/mtfg/ - Lewd Edition

better thread desu

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>>6088899
tiny ham

therapedungeon#

>>6088899
>Let's do our best, girls!

>tfw your partner pushes you against the wall, holds your hands above your head, and kisses while you can't escape.

I pretended to be happy and my day turned out okay. I wish it lasted more than a few hours.

fucking patron warrior

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transbian thread btw

straights get out

kill all men desu

valerie solanas is my waifu

>>6088899
It's been a coupla weeks since I last did anything lewd, once this coursework's done I think I'm gonna get this catboy to fuck me.

Daily reminder that if you did not pass before hrt
you will not pass after hrt.

please be my patron on patreon

>>6088921

A G P
G
P

non-trutrans get out

>>6088916

I need some of that.

>>6088914
need more ham

>>6088867
That's baka shit fampai, sorry about that :c

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Let me repost then:

Worst case scenario, if my spiro doesn't arrive in the mail then I'm just going to have to see a gender therapist and get a prescription.

In the meantime I guess I would save up my money for transitioning and take lots of saw palmetto.

>>6088942
o.o Why wouldn't it arrive in the mail?

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Who dying inside because of midterms rn?

>>6088867 →
> played violin for a while
> wants to play flute in band
mom: "but that's... why don't you pick a different instrument, honey?"
> wtf mom
> drops violin
> plays bass through high school to repress

I currently produce hardtek.

>>6088948
Uhhh finals next week?

>>6088945
Because I live in a shithole where things get stolen, and because there's always a chance that customs would seize it

>>6088948
faye get in the fuckin t i n ycat pls

>>6088948
>>6088953
Finals here too, I'm screwed

>>6088953
>tfw you stick by your decision and keep being told that your instrument is for girls the whole time

>>6088954
Oh :c
I hope the thieves are smart enough to not steal random pills from people's mailboxes and porch steps then. Oh, and I hope customs fucks off, it's not illegal to order drugs from overseas.

>lewd edition

how about lewd tripfags?

motherless

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>>6088912

my thoughts exactly.

>>6088932

patroneononon

>>6088948

babe :(
>tfw dying on the outside because of epilating
how's your studying going?

>>6088954
go to bed hannah stop being a worry wart

>>6088963
>bullying

>>6088963
these better not be vids of robin doing scat stuff

>Love women
>Hate looking like a man
>want to look like a woman/cute/girly
>being a man isn't 100% terrible
i'm so confused

>>6088953

Bass is awesome, though. Upright or electric?

>>6088963
trip on edgar you fucking stalker, gross & reported

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>>6088969
I want to be buillied

Whats the worst thing that could happen If I come out? Besides being murdered and stuff.

>>6088971
Try hormones, if they make you feel more dysphoric then stop them.
Instead of putting people through this stress we should just have mandatory HRT for middle schoolers for like, two months.

>>6088976
I became comfortable enough to fall in love and get my heart broken. That was a shitty transition side effect.

>>6088976
having your means of transition and means of communication with the outside world confiscated, being locked indoors etc. so your parents can "protect" you from whatever nasty influence they think made you think this way?

which is what I'm scared will happen to me if I come out before I move out from my parents' house.

>>6088962
Yep I hope so too lol, and thanks
>>6088967
Okay, okay I'm going to bed now anon. Goodnight :3

>>6088963
robin nobody wants to see you acting out your fetishes

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>>6088974
Do I make it that obvious?
You jealous?

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>>6088966
Sorry I freaked out on you yesterday
I've just been on edge lately without my hrt

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>>6088981
try hormones? Isn't there a giant process of getting them?

>>6088974
T-trip?
>>6088975
Das bad :c
>>6088976
Your family disowns you I guess? It's illegal in a lot of places to discriminate against trans people, but perfectly legal in a lot of others.
>>6088984
Tell us before you move in with them on like, skype or something. Keep in constant contact with us so we know to call the police if we have to.

>>6088991
that's the plan already

>>6088990
Order them online! Perfectly legal and a good way of sticking it to those gatekeeping assholes that would deny you!

>>6088987
>>6088970
It isn't. this is the newest of new trip sluttery.
nothing to do with robin!

>>6088963
i feel sorry for oddish

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>>6088959
I just said fuck it. I'm going to take my notes and finish my essays, but I'm not studying shit. Don't feel like having a depressive episode just because I got bored and let my mind wander.

>>6088981
HRT should just be more acceptable for trials. My dad thinks it's a permanent decision, and once you start you can never go back.

>>6088961
I started repressing in 4th grade. I picked flute because I was genuinely interested in the instrument. I wasn't affirmatively trans yet at the time.

