/mtfg/ - male to female general - new starters edition

>>6186545
i didn't even know NOT cycling it was an option honestly. i thought you HAD to cycle it?? who knows. i'll read more.

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>>6186585
Litten of course fire cat a best

>2016
>not picking the fire starter

dey all cute

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>>6186594
thank you

>>6186585
Idk but I really need to get a 3ds to play it. I'm still emulating old pokémon games on my phone

>>6186602
a 3ds is fucking solid get it you nerd
t. console fag

Ty red. Sissys pls go.

>>6186605
what does t. mean

>>6186607
I'll leave then.

i am the cutest motherfucker around

what should i do with my hair in this awkward medium length

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How's it going /mtfg/

Any wine/cheese lovers out there?
Who else here enjoying the sunny spring weather with wine, cheese and good friends?

Yellow Tail Moscato and Almond Apricot soft cheese.

>>6186616
Since when do you drink wine?!?

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>>6186597

it's not even close this time. the owl and the seal are cute and all but how can you turn down litten

>>6186613
hello qt anon

>>6186614
is it long enough for a bun or ponytail?

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GET OUT OF MY VIDYA

>>6186597
bulbasaur
cyndaquil
mudkip
turtwig
tepig
froakie

>>6186592
I do like the fire cat one. the owl looks kinda weird...

>>6186616
super cute!! and if you're going to drink cheap wine, at least get the carlo rossi jug. go big or go home

>>6186613
grats 2 u

>>6186545
>i went to school for cosmetics
Oh shit I didn't know that. It explains a lot desu. I definitely agree that it's an art. I watch so many videos. It's incredible.

Like the thought of being able to go out and be confident is so alien to me. But like something I really need too. I already have that post you made for Adri saved and studied. Just to actually go out get things and not feel like a drag queen when I'm wearing makeup lol

>>6186552
Hah no its not. It is true that most people have had a hardcore Catholic upbringing though. We've only really gotten secular schools in the last few years. But yeah that's how I was raised.

It's not a bad thing though I think, it's let to a new generation of people who are a lot more open than they would have been if they weren't forced into that extreme

>>6186619
yea no kidding. I might pick up a 3DS since there's a ton of stuff I wanna play on it

>>6186605
I really want to, but I'm saving my money. Maybe I'll just crack and buy it for that sweet escapism.
>>6186626
I love mudkip :0

>>6186612
:c
>>6186613
Oh yeah punk???

>>6186616
my friends were all into craft beer in college so I never really got into wine :\
and I love cheese but never could figure out how to get into it. I just eat what tastes good

>>6186621
its right above my eyebrows but it grows fast as hell so i want to be prepared. ive had super long hair before and i distinctly remember hating it while it sat between my eyes and chin, but i was a boy then so i just let happen and didnt style it or anything

>>6186618
haha since like 7 hours ago, my friend and i both like hate alcohol, so we went to the winery and asked for the sweetest thing they had LOL, then got a cheese pairing, picked up a baguette from this french bakery and enjoyed :P

>>6186627
haha, i'll have to look for that next time! thanks, its hard to find everything here in S. Korea.

>>6186635
oo, i went to a craft brewery like uhh a week ago or something, it was really chic. idk, beer is too bitter for me. i like fruity drinks.

Honnah, Red
back to /gaygen/ with you, bros

>>6186633
nah I'll stay cuz I like you


>Tfw you just persuaded your professors to let you turn in 2 assignments late.
It's probably just because they know I'm a tranny.

>>6186644
I love gay boys :3
How do y'all know I don't post in there already?

>>6186610
It's Finnish for "yours sincerely". usually paired with the name Alberto Barbosa a black man mockingly ascribed to Portuguese history

>>6186642
Oh okay, we need to have champagne sometime if you like sweet wines.Desert prosecco is the best

>>6186631
I liked mudkip before the meme...
tho I think I picked treecko my first time through because my brother took torchick in his and my sister took mudkip in hers so I had to be different

>>6186642
:o what kind of craft brewery did you go to in south korea? and yea I usually agree with is why I hardly drink anymore. I only drank beer to fit in lol. I like belgian beer tho, it's fruity and sweet usually

>>6186626
Charmander
Cyndaquill
Torchic
tepig

I forget some of the starters bc im old and have rusty memory but fire has always been a best! fite me little girl

>>6186629
I'm not really biased against Catholic per second I'm just not a real big fan of it since I'm a former one. But i just wanted to know if that was true or not since thats one of the things potato land is known for

>>6186641
hm there's not much that can be done then. My hair grows slow so I'm in the same boat :c

>>6186645
What do trannies study? I was thinking of surveying.

>>6186646
Because you post here and open new mtf generals <3 xoxo

Hugs & kisses
Laura

>>6186644
What did I ever do t b h?

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>>6186605
aww you are finnish?

t. noitatietäjä

>>6186645
Im totally exploiting peoples confusion on me too. People dont know how to treat us at all lol.

>>6186539
Cypro is the AA
Prog is the E, right?

>>6186545
>>6186544

Spiro = Cipro then?
Prog would be the E, then?

>>6186556
Ok, Cypro is better than Spiro or what?

>>6186563
that's why I said SEMI-neet. I don't have to get up early or dress up or stuff like the NEETs

>>6186653
>fite me little girl
I will! and my water types will win because type advantage :p

>>6186659
basically. i am not letting you be trans. ive been intercepting your spiro.

