/mtfg/ - Transgirl General

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Whoever said they are in a band last thread, you should still get in touch with me about being your manager. I really need to get some experience under my belt.

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>>6103717
>>6103701
i know. but im so USED to being a man. im like a fucking prison inmate who cant handle life outside prison because he has been in there so long.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kotNxb2YApk

>>6103724
>forgets the trip's name
>didn't understand the "where are you" question
>still wants to manage
Cotton you already failed the interview.

>>6103680
yeah, I suppose its kind of empty sometimes looking at it as a string of chance in a pool of numbers. It just soothes the feeling of failure I carry around, it stops being me being a failure and a loser but opening up a new field of opportunities i may not have had in that moment of success. Long as I'm alive and moving I can make something out of it, keep striving toward what I want even if I dont have the head start. Then there's always the downside, no matter how hard I try it's not really in my hands what happens next. What if i'm stricken with something, what if outside of my control I'm made to suffer.

With me being who i am coming from events like that, it just stops being on my shoulders not saying that I wont take responsibility or have morals because I do things that I hope make my world better. Its so complicated I dont even touch the idea often. Makes me feel like a grain of sand on the beach.

jumped the gun, repostin

>>6103698
its serious

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>>6103724
>my dad was at a gas station once, waiting for the tank to fill
>some dude starts talking to him
>he doesn't listen to anything the dude says
>eventually the dude asks what he does
>to enjoy himself he lies and says he's a manager
>the dude was talking about his band all that time
>my dad turns into their manager for shits and giggles
>they suck
>he gets them a couple of gigs
>they really suck
>my dad fades away from their life
>one day dad appears with the demo of some band that contacted him
>they also suck
>he realizes that his new dream of being a manager is too much hard work

mad respect if you can make it work, anon

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>>6103729
Going on 72+ hours without sleep. Cut me a break here. Managing a band takes a certain type of person. And I'm just the ruthless, cold blooded, self driven son of a bitch to do it. And I'm in Tallahassee Florida.

>went on date with qt femboy with the same disability as me
>bought him new cat ears to replace his broken ones so he was really happy and we got lewd as fuck later on
>eating out at my fave burger place
>cracking open peanuts (free nuts while u wait)
>one of the waitresses comes up to our table and compliments him on his ears and tail
>notice two old men at a few tables away staring at us in a concerned fashion
>keep looking over to see them still staring at us while they eat, wonder why
>oh right it's because we're a man-voiced hon tranny with noticable tits and a partially-dressed-up steampunk furry, both spazzing out trying to crack open peanuts with our shaky dyspraxic hands

it was actually a really lovely day but that moment did make me lol a bit, fucking degeneracy...

>>6103740
I like The Smiths


Oh also, how easy is it to get a bank loan for FFS? at least, like, covering a third or half of the cost?

>>6103752
I only I could have been there to muster a gang of youths to pelt you with stones.

>>6103752
i dont hate you or anything. but you live a life more fufilling than mine.

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>>6103749
I really fuckin like you cotton
<3

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>tfw new skirt, shirts, shoes, tights and stockings
>one pair is rainbow, another is kitties
a-am i agp yet

>>6103727
There's a saying about depressed people, where even though they're depressed and miserable they often don't want to get better, because depression is all they know and its comforting in a way. You have to step out of your comfort zone if you want to get better

>>6103739
That's both an inspiring and a scary thought process to me. It is nice g as a way of clearing yourself of guilt over things like being trans.

But yea I don't like to think about stuff like this often. It can be overwhelming. I just want to live.

>>6103766
No but you are autistic.

>>6103749
Oh shit, were you the transgirl who was worried about what her band would think?
Fucking awesome; bring back the 80's androgyny.

I just hope you're trying to waste that beefy build away though.

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>>6103762
Awe thank you! I like you too anon. <3

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>>6103770
yes

>>6103776
You should be killed Sheen 3.0

>>6103752
whats sad is if I had been there I'd have complimented your cat ears but me and my stern looking but massively weeb negro entourage would have probably seemed intimidating

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>>6103701
Weirder still to think about is the fact that the person you were pretransition still gets carried around with you, whether it's intentional or not. I don't think of it as having two souls so much as having a female soul, but being the product of an upbringing that leaves my mind as some gender chimaera. It's hard not to feel a bit stuck between two lives sometimes, I'm not a guy, but I'm also not like a cisgirl.

>>6103733
>makes me feel like a grain of sand on the beach
It's not a nice thought, but it's closer to reality than everyone would like to admit. I think regardless of how unique we like to think we are, we are the product of random chance and a little bit of free will. The little free will is the responsibility that can be taken, but the rest is out of our hands ;~;

>>6103741
I'd imagine, even being a beta male with a mind that wanted to be a girl felt pretty pathetic.

>>6103769
shit. my comfort zone is like a fucking quaratine zone.

