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Let's do our best, girls!
how does faye sound better than kayla i dont get it
>>6159690
How do u tell Haruka appart from other bishounen ogata played
U cant
if you're going to continue bitchfighting, I'm just gonna go play overwatch.
music time
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-ZJSL5sL14
Anyone got any good stories about going out in girl mode for the first time? I'm
>>6159668
you dont know what youre talking about at all
faye learned everything she knows about girl voice from me
where can i find a cute femboy to chase and fuck
>>6159696
she doesn't. i honestly dont even know why im using "she". hes a hulking ex-military dude
goodbye
Beepbeep
>you sound like a 9 year old boy
https://clyp.it/0nbxgtnd
>>6159703
Good one, anon.
>>6159711
ive heard kayla multiple times but i just like fayes voice a lot better idk
nth for maddiexcyba
>>6159709
You should choose better friends maddie because you're not a bad person yourself.
>>6159727
that was random as hell desu
>>6159721
Is it true you have a new gf?? Congratulations!!
>>6159720
I'm really far off from that point but I'm curious to see how everyone's experience was.
Looks like mtfg has become an extreme parody of a hon hive.
>>6159710
Not here.
Tell me when you find one tho, I'm looking for the same thing.
>>6159670
https://clyp.it/ptflub54
I think that everyone has the right to do what they want with their lives. I support gay marriage and stuff, but I can't understand why people would want to change their gender. Sure, I can understand "grass is always greener" but the social ramifications of being transgender, in general and specifically being non-passion, outweigh any benefit by far.
>>6159718
GODDDDDDDDDAMNNNNNNN
SON OF A BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITCH
>>6159707
Not exactly girlmode because I didn't realize I was trans at the time, but I have a story nonetheless
>be 17-18 in a highschool punk band
>somehow we get the opportunity to play on a stage for somebody's party or something idk
>oh and it's in West Virginia lol
>we get really wild on stage, and I'd been experimenting with my attire until I decided I loved to "crossdress" on stage
>wearing pic related except for the collar
>end up having to stop at a gas station to use the bathroom
>walk in, use the men's, nobody says anything. might have gotten stared at
>get to the gig, play to like 15 people
>someone from the crowd shouts "I love you, bass lady!"
>afterwards I think someone complimented my outfit?
Generally how it goes for me.
>>6159716
Aww come on you pass so well i dont think anyone suspects youre trans im 100% boy..
>>6159736
I am here from /pol/ and I agree. Men cannot become women. Transgender is wrong
I still would like to get a gf from here though
>>6159741
100% beautiful
>>6159740
Damn you have a tiny Fran. And you look cute. What do you look like now?
>went to event cosplaying
>japanese dude took picture of me, then post it on his twitter saying "not sure if girl or a really girly guy"
it's happening things are gonna work out aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
>>6159740
I've seen you shitposting on /b/.
>>6159748
Really? At this point they're the only ones that don't only post bullshit all the time.
>>6159748
Can I please stay if I don't cause any trouble? I can be good I promise.
>>6159742
the first step is to pretending you dont think what you just said you do
>>6159741
Thats hella cute tho, dont see why someone would think youre a boi
>>6159757
yes you stay
>>6159749
Frame*
>>6159703
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6pvGYqxr-gI
>>6159707
this picture was actually taken one of the first times i ever went out in girl mode 6 years ago.
i look crazy. but people just gave me weird looks, so idk. it was alright.
>>6159741
you got a fair way to go
>>6159764
Thanks you
>>6159734
You sound like a regular white girl, which I like
>>6159707
>>6159730
I ended up wearing a dress that a friend of mine accidentally picked out for me, along with stockings and a cardigan. I went to the CNE, which is basically a big fair with half a dozen friends from high school.
I totally didn't even consider that I'd probably have to go to the bathroom at some point, but a friend went in with me and it was okay
In retrospect I totally wasn't ready appearance-wise but I had a good time and nothing bad happened.
>>6159740
You do make a pretty qt bass lady
>>6159741
Not boyish in the slightest. For a cis girl you're actually very attractive maybe a 8/10 or 9/10 like one of those girls everyone wants to date.
>>6159774
answer the question tho
>>6159707
>Oct 2015
>Be me
>Going to Spooky/ metal themed wedding reception because nerdy friends that play mtg
>get a girl's xs sexy racoon costume from Hlloween spirit
>am 102lbs 5'1" so this works
>first time in dress and high heels
>pass to everyone I didnt know without mones and get smashed with bf
I still use the costume for sexytime
ohio
i'm finally back on my laptop
>>6159779
Someone posted you lastnight. Life I guess.
>>6159767
How long did those pants take to get on warning: if you tell me anything shorter than five minutes I'll get depressed
>>6159785
>Someone posted you lastnight.
You shittin' me?
>>6159767
i would wear those today
>>6159786
it took 30 seconds because they're leggings.
i weighed 105 lbs in that pic though loll
>>6159797
make sure you tuck. i didn't. AHAHAH
My bp gets really hot when thinking of a trip here. Is this normal? I want her to stab me so bad.
>>6159767
How old were you then? You look tiny.
>>6159779
You're the girl I was talking about being a band manager right?
some days i can't tell if i'm getting closer to or further from stable and happy
>posted my picture
>didn't get insulted or make anyone upset
that's a first
>>6159802
yup
>>6159807
i think the bad anons/trips are asleep now
>>6159807
Are you still in the band?
>>6159809
false
i never sleep
sometimes it looks like i sleep, but i assure you i'm just passed out
>>6159799
It is now sweating wtf
>>6159781
Uhm
https://clyp.it/l1vcfdze
>>6159812
No. 2/3 of them moved to the city of my dreams and the other one moved across the country, so now I just sit in my room and pretend to be a musician when in fact I haven't written or recorded anything substantial in like 2 years.
>>6159814
Why?
I just got a sudden pang of sadness again about how my gf left me.
If I wasn't so edgy, it wouldn't have happened. We would have been happy together forever.
>>6159802
i was 18! i used to go out in ridiculously obvious makeup (blue eyeshadow etc) with the deepest man voice ever. it was a little embarrassing.
i never really had any issues though even living in texas. people would just give me looks every once in awhile.
although i got super dysphoric wearing a skirt one time. this was before i knew tucking was a thing..
>>6159814
i feel like you could pull it off desu.
>tfw dont know if im feeling nauseous because of illness or dysphoria/anxiety
>>6159824
>Im all boi no pucci
It's not like they know~
>>6159831
yeah and you still overdraw your lipline like a retard
>>6159831
you've come a really long way =)
>>6159700
Good choice desu
Mercy/Reinhardt combo a best
>>6159822
What's the city of your dreams? You had hair that long at at 18? Or is that a wig?
>>6159837
LEAVE ME AND MY EXPLODING LIPS ALONE
>>6159840
i'm not!
>>6159842
literally. from young boy to mature man. BtM.
coincidentally i am also a bottom.
With all this pic posting I guess I'll just do this too, see how bad I am lately.
So real question?
I have super thin white people hair and I can't even grow it to shoulder length.
I condition every day and shampoo every two or three days.
Shuld I take a multivitamin? SHould I try specific products?
>>6159852
omg qt
>>6159844
Richmond, VA. Kickass music scene, and every time I've been there I've had a lot of fun. It's my real hair. I started growing it out back in 2009. I'm planning on cutting it down to shoulder length soon.
>>6159852
WOW kari you look SO Good omg
>>6159849
GURL I CANT EVEN WITH YOU
>>6159716
come on faye its obvious your using your friend's voice to troll us.
if thats really your voice then do the same voice and then transition to your regular guy voice in the same clip.
>>6159853
honestly it's all in your diet
if you eat junk and crap it will reflect in ur hair
you dont need multis
>>6159858
Kayla confirmed for mod?
>>6159852
Are you single? If you could date any trip pick 3 you would.
>>6159861
Richmond Virginia? I never been too but I find it hard to believe it has a big music scene.
>>6159852
Cutiepie
>>6159867
My diet is not the best
I suspected so
thx
>>6159852
you look qt!!
>>6159853
biotin.
>>6159863
I'M FEELING VERY ATTACKED RIGHT NOW!!!!!!
