/mtfg/ - m2t gen

Kappa

haha benis :DDD

>>6041994
Is this like the night of the shitty editions?

>>6041994
Delete this

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>>6042002
KappaPride

>>6041994
hey rawr

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ill poop in ur bed

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a.pomf.cat/iwhmgv.webm
nsfw af

for kiwi:

>>6042011
>>6042011
>>6042011
>>6042011

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Reminder

>>6042016
seen it
/puts bullet vibrators inside isla's butthole

>>6042000
only person permabanned is dana iirc

i don't think you'd enjoy yourself in there anyway

>>6042006
I'm not hips, but i don't remember any discussion about banning you at any point

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>>6042017
tfw gonna give my bf the succ soon

>>6042010
>>6042017
DansGame
>>6042019
NotLikeThis

>>6042016
ah i was looking for this a bit ago

>>6042021
It was fucking hilarious though, like holy shit.
>>6042026
its p great
>>6042025
WutFace
>>6042020
MOLESTANON WHY

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Goodnight everybody, hope you all have great nights, great days, and great lives <3

Too sleepy to pick a particular meme, so have a pepe.

>>6042030
BibleThump

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>>6042025
i enjoy dansgaming unironically and watch his horror game playthroughs on synctube with my bf when we go to bed, it's comfy KappaRoss

>>6042030
/molests isla's lips

>tfw no consensual molestation

Can someone hurry up and invent a machine that makes me look like taylor swift ffs

>>6042038
just download photoshop

Kiwi and Isla are both cute no homo

>>6042038
Photoshop

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>>6042013
the show must go on

also are you the anon who always takes up for me, I kinda wanna get to know you desu

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>tfw hrt didn't change my taste in music
feels good senpai
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1P8FtphKcyg

>>6042041
you are cute


>>6042043
you are a girl technically

>>6042044
so you don't like death grips, sufjan stevens and other various trutrans artists?

>>6042043

>>6042044
same rn

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>>6042036
>mfw
>>6042041
ay thanks <3
>>6042037
is that a thing
>>6042033
BloodTrail

>>6042041
FUCK YOUR BROTHER ALREADY I WANT TO HEAR THE ANECDOTE ABOUT HOW HE SUCKED ON YOUR NIPPLES AND BIT YOUR NECK AND DESTROYED YOUR BP AND MADE YOUR GT LEAK FOR HOURS

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>>6042047
nope i have cis gay male taste thq challenge everything
>>6042048
froge

>>6042043
it all just happens again,
way down the line

>>6042053
alright that's gay as heck but you do you nvidia it's in the game

>>6042050
yeah it is
speaking from personal experience

>>6042043
Yo, birdy, I want you to fug me.

>>6042050
/squeezes boobs and gives sweet passionate kiss goodnight

/fondles

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>>6042046
Ty:-)
>>6042051
Idk I have been leaning transbian lately
>>6042055
AMD CPU AMD GPU

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>>6042046
oh my fucking god
>>6042048

>>6042054
??
>>6042057
what the heck, why

>>6042060
>Idk I have been leaning transbian lately
b-b-b-but

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>>6042055
tfw bf won't RAM me in my PCI slot

>>6042061
>what the heck, why
I dunno. I'm not the anon who has been taking up for you, btw, I thought about it though.

>>6042066
>being PCI over AGP
what the fuck is wrong with you

I hate being trans!!!
I wish I didn't feel dysphoria all the time!
I wish I could just go to female social events and not feel bad, you know?
Or compare my body to cis girls

>>6042043
Yes birdy, that was me, but I'm going to bed now because I have to get up in like 4 hours x.x Sorry :c

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I made a clyp it

https://clyp.it/0oyuk1se

I want to die

>>6041910
why not

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>>6042070
It's okay Red, you're still beautiful anyway.

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>>6042067
Ah, what's this about fugging though, seems weird
>>6042071
Sleep well friend

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>>6042073
hey gem I'm not sure if you saw

>>6042070
On the bright side, you're one of the cutest of your demographic, and you got spitroasted by your bf and a drug dealer - not nearly a fair trade for dysphoria, but it's something.
>>6042076
>Sleep well friend
>friend
^w^

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>>6042076
Just fucking mount me already, Bird boy.