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>>6103773

>Oh shit, were you the transgirl who was worried about what her band would think?

That may have been me if you're talking about 2 weeks ago -ish

im back from food

>>6103773
No I'm the one who wants to manage her. Or anyone really. I need experience. >>6103744
It takes a lot of work. Lots of sleepless night in clubs and bars scouting talent and hopeing you can get in contact with them after their show and hopeing they actually call you after you give them your card. It's also all about selling yourself.

>>6103789
Oooh. Yeah, that was probably you then. It happened right around a thread switch.

I've never been so disgusted by mtfg. No trannies post here it's all fat men.

>>6103785
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eUSI44zHthg

>tfw your own mother cries because she doesent know who you are because you never share anything personal and are completely souless and devoid of personality.

>>6103785
I wish I understood what free will really was, really understood.

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>>6103781
I look better than sheen could ever pull off. And that's without hormones honey. If I ever get close to looking like him/her I'll either blow my brains out of start pinning 1000mg of test a week and detransition.

>>6103803
fat man reporting in

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>tfw dying IRL
>have less than two years left
>never acted on my feelings
>hoping I'm born like pic related in my next life

>>6103786
Mine was too. It's still a little bit of a fortress but I step out every so often. You have to force it at first but it gets easier.

>>6103785
It's honestly bizarre to think about. I think now I might not have "two souls" like that anymore, but the person I am today is definitely a mix of male and female. I don't like it.

>>6103811
let me fuck you before you go!

>>6103811
i am jealous. i want to die so much

>>6103789
Hello!

>>6103806
>being a piece of shit to Sheen

Thanks for showing what a cunt you are. Get the fuck out you fat joke

>>6103785
>>6103785
yeah, next class is monday evening. its really nice. will have to go out tomorrow tho.
bf will cook later.

the headache was my fault. I barely ate anything the last 2 days, but walked around a lot. but thats okay, theres something soothing about headaches. I like them

>>6103811
I hope you wont die and live a long and wonderful life.
If you die I wish you a good reaincarnation.

hiiiiii
I love y'all!
Be nice to each other, okay?

>>6103803
The demograph is closer to MtF than my local trans support group. The last MtF who was further along than me (one full week, no female clothes) was an "escort" who everyone else seemed to know. She was very pretty and passable despite her brow ridge and pack-a-day smoker voice.

Fat men who want to be trannies is closer than the afab non-binaries and stray transman that I hang out with.

Oh wait no, there is one transwoman who shows up often. But she's in her mid 40's and has a kid and I feel like I have more in common with the 20 something transmen without a drop of T in their systems.

>>6103796
What did you get?

>>6103819
How long until you graduate?

>>6103825
Sup Red, what did you do today?

>>6103830
i-i had a mild curry :3

>>6103817

hi
I'd love to chat but right now I'm high and wanna lay around and listen to this album

try again in an hour or so

>>6103818
to be honest. sheen is a warning to everyone here and deserves no sympathy really.

>>6103811
what's killing you?

>>6103834
i slept and did my hw.

I have a date with a qt cis girl later today

>>6103840
Jungle fever

>>6103835
I notice you didn't share...

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>>6103811
good luck anon!

>>6103833
a little more than a year unless I fuck up next term

>>6103844
Nice, good luck on your date
I hope you win ;P

>>6103836
Alrighty. And that sounds like an exellent idea. The getting high and listening to music that is. I can't wait for this Morrocan hash to arrive. Im gonna get so stoned.

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Did some stuff, still have to drive somewhere in a bit but I wanted to say thanks mtfg. I did really want to learn how to play guitar but my mom and step dad always told me I would have had to get lessons from 5 years old on or earlier so always told me I could never even try. I really like thrash and doom metal and always wanted to learn. So one of my goals when I move out in a month will be to buy my favorite style entry level guitar and learn to play whenever I have free time. First benefit is I will be not concentrating on how horrible I look all the time just sitting in the dark hating myself, second is I may even have some dare I say fun from learning it. I don't even need an amp at the moment either, I could just get head phones so I don't disturb my new roommates.

Found this new for $300 bucks, I am so getting it.

>>6103852
win what? dates aren't vidya, you NEETs

>>6103849
that's a body id like to be fuckin, its a shame. I'm sorry :c

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>>6103762
>people stealing my memes

Can you lose sensitivity by dildoing too much?

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>>6103856
What so you're going to lose?
casual!

>>6103854
A BC Rich warlock. Nice.

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>>6103862
get back to work

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>>6103862
hows it feel?

>>6103804
>tfw you're unable to open up to your own parents
;~;

>>6103805
People have wanted to know that for as long as they've had a sense of the concept of free will. I doubt we'll ever know.

>>6103812
>definitely a mix of male and female. I don't like it.
Depends on the day, but certainly I used to hate it a lot more. It's isolating, no cis person understands the feeling, and nowadays if you say mix of male and female the more left leaning ones might assume you're memegender.
It's just a part of being trans I think, it's not something that can ever be escaped. The influence of the male side of you fades as you get further and further away from it, but it will always be there.

