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Question: Favourite game?
Previous >>6097123
good edition
I'm not good at vidya
Is moap here?l
>>6098435
Always liked games that allowed for playing a good choice of female characters, ones that aren't revolting bikini chainmail stereotypes, I mean...
>>6098494
And by that, I mean that yes, my tauren WoW main is feminine whether you like it or not.
>>6098494
Sure you do AGP
>>6098489
we /ds3/ now?
>>6098502
we are Gwyndolin
>>6098502
more like /dspee/
>>6098435
Who here played Space Station 13?
Best vidya ever created by mankind imo, it's the only one that even kept me interested... and! You can make yourself a cute girl and other people will interact with you like you are one~
join the /tg/station revolution
>>6098515
Holy shit you people are mentally ill
>>6098515
YESSSS
I fucking love SS13,
Cargo is my favourite job.
I love the power trip, sitting at my desk with insulated gloves and sunglasses and shotguns hidden away in the back.
Denying everyone anything they ask for. Unless they jump through 50 hoops.
Then when they finally come back with all the forms they need. Just closing the window and walking away.
When they break in to take it anyway, kidnapping them with my cargo boyz and roughing them up.
>>6098515
I like being botanist
or traitor
>>6098515
Oh oh and playing as an assistant and going on space expeditions with other assistants. Hard enough getting all the permissions I need from HoP or the captain or R&D but had plenty good times bringing back sweet shit for the station.
coming back and findign the place entirely fucked up
I just want the pain to end! I want to throw away all of my hormones.
>tfw all you want in life is to pass and have a friend
;_______________;
>>6098541
oh wow
was he that hot???
thats pretty unlike grace
>>6098435
H*ck yeah video games!
Who /darksouls3/ here?
>>6098489
You are good at taste though.
>>6098552
I am super bad at it but I'm barely into the second area. I have had so much trouble getting into a souls game that isn't ds1 ;;
>>6098542
>going to school to become a botanist
You can do that? I thought that was only a thing in anime?
>>6098504
shes my dark souls waifu <3
>>6098542
i AM a botanist
>>6098552
GOTYAY
im a big Drugs and Alcohol
BiG weed
Tfw
>Big ugly man
>will never pass
>mad brow and nose
>look like I'm in drag
>fat af
>incurably depressed and suicidal
>drinking problem
>regular mental freakouts
>smoking again
>generally fucked up
>I guess we can add attention whore and validation vampire to the list
Yaaasssss
>have bf
>bf has a really hot friend
>kinda want to fuck him but don't want to hurt my bf
>>6098542
That sounds fun!!
>>6098555
thank you
>>6098551
birdie is crazy hot
>>6098557
keep at it bb if you can beat 1 you can beat 3
>>6098494
I tried to play as a female character for the first time yesterday.
I got uncomfortable and guilty so I purged the save and acted like it never happened
>>6098571
i want artorias to fuck me
>>6098542
heya moapy! <3
>>6098569
at least youre not korra
>>6098573
I have no guilt over playing female characters... on my own. But if there's someone else I either delete the save or switch characters or tried to take into a joke or something.
>>6098572
someone show me a pic of the hotness
I feel like playing corpse party which just released on steam.
>>6098584
whats wrong with the waterbender?
>>6098573
Playing qt husbandos is better anyway.
>>6098586
it was a chin. we know he's not massively overweight and he can grow facial hair. that's it
I am so glad that spinach exist
~35 kcal per 100g
Around half a kilo makes me full till next day's evening.
Getting thinner every single week!
>>6098542
You must be smart!!
I just want to be among flowers and gathering them
>>6098551
Yeah, though a few bitter hons attack him and call him a chaser he really isn't (matter of fact he's the one getting chased), he's a sweet guy and didn't deserve what grace did to him.
>>6098584
Why what's wrong with korra?
>>6098575
nowthats what I call hugboxing 4
>>6098589
That game looks edgy as fug tho.
I almost got caught in the "wrong" bathroom today and I wasn't even trying to pass. When I was at the mall I went to the bathroom without looking what bathroom it was so I ended up going to the women's bathroom, which was empty at the time. I went into the stall, did my business, washed my hands and was fixing my hair (I'm in boy mode not trying to pass but clean shaven and with shoulder length hair) when a woman emerged from the stall. Since I thought I was in the man's bathroom I thought it was a feminine guy but then it hit me I must be in the wrong place. Turned my head around and practically ran outside and there was a guy waiting outside. He seemed surprised so I think he probably figured out I was a guy but he didn't say anything so I speed walked away as fast as I could.
That was probably the most terrifying thing I've had this year, desu. Thankfully bathroom laws aren't a thing here since no one knows trans people exist. On the other hand if the guy outside was violent he could have beaten me up so it was scary.
>>6098586
I didn't save it sadly
>>6098584
great tnx for making me cry and feel even worse
>>6098599
ask him to post a pic
>>6098594
.....whats so special about that
hell, i have a nice chin with facial hair, wheres my acceptance :(
>>6098606
hahahahaha faggot
>>6098604
it is edgy
>>6098606
>tfw you may be a fat piece of shit hon but you'll never be korra, kayla or edgar
:))
>>6098604
I am edgy as fugg tho
>>6098610
>him
Don't be mean :(
>>6098612
a lot of the girls here are as thirsty as birdy, it wasn't anything special
>>6098610
I've been contemplating detransition and buying a gun recently so i might not be a problem much longer
>>6098573
Every time!!!!!!!!!
>>6098628
DO NOT
You're super cute and things are going to get better.
>>6098624
shitty. depressed. probs gonna kill myself soonish. you?
>>6098586
Someone probably saved it, I only posted half my face and only a select few have seen all of me.
I ain't posting it again though so don't ask
>>6098636
>>6098621
I don't mind horrible weeb games or dark settings. It just looks almost cringe level edgy. My friend likes it though. To each their own.
>>6098637
I seen it
>>6098624
>tfw you have a lib art degree
Damnit...
at least I can work IT...
I think you're cool Moap! But I want to try to be as feminine as possible because you said I don't pass!
>Browse /b/
>everything's fine
>browse /x/
>browse /r9k/
>everything's fine
>browse /pol/
>everything's fine
>browse /lgbt/
>identify falls apart
>>6098636
Please don't
>>6098646
you know what to do
>>6098642
seen what, the half?
>>6098650
Can you blow your brains out on stream?
>>6098657
im actually more motivated than ever to live now lol
>>6098650
thats a huge disappointment, kind of like what your transitions gonna be in 2 years when nothings changed and u still have fat white chicks riding your jock
>>6098655
Yip
>>6098646
>browse /x/
>no followup, skips to /r9k/
>everythings fine
ok
>>6098606
*hugs*
Disregard bullies okay?
>>6098660
what the hell is this anon talking about
>>6098650
anons just wanna be as hateful as possible to deal with their own insecurities and self-hatred
pls stay alive, i like you muchly
>>6098657
Get rekt, meanie butt.
>>6098627
makes sense then
oh well
>>6098663
neato, type in your credit card to unlock the other half.
>>6098673
this, korra is pleasant to have around
>>6098673
>encouraging a future hon
what the heck are you thinking leave my 4chan
isn't it scary that around half of us will commit suicide?
I wish I could get a chaser to buy me a steam game
>>6098680
I don't have a credit card. Do you take insecurity as payment? Because I have a lot of that
>>6098674
>>>susans
>>>reddit /transpassing/
>>>laurasplayground
you seem lost
>>6098682
Suicide 2016
>>6098686
It's easy to get guys to buy you videos games you sperg.
>>6098682
It's scary that I probably won't
>>6098681
>my 4chan
Yes, we all know you've been here since time immemorial, when moot created 4chan in like 2010
>>6098682
I wonder how many here have attempted at least once. I know I have.
>>6098682
>commit
The word is attempt. At all. Through their entire lifetimes. Most people fail at it. And do most of their attempts before transition.
but not all anons ofc, just the samefaggers
>>6098681
>spamming nonsense and samefagging
what the heck are you thinking go have a snack and settle down
>>6098682
the statistic is around half will attempt suicide, not succeed, but i don't know about that even cause we pass more on average than most groups of trans people
>>6098689
people who transition even though they're not gonna pass right away make the repressing unpassing troll anons sad and on the attack
>>6098679
I am not a philosopher, I am a humble writer and historian. I have been published though.
