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why am I making this edition

▶ Informed consent providers:https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump:http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources:http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php ▶ Transition timelines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training:http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info:https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶IRC:https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg ▶Zeemaps:https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
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well i guess ive calmed down by now but
i havent been able to sleep though...
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>>6175626
P E N I S
E
N
I
S


!!!!
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what is the best city to be a tranny
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>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck
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Previously on mtfg, >>6174609
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any boys on hrt here?
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>>6175636
detroit
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>>6175640
Most people here are boys on hrt
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How my intersex body looks? I keep loosing weight cust being fat sucks.

NSFW completly naked body
unsee
.cc/ribetuzo/
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>>6175640
present.
>>6175644
nice body.
its gr8
/jealous
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>>6175640
I am a man on hrt, I'm well past the age I can be called boy.
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>>6175619
This is why I'm glad I repressed and turned into a bigot who hunts your kind. Seriously. Sandy hook was a good thing.

Less arrogant kids in the world

Being cis stealth is the best revenge against trannies. Seriously I hope you all die from when the pendulum swings right.

Fucking little shits
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>>6175644
>unsee
>.cc/ribetuzo/
Fairly hot.
You mostly look female because hips and boobs.
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>>6175644
MEASUREMENTS?
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>>6175644
Looks great, I'm jelly af of that hip-shoulder ratio
>>6175532
>do all transgirls play girls in vidya?
I almost always do if I'm given the option to, though sometimes I do feel like roleplaying some dood characters too.
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>>6175644
looks like a girl body
I'm jealous
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>>6175648
>tfw get Asian men as well
Time to eat that bullet :)
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>>6175632
Do you wanna talk? I'd sing you a lullabye if my voice wasn't terribad
>>6175633
>>6175636
PORTLAND
I think lol :P
>>6175638
Lewd.
>>6175640
Don't think I'm a boy, but I'm not on HRT yet so idk.
>>6175654
Shh, it's okay anon, just take your skittles.
*pats ur back*
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To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, ’tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish’d. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there’s the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there’s the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor’s wrong, the proud man’s contumely,
The pangs of despised love, the law’s delay,
The insolence of office and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscover’d country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o’er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pith and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action.–Soft you now!
The fair Ophelia! Nymph, in thy orisons
Be all my sins remember’d.
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>>6175648
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Okay, to clarify:
1) I feel awful and out of place identifying as a woman until I get srs and Ffs. The dysphoria and awful feelings would be alleviated somewhat, but I'm still working with the fact that I'm 6'2 and have a big rib cage I want to feel little and small, but I can't.
2) I enjoyed my time as a femboy when I was 16-19. I could be with lots of men and enjoy myself and not be too worried about fitting in with women. I want to be treated like a woman, but also go back to that time
3) I'm inspired by trans masculine people who still retain or develop feminity. I think it's beautiful when they put on makeup and look gorgeous while still calling themselves men/boys

And that's why I'm choosing to be this way. Im going to nap now
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>>6175648
Just fuck my shit up senpai
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>>6175656
Waist 30 inches
Underbust 33 inches
Hips 39 inches
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>>6175657
Goddamnit, one of these days I'll figure out why my trip drops
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>>6175638
u been to see ur friend yet?
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>>6175662
i want to die
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>>6175670
No she worked a night shift last night and is still asleep ;_;
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>>6175665
>rationalizing your fears
>pushing justifications
>needing the internet hugbox to tell you you're right
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>>6175667
I don't want to be a bitch and feel free to ignore me, but could you meassure shoulders too?
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>>6175662
can someone let me stay with them there im pretty sure i can get disability so ill help pay for stuff later
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>>6175662
I'll never take skittles. Being a cis male is my power over passing trannies. I get to cut them down and call them degenerate men in dresses. Remind them they will never be real women. Get to beat them (transphobic community ftw) and they'll never be able to harm me back. Because to them. I'm a bigoted cis male and they'll never know otherwise. Which makes it all the fucking sweeter.

You think for a fucking minute. I'll give that up so I can be mocked by arrogant children for being a hon. You're insane. The rush and happiness I feel when trannies cry is so so so much better.

"I don't wish for a better world for anyone. I want my pain to be inflicted on others"
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>>6175632
Sorry Isla! I disappeared for a bit! Want to fill me in from the top? I honestly don't know if I can help, but I'll try!
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>>6175648
This is dumb and doesn't work
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>>6175648
using all pre trans photos since i broke my smartphone conveniently a couple of months back.

>all those jakes
i guess i can see it
>brad pitt???
don't see that so much
>tfw only 1 husbando christian bale.

anyway put it this way, i'm in that kinda grey zone where i'll only pass with ffs. without it i'll be hon tier.
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>>6175677
damn capitalism
why don't you do some more meme funposting to pass the time?
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>>6175644
huh.
I have a similar hip size but idt I'm intersex because muh dick is huge.
Though I am a grower and not a shower.
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>>6175684
ok but like i go outside in makeup and dresses and pee in the ladies room so...hf i guess
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>>6175678
just leave red alone anon. you being jealous doesn't trump anyone else's feelings about themselves
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hiya!
>>6175677
ily <3
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>>6175686
nah im sad posting
nothing happened
i just wanna die
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>>6175684
You only hate them because they have the thing that you want the most. In the end they're the ones with the power over you.
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>>6175699
Well... if you're sure. I'll be here if you need me!
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>>6175681
17 inches last time i checked I don't have mesure tape with me
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>>6175684
I wish I could be as hateful as you. Instead I'm just permanently sad.
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>>6175684
>and they'll never be able to harm me back
one of them could be carring a gun, it's bound to happen if you keep at it.
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>>6175663
OC or Shakespeare, or one of his contemporaries? Regardless, I liked what I read, thanks anon :3
>>6175665
If something hurts you you don't have to do it, no matter what anon says. It might be better if you force yourself to present as female, but there's no guarantee of that and nobody has the right to tell you that you should do something that hurts. Enjoy your nap Red, love you <3
>>6175672
Why, I still have yet to realize what you're so sad about lately :c I wish I could help you, I don't like it when I see my friends feeling bad.
>>6175683
I'm poor as fuck anon I can't even support myself, but I'd definitely let basically anybody stay with me if I had a place. Try asking Gem I guess, although with her money troubles right now she might not accept.
>>6175684
Hurting other people won't make your pain go away, repression is a seriously bad thing in the long-term. Dirty little pleasures like hurting innocent people who don't want to hurt you are poor substitutes for being who you really are.
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>>6175684
you sound very autistic.

jelly that I get to be a girl and you don't?
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>>6175667
>Underbust 33 inches
YOU HEAR THAT ANGIE???
WE'VE GOT A REAL INTERSEX OVER A HERE AND EVEN SHE'S HALF AN INCH BIGGER THAN YOU, YOU DUMB BDD FUCK
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>>6175708
Polandball is that you?
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>>6175667
what about height?
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>>6175714
>tfw 36"
kill me :D
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>>6175646
>Dysphoria's not a straight-line thing, there are different standards of passing in everybody's own mind.
Of course but your own standards don't really change whether others perceive you as male, female or hon.
>Whether you pass to other people or not is secondary to whether you pass to yourself or not.
I wish I was delusional enough to be happy with being called sir in girlmode but all the power to people who can get hugboxed to that state.
>Gender dysphoria is your own thoughts about you, not anybody else's, and the treatment is supposed to stop your own bad thoughts.
Sure but you can't say that it doesn't have a huge social aspect to it. Biologically we'll all be male forever and the only thing we can change is how we ourselves and others perceive our gender.
>If Red still has bad thoughts or feels more comfortable/safer as a feminine male, just let her be until she feels happy with herself. Pushing her aggressively like this isn't nice, even if a push against BDD and stuff is necessary sometimes.
Like I said, whatever she does with her body and feels comfortable or uncomfortable with is her business, I'm just asking her to be a little more considerate on this public forum towards the people who will never be able to achieve what he already has transition-wise. It's like a person with a sore ankle complaining how hard it is to move to people who are paralyzed waist-down.
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>>6175705
help cant do anything for me.
>>6175712
idk
i just want to see a friend super badly
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>>6175718
hit the gym lardo
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>>6175722
And by she i mean he, fucking hell i've been here too long and everyone is a girl to me. Sorry about that.
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>>6175648
>But my Id says I'm white!!!!
>Jealous at all the girls that look like westerners

100 internets for Ken-chu get!!!!!!!
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>>6175712
Hamlet, Act 3 Scene 1; the "to be or not to be" soliloquy.
I'm glad someone read it, came across it today and it feels oh so relevant
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>>6175700
Yeah I'll remember that when me and my buddies have one being kicked in the face under our boots. Haha
Fucking hate you all. I'll never stop hating you. Never :D
>>6175695
Idc
>>6175708
Did you take E? That would explain why you've lost the rage.
I plan on taking T shots in my old age.
>>6175710
Gunless country :D stay mad tranny. No cheating for you
>>6175712
Nope. Not gonna fall for it. I'll never be satisfied until I can reach through the Internet and kill arrogant tranny anons
>>6175713
Of course. But that's a fact that can only be seen here. On an image board. In real life all you'll see is my fist in your face. I've done it many times. Even grindr catfished several mtfs and traumatised them with abuse.
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>>6175706
YO I'm
>>6175694
And my measurements are all the same as urs except chest
We should be frens
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>>6175727
>everyone is a girl to me
How horrible.
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>>6175737
if i fly to you will you murder me?
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>>6175737
Somebody is starting to sound like a total pussy.
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>>6175744
I know. This is your brain on hon, don't end up like me kids.
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>>6175746
Only if you pass. Hons are so pathetic it soothes my pain. It's passers who I seek out to hurt the most. Although an arrogant hon can attract my wrath of they get to happy.
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>>6175737
In the end, my existence will have been meaningless. However, I'll have still lived as a girl and you won't have attained the one thing that you won't have.
Your existence will have been less than meaningless, your existence will have been a net loss for the fact that you've done nothing but inflict pain. I don't hate you, I pity you.
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>>6175737
>>6175757
*want most
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>>6175737
>In real life all you'll see is my fist in your face
surely you realize how much of a fedora tipper you sound like right?
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>>6175708
the key is to invert your self-hatred onto someone else

>>6175757
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>>6175757
edgy
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>>6175727
Lol i have this problem. I look at my manager whose like a freaking greek god and im just like..fuck youd be a cute girl.
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>>6175638
>ttfw precum soaked penis to suck
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TFW you open yourself up to people and drop the hard ass front that keeps you safe only to realize it was probably better not letting yourself get hurt.
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>>6175756
What exactly is stopping you from "passing"?
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>>6175717
5'11 : 165 lbs (i have huge apettite)
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>>6175762
*teleports behind you*
nothing personel, gal
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How does my profile look? How much FFS do you think I'll need, FFS-anon?
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>>6175776
the fact that i don't look like your pic related
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>>6175775
You look great though love your tattoos.
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>>6175626
>https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
broken link?
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>>6175776
Uuggghh
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>>6175781
Probably Korean levels of surgery.
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>>6175751
Kek. I'll never stop.
>>6175757
That's why I love T. It's make me remorseless for what I do. Utterly sadistic and loving it. And my life as a man has reaped me many benefits. Money, respect and power. I can work and not be mocked by my peers. Unlike many of you.
>>6175762
It doesent matter if you believe it or not. I know how deeply wonderful it is to see a tranny cry irl. Those tears sustain me. I HATE YOU SO MUCH
>>6175776
The early transitioner meme. Besides my hatred of you all is too powerful and too rewarding to let go off.
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>>6175775
Burn that hat
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>>6175788
there's two links there.
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>>6175665
>I feel awful and out of place identifying as a woman until I get srs and Ffs. The dysphoria and awful feelings would be alleviated somewhat, but I'm still working with the fact that I'm 6'2 and have a big rib cage I want to feel little and small, but I can't.
I feel this, minus the srs I guess. Don't think my hip is wide enough to even hold a srs vag in it to be honest
>>6175722
>I wish I was delusional enough to be happy with being called sir in girlmode but all the power to people who can get hugboxed to that state.
Try to delude yourself to be happy with yourself and never leave your room. It's sorta working for me
>>6175737
You have pretty sad power fantasies anon. Try finding a new hobby or something
>>6175638
Only feel that feel if it's a gt
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I'm a real intersex and my boss measurements are 39" hips, 27" waist, 32" underbust and shoulders 16" across. And I had T shots from 17 until I was 23. Big deal lol.
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>>6175785
So too tall?
Too broad?
Too mannish?
Too ugly?
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why is it so edgy in here rn
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>>6175775
Were you hurt, or are you anticipating it?
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>>6175791
Oh Anon! you've filled my heart with hope.
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>>6175805
because i want to die
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>>6175727
Pronoun fuckery is weird.
I pretty much have binary pronouns down pat no matter what anyone wants me to use because my brain can accept no matter what stage someone is in they're just an woman/man that looks kind of masculine/feminine right now.

But when I talk about someone in the past, thinking about them pre-hrt I will be really inconsistent because I'm imagining them as the other gender, even if I've never met them or seen them that way. Or if I'm referring to the primary or secondary sex characteristics of their birth gender I'll use the pronoun associated with the part instead.

Then you have the non-binary people who don't want to be binary hwo can't get without 20 miles of HRT whether they want to or not... if they're genderqueer-looking enough I can use singular "they" automatically but fuck me if you think my brain can just accept new pronouns in a language I've been using for two decades.
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>>6175813
We get it.
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>>6175802
you look like an ugly woman, congratulations. go get an office job.

>>6175805
check the other threads, we're having an influx of repressed angry people at the moment.
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>>6175791
Notice different lighting
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>>6175778
heh... not bad kid... to bad you fell right into my trap *unleashes the power of the rune of binding under your feet*
fufufu... not punching anyone in the face now, are you?

>>6175794
see you keep doing it. a symptom of autism is usually have a hard time being subtle and keeping secrets, so I find it really hard to believe that you've hurt anyone and gotten away with it outside of your imagination.
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>>6175805
Because you all have a debt to pay. And your all living on happiness that doesent belong to you. And I'll take it from as many of you as I can
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>>6175805
Dollface kept the peace, now the edginess surrounds us :(
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>>6175802
i wasn't the anon you were originally replying to lol, i just jumped in when i saw that pic of the asian.

