you MUST serenade someone here on clyp.it or vocaroo and post it here or else
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I would serenade if I wasn't at work ;-;
Will this edition survive the next 5 hours? Doubtful.
Life is pain.
or else what?
Rawr is a doxxing piece of shit and needs to kill itself as soon as possible.
>>6073396
there'll be heck to pay
>>6073397
like clockwork
>>6073386
i'm not drunk enough to serenade anyone
>>6073391
REPORT TO POLICE
How'd you even find out that he put a hit on you, this is seriously fucked up...
hiiii!
im being whipped like a good pet!!!!
Hey blind
>>6073398
https://clyp.it/tnp0j40q
square up, i will break you in half with my t-rage.
>>6073402
Somehow he told my sister who told my mom who told me.
>>6073404
Good girl, post pics.
>>6073404
i dont whip my dog when it's good. i usually give it a treat or pet it. i dont even whip it when it's bad.
I made chili cheese fries pizza. It was not as gross as it sounds. Semisweet chili with some spice. Shouldn't have used store bought crust though
>live in an apartment building with two other apartments besides mine
>first floor is nice hispanic family that always brings in my packages for me
>second floor is frat guys/college kids
>third floor is me
>whenever one of the fire alarms go off in any of the apartments, every single one goes off
>it's 2 am and the alarms have been going off for 20 minutes
>go downstairs to hear wtf is going on with them
>"DON'T DO THAT I TOLD YOU!"
>"GET THE TOWELS LIKE WHY ARE THEY ALL WET?"
>"OOWWWWW OMG"
>mfw
wtf are they doing down there? my pizza is already on the way. i'm prob gonna have to walk through that in a min.... ;_;
>>6073412
Just pretend you can't hear it
>>6073407
maybe this could be an opportunity to start anew beeps
report him to the police and then they can put you in the witness protection program and you can start a new life as a girl
>>6073407
Report this to the police, arm yourself, and move away asap. Basically, do everything that other anon said to do. please don't let yourself get killed.
>>6073412
you're going to get raped
>>6073412
that sucks
So how do these bathroom bills actually work? Do you like get arrested and charged as what? I don't understand. If you are trans and go to college do you get expelled?
>>6073412
I tell you I absolutely hated being in a barracks dorm, or being in charge of one, there's something about poor 18-24 year old men and fire that just doesn't mix
>went to see eddie the eagle
>cried in the cinema
it feels kind of weird having emotions again, after having been an empty shell of a human being for so long
I don't really know what to do
>>6073424
why didn't you suck thier dicks?
>>6073426
I'm into girls
>>6073425
all this talk about turning into an emotional wreck scares me
i already cry easily, whether it be happy or sad tears
i'm going to be a fucking mess on E lol
>>6073423
so far all we've heard is a lesbian got thrown out of the ladies'
I mean I think
I'm not in burgerstan
>>6073423
They don't know. They literally did not think that far. Police departments don't know how to enforce this shit.
>transbian
>agp
>fetishist
plz just go and stay go
I don't see any serenading being done.
>>6073408
https://unsee.cc
/ginubape/
>>6073409
i love whipping!
>>6073434
SHOW ME YOUR PUSSY, NOW!
P lewd desu
>tfw not sucking a thick, glistening cock right now
>>6073432
>turning into an emotional wreck
a bit misleading desu
I started out an emotionless wreck, so all that needed to happen was for me to be able to cry again
it's better this way
>>6073438
w-whoa
>>6073423
The bathroom bills have some other stuff in them too, which really fucks with businesses so it's destined to die. And yeah, I think there's some sort of sentencing or something, but I don't think anyone's even been charged yet.
>>6073432
You'll at least be able to avoid PMS, so you'll be more stable than cis girls once you get used to the new hormones.
>>6073438
>tfw missed seeing them before deletion
fml
>>6073438
>deleted
reee
why does everyone here use that shitty site?
>>6073442
Bloody?
>>6073428
then why are you blushing
>>6073445
>get used to the new hormones
does that take long?
>>6073439
They're really shitty laws because
>A cop would need to stand outside every bathroom and check your ID
>If they want to be afraid of predators they need to place a cop INSIDE every bathroom in case there's a lesbian or something too
>that cop might abuse their power as well
>go downstairs to get pizza, it smells like wet dog and charcoal
>open the door for the delivery guy who brightens up immediately
>"I HAVEN'T DELIVERED ANYTHING TO YOU FOR AWHILE!! HOW ARE YOU??"
>f-fine, i was trying not to eat pizza as much, but i failed this week
>"THAT'S UNDERSTANDABLE, YEAH. YOU LOOK GOOD THOUGH."
>thanks...
>sprint upstairs
pizza party anyone? these brownies are like crack tbqh
>>6073440
;-;
>tfw someone teases you with fingers with no plans to go further, just because they enjoy seeing you squirm
Literally evil
What's the best kinda dating sites for trans people? Because it seems like all the dating apps aren't highly rated, and I worry something like OKcupid and Tinder will just bring in chasers.
>>6073453
how do you eat so much holy shit
i can only eat like half of a medium before i want to die
>>6073386
ill serenade someone i guess. i dont know how to sing but i dont think i sound that bad
who wants to be serenaded
>>6073453
can i have three?
>>6073453
>can't eat pepperoni
that's okay i guess
>>6073407
Holy shit I just saw all this, yes gtfo, omg x.x I hope you're okay x.x
>>6073423
If someone catches you in a college bathroom under the new bathroom bills they can personally sue you in court for around $4500, it's like a mini bounty
this outfit is cute as fuck excluding the shoes to be desu edie
>>6073467
I can't wait to find youtube videos of creeps sitting in the bathroom waiting to sting trans people lol
>>6073453
Omg all the pepperoni, i really want....pls buy me pizza
>>6073469
but that's not a going outside outfit.
>>6073450
>https://unsee.cc
>/zurebano/
Thanks for trying, but deleted again before I caught them.. ;-;
They were probably really cute though, so congrats on that :3
>>6073451
P-probably not? Depends what you mean really, I meant getting over the initial shock of having your testosterone killed and estrogen upped.
>>6073458
Probably your own fault for being adorable desu
>>6073453
>tfw gluten intolerant
a-at least i get to stay skinny
>>6073469
The fuck is that outfit lmao
Y'all taking the anime buis too hard
>>6073469
i want to wear that but i get so dysphoric showing my legs
reeeeeeee
i hate dysphoria!
>take 2 hour nap
>wake up more tired
>>6073460
I'm on record for having ate 2 large pizzas all by my self in one sitting
>>6073404
Im gonna whip whoever whips their pets with a knife.
If yall don't let me lose my virginity in one of your pussy/ass i will kill myself.
>>6073407
I won't say that often, but call the cops.
And get a gun, and get out of town, pack whatever matters to you and go. Assuming it's serious, leave asap.
>>6073489
i'll take your butt virginity if you want
>>6073489
Are you cute?
>>6073489
brisbane?
>>6073484
Their pet enjoys it, so it's fine. I'm worried that someday that pet will end up kidnapped or something, tied up and used for days or worse >~>
>>6073489
Go right ahead Mr Monroe.
>>6073489
E D M O N T O N
D
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T
O
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>>6073498
omw
>>6073493
whats it like in brisbane
Senpai did I just come out on snapchat?
>>6073498
9 years too late
>>6073507
shite
rate the layout i made lads
>>6073496
Pets aren't even supposed to be whipped. I don't get this fetishization. It's not even based in reality.
They're basically getting off on animal cruelty. Like wtf @_@
>>6073499
Talking with you is like talking with a sex robot.
>Hey Red
>I love whipping
>Ok... how are you
>Please abuse me
>Wtf are you on about
>I like whipping
>>6073505
>tfw birdy chases you
>>6073515
hurts to read the text
>>6073507
sheen could use a dicking
>>6073512
why?
>>6073517
hey!!
more like you're chasing me and I'm counter-chasing!
>>6073515
Susans/10
>>6073516
I think you may be taking to yourself
>>6073515
fix your font rendering you butt
you're not cool for using some shitty aliased bitmap font
subpixel rendering is easy to set up if you're using a non-shit OS
>>6073516
Isn't owning a pet at all a form of animal cruelty? Anyway, the whipping is like squirting a bad dog with water or hitting it with a newspaper, it's all proper training for a pet~
>>6073516
I'm not a sex robot!
I'm just really high. And in a huge king sized bed.
Damn it's so comfy in this
even when I'm sleeping at the feet of my owner
>>6073460
idek. i've been losing weight this week too. my metabolism is going crazy rn.
>>6073463
>>6073464
>>6073472
>tfw eating the entire pizza/brownies imagining they are disappearing into my tripfriends mouths instead of mine
ha ha, what a party this has been, huh ladies?
>>6073525
laurasplayground/10*
ftfy
>>6073531
*pats ur belly*
good girl
>>6073531
HOW COULD YOU EAT ALL OF THAT EDIEEEEEEE NOOOOOOOOOO
I wish I was courageous enough to kill myself. I feel I wouldn't want to if I wasn't afraid though. Everything is so unfair. What do you think happens when we die mtfg? Seriously
>>6073522
I don't know really I've never been anywhere else so I have nothing to compare it to
but it feels shit
if the buses show up, they'll be 5-10 minutes late
if the trains show up, they'll be 15-20 minutes late
most of the trains run every 7 or 15 minutes, and are completely empty even at peak time, but the busiest fucking line in the city has them going every 30 minutes and you get packed in like a sardine
>>6073531
gonna get those brownies tomorrow t b h
Where's quid? I wanna pet her more.