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>>6042073
>here's my voice it's awful
what the no it isn't reeeeeeeee
>>6042079
〔´∇｀〕
>>6042081
but why though, what did I do

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>>6042082
JUST FUCK ME

>>6042082
post your best girl voice

>>6042070
maybe if you weren't a bad person you could live life like a normal human being

>>6042073
It's okay gem. You sound andro to me at least, like I'd believe you if you said you were a girl or a boy based on your voice. You'll get there though, just keep working at it. And don't let jealousy and dysphoria get you down either. You know how you kept talking about Yume? Use that as motivation to keep improving, so you can be like her some day!

>>6042076
I finally came out to Mom, well, again. I did this 8 years ago armed with less knowledge.

She suspected I was going to tell her I was gay.

Well, she took the whole thing even better than Dad.

She likes the name Brittany. Between that and Dad's suggestion, Brandy, I think I'll go with Brittany.

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>>6042084
holy fuck I guess, god damn
>>6042086
what the hell, no
>>6042087
don't bully red

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>>6042087
>red
>bad person

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http://vocaroo.com/i/s1830ck13zFw

>>6042068
WHATA FUCK MAN

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>>6042090
>holy fuck I guess, god damn
Fucking finally. Shoot your warm cum deep inside me.

>>6042095
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1830ck13zFw
I want to throat fuck you now

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>>6042075
I'll try to feel better...
>>6042079
All the sex is just to make me feel less depressed or less dysphoric but it never goes away. And all the cis people I've been with are so comfortable with their bodies and I hate mine...

>>6042090
>what the hell, no
come on it'll be fun

I worked 13 hours today. And my department looked like shit when i left. I mean, fuk it i guess. Shit like this wouldnt happen if i was manager.

somone convince me that i have to go to bed and that school is important enought to be up in 4 hours for

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>>6042095

https://clyp.it/tui4o14z
i tried
>>6042058
nini molestanon
i hate you less
>>6042060
transbian with me senpai :^)
>>6042056
Ill take your word for it
>>6042070
iktf ;-;
oh well, you are super fucking cute so thats a pro
>>6042087
dont bully red shes a sweetheart
well at least cruelly bullying
if you do bully then call her a slut or a fucktoy or smthng like that !
>>6042100
can i please just hug you and tell you it will be okay?
like
;_;
>>6042106
sammy
go to sleep for a few hours
you will feel better

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>>6042095
https://clyp.it/miwamofg
i need to practice more
>>6042100
>All the sex is just to make me feel less depressed or less dysphoric but it never goes away.
Because sex isn't going to cure these things.

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>>6042096
what the fuck anon why are you doing this
>>6042089
That's good but I don't understand why you're telling me this

Also whatever you do don't pick Brandy, I've never met a Brandy that wasn't trashy
>>6042100
you are an absolute cutie, red
>>6042101
I don't have a girl voice

>>6042108
who is sammy
I'll try tho
aaaaa

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>>6042077
dw I saved it

>>6042082
thanks for the hugbox bro

>>6042088
theres no point, Ive been working on it for half a year and Ive made barely if any progress

and thats kind of a moot point considering how she never even had to try

im not gonna keep whining though so Im going to just go and play runescape

hi queeny I know ur around <3
>>6042073
you sound really sad right now. I wish I could make you feel better because you seem like a really cool person

>>6042112

>>6042110
>what the fuck anon why are you doing this
'Cause I want you to notice me.

>>6042114
>>6042112
oops
Just keep going Gem. Keep using your girlvoice and try to make little improvements until it finally sounds satisfying to you. You're welcome to skype me if you need someone you can talk to using it, I wouldnt mind if you just rambled on about something just so you can keep talking and going. I really do believe in you.

>>6042100
you're very sweet and nice red but your also kind of a sadgirl too you are very three dimensional

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>>6042107
http://vocaroo.com/i/s02dj7c4SIgM

>>6042111
ohh i thought this was samantha :v

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>>6042120
lmao never change kiwi

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>>6042110
>I don't have a girl voice
just give it your best shot, there's a good girl

>>6042120
>forgot the XD at the end
YOU FUCKED IT UP.

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>>6042116
WHY who am I to you
>>6042127
FUCK OFFAFJBASFB

>>6042121
nah, just an anon lurker who doesn't wanna go to bed
sleep is for the weak

i am the weak
nini

>>6042120
you and kayla not only look similar but you have the same voice
are you cloned twins?

this is after about a year of training pretty happy with the results
https://clyp.it/gmyslxho

>>6042130
>WHY who am I to you
A cutie patootie who has an "autistic obsession" with birds which I think is adorable and interesting.

red called me a puppy dog girl so i made this
https://clyp.it/syuncvjn
i think its stupid
>>6042131
nini girl.