>>6159858
you are my favorite anon now
>tfw on the edge of passing but constantly have cracked/chapped lips
How do I fix this, it's driving me insane
>>6159840
Fuck it, why not.
https://unsee.
cc/nogebiru/
Here's my shitty girlmode from when I went to meet a guy on Craigslist to audition for his band. Introduced myself as Danielle and he and his friend were totally cool about it but I legit don't know if he could tell or not because my boymode fails on the reg. The outfit is less feminine than I would like to dress, but my wardrobe is fucking atrocious and I don't have a job right now.
>>6159872
Yes, and why's that? I go to concerts there all the time, even the house shows have a good turnout.
>>6159882
Lip chap?
>>6159858
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_6CZ2JaEuc
>>6159883
>https://unsee.
>cc/nogebiru/
no pass
>>6159877
my hair is 22 inches so far and it didn't take very long to get there
i eat a lot of avocados, poultry, and almonds because they contain biotin
>>6159883
All i can really tell you from this photo is that those shoes really ruin the color composition of your outfit
>>6159882
http://www.amazon.com/Lucas-668680-Papaw-Ointment-25g
this is a godsend, trust me.
>>6159883
posting pics is fun!
>>6159885
I did try the obvious and to no avail
>>6159852
Cutest trip that ever posted
>>6159892
I have two pairs of shoes. The other ones were blue. You think those would have been better?
>>6159897
>I'm second
WOW I SEE HOW IT IS
>>6159894
Thank you oh merciful goddess
>>6159894
Maybe when you're pretty :p
>>6159895
Ah, that sucks. Maybe try Google if you haven't done that yet.
>>6159900
do not take fashion advice from oddish, ever.
>>6159903
actually don't thank me yet, i fucked up the link lmao http://www.amazon.com/Lucas-668680-Papaw-Ointment-25g/dp/B0076K07DC?
>>6159904
everyone's pretty in their own way.
>>6159900
Yes but barely.
Honestly tho what do i know i wear supras and timberlands
>>6159907
>everyone's pretty in their own way.
I'm pretty for a boy :D
>>6159906
this
>>6159907
i'm pretty cute
I like when people point to/mention specific anons
i like to imagine they squee internally when they get attention like that
>>6159915
you play runescape???
>>6159919
True. Hasn't happened to me in a few weeks and not in a good way in months ;_;
>>6159906
>do not take advice from oddish, ever.
ftfy
>>6159925
y-yelling anon?
>>6159914
>>6159906
>
>>6159910
meh
>>6159924
yeah, 07 mostly. do you?
>>6159921
I'm just teasing you, I love you Kari~
>>6159900
dress however you want, t b h.
>>6159911
pretty boys are the best desu.
>>6159917
w-wow
Someone carry me on Overwatch pls :")
>>6159935
I want to dress in a way that makes me look good!
>>6159935
it's true
>>6159919
h-hi gem
>>6159936
Charlotte and I are playing if you wanna join add Carinix#1243
>>6159915
oddish on suicide watch
>>6159930
Yea thats how i usually feel as well
In this photo i was v. Intoxicated. And i am intoxicated now but i dont look as good so pretend this pic is me rn.
>>6159942
hi cutie
by the way do I know you or are you just being a cute anon
>>6159940
AND YOU SHOULD!!
>>6159941
i-i didn't say it wasn't!
>>6159947
s-same
>>6159890
Can confirm; wore basically that outfit to a smash tourney and got referred to as "they" and "this person"
>>6159950
the second one I g-guess
>>6159935
>pretty boys are the best
The truth comes out
>>6159921
Are you stealing other people's girlfriends?
>>6159947
thats true, I know how good it feels to be invisible sometimes
thats why ive never had an online identity or really any online friends (or any friends at all) until I started here and when i was an avatar fag like four years ago
who here hoping sheen finally kills himself
>>6159943
I'll finish cleaning up a bit more and add!
>>6159937
you should add me! usernames Ham Newton (dumb boymode name)
>>6159962
you can't be invisible when you want if you're always invisible.
>>6159963
Not me desu
>>6159959
>tfw
>>6159972
>for an old guy
so thats how you really feel faye?
>>6159972
>40 is not old
i mean, most men are like
sell-by-35 so... yeah, 40 is old
>>6159972
what is making him feel not cool? what did you do now?
>>6159944
I like your hair.
>>6159975
Isn't Elf dating a different trip?
>>6159967
>using your boyname for a character you can change to be a girl and that you can change the name of
for what purpose
>>6159972
>40 not old
You hons really know how to push that suspense of disbelief
>>6159978
>>6159983
>tfw
>>6159981
>>6159990
i think she looks really good for her age, personally....
if you sympathize with chasers you're probably just pretending to be trans
>>6159852
How did you get your hair so perfect?
>tfw everyone believes fayes memeage
>>6159993
no one cares kayla go back to sleep
>>6159858
Shouldn't have said that chump.
>>6159972
YOU ARE SUPPSED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER ABOUT MYSELF
COUCH
NOW
>>6159981
ikr, but most women have a sell by date of 30, and trans girls would be 25, so we're on equal terms
>>6159978
Yes honestly, and she candidly posted it without my consent
>>6159983
She kicked me out of one Facebook group with mutual friends, and hasn't invited me to THE Facebook group. She also won't official me because then they'll know she's dating a hon ;-;
>>6159993
What if you sympathize only because their options here are so bleak?
>>6159986
Oh yeah she and Plant. No I meant we'd just talked about that kind of thing ages ago one night cause ofc I'd always crushed. They're both great I'm happy for them together. Plant is much more the type of person Elf needs than me lol.
>>6159995
I felt like it looks like a mess in that picture o.O
http://www.amazon.com/Straightener-Straightening-Detangling-Anti-scald-Packaging/dp/B01B29E2RO?ie=UTF8&psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o06_s01
This hair straightener + a routine of using a flatbrush to comb shampoo and conditioner in during the shower then drying and straightening with heat protector.
>>6159999
quads confirms kayla is a chump and i really mean it too, KAYLA IS A CHUMP!!!!!!!!!
>>6159996
idk what you're talking about...
>>6160000
BABE!!!!!! LMAO OMG
I WANTED TO OFFICIAL YOU WEEKS AGO YOU BIG MEANIE, BUT NOOOOO
>>6160000
you're only like 34 though and I refuse to believe you're any older
also nice get
>>6159996
>tfw Faye is an incoherent lying nitwit near you and still doesn't pass
>>6160004
gem doesn't even know what shes talking about so dont worry
>>6160000
>She kicked me out of one Facebook group with mutual friends, and hasn't invited me to THE Facebook group. She also won't official me because then they'll know she's dating a hon ;-;
quads bring such wonderful drama
aren't you a bit old for emoticons? if you act your age you'll stand out less.
>>6160000
>tfw almost at sell by date
>>6160004
>I WANTED TO OFFICIAL YOU WEEKS AGO YOU BIG MEANIE, BUT NOOOOO
then why didn't you do it? UH?!
>>6160002
>Plant
Why did she leave? Tell her to come back.
>>6159993
i wish i wasnt a chaser
>>6159987
I just got back into it after finally accepting I'm trans, and the name I wanted was taken, and I couldn't think of another sooo....
also not my real boyname, more a longtime boy username I used forever
>>6160007
>>6160008
;____;
>>6160014
SHE WON'T LET ME AND NOW I HAVE TO SLEEP ON THE COUCH
(it was worth it desu)
>>6160004
I literally said it earlier too :/:\:/
>>6160008
hey!
thats mean
>>6160014
Because I'm telling the truth, I'd post the text where she says it, but I have tact
>>6160017
Then you could date real women that actually look good.
Is it safe to come out yet?
>>6160027
(You)
>>6160018
you can still change it senpai
so you do it I wont add you until you change it
i wanna see the username of a pretty girl
>>6160027
>>6160027
faye's still here
>the only threads active a monday at 2 in the morning are t related.
>>6160027
wow elanna you are pretty
>>6160030
I thought Plant liked it here
>>6160037
They're all trash too.
mlem
>>6160032
f-fine
OpheliaBlack. May as well use my eventual real life girl name
>>6160027
NO!
>>6160039
She hates us because we're not cool enough for her anymore
>>6160011
Haven't you already been sold to Yume though?
>>6159987
AAP?
>>6160042
What the fuck happened to you captain? Speak English
so, when was the last time you felt really dysphoric?