>So too tall?
yes
>Too broad?
a bit, shoulder and rib wise
>Too mannish?
kinda
>Too ugly?
no lol i'm a beaut
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http://www.strawpoll.me/10185915
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>>6175794
And for all the things that you've attained, you're still a slave to the envy that you have for the people that you crush under your boots. It's sad, really, you can inflict as much pain on people as you want but it will never match the pain you're in.

>>6175693
That's the plan :3

>>6175698
Morning how's it going Charlotte
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>>6175813
>>6175823

oh....ok

>>6175825

this is my fault?!
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>>6175722
Of course it hurts when people misgender you, but it's because they're hurting your self-image, their opinions by themselves don't matter for shit. Your own standards are important so that YOU stop hating yourself. If you don't meet your own standards, even if you're a model and nobody on earth can tell you're a tranny without looking at your medical record, you'll still feel like gross trash.

Gender is a performance to an extent, but it's also a key part of a person's identity. Having other people see you as female is affirming, but unless you can accept yourself as a woman first, your own negative opinion will overrule others' positive opinions. Criticizing somebody for thinking badly of themselves instead of encouraging them to think positively of themselves isn't the way to help anyone.

When you're in pain you say ow, and when you're emotionally hurt you complain and seek comfort - it's part of being a human. If you stub your toe you don't think "gee, aren't I lucky that I'm not getting shot at in Afghanistan?" - you cuss like a sailor because it hurts. Red's standards of passing, or what will make Red accept him/herself don't affect you and yours, you should feel bad for red that she doesn't have what she needs to be happy, just like you don't have what you need to be happy.

>>6175723
I hope you get to see your friend soon then, sorry about whatever's keeping you from seeing them :c
Unless they're dead or something, in which case I think they'd be happy you're apart.

>>6175726
me irl

>>6175731
I wish it were easier to make out the olde/middle English though, kinda bothersome when the phrases' meanings aren't obvious. There are people who still think Juliet was asking where Romeo was instead of why he was Romeo.

>>6175737
*hugs you*
It'll be okay anon, we're not your enemies. <3
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>>6175791
>harbor hope that l can one day get jaw surgery
>someone says it has a really high rate of negative side effects
>look it up
>it's true
FUG :DDDD
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>>6175818
>>6175828
I think you are going to like this one.
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>>6175829
I'm writing in Kayla because I haven't bullied her yet today.
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>>6175823
how autistic are you
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>>6175820
wut about my profile?
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Alright. I'm done responding to edge or repression posts. They're clearly detracting from the thread, and make me invested in someone else's usually fictitious, occasionally dramatized misery.
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>>6175817
i was answering a question.
>>6175829
i should be on this list.
>>6175831
just a quick statement as to why.
>>6175833
6 hours of driving
im getting on a plane later this week.
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>>6175837
Lose the hat
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will the occasional ciggarette/opiate/amphetamine be realy dangerous (more than normally) once im on hrt?
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>>6175834
what negative side effects?

>>6175837
I prefer those hats that have a bigger wing, sunhats? I don't know how they're called.
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>>6175837
post feet (in new shoes)
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>>6175791
How much is that going to cost though? like 50k? More than that? Pic is future me
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>>6175846
i abused the fuck out of opiates
they arent bda
only good
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>>6175838
that's impressive, but she wasn't too "mannish" to begin with and the worst of it was all of the weight she lost.

>>6175829
>no kayla
>no oddish
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>>6175662
hows seattle for trannies desu?
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>>6175837
>>6175845
I think the hat looks good
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>>6175837
You're cute
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>>6175837
Love it!

So jealous though, my pumpkin head doesn't seem to be made for hats/glasses.

>>6175831
>my fault
Nah, I dunno what happend either.
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>>6175849
pls relax foot anon
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>>6175849
Oh, right! Coupon for LTS I should really use.
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>>6175833
You are my fucking enemies. Anyone who has uttered the word hon is my enemy.
I will die angry and as a man to spite you all.
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>>6175853
i dont really abuse them that much, but the past few years i cant imagine not having a few days off with oxycodone every month or so
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>>6175848
i tried on a sunhat in forever 21 but i didn't really like how they looked on me ;~;
>>6175845
i neeeed it...i can't wear shades after rhinoplasty
>>6175849
pic
>>6175858
>>6175859
>>6175860
ty <3
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stop being edgy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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>>6175867
hon, calm down
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>>6175830
morning <3
I feel gross. I dunno how I feel about working 8 hours a day, 5 days a week.
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>>6175851
I don't think the cost is that much of an issue as is finding the crazed Korean surgeon willing to go that far.

>>6175867
See you in three months anon. You don't have to apologize in three months, it's okay, I understand.
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>>6175872
Lose my number
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Tfw people want me to lose hrt
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>>6175868
i need them...
its been too long
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>>6175867
you should really trip, because I have no Idea who you are or why you're angry. :(

I want to hug you so you won't feel so bad anymore, so here's an internet hug for you
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>>6175787
Thanks,
>>6175795
Leave me Alone,
>>6175809
I was hurt but i should have anticipated it
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>>6175831
Idk ignore dem
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>>6175831
No one's fault but everyone's. These are lonely kids looking for a way to get noticed. They'll find new ways to express themselves when their attention-seeking behaviours yield no results.
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>>6175837
can you post a pic like this smiling?
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>>6175879
kill yourself yume
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>>6175848
nerve damage which can lead to facial numbness, uncontrollable crying/tearing, etc
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>>6175871
Right, I'm going to go walk the dog, and purchase sweets, and maybe alcohol!

Back in a while!
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>>6175871
Cute shoes, they look comfy AF.
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>>6175873
You can't call me a hon when I'm not on hrt and a fully fledged man :) who hasn't fallen to the delusion that men can become women
>>6175842
Hate always wins.
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>>6175833
>you'll still feel like gross trash.
At least you can live a normal life as your preferred gender. Isn't that essentially the goal for most people? Even if they have issues with their self image I can't imagine anyone being pushed to suicide by getting gendered properly whereas the opposite very much has that effect.
>you should feel bad for red that she doesn't have what she needs to be happy, just like you don't have what you need to be happy
Doesn't mean I don't have compassion, I do wish everyone to be able to find happiness in their lives. I'm just saying he/she's extremely inconsiderate ignoring the struggles others are going through. Like do you honestly expect a paralyzed person to feel too much compassion to someone with a sprained ankle that's making a huge deal about it in their presence, do you not see how shitty that person is being for not taking the company they're in into consideration?
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>>6175883
No. Give the autism a rest and destroy that hat.
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>>6175886
>_< i'll post a selfie after i get my hair colored later and then i'll be done attention whoring for awhile
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>>6175880
same tbqh, but now ive gotta be carefull. ill be getting random drug testing by parents since my last fuckup with valium... idk why i even took valium it was the first time and i was interested. i got cut out from conciousness completly, went to school, made and idiot of myself, and then made and idiot of myself infront of both my parents.


Dont take drugs you know you wont like, kids, take the nice ones
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>>6175875
I've been here for 3 years. The first year I was curious and open to the idea. Then I become discouraged. And then I become angry and hateful.
You made me.
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>>6175829
equalized it :)
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>>6175894
>man
lol hon in denial, have you forgotten your feminine side stefania? you should visit us at susans place more often!
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>>6175900
>just a Valium did that
You're what, 12?
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>>6175900
opioids are fucking great honestly.
i love them
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>>6175887
I'm not yume :/
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>>6175908
Yummy post
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>>6175891
>facial numbness, uncontrollable crying/tearing
that sounds like my state right now.
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>>6175908
Kill yourself Angie
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>>6175908
delet this

yummy post btw
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>>6175899
>No more Maddie pics
so sad, you're like the only girl who's body I can Identify with.

Everybody's else's body are like beanpoles

Welp. you do you. :)
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>>6175915
kill yourself
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>>6175898
id rather be considered autistic than destroy one of my Hat, stop being mean to it im not even looking for drama
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And this is the final trip!

Hooray for success!

>>6175916
Shush you. Bean polls are people too.


GOLD, AWAY!
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>>6175875
>I don't think the cost is that much of an issue as is finding the crazed Korean surgeon willing to go that far.
If it really is about the same price as other ffs I guess I'll consider some back-alley korean organ robbery as my ace in the hole then, gotta start saving.
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>>6175920
>stop being mean to it

Top lel
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>>6175875
I've been here for 3 years. The first year I was curious and open to the idea. Then I become discouraged. And then I become angry and hateful.
You made me
>>6175905
That insult only works on those who invested time and emotion into transition. It won't work on me. I'm a man and I don't look female in anyway or try to present to.

So go ahead. I'll have another glass of water while I laugh at your pathetic attempts to hurt me back.

You see. The world sees through you. I can't see through me. My lie is more secure than yours EVER will be. And that's why I win.
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>>6175837
wait... r u hannah?
>>6175843
>im getting on a plane later this week.
Good! I hope you have fun with your friend, and I hope you find another friend irl or find some way to make due with internet friends. Take care Isla, hope you're not sad soon!
>>6175856
I know one who might be going there, so it's second choice for trannies, maybe? I think I'll just go to portland desu since I at least know there's some cool girls living there I might get to know.
>>6175867
Or, you know, you could let us care about you, take your skittles, and live a more emotionally vibrant and fulfilling life than one dedicated to hating people who want you to be who you really are.
>>6175879
It's a bully poll, don't pay attention! Not worth your time v.v
>>6175895
When you can't accept yourself it's similar to BDD, you just assume everybody nice to you is lying/hugboxing, and it hurts you. It doesn't make sense looking at it from the other end, but very little about any individual person makes perfect sense to another.
The compassion isn't about her actual physical appearance as it is, the compassion is for the suffering she's feeling. Her looks aren't the focus, the suffering is, and that's what you should pity them for.
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>>6175874
Welcome to adulting ;_;
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>>6175908
>>6175902
Aw fuck, it was Hongie all along.
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>>6175900
>>6175907
>>6175880
Cocaine has been my friend for a while now
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>first time growing pot
>plant grows nicely, good height for the place it's in and just minor plague problems
>flowers everywhere, it's much nicer than those weird macro pics you see in every growing site
>lack of sunlight and dark makes it an hermaphrodite
>more and more male flowers
>try to pluck them out, more come
>end up with a tiny crop, barely any punch and tons of seeds
I wanted weed, not a fucking metaphor of my life.
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>>6175883
I'm sorry. That can, and does happen. Hopefully, the risk yields rewards sooner rather than later.
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>>6175882
Stop trying To make me your friend. I'll NEVER be your friend. I despise each and everyone of you and the more transphobia in the world today. The better. I'll be right there cheering them on and joining in.
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>>6175928
lol i cant make friends here im a tranny lmfao
i need to be sad its important cant epxlain why
>>6175932
couldnt afford it and its too scary
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Can i share my body, too, kind of
This is what i wore to the party last night
sans boots, and the kitty ears my date gave me

I've gained a lot of weight lately but i think i'm ok with it

>>6175885

>These are lonely kids looking for a way to get noticed.

I mean
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>>6175906
20mg snorted. if that doesnt do that to you idk what will, ive got no benzo tolerance either.

>>6175907
only thing i love more is amphetamines if i gotta do something, and mephedrone analogues cause legal, and in a good way dumbing down.
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>>6175933
>I wanted weed, not a fucking metaphor of my life.
tfw
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>>6175933
Guess your transness permeates every aspect of your life.
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>>6175929
it sounds scary ;~;
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>>6175939
>autism.webm

Can you stop sexually assaulting Myna please?
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>>6175939
If it's any consolation your'e skinny by American standards.
But that just means you're not-fat.
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>>6175939
you are not chunky OMG
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>>6175853
>abused opiates
no wonder youre crazy and a waste of a cute face
stop that shit nigga
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>>6175940
>snorting benzos
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>>6175930
I haven't had a single drop of estrogen put in me. I am pure and untainted by your stupid hrt.
I'll be taking T-shots in old age so I can continue to be as hateful and angry as I am today.
You see. That's the Key to curing transgenderism. None of those fucking hons at Susan's thought to use T shots in old age. I'm quite the genius for figuring it out.
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>>6175938
why scary
I buy from harmless white people
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holy shit circe is so adorable
>>6175940
i don't like those.
>>6175951
I haven't taken any opiates in over 2 months...
>>6175956
the actual drug
i should just stay away from them all
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>>6175820
Who did you get your FFS with?

I'm eyeing Dr. Cardenas, well because he's close. Did you do crazy research or are you one of those lucky individuals whose insurance/government covers it?
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>>6175933
>I wanted weed, not a fucking metaphor of my life.
I giggled :3
>>6175937
Will you be my friend though? o.o
>>6175938
>i need to be sad its important cant epxlain why
If you *can't* explain why, sounds like you might be a tad crazy :/ If you *won't* then I'l respect that. Wish I lived by you, I'd love to be your friend irl.
>>6175939
I will probably never be as feminine as you, and that sucks ;~; Still happy for you though, and you're definitely not chunky x3
>>6175958
You're also adorable ;3
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>>6175952
thats what i thought too untill i snorted xanax once, but that was only .5 mg and got a slight drunken feeling.
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>>6175954
>"male menopause" happens around the same time as mid-life crisis
>T levels drop, urge to transition culminates into finally going through with it
>Prevent the drop and prevent the transition
I can see the logic behind your crazy talk.
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>>6175928
>Or, you know, you could let us care about you, take your skittles, and live a more emotionally vibrant and fulfilling life than one dedicated to hating people who want you to be who you really are

Bullshit. You just want more victims to hide with while the bully anons and I tear you a new one. The world ain't a hugbox. And I intend to be the one on he winning side.