>>6042119
Thank you so much...you're so sweet and lovely
>>6042110
You're cute too birdy
>>6042109
Maybe...

Shit everyone else has pretty cute voices. Why cnt i figure this out
https://clyp.it/sftmu5kr
>>6042120
Will you vocaroo a reenactment of your pickle moment for me

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>>6042136
I guess
[email protected]
>>6042138
R-red don't be sad ( •᷄⌓•᷅ )

Hiii
https://clyp.it/f04ix3b2

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>>6042138
It isn't a good way to cope Red. You need a better support structure and better ways to deal with it instead of trying to escape it through drugs and sex.
>>6042140
https://clyp.it/k1ghds43
>>6042142
Your voice is really cute.

>>6042142
https://clyp.it/syuncvjn

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>>6042141
lel, is that your actual email? You are too much.

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>>6042140
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1JRu5wsrHPZ

>>6042141
>don't be sad ( •᷄⌓•᷅ )
what about me
all I want is for you to become a girl but you won't :(

>>6042140
I forget the name of that song in the background and I suddenly want you listen to it, gimme pls.
>>6042148
yeah it's a throwaway e-mail
>>6042151
LEAVE ME ALONE REEE

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>>6042153
>LEAVE ME ALONE REEE
f-fine ;_;
all I wanted was a friend I could transition with

im in bed =w=
>just got in bed
>have to pee
cmon

>>6042157
I know that feel so hard
just like if its not that bad i just try to ignore it but sometimes i have to keep getting up >>

>>6042145
But how do I set that up?
It's a wonder that I haven't done heroin yet...
>>6042147
Come sleep in my bed puppygirl. I've always slept with a dog in my bed ! So warm

>>6042073
You need to kill the resonance. Lift the voice higher and backwards

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>>6042156
ill be ur friend anon
>>6042159
it feels weird
>>6042160
i would love to just snuggle you okay
this is teasing me

>>6042153
Wait, why did you post the email though? You want me to write you stalker messages everyday?

>>6042160
i'll see if we can figure something out tomorrow, okay?
>It's a wonder that I haven't done heroin yet...
and never do it. dont start new drugs please. i dont want you to hurt your body with anything harder.

>>6042156
I'll be your friend but I ain't no girl
>>6042163
you wanted to be noticed so I gave you my email and also yes

>>6042166
>you wanted to be noticed so I gave you my email and also yes
Awww, cute.

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>tfw not having cringey virgin sex with Red right now

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>>6042135

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>>6042169
she did make a tempting case for taking mine desu

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https://clyp.it/utyb20v1

>>6042100
Im cis and I've had major body issues. Like, to the point where I had a major eating disorder and even bulemia. Now that I look back at it, it's mostly just eh. I focus on other things in life and just learned to live with my body.

Your physical state really doesn't determine happiness. That's not to say I love my body and the way it is rn, but there are more important things in life. And the people around me don't care anyways, so there is not a huge reason to bother.

I think coming to that conclusion requires a process anyone can go through. Body acceptance as a concept isn't about fat pride or denying reality, it's just about realizing that we all die anyway, and the way we look isn't as important as we think it is.

>>6042133
Both have the same sissy fetish.

>>6042169
id be willing but it would be disappointing as fuck and not enjoyable for both parties most likely

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>>6042165
Thank you so much Grace...
You really care about me.
>>6042162
I might tear up if you cuddle near me though
I cry very easily
>>6042169
Don't worry anon! I'll teach you the way to sex!

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>>6042175
when have i ever posted my spread asshole in a dress

>>6042153
Change by Deftones.
>>6042145
My voice is actually in this weird pseudo andro zone where it sounds not alpha mle at all, but its obviously a boy voice. Adams apple is also nearly non existent. Idk.
>>6042149
>pickles, no no no, n n n n n n n no
Loool ty

>>6042168
yeah so stalk me anon
>>6042185
thanks desu

>>6042160
Try not to burn your bridges, and make genuine friends with people for reasons other than sex.

>>6042182
well I mean there was that one time

>>6042182
you posted a pic of that when you replied to this post that i am writing right now

>>6042187
I just sent an email.

>>6042180
but i would be more than happy to if it would make you feel happier.
honestly you deserve to not be sad.
Please don't touch heroin though, like please don't.

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>>6042190
>>6042191
i won't succumb to peer pressure
i have a bf you dirty anons

>>6042135
Quality meme bro.