>>6160051
7 hours ago.
>>6160049
Only an FtM can experience AAP otherwise you're just being a cis man
>>6160042
Oh hi thar
>>6160051
all the time
>>6160049
don't say that about kino, kino is asexual.
>>6160051
Roughly around 22:48:25
>>6160056
so what you are saying is that lalalilly is a cis man?
>>6160027
Only if you mean "as a lesbian".
>i have to sleep on the couch now when i move into my new place in portland
>tfw she's going to have to be there all the time to make sure i'm sleeping on it
score
>>6160059
But Adri is that size, also you're way littler then me
>>6160059
aren't you only 5'8" and in a poly relationship? you could very easily be held like that again
>>6159703
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=avKg452vmGA
>>6159741
You do look like a boy. Especially your eyes. I don't know why people here are saying otherwise. But hey it's /lgbt/ we do like boyish looking girls and feminine boys.
>>6160051
When I looked in the mirror at work today it fucking wrecked me
>>6160064
>I'll just set my butt down right here
s-speaking of your butt, elanna.... i don't mean to be a bother.... but i'd really like to see it again...
feel free to say no, i wouldn't want you to feel pressured
okay, no, let's try again.
what's the latest thing that made you feel disphoric?
>>6160051
fukken today after i got done doing yard work for 4 hours
>>6160066
I'm not lesbian though...
...although it is nice to hold hands with girls and kiss them and cuddle with them
>>6160082
W..wait that's 90% of it
>>6160067
>implying were going to last until then with you picking on me
>>6160088
>implying were going to last until then with you picking on me
this sounds... serious... uh oh
>>6159852
You are really good looking! <3
I myself need to buy more clothes cus I have only like 3 outfits... And even though I love shopping I always feel so unwelcome in most places because I'm not well dressed. Oh and finding clothes while 5'11 is really hard (fitting tops are hardest to find).
>>6160088
meanwhile you make fun of me every day!!!!!!
>>6160079
If you mean super upset crying dysphoric then I guess it was several months ago when I went without taking my meds for a few days and felt like I was hopeless and had no reason to live. When I am taking my HRT and other brain problem pills the worst is usually just feeling empty when I think about what I am and can't be.
>>6159710
Have you tried /femgen/?
>>6160079
Seeing my little sister dolled up for our family dinner to celebrate Mother's Day. She was wearing a nice black and white dress with black kittens.
sorry Robin
>>6160094
I guess I should have expected this dating a mean girl from the cool kid clique.
I guess the honeymoon phase is over
>>6160106
Oh, I guess today I got jealous of my sister while my family went out for a mother's day lunch thing for having such smooth skin on her forehead and face, and not having visible facial hair. I could have looked like her if I had just started earlier. ;_;
>>6160109
Huh how 19' shoulders are even possible. I have 17' and I feel so extremely huge. But hey at least your face is getting better
>>6160074
At least around here those kinda eyes are very much unisex.
>>6160079
>>6160051
Last friday. Just another day at the grocery store with an odd looking dude with a girls hair having a seemingly random anxiety attack at the register.
>>6160115
>visible facial hair
This is my worst thing right now.
>>6160109
just starve yourself until you're thin
you are looking more and more fem as your time on hrt goes on.
when you have money for ffs you will look a lot better
>>6160079
looking in the mirror after showering and seeing my thick, hunched-over, hypotonia-flabby hank hill body
>>6160078
I'm gonna have to pass on it tonight, sorry ;~;
>>6160092
Thanks, I know the feeling, I've been filling out a basic wardrobe around H&M Basic Tees and Jeans for pretty cheap. I do often end up wearing my longer sleeve shirts cause I get cold easily so I need to find something to do about that. I mainly try to snipe good deals off Amazon Clearance.
>>6160124
yeah starvemode engaged desu, it's pretty much my only hope
fat seems to be not collecting at my stomach quite as much now but there's still loads on my upper back and it looks gross and guyish ;-;
>>6160123
>shave me up
>can't shave up
Why my body hairs are visible after shaving? Why I have those black dots everywhere? Why I can't have smooth legs?
>>6160141
Epilate. Then again, ingrown hairs are not easy to combat but I'm sure someone here has it figured out.
>>6160141
>in the shower
>get a good look at leg hair
>cradle face in despair
>face is prickly
o man I am a mess
>>6160144
I was thinking about laser hair removal or one of those 8h electrosys sessions.
But really I am 3 years on hrt shouldn't all my hairs turn velus by now?
>>6160150
Cis women get leg hair too that's prolly why. Laser/electrolysis sounds nice if you can afford it.
>>6160148
I know this feel
I bought a laser
I THINK it's working
5 sessions, latest ones on the high setting, while i can still see shadow after i shave, it's less dense and easier to shave
But it could be placebo effect
Idk/10
It was 200$
>>6160155
Professional lasering is my #1 priority once I secure a job.
>>6160130
Aren't cis vaginas the best
>>6160155
>laser would be covered by healthcare
>???? amount of time until I can even start getting my trans diagnosis (probs gonna take at least a year)
>don't have extra 2.5k+ euros laying around to get one myself
suffering
>>6160165
Fuck cant make coherent greentexts, last line was supposed to be
>dont have extra 2.5k+ euros to get laser myself
>>6160158
not always, but usually.
>>6160169
I guess it's a straight guy thing, they're literally the best thing on earth
>>6160158
Vaginas are gross senpai
>>6160069
>implying ill ever be able to be cuddled by adri again
>>6160072
i dont think i could find anyone else I could feel that way again with
>>6160069
but i thought the possibility of you cuddling me is a while away :((
>>6160169
What's her username, I'd definitely tip that
>>6160171
>>6160184
ON THE COUCH
NOW
>>6160188
Nm I reversed image searched her, omg I hope she works tommorrow
>>6160171
so spiteful
>>6160208
L M A O
>>6160133
so many people wanna see your butt :P
>>6160208
>>6160208
Well that was quick ;_;
>>6160226
>tfw you never know when faye is being serious or not
>>6160228
Edie and Faye episodes are pretty classic
>>6160234
>it's a suicide hot line episode
>it's an everyone cries and hugs episode
>it's a comparing meds episode
so many classics.
>>6160247
>it's a Kayla episode
Emmy awarding comedy
>>6160257
personally kind of sick of the sheen subplot
>>6160263
i just hate when they just drop it, you know? i mean, at least one character should had been confirmed suicide after all this foreshadowing.
>>6160211
>>6160218
>>6160226
>>6160228
>>6160233
>>6160264
tune in next time for an all new episode....
will faye and edie make up?? did they ever really break up???
is edie getting life threatening cis vagina transplantation to please her spouse????
is faye tired of edie lusting after cock, and finally going to snap on her slutty ass?????
was all of this a ruse to cause drama and make the thread not same time EVERY night???????
to be continued.....
my favorite episodes are the post butt episodes
>>6160264
Is this the bitch that wouldn't let you wear a dress to your hypothetical wedding?
>>6160272
>is edie getting life threatening cis vagina transplantation to please her spouse????
I died keking
>>6160263
Sheen isn't going to die. There are too many people supporting her, she's surrounded by people online and real life every day. Isolation is the highest contributing risk factor and that excludes most trips.
>>6160272
>is edie getting life threatening cis vagina transplantation to please her spouse????
season finale.
>>6160272
>life threatening cis vagina transplantation
I can't miss this episode
>>6160267
They can't tell you they died if they're dead now can they?
>>6160272
I hear that's how Eddie Redmayne died, you guys share a first name too! Spoopy!
>>6160279
Yes, and she said when she has a place to live she'll save a room for me in case I ever come back!
Not to interrupt the drama in progress...
but do I sleep for half an hour before seeing my girlfriend tomorrow, or just stay up?
>>6160295
Sleep
>>6160295
cat naps can be extremely beneficial to our well being, google told me so, so sleep
>>6160293
there could be some newspaper thing or something, it's lazy writing otherwise. they come back six months later and it was all a ruse, fuck them.
GRACE IS LEWD
>>6160304
her neovagina is alive! we need to brake the symbiotic link!
What is a good hairstyle for when your hairline is absolutely fucked?