I mean, I'll always be sexually open. I might go back to sex work, but right now, I feel stable where I am.
I was supposed to dress up as a cute frat boy in that picture but I guess I dressed up too well
I am stealth
>>6098606
Korra be strong! Like Korra!!!
>>6098693
do youlike girls boys or both
>>6098692
No one has ever bought me a video game.
Probably because I'm a guy
>>6098682
That's how I plan on dying anyways
Or I might just OD
>>6098660
maybe. maybe not. but regardless its funny to see you and whoever else tryharding this much lmao.
you actually cheered me up
>>6098668
its all good shitposters gonna shitpost. they're just trying to be cool and edgy it actually got a few giggles outta me
>>6098671
Psssh nuthin. . . .personal. . . .kid. . .*unsheaths katana*
>>6098673
its OK just a temp mood swing that fucked me up for a sec I'm back on the rebound bb
>>6098679
sorry sorry id hate to make u sad. I'm alright it was just a sad moment life has been a bit rough this week I'm over it thanks dear
>>6098680
tnx birdie
>>6098681
posts like this remind of the the /b/ days in like 2008 lol careful not to cut yourself on that edge
>>6098699
i think it's just shitposters from other boards looking for vulnerable targets to get lulz out of. That or ppl that post her but go anon to protect their rep.
>>6098704
I look like shit and i'm overweight but I still get video games.
You're just boring as fuck my man
>>6098682
i sure will
surprised to see YOU bringing this up though
>>6098682
I thought it was only like 40 something percent ATTEMPT suicide.
Not that it makes the statistic not frightening, but that's hardly half of us committing suicide .
>>6098687
unwarranted insecurity is not an accepted form of payment sorry gal :^)
>>6098704
(you)
Who here has attempted suicide?
I have
>>6098715
Too bad you failed furry faggot.
>>6098715
like 3 times
>tfw you can't do anything right
>>6098715
get gud
>>6098718
kek this basically
>>6098682
No you wont. Maybe 5% will but most of them wont be anyone you care about.
>>6098700
Gotcha famalam already cheered up and not crying
>>6098705
But you be strong too don't go dying on me
>>6098708
well I can see why you're a terrible person now lol you hate yourself and vent on others
>>6098709
sucks that you get triggered so easily. What's funny is you're gonna remember me and stew in your hatred and I won't even think about you come this time tomorrow lol
>>6098715
once before transition
>>6098584
pic related, step in the shower
>>6098529
>>6098706
but I dont want you to not like yourself ;_;
>>6098706
*teleports behind u*
>>6098706
ok good <3
>>6098709
>big
>boy
too new to know what I look like eh, you don't have to be a hon to not be a massive asshole
>>6098699
>we pass more on average than most groups of trans people
Reality check to hon pics or it didn't happen.
>>6098702
Anons hate me and I haven't even started transitioning, yet alone pass.
>>6098708
O-okay
>>6098713
>(you)
I am confused, birdy.
>>6098729
I actually have a really big Nazi fetish tbph
Like would you dress up as a Nazi and dom me silly whilst I dress up in my striped pyjamas?
>>6098732
aren't u 5'2 or something
if you're so hot though why no pics
>>6098735
ok now i know this is a troll 100%
>>6098738
ive seen quid
>>6098715
i SHOULD be dead
>>6098732
You look pretty shit like a gnome or man with dwarfism.
>>6098738
protip: liek nobody passes here its all smoke and mirrors
>>6098730
Oh it's you. no flirting
>>6098734
Assuming you haven't actually been around many trans people in real life.
>>6098738
one, I don't need attention and i'm not mindblowingly attractive or anything
two, i definitely don't need to be in tier images
also, i'm 5'4, i wish i were a little closer to 5 ft
>>6098748
In boymode pictures from 2 and a half years ago? Yep, agreed
>>6098748
or a dwarf with autism
>>6098745
I've seen quid too. It's very jarring he thinks he passes better than other trannies.
>>6098751
>5'1
>life is suffering
no you dont fuck you i wish i was 5'4
>>6098729
im trying soph but its a little difficult rn ill put in more effort since you asked and i dont wanna add to your worries !
>>6098730
*it was an illusion* Ha . . .too obvious . . . .kid. . .*stabs u*
>>6098732
thanks for the concern im ok
>>6098735
fukkin lol
>>6098736
i dont hate you and most of the other trips love you too m8
>>6098726
Don't respond to my posts tyrone.
>>6098710
what are you talking about im short stocky hon
>>6098759
>mister
*unsheathes claymore*
>>6098762
you wouldn't kill yourself or let anyone you know do it
>>6098737
depends, are you male?
>>6098758
;~;
you deserve happiness <3
I hope it finds you soon!
>>6098763
can you please fuck off to your safe-space
Finally ordering hormones
200 mg spiro
2 mg estro
1 month's supply
Bueno?
>>6098754
But I don't and never said I did? I'm mid tier at best, still accidentally passing in boymode and shit plenty though. passed pre-hrt until a year or so before I started mones
>>6098757
I know, it's just perfection and stupid dysphoria. Mostly when I see a girl who's shorter than me.
>>6098763
I tend to agree in most cases, like 90-95% but some just take a lot more work than others and often give up before they get there
>>6098770
lmao
>>6098764
>hugboxing
I expected better from you tbqh fampai
>>6098760
>not proudly bearing the name of the last free irish clan
plebe
>>6098760
Don't ever talk to me or my wife's son ever again.
>>6098771
>tfw not getting attacked
>mfw I realize they bully me by not bullying me
>>6098751
I've seen lots of trannies in real life. I guarantee you that I live in such an urban multi-culti lgbt magnet that you're a country hick in comparison. But you're having a laugh if you think you or the 95th percentile that post pics on this board are superior to real transsexuals in any way. Not even ignorance is an excuse for such cognitive dissonance.
>>6098777
I forgot I should berate the living shit out of everyone for every flaw or else I'm a hugboxer
YOU LOOK LIKE A GIRL ACCEPT IT REE
>>6098760
Oh right this is that one lain anon or something lol hows life treatin ya?
>>6098763
its like an endurance thing. yeah it's hard but if i dont die before I reach like the 12mo hrt mark i think ill be much better off. I'm just in spiro rn (having problems getting my order processed from alldaychemist) so I think it's been affecting my mood alot along with having a shitty week *hugs* luv u lots and lots tho <3
>>6098769
ill keep on hoping and ignore the sadness!
>>6098773
si chica esta bien
>>6098769
dom me pleaseeeeee i need a mommy
>>6098783
what are all transsexuals like?
>>6098773
I'd get cypro over Spiro. If you can. But any aa is better than none. My 8 weeks supply of cypro is about €50. Where are you ordering from that seems kind of expensive?
>>6098775
>2 years on mones
>still boymode
>sometimes accidentally passes
>not a hon
;^)
>>6098763
I'm not suicidal.
I'm not sure I could ever owe a gun because I might end myself
>>6098784
Now you have the right idea. I'll take some of that please.
>>6098794
i have a gun and i shot myself
>>6098796
in the dick? =^}
>>6098775
*perfectionism
>>6098777
aside from your facial hair you really pass very well. if you hate makeup you should just put some basic foundation or BB cream down to hide the facial hair and you would be good to go
>>6098783
Cool story bro, meanwhile I've actually interacted with loads of transgender people in groups, just meeting them by chance, at speeches like Laverne Cox
4chan attracts a younger crowd and encourages them to start earlier instead of waiting, soo
>>6098792
Uh yeah because I'm not out to my dad
fulltiming is a slightly bad idea when you see your dad on a semi-regular basis and he thinks you're jua dude with slight crossdressing tendencies, I've been binding for a little while ever since he noticed a bra strap once
he's probably gonna freak the fuck out when I tell him so I've been putting it off but I gotta do it soon I guess
>>6098797
in the head
>>6098794
I'm not sure a lot of people get what being suicidal is like. It's so impulsive. I wouldn't trust myself to have one because I'd have killed myself ten times over. Even as close as last week. I mean now I'm OK, but that haze when you're at the lowest point is scary. It's entirely out of your control.