>>6088976
After I came out, I had a nightmare that someone was standing over my bed with a knife.
>>6088991
Yeah, getting disowned is the worst aside from being killed.

>>6088990
Kinda. The hard part is finding the place and setting up the appointment.

>>6088999
I do too, but because of the bullying. I'm guessing you feel sorry for her becaue of an assholish reason.

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>>6088989

i don't recall you freaking out on me at all.

>>6088998

don't be rude.

>>6089000

nice digits.

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>>6088966
Bad, also I cut my hair so I could pass as a boy

>>6089003
umm what? i feel bad because ppl keep posting these vids, dumbass

who was she camming for?

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>clearing old clothes from drawers
>early transition andro/boy mode clothes
Heh

>>6089000
I was starting to become aware, but it wasn't really for affirmation, it just seemed funny considering my first private teacher was a man.

>>6089014
can i have the top?

>>6089007
dem hips

>>6089014
>pink plaid
It looks kinda cute.

>>6089013
Chaturbate. She said it was so she could buy food but she ended up just spending the money on a wii u. idk if you and that other guy should really feel bad for her, i don't think she really cares or is embarrassed. she's doing it for fun i think

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>>6089007
>capri pants

>>6089014
not capri pants

>>6089022
>Chaturbate
oh, nvm then.
i thought it was a private skype show and someone exposed her

>>6089022
of all the things to whore yourself out for, a fucking wii u? really?

>>6089014
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRb8aYHSJjs

get in the rapedungeon pls

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>tfw big pasta dinner to myself

wish i had a friend

>>6089022
>>6089029
lost all of the respect I had for oddish, which was originally none.

>>6089026
nah, just a literal whore
remember when she used to talk about wanting to be pure and loved? ;_;
chaturbate / pumkinsquibotp

>>6089017
I actually think I'm gonna hold onto the top, I can probably still find a use for it. Want some cargo pants though?

>>6089021
Thanks. ^^
Guess my friend picked well.

>>6089024
Cargo capris would look pretty weird

to open a can of pringles or to not open a can of pringles?

>>6089041
i did it yesterday and ate the whole goddamn thing.

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>>6089007

you know even if you did cut all your hair off, i'd still be the man between us.

>>6089022
>>6089034
>>6089036

>sex work is only okay if you're starving to death or have no other choice

stop being mean to her. what do you get out of doing this? genuinely curious.

>>6089041
JUST BE SURE THAT YOU KNOW, IF YOU OPEN THEM YOU CAN'T POP JUST ONE

PRINGLES ARE MARKETED TO MAKE YOU FAT KAYLA DON'T FALL FOR IT

>>6089007
fuuuuccc. will hormones give me hips like you faye?? youre so beautiful im glad you exist

>>6089042
who fucking doesn't eat the whole tube?

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>>6088963
>chubby shemale

>>6089030
...what?

>>6089039
I think they're a lot less likely to fit me. Just cause we could share pajama pants doesn't mean we could swap something with no stretch. Dem hips.
Just figured the top looked small enough for me if you didn't want.

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>>6089006
they're not hard to get on small boards

>>6089016
My private teachers have all been girls; I had one really cute one for a long time.

>>6089014
I'm slowly gathering girl mode clothes. Right now it's still all very andro/boy. Might just keep wearing sweatshirts forever.

>>6089048
seriously.

>>6089043
You know those 3 people you quoted aren't all the same person, right?

Also if you don't know why people would be mean to oddish then you must habve just joined this general a week ago

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>>6089007
your body is beautiful bb #trans #gender #goals

>>6089050
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0u2NacNDcmY

>>6088948
>tfw finals next week
Kill me desu
>>6089041
What flavor? It better be the pizza one

>>6089052
Most of these cargo pants are actually too tight for me. Remember, I was a tweaker in early transition and really fucking skinny. Would a size 6 fit?

>>6089033
I'll be your friend! Spaghetti and DS9 sounds pretty good rn

>>6089065
Yeah, possibly. My bottoms are all 4-8.
Don't you think cargo pants are too butch for me? :^)

>>6089014
>tfw need to buy summer girl-clothes
>tfw rely on the bulkiness and bagginess of winter sweaters and trousers to hide my body
>tfw clothes that look not like trash cost lots of money

>>6089043
>sex work is only okay if you're starving to death or have no other choice

wether or not you find sex work morally right or wrong is completely subjective, if she is insulted, or embarrassed by it then she morally views it as wrong. If she didn't think it was wrong she wouldn't care, but she toooooooootally does. It's great just to show her there are consequences.
>>6089058
You're cute, we should date.

