6288063
>he
Not close, hobo lover
>hating video games
Most video games suck and the people who usually go to those boards are overweight neckbeards

>>6288055
I thought that was p normal.
>>6288059
I don't really care at this point. I just don't want my manly face anymore. Worst case I kill myself, so fuck it.

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so i went out with my friends to the bar last night and ended up drawing memes per request as a bday present

I'll post a few of the spicy ones

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>>6288058
Because my ability to memorize things is fucked because of the lack of sleep (I hope). Will study hard for the last 3 days before the exams.

>>6288049
If you're actively trying to find employment that's a good first step.

>Developing some method of self harm has in my mind lately so I could better punish myself for failures but I haven't gotten around to it yet.

I've been there, you should try exercise, it's taxing on your body so it feels like punishment but it improves your life in the long run.

>>6288070
Already tested it and it works
Thanks for your concern though

>>6288077
>ended up drawing memes per request as a bday present

What the fuck

>>6288076
Suit yourself.
Your face will probably end up a lot better than mine

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it took a while to get this one *just* right

>>6287997
>tfw wishing my breasts were budding
>tfw not even on HRT yet
I see my endo for the first time Friday :3

>>6288020
I worry about you sometimes phien, I'm not gonna lie.

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>>6288092
>I see my endo for the first time Friday :3
Congrats! Are you excited?

>>6288087
I honestly don't think so. I'm going to whoever my insurance says they'll cover. My mom knows who he is so he can't be that bad.
Either way, the doc has to work with a FUBAR base, so I dunno if it's gonna work.

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>Cousin visits
>"anon, why do you wear your hear so long?"
>I dunno haha
FUCK
She knows, doesn't she?

>>6288076
Maybe it kinda depends if you're introverted or not. I'm just avoidant; and since I tend to keep to myself anyways I don't seem to rely on others very much.

I don't know that I would've lasted this long if I had an avoidant personality but also craved social interaction.

>>6288067
>no selfdesire to improve on her issues
you can see that by how the topics seem to repeat all the time and your reactions to day to day problems
>dependance on external input
how you see your bf
>dissociation between her real self and her ideal self
just watching you interact with Elanna and comparing it to your real life
>constant desire for substance abuse
what? you are pretty open about this, I didn't think it would surprise you at all.

In an ideal world I'd say institutionalization is the logical course, but psych wards rarey produce any results. Usually they separate the patient from her support network and make it even worse, the professionals that work there are only those that weren't fit for a better job and being surrounded by people as bad or worse than you isn't a sane way to help anyone.
If you openly asks for certain medication it's the sure fire way to not get it and being considered as a druggie trying to get a legal fix. Maybe it would help keeping you away from something you were adicted to, but most medications work correctly when properly used instead of abusing them on your own.
Didn't you have to wait a month for your visit? Did that bring up the money issues with your boy?

I really hope you get to move out to a better place and find help, both in medical and social terms.

>>6288077
>>6288088
nice

Yo mtfg when do puffy nipples go away? Will I always have the puffpuff boobies? I've been on hormones for like a year now pls halp you're my only famili

>>6288014
becus Europe i'd say german is more useful. whilst you might find it easier at the beginning (becus French have stupid sounds and at least german pronunciation is straightforward) German is defs harder. Having said that, tho, many places do speak French...granted African shitholes but yeah.

>>6288096
>tfw avoidding family while transitioning

Its like u want them to know you are a degenerate tranny

>>6288078
your ability to memorize is trained. the more you put it off the harder it will get. at least try to start a bit so you get a feel for the challenge ahead.
inaction is the worst possible thing in your life.

>>6288020
If I already know a language like Dutch, would German be easier?

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I tried to do the tracer hugging windowmaker's butte meme ;~;

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>>6288096
>go into the fast food place I used to work
>bro your hair is getting long
>what's with the pink phone case
>I'm just doing what I want wanna fight about it?
>haha nahhh
>>6288108
I've heard they don't. But on the bright side at least they look normal while erect dont they? :T

>>6288096
Long hair is not necessarily a feminine feature unless you style it so. There are men that have long hair, just say you like it like that.

No one's gonna suspect you're trans just because of long hair.

>>6288108
NEVER. you will always have ugly, premature nipples

>>6288080
still looks like mass produced crap. why to not end it like a real girl.