>>6103819
Ooh where are you going out to tomorrow?
Also, you may be the only person I've ever spoken to that likes headaches ;~;

>>6103867
Its always been what I would want. My favorite band has always been Slayer so its Kerry Kings style guitar.

>>6103752
you're cute

>>6103873
>tfw don't like being attracted to women because it reminds me of being male
anyone know this feel

>>6103874
My brother owns one (along with 19 other guitars) it sounds really good for what you are intending on learning and playing. Make sure to invest in a decent amp and a couple pedals down the road. Then you can do some really cool stuff.

>>6103849
my life is already fucked. i hope you are reborn as a girl.

>>6103848
Ooh cool. Good luck!

I feel so old since I already graduated lol. I didn't get to do undergrad as a girl so i can't wait until I go for grad school and get to be a female student.

>>6103873
I think it's why I like talking to trans girls. We all understand those feelings. And yea lol I was afraid of being interpreted as promoting tumblr meme genders in my post but that's not what I meant obviously lol

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>>6103873
just gettin groceries and checking bank stuff, nothing major or important.

I love headaches, especially when I am dizzy as well, unless Ive to read or write stuff.
I just enjoy weakness for some reason ._.
I also used to produce artifical headaches by consuming tons of caffeine powder, but bf doesnt allow it nowadays ._.

>>6103891
I am pretty sure I wouldnt be an undergrad by american standards. I am also probably older than you ;_;

>>6103886
Oh for now I want one of those ultra little tiny amps just so I can plug headphones into it to learn the stings. I did have a cheap yamaha I tried to learn on in secret but my step dad found it and smashed it on the driveway a couple years ago before I could even get the stings down.

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>>6103868
I'm off today :)

>>6103871
Neutral

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i want to leave

>>6103844
nice! I had a date with a qt boy yesterday and we got lewd. It made me feel really comfortable and fulfilled and safe.

...HRT made me get sappy over romantic shit so much more than pre-HRT I'm practically a different person when it comes to sex and relationships. I think I underestimated how much of who I am was due to repression, too. It's now really confusing and difficult for me to look at older pics and make the connection that I was that person.

>>6103898
Your step dad sounds like a huge faggot. Like bigger than us.

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>>6103906
youre here forever R
I am glad I met you tho, even if I havent been that talkative recently

Taking the plane to Thailand on Monday. And I'll finally be getting SRS on Saturday. Feels a bit unreal...

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>>6103901
>I'm off today
god help us all

>>6103898
The fuck is wrong with your step dad?

>>6103894
Mm well I suppose schooling is different in other countries yea. But we just call it undergrad if you're getting a bachelors degree? Idk if that's the same as it is in deutschland

And I'm 23, 24 in June. I always feel old around here.

>>6103906
>implying anyone can leave mtfg

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>>6103920
good luck!
if youve any questions, feel free to ask

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>>6103848
Thank you. <3
>>6103858
I lost the better SFW pics. :(
>>6103888
Aw. I hope it gets better. <3 Would like to be a grill with a benis. A surprise for when my towel drops in the gym shower. Making muscly /fit/ guys and women worship me before I stretch them out. :o

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wx4YdkjHhiY

Im definitely gonna not wear any women attire until my face scabs stop forming

>>6103920
kaprum kap

>>6103811
oh fuck that's horrible, one of my biggest fears is transitioning successfully only to get terminal cancer or something straight away

>tfw probably have years shaved off my life expectancy due to hypotonia affecting my heart etc.
idk if it's better or worse that I don't know exactly how much yet. could be negligible (like, 1-2 years less than otherwise), could be a lot (10+ years less than otherwise).

>>6103811
=[

>>6103782
that's qt

>>6103878
<33333
you too!!

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>>6103921
Awww
I enjoy your concern for me <3
Have another meme on me

>>6103881
Lesbians aren't necessarily masculine though.

>>6103891
Yeah, I mean that's originally why I came back to trans spaces after having "escaped". Some people are happy enough just getting on with their lives, but it was certainly lonely doing that. It's nice to have people in your life that get it.

>>6103894
I sort of understand it when you put it in terms of artificial weakness, but I guess I do enough reading or vidya that a headache becomes a nuisance. I get silent migraines and they're super frustrating. Mostly I just don't like pain, how do you cope with it?

>>6103920
Exciting!! Good luck!

>>6103806
aw and here I thought you were cool cotton

>>6103922
You want me to kick his ass? I can kick his ass for you. It'd make me feel better anyway.

>>6103811
Sorry, that's harsh :(

>>6103934
I remember someone saying the strain on your liver from hrt can reduce your life expectancy.

Or that just being trans, statistically your life expectancy goes down because you might be beaten up or murdered. Because, you know, if you're pretending to be a woman and have a penis you're a child predator or trying to trick men into being gay.