>>6073413
I miss you again
>>6073523
The chaser becomes the chased
>>6073531
You're making me hungry
>>6073531
now i want pizza
>>6073531
I didn't think i could be MORE jealous of you
>>6073538
It's unknowable unless you've died. Many who have died clinical deaths and been revived have similar claims of *some* sort of afterlife, so I take comfort in that at least. It also seems fitting that the only beings capable of conceptualizing infinity do so because of their immortal souls.
That said, don't fucking kill yourself ya dummy, why are you even considering it?
real lad hours WHO UP
>>6073554
I'm usually up til 6ish
>>6073535
well it has no antialiasing, it has weird looking knobs on the end of every number for some reason, and the spacing is bad
I don't get why you'd want a monospaced aliased font on 4chan, but at least pick a nicer one
>>6073557
a e s t h e t i c
what is a better one?
>>6073547
>chased by elanna
I don't mind this one bit
>>6073546
but sydney is worse with all the YALLAH BRO type lebs
>>6073559
Tfw quid will never feed you pizza she made
>>6073560
I don't know any
like I said, I have no idea why anyone would want to use one
>>6073531
dominos pizza is fucking awful though for real
>>6073565
sorry i like the aesthetic
>>6073515
Not 90s enough.
>>6073567
I actually prefer it to a lot of other pizzas in my hometown, although that could just be because my hometown had shitty pizza.
>>6073559
I don't even know you but this is fun.
>>6073554
me ;)
>>6073562
i don't talk to anyone. i have nothing of value to say.
>>6073563
i lived with one for a while, then i had a comfy house in newtown. the lads stick to poorer suburbs like paramatta.
>>6073570
only in redfern.
>>6073567
It's p good. I slightly prefer pizza Hut tho, but benitos over those
>>6073553
>why are you even considering it?
Without the cliche bs, I honestly am just getting wore out by all this. I hate nearly everyday. At least 50% of people I meet will auto hate me. I can't focus anymore or find even slight joy in things because I have grown to believe that I don't deserve anything better and I really just want it to be over. I hate this.
>>6073572
i didn't mind it before they started putting that awful grease on the crust
after that it feels like its gotten worse and worse
>>6073570
I live in the western suburbs but not alot of them around cept in redfern
>>6073531
The grease though, it kinda makes me queasy
>>6073569
what else am i supposed to do noob?
>>6073554
square up
>>6073585
To increase 90sness
- hit counter
- animated gif banner
- midi loop of van halen's "jump"
- tiled background
>>6073578
fun is a buzzword.
>>6073587
I wish I had your skin
>>6073581
Ohh, I'm sure we'll see about that one (^:
>>6073577
Honestly, see a therapist to address your weird thinking. You should be free to think whatever you want, but if it's making you miserable go fix it, silly. Also, intolerance is shit, but what do their opinions matter, really? The opinions of children don't matter to adults, and the opinions of commoners don't matter to queens, so why should the opinions of ignorant jerks matter to you? You've literally done nothing to them, if they want to hate you for being who you are then they're the worse for it - don't let them drag you down. Find somebody to support you if you can, a good friend and if possible a trans friend, and don't be alone.
*headpats*
>>6073593
to wear, like a serial killer, I mean
>select all pancakes
this is a sign for all you can eat pancakes again tomorrow
>>6073573
yes
>>6073598
Would you fuck me?
>>6073585
Not saying you can do much more desu, I figure there's limitations to how much you can make 4chan look as bad as Laura's with a style.
>>6073602
i'd fuck me
>>6073600
:3
>>6073599
i'm happy.
>>6073596
Thank you for the words, I read them all and appreciate them. I just really don't have any more to say. Thanks for listening.
>>6073608
Then why do you hate fun
>>6073611
because it's not real.
>>6073610
There's no need to force yourself to reply, but thank you for doing so. I genuinely care about everyone here, and it makes me happy when my words help, even if just a little <3
>>6073615
I have fun all the time tho
>>6073594
>>6073615
It's real while you're experiencing it, but I guess you're technically right that it "isn't real" at a point in time during which you aren't experiencing it.
>>6073577
>50% of people I meet will auto hate me
are you referring to getting clocked and people hating you for not passing?
hi thread...thank u drawing anon
>>6073505
ur drawing was rly good for a boy
>o<
...can someone call me a messy boy in recording..
>>6073625
I'm sorry
mtfg, if somebody asked you why you were trans, what would your answer be?
>>6073621
Oh, elanna, what's wrong? Am I bothering you :^)
>>6073628
hey thanks I spent a good 15 minutes on it
>>6073624
Yeah that is what I was referring to.
>>6073632
"Why are you cis? :^)"
>>6073587
WHAT?!?
>>6073632
"its a prank"
>>6073632
i'd be honest and admit it's just so i can invade women's spaces
>>6073632
I don't fucking know I didn't ask for this shit
>>6073635
: p i rly like it
>>6073639
yume <3
>>6073587
did you delete this picture because I said I was going to wear your skin? because I wasn't serious desu
>>6073354 #
>tuna sashimi
>lobster
I mean I prefer crabs buttt, do you have a discord?
>>6073630
You can also make fun "real" for them by forcing them to experience it, so it's not like there's no hope. Sorry if I made a problem worse for you or the anon :c
>>6073632
Luck of the draw, genetics, I don't fucking know. I wouldn't have realized until later in life if it hadn't been for my ex, so my senpai like to think he "turned me trans."
>>6073632
I found nothing but pain in being a man and a boy
>>6073644
hi dude
>>6073412
Ever tapped those fratbois?
>>6073649
i personally liked being a queer lil 5 yr old
>>6073637
What can i do
>>6073655
stay happy.
>>6073654
>ywn be a queer little 5 year old again
>>6073654
Oh I was fine until my gender became an issue, I think that was like 7 on when rules started being placed on me and I was like "fuck this shit"
SOMEONE CALL ME A MESSY LITTLE BOY
CLYPIT
NOW
TELL ME WHY IM A MESSY LITTLE BOY <_>
>>6073665
Rules were placed on me since memory was a thing. I matured atypically, i understood the stigma of playing with dolls when I was 3. Never got to be a fag kid
>>6073668
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1K3tCEok2Gd
>>6073636
how much time do you have in this?
>>6073632
"I'm not trans you must have me mistaken, h-hehe"
>>6073673
she said clypit not vocaroo you FUCK.
DO IT AGAIN RIGHT NOW.
>>6073676
10 months
>>6073680
what if i told u no
>>6073640
same
>>6073645
no
>>6073653
>mfw
>>6073690
Is she counting on her hands how many of those fratboys she drained and then playing it off as checking her nails?
>>6073668
don't worry I got you soon
>>6073686
it would be extremely painful.
>>6073692
i would never do anything lewd like that. i'm a pure, innocent schoolgirl.
>>6073635
Nothing, never
I'm considering shaving my legs even though I have no good excuse for it and it's summer in the south so I'll be wearing shorts and leaving it out in the open.
Why can't I just stop being a pussy and come out ;_;
>>6073632
It hurts less than being a man.
>>6073708
Innocent schoolgirls wouldn't be cock addicts and then lie about it
>>6073718
this isn't true at all
>>6073722
For me it is.
>>6073725
<3 Just wanna make a cutie happy.
>>6073720
i only do one thing with men.
>>6073725
Ty quid, different anon but I had basically the same problem as her. :3
>went to the shopping centre
>was more self conscious about being fat than being a tranny
is this what success feels like?
Can you still get hips if you start transition at 19/20 ?
>>6073742
That's one dysphoria down, and one to go. Hop to it, congrats on getting halfway!
>>6073742
>fat
btw I don't think I'm technically overweight, just a bit pudgy
not like I'm fucking 400lbs or something
>>6073744
I hope so >~>
It's mainly fat distribution for transgirls, so it should work out okay at any age, although obviously it's better to transition sooner than later no matter what.
>>6073736
that's my fetish
pizza thred post pizzas
>>6073744
Yup, although it depends on your genetics
>>6073752
What is this, /b/? Shoo senpai.
should I eat oatmeal
>>6073752
I already posted mine.....nobody liked it
>>6073714
I have a hard time believing that
>>6073766
wtf, ew
>>6073766
that looks gross I hope you left a negative review on yelp from whoever you ordered it :>
>>6073766
>woaw
My legacy!
>>6073774
>legacy
What even is on that god forsaken thing?
>tfw pussy lust
where i find a qt cisgirl who'll let me bang them and be they pal
>>6073780
Tumblr. Look for AFAB who identify as gender fluid or genderqueer
>>6073780
I've been wanting to eat pussy lately, weird, i don't like girls for the most part
>>6073780
yuck
this is the gay board for gay things go away you not-gay
dicks are love
>>6073761
I would never ever classify fantasising about making out as "something wrong"
>>6073752
>>6073766
these pizzas all look kind of sad here's my pizza
Good morning, everyone.
Was stupid enough to read a couple posts past where I dropped into a sleep, so I get to wake up angry (yay).
>>6073096
No, you moron. You are literally the stupidest kind of human being available. "Chaser" is not an identity. At least, to anyone with any amount of sense it isn't. The term is used *explicitly* to describe persons who fetishize, exoticize, and objectify.
If you are doing these things, you are not being "painted with a broad brush". You are merely another chaser, and are being correctly described. If you are not doing these things, then you *are not* a chaser, and instead merely another idiot who fell for the abusive and isolating *chaser meme* that the only kind of person who can be attracted to (type of person) is a chaser, and therefore all persons attracted to (type of person) must be chasers.