Someone post the soles of their feet please

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>>6186652
>:o what kind of craft brewery did you go to in south korea?
uhhh, idk hahaha. one of the girls in my friend group is really into beer so we all just followed her there. i guess one of her dates took her there or something. pic related.

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>>6186656
Literature
I'm going to grad school for linguistics

>>6186657
Just because I enjoy mtfg and the people and personalities here doesn't mean I'm a mtf, hunny
xoxoxo,
Reddetta

>>6186653
Haha well I'm definitely biased against it. It fucked me up for a looooooooong time. It's everywhere up until you get to college pretty much then people stop caring.

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>>6186670

>>6186663
do you even understand what neet means

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>>6186668
That's mean, anon. And now you are making me paranoid because funny enough it still hasn't arrived

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>>6186626
Bulbasaur
Cyndaquil
Treeko
Piplup
Snivey
Fenniken

>>6186674
They look cute, please post the bottoms though ;w;

>>6186663
Spiro and Cypro are both anti androgens

>>6186676
I think she means that *like* neets, she doesn't have to do that, it's just phrased ambiguously

>>6186647
lol I thought you were fucking with me but it's true

>>6186674
slut

>>6186677
your neighbors suspect you are trans and intercepted it

>>6186660
I'm a proud Texan

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>>6186672
>Reddetta
>not Redditta

>>6186671
I've never heard of them, that's cool tho! hope you had fun even if you didn't like beer lol

>>6186674
don't enable them!!!

>>6186674
Same shirt

You guys got any voice tips? I get the concept but have very little idea what I'm actually doing.

>>6186685
ALL THE WAY WITH LBJ

>>6186688
>never heard of them
thats what makes it hipster lol.

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>>6186678
Where does my name keep going

>>6186676
Semi! fine, I concede defeat. I am not NEET, I just have a shit paying temporary work from home gig that when it's over will allow me to continue on with a neet life before I have to get another job.

>>6186681
thank you

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how the fuck did i get here lmao
I'm a genuine dum dum

>>6186690
best tip is just non stop practice. for a lot of people it just clicks after a time

>>6186701
want to top me?

>>6186656
Comp sci atm, but I'm thinking about a switch to pharmaceuticals.

>>6186710
i can try
are you a qt boy

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>>6186711

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Pizza party in my mom's coat!

Kaylene xoxox

>>6186672
What are your employment plans with that?

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>>6186663
Cypro is complicated. It takes a very scorched earth approach to preventing masculinization.

You need a progestogen? It's roughly twelve times as potent, mg:mg, as medroxyprogesterone, which is itself basically 20 times the strength (although slightly different in composition, leading to certain complications) of progesterone.

It's also a comically weak, but eager androgen, meaning it binds aggressively with androgen receptors, shutting out testosterone, and promotes the testes to give up, since their job is technically being handled.

Unfortunately, it's also a glucocorticoid, and it's implicated in a disproportionate amount of depression and other mental/emotional distress.

Lastly, it fucking hates your liver, and wants it to die. Odds are, you'll be fine at the doses we usually need, but do plan to follow /cd/'s advice at some point.

>>6186712
what if he was an ugly boy? why you do you only care about physical appearance you vain uglyboyphobe

>>6186712
of course!
would you prefer it if I topped you?
I just really need you right now desu
>>6186717
lmao

>>6186711
Working in a lab sucks, don't do it.

>>6186718
I work an ok IT job, so not much tbdesu.
My family expects me to pursue higher education

>>6186723
I saw the bit on liver tumours and said "nope"

I feel like I live at Goodwill sometimes tbqh
>>6186656
Computer Engineering. It's p much CS though there's a few more hardware related classes I take
>>6186715
>tfw you have everything in this pic
._.

>>6186732
I wish higher education didn't exist
>Stressful boring work
>Expensive
>All the other students are insuffereble douchebags

>>6186725
i dont care that much about apperance
>>6186728
I like being topped, yes.
I love being wanted.

But for now, I think i'm going to take a nap

>>6186717
>tfw you didn't keep the filename i had for it

>>6186734
Take it with a grain of salt. Risk factors were assessed with cancer patients (why study trannies?) And they regularly exceed four times the highest daily dose that most trans girls will ever need.

>>6186728
also my skype is derp223

>>6186723
You seem like you understand your shit.

Does it mean that the agonist effect of cypro only manifests as negative feedback on the hypothalamic-pituitary-gonadal axis?

>>6186739
I'll be here to want you when you get back
dream of me bbe<3

>>6186739
LIAR

ur first inquiry was "r u a qt boi????"

u wouldn't cuddle with anon if he was an uggo, ADMIT IT

>>6186723
>tfw you might get srs to not have to take AAs and be a qt cuntboy

okay now that ive said something lewd im going to bed

>>6186735
>>6186711
I bet the neckbeards in your class are thirsty for you

>>6186747
>cuntboy
>qt
pick one and only one

>>6186715
Lol
>>6186730
Idk, I'll see how I like it.

I'm s man lol

>tfw Dat boi

i feel like posting was a phase. i have no desire to be a girl now that i have lost weight.
must have been aromatise estorgen fucking me up

>>6186748
some of them were for me in electrical engineering and I was closeted til graduation

>tfw no ottermode bf

>>6186748
I'm not fulltime yet so I doubt it. If they're into me they're really desperate lol. Though I guess with the ratio of guys to girls at this school making it a sausage fest they might actually be.

