/ftmg/ FTM General- D00M 4 Edition

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>>6198043
What about those?

SUP STRAIGHT GIRLS!!!!!!

What's up, bitches?

>>6199983
Nice pec work my man. How much do you bench?

Ah straight girl general is best general.

>>6200025
Can you make me your bitch?

>>6200046
Post bussy

What insurances cover hrt/were's a cheap place to buy T from?

>>6200038
I don't, I do diamond pushups (and rarely floor press with dumbbells).

>>6200118
How many? Do you do handstands? I couldn't get my delts to pop without doing elevated diamonds, but then again I'm a bit retard at this stuff.

>>6200146
I was actually doing incline/elevated diamond pushups (3 sets of 5) when I took that pic - thought I didn't in February but I just checked. And yes, handstands and half-handstand pushups against the wall.

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>tfw no cuntboy husbando to have violent sex with
why even live

>>6200311
>tfw no cuntboy boyfriendo to violent fuck him back into straight girl mode

where are all the ftms? I show them the gushing women they can be again.

>>6199983
HA HA HA HA HA

>>6200429
post chode

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>>6200450
>chode

>>6200461
>dodging the request

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i hope everyone here dies

>>6200492
Y-you too

>>6200469
i could post my dick spilling my seed on the camera for all you qt straight girls but this is a blue board.

>>6200492
post benis qt

>>6200492
is that the picture of the chode

>>6200511
that's what imgur is for you coy little bitch

>>6200511
imgur it, faggot
stop being a pussy

>>6200513
i'm OP lad

>>6200516
good 1

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Can't wear normal tanks with a binder so is this style viable? I feel like anyone who's not some musclebro would look like a real cunt.

>>6200492
this is an ftm you can tell because of the chinstrap beard

8.4/10 would elope in mutual ftm degeneracy with

>>6200535
If you don't have swole arms you'll just look like some try hard dyke.

>>6200545
I refuse to believe he doesn't have a benis
;-; don't ruin my dreams m8

>>6200548
>I refuse to believe he doesn't have a benis
;-; don't ruin my dreams m8

nah sorry the bad posture + chinstrap beard pretty much confirms it

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>>6200548
what a straight girl seriously
i'm going back to mtfgen

>>6200548
>I refuse to believe he doesn't have a benis
>;-; don't ruin my dreams m8

These are the kind of vagina bearers that expect gay men to fuck them

>>6200573

mtfs ruin ftmgens anyways.
women ruin everything to be honest.

>>6200545
tfw no fellow ftm to frot with our fun-sized chipolatas

>>6200583
>implying a gay man wouldn't fuck anything

ok

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>>6200588
>fun-sized chipolatas
what the heck

>>6200584
>women ruin everything to be honest

It's so cute when ftms try to act like one of the boys

aw c'mon ftm, don't hate yourself like that. It's okay pretty little lady, I can show you how to love yourself again.

>>6200604
post face alpha boy

>>6200588
Skype?

>>6200604
shut up and post chode

>>6200610
YAOI ROLEPLAY
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>>6200610
no thanks comrade, i appreciate the offer but i prefer fuckfriends i can physically touch

>>6200592
gay man here, can confirm
I would fuck all you qts in your boypussies

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>>6200626
WE'RE WASTING TIME

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>>6200634
REEEEEEEEEEEEE

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>>6200588

>>6200638
good boy

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>>6200655

>>6200666
satan pls go

>>6200666
My cousin call those angel penises

>>6200638
>how to cure gay man of his homosexuality

>have him fuck the vaginas of cuntboys who basically look like short haired girls anyways

we have found the cure

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gay ppl are dum

>>6200535
My dad wears these with board shorts and chanclas

>>6200699
a woman is fine too

Can anyone who's gone the informed consent route to get 'mones gimme a rundown of how it went? Pretty please.

>>6200699

normally i care a bit about the face, but i don't...

unrelated: blood pressure and pulse are fine, need a gastro and llmd... and my s/o is being pushy about marriage to get on his insurance, and scheduling a bunch of doctor shit now... chest still hurts and feels weird, but it's not immediately threatening just painful and inconvenient... might need to do another round of doxy though, it's looking like it anyway... really don't want to

>>6200535

you won't be able to tell unless you try something like it on...

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>>6200714
>chanclas
DEPORT

>>6200748
wish I could help you but I get my T through a demi-boy on tumblr. too scared to self inject so I get a nurse at an lgbt clinic to do it for me

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>>6200832
i am an argie,
we are white, blanco, blanc, weiß, and more

>>6200839
>through a demi-boy on tumblr
How's that familia

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>>6200959
>white

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>>6200985
and dont you forget it

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>Been struggling with gender dysphoria for several years, afraid to transition.
>Supportive friend says I should talk with their transguy friend.
>Transguy: "Yeah, I have doubts I made the right decision, but I'm too far in to go back now."

Well, I sure feel good after that.

>>6201113
kek

that said, do you really think if you were cis you'd still be dealing with high levels of dysphoria after all this time?

>>6201189

No. I pretty much accept what I'm feeling. It's more the guilt involved with "mutilating" my body and "playing pretend" that's keeping me from transitioning in any way. It'd be great if there was another way to deal with it.

>>6201315

you know... i always feel like i'm lying and playing pretend when someone thinks of me as a girl... idk if that's odd or not, like i can recognize why someone would find that thought process illogical, but like... there's like a weird guilt/paranoia thing that comes with it, but i never feel like that being addressed as a guy...

i also don't see surgery and hrt as mutilation though, just corrective surgery and meds like fixing a deformity...

>>6201334
>i always feel like i'm lying and playing pretend when someone thinks of me as a girl.
me 2. the other anon just sounds insecure about their masculinity, which is understandable.

>>6201379

maybe... or they really don't want to be trans... which is also understandable, i don't think anyone who's actually trans wants to be

>>6201113
you know... no matter what his experience is it might not reflect yours... and you could just as easily regret not doing anything as you can actually doing shit...

>>6201189
yes because dysphoria is a mental illness that can even be caused by head trauma. i have sustrained multiple cuncussions and might just be trans from that

>>6201334
>>6201379

By "playing pretend" I meant in the sense that no matter how my body looks, it's still going to be genetically female. Saying I'm male is a lie in that sense. At least that's how I see it at this time.

I do try to see transitioning as a correction of a deformity, but at the same time I see it as my brain that developed wrong, not the rest of my body. But there's little way to fix the brain without fucking things up bad, so changing the rest of my body is the better way. But thanks to my personal philosophy of "no body modification, just be yourself!", I can't get the idea of it being wrong out of my head.

Maybe I'm overthinking all this and should try T for a while and see how I feel.

>>6201113
I feel like that also sometimes, and I started transitioning about 10 years ago. But it's hard to actually know how you would be feeling if you had chosen a different route in life. I was fucking depressed and had bad dysphoria which transitioning removed completely. Later I started wondering if I could have lived as a girl mostly because I'm still single and can't find a partner which fucking sucks and now it's the main fact why I'm again starting to get depressed. I would never detransition though, that would be fucking pointless.

>>6201553

i got what you meant by it... i was just explaining that i feel like i'm playing pretend when someone thinks of me as a chick... it feels like a lie, but i understood what you meant which is why i said i could understand why someone might find my perspective illogical...

sounded like you wanted alternate perspectives to work out your own, thought i'd share mine on the "playing pretend" subject...

i think it doesn't matter if the brain is wrong, or the body is... i think it's irrelevant and the result is the same, and so is the treatment so what difference does it really make?

i can understand why someone wouldn't want to alter their body, but i see it as no different than decorating a room you live in, or anything else really... except well your body is the only thing you'll ever truly own, and you're stuck in it no matter where you are, so why not make yourself as comfortable as possible?

idk if you're overthinking it or not, different shit works for different people... i wouldn't suggest just doing something you're unsure of just to do it, and i also think it's entirely possible that you're just not ready now even if it is something you choose in the future... which is fine, if you need time to figure yourself out you should take it... but dealing with untreated issues that cause you a great deal of pain isn't the best way to live your life, and you might want to keep that in mind...