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>>6103917
>R
Phien n-no! d-dont reveal spartans girl name. the thread will laugh at me.

me too though, you are best fuhrer.

You have to be full time a year before you can get a suporn vagina right? How do they determine that? Couldn't I just show up in girl mode and then lie?

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>>6103939
>>6103878
let me kink shame both of you

>>6103941
Hey elanna

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>>6103925
I am 26. Ive a bachelors in english and history. I am getting a masters in history rn
I took 2 years off between cause transitioning, but being 25 at graduation (with a masters, bachelors are worthless in europe) is considered to be really fast

>>6103947
Id never, thats why I just used one letter <3

>>6103806
Look, you're new here and all, but here's the first unspoken rule. Sheen may not be the best looking, but she's the fucking nicest person on this board.

Encourage her to lose weight, do not tear her down.

>>6103946
We're also more likely to kill ourselves

>>6103934
Someone posts about there imminent death and you still manage to make it all about you. Kill yourself.

>>6103806
what the hell? is this the real cotton?

>>6103950
Are you sickened that Edgar has been allowed to continue posting?

>>6103946
I think that's mainly if you drink or have a shit liver to start with, I don't touch alcohol and have a perfectly healthy liver rn so I guess it's probably okay. second point is scary though.

I mean don't get me wrong, what I've got isn't a scratch on poor anon there, my issues are caused by brain/CNS damage and so aren't progressive. but as soon as I start ageing my body's going to be put under even more stress and I've not had enough tests and stuff done yet to find out roughly how much my physical limits will change. could be very little difference, could be that I could induce a heart attack just doing simple stuff like climbing stairs, at under 50. plus with dyspraxia + learning difficulties there's always the risk of accidents. my flatmates are pissed because I leave the gas on for hours literally every time I use it 'cause of my memory. freaky shit to think about.

>>6103927
holy titballs
sculpted! <3

>>6103963
Do you want my honest answer or my politically correct answer

>>6103957
oh right sorry
autism

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>>6103952
<3 thanks you

>>6103952
Ooo cool. So yeah you aren't undergrad in America. Bachelors are kinda useless here too, depending on your field. I am lucky enough that my school had a dual degree program that let me work on my masters as I got my bachelors so I only had to take another year to finish it.

Dad is suggesting folic acid because he heard it makes hair and nails grow faster. Anyone try supplements? I'm probably getting plenty already in food.

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>>6103954
>>6103962
I apologize. Lack of sleep turns me into a bitch sometimes. I didn't know this person was so sensitive. Criticizisim and insults always gave me more drive to prove people wrong. I guess that always isn't the same case.

>>6103973
Honesty would be preferred. I personally think it's disgusting.

>>6103973
Hi abby

>>6103982
You must have extremely low intelligence

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>>6103853

Yeah it was pretty cool

>Moroccan hash
yo that sounds dank AF. You buy that on the darknet or something?

>>6103988
hello.

>>6103983
I'm going to hold my tongue for now. I will only bitch about this sort of thing over voice

>>6103982
>that pic
I didn't know edgar had another new trip

>>6103990
My IQ is 145 sir.

>>6103996
Yes! The darknet is the best way to shop for drugs if you know how too. It's like Amazon but for drugs.

>>6103997
I'm glad we agree Abby, you're alright.

>>6103982
It's not that she's so sensitive, it's that there's no insult she hasn't already told herself, probably even worse.

>>6103999
I bet its 14.5. You just missed a decimal faggot.

>>6103998
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=91pJ3igFTpk

>>6103981
I think folic acid and biotin are the same no? I know i get folic acid in my multivitamin so I'm not sure.

>>6103998
Who's Edgar?

>>6103999
>tfw Weschler scale scores rank me in the 140s for some stuff, such as verbal comprehension
>tfw low 70s for other stuff like processing speed
>tfw emotional intelligence not much higher than a dog

>>6104007
You're a dude weed. Emphasis on the dude.

>>6103999
so youre 15 points away from einstein?
you sure about that

>>6103949
Pls anyone?

>>6103946
If you live in the US yeah, spiro is hard on the liver, this is why orchi or SRS is recommended within several years of starting hrt

>>6103982
that's a dumb excuse, that wasn't criticism just being a jerk, and misgendering

tried to eat a nice rib-eye steak, cooked just how i like it (rare but sorta getting towards medium rare) with just salt and pepper. ended up almost throwing up on myself. had to make a coffee to take the taste away, fucking disgusting. just why.

anyone else had dramatic changes in tastes on hrt? i haven't had steak in months so i had no idea it'd have such a reaction

>>6104016
it was just an old trip name I used back when I was being even more of a retard and didn't do weed regularly to stabilise my mood
I was only just leaving repression too so some moderately embarrassing stuff transferred over onto here

>>6104026
some believe humans aren't meant to eat meat

>>6103982
Lmao you're a piece of shit. That was the worst attempt at damage control I've ever seen.