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>>6186748
They probably will be in a year or so... Ugh.

are you talkin' to me, MAN?

>>6186735
Iirc, CE is just harder CS

>>6186766
no

>>6186744
Not only, no. Like it says on the sheet, it is also effective through inhibiting the native synthesis of hormones. It does a lot of work in a lot of places.

>>6186774
GOOD good, good (good)
hey nothing personnel, kid

Holy shut hormns liees my tolrranc to alcohlk in fucked I might dir

So Ok, I'm going to start on

1.5 pills of Cypro ( ~53mg) + 2 mg Progynova. daily for a month.
Does this sound good?

Whats the deal between Spiro v.s Cypro? what should I get? cost wise, they're almost the same where I am.

also $85.85 for a month's supply, is this a good deal?
>MFW one of the benefits of living in a shit country is getting meds delivered like fast food without prescription

>tfw anons will never spitroast u

>>6186779
Well, I explained cypro. One of the Americans can field spiro.

>>6186778
don't forget to drink water

>>6186783
Spro tastes bad lol


>>6186784
Yes mommy

>tfw whenever you do make "friends" you're always that extra person that no-one really cares about
Anyone know this feel?

>>6186747
I thought you wanted SRS anyway, to go along with your ffs? Good night all the sane

>>6186778
You okay? Are you at least at home?
>>6186779
How can you take half a pill?

>>6186783
>>6186779
spiro sucks imo, makes you have to pee all the time which also makes it easier to get dehydrated
I don't know the biology or chemistry surrounding it but as an aa it seems very good. my t has been suppressed with no issues

>>6186786
>Spro tastes bad lol
chew it, helps alot

>>6186787
Are you sure they really think like that, and you're not just bullying yourself? Maybe they really like you a lot!

>>6186792
i'd rather taste the disgusting peppermint beef of spiro than fry my liver on cypro honestly.

if you take spiro just drink it with a yoghurt drink, it's way easier to get it down and it doesn't instantly disperse in your mouth since most of it is NOT film coated.

>>6186747
>wants SRS
you are not TruFemboy(tm) then

>>6186793
>>6186786
lmao what? just swallow it it shouldn't be in your mouth long enough to taste it anyway lol

>>6186800
no your suppose to chew it trust me

>>6186797
but it makes me wake up in the middle of the night to pee all summer ;-;

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>MFW it's like ordering fucking fast food mtfg! is this dope or what?
(pic related 1st one Cypro, 2 E, 3 spiro)

>>6186723
Cypro looks evil :(

What do you take?

>>6186787
Yes

>>6186791
I'm in Mt car because I canned find Mt keys

>>6186793
Fuck

>>6186796
>Never invite me anywhere
>Never call me
>Ignore most things I say
>"They really like you a lot!"

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>>6186787
That's pretty much been my life. Though without friends for a while I sorta forget how it feels
>>6186778
Hrt destroyed my tolerance. I almost got wasted when I was with my parents because I didn't realize how much my tolerance was fucked
>>6186769
Yeah. The hardware courses make it difficult compared to CS.

>>6186809
How do you survive university without friends? This is what I worry about. Seeing other groups of friends day in day out would make me want to jump off of a bridge.

>>6186809
We're you're friends now

>>6186804
I take 50 mg. I should probably be able to go back down to 37/25 when my testicles are a shriveled ruin in 5-8 months. I started at 25, and ramped up monthly until spontaneous erections stopped being a thing.
Current T levels are <0.5 nmol/L, and blood tests don't measure values under that.

>>6186804
>you will never have a latin american gf

>>6186817
I'm Latino hello

>>6186806
Well, at least you're inside something. Sorry you lost your keys, I hope you find them!
>>6186808
Why don't you call them, or ask to go along with them? Not that you should have to, but maybe they're the kind of people you have to do that with? Wish I could help more, but I'm a terrible person and most of my internet friends hate me.

>>6186635
>and I love cheese but never could figure out how to get into it
I mean just get some cheese and pairings, a simple web search will pull op info about what goes well together like blue cheese and walnuts

>>6186648
who doesn't love a good secco?(that slang is so trashy but I love it)

>>6186690
practice makes perfect but don't push yourself too hard or you can strain your voice
a good start is identifying and getting into a high "head voice"

>>6186763
>tfw no sexi otter tummy to eat off of so have to settle for silly tables and plates

>>6186815
Spontaneous erections are such a bad measure, especially with cypro. Personally after getting off cypro my sex drive increased and my T went further down. It's just a hell of a drug in a lot of ways besides stopping T.

>>6186810
>Seeing other groups of friends day in day out would make me want to jump off of a bridge.
I mean I almost did, though I guess the 5 story learning commons is close enough to a bridge. It's difficult, I find ways to pass the time that I can do on my own (go exploring the city, video games, little hobby projects). As long as I distract myself I usually feel alright. Though seeing groups of friends in my classes makes me feel like shit.
>>6186811
Random people on the internet have always been my friends

>>6186791
It's really not a pill, it's a tablet, so I'll use gemoterical skills to divide it in half with my katana.