>>6098751
>I definitely don't need to be in tier images
It's too late for me ;_;
>>6098758
Thank you Korra, I like you a lot
>>6098764
:3
>>6098771
Thank you, I really appreciate it. Tbqh I don't often see it , and was surprised what people told me when I first posted a picture.
>>6098783
Well-memed
Pictured: 100% absolute truest trans
>>6098788
Lots of them are stealth or they pass quickly and have accepting boyfriend and family. Just like any other girl. Some of them are older but it's not like they can help being over 50. Go to Susans and you will find most of them in our age group pass fine by this threads standards. But they don't spend as much time on that forum as trips spend here.
>>6098799
I just want to finish laser so I don't have to look at the hair anymore. That pic was like 2-3 days without shaving.
>>6098787
A R E Y O U A G I R L?
>>6098800
>I don't bully you because youre actually pretty
thank you anon, but I think you should get your eyes checked.
>>6098812
Pfffft soph, you a mad qt
>>6098808
You're serious, are you?
>>6098783
everyone here is a virgin autist or some variation of either
most ppl here I think just failed at life and think, under some anime delusion, that wearing panties and hiding in their mothers basement will absolve them of their autism but they just continue to fail life anyway and end up regular posters here
Hey everyone. Quick questions for you MtF types...
I want to start getting therapy/counseling for my various gender-related issues and would like some advice on how to choose a therapist. Is it better to have a male therapist or a female one? Did anyone have difficulty "spilling your guts" because of your therapist's gender?
Is there anything you wish you would have done when you started counseling?
>>6098804
I like you too I wanna see you succeed and go far. ur still really young so you can achieve alot and be hot at the same time
>>6098812
your really pretty soph one of the prettiest that posts here but dysphoria is blocking your view *head pats* don't doubt yourself!
>>6098799
Okay bro, man, dude. You have an awesome story and backed up by valid arguments and sound evidence. I am also convinced of your astounding life experience. Not.
You're not even out to your parents after so many years. What do you know about passing or anything about living as a woman. You don't because you haven't lived it. Just another useless hon for the pile.
>>6098803
>impulsive
>suicide
yeah, no
suicide is the exact opposite of impulsive 95% of the time
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2597102/
not the best article ive seen on this as i cant remember a better one but this will have to do
what youre experiencing is probably not suicidalness
>>6098810
shaving daily should really make you pass facially at least, people are gendering you male consistently because you haven't changed your voice any
generally trans ppl really don't have the ability to judge themselves accurately
>>6098808
lol i have been to susans cause i didn't know any place for transgender people that didn't totally suck existed when i first stopped repressing, you're totally full of shit
>>6098812
>A R E Y O U A G I R L?
yes but im a bad one
>You will never be this qt irl
Why life tbhon?
;_;
>>6098822
so much this. 2 years lel I was fulltime before I even started hrt
>>6098817
I am crazy, but I am not an autist. and Iprobably have more sex than you.
>>6098818
depends on what kind of person you are
>>6098814
>>6098820
I wish ; ;
its just makeup and decent lighting
>>6098829
thats okay, I can be ur mummy in a non-lewd way if you want!
>>6098826
>isn't being a sorority slut lots of fun?
yeah, spreading diseases, chasing them and being thought of nothing but a cumdump thats easy to manipulate into sucking your dick with some nice words and pretending to care about you, is fun im sure
So I went to dermatologist she will fix my face for 900$ I am so happy!
Also on my way home I crossed route with some chavs:
>dued look at this chick ass
>wow
Hah validation!
>>6098834
b-but how do dom with no lewd ;-;
i-ill take it though
im bad at being a girl i was raised like a boy :(
>>6098834
I actually wasn't referring to you but hey its your world girl im just livin it
>>6098833
>tfw 3 years hrt and can't go fulltime because I look like a man
>>6098840
post ass
>>6098834
>depends on what kind of person you are
OK... can you be more specific?
>>6098822
>>6098833
I'm out to all family and friends except my father, even my coworkers, and do girlmode when I can.
>>6098842
I can count the number of sexual partners I've had on one hand, admittedly
...if we aren't counting people I was in a serious relationship with...
...and if we count in binary...
>>6098818
>Is there anything you wish you would have done when you started counseling?
Make sure you see a specialist. I wasted about a year bouncing between people who had literally never seen a tranny.
Also the two psychs I managed to open up to were female, but so were most of my therapists; one of the male ones was definitely almost alienating.
>>6098843
>tfw 6 months and getting gendered a girl in public even though I'm a hon
It's all about how you present yourself lain
>>6098846
>if we count in binary
bahaha slut
>>6098849
No one genders you in Sweden.
I look like a man though.
>>6098832
>lucerne
good taste
>>6098851
I'm just sexually liberated o-ok?? ;-;
>>6098836
Robin had an official diagnosis at 20, which is more than can be said of anyone on Susan's.
>>6098846
If your dad doesn't know then you don't pass son.
>>6098812
If even the prettiest trips like Phienchen are depressed, then there is truly no hope for anyone ;_;
>>6098820
Thank you Korra, I really hope so :3 I wish you luck too on your transition
>>6098821
I make myself mad
>>6098826
Thank you :3
>>6098826
maybe I am.
But I can't help it.
I got a lot of people who make me happy!
thanks for caring about me Moap
Being a slut makes me happy...
Here's my fo4 girl. She uses explosives to make the wasteland even more wasted
>>6098853
Lucerne/falchion master race
>>6098855
will you have sex with me
>>6098789
Cypro gives you liver cancer
I am ordering from united pharmacies
>>6098856
They actually have younger people too. But they don't have as many diagnosis for all the other mental disorder and autism. They're not internet stalkers with a scat fetish either, not even the old ones. You're right they're not as good as Robin.
>>6098834
>noy looking like a drag queen in makeup
Sorry girl. You qt
>>6098825
I have a very realistic view of myself. Good pictures.
>>6098823
Huh..... Idk what's wrong then. Like it's an obsession for a few weeks at a time. Like priority is having at least a few outs at any time. My incident last year was in the middle of one of these and very impulsive.
>>6098821
>custom light-up heelys
Stop! You're making me blush
>>6098864
Post the gif. You know the one.
>>6098847
OK thanks, this is good info.
>Make sure you see a specialist
This is a concern of mine. So many therapists on "find-a-shrink" listings have transgender mentioned as an issue they treat, but so few of them have it listed as a specialty. And for some fucking reason there are no trans therapists within 10 miles of me that actually accept my insurance...
Damn. This is going to be difficult. Thanks for your help.
>>6098842
b-but you said everyone senpai .___.'
>>6098845
what are you more comfortable with? Ive never really had a male psych cause I wouldnt even be able to be in a room alone with a man I dont know without being seriously nervous.
>>6098860
rip ;~~;
BDD is the most efficient meme, cause its true.
>>6098857
except as I told you, I always looked feminine as fuck, had long hair all my life, like two feet long, and passed regularly anyway until about 18, so in boymode I really don't look super different except i have really developed "pecs" and I was pretty muscular for a while which is half the reason I stopped passing along with some face masculinization, so that's not that suspicious
>>6098865
you sound like a chaser anon... i don't like chasers...
>>6098869
how do you know?
>>6098817
Anyone have any bathingsuit recommendations?
>>6098870
Here you go bbby
>>6098872
BDD isn't even real.
>>6098873
im a girl
and im just straight forward
i need sex
kek
>>6098569
I know I am an outsider but I look at your list and so much of this can change, for the better. <3 Just chip at what you know you can change piece by piece Basic. Its not easy to do but being down on yourself only diminishes your chances at success, try to find the happy medium. Small achievements, like little bites really help!
you already take anti depressants, maybe find ways to make small exertions in daily life a little more frequently. it does a lot to the chemicals in your brain a brief run for a bus or up and down stairs or something maybe?
:'/ please you can make things better, it may be rough now but not yet impossible <3
>>6098873
post face
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2X0H709cJkA
>>6098872
>what are you more comfortable with?
Well I'm most comfortable with staying at home and never telling another living soul about what I'm going through, but I had somewhat of a breakdown over the weekend and admitted to myself that it was time to finally talk to a professional.