>>6104019
Fairly certain Einsteins was higher than that lol. And 145 is just at genius level. Also 15 points make a big fucking difference bub.

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>>6103982
>I didn't know this person was so sensitive
>implying its okay to be a dick to someone for no reason if they arent 'overly' sensitive

for your sake, I hope youre an actual autist

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Hello everyone! How are you doing?

>>6104026
I used to hate tomatoes but now I love them

>>6104033
Humans aren't meant to have vitamin b12?

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>>6104008
Let the record show I never agreed with that *wink*

>>6104033
those 'people' deserve to be eaten by the real people.

>>6103950
Hey Abby how's life?

hey does anyone wanna trade voices with me so we can work on them? i haven't practiced in a while and i feel like it's getting worse.

we could do it here or somewhere else if you wanted.

>>6104042
I don't know, my tutor was an interesting guy.

>>6104029
>mildly embarrassing

Scat fetish
Vomit fetish
Paying for private videos of the above
Rape
Child molestation
Cp
Stalking dollface for half a decade

>>6104035
so youre a genius then

>>6104035
The only thing IQ determines is whether you have learning disabilities, hth

>>6104047
Decent. There are some huge parties going on this weekend and I plan on getting trashed. Any weekend plans?

>>6104034
>>6104036
I said I was sorry. Don't really know what else to say....

>>6103982
Can you go t rage again? Youre a faggot and no one loves you

>>6104040
Hello grace! Good afternoon

>>6104048
Lots of people here like helping with voice if you want to just post it.

>>6104050
what the fuck are those last four based on?
oh apart from the thing with Edie of course, that was just retarded drama shit

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>be laying innabed, just woke up
>feel my cat walking on the bed by my legs
>sit up
>no cat in the room anywhere
>door is closed
what was it? do I have a ghost cat?

>>6104058
You should kill yourself now, it's the only way to save face.

>>6104052
At genius level yes. That doesn't prove anything other than I'm sorta good at taking tests. It was much lower without my ADHD meds though. They really helped.

>>6104059
>>6103990
>>6104034
>>6104024

same person prove me wrong

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>>6104060
Good afternoon anon! How are you doing?

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>tfw off work and no school today

and suddenly the day improved ~

>>6104059
>>6104065
I bet 50$ this is the same person.

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>>6104058
just keep it in check, Cotton

>>6104058
It involves a date with a rope and your neck

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>>6104074
Kill yourself you fat bastard

>>6104069
Um I'm okay, just bored. But I am going out with a friend for dinner later tonight! How are you?

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Who /Corbyn/ here?

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>>6104058
and then you implied it was HER fault for being sensitive, which is the only thing I actually have a real problem with, thats not a proper apology.
I never had a problem with you personally, and I still dont.

>>6104070
HAIPUUUUUU

anons are wild today

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>>6104063
yea mysterious new trip it was ghost cat he is haunting you now RIP

>>6104075
I will.

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>>6104047
>>6104057
Sup?

>gets called out for being a gigantic cunt

"quit samefagging guiz I'm actshuly a genius"

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>>6104070
Congrats Korra! Whatcha gonna do with your free time?
>>6104084
Oooh, that sounds like a lot of fun! I hope you enjoy it~
I'm doing alright! Feeling really bubbly after a guy complimented me a bunch last night, and I'm trying to make myself nice before a job interview I have to leave for soon ^_^

>>6104057
Niceu, kind of jealous. I'm dieting so I basically can't get trashed right now ;~;
Nothing too crazy planned for the weekend, meeting up with a friend I haven't seen for ages this afternoon to get our nails done and play some vidya.

>>6104093
Hey Angie

>>6104058
I'm not angry at you, I'm just stating how sheen is.
Nobody hates her more than herself.

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Yahoy~! Its Nep time hons! Time for you to tell me why you dont have your own waifu. Basically Nep said you all should just give up cause youll never be as cute as her. She says youre all about .5 neps too tall.

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>>6104085

>>6104060
>>6104060
alright alright.

i used to post it here and you guys would tell me it was pretty good. that made me stop practicing and now it feels really really awful.

https://clyp.it/wnltd3zt

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>>6104086
Hi hi hi hi hi soph <3 yeaaaaah im actually happy today after being mildy depressed this morning. a few things in life are going OK today instead of the usual disaster sooooo my mood has improved significantly C;

ALSO love ya lots your posts helped alot last night when my depression was at its worst <3 <3

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>>6104067
god this gets so old, why would you even think it's an unpopular opinion that you shouldn't bring someone up out of nowhere to insult them and misgender them

>>6104101
>implying
We have Saint Margaret of Kesteven actually on record as turning a blind eye. All you have for Corbyn is conspiracy theories.

>>6104107
why did you switch ip?