>>6089068
i only have tng downloaded right now

>>6089043
not being mean but why did she try to act like she was so innocent before?

she always had an opinion about everyone else
she always used to come here with some turbo emo entitled hipster attitude
all I said was I lost all respect for her

>>6089058
No you
>>6089047
I really regret trying to wear a padded bra when I took that pick tho, big boobs don't look good in those
>>6089043
As long as I get sird socially and you pillow princess me privately I'm not concerned about the rest of it
>>6089024
They were in a year and a half ago when I took that photo

>>6089049
>chubby shemale
She described herself as chubby in her fucking chaturbate profile, what was I supposed to call it?
I am not a creative woman.

>>6089072
also this

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>>6089058
Please excuse my gross arms. I already know I need to gain weight. (Yeah, I know at least two people will say it anyway.)

>>6089043
>what do you get out of doing this?

same what happened Cassie

>>6089081
well i guess it's tough love. like anon said above she now knows that there are consequences

>>6089074
tng is fine too desu

>>6089087
literally triggered :( nice bod bb

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>>6089057

i do know that, yes.
i don't know. she's never seen any more, or less mean than anyone else.

>>6089072

it seems more like you're the one who thinks it's wrong. "consequences" imply you think she did something deserving repercussion.

>>6089076

i don't ever remember her acting innocent, but i suppose if you have a different experience it's not really my place to say otherwise.

>>6089077

too bad you were ma'am'd non-stop publicly and on top of me, pinning me down privately :^)

>>6089087
Honestly you're not like, a skeleton or anything, but having your belly and everything so skinny makes the muscles in your arms look a lot thicker by comparison. So as weird as it sounds gaining a bit of weight might make you look skinnier, proportionally

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angry orc is a fun!
>>6089087
>ywn have this

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I want to get a tattoo. Do you think this would look nice?

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>>6089101
Or this

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>>6089087
am i the only one who saw this in my head?

>>6089077
small boobs ftw

so im 6 months hrt as of a couple days ago..been almost full time since 2..adjusting nicely for the most part..still hate my body a lot..i have hip pain almost every night so i think they're growing..also my gf noticed that shes taller than i am now so maybe ive been shrinking or something.

>>6089087
looks like a female version of 2D from Gorillaz

>>6089101
>>6089102
No, tattoos like that look awful and you will look awful if you get them. The only people who will like them are the alt crowd.

>>6089087
do you have klinefelter's syndrome?

>>6089104
>tfw no hip pain
fug

congrats on being fulltime already though, I wish I could be

>>6089098
I actually don't think it's wrong at all.
>i don't ever remember her acting innocen
she's a weeb. Before she started camwhoring, like, two months ago, all she talked about was how she wish she was a pure girl. I mean, >tfw you just want to be pure
is probably an exact quote.

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I hope she is having fun without me. ;~;

>>6089105
That's one of the weirdest comparisons I've ever heard.

>>6089110
iktf

>>6089104
Neat how old are??

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>>6089069
Idk, you dress butch, although it would be funny if my old fashion sensibilities were too butch. What do you think. Also, that top was easy to repurpose.

>>6089071
Iktf, early transition feels

>>6089054
Sweatshirts are comfy but way too hot for summer. Got anything cooler? ;~;

>>6089101
You can't get tattoos like that, they'll look horrible in ten years you need thick black line work

>>6089102
This is fine

>>6089098
lesbihonest she should have expected it

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>>6089104
How old are you? I want to know if I still have a chance to get that kinda hip growth ;~;

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>>6089101
I like lace and geometrical patterns, just me though.

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Is it weird that I had no urge to come to mtfg for the past few days? Am I almost free?

>>6089115
Cute.
Yah considering I still keep boy tops and boy shorts on hand I don't think girl cargos are too butch for me.
Also, I think I'm keeping two skorts, a tank, and a bikini from stuff I tried on today. Definitely boyish stuff right?

>>6089123
thats a good thing
>>6089115
>elanna confirmed for qt-ist here
@_@

>>6089093
Well hey, your post FFS face triggers me pretty hard too.

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>>6089115
>dat crotch
i'm fucking triggered

>tfw all p and no v

>>6089100
hearthstone is gay.

>>6089107
I have no reason to think so. My hips are wide and I have alien arms but I hardly show any of the other common symptoms.

>>6089108
it took a couple months but i really started noticing change there around 4 months i think.
>>6089114
>>6089118
i started when i was 22. im 23 now.
others say the cut off is around 25 or whatever but it could be memes. also i was a defective male and puberty was easy on me.

>>6089103
You can shit on me all you want but let's see your body too.

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>>6089129
i-ive never had ffs *_*

might get a few touchups in the future with spiegel or something though

>>6089108
oh also i wasnt passing then but i also had nothing to lose in my life so it was easier for me

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>>6089136
I started at 21, so I guess there's hope. But puberty started to give me the fuck around @19 so maybe not.