>>6098826
I'm trying to but my bank keeps refusing the charges since they come from India. I'm omw there rn cuz im fucking tired of calling alldaychemist .
its nothing special really. p much every black person in the south just has to deal with being mistreated ehh it fades into the background after a while
>>6098860
<3
>tfw terminal manbod
>linebacker shoulders
>tried to transition instead of an heroing
time to get day drunk and escape reality w-wew
>>6098890
pour one for me too m8
>>6098890
Yaaasssss let's get drunk and catty
When will my nipples stop being sore?
>>6098883
so someone can put me in a tier list? no ty...
maybe in a couple years, i've already been doxxed and I don't want some troll tracking down my dad to out me, I'm sure they would have already if he was on Facebook but thank god he's not
what you need a pic for anyway? you a tier imager?
>>6098884
indeed it is, you're proof of it
whats up sluts, how are we today?
any hugboxing going on today?
yesterday was shitday because of the fucking chasers, amirite?
>tfw qt boy to gank people in DS3 with
This is my only reason to live.
>>6098899
nope
>>6098890
>tfw you suffer from terminal fishingitis
>>6098912
My dad hasn't noticed in 3 years of hrt.
S U G A R P I L L S
>>6098878
Thanks cutie
>>6098883
also, if I do post a picture, anyone who's facebook friends with mtfg people will be able to recognize me and redox me, which i'm really not into even more than tier lists
>>6098908
p. good
not too much
urrite ye
>>6098912
if you're serious, you obviously don't have any real life experience, gtfo chaser
Hello Neps
>tfw have to do errands and cant enter the Nep dream world until I get back
Ah well. At least Neps having a good day.
>>6098881
hmm what
>>6098917
getting fucked up? how?
Sometimes I wish I would get hugboxed, but I'm 2 much of a fag for tripfagging, amirite?
>>6098914
of course I smoke!
Like at least a bowl a day
I'm sad because I was raped at 16, my gpa is only a 3.00, my dad died when I was 4. There's so many reasons, Moap
I want to play with mods on fallout
I like doing melee too.
>>6098899
Massage them
>>6098924
i mean i guess we could
>>6098919
i tend to judge ppl on the content of their character instead of making sweeping generalizations ya know?
>>6098914
slaanesh is a whore?
>>6098925
Paralytic drunk. I am a giant fag tho. Maybe you're just not fag enough and one day I'll teach you how.
>>6098919
I mean, what do we know about chasers? they could be some 12 YO boys or some 50 YO man? fuckin' creepy.
>>6098921
'Sup Quid
>>6098928
do you hav objections
>>6098908
Chasers aren't bad.
I like them
I am Nepsexual
How come you grils havent accepted her into your heart?
>>6098939
i like your bp i want to tongue it
>>6098940
I love nep games tho. Vert is my fave nep.
>>6098927
>dad died when I was 4
at least he didnt have to see his son grow up to be a furry
>>6098913
nah im actually just shaped like a disgusting man. sorry
>>6098936
Bringing the bants. Nep says "Hi!"
>>6098940
Is this a new meme?
>>6098945
bb i want u to breed in my ass
>tfw worse hon than edgar, potc and korra
;A;
>>6098942
I legitimately spend all day with Neptune.Try taking a ton of painkillers and I put music in and it feels like im there with her and all my worries fade away.
>>6098943
hnnnngh be my gf
>>6098927
Will you massage them for me?
>>6098927
>I'm sad because I was raped at 16
>being sad because you got free sex
Wow, you're a party pooper.
hi everyone!
>>6098948
It is THE new meme
>>6098947
Hi Nep I am glad that cute anime girls like Nep do pass instead of a thread with just the 3D hons.
>>6098953
thats rough
>>6098950
i-i want to
>>6098955
eehhh id rather not. I dont like being not sober and i usually have work and school to go to.
>>6098949
Whisky or wine or rum . But rn all I have is cheap polish beer. I know like, calories. But I'm out of options. I used to be much more of a fag online. But now I'm just fag through and through
>>6098945
Heyyyy maddie, i has a question about something. Could you add me on skype please?
Kelly_vee
>>6098876
board shorts if you're pre-op desu.
>>6098965
I know
How did this shit even happen?
I was much better off early on hrt ;_;
>>6098971
Yes, i'm look like old hons except i'm not that old.
>>6098970
Fuckin chaser she's mine
>>6098970
uhm therre are like one million kelly vees on skype. just add me @ thinkingprincess. im about to go buy wine but i'll be back soon
>>6098930
good point but like 95% chasers are no ty
>>6098935
Yooo, not too much wbu
>>6098936
you're not even trying now
that reminds me of a funny story though, on initial bloodtesting my T was in the 2nd percentile for men my age and the doc got pretty freaked out but there weren't any health problems causing it, i'm just OG
>>6098937
well no i guess
>>6098949
I have not, but if anyone wants my skype, lemme know
>>6098958
okay! can I use almond oil?
>>6098955
that actually sounds like a good time
>>6098959
I was drugged and forced. It wasn't fun and I feel really vulnerable because of it
>>6098959
>t. underage
>>6098980
Wait you mean higher than 98% of men or lower?
>>6098984
Almond oil sounds wonderful
>>6098984
you got raped so
you grew up to be a slut??
>>6098984
>drugged
Free drugs too? Wow, you sound real selfish, You were properly asking for it too.
>>6098993
lower of course, that's how percentiles work
>>6098998
ugh I hate you
>tfw your head is three times bigger than cis women
>tfw make cis men look like little bitches
>>6098997
Just skip to the part where you kill yourself because you're so loathsome that no live human being wants to touch you willingly.
>>6099002
Try doing selfie with a cis friend. Then you will know what misery is...
Help
>>6098979
its like paranoia at this point and being raped sucks but with therapy and enough time it's possible to move past the hurt. it does leave emotional scars tho.
>>6099002
That's fine, that just means there's more head to pat :3
>>6099009
y-you have nice hips
>>6099007
Keep projecting tranny :)
>>6098968
Cheap polish beer? sounds like you're living the life! I used to drink every day until I became a mini landwhale. Now, I only do speed drugs like a proper girl, except for meth, because like not once, amirite?
Being a faggot ain't all fun and gaymes. There's some serious work to be done. like shaving and staying limber and being able to tolerate asspain.
>>6098979
Are you a chaser? are you the chaser who was chasing girls here yesterday?
>>6098980
U know me, shitpostin' everyday
>>6098984
hmmm, are you working on a porn carreer, Ms. Reds? U should stop giving it away for free.
>>6099009
>Tfw partner is beautiful
Kill me now =)
>>6099002
>TFW your head is the size of a Cis friend's torso.
Does any one want to Nep up with me on Skype?
I need to Nep
>>6099015
You think so. I had some growth since puberty since I am xxy.
But it's nothing spectacular not by cis standard anyway.
>>6099025
>with what anon?
life
>>6098984
sry to hear something so terrible happened to you. had something similar happen to me when I was younger and it fucked me up p bad for a while too, but you can heal from it in time with support
>>6099025
I fuck that Neppussy on the daily
>>6099009
>friends
I've stood next to my mom in front of a mirror, no worse feeling tbhon.
>>6099014
;_______________________;
>>6099027
>tfw more manly than pretty much all cis men my age
>tfw super deep voice
>>6099027
Your leg is as thick as some girl's waist...
>>6099019
Gdi you're right. I won't shower for weeks at a time but I'll spend two hours every night on my skincare regime. Depressed priorities yo. I am literally a land whale already. And shit i haven't been pointed in a while. I have to get on that
>>6098979
Good luck to you. Thanks Moap
hmm
hi.
whatsup?
>>6099029
when you say XXY what does that mean? not sure I understand
>>6099029
ive been with cis girls that have your same hips, you're doing fine
be my gf pls
>>6099041
Just give up tbhon. Its ok. Pick an anime girl and wash your pain away. You dont have to suffer anymore
>>6099036
I wish this transgender thing was just some mental disease delusion.
What would you prefer, a pill to make you happy in your own body making you forget about this transgender thing, or being born in a woman's body?
>>6099048
Intersex chromosomes.
>>6099051
Oh. I don't watch animu
>>6098988
I can't wear fedoras, they don't fit on my afro :(
>>6099053
Being born in a woman's body would be dank.