In this world there are only two options.
You can either be pissed off or pissed on. I choose to be pissed off.
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>>6175939
you are adorable!
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I think it's funny when soundcloud bots like my music without listening to my songs.
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>>6175962
I won't*
Explaining it makes people want to hugbox me more.
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>>6175928
So a paralyzed person should just be happy they can never have ankle pains? That's the overall sentiment I'm getting from this whole ordeal and I can't say that I agree with it at all. At no point did I say I don't feel for his/her struggle. Like I've said many times before I'm just hoping passing people to be considerate about how much they complain here about their looks, just please have some sympathy to this direction too even if you don't care too much for non-passing trannies.
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>>6175958
>Coke is scary
>recovering opiate addict
um
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>>6175963
Yes, that's because the drip has to go somewhere.
Also, your taste in drugs scares me mephedrone anon, cathinones are no good I tell you ;_;
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>>6175974
any fucking drug is scary to me.
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>>6175920
Can I be your hat?
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>>6175948

Myna hasn't visit me in like a month

>>6175949
>>6175950

It was my big sister who said it

>>6175958

> >>6175962

</3 tho?? >:

>>6175967

<3
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>>6175979
>recovering opiate addict
um
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>>6175960
Something you will never have either. I'm not worried.
>>6175962
No I won't.

>>6175964
Of course you can. It's because I am the chosen one. I am the one man who will win the repression game. And I'll die laughing knowing that I beat the system. I beat your precious little hon prophecy. And then. More will follow by my example. And instead of hons. You'll have a group of angry men who will stop at nothing to torment you and hurt you. Following my mantra of pre emptive revenge
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>>6175976
theyre good, better than amohetamines. Amph is neurotoxic while cathinones pose little threat to the human body, nd no neurotoxicity.
but youre wrong about the drip, theres mucous membrane in the nose too, as is inside the mouth under your tongue, and inside the stomach. Its a meme that benzos arent active intranasally.
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>>6175958
its weird you say that when I here people saying they take xanax and oxy and mephadone in this thread
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>>6175974
>not knowing that prolonged cocaine use fucks up the serotonin receptors in your brain
this is as bad as whatever opiates produce, anon.
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>>6175982
whaa?
>>6175983
yeah, drugs are fucking scary to me.
>>6175993
i guess
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>>6175982
I'm calling the police.
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oh this is SOOOO good.
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>>6175999

I was telling you to listen to what they said to you.
But then also got sad because of what they said to me.

>>6176000

whoops now i messed up
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I don't know what's going on ;~;
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>>6175999
Even really non-dangerous stuff like weed and LSD?
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>>6175992
The side effects of cathinones isn't what scares me, the addictiveness and tendency to blind you to their negatives is really what worries me. That and they completely altered my personality, I've taken amphetamines and had few issues going on and off them, I was not the same person after my time spent taking cathinones.
Just the words of a former addict, I don't like to see people make the same mistakes, it was not a good time of my life.
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>>6175938
I've had one friend die from opana, another from oxycodone, and another from a crack and oxy speedball. I had a seizure in college after doing some lines and getting a shotgun off a dirty blunt. It's all fucking dangerous. Drugs are fun, but it's very easy to cross the line with opiates and coke, especially if you have money. Be careful.
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>>6176007
Are you 6ft and 200 pounds of hon or are you a different one?
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>>6176007
>tfw u have a gay gf
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>>6175994
actually, opiates dont destroy the brain, as much as they destroy your psychological happiness meter. You dont want to do things because opiates give you an easier happyness. They dont destroy your brain like amohetamines or cocaine (well cocaine is neurotoxic towards dopamine and norepinephrine rather than serotonin, its mdma and other amph that are toxic towards serotonin neurons)
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>>6176007
What do you mean? Is the 9-5 causing you distress?
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>>6176004
wait am i also adorable or??
im so confused sorry ;_;
>>6176008
yes.
>>6176012
yeah i dont have money
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>>6176010
its my least favorite drug anyway, i didnt find them addictive. Redosing doesnt work at all and the high is 40-50 minutes, maybe prolonged by one redose to 2 hours. benzofurans are much beter in this regard
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>>6175961
I'm from poland noone here covers anything and we have shit currency so I have to work my ass for 1200€ per month.

I went to bart I am unsatisy to say the least.
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>>6175794
she was like 21 when she started HRT, i'm probably wrong and she was older than that
>>
that hits the spot. Abusing you has been really therapeutic. See you fucks later
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>>6176014
you're looking for a different hon

>>6176016
>tfw u r gay

>>6176010
;_;
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>>6175966
Of course the world isn't a hugbox, but none of us are looking to be victims or turn other people into victims, I genuinely think you will be a happier and more complete person if you go through with transition instead of repressing. I can't imagine the strain it's still putting on you to be so angry all the time. It's hard for straight cis men to handle that shit, a girl like you shouldn't have to endure something like that.
The world's really not as bad as all that though, with all the billions of people in the world there's no way it could be that simple. I think you would be happier being yourself and being among friends like you or even cis friends instead of constantly repressing and spitting hate and anger at people who genuinely don't have any desire to hurt you.

>>6175972
I respect you, but I also don't want you to be sad even if it's important. Try to feel better if you can, okay? Please.
>>6175973
No, I'm saying that the illness isn't the focus, nor is the manliness or paralysis or anything else like that. The thing that's worthy of pity, sympathy, compassion, and us being together and comforting each other is the psychological distress we have from whatever source, whether it's not accepting ourselves or other people not accepting us.
Hmm, it's like sympathizing with an ftm. You don't tell him to be happy with his vagina and he doesn't tell you to be happy with your penis, instead you feel closer because you both suffer from gender dysphoria. Admittedly it's a bigger difference between ftms and mtfs than between mtfs of different self-acceptances, but you get my point I hope. Whether you'd be happy as them or not isn't the point, the point is that you're both unhappy and should try to make each other feel better.

>>6175982
Won't be as feminine because I'll probably end up what most people would call a hon. My chest/shoulders are just too wide, hair's thinning, face is ugly imo, and I'd just feel sad trying to copy you.
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>>6176024
why is that? What do you think the worst case scenario for that would be?
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>>6176016
Iktf
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Good afternoon ladies. Back from school and about to go to general doctor. How do I ask for an orchi without looking insane?
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>>6176026
Thank you for your reply!
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>>6176024

Yes.
That's what i'm saying.

>>6176033

Geeze, anon..
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Can't sleep
Wat do
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>>6176039
Don't you need letters and such from crazy doctors?
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>>6176039
>Can you cut my balls off
>thanks doc
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>>6176039
>>6176047

Why do you two always show up at the same time?
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>>6176048
nope, shrink said my plan only needs consent

>>6176046
u first
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>>6176035
idk im just afraid of being under the influence.
scary concept to me.
>>6176033
hahhaha lmao
alright ill try i guess
wish me luck on my question to not feel sick
>>6176043
ahhh!
please thats like
an extreme compliment coming from you
like seriously
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>>6175960
>never saw vagina IRL
>mine will be first
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>>6176054
Throw yourself in front of a bus my man.
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>>6176016
Should I watch sakura Trick it looks cute
>>
Please take this masculine energy out of here
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>>6176058
are you upset I will be free of my testicles before you?
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>>6176053
Been here for a while ya dingus
>>
Dear God,

Please give me an ultra resistant breast cancer,

Hugs and kisses, XxXMasculineManhonXxX

>>6176030
Come back abusing us any time, anon!
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>>6176055
Don't you drink a lot?
Just afraid of what you would say or do?
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>>6176054
O.o... What do you have?
>>6176054
I'd suggest pop an extra sad pill and tell him you're a tranny this far into hrt and you want it.
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>>6176025
I daresay you're fortunate then, I don't know if this is down to analogs just not being as good as mephedrone or down to individual brain chemistry, but I was able to compulsively redose on mephedrone for days and still maintain a pretty euphoric high. Combine that with depression, early transition anxiety and an addictive personality and it was a disaster.
I don't want to think of what those kinds of usage patterns did to my brain, but I felt pretty much retarded for months after quitting.
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>>6175960
Blueboard fucktard
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>>6176032
Please shut the fuck up you ugly little freak. Go whine about how you don't have hrt or something
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>>6176065
>thinking any doctor is going to approve you for surgery

You're in for a shock bro
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>>6176070
>I'd suggest pop an extra sad pill and tell him you're a tranny this far into hrt and you want it.
Yeah that was my plan, just wanted to know if there was a better way of phrasing it.
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>>6176056
H-hhow will you compare and stay dysphoric?
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>>6176063
i...i don't know >.<

i only post anime to fit in
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>>6175985
Please be my friend <3
>>6176030
You too, be my friend! We can do each other's makeup, and nails and shit, or if you're a guy, we can find some other stuff to do!
>>6176039
Say that you're trans, that you're on hormones and that you'd rather not have your testicles because you have no intention of having kids, they make you dysphoric, and they cost you money in anti-androgens.
>>6176043
Sorry for being negative, I shouldn't give up before I've started I guess ^-^
>>6176046
Excuse me, but Kayla's my friend and it's not okay to talk to her like that :/
>>6176047
Drink warm milk, get headpats, stuff like that.
>>6176055
Good luck Isla! Thanks for trying, you're the best <3
>>6176056
Just like most cis girls~
>>6176064
Masculine energy is hot though >///>
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>Mum told me she went to visit her friend from work today
>Says friend introduced her gay son
>Son was recently gang raped and tested positive for HIV
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>>6176075
Who could be behind this post
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>>6176080
>milk
Gud idea
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>>6176069
I haven't had alcohol for over a month
>>6176080
im definitely not the best
pls no hugbox
>>
ok imma go, wish me luck
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>>6176082
Oh cool your mom knows Red's parents?
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>>6176091
Take.luck.
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>>6176094
Did she get raped too?
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>>6176080
I like you anon. usually I feel like I'm the only one being nice but now I see you are too :)
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>>6176082
You should make friends with him, he's probably going through a really tough time right now :c
Hope they catch his rapists and convict them of murder, send 'em to the electric chair.
>>6176089
Well you're my friend anyway, that's close enough to being the best! x3
>>6176091
Good luck Kayla~ <3
>>6176094
HIPS PLS LMAO
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Work was a huge grind today.. what should i do first? Shower or nap? Nap is tempting since im already laying in bed
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>>6176054
Kayla (presenting as gender): "Hi, I'm trans. I'd like an orchiectomy. Could you refer me to a good urologist? The incisions need to be very clean, since I'm hoping to get GAS in the next few years."

Doctor (surprised): "Let me get you some forms."

There.
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>>6176091
Good luck
>inb4 "I can't get good srs now ;_; woe is me ;_;"
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>>6176033
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bgjcw9XEisk
Never. My greatest form of joy is the success of my male life. The acceptance the normality
>>
>>6176105
what the fuck
is your window looking out to a cage or something? that's depressing
>>
>>6176104
well
im glad i can be decent
>>
>>6176105
sleeping after a shower is the best feeling ever, but showering afteryou wake up is also a huge pleasure. it breaks my heart every time.
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>>6176104
My mum said that she asked him if she new trans people and he said he knew loads so she got his number for me. I told here i'd think about it because I don't really like talking to people.
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>>6176112
Americans can't do architecture.
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>>6176073
I think people here and the mods have long since stopped caring. I blame red and faye, just personally
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what are the freshest /mtfg/ memes senpai
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>>6176110
Repression never works bro.
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I punched myself in the Adam's apple and now my voice is all raspy and even more manly.
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>>6176123
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Daily reminder that Diogenes was is and will be the best person to ever walk on this planet
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>>6175960
>a picture of someone taking a picture
so triggered
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>tfw I have no idea where my relationship with this awesome girl is going and neither do I because she doesn't know if she'll still find me attractive post-transition

I feel ill and I don't know how to stop it, I just want to be happy like once ever
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>>6176123
Me
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>>6176125
Why did you punch yourself in the Adams apple?
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>>6176128
supposing he ever existed considered that the few anecdotes about him would imply he lived over 100 years as a beggar.
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>>6176124
You know what does work? T-shots to prevent make menopause.
Looks like I broke you little meme. I will still be as hateful and angry when I'm old as I am know.
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How do I resist the urge to cut my hair short?
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>>6176130
Dont do it bro. I fell for that with a gayboi
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>>6176130
remember that depending on others for your happyness is wrong
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>>6176130
Omg Peach hi
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>>6176033
>you get my point I hope
Oh trust me I do, I just don't agree that the sruggles of a late transitioning hon and an early transitioner are comparable. One can be cured and the other can not and to say their struggles are equally hard is just bullshit to me. You'd probably understand better if you saw it from my perspective, it's not that I don't want early transitioners to be happy with their bodies and have a great transition, it's just that they'll never be able to understand how not having the chance to pass/feel happy about oneself is like. Even if they feel like their dysphoria is the worst in the world that's piss in the wind compared to how bad it'd get in a decade or two. There's no treatment to fix hons and the lucky young ones should at least be humble in victory even if they don't care about the losers, that feels like the least you could do but whatever. Nobody cares about how hons feel, all they do is give bad image to transfolk and should just kill themselves
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>>6176128
madness and genuis are very close sometimes
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Triumphantem revertar

I got breadsticks instead of sugar...