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>>6104093
what up anon

>>6104096
>to get our nails done
Eww you femme :^]
That sounds nice. I'm sorry about your diet? I've never dieted before but it sounds shitty. I'm trying to do the opposite of diet atm. I need more friends that play vidya, that sounds nice.

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>>6104105
youre always welcome <3

do you have the weekend off?

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>>6104111
lets not start down this path. filthy organic.

>>6104089
for the record i don't have anything against you esp. cause you're not on hrt yet and apologized, it's easy enough to say stuff you regret without thinking on T [spoiler]which is why men are trash[/spoiler]

>>6104086
>>6104107
I really am sorry about it. It was a dick move and won't happen again. God damn.

Lol Nep says you all bitch more then women after menopause ^^.

>>6103920

good luck!!!!! you're gonna make it

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>>6104101
I don't get this fucking country

>>6104089

>>6104096
What are you up to?

>>6104115
What up?

>>6104101
Pretty weak link senpai

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>>6104120
>which is why men are trash

>>6104099
>>6104122

i know we should probably just ignore you

but what is wrong with you

>>6104114
>4 different connections and devices
i'm at work

seriously when have i ever dropped trip to insult someone, why do you constantly think of me tripanon

>>6104095
Yay good for you! Good luck on the interview :)

>>6104103
Imo your voice itself sounds fine, it's the way you talk. I think you need to tone back the valley girl a bit and focus on like, the pace and intonation more. Idk how to explain it. But the voice itself is good

>>6104121
no it's fine see >>6104120 anon is just dumb for thinking nobody could possibly think that but me is all i meant

>>6104126
waiting to go to chipotle in a bit

>>6104130
Autism

>>6104130
What do you mean? Nothings wrong with me. I just love Nep.

>>6104131
btw wasn't defending cotton at all.
mainly wanted to point out that its always you going anon

>>6104129
just take hrt desu

>>6104139
Fun
I'm playing a very bad game

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>>6104127

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>>6104095
go to the gym and change my diet to the water diet c: I might hang out with a friend today

>>6104116
no i still have work tomorrow morning but not having school really helps

>>6104143
right, and why would it be

besides why would i even repeat myself under my trip if it was something i didn't want to associate with myself lol

>>6104140
So its autistic to love a hot Nep? But its perfectly normal to be a shitposting hon who spends all day wishing they were dead?

>>6104149
what is the water diet? is that a diet where you only consume water

>>6104144
but I am on hrt..

>>6104146
Classic Edgar defending his fellow pedophiles

>>6104159
good girl ^_^

>>6104155
Yes

>>6104146
that looks really unreal, like they're imitating an animation, but its still super cute

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>>6104157
yep yeppers you got it. you only eat like an apple every other day

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men are trash though. because i am a man. it's logic

>>6104165
Oh so like
starvation?

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>>6104161

>>6104165
hmm well don't do it for too long!

>>6104169
you are a girl, if you want to be trash that is your free choice but it is not a default

this friend i used to know irl wrote a kanye parody about me
tell me if its accurate for the most part


On 4/29/16, at 12:12 PM, Brandon M. wrote:
I miss the old Isla, pretending to not be dysphoric Isla
Ignore the haters Isla, good ol Skaterfag Isla
On 4/29/16, at 12:16 PM, Brandon M. wrote:
I hate the new Isla, the self hating Isla
The always depressed Isla, attention whore on /mtfg/ Isla
I miss the sweetheart Isla, the never hurt a soul Isla
I gotta say, at that time I'd like to meet Isla
See she invented Isla, it wasn't any Islas
And now I look and look around and there's so many Islas
I used to love Isla, I used to love Isla
I even had the self hate, I thought I was Isla
What if Isla made a song, about Isla?
Called "I hate myself but at least I'm not a hon." man that would be so Isla
That's all it was Isla, we still love Kanye
And I love you like Isla hates Isla

>>6104169
Is that you, and, is it weird that my first impulse was that I should attack you?

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>>6104165
That's not gonna work out. You'll kill your body and end up in the ICU. It happened to me when I lost a bunch of weight in like 3 months because I have 0 patience.

>>6104136
>tfw people said i talked like a valley girl as a boy in early high school
fuck

https://clyp.it/0tva1rt0

but ya can you give me like examples of a change in intonation or something? i always felt like that was a problem but i don't really know how to visualize it to change it.

>>6104163
Its ok hon. Nep understands how jealous you are of her. Its flattering. And if its not autistic to be a hon then id rather have autism

>>6104161
Quid vis, Quid? Quid vis a me?
I hope you like latin

he even said Kanye at the end instead of Isla
fucking hellmao

>>6104007

I've never had the funds to use it to a sufficiently anonymous level.

>>6104175
cute~

>>6104070

gib skype pls?

>>6104169
oh my god she makes that man chin look good. i wish i could pull that off with my man chin.