Identifying with being a "chaser" is the equivalent of identifying with being an "insufferable asshole". If you do it, everyone will happily think you're a piece of shit. Instead of begging for "insufferable asshole" acceptance, stop fucking calling yourself an insufferable asshole. Then, if you don't behave in the clearly outlined manner of the derogatory term applied to *a set of behavioural practices*, most people won't immediately jump to the conclusion that you engage in those behavioural practices.
And put your trip back on. If you ever start this "chaser acceptance" thing again, I want you hidden. I find this degree of foolishness insufferable.
>>6073794
*applause*
>>6073766
this pizza was DOA what the fuck happened
i've got the giggles
how do i be a girl?
>>6073802
What kind of girl you want to be?
>>6073802
Very carefully.
>>6073803
a real one
>>6073809
you fucked
>>6073794
which trip is the anon and how do you know ò, o
>>6073794
>waaaaah I want a man to like me for me!
>this anonymous poster on an anonymous imageboard posting anonymously passes and fucks men what a bitch!
>being this mad nobody wants you
>>>/tumblr/
>>6073810
;_;
>>6073766
Did Edgar get someone to shit on his pizza before they put it through the oven?
>>6073815
you can be a trans girl
What is it like being a tranny in Vancouver? Does anyone know?
>>6073818
i already am
i'm just shitposting
>>6073758
Sure anon, eat all the oatmeal you like, just be careful so that you don't eat too much and get fat.
>>6073821
it's like being a tranny in a frozen polarscape with lots of weed
can't be too bad
>>6073816
>Edgar
do not utter that unholy word
>>6073733
True but you seem like you are!
>>6073829
Robin was actually being pretty okay the last time I heard from them, are they dead now or just too stoned to post/asleep?
>>6073828
Haven't seen the person post anywhere in a while now.
But good post, good post.
>>6073833
Any time they aren't high as fuck they are literally unable to talk about anything other than how shit their life is. It's insufferable.
>>6073830
>///<
when people call me a good girl it makes ny boobs all tingly
>>6073741
shaved legs feel amazing
>>6073830
she's 5'4"
>>6073839
>>6073845
I'm 2 inches taller than her, so cute~
>>6073792
Holy shit that looks top tier
I need your pizza in my mouth quid
Please! I'll be a good girl!
>>6073850
They need a lot more than hormones to improve their life.
Shit sucks but she probably isn't going to be happy for a long time. She just ignores any time someone tries to be supportive as far as I've ever seen. Dysphoria is a hell of a drug.
>>6073856
The weed seems to be helping her a lot, but I'm uneasy that she'll come to rely on an illegal substance to relieve her symptoms. Not that weed's harmful of itself, but getting caught with it could completely ruin her life, and I don't want that to happen to her :c
>>6073863
This is sad, I'm sorry
>>6073847
baka
>>6073848
ty I take my craft seriously I am only an apprentice though
>>6073850
yeah if you have enough leg hair that anyone would notice just be like 1. why you checking my legs that's kinda weird senpai and 2. didn't want to be hot in the summer/this girl said my leg hair was weird/anything
>>6073851
^-^ here's a pizza I made for easter
>>6073863
Dont worry too much, even being caught with weed in hand in uk will get you at most a caution which goes nowhere if you arent caught again.
long as she's sensible and doesnt stank out her yard or puff in a coppers face should be a okay.
>>6073788
I was gonna say something, but I think I'll just save it at the risk of this getting too lewd :^)
>>6073868
wtf is dat
>>6073872
Banana peppers with spinach and mozzarella at the top and two jalapeños further down, then a zigzag of cheddar/mozzarella for the decoration, pepperonis and then bacon, I wanted there to be a vegetarian and meat part and still look liek easter egg and be tasty
>>6073868
You should be a good little cutie and make me some pizza, I'll reward you with cuddles~.
>>6073880
dude thats gay
>>6073884
Make a poll froggy! ^.^
>>6073880
Super gay
>>6073880
omg *-*
here's a cheese stuffed crust
>>6073884
>>6073889
that's what makes it pure :/
>>6073889
Ohai mado~ How are you this morning?
>>6073892
no fuck chasers to death with a ten foot pole
>>6073886
http://www.strawpoll.me/10033484
http://www.strawpoll.me/10033484
http://www.strawpoll.me/10033484
>>6073889
hi mado
im super gay
>>6073890
i like pure heroin
>>6073884
>>6073889
I guess if we're both wearing skirts it does negate the not-gay-because-skirt rule, yeah.
>>6073890
>cheese stuffed crust
Sounds like I need to make someone feel extra good tonight~.
>>6073863
Smoking is always bad, regardless of what it is. Kills the cilia in your lung and makes it hard for them to clear the crap from your lungs.
>>6073894
Agreed.
>>6073897
Good poll, frog. These keep getting better. I look forward to future refinements of your craft.
>>6073890
That makes it sound cute.
>>6073893
Hii anon! I'm tired buzzed and stuffs. What's up with yous.
>>6073897
I believe it but you're a cute so it isn't a sin
>>6073899
I don't think that counts as saying no homo
>>6073905
actually its just a projection of my thoughts
u ever lose someones cat
FUCK
thank u
>>6073906
fuck
>>6073909
stop it
u aint even seen me with a bob i look like
jack black
>>6073909
>no homo
That's for silly boys to worry about. My little quid and I won't need to concern ourselves with that.
>>6073911
Like a cute gay black jack if such a thing was possible?
>>6073909
Sorry to hear you're tired, good to hear you're buzzed. :3
Nothing much going on with me, got up at 2pm today and it's like 5am by me, so I have a little while until I'll feel like sleeping. Been alternating between posting here and playing Umineko for the past few hours.
>>6073911
>fuck
:o whys?
any black ladies or fellas on here can tell me how their family reacted to them coming out?
>>6073921
Try asking whenever Korra wakes up senpai
>>6073918
dude fuck
stop
>>6073919
AAAAAAAAAAAAaa
>>6073921
honestly i imagine it going one way or the other with most families
use ya judgment
hi again
>>6073926
edie!! whos dat lady ur postin
>>6073925
>please please...
No need to beg me... this time~. Once I've prodded your weaknesses and fetishes, then I'll make you ask me for it like a proper little kitten.
>>6073926
>tfw my first thought is how well she could pass for a man
Maybe things aren't so hopeless.
>>6073930
i like that
>>6073928
lady gaga
>>6073929
wyd
>>6073931
maybe
>>6073926
Hi again Edie. Remember to get some sleep today.
>>6073934
sry i am so sorry
i am just letting out the metal screams within me from the rock music
thank u for allowing me to open up
its a meme hehe i hope u have a good day an0n
>>6073936
hAHA edie u got me
THATS NOT LADY GAGA hAHA!
she has white hair silly >_<
>>6073938
got u hahaaAAAA
>>6073932
Good, because next time I'm around and I catch you posting, I'm going to continue the fun. Goodnight little one. <3
>>6073917
I've always used it both ways but post you peeps in skirts
>>6073919
Only if I was drunk. Sleeping till 2pm would be nice as fuck, just sleep all day, all of life. I'll probably pass out myself soon!.. What's that game though?
>>6073924
Dood your chart says you talk like a fag and your shits all retarded. But no homo
>>6073929
I'll believe it
>>6073944
>chart
? o ?
its true tho :T im a fag
>>6073938
>>6073936
So key to seeing a girl in anyone is to just not try and see the man they could be? Because if I stop constantly trying to see the man in myself maybe I'll be able to feel better about myself.
>>6073940
hi, hello. i will try. i slept 9 hours yesterday though, so. it could be worse!
>>6073942
we're so silly, froggu!!
>>6073909
Is your trip a reference to Tokyo Ghoul?
>>6073944
It is pretty nice, yeah. Lucky lazy me~
The game is just some visual novel, a japanese thing. 120 hours across two games, although they're closer to anime than games to be perfectly honest. Not much interaction with the player, it's more watching a story.
>>6073948
Wasn't that obvious? Silly :3
>>6073951
Oh, okay. Thanks for the advices, you're good at giving them!
>>6073783
what if i dont want to fuck a liberal special snowflake who will get mad at my 4chan vernacular?
No matter what I do I still see a man. I think it's because of my skull and it's unchangeable.
I will never be happy like those cute people
>>6073469
>>6073509
>>6073554
>>6073564
>>6073960
why did u reply to me
>>6073950
That's good to hear! I can't even boast that much. Oh, well.
At least work today will not be awful, so I can get my workout done while I'm getting paid.
>>6073960
You're pretty cute though, Nikki.
Sorry about your dysphoria. If I knew how to fix it I'd make millions off you fags. And use it to make myself pretty :^)
>>6073962
cute photo
>>6073945
Your gay Jew agenda chart of course
>>6073952
That would be neat but no
>>6073954
I know the feels.. It must be pretty good to have watched so much
>>6073960
>No matter what I do I still see a man.
You're probably literally the only person on earth who would see that as a man, you need to chill or see a therapist or get a domme gf who'll force you to like yourself.
>tfw send normal pic of you in bed with clothes on to a certain chaser kun
>today get a vid of him uh eeh well doing the thingie over my pic
I-is this a dont meet and creepy warning x: ?
Or am i being boring. I mean like.. Have to live right?
>>6073960
thicker or darker brows and you would be a knockout
>>6073964
Oh angie. Playing with filters help a little. I now it's not real but good damn I want to look cis.
>>6073969
>I-is this a dont meet and creepy warning x: ?
YES WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
which chaser was this holy shit
>>6073948
i suppose so.
>>6073951
nothing too much! mostly just listening to music, and eating pizza. it's that weird time of night when i just reflect on stuff.