>>6201655

Yeah, good point. Sorry if I sounded jumpy there. I've been on edge today due to general personal shit. When I cool down, I should start looking into how to get transitioning sorted here again and keep the plan around until I'm in a better place financially.

>>6201553
I felt the exact same way you felt before I began therapy and accepted my trannyness. My therapist was good and helped me figure out and deal with a lot of internalized fear and guilt. Now I'm wearing mens clothing/binding every day, I'm on T and don't regret a thing.

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Do you look like a girl or a boy or a man?

Do you/how can I convince you to post sexy images in femboy threads?

I don't know if I should transition. I know I'm never gonna pass and moans aren't going to help my manlet stature or dainty as fuck hands. I'm always going to look like a girl with short hair.

I was such good little bimbo, but so much more suicidal. At least I'm not purposely stepping out in front of cars anymore, right?

>>6201747

it's cool... i actually didn't think anything of what you said though honestly... i thought maybe i said the shit i said initially retarded or something, cuz i tend to + i've been pretty distracted today with health issue shit...

you ok though? if you wanna talk and need someone to listen... i've got time, i don't think i'm gonna be getting sleep tonight anyway so it's no big deal...

on the bright side if you aren't in a place right now where you can do it anyway then you've got time to think and figure out what you want... you should try writing down all the reasons you want to transition, why you think about it, etc and do the same for the reasons you don't... weigh them against each other... sometimes the act of openly admitting something can help

years ago i figured that maybe i'd just hide it forever and never do anything about it, so i never told anyone... didn't talk about it, just kinda tried to push it down even though it's been part of my life for as long as i can remember and got progressively worse the older i got (it got really shit from like 11 or 12 on), but my s/o and i were smoking together once and he just kinda outta nowhere asked me if i was trans... and i was high, and caught of guard, and i never think before i speak so the first thing i said was just the truth... and once i said it like that i was forced to acknowledge it on a level i worked my ass off to avoid previously...

idk what will be a moment of clarity for you, but like i said trying to figure yourself out by actively allowing yourself to get all your thoughts out might help... even if it's just for you

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>>6201831
h-here
i'm too scared to come to femgen

>>6202044
you're a cute boy. i think you pass quite well but you do look like a 16-17 year old boy.

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>>6202050
i'm 19, so i guess i have a few more years before i look too young

>>6202069
>19
oh that's not too bad then. at 19 i didn't look too dissimilar, i just had some patches of facial hair.

>>6201826
It's good to know I'm not alone. I already wear men's clothing (aside from jeans because I have a fat ass), but I don't have a binder yet. I tried the sports bra trick, but my boobs are too big and it bothers me more than just going braless.

>>6201967

You're not alone. I'm 5'4 and have tiny ass hands. The other transmen I know are at least 5'7. Oh well.
At least I already have a manly-ish face and a tad more hair than the usual female. Maybe that's a good enough sign?

>>6201995

I'll be alright. I've dealt that "off-ness" of dysphoria since I was a kid, then it got worse by age 10 onward. When I learned about transitioning, I was at the age where my female friends got worried about their looks and wanted plastic surgery and boob jobs. I thought it was wrong to change your natural self and one should roll with what they have. So, despite being interested in transitioning for so long, I kept pushing it off in the same way as plastic surgery and convincing myself I was only a tomboy. It wasn't until half a year ago I "accepted" how I felt, then got scared off again by my overthinking brain.

>>6202117

everyone who complains about their height is always so much taller than me...

figured i'd ask in case you weren't... as for the other shit, there's a difference between having clarity about who you are (being trans) and what you need to do about it to live your life the way you want...

i didn't discover that i was trans when my s/o asked me, i'd known it for a really long fucking time before them (i can remember being 3 or 4 and it being a thing), but saying it to someone else made me realize what i needed to do about it, and just how miserable hiding it was making me (i mean i knew, i had been binding on and off already by then and all that kinda shit...) i'm just the kinda person who can avoid emotions that come along with shit for the most part until i'm forced to actually acknowledge them out loud... that's what i meant by clarity...

knowing what you need to do, sounds like you already know who you are if you can say all the shit you've been saying... and honestly it sounds like you know what you want too or you'd be a lot more uncertain during this conversation...

i get being scared of shit that you can't take back, and i get that you felt one way growing up about elective surgery... but yeah...

sounds like you're not all that unsure, you just feel it

>>6201967

With a genuine beard anyone looks like a man.

>>6200959
Ch-che chabon...
Sos lindo?

Give me a reason to live

>>6203578
Nah

>>6203578

Half Life 3 will be made someday

>>6203707
Are you trying to make me stay alive forever? I don't even care that much about hl3 though, only ever played the 2nd one years ago.

>>6203752

valve probably isn't eternal...

honestly no one else can give you a reason to live... but especially not people who you're anonymous to... what makes life worthwhile for you is subjective to you, and without any knowledge of who you are as a person there's no chance for anyone to throw out even an educated guess... but if i had to, i'd say you should stick around cuz you're still at a point where you're looking for reasons to be alive, and you can't find them if you don't keep living...

Soft packer or STP?

>>6203862
My packers have all had way more use than my STP

>>6203846
Oh yeah I know I'm not going to get anything meaningful, I just posted out of frustration because I can feel the depression creeping back in. My family, cats and my one friend are all stopping me from checking out any time soon, but I still wish I'd never been born, life is bullshit.

Do any of you suggest a specific work out routine/diet? I want to lose my femme chub, and even thought I naturally don't have a ton of weight, it bugs me a lot. My shape is too femme.

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>>6200959
>Being proud of being white
White devil get out

>>6200604
You sound like you have a small penis

>>6203707
Are you trans, Straight White Guy, or just attention whoring?

>>6203892

fair enough... honestly i feel the way you do often (except it's more just my s/o, birds, and some friends i care about... my relationship with my family is weird in the sense that with most of them i'm who they go to when they need someone, but they don't really know much about me as a person or anything about my life really...and that's the people in my family i'm "close" to everyone else i don't even speak to) in the sense that i'm not sure why i bother... i don't think life in general is bullshit though, there's a lot of great things about it, and worthwhile shit to experience... and all that sorta shit that makes sticking around worthwhile even though i'm not personally happy with my situation... it's probably fucked up, but i actually take comfort in the fact that i could kill myself at any time if i decided to (i won't say "want" cuz wanting to do something doesn't equate with actively doing something)

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>>6203932
Straight White Guy a qt cis ginger boy and I wish he would give me his cummies

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hows my test?

im retarded

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>>6203982
and my est?

>>6203989
>over 100 est
>>6203982
>only 387 free test
my free test was in the 800s and I was breaking out pretty bad but I have a decent beard. Are you even seeing any changes with test levels that low?

