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Summer body edition

▶Informed consent providers:https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶Trans Info Dump:http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶Beginner makeup resources:http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training:http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶HRT info:https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help:
http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶IRC:https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶Zeemaps:https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968

Previous thread >>6147039
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1st for bored ask me stuff
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>>6148274
would you suck a living osamas dick if it turned you cis
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>>6148274
why are you up so early?
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>>6148274
Cis lesbian s can't be into mtf, right?
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summer is 6 months away
and its not likely I'll have a summer body by then
its not even likely I'll have a summer body by next summer
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>>6148273
>Summer body
oh you mean that thing I dont have
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>>6148262
r i p
Im still not into the idea of having sex with girls.

>>6148269
Cuddles are amazing but it wouldn't be fair to have a partner that I'm not into sexually, nor would it be fair to constantly want to hook up with guys while i'm dating them

>>6148241
>hold my mouth
What?
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>>6148279
nah already cis
>>6148285
idk my gf is pretty much into me
>>6148283
SO no time later today so we had a nice breakfast to start the day
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>>6148295
>already cis
sorry sir im gonna have to do a mandatory ovary check on ya
fake girls and whatnot, you understand


>i cant fucking breathe over my laughter
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>>6148295
you two seem to make an adorable couple
I wish my gf would acknowledge my existence.
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>>6148289
HOLD MY MOUTH MOM
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>>6148295
Majority do not have srs,
So what do we do when cis lesbian shows interest?
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>>6148289
I wish I could just spend the whole day in bed holding you today, my love
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hito does it 4 free
in numero compensation
for zero compensation

kuck
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m 80% sure i want to start transitioning but for some dumb reason im more worried about looking the part before i do it. the problem with that is im tall and hairy, with broad shoulders and no hips (albeit a measly 140 lbs of emaciation), and i worry that ill end up some strange freak of nature and that will only make me feel worse. am i just being an idiot or do i have legitimate concerns
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>>6148312
you have legitimate concerns
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>>6148299
you seem mad
are you mad ?
I am cis, deal with it honey <3
>>6148301
>you two seem to make an adorable couple
thanks :3
>I wish my gf would acknowledge my existence.
that doesn't sound good :/
>>6148306
idk I met my current gf pre op
soooo just be open about stuff
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>>6148312
Legit
Getting clocked is worse feel
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>>6148286
Make it happen sheen, I believe in you.
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>>6148286
Its because all you do is bitch and have no conviction to actually do anything about it.
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>>6148315
no because i actually am cis lmao
youre fucking hilarious larry goddamn, denial at its finest
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>>6148289
Even if the partner was okay with you hooking up with guys?
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>>6148312
Yes but ya gotta do it.
Sometimes HRT can work wonders, sometimes it makes you look like this
But there's no other choice.
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>>6148315
>mad
>laughing at you
ok lalalarry
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>>6148324
is kayla a fucking slav?
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>>6148322
>>6148328
>chromosomes don't fit male
>vaginal flora within cis norm
>passing
stay mad "girl"
or just feel free to point out the difference
bye till then <3
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>>6148312
Do it sooner rather than later. It just gets harder to transition the older you get.
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>>6148329
idk but I know for certain she's a fucking slag
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>>6148330
you have a fake pussy
no ovaries
and no periods
you cant give birth
youre not a real girl
lmfao
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I'm killing myself tonight. AMA
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>>6148314
>>6148316
>>6148324
neat, so im not just an idiot

>>6148332
im already 22 and i knew the clock was ticking in high school but general anxieties and the fear of being rejected as a person stopped me from doing anything about it. hopefully i get over all this and can start posting results by the end of the year. whats the simplest way to start the process?
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>>6148337
Why'd you delete your post?
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>>6148337
>in b4 "y wud i want that anon :^)'
still fake, non biological girl
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>>6148339
Who's your favourite trip
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>>6148346
Elanna
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>>6148339
If you could take anyone from mtfg with you who would it be?
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>>6148323
I mean maybe, but that sounds really emotionally draining. I'm not really sure how I'd handle poly myself

>>6148308
>tfw not cuddling right now
;~;

>>6148305
I'm so confused, I'm way too high for this ;~~;
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>>6148340
You can still work at being a girl
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>>6148337
>>6148342
>you have a fake pussy
point out the difference cause on a cellular level there is none, I mean if you have special knowledge feel free to inform my gynecologist
>no ovaries
>no periods
>no birth
so sterile women aren't women according to you
that's stupid

conclusion : nothing new, just the old samefagging nonsense

back on filter with you "girl" :*
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>>6148339
will she ever love me?
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>>6148350
I don't know
>>6148355
Yes
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>>6148340
Well, you can either go see a doctor, or if you want to start asap then order some hormones online today if you can - if you want to selfmed.
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>tfw in a kind of depressed but also kinda horny mood.
What do I do?
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>>6148357
>not picking Angie to put her out of her misery once and for all
pssssh
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>>6148340
It's not easy. I went through that exact thing; I knew by early high school that I wanted to transition, but I was too afraid so I avoided and delayed, repeatedly. I only started HRT one year ago, at 29. You sort of have to get the process started, either by talking to someone or going to an informed consent clinic or ordering hormones online, something, anything really. That first step is by far the hardest, in terms of anxiety.

Good luck.
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>>6148315
Idea of being w Cis lesbian is impossible bc of my peen
Never thought I'd attract any until it happened
Guess they are lonely like everyone else
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>>6148339
fuck that shit. don't do it... get high af on some dope or something. there's always hope in places you don't expect it.
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>>6148368
>Idea of being w Cis lesbian is impossible bc of my peen
why ?
nothing says you have to use it or that using it would be "Unlesbian"
>Guess they are lonely like everyone else
or, and try to follow me here, genitals just aren't that important when it comes to attraction
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>>6148374
will you rap for us again soon? :3
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>>6148324
fuggg
that's kayla?
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>>6148377
maybe
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I took some selfies(I'm pre everything) I thought I would like them but I guess I'm still kinda muscular. Oh well.
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T minus 50 till gt mutilation. =))))

Visiting my brother in the mountains, life is great.

What's up with you /mtfg/? Hope things are going just as well in your lives.
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>>6148352
im already growing my hair back out and my wardrobe has contained female clothing for a very long time; you cant find 28-34 pants but size 4 skinny jeans are everywhere. ive been there mentally for as long though and thats been interesting

>>6148367
if i did it the legit way, how long would it be from start to finish until i was on hormones? if its going to be a long drawn out process id rather just diy it
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>>6148382
Just be glad you didn't get to see Miss Cock
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>>6148385
I can't wait :3
>>6148388
Looks okay to me, I don't think you look overly muscular. You should be fine
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I'm 3 months post op, and just had my second orgasm. When I was cleaning up there was actual cum - like normal ejaculate - on the dildo and me. How normal is this? Freaked me out. It didn't happen the first time
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>>6148391
Where are you from? Some places you can get them quick, others, it's going to be at least a year.
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>>6148362
be my gf and have sex w me
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>>6148397
central florida. a year is a long fucking time
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>>6148374
not so much genitals, but the fact I'm not cis

having cis girl (soft butch) show interest is totally different feel then when a guy does it

not going to lie, felt pretty awesome
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>>6148399
Okay, well, I'm not from the U.S., but I think if you get a referral from a psychologist you can probably get them pretty quick - not a year. But you'd be best asking someone from the U.S. 2bh
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>>6148401
get over yourself, she likes you, yes, you, the tranny.
Now go fuck her sweet tender boipussi.
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>>6148393
Thank you very much, I wonder if hormones will actually change me because I still have a lot to improve
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>>6148315
>>6148330
where are your ovaries

where is your uterus
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>>6148401
cis/not cis/natal/biological
those things don't rly matter from a day to day basis
go for it and good luck anon :)
>>6148409
already addressed that sweetie :*
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Realistically
What would happen to trans people under a Trump presidency?
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>>6148412
>pretending to be a biological woman
>calling people sis
susans 3.0 masterhon
holy fuck, dude.
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WHITE

SUICIDE

IS

A

RADICAL

ACT.
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>>6148412
>sweetie
Hon, please.
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you guys still have a tinychat room?
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wtb girl for gf
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>>6148402
turns out theres a doctor a couple hours from me that practically gives hormones away. neat. how do i tell my friends without having a panic attack
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>>6148424
hey
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>>6148421
cringy and gay
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>>6148416
he'll bring us prosperity, pizza and srs
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>>6148407
>>6148412
I've avoided guys and girls b/c just scared to death of disappointment when they realise I'm not cis

lily, she was a baby face gal with an undercut(?) - I guess that's typical soft butch hair style?
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>>6148427
post stats
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>>6148426
WHERE IS HE I NEED HIS SERVICES
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>>6148429
>tfw you will never experience this because you aren't an American
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>>6148433
Dr rodwick, Tampa Bay area. hes got a pretty shitty website but theres info
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>>6148432
you first
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>>6148273
I'm soon to be MtF who likes girls, should I just end it all?
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>>6148437
>tampa bay
fuck, i was in tampa last month. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck goddammit fuck
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>>6148431
>I've avoided guys and girls b/c just scared to death of disappointment when they realise I'm not cis
yeah tbqh just be open about it and if people don't care be happy about it
it's hard but worth it
>lily, she was a baby face gal with an undercut(?) - I guess that's typical soft butch hair style?
could be hard fem (e.g. if otherwise girly clothes, makeup etc.) or soft butch (e.g. if andro / slightly masc clothing/behavior) but honestly I wouldn't care too much about what type of lez she is ^^
>>6148422
>>6148418
poor little cutie patootie, what will you do when I gotta go and do stuff ?
why so obsessed with me ?

cya honey bees :*
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>>6148442
pls go, hon
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>>6148441
where are you? if you arent able to drive im sure public transportation can somehow get you there
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>>6148439
>transbian
>agp
>5'6
>135 lbs
>6"
>not white
>community college, 3.7 gpa
>had sex with >15 people as a dom, none as a sub
>been in two relationships
>might be an autistic genius or just retarded
>nice girl
>codependent
>california but can move
hbu
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>>6148299
>>6148322
>>6148328
>>6148337
>>6148409
>>6148418
>>6148422
>>6148443
why do you hate lala so much ?
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i wanna die
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>>6148374
>why ?

Because that would be hetero and hetero is ew. Either I get it on with another dick-haver or I wait until SRS.