>>6073960
BDD?
>>6073963
how long is your shift this time around?
also, yeah... i mean even if i go to bed at 7 am, i wake up at like 4-5. then i get ready, go to work, then hangout here.
i'm basically just working this weekend so it doesn't much matter if my sleeping schedule is ridiculous.
>>6073968
gf? you think I'm dirty transbian? I want a man!
Because man would never trigger my dysmorphia. Unless it's some twink from femgen
>>6073969
TAKE IMMEDIATE EVASIVE ACTION!
>>6073972
I look like an old lady with strong eyebrows and blonde hair. Besides I don't want to draw attention to my brow ridge.
>>6073976
iktf
I'm playing smash w/this gay couple tho
>>6073974
I dont know if he ever has used a trip here z:
He doesnt seem like the predator chaser type ehe.
But was a little weirded out by the vid
>>6073976
Went to two psychologist. I don't have BDD according to them.
>>6073969
that's really fucked and not an overreaction at all don't fuck w/that dude no more
chasers: every time..
>>6073967
Lel, I haven't finished 120 hours of it yet, but I'm almost 50 hours in by this point, which is good progress I guess. It does feel pretty good ^.^
I can gib link to the first 3 chapters in HD if you want?
>>6073978
Okay then - a tall, strong man who'll tell you you're beautiful and spank you if you trash talk his cute gf~
>>6073986
He might have just misinterpreted something, if you don't want to completely cut contact you should express that he weirded you out instead of trying to ignore it.
>tfw nobody will ever jerk it to my pics ;_;
>>6073969
what the fuck?
>>6073969
avoid
>>6073991
Sure link me!
rob lowe would have made a cute girl dang
>>6073986
>He doesnt seem like the predator chaser type ehe.
That's how he's lured you in this far you innocent little doll.
>I dont know if he ever has used a trip here z:
Out him anyway fucker is a danger to the rest of us.
>But was a little weirded out by the vid
NO KIDDING, ITS MORE THAN A LITTLE WEIRD
That is totally creepy and not okay. If I were you I'd just cut it off with him right now. It's not even worth trying to work things out because you're going to end up explaining to this autistic little fucker why he can't do other dumb shit too.
Just save yourself for a guy that isn't a chaser from here and isn't a creep either.
>>6073969
hot
but is he a chaser as in "really a chaser" or chaser as in taking interest in a trans persons
>>6074003
CHASERS GEEEEEEEEEET OUT
>>6073988
>trusting psychs on trans stuff
you look gril
>>6074003
>is he a chaser like a chaser or just like a fucking chaser
>>6074008
but i thoguht if a person takes an interest in someone and "ops they're trans" then its not a chaser
so if any cis male takes interest they're chaser?
>>6073999
mado did you get kicked out your house? are you doing okay?
>>6074011
Fuck off with your chaser acceptance bullshit
>>6074011
"ops they're trans" lol
>>6073477
>getting over the initial shock of having your testosterone killed and estrogen upped.
The power of the T can not be undone
>>6073999
Download link
https://umineko-project.org/en/downloads/
Password to unzip:
035646750436634546568555050
Throw all the files you download, after unzipping them, into one folder, should look like pic related. If the game refuses to work because it can't find a script or something like that, open ons.cfg in like, notepad, and change the root= value to wherever the game is on your computer. Example: root=C:\Users\Alex\Desktop\Umineko Chapter 3
Hope I explained it well enough >.>
>>6074016
Maybe not, but the damage it causes can be stopped and partially repaired.
>>6074017
>dummy forgets to include pic
kill me~
>>6074006
sure I do.
>>6073976
Only ten hours. And it'll be much less prominently public facing, so maybe people will spend less time pointing and starting ;~;
And yeah, your lifestyle allows you to be pretty flexible with when you sleep; I just want to be sure you're sleeping.
Any promising places found yet?
>>6074021
>>6073995
>>6074002
Totally havent been less cautious when drunk and told him where i live .
Oh well. Im sure he isnt that creepy, like to go as far as just showing up here
Just sux that he had to do that already, you know like maybe waited some time and get closer together first.
>>6074021
Uhm, yeah you do? This is like trying to convince a less-aggressive Kayla desu lol.
>mfw reading all of the idiotic messages i get from men on dating apps that i never check
i literally just had an anxiety attack because of how fucking stupid men are and because of how much they annoy me.
this is what i get for reactivating them a few weeks back when i was bored.
>>6074026
It's very very unlikely he will just show up where you live. He's a chaser, he'll move onto his new prey if you cut things off. And yeah, it's good he did this to be honest, because imagine what else he might rush or force on you if he's already done this? What if you invited him over and he ended up raping you or something equally horrible?
>>6074030
just disable them lol
>>6074030
>waah i pass and people are interested in me waaah
you must be really suffering
FUCK WHY AM I SO MANLY IT'S HOPELESS I NEED TO KILL MYSELF
>>6074031
>raping you
Ehe, good luck
Though idk maybe im vulnerable but just dont believe it
But you are right. Like something as surprising in private and person , 'eeeeeeeeeeeeeeh sorry have to go'
>>6074030
>I don't want to see or be seen by straight people
>>6074030
Ugh...
My friend keeps telling me that I should not let my profiles be visible to men if I do online dating. I'm starting to think that's the way to go. Scared of getting a lot of creepy attention.
>>6074040
ok do it noob
>>6073969
Post the video here
>>6074040
>4040
n-nice get?
Also, you're not manly and hopeless, a huge part of passing is being confident and not giving a fuck that you're not a model - barely anybody is, cis girls included. Be who you are and don't let insecurities get you down, because if you do they'll never stop and you'll still be anxious as hell when you're perfectly fem-looking.
>>6074044
Just imagine how creepy he would be in person. Like what if he whips his dick out and starts jerking it whenever he wants. Seriously.
>wake up
>gf made pancakes with blueberries and bananas in it
best way to wake up :3
how's everyone else's sunday morning going ?
>>6074037
i did lol
>>6074039
it's not the kind of interest you want.
>>6074045
i don't want to see or be seen by anyone but faye t b h. god i hate men
>>6074047
well they do suck, so
at least the ones on dating stuff. it used to be different, but it took a turn for the worse when tinder came out.
i wasn't really looking to date anyone anyways, b but these days i'd rather just meet someone organically if at all.
>>6074050
It's really over. My jaw is better on a manly marine than a girl. My shoulders are too wide. My nose is big.
>>6074040
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uCsJ0EuDyc
Become a male god
>tfw always feel like you're crossdressing in public
>tfw you always feel like the boyfriend
>tfw more ok with the thought of just being a guy then being this uncomfortable trying to feel like a girl
>tfw the cool girl from inside out looks a lot like young Edie
>>6073969
Maybe instead of being negative about it you should be glad instead.
He's most likely just a typical horny guy who wants you.
Seriously why are all of you trannies so attention seeking and once you get it you get offended.
>>6074056
Delete this, it tells girls that they can fight men and win, which isn't the case at all. Especially for transgirls who might be used to having physical strength. trying this would probably turn a rape into a murder.
>>6074057
F F S
F
S
And hormones are like magic, so you might actually not need surgery after they've done their work. Also, broad shoulders are a problem I have too, but some cisgirls have them too, and they can easily be hidden by wearing the right top.
Don't be so silly, repression never does anybody any good, and if there's a chance at happiness you should take it before you think about suicide.
>>6074067
FUCK OFF CHASER
>>6074066
Don't let repression trick you, if you go back to it you'll end up a hon or dead. Get therapy and support for your anxiety, don't go down a bath that you know only ends poorly.
>>6074067
You could say it in a less entitled, less chaserish way, but the basic point here does stand. I really hope that I'll pass well enough to get creeped on by guys someday.
>>6074074
The only way a bath could end poorly is if it ended earlier than you planned.
>>6074066
you're the most beautiful woman i've ever seen, and it's ok if you feel dysphoric sometimes. i do too. that doesn't make you a boy though. literally no one in their right mind sees you that way. it's just....bad thoughts.
>>6074069
fight me
>>6074077
have fun with that
>>6074077
You don't stop being trans by repressing desu
sighh
>>6074081
I'm not gonna be some delusional freak like edgar who thinks it's gonna get better.
At least with repression I can offload my pain in the knowledge that I avoided become a social outcast, losing all my friends and family, wasting thousands of dollars on hormones and surgery.
It's costs me nothing to remain the way I was made.
You get one shot at life. And mine was a a bad roll. Oh well
And don't bother throwing that of transitioner meme at me. I'll be dead before 30
>>6074085
Oh you don't want me to pin you down and bully you? Okay then.
>>6074085
you couldn't hurt a fly.
>>6074092
delusion, the post.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zqiGsYEx2E
>>6074066
>tfw always feel like you're crossdressing in public
>tfw you always feel like the boyfriend
I hate this so much
>>6074087
If no one else knows but me. Then in not trans
The world sees a normal man. I'll give them what they see
You know what's better than crawling to a hugbox and being constantly insecure about your appearence?
Accepting that your ugly and not giving a fuck. That way you don't need a hugbox. Because criticism becomes moot
That's the magic thing about T. I'm not hung up on my looks since I passed puberty. I accept I'm a manly ugly piece of shit. And so does the world. Why worry about ugly people when we have trannies and faggots around to take all the attention
>>6074102
made it to 2:40
holy shit
>>6074101
I guarantee I'll never stoop to the delusion that transition will work.
I only come here so I can live through this general and use the hons here as a reminder as to why i must never do it.