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>>6042180
It's like I've been saying Red, there's more to you than your body and sex. You're a beautiful person and that's what I care the most about. Nothing else really matters. I want to see you happy and confident one day, and not relying on sex and drugs to get by. I mean, doing them for fun is okay, but they're not good as a coping method. You're doing well in college, you've got potential to be more than someone's pet or sex toy. You can't let yourself forget that.

>>6042180
>tfw can't give red the biggest hug of all time
>>6042192
:^)

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>>6042195
*peer pressures u*

>>6042195
Pear presses u

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>>6042203
NO
>>6042206
NO

@red https://clyp.it/hfwwarzp

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>>6042209
*waves her hands at u in a non threatening peer pressuring way*

>>6042209
Yesi

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>>6042214
>>6042215
$20 is $20

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>>6042219
Post it I will paypal you the $20

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>>6042219
post it already

>>6042211

https://clyp.it/eqnuo3pv
I will be better >>6042211

>>6042223
>kayla did it for free
>kiwi does it for $20
this is why kayla has no money

For other post op girls: do you ever randomly get like a moist feeling between your labia even when not horny.

>>6042227
You don't need to apologize silly.
But I just wanted to let you know how awesome of a girl you are.
Anyways there are messages on skype if you ever need future words of kindness.
Red, you're beautiful inside and out, okay?

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So huh I haven't commited yet. I don't know if I am really trans but I told my parents I had these feelings, but I don't dare wearing girl clothes yet, and I cannot get HRT yet ( I have to wait until September ). Main problem is that my brother and sister don't know yet, and I am still worried of judgement even though my parents are okay with it.

What should I do? I feel a bit trapped and I want to be sure for once.

>>6042241
why are u waiting for sept

>roommate tags me on insta
>its a photo of me from right before i started hrt
>its disgusting and not recognizable at all
>even if i hate all my recent pics at least I'm not THAT anymore
Glass half full.
>>6042229
Shiiiiit bitch got destroyed
https://youtu.be/-3-NcRXK-s4

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>>6042227
Everything's gonna be alright Red, you've got it in you to make it.
>>6042241
>Main problem is that my brother and sister don't know yet, and I am still worried of judgement even though my parents are okay with it.
If you don't know yet don't tell 'em. Personally getting on HRT made me 100% sure about everything. You could try small things that might make you feel different, like having your friends call you female pronouns and a girlname. Trying to get yourself into your future shoes of being a girl might help a lot.

>>6042242
Because I am leaving for the USA for a year as an exchange student, and that I'll have money to get self med, finally. Also the fact that I will be separated from family is the reason why I can wait a bit.

But I gotta admit I am still a bit afraid to commit for a reason I don't really know.

>>6042247
>for a reason I don't really know.
Try your best to get to the bottom of this. Starting can be really scary, but keep in mind for the first few months nothing is permanent. You'll just feel better and cry a lot, and lose erections for a while. Eventually your nipples will get puffy but I think you'd know if this is for you or not by then.

>>6042236
>you're beautiful inside and out
I wish either of these were true for me
but also I agree, Red you are cute and I get jelly as hell that you're in a sorority and accepted by all your friends, but just know that you deserve that stuff.

>>6042251
your inside, your personality other than the bdd and self hate, it is beautiful.
As a person you are wonderful.

You're all really sweet...
I just want to be nice with all of y'all...
I'm going to try to work harder. I have to make my life better and get srs.

>>6042245
what a memesong

>>6042253
>bdd
but she IS fat and balding.

>>6042254
Love ya red
You will be able ot make it to a happier place!

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>>6042254
>I'm going to try to work harder. I have to make my life better and get srs.
Thank you Red, that's what I wanna hear from you.

>>6042178
not with that attitude

>>6042256
Honestly i love tyler. His music is ok nd hes perfectly charming. Would not fug tho.

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>>6042250
Well I think there's a lot to say here. If I can summarize it, I'd say it's the fact that I've tried living as a girl on the internet, and that has been an excellent experience ( people weren't nicer with me or the usual thirst, but I was feeling a lot better about myself ), but the fact it's happening in real life scares me for a reason.

All these things, like being called Melissa ( that's the name I'd choose ), or she/her, it kind of scares me. I am so afraid of judgement, and that's why I want to leave for a while. The plan was maybe to isolate myself from my home country, start HRT, then come back here or stay there and start a new life. That's how I see it.