>>6104178
when you're full girlmode i bet you'll have a "farmer jed's daughter" look in your daisy dukes and knotted up shirt

fuck yes.

>>6104187
but is it accurate?

>>6104192
thats a femboy senpai, don't misgender him

>>6104169
most more cute guys pls

>>6104185
All you need is the TOR browser and set up an account on circle bitcoin. They let you hook up debit or credit cards and also bank accounts so you can directly transfer money over from your bank or card to Bitcoin. It's way more simple than it sounds.

>>6104180
I'm unfortunately at work so can't really find or record you anything :\ but just like, next time you talk to a cis girl try to listen and remember and then when you practice, imitate that

>>6104182
quid quaeris?

i mean, i could

>>6104115
I've legit never gotten a manicure, I almost guarantee I'll hate it :P
Idk, it's not a crazy diet but I'm trying to drop about 10 more lbs at this point. Working out and trying to get some muscle too.

You're trying to gain weight though? Lucky, I miss trying to gain, are you getting to eat all kinds of heavy stuff?

>>6104126
Hair and makeup atm, hbu?

>>6104195
Ummmm thank you? I think?

>>6104175
KEK
holy shit
>>6104197
100%

C-Can someone give me a hug ?

>>6104214
so is it accurate?
>>6104216
no.

>>6104216
*bear hugs*

>>6104220
Yes
>tfw you also miss the old isla

>>6104210
>What do you seek?
dank memes and cute grills

>>6104211
>are you getting to eat all kinds of heavy stuff?
Yep. I basically just eat whatever I want at this point. 0 progress so far

>>6104203

When I looked into it, it was also suggested to get a PO box, or somewhere other than your home to send the drugs to under a fake name. I still live with my parents, so I'm kinda hesitant to get drugs sent to this house.

>>6104212
no offence intended you just fit a fantasy of mine

>>6104225
what about the old isla could i try to bring back

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bLHGZwQ_5w

>tfw when Test

>>6103909
>>6103922
Anything non associated with cars or motorcycles was deemed non manly. My step dad has never read anything or listen to music, neither him nor my mother ever listen to music because they say its for liberals

>>6104240
dude they're fucking al-Qaeda

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I love the Nep so much. I really always want to be with Nep. I love the Nep, she is the best!

>>6104232
Do your parents check your packages?

>>6104235
be hetero again
post more on animus

Hey Phienchen you have a Skype?

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>>6104238

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>>6104260
FieseOmaMitHut

>>6104255
Does anyone other than Darwin and Clockwork even post the anymore

>>6104260
dont trust this guy. hes from r9k i recognise his posting style. he has some sort of evil plan. they always do.

>>6104210
>tfw you're quod

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>>6104211
Playing a bad game

>>6104268
Idk i havent actually posted there in like a month

>>6104240
Wow I wanna kick your step dads ass. He's literally the worst type of person. I'm so sorry that you have to live with him.

>>6104270
Faggot

>>6104170
something like that I need to lose 40lbs

>>6104172
it'll only be for around a month. I fucked up my diet by binge eating the past few days

>>6104178
i ll try to avoid the ICU and eat a bit more if I get close to passing out

>>6104276
see look. hostility when accused of being up to no good. i bet you are a doxxer.

>>6104255
who are you and why do you want me to post on animus

>>6104274
Me either. I didn't know it was still even a thing

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>>6103717
I love Florence Welch.

>>6104284
die whore

>>6104244
No, they both think they are frontiers people. The whole house is decorated like the wild west. I can't wait till I can escape from their madness.

>>6104282
It's dox, not doxxxxx, you tumblrtard.

>>6104275
Just how new are you to believe anything that comes out of Kyler's mouth?

>>6104292
hi bebop

>>6104280
It's nots passing out you should be worried about its organ failure. Your organs can't operate the way they're supposed too on that little food. I was eating an apple and cliff bar daily back when that happened. I can't imagine only having an apple every other day.

>>6104284
ur worst nightmare
ngl u probably have had nightmares about me :^)
idk i thought you were more fun there desu senpai
>>6104287
i doubt its dead, i remember there semmed like pretty dedicated psoters

>>6104292
Hi fellow Nep-Anon!

>>6104175
"hehehahaha"
-song transition-
TURN IT UP

step up in this bitch like
i'm the one isla likes
yeah i'm the one isla likes
and i be talking shit like
i ain't transphobic or uptight
and she noshing on those mones like
she wanna see if they'll do her right
that's just the wa-a-ave
waves of dysphoria
let me crash here for the moment
i don't want to own this
no lie
sun don't shine in the shade (e go up!)
bird can't fly in a cage (e go up!)
even when boymode go away
the feelings don't really go away
that's just the wa-a-ave

>>6104230
o-oh

well i can supply one of those

>>6104272
you mean it should've been quod? in my defense i wasn't positive on grammar but decided to go with the name pun again

>>6104280
okie that's good

>>6104312
not my personal feels, kanye is just egotistical enough to just assume isla would like him

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>>6104288
what did she mean by this?