Believe me when I say. Im uglier than the worst hon here. But since I'm male and present like one. The world doesent care.
That's why repression is always better.
>>6074110
Anon, repression will kill you. Don't you deserve a chance at a truly happy life, instead of a one controlled by fatalistic self-hatred and your acceptance of that hatred? Wouldn't you rather be able to wake up happy in the morning, look in the mirror and smile at yourself? Wouldn't you rather live a longer and happier life than you could possibly live repressing?
>>6074108
dream on.
>>6074120
i don't know. i've never really cared much about what the world thinks of me. i'm more concerned with what i think of me.
>>6074117
it's based tbqh
>>6074124
That's the best part.
My repression isn't born out of some sacrificial rejection of a potential good looking female self
There is no good outcome if I transition. I'll look like a hon. The worst possible hon that would make the worst trips here pass by comparison.
>Wouldn't you rather be able to wake up happy in the morning, look in the mirror and smile at yourself?
Not possible. Hormones aren't magic.
All it would create is a mirror of my current life. One where I crossdress and look like a freak. One where my indifference and calm apathy of my own shit situation is replaced by fear insecurity and hormonal depression by estrogen.
I want to go to bed but it's 8:30
whyyyyyyyyy
being a girl gives me gender euphoria desu
I want to make a fake okcupid page for faye using her latest pic and the one of her in the lingerie and claim to be a straight 27 year old single mom just to see how many replies I could get
>>6074141
i love it tbqdesu
i need to brush my teeth
i cant poop
i need attention blbhalbhlbhlabhalbhlaahbla
stinky
>>6074137
>those hugboxes
braindead euro.
>>6074135
maybe, idk. i'm kind of used to being alone at this point, and i'd much rather be by myself than be around people who don't love and support me. though i enjoy my own company, i can be miserable all by myself... i don't need other people facilitating that for me. plus i'd rather make myself happy than those who don't have my best interest at heart anyways. people who don't support you are easily replaceable.
also wtf is psytrance tho?
>>6074141
same
>>6074144
please don't.
>>6074128
>i've never really cared much about what the world thinks of me. i'm more concerned with what i think of me.
My opinion of myself is terrible because I'm insecure and convince myself that everyone hates me and is disgusted by me. It's something I'm working to address every day, and I wish I could be more like you >.>
>>6074135
Burying your feelings isn't "feeling less" it's sacrificing happiness forever in order to hide your sadness temporarily. It's a horrible, dark practice that needs to end forever.
>>6074139
I'm probably being presumptuous, but your apathy doesn't exist, it's fake. It's like an actress playing a part or a kid playing pretend - your apathy is just you hiding your sadness and convincing yourself that you don't feel it. If you did transition, yes you would probably feel anxiety and sadness, maybe even depression, but at least there'd be a chance of you being happy, and living a meaningful life instead of just going through the motions like a robot, constantly piling more and more sadness behind the walls of your heart until they collapse and you break down. Don't do that to yourself, plenty of girls before you have tried and come out the worse for it.
Be yourself and stop pretending to be a man because you're afraid of your feelings!
So I'm thinking about killing myself right now, in a very serious way. I just don't think I'll ever be able to be a cute girl. I have no ability to make people believe that, I don't have the androgyny or anything, my voice will never be good, and I will always be a manly woman, even if I do it, so whats the point.
I'll just be a hon my entire life and that's not a life worth living desu senpai.
I'm a monster and I know it and there's nothing I can do about it, should I just end my life? anyone have any advice to give?
>>6074135
I already feel very little. And it has made my life very easy.
You people go through emotions I don't have to deal with everyday.
Emotions only make life harder.
>>6074155
>what you expect?
being trans is a hard path in life and compounds your existing problem(s)
>tfw friendzoning and rejecting boys
Being a girl is hard I'm not used to being wanted
>>6074155
Thank you for proving my point.
>>6074154
I have one passion in my life. One thing that keeps me sane and places me above lesser men. My source of power
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1BzRbZR_RWM
The fact that no matter how ugly I will be. I can sculpt my body to be powerful and be a man above others.
>>6074148
Stinky, silly froggy~ *embalms*
>>6074155
You may not be a model, but you pass now. Some of us might not ever even have that much, because we repress until it's too late. You're not as bad as we are, you're not a hon or a monster or anything like that, you're even *cute* in a nerdy way.. Don't kill yourself, please. Not only because you owe it to yourself to get your head out of your ass and realize that you're fine, but also because it'd be an insult to people who killed themselves because they really didn't pass at all, and never would, and couldn't handle that.
>>6074160
I just popped in the thread and too lazy to care to read anywhere but down, what are you proving?
>>6074155
Relax, I can see the potential in you. You need more work but I think you could make a cute girl eventually. Your voice will come in time too, just keep practicing it.
Suicide is not the answer, as hypocritical as it is for me to say that after thinking exactly what you just posted about myself earlier.
>>6074161
why do u know my memes
-flattered-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VkXvNI5WrOI
>>6074159
FUCK YOU U UGLY WHORE I DIDNT LIKE U AND IM TOO GOOD FOR U ANYWAY
>>6074154
i hope things get better for you, repressed anon friend.
>>6074155
why do you have to be cute...?
>>6074157
thanks bby. i'm getting closer to it, definitely. i've changed so much in the last 2 years. it's kind of insane.
also post songs.
previous pictures from previous thread
>>6074159
thankfully, I don't think I'll ever have to get used to that
>>6074168
Because I don't want to live my life in agony, and I want to be something that people don't have to look past the ugly features for, I want to be beautiful, I want to be wanted, and I want to be loved.
Who wants a serenade? ;)
>>6074153
>please don't.
okay I wont because you said no but I just thought it would be a funny for the thread to all have a laugh at the men hitting on faye's doppelganger
>>6074157
Hormones are good medicine froggy! If they make you feel good - that's good!
>>6074160
But anon, you don't WANT to look like a man, you aren't even a man, you're a woman! Repression through bodybuilding is very common, but it isn't going to do anything about the fact that you're forcing yourself to live as a man and killing yourself in the process. Don't waste any more of your life playing pretend, grow up and take your hormones.
>>6074171
Get a higher dose of e and maybe spiro what the fuck
New glasses
Maybe rework your hair
Learn makeup
Girl clothes
Try some of these before dying now go
>>6074168
trance songs are like 9 min which is a bummer but i like dis one... not listening to it anymore it was a short phase (<1hr...)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbJZ2Xo8i8s
-salute- youll get there as long as u keep chuggin bb choo choo
>>6074174
being beautiful doesn't get you any of those things.
>>6074176
thank you :>
>>6074171
did your shoulders shrink?
>>6074177
i am slightly uncomfortable but feel ABSOLUTELY FEMININE RIGHT NOW
are any of you actually happy?
>>6074171
get a blood tests I get the feeling your levels are shit
>>6074186
lol no
>>6074186
i can be its ez
>>6074186
me ;)
>>6074162
Your Suicidal thoughts prove that transition is pointless and repression is far superior for those who are ugly and manly.
At least with repression I'm fucking powerful.
Compared to transition. Sculpting the perfect male body is easy. It's natural.
All it requires of me is brute force. which I gladly deliver.
>>6074186
I have my days
>>6074195
anon stop it omgah
Do hormones really cloud your brain? Or is that a myth?
>>6074159
I had this happen to me today, and maybe I'm just taking it hard, but it's my first time doing that, and all I'm really doing is tricking these guys. It feels wrong, it feels like I shouldn't be allowed to exist to hurt these people.
>>6074178
see >>6074155
on 4mg a day of e and 200 mg of anti t a day now.
>>6074180
It doesn't get me any of these things automatically, I have to work for things, but life is easier when people don't have to ignore ugly features.Besides eddie you're not one to be speaking about that, you think you're all hot shit when you're more of a failure than me, god I don't understand how some of you hold out for longer than me
>>6074182
Idk, I just changed my stance more likely
>>6074188
I don't have a doctor nearby who will do that really.
>>6074193
I'm too much of a not male to be a male anyway, reversing this is no option whatsoever.
so if you're happy then how the fuck do you do it?
whenever I'm feeling like shit I just wait until I go to sleep and hope I wake up feeling better, but it's not working any more
>>6074197
Okay qt :3
>>6074198
It's true, but it might just be placebo. Anyway, it's probably not anything worse than cis women have to deal with, so it's whatevs.
>>6074199
This doesn't work anymore, they mix oxygen into the tanks so this will just cause you permanent brain damage instead of killing you. Enjoy turning yourself into a retard on top of your other problems if you ever try this.
who else planning on giving up on reality?
>>6074201
guess I'll just do it a normal way then, like I don't know some extremely painful way that always works, besides whats the point of painless if you're going to end it soon anyway
>>6074201
>mix oxygen into the tanks
is this real??? why would they do that, wtf. thats so cruel. are you sure this doesn't work anymore?
>>6074179
i got through like 3 minutes of that song, and i have to say i like it, but it's not what i'm in the mood for right now so i skipped it.
it's very megaman playstation to me. in the best way.
>>6074186
i suppose i am, yes.
>>6074195
<3
>>6074199
i don't think i've ever claimed to be hot shit, but i'm definitely not a failure. especially when compared to you.
though you're whining about being ugly on 4chan, and that's not really hard to be better than. you haven't raised the bar very high.
>>6074204
if that's what they're calling suicide these days
>>6074200
Happies are transient and shouldn't really be a goal, but rather happen as you pursue/achieve a goal. Do fun things that you enjoy, try to think positive as much as you can, meditate, and stop worrying so much about things that stress you. If you haven't tried them yet, start hormones.