But I am super anxious and stressed all the time, I really want to at least try HRT and see how it goes, because I am super depressed at the moment and I don't want to finish my life before having tried this ...

>>6042267
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3lDqMx4rmFU

i like this track. i wouldn't fug either. you have shit taste in people regardless though.

>>6042265
im atrophied.
I would disappoint red and I dont think I could enjoy it much, though I would rather cuddle with her, watch a movie on the couch, and just kiss occasionally.
>>6042259
a lot of cis women have that issue too.
Her personality is beautiful other than acting those out though is more what I was getting at.
>>6042271
holy shit anon IKTF
internet
use it
present as Melissa using she/her on the internet
if it feels good then have a talk with your senpai about it
and siblings
it might go well !!

>>6042272
Yea this track is good. I listen to this one a lot. Wolf had a lot of good stuff on it. Cherry Bomb wasn't very memorable.
I like Nightmare a lot. Thats probably his best track except for maybe..Bastard and Goblin. I like the moodier stuff tho.
Kinda weird segway but...has anyone heard the new Deftones album? Thoughts? I think its ok but it does feel like more of the same. Koi no Yokan was cool because it had some very different stuff on it. I like Deftones but none of their albums are really good from start to finish for me.

>>6042276
i haven't given tyler much of a chance honestly but IFHY spiked my interest so i'm considering it. haven't heard deftones.

>>6042271
>I am so afraid of judgement
Stop that. You need to find the strength to be confident in yourself and not give a fuck about being judged, because in this life you are going to be. Even if you had been cis.
However, a lot of girls do sort of isolate themselves or kind of "cocoon" while transitioning. I had to go neet to deal with everything.
>But I am super anxious and stressed all the time
Relax, there's really nothing to be afraid of. Your parents already accept you, your siblings will follow, and things are going to be okay.
>and I don't want to finish my life before having tried this ...
That's a good girl. Give life every last shot you can before giving up on it.
It kinda just sounds like you need to take that first step of being on HRT. Try and get on it sooner if you can, September is a long time to wait, but things will probably ease up on you once you've tried it and had that moment where you relax and realize this is all you.

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I wish I was a girl.

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>>6042282
You're a girl anon.

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gotta pee then sleep nini il thread
>>6042282
/THREAD RIGHT HERE

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>>6042273
I already present as a girl on the internet now, and it either feels really nice or I am indifferent about it, so I guess that's good!

It's mostly IRL things that scares me for now.

>>6042279
Well, I have Avoidant Personality Disorder, and I tend to give a lot of credit to what people think about me. That has been a big plague of my life. Always acting " the best way " so people wouldn't judge me ( I lie and escape a lot compulsively ) so taking big steps like these are hard for me.

And I need to get money for self med. I already went to a therapist but it went really crappy ( the guy told me I had to wait a year for HRT, no way I am doing that ). I feel that I might feel better about all this when I am doing my trip to the USA with a host family.

A new start. A fresh life. I'll finally start living. I am positive about this!

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3 AM depression is kicking in, it's time to get to sleep before the suicidal thoughts come too. I love my life...
>>6042271
If you still need any help I suggest talking to Trans Help General, they helped me out a lot when I was pre-hrt.
Also idk if you're up still but you're amazing Red, stay strong <3
Goodnight everyone

>>6042286
where are you from

>>6042278
Tyler is so fucking weird to me. He makes some REALLY good shit (ifhy...answer...bimmer are a couple of examples off of Wolf) but then he needlessly put in stupid shit thats terrible (radicals...bitch suck dick...window...fish....). Goblin specifically has these huge highs with greaaaaaat tracks like Yonkers and Nightmare and Golden...but it has probably his worst songs. And as he's continued making music, the worst songs have gotten less terrible...and the best songs have gotten less amazing. The high points shrink and the low points get better and it sorta is just become mediocre. Idk.
Goblin > Bastard > Wolf > Cherry Bomb

nini for real thread
>>6042286
irl is scary as fuck but if you kinda rip the bandage off i think it might feel better
>>6042287
nini grace
you are also a sweetheart

>>6042287
Sweet dreams <3
Nini!

My first time posting here.
>>6042282
I know this feel.
>>6042284
It doesn't feel the same.

>>6042290
i find it frustrating when people add intentionally offputting tracks, it's probably why i'm so reluctant to look deeper into tyler. people always point out the negatives.