>>6203895

it could be a matter of your bone structure not your weight... and just your general build that's bothering you... working out your arms, shoulders, back etc and lifting can make a huge difference

i don't have a particularly feminine build... i'm kinda just built like a kid, boy's clothes fit me perfectly... but my s/o is a transguy too and he's gotten good results doing that + a protein heavy diet (he's vegetarian, which is unnecessary if you eat meat and wanted to continue to, but figured i'd throw that out there)

can't recommend my own shit though... i'm vegan (except honey), allergic to a bunch of shit and can't usually eat a good deal of the stuff i'm not allergic to + can't usually work out due to health issues... so i'm pretty reliant on the fact that my body just isn't very feminine to begin with

>>6203946
I don't think it's fucked up, the idea that there's an end to everything no matter how bad it gets is entirely reassuring. My parents sacrificed a lot to give me a good life and it honestly breaks my heart that I hate it so much, so that's not something they ever need to know. That's the main thing that gives me reason to be alive, I guess. I don't want to get full on antinatalist here, but I haven't really found anything that's worth enough in life to justify being alive. I'm glad you've found stuff though, I'm working on getting there.

>>6203950
>qt

gross

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>>6204030
this is me

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>>6204059
and another in HD.

>>6204059
well shit my fuck

>>6203982
>>6203989
The numbers in the brackets show the expected/normal ranges, so they're within that. How long have you been on T?

>>6204072
what?

>>6204076
i dunno, like 5 years now i guess?

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Simply put, you have a low cinematic IQ, or some sort of Stockholm Syndrome, from overexposure to bland, safe, PC and soulless mass-produced blockbusters, which has conditioned you into accepting the absolute lowest common denominator standards in filmmaking, writing and cinematography as somehow acceptable, when you should in fact feel nothing but contempt or disgust for any Kevin Feige-conceived product.

Even strictly in the field of capeshit entertainment, where the bar has always been pretty low, since they're primarly a children media, the level of genuine quality and creative abilities (which comes from studios giving freedom to an auteur with a strong personality and vision towards the material) has kept dropping since the 90's.

When Raimi's Darkman/Spider-Man, Del Toro's Blade 2/Hellboy, Burton's Batman 2 or Bird's The Incredibles offered innovative and playful set pieces, meaningful and relevant themes, each with a very distinct, appropriate tone and truly cinematic aesthetics (simply compare the lighting or editing to today's equivalents), none of these qualities are to be found in Avengers or any of the previous MCU entries. This is why Edgar Wright got fired from Ant-Man. This is why Feige keeps hiring visionless point-and-shoot directors who come from TV or comedy, colorblind cinematographers and art/set design teams who seem to be in love with grey, sterile hangars for some unexplainable reason. Action scenes are now being conceived by CGI teams months before the movie begins shooting and all follow the exact same formula.

Even as a child, I couldn't imagine being dazzled or amused by those turds, as they're utterly devoid of any charm, colors, magic or imagination.

>>6204038

i have mixed feelings about whether or not i've found something entirely honestly... i mean, the biggest reason i'm around is just what i have with my s/o... him needing me and wanting me around, and it's... we were friends for years before we got together, really fucking close like holidays and family vacations together kinda friends, and now this halloween is gonna make it 12 years that we've been in a relationship... and that's like... a huge fucking thing, but i honestly don't ever feel like i have much outside of that... like there's nothing that's just about me really... and it's an odd position to be in, just kinda existing and trying to make the best of it solely cuz you give a shit about someone else...

i don't really feel like i owe my parents much, but i also didn't grow up in a particularly great environment largely due to them so eh... that's different...

i mostly just try to keep myself as occupied as possible, and try to not think... for now that's good enough

hopefully you find something though, but 'til you do at least you have the drive to try to find it... and that's really important to have 'til you do

if you ever need to talk though, i'm cool with listening... for whatever that's worth

>>6203982
>>6203989
Everything seems to be in the normal male range to me??
>>6204059
And if you're this guy, why are you asking? Would never clock in a bazillion years. And it looks like you've managed to skip the shitty neckbeard phase of growing a beard too.

>>6204086

I don't know exactly what context this came out of, but Raimi's Spider-Man was shit.

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>>6204059
>>6204069
that is one sexy as fuck cis boy t b q h
>mfw

>>6204086

to be fair... movies like that are simply meant to be entertaining, not cinematic masterpieces... and those spiderman movies are fucking garbage

and del toro's better movies are his spanish language ones, not his shit like hellboy...

>>6204085
These are pretty normal, especially long term. If you think the number doesn look right, it's possibly the units they're in (pmol/L, but I think ng/dL is might be used in the US?)

>>6204110
>and it's an odd position to be in, just kinda existing and trying to make the best of it solely cuz you give a shit about someone else...
You summed it up perfectly here. It's often said that your life is your own to live, but really there's so many factors, legal and social and so on, that control you and kind of remove any autonomy you have over that life. It does sound like you've got something really special with this guy though.

And yeah, the parent thing is definitely situational, my parents are bloody lovely people and I don't deserve them. My friend is a fucking saint too, she keeps wanting to see me even though I keep fobbing her off, because she knows I don't mean it.

I don't really know if I have any drive, I just keep setting myself goals that I feel like a functional member of society should fulfil, like I have to get a certain grade on this paper, I have to save x amount of money this month, etc, without thinking about the future because that freaks me the fuck out. I've been in a bit of a ditch mentally for a while and I hurt myself quite badly last night, but I'm honestly feeling a little better, I just cranked up the music and my cat is curled up with me. It's pretty comfy tbqh.

I sincerely appreciate the offer, knowing I'm not the only one who feels like this, it's sad, but it's also reassuring, I guess.

>>6201113
It's normal to have doubts and those "what if" considerations for just about any life decision though, not to mention something like transitioning to the opposite sex, which a vast majority of people think is just bonkers anyway.
You just need to know yourself better if you are unsure, maybe try a therapist.

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>>6203752

It will be worth the weight I swear

>>6203932

Nah just another boring straight dude. The other guy is right though, I am a redhead.

>>6203950

n-no u

>>6204437
>"straight" guy spending this much time in FtM threads
>"straight" guy spending this much time on /lgbt/

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>>6204495

b-bls I have flu and am pretty much bedridden with little to do.

I could do work. But what loser actually does work?

>>6204183

i have mixed feelings about that really... i think there needs to be something internal that's just you driving your life... lacking it is a good way to feel empty and miserable you know...

but yeah what's between my s/o and i is extremely special to me... i've never met someone i've connected to so easily (and before we met on our own people always told us both we needed to meet cuz we'd get along perfect... we technically met twice though... long story) like we were instantly finishing each other's sentences and shit... which is convenient for me cuz i tend to lose track of what i'm saying mid-thought and he always knows anyway... it's scary in a way though, things being built around one person like that... it is for him too though, with all my health issues and whatnot... but i did get lucky there, not so much anything else in my life but with my relationship yeah...

i'm curious though why do you say you don't "deserve" them? i mean... is it just cuz you're depressed? cuz you're trans? cuz neither of those things equate to being undeserving of good shit... it's just... a curious word choice, and i'm wondering if that's just depression talking or if you think there's something fundamentally wrong with you on some level that makes you undeserving...

i don't think i ever had any illusions i'd be a functioning human being... i've never been very good at it, like... it's funny cuz with the health issues sometimes people will just say shit like "oh well you can't help that you're sick" and meanwhile i'm just thinking "yeah, but i'd be a fuck up even if i wasn't cuz that's kinda just how i am" and i've said as much... i mean... it's not like i was sick when i was smoking pcp all the time or spent a summer crashing at people's houses and sleeping in the park and whatnot you know?

like i'm just not cut out for that shit... so i don't really have goals, just things i do to keep myself occupied... like that's just how shit is...

>>6204512
>>6204183

+ but working towards being functional is great if you can do it, even if it feels valueless right now it won't necessarily be in the future... never know where you'll be at

i'm glad you're at least feeling a bit better now, but if you can... next time before you get to that point where you're hurting yourself try talking first, sometimes it helps... not gonna give you shit for doing it, i get that it's a coping mechanism and whatnot, just... easy for that shit to go too far you know?