>>6074201
>It's true, but it might just be placebo. Anyway, it's probably not anything worse than cis women have to deal with, so it's whatevs.
In what way do they cloud it?
>>6074177
My body is an outward reflection of my own power and the intensity of my own self hatred.
To see it grow in power only brings more addiction to more.
I enjoy the feeling of anger. The fact that if I punch something or someone. They will break.
It's realism. I can't be what I want to be. But I CAN be amazing at what I forced to be.
>>6074207
post your pic again, I need a confidence boost
>>6074210
>Do fun things that you enjoy
I don't enjoy anything any more
>try to think positive
it doesn't do anything
>stop worrying so much
it's not like I choose to
>>6074195
nice anons=favorite anons <3
>>6074214
jesus ouch
>>6074204
Isn't that exactly what all of us trannies are doing anyway? ;3
>>6074205
The proper way to kill yourself is to get up in the morning, take your hormones, eat, work, play, and sleep. Repeat this some tens of thousands of times and die fulfilled.
>>6074206
Yes it's real, it's because they realized people were killing themselves with their products, and it's hard to sell happy balloons and shit when people are offing themselves with your products. The intent isn't to cause brain damage, it's to prevent death, but they still need to have a certain amount of helium in the helium tanks, so it works out like this. How about you just don't kill yourself and it won't be an issue?
>>6074200
bc I have girls who love me to reassure me when I feel shitty and unsure about myself
one of which is my girlfriend who comforts me and holds me and whispers really sweet and loving things and reassuring things
>>6074202
Morning!!
Here's your (You)
>>6074224
>girlfriend
where can I get one of those?
>>6074224
gem you're the only one I ever added on steam, and I'm sorry for just being this worthless.
I hate that night time is the only time I can feel a little bit relaxed. Like the pressures of the world and life are just gone from the hours of 11-7ish because everyone is asleep. I dont think I'll ever be able to function or do anything I enjoy as well in the day because of my severe distrust and disliking of other humans.
>>6074214
i don't relish the thought of continuing to make someone who's suicidal, and who calls themselves a hon feel worse about themselves.
i pity your situation, and i hope at some point HRT does something for you.
>>6074221
what has caused your recent edge fueled music binge, froggu?
>>6074199
It's not for your benefit. It's for mine.
Just a validation of my mantra.
>>6074221
>or u could be cute little spoon and u could feel good anon
Doesent really matter since that's impossible
>>6074226
in my experience
right here in this very general :)
>>6074227
>ask me smthin
when are you going to get a bf?
goof morning
>>6074209
I guess, I'm going to get a VR device and only live off a drip feed of water.
at least my last few weeks will be happy as I get to live in denial of reality.
>>6074238
No come back to bed desu.
>>6074223
>don't kill yourself
ehh, easy for you to say, you're probably some 14 y/o transitioner that start hrt at 8. thats what the future is becoming, starting at 19 was basically nails in the coffin for me.
Thanks for the info though.
>>6074238
goof mrnoing
>all these people waking up
>its 6 am
>I haven't gone to sleep and I'm still thinking about suicide
>>6074228
you're not worthless :(
Im just really bad at talking to people online on my own initiative bc m scred and my computer cant play anything rn so going onto steam just makes me sad
>>6074233
well does anyone here live in brisbane and want to date a depressed piece of shit?
>>6074231
desu senpai I can't stand you, you're like 90% of the reason I want to kill myself, because I don't want to end up being you.
writing any of this hurts because I don't even want to admit it, but I'm at a point where it doesn't matter
>>6074244
Another person proving my point.
Like clockwork
>>6074248
sheen?
>>6074250
>whyyyyy
Because your a qt girl that needs to get dominated by a handsome guy with abs
>>6074244
>complaining about not starting at 14 when you started when you're still a teenager
you DO realize the hypocrisy right
>>6074238
morning sophie :3
>>6074253
I don't know who that is
>>6074255
dandy wbu
>>6074211
Testosterone aids brain function, it lends credence to the whole "men are more intelligent" thing. They don't cloud your brain so much as they stop testosterone from enhancing it, if that makes sense. It's also why certain steroidal meds can make you feel more alert and energized - assuming you're not trans of course. If you're trans testosterone's drawbacks outweigh the benefits by far.
>>6074212
Anon, it doesn't work. It's been tried before, and it's like an alcoholic drinking to forget that they're an alcoholic. Nothing good will come of it, and it'll just make you more dysphoric when you finally come to your senses, thus drastically upping the risk of you killing yourself when that time comes.
>>6074216
It's not easy, and sometimes (very often) we need a lot of help to do these things. That's what therapists, counselors, and though I hate them, certain antidepressant medications are for. If you think that you don't enjoy things, try forcing yourself to do them. Go to comedy shows, talk to friends, immerse yourself in a superb story. Zen meditation may also help you, same with tai chi.
>>6074218
helpful, nice trips=my favorite trips <3
>>6074221
>ew im a man
A man as cute and funny as you doesn't exist, silly :3
>>6074248
are you the same brisbane anon from earlier
>>6074260
>try forcing yourself to do them
have you ever had depression?
>>6074260
hehehehe look up jack black..1!
>>6074263
which brisbane anon from earlier?
I think I might have mentioned it
>>6074235
what are we defining as edgy?
>>6074238
goof mmornng phien
>>6074251
i have a very fortunate life.
i'm more financially secure than the vast majority of this general, i live comfortably, and pass well enough to never have an issue being trans.
i have a loving family, friends, a qt girlfriendo, and the ability to accomplish anything i want. i have the financial capability to get myself whatever i want as well. my life is paid for. i've accomplished the things you dream of.
meanwhile you're talking about how you have literally nothing going for you, how you're hideous, how you have a manly voice, and a horrible body. you're a monster.
i'd be an improvement for you. implying otherwise is silly when you realize that i'm not the one plotting my own death. lashing out doesn't do you any good.
>>6074266
wait I just scrolled up and that was me talking shit about public transport before
>>6074244
Are you serious? I started when I was 24. Being trans someone will always have it worse off that you. The day I see 14ish year olds complaining about not starting hrt at 8 here is the day I leave for good. Cant come soon enough.
>>6074271
yeah, that anon. why are you depressed, tho?
>>6074268
u define edgy..
or DEFY edgy HWOAAA
>>6074273
because I'm a tranny
>>6074260
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjSj4rBf-2Y
I don't plan on living long enough for it to fail.
I will burn out of a wave of self destruction.
Gym, Drugs and alcohol. I'll never grow old because I will die young.
>>6074260
o good well that works out
>>6074268
>having a family when you're a lesbian tranny.
>still not showing your face
>implying I'm not able to pay for my own things
plotting my own death doesn't make me worse than you in any way.
>>6074244
Starting at 20, no hormones, my hair's vanishing worse than rawr's, wide shoulders, big feet, ugliness, giant chest, other things. I mistakenly dove into fatalistic self denial and constantly joked about what a shitty person I was and how life and humanity were meaningless - all as part of my repression. I know where that was going to lead me, and after coming out of a minor depression I intend to take my happiness from the world, because I know that nobody's just going to hand it to me, and playing pretend isn't the answer.
Don't be silly, don't kill yourself you dummy.
>>6074246
Stop thinking about it, it just cheats you of the future happiness that is supposed to outweigh the misery you've had up to now (and for some time into the future). Suicide means absolutely no happiness, continuing to live promises future happiness, even if it might not seem like it now. Obviously happiness is better than nothingness, isn't it?
>>6074272
I've already made several friends from here who did so much complaining about not starting hrt soon enough and having no hope that you'd think they were in their 30s only to find out they arent even 20 yet. Its a real eye opener.
Not to mention how hard it is to talk to an already perfectly passing 19 year old when you're in your upper 20s about who they think their life is over and they stand no chance etc.
>>6074279
so am i, you don't see me crying about it. find distractions and focus on improvements.
>>6074288
Please keep this up.
Your pain fuels my repression and further validates me
>>6074281
Will you stop being such a whiny little bitch already?
It's all whine, whine, whine with you. You fit right it.
>>6074290
Huh wha
>>6074289
well good for you
you're a better person than I am
congrats
>>6074294
not really. i just cry over other things.
>>6074292
I win Anon. I win.
>>6074293
Seeing trannies suffer reminds and reinforces that transition only leads to more suffering and is worse than repression.
Unless you start before puberty.
>>6074299
like what?
>>6074264
Only minor, and I left it undiagnosed because I hate shrinks so maybe it was something else or I was just being a faggot, who knows? Sorry for giving bad advice, it's helped me in the past but I guess I wasn't in as bad a place as someone with clincal depression. :c
>>6074265
Funny froggy x3
>>6074281
And you will cheat yourself out of all the happiness you could've had in life, because you were too much of a scared little girl to actually live your life.
That's got to be one of the saddest things I've ever heard of anon, please don't do that.
>>6074283
Yup! ^.^
>>6074294
You can shut down a conversation with self-deprecating excuses, good job! Talking shit about yourself and giving up doesn't get you out of your obligation to improve, anon, that's a cop-out literally everyone's tried. Don't be a child, fix yourself or get help from someone who can fix you and start living.
>>6074155
do it faggot
>>6074248
are you the blonde one on zeemaps?
>>6074301
personal things. no gf feels. the usual.
>>6074257
hello quid :3
>>6074259
my head hurts a little, but its sunday and I dont have to go out, so I am pretty happy about that
>>6074267
oh yes, thats perfect :3
even better when theyre dried on a heater and then you put them on and theyre fresh and comfy and WARM >_<
this is my weakness.