>>6099041
I like you because when I was a kid, my dad taught me VISUAL-BASIC. I liked being a kid.
except for getting raped, that wasn't fun.
>>6099053
The latter
>>6099041
share skincare regime please?
i really need to get on my skin game, any help is appreciated
>>6099029
>xxy
Same, growing up with boobs was a mind fuck
>>6099029
I have hips like that, maybe I should get a chromosome test.
>>6099057
Theres no need to keep on enduring. Just accept their love. You dont have to keep suffering. That hole in your heart can be filled.
>>6099047
Hey Isla. Hows your day?
>tfw way more masculine than the average man but ended up a tranny
>tfw feel like a giant next to regular people
Fuck this gay earth ;A;
>>6099073
absolute shite other than being high
>>6099067
Morning:
Wash face
Apply sunscreen
Makeup, etc.
Evening:
Wash face
Apply exfoliant twice a week
Moisturizer
Lotion on hands as often as you can
I use cerave products for face wash, moisturizer, and lotion, and st ives pads for my exfoliant. Biore watery essence sunscreen
>>6099065
I like you. Let's be friends. I've never been raped but I can't imagine it's pleasant
>>6099071
Nah I'm gonna be cute af in a couple years. I'd rather just have my BP hole filled instead
>>6099067
Oh wow. Ok. Uhhhhhhhhhh. Oil cleanse, aha, bha, vitamin c serum, toner, moisturiser, emollient. I just learned everything form my fiancee
>>6099066
Sometimes I wish for death, but I'm too much of a faggot to actually kill myself.
I wonder if life gets to a point where suicide seems like the best option.
>>6099027
>being friends with gnomes
>>6099006
But trannies aren't nep why are u in tranny thred? (:
>>6099047
about to shoot myself
>>6099079
Suuupah! I need like a trip, rite? what would u suggest?
>>6099079
Lol ok hon. Your BP hole? Sounds vile and sickening.
>>6099081
>not being a giant
>>6099077
Blahhh, im sorry. Its been a rough day all around apparently
>>6099082
I am requisitioning a new mommy, you have done nothing but abuse me and refuse my love.
>>6099095
>homeless
thats why im gonna kill myself
going for a walk into the backwoods where ill finally get some sleep
goodbye girls good luck
>>6099099
Don't pout, don't you want some lasagna?
>>6099082
Trannies are fun to bully with Nep :3! She says only a few of you look like girls.. sorry. Not hot like her friends. She told me youre all jelly cause shes an anime girl and youre not!
>>6099102
Yes. Sorry mooooom
>>6099088
Y-you too!
>>6099086
Uhhhhhhhhhh how about sass
>>6099094
I'm too drunk to explain look then up. You need to leave time in between treating your skin with each product
>>6099098
Well it actually stimulates collagen production. So yeah I'd highly recommend it. You won't see a fmdifferend for about a year but it's worth it
>>6099107
If you get direct sun in your window I would
>>6099081
hahahahaha! I luv you anon. I'm 5'11", but most of the girls I know are barely 5'5"
>>6099109
i can love you but probably not care for you irl
i maen i could give you rent free housing but im basically a child above the legal age so i cant be a mommy
>>6099113
yeah i'm too gullible to look things up for myself and not get misled, i'm just going to ask you again when youre not drunk ok?
>>6099122
>It's OK sweetie, after dinner I can tuck you in if you want :3
c-c-c-can you be my mommy too
hnnggh mommytalk
>>6099094
Add things one at a time
>aha
>bha
Both are different types of exfoliators. They have different effects and reasons to use one over the other. I like ahas more but they're not good if you get dry skin or are acne prone.
>toner
I forget exactly what this does
>emollient
A particular moisturizing agent.
>>6099107
Yes! Sunscreen always
>vit c serum
Supposed to promote skin health and glow. I don't know much
>oil cleansing
Basically you wash your face using oil instead of have wash and water. It's really really good for your skin, and is the best makeup remover.
>>6099125
>not using this trip
>tfw you're rediculously mommy but cant stand mommy talk.
its fucking pathetic howmuch transbeanism are in mtfg
>>6099124
>yeah i need a mommy type since im an emotionally needy bitch.
>Like its really bad.
oh wow same
it was so bad that my partner left me over it and being an emotional black hole, and the opposite of one too
just spewing feelings fucking everywhere
wish i could help you but i've learned people with the same problems can't usually help each other
i mean sometimes i can be a good mommy but usually im in need of one
i could try though idk
>>6099105
I like being bullied
sup bitches I guess I'm the newest lamest tripfag. Let this be known that on april 28 2016 my transformation from a faggot IRL to a a complete faggot was completed.
>>6099136
Kill all transbians.
>>6099138
kill yourself you literally giant faggot
>>6099138
So why do you get so triggered when I ask you a simple question?
>>6099132
hahahaha! improper copy paste! are you some sort of trip wizard?
>>6099131
what's bhas then?
and what kind of oil do you use? like, olive oil or something?? what order do i do all of this in too?
thank you for responses
>>6099141
mommy talk is great.
Just the concept of someone unconditionally loving me in person nearly makes me tear up
>>6099137
my partner killed himself over it.
idk i hope i dont become homeless though
>>6099139
no, nep is a fucking program absent of chromosomes.
>>6099148
nope.
#L3CT_r@「 - doanalsex
that is what this is under my tripcode list.
>>6099150
Cooking oil is the best
>walking back to apartment
>apt bldg in sight
>getting more and more dysphoric
>internal monologue: you will not start crying in public
made it inside without having a complete breakdown xD
>>6099147
Which one?
>>6099158
I was looking for an explanation about the whereabouts of your upper lip.
>>6099152
She laughed at that too. Why are you being so mean to her?
>>6099152
ouch
sorry sweetie
ive made 2 people kill themselves because im a whiny baby
>>6099168
i do sometimes but most of the time i just like feeling like a daughter
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9wipZFDoHQ
>>6099167
w-who are they all i see is an anon ;-;
i am listening though
i don't think cooking oil is good for the face though?
>>6099150
Bha is good if you are more acne prone. It's usually sold as salicylic acid
Lots of oils are okay for it. I know people use olive, I use wood oil (the kind you might use to keep a wooden cutting board clean if you know what I'm talking about).
Look up skincare addiction on reddit, they'll have much better explanations of things in their wiki if you want details.
As for order it's 1. Wash/oil cleanse, 2. Exfoliant, 3. Wait for exfoliant to dry (takes about 5mins) 4. Moisturizer. I don't use anything else on a regular enough basis to say.
>>6099158
The AIDS virus one
>tfw barrel-chested
>42a bra
feels bad man ;-;
>>6099187
yay
i love you mommy protect me from the existence of gender perception ;~;
>>6099187
wait whaa?
i cant be your mom !!
>>6099186
Im not a fucking tranny you impersonator! Nep is mine!Nep is mine!Nep is mine!
>>6099186
>tfw wide set boobs
>tfw will never take my shirt off during lewd if I ever have lewd times
>>6099187
Lol ok. I enjoy it. I nep up daily. I love her.
>tfw no Elanna mom
>>6099179
No I use mineral oil. But you might have to try a few to find what suite your skin. It's just an anon but they know their shit and are helping so I'm happy.
>>6099179
That wasn't me who said cooking oil lol.
Baby oil is supposed to be okay too, but it often has fragrances which some people are allergic to, rarely. Spot check it on your arm or something before you wash your face, just in case
>tfw no tranny daughter
>>6099206
ill be your daughter if youre cute and motherly
RED
ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION
>>6099206
I'll be your daughter if you help me pass.
So, what do some of you think the chances of us being able to get pregnant or birth biological babies in the next 10 years will be? My boyfriend of 2 years loves kids, and he has high hopes for scientific breakthroughs in the future, and i really dont want to disappoint him. I want to be able to have his babbies. Is there hope, /mtfg/?
>>6099206
id be a shit child anyways.
>tfw man for life
;¬;
https://unsee
.cc/tamigode/
Can we have a /mtfg/ survey?
>height
>weight
>race
>ethnicity
>sexual orientation
>religion
>how long have you been on moans?
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
>>6099219
There she is. ;)
Yes!
Bank account is fixed, with apologies. All I had to do in the end was give the teller the stink eye and he remembered the right person.