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>look at arms while taking a break from epilating
>they look fairly small
>the rest of me looks small too
>tfw this is the first time i've felt like that in months despite the fact that i'm short and most of my female friends are bigger than i am

thanks, dysphoria, i give it another 3 days before i think i look like the hulk.

>>6089111
It's true though, right?

>>6089136
I'm 6 months in, started at just before 21
but I masculinised early, started balding at 16 ;-; I think all my bones are fused now, urgh

>>6089138
surprised you havent seen it. she posted her nudes all over /b/

>>6089125
Totally boyish :^)
I'll set the size 6 cargos aside for next time I see you then. My old flared raver pants might fit you too although I suspect they're not really your style ;_;

>>6089127
No, not by a long shot. Thanks though.

>>6089132
They fit about the same as they did when I tucked though ;_;

>>6089139
how do you decide what you need? i'm trying to block out sections of my face to see potential but i dont know what my bad features are besides my nose.

>>6089133
yeah it is.
>>6089136
>tfw outlier hon when you started blockers at 17

>>6089148
I dunno, are you just going after the arms? Otherwise, I don't really get it.

>>6089157
i have a minor brow ridge that is not a problem for passing but i fixate on it and itd make me feel better. i dont think i need much other than that but usually a nosejob comes with that work as well.

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I'M SO SICK OF WAITING FOR MY HORMONES. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

>>6089115
tfw elanna will never go camping with you and share stories in our tent near the campfire

>>6089105
>>6089159

I see it.

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I need a new nose, and a new face, and a new body

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I am always wondering who she is talking to and who she gives her attention to anymore. Does this ever go away?

>>6089171
you need to kill yourself kid

>>6089163
>>6089157
>tfw try blocking out parts of your face in paint
>tfw it doesn't work because no matter how much you cover up it doesn't look okay til you've blacked your whole head out

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I also really like this design

>>6089177
yeah I know

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>>6089180
And this

>>6089171
You look fine Kayla, don't worry so much!
>>6089174
Never completely, unless you have somebody else to occupy your heart.
>>6089177
>diaper fetishists telling other people to kill themselves
>>6089179
Smoke more weed senpai lmao

>>6089136
ok. I'm 19, so maybe.

>>6089153
>flared raver pants
that's actually my kinda style
>>6089115
I mean, I have t-shirts, but I hate my hairy arms.
I'm known for wearing sweatshirts in early summer already.

>>6089157
brow ridge, nose, cheeks and jawline are things to look at.

>>6089177
kayla is my friend don't be mean to her please

I had an idea for a gritty cyberpunk dystopian story and wrote a page and showed it to my best friend and he said it was a good first draft and had potential as a story

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>friend's gf (or maybe ex I dunno) keeps inviting me over to hang out with her
>always wants it to be just us
>don't know what to even say or do if I accept the offer

uhhh is watching anime a thing? cuz that's about all im good at besides making lame puns wtf why is being an adult to hard

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>>6089179
will you ever give up?

go outside

seems like the only visual you have of yourself is how you look on a webcam

just stop

you are unproductive and trying to produce a fantasy

fag

>>6089163
yeah i think i'm looking at the same stuff..shorten/smooth my brow..get my nose fixed a litte..kind of thinking about having the corner of my jaw shaved a little too. can i get trachea shave before everything else?

>>6089193
Write the rest then! Congrats on getting approval from a friend ^-^
>>6089194
>having friends
And just anime and chill lol ;3

>>6089194
*too

>>6089198
yeah! i forgot about that, ill get a trach shave as well with the other procedures probs. maybe in a couple years ill change my mind and only get the trach shave though, who knows. im still pretty early in my transition and my insecurities might change

>>6089201
I'm not sure where to take it other than crashing headlong into the plot but I haven't established the world or characters

>>6089190
yeah gonna once I've finished my essay, need to be salient for now

>>6089193
nice, congrats
it's the best subgenre
I'm currently planning a screenplay to write once I'm settled down during the summer
it's sorta Reservoir Dogs meets Twelve Monkeys meets There Will Be Blood set in the early 18th century.

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>>6089201
is having friends bad? i have like 15-20ish I haven't really stopped and counted

>>6089205
oops i meant to put so

june 5th can't come fucking fast enough, its the day of my final and the day I move out, also get a nice party that night too
One more month of not being a grown up

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>>6089194

If she's a normie then anime might be a little out there. You could try to get her into it with some entry level stuff like Fullmetal Alchemist or Death Note.

By the way, do you have anything other than Skype? I never use that since all my friends are on Steam.