>>6288108
desu I've always have had puffy nips cause of small female puberty and they never go away
have fun with girl life

>>6288112
it is very similar, but I asked a friend who learned dutch why she wouldn't consider german as her third language (she was looking for 3) and she basically said because German was too hard and dutch dumbed down german enough to be okay. The german grammar is very complex, and as I understand it dutch cases are archaic which makes it easier by comparison.

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>lose weight
>butt starts to disappear
N-no butt stop that

>>6288096
>tfw nobody comments about that and says you look great
Honestly, I don't think hrt actually dies anything at this point.

>>6288114
They do look normal if I poke them, but other than that they're like halved ping pong balls on my chest ;~;

>>6288124
Supplement the lost fat with muscle, squat till it hurts.

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>>6288114
>pink phone case
>pink
>not leather

*sigh*

Am I the only person who here who likes to be fancy?

>tfw you will never fit in this dress

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>>6288104
>>6288104
t-thanks anon the bday boy enjoyed it as well. last shitty meme I did

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>>6288079
>If you're actively trying to find employment that's a good first step.
I'm not because I honestly have no idea how to look for work abroad lol. Locally there are no jobs that pay any money available for my education & experience level and the experience so I'll focus my efforts elsewhere for now.
>I've been there, you should try exercise, it's taxing on your body so it feels like punishment but it improves your life in the long run.
Skipping exercise is the main thing I need to punish myself for. Well, I do indoors exercise but my sleep schedule has been fucked lately so I can't jog at nights when there's no one around and that's something I need to fix because exhausting myself with cardio is where it's at.

>>6288111
I used to have no trouble remembering what I did the day before or last week or anything even if it was all very similar and repetitive. Then about a month ago I got random symptoms for random illnesses, now they're mostly gone aside from this unreal feeling and inability to get rest from sleep - and that I can't remember shit for recent events.

>>6288114
>>6288116
>>6288119
Wait what they're never going away? I'll be forever stuck with gross puffers or erect ones the size of a raisin? Ohh boy and I thought having tits set far really far apart was bad.

>>6287942
I had multi in the past, but I reintegrated them. It's the results of a hard fucked up life. Teased and harassed for being a feminine boy, beat up and nearly killed for same. Dumped into conversion therapy, etc..

>>6288055
yes...

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>>6288127
Fuck it anon, embrace it. BIG NIP NAYSH
A-at least you and I aren't alone ;_;
>>6288129
It's a phone case, not a dress. It hides in my pocket all day and is meant to take damage for my phone, not look like the prettiest thing int he world.
But yeah, I'd actually like to get all fancy some time
>tfw common peasant that wouldn't fit in anywhere fancy

>>6288099
I am, me and my friend are sorta codependent desu. I haven't talked to anyone new since hs that wasn't from 4chan, but somehow those friends still stuck around.

>>6288124
theres no winning you just get a little better each time

>>6288135
>Wait what they're never going away?

aaaahhh... Le Lyfu of le tranny.

best learn to live with it

>>6288115
Well i do keep my hair in a somewhat feminine curly style

>>6288130
but why were you playing with your cocaine? those are really poor manners...

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who /ronery/ here?

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>>6288146
that's sawdust anon. . .

>>6288094
fuck yeah I am. At this point, it feels like I'm counting the days to christmas

>>6288138
>tfw common peasant that wouldn't fit in anywhere fancy

Have you seen me?

I stick out like a sore thumb no matter where I go.

At the same time.

POST YOUR TOP 3 OUTFITS YOU CAN'T WEAR BUT WISH YOU COULD.

For me:
Daisy dukes and tank top with converse
Evening dress with high heels
Leggings and biker jacket over custom t-shirt with flats.


... maybe some day.

>>6288129
Men don't get to wear dresses.

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>>6288128
Doing just that rn, need to get better about doing my butte exercises

>>6288140
#TrannyLyfe

>>6288152
Is that what they call it in the south?

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>>6288148

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>>6288112
dutch is just german for people with a throat infection. it will make it about as easy as learning italian for someone with decent latin I think

>>6288103
>just watching you interact with Elanna and comparing it to your real life
please explain this. do you think I am hurting her?

>what? you are pretty open about this, I didn't think it would surprise you at all.
but most people here 420 and stuff, and at least I am clean... thats being said though Id give my arm for a pack of benzos, and I am tempted to accept the invitiation of an acquaintance to meet up and shoot up.