What did I miss?
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>>6176135
I'm assuming you don't know of all the transfags that already tired that either for repression or shitty doctors.
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>>6176138
short hair can be cute though
wear whatever kinda hair you want
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>>6176134
god is real
>>6176138
Just cut it
>>6176145
Yupp
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>>6176146

did you see me in my tunic
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>>6176138
By realising short hair is terrible?
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>>6176138
Pull your hair back, if you still look good there's probs no harm in going short
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>>6176102
I like you too anon! Thanks for also being nice, /mtfg/ needs all the nice it can get x3
I used to post nice things more but then finals and stuff happened and I got distracted.
>>6176105
Definitely shower, showers are super relaxing and sounds like you had a long day. Hope it wasn't too bad!
>>6176110
Being normal is worthless though, even moreso than most things. I'm certain that being true to yourself will make you better and your life fuller, how can anyone possibly think that repressing who they really are is healthy, good, or in any way a source of joy? Don't trick yourself into thinking repression is a good thing, it's only going to hurt you more when reality hits.
I really, really think you should transition anon :/
>>6176113
You're super decent! You're sweet and pretty and kind, you just bully yourself a lot and aren't the best at conversation stuffs. In no way is that merely "decent!"
>>6176116
I find myself liking talking to people more than I used to, I think I mistook being anxious about and bad at talking to people for disenjoying it. Silly me x3
Anyway, I'd talk to him, but it's up to you if you do or don't, you have no obligation either way.
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>>6176112
Its there to make sure animals dont get into my fire escape window. Also helps slow a would be intruder down. Just one of the many joys of living in the basement.
>>6176115
I think im gonna nap first, im too exhausted and feeling like crap. I just gotta take my mones and then i can sleep away.
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>>6176153
I think so? I've been in and out. Is that what you wore to the party?
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>>6176135
Enjoy your prostate cancer
>>6176142
If no-one likes you it will be extremely difficult to stay happy, why do people act like this isn't true?
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>>6176161

>>6175939 here
and yes, minus the undies, boots and kitty ears
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>>6176156
>Pull your hair back
>All you see is a jaw
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Me irl
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>>6176164
>kitty ears


Well then... Lucky you!
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>>6176156
>keep hair open
>literally framing every other bad thing about your face to make it more noticeable
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>>6176162
>If no-one likes you it will be extremely difficult to stay happy, why do people act like this isn't true?
because you're pusing an extreme case to prove a point, while true it's easy to discard it because the point is that you shouldn't exclusively depend on others to be happy. If you do what you like and enjoy life other people will accept you.
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sometimes i miss being a shameless shemale
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>>6176171
I miss Dollface. What happened to her?
But really though, shameless? is anyone here shameless?
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>>6176171
Now you're a hot trap tricking guys with your disguise
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>>6176167
I can't find any pics of the transexual from Homunculus but I'd say that she's a more realistic hon.
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>>6176105
Nap after shower when fresh, it's a great feel even if you get bedhair
>>6176166
All I see is mile after mile of endless forehead, makes my manjaw seem like a teeny tiny dot in the horizon.
>>6176169
I'm not exactly sure what you're saying here. If it was up tome I'd permanently have my hair over my face like the little girl in Ring, then again I think the tip of my chin would still stick out so rip. Lol.
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>>6176147
They didn't want it hard enough

>>6176162
Oh boy. I'm so scared of dying as a man and not a freak
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hello baby trannies, how are you all doing

*has worn makeup once in 2 years of girlmode*
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>>6176177

>Puru wants to be chibi

Somehow, I'm not surprised.
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>>6176171
post the soles of your feet shamelessly
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>>6176171
but you never were a "shameless shemale"

you were always a "shameless drag queen"
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>>6176158
ohh finals can be tough! how do you think you did? I'm sure you did well :)
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>>6176174
she was here yesterday or the day before, complaining the mtfg is no longer about helping each other pass and more about recent transitioners sharing their boring lives.
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I walked 12 km today, spend 5 hours laminating cards while standing. I'm not build for work
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>Tfw intersex proportion measurements and a neanderthal face
Kill me
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>>6176174

IDK WHO I AM ANYMORE!!!!

>>6176175

so tru

>>6176181

eat my ass

>>6176183

>shameless drag queen
try again sweetie (:
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>>6176075
>little
did you just change one word because I didn't say I was 200 lbs?
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>>6176189
Could be worse
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>>6176179
Teach me the ways of not being a failure baby tranny.
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>>6176180
I'm not sure if i'd want to be a chibi, having a nose is not that all that bad even if all it smells is my own desperation
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>>6176191
That's birdfag
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>>6176185
>this oblivious...

>>6176198
Yes, but without a nose, no-one can criticise its size! GENIUS!
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>>6176199
that's not surprising if it's true, but I don't have proof
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>>6176194

hm..
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>>6176170
>If you do what you like and enjoy life other people will accept you.
This is so not true. A neckbeard enjoying DnD has few friends despite "doing what he likes". In fact it was "doing what he likes" that made him unpopular in the first place
>>6176178
I was scared of looking like a freak too, remember that you don't have to start wearing girl clothes from day one, just take hormones quietly until you start to fail at looking male. It will be so slow no-one will notice.
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>>6176199
Dont summon him i dont have the energy to be Grace Trump right now
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>>6176194
That is the most terrifying thing I've ever seen
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>>6176176
The transsexual from homunculus isn't even a hon, she's a qt. And the one I posted was a cissy, just autistic.
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>>6176206
Heya Grace!
How are you feeling today?
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>>6176195
look in the mirror and say out loud, "I love you"

i saw that you're worried about your face. if it makes you insecure, rock your body/curves in andromode a bit.
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>>6176206
lmao no walls today?
yeah, I've had enough stress for one week.
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>>6176203
still attractive.
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>>6176204
But he's happy. Being popular doesn't mean being happy, even less when you actually force yourself to do stuff you don't want to just because at some point others should give you love.
A fat neckbeard enjoying DnD can even get career as one and be sort of a small celebrity, like Spencer
http://www.history.com/shows/night-class/videos/great-minds-with-dan-harmon-ernest-hemingway
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>>6176142
Based.
>>6176144
I mean, hons aren't nice to look at, but they're not bad people or anything, and this is the internet so it's not like you need to post pictures or anything, what you say matters more than what you look like here. In real life, confidence in yourself is still more important than how you look I think, because it's something you can change and work on and can give you happiness while looks aren't really something you can control all that much. Also, maybe I'm speaking prematurely because no HRT yet, but I don't pass at all and don't have high hopes that I will in the future, but I'll still be able to function if I can stay confident, I think. At the very least it'll be easier than continuing to try to live as a guy.
I think I lost my point somewhere in there, uh, basically I get what you're saying in how there's no helping how you look, but nobody can help how they look, it's whether they accept themselves or not that I focus on because I can actually help change that and improve people that way.
>>6176184
I think I did okay, hope I did anyway >~< And thanks!
>>6176186
Standing work is dreadful, I prefer walking to just standing around.
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>>6176195
>baby tranny.
wait, youre underage?
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>>6176110
You post here all the time just to say this

If you were actually masculine, you would just move on with your life.

Instead you just sound like a little bitch.
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>>6176203
>>6176208
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>>6176211
Not good.
How are you?
>>6176213
Im gonna make translesgen pay for the wall but i havent recieved the check yet
But yeah i know the feeling i cant really handle drama well its too much on me
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>>6176210
She had some manga magic when she got the female clothing, but you can identify all the issues people complain about here
>brow
>nose
>jaw
>being huge
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>>6176215
>Neckbeards are happy
Explain /r9k/ then.
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>>6176218
I think she means a tranny early in development, one who hasn't had years of HRT yet and isn't a mature and confident woman.
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>>6176221
I've certainly been worse! Want to talk about it?
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>>6176212
Ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I've never been able to do affirmations. I have mental block in my head. Tbh that's what I'm doing! I just wear andro women's clothes in boy mode/work. The occasional miss is worth more than the often faggot
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>>6176225
Those are robots who have no friends at all, not just a handful of good ones.
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>>6176221
lol
I have enough drama at home, I come here to escape it. That said, the less drama here, the happier I am. I'd rather just sit around and talk about girl problems all day.
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>dad calls me from downstairs
>another package come in, what did you order this time?

AAAAAAAHHHHHHH FUCK THEY'RE HERE

WHAT DO I DO WITH THEM
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>>6176194
having your face in negatives is a serious illness that can't be cured but your life can be improved, please visit a doctor.
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I got raped today. Killing myself tonight.
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>>6176227
Maybe, if youre up for listening. Its a whole lot but you can have a cookie if you sit through it all
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>>6176144
You could have avoided that pain by repressing and shitting on all trannies.
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>>6176237
take me with you
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>>6176228
you're doing fine then. OH YEAH, also start concealed carrying a gun, tazer or pepper spray. the best way to fuck up being a baby tranny is to get hurt, so stay safe

you definitely deserve to love and accept yourself even if you arent happy with where you are
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>>6176235
You put them in your mouth and swallow.
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>>6176235
Stick them in your bum
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>>6176240
Oh hell yeah! Just, post it on skype if it's private.
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>>6176233
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>>6176229
Exactly. And why don't they have any friends? Because their personalties are uninteresting. Therefore "being yourself" isn't always a good idea.
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>>6176237
Cool. You deserved it you tranny bitch. Thanks for sharing. Cheered me up!
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>>6176225
well, this >>6176229
Arcanine isn't happy with itself, so they act toxic and avoid other people. If they had hobbies and interests or a job they enjoyed doing they could be much happier.
As I said before, you're going for the extreme example of
>If I don't sacrifice myself for other people I'll be alone
Yes, being alone sucks and you have to work to have friends. That doesn't mean that that should be the only or even main source of your happyness.
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>>6176235
have elanna/grace force-feed them to you
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>>6176246
I'd pay to watch that
unless you're talking about pills or something
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>>6176250
Lily you should actually get your hair this color
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>>6176220
Nah the orange eyes on the other one freak me out more
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>>6176250
>>6176233
>>6176220
>>6176203

What website are you guys using to do this?
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>>6176056
>>6176080
>tfw I've never seen a vagina irl either
I never thought about it before, but now that you mention it, the idea of having the first vagina I see irl be my own seems really cool.
Now I want to try to avoid seeing any irl vaginas until after I've had srs.
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>>6176259
My phone
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>>6176245
Thank you <3

>>6176218
Nono baby tranny as in two months on hrt and don't know how to girl
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>>6176246
>>6176248

NO NO NO I NEED TO THROW THEM AWAY

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH WHAT AM I EVEN DOING
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>>6176251
No one said to be yourself, I said to find enjoyment in your own life instead of expecting others to give it to you. It's a sure road to end up feeling neglected and resentful.
Be happy wiht your friends and loved ones, don't demand fulfillment from them.
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>>6176263
BUT BABY TRANNYS ARE SUB18 TRANSITIONERS ;_;
Dont hurt my supreme memes bby
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>>6176250
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>>6176254
>ywn have a force fem dungeon where repressed boys go in and cute girls come out
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>>6176237
you can make a wall of text or greentext it if you want, I'll read it.
if going to the police is no longer an option because you took a shower or your body recovered, at least consider going to a therapist.
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>>6176253
>That doesn't mean that that should be the only or even main source of your happyness.
The only people who ever say this are the people with friends. Funny that. Humans are primarily social creatures, accept this.
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wtf mtfg, the past few days i felt finally ok with myself, with transition, came to terms that the thoughts of this all wont go away but keep coming back but now theyre going away again in a way. its less intense now.

why do i keep having second thoughts, what ifs etc ;-; should i just go on? i know ill be better if im more feminine, even if i dont pass but idk, the dysphoria is not constant
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>>6176274
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>>6176275
>saved>lewd>chaser.jpg
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>>6176275
...

0/////0

Y-you don't really do that! I refuse to believe it!
You're too pure!
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>>6176275

It's all about breaking them down, bit by bit
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>>6176280
Ahh genuinely scary
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>>6176241
such edge, great use of your time.
the best way to repress is to get your mind out of it, go have a life so you can later say that you wouldn't have X thing if you transitioned.
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>>6176275
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ae50P_ajLxA
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>>6176272
Huh I didn't know that. I was confused because I've been called it a few times my bad! I'm definitely far from underage
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>>6176217
>but nobody can help how they look
Yes they can. If you start before 18 you have a very good chance you'll pass. Before 25 and you're probably going to needs ffs and your body is most likely beyond repair, above that you are more than likely fucked unless you won the gene lottery. Yeah there are young people too that won't pass but red is certainly not one of them.
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>>6176237
Greentext it
>>6176171
What were these days like?
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>>6176277
While I do have irl friends I can keep my distance if they are doing their things and when we meet I usually have stuff to share with them (unless I spend a week shitposting on 4chan, of course). I like having friends that share my interest or that have passions of their own, I wouldn't know any of them if all I did was trying to please people. That only gets you superficial affection and rarely helps when you're having problems (the point in whcih you really need people close to you)
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>>6176278
I was like that early on. i still have doubts here and there, not as strong though, and im 3 years in. its a not always simple, it can be a very big thing or a very small thing depending on the person transitioning.

dysphoria not being constant/coming in waves can happen too

there really is no simple clean answer. you need to do what you think is best
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>>6176278
it's called being scared
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>>6176270
You're completely not understanding. Sure you can enjoy life without friends but that is only if you are confident that you could make friends if you tried. Self-esteem doesn't just pop out of nowhere, it needs to be gained and the only way to do so is from the validation of others. People who are bullied are never confident, you are hear arguing with me that they can just one day randomly ignore the fact that the entire school wants them dead and feel like a great person. It doesn't work like that. Confident people weren't born confident, they gained it through constant validation from their peers. Unconfident people never got any validation. This is why models are usually more confident than people with acne.
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>hanging out with friends
>never felt more alone

they must never know
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>>6176275
>elanna will never go back in time to when you were a repressed teenager and force you to transition before you could become a hon
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>>6176286
>mfw my dad was right about me not being healthy or normal
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>>6176259
Millinials dont into ms paint
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>>6176299
>tfw consistently dysphoric
trutrans masterrace
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>>6176235
Try the truth! No one ever believes that.
"Trannie pills to make me a girl, obviously".
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>>6176301
Whole lot of assuming in here..
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>>6176299
so its normal that the dysphoria is not constant?
I think its best for me to start hrt, and if i feel the changes are getting too much ill stop - im fine with being more feminine.
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>>6176311
>Trannie pills to make me a girl, obviously
Now why didn't I think of that?