>>6186792
>Spiro sucks, makes sodium go down
I'll just have to eat my pizza with extra anchovies ;)

>>6186786
I can't put it up my butt, then? :(

>>6186797
Cypro =Dead liver. This is fucking scare :(

>>6186817
I'd be your GF!!! but I guess I'd be more like in the MILF range :p

>>6186815
And the effects on Cypro are non reversible right? it's not that if I stop taking Cypro my testes will puff up again....wait does this happen with spiro as well or what?

>>6186824
Well, I only got any medical professional willing to deal with someone as unclean as me last month, so my options for measuring effectiveness of dose were limited, to say the least.

>>6186819
What? when are we going out for margaritas n' shit?

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Sup guns and gooks ?

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Ok so my nipples are really sensitive all of a sudden and they kind of hurt they're pointy af it's really werid wtf

How do I abate this? I have work in an hour wtf pls halp

>>6186819
hello
>>6186820
Well the thing is if I'm always the one calling after a while I feel that I'm forcing the friendship to stay alive. Predictably when I stop calling I never hear from them again.

Society is bullshit. 24 years of existence in a country of 70 million people and not one person likes me. Do I have "Nazi" daubed on my forehead?
>>6186824
What sex drive? sex drive for women or for men? Because HRT has killed off my sex drive for women but my sex drive for men still exists.

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>>6186832

>>6186831
Fly me to the you and then mastitis will happen

>>6186833
Tape lol

>>6186834
Hello

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>>6186835
Kek

>>6186826
Ok well glad I'm not the only one
>>6186829
MILFs are nice but you probably wouldn't like me.

I'm going to play DOOM, fuck life.

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>>6186626
my favorite starter by generations...
charmander
totodile
mudkip
chimchar
tepig
fennekin
owl bird AKA rowlet

>>6186829
>Cypro =Dead liver
if that were true it wouldn't be used
almost any drug can fuck you up if you don't use it correctly

>>6186835
trump won't ever be decorated

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Tfw shitposting on r9k

>>6186833
>How do I abate this?
Icyhot, fast acting pain relief!

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testbusters

coming soon to your local pharmacy

>>6186844
Boop

>>6186833
Rub them o.o
>>6186834
Yeah society is pretty bad and that sounds pretty awful, I'm sorry... At least they like you enough to keep answering your calls? I can't know what's really going on without being there, sorry :c

>>6186829
Pretty much everything about it might be reversed, actually. Stopping without an adequate progestogen will lose you some breast "fullness". Stopping without another aa/gnrh agonist/losing your balls should see them getting back to work pretty soon (although fertility may/may not be shot forever depending on length of use, genetics, and the way the wind is blowing).

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>>6186837
RECLAIM THE HAGIA SOPHIA
dont confuse this with reclaiming the hag sophie, thats something else

>>6186843
Ill decorate him when the femreich annexes the US, in case Hillary wins the presidency

>>6186841
this.
whats way more dangerous than cypro is

TAKING MORE THAN 8 MG OF ESTROGEN

There has been a massive increase of liver tumors in transgirls that use more than 8 in my area,according to my endo and her club of HRT doctors. theyre even thinking about sending their girls to mandatory liver ultrasounds now.

>>6186847
Tost busters ?
Wat.jpg

>>6186853
fuck off retard

>>6186848
Booboo bop!

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>>6186847

>>6186852
Ayyyy lmao
>>6186854
Ahh right sry it's called gesthbusters

>>6186855
IV been making beepy nouses since I made thet post and I'm giggling to myself no

>>6186852
Ugh. I really hope I can get on injections soon. Or patches. Or implants. Just enough with these stupid pills.

>>6186835
What? But Trump is really Saudi Prince Alwaleed bin Talal fuccboi.

Also,

(you) <3

>>6186836
>MFW no babies to give me mastitis (; _;)

>>6186841
you have a point there.

>>6186851
well, fuck that, then! Whoremones here I come.

>>6186852
How much do you take? What was your regimen like? I'm going to start on 2 mg for a couple of months to see how it feels and then maybe up it up some later.

Also My femme family has been tested positive for the BRCA cancer gene. so WWJD?

>>6186863
Noooooooooooooooo margaritas are WILL happen

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>>6186585
Popplio is actually my favorite of the three starters

Why so much hate?

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>>6186862
I am not an expert, but I assume the cancer risk of ultrahighdosages has nothing to do with the form you take it in. But Idk. talk to your endo, or to faye. shed probably have an idea.

>>6186863
(you)
what do you mean, was?
I started of at 2 mg and roughly raised it by 2 after 6 and 12 months respectively.
now I am bouncing between 4 and 6 (I mean, when I have enough E)

>>6186837
I actually lold

>>6186871
I meant, was when you started. (Also I might have been tending a word trap to see if you're not really cis)

>>6186867
Popplio is soooooooo cute! he's like a golden retriever and a seal at the same time! I <3 Popplio.

Also Litten is like an emo cat, no thanks.

>>6186865
Will they? after dropping ff the kids at football practice and stuff?

I found my. Keyeys

>>6186871
The thing is that other delivery methods get it to you in a much more even dose, with greater bioavailability, and with less actual E put inside you. 2 mg pills (daily) is roughly equivalent to 50 ug patches (daily), is roughly equivalent to 5 mg IM injections (weekly, valerate only because cypionate has an inconvenient effective duration for my tiny brain), and heaven knows with he injected pellets.