>nothing says you have to use it or that using it would be "Unlesbian"

Lesbian or no it would feel pretty gross

>or, and try to follow me here, genitals just aren't that important when it comes to attraction

No, cislesbians only care about vaginas. That much is abundantly clear to me judging by literally all of /clg/

t. different anon
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Is being tall that big of a deal?
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>>6148450
>/clg/
rl =|= 4chan
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>>6148395
That's definitely normal
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>>6148452
i hope not
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>>6148452
nope
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>>6148446
>5'6
>6"
oh do you mean your dick
ok

>biscum
>agp/tranny
>5'2
>90lbs
>white
>good enough diploma
>whats sex
>two relationships also
>autistic and kiddy
>im arrite
>US but not posting state here
>codependant too i guess???
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someone kill me
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>>6148455
skype mommy :(
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>>6148395
>actual cum - like normal ejaculate - on the dildo and me
probably normal depends on the surgeon tho
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>>6148452
>Is being tall that big of a deal?
Anything over 5'7" is gargantuan by cis standards tbqh.
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>>6148451
why are you so obsessed ?
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>>6148453
>rl =|= 4chan

Irl lesbians are basically just as catty and terrible as 4chan or a terf board. Dating them is a losing proposition unless you enjoy subjecting yourself to mental torture and living with someone who doesn't have the capacity to love you. Id rather date other trannies.
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>>6148448
>>6148465
trip on lilly
stop being mean to kayla just because people are being mean to you
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>>6148467
Nah sorry bae
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i need someone to hold me
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>>6148458
yeah im agp enough to post my dick size in thread

are you in the discord
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>>6148469
>i gotta go
>comes back asap to post a cap
woah dude
what is
>going into mspaint and removing the (you) tag
????????????
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>>6148472
uh i hvent been on the discord in like 2 months but unless they removed inactives i should be

i prefer steam and skype though
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>>6148473
>ms paint
>on a phone
>what is browsing 4chin when taking a shit
are you soft in the head ?
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>>6148475
would you like to post your steam or send it to me through a throwaway email

if it's the latter, [email protected]
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>>6148476
why would anyone ever take into consideration

a delusional man taking a shit and posting on his phone

youre not normal
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SOMEONE FUCKING HOLD ME
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>>6148478
everybody poops
want me to buy you a book about it ?
aaaaaand flush
cya hon
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>Its a dyke version of eminem ruins the thread episode
I thought we were done with these.
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>>6148480
*holds*
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Daily passing tips https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6D28augG7lU
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>>6148450
I really like lily's open mindedness about attraction b/n 2 people

...and I'd take my chances with cis les b/c guy is almost always a pump and dump chaser
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>>6148483
maybe if people would stop taking her baits the thread would improve
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>>6148482
fuck off edgar
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>>6148484
iin real life i needc ir ahhjpp
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How does one acquire the necessary shekels to get a vagina?
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>>6148485
hey moof, long time no see
>tfw no 24th century starfleet transition

janeway not only transitioned but lived a full life and even became captain of her own vessel and then admiral
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>>6148491
motivate yourself to start an online internet marketing business to extract shekels from vulnerable goyim. thats what im doing
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why am i trans whybits nkt fair kill me
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>>6148496
Should I shill for the JIDF?
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>>6148486
better a chaser than being a literal transbian tho
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Where can i find someone clingy like me?
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>>6148498
pick an evergreen niche (weight loss, dating, etc) and sell that shit. normies buy pointless garbage all of the time and you should get a chunk of it.
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>>6148504
Sounds like a good plan
Do you get a lot of shekels out of this? I don't live in freeshitlmaoistan so I need shekels fast
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>>6148501
This seems like a decent place for it provided you're okay with that someone being a tranny
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>>6148505
>>>clickbank.com
pick online writing and sell it to people on craigslist looking for writing gigs. if you feel any guilt whatsoever, these are the assholes discriminating against you for being transgender. fuck them. you can easily get at least 50-100 dollars a day if you are innovative.
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>>6148506
I'm a tranny too so that's okay, I dont really want to chase my own thread though
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>>6148501
hi ill cling
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>>6148512
hello <3
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>>6148495
Yeeee I never go on here. Just was watching that Netflix episode with the gf and was cracking up
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whats that voice training app called?
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>>6148501
Did you break up?
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>>6148518
how are you anon ?
>>6148519
what?
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>>6148508
How do I know they are discriminating against me?
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>>6148522
because money is the only thing that matters. normies usually hate transgender people and they accept them because that is going to be what's cool in the next few years. because they want to be liked. most people are going to hate you and you're going to take their livelihood because they're ignorant. they want to look good and you're going to give that to them with your weight loss program. you're going to get them out of debt with your get out of debt program. you'll always have the answer if you know how to make bank. if you're going to live outside the norm of society you should take advantage of it as much as you possibly can.
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>>6148518
never mind i guess ;_;
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>>6148525
Edgelord trannies are the worst.
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>https://sillyolme.wordpress.com/2010/04/06/smarter-than-the-average-bear/
trutrans BTFO
agp master race proven superior again
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>>6148535
Where do you find this crap? It's hilarious.
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>>6148531
why not sell weight loss programs to fund your transition? it works and i don't see how it's edgy.
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>>6148514
oh fair enough
I was sad when bashir died on game of thrones :(
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>>6148529
no wait i just got scared im sorry
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>>6148546
its okay, dont worry, its safe with me
do you have a trip maybe
you kinda remind me of a poster
im not saying that to scare you or anything
its okay if you do
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>>6148550
ill make one
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Why do I come here? This place just makes me feel worse everytime I'm around.
Maybe it's jealously or the general negative attitude of this thread but whatever it is, what draws me to come back to this?
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>>6148552
oh you dont have to, i was just curious if you were them since they seemed scared like you
so uhm
how are you?
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>>6148539
it was mentioned in one of the peer reviewed journals I read
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>>6148554
im ok i guess

i never know what to say to that desu
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>>6148558
i just ask because its polite and i wanna make sure you're doing okay before we get into other stuff
i want my friends to be happy so if theyre not i wanna hear about it and help
what are you up to tonight
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>>6148555
>peer reviewed journals
Hahahahaha!!! That's even funnier.
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>>6148560
no its fine
i haven't really done anything ive just been on 4chan
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>>6148563
same here, idk why im up right now i might go to bed soon
ive just been waiting for it to get late enough to sleep and now its 4 am so i guess that works
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>Went to see Captain America alone because no friends
>Brothers gf who kinda knows Im just a depressed loser mess texts me as Im leaving about wanting to see it and asks who Im seeing it with
>Tell her and a few minutes pass before I receive "Good for you!"
Nothing like someone pitying you to make you feel even worse.
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>>6148566
5 am here

wait but do you want to talk more
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>>6148569
yeah i do, i was gonna ask if you wanted my skype or something if we get along
why are you up so late? go to sleep its not good for you to be up this late!
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>>6148570
im neet, im always up late
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>>6148572
you could be neet at better hours silly
how long have you been neet for?
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>>6148531
going to respond again because im drunk and pissed off at this post. i think you should make money by any means necessary (without debasing yourself) and this is the type of shit response that keeps people from hustling to make money. fuck you i will sell whatever garbage internet marketing products it takes to get me to where i want to be. i want to fund my transition and be comfortable and happy and this is the type of shit response that will keep others from also pursuing opportunities.
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>>6148435
Then come to America *legally*
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>>6148567
I once had to see something by myself b/c had front and center tickets

thought I could find someone to take to see it

sitting next to an empty seat is worse

...can't even eat out in public alone anymore
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>>6148574
since october
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>>6148539
it's in /agp/ gen
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>>6148578
So you're a neet-in-training? Going through neet apprenticeship?
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>>6148576
Of course, why would I want to enter illegally like a border hopping Mexican?
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>made a steam account to add some friends
>can't add friends unless you've spent $5
>don't have any friends anyway
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>>6148581
i guess
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>>6148578
did you leave a job or college? why'd you start being a neet?
>>6148583
post your id, ill add you
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>be me
>wake up
>start crying
>never stop

Morning empty effigy
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>>6148587
>id
currently it's kato and my pic is a bird listening intently to half a watermelon
idk if you'll actually be able to add me
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>>6148591
i mean the url to your profile, with all the numbers
it'll be like
/id/2198942981749
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>>6148585
You should find another apprenticeship program.

>>6148589
Man up.
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>>6148589
>empty effigy
That's really good
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Good morning everyone C: hope its going to be an amazing saturday for all of you.
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>>6148596
thank you anon, i hope the same for you <3
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>>6148592
http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198289573702/
is that it?
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>>6148594
I'm trying but I'm a faggy little bitch.

>>6148595
Are you making fun of me?.....
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>>6148587
i was still in high school but i kept havibg panic attacks whenever I tried to go so i basically dropped out (not officially though i just stay home all the time now)

idk maybe im not like truneet yet

like i kept trying to go to tutors and stuff but id get so much anxiety from that i couldn't do that either

im trying to get disability now because I bassicly can't do anything without having panic attacks

>>6148594
i can't do anything

like this isn't the first time either i couldn't leave my house before and i was in like a school for people with emotion problems before but i was having trouble going there too

i don't know im sorry
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>>6148599
yup, sent!
>>6148601
oh, im sorry to hear that
have you tried any anxiety meds yet? that sounds really horrible and id hate for you to have to live like that
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>>6148599
i'll add you senpai <3
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>>6148599
btw if anyone else wants to add me I'd be okay with that
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>>6148602
yeah but theyre not really working

im sorry i went on like thiw whole thing i just felt like i needed to explain myself
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>>6148600
So you either have to be far more faggier or far more manly.
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>>6148607
its okay, I asked about it, i wanted to hear <3 dont apologize for talking to me, im happy to listen
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>>6148603
<3
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It's hilarious seeing my family doing all these bullshit walks for suicide awareness and posting it on Facebook. Because when I tried to kill myself last year, they told me that we're not going to talk about it ever.

>>6148608
I'm pretty shit at both. What do you think?
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>>6148609
thank you
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I really want to talk to agony uncle
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music time bitches
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3TFC0YYeQgA
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>tfw cyba is the best and cutest
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>>6148615
>I'm pretty shit at both
True but being shitty at most things is a pretty good tranny indicator.
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>>6148621
I'm going to fulfill my destiny of being male to failure then
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>>6148615
you're the one who flipped it up on /pol/ right?
did your brother really drink absinthe when you came out as trans to him?
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>>6148620
but what about sheen?
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>>6148623
No sorry you have the wrong person.
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Someone could post that /mtfg/ tier list?
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>>6148615
It's nice when your family turns out to be two faced. My sister posts about trans acceptance but immediately goes for trans when she needs a button to push on me.
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>>6148627
Please don't I hate those
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>>6148628
My parents are two faced like that. But my sister has once face. And it's a cunt
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>>6148622
Makes sense, no effort required.
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>>6148617
Hey I'm tired and laying in bed now, do you want my Skype or something else?
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>>6148633
oh we did this before but we never said anything to each other after i added you
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>>6148627
those are so not accurate, and mean
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morning
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>>6148636
I know they are inaccurate (I'm on top of it LOL). But I wanted to put it in face++ to check what will come out.
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>>6148635
See that's why I asked! I checked if you were online on Skype but it just said away so I didn't think it was you
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>>6148620
all the best to you maddie
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>tfw you expect to trip but instead end up rolling and talking to and texting people for hours and hours and hours
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>>6148620
>tfw maddie is going through her transbian phase
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>>6148645
>tfw elanna is a dirty normie
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The decision of "i am trans" until hormones for me has been under 4 months. It's like a fucking cascade of snow just burying me. I am unemployed I spend time just laying on my bathroom floor crying pathetically. I am so frozen in fear of doing anything affiliated with my old life. I developed germaphobia, panic attacks, etc etc. Depression and seriously increasing anxiety (now exponential) has always been present.


I finally FINALLY stopped repressing this (and it was hard...for survival it felt like) and now its hitting me like a truck.

I am scared.

I am not alone but it feels like it.