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>>6042287
>>6042291
Well I don't know what they can help me for. I have a lot of back and forth about the fact I might be trans, but nobody is going to help me for that. I am just afraid of a lot of things but I guess I just have to take a leap of faith now. Also, I already have my sources for self med and for a trustworthy pharmacy.

>>6042289
Belgium here

btw i learned maternal instinct thing that pan was talking about
i feel it for red
i want her to be my little in a way

>>6042299
best of luck with your transition when it happens, sorry you're in a tough spot.

>>6042301
I can be your little....
I like feeling small and helpless

>>6042301
Well then you raised her completely wrong. Look at what shes become and how she validates herself on a daily basis. You're a terrible mother!

>>6042301
:o lol, that's how I feel about all y'all in calzone zone =P <3

>>6042304
i could try and mommy ayou and take care of your emotional needs and as much as i could-
but im passing out noww so eep ;;

>>6042308
Sweet dreams <3

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>>6042308
>tfw you'll never be maternal.
I hate this life.

I am so dead ;~;

>>6042296
Please give a couple of his albums a chance tho. Hes a divisive character and his music is definitely worth listening to.

>>6042313
Not every woman makes a good mom...

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Red are you in this

I get off here for just a bit and yall are having a feels day.

Good.
I like how youre talking too Red, no bs and open. ^.^

This is a nice feel to go back to sleep to.

>>6042317
i'll build up to it. i'll probably start with wolf though.

>>6042319
In fact, most dont

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>>6042316
Yeah because you've just died in my arms tonight.

>>6042324
Must have been something you said.

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>>6042321

>>6042324
w-wow
that was better than the answer I had hoped for

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>>6042294
Same person.

It's four am so a good time to start feeling all those repressed feels. I'm so confused by all of it- i mean, fuck, i was pretty okay as a male for the first sixteen years of my life and then two years ago i start feeling all these things i don't want to feel but i do and remembering all the little things that i felt as a kid. i've been a girl online but i always feel like i'm a liar every time i do. I can't imagine what it would be like to actually transition, i wouldn't have any friends and i'd be even more depressed and fucked up

>>6042330
>i've been a girl online but i always feel like i'm a liar every time i do

I still feel like that, even irl

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Real talk, has this individual ever taken any form of hrt?

What gender do they likely indentify as?

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>>6042327
Eyyy!

>>6042329
Anything for you Phien.

>>6042334
a-am I the blonde? :3

>>6042330
Welcome to the battle we all still fight every day.

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>>6042335
You can be whoever you want to be. But yes you are.

>>6042331
>>6042336
It's nice to know I'm not alone.

Because I feel alone. A lot.

>>6042330
Bluh one last post
>I'm so confused by all of it- i mean, fuck, i was pretty okay as a male for the first sixteen years of my life and then two years ago i start feeling all these things i don't want to feel but i do and remembering all the little things that i felt as a kid.
Feeling like this at 16 is okay. I was late onset too.
>i've been a girl online but i always feel like i'm a liar every time i do.
Yeah I feel that sometimes. It's not a good feeling when how you are on the inside doesn't match the outside. Or when people know you as a girl online but you're just a boy irl.
> I can't imagine what it would be like to actually transition, i wouldn't have any friends and i'd be even more depressed and fucked up
This is when things get better though. The more I become that girl I was on the inside the less I feel like a scummy liar and the better I feel overall. Dysphoria is a bitch like always but I've never felt better about things overall.
Keep thinking about these feelings, don't repress them anymore, and hold out hope for transition.
Good luck anon, we're all here for you.

>>6042330
>>6042331
Before i go back to sleep..
Ive felt this, and everytime I do it always seems to be the repression talking.
For me its religious guilt from my mom running through my head.
Every single time it stops though, i feel justified that i made the right choice.
The longer i do this the shorter its getting, just a little at a time.

I self evaluate constantly to check and recheck that this was the best for me, and as long as my pros outweigh the cons? Even if there are more cons... the pros always carry more weight.
>>6042339
Grace is such a good girl. I swear. ^.^

>>6042339
Thanks. :)

I'm trying not to repress as much but that's just my natural instinct.

>>6042337
awwwwwww <3

>>6042338
>Because I feel alone. A lot.
yep Iktf as well ;_;

>>6042338
Never alone, youre here forever. Like the rest of us poor souls.