>>6186878
I'm don't understand who is kids

>>6186880
Wait, is there anyone in Canada who would consider administering pellets? When I've looked I have always come up blank.

>>6186878
I knew I couldn't be the only one who loved Popplio! I thought for sure more people would love it, though.

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>want to go fulltime
>can't because too manly
>escapism not working well anymore
h e l p

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>>6186880
>The thing is that other delivery methods get it to you in a much more even dose

yes, but is the spike what causes cancer or the constant exposure? I legit have no idea.

>>6186890
me but

escapism doing a-okay

>>6186890
Why is escapism not working well? I've never had problems with using escapism to avoid thoughts like that.

>>6186886
Hell if I know. I have to order from qhi, and that means it's pill life for Akaka until some shrink thinks I've paid them enough money to grant permission to medical folk to touch this unworthy self without sharing in my ritual impurity.

If I find one, I'll let you know.

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>>6186878
>tfw srs didnt make me cis
at least I never had to take spiro or cypro

I can't browse /mtfg/ anymore, seeing others socializing is causing my depression to return, maybe I'll post my pic in a year to see if I pass but for now I'm just gonna hide out in my basement, can't even talk to people on the internet anymore I'm so fucked up

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>>6186899
Because video games are shit these days and the good ones i'm playing to death.

As soon as I start thinking about life and how i'm still in man-mode after this long I get anxious and sad as fuck, probably balding and getting manlier too.

>>6186910
me too
I am a bit more than a year in and I still get sir'd 100% of the time

lol

>>6186910
I hope you can push yourself, if only a little, and make a few friends at college. Good luck, Shakira.
>tfw discussing hormones has become socializing
What is this? What have I become?

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>too much of a coward to stand up to parents
>too lazy and worthless to move out on my own
>will never EVER be a girl
>will continue repressing until its too late
I should kms tbhon

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>>6186910
I am genuinely sorry you feel that way. generally I never ignore people when they talk to me directly. I wouldnt ignore you either

>>6186919
I'm three years and have never once been gendered female unironically.

>lol

>>6186925
>you will never even start
>you started but never passed
Dont know which is worse

>>6186925
>6186925
lol pretty funny right?

lol

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>>6186916
https://youtu.be/4gO7uemm6Yo
Reminder that suicide is the most independent conscious decision you can make. Everything in your fiber is hardwired to make you try and survive, its in our DNA, our subconscious biorganism wants to breed and survive, only your own will wants to kill yourself, killing yourself is pretty much rebelling against nature.

But dont do it tho, die now, die later, what if you got to hell, party here first.

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>>6186927
Knowing you had better chances of passing at 3 months hrt than I do now is the worst.
Wasted my entire life pretty much and now i'm old.

>>6186929
Come to Småland and give me a gun so I can shoot myself.

>>6186929
All it takes is some alcohol and determination
Realize you are a failure like me and pull the trigger

Face it no one is going to date a pre op mtf unless they have a cock fetish or something.

>>6186899
escapisms effectiveness wears off with age :( that's why hons transition, no matter what.

>>6186905
>Never becoming cis
sometimes I wonder if my life is just a nightmare.

>>6186882
indeed, who is kids.?

>>6186929
>what if you go to hell
all of us are going to hell. god banned been men wearing women's clothing

>>6186910
Socializing is an important part of how you start passing, though. Spending time around girl lets you pick up all kind of voice patterns, nonverbal cues, habits, that all contribute to making people gender you female. I know that beginning that process in childhood is the exception more than the rule, but like all parts of transition, it's never too late. And if you never start, you'll never get there. Might be harsh at the beginning, but it only gets easier as you keep doing it.

>>6186932
Lol im getting into my 20s now. Parents are fucking religous nutcases who hate transgender stuff for no reason other then muh skydad. Ill never transition because im a failure NEET

>>6186943
I'm a wageslave and 26. I just started a few months ago. Just do it.

>>6186938
cocks are the best, Who am I to judge?

>>6186938
that wasn't even enough to save my last relationship

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>>6186943
My parents are supportive so it's even more sad that I can't pass or go fulltime but I guess some people are just too masculine.

Wasted so many years before I even got on hrt and wasted so many years after that.

>>6186938
>cock fetish
Sooooo something all straight girls have?

I make it inside hello

>>6186939
What are you

>>6186953
straight girls tend not to date girls

I'm really amazed at how well my extended family keeps reacting to my transition. I got encouraging message from nearly all of them about my SRS. An aunt I only meet every few years has even written to tell me to buy myself a Thai silk dress she'll pay for. I guess it always was obvious being a man never was for me and I'm just more likeable now.

>>6186946
>wageslave

how I envy your life, Basic,and I'm not being ironic here.

Unemployment sucks balls.

>>6186943
Well, this will never go away, I'm going into my 30s and guess what?

>>6186946
Lol i have nowhere to go. Id be kicked out. Another problem is i have these braces on my parents insurance and i have to wear them till next year to fix my bite.

>>6186942
Hey CFH! How are you feeling today?

>>6186938
Oh look, a negging chaser. What were the odds?

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZwAd_ag9Q0E

>tfw scuf controllers are a complete rip-off

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>>6186929

>>6186939
mine definitely is
CANT WAKE UP.JPG

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>>6186955
Girls can look like manly men okay ;-;

>>6186957
>this will never go away
All the more reason to just kms. Thanks life.