>>6288103
>you openly asks for certain medication it's the sure fire way to not get it and being considered as a druggie trying to get a legal fix.
Id ask for non-addicting-drugs like zoloft and seroquel. pretty sure abusing them isnt possible but idk

>>>6288103
>Didn't you have to wait a month for your visit?
visit where? Id need to be able to leave a ward within 24 hours. I cant afford to miss uni. our future depends on me finishing my degree within a year.

>Did that bring up the money issues with your boy?
no, its more like we live on 34sqm with ... angled? roof, so no space at all, no isolation and a few other problems that make living stressful. most couples probably wouldnt have lasted this long that closely together

>I really hope you get to move out
my parents wouldnt agree. our only option is going to cologne, but we have no chance to do that before next year.

I am probably going to be alone in Belgium in summer for a week. I am just hoping I dont break.

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>>6288148
At this point I don't even want company until I get my shit together desu.

>>6288130
meme master korra *gives headpat*

>>6288157
They don't get to cry either yet I do that all the time.

Nor do they get to enjoy sewing or getting their hair braided.

Guess you're missing out anon.

>>6288161
this winrar

>>6288146
lol what kind of tranny are you? you don't suck dick for coke? goddamn lmao you're so square

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>>6288122
>>6288160
Okay thanks for the advice

>>6288165
LOL I live as a girl every day bro

>>6288152
some sort of special blend? even if it's cheaper, you're not supposed to play with your drugs.

>>6288124
there's no way you could lose weight when you're always so full of shit

>>6288154
>Leggings and biker jacket over custom t-shirt with flats.

I met a girl who wore that exact outfit last night... she is one of the nicest people I have ever met.... ;_;

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>>6288162
yay head pat <3

>>6288158
>>6288179
):<

>>6288186
I want it...

What's your top 3?

>>6288157
We're not men.

>>6288161
tfw will never get my shit together mentally.... -_-

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>>6288183
I do find it fun to weigh myself, take a shit, then weigh myself again to find out how much my poop weighs. I took a 2 pounder two weeks ago.

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>>6288198
I'll die alone trying, probably.

>>6288200
....you're a fucking genius I'm gonna go do this right now.

>>6288160
>thats being said though Id give my arm for a pack of benzos, and I am tempted to accept the invitiation of an acquaintance to meet up and shoot up.
...
should I add some sort of disonance at that previous list? blazing it is just escapism, not too different from vidja. the adiction is purely psychological (while it could still ruin your life, of course) benzos are hardcore territory no matter how you see it and I'm from a country where I could just go to a pharmacy and buy a blister.

I don't think you're hurting Elanna at all. But you get in this role playing interactions that seem to have no connection to how you present yourself irl. When people role play the usually present elements they wish they had, but in most cases there is at least a reflection of that desire in their lives.

>Id ask for non-addicting-drugs like zoloft and seroquel.
Still... I'm pretty sure doctors don't like when you tell them what drugs you want to take. It's not a candy store.

>visit
I think I remember something about having to wait a month before any doctors could see you because public health system with too much people wanting to be on happy drugs.

>Belgium
I hope you either find people that make you happy there or you at least have a high enough dose of mtfg to survive.

>>6288200
what was that, like 3 days worth of food?
I keep getting half-pounders and I'm wondering what I'm doing wrong.

>>6288169
you don't play with your drugs and you always say thank you before taking them. I'm not a salvage.

>>6288195
>):<
are you unable to understand jokes or something?

>>6288154
>POST YOUR TOP 3 OUTFITS YOU CAN'T WEAR BUT WISH YOU COULD.
I haven't even thought about it that far.

probably will never because I am a hon.

>>6288196
>any dress
>bikinis
>and leggings

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>Be me, living in a shitty south east yurop
>Psychiatrist tells me that i need to have sex with a man in effort to prove i'm a tranny
>Tells me to buy girl clothes and wear them even though it makes me feel like shit because man body
>Says that i must have no dysphoria with my body and i am practically sabotaging myself by having dysphoria
>mfw

What do /mtfg/?

>>6288200
wait wut.

>tell me your secrets

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>>6288154
>>6288154

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why aren't outside right now saving the life of some rich dude mtfg?

>>6288227
...
Well, you don't know 'till you try I guess...

>>6288234
Not quite my taste... At all.

I'm saying I don't like it.

Sorry.

>>6288207
same

>>6288234
>this would have been our future if Bernie was elected.