>>6204495

>implying he thinks of ftms as men
>implying there's nothing of interest for a psych major on an lgbt board

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>>6204530
>psych major

no wonder you have so much free time, NEET faggot. post chode.

>>6204576

>discrediting muh field of study

u need to stahp

Also I have no chode. My dick doesn't count as a chode.

>>6204590
no girls on ftmgen

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>>6204606

I am fine with this rule.

>>6204530
Nah any self-proclaimed "straight" guy hanging around a group of ftms this much obviously has a boy pussy fetish. I think he's even said as much tb h

>>6204625

>still implying he sees ftms as men and not women
> being this delusional

>>6204625

I have no such fetish and you are being rude.

>>6204654

You are also being rude and furthermore you are wrong.

>>6204658

>implying you deserve respect

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>>6204681

I will rek u

>>6204692

>implying anyone should be intimidated by a gross ginger bitch

>>6204703
this is not getting funnier the more you do it. quit being an annoying faggot.

>>6204706

u? >>6203950

>>6204658
Sure thing >>6187222
>>6204654
I don't care either way, it doesn't affect me.

For you guys on T, when and how did it begin to affect your mood/emotions?

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you guys literally have boypussies.

>>6204512
Yeah I guess I lack that internal drive. I get what you mean though, there's got to be something to live for, whether it's another person, or whatever. Y'know though we all have our personal definitions of being a functional human - I mean you sound functional to me, you gotta be tough to have dealt with all that shit, I can't imagine going through all that :(

Used to have that sort of relationship with my friend but I fucked that one up. Of my own choice really, but yeah it is kind of scary to be so dependent on one person but there's also nothing like being able to share your life with someone and it seems like a pretty worthy thing to live for.

As for being undeserving, I guess it's like I say, they've done so much for me, and right by me, and I pay them back by being a miserable unappreciative sod - like really, I have a place to live, food, I got into a pretty decent university, objectively I'm doing pretty well compared to many people who've been through some absolutely heartbreaking shit, so I'm just being a whiny little bitch for no real reason. And yeah, I'm too chickenshit to tell them about being trans and all that even though I'm starting T soon, so it's not like I can even hide it for long. Also there is something fundamentally fucked up in my head, I don't think normal people hate themselves and their life this much and cry themselves to sleep most nights because they're scared of everything.

>>6204525
Mm I've been on the wrong end of too far before, but it's okay, i know how to control myself now. Talking does help but not really in the same way, but really you're a lovely person and thank you entertaining my crap, sorry for rambling and not talking in coherent sentences. I might fall asleep now I actually feel okay, or I might shitpost all night, I dunno.

>>6204798

Reverse trap =/= FtM

I'll admit to liking tomboys but what discerning straight boy with taste doesn't?

>>6205127
vaguely on that note, any other ftms find butch women really hot?

and do any of you have any success dating them as an out ftm

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>have only unisex clothes
>haven't bought clothes in probably 4+ years
>wear one pair of pants, probably 5 or so shirts
>have one pair of Chuck Taylors that are completely torn up
>desperately need new shoes/clothes
>have been telling myself I'll buy new stuff just as soon as I lose weight and stop being a pig
>have gained weight over the past year

Let me off this ride.

>>6205152
Eh, no, not at all. I actually am a fan of tomboys myself though.

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>>6205152
Yeah I do. I have no luck with dating full stop though, and the problem is that most butch girls are lesbians.

>>6205200
They are great

>>6205152
Yes

>>6205103

i guess by functional i mean the standard definition of functioning... able to exist in the world and such... a typical day for me is just waking up making my s/o coffee and breakfast so he can have it in bed before work, and then just... filling my time with shit while he works... but i mean like... just literally filling time with things that are generally useless... like playing guitar and singing, chilling with my birds, attempting to learn enough french to read my favourite book in its original language properly, taking care of plants, trying to read (literally trying sometimes... cuz since i've been sick that's been a bitch as far as concentration goes) occasionally i attempt writing again (have a hard time with it since lyme it's a bitch the way reading is), taking pictures of shit the days i have enough energy to wander around outside... and then just... smoke a lot of weed... like just, i really don't do much of anything particularly worthwhile or that's like... an actually useful skill...

i've been through a lot of shit yeah, but i don't really feel like it's a matter of strength... more just a sense of obligation and a lack of options other than to keep going... i tried to hang myself a few years ago, it didn't work out so i just got drunk instead and pretended nothing happened... but like the next morning when i woke up it was sorta just like... life kept going on anyway, didn't matter what i felt or thought or how i was feeling shit just kept going like nothing had happened... and it was just... an odd thing to experience after being so close to not existing at all you know? not as mind blowing as the first time i felt happy afterward, but just... odd... put shit in perspective a bit i guess

>>6205390
>>6205103

+ you don't seem unappreciative you know (at all)... just depressed, and like you have a hard time giving your issues any weight... like you don't seem like you think you're allowed to feel anything negative just cuz of the good shit, but i mean... no matter how good things about life can be on the surface that doesn't mean the negative shit is nonexistent or should be disregarded...

being trans, and dealing with dysphoria often comes with depression cuz it can be a depressing and lonely thing to deal with... right down to having to worry about doing shit like coming out to people in order to just be yourself... having to risk them not understanding or not accepting you... you could have everything in the world handed to you, and that'd still be something worth being sad about at least sometimes you know?

you're too hard on yourself for just being human... sounds like it anyway... which probably doesn't help when you're getting upset... and idk what normal people do, i've never met anyone who was the picture of what i've heard normal is... the word gets thrown around a lot, but that person who actually fits it doesn't seem to exist...

thanks btw... though we're pretty even as far as reading rambling goes, you've read the shit i've said anyway... any time though, seriously

>>6205152

i tend to prefer feminine chicks and masculine guys... but i don't actually have a set type cuz i don't really care that much... depends on the individual

>>6205160

my wardrobe is mostly some shirts i've accumulated over the years (going as far back to me being 12) + i take my s/o's old clothes often... i really fucking hate clothes shopping cuz i feel weird looking through kid's shit for myself next to like some parent with their kid, so i have like a few pairs of pants cuz those are easy since i don't need to try them on and a handful of shirts that actually fit me and then a bunch of baggy shit (my s/o is bigger than me and i wore a lot of baggy clothes as a kid), but eh... i don't really give much of a shit about clothes anyway

why not get yourself a couple of new things and then actually build a wardrobe when you're where you want to be weight wise?

>>6203707
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>>6205472

is coming out with half life 3, team fortress 3, and left 4 dead 3

Where's a good place to get a binder that closes with hooks/velcro in the back? I don't like having to put mine on like a tank-top, but that seems to be the most common style.

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>>6205472

Portal games are unfortunately meme prone. I enjoy the puzzles, atmosphere and music but can't be doing with the MAYMAYS

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>>6205783
tru

>i'm a potato hur hur

>>6205524
Try searching Tumblr. I found one like that advertised there a while back. My no-brand one closes with hooks at the side, but it doesn't fit me, so you can have that if it comes to it.

http://www.massgeneral.org/about/pressrelease.aspx?id=1937

>We are hopeful that these reconstructive techniques will allow us to alleviate the suffering and despair of those who have experienced devastating genitourinary injuries and are often so despondent they consider taking their own lives,” said Cetrulo, of the MGH Division of Plastic and Reconstructive Surgery and the Transplant Center

Thoughts?