>>6089206
yeah same..im starting to like myself finally..feels good :')

>>6089195
lol I look in mirrors too though

>you are unproductive and trying to produce a fantasy
>go outside
sometimes idk if you know how dysphoria works when you say this stuff, no offence intended

>>6089212
Mines basically just a dark look at the human condition, as all dystopian stories are
It's like
Malnourished wage slave wants to fight the oppressive caste system but doesn't know how

i want to kiss kayla desu

>>6089135
And your chest, and your shoulders, can't see the face but it looks like a text book body type. I'd check sometime

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>>6089191
>tfw will likely never fit into my old raver gear again
Woe ;_; I'm legit pretty sad, I hope I can fit them after losing 10 more pounds.
Have you tried shaving your arms?

>>6089223
really? I never had a kiss before

>>6089210
Writing takes time, you don't have to rush it. There are workshops and stuff for it that you can pay for, and free stuff online you can learn from. I basically just practiced writing all on my own because I was semi-lonely and repressed throughout school, and all I had for entertainment were little notebooks to write stories in.
I still stink at writing tho lol :p
>>6089212
Lol, good luck finishing your essay!
>>6089213
No, it's actually very good. I wish I could make more friends, but I'm shitty at even holding on to the friends I've got left from high school... :c
>>6089214
It's good that you have something to look forward to! I hope that time comes quickly for you :3

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>>6089144
You like disappear next to me, you're tiny as fuck, even if you aren't under developed 5'4 tier

>>6089233
me neither

>>6089229
>>tfw will likely never fit into my old raver gear again

b-but your going to get groped for being a girl if you go to raves....

>>6089229
seriously stop showing your crotch off, ugh I am so jealous

>>6089229
>>tfw will likely never fit into my old raver gear again
Summer goals!

>>6089144
How short does the hair have to be for arm epilating to be viable?

>>6089234
I'm going to see how far I can get with only character development and world building but my thought process on paper works a lot like film noir and it's like 80% descriptive language

>>6089215
ill have to see how normie she is x.x
I only have Skype but I can try DL something else

>>6089234
you can do it anon!

>>6089222
I've got so much stuff I want to write, I basically had to put it on hold when my degree started 'cause I'd fail otherwise but it's my main hobby. Hopefully I can get back into it during my meagre free time once I'm in a stable job.

>>6089250
I don't have a job and I'm considering not going back to university, but that requires a job
I want to be the artist and get paid to be creative

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>>6089229
it grows back, and hrt isn't effective yet ;~;
> mfw I'm bitching about easily fixable problems

I'm starting to get involved in the rave scene. Kinda wanna either be a DJ or a producer.

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>>6089239
Tell me more about these races you speak of

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>>6089249

Nah, don't trouble yourself for me. The thread's just fine. I'm about to go to sleep soon though, so you have a good night.

>>6089258
have a good night!

>>6089257
RAVES

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>talking about writing
ugh just stop. I have a 12 page paper on the treaty of Versailles due soon.

>>6089257
>Tell me more about these races you speak of

SPICS

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>>6089235

i know you had told me it felt like hugging any other girl, which helped, but idk ;_; dysphoria sux.

>>6089245

like half an inch? maybe a lil less. it can't be prickly.

>>6089257
>>6089266

cackling

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Are floral patterns acceptable for mtfs or will it just scream hon?
I usually just wear a mix of solid colours, so I dunno

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Which /mtfg/ trip has the best oki game? +frames on block prefered

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hi thanks for ordering pats your total is $XX.xx thanks so much i hope i see you again soon c:

>>6089269
one on the left looks super cute, give me a link

>>6088963
tfw only one person has seen a lewd vid of u

>>6089122
I like the watercolor/paint-like ones

>>6089193
neat, wuts it about?

>>6089269
I read somewhere that horizontal stripes emphasize a broad chest, I think. If that's not a problem for you, I guess they should be fine?

>>6089254
good luck with that senpai :P I'd love to write for a living but it just doesn't seem possible in the real world, at least here
If I was able to live with my parents comfortably I'd be set for life, they want me to come back and live with them forever after I finish uni but... you know the story.

>>6089269
im also interested

>>6089272
why is your skin getting so good? share your secrets

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>>6089272
I'd literally order pizza twice a night
>>6089268
>making fun of me
Don't talk to me or my daughter or my daughter or my daughter or my son ever again

>>6089272
here's $3.14 in tips, because you are a qt3.14

>>6089257
Depends on where you go and who's djing. S3rl and Gammer's crowds are about as threatening as a pack of weebs, but you should bring mace to something like Deadmau5 or Bassnectar.

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Is sexual pleasure really worth destroying your minds careful chemical equilibrium by taking HRT?