>>6099223
5'0
90lbs
white
white
bi
i love jesus
im not
0
>>6099228
cool. also ilu
>>6099223
5'4
108lbs
White
Scottish, German
Bisexual
Not religious
10 months
0
>>6099223
>>height
5'10"
>>weight
158lb
>>race
White
>>ethnicity
Scottish/English/Irish Canadian
>>sexual orientation
Straight
>>religion
Agnostic, raised Anglican
>>how long have you been on moans?
5 3/4 years
>>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
SRS
how do i take care of myself
i hate being ugly because i have neet health
i should be really sexy
>>6099232
Aren't you supposed to be working slacker?
>>6099225
yes mommy what stories :3 are they bedtime stories cus im sleepy
>>6099223
>Can we have a /mtfg/ survey?
> 5'7
> 115 pounds
> White
> Murrican
> Mostly hetero
> None
> 2 or so years
> None ;-;
>>6099223
>height
5'10
>weight
Idek a lot
>race
Caucasian
>ethnicity
Iberian Celtic Irish
>sexual orientation
Anything really
>religion
N/a
>how long have you been on moans?
7 weeks
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
None yet. Priority is ffs
>>6099239
antidepressants, try 'em til you find one that works for you
>>6099236
ill be your mommy that loves you unconditonally in exchange for unconditional love
>>6099223
>height
5'8"
>weight
165
>race
black (mixed)
>ethnicity
creole, native american, black (mixed)
>sexual orientation
bi
>religion
Christian
>how long have you been on moans?
4months on and off for brief periods
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
1 i had retina reattachment surgery after I got beat up pretty badly as a kid (I was like 8 or 9)
>>6099239
It's hard when you hate yourself
>tfw don't know if i'm naturally gross and ugly or people mean i'm just unkept and neet looking when they say im ugly
;_________;
>>6099240
aren't you?? :^)
>>6099250
>tfw genetically sexy
>years of bad habits and junkfood have turned you into a 5/10 manlet though
fuck
>>6099249
Lmao nice self hate nigger. I'm glad that you know your skin color is something to be ashamed off.
>>6099248
idk who you are what you look like or your location
>>6099251
30 min lunch break bby qt3.14 <3 :^)
>>6099249
>height
5'10"
Wtf idk if I got distracted reading or something
>>6099223
>height
5'11"
>weight
125 lbs
>race
white
>ethnicity
german/polish
>sexual orientation
neutral/bi/uncertain
>religion
agnostic, but for all practical purposes, atheist
>how long have you been on moans?
2 wks
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
0, I'll decide down the road
>>6099252
I mean I don't think I have a weird face at least I think and i'm not too tall and my shoulders are okay but I have no idea what I look like so.
>tfw easily the ugliest person in my family
>>6099253
wait wut? I dont see how what you're saying relates to my post at all. my family is heavily mixed. Thats got nothing to do with self hate that's just eugenics
>>6099258
Lying about your height I see. tsk tsk Korra. I thought better of you.
>>6099257
>Dr. Asus
*Dr. Seuss goddamn autocorrect ;~;
>>6099223
>height
5'4"
>weight
125 lbs
>race
White
>ethnicity
American (half Italian, rest Dutch/British)
>sexual orientation
Straight
>religion
Technically catholic but not really anymore
>how long have you been on moans?
23 months!
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
Zero
FFS hopefully next year but I am starting to want srs more
>>6099237
>I look up to you because you're not <3
:) thank youuu <3
>>6099239
We were just posting about skincare! That and exercise are good ways to start yourself off
>>6099265
wouldn't lying mean I didnt go back and correct the error? that's why I went back to fix it. I should proofread it desu :s
>>6099269
Read me some nerdy stories :D
>>6099269
I thought you were making a funny programmer joke.
>>6099223
>height
5'4
>weight
120
>race
white
>ethnicity
germanic jew
>sexual orientation
very slightly bi, mostly lesbian
>religion
n/a
>how long have you been on moans?
combined total of a year and a half
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
none, want to get tracheal shave and srs ASAP, and mayyyybe breast implants and ffs if my dysphoria still hasn't gone away in a few years
>>6099253
please work on your game it's embarrassing
>>6099264
lmao. I typed it and thought to myself "this is fucking stupid"
i need a qt to share 8bit alternative, breakcore and progressive alternative with
>>6099274
Haha touché, yeah just messing.
>>6099283
that was the exact same thing i did lmao
i just took a moment and was like
"the fuck does neutral mean when it comes to sexuality and how would it even make sense?"
>>6099223
>height
5'8
>weight
115lbs
>race
white
>ethnicity
germanic
>sexual orientation
straight
>religion
Catholicism
>how long have you been on moans?
38 months
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
2: SRS, and a small correction surgery
>>6099282
Fucking kike get the fuck out
WE JAM NOW
https://fwamusic.bandcamp.com/track/when-its-done-as-evidence-its-a-shirt-again
TOO LATE, RUN AWAY
TOO LATE, RUN AWAY
TOO LATE
HIP HIP
AND THE EYES THEY WONT SEE IT, THE EYES THEY WONT SEE IT
ROCK AND ROLL
KID JUST LETTING YOU KNOW, WE ARE DOING IT AGAIN
>>6099285
https://soundcloud.com/goreshit/burn-this-moment-into-the-retina-of-my-eye
>breakcore, progressive alternative
Do you do any hardtek or speedcore?
>>6099291
"I have no opinions about this 'sex' thing you speak of"
goodmorning
>>6099223
>height
5'10
>weight
135
>race
whitey
>ethnicity
english
>sexual orientation
bi
>religion
none. agnostic
>how long have you been on moans?
about 2 months
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
three. all unrelated to transness
>all these translets
>tfw 5´10"
jesus christ how disgusting
>>6099292
Whoa you are tiny.
>>6099299
Your hair looks nice
>>6099277
Umm idk what are your goals?
Learning to cook will go a long way towards eating right. You can put more vegetables in than you get if you eat out a lot. It's also good if you count calories if you have a weight loss goal in mind. I started eating less protein while cutting calories to lose shoulder and back muscles and it seems to be working so far.
For exercise I did couch to 5k and started doing various hip/butt exercises. And I just alternate running and the calisthenics daily.
>>6099302
meh, id say thats about the absolute tallest you can go before shit starts getting obvious
>>6099298
that sounds silly
>>6099310
But that's on my bookshelf. Didn't you see that I still have all my textbooks?
I'm scared
>>6099307
i wanna get rid of my unhealth and maintain a low body fat and a small amount of lean muscle
don't wanna lose weight, just fat and put on enough muscle to be able to... not risk injury on a daily basis doing basic tasks
>>6099304
I used to be 105 lbs, but at that weight I pass out randomly during the day and stuff, so I try to stay above 110
>>6099223
>height
5'8"
>weight
64 kg
>race
White
>ethnicity
Irish
>sexual orientation
Bi
>religion
None
>how long have you been on moans?
1 year, 3 months
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
None
I want to get into nihilism
>>6099225
Will you be my mom
>>6099310
um um um um um ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i havnet heard places you go :o
>>6099249
How did you get beat so bad that your retina was detached as a result?
>>6099309
It's average male height where I live.
>>6099323
>half of the girls I went to school with
bullshit
>>6099303
I do shit like this:
https://soundcloud.com/isotera/kantai
>hardtek
Tell me what you think of these:
>https://soundcloud.com/djkurara/purgatory-grief-girl
>https://soundcloud.com/altema44826/no-party-for-the-cat
>https://soundcloud.com/alryk/osiris
>>6099306
thank you! hairline is hideous but its hidden well enough
>>6099302
iknorite
>>6099223
>>height
5'9"
>>weight
200 lbs
>>race
White
>>ethnicity
Nordic
>>sexual orientation
Bi
>>religion
Buddhist
>>how long have you been on moans?
9 months
>>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
Just wisdom teeth
>>6099318
Yeah makes sense. You still are a little underweight right? Also, are you vegan?
>>6099317
Look into some weight lifting then, probably. Squats are good. It's a meme but >>>/fit/sticky
Unhealthy can mean a lot of things but just eating more nutrient rich foods, like leafy green vegetables, lean meats, stuff like that will work wonders. Take a multivitamin in the meantime desu.