Oh yeah, my plan was to burn the house down...
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>>6176281
>tfw Charlotte realizes that behind the cocklust is a depraved chaser that wants to spread her trans disease far and wide
Also, the world needs more girls, screw boys

>>6176282
When did I ever give the impression I was pure? :P

>>6176286
>tfw nobody to tell me that I wasn't healthy or normal growing up
;~;

>>6176289
I remember that movie lol

>>6176303
Lain pls
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>>6176303
>>6176275
>elanna will never go back in time and spike infant-you onto the ground
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>>6176294

>getting facefucked by a guy and then 4 hours later inviting a diff guy over so i can get off
>going out with a tall hot guy to a bar and then getting a diff tall hot guys number outside of it
>smoking pot and having sex in random places with boys
>breaking up with a guy and then sleeping over at another's within a week
>making boys cry
>going out to dinner with guys and then kissing them goodnight at the door cause all i wanted was the free food
>going out with girlfriends who are high on coke while making out with the hottest man i can find
>giving lapdances at strip clubs for 20$ a song and sitting on their lap while i call them daddy
>running 5 blocks away from a meth head who gave a friend 100$ if she'd do some with him
>having sex in a hot tub with a guy who wants to take me on a vacation

mostly
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>>6176301
I'm not saying you don't need friends, stop taking it to the extremes.
>and the only way to do so is from the validation of others
not really, if you are proud of your own productions and effort you can also get value from that.
>can just one day randomly ignore the fact that the entire school wants them dead and feel like a great person.
are you in HS? 4chan is for people above 18.
But no, this is also a particular case that we weren't discussing before. When you have people actively attacking you. It sucks and it's hard to deal with, but I assure you that people liking you won't make the hate go away and they can't stand with you 24/7 forever.

>they gained it through constant validation from their peers.
And you can get validation from your peers in other areas than just socialization. Almost every other merit is more valuable and lasting than being good at socializating.

>This is why models are usually more confident than people with acne.
And I'm talking about how professionals are more confident than most models. You really can't have a model as your standard of high selfesteem.
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>>6176275
I'm not sure this is the worst thing, but the world is certainly a bleaker place for the truth of it.
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>>6176303
I want this
someone make this happen already
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>>6176302
Yup that's me in a nutshell.
>Haven't had any friends for 7 years
>Tough at first but got over it mostly
>Because planning on attending university try socializing on /mtfg/
>Seeing everyone talking and joking with each other made me feel alone for the first time in years
>Now bitter angry hon
In my experience being that seventh person that no-one really likes is way more depressing than just straight up having zero friends.
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>>6176315
>so its normal that the dysphoria is not constant?
Most mental issues aren't. A lot of people dealing with depression assume they can't seek help because they aren't depressed all day everyday. The more time you spend living with a mental issue the more natural it seems and turns into white noise.
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>>6176321
>more girls, screw boys
Are you missing a "to" in there somewhere?
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Now that I finally took a pic of my body and now I'm pretty sure I can't even pull off femboy with this :I
Anyhow, on a scale from 0 to 10, 0 being maximum hopeless, how hopeless is my body for MtF? Somewhat nsfw, depends if you consider flat guychest to be worksafe.

https://unsee.
cc/zasubore/
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>>6176326
that isn't rape nor today.
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>>6176340
>flat tummy
>wide hips

A daughteru I can be proud of!
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>>6176335
It's not that. It's just the fact I'm painfully aware of the lie I am Living now. And I don't want to lose them
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>>6176340
6.5/10
you got cute titties but it'd be easier to say something if you didn't suck in
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>>6176340
put it up for 10 minutes without deletion if you want someone to see it
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>>6176340
I can't see it, how long did you put it? 1 minute?
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How do you deal with the desire to kill yourself?
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>>6176327
>not really, if you are proud of your own productions and effort you can also get value from that.
Plenty betas go down that route, trying to overcompensate by doing well academically. They are still miserable.
>are you in HS?
I wish I was in secondary school, I'd have told myself to transition
>Almost every other merit is more valuable and lasting than being good at socializating.
Nope. I return to academically talented people who have no friends. Despite being maths or science geniuses they are still widely ridiculed and generally have poor self-esteem.
>And I'm talking about how professionals are more confident than most models. You really can't have a model as your standard of high selfesteem.
Ok well literally anyone without acne is going to be more confident than someone with acne
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>>6176341

>What were these days like?
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>>6176320
If only I'd been so canny as a teen, I have no idea what my life would be like now.

Still, pro tips deserve to be shared.
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>>6176340
0.

Kill.
Yourself.
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>>6176326

holy shit
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now i'm having fun

>>6176349

i look at guro and imagine myself in the place of a friend finding my body
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>>6176347
How to remove deletion?
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>>6175716
Nope. I'm a different trip actually.
>>6175737
Nope. I don't even have my spiro yet.
>>6175765
That's not possible. I hate myself more than anything. I look like an ugly flaming faggot irl
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>>6176349
Kill yourself
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>>6176349
Too much of coward to even self harm so it doesent matter
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>>6176338
That is also a valid statement yes.

>>6176332
>tfw forced fem never
Just think of how many trans girls would transition younger if they were able to write it off as "out of their control" ;~;
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>>6176358
repost, and change the thing that says, "after first view"
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>>6176349
Inject dank memes ;3
Nah, I just nicepost and force myself to do fun things that are fun.
Oh, and coming to terms with being trans has made me much happier as a person than I ever was while repressing.
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>>6176358
just select "in 10 minutes"
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>>6176358
Repost
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>>6176326
Dang nice! Lived the dream for a while there.
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>>6176349

I don't know about you people but I never felt like I wanted to kill myself

Must not be trutrans...
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>>6176365
>>6176347
>>6176348
I did put 10 but i guess it fucked up

https://unsee.
cc/banipozu/

>>6176355
Thanks
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>>6176364
>>6176293
i give up.
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>>6176364
>out of their control
Well, I know what branch of secret service I'm setting up

PHIEN-CHAN! THE FEM-REICH NEEDS AN SS!


And now I feel bad because holocaust joke. I am not a good person.
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>>6176363
I feel the same way about self harm because I'm scared of pain but killing myself wouldn't even hurt if I did it right.
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>>6176349
I don't t b h. I'm seriously considering killing myself this month
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>>6176364
>mfw sisters never forced me to play dress-up with them

>>6176373
I'd need to know proportions, but it looks possible.
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Late to this but ayy extra time to revert inverted pics. Funny how people are pretty unrecognizable inverted.
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>>6176356

huh

>>6176370

is that the dream tho?
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>>6176351
I want you to understand that you're putting acne as one of the biggest issues human beings have to deal with. Your perspective has real issues.
Academic prowess isn't really a flashy thing. I used the word productions to imply things you make and can show. It can be writing, painting, building or just doing great make up. If you spend time developing a skill you'll find people interested in it.
Also, depending on your circles I'd say academics do find their place. They become friends with other people in the same filed, they talk with people they admire or teach those bellow them.
The big difference is that you have to stop having a toxic personality and focus on other things. No one likes to be friends with desperate people who have nothing of value in their own lives, it's a waste of time. Maybe you can go to a club or smoke weed, but why would you befriend them?
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>>6176364
>Just think of how many trans girls would transition younger if they were able to write it off as "out of their control" ;~;

But but but that's just agpism...
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>>6176382
...
>tfw forced to play dress up with girls who weren't your sisters...
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>>6176352
I though you were answering to
>I got raped today. Killing myself tonight.
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/mtfg/, I want you to think of a trip, any trip

got it??? Check the filename- what would you do??
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>>6176384
No not really desu. Its probably marrying faye
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>>6176373
Oh my..
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>>6176349
Killing yourself is objectively a good idea, you have to die one day anyway so why not now? I'm not saying I want you to kill yourself, I don't know who you are, I'm just saying that don't feel like it's not a viable option. Make sure you choose a good method. Good methods are helium bag, jumping in front of a train and cocaine/heroin overdose. The last one isn't that great but you will have a short while of bliss before you painfully choke to death.
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>>6176351
I had terrible cystic acne, and I mostly cured it with accutane.

Now I realise that I hate my whole face all along.
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>>6176359
>I look like an ugly flaming faggot irl
so? some people have half their faces paralyzed. killing yourself because you don't like how you look is idiotic.
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>>6176391
Haha what would you do if i were in there with you ? ;) please respond
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>>6176391
Get really nervous...

Really nervous.

I DON'T WANT TO BE A DOLLY!
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>>6176373
Nice waist, I can't really see the hips. You look okay.
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>>6176388
>refused to even get my nails painted because I didn't want it to look like I enjoyed it
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>>6176371
Be glad you were strong/lucky enough to avoid it anon, it sucks.
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>>6176390

o-oh, no

>>6176392

tru. shameless shemale days are fun but that's kind of it lol
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>>6176364
>forced fem
>boy in, girl out
fem guy here,
the assumption is that being femmy means being the weaker submissive, but that's not always true. it's better to give and take
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>>6176402
>>6176373
oh, yeah, points.
I'd say 6 with some space to grow (mainly your chest)
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>>6176391
Beat yume to death for your sake.
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>>6176391
Idk, youd have to ask elanna what we'd do D:
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>>6176385
Acne really fucks a lot of people up. You are underestimating it. I never had it but I knew some people who did.
>No one likes to be friends with desperate people who have nothing of value in their own lives
See this is why everyone is an asshole. If you don't have friends it's automatically assumed that you're a loser with nothing of value in your life.
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>>6176404
>got my nails painted anyway because I didn't understand

I was a lot younger to be honest!
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>>6176406
Didn't I tell you to lose my number?
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>>6176391
grace seems like a nice girl I don't wanna send her to heaven
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>>6176394
>jumping in front of a train
you piece of shit, nice way of fucking some poor dude's life forcing him to kill you.
literally the most abusive and egotistical way to go.
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>>6176398
It's worse than that. I literally feel like shit 24/7 and it doesn't help that I'm a pre everything trans person. And I need surgery to fix up my deformed face anyway.
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>>6176415

who r u
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>>6176413
my repression kicked in slightly when I was maybe 6 because homophobic parents
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>>6176410
wild transbian make out session that would never be talked about again
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>>6176418
I don't give a fuck
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>>6176396
my acne was just the body rejecting the face!

>>6176404
iktf
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>>6176420
Your father.
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>>6176364
Really, it would be the most wonderful thing. Can you imagine? Every day of work, fulfilling. Every client better off for having known you. The world at large cuter for your dedication.

And they would call it a human rights abuse!
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>>6176424
I got more body acne than face acne. Maybe my soul was just rejecting my body?
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>>6176411
I'm not assuming that statement applies to you. I'm saying that if you have no self growth then it's pretty rare that you could get people to enjoy being with you. A general, global, royal, "you".
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>>6176343
Hips are pretty unwide senpai, tummy is flat because bad eating habits not because i want to
>>6176346
I don't think I was sucking in but the difference between sucking in and not sucking in is neglible
>>6176393
Is that bad?
>>6176408
>>6176402
Alright thanks for the feedback, I'm 11 months in HRT so idk how much more is going to happen in that aspect.
>>6176382
You mean measurements?
Shoulders: 18'' ish wide 41'' around
Underbust:32''
Waist: 28''
Hips: 35''
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>>6176422
d-do you think she'd be that pushy?
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>>6176387
>tfw would have transitioned younger if I could have done it without having to take responsibility for it
I guess I'm just a filthy agp. ;~;

>>6176382
>tfw iktf
At least I was able to get away with it when I was little

>>6176374
Why? ;~;

>>6176375
>tfw no fem Reich

>>6176407
See I don't even see it as being weaker though, I view being female as an improvement. The subby parts might make it seem like a weak vs. strong thing but I find being subby empowering in its own way.
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>>6176429
That means you're high test. My apologies.
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>>6176375
There's nothing weird about holocaust jokes here, and nothing wrong with joking about it unless you're blatantly bullying some old guy who watched his family die there.
>>6176379
Please don't Sad-anon, I don't want anybody here to kill themselves :c
>>6176391
Have a chat I guess, I don't wanna cuck you.
>>6176418
It'd be obvious to him and everyone that you were trying to kill yourself, and he didn't kill you the train did.
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>>6176419
have you considered you might be dismorphic and not disphoric?
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>>6176424
>>6176429
>tfw had both body and face acne

I am a mistake.
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>>6176418
I care about the train driver because?
It's a nice fast way to go, there's a local high speed line near me, I've already picked my jumping spot.
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>>6176434
Only for (You) qt3.14

>>6176426
Glorious. It brings a tear to the eye desu.
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>>6176429
It was trying to get out through your pores.

>>6176433
>so idk how much more is going to happen in that aspect.
At least half a year more. In some cases they keep growing after the 3rd year.
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>>6176425

daddy loves this ass, he'd never tell me that
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finally off work AND off tomorrow !^-^
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>>6176400
hold you and somehow segue into a heated discussion about runescape
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>>6176433
Definitely not bad.
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>>6176421
Mine kicked in... probably around the same time actually. Though I have no excuse. I just wanted to live the good life. I didn't figure out why I wanted to be a small, fragile, flower of a thing, but I guess I always did, considering my past. Oh well, too late for that. I'll just try my best to achieve nirvana.

>>6176433
If that's how you achieve results I'd better put away the junk food. And all food really.

>>6176437
>There's nothing weird about holocaust jokes here
I feel bad anyway...
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>>6176437
>It'd be obvious to him and everyone that you were trying to kill yourself, and he didn't kill you the train did.
Train conductors can ask for half a year vacations to deal with the trauma of killing a person, even cops have issues with it and that's part of your job. It might mean little to you but he is seeing you blod splashing everywhere and he was the one who couldn't stop at time to save you. Very few stay until retirement, it's just too rough.
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>>6176326
>using men
>using men
>using men
>being a whore
>being proud about it
jesus fuck
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>>6176391
Probably this.
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>>6176438
Well idk? I really want to look feminine, and always have since as long as I can remember. And I've always been ugly af since puberty.
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>>6176452
I never had any trans feelings at 6. Am I trutrans?
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Maintenance came by and fixed the shit the guy broke while I was away (the guy is now banned from the complex). Apparently the guy who did it is the maintenance guy's nephew. Talked about how he was a bit of a lost cause and I started to feel bad for him. At least everything is fixed in here now.
>>6176447
Nice!
>>6176235
Tell him they're the pills to make you a little girl tbqh
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>>6176443
O-OH MY GOD
<3 <3 <3
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>tfw AGP

pssh trutrans™ is a meme
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>>6176459
Fucked if I know. Maybe you just weren't aware of the difference... I wouldn't have known if I wasn't constantly being pushed to get in fights, and be "manly". I guess some of it rubbed off on me because I'm obsessed with weapons and the military.