>>6089274
Uniqlo Liberty London Collab

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>>6089270

W H A T
T H E
F U C K

>>6089280

o m f g
i'm getting dizzy

>>6089285
like masturbating?

>>6089268
Okay, thanks
Wait, prickly? What do you mean?

>>6089285
>sexual pleasure
wut? the only sexual pleasure i want rn is a good dicking desu

>>6089270
kayla is so OP in this game

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>>6089257
I hear people do drugs at them but I don't know anything about that

>>6089255
Oooh, what kinda music do you spin? I used to DJ ;_;

>>6089244
My hips have widened, I'll try but I dunno if it's gonna happen ;_;

>>6089240
Wat

>>6089239
This has happened to me ;~;

>>6089169
;_;

>>6089295
can you post your naked butt please

>>6089291
Go back to Trueselves traitor

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>>6089295
>>6089153
>No, not by a long shot. Thanks though.
liar

>>6089295
Mostly hardtek, gabber and freeform/harddance, but J-core and UKHC are fun.

u?

i want a gf

>>6089289
Masturbating isn't ingesting external chemicals

>>6089291
Is that worth ruining your chemical equilibrium?

>>6089275
Ukrainian refugee-turned-third shift wage slave struggles to overcome discrimination and depression in Turkish megalopolis

>>6089305
same

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>>6089300
s-stalker also ive only posted there twice
>>6089308
but modifying my body with hormones makes me feel a lot better and more confident about myself to the point where i can actually live life.

ambien kicking in
good night ladies

>>6089295
>This has happened to me ;~;

pre-hrt?

>>6089308
Nice buzzwords.
Anyway, antidepressants and such which are arbitrarily and legally forced on people do far more harm than hormones do. You're barking up the wrong tree.

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>>6089315
You're already one with them

>>6089316
sweet dreams kayla <3

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>>6089315
So why does an exponentially larger number of people on HRT suicide than normal?

>>6089316
nini Kayla~

>>6089321
Yah agree antidepressants are super over prescribed and they literally destroy your mind while they try to see which one it'll react to properly

>>6089328
>exponentially
stop using words you don't know the meaning of, it's fucking embarrassing. what the fuck is your independent variable in this relationship?

>>6089323
>going to a gay bar
>ever
ur right thats gross. it seems boring and dead. not really my thing
>>6089328
muh meme statistics

idk, i dont really care honestly. my choice was right for me and im definitely not going to kill myself. if anything, starting hormones saved my life

>>6089332
when instead you could just be vaping weed
pretty silly tbqh

>>6089310
cool, so slav in the shell

>>6089328
>citation
And because people with gender dysphoria are more likely to kill themselves. HRT saves some of us, but others aren't saved because of people who don't understand us making life harder for us all.
>>6089332
IKR?

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>>6089321
Antidepressants are within the exact same genre as HRT

used to mask mental problems to make the patient feel better

in the process it ruins their chemical equilibrium

>>6089335
an item increasing exponentially doesnt mean it's an experiment.. or a graph..

>>6089336
>this statistic isnt real because i dont want it to be

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>>6089315
From that standpoint, I'd say that taking HRT is actually establishing equilibrium, not destabilizing it.

>>6089302
>>6089295
breakcore and dnb as well

>>6089302
Techno, minimal, garage, house and psytrance. I basically like all electronic except dubstep and really bland cookie cutter edm. ;_;
I really wish there were actually a hardcore scene around here, the promoter that used to do hard dance shows basically switched to bland edm, and they stopped doing trance massives. Sucks ;_;

>>6089319
No, although I acted like a total faglord on MDMA pre :P

>>6089299
Blue board :P

>>6089301
No U

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>>6089339
One of the biggest studies on the experiences of transgender people was the 2011 National Transgender Discrimination Survey (NTDS). It found that in the U.S., 41 percent of transgender and gender non-conforming people had attempted suicide, compared to a national average of just 4.6 percent.
http://www.vocativ.com/culture/lgbt/transgender-suicide/
:')

>>6089340
should i take pimozide or go through electroshock therapy for my dysphoria bb? :^)

>>6089328
hrt is given to someone who has probably been abused more, has less money, and less hope then the average mom getting antidepressants because it's fall and she just had a new baby

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i was kinda feeling a bit down earlier today bc of dysphoria but when i looked at my pre hrt pics compared to now, it cheered me up seeing such a big difference.

i still don't look anything like a girl, (or remotely attractive) but i do look alot more feminine/sifter than i did before. it gives me hope that i might not be wasting my time after all c:

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>>6089345
you should get counselling for your mental issue instead of having it coddled

>>6089347
HRT is given to spoiled rich kids who's brains need to create problems to feel bad about

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how do u know if ur gay

>>6089340
I can kind of agree with you, but hormones don't have the exclusive goal of fucking with your brain. They're supposed to change your body to be more like your brain wants it to be.