>>6160304
>intense stare downs flash rapidly as valq and Faye square of for their fight to the death
>Kayla jumps down into the arena in a surprise move and rips her shirt off screaming
>>6160313
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFeYG_GYxoQ
>>6160317
>oddish makes sarcastic remarks
>everyone boos here.
>>6160304
>>6160317
>>6160318
dun dun DUN!
>>6160312
My my, are you trying to rat me out? How naughty of you, I'll double your punishment little one~.
>after the hon gloats in victory of the young baby trans she leaves
>the camera switches to the next scene where the hon returns to her dark office
>[FOOTSTEPS]
>the hon turns to look around, the camera zooms in on her disturbed face
>"It's you..."
>[FLASHBACKS]
>misc trip is bullied by hons and other trips
>"Die! Die! Die! Die!" they chant
>"We are the 60% you are the 40%"
>the trip commits suicide
>the hon smiles and walks away
>[END FLASHBACK]
>"I thought you had died" she says horrified
>"I did" says the trip
>[MORE FLASHBACKS PREVIOUSLY NOT SHOWN IN SHOW]
>the trips is discovered and a chaser quickly uses an AED device
>the chaser sticks his tongue down her mouth
>she gasps for breath and pushes him off
>camera zooms in on her angry eyes
>[END FLASHBACK]
>camera zooms out of her angry eyes
>they stand in silence for 2 seconds
>[CUT TO COMMERCIAL BREAK]
>Coke commercial
>Tampons commercial
>Diapers commercial
>"Feel the Bern"
on E for ~4 weeks and I just noticed I can't orgasm any more
send help
>>6160343
>>"Feel the Bern"
the only good part
>>6160306
6 months is too long, it should be 3 days for realism
>>6160348
Because it's cheap daytime television made for people with no life.
>>6160353
If they came back after 3 days I wouldn't be complaining. We still have no conclusion for a lot of the original cast.
>>6160354
Because it's Bernie desperate to get any possible audience, even infomertials.
>>6160356
What do you mean?
why do i have to have be trans and have abusive parents and mental illnesses to the point where I can probably never do any but be neet on welfare
its. all too much i cam tke it
i. don't want to die but i hate being alove
ive had a panic attack twice a day for like the past week
my parents hate me
i don't pass
im scared to go to the dentist even though my teeth. are infevted (because i kept thinking my toothbrush was contaminated and i was a fraid to hse it) and when i went yesterday i had an attack and theu had to call an ambulance
i don't have any friends and ill probably never havw a bf or gf, 2hy wpuld anyone want me
i had to drop put in 1pth grade because i was afraid of school ill never do anything
i hate lufe so much it always hurts and i can't stop crying
>>6160356
what if she is written out permanently
after all the suicide subplots that go nowhere what if she finally does it and it sticks permanently
that is some good television right there
>>6160364
>ecause i kept thinking my toothbrush was contaminated and i was a fraid to hse it
contaminated with what? why couldn't you clean it?
>>6160365
as long as we can have a soppy episode in which we all feel guilty, cry, hug and promise to be more hugboxy just to lash at the first hon we see.
>>6160370
i don't know
i thought id get sick if i used jt and it happens with everyone
like i get scared to use them
>>6160377
but that's a really low tier fear, everyone else uses them and they survive.
also, how long did you stop brushing to get a cavity? i've fogotten my brush when camping and had to just use paste for a few days and my teeth were pretty much the same.
>tfw you feel pretty femenine today
>tfw you realize you're not really that femenine today
>>6160385
Happens to me all the time
>>6160384
no it happens wkth every one and im too afraid to go outside to get a new one
Does anyone have a succint and accurate summary of the risks of self medding via Spirolactone (Aldactone), and Progynova?
Everywhere I look it's either doomsday BECOME A DOCTOR THEN DO IT tier, explanations about how it's not a complete solution, or prohibited discussion ala Susan's Place because something about it being illegal in some nations.
I just want to know the specific medical shit and risks.
>>6160318
Do you still remember how to handle men?
>>6160347
pls respond
>>6160385
>New tranny, dress, thigh-highs
>I can read you like /mtfg/
>Ain't it funny, rumors fly
>And I know you heard about me
>So hey, let's be friends
>I'm dying to see how this one ends
>Grab your food stamps and my hand
>I can make the bad girls good for a weekend
Guess which /mtfg/ agp tranny this song is about.
>>6160407
spartan?
>>6160393
Moot always refused to add a /med/ board for the same reasons.
>>6160407
CFH?
>>6160407
agps need to leave
>tfw you're a homunculus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qjkwovZweI
>>6160397
of course i do. why do you ask?
puffy areolae now feel like marshmallows
mega milks when
>>6160417
Most of the trips are and always have been.
>>6160425
Mine have stayed that way but the boob underneath have to be AA/A cup by now.
>>6160393
there aren't many risks as long as you're not allergic to anything and thats why some people here tend to go on spiro for a month and then ramp it up till you're on 200mg and if thats all good then you can start on the progynova.
the biggest risk with spiro is hyperkalemia or a potassium overdose, but to be honest as long as you're not a 70 year old with rubbish kidneys then you will be fine.
hon myths.
>>6160419
You seem preoccupied w Faye..
Here goes
>be part timer
>passable look
>still nervous in direct interactions
What do i do when guy is nice to you? Like they offer to give you a hand, ask if you need help...
I can tell they're leaving the door for a conversation, but I just freeze
My presentation isn't finished and I don't have good social skills
Its that time of day again
How are you/how was your day /mtfg/
>>6160393
google it, add HRT or something. unless the US has some sort of restricted access or some shit, I can easily find multiple pages with detailed info.
>>6160441
>the biggest risk with spiro is hyperkalemia or a potassium overdose, but to be honest as long as you're not a 70 year old with rubbish kidneys then you will be fine.
not really, I've seen people complaining about it in this threads multiple times. mostly people that eat a lot of bananas or potatos and won't change their K diet.
>>6160444
just accept it and not make a big deal out of it, smile and be polite. if they talk you answer, if you want to say something you force yourself to do it.
>>6160361
>tfw too anxious/excited to sleep
I tried...
>>6160446
lidia and wednesday?
>>6160445
The good girls all end up alone because they aren't sociopaths without real feelings.
>>6160432
>tfw I had B cups before hormones
>even when I was 10-15kg underweight
I'm scared, but I also kind of want to see where this wild ride ends up
>>6160461
>hips is a sociopath
I haven't heard this one yet.
>>6160452
>not really, I've seen people complaining about it in this threads multiple times. mostly people that eat a lot of bananas or potatos and won't change their K diet.
like, that was kind of my point.
only 70 year old hons with rubbish kidneys have to worry pretty much everyone here can literally eat whatever they want and they will be fine
>>6160467
All trips in multiple relationships with girls they met here are sociopaths.
>>6160461
so nobody here is going to end up alone then
>>6160467
Hips
Is
A
Sociopath
>>6160461
>not being a sociopath
step it up anon
>>6160446
Possibly asked by a guy
Broke things off with my ex
Mixed bag
>>6160444
you let them do it, and you look into their eyes while thanking them. bat your lashes, then look away.
one of the first things i learned from one of my longest sugar daddy relationships was that if a man offers something to you, take it.
denying it fervently doesn't make you look like a better person.
by accepting it, and thanking him (no more than twice) for what he's doing, you're stroking his ego.
just go with the flow. if someone compliments you, accept it. thank them for being thoughtful.
then move on. act like you've heard it all of the time.
take everything someone is willing to give. we're offered so little by default for being trans. there's no reason to overlook the advantages that come your way.
>>6160484
(You)
>>6160470
i'm telling you that people who eat a couple of bananas a day get sick on spyro, no matter their age. you do have to take care of your diet a little bit, it's not a matter if you're not stupid but most people here is pretty stupid.
>>6160419
>>6160419
>>6160397
She's still learning to handle women though, she's just a baby Homoculus
>>6160484
>Broke things off with my ex
did you have breakup sex
>>6160490
okay then, wheres the proof
>>6160493
I guess that was Saturday, if you want to call it that. It was getting weird and emotional for both of us, so I told him it had to stop.
>>6160491
>tfw i'm just overly nice to you cause i adore you
it's kind of like how there's dollface, and then there's edie.