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>>6288234
move aside loser

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>when /mtfg/ wants to know how to take wicked shits more than anything else

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>>6288241
Don't worry, I'm gonna do that as a career

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Who wanna yiff?

>>6288231
I don't know eastern europe is worst europe. Sounds like a shitty situation, I don't know how to help you though.

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>>6288210
>benzos are hardcore territory no matter how you see it and I'm from a country where I could just go to a pharmacy and buy a blister.

WUT
I want to live there.

>But you get in this role playing interactions that seem to have no connection to how you present yourself irl.
this part is spot on, after thats its 50/50.

>It's not a candy store.
I wish it was...
would make my life easier

>>6288210
>about having to wait a month before any doctors could see you
try 3-12
1 month would be a miracle.

>I hope you either find people that make you happy there or you at least have a high enough dose of mtfg to survive.
pretty sure Ill get benzos after surgery, at least a friend of mine got like 10mg after. generally I do better with pain than without. maybe it actually ends up fixing me, Idk

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>mfw

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>>6288256
Arooo~

>>6288231
tell her you hooked up with a guy even though you didn't

Tell her that you couldn't fully go through with it because you were crying from how disgusting your penis is and using it.

wear girly clothes to your visit (goodluck) and lie to her that you wore and went "fulltime"

Proceed to tell her you felt good how you got gendered/accepted as female

Or find a new psych

THE CHOice IS URSS

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>>6288154
>POST YOUR TOP 3 OUTFITS YOU CAN'T WEAR BUT WISH YOU COULD.
Hoodie, skirt, thigh highs, punk-ish flair.
Anything with bare legs.
Cute dresses, heels, tank tops. Any amount of single clothing items that are unfit for my body type.

>>6288231
Selfmed and/or move out asap.

>>6288256
I need that AWOO skin so badly

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>>6288233
Too much protein, not enough fiber, not pooping for a few days. My record is probably like 3 pounds.

>>6288228
As in from shock causing the body to burn your fat reserves, or from losing your penis? Yes to both.

>>6288213
Something like that. Half pound is probably healthier.

>>6288209
Godspeed anon, post results

>>6288254
It's just shitposting

>>6288267
HO SHIT

3 pounds of shit gotta be HUGE.

I bet you clogged the toilet and edgar was there to eat it all up in his doggy leash

>>6288265
>THE CHOice IS URSS
>Unión de Republicas Socialistas Sovieticas
The CCCP is a good choice.

>>6288231
oh yea u could self med and not even go to a doctor.

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>>6288272
I had to break it up with a long stick, it was too long to go round the bend.

>>6288243
'Saul cool familamb. Nobody's taste is identical.
>>6288248
>ywn get welfare rick
>>6288253
That's p rad.

>>6288267
>just shitposting
I feel like a 5-year old for laughing at that

>>6288229
leggings I can do, and should be able to do better if I actually get hips from hrt
I wanna wear boaters but they just makes my 17" shoulders look like they're 20"

>>6288280
oh shit

>>6288259
>I want to live there.
it's strange how when it's easy to get it people don't bother that much. gender change and treatment doesn't even requiere any psych aproval and we have literally no transtrenders or people getting it and regretting it.

>>6288200
baka elanna

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>>6288284
>That's p rad.
I'm happy that you recognize your inferior taste.

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>>6288267
>It's just shitposting
perfect ilu elanna

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>>6288280

>>6288298
>miss, are you going to pay for the bus?
>do you want help getting the money from your pocket?
>a-are you okay? can you speak?
>could you look at me when I'm talking to you? can you even look at anything?

>>6288304
post your feminine penis

>>6288298
thats looks spooky

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>calculate all expense for the upcoming weeb anime convention
>after all necessities are paid for still a little over $100 to spend on overpriced merch

ohh yes bb time to get jewed SO hard. I'm probs gonna buy a few artist drawings and some league of Legos AMD overwatch plushies t b h

>tfw still havent figured out how to consciously let go of desire and want and simply exist
someone help me into buddishm or some shit

>>6288256
sure

>>6288241
'cos I'm knifing him to support my transition.

>>6288298
Yeah,I'm p fucking pleb when it comes to fashion. Well I'm a pleb with most things.

>>6288298
That's pretty patrician.