>>6042347
I guess misery loves company. :)

>>6042330
>I can't imagine what it would be like to actually transition, i wouldn't have any friends and i'd be even more depressed and fucked up
this isn't true at all, i have a much more blossoming social life, more friends, i go out to more parties, bars, clubs with friends. my depression is completely gone and i stopped doing sex work and idk, my overall 'fucked up' level has just dropped tremendously. like life has just improved infinitely. please don't let this hold you back

Tfw you want to be a little to a mommy but your partner is disgusted by it because of childhood sexual abuse

sadfrog.jpg

well i got a infection on the scar on my head please fucking end my suffering

which trip would make the best mom?

>>6042376
If you mean actual mom ffs-anon

if you mean Dommy mommy, Edie, Valq or Maddie

>>6042376
honestly I think Edie would, she's super protective and the most caring affectionate person. She seems to really have her shit together and be one of like a handful of people that don't hate themselves here. She's a caretaker and if the way she treats Faye is any indication of her character I think she's the best choice.

#Edie2016

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Wadup bruhs, guess whose back ;'')

>>6042382
I like edie a lot, but I dont think sex workers make the best mums

>>6042380
>If you mean actual mom ffs-anon
I did

>>6042386
Yah her then

>>6042384
shady? i'll tell my friends immediately.

>>6042385
on the contrary, i think it demonstrates that she has a consistent revenue stream and is financially stable, and is willing to do whatever needs to be done to take care of both herself and her loved ones. If anything I think its exemplary and shows what a committed person she is.
There's just a ton of social stigma around it.

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>>6042388

do your friends have kik?

>>6042393
>There's just a ton of social stigma around it.

and for good reason.

>>6042394
i don't actually have any friends..

>>6042399
same, thats why im here :/

>>6042401
sorry

>>6042397
>for good reason
I mean... idk, i disagree i'd rather not argue about it since its personal and i'm bias so let's agree to disagree this time? ^,^

>>6042401
Im here for when you guys are nice to each other. Me and my friends are pretty bitchy to each other.

>>6042399
>>6042401
>>6042405
>>6042394

lets be friends, nobody else is awake at this time cause they're all lame Americans ;(

:D

my kik is: panfiblue

>>6042404
Hookers/Sex Workers should be stigmatized/seen as respectable citizens.

>>6042407
Kik is a dunghole.

>>6042403

its okay bruh

>>6042407

we deleted eachother after you said Im gay and should transition about 500 times, Pan :'')

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>>6042407
>nobody else is awake at this time cause they're all lame Americans
wow rude

>>6042405
>Im here for when you guys are nice to each other

but thats so rare D:

>>6042411
did you transition?

>>6042407
kik is gayyylmao

>>6042415

pssttttt, ich bin es

>>6042412
Go to fucking sleep. Sleep is for the adjusted and strong. Excuses are for the weak.

>>6042420
haha
go study senpai

being genitally mutilated makes me want to literally actually murder someone
who should I murder and how can I get away with it

>>6042426
murder me
I need that rn

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>>6042424
I get off work at midnight only three hours ago leave me alone

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>>6042412
Im awake, but Im a night owl.

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idk

>>6042428
Oh dang, what do you work as? Just got off work myself.

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>>6042430

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I hate getting little sleep

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>>6042425
sheeeit, its boring as fuck

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>>6042435

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does gondola pass?

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>>6042432
Im just a convenience store clerk

>>6042429
same

Im pretty happy that I got this shift because I get to keep the same sleep schedule that I had when I was a neet- staying up until 4 in the morning and sleeping until noon

>>6042448
yes

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>>6042450
Ill probably stay up until 6 or 7am tonight, depending on how Im feeling. I think its just because I need alone time, I stay up to experience the peace of 4am. I also love the feeling of getting to lay down in bed after staying up until you're extremely tired; it makes falling asleep much more pleasant and easy.

>update
>no new posts

REEEEEEEE

here enjoy this than:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ky-zdHMNFNM

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>>6042450
gemy

>>6042448
hi sheen cute

>>6042435
pics

>>6042462
I do that all the time too

it helps insomnia a little

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>>6042441
Fill my cup up baby

>>6042464
You get no pics

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>>6042464
hi froggo

>>6042467
wouldn't you prefer to drink from the source?

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>>6042471

>>6042109

nah ur voice is closer than u think

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>>6042463
/pol/-senpai, how do I tell a friend who's stormfront tier that Im a tranny without them hating me? He's seen my pictures and heard my voice and Ive passed to him entirely up to this point, he doesn't even know passing trannies exist.

>>6042466
A little, I dont think Im an insomniac as much as I am a hedonist. Praise Slaanesh.