>>6074268
goof morning :3
your sleeping schedule seems to still be all over the place?
>>6074304
>You can shut down a conversation with self-deprecating excuses, good job! Talking shit about yourself and giving up doesn't get you out of your obligation to improve, anon, that's a cop-out literally everyone's tried. Don't be a child, fix yourself or get help from someone who can fix you and start living.
well you're a smug little cunt aren't you
>>6074300
Yeah I'm still on the repression end as well. Problem is I want to be a girl but dont feel like I'll ever be able to live as one and I look like a boy but dont feel like a boy. I am nothing.
>>6074300
Every one of them would be suffering far worse if they were still repressing, or they'd be dead already. One of the trips was only stopped from killing herself by a jammed bullet, and ordered her first batch of hormones the same day. Transition isn't easy, of course it isn't, and it's not an instant cure to whatever problems you have - but it's still THE most effective method of preventing suicide for trans people.
And no, you don't have to start before puberty e.e
>>6074312
I'm sorry I'm just sleepy and trying to say things that I should've heard when I was like that I'm sorry :c
>>6074300
Inviting others to suicide is the next phase in your imaginary repression? Fucking leave.
>>6074275
i don't think i listen to anything edgy desu. i'm usually listening to classical music, or french music.
this is the kind of stuff i listen to while i'm at work though. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuhNQb-UcQI
>>6074310
...maybe a little. it's 7:30 now. maybe i should just stay up all day. ;_; what are your sunday plans?
>>6074284
>I can want to kill myself and be superior to you but you can't be a lesbian and have people support you
yeah, cause that makes sense. i suppose that's the kind of logic you leap to when no one supports your transition though.
literally everyone has seen what i look like a thousand times. unlike yourself i don't feel the need to spam my face while talking about how unpassable, and hopeless i am to get attention.
>>6074256
>you DO realize the hypocrisy right
;)
>>6074252
huh, what point? that its essentially hopeless? we should all just give up and live life and stop hating ourselves?
>>6074262
>mid 20s
better late than never, i suppose.
>>6074272
I was jokinggg, lol, but tbf there's also always someone worse off than you, doesn't mean you're not in a shitty situation.
>>6074285
>I intend to take my happiness from the world
please explain :P
>>6074317
I mean I get that I'm a retard for asking depression advice on an anime imageboard, but the fact that all my responses were
>well just think positive xD
>well I'm not as depressed as you so deal with it
>stop making excuses
just kind of pissed me off
maybe I overreacted a bit
>>6074262
what
>>6074333
are you seeing a psych or taking antidepressants though
>>6074322
after reading my care has really gone through the floor, because it will come back to what I think is passing and what you do, which we have much different views on. I'm glad that you're happy but I can't live with myself if I was in your situation.
>still not posting your picture when I asked you to
>implying posting your face every now and again is spam
>>6074315
>I am nothing.
It's because you're still pretending that you're your body, that you're a boy. You're actually a girl, and what you need is to change your body to match that as soon as you possibly can.
Repressing and living as if you're a guy is like Jobs ignoring his cancer and munching apples - it's ignoring a potentially deadly problem.
>>6074324
Stop it. You won't manage anything like that and you know it. These are a kid's dreams, a child's rejection of reality. There's nothing wrong with hedonism, fearlessness, and burning half as long but twice as bright - but only if you're doing it for the right reasons. Pretending as hard as you can to be a man is not the right reason, and it's frankly an insult to the values you're attempting to embody.
>>6074324
Go. Away.
I should really stop shopping my face. I'm loosing sanity.
>>6074325
Aww, ty quid!
>>6074330
Spiro and E to make my body my own, and my life my own. Not going to let testosterone take any more of my time from me.
>>6074333
Nice trips, and sorry again for giving you bad advice senpai :c
>>6074337
That's like, the second time she's posted it lol, nobody noticed before because most of us recognize the image already.
>>6074338
>seeing a psych
I don't know kind of
she's not well so she keeps disappearing for like 6 months, so getting an appointment, and then actually getting there is kind of hard
I don't really want to get a new one though, cbf going through all my bullshit again
>taking antidepressants
I tried them, they didn't do shit for me
all they did was completely fuck me up for about a week when I went on them, and then another week when I went off them a couple of months later
do they actually start to work after a while? Psych kept saying shit about how it takes x months for them to start working, and the amount of months just kept changing to however long I was on them plus one
>>6074337
if that is your choice.. :c
>>6074346
>I'm 1000 times stronger than anyone in this general.
Your cowardly beta bitch ass would start crying if you saw any of us irl because you'd realize how much of a weak nigga you really are
Get the fuck outta here until you've gotten your pussy ass on hormones already
Til then shut the fuck up and stop talking all tough n shiet
Ain't got time fo dumbass lead paint eatan wannabe "men"
>>6074262
what
>>6074352
that's really unfortunate, sorry to hear that. i have no personal experience with them but others have said they feel dull but manageable on them. i don't live in brisbane yet or i'd offer to hang out to take your mind off things.
>>6074325
I am okayish, could be worse. sundays are nice.
how re u?
>>6074322
Ill probably play ff9, clean the kitchen and maybe Ill reorganize my class-applications for uni and even more maybe, Ill finally get around to contacting my endo. I am super low on E and only take some every few days. but I am too anxious to go on public transport for 3 hours atm.
>>6074356
I don't lurk here enough to have any dirt on people tho
I'd have to really study to be mean
>>6074346
Please. You're too much of a coward to live. You have nothing to fight for. No pride. No hope. No goal. Just another squalling infant who made it to adulthood. You're weaker than the weakest trip here, and more shameful for telling them that their moments of pain are proof that their moments of joy are without worth.
>>6074346
Crying is an essential part of relieving and coping with stress, bottling it up is repression and it's not healthy. Kayla got hugs and pizza afterwards, calmed down and went right back to being nice-Kayla, so I'd say she's a whole flipping lot happier than she was when she had a gun in her mouth.
>I'm 1000 times stronger than anyone in this general. You're all fucking nothing compared to me.
Stop being a brat or you're gonna get spanked.
>>6074348
>trying to become model/animu gril
Yeah, you really should stop. This is otherkin-level silliness. Of course it's good to have goals and ambitions, but you also have to stop and appreciate how far you've come sometimes, you know?
Do y'all make milk?
Cause i make milk
I dunno if I'm supposed to make milk
>>6074367
ye i do
>>6074367
Lemme drink!
>>6074367
High prolactin. Happens sometimes. P. Jelly. Definitely make sure to get regular blood tests.
>>6074367
cis guys can make milk, of course trannies are supposed to make milk. Especially when they put their estrogen levels into the pregnancy range.
I am cow now....mooooo
Gonna get a boy to milk me brb
>>6074346
i'll fight you if you're in London, got the day off
>>6074339
i suppose i just don't really get it. though in all fairness, at 5-6 months of HRT i looked like this, and i've definitely improved since then.
i suppose i would just much rather be happier looking, and living like this than...being whatever you are.
>>6074362
how long does it take for you to get a refill? running out of E is awful lol
>>6074367
i wish I made milk
>>6074346
>>6074359
>>6074364
>>6074365
I'm sorry. Truly. I just snapped.
My anger has subsided now and all I feel is guilt for that outburst. Sorry Akaka. I feel honestly terrible.
I realise how cruel my posts were to other people who are in fact braver than me. And it's wrong of me to lash out at them.
It's not the person I want to be and its not who I am.
But you're right. I wouldn't do this if I had another outlet.
I don't want to upset the general with my breakdowns. I'm going to be quiet and in future try to hold back my repressional outbursts.
I don't want to be a Kayla. Where I shit up threads with my anger.
How can I help stop this from happening again.
I am genuinely sorry.
>>6074384
haha what
>>6074381
depends on how soon I get my shit together. Ive like 40 mg left.
I can technically get an appointment every thursday since I am friends with my endo and dont need an appointment. she just fast tracks me everytime.
its hard atm tho
>>6074384
hey its OK, it happens <3
you should work on making your situation or mindset better
even hons who transitioned at like 60 that I know personally irl are way happier now
>>6074381
make-up is cheating, you know in my pictures theres nothing else there than what I have.
You have lighting angles and everything, and I seem to remember a far worse picture of you without anything on and just in a normal setting.
You're a worse liar than me. brb killing myself before I... I don't know, do anything else
>>6074365
>but you also have to stop and appreciate how far you've come.
>>6074391
yup, you've come very far and pass in all the recent pics you've posted
>>6074384
*hugs*
It's okay to sometimes feel like you do, it happens to all of us. You're very good to apologize, and it's good that you came for "help" here instead of trying to deal with it on your own, with no help from anybody.
I love you anon, and I hope that we were able to help you feel a little happier, or at least get closer to what you need to feel happy. Making trannies happy is what I'm all about, so if I helped at all I'll be super satisfied ^.^
>>6074386
do you do 6mg a day, or 4mg?
why is it hard?
>>6074390
>POST A PICTURE OF YOURSELF
>WHY HAVEN'T YOU POSTED A PICTURE OF YOURSELF
>WHERE'S THE PICTURE
>>STILL NOT POSTING A PICTURE OF YOURSELF
>*posts picture*
>YOU'RE CHEATING
>LIGHTING, ANGLES
>I ONCE SAW A BAD PICTURE OF YOU THAT WAS VERY OLD
>I'M GOING TO GO KILL MYSELF NOW
what is with you? this is a recent pic of me outside if that helps? though i do have sunglasses on.
believe it or not, some of us leave our houses as women! IMAGINE THAT. this is what i look like all of the time. what do you expect?