>>6160485
This is wrong. If a man opens the door for you then tell him to walk through it first. If he offers to carry your bags tell him to buy his own bag that he can carry. If he offers to pay for the meal tell him you will pay your share. Tell him he shouldn't think that by offering to pay for it he will get laid because he wont. This is how we do it in Europe.
>>6160495
(You)
>>6160498
Wow you dropped our trip again when you know how much it means to me when I see it
This is why you never go for girls who think they're better then you
>>6160500
We'll add liar to the list too.
>>6160499
European girls are the boss.
>>6160500
>implying sociopaths can't be afraid for the concequences of their actions
I mean there's times to logically not press stuff
>>6160499
i'm a slut, and even i haven't ever fucked a guy because he opened a door for me.
only a fool would think opening the door for you, or paying for dinner would equate to getting laid.
if a guy wants to think that he's getting some ass out of him, let him think that. you're not obligated to do anything.
>>6160502
you keep dropping it, so....
>>6160508
How many dollars before he gets to stick it up your poop bladder?
>>6160508
Remember that time I told you about the guy who held open the door and then said "you're supposed to thank me"
God being a girl is weird
>>6160452
I probably need a book on how to act like a normal person (and not let people know you have low self esteem)
>>6160485
Thanks, I should have paid attention to dollface
On a recent trip I was approached by a really friendly guy, and it was the first time I think Ive ever seen a real man. He was in a smashing fitted suit and just looked absolutely polished. After I declined his help, he nicely walked off and preceded to snip off a cigar and smoke it.
I rolled up tongue, closed my jaw and did a walk of shame
i can't stop crying and I feel horrible for no reason what should I do
Just got an email about modeling for shemaleyum.
What do.
Will taking viagra kill me?
l was looking at the descriptions and they say not to take viagra when on blood pressure altering medications, and since I'm taking 200mg spiro daily I am concerned
Yeah I know agp and all that but I'm not here to be judged, just would like some information from genuine trans girls
>>6160510
i've had men who have hoped for that spend thousands on me without me so much as meeting them, so.
those who spend hoping to earn affection are almost as pitiful as those who give it freely.
>>6160511
entitlement.
>>6160513
well now you know for next time.... i just enjoy using men for those things they're good for, and it makes them feel better about themselves, so.
everybody wins.
>>6160517
man up.
>>6160518
decline it since they message literally everyone, and pay horribly. that's almost as bad as working for grooby.
>>6160518
get paid, get ffs
>>6160524
>man up
but im a girl
>>6160529
won't that fuck up my hrt tho?
I've heard stories of people who missed a dosage for one day and then started getting fucked by T instantly...
>>6160524
>they message literally everyone
t-they never messaged me
>tfw never be pretty enough to be in a shoot and they message everyone
>>6160524
You never have to do anything to receive my affection, I give it freely, and no one can ever make me feel Pitiful for doing so
:*
>>6160524
Yes honey they spend thousands of sperms on you when they jack off to your $0.50 striptease.
MY NIPPLE FEELS LIKE SOMEONE POKED A TIC TAC INTO THE TOP OF A MARSHMALLOW
I SHOULDN'T HAVE RUBBED IT BUT IT FELT SO GOOD
>>6160524
I'm not immune to being clocked, so I worry what will happen when the guy realizes you're not cis
>>6160536
Uh no you've had how many of thousands of days of t, and it's not like your testicles unatrophy
>>6160536
It worked for Faye didn't it :^)
>>6160540
We prefer the term "crowdfunded entertainment"
>>6160544
Neither is Eddy. That shemale porn gets spread around everywhere when you have been doing it 5 years or more.
>>6160542
Post pics ;3
>>6160545
how long do they take to atrophy? I'm only ~5 months on hrt so I don't know if they're dead or not yet
>>6160550
It's a process, but if you have problems that require medication to get a boner, they're pretty dead
>>6160547
That makes it an e-bukakke from hundreds of fat balding goons.
>>6160552
I don't necessarily need the drugs to get an erection, more I'm worried I won't be able to maintain one because I've been on a dry spell for about 6 months
>>6160528
grow some balls then.
>>6160538
it's kind of an insult, honestly. lol
>>6160540
>>6160548
>tfw i've been making 400~600$ a show
that must really eat you up inside, and of course it does... you have nothing better to do than obsess over me.
>>6160544
nothing? what exactly do you think happens? he opens the door, and then follows you home?
actually, scratch that. that's happened to me before. it's rare though.
>>6160549
they look exactly like what I just described
>>6160562
Honey I make $700 every time I post with just one easy trick.
eyy
just a reminder that you can always just be a feminine male if the dysphoria is too bad
>>6160540
except sex workers can really make bank?
and get sent nice presents
>>6160385
>not feeling feminine today
>still have to go outside
>some kid refers to you as "that woman" in the bus
T-the first time this has happened and i thought i was in mostly boymode. Thank you random child ;;
>>6160566
is shitposting a full time job in aus
>>6160574
yes
t. other australian
>>6160571
Best feel, happy for you ^.^
>>6160570
>tfw listening to music on my free ipad while waiting for my free 3ds XL and 300$ in makeup to arrive wearing my free perfume
it's a shame i've only made 1500$ working a few hours for a few days in the last week... times are tough.
>>6160552
ty for being helpful by the way. It's more than I usually get in any other thread and it's nice to be not memed on
>>6160562
Worst case scenario - say after x amonut of time, guy asks me if im trans and I tell the truth of course, and he's disgusted and leaves abruptly. I just know I'll be in tears.
Just to give you an idea it took me months to recover from being clocked my first time out girlmode.
>>6160580
edie you're an inspiration to me
I got some nice free jewelry from Forever 21 and cute tights coming in tommorow.
t. cam whore and former escort
>>6160563
>ywn be a muscle girl because of your male skeleton
>>6160580
I mean lets balance this out, Edie has a good Job, but she works, and what you don't see is
A. State and fenderal, social security Medicaid, taxes
B. Has to pay for her medical benefits
C. Has to run her own retirement plan (no matching 401k)
But don't get carried away by raw numbers, you can match this with a ba in comp science at any major corporation.
>>6160580
pls teach me how to cam, I might finally be able to quit my shitty job or at least get a not so shitty part time one
>>6160600
>comp science
wooooo
who /tranny stereotype/ here?
Eddy is so successful. She is known for her great success. When you hear the name Eddy you think success. She lives the life of luxury and only flies first class. Eddy is her name but also her brand. I want to live in Eddy tower. Make America Gay Again.
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Eddy is very successful.
>>6160600
Yeah but the amount of people getting ba in comp science compared to the amount of jobs in the market for those people is horrible
>>6160585
i've never heard of a guy opening a door for a trans person, and then getting mad because they weren't cis.
you're fine.
>>6160586
i'm proud of you anon <33 free stuff is the best, especially when you get it from lustful men.
>>6160600
very tru. although my medical benefits are paid for, i pay 15% in taxes, and i don't get vacation time, or a retirement plan.
i work for everything i want, and that i have. the only perks i get are gifts. i'd rather it be that way for now, anyways.
>>6160602
it's not something you can really teach, honestly. you sort of just have to leap into it.
>>6160609
i'm happy to have made you this upset.
>>6160610
>waaa, I'm so qualified yet I can't find any work
Trip on Kayla
>>6160614
You spend so much daily effort making posts about your paid masturbation and how amazing you are. What now you don't want people to talk about it? Get your shit together girl.
>>6160610
There's a giant gap in the amount of CS graduates and the amount of unfilled CS positions. This has been a known trend for ages and it's only increasing. I don't know what to tell you but maybe you just suck at it.
>>6160617
I work in a computer / computer parts retail store as the tech nerd who builds all the PCs and fixes all the broken shit. I'm not sure what the equivalent is to everywhere else, but I got an OP4 (scale of 1-25, 1 being top smart tier and 25 being Neanderthal tier)
sometimes the struggle actually exists
>>6160609
Trip on clownface
>>6160618
>What now you don't want people to talk about it?
i don't recall saying anything of the sort. there goes that projecting again.
i love when you obsess over me. when you make dozens of posts dedicated to how much you hate me, i feed on it. it sustains my eternal life.
without your continued loyalty i would have dried up by now. never stop talking about me. continue to dedicate your time to hating me. i love it.
>>6160567
just a reminder that it's okay to let a dog fuck you :3333 ~~~~
>>6160614
What would your poor father think of you if he saw you now?