>>6186938
but my partner loves me and never tries to do stuff with my stuff and just ignores it cus she knows I don't like it

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>>6186940
New testament says I can wear dresses and take it up the butt because a guy got nailed to a cross at least.

>>6186954
>What are you?

Literally a human. XY transgendered female, sho lives in Central america, chronically unemployed, ending her 20's and moving on to her 30's, about to start HRT and praying to the Lord that I don't become hon.

Sexual orientation: straight-ish

Now it's my turn to ask, What are you?

>>6186958
Shit. I'm sorry. Where do you live? we're probably not in the same country but if we are I'd love to help. In any case you can transition on the dl or wait .

>>6186957
I have a lot going for me but I still can't stop wanting to die :D

>>6186967
Yeah, that sound historically accurate.

>>6186967
that's true
also I wonder if we even count as men to god. he's the one who gave us female souls, is it that female souls should be able to wear women's clothes?

>>6186959
Great. Got the packing removed this morning, healing was better than average, it already looks good on the outside and the nurse measured my depth at 6", which while I'll never have a need for isn't bad given how little skin I had left down there after thirty months on AAs. I'm relieved it went that well. Only discomfort I get is from the urethra catheter, but that's going in a few days. I think I'll be able to do a bit of shopping and sightseeing, which I hadn't really planned.

>>6186970
I live in the Land of the Free and Fat, USA
I just need someone to take me in ;_;.

>>6186978
I'd be happy to open my home to other transgirls but I'm too poor to afford my own place, so I'm stuck living off of other people's money myself :c

>>6186962
At least you have a stoic german boyfriend.
I want a german boyfriend ;(

>>6186970
>wanting to die
Well, that's one thing we both have :D

>>6186975
Yes we count as men to them. Hardcore Christians think we are possessed by demons and are mentally ill.

>>6186969

I'm a biy who wants to be a girl. I live on the gold coast of Queensland Australia I work full time at a computer parts store. I'm 18 for another month been on hrt 5 months

S sexually orientation: bi slut

Hello

>>6186978
us is a big country
also getting kicked out doesn't preclude you from your parents insurance, that's illegal under the affordable care act (unless you're over 26)

>>6186980
Thats ok. Dont worry about it.

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>>6186975
really makes you think huh
hmmm...

>>6186975
I like to think that if the afterlife exists, and that heaven is meant to be a paradise, that we would be female there. Moreover, it probably means that if we have a female soul that the clothing should match the soul. I don't think a trans-friendly interpretation of Christianity is out of the question, fundies wouldn't want to hear it though.

>>6186974
The part about a guy getting executed for speaking against the Roman empire probably was. The rest of it is all a matter of if you're Christian.

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>>6186981
>At least you have a stoic german boyfriend.
>I want a german boyfriend ;(

I have NO IDEA why he likes me
like, I wonder if he just has terrible taste in SOs, but his exgfs (ive seen pictures) were REALLY hot. what does he want with me.

>>6186988
Thats helpful to know. If only i had money and my own place. I want estrogen ;_;

>>6186983
So they're effectively defying God to protect themselves from being exposed to something they don't understand. That's fucked up.

>>6186977
That's awesome! Congrats!

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>>6186994
I believe in you N.
maybe it wont work out this year, but theres a future for you somewhere if you work hard enough <3

>>6186977
That's wonderful! Very happy things are working out well and quickly for you. Do have some fun while you're there, since it seems you'll get to.

>>6186967
Morning Elanna. Much exciting job hunting scheduled today?

>>6186983
hardcore christians aren't the ones who let people in heaven. that's god's job and his job only. the bible even says stuff about not judging others because only his judgment counts

>>6186990
idk I went to catholic school, spent a lot of time justifying my trans feelings with the stuff they were teaching

>>6186991
ya it's all up to interpretation. I like to believe that god still loves us

>>6186996
Yeah right

>>6186994
Estrogen doesn't do anything.

>>6186994
:( I wish I could take you in for a while but I doubt we live near each other

>>6186991
The story of st Peter was pretty funny from the Roman perspective. Some guy was getting executed, but he didn't want to be put on a cross normally because that's how his savior died. So they hung him upside-down.

>>6187000
I think Catholic school made me from the fem boy to a trains girl

>>6186993
>what does he want with me
He wants you to touch his penis, and to give it kisses and stuff

I guess he wants to protect you and take care of you and all that stuff men want, Poor fragile men, what they really want someone who needs them. I'm guessing your state of mind and being fragile and everything extra triggers his needs perfectly.

Source: 15 years of therapy

>>6186993
cute, smart, hardworking, and /pol/
seems like solid gf material to me

>>6186993
Also, I bet none of his girlfriends were as foxy as you. :p

>>6187004
Bullets do :)
>>6187005
Southwest USA.

>>6187009
catholic school made me repress harder but that's partly because it was all boys
I was the only girl :^)
makes me kinda sad that I'll never get to go to a reunion but I guess most of my close friends from those days i still keep in touch with

>>6187017
northeast :\
idk how old are you? could you leave for college and transition then?

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>>6187017
>you will never be american and blow your brains out
I'm so jealous.