>>6074384
Just... God damn talk about how you WANT to be for once. The life you want to live. The things you want to accomplish. Who, underneath all that fear and pain YOU FEEL YOU ARE.
I'm sick and tired of hearing about a disassociated pile of muscles like it's a person because of course there's a person there. They may be hard to talk around, but do THAT instead of continuously praising your shield turned prison. I'm sure we'd all love to meet you, when you want to start talking about her.
>>6074396
are you bipolar?
>>6074396
I would rather you come here and shit them up until you feel confident enough to start your transition
>>6074390
No silly, don't kill yourself. Do you think cis girls look the way they do without makeup? Well they don't. Nearly every single girl, cis and otherwise, uses makeup DAILY - because those are the beauty standards we live with. Killing yourself over needing makeup is absolutely ridiculous - practically EVERY girl does!
>>6074391
What quid said, you've come very far!
>>6074397
I was wrong, I'm desperate and grasping for any amount of attention I can get because every moment of anticipating your response is another moment I'm not dying. I'm sorry for being so rude.
I still hate you a lot though, more so for envy now though.
>>6074390
makeup is cheating, hair removal is cheating, skincare is cheating, surgery is cheating, everything is cheating
I am pure concentrated evil. Years of torment have turned me into the monster I am today. At this point I am far beyond help. My only purpose in this world is to bring pain to others. I have trained my skills to cause maximum havoc and destruction. I care about nothing and have nothing to live for, that is what makes me so dangerous. I am like a caged animal. Actually more like a rabid dog because I will not hesitate to destroy anything that slightly provokes me. Watch out roaches, there is a storm coming.
>>6074405
make-up and lighting and angles are the only thing I consider cheating. but I'm still wrong
>>6074337
someone else saved it as a thumbnail before me
its better this way
>>6074407
e d (g) i e
>>6074411
got you senpai
>>6074399
I don't know. I've got no diagnosed mental illnesses.
I dont act like this in real life so I would say no. It's just too easy to be like this when I'm Anonymous.
>>6074395
Thank you. I'll do my best to be a better poster.
>>6074400
But I should not do so at the expense of other posters feelings.
>>6074398
I will do that. But I'm so lost as to how to talk about her. Because it's so personal.
How to even begin to create "her"
Sorry again. Your help is good.
>Tfw NEET to fujoshi
>>6074414
yes but it's ok to talk about being sad
just don't lash out
>>6074397
I take 6 usually.
I have had pretty bad anxiety lately, it used to be better but this year hasnt been going that well. so travelling for hours on public transports through crowded places isnt very fun :/
>>6074348
you should go to korea and get your jaw chin and nose done then I guess?
also like work on your skincare and makeup?
>>6074413
I already had that tho I just wanted to use the thumbnail ;~;
why does everyone treat me like a child
>>6074403
it's ok, the only reason i was responding more negatively was because i didn't understand where you were coming from.
i used to be way worse off, and i had to pile on makeup to even look halfway passable, but...now i can walk through a crowded airport with no makeup on, and get stared down and hit on by a ton of men easily, and i haven't been misgendered in a very long time. which shouldn't even be the barometer for success because frankly men will hit on literally anything, and female triggers are easy to abuse. i still have clocky features though, and get bad dysphoria from time to time. but idk. it's not about being attractive, it's just about being yourself, and trying to be as happy and confident as you can be. the longer you're on HRT the easier everything gets.
>tfw no weeb japanese girl who was born in america gf
>>6074422
>filename
youre so cute gem :3
>>6074420
girl i don't mean to be rude by asking this, but have you gone to a therapist anytime recently? it just seems like your anxiety is getting even worse, which is really, really awful.
>>6074407
>>6074422
this is why I liked you the most gem
>>6074417
It's always been hard for me to admit to being sad.
I have a physical inability to cry. So most of the time anger is my go to emotion.
>>6074421
Korea has high fail rate when it comes to plastic surgery.
I'm still training makeup
My skincare right now is perfect. It's just my skin is not slick and more like sponge. Ugh...
>>6074424
are we talking about someone who is merely Japanese by genetics or a Japanese who has knowledge of their homeland but mainly lives and studies abroad?
>>6074433
I know that feeling girl :c
it just takes time
I'm for the first time high
I understand
>>6074441
Thats pretty shamfur to be honest =^}
>>6074445
tfw weed did nothing for me. i mean NOTHINg.
>>6074445
at last I truly see
>>6074445
drugs are bad
>>6074445
>tfw been high 80% of the time I've been living with yume and gem
>tfw just got out of the ER now
i'm so exhausted and i have work soon ;~;
>>6074419
I like that word
>>6074440
It will ;~;
>>6074429
>girl i don't mean to be rude
I dont think theres a lot of things you could say that Id perceive as rude
yeah I should. I am selfmedding antidepressants, but Ill run out them in 3-4 weeks as well. ive no idea what to do then.
I am really scared of therapists though. last time I spoke to one they wanted me to detransition and to be institutionalized
but even if Id call them tomorrow, Id probably have to wait 4-12 months for an appointment since public healthcare. so I havent been motivated enough to try anything.
>>6074454
what did you do?
>>6074459
i-i had some complications
i don't really wanna talk about it
god i'm so tired now
Guess I'm with the staying the fuck up club.
>>6074461
please, you mentioned it in this thread and we're mostly all friends here, so just talk about it.
>>6074414
And I'm sorry for being quite so aggressive in my response. Today especially. Seeing someone picking at trans girls' vulnerability, when they open up about it, is pretty highly "triggering" to me. Like you, many other trans people have very limited support networks. It's horrifying to think one of those is being used to attack them.
I know it'll be hard, but I look forward to getting to know you.
>>6074453
>tfw same for free time since yumes moved in
>tfw tried lots of other drugs since then too
feels degenerate but good
>>6074463
if I go to sleep rn Ill get 6 hours of sleep for another 10 hour work day, but Im eating so lol good luck w that ali
>>6074384
I'll forgive you if you post more skeletons,
we're all human don't worry about it.
>>6074465
>>6074466
i-i got something stuck in my ass
>>6074453
lucky, you get to live with gem.
>>6074470
>gwen
>>6074476
>tfw no dissassiociate psychopathic 4th wall breaking gun toting gf
>>6074479
*disassociative
>>6074434
>Korea has high fail rate when it comes to plastic surgery.
well then simply go to their best jaw surgeon
or idk thailand + srs?
>>6074479
every time I see that fucking image I always think back to Saturn Girl
>>6074458
Mine will probably be a rare opinion, but I think your avoidance of therapists makes sense. I mean, psychologists and "just therapists' can't really force you to do anything, regardless of their opinion, but a psychiatrist is a very dangerous person who holds a ridiculous arbitrary power over their patients. If at all possible, continue self-medding instead of going to a psychiatrist
>>6074475
you could tho if you're cute and want to play n64 games w me because no one does (;~;) and are comfortable with the fact that cuddling with everyone is encouraged and no one walks around wearing pants here
A friend told me that there are some places in ca where they give you a working vaginaby trying to make another person's uterous fuse with your body.
The story I was told is that she went to the place for a few months, they did the surgery and the kept on doing tests and shit on her, like constantly raping her and stuff. She also said that she's been on whoremoans since she was like 6.
As messed up as this sounds I want this, I want to be able to be a real woman.
I hope my friend isn't just lying to me and is just a normal girl.
>>6074434
not her but isn't there some risk of losing teeth from the method they use in korea?
>>6074490
Scissoring vaginas when?
>>6074473
did you get maam'd right up until the point you needed to bend over?
was the doctor who removed it cute?
>>6074493
shouldn't you be off killing yourself?
>>6074493
idk who you are tho senpai
>>6074501
maybe, I deleted it because I'm too ugly anyway. I'm sitting here with a chef's knife on my desk trying to get as much attention as I can, because I'm really shallow
Anything exciting happening, /mtfg/?
>>6074507
*hugs you*
I hope you're able to get into a tranny house like gem's one of these days, and it'll be everything you ever dreamed and everybody will be nice to you and tell you that you pass even though you won't believe the truth.
>>6074509
just a lot of repression and sadness this morning :/ Hope you're doing well at least
>>6074507
grats, i bet your parents are proud.
>>6074509
only this
>>6074473
>this thread
>>6074485
I think that no one who is sure about transitioning should show up to therapy without their IC or self med hormones. And yes, the medical establishment is not our friend, despite that the overwhelming majority of research in every related field strongly suggests they should be.
>>6074509
Spent all of today upset so far ;~;. Hope I can get exercising soon, since that helps me untense.
How are you, Moap?
>>6074517
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RR77LZoJ3uY
>>6074517
that is the best picture of sheen I have seen so far
>>6074517
What is that monster, Maddie?
Maybe next thread will go better.
>tfw you'll never live in a tranny house with your girlfriends
why live?
i get rly sad during sex a lot :(
>>6074518
A tranny house is great for sad trannies like you, there's lots of people around who are like you and you can be friends with them and they can help you to not be as sad as you would be alone.
Or maybe I'm just looking through rose-colored lenses lol
>>6074519
I think it's because too many medical professionals go into it for the wrong reasons. A doctor should do their job because they like helping people, but it's largely about money and power in reality. A police officer should want to help his community, but many police officers just want to play soldier, hold power, and attack minorities. There's no winning with authority >~<
>>6074530
Why won't you? If there aren't enough tranny houses just start your own with a friend, yeah?
>>6074518
>>6074507
i mean I was joking for the most part because we have enough people in this 2 bed apt as it is, but I really wouldnt care unless you were like a 40 year old hon or something