>>6099328
i don't know why but i can't get soundcloud to load on any of my browsers :(
>>6099329
I think we have similar hair. I'm a blonde too with a high hairline. Used to bother me but now I decided just to rock the 5head.
>>6099320
not much to really get into, you just are
>>6099332
its more than a little I think, Its not dangerous or anything but I am skeleton
>Also, are you vegan?
no. just anorexic. I eat like once a day usually.
its like 10.30 pm and I havent even gotten around to eat anything today yet.
at least I cleaned the kitchen and played with the doggo :3
>>6099282
>ethnicity
actually half j00 and half scotch-irish, I always forget that one
>>6099280
>ashkenazi
ayooo I'm ashkenazi levite
>>6099314
Yeah sorry :(
>>6099322
This is a lot of kids to take care of, but sure, I have a lot of love to give <3
>>6099324
Ok, I'll tuck you in and we'll read it :3
>>6099326
it was a group of older guys from my school that would always pick on me because i was effinant and that day I told them to leave me alone and fuck off and since they had the numbers advantage I got surrounded and punched and stomped alot while one held me down so i couldnt run or fight back. I had a black eye for weeks after that and it permantly damaged my vision one one side. 1 v 4 sux
>>6099347
Do you have bobs at all at that size?
>>6099350
can I be your mom?
>>6099346
>embed soundcloud?
don't know, and not sure how to do that
but the websites fucked up on my end for some reason
i'm about to go to sleep but if you post some links ill save them in notepad and listen when i wake up and holler at you when im awake?
>>6099350
thank you mommy i love you :3
>>6099354
they really small rn cause Ive run out of estrogen.
but I usually have no trouble filling out a 75B bra.
A little more than a handful I when ive estrogen and progesterone
tfw no mom that loves me unconditionally
well im out
if you wanna reach me add IslaCharlie#9989 on discord.
>>6099350
<3!
>>6099350
you should make a vocaroo of you reading it. thatd be super sweet for all those little girls youre helping
>>6099352
You've had a black eye your whole life
>>6099352
Hey, wanna share their names? For purely scientific reasons, of course.
>:3
>>6099342
yeah ive pretty much come to terms with the five head. considering trying bangs, but scared to commit to that just yet. afraid its too thin to pull it off. my sister has thin hair too so i guess i cant complain
>>6099367
Okay good. I'm pretty much anorexic too and have been steadily losing weight since starting hrt and was afraid it'd impact breast development.
>>6099347
>anorexic
party!
>>6099350
:3 ily elanna
>>6099337
>>6099358
btw, the song was interesting. Kinda lacking in the low ends
sure, I'll try to check the threads for any replies.
oh shit, you could download Soundcloud for your phone, if you want.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sj1Zr-Xfr-0&index=13&list=LL5XZ6LuXJNtuj6TDTHhTzTQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZaEtGQQBQR4
>this is mine:
https://clyp.it/ckwrgvrr
>>6099372
Sometimes I forget just how witty racists can be...
>>6099377
You should definitely give them a try. I can't do bangs because I have a stupid cowlick that makes it look fucking ridiculous.
>>6099379
well it will. but its not going to damage anything. just makes development slower. gain the weight later and theyll grow
>>6099395
I don't know how to gain weight. Hrt makes me never hungry
I need estrogen ;~;
>>6099372
uhhh what? you do know I'm hella pale right?
>>6099375
that was like 18 years ago anon I can't remember
>>6099394
>I have a stupid cowlick that makes it look fucking ridiculous.
Oh god same. I don't know what to do lol.
That plus my curls makes me have no idea how to style myself
>>6099389
>>6099358
maybe this one too?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HmoLnWHPhYU&index=18&list=LL5XZ6LuXJNtuj6TDTHhTzTQ
>>6099394
I don't let stupid cowlicks stop me from trying to do bangs
>>6099400
either drink a pint of heavy cream every day, or just snack a lot
>>6099403
we all do
>>6099389
What do you think of Renoise?
Hey everyone!! How are you doing today?
>>6099223
>height
5'6"
>weight
136.6 lbs
>race
White
>ethnicity
American
>sexual orientation
Pansexual
>religion
Kind of Catholic? Not sure yet.
>how long have you been on moans?
Almost 4 months
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
Zilch
>>6099413
Marcy! <3 didja do the thing? :3
>>6099411
I might have to do that cream thing.
Right now I just started invisalign to fix my teeth so snacking is kinda impossible. I have to brush after I eat anything, so I never want to eat
>>6099417
>>6099426
oh i understand tho it's really difficult but i believe in u! once it's behind u tho huuuge weight off the shoulders
>>6099400
I dont know either desu. Ive never been normal weight. if I could gain like 15 kg tho, Id defo have at least C-cups
>>6099412
>will you take care of me?
you bet! Ill pet you ALL the time, and help you with your homework and stuff :3
>>6099407
Oh, that sucks, sorry if I bothered you by asking :c
I hope your family at least sued or something, that kind of story really bothers me. >~>
>>6099413
Hi!
I think it's interesting. It makes mapping arp runs really fucking easy since you don't have to worry about staying in time. And it has vst support (fucking Reason). I usually just use it as a slave in ReWire.
Lain Volta (aka She) seems to like it a lot on its own though, and I know a few producers that will alternate between that and FL.
>>6099419
It's like drinking two sticks of butter, and made me feel like I was gonna throw up for a few hours. I don't recommend it.
In all seriousness, Ensure has a more healthy weight-gain shake that's not just pure milkfat. There's a theraputic version too, but I think you need to get that prescribed by your doctor.
>>6099412
ily more <3
There is nothing more painful than being a submissive girl trapped in a dominant male body
>>6099442
naw its fine that's just how it is in the deep south if ur gay or seem gay you get beat. shit sux but it's how it is here. ancient history I'm not bothered by it so dw
>>6099441
Yea. I wish I was a cis girl where I could be super skinny but still have a little bit of boob
>>6099450
I'll look into ensure then I guess. See if it fits what I need
>I think you need to get that prescribed by your doctor
Honestly I should just ask him what he thinks I should do. I imagine that's something he commonly gives advice out for.
>>6099412
every little loves to hear their mommy's voice. maybe you could even try a lullaby.
>>6099414
pretty samey. thinking about food mostly, but getting food is such a chore. and i need to wait for my hair to finish drying too
>>6099223
>height
6'1
>weight
160 lbs
>race
white
>ethnicity
white american
>sexual orientation
pan
>religion
idk
>how long have you been on moans?
1.5 years
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
3
>>6099454
>tfw in the Deep South and no one won't beat my degenerate ass
Feels bad man
WAIT A MINUTE. THIS HAS BEEN ESTROGEN THE WHOLE TIME
>>6099469
Unlucky bro lmao. Looks like you got pranked
>>6099435
Yeah, every time I think about doing it I get so nervous that I want to cry.
>>6099450
Howdy.
I was using it on and off for a few years when I didn't have access to physical instruments and managed to make some shitty hip-hop beats and wannabe breakcore.
>>6099466
you are a disgusting person
Did anyone else grow up watching wrestling? This free channel here that everyone had used to air WWE all the time. Even the pay-per-view events which was awesome, too young so missed the glory days of cactus jack but I got to see his ass thrown of a cell by the undertaker at least.
Fucking 2008 WWE went full kid friendly, no blood no swearing, no chicks in bikinis, man fuck this.
>>6099458
>Honestly I should just ask him what he thinks I should do.
I'm guessing he does, since mine did, and it's definitely a better idea than drinking a pint of raw fat, that's for sure.
btw, there's a few store versions (standard, protein, lite) and a theraputic version. I'm not sure what the difference is with the theraputic type, but that one needs to be prescribed.
>>6099469
aaaaaaaAAAAAAA stop posting that picture I'm so scared of needles
>>6099463
Stop being lazy and go get it~ Whatcha wanna get anyway?
>>6099482
I never got to watch much of it, my uncles did though. I had no real interest in it, or any sport for that matter, so I always went off to do something else like drawing.
>>6099482
Watched it from 2009-2014, so after it went PG. CM Punk, Dolph Ziggler and Evan Bourne were my favourites
>tfw finally starting to do my injections without anxiety again
YAY
>>6099482
>wrestling
>not K-1
cartman....why?