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>>6187010
>I'm guessing your state of mind and being fragile and everything extra triggers his needs perfectly.

thats probably true, considering I wasnt even able to speak without being on drugs when we first met and had a BMI of like 16

>>6187013
apart from the tranny, and suicide-waiting-to-happen part, maybe.

>>6187016
i-implying I am not a hon ;////;

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>>6186998
Yeah, gonna finish my breakfast and coffee then time for the daily job hunt. Maintaining a steady pace of about a job a day, that's about the rate at which relevant postings are coming and going :(
How are you akaka?

>>6187000
I don't think it stops there really. The interpretation that I arrived at after all those years of church was that God loves everyone, and that Christ was meant to be everyone's salvation. Doesn't matter if you're gay, trans, muslim, atheist, buddhist. I know a lot of people don't see it that way though.

>>6187008
"Wow, this guy's a bit nuts, let's string him upside down for shits n giggles"

Right, I'm back. Who's going to bug me about what happened today. Because I do have gossip, but I'm on guard because I said too much earlier.

>>6187020
Geez that far. All i have is a car that i own. My parents wont let me go to college because they know i want to be a girl.

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Just masturbated in my sisters room while sitting at her vanity table and repeating some sissy shit I would say if I were her slave

Wore my own girl clothes as I didn't want to stretch her clothes
Did wear her shoes though and put on some of her lipstick

Dick talk:
It's like all the nerves in my shaft are indifferent to touch and the head is hypersensitive now. I tried to stroke that damn thing for 10 minutes and almost went raw then just 30 seconds of head rubbing and I was a squirming, sticky mess. Second time in two weeks.

I like dicks too much to not play with my own.

>>6187035
Korra please.

>>6187040
lol

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>tfw waiting for weight loss and can't go fulltime and fix myself before then because I am disgusting and have no confidence

Is there anything worse than fucking waiting?

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>tfw you realise you've never experienced dysphoria and are just autistic and easily swayed

I am really glad I don't have to deal with this anymore

>>6187035
why the repost
why the fishnets
why the fetish
just
why

>>6187031
I'm not religious but I like that interpretation.

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hi mtfg

send a good love song to someone you care about

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZoNyUm8fG0c&app=desktop

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>>6187031
>just for shits and giggles
I mean, the other way I've heard the story told is that he _wanted_ to be crucified, and was given something slightly more painful instead.

>>6187049
so what was your not-dysphoria like and why isn't it dysphoria anon

>>6187049
Spartan pls

>>6187052
No

What do hormones do specifically other grow breasts and slow hair growth?

>>6187049
Autistic people should be killed.

>>6187052
>it's a fucking fractal and it doesn't loop cleanly

this .gif makes me mad

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>>6187058
well fuck you

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>>6187061
Nothing, if you can't pass pre-hrt you're fucked.

>>6187031
Oof. Keep apprised of shitty government job pools if you don't specifically require work in your field. They'll take anyone. They'll take ME.

As for today? Still more work, followed by packing. My best friend is coming over to help finish up tomorrow, and my parents are going to help us move the fragile electronics and artwork early (just a few paintings, an artificial bouquetfrom my best friend's wedding, my T.V. and laptops, really).

It'll be the first time they see me presenting as female, so excited/nervous.

Finish move on Sunday, and hopefully be back to chatting on mtfg by Monday.

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>>6187063
good

Goodnight aclohol has made Mr sleepy

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Holy shit lmao

>>6187069
Well, fuck

>>6187024
>Insists on being a hon
Stop trying to appropriate my culture!

>>6187035
AGP
G
P

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No-one? Good. I'm safe.

What did I miss?
What went wrong this time?
Exploded world?
Zombie invasion?
/pol/ proposed to /lgbt/?
We all got turned to penguins?

I know someone's going to spout something ridiculous...

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https://lonerspop.bandcamp.com/track/shy
pls post good music

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>>6187077
Its okay, we're all hons here.

>>6187034
Look for scholarships, apply for loans, and go anyway. Your parents seem kinda fucked if they're keeping higher education from you. :/
>>6187035
You should tell your sister you feel this way! Who knows, maybe she'd be into topping her brother, making you into her cute sister? If she's not into that at all, well, at least you tried!
>>6187037
Do hormones reverse the nerves or something? The only part of the head that feels good is the underside for me, so I just mess with that sometimes.
>>6187047
accelerate your weight loss with exercise to distract you!
>>6187049
Don't fool yourself anon, it's easy for repression to make you think you don't have dysphoria, but you most likely obviously do.

>>6187034
:\ unfortunately, I'm in delaware. and I wouldn't be able to host someone for long, I only have a small 1 bedroom apartment
idk. I wish there was an easy solution. convincing your parents to let you transition would be all but impossible it sounds like

>>6187062
not necessary. containment villages exist.

Who else here gets severe pain with erections?

>>6187092
masturbating gives me a severe pulsing headache type pain in a specific part of the back of my head

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>>6187078
>Stop trying to appropriate my culture!
ITS MY CULTURE

>>6187092
wat. it should be too early for that to occur

>>6187085
>Do hormones reverse the nerves or something? The only part of the head that feels good is the underside for me, so I just mess with that sometimes.
I'm only a month in, I might lose the amount of sensitivity I have even more. I'd like to keep it functional as long as possible... I have a sperm cyopreservation appointment in two weeks.

>>6187092
The muscles in your dick already atrophied that much? I must be taking fucking placebos.