I can't even wear makeup or nail polish or do my writing because i'm just frozen waiting for my best female friend to get out of college to come help me pick girls clothes and sleep over and let me practice my awful awful awful voice :(

hopefully, I click into girl mode about the time i start hormones. I don't want another fucking sexual assault of testosterone ruining my month by making me a sex animal. My sex drive doesn't agree with my brain anymore. I'm all fiction I can't like this.


I am more than sure I'll be okay when the hurricane is done. I'll be back sharing helpful messages and tutorials of my own, I've always done this once I master things -- and I do so quickly. I act mentally disabled. It's because I need an excuse to just THINK and solve my shit. Now I have. I am standing in the eye. The realization of the damage already done from what has passed (my childhood) and the HORROR of the destruction that is about to hit me when i try to step into the shoes that will never fit me.

It all fits, I am 100% certain of this decision, but this is the first real commitment in my entire life. I have always ever done one thing. AVOID and try to escape reality through fiction.
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posted this in the other thread, help

"Bi curious guy here

I fantasize and crave a lot about shaving my body, dressing up in panties and knee high socks with a nightie and fucking the shit out of a friend of mine. I wanna suck his cock sooooo bad.

what do"
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>>6148648
Pls dont judge me, I'm honestly only half normie ;~;
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>>6148651
Suck his dick?
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>>6148651
fag
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>tfw your only friend couldn't hang out today and all of your roomates were out all day
who /bored out of their mind/ here?
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>>6148660

I don't know if he's bi/gay. But he loves going to thailand..
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>>6148650
I stopped repressing too. My mind has been an emotional rollercoaster of

"you can do this" "I wanna die" "quick lets go back and pretend you aren't trans, trust me I'll make it go away" -Brain
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>>6148651
Do all of that, call him, and [spoiler]fug[/spoiler]
Make his day.
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>>6148671
Yeah. This is why I'm certain in my decision to ignore what everyone else is saying "lol are you sure? haha just wait another year and try dressing like that first". Like no, kike bag, I'd literally rather hang myself. I've been writing about killing myself since I was 13.

The only thing I still am good at, or rather sharper at now that I kept with, is my writing. But even in the last year that's fallen away too. I've cut everything away until now.

I have nothing. Just as planned.

If I have to sound like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hb9uh-9C1Q i will kill myself.
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>>6148620
<3
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>>6148669
There's an obvious solution to this. Take titty skittles and cut your winky off
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>lay down for bed
>start fantasizing about birdie fucking my throat
>end up masturbating for over an hour
why cant I have him ;__;
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KITTY DONT CARE IF U A MAN-FACED HON
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>>6148681
You looked like a young adult woman in the thumbnail, up close I'm not even sure what strikes me as not passing.
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>>6148673
I spent years entrenched in vidya and smartphones. Then more aggressively. The gym.
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>>6148681
why do kids here use that term? honestly you're not even putting in effort if you think you can't pass with that face. Get your voice on point and stop bitching you're fine. Trigglypuff is gonna die and you're over here self loathing. Damn step up girl.
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Good morning everyone? Elanna, how was drug fun time?
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>>6148691
Hey. You're Irish?
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>>6148672

how do I initiate? Its getting out of hand now almost every night i rub my cock thinking about this. It's usually a threesome with a ladyboy and him. Me and the ladyboy are in the shower with him and I'm sitting down and she is on my lap and we both suck his cock and then we get out and fuck under the darkness of the covers and go crazy
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>>6148693
As a potato.
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>>6148688
Same here. I pissed my childhood away down the sink. Fuck pissing a toilet that shit always sounds loud and awful and also wastes a hell of a lot of water and I formed hte habit after retreating into the wild with a laptop to bascially do Ted Kazysknsyk or however you spell it setting off the NSA alarm bells.

I spiral out of control a lot. My friend today said "i was sliding between Mark and Lynda" and I liked that. He was right. He also caught me self sabatoging like leaving my phone away from the mirror so I would stop "Chiking around" in it.

Now i'm over here like "fuck i'm in this" watching voice feminization on youtube practicing.

I have always been a deep cover journalist. I learned encyrption and defense hacker thinking but never allowed myself an offense. Now i have a girl (myself) to go to war with trying to learn society's bullshit.

I feel like if we didn't live in this era where I can get care and help I would literally just off myself and be like whatever idc i wrote a few nice poems taht i couldnt ever sing because i have a boy voice wow im drunk
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>>6148696
Same. Cork. You?
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>>6148680
he wont let anyone take care of him :\
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>>6148691
It's been pretty great, been talking to people for hours and hours but now i'm bored cuz everyone went to bed ;~; Still high as fug desu
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>>6148696
I mean, in retrospect, potatoes are actually south american and that phrase is a lie, so, actually I'm as Irish as the majestic wolfhound.

>>6148699
Dublin Currently. I meander down to West Cork every summer, so if you're in the vicinity of Sherkin Island, you might spot me sometime.

>>6148701
:p
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>>6148701
Are you ever not high?
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>>6148680
>he will never use you as his personal toy
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>>6148702
Tis a small world alright
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>>6148697
It's scary to me too. But not as scary as the prospect of living a lie for the rest of my life. Now it's in the surface and no longer repressed. It's impossible to ignore day to day.
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>>6148702
:PPPPP
How's the weather over there?

>>6148705
Most of the time. Shocking I know :^)
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I know I promised you all stories, but I do need to get brunch into me followed by antidepressants and painkillers and vitamins and iron tabs and anti-inflammatories. I'm a walking pill-box. :/

>>6148708
Well, if you're in the area, I'll post here before I head down and you can go full FBI stake-out spying on me.
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>>6148625
<3
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>>6148711
In the city and rarely venture West to the hippies. But I'm playing in fibbers in a couple months so maybe you'll be stalking me
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>>6148710
Selfish, hoarding all that shit for yourself and not sharing with your sisters here
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>>6148686
>>6148689
i mean i dont want to pull the angles and lighting card... but yeah i know what youre saying. that was more goofin than actual self-loathing anyway.

voice is for sure my bigger problem

and im sorry but i dont know who triggly is
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Maddie is amazing. She is perfect. My heart is going to explode. /swoon
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I'm fucking myself really hard right now while thinking of a trans girl with a big gt and a dominant attitude
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>>6148719
You two falling in love now? What have I missed?
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>>6148680
>>6148700
>>6148706
I live less than an hour away from him but i'm really scared to talk to him or even approach him

what if he doesn't want me :(
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>>6148715
You'll never know! Or maybe you will. I'm a chatty person.
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>>6148716
There really isn't much to hoard or share, I basically only have 2C-E and aMT kicking around after that somewhat lengthy bender earlier this year
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>>6148721
MaddieXcyba OTP.
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>>6148721
Already happened desu :-D
She is so sweet <3<3
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>>6148720
pics
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>>6148726
Maddie is super cool
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>>6148723
I'm a master of disguise and am usually hiding in a corner smoking so.... I'm pretty confident in my hiding abilities. Anyway I'm going to get a breakfast roll. You should add me on Skype or discord sometime
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>>6148725
>>6148726
Well, aren't I behind on current events?
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>>6148731
Indeed.
She's the best
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>>6148722
go get that dick and tell us about it with many pics
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>>6148732
>implying I'm not a /k/ level investigator.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
No but seriously, I'm pretty good at finding things that are out of place, so unless you're in one of those bars where every single person has a dark corner to brood in, there's no hiding from me.

I'm jealous. I gave up the ciggies to preserve my lifespan. I still have my panic button cigars, but I havn't touched them in few months.
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>>6148722
Oh for fuck sake this might help you

https://youtu.be/eh7W0U65gh8
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>>6148738
I actually fucking quit two years ago bit started up again. Same with my fiancee but she kicked them six months before me. I'm a bad influence.

Well not that you mention out of place. I probably would be very easy to spot
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Pills popped, breakfast munched, tea drunk, Mozart's spring playing.

Where do I start?

Forced crossdressing?
A kiss from Emily?
The early warning signs?
Breaking the news?
Cooking?

Someone decide for me.
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>>6148746
I would say start from the top but I'm not sure if there's an obvious top.
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>>6148746
I-I don't understand the choices, but kisses are always nice I guess? >.<
>>6148748
You found your one true love, never them go~
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>>6148749
There's the earliest, but really, I just want people to pick what sounds interesting.

>obvious top
How lewd!
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>>6148722
>what if he doesn't want me
if I understand correctly Birdy is a virgin and wants to wait for someone he loves. So all you gotta do is make him fall for you! You shouldn't be scared to talk to him, he's a really sweet boy :)
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>>6148752
Idk, if it were about which sounds the most interesting, forced crossdressing is pretty high up there.

>How lewd!
Pls I would never
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Summer is coming and I'm at my lowest weight!
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>>6148730
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Remember yall girls to massage them breasts they need help to grow up their cup size

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VjMsw09MTQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VjMsw09MTQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VjMsw09MTQ
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>>6148750
> A kiss from Emily

So I'll preface this by saying I went to an all boys school. It's actually a super nice place that switched to mixed a few years ago, but the comedy of the following situation is still there. In my year, in an all boys school, there were at least 3 girls, and at least 4 of the boys were gay. In a class of 25.

I know this because I'm the only person who didn't transition, and the only one that didn't come out while in school. So there's a boy, let's call him Mike, because names are for suckers. Now Mike is very much into muh feminism, and LGBT and everything that's a bit out there. He also had a lisp and was a little tall. I knew pretty much instantly that he was a she, but never gave it all that much consideration, because I was still so crazy that I couldn't tell dream from reality. Pro-tip, if you're in that position, get help.

Anyway, In terms of passing/not passing, the person who I came to know as Emily wouldn't pass without serious help. Now I think I was the only person she revealed her secret to, but the circumstances were a little strange. See, Mike wasn't popular for obvious reasons, but damn if he wasn't interesting. After getting to know him, he came out as trans, while at my house and expected me to kick her out or something. I, of course couldn't care less as my motto was, and still is, "people are people are people. I'll judge you for what you do, not who you are, or were."

So, seeing in me the only possible romance, or something silly like that, Emily decided to really let loose, and kissed me on the cheek when we parted. It was intensely awkward because I was very much not into girls back then and I already saw her as such. To cut a long story short, she started on hormones the year after, and moved to Galway I think. She probably goes by another name, but Emily, if you're reading this, I changed phone and lost your number. Sorry for not staying in contact!
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anyone else raised as a girl cos their mom wanted a girl?

I was sent to an all girls school and started hormones at 7
I don't feel dysphoria though so I must have been trans anyway.
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>>6148748
It's not weird. You're falling for her pretty hard. Enjoy it. And don't be afraid of giving yourself to her.

I can only speak from experience. I've only had that with one person ever. And what you're describing is pretty much what I felt. Now eight years later we're getting married.