>>6206432
pretty cool, though it was only to restore a partial penectomy, so probably a while til it'll be applicable to us considering the different anatomy

>>6200492
Nice forearm vein.

>>6206432

isn't this old news that doesn't apply to transguys?

first time posting, sorry if i fuck up

sorry for bringing up height (i'm assuming it's a fairly hot topic), but i was wondering if there's any other really short guys on here? i'm pre-t (next year hopefully!? depending on how it goes), 5 foot, and growing a beard/becoming super /fit/ is at the bottom of my to-do-list. i know height can be looked over (lol) by dressing to downplay it, having a big personality, etc etc, but i was just wondering if there's other guys like this who can cope with it? i feel like it's fucking with my self-worth and i feel like an 12 year old

tl;dr: any other really short guys? any ways to cope, or do you just grin and bear it?

>>6206727
Doesn't matter. My boyfriend gives me his D every night, so in a way I have my own dick. Bottom surgery currently sucks anyway

>>6206790
I'm pretty short (5'8") and I seem to pass pretty well, and girls seem to like me. I still get shit on some times by cis guys because I'm short, but that comes with the territory.

http://www.strawpoll.me/10232166

do it

http://www.strawpoll.me/10232197

>>6206790

i'm 5' and idk... i honestly don't really give a shit... is what it is, can't do anything about it so it's pretty whatever... i figure i can get laid anyway, and it makes doing shit like sleeping in a car more pleasant so it works out...

+ considering some of my cousins and shit it could've been worse and my mom is 4'11, my dad is 5'2 i probably wouldn't be much better off if i was cis anyway...

>>6206796

that didn't answer my question, but alright then...

>>6206796
>My boyfriend gives me his D every night, so in a way I have my own dick.

what fucking delusion. I feel bad for cis gays who have to sex up ftms. No dick except for the plastic lifeless coldness of a ftm's stupid dildo.

>>6206727
Published today. New development?

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>>6206807
>5'8"
That isn't short anon

>>6206790
It helps if you live in a racially diverse place where there are people of all different heights, like Asians and Central Americans tend to be on the shorter side. Also, as cringeworthy as it might sound, wearing work boots with thick soles can give you some height.

Benefits of being short early in transition make it so you're clocked as a young male versus an older lesbian... You also sound fairly young, surrounding yourself with people around your age helps, but remember late teens/early twenties have quite a bit of wiggle room when it comes to appearance, height is part of that.

>>6206790
I'm 5'1" closet case which is a pretty nightmarish existance. People comment on how small and cute I am, I get pissed and they just do it more.

It's best to not really fight appearing short. Even if you get shoe lifts or something, you're still gonna be a manlet so it'd just be desperate. Like a combover. If anyone comments on you being small, say you're just far away. Everyone laughs, all is well.

>>6206790
I'm 5'2" and it doesn't bother me. Makes fitting into tiny places a lot easier. I can fit inside a dryer and hollowed out trees. It's awesome.

I want to be beaten up by a ftm, and stay with them through the abuse because I know they didn't mean it and it was really my fault for not doing as I was told

>>6206999
me too

>>6206999
>>6207022

don't worry. T makes them much more aggressive, hornier and angrier, so its a good possibility they will fuck up your shit.

I mean, there was that one ftm in the news who got arrested for murdering a little old granny at the supermarket because he was "looking for someone weak and defenseless and couldn't fight back"

>>6207042
> tfw no bf who kills you out of rage/love

>>6207042
Weak and defenceless mtf looking for murderous ftm to kill me, if >>6206999 isn't an option

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>>6207042
That happened right by me and they were pre-everything. Connor MacCalister didn't pass at all according to interviews either.

Also now that I'm looking it up, why does everything bring up the transgender but not the fact he's a nazi with visible, multiple related tattoos? His head was also buzzed when he committed the murder.

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>>6206962

didn't notice that... didn't seem any different than whatever i remember reading... oh well

unrelated: made my s/o meringue cookies, never had them before, but i can't taste them... apparently they taste good

>>6207125

was that the guy with the obvious crazy eyes? like... you could tell just by looking they were psycho?

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>>6207136
Looking at other photos(esp his profile) he looks like he has fetal alcohol syndrome or some shit.

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>prone to frustration and anger but no outlet for it
>joke with friend about joining a fight club
>thread talking about abusive relationships and granny murder
Then what am I supposed to do with all this RAGE?

>>6200748
I know this is a late response but I went informed consent. Basically I called up clinic, said I was trans and wanted to pursue HRT, and was given appointment for intake. Intake was getting blood drawn, going over all the medical effects of T (the "informed" part). I came back a couple of weeks later to meet my doctor... we went over the results of the blood tests, had a short discussion about my history of dysphoria, and then I signed some papers (the "consent" part) and got my prescription. I got my first injection that day and then went back for my next two or three so they could train me to do them myself.

I've been on T for 2.5 years and I go back to my doctor every 6 months to make sure everything's on track hormonally and health-wise.

>>6207173

yeah... that's exactly who i was thinking of... i'll have to check out other pics, i only remember seeing that one cuz i just looked at his eyes and thought "oh well no shit" i mean... you see someone with eyes like that you stay the fuck away from them...

>>6207213
As if the buzzed head and nazi tattoos weren't flag enough.

My head was also shaved at that time and since I don't live too far I was like fuuuucckkk..

>>6207183
Compulsively masturbate or join the MMA/UFC.

>>6207240

yeah those def don't help, but i didn't know he had those 'til today... the pic you just posted was the only one i saw of him

when it happened i was thinking transguys pretty much never do anything noteworthy, and now this guy... him, chaz bono, and buck angel... we have like... the saddest representation out of all of the lgbt groups i'm pretty sure... and to make it worse his victim was like, perfect for the media

i could see how that would've been a little nerve wracking living that closeby... kinda like how i tell my little bro he can't go to florida cuz he looks just like george zimmerman

>>6204897
right away in feeling better, like a month or two to not to be a pussy

>>6207305
In the public eye, Buck isn't represented all that bad. I've gone on rants about him before due to him being a scamming, attention whore. But I'd still chose all three of them over being represented by Caitlyn Jenner.

And damn. Reminds me of that woman who was apparently assaulted for looking like the mom of that kid who got abducted, Maddie McCane or something.

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>>6207305

+ specifically george zimmerman with a beard (pic related) just lighter skinned... when my cousin got married in florida my mother told him he had to either shave or grow his hair out if he was gonna go to the wedding cuz it was in the same area

>>6204897
It has never had any direct effect on my emotions or mood. My mood improved when I started looking masculine/passing.

Please take anecdotal evidence of emotional effects with a grain of salt. There is a huge placebo effect here, and no scientific proof that HRT effects emotion. Nothing beyond the absolute physiological guarantees of T should be counted on to happen.

>>6207358

yeah caitlyn is pretty shit (it annoys the shit out of me that she didn't assimilate and spell her name with a k like the rest of them), but i mean... when a porn star is the best you've got it's sorta meh... it's not like porn stars are even human to most people you know?

didn't hear about that shit happening... i wish i didn't feel like it'd be shit to post a pic of my bro on here , i used to have a pic of them side by side i would bother him with... it's actually kinda amazing

>>6206967
thanks! i'm not really banking on any huge grow spurts desu, but i didn't really consider it to be a possibility. also i'm in england actually so there's a lot of short west asians from here, and i'm half (israeli) myself so i guess it's a good excuse as well! i'll consider the boots if i get desperate, but thank you for setting some of my fears at bay!

>>6206981
>>6206986
>>6206911
thank you! i get the cute thing a lot too, so i guess it's just better to get used to it and take it with humour?