>>6089355
didn't you just have some great sex with a guy?

>>6089344
Same study showed 20% of lesbians and gays attempted suicide, and if you cross reference all three group to reported abuse suicide rates seems very close to sexual assault/ physical abuse rates

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>felt great for 2 days
>feel like a piece of shit again
why

>>6088948
ma senpai :'(

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>>6088899
come into the therapedungeon, we have eclairs.

>>6089353
i have tho.
>arguing with trannies who have extremely positive effects saying that they shouldnt be doing what helps them
not gonna be too successful senpai. its late and im bored so keep posting pls

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>>6089357
Are you saying the point of HRT is to manipulate your brain to be like a woman?
Isn't that what your condition is?
it's supposed to change your body
the detrimental effect on the brain is a terrible side effect that leads to many lads dying

>>6089362
36% of transexuals suicide JUST because of bullying?
gays also, but 16%?

>>6089367
>extremely positive effects
literally all of you have terrible mood swings, suicidal thoughts, and mild/severe social isolation
desu

>>6089338
maybe?
not quite

>>6089340
it implies acceleration over time.

>>6089344
look, why are you here? nobody cares.

>>6089342
The only thing skrillex was good for is providing the tribecore scene with one or two great samples.

Seattle, LA, Phoenix and Houston are like the only places with rave scenes in the US. It's really fucking lame.

>>6089371
lol I was more joking but it sounds interesting

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>>6089376
Im getting more (you)s than your failtrap figure is landing you

>>6089355
maddie im gay 4u pls be gay 4me

>>6089370
>literally all of you have terrible mood swings, suicidal thoughts, and mild/severe social isolation
desu
as if we didn't have these before hrt

>>6089340
>>6089375
take a gander:
https://www.google.co.uk/?ion=1&espv=2#q=expontentially%20definition

>tfw you're a hon

>>6089379
I legit didn't even understand that sentence.

>>6089295
>My hips have widened, I'll try but I dunno if it's gonna happen ;_;
Oh yeah, once it starts being too much for hips it's RIP for old clothes.

>>6089350
>(or remotely attractive)
false. :3
>>6089363
Because brains are gay senpai
>>6089370
N-no! Dysphoria is what makes people an hero, HRT is supposed to change the body. There are some mental changes from HRT, but they're the result of hormones the same way that cis women are affected by their hormones. (PMS and being generally more emotional than cis men)

>>6089377
i mean it does get a bit psychological

>>6089370
>literally all of you have terrible mood swings
i dont. why do you say i do?
>suicidal thoughts
actually hrt made those better. i was suicidal before and did attempt suicide
>mild/severe social isolation
not really? im a bit of a shut in but i have friends and we hang out

sooo if youre so into quoting statistics wheres your stats for your claims? seems pretty baseless desu
>>6089379
have another (you) bb

>>6089385
me too :)

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>>6089290

prickly hairs only happen at a certain length after shaving when it's still short, basically.

>>6089355

if you really wanna hold a girl's hand. and kiss her. and feel her up. and drag your tongue along her whole body. basically.

>>6089370

i don't have terrible mood swings, or suicidal thoughts. though i socially isolate myself a lot since i live in PA, and the people here are...not my people. when i'm with friends in california or oregon i'm crazy and go out all the time.
then again, everyone thinks i'm a gay man on HRT anyways, so

>>6089382
uhuh...
whats this definition have to do with anything bud?

>>6089381
de su
it was extremely amplified since it was coddled and nurtured instead of treated through counselling

>>6089389
If that was true then all woman would the same suicide rate as transexuals, yes?
doesnt make much sense

>>6089392
ty

>>6089392
corn you are talking to a troll.

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>>6089400
forgot image :')

>>6089399
does ingesting harmful chemicals to your brain help fix these issues?

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>>6089401
so? who else is there to talk to in here rn
>>6089403
not rly. i like her

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>>6089403

honestly, more than anyone else, i find you annoying as fuck.

>>6089405

what issues?

>>6089403
Look who's fucking talking.

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jeez my puppy is getting SO big and he's SO cute with how protective he is, like he just heard the washing machine going in the distance and stood up and came over to us and just started ruffing at the noise

>>6089400
it means your whole premise "So why does an exponentially larger number of people on HRT suicide than normal?" makes zero sense as a sentence.

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>>6089385
iktf

>>6089389
i honestly dont see it. every time i have to look in the mirror i cringe and wanna cry at the back of my mind i think that trying to transition was a mistake and ill never look anything like a girl and i should go back to repressing and pretend to be happy again

but then i ignore it and do something to distract my thoughts seriously though i hate myself

>>6089342
>Blue board :P
please elanna you have no idea how badly i need this

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>>6089408
Your lack of friends?
Your social isolation that's even more detrimental?