Just be careful with how you react to this because it's easy to dive in head first like I did when you're 18. But in your twenties it's different. You learn to sabotage yourself better. You're in love. Don't over think it. Don't get in your own head. Just enjoy these feelings even if they're strange now. They're a wonderful to experience.
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>>6148756
Coming right up, I just need to check a few emails...
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>>6148762
Looking good qt
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>>6148757
So what are your plans?
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>>6148769
YOU LUCKY BASTARD.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-5i1cJIwE7M
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>>6148774
I want to spend most of it at the beach to get tan. (I'm very pale).
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>>6148748
>idk. what gives?
you were friends first and she understands every intimate detail of what you go through on your bad days so it makes a relationship easier.
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>tfw no real life makeover mage to instantly transition
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>>6148776
Nah I'm just kidding. No one gets that lucky.
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>>6148748
>>6148777
Get over yourself.
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why don't any acceptable cis women ever post in these threads
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>>6148769
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>>6148762
Noice transition hon :^)
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>>6148788
We're all cis women here hunny
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>>6148724
>not 4cmc/4fma
Wtf senpai, best rcs.
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>>6148788
People have better things to do
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>>6148788
If you were a cis woman, would you spend your free time posting here?
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>>6148789
(You)
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>>6148788
Take a good look around and ask yourself why you even wonder that.
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>>6148788
>"hey why aren't their any straights in this gay club"
Come on Anon
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>>6148798
Reminds me of how Kayla said if passed, would not spend time w "retards" here on mtfg
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>>6148798
I'd be looking for a trans gf because I'd still be a chaser.
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>>6148762
Why dose cwc still keep those autistic shit all over the place?
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>>6148748
It's not weird to be in love, Edie. It's a part of something beyond the everyday, and it buries its roots in every part of your life. I'm so happy for you.

Morning everyone. Slice of gifted donair pizza, then more job testing on the menu today. Wish me luck!
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>>6148798
I'd be dreaming of girls on the cislesgen probs but since I got no game and MtF's are cute I'd probs try here too. Also I like that people like boys here too, tlg/clg are both kinda manhating sometimes
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>>6148808
Maybe all the other autists here know the answer.
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>>6148795
>4cmc
Dare I ask? Is that 4-chloromethcathinone? There's still mephedrone analogs around?
Fuck that, not going anywhere near that after what 4-mmc did to me.

>>6148799
Thank (You) :3
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>>6148806
No need for quotes. There's no denying that mtfg is filled with retards and Kayla is one of them.
>>
whats the best/safest place in the world to live for us
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>>6148806
Some trips here are really cool. Kayla is not one of them.
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>>6148777
Just remember too that compulsion to sabotage things is completely normal too. And it's a really fucked up habit to try and get out of. If you really think she knows then that's great. I really like both of you and just want nothing but the best for you. Good luck.
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>Forced crossdressing

So some of you may have heard of "Irish College"

The one I went to is Coláiste na BhFiann. One of the single most traumatic experiences I've ever gone through. In part because the Irish language is, while beautiful, completely ungoverned by rules. And also because it's a nationalistic brainwashing camp. That's not to say I didn't sometimes have fun, after all I brought drawing pads, and have an active imagination, and there were some fun "inter-house" competitions. Hilariously, nearly every year, there was that one house who did a skit in full drag. This year, it seemed that the bell had tolled and I had been chosen.

Because for some reason, we needed a girl in our skit, and I was the most feminine looking. Which true or not, I was doing my best to hide my power level, and dressing up would be completely counter-productive to that. But because I actually understood the meaning of "the lady doth protest too much" I agreed to do it anyway. I mean, I had ulterior motives, but point that out and I'll shut your whore mouth with my fist.

As showtime approached, I started to get cold feet and wouldn't "get into costume". I spouted the stupidest line I think I've ever uttered. "The only way you're getting me in that costume is if you pin me down and put it on me yourself." To a house full of sports-jock muscle-bros. Cut to me prancing about (rather convincingly) on stage and secretly plotting how I was going to kill them all in their sleep. It was a cute dress and I wish I'd kept the photos.
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>>6148806
Well, I was thinking more along the lines of "why would they even come in the first place". If I were cis I wouldn't have a single reason to come here.
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>>6148824
Are you Potsy?
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>>6148829
Who the hell is Potsy?
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>>6148821
Yeah I've made some really wonderful friends here despite the fact I don't deserve it. I think most people here are nice.
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>>6148831
Atilla the Hon
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>>6148827
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>>6148820
just talking regularly means you were friends desu.
I really really hope you both really do have a nice and long relationship and I totally don't want an invite to your wedding where you both wear matching wedding dresses or anything...
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>>6148835
Considering I don't even try to pass, nope. I am in fact, not Potsy.
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>>6148824
Huh, I kinda regret not bothering with Irish college now. I didn't know stuff like that went on there.
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>>6148824
Repression is one hell of a drug. Pretty adorable though, not gonna lie.

>>6148827
Mornin sophie
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>>6148814
Yup 4chloromethcathinone
Accordi g to studies its actually stronger than mephedrone, a 500mg dose for a 50kg woman can cause serotonin syndrome. Tje problem is people report it being weaker, ergo we suspect what is sold rn as 4cmc is not actually 4cmc... But its fucking amazing anyway :)
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>>6148837


>>6148842
harro
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>>6148831
The beast of Cork
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>>6148814
Whatd mephedrone do to you?
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>>6148845
>don't get fat
>don't get fat
>don't get fat
>don't get fat
>don't get fat
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>>6148841
Ho, there, nope. Irish college was baaaad. 5% tolerable, 95% brainwashing, bad food and totalitarianism.

>>6148842
Anything else on the list catch your eye?

Repressed I may be, but spending the next 4 years of my predicted 10 remaining trying to transition seems... fruitless.
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is portland really as great as people say it is?
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>>6148820
I know that you're not a horrible person Edie. It's scary not to be in full ownership of your heart. But you're going to become, if not more comfortable with it, then more accustomed to it as you grow into it.

But you said you were done talking about it, so I guess I should stop too.

Thank you for the kind wish.
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>>6148848
>predicted 10 remaining
why?
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>>6148477
hi idk if youre still here but im emailing you now
sorry ti took so long
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>>6148849
considering its in a third world country, probably not
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>>6148847
The Flower crown conceals it well
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>>6148853
Haaaaah. Long story short, long term illness and carelessness on my part means I'm likely to die before 30.
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>>6148824
Well you've officially worn more dresses than I have, and probably better too ^^

>>6148848
>Repressed I may be, but spending the next 4 years of my predicted 10 remaining trying to transition seems... fruitless.
Well you can never know how long you're going to live for. How many years would you need to 'last' for it to be worth it for you? 15? 20? Why is that even relevant? Go for what's going to make you happy however long you're going to live for.
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>>6148844

>>6148849
I dunno about Portland but the cost of living in certain areas of Oregon is pretty amazing
>>6148851
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help. I wanna be a human
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>>6148848
>95% brainwashing, bad food and totalitarianism
Yeah, when my Irish teacher tried to convince me to go, that's kinda why I didn't.

>>6148857
>means I'm likely to die before 30.
Wait, seriously?
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OK I think I'm probably done. Bye mtfg
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>>6148858
I've already lasted more than my fair share of time. I'm living on borrowed hours and am only continuing on to spite the reaper. Besides, I've got a serious case of man hands, and I'd rather spend my time Improving the lives and chances of others.

>>6148861
There's a reason I'm on so many pills. I've had a good run.

Still, I'm not quite so cautious around folks here any more. I'll post one or two of my old pics if people want to know what I look like.

>>6148864
Ciao Basic!
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>>6148860
I'm real
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>>6148822

thank you bby ;___; <3

>>6148839

i want to do everything in the world with her, honestly. i just need to not fuck it up lmao

>>6148851

it is scary ;_; but it'll be ok, i hope. i just have to...go with it? i guess? right? yeah. i think so.
again, good luck!!
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>>6148846
Got its claws into me. It chewed me up and spat me out a year later, 30 pounds lighter and a lot less stable.

>>6148843
I mean, I remember a lot of those weird cathinone analogs like 4-bmc and the like sometimes just being mephedrone sold under a different name.

>>6148848
If you're still repressed I'm wondering what the breaking the news might be..

>>6148844
Doin anything exciting today?
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Would it be worth it to get a PO box for a few months until I'm moved out of my familys house again?
I've been doing some browsing and I want to order some clothes from womens only stores, but I don't want any family members accidentally seeing the package from the mail.
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>>6148844
Hallo Mein Frau
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>posted my steam account
>a bunch of people added me
>had a really good chat with a few people
I wasn't having such a great day but I really feel better now that I've got some people to talk to
thanks everyone! :D

mtfg can be really great sometimes
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>>6148866
>Repression.exe has been launched
>Subroutine Internalised Humaphobia active
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>>6148870
Depending on your circumstances it might be better to just come out, but it could also be lots worse. I'd say yeah, get the PO box.
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>>6148879
What a nice boy
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>>6148865
Are you serious? That's what the doctors have given you 10 years to live?
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>>6148879
>tfw no greg bf
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>>6148880
Yeah, I'm not going to come out any time soon. Probably not until I have a steady and well paying job, or my ultra conservative (but rich) grandma is offed, gotta take advantage of her to help pay for college and all
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>>6148868
Are you escorting now? If so, How's that working out? I need to know because the vousin of a friend of afriend is considering it because need to pay the bills.

>>6148864
Hey beautiful, how are u today? I <3 U

>>6148855
<3 (you)
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>>6148865
>I've already lasted more than my fair share of time. I'm living on borrowed hours and am only continuing on to spite the reaper.
Well my point still stands but hey it's your life, if you rather invest your effort and care into something else that's your choice to do, just saying that the rationalization that 'im only going to live for so long so it's not worth it' isn't that great.
>Besides, I've got a serious case of man hands
Yeah and I got the shoulder-hips ratio of the letter T. Nothing I can do about it starting this late but I don't regret going for the treatment, I only regret not going for it earlier.
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>>6148869
>breaking the news

I'm sure you all know that one person who is capable of double think? For me, that's my mother. She's so completely capable of removing herself from reality that it's absurd. In fact one of the reasons I'm so limited in my lifespan is because, when I was diagnosed with 'beetus, she refused to take me to hospital until I was literally paralysed. Not a fun experience. That said, I did come out to her as Trans, or at least gender fluid (I'm not particularly sure which, the disphoria isn't constant, but that means jack shit. You can probably guess that the early warning signs were there, but she had pretended not to notice. Of course she did her best to be supportive, but I was a mess. Literally break-down-crying, attempted suicide, violent tendencies mess, and it can't have been easy. Still you'd expect that to make a lasting impression, but she seems to forget about it completely unless I bring it up, and she denies that I've told her about it every time. So I've stopped. So really the only people who know are my best friend, and my ex, who is now dating my best friend. To be honest, we're closer family than my actual family, so it makes sense. Even so, they treat me not as male or female, but just as "me". Which is far more pleasant if you ask me.

I'm surprised that anyone can block that out so completely that they forget it ever happened, so for all intents and purposes, it never did.

>>6148883

10 years at best. I intend to prove them wrong.
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>>6148859

>>6148869
I dont think so, just cooking and some overwatch I think.

>>6148873
hello anon :3

>>6148892
(you)
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>>6148894
shit, well, good luck. I hope you do prove them wrong
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>>6148859
Oh! I was noticed. I'm all aflutter.
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I'm a clever girl
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>tfw you suddenly realise you haven't eaten a single thing for 2 days
>tfw you don't feel hungry at all
>tfw you realise you could literally die with no warning because of this
I'm currently shoving as much macaroni as I possibly can down my throat but I really, really do not feel like eating right now

what the fuck do I do?
if I tell my endo they'll probably put me on some appetite stimulant and I'll get super fat, but if I don't I could starve to death and not even know
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>>6148903
post more sneks
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>>6148903
As long as you're drinking, you can survive a surprisingly long time off of body-fat and mineral supplements

I still havn't told the stories of cooking and the early signs, but if no-ones interested I can move on to answering all coming questions.
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>>6148865
>>6148894
Christ, I'm actually tearing up right now. Are you sure you don't want to try spend those 10 years actually being who you're supposed to be?