>>6207588

well it's unlikely to change so... unless you wanna get limb lengthening done you don't have much of a choice other than getting used to it...

i get called cute a bit, it's actually not the compliment i hear the most the most though about my appearance... but i don't see a problem with it, a compliment is a compliment so it's cool + it isn't one of those over the top ones that makes me feel uncomfortable (not a fan of "gorgeous" that one always sounds like laying it on thick bullshit and it makes me uncomfortable instantly)

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>>6206790
I'm 5'1" and going on hrt in July
honestly I love it, getting attention from girls and guys who call me cute and always giving me the benefit of the doubt. It is easy to be liked and make friends as long as I own up to it.

Being a short cute girl is my dream.

>>6208652
Wrong general.

another achievement in dick surgery

http://www.nytimes.com/2016/05/17/health/thomas-manning-first-penis-transplant-in-us.html?_r=0

>>6204155
>and del toro's better movies are his spanish language ones, not his shit like hellboy.
Fucking truth. I love Del Toro and everything he makes is absolutely beautiful cinema in terms of design and technique, but Jesus H the story in every Hellboy flick is abysmal.

>>6206432
>>6209045
crap i didn't notice i'm reposting i'm sorry

>>6206727
It applies to transguys indirectly
Understanding how to attach a corpse dick to a cis male is the first step towards the far away goal of stem cell dicks for trannies

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>>6206807
> 5"8'
> FtM
> short

>>6209203
I want my zombie dick

>>6209153

i actually don't remember the story in the hellboy movies... i watched them, but i was drunk or high or both (can't remember entirely) and neither was memorable so i just assume i thought they were mediocre... but yeah the look is always great

though i tend to specifically mean pan's labyrinth (which i was lucky enough to see in a theatre without knowing anything about it opening day, so it was all a surprise) and the devil's backbone when i talk about his spanish stuff... cuz cronos was kinda slow and dragged on a bit

i watched spirit of the beehive last night with my s/o which del toro was apparently inspired by when making the devil's backbone and pan's labyrinth (it focuses on children and is set in the spanish civil war) and that was just... it was filmed well, and i can see where he drew the inspiration, but not much really happened and it wasn't very good... it gets crazy high ratings, but it really doesn't deserve them... it's mostly just slow and quiet and underwhelming but the director was obviously talented anyway... del toro took the setting and tone of that movie and made it great though... it's not quite a waste of an hour and 40 mins, but it's not the best way to spend that time either

>>6206807
Cis dudes shit on anyone shorter than 6' You're not short

>>6209203

i'd say that's you being pretty hopeful, and it's unlikely to go that far for a long time... due to a lot of unfortunate circumstances, it's cool but it's likely so distant future that it's not anything to get any hopes up over

that probably sounds cynical and shitty... but it's more... realistic unfortunately

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Hey guys I'm MtF, do you mind if I stay here? /mtfgen/ is a toxic cesspool of self-hatred, narcissism, and autism.

>I..I swear I'm not like the other girls.

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>>6211027

You must donate your balls to a bro in need

>>6211034

Only if you give me your ovaries.

(Honestly that would be a pretty cool idea given they can kinda do penile transplants now. I'd be a bit worried about people potentially having children with my genes though. I don't want to spread the tranny curse to the next generation).

>>6206940
Are you a self-hating FtM or just hate FtMs?
Anyway dildos don't have to be cold you can warm them up before you stick them places.

>>6209203
I'll be way too old to care or dead before technology gets advanced enough to attach dicks to a female born body.

Watching my downstairs grow on T is on okay substitute, I guess.

;_;

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Don't you guys forget to do your daily weightlifting for mad gains.

>>6207173
Every single photo of this guy is him pulling some fuck ugly gurning expression. Wtf. I started reading articles about him after these posts popped up and it's weird as fuck how he/she keeps going back and forth, IDing as male, then back to female, then as male again.
I'm guessing they sent her to a female prison after all?

>>6211907

i'm pretty sure that's just his face not an expression...

>>6211804
I am proud of myself because I actually went to the gym today. I haven't gone in awhile because it's far away (the gym is free with my school but it's 40+ minutes away) and I'm too nervous to use the locker rooms to change clothes when I have classes. It was good. I wasn't even the skinniest skelly there because I started a job where I actually have to lift things. I always get really anxious about going too, but I went and half the people in the machine area are dyels grunting doing 100 reps on every arm machine absurdly fast.

Then I made beans and rice with this fucking delicious new sauce I bought (yumyum sauce), meals taste so much better after exercise.

>>6212479

We're all gonna make it.

>>6204086
go to bed quentin

>>6205160
wow same here...i just got a new job and quickly realized how limited my non-graphic tshirt options are, but going clothes shopping alone gives me crazy anxiety

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>>6206807
i know this isn't serious but still REEE'd, 7/10

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>>6199863
this is just a life tip because i noticed a lot of you struggling with height/passing. i've noticed wearing combat boots can really help with both of those things.

con: you look like some /pol/ faggot if you wear them all the time like i do.

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>>6212623
yeah, slightly similarly i wear work boots which works basically the same

they're also handy in case of slips or dropping stuff on your feet tbqh

>>6205152
Yes. I fucking love tomboys/butches. Most are lesbian though so I don't particularly feel like getting with someone who'd only see me as a chick

>>6212643

I have those same exact boots.

This might be a weird question, but is it normal for no blood to come out after a shot?

>>6213033
>>6212968
>>6212656
>>6212643
>>6212623
>>6212588
>>6212570
>>6212539
>>6212479
>>6211935
>>6211907
>>6211632
>>6211088
>>6211040
good boy
>>6211027
good girl

>>6213033

Depends on the location but yeah it's perfectly normal.

Don't worry, your body isn't going necrotic and your heart is still beating.

Would top surgery be deemed medically necessary if my alternative is binding and potentially injuring myself? I had costochondritis a while back and was told not to wear my binder and I refused. If I cracked a rib, I'd probably do the same.

I'm about to call an Informed Consent clinic and schedule an appointment, i'm nervous as fug pls pray for me lads

>>6213297

pray to who?

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>>6213319

>>6213297

I'll be sure Hitler hears of your plight when I say my nightly prayers to him.

>>6212643
>>6212968
So do I. A pair of old docs someone gave me are my most comfortable boots but they aren't really thick enough to work in.

I'd rate these a 8/10 for work boots. Not expensive either so that's a plus.

>>6213409

Shoe on head

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>>6213418
I showed you mine and now you show me yours.

>>6213922

please close the cereal box on the left side, and turn the other one right side up...

>>6213922
Why you kill bambi?

>>6214016

+ so that the visible side of both boxes is the same obviously... that'd drive me crazy

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>>6214016
I don't play by the rules.

>>6214016
Bambi might have only been an 8 point but he had a nice, almost symmetrical inwards curve that was too good to pass up for 10 dollars on eBay.

>>6214090
somebody stop this maniac

>>6214090
Kommando detected.

>>6214090

you know... the shoe being on your hat bothered me cuz i know it's been on the ground, but the freezer just... nope... can't even... i think i'd have a meltdown if someone put a shoe in my freezer, but i mean... those boxes wouldn't have even been on the fridge like that so...

i didn't make the bambi comment, but i actually have some antlers and deer skulls in my room... my s/o collects shit like that and we've found them in the woods...

>>6214307
no unauthorized girls on ftmgen

>>6214307
>this nigga doesn't put his shoes in the freezer

>>6214342
newfriends get out REE

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>>6214342

yeah cuz only chicks give a shit about shit like that... i just have dirt issues and regularly wash my hands raw and other fun things along those lines

>>6214343

nah my freezer is shoe free (pic related)... grossest thing in there are my betta's bloodworms, that's vodka in the paper bag, and a slice of this espresso brownie with a marbled cheesecake top in the foil i made that my s/o is saving...