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>>6187061
Almost always:
Softer clearer skin
Stops hair loss
Muscle atrophy

Usually:
Breast development (age dependent)
Thinning of body hair
Slower facial hair growth

Sometimes:
Fat redistribution to a more female pattern
Wider hips (if started before hip fusing)

>>6187054
Sounds like something the Romans would do

>>6187051
Right? What makes me sad is that the staunchly religious don't like it because it seems too much like a cop out.

For how long do you need to grow your hair out before you can style it like a girl?

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>>6187085
But then I have to go outside and i'm too manly to function.
I should start doing squats or something so I don't get a tranny pancake ass though.

>>6187092
>getting erections
a g p

>>6187080
>What did I miss?
People were polite, respectful, and provided one-another with clear and honest, informative descriptions of life events, chemistry, and their ways of thinking.

Also Shakira felt left out and left.

>What went wrong this time?
Precisely nothing.

>>6187110
Girl length

>>6187080
you missed me!

>>6187088
>containment villages
Sillicone valley?

>>6187061
Improves skin and figure and redistributes fat so you get a cuter face and butte~
Oh, and it fixes your brain so you don't have gross male aggression all the time.
>>6187073
>It'll be the first time they see me presenting as female, so excited/nervous.
Good luck, I hope it goes great! Come back soon, I'll want to hear how it went!
>>6187075
*Ms Sleepy
and goodnight <3
>>6187076
What's this, graduation robe or smt?
>>6187080
nothing bad here! Everything is good!

http://www.strawpoll.me/10201044

>>6187073
I want work in my field though. Im looking at job banks but I don't entirely want to manage retail stores, I'm not that desperate yet ;_;

Your friend knows you're trans right, they just haven't seen you presenting yet?

>>6187114
>People were polite, respectful, and provided one-another with clear and honest, informative descriptions of life events, chemistry, and their ways of thinking.


Excuse me if I call bullsh*t on this.

>Also Shakira felt left out and left.
I'm not saying I saw it coming, but I saw it coming. I'm a little disappointed actually.

>>6187118
>you missed me!
Fat chance bully!
XD

>>6187119
>nothing bad here! Everything is good!
... Really?

Well then. I guess that me spreading gossip inverted everything on the general...

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>>6187119
What if I have male aggression after 3 years hrt?
Literally immune to hrt.

>>6187118
i was thinking more along the lines of
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKoVg8gZUDY

>>6187076
wrong uniform..?? thats f'ed up...
>>6187092
stop getting erections you fetistist :)

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>>6187055
Just thinking "wow being a girl would be really nice" then realising that stuck being male forever doesent bother me and I don't actually have dysphoria and that taking a second look at my male life I actually really enjoy being male, I was just isolated from it too long.

>>6187057
I am not spartan?

>>6187062
Kek. Being a slight autist is a a cakewalk compared to transition.


>>6187085
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUIuKWyOFyA

>mfw

But hanging with my friends for the first time in forever made me realise. I'm happy being male.

Now. LETS GET BACK TO BUSINESS Y CHROMOSOME

>>6187102
>My culture.

Ok then if you're really a hon, then how many wigs do you own?

>>6187128
You're autistic

>>6187102
>>6187103
I'm on cypro. My random erections stopped less than a week in. nearly ten weeks now.

>>6187132
I'm trying my best I'm just too agp :(

>>6187126
DELETE THIS

>>6187113
>a g p
this tbqh

>>6187138
>how many wigs do you own?

2.


What?


They're for Halloween costumes!

>>6187125
Oh, my friend knows. And was one of the first people to see me presenting as female in the last ten years. It's my parents I'm nervous about.

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>>6187141
No, I can't get angry but I get sad a lot and I bully people in video games.

Does bullying count as male aggression?

>>6187117
My hair is wavy though, when I don't go to the barbers for a while, 3 months or so, it grows sorta sideways instead of downwards

>>6187126
Don't do drugs~
>>6187128
Nah, that's just girl aggression then, or PMS.
>>6187135
Maybe you're not trans, but it's far more likely that it's just repression. Don't make a mistake now and then end up transitioning as an old woman or killing yourself later on.

>>6187142
I swaer to god, spiro is just shitty peppermint candy.
>Captcha is candy
See!

>>6187119
Thanks. I'll be back to my regularly scheduled shitposting before you know it!

>>6187127
See! I told you.

>>6187144
Oh whoops I'm sorry I misread your post. I hope it goes well with your parents.
I know your dad is iffy about it but what about your mom?

>>6187126
>http://www.strawpoll.me/10201044
https://youtu.be/icpqB22c4G8

>>6187127
Wow Gold! you're such a mean girl!!!! I love it! <3 <3 <3

>>6187128
friend, you may have mediterranean genes. you've never seen italian,spanish,greek,arab women angry? Fucking viking berzerkers look like pansies compared to them.

>>6187131
seems like a nice place to visit and feel grateful for your life.

>>6187152
bullying people in video games is something loser neet boys do

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should i trip

i dont think ill make lots of friends lol

>>6187163
I... I don't get it?

Where's the bully anons?

Where are all the chasers?

What's happening to this place?

I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE!!!


>>6187167
>mean girl!
Slanderer!

Nah, you're Ok Sass. I've just had a... bizarre day.

>>6187177
I'll be your friend