>>6148896
Sounds like a chill saturday to me, at this point I'm almost certain that I won't have an appetite to cook until the evening ;~;
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>>6148903
My feet/toes go numb and I get fever chills if I don't eat. I used to starve myself regularly but can't do so anymore apparently which isn't entirely a bad thing
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>>6148892

nope! i'm still just a camgirl. a part of me has considered escorting off and on, but i don't think i could ever do it, or feel comfortable with it.
it is good money though!
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>>6148909
I'm a tough cookie. And I'm pretty happy with my lot. Defy the odds, play the hero, fight injustice. I'll spend my time with honour and good company, and pass into history with a smile on my face.
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>>6148903
>tfw you realise you could literally die with no warning because of this

I never really had a feeling of hunger but it doesnt mean you want notice when youre starving
1. weakness
2. dizzyness/headaches
3. passing out randomly

>>6148909
food once a day is enough anyways
I am just glad I didnt get a hangover
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>>6148896

>>6148901
h-hi
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>>6148914
>weakness
I've always been like this
>dizzyness/headaches
Always been like this too
>passing out randomly
this'd be new I suppose

so I guess the problem isn't that I'll starve to death, the problem is that I've already lost like 5kgs in basically 2 weeks and if I continue at this rate I'll have turned into a spooky skeleton by june
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>>6148915
Let me eat u
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>>6148916
no. it feels differently.
its really hard to starve and not notice it. also, you already noticed. what you do know is your chice.

>>6148915
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>>6148911
Umm how about camming? How's that work? It's for the same friend.

>>6148908
>Irish drinking for every occasion
Couple of tall glass of stout and no need to eat or drink the rest of the day, amirite?

>>6148893
Sup Northgirl

>>6148869
<3 u junkie!
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>>6148908
>>6148908
>still havn't told the stories of cooking and the early signs
Go on
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>>6148919
>tfw someone remembered me
Tripping was all worth it :V
Morning Sassgirl!
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>>6148919
>Sass

I see how you got your name

Curiously, a pint of Guinness has the same amount of calories as a loaf of bread.

>>6148921
Cooking or early signs?
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I HATE Trans...

...Atlantic Shipping routes
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>>6148913
But I mean, there has to be some way, any way to get closer to that and spend the years that most would consider their prime at least feeling less dysphoric. Maybe not transition if it's not something you're up for but idk.

>>6148914
Hangover? Were you drinking last night? ;_;

>>6148916
Probably couldn't hurt to try something to stimulate the appetite. Weed's prescribed to patients on chemo for a reason.
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>>6148918
I only noticed it because my jeans are really loose
I don't want to be a spooky skeleton but without an appetite how the fuck do I know how much to eat? I'm super forgetful as it is so I've literally just forgotten to eat for 2 whole days
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>>6148925
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2FToyZil3I
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>>6148929
Making it a habit worked for me. 2 warm meals a day and some snacks in between. Even if I wasn't hungry at all I made a meal and put it in front of me, ended up working somewhat as long as what I cooked ended up tasting good.
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>>6148903
Set a timer. Make yourself eat when the timer goes off.
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>>6148927
You tell me, pic related. Would I pass?

(I know I wouldn't, but hell, It's funny to ask)
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>>6148927
>Hangover? Were you drinking last night? ;_;

yeah I was out with my dad any my sister. they were nice and we had a good time but for some reason the normie life is so soulcrushing to me. Idk. I am just not cut out to walk around outside and see children, pregnant women and hot girls without wanting to hang myself.
I had 2 glasses of wine during dinner. bf doesnt allow alcohol usually, so 1 glass makes me tipsy, 2 make me pretty drunk.

>>6148929
then youre probably still at a decent weight. either be disciplined about it, or live with the consequences.
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Will hormones make me gain weight? Im starting them soon and am 55kg at 1.72m height, which is pretty skelly. I hope to gain atleast a few kilos aside from the other effects ;-;
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just done an agp wank
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>>6148936
no they wont.
I was at 52 when I started hormones, I am still at 52. same height as well.
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>>6148933
You look like you could be Basic's older brother.
Slim down, trim your eyebrows, get on mones... and maybe save up to get your chin reduced and I think you'd be set.
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>>6148917
are you cute?
>>6148918
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>>6148922
Wut?!?! Storytime please!

>>6148924
:p

>>6148929
>not wanting to be a spoopy skeleton
Why live?
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>>6148936
Not inherently, you still gotta eat more than you consume to gain weight. They may increase your motivation though, knowing that the thicc is going to the right places.

>>6148933
Very few people pass pre HRT so no surprises there ^^
Better starting point than my mug that's for sure.

>>6148937
It's like this meme was made to torment me, what does this even mean? How is it different to normal masturbating?
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>>6148947
>>6148941
Ehh... Well better skelly than chubby i guess. I just hate food tbqh senpai
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>>6148944
>Wut?!?! Storytime please!
Uh, I mean I made the trip few days ago and now someone remembered me. No drug type tripping here unless you can somehow get high on plain pasta/rice.
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I hate mothers day
I'm not going to elaborate because the trolls will pounce and I'll be told I should be in a mental institution
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>>6148933
Honestly, I'd grow your hair out and start hormones, what have you got to lose?
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I'M UNBELIEVABLY ATTRACTED TO BRIAN COX FOR SOME REASON

seriously I feel like the hormones are making me swoon over pretty much any guy I see who seems vaguely intelligent or interesting
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hi ,~
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>>6148942
>>6148947

XD Lovely to hear

That's an old photo. I'm a little slimmer, a little better trimmed now. And my hair's tied back and I can smile. I took that before trying to jump off of a building.

So, to continue story hour on MTFG
>cooking
or
>early signs?
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>>6148919
><3 u junkie!
Hey now, that's in the past <3
Cathinones still scare the shit out of me when people talk about them though ;~;

>>6148933
Not impossible. With work you definitely could, most people don't look like they do or could pass in pretransition photos.

>>6148935
Drunk on two glasses? Damn, I'm a lightweight but that's actually kind of impressive.
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>>6148953

Hello Korra!

Is it me or are you somehow invisible, I rarely see people responding to you for some reason?

Is it because you play league?

If so, I'm more Satan than you, I main Teemo.
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>>6148950
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>>6148958
>not maining Galio top
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>>6148958
its just u. im a (You) magnet most of the time.
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>>6148924
both!
stories are great
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>>6148953
(you) <3

>>6148957
I guess it has something to do with being underweight as well, Idk. I had some trouble typing coherently on discord last night
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if ur still here
check ur throwaway pls
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>>6148957
>most people don't look like they do or could pass in pretransition photos.
What about those who are 11 months in and look just as non-pass as in pre-transition photos? ;;
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>>6148957
Tbqh amphetamine > cathinones desu senpai. Atleasts tey have a decent lasting high, and not a 40 minutes bs
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>>6148966
mornin Sophy! <3 now that we're both sober what should I say in my recording for u? I can't think of anything D:
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>>6148969
I met someone like that.
It was incredibly terrifying.
To be fair, they hadn't tried one bit. They were still overweight and hairy all over. All they got out of hrt was gyno and they weren't even noticably tits, just fat moob tits.

I think they also had some issue with their mouth, like it was too big for their face. They reminded me vaguely of a gorilla.
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>>6148957
i get drunk on one glass of beer.
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>>6148947
>How is it different to normal masturbating?
in that the main erotic stimulus of the masturbation is imagining myself as a woman and having a guy do lewd stuff to me in bed
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>>6148965
>Cooking

This is a shorter story than most, but one of great comedy due to just how bizarre it seems.

So it's probably obvious that I do some cooking and baking, and since I was posting at 2am It's probably true that I'm a bit of a night owl. Still most people wouldn't be caught dead baking chocolate chip cookies at 4am in nothing but an apron and a hair tie. And yet caught I was. My brother had decided to go drinking with some of his law buddies and had come in absolutely lashed. The cookies were just out of the oven, and he walked in the door. I was covered (fortunately) by my apron, but we stopped dead still looking at each other for 5 minutes while the baking tray slowly burned my hands through the gloves. After the awkward moment passed, the following words were exchanged.

>Who're you.

>I'm me? remember?

>You're cu- HURK!

And he just vomits on the floor. So I get him sat down at the kitchen table, and put a plate of cookie out for him when he wakes up, cleaned up his vomit and went to bed.

In the morning, he claimed that a girl had broken into the house and baked him cookies. When I told him that that was me and just how wasted he was, he turned bright red and told me to stop being such a ratbag.

Still, I look like a girl to drunks, especially in an apron.
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>>6148969
I sort of doubt that there have been no changes at all. It's easy not to notice them when they're that gradual.

>>6148970
That's likely a part of why I find it easier to keep my amphetamine use in check, it actually feels satisfying. Cathinones you come up and back down so fast that it's way way too easy to just rack up again.

>>6148966
Probably at least part of it, but lack of any sort of tolerance is probably the biggest factor.

>>6148975
Really? That gets me buzzed but not drunk ;_;
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Good night everyone, hope you all have amazing Saturdays/whateverdays! <3
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>>6148982
Night anon

Writing up early signs now, but before I do, I thought I might mention, I have so many scars all over my body, and I have no idea how I got many of them. The suicide attempts I remember, but I've got a 3" scar across my leg that I do not remember getting... still, I wouldn't trade them for the world. They show that I'm a survivor. One of the few manly traits that I would argue is not in fact, manly.
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>>6148978
You have to transition, you can make it! It's a sign!
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anyone play this? I heard it was good
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>>6148976
Yes but how else are you supposed to get off? By picturing yourself as a dude that fucks woomyns or something? Yuck.

>>6148980
>I sort of doubt that there have been no changes at all
Skin is a bit smoother, features are exact the same if not worse, more underchin (though thankfully pulling up adams apple kinda hides it) and more gross cheek shape from gaining the tiniest bit of weight. Certainly not a more feminine face in any way :/

>>6148974
>It was incredibly terrifying.
Well the good thing that I can sell my services as a monster for kids parties. My effort is probably on the lower side as I haven't figured out any of the makeup stuff yet but maybe I should just go straight for a spooky halloween face-paint.
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>>6148980
I pulled out an old ID card earlier today. I still don't think I look particularly feminine, but I'm way better off than that miserable guy.

You just get so used to being unhappy with the way you look, it's weird to think that it used to actually be worse...
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I really think my time is nearly up. I'm at home alone. I have no one to talk me out of it. I don't know
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>>6148785
>start playing runescape together with real life friends
>make a male character because I don't want them to know my secret
>not playing together as much
>discover the make-over mage
>tfw
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>>6148990
PANIC BUTTON

I'll stop writing for now,

Tell me your troubles anon.
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>>6148878
>Subroutine Internalised Humaphobia active

Sure it would be homophobia?
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>>6148785
>that brow ridge
H O N
O
N
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>>6148988
I mean, I don't know what she looked like before. She had shaved most of her hair off after work told her to cut it. This was even -after- coming out at work. She had given up cold turkey on hrt a week before I met her after being on it for a year. What a weak-willed faggot to give into it like that.