I'd be going through the same thing either way is my guess, I just wouldn't have noticed it until later.
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i'm looking for my qt3.14 gf, she's somewhere in this thread. have any of you seen her?
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>>6176454
Ok well if this is such a big problem then why aren't alternative suicide methods encouraged? death by train was the easiest way before I found out about the helium bag and now I heard helium tanks are being diluted to prevent suicide I don't really have a choice.
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>>6176404
>wee lil laddie at party or something
>spice girl video comes on, some other kids are watching
>everyone's saying who's their favorite
>"hmm :) well if I was a girl I'd wanna be that one!! :D"
>look back at my mother watching all of us
>uhh never mind forever

I seriously thought that that was totally normal
I thought that's what 'what girls do you like' really meant

agp as fuq
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>>6176445
>At least half a year more. In some cases they keep growing after the 3rd year.
I think they did a brief growth spurt about 6 months in when I swapped to cypro and haven't ached or grown visibly after that judging by the pics I took back then.
>>6176450
I guess that's a relief
>>6176452
>If that's how you achieve results I'd better put away the junk food. And all food really.
My main bad habit is not getting more than 1000-1400kcal a day, sometimes I get more but too often than not it falls below that
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>>6176462
>Tell him they're the pills to make you a little girl tbqh
make sure to say outloud "tee bee qu ache", and maybe add a "ayy lmao"
>>
http://www.strawpoll.me/10187123
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http://www.strawpoll.me/10187123
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>>6176464
memes are a meme
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>>6176455

>implying that using men isn't fun
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>>6176446
Tell me about him.
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>>6176467
> I wouldn't have known if I wasn't constantly being pushed to be "manly"
I always felt uncomfortable with this
>>
>every day I'm growing out of mtfg
>when I come back here I feel kinda like I do when I look at my high school
I can't stand the negativity here about trans bodies, not passing, and not being underweight to be honest

too much catty

maybe ill come back when you guys are nice
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>>6176471
>1000-1400kcal a day


Puru... I eat four or 5 times that much some times...

Then again, I also fast every so often, and there's weeks I eat nothing but salad. And I'm a hyperactive nerd who does exercise... And I spend most of my body's energy making heat. I'm a furnace at night.

>>6176481
Well... yeah, you're a girl!
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>>6176469
drowning is exactly the same as the helium bag, free and you can do it at any point. just breath water.
the body identifies excess co2 as suffocation, if you fill your lungs with something that doesn't have co2 your body will think everything is alright, just a bit chilly in the best.

Also, it's not the train conductor's fault that fuckers see it as a good way to kill themselves. They shouldn't have to pay for it.
How can you be such an egotistical bitch?
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>>6176473
Only if you find it fun
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>>6176483
Cornflakes?
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>>6176471
you should really aim for 2000kcal. you need nutrients to grow boobs and ass. remember you're goin through puberty again.
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>>6176468
whats she look like?

>>6176470
welcome to the club friend! AGP 4 life

>>6176474
tru tru

>>6176483
just wait for me to get on and cutepost™
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>>6176435
I was just afraid to get away with it.

>>6176452
>small
>fragile
all of my characters in games were built around having very little health/armor, and a shitton of magic damage. It was a bit of an escape from reality.
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>>6176483
I'd say this thread is more inspiring than usual, but yeah, pretty shit desu
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>>6176473
Sass, I did it because It's part of my duties as a member of the Riech.

You don't have to if you don't want to.

Speaking of...


>>6176493
>Playing TES4 Oblivion
Always play rogue. Never get caught

Kajiit like to sneak!
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>>6176463
<3 <3 <3
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>>6176483
whats wrong with being underweight
literally the only level of tiny we will ever reach ;_;
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>>6176485
Yay!
>>6176486
Water is not as good as helium because helium is a gas like air so water will still feel weird in the first few seconds even if the end result is the same.
Look, i didn't ask to be born, why am I egotistical for wanting to end a crappy life?
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>>6176490
I know but since I'm low on budget I cook my own meals and I don't know that many dishes, it gets samey and I completely lose appetite/desire to cook. I wish they had affordable delivery food here so I could just cheat and order a pizza whenever. I did manage to gain 8 kilos but now I've been stalling again.
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>>6176473
it'll be great, I've got tons of anime for you to borrow
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>>6176499
being underweight is okay, but ive seen girls who are like barely chubby get shit on for being hons or ugly or whatever

just kinda creeps me out when i see shit like that, like some of those girls had actual curves and looked womanly, and i bet the same people who shit on them fap to skellingtons with small hips wearing rainbow socks if you know what i mean

just weird fetishy hypocrisy im sick of it

im also really drunk dont listen to anything
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>>6176503
Sorry onee-chan... This is outside my knowledge...
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>>6176452
>I feel bad anyway...
Aww...
Well, you're definitely not a bad person then, if you're still feeling bad about something small like that!
>>6176454
>even cops have issues with it
Tell that to the people they kill =3
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>>6176502
Because you're okay with fucking someone else that has nothing to do with it, you can't even stop and think how your actions affect others, that's the definition of egotistical.
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>>6176505
I never understand people who find it hard to gain weight. How hard is it to eat a burger?
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>>6176513
I don't live in burgerland, live on welfare that randomly doesn't come sometimes, I don't own a car etc.
Going out to eat is expensive and inconvenient.
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>>6176499
>whats wrong with being underweight
the jews were underweight.
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>>6176502
we talked about this yesterday, helium usually has other gasses mixed in so your body knows its suffocating.

>>6176498
can you two stop being so cute? I'm getting jealous...
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>>6176512
Well suggest a better way to kill myself then
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>>6176513
it can be quite hard. some people don't like feeling full. I know I don't, I actually like the feeling of hunger pains and lightheadedness after finishing a run because I hadn't eaten all day
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Somebody save me

I cant resist transitioning no mo'
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>>6176505
Where do you live?
I'm not from the US so my situation is different, but basic plants are really cheap here and it's quite easy to get different flavors from slight variations. My diet is usually based on zuccini and onions + 2 or 3 other vegetables that looked fresh mixed with whole rice or pasta. You can fry, boil, mix, add eggs, make an omellete, roast. But I've heard that in the states vegetables are ridiculously expensive, that must suck.
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>>6176512
If they were egotistical they wouldn't want to die, you're misrepresenting them. It is in no way extreme to not care about other people when you're low enough to want to kill yourself. Everybody's first concern is themselves, and when that's gone there obviously won't be concern for other people left.
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>>6176515
>tfw gained weight even faster on welfare
Sitting on your ass all day, all you can afford at the supermarket is sugary fatty food. This is literally most of the fat people are poor. For £1 you can get 5 apples or 8 donuts.
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>>6176503
>How can I deal with feeling like transition is ruining my fiancees life?
I'm not letting you scape this shit, girl.
Talk with him. Relationships are made of two independent individuals. If his life hurts your transition it's okay to consider taking a distance, if your life hurts his life it's okay if he doesn't feel like he did before. People change, evolve or break up. Life goes on and more people appear.
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>>6176524
This girl gets it.
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>>6176513
For some people such as myself , eating is really difficult. It's like a chore I have to perform
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>tfw no one to talk to

ok time for video games
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>>6176511
>Tell that to the people they kill =3
They have a gun, they signed on to maybe have to use it, and they still get pretty wrecked when it happens. I'm sure the dead guy has it worse, of course. But imagine when your job appeared as just being comfy and making sure you speed and break at certain times, then being responsible for multiple deads.
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>>6176535
Get back here you!

...

Which videogames?
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>>6176524
If you think your dead is more important than other people's life then you don't really ahve low self esteem, you are litereally putting yourself above others.
I'd suggest you get better at hating yourself, darling.
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>>6176533
Fair enough but I still don't understand why people can accept this but not understand that some people find not eating difficult. I struggled with my weight a lot as a kid. I just liked food. If it was the opposite and I struggled to eat I'd have gotten tons of sympathy.
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>>6176498
awwww <3

the more I talk to you the more I want to build a giant boat and cut canada off from america and pull it over to europe, so we can casually go out on weekends and drink wine and cook and stuff ._.

>>6176509
thats a fair point. I dont make fun of people for their looks I think, and I am very careful about weight related comments. being bullied for being underweight is really unfun and reminds me of my childhood ._.

>>6176513
how is not eating hard?

>>6176535
(you)
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>>6176487
What's your experience? How big should my stash of pics be?

>>6176497
I want Gold instead of AU!

>>6176506
Where's the stash?
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Fucking terrible day today. After waiting and being the process for HRT at this transclinic, I got my labs drawn and everything was ready today.

They rescheduled me to come back in TWO FUCKING MONTHS.

I can't wait 2 months. I'm gonna drive 3 hours, take the labs to a walk in clinic in chicago, and order finasteride online.

There is no fucking way I'm sitting around here for another 2 months letting testosterone completely destroy my hair.

Straight up been bawling my eyes out over this. It's the closest I've ever gotten to HRT and they fucking want me to wait another 60 days for no reason at all.

I want to shoot myself. If I had a gun I would end my life right now.
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>>6176540
>Someone kills themself
>"Will someone think of the clean-up guy!"
This is why society is fucked.
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>>6176546
just self med gurl
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>>6176543
>cut canada off from america

... That shouldn't be impossible...

>>6176545
>Gold instead of AU
NEVER!
If you must, call me Sirona, I'll respond to that too.
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>this whole gen vid related
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7y2E1KJAH9M
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>>6176546
Why do they make this so hard? if one could pick up hormones over the counter how exactly would this destroy society? What exactly are gatekeepers so afraid of?
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>>6176522
This is your story? If so, well, I dunno. It's possible you were just a repressing tranny all along, but deceiving your boyfriend like that is entirely not okay.
>>6176532
Ty but I also think you shouldn't kill yourself. You should go seek affection from somebody who'll give you a reason to live instead. And if you're gonna kill yourself either way, might as well do something good with it! The last time I felt like killing myself I seriously considered heading over to kill beepbeep's dad.
>>6176535
Ily Korra, don't go! <3
>>6176537
But you're not responsible for the deads of people who got themselves killed by jumping in front of a fucking train, I don't get how people can think they're responsible for that. Nobody who was driving could stop the train on a dime, and the person killing their self knows this. You can't be responsible for something you couldn't prevent at all whatsoever.
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>>6176524
You're still alive, so at this point all the talk of killing yourself is part of your selfdellusion that you are worth a lot and it would mean something.
It also depends on your motives. If you just want to die because you don't pass then it's vain and a product of you thinking you should pass, a completely unwarranted merit that comes from how high you value yourself. If you want to die because of drepression then you still can be egotistical, a lot of depressed people are.
If you want to die because your life is in a position in which no possible growth could come and it's just ending it early then you shoudln't be caring more about the present pain than the results. Most succesfull suicides come from pretty painful ways, because they really care more about dying than anything else.
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>>6176539
im a pleb with no taste so I was gonna play LoL for a few hours also name change when? the uncle part is really misleading

>>6176543
hi little sis <3

>>6176546
self med anon. also hang in there
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>>6176543
not eating is hard because different people react to hunger differently. it's a really strong urge for me. and it feels good. its basically like a drug like coke for me, it relieves emotional stress
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>>6176553
You know, I think I'm the only one here who hasn't wanted to commit suicide since arriving.


But then, I've tried so many times and failed that I've concluded that I'm immortal

>>6176558
Check the trips!

I'd join you, but I main teemo.
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>>6176555
>You can't be responsible for something you couldn't prevent at all whatsoever.
It's not that easy to rationalize when you are in the position to try to stop it, fail, squash someone and then see the dead body. A lot of train conductors develop PTSD.
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>>6176523
In finland. The local grocery store veggie selection is dodgy at best, very little variety, freshess and quality. It's pretty cheap I'll give it that. I've tried to expand my menu but last few dishes I've tried have utterly failed due to low quality ingredients. I'll try to see if they got any edible looking vegs there next time and do some research if they'd make for some pasta or rice dish, thanks.

>>6176528
Cheap, tiny, airy donut that hasn't even seen a deep fat frier costs like 0.9e here. I lived over there so I could stuff my face full of processed fats as long as doing so gives me thick I can work with. A roughly 1000kcal meal from the cheapest kebab joint anywhere nearby costs 8.50e and my daily food budget is somewhere around 4-6 euros

>>6176545
I started a week ago with 12 anime pics and about 4500 other pics, now I got 121 anime pics out of 245 total pics, most of the other pics being cats.
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>>6176555
>This is your story? If so, well, I dunno. It's possible you were just a repressing tranny all along, but deceiving your boyfriend like that is entirely not okay.

Lol no not me just a story I think is super enticing and also 99% probably fake but still
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>>6176547
you're already dead, stop wanting people to care about you. if you weren't 100% selfish you would also worry about those who didn't want to deal with your shit.
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>>6176554
to sum it up. Big Pharma wants to make maximum shekels off absolutely anything medicine related and since tranny pills are relatively new they hate how they can't control it with an iron grip like almost everything else. The gatekeepers are mostly trying to make money off the people they gatekeep. Its the biggest reason why I self med.

>>6176555
d'awww anon
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>>6176543
Yeah, I know what you mean, the distance involved really does suck, and frankly the distance involved here is larger than usual ;_;

If we were to hang out on the weekends and stuff I'm pretty certain that your place is a better bet though, even if you pull Alberta over to Europe it's still going to be Alberta, and let's be honest, Germany is probably a more exciting place to hang out. Better ingredients for cooking too

>>6176517
Awe but cuteposting is fun ;_;
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>>6176545
>What's your experience? How big should my stash of pics be?
(not that anon)
I usually take around 12 reaction pics of every manga I read, and after fapping I lurk gelbooru for cute pics. Your folder should be constantly growing.
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I feel so out of place on /mtfg/ tonight. (This isn't my real trip name btw).
>Cornflakes isn't here
>Phienchen thinks I hate her because of how I left off
>Yume is gone
>I don't know who agony uncle and Shakira are
>and I got left out of that 2016 trip list

Well, at least Korra is here.
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>>6176565
that should be the name too. uncle agony is so tacky reminds me of a chaser name or something

And being a teemo main is fine I play like err champ anyways
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>tfw you feel so much more cute for a few hours after taking your estrogen pills
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>>6176546
>finasteride
that's not selfmedding, it's an over the counter drug.