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>>6214097
>>6214202
>>6214307
You guys want some of my dinner? One bite and I have not only decided I am I not hungry but I had also made a terrible decision.

>>6214401

i'll take the whiskey...

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>>6214401
stop

>>6214386
Shoe in the freezer is the best way to get gum off so don't knock it til you've tried it.

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>>6214433
Fine. Have a cat I drew. I ran out of things anyway, but there is a mostly skeletal skunk skull outside of my place and maybe a dead mouse I found and put under a rock. Come to think of it, I should have added it to my plate, but it's too late now.

>>6214485

i haven't stepped in gum in years, and i think the last time i did i actually just threw the shoes away cuz i figured fuck it needed new ones anyway + you can use an ice cube + you could wrap the shoe up first it doesn't have to directly touch anything

>>6214496

i like that cat... take pics of the skunk skull

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>>6214510

+ my s/o's garden skull... the deer died in our driveway, and my s/o took a bunch of its bones after it finished decomposing... i have pictures of the inside of its ribcage that i took while it was rotting somewhere

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>>6214510
I would but it smells, really, really, bad and I am so close in proximity of people that there is no way I could open the bag without being noticed. Skunk smell surprisingly isn't that bad, just smells like chemicals. Dead things, eh. Not great. But both together? I had to leave work to go take a shower after cleaning up the skunk that decided to crawl under someone's trailer and die and had to get a coworker to clock me out since I was forbidden to come indoors.

Here are some dall sheep horns I snagged though. Most of my taxidermy is at my parent's place because I have little room here.

>>6214536
Neato. Did it have any antlers or was it just a button buck? The local doe here got hit by a car last year. I asked the officer if I could have it but there was a dude who pulled up behind the car who hit her and he already got dibs.
There's a mangy fox here(either mange or infested with the ticks that are killing off our moose) I'm waiting for to keel over. No one will take him(fish and game, any wildlife rehab places) and he hasn't been looking good. I also think he ate Henrietta, the nesting turkey hen I had grown accustomed too but I've found no evidence. Just haven't seen her in a week when I usually see her multiple times a day.

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>>6214555

i really can't deal with the skunk smell, but yeah death smells fucking awful so i can imagine... when the deer was rotting by the driveway i almost puked getting the pics of the inside of its ribcage but it was fucking cool looking so i just kinda put up with it

it was young so it didn't have antlers... we have antlers on top of our bookcase (i gotta climb to get a pic) that we just kinda found during a walk... this is another skull, we found this one in the woods too (that's my jade plant behind it, the white stuff in the pot is diatomaceous earth) there's always dead animals on the roadside and my s/o likes collecting them... we had a tiny skull somewhere that i think might've been a possum or some shit but i have no idea what happened to it... and some other shit like that

my s/o's been wanting to get into taxidermy, but right now he just collects bones and dead things

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>>6210971
I haven't had the chance to see Devil's Backbone, but yeah, Pan's Labyrinth is just amazing. The Hellboy movies were... okay, the first one wasn't really a bad way of translating the series into something cinema palatable, but the second was weirdly like someone had given the script to a fifteen year old girl and let her write fanfiction of the first movie. It was.. unfortunate. I think Del Toro said later that he sort of welded on a movie idea that hadn't gotten a chance to get off the ground. I mean, it was still beautiful effects and set and action, it just. Hoo. Probably just as well to forget it.

STILL. Guillermo Del Toro always has the most beautiful sets and effects. I fucking love how densely packed it all is. DEL TORO. FUCK. HE'S SO GOOD. I loved what he did with Pacific Rim.

I'll have to see if I can find Spirit of the Beehive sometime just to gauge these aesthetics. Sounds like maybe something to put on while I draw. I should do that with Cronos, cause yeah, it drags too.

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>>6214604
Just because it didn't have antlers doesn't mean it was young. Deer shed their antlers every year so if you have a lot of deer in your area it isn't terribly hard to find antler sheds hanging around. Button bucks are males who are about 8 months old but I can't tell whether or not it's a button buck or spike because the ends are damaged. 'Spikes' can be a couple years old without having a remotely decent rack.
The skull also looks of that of an adult rather than a fawn or 'teenager'. Pic related, a young button buck. Not quite a fawn nor adult but his skull would still look more fawn-like.

As for your lost skull, if you are describing it as 'tiny' - unless it was a young/baby opossum then it's unlikely to be so. Their skulls can be about the length of your hands. They are also long and narrow, typically having a prominent sagittal crest(it looks like a bone mohawk, most defined in adult males). If it had a short, narrow face but long cranium it's probably a skunk or raccoon.


Also word of a advice when dealing with rotting corpses - vick's vapor rub under your nose is your friend. You will be able to breathe fine and not gag in the slightest.

>>6214634

the devil's backbone wasn't as good as pan's labyrinth but i did enjoy it (the two main characters from it also have a cameo in pan's labyrinth...it's unrelated to the story, but yeah...), and i'd say the spirit of the beehive is probably more comparable to the devil's backbone than pan's labyrinth...

it isn't nearly as impressive visually as pan's labyrinth, or any of del toro's movies... but it is well filmed, and in spite of it being from the 70's it doesn't come off as really dated like a lot of movies from that time do... it had some really good points, but it fell short... it's worth watching if you're curious about seeing something that inspired del toro though (and apparently kubrick liked the movie as well) i think a good deal of why i was as underwhelmed by it as i was came from the reviews being so good though... too much build up, if you have hulu i watched it there

if you can manage to background watch spanish stuff i guess that would work... my spanish is fucking shit though... so i need to read subtitles and have to focus completely on foreign movies (which is oddly why i have an easier time watching them than other movies... silent movies too) idk... there's good stuff about it, and it comes off like it should be better...

cronos was really slow though too, but i liked the look... i enjoyed pacific rim, but it's not the kinda movie i tend to watch

>>6214682

oh idk shit about deer... i had no idea they shed their antlers like that

i spent most of my life in a city, and deer are mostly just the assholes that try to eat my garden to me + i handfed one tortillas before while i was wasted

i don't normally spend much time around dead things, it's not really my favourite... i just happened to like the way the light was catching the inside of its ribcage and decided i needed to take pics right then it wasn't something i prepared for...

the skull probably was handsized but years ago + drugs

>>6214795
>>6214682

+ so i don't entirely remember exactly what it looked like... i was way more interested in the indian pipe (monotropa uniflora) plant i found that day in the woods by the skull... first time i ever seen it and that shit was amazing

>>6214820
>>6214795

+ those are 2 different skulls btw... idk if that's what you meant or not... have 3 + antlers

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>>6214401
I know it's you, Shoenice.

I'm a pretty cute, fem gay guy who is thinking about chasing post-transition FtMs if my relationship ever tanks. Do the constructed dicks work for topping? If not, can the intersex-vagina bottom (assuming it's not dysphoria-inducing; I don't know much about that).

y'all just really fuckin cute

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>>6215527
Constructed dicks can work for topping, not many get the surgeries though.
Whether someone would bottom or not is all varying on the FtM. For me sometimes getting fucked in the boipucci can induce dysphoria, and other times I'm a horny beast and can power through dysphoria to get that sweet release

>>6215567
but that seems so shitty. putting up with it during sex? i don't think i could ever do that to someone. the alternative is literally shitty though.