>>6089419
4 squared is 16
40%>16%
what is hard about this?

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I'm scared....
Tornado sirens going off.
I'm hiding in my bathroom
Someone hold me plz

>>6089403
you forgot to take off your trip you nimrod!

>>6089376
I actually don't mind skrillex, although the fan base and what he spawned are the worst ;_;
Also idk, there's undergrounds everywhere if you know where to look, maybe not hard dance, but up until very recently I've been very happy with the number of things going on in Edmonton.

>>6089399
Wait so if I shave it'll be prickly? How do I get it short enough then?
>tfw you realize you want to lick your gf
Maybe not all over at once though

>>6089403
Kayla do you find maddie annoying because you think shes pretty, cause that's what it sounds like.

>>6089431
*hugs*

hang in there Red!

>idiots falling for the fake kayla meme every time

>>6089400
>it was extremely amplified since it was coddled and nurtured instead of treated through counselling

idk im more social and less suicidal now than ive ever been since my body started to poison me with testosterone

>>6089408
>honestly, more than anyone else, i find you annoying as fuck.
fucking ouch

>>6089388
Sad but true. I live in hope but I may need new rave pants.

>>6089423
I know but not tonight I need to spread out the butt pics :(

>>6089430
I just want to know why you keep posting drake u faggot.

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>>6089342
>blue board
c-can we compare butts irl then

pls

>>6089431
Be safe

>>6089417
woah hes really pretty! my bf and i are gonna get a dog sometime i hope
>>6089405
how are they harmful? there was a study about how hrt is fine long term but im too lazy to find it so im just gonna say back up your claims
>>6089430
idk. everything that ive experienced with hrt is positive. it was the best decision of my life to start it no ragrets famtron
>>6089438
yeah im way more social now. i used to be a depressed shell of a person who was nobody and had no friends. now im actually happy and have a new social life and a boyfriend
>>6089443
drakeposters suck

>>6089436
I'm safe in my bathroom I suppose.
I'm shaking tho....

>>6089355
When you look at the rainbow flag, do you see the invisible bands

>>6089295
how old were you when your hips widened?

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>>6089442
ok i will be patient i promise

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>>6089443
do you not like drake?

>>6089438
probably means that you'll get to 30 before your body starts to regenerate and you kill yourself

>>6089449
well familiamus have you ever considered living a normal life where you dont live by a gimmick coddled by a form of mild schizophrenia?

>>6089355
i just compare myself to her with absolutely no attraction >>

>>6089450
im here to talk to you if you need somebody! ur gonna b alright

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>>6089355
i am much homosex

>>6089420
Korra... I'm sorry that you feel this way, and I hope you feel better soon. You don't look like a girl *YET*, but you have to give it time and keep up the hormones, you know that! Please don't give up, you know stupid stuff like repression only leads to misery. You're really cool and fun to have around here, and I wish I could do more to make you feel better. Love ya, please feel better soon!

>>6089450
dont go near the tornado

>>6089431
Aww shit red, me too. It'll be k

>>6089430
oh my god
I hope you are never ever involved in a job that requires you to be good with statistics.

>>6089455
gay

>>6089279
hrt, lots of cocoa butter
>>6089280
id love to deliver to you desu
>>6089281
you jerk i drove 20 minutes to your house and waited another 10 before you even came outside and youre giving me 3 dollars?

>>6089454
yea i lived it for 20 years. it sucked. i tried to live as a gay femboy and i failed so hard it just made my life worse
>>6089454
>before your body starts to regenerate and you kill yourself
um so if you look at all the long time transitioners they dont remasculinize if they stay on hormones and tend to look younger because they dont go through menopause or have estrogen cycles

c'mon bb your arguments are really generic. you gotta be more created
>>6089468
rip

>>6089450
go to oz dorathy.. jk don't die.

>>6089431
D:
wrap yourself up tight in blankets and hide in a cupboard all warm and cozy until it's over <3
or get your ass to a shelter if you have one I suppose
it's a good job we don't have proper tornadoes in the UK, we get F1s at most

>>6089469
i-im sorry here's a 10 dollar tip because you're a 10 outta 10

>>6089370
>literally all of you have terrible mood swings, suicidal thoughts, and mild/severe social isolation
>LITERALLY
>ALL
>OF
>YOU
onion discarded.

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>>6089456
I'm going to be okay!
I feel safe inside the bathroom!
Nice suitemate (that likes to kiss me) is here too.
>>6089464
I know that!!!!
>>6089465
I hope you stay alright!