>>6160622
They were talking about computer science not pc repair .........
>>6160625
Do you actually fuck animals? Dont you worry about the law?
>>6160622
>other trans girl in brisbane is also into computers / compsci
spooky
we're like long lost twins
>>6160614
Which is totally fine I'm just saying that people don't look at benefits responsibly enough, like I think my starting salary was 24k in the military but I was like
(2 Million dollar retirement/20 years)+(free healthcare for life)+(tax breaks)+(gi bill worth)+(free stuff like liscence a plates for life)+(bonuses)+(food and housing) and I was like
Ok my starting salary is 250k, why is everyone else bitching about the pay
>>6160624
You are a parody of yourself. I couldn't care less what you say I just laugh my ass off and remix it because you're a buffoon. It's cool though no hard feelings I know you enjoy showing your dick off.
>>6160629
Yeah! I love when a dog mounts me and cums inside my tight bp!~~~ it's just what femboys do!!!
>>6160621
I also should mention that I'm in Australia and nobody wants to do anything technology related because of the ass backwards internet speeds, pic related is me on a fantastic day
>>6160627
my point was that pc repair is literally the closest I could get
>>6160630
I'm okay with twincest anon...
>>6160624
Tell me about your relationship with your father, was he also a drag queen?
>>6160625
stop pretending to be a femboy
>>6160614
Let's say I engage in small talk w guy and he offers coffee, drinks or w/e
Best case scenario - he doesn't say anything overtly and is nice enough to say goodbye.
Worse case is what I described in previous post.
What s your tip if worse case happens?
>>6160633
But like, isnt that highly illegal? Its hot and arousing but um you might end up with serious charges.
>>6160634
Yah see in America the skill level for everything is shooting through the rough due to robotics and computerization, so much so that economies that try to struggle against it like Detroit and the coal areas, are becoming dead zones
>>6160639
Shit country if you cant even let a dog fuck you desu
>>6160635
>>discord
>>6160634
Isn't there another tech tranny in Sydney that said she could get a good job easy?
>>6160640
Hey how much do i have to pay edie to get her to do lines off my dick?
>>6160634
goml
I would literally kill for that connection lol
>I'm okay with twincest anon...
:D
pls add me steamcommunity.com/id/imkato
>>6160650
thats fine but stop pretending to be a femboy
it breaks my heart to see you calling yourself a boy and stuff
>>6160651
I'm not sure if that's really Red.
>>6160631
in all fairness i don't think most people working outside of the military get 2 million over 20 years with free healthcare for life, a gi bill for school, license plates, and food + housing. though with how shitty the economy has been lately more trannies should leap at the opportunity.
>>6160632
>>6160635
>>6160626
i love my fans.
>>6160638
if you're that scared of it happening then don't do it. in my experience it's usually just me telling them i'm trans over a text message, them not being cool with it, and that being it. in every scenario i don't care about them, and i've already gotten what i wanted, so why does it matter?
>>6160647
Well I'm going to assume Edie is as smart as she is, and accounts for the ancillary costs of physical interaction and factor that into the price, not he least of which would be all the therapy shed need from seeing how disgusting your naked body is....
So I'd say more then you could afford while surfing 4chan at 3am pst
also on a side not, who /JustBarelySurvivingUntilNvidia1080GetsHere/ ?
>>6160652
well Red is a furry so it probably is
>>6160662
he had a trip code
>>6160654
This is why I'm a huge supporter of allowing trans people to serve in the military, it needs to happen now, and be another possible out for us as a whole from possibly bad situations
Not that camming or military work is necessarily for everyone, like we say
>>6160658
Holy shit roasted, omggggg.
That was some professional level shit. Kudos.
>Ate one bit of protein
>gained muscle back
Damn
>>6160665
Maybe she just runs benchmarks like a true pro?
>>6160660
im still using a hd 6970 and prices for nvidia cards are wayyyyyyyyyyyy out of my range
>>6160671
lol
>check out these sick FLOPS
>tfw my nose is like the one in pic related
I will always be an ugly disgusting creature until I get rhinoplasty.
>>6160672
>>6160660
The 1060 will be really nice I bet, but I don't get buying graphics cards
I can play most games on a 300$ built in apu, I can play almost all the others on a ps4. Even if you play on the pc, you have to have a 1080 level card just to play because of how shit optimization of every big game has been in the last few years
Wifi speed meh
>>6160654
Ok, I suppose I just have to take my chances and risk being rejected for not being cis.
Call me crazy, but I want companionship
>>6160658
I was thibking it could be a party deal for me and a few friends, id buy the drugs and bus and fly her out on me, do you think 1k a night plus tips would be enough for her?
>>6160679
we all have our illogical hobbies
Mine is acquiring enough fps to rewatch anything I ever do at 25% speed and still have it look as smooth as ever
>>6160679
I love how nvidia was all
>look we're so far ahead of ATi and the consoles, why don't we just release the titan as the next series
>>6160664
very true.
i just feel bad for a lot of the girls who do post here about looking into sex work or the military as a last resort...
not because there's anything wrong with either of them, but because it's not something they want.
i feel like more often than not those are the people who end up hating themselves for not transitioning while enlisted, or who cry after every cam show they do while only making 50$ anyways.... rather than people who genuinely enjoy the jobs, or see them as great opportunities who end up the better for it. that's why i hate giving girls advice about camming who have nowhere else to turn.
>>6160683
i definitely get it. most people would. despite the fact that i hate people i still enjoy that connection.
you just have to think of someone not wanting you for being trans as someone who wouldn't be right for you regardless.
it's not your fault. it just wasn't meant to be. plus, being alone isn't so bad. most times i've quite enjoyed it, honestly.
>>6160666
Do you hear that slurping sound? It's you sucking the shit out of other trips anus.
>>6160685
You're fucking joking right? lmao, learn to price. You want multiple people involved and drugs. You should be paying 700-1000 per person per night involved tbqh. At least that's what I would've charged.
>>6160688
You're right it isn't the right thing for everyone. Just look at you making $600 an hour for the last five years and you're still massaging the snake for dollars. You could retire a multi millionaire any time you want but you're still in the business. It's not just a job to you it's a life passion to show off your dad bod to old men. Like any true artist.
>>6160688
I'm someone who has nowhere else to turn but I am too ugly to cam
>>6160657
I have half that DL speed on a good day.
>>6160688
>girls who do post here about looking into sex work as a last resort.
I mean you can enjoy it and still onky do it as a last resort. I think there is a spectrum, nor everyone ends up loving it or hating it. But idk. I think I did it cause I wanted to do it just cause the money is better than anything else, but once I had another option /way of making income/surviving I chose that instead. There's definetely some psychological effect that comes with commodifying your body though.
>>6160699
i don't know how many times i have to tell you that i'm not an escort.
i'd much rather use men for money without them ever touching my body.
>>6160702
this actually made me laugh ridiculously loud.
>>6160703
kayla?
Morning bb's
>pre-transition
>pretty much only play top dps classes in games
>post-transition
>pretty much only play pure support classes
>>6160706
>kayla?
kayla isn't ugly anymore, at least not physically
I'm the ugliest person here
My parents will never believe I'm trans
I did too good a repression job
>>6160705
i mean it more in the sense that a lot of the girls who do it as a last resort think of it as shameful, so they hate themselves for doing it.
i've heard stories of girls who regularly cam, make almost nothing, and cry after their shows...that's the kind of girl i'm worried about.
>>6160709
tell me more.
>>6160711
i doubt that.
>>6160713
step your pussy up.
>>6160688
>guys who would leave you their number after they realize you're a tranny
A. Guys who are curious about trans girls
B. Chaser who finally nabbed a tgirl in the wild
Maybe being alone isn't so bad
>>6160710
mercy a best, never forget
>>6160709
What's up?
>>6160708
Goodmorning how you
>>6160709
>OOooooh! I've heard things about you! Nasty, nasty things, but I refuse to believe them.
They're all true especially about the gaping loose anus. That's what you get for being a size queen.
>>6160709
>fuck up this hard on your languages
To be honest, it's been a while since I used my french
>>6160715
Oh it's mostly the same things as are said about Kayla.
But if you saw yesterday's thread, you'll see why I won't go into detail.
>>6160719
Sick, tired, just got up. The usual. Poor Puru's probably contracted the 'beetus.