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>>6042453
>ywn pass as well as gondola

>>6042464
>hi sheen cute
ty!
I also drewed this

>>6042478
if hes american every reaction is possible. if hes european it would probably be alright as long as you dont pray to allah :^)

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>>6042475
Sure why not

>>6042476
Where did you get that pic of me

>>6042479
>ywn pass as well as gondola
Iktf

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>>6042478
tell them that as a tranny especially, you hate the left and muslims because they will get you killed. a red-pilled tranny is a valuable ally in the fight against cultural-marxism desu.

>>6042450
Work is work and everyone has stories to tell. Convenience store clerk might be bland but I think it's still an honorable job.

Good on you for working at all desu.

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>>6042484

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>>6042482
American, but I only know him online, we ran a guild together on Nostalrius before it got shut down- Ive known him for a while, I woulda told him I was a tranny way earlier but once we started exchanging /pol/ tier ideals I got scared to tell him. I don't want him to hate me.

>>6042484
He's not savy to 4chan though, his views of trannies come from shit like Caitlyn Jenner and other mainstream hons. Im worried he wont think about it and will just hate me once he knows....

>>6042489
>tfw you will no womb to breed more purebreds with

It's a sad thread desu

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reminder that SRS reallllllyyyy does not make you pass any better nor some panacea,
also leddit makes me laugh, when I saw Suporn has maximum BMI limit I was like, why does he even need to put that how is it even possible to be that heavy.

>6'1 380 lbs
>49 BMI

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>>6042485
its not honorable if Im working here because I literally failed out of uni

I miss being a neet and having free time

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>>6042498

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>>6042498
It's sad cause I'm here

>>6042500

I can not conceive of what that diet must look like.

>>6042500
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>380
how

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>>6042504

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>>6042510
I never smile

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>>6042513

>>6042502
What did you drop out of and why? I did too this semester but I'm reapplying at another uni for different courses. Application gon be hard because I need an internship that's difficult to get.

But I can do it. Why can't you? :/ Burgerland too expensive?

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>>6042509
i don't even know, desu, that's literally 3 times my weight. more than that actually, lololol. like I googled 380 lb man, and this comes up. like imagine that thing in a wig and a dress, lmao. its like a land whale

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>>6042515
We're going into those deep layers of depression

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>>6042520

>>6042519
I am trying to reach my birth weight, actually

>>6042523
damn good luck!! post progress pics :D

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>>6042522
I'll never be happy
Not much to be happy about

>>6042522
Holy shit this meme is top notch metamancing top tier cheerful banter

I really need to get either a swim top or a tight athletic shirt
I need to lose weight and I'll lose my mind if I don't do any exercise over summer

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>>6042478
MOAP IS THAT YOU

>>6042529
Im reading this while eating a chocolate covered chocolate brownie with liquid chocolate filling. This thing weighs more than my mom and could probably feed ten families over several years.

Fast metabolisms are great, I recommend 5/7

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>>6042498
It's a sad existance

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>>6042489

VERGAS DIE JUDEN, RASSENKRIEG JETZT

>>6042496
he might think hes gay and be confused for a while, theres a reason men dont have female friends, its almost impossibru to see girls as non-muh dik material desu.

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>>6042534
Most people have to act the roles given to them. Then again, most of them haven't even noticed they're acting.

Our role in this play is to be miserable

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>>6042525

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>>6042539
at least we have each other
also pizza

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>>6042541
I would if I had any

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>>6042532
Of course it is, I certainly hope no one else has taken to using Asuka as their avatar.

>>6042536
>tfw you have like one female friend
>tfw you're reminded most of your friends see you as dik material
Would it help him if I told him he's not gay? That would probably make things worse to hear it from me... Maybe I should just stay stealth towards him.

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>>6042545

>>6042546
just tell him you were born male and want to eventually get srs and that you understand if that ruins things between you
it will only get worse for you if you don't

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>>6042544
I'm just waiting death to cuddle me.
I tell Brandon that everyday

>>6042548
My life in a nutshell

>>6042533
Oh god this thing was too much. Time to lean over the toilet seat.

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>>6042498
sad thread

sad month

>>6042553
>I'm just waiting death to cuddle me.

this.
>tfw cyanide is heavily regulated in Germany, and no gun rights.

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>>6042546

you should tell him that if he is confused about himself, he liked you for being a girl and theres nothing gay about that, and that if he has any questions or needs some time to think then thats fine. if you would like him to be more than a friend you should definetly tell him though