>>6176547
>someone wants to kill herself
okay, let her
>someone wants to have a good job
okay, let her
>someone wants to kill herself and ruin someone's job for no reasson
you're stepping on other people's life, don't be shitty.
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>>6176529
She. She's wonderful about it. She supports me 100%. And is adamant that this is a positive thing in our lives. I just. I don't know if I can believe her. I don't know if I can get over feeling like she would be happier with someone else. I'm just a black hole right now. I'm sucking all the joy and life out of out lives and giving nothing back. I feel like I've helped her get to where she can be happy in her life so she should got do it with someone that can fulfill her.
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>>6176577
I just grab images off google and stuff them in my "4chun" folder.

>>6176579
Are you on EU or US?
...

Razzafrazzarazza.... I don't like parting with good puns...
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>>6176576
I-I just wanna cutepost tooooo.... ;~;
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>>6176563
I am sorry, I was just annoyed by her being an autist about people that have trouble eating. I dont actually believe that not eating is super easy.

>>6176576
>tfw not hopping restaurants all over europe and enjoying ALL the things of the old world
;~;
we need to get rich.
I cant really imagine what canada is like, I assume its a lot like denmark, but Ive no clear picture in my mind. then again, I only know the US from tv-shows as well. Ive seen some countries in Europe tho, so I am at least a little travelled ._.
have you been outside of canada before?

>>6176558
herro! how are you?
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>>6176578
>and I got left out of that 2016 trip list
That sounds like a good thing. Lurking is much better
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>>6176549

I want to but I'm afraid it will mess up my HRT when I start with an endo.

I think what I'm gonna do is go get a script from a clinic in Chicago and just take it for 1-2 months, never tell my real endo and just adjust to her dosage when it finally happens.

>>6176554
I don't know. My gender therapist who works at the clinic came and tried to comfort me after I heard I'd have to wait 2 more months.

Idk, I thought it was gonna be 2 weeks. I just feel crushed. I've jumped through all the hoops so far. It's taken me 5 months actively going through this clinic.

>>6176558
:\
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>>6176557
#hardtruths
#wedon'tlike'em
#goaway
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>>6176540
>you are litereally putting yourself above others.
Depression and misery don't only affect your self-esteem, they affect your evaluation of everything. Your self-worth is the last thing to go because it's the thing your psyche holds on to the most, and when that's gone any concern you had for other people is already long-gone.
>>6176547
This desu, it's probably because most of society hasn't experienced depression, or they buy into the hypocritical value of self-sacrifice.
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>>6176579
>uncle agony is so tacky reminds me of a chaser name or something
Well that's how he started off as so it's accurate ;)

Also
>2016
>playing LoL
shiggy diggy
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>>6176597
...

...

Puru, how could you betray me like this?
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>>6176592
waaait you're not moap

>>6176591
I do have trouble eating. It's really easy to put eating secondary to everything else, because quite frankly, it's a pain in the ass to have your hand-space occupied by food when you want to play games or instruments.
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>>6176578
what's your real trip name
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>>6176571
I'm not complaining about no-one caring about me for suicide is an obvious sign that I've given up on anyone ever caring about me. I am complaining about expecting me to care about other people when no-one cares about me! Ludicrous.
>>6176573
That makes no sense though? the pharmacies in your country don't profit because you've bought overseas and finally denying people a product doesn't sound like a good way to make money. Gatekeeping is actually very bad for Big Pharma, they are needlessly squashing a potentially huge market.
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>>6176578
aww I'd give you a big hug if I could. what's up wanna chat about stuff?

>>6176586
I'm dirty NA scum

>>6176591
really really happy to be off from work. I'm liking my boss less amd less as time goes on

>>6176593
its the best advice I have amd its faster than waiting the 60 days D:

>>6176597
what really lol wow. I guess chasers really are repressed girls.

>2016
>not playing lol

Scooby Doobie doo
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>>6176568
(first anon)
even rotting food can potentially taste good, vegetables that have a bad taste usually had it from the begining or didn't have any at all.
experiment with condiments, they aren't too expensive and they can make the same food taste different (wich helps when you have nothing to taste to begin with). I really support garlic, it can go with any salty food and it's cheap for how long it lasts. (although I heard it costs like €6 in europe each head, which is ridiculously since I pay like 50 cents of a dollar for it here)
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>>6176592
I need an update on your romantic escapades.
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>>6176592
I guess, but I had made quite a few friends on here. It's weird how I was immediately forgotten. Unless Eddie hates me or something
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>>6176597
>Also
>>2016
>>playing LoL
>shiggy diggy
dota a best
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>>6176578
>Phienchen thinks I hate her because of how I left off

w-who are you? D:

>>6176601
I know that feelling SO WELL
>tfw you wake up the enxt day and barely can get up cause forgetting to eat or choosing not to made you super weak

>>6176606
awww :<
at least its over for today
I didnt have a great day either. I was at uni for 7 hours and got stared at in a really unfriendly way a whole lot. I just want to stop being a freak.
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>>6176557
Oh, I'm not planning on killing myself all that much right now, give it a few weeks though. And if I did jump in front of a train, it would still be the moral thing to do because it would remove all of my misery and only gave the train man a little. It works out mathematically.
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>>6176606
*sigh

Well, unfortunately I'm EU

I have World of Tanks on NA though...
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>>6176605
>I am complaining about expecting me to care about other people when no-one cares about me!
when you care for others, others care for you. that's how society works. if you're a selfish piece of shit people will care for the victims you leave on your way even if you have it worse.
how old are you? I was sure people started feeling empathy around the 11 year mark.
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>>6176578
>>6176578
oh I think I know who you are.
d/w we re cool bby.
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>>6176605
big Pharma and insurance companies don't want ppl to self med so they can monopoly the market and control the prices they've already tried blocking US residents from being able to buy online, so that much is true.

and they're not squashing the market they wanna control it so that they're the only ones that can distribute it. Gatekeepers gatekeep by making you wait longer so that you have to have more visits since more visits=more money for them
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>>6176545
you need an anime for every occasion
you really need to make your own collection to truly have the proper feeling for your disgusting weeaboo emotional responses
>>6176579
>playing LoL
disgusting
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>>6176578
>"/mtfg/ sucks today because I don't know who Shakira is"
What did I say /mtfg/? I said that this general is a walled-off clique and I have just been proven correct. Sad-anon would rather complain that her usual friends aren't here rather than talk to the new people, yet you all said I was getting depressed over nothing when I said that I felt /mtfg/ ignores all but a few trips.
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>>6176601
Nope I'm not.

>>6176608
I'm kinda seeing this really cute girl and also not? We are spending a ton of time together and are really into each other but are keeping things mostly platonic at the moment because we only have a week of uni left until summer, where we won't be able to see each other. So we're holding off until next semester. She is fucking wonderful though and I couldn't ask for a better person in my life. There's also kinda a funny story of how we met if you want me to post that

>>6176609
> It's weird how I was immediately forgotten
That's also probably a good thing. You don't want to stick around here for too long a period of time. This place turns you into an attention whore/sloot.
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I have the noose around my neck but I'm too scared to drop myself off, anyone want to push me off my balcony?
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>>6176585
you could find ways to fulfill yourself, even more if she's willing to help. if you just push her away you're not helping yourself in any way and you're hurting her at a point in which it doesn't make sense.
accept others and try to improve yourself.
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>>6176625
That's sounds really sweet I'm happy for you. Post it next thread.
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>>6176502
literally the best way to do it is od on heroin. Not only best high of your life but youll die happy.
But dont kill yourself, hate the fucking game not the player.
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>>6176628
I wish it were that simple. I literally don't know how to do anything besides sabotage myself. I'm going to get back in therapy
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>>6176611
sucks I'm sorry to hear that bb ;; if I were there I'd cuddle with you on the sofa and watch anime to forget about the bad stuff :<

And pls ur not a freak at all they were looking bc ur drop dead gorgeous but dysphoria is blocking it from ur view <3

>>6176614
I don't play that

>>6176621
im a pleb with terrible taste and I apologize for nothing!

>>6176624
I talk to everyone m8

>>6176626
I want u to live
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>>6176596
your generalizing your particular experience. in my case I don't see any selfworth but I can perfectly respect other people. if anything I'm constantly reminded how superior and great they are, even when they do really little stuff like having a steady life. i'm a huge piece of shit with no future but i'd like everyone else to remain happy.
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>>6176611
>tfw you're passing out, going completely catatonic, and having out-of-body experiences because you neglected eating for so long
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It's possible I might to the Sand Diego Cmic COn in July

Who do you think I should cosplay as?
I want to d Blanc from Neptunia but it would cost over $200

Im 5'1" 102lbs more info if you like
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>>6176591
>tfw
I love restaurant hopping, that's like the perfect trip.
Basically the only travel I've done outside of Canada is to the US and to Japan. I've never been to Europe but it's on the list of places I really want to go. Which countries have you been to?

As for how Canada looks, it depends which part honestly. Where I live is just wide open prairies and farmland outside of the city. There's a large mountain range a few hours West and going East it's completely flat and full of wheat and canola. In the winter it's damn cold and coated in a thick layer of snow. No matter where you go in this part of the country it feels empty, the distances are vast.

>>6176587
Then cutepost :3

At any rate my friend has woken up so I'm going to go meet her. Later Sophie and Charlotte ^^
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>>6176616
Chicken and egg. Automatic assumption that I stopped caring about others before others stopped caring about me.
>>6176620
I see. The whole system is messed up. Hopefully things will be better in the future.
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>>6176613
>a little
>PTSD
you're turning someone else into a broken person instead of just jumping to the river because it might feel cold and confusing before ending it all anyway.
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>>6176566
Complaining about your train PTSD makes you feel better but, makes other people feel bad! Fucking selfish PTSD train men are such egotistical assholes!
>>6176569
Enticing? Not for me desu, but whatever floats your boat senpai.
>>6176584
Interfering with other people's lives is unavoidable in a society, that doesn't mean that your life belongs to other people though. Getting a job means somebody else gets denied that job, getting top marks on a test means somebody else got lower marks than you. Life is full of competition, and competition means some people suffer. The train man's suffering is small compared to the suicidal girl's.
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>>6176636
>I don't play that
That's ok!

I'll let you off the hook!
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>>6176626
please dont do that we love you!
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>>6176624
wait wait
when you first came here you rated trips looks and boasted you didnt mind making enemies.
now youre sad cause nobody likes you? whats happening

>>6176636
apparently its blocking other people's views as well ;_;

>>6176639
>out of body
I never got that, I did pass out a few times though
>tfw waking up on the floor 2 hours later wondering how this happened

>>6176641
have fun meeting <3
>tfw never been to japan
feels bad ;_;
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>>6176633
I've been trying to get drugs from someone on /mtfg/ for hours to no avail. There's some guys outside selling drugs but they only do weed.
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New bread pls I want to post my wall of text with a picture ;__;
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>>6176604
I am no one anymore. It's chilled.
>>6176606
Thanks Korra, but it's fine now. I have to go to sleep soon unfortunately. But anyway, I hope you are doing okay.
>>6176618
Thank you, sophie. I didn't mean to be so hateful.
>>6176624
Chill out. I'm not irritated that you are here, I just miss my old friends.

It's like if you have a group of friends that you hang out with at the park everyday. And one day you fall ill and have to stay home for a few months, and when you go back they are no longer there.
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>>6176635
>I'm going to get back in therapy
that's probably the ebst option.
remember that if your therapist doesn't help you can switch for a new one. it's hard to find multiple gender specialists but if you want to deal with more general life issues you can look for just a good one that works for you.
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>>6176645
>Interfering with other people's lives is unavoidable in a society, that doesn't mean that your life belongs to other people though. Getting a job means somebody else gets denied that job, getting top marks on a test means somebody else got lower marks than you. Life is full of competition, and competition means some people suffer. The train man's suffering is small compared to the suicidal girl's.
how is competing chosing to hurt someone innocent in your way to exit all competitions? why would you live a worse world behind?
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>>6176652
I dont hold grudges, I am only upset that I didnt know how to react in a way that wouldve made this easier for you ;~;
so I meant it, dont worry about me <3
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>>6176653
The gender stuff is bullshit but I can deal with it. I've had my problems a lot longer than dysphoria. I had a really good therapist after I tried to kill myself last year. But she was like appointed I can't just see her again
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>>6176641
o-ok

>>6176649
yeah, I just feel completely disconnected from my body, and need to start consciously moving my muscles
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>>6176640
yeah go for it! Just save up ^-^

>>6176643
no it'll only get worse but that's life in the USA

>>6176646
Woo hoo lucky me!

>>6176649
well I'll always think you're incredibly beautiful and I'm not hugboxing overall do ><

>>6176652
Sleep well anon!
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>tfw the cops stop your job
>tfw getting oak'd all day
>tfw you needed 2 more benzos than usual to function today
I really think I should go full neet.
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Where do you girls get your drugs at online?
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>>6176659
that sucks. can you contact her and ask for recommendations? maybe she has some college friend that shares her style, or if she's older she might have a promising kouhai.
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>>6176649
Here we go again, That was an honest mistake which I apologised for.
And where on earth did I ever say I liked making enemies?

So you have all been ignoring me all this time because you're all still butthurt over the rate thread? One post, which I said sorry for and wasn't even that cruel, since most got a positive rating. Wow that's passive aggressive. At least say you don't like me. All this cold shoulder bitchiness just reinforces my point that you're all assholes.
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>>6176661
I probably should show you non-makeup pictures one of those days ;_;
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>>6176665
She gave me the number of an org that she's on the board of directors for. But I never followed through. Maybe I'll try them.
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>>6176670
it's good to ask for help, it's a first step.
meanwhile you could set small goals to improve your life in minor but evident things. cleaning up, not skipping meals, cooking nicer food, picking up a small cheap hobby that you can sit down and do for an hour. those things won't fix anything but your life at least will have a certain rhythm and you'll have small victories to keep you from feeling like shit all the time.
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>>6176657
Thank you so much <3 Goodnight :3
>>6176661
Night Korra<3
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>>6176666

Sick quads. Check em.