>>6104324
cisgirl privilege stuffs, but tr00

>>6104305
ok.
>>6104312
fucking dank lmao

>>6104233
So you're saying I'll look hot then? I'm confused on how this girl looks. Do you have a pic to reference?

>>6104235
stop drinking so much

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Should I go see green room, where Patrick Stewart kills a bunch of punk rockers, or Keanu, where two white acting black guys say Niger a lot and there's a cute cat

>>6104332
I haven't had any alcohol in like three weeks almost

>>6104334
u shud have a nap

I want to have a sugar mommy

>>6104334
Tfw pizza is a meme food now in our culture

>>6104337
good!

>>6104328
was it wrong to wear a skirt today and not correct or say anything when people called me sir? ._.

>>6104334
is that a pizza inside of a pizza?

>>6104340
me too
>>6104344
yuh
i wanna drink but im not so its good

>>6103898
>tfw always wanted to do music and even my psycho dad encouraged it
>tfw have been doing 30 mins to an hour of practice every day for the past 10 years
>tfw still only Grade 2 because of dyspraxia
;-;

>>6104230
No progress? Even with like shit loads of cheese and stuff?

>>6104273
Which game?

>>6104307
>tfw nep-anon will catch the tranny disease if they keep coming here

>>6104288
>that ribcage
hon hon hon

>>6104358
>Which game?
Life .-.

>>6104358
FF X-2

>>6104341
>>6104348
Yes it's a pizza that comes inside of a box made of pizza


But seriously which movie, I'm torn >.>

>>6104324
"you should go fulltime even if you're a hon"
aka bs

>>6104358
Nope. My metabolism is retarded fast

>>6104358
I used to want to be a girl.. those feelings left a while back though so i decided not to act on it. im young but way too masculine if i were to do it so i just choose not to.

>>6104293
fuck Kayla iktf hard

>>6104366
I want to go back to when pizza was just a good weeknight dinner or party food, and when bacon was just a tasty breakfast treat

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I really wanna go get five guys later tonight but I know I shouldn't because I'm supposed to be losing weight so I can eventually start hrt. God damnit food why are you so tempting?!

>>6104366
go with the Keanu

>>6104367
I think my voice and facial scabs gave me away... I did shave today... I guess it was right of me to do even if I'm just a hon, maybe it'll get better with time and training..

>>6104324
Staying in your comfort zone isn't worth it.

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>go to therapist
>late so just wear guys clothes
>"do you always dress like an androgynous woman, or do you sometimes try and go all the way with it"
>androgynous woman
>fucking wrecked

tfw a big guy

>>6104389
for me?

>>6104387
>>"do you always dress like an androgynous woman, or do you sometimes try and go all the way with it"
This is everything wrong with the notion of "full time"

>>6104390
Was getting replied to part of your plan?

>>6104387
>me in girlmode
>tfw autism made you a tomboy

>>6104334
lmao i saw that dumb fucking pizza last night high as fuck and started planning out how to realistically make it

and green room is supposed to be better, but keanu is key and peele

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>>6104376
>go get five guys
I thought that was a slang for a gangbang?

>>6104362
No tranny can have her vocal range.

>>6104324
It means transitioning in general is always a mistake.

>>6104387
>go to therapist
>i see you have muscles. you cant be trans. please leave mr hercules

thats how it would be play out

>>6104363
:/

>>6104365
I understand playing bad games, but why such a long one? ;~;

>>6104369
To quote someone I know: I wish I had your problems

>>6104371
You said you weren't trans though ?___?

>>6104346
proud of u

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>>6104375
I remember those days, but then my life took a turn for be worst, as a millennial my parents never made me grow up so I became a perpetual man child. I turned to using pizza as my only food source so I wouldn't have to get up and get something. Some time later I actually covered bacon in chocolate and served it as a desert, it was too much though... I wondered what the fuck I was doing with my life, how it had gotten this far... Two weeks later I tried to commit suicide and then I started estrogen soon after that, forever linking pizza and bacon to my identity as a tranny

>>6104404
>No tranny can have her vocal range.
She's what, mezzo soprano at most? There's one trans woman who is that and sings professionally.

Alto isn't even that rare.

If I'm not on hrt yet, should I avoid drinking semen because of the testosterone income?

>>6104410
they aren't wrong.. and it'd look crazy and like those cringe videos

>>6104394
>This is everything wrong with the notion of "full time"
That's why I had to go in high heels in full makeup in a frilly top just because hons have the system so fucked that if you don't dress like a caricature then no one believes you are serious about transition.

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>>6104394
I agree like, she was overly done up and proper like an English lady going to tea, but girls jeans and a sweatshirt with pink trainers and a purse and white nail polish is like, not being out as a woman fully