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>>6288308
b-b-b-b-b-b-b-b-but I don't wanna :<

here have this instead, it's one of my favorite memes

>>6288306
that's what people say to me all the time in normal clothes

>>6288315
wish i had a hardcore weeb friend to weeb out with at a con

I'm fucking tired of my room mate suicidal thoughts (for which she isn't even seeking help)
I admit I went over board but fuck, it's always like that. Whenever you shake her position even a tiny bit, she goes full retard

Long story short, I basically said that if she's not ready to sacrifice yourself for the greater good of humanity, her life isn't worth shit. (That's extreme know) But miss egocentric can't even to understand my point and the only thing that matters to her is her transition, so she thinks I'm saying she's good for nothing and would be better off dead so she wants to kill herself. Which is completely stupid and ironic how she can't understand the sacrifice for greater good but is ready to die without accomplishing anything

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why aren't you out there right now getting men to touch your head so they have to marry you mtfg?

>>6288334
Amy is posting right now, dude, just talk with her irl.

>>6288330
How do you feel about a penis inside your feminine penis?

>>6288334
asshole

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>>6288330

>>6288341
Wrong person, I don't know any Amy

CHEMIN RUE 505 181

>>6288334
you dont sound very helpful.

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>>6288333
almost all of my friends are weebs and we go to the big anime cons in one big group of about 15 - 20 depending on who can and can't show.

If you lived in the South anon I'd totally cosplay and invite you to come with c:

heck of ur going to akon next week then we'd even be able to meet up

>>6288350
Hognose snakes make the perfect pet, as they don't grow overly large, they are fairly docile, and their food is decently inexpensive. Great reptile for beginners.

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>>6288348
>tfw this is basically what intercourse is post-op
Having penises stuck in your feminine penis is p great

>>6288305
:^)

>>6288304
<3
:3

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>>6288348
please no :<
also my gt is too small to fit anything inside it
maybe you can stick it in one of the holes of the bow I have on it?

>>6288350

I'm gonna go full time in four months.

https://unsee.
cc/potunira/

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>>6288364

>>6288358
I've tried to help her in the past, but you can't help someone who doesn't help themself. Now I just don't give a fuck

>>6288359
>If you lived in the South anon I'd totally cosplay
fuggg, i never cosplayed at a con before and thats kinda my dreams, i would cry if it ever came true. i have maybe one single friend interested and they are just meh about it. prob wont be able to make it this year

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>>6288363
if you keep shitposting I'm gonna punch ur face. . . . kid. . . *telephones away*

>sober for the first time in almost a week.
Hi girls

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>>6288373
qt as always potato princess <3 *head pat*

>>6288380
don't let ur dreama be memes anon is Texas far from u?

>>6288381
*teleports away**

>>6288386
Why do people think I look like a mom >.>;;

>>6288373
Oh, I had seen that one already. are you managing to learn how to do that make up by yourself?
It really depends on the area and stuff, I think you could make it since you look cute and you put a lot of effort into it, but I really don't know how clockable you are and how well you can deal with the constant fear.

Help! After a week living at my grandparents I've realized I'm a NEET for now.
Someone release me from this hell!

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>>6288373
Fuck youre pretty.

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>>6288373
>hrt can do this
>hrt gave out minor gyno
>>6288396
That looks like mine!

>>6288392
>*teleports away**
I though you had actually made a joke, but then it was just autocorrect.
Are you like a literal autist or something?

>>6288395
4chan's age demographic is so low that you could actually be their mom.

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>>6288399
You do know that one of those E's in NEET stands for education right?

>>6288363
>tfw ywtktf

>>6288399
get a job?

im about 1,061 miles away

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>>6288381
I'm down so long as you give good aftercare

>>6288409
I just graduated and only am applying to grad school, I'm not in any educational program.
I guess I should go find an IT job, but I have a big trip this July that's 20 days long

>>6288413
>>6288392

>>6288396
so where did you find this gem?

>>6288387
hi cricketune

>>6288415
does srs really turn you into this much of a horndog?
cause if so I'm not prepared for all my awkward posts I'm gonna make

>>6287780
>someone linked it idk
And you can't link it again?

>>6288407
>could actually be their mom
The Feels anon. The Feels.

>>6288403
I haven't been on hrt long. I've been working really hard. But mainly I think I got lucky with a lot of things

>>6288398
I'm pretty clockable right now. But I'm about three months on hrt. I'll be moving to near London then so it's worth a try. I'm really bad at handling fear, but it's getting to the point where living as I am is more painful.

>>6288402
Thanks puru

>>6288392
Thanks Korra