>>6099485
Thank you for the information!
Fortunately right now I'm not technically considered underweight, but I'm kinda borderline so idk if he'd prescribe something. But maybe he would suit since I keep dropping weight all the time and can't seem to stop. We'll see what happens I guess
I've been up since 5am working on projects and homework please someone let me die
>>6099482
oh man
I still have a bin full of my 100+ wrestling action figures, plus the different rings/titantrons/cages/title belts for the action figures. I was super into wrestling as a kid. I think I still have a Deadman Inc shirt and a John Cena chain necklace somewhere too.
Didn't watch past 2002 - 2007 because I grew out of it, but I watched bits and pieces since then (especially when CM Punk was wrestling), plus I've got the WWE Network to watch a bunch of old shit
Does taking estrogen and spiro 3 times daily help along the process faster as opposed to twice a day? This dosages would be 2mg of the estrogen and 190mg of the spiro. I was thinking of doing it 8 hours apart. Any selfmedders that can chime in?
>>6099476
Spartan just wants to be held ;~; by someone bigger and stronger than him
>>6099515
It's going OK. Skipped my workout last night because I was high though. Not sure if I should do it today or not. How about you?
>>6099477
>wannabe breakcore
I did that too! (it sucks)
https://soundcloud.com/isotera/trifling
And I use Reason because I don't have access to analog synthesizers. I would totally use a Supernova for my synths if I had the money.
As far as physical instruments go, I've only got my bass. Used to have a guitar, but I gave it to my sister as a gift. Thankfully, she's making better use of it than I would.
>>6099463
>every little loves to hear their mommy's voice
ehhhh... I'm gonna have to disagree
>>6099482
I grew up watching the wall with my sister, because all the other kids my age were playing vidya and watching cartoons. Thanks mom.
>>6099503
I'm in the lower 10th percentile of bmi, and I'm guessing you're in the same boat. If you're losing weight, I would consider asking your doctor about it even more.
>>6099515
Yuh-huh!
>>6099520
noooo, if you take too much estrogen, it gets converted to testosterone, which actually slows the process
>>6099515
>W-will you get me Mario?
the game?
yes
a badly aging italian plumber irl?
no. I need to keep you safe. you have to date people that arent creepy.
>>6099521
*her
And you gotta keep faith that someday you will be, and work towards that goal. If you just give up or think "it'll never happen," then you're guaranteed to never get what you want. Transition as best as you can until you're comfortable with yourself, and then seek out a big bear-man to make you his own!
>>6099481
I know man.
Why won't anyone beat me?
>>6099368
Isla are you leaving??
>>6099532
That is the dream. Although I prefer normal guys to Bears. I just want to be super weak in comparison
>>6099489
i dont know what i want to get, which is the eternal issue. what to eat for dinner has always been the hardest decision of my life
>>6099515
good girl. youll make a fine mommy yet
>>6099520
i take my e three times a day for 6mg total, but i only take spiro twice a day. 200mg of spiro is what i was on when i still had testicles, and i havent gone lower than 6 of e and going up to 8 gave me nasty side effects
>>6099492
Yeah youre a girl alright, every guy I knew wrestled when we saw that shit on TV. That Cena vs JBL no rules I-quit-match, so much blood, choking, chairs, stairs, on the concrete through the tables, choking, punching, kicking and falling oh lawd.
>>6099495
I feel really sorry for you, you missed out on the greatest era. Have you ever gotten to see Vince McMahon go out on the ring and bleed for his company and beat his stars senseless? WWE was amazing.
https://youtu.be/9hMp65SzyTU
Cactus Jack gets back up on the cell and then later gets chokeslammed through it and lands on the mat below, my god, this man.
>>6099499
Wrestling fueled my desire for violence when young, all my mates wrestled, we broke all of our parents beds.
>>6099527
Yea pretty much me. I'll ask my doctor for sure! Thank you!
>pic
I really like that manga :) it's been a while since the translation got updated though
>>6099541
>breaking beds
>>6099527
I met a guy who owned an analog synth once. Some Korg, IIRC. I've never played with one for an extended amount of time, but I know the basics of synth design because I downloaded some free VST.
>amen
the classic
>>6099509
>Didn't watch past 2002 - 2007 because I grew out of it
Thats a great timeframe anyways, some of the best shit happened then.
>>6099528
Yay, thanks mom
And thanks for keeping me safe from aging Italian plumbers, you're the best <3
>>6099523
Awe, best to keep on it, habits are hard to make but easy to break.
I skipped my workout last night because I injured my leg, but I'm working out right now.
>>6099527
Nuh uh! Don't make me bully you
>>6099539
Thanks honk :3
I'll do my best
I want to play dragon age origins
>tfw u hate urself and want to die
>>6099547
I did 10k today on low protein diet. And then had to hibernate in a half dusphoric haze due to no energy.
It's taken just as much determination it took to get these muscles as it does to lose them.
>>6099053
Isn't everyone born in a woman's body though? Well, FtM fathers aside...
>>6099572
Anyone would in your shoes maddie, you have quite the despicable behaviour and morality.
>>6099223
>height
5'5"
>weight
117 lbs.
>race
White/Native
>ethnicity
Canadian
>sexual orientation
Bisexual
>religion
Atheist
>how long have you been on moans?
19.5 months
>how many surgeries have you had, if any?
None
>>6099080
I nearly killed myself last year. It's not a good feeling when you come close to doing it
>>6099537
god damn sissies
>>6099584
the worst feeling is waking up in hospital desu senpai
>>6099579
I don't like her either. She's a self absorbed cunt. It's like one of those imitation mean popular girls at school but with a dick and man body.
>>6099543
Any time!
It's hard to keep putting out fresh TLs when you're doing it for free, so I definitely sympathize, even if I want more now.
>>6099537
I have a new perspective on why my cousin likes her boyfriend. He's huge, but gentle. hnng...
>>6099552
oh, what are your favorite VSTs?
>amen
That snare is so good. I kinda wanna start using it in my other tracks.
>>6099562
Yuh-huh! bullying me would just prove me right <3
btw, we image capped
>>6099586
im so glad ur alive and didnt die :3
>>6099215
In ten years? Almost zero. Look into adoption.
>>6099588
Shes just a mean bitch, fantasizes about cucking guys and openly exlaims it then gets her hugsquadron to swoop in and defend her, just lol.
Cant imagine she'll ever score anything beyond a one-night-stand with her ugly personality and attitude.
>>6099552
Oh, I'm working on my mastering. Decided to rebuild Marisa's theme from scratch. Let me know if it sounds full enough.
https://soundcloud.com/isotera/love-colored-master-spark-2/s-EwtXk
>>6099080
it happens if you leave your depression untreated. It's not a good place to be, you can't feel anything anymore but pain. Your distorted reality makes you believe that you cause more damage then good by existing so you reach a mental breaking point that overrides your basic human survival instinct to survive. I wouldn't wish that dark place on anyone.
>>6099590
The only VST I ever used was the TAL Noisemaker, the free synth I downloaded. I used that for everything except drums, which I would either sample from songs I liked, chop up from breakbeats, or use an 808 emulator or drum machine samples.
>>6099606
Oh Tinkerbell why are you so crazy?
>>6099612
but for real pls let me die
>>6099598
And face. Don't forget her ugly man face either. That is a two faced cunt. I have no clue why anyone likes her. She comes here to fake complain about the gay guys she hooks up with to rub everyone's nose in it. Don't get me started on the 10 kilos of makeup she uses in selfies while fake whining about her ugly man face to fish for compliments and symphony. Truly a disgusting fetishist freak.
new thread?
>>6099608
You should definitely check out Massive. Native Instruments offers a demo of it that basically gives you the full version, but forces you to only use it in 30-minute intervals.
Also, Dune 2 is sick for trance synths.
>>6099562
I might do it after I get my food and gas. Iunno.
>>6099621
madds why do you come here if a bit of trolling upsets you so? It's really not healthy, paying attention to what anons say.
>>6099614
I have no idea :(
>>6099621
On Wednesdays we wear pink.
>>6099223
185cm
76kg
british
mixed with turk
I like dicks
transcendentalism
about a year yay
never