>>6160722
*sigh*
I'm sorry I brought it up.
>>6160713
being pre everything is no excuse to not work towards your goals
>>6160721
Not great to be honest but I made it into work so that's all that counts. how are you?
>>6160713
Look at it this way. You still have yet to become a walking failure in every aspect of life. That means you're still further ahead than everyone else.
>>6160723
Kayla is a perfect sweetheart beyond bitter pettiness :^)
>>6160716
i've never had that happen, personally.
i more meant guys that reject you after you tell them over text message.
>>6160722
i really wish i was looser sometimes. i'm like a chinese finger trap, and it's a curse.
>>6160723
if you mean the whole "she's a rich plastic doll, a whore, a liar, a superficial cunt, and an all around horrible human being" thing, then you heard right.
>>6160726
I'm great other than crippling debt, so same old same old I guess
>>6160729
Careful anon. I agree but the people who don't will try to turn you into a meme.
I regret nothing, other than perpetuating the unholy shitstorm that brewed up.
>>6160729
... And a habitual liar, weird same fagging behavior, all around histrionic...
>>6160730
You sound lovely.
Have yourself and internet cookie.
>>6160733
You smell
>>6160715
>i doubt that.
not even the most desperate of chasers would ever even want to see me cam
>>6160730
You have a lot more experience and passability
I doubt I can go very long before they realize I'm not cis
I suppose I just have to just do it, and see what happens
I'll make sure to keep it outdoors, in case one of us has to literally run off in shame
>>6160740
Long story, but she's got the same symptoms I did, down to the letter t.
I like Kayla, but then I like everybody.
Now Phienchen. Phienchen is adorable fem-Hitler and you can't convince me otherwise.
She's lovely.
>>6160740
Kayla has a pic wearing natzi trooper helmet
>>6160735
how quaint.
>>6160739
if you really feel that way, there's always phone sex hotlines.
>>6160744
i wish you luck.
>>6160747
>if you really feel that way, there's always phone sex hotlines.
with my hon voice? that'd go well
>>6160749
Just train voice, it's literally the one thing that is just practice and genetics won't fuck up. Anyone can have a good voice with practice it's just a muscle
>>6160747
I've been on the netz since I was a childer. I have a lot of ye olden may-mays
I'll be back in a short bit. Morning meds and all that jazz.
>>6160752
I'm an old man, my voice is as good as its ever gone to get
>>6160747
Thanks
>>6160723
>Poor Puru's probably contracted the 'beetus.
We'll find out later today or sometime tomorrow, assuming they can do some conclusions from the blood and dont need additional tests. I hope not having eaten in the past 18 ish hours doesn't result in false negative on glucose. Also fucking FUCK needles they drew the blood like an hour ago and it still hurts, it was big ass needle and a lot of blood but still. Oh and if youre wondering why they took a lot of blood they also test thyroid hormone values.
Idk if you read the whole thread but some kid gendered me as fem in the bus, first time anyone has done that, good times.
>>6160745
Phienchen is dopey and rambles on so much about the enemies in her head. Then she shit talks her friends without realizing it. What a nutter.
>>6160759
Hey Puru.
I do hope it goes well
Score 1 for passing!
>>6160761
And I love her for it. Reminds me of me.
>>6160764
Nah. I'm just used to crazy. I don't particularly mind, and I'm probably too forgiving for my own good. But that comes as part of the package when you do your best to be a hero.
You know, I think I have some Nazi memorabilia somewhere... one of the officers hats that I bought back during my edgy emo phase.
It's a nice hat.
Say what you will about the Nazis, but damn they knew their fashion. Horrible people otherwise, but fashionable.
>>6160764
If it ends badly, Kayla will lynch every tranny possible
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=foE1mO2yM04
I took a redpill in /pol/
To show /fit/ I was cool
And when I finally got swole, felt 10 times stronger
But fuck it, it was something to do
I'm living out in denial
I bench 100kg just to prove
I'm a real big baller 'cause I made a million gains
And I spend it on test and supps
But you don't wanna be strong like me
Never really knowing why like me
You don't ever wanna step off that roller coaster and be all alone
You don't wanna ride the bus like this
Never knowing who to trust like this
You don't wanna be stuck up on that gym lifting
Stuck up on that gym lifting
All I know are zyzz songs, zyzz songs
Darling, all I know are zyzz songs, zyzz songs
I'm just a lifter who already blew his shot
And I can't keep a girl, no
'Cause as soon as the sun comes up
I cut 'em all loose and work's my excuse
But the truth is I wanna be one
>>6160769
>Score 1 for passing!
Needs makeup, clothing, voice, healthy body, exercise, sleep and practice to fool anyone older than 6yo I'm afraid. 4 weeks of feeling like I haven't slept an hour, I'm so done with this. Idk what I'm going to do if they dont find anything
/mtfg/ "you should transition asap! You look soo feminine and have so much potential!"
Haha what a joke. I just used face ++ and I got gendered 99.9% male, and 3 of my celebrity look a likes were Nicholas Cage.
>>6160780
stop being a soft cunt and take hrt already
>>6160780
>listening to machines
What is this, The Matrix?
>>6160780
Same. Except not Nicholas Cage. I'm doing it anyway because fuck it. Being a guy made me try to kill myself so maybe being a hon will be better
>>6160770
Only the passers anon. Which is terrifying because she thinks everyone passes.
>>6160769
Dress to impress tho. My edgy emo phase was being super faggy and wearing makeup and girls clothes. But I was totally a boy tho.
>>6160780
That site thought I was a >99% male asian. Idk how seriously I can take it's estimations.
Either way don't take it too seriously let alone let it stop you from treating your dysphoria.
>>6160785
>being a hon
I've been clocked and publicly shamed
It's worse feel
Now working on plan b
>>6160796
>madamme
THANK YOU. People around here seem to think that just because "Mme." is in my name field, that's my name.
>pic related
>>6160794
Iktf. Twice in the last week I've been clocked in boy mode. It's pretty bad. The states and laughing. And getting called faggot. It's pretty shit. Maybe it's not forever tho. What's plan b? Is it suicide? Because that's mine desu
>>6160787
>asian
fug :-DDDDDD
was that site programmed by /int/?
>>6160801
> Not being as french as a Croque Monsieur
Fucking Plebs amirite?
(Please note: Agony Uncle is not french.)
>>6160805
Hey, Pleb is a nice lady. Leave her out of this!
Are there any femboys on here?
>tfw you look like a man
>>6160809
Depends on how bad I fail at transitioning
sup ?
anyway
goodbye
>>6160813
Fuck all. How are you?
>>6160815
Yeah you look like some kebab.
I'm three years hrt though.
>>6160815
I know some Australians, but they're alright guys, so now I have to be offended I think?
>>6160811
Iktf :c
>>6160796
How about this instead? Bouncy beats keep me awake and motivated
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72adAIhtYIw
>>6160804
Probs was the lighting but whatever, I had a giggle with it :D
>>6160811
Vast majority of post-puberty transitioners have to deal with that shit, you're not alone.
>>6160809
Yes. I'm a legitimate femboy atm who's had no mones. Just fuck my shit up
>>6160821
Shut up passer scum
>>6160823
you finns are adorable <3
>>6160815
>Uh... Fucking... uh... Australians? Is... is that still an insult?
You just insulted a quarter of mtfg that are australian
>>6160820
Some of my relatives are Australian. But fuck it, I'm Irish. As long as I'm insulting myself at the same time it's fine. I'm a filthy "potato-nigger" acording to /pol/!
>>6160823
That's being added to my list of tuins.
Just after the firestarter instrumental.
>>6160827
That's fine, they all hate me anyway.
See: yesterday's shitstorm
>tfw life
>>6160829
Hey I sucked an Irish guy's dick once... well, more than once. I think I'm still offended???
>>6160828
Glad to hear it. Back in work today. I haven't been in since Thursday. So could be better. But I'm OK.
>>6160833
iktf except im on hrt
>>6160825
shouldn't you be asleep kayla
>>6160812
Same. Seeing how thin and frail I am compared to all the balk guys that I saw downtown I think I'd already pass as a femboy of some sort - but I want to try and go further first if I at all can.
>>6160826
Ty ;DD I'm not much of a finn though, I've never been drunk yet 4 years past the legal drinking age, and only wussies wait for the legal age anyways.