She presented more male than me and I just look like a skinny faggot in all male clothes still.
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>>6148989
Yeah. It's really really easy to lose track of the changes and lose perspective. All I needed to be convinced that hrt did something was to see the sorry mess I was pretransition in photographic form. Even if I can see the similarities and it's hard to unsee the male features in the mirror, I don't even look like the same person

>>6148988
Are you ft?

>>6148991
Oh hey I know that feel
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AAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHH!

4chan ate my post.


I'll retype it.
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>>6148990

(877) 565-8860

first of all, that number is a hotline specifically for trans people who need help. please consider calling it...they will be able to help more than we can. you owe it to yourself to give them a chance.

second, please don't. suicide may seem like the easiest, best option right now, but it will hurt everyone around you, especially your family. you won't hurt again, but neither will you ever have another happy moment. unless you are living in rural africa or deep in eastern europe, things are not as hopeless as they seem. worldwide, people are more accepting of transgender people than ever. self-medding is an option. there's likely a LGBT help center that's closer to you than you might think. DO NOT GIVE UP ANON
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>>6148991
>2006
>Recruitment Drive comes out
>Forced to be a gril to complete quest
>Don't change back for at least a year
>start playing as girl characters in other games

shit, Runescape made me trans
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>>6148990
Same, my family is out for 3 days, today being the last day and I've been seriously considering it for the first time in ages. Took some non-angled non-filtered pictures of myself the other day to see how far I've gotten and was very disheartened to find I hadn't changed yet at all in 11 months. Oh how I wished my hips weren't locked and I could still gain a feminine figure but guess 21st birthday was too late of a starting point for everything. Only body change is the below-a-cup mounds on my chest that might as well be skinnyfat fat. Looking around here it seems that a lot of people are able to make amazing changes in far less time, even with less meds to help them out, and I am as clueless as ever how to make myself pass if it's even possible. I promised myself a year ago that it's all going to get better and I'm going to get my life on track with transition but things didn't turn out at all how I had hoped.

Life's not shining in other aspects either. The lack of cuddles is killing me inside at an ever increasing rate. I don't have any irl friends, the people I've come to love online over the past 3 or so years are unreachable due to financial reasons and even if I could spend loads of money for a few days with them, coming back to the usual loneliness would be even more crippling.
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>>6149021
Well shit I was supposed to take my trip off for that and the delete timer is long as fuck. Rip.

>>6149003
>Are you ft?
Don't know what that means.
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>tuck
>spend a few hours with my bits up there
>they come back down half the size
what the fuck?

I mean I'm not complaining - it'll make it easier to do next time, but what the fuck happened to them up there?
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>>6149021
>I'm mid 21
Now I'm demotivated. It's too late and I really just want to preserve my dignity
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>>6149022
*full-time
Although I think your accidental trip on post may have told the story
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So I'm adopted. This is actually the primary cause of my depression, but I didn't know that until my therapist dragged it out of me. I only bring this up because it highlights just how bad my family is. I mean, I don't spite them for it, after all, with out my dad, I wouldn't be half the archer, or the hiker, or the outsdoorsman that I am now, and without my brother I wouldn't be half the weeb that I tend to be. My mother, I do hate, but that's because she's actually a despicable human being. She comes from a working class family, but looks down on others in the same situation, because she made it big. I can't stand bigots, and my mother is the worst bigot I know.

Still. I was fortunately not raised by my family, but rather, the various child minders that I've had throughout the years. The first family who took me under their wing were a true farming family, and their two daughters treated me as one of their own. And as girls that age are want to do, I was their dress up dolly. It's not surprising that one of my more humorous memories is of running around the house is bows and a cute little polka-dot dress. This was a surprisingly common occurrence actually, but again, I was living in two different families for all intents and purposes. I was able to take apart my dad's gun apart and put it together again at age 10, but I could bake a mean apple pie at age 7.

My hobbies were not the only sign, I also had a tendency to play female characters in vidya gaems, and RP hard. Of course people called me out on this but my response was always either "they look nicer" or later "who's ass would you rather stare at all day?"

Of course, there's a photo floating around someone's photo album of me looking overjoyed in a polka-dot dress with my hair in ribbons, and if I ever find it, I'm confiscating it and putting it in my box of embarrassing memories along side my... more private affects.
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>>6148992
No. Thank you.

>>6149018
I'm not in the US.

>>6149021
I'm really sorry. It's not too late for you. I started just before my 26th birthday. I tried last year but even failed at that. You have a chance though. Just keep pushing on
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>>6149045

call them anyway. if you think you're going to pull the trigger tonight, talk to someone outside of this website who can relate. you owe at least that much to yourself.
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so many new trips i don't recognize lately
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>>6149047
This has been going on too long. Nothing helps. Nothing gets better. It's ok.
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>>6149048
Don't worry.
They'll be gone soon.
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>>6149030
Maybe? I mean, I have my hair set this way when I go outside, don't have makeup but I do shave and remove other body hair to the best of my ability. I'm tall and I got wide shoulders and only male clothes so it's not going to fool anyone I'm afraid. Just creepily honning around the aisles of the local grocery store whenever I feel masochistic enough to stick my head outside.

I still don't know what going fulltime means exactly, is it when you pass and go stealth? Definite no on that one.

>>6149027
Well there are people who have started later than me and have gotten amazing results so not all hope is lost for you anon.

>>6149045
>You have a chance though
Well I appreciate the attempt to encourage me but what chance do I have exactly? I can't afford fancy cosmetic surgeries and I got a huge distaste for implants in general. My body will forever read as a male one which is the real killer here, hormones couldn't salvage the situation as it could have had I started 3+ years earlier. I honestly don't know where I can find the willpower to continue on like this.

Last time I tried to hang myself I was an emotional teenager, no same sort of drama this time, just sort of melancholy feel to know that I could have had a chance had I started sooner.
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>>6149040
I dedicated myself to repressing and toxic masculinity at age 5, shit fucked me up. So I had this constant subconscious aversion to make weakness and femininity. And the only way to prove myself was through fighting.
You're so lucky you got to wear a dress at that age
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>>6149040
>>6148942

Wait holy shit....


So from what I remember, I do have biological siblings, and I can't remember where they're living.

Sweet mother of fuck we could actually be related!

AAAAAAAAAAAGHHH!
(It's not likely, but hell, anything's possible.)
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>already have B cups
>start hormones
>breast bud shows up
>have two levels of boob
what the fuck?

please tell me I'm not going to get weird looking tits
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>>6149061
Memesex, you'll have nice tits
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>>6149061
>already have B cups
>start hormones
Are they fat moobs or actual breast tissue? How do you already have breasts? Intersex? Hormonal imbalance? Did you play with steroids?
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>>6149061
you must be really fat
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>>6149061
>>already have B cups
>>start hormones
I'm not fat btw I'm pretty much on the top end of underweight rn
I might be intersex or something I guess idk
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>>6149048

we're breeding like rabbits

>>6149049

have you seen a therapist at all? do you take anything for depression? i don't know what your situation is like, but like i said earlier, unless you're living in the backwoods of russia or africa or some other super depressed area, there are things that will help. there are people that will help. it's easy to get into a mindset where it seems like nothing will change and shit is hopeless.

again, i don't know your situation, but i beg you to seriously look outside this site for help before you decide to commit suicide. what country do you live in?
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>>6149048
Why the long face? New people are refreshing

>>6149053
Full time means the point at which you adopt a feminine presentation all day every day, get your documentation changed, introduce yourself as female and for all intents and purposes walk away from male life.

You don't have to pass or be stealth to full-time, most people don't pass when they first go full-time. It's oftentimes through full-time that people learn how to actually pass.
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>>6149066
I remember Chris Chan bragging he has D cups after measuring his moobs and underbust on video.
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>>6149068
I was in therapy after I tried to kill myself last year. I've been on antidepressants for a year and a half. Hope is painful. It makes the eventuality of this is more painful. My default state is depressed an suicidal. It's not going to change. And hasn't.

And I've tried. I've really tried. I'm just tired
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>>6149065
>fat moobs
they kind of look like that, but I'm not fat at all (0.7 whr)

>How do you already have breasts?
I was on puberty blockers for ages so that probably did it

>Intersex
probably not
all the signs are there but I had my chromosomes checked and nobody ever got back to me and I think they'd tell me if they found 47

>Hormonal imbalance
yes

>steroids
no
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>>6149070
>why the long face
the effects of testosterone on bone structure
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if you pay for stuff you are a cuck
I pirated my srs
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>>6149070
its bc i dont recognize them ;_;
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>Tfw crush on this girl since high school
>senior year shes hospitalized from a bad accident
>spend a month visiting and bringing her family to the city to see her
>never thanks me..never talks to me
>tfw cucked
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>>6149075
so does no one know what will result from my tiddies on tiddies?
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>>6149081
Well, I intend to stick around for as long as I can. You'll come to realise that I am the best metaphorical shoulder to cry on, and I come with an encyclopaedic knowledge of trivial and some medical matters!
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>>6149079
is that when you just ram a machete into your crotch?
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>>6149070
Well I don't have much of a life of any gender, all my life happens online and it's easy to present as a female here even if you look like pic related (prime hon meme material right here, go nuts). Documentation change is going to probably take a year or two at best as it's not up to me. After that I could get laser and speech therapy but only if I land the diagnose in the first place. No FFS or other cosmetic surgery is covered aside from SRS, probably because it used to be a prerequisite to legal gender change before.

The presentation thing takes money and knowhow, neither of which I have so yeah, definitely not fulltime then.
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>>6149083
Bigger tiddies. I'm pretty sure the weird budding will expand out more and even out.
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>>6149079
le wage cuck face
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>>6149086
You're fucking adorable, and I'm jealous of your looks.
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>>6149082
finish off the work the first car did, wear her skin and assume her identity. this is called 'stealth transition'
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>>6149048
>>6149081

I figured something out:
Can you pick your favorite FFIX character quote and say that for me? :3
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>>6149086
Jesus Christ you're so cute. How long on hrt?
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>>6149082
sorry to hear that beep :'( how ya feelin?

>>6149084
mb i assumed u were a chaser bc of the name

>>6149086
ur a super qt tho. I'd gender u female just off that pic

>>6149090
>tfw wage cuck

>>6149094
LOL u nerd. Ok lemme find something
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>>6149079
U wouldn't download a vag

>>6149081
Talk to them, don't be shy :P

>>6149086
Really? This is what you think constitutes hon? I actually don't see the problem, grow your hair out and start wearing something more flattering. You say you don't have the know-how, but Noone does when they start. You just have to throw yourself into the deep end.
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>>6149087
btw my sister wears an F cup
does this mean I'm going to get giganto tits? Do I have to worry about them getting TOO big?
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>>6149093
>tfw no skinwalker gf
bad feel
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>>6149098

>assumed u were a chaser

Sorta? I don't care about who people were, just who they are. People are people are people, so I'm really not the type of person who forms bonds or attraction based on looks. Honestly, if you pay me attention, and love me back, I'll fall hopelessly in love with them. If I hit on you it's either me just teasing you or because I like you anyway. If that makes me a chaser, I'm okay with that.