>>6215527
I'm post-transition except for bottom surgery, and I love cute femme guys. Constructed dicks can work for topping and I plan on doing so after surgery but for right now I use toys and strap-ons, hands, etc. Lots of trans guys are open to bottoming via their front hole, but personally I'm a total top. I don't like bottoming and any front hole sex is dysphoria-inducing for me.

>>6215594
cool so that's a thing? i'll look out for it. is it long? i'm not a size queen but jesus mary and joseph my bf has the biggest dick i've ever seen

>>6215627
Constructed dicks can be pretty long depending on the person's own physique when they get the surgery.
I'm a small and dainty manlet so mine will probably be a little below average or average

>>6215652
oh no shit you can get them past average size
sweet thanks

>>6215627
Is what long? I mean obviously dildos come in all sizes, I have a collection of small and big ones.

Surgically constructed dicks also come in all sizes, given you have a large enough donor site you can more or less choose how long you want it but surgeons try to discourage anything larger than average.

But seriously don't get your hopes up for finding a FTM with a flesh-and-blood dick, they're very rare. Lots of guys aren't satisfied with the results or want to be able to ejaculate or can't afford surgery or don't want to go through with such an intensive procedure.

>>6215666
so i shouldn't ever expect it then.

>>6213922
>cap'n crunch

disguting.
wheres the french toast crunch

>>6215744
Well I would say to try not to have any expectations. Don't assume an FTM doesn't have a dick, they definitely might, but don't "expect" it. Guys who have gone through with phalloplasty are relatively few and far between. It's not even close to as common as MTF vaginoplasty is.

>tfw no ftm bf to collar me, throw me on the bed and slap my tinkler around because I don't deserve it and that he's now going to make my life a living hell for it then pees on my face which he then slaps with his hand and commands me to lick it clean from my precum and his pee
t. degenerate mtf

>>6216016
i love mtfs :'))

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>>6216016
You, I like you.

>>6212623
Love my docs
Stole them from my friends ex girlfriend and I haven't worn other shoes since

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>>6213922
>>6214090
>>6214401
>>6214496

If I was gay I'd have an extremely strong urge for us to have sex right now

>>6216960
Did you draw the pic on the wall?

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>>6216969

No unfortunately not, my drawing is anus and any kind of visual art that isn't pottery or sculpting by me is anus too. Muh dyspraxia.

Love me some Alice In Wonderland though

Hey, what do you people think of Milo Stewart?
In case somehow you don't know who this person is, here's the most popular video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5Brqo0vSNE

This kid has claimed to be FtM trans at some points and non-binary at others. Uses he, they, or kit (wtf?) as pronouns.
Milo still claims to be FtM trans only because 'kitself' sometimes has a desire to have a cock and has apparently dreamed about having a penis.
Milo also said 'kit' doesn't experience any dysphoria, and is happy to wear dresses and heavy make-up, and pretty much uses stereotypical girly pink flowery themes everywhere.

>>6212623
>>6212643
All these people wearing combat/work boots and here I am wearing barefoot shoes like a faggot. I dont give a fuck even if I'm rather short (165cm) since I see plenty of cis guys who are the same height as me, many years of T will stop you worrying about passing anyway.

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>>6217466

Any of you guys ever tried Minoxidil for boosting up beard growth? I'm gonna get my hormone dose upped soon, since turned out it was too low, so I hope I'll get more facial hair than some random strands on the chin and virgin stache, but nevertheless I ordered Minoxidil to try it.

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As for the shoes talk, personally I was a huge faggot and bought myself these bad boys. I'm 168 cm but they bump me up to like 175 or more, I don't feel like such a manlet anymore even if it's fake. You can't tell at all they have inner insole unless you know I'm shorter in reality, though. Actually, I've gotten compliments on how cool these shoes look

>>6217785
what kind of shoes are they? can you post a link?

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>>6216960
We could just sit around my fire pit and finally get to that drinking match.

Also another pair of boots. I picked them up at Goodwill in the dollar per pound section. Complete shit for running or climbing but I throw these on if I'm going to be in the dirt and rain all day.

>>6218562

It's only a match if you have a chance of winning

>>6217466
who cares

>>6200492
You first

>>6216960
play hot for teacher on those drums

>>6218736

Van Halen is some decent taste. I'll do it.

>>6218578
Get ready to flatline

>>6200311
>tfw no strong cis man to make his bitch

>>6219495
>make his bitch

wat are you a girl?

>tfw you will never introduce a qt ftm to a qt mtf
>tfw they will never get married and support each other and be in love and stuff
feels bad desu

Do regular pregnancy tests work if you're on T? Will the hormones interfere? I like letting guys cream in my bonus hole and I'm not sure if there's any good options for birth control or not.

>>6217779
I've tried on and off but I dont really think it has done anything about my facial hair.

>>6219696
no idea

get an iud

>>6219017

You're cute

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>>6199983
What about me?

>>6221371
i feel so bad for you wow

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>>6221371
Im gonna go do some pushups

>>6221389
Why?

>>6221419
those are the smallest, daintiest, girliest, shoulders neck chest and arms i've ever seen

>>6221442
J-jokes on you in mtf

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>>6221523
impressive

>finally start T a while back
>binding, wearing means clothing, even passing every now and then to strangers
>feeling good
>mood suddenly starts getting lethargic and depressive
>cramps out of no where
>can tell period is coming and for the first time get this actual sinking fear about it
What the hell. I've always loathed shark week, but I've never really felt legitimate fear about it coming. It's making me sick to my stomach.

>>6222941
My condolences, man. I worry a lot about it surprising me out of the blue. I haven't had one since I started T either and any time I start feeling even sort of down, I panic that it's around the corner.
You've gotten through it before, though, you can do it again. It's a shitty biological hand to have been dealt, but fuck, it can still be dealt with.

'Course, I'm a total fucking hypocrite because I'm panicking about going to the gyno for the first time in 8 years tomorrow morning.

Fuckity fuck fuck.
I guess it just sucks extra because when you're doing so well, reminders of your original biology just... they fucking suck. I was trying to be hopeful but it sucks and I hate it and fuck everything.

>>6222941
Just be as relaxed about it as Hannibal is
https://youtu.be/6U566MSOMn8

>>6222941
Ugh, I feel you man. I'm still getting quite regular shark weeks myself, despite hormone levels and such seemingly all being OK. It's a fucking bummer, I've been having them for far too long while being on T and still waiting an indefinite amount of time to be seen by any sort of trans specialist who could maybe figure out a way to stop them, if that's changing my dosage/application method, or what.
Not to even mention how fucking much more painful the cramps and the psychological WTF factor have been.
>>6223050
>I'm panicking about going to the gyno for the first time in 8 years tomorrow morning.
Ugh tell me about it, I might have to do this soon too, but first I have to go for an internal and external ultrasound, and that's this weekend..
It won't be so bad though, and nothing to get panicked over. I imagine VERY awkward and a bit uncomfortable but that's about the worst although I don't know what'll be more awkward, the examination itself or sitting in a women's only waiting room...

Are there any binders you can work out in? The binders I have get sticky when I sweat and hard to breathe in and I want to go to the gym instead of just working out at home

>>6222941
I don't really know how that feels since nature made FtM mode easy for me giving me no tits and no ovaries, but if I was you I'd consider getting scooped clean. Is that achievable as part of your transition?

Any of you guys playing Dark Souls 3 right now? I would love some jolly cooperation with Dancer, I'm trying to fight her at low levels but I'm just not gud enough.

>>6225030

You'll kill it, anon. I habeeb in you.

>>6224959
Intersex?

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new thread

>>6225355
>>6225355
>>6225355

>>6225030
Yeah I've been playing it since day one, if you need help let me know and I'll drop here my steam ID