>>6160829
But wait- it gets bouncier. Listening to She is like pouring life into my dead tired ears.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znL204QndwA
>>6160846
NEVER MIND I FOUND IT!
>>6160802
>suicide
no, I'm not attention starved
just going to learn how to accept being cis and delude myself with every normie interests
>>6160846
im sorry that was inappropriate
>>6160854
No, no, I just don't know how to respond. Was it good? I've never done it, though it is on my list of things to experience before I die.
>>6160825
I don't pass tho
>>6160856
Yes, I love sucking cock.
>>6160860
>>6160857
>I try to tell myself being called a faggot when I'm out and walking around is a step in the right direction
Well as shitty as that can be at least it's some sort of feedback. Here some people just look at me strange and I got no idea what the fuck they think I am/am not. Long, lingering stares and no reaction whatsoever. [worry]
>>6160860
if this is true, how are you able to fulltime?
>>6160866
Lol you don't need to pass to be full-time. I get clocked every single day
>>6160865
a stare, puzzlement, or weird look = clock
source: me
>>6160860
I wish you and angie and rawr and everyone else here who keeps saying stuff like that would take a real look and see the girl in the mirror or photo.
you don't look like this, you're fine
>wake up to nocturnal emission during a not lewd dream
ughhh ;~; stupid male body I hate this life
>>6160868
percentage? let's say you interact with 10 new people who don't know you
>>6160876
10/10 Tbh. I'm not even memeing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrIbxk7idYA
Must...Repress
>>6160881
my doctor says my testosterone is all the way down. so stupid that this kind of stuff keeps happening. it's so gross
>>6160883
nice try faggot,
faye is older then sheen
>>6160860
iktf
>>6160869
Everyone has a blank, unreadable expression anyways, maybe I'm just horribly bad at it but I can't gauge at all. It's just a long look. The poker face game up here in the north is strong. The looks are longer than they used to be in boring-boyo mode so something is up. I did check that there's nothing weird going on with my face or clothes multiple times, aside from them being boymode with girlhair.
>>6160870
>It could just be that you look sick, or pale. Chin up!
Well I am pale and sickly on top of that atm. The nurse taking the blood samples asked if I got a skin condition but no, that's just how my skin looks when I'm cold and stressed
>>6160883
B-but. Goddamn it. The fear of failing repression later in life always gets me.
>>6160884
I have a friend who doesn't pass by any stretch of the imagination who does that. It's shitty but I think anyone who interacted with me for more than a few seconds would know. I have had a lot of experiences that confirm this
>>6160881
It's a play on Agony Aunt.
I like answering questions to the best of my ability. Which is a surprising amount of accumulated useless knowledge.
I also try to be a shoulder for MTFG to cry on, and start arguments.
I suppose being eternally suppressed, I'm also eternally in agony, but Puru and Basic have been getting me to come around to the concept of transitioning. It'll never happen though.
>>6160891
See? No need to be worried.
>>6160891
>tfw man mode with long hair and boobs but no one even gives me looks
Top tier man mode.
>>6160896
>See? No need to be worried.
It's not exactly that I'm showing a lot of skin, the skin on my face is mostly smooth and fine, I'm wearing a hoodie and only my knee-down is bare. Not very many of them checked my legs but some did I guess.
>>6160900
>that outfit
I commend your sense of fashion.
>>6160761
>Then she shit talks her friends without realizing it
Ive never done that senpai
>>6160902
Hiya Phien-chan!
SEE? I GOT IT RIGHT THIS TIME!
(you never did tell me to stop)
>>6160904
perfect, I am proud of you :3
>>6160896
Hrm, never heard that phrase before.
>>6160899
I might be just hypersensitive to stares with my anxiety shenanigans.
>>6160901
It's shit for passing though. I need better clothes or at least female-cut versions of my current clothes. Then again I do like loose clothes... hmm.. Will take another look into clothing after I get some results body-wise
>>6160894
you did go fulltime in a very short time
>>6160909
Could do some research into altering them yourself, its kind of intimidating but generally womens clothing is tighter fitting. I think it looks more out of place for them to be super baggy.
Scissors and sewing machine is how im going to keep my favorite shirts :3
>>6160896
You're not long for this world. So just do what makes you happy. If I show you a before and 2month hrt pic will it make you consider?
>>6160915
Oooh? What type of sewing machine do you have?
I have an electric singer 9k
It's an antique but supposedly it still works, I'm still figuring out how to use it though!
>>6160917
I expect to see them anyway Basic!
You keep up the good work
And 10 years is a long time when you put it in perspective.
And yes. I might.
>>6160884
>being trans is not going to make you beautiful
I never thought it would, I just wanted to stop feeling like crap every time I was reminded that all I am is a man, and it never stopped
pirates liked executing deserters/traitors etc by digging neck height holes by the shoreline at low tide then plopping the person into it and backfilling them into the wet sand
they would then get to watch as the tide approached, every wave that laps over them could be their last moment and it drove them to madness just before they breathed their last breaths
that is what my transition has been like, and it's time to take my last breaths
>>6160921
25 in both pictures, one was last year one was a few weeks ago so maybe more like 6 weeks hrt
https://unsee
.cc/zetigubo/
>>6160918
I need to pick up another because i got rid of mine. Nothing fancy, a brother 17 stitch.
I want to die
why am I always most uggo on mondays
I dont want to go out today
>>6160929
>tfw hrt did nothing for me and I look manlier after 3 years hrt
>>6160935
kek
>>6160929
holy moly
hormones worked a miracle :O
qt
>>6160871
Honest question. Why don't you just lose weight? Losing weight is one of the easiest things ever. All you have to do is not eat a lot.
>>6160929
You look good
Pass well, and you look healthy. I wouldn't look twice (other than to get another look at a qt)
>>6160929
Whats up maddu's cousin?
>>6160938
>shaved, better lighting
cmon now
>>6160915
My favorite shirts are already nice and snuggly fem-cut, it's just that I need something better to put over the tshirt to cover my arms and some sort of knee-length bottoms. Currently I'm using college/exercise pants with rolled up legs. Even if my tuck loosens up a bit they're baggy enough not to show through which is great.
I should probably just buy more stuff and not cling too hard on the stuff I got as I got very few clothes altogether, having a comf wardrobe with multiple options for each slot would be really nice for a change
>>6160929
That's some great stuff :o You look very pretty
>>6160936
>kek
>>6160945
>tfw look worse than before
>tfw had better chances of passing at 3 months hrt than I do now at 3 years
>>6160945
Not true, but I'll let you think what you want. In return I'll put up another picture myself. This time I'll figure out unsee, but hey, I'll consider my position further. There might be hope for me yet.
(that was two months? Holy crap!)
>>6160944
>tfw you finally sort through all your clothes at once and notice more fem clothes than masc.
Wth? When did i get 5 dresses and 3 shawls? Cool feel.
>>6160951
Actually fuck. I know this feel. It's nice.
>tfw you wake up and have to see a man in the mirror
>tfw you look like Danny DeVito in a pushup bra
>>6160962
Iktg
>>6160954
I did promise...
But the system won't let me post because it think's it's spam... anyone know a way around this?
Heyy /mtfg/ :)
do you think in heaven that we get to be the cis girl version of ourselves?
>>6160975
Only one way to find out, anon.
>>6160975
Honestly if its like What Dreams May Come? Ill be cool.
Salvidor Dali and Brom aesthetics with the ability to create my own heaven? YAS.
>>6160976
we suicidegirls nau?
>>6160975
No, you'll get the body you'd have if you never changed anything
>>6160987
Just take the . Out.
>>6160989
Well, at least I know for next time.
Easier link.
https://unsee cc/runomedi/
Do you need to put the dot back in?
>>6160975
No. You'll just be another 10 year old on lupron up there.
>>6160990
>ywn be a hs girl
someone make the new thread already jesus christ
>>6160990
Are you ever happy?
>>6160976
I'll find out tomorrow
>>6160977
my idea of heaven would be to be cis me, laying down on the back seat of a moving car travelling to a gig where I am able to sing and able to play violin and not care at the audience count, just being able to at a whim do things like study biology and the like
basically my idea of heaven is a do over where I get to be normal
>>6160995
I had dream that I was a girl in my old school. It was nice