Also, where do you girls get drugs from online?
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>>6176637
Tbh I've felt like that too, I love everybody else in the world a whole lot more when I feel like killing myself. But when I'm at that point I'm still not *really* ready to kill myself, I'm just self-pitying, really, since I still care something in life - other human beans.
>>6176644
>before ending it all anyway
everybody dies anyway, and if a little "PTSD" makes you a broken person then isn't the suicidal girl WAY more broken? Why should she have to suffer extra, hasn't she had her share already? The least the train man can do is give her an easier death, unless he's just a selfish dick who deserves the PTSD.
>>6176656
The world if full of competition, and therefore full of people trampling one another to achieve their goals - that's life, and has been life since the earliest zoo-plankton type cells. The competition in killing yourself is the competition to end one's pain, and trampling over the train man to end your pain which is far greater than his is perfectly okay. Obviously, you're leaving a worse world behind because you want an easier death than drowning, and the world after you're gone isn't your concern. Hell, from the time you're ready to kill yourself the world isn't really your concern, going through with it is just a formality.
>>6176663
Why were cops messing with you?
>>6176664
alldaychemist or inhousepharmacy
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>>6176652
Let me tell you a story:
>Be in Sixth Form in physics class
>Practically a god there revered by teachers because highest test scores
>Have banter with my favorite physics teacher
>One day he's not there as I walked in late
>Unknown man chastizes me for being late
>Say in a haughty tone "who's this guy?"
>Class bursts out laughing
>Next day real physics teacher turns up
>Supply had complained to him that I made him feel unwelcome
>Teacher initially did nothing because I was star student but other students pressured him to because they all hated me
>So he told me to apologize to supply, I did and realized what a jerk I was just because he was new.
So yeah you basically did the same thing, came here and said "lol who are these nobody fuckers? Get the real trips in"
>>6176661
Come to Britain, it's great here.
>>6176664
united pharmacies
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>>6176666
if everyone you meet is an asshole you're the one with the problem
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>>6176674
Yeah.. Right now I've been pretty much ignoring everything. I eat like shit. My house is a mess. I should start. But sincerely, Thank you. You've really helped me
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>>6176605
Didn't you mention earlier that you wanted to shoot up a school or was that some other depressed gal? Either way I hope you don't do whatever you're planning to do and at least keep on this path until the end.
>>6176606
>Scooby Doobie doo
I played it 'til late 2014 I think. I got top in 8 ESL tourney and the last ranked season I played was diamond, having played since season 1. Was good time but it was giving me mad RSI on my mouse/drawing hand and the people I played with quit around that time or moved to pro teams.
>>6176607
Garlic is good and it's not too expensive thankfully. Just gotta scan the selection and see if I can make a carbonara or something with vegs
>>6176610
Doter2 is pretty fun but not my jam either. It will forever feel like a clunky wc3 mod to me and vidya has felt less and less interesting to me recently.
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making a new thread brb
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>>6176666
>Here we go again,
Ive never talked to you before?

>That was an honest mistake which I apologised for.
this may come as a suprise but some people arent here 24/7.

>And where on earth did I ever say I liked making enemies?
that wasnt an exact quote, but it was something along those lines. I dont care enough to look for it.

>So you have all been ignoring me all this time
no. I usually dont talk to people unless they interact with me directly. it has nothing to do with you

>because you're all still butthurt over the rate thread?
no. I am butthurt over your retarded comments on anorexia (see above). which is also the reason why I am talking to you now at all.

>since most got a positive rating
thats not the point.

>Wow that's passive aggressive
no its just passive.

>At least say you don't like me
I dont like you. that being said, I change my mind incredibly fast. maybe we will be best friends next week.

>reinforces my point that you're all assholes.
most people here are nice. I am not though. I dont follow group dynamic and Ill tell you if you annoy me. this is 4chan, and a catty place. if you want a hugbox where you can lash out and never get smacked yourself got to... I dont actually know if such a place exists.
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>>6176684
Moral of the story is your classmates are pricks and if the sub can't handle banter from a student he's a little bitch.
>>6176686
That's a crock.
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>>6176683
>Why should she have to suffer extra, hasn't she had her share already?
you could go a million ways, trains aren't painless nor a sure way of going. you usually spit blood for up to a minute if you end up with too much torso on the head's side.
meanwhile your suffering gives you the right to make others suffer. it's not different from the repressive parent hitting the kid because he wants to dress like a girl, except that it's worse and usually result in another suicide.
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>>6176695
>>6176695
>>6176695
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>>6176691
>I am not though

I dissagree.

Image limit? WHAT DO YOU MEAN IMAGE LIMIT!

DRAT, DRAT, AND DOUBLE DRAT!
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what makes a man a desirable man to you hetero people on here?

I'm asking everybody, dish some ideas.
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>>6176684
then why are you complaining about trips not loving you when your first impression was telling most of the pressent ones that they didn't pass?
you sound pretty bpd
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>>6176698
Someone make a proper thread!
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>>6176688
I'm not in a very different position, so it's a bit of a cheat to sympathize with you. Stay strong and try to be good with your partner.
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>>6176702
repost in the next thread and I will answer in a few

>>6176700
I have no quarrels biting if I feel someone is being an idiot. most people would define that as not being nice.
I am still confused about the anon that said I am crazy and badmouth all of my friends without realizing though. this has been eating at me for days.
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>>6176689
>Just gotta scan the selection and see if I can make a carbonara or something with vegs
if you practice enough you'll learn what goes with what and you won't need to follow particular named foods. it's also better when you're under a tight budget to have sort of a skill tree for food, that starts with stuff that goes with everything (onions, potatos, etc) and then specializes in certain preparations.
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>>6176691
>>Wow that's passive aggressive
>no its just passive.
I suddenly like you more, Phien.
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>>6176689
I was just being edgy that day, how can a European shoot up a school? And I don't want to kill anyone. But today's suicide talk is serious, /mtfg/ drove me to it.
>>6176686
>Meet girl while trying to set up a business
>Got her to model for me
>She's friendly, yay I finally made a friend
>Ask her if she likes cycling
>She says yes but doesn't have a bike
>I say I'll buy her a cheap second hand one and we can go
>Buy the bike
>Call her to give it to her
>She collects it
>I say contact me when you want to go cycling
>Never hear from her again
>I'M THE ASSHOLE
>Meet guy at bus stop
>He's pretty charming says he's new to the country
>Asks if I can show him around
>I say sure
>Yay made a friend
>He asks me to take him to the other side of the city, theres a party he found on Tinder and he wanted to check it out
>Like girls too so agree
>We get there
>He disappears round a corner
>See him driving off in a cab with two other girls
>Go home alone
IM THE ASSHOLE
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>>6176698
ANON YOU DOPE!

>>6176718
There's biting back, and then there's being needlessly antagonistic. It's the difference between you and say... a certain individual who bears an uncanny resemblance to a feathered fiend.
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>>6176650
download tor, find link to alphabay, create account, go on virvox, buy bitcoin, transfer said bitcoin to account on alphabay, buy drugs from a vendor within your own country.

Use deepdotweb (thats the name) for tutorials how to setup an alphabay account and use virvox etc. Its the safest and best way.

And tbqh why do you want to do it? however you live, its much better to continue living. But each of us should have the right to euthanasia so, well, hope you do what is best for you :)
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>>6176729
feathers are only good on dinosaurs, trufax
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>>6176733
... Good point. A certain individual who's name would spark an explosive shit-storm then.
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>>6176739
Shit is birdy finally gone?
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>>6176694
It doesn't give them the right, but they don't need a right. Life is full of people screwing each other over, and trampling the trains man to escape your life is no different than trampling your peers to get a high-paying job or important government position.

I'm sorry, just post your response and let it end there, I don't want to keep being this person who argues, I want to post nice things.
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>>6176729
>ANON YOU DOPE!
i know, i messed up. i'm sorry.

i don't expect anyone's forgiveness, all i can promise is that i will try to be better. i'm such a stupid idiot.
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>>6176741
... Yeah...

I think.
I mean, he never did anything to me... but if the rest of the trips didn't like him, he must have done something wrong.

>>6176747
It's OK, I was playing it up for laughs! I'd have called you something much worse if I was angry!
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>>6176747
its okay we all make mistakes
thats why they put erasers on pencils
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>>6176726
Those people frickin stink, and that anon was just talking out of her butt, ignore her.
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>>6176751
I use pens
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>>6176749
>>6176751
no, it's not ok. and telling me it is ok only reinforces my bad behavior.
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>>6176724
<3

>>6176729
I dont blame him at all for getting mad over all the bullying, kinda bummed he didnt listen to me though. I still like him and Idgaf what anyone else thinks.
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>>6176726
>doesnt then use tinder to do the same what the guy did to you to another person
well senpai maybe try using tinder? or other apps? meeting people isnt impossible, and being alone isnt that bad. start meditating or something, join some sort of group or hobby. LIVING IS FUCKING AWSOME EVEN FOR COMPLETE LIFE LOSERS. fuck it, ive had psychosis, lost all friends, got into drugs, lost my family, ive been alone for the past 5 years, the only reason i live is cause life is pretty damn interesting.
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>>6176761
birdy's a good boy he dindu nuffin
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>>6176757
Fuckin rebel
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>>6176757
Tip-ex

Check mate.

>>6176761
Yeah... But from what I saw, he started digging a hole and wasn't able to dig his way out.

>>6176758
Nope. It's too late. You're already forgiven. You can't make me take it back!


>>6176765
Shhhhhh. Let's not start this again.
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>>6176702
>what makes a man a desirable man to you hetero people on here? I'm asking everybody, dish some ideas.
Femboy probs the best thing to a creepy borderline transbian like me
>>6176701
>tfw no rapist to discover my penis and murder me
>implying he'd go for me in the first place
>>6176721
Sounds like it'd take quite a lot of moneys to git gud enough to be able to blend whatever with whatever. Failing a dish when you're hungry, tired and miserable is like the worst feel
>>6176726
>European shoot up a school?
We've had two of those here in finland though they were like 8 years ago
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>>6176771
>>6176771
>>6176771
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>>6176773
>>6176773
>>6176773
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>>6176774
>>6176775

YOU NITWITS!

XD
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>>6176768
>Sounds like it'd take quite a lot of moneys to git gud enough to be able to blend whatever with whatever. Failing a dish when you're hungry, tired and miserable is like the worst feel
you start with safe stuff and you taste how it works with each other before experimenting. eventually you'll fuck it up, like trying to fry succini, but usually you'll notice whan shit couldn't go together when you safely try it out.
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>>6176691
Retarded comments? I said that obesity isn't taken as seriously as anorexia. Why is this "retarded"?
>>6176706
Ok so we have finally gotten to the bottom of this.
>Make post that upset some people
>Rather than say anything they just give me the cold shoulder the rest of the week
>I say everyone is ignoring me
>"It's all in your mind hun"
>Start to get depressed by this, I just game here to make friends, get angry with people
>The now say that they don't like me because I'm an asshole
>Despite blanking me before I sperged out
>Finally they grudgingly admit that they were ignoring me over that one post
>This entire shitfest needn't have happened had /mtfg/ either accepted my apology or openly said that they don't accept and I am never welcome here again because of that one post
>Just left me to stew and now they wonder why I think they are all the worst cunts I've met since school.
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>>6176768
i envy you for living in finland tbqh senpai ;-;
>ultimate country for loners
>possibility of getting muslim qt bf
>beutifull country side
>winter winter winter
>cold all year round esentially
>pretty accepting, in comparison to eastern europe
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>>6176774
>>6176775
did we both erase it?
i'm stepping down, you do it.
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>>6176774
>>6176775
SHIT Y'ALL GET IT TOGETHER
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I actually miss birdy. Fuck you stupid hons for bullying him.
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>>6176767
I dug my way out of a hole once.
I was seventeen and playing at the railway tracks, fell into a ditch, a really really deep one.

With no friends to help i tried clawing my way out but the ground was just subsiding, I started to panic a little but saw that there was some dirt sinking in the corner of the hole. So I pawed at it desperately.
It took about ten minutes of frantic digging and i exposed a metal mesh. Kicked that shit in and forced myself through the gap, got a few scrapes and cuts doing so. Turns out I got into a drainage pipe of somekind and crawled toward the light and to freedom.

And thats how i dug myself out of a hole.
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>>6176782
>Ok so we have finally gotten to the bottom of this.
I've been talking with you this whole afternoon, it was just a weird line. Please no persecution, maccarthism isn't cool.
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will there ever be a new thread
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>>6176782
you have an awful personality
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>>6176784
Anon, we all make mistakes, it's how we learn.

>>6176789
Well, I never said it couldn't happen...

Cool story though!

>>6176792
No, let's keep going, see if we can hit 1000
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>>6176792
No, this is it.
This is where it all ends.
Rest in pies /mtfg/
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>>6176782
>that green text
you're hilarious honey, you've been chatting this whole day but you still feel ignored and somehow everyone is against you even though no one said anything against you.
calm down, puberty is hard for all of us.
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>>6176794
I know, i'll take any opportunity to talk about it. In hindsight it was kinda fun.
At the time, I thought I was going to be found 200 years later as a skellington
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>>6176795
Where were you when /mtfg/ was kill
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>>6176798
>>6176798
>>6176798
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>>6176791
This threads I only got replies because my posts were angry/depressive. All the previous threads where I tried to be cheerful /mtfg/ ganged up on me
>>6176793
Fuck you.
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>>6176805
>>6176805
>>6176805
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>>6176810
I'm going to punch you.
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>>6176803
>>6176812

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT YOU TWO!
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>>6176782
>Retarded comments? I said that obesity isn't taken as seriously as anorexia. Why is this "retarded"?

are you a megaautist or are you trying to troll me?
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FML I just wanna die rn. I'm two months into hrt and almost no changes except for some gross boy tits that make me look fat. I get that it's a bit premature to feel this way rn but.....Someone kill me pls
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