Besides, I go under Agony Uncle because of the subversion of gender roles and because I like trying to provide answers to people.
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>>6149094
done! (this is nerve wracking insee why u were nervous @_@;;)

clyp it/ydneo0lb

>>6149106
i-im trying x.x
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I... I didn't kill the thread did I?
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>>6149132
No, it's just really dead right now :(
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>>6149095
A day over 11 months
>>6149091
>>6149098
Based hugbox. Can't say that it doesn't make me feel better but I still don't see it.
>>6149106
>Really? This is what you think constitutes hon?
Hon in the making, add a few years to that and some amateur makeup and I'll be right there.
>grow your hair out
I pulled it back and tucked it under the headphones, pic is without em. Hair is the only part of me that I really like, it's the only part of me that T didn't get to ruin.
>wearing something more flattering
That's the deep end stuff I guess, no fucking clue what sort of clothes would suit me let alone fit on me. All the cheap online sites seem to be by asians and I dont think their female catalogue accommodates for norse(mongolian) breadth and 6'+ height and I don't exactly have the extra money to throw away on shit that I can't wear right now.

I've tried reading over the makeup tutorials in the OP several times but I just get completely lost with the foreign terms and techniques and there's no google translator for this lingo.
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>>6149112
>this post
are you me
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>>6149137
i want this hugbox meme it end. it seriosuly makes me regret ever saying something even remotely positive to anyone
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>>6149108
If F runs in your family and you've been on puberty blockers enough that you have B cups I think you could reasonably expect them to get as big as E. You're definitely getting at least D.
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>>6149114
thanks <3
interesting that you picked zidane tho :3

>>6149136
if we revive it, is it then undead?
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>>6149139
Probably not. But still, you could find out by reading my tales of hilarity.
>>6149137
>hugbox
There's nothing wrong with hugboxes. It's only considered degenerate by people who are jealous. I have yet to meet someone who doesn't like compliments.
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Who else here is /crippling lonely/?
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>>6149145
>pz IV D

I really hate that tank. It's the spitfire of WW2 tanks. Everybody sings it's praises but it was actually awful, it was just used by sensible people and achieved success because of it, If Romel had T-28s he'd have been much happier.
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>>6149135
Don't be stupid, they wouldn't be friends with you if they didn't like you. Don't let crazy paranoid tranny BS ruin your friendships without giving your friends a chance.
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>>6149151
Basic, you have a long lost brother >>6148933
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>>6149150
Do you live in southern bumblefuck nowhere?
>>6149151
Me ;~;
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>>6149155
Apparently.
>>6149057
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>>6149145
he was the most upbeat one! I like how he was nice to everyone and looked for the best in them n.n
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>>6149155
Huh I see it. I'm like AU's weird uncle

>>6149158
;~;
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>>6149143
Well like I said I appreciate the support but let's be honest here, I wouldn't get gendered female on less MtF-support group-ish threads on this board like the passgen.
>>6149150
>There's nothing wrong with hugboxes.
Too much hugboxing easily leads to delusions that will likely come crashing down hard later. The last thing I want is to get hugboxed into becoming 'the person I never want to be' aka. an unpassing hon that still acts as they're a qt grill :333 or some shit like that.
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>>6149158
I live in potato land.
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>>6149161
Yeah, it fits your personality as well, thats defo a good thing :3
Id probably have picked Kuja:
The weak lose their freedom to the strong. Such is the way of the strong. And it is the providence of nature that only the strong survive. That is why I needed strength.

or Beatrix
'I commend your courage, but I will show you no mercy.'
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Help mtfg!
I have to study for exams, but sugar daddy wants me to come over to his place and spend a couple hours.
What do?
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I swear republicans are such a joke.
And this is the man certain people want as president?

>>6148366
Yay, someone thought of me :3
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>>6149137
You are not and you will never be a hon if you apply yourself explicitly to not being a hon. Hon for many people is more of a state of mind than a permanent condition brought about by t. I have interacted with people irl before who like most people transitioning in young adulthood could feasibly have passed, they basically were making all the wrong choices though.

Your hair could likely benefit from bangs, that's really all I can say based on the little I know about your stature or body type or personal style. Do you have any source of income right now? There's really not many options except trial and error when you first start buying clothes.

>>6149145
Welcum to zombi thred
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5'6 agp anon where are you
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>>6149164
. . . . thats why i said in that particular pic and not overall. Christ are ppl here so paranoid about compliments that they're bad now? fuck it ill just remain silent from now on

>>6149172
Lol those are so polar opposite to you tho XD. I did like beatrix tho her accidentsl romance with steiner was <3
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>>6149177
i love you elanna
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>>6149183
>Lol those are so polar opposite to you tho XD
you think? :3

>>6149177
a-are you going to bite me?
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>tfw no endorphins
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>>6149188
tfw a slut for Phienchen's nazi girl pics
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>>6149188
haha you're more like lily or freya if anything xd
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>>6149192
have a rare one :3

>>6149196
I am not an idealist, nor am I good at heart or sinfree, I do appreciate the compliment tho

freya fits better, shes kinda bitter, sad, but loyal. maybe too kind hearted and selfless for me tho.
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>>6149177
>Your hair could likely benefit from bangs
I agree but I haven't dared to try and cut my hair myself.
>personal style
White t-shirt and undies :^)
In general I like zip up hoodies but they're probably too masculine to pull off. T-shirts are nice but don't do much to my shoulders. Wide shoulders, wide chest, no breasts, very narrow hips, no distinguishable waist.
>Do you have any source of income right now?
I get welfare from time to time and it goes to meds/food.

>>6149183
>thats why i said in that particular pic and not overall
I meant with that particular pic too.
>Christ are ppl here so paranoid about compliments that they're bad now?
Please, compliments are nice and they feel nice, nobody is telling you not to compliment whoever you prefer
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>>6149201
Wellllllllllll that's my mental picture of you anyways! its probs not very accurate to RL but idk I always picture you as a delicate flower to be protected like one of my little sisters :P
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>>6149201
w-wow
thanks, I shall cherish it and use it well
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>>6149205
the point is if saying something nice is met with REEEE HUGBOX then im not gonna bother
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I'm 32 and now I have to start walking with a cane.
Old age is catching up me
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>>6149207
I guess that part is accurate. I am scared and anxious and stuff a lot ;~;
and I want/need to be protected v,v
but I think that part would be different if I wasnt utterly powerless, Idk

>>6149210
yay! :3
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>>6149216
Well I didn't mean it to come across as that extreme, s-sorry :B
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i looked in the mirror and now i want to die
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summer 16
summer 16
new age new age new age
summer time its near bitch
best time of the year
try to go to the beach with my princess peach
tryna teach her to be blown in this sand castle
FLEX
wait a minute lemme get my phone i got a text i got a text
its my bae tellin me i got u next
waitin on the cost out front our complex
summer 16 summer 16
new age got the summer nigga fuck you mean
summer 16 summer 16
new age got the summer nigga fuck you mean
summer 16 summer 16
new age got the summer nigga fuck you mean
nigga fuck u mean..................... fuk u mean? nigga fuk u mean......
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who here
#drinkingassoonasuwakeup
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si/no si ?
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>>6149229
I can't
Old age won't allow it
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>>6149226
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>>6149225
No one cared who I was until I put on the mask
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>>6148273
Hey guys, where do all the attractive traps (femboys) hang out and how do I GF one?
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I think I'll just study at home. Sucking cock when I should be studying is not the best idea
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>>6149229
me
>>6149230
very si
whats your skype babe
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>>6149225
Letting yourself look in the mirror was your first mistake. I avoid them as much as possible. Because I know if I do I'll be there for a while pointing things out to myself and keep coming back the rest of the day
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>>6149185
I love you too anon <3

>>6149188
N-no I usually don't bite
..Usually

>>6149205
Zip up hoodies used to be my goto as well before diving into the thick of it. What I found worked well for hiding shoulders was cardigans and the color black. Just a reasonably casual top with a throw on cardigan gives some flow and some shape to your torso. Light colors like white or pastels tend to make things appear larger than they are.

>I haven't dared to try and cut my hair myself
Idk, it seems like a little thing but try to find some way to get it styled. It makes a really big difference.
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>>6149229
Me. I called in sick to work just for it.
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>>6149233
>letting ur age dictate how u fuck up ur body

>>6149238
make sure to hydrate!
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>>6149201
>nazi girls

I'm a Super Soldaten with enough male hormones to kill a silverback gorilla
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>>6149219
daww you're like a baby kitten that I just wanna cuddle and protect

>ywn protect Sophie from bullies

;_;

>>6149237
i hope studing goes well Red!
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>>6149240
>N-no I usually don't bite
>..Usually

w-what do I need to do to get you to bite me?
gently I mean
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>>6149240
Kill me elanna!
Please?
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>>6149236
Femboys aren't girls reeeeeee!!!!
Let me be the boy I am!
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Morning

>>6149177
>Hon for many people is more of a state of mind
getting meta, but I think you're probably right.
ily <3
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>>6149241
I wish I could work, or just like manage anything
wuts ur job?
any particular reason for the drinking day?
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>>6149243


>>6149244
m-maybe some day ;~;
>>
where's the new thread
>>
>>6149238
>whats your skype babe
w-w-why would you want my skype
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>>6149251
Because I can't handle life right now. Wbu?
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>>6149240
>What I found worked well for hiding shoulders was cardigans and the color black
I'll keep this in mind!
>Just a reasonably casual top
???
>Idk, it seems like a little thing but try to find some way to get it styled. It makes a really big difference.
The thing about bangs is that I'm afraid they'll make my chin look even bigger somehow.

Thank you so much for replying.
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>>6149242
My body is getting old
For christ's sake, I'm in my 30s and I need a cane to walk around
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>>6149174
Spend time with your sugar daddy, ask if he'll help you study. Make sure you focus on exam studying after you get home though.
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>>6149249
Red cutest biy

>>6149253
soon™

>>6149254
>wanting a new thread 13 memes early
>>
>>6149240
>zip-up hoodies
very much my go-to at the moment.

I'm actually experimenting with arm warmers to see if they hide your hand size. Mine are... disproportionate to my arm size.
>>
>>6149248
Is Elanna the designated suicide booth?
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>>6149265
>I'm actually experimenting with arm warmers to see if they hide your hand size. Mine are... disproportionate to my arm size.
I feel you. Large-ish 'pianist hands' and skinny arms aren't the best combo. Post results if you get some :v
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>>6149256
cause hanging out is cool and youre cute looqin
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ugh time for work oh well at least im off tomorrow
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>>6149270
I think grey/black sleeves are probably best, but I ordered some white ones as well; they should arrive in a week or two. Grey ones definitely help. Pics in a sec.
>>
>>6149267
I gotta say,
i'd love to suffocate myself in that rack
that's the only way to die
>>
Since I'm turning 30 in some weeks time (gemini FTW) and 30 being the offical age of initial hondomness, I'm thinking I'll use all teh info I've accrued from mtfg and become teh ultimate chaser, preying on transweaknesses and stuff.

What does emtefgee think about this? Si/Nah/wut
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>>6149267
I hope so
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>>6149249
If you want to be treated like a girl. Then you're a girl. No exceptions.
Now answer my question.
Where can I find a femboy GF?
It's so difficult to find them in real life.
>>
>>6149278
honestly, most trannies simply arent worth chasing. the amount of work you have to put in to just stop us from killing ourselves is often immense.
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>>6149277
She got good boobs I'm assuming?
How does one get such a pair?
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mtfg stole my symbiote
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>>6149278
fuck off i'm the ultimate chaser.
I've been chasing trannies since before you were born
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>>6149234
stomp em the nuts
imma stomp em in the nuts, nigga stomp em the nuts
imma stomp em in the nuts, nigga
HATERS SAY WHAT
HATERS SAY HUH
stomp em in the nuts nigga imma stomp em in the nuts
>>
>>6149275
Have a nice day, hope they dont work you too hard!
>>6149278
Go for it as long as you use your forces for good not to bully.
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>>6149246
If you bully me enough I might...
This is definitely one you can test on me anytime

>>6149248
Not today Angie, no matter how bad you're feeling

>>6149250
Mornin Charlotte <3
Feeling better rested?

>>6149258
Idk by casual top I mean like maybe a peplum top, a cami or even a v-neck shirt.
Also, you actually have a weak chin, don't worry about drawing attention to it with a haircut.
And no worries puru, anything that helps with making that push to full time really. I can't overemphasize enough how much full time matters.
>>
>>6149229
>>6149241

Cheers girls! Beer doesn't taste good in teh morning, going to chase it with V8 for me vitamins!
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>>6149297
b-but I dont want to bully you ;-;
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>>6149293
Well that explains everything
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>>6149278
fucking lol thanks for the laugh b4 work sass <3
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>>6149298
Shit red wine here
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>>6149278
I'm 32 and I turned out ok I think.
Don't let your dreams be dreams
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>>6149297
hi
will you kill me?
i'd like to suffocate in your tits
t. not angie
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>>6149289
>I've been chasing trannies since before you were born
That's not something to be proud of.
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>>6149257
Idk if I've ever rlly handled life, I hate myself and drink to just not think or feel or anything

>>6149259
my point still stands
desu tho I sometimes I think I may need a cane too, I feel so much fucking older than I should

>>6149298
I don't even rlly care for the taste alcohol in general desu
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>>6149297
My back is killing me and walking around with his cane sucks

I have work today and I just don't want to go
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>>6149310
you wouldn't be seeing that if you'd've seen my score card
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>>6149305
I prefer red to white but red can trigger my nausea more
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>>6149284
pls repond.
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>>6149270
>mfw taking photos at awkward angles to show my arm

>>6149297
Yeah, I got maybe 10 hours of sleep, so feeling pretty good. I see you're still chattery.
>>
>>6149289
Bane?

>>6149290
If u do hit me up, we'll be brahs chasing the trannies and spit roastin' and DP to them and stuff.

>>6149294
>chasers using their forces for good
Cannot divide by zero error.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysusZfArPoI

Repression is powerful beast. He wants to win. And maybe he will
>>
>>6149093
Yeah maybe. Shes gorgeous even after the accident.
>>6149098
Im ok korra. My throat is swollen though and its hard to eat/drink and im sas but im ok mostly.ty
>>
>>6149305
Good ol' 2 buck chuck!
>>6149311
>not caring for the taste of alcohol
Now that friend, is the motto of alcoholics everywhere

Cheers!
>>
>>6149297
>peplum top
2 girly I feel
>a cami
Needs more bust
>v-neck
Uhh that also would like some bust but maybe
>Also, you actually have a weak chin, don't worry about drawing attention to it with a haircut.
Probably the cellphone camera lensing is making it appear smaller. The chin and my long pointy nose are the features I'd like to get fixed the most. Maybe some day I'll get loadsamone and can pretty up like ffs-anon or whatever the trip was.
>I can't overemphasize enough how much full time matters
Hhhhh anxiety kicks in just thinking about going outside and doing things.

>>6149328
Pretty good, I might give those a try some day.

>>6149332
>Cannot divide by zero error.
Pls I'm sure you can be a nice chaser and make some lucky girl feel special.
>>
>>6149320
(You)

>>6149336
>hard to drink and im sas
Wut? I'm Sass!
>>
>>6149344
I mean sick :( but ill skin you and wear you to become sass if ur ok with it
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>>6149339
But I don't want to be a chaser ;_;
>>
>>6149338
I mean I like rum ok and pomegranate wines/liqueurs can be nice but yeah I pretty much drink cus I'm a self-hating alcoholic
>>
>>6149345
beep be my gf please
actual gf though
idc if ldr just love me
>>
>>6149345
>use my skin to impersonate me filling me up inside and being totally inside me
Don't know if that scares me or if it turns me on

Beepbeep! <3
>>
I'm still alive and not in a food coma, I promise.
>>
>>6149358
>not in a food coma
bullshit
>>
>>6149302
Shame really, I enjoy some light bullying
Idk what else would make me bite, I'm pretty passive most of the time ;_;

>>6149308
I don't think my tits are big enough for that though, morality aside.

>>6149314
I didn't know you needed a cane, do you have chronic back problems?

>>6149328
Niceu
Yeah, caught red handed, I'm still pretty loopy. It's been a pretty great night though, haven't really had a positive psy experience lately so it's a nice change.

>>6149339
It's definitely not lensing, your chin is large overall but proportionally to the rest of your face it actually is on the smaller end of the spectrum.
It's OK to feel anxiety but it's unpleasantness that every trans girl has to deal with at some point
>>
>>6149347
>takes a whiskey drink
>takes a vodka drink
>takes cider drink
>takes a lager drink
>Sings a song to remind em of the good times
>Sings a song to remind em of the better times

I get knocked down
>>
>tfw you were a ridic handsome guy and it translates to ugly fag

>>6149319
That's true. I also don't want to have to leave my house tho

>>6149311
I get that.

>>6149338
That's exactly it.
>>
>tfw your ideal date is to stay home and watch anime + play video games

im AGP as fugg
>>
>>6149362
Bleaech. So much pizza, Finished off the last of the flapjacks. fud 2 gud.
>>
>>6149364
AN I GET UP AGAIN, 'CAUSE YOUR NEVER GONNA KEEP ME DOWN
>>
>>6149367
So what 'bout my plan to become the chaser brahs? Tell me you'll consider it at least.
>>
>>6149363
>It's definitely not lensing, your chin is large overall but proportionally to the rest of your face it actually is on the smaller end of the spectrum.
So you're saying I can't fix it with a chin reduction? Fuck, any other sort of thing that may fix it?
>It's OK to feel anxiety but it's unpleasantness that every trans girl has to deal with at some point
Well feeling anxious is one thing, anxiety attack leading into a panic attack in a public place is another. Not looking forward to it
>>
>>6149367
>tfw you looked like a serial killer and now you look like an ugly dumb man with long hair
>>
So my shoulders are 17.5" across :((
Is that abnormal for a girl?

Also I am quite muscular, especially in my arms and shoulders, so do you think HRT could shrink them?

Any mtfs here experience their shoulders becoming less broad from HRT?
>>
>>6149368
Well why didn't you just say!
Want to play some vidya with me? (:
>>
>>6149368
Same desu

>>6149379
>Any mtfs here experience their shoulders becoming less broad from HRT?
I wish.
>>
>>6149374
That's the spirit!
>>
>>6149368
I hope avatar is cancelled
>>
>>6149379
Yeah dude and my hands and feet shrunk too ! hrt is magic ^.^
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>>6149256
pls
>>
>>6149369
>pizza
I should really do that more often.

>>6149363
>camming
who needs morality when you have a nice body and money?
>caught
still, I'm glad it's going well!
>>
>>6149379
iktf
I usually just try to hold them back to make them look smaller, dunno how effective it is or if it's meant to be a part of good posture
;_;
>>
>>6149350
I would but idk who you are anon :( you can always find me here though.
>>6149354
It scares you how much it turns you on maybe. Let me fill you up bby
>>
>>6149377
That's not what I was saying at all, what I was saying is that you're fixating on the numerical size of your chin without accounting for how it fits with the rest of your face. Taken as a whole, your face looks like you have a weak chin, this is a good thing. It's not actually a
>>6149381
problem feature.
>>
>>6149381
what gaem?

>>6149382
AGP lyfe :B

>>6149384
LOL thanks for the laugh anon ilu <3
>>
>>6149392
>problem feature.
wut?
>>6149394
we can play whatever you like! You're the princess<3
what sort of games do you like to play?
>>
>>6149363
No, I never had back problems quite like this. Doctor saw nothing wrong either.
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>>6149392
Well I'm certainly not happy with my face and I don't know how to fix it. I wish it looked more feminine somehow innately. Right now the only angles I can look at it without wanting to off myself are stupid selfie whoring angles

>>6149394
Well I have to admit I don't watch anime even though I'm curious about it. Kinda want to save them to be watched in a good company
>>
i feel great atm, i got the evening off because the restaurant is dead (everyone with any sense has gone to the beach or is having a bbq so bookings are really low) so i'm gonna stay home, grill up some burgers and brats and i got some killer relish for hotdogs. i'm gonna make virgin strawberry daiquiris and sit in the sunshine in my courtyard garden and wear a fucking sun dress
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>>6149390
you offered and ldr yesterday m-mommy
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>>6149398
sorry I didn't mean to quote your post ;_;

>>6149387
>>camming
W-what?
And yeah it really is sorry for talking your ear off last night :(
>>
>>6149379
Yes theyll get smaller
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>>6149402
it's a build-up of untreated morbid, it's given you spine cancer. It's terminal. I'm so, so sorry Angie.
>>
>>6149379
I'm going catabolic before I start hrt. If I get to my lowest possible weight and I still have massive shoulders then the transition gets aborted.
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>>6149406
FAG
>>
>>6149405
I said yes!!
>>
>>6149398
super smash bros wii u!

>>6149403
Start with cowboy bebop (the dub) you'll thank me
>>
>>6149406
wait, I thought you were talking about-
shit, I connected the wrong context.
fuuug
yeah, it's whatever. Knowing myself, I'll probably talk yours off eventually.
>>
>>6149408
desu my grandpa had this and he kept going and asking for scans and they couldn't find anything until it was terminal and started spreading fucking everywhere

spinal cancer is the fucking worst, give me testicular cancer any day
>>
>>6149364
oh yeah cider and mead or maple wine are fine too, cold cider can actually be kinda nice in the morning

>>6149367
>also don't want to have to leave my house tho
>tfw ur partner goes to the market for u to enable ur drinking
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWYPtCCYDas

>>6149368
I like going for light walks, like through a park or town, cus it can facilitate conversation and stuff, and then settling down someplace to get something to eat or drink or whateves

>>6149384
didn't it like already end? or was there some new thing?
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>>6149379
In some people they get smaller since the shoulders and scapula ride on top of muscles, but there's no guarantee.
17.5" isn't horrendous, you should just continue on with HRT and hope for the best.
>>
How do you girls measure you shoulder width?
>>
>>6149413
I'M KIRBY
>>
>>6149413
>Start with cowboy bebop (the dub) you'll thank me
I've had it downloaded for a few years just waiting for someone to watch it with but seems that everyone has seen it already :s
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>>6149415
Are you two a thing now too???
>>
New tred

>>6149427
>>6149427
>>6149427
>>6149427
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>>6149425
n-no, it's not like that!
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>>6149422
I still have large muscles so i push until I hit the bone then go from one end to the other with a tape measure.

>mfw 17.5"
>>
>>6148354
All real cis women have ovaries. You're stupid.
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