How often do you cry mtfg?
> 3 times a week
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>>6035442
first for a fart
>tfw 15-16 inch shoulders....
>>6036652
we're shooting up dope dude wtf?
>>6036654
>>6036654
every single day, i cry.
cry so much ;(
>>6036660
that's not big u dummy tho I think they'd be an inch smaller if I was cis
Tunes
https://youtu.be/IgQM6aPMHqU
>>6036665
how big are urs...
>>6036654
Yeah gurl.
>>6036660
>tfw no dope
>>6036654
Wonder if she actually is mtf
>>6036654
i dont cry anymore
Ahem. Fucking early thread anon. I was having fun.
>>6036658
>>6036667
yo this is pretty dope
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8N-qO3sPMjc
>>6036654
never times a week, maybe twice in the past 6 months
before re-repressing all emotions after hrt broke the dam:
5 times a week
>>6036669
Get hip injections
>>6036667
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d7b2NdNewFI
im pretty into the new xiu xiu album
While I was testifying in court a few days ago, I locked eyes with a couple of girls on the jury and we exchanged smiles. I wonder if that was jury tampering.
>>6036668
15 inchers
>>6036669
>>6036679
you don't need hips to be cute :)
>>6036667
http://youtu.be/lMUMwxvmBWE
>>6036684
just be brave and do it!
>>6036676
If you havent noticed, science is a double entendre for lewd stuff Isla. Theres no real science here. Just degenerative behavior
I am tired...
>>6036693
Iktf
did you sleep?
>>6036688
>chink
>cute
>>6036688
She has tiny shoulders to make up for it
>>6036675
Oooh this is really pleasant too
>>6036683
That's really good too wow
>>6036689
Why is /mtfg/'s music taste so good and chill right now
https://youtu.be/cUvD5XKOqIM
>>6036686
>15 inchers
>>6036660
>15-16 inch shoulders....
>tfw actually 16 inch shoulders
:/ oh well, so much for ever wearing cute clothes
>>6036692
>Theres no real science here
>>6036686
see urs are smaller are mine
>>6036685
What were you testifying for hips
u prolly swooned em
>>6036690
ok >__<
>>6036699
>be me
>5'8"
>17.5 inch shoulders
thanks genetics
>>6036700
someone stole my phone and he's probably going to prison for up to 3 years
>>6036700
be brave sis!
>>6036698
>tfw not resting on islas chest RN
my shoulders are literally twice as wide as most cis girls
>>6036699
It was fun Pan.
Do I pass?
tfw no mommy.
>>6036711
>It was fun Pan.
huh what? is one of us going somewhere??? don't leave me ;(
I like you.
>>6036688
No only Photoshop, a crazed plastic surgeon and a ton of make-up. Models from Worst Korea look identical.
>>6036712
no he sold it or something so i lost a bunch of child abuse evidence i had on some psycho girl but on the plus side i'll probably be getting restitution!! which means i would have gotten a free screen replacement + some free money
also why do u care shouldnt u be telling me to drink asbestos lmao
>>6036697
ooh that's quite nice
this is one of my more favored instrumental triphop tracks https://youtu.be/QRgPIbSX1mg
>Tfw no isla gf
>>6036713
Oh you were cosplaying as someone from Rocky Horror Picture Show?
>>6036715
No, not one of us..
The science is dead. v.v
On to something else.
>>6036716
tfw no small asian man to play with my face
>>6036697
damn this is good girl
>>6036709
>tfw still awake
Ill go nap in like 2 hours tho
ahhhhhhh i finally finished editing that project......
auhhhh and the guy said he liked it too.... i was so scared he'd hate it. maybe he did hate it and he's being polite. i dont care anymore....
i am finally at peace
goodnight mtfg
>>6036719
>child abuse
s: on the one you told me about before? that sucks.
At least you're gonna get smthin tho!!
>also why do u care shouldnt u be telling me to drink asbestos lmao
s: I don't want that! My bad, if you'd rather I not talk to you I won't!
>>6036721
good girl
>>6036710
>start hormones at 17 but it's already too late?
>>6036720
>>6036726
https://youtu.be/_BVSgNd-w5A
https://youtu.be/HN6VIY4Q5t8
I like to think I have good taste~
>>6036736
i mean, maybe your shoulders are mainly from muscle, not bone? in which case they'lll maybe shrink... and like, tons of cis girls ahve big shoulders!!
>>6036733
yeah idk i think overall i'm getting $300-$400 out of the theft (cost of replacement + some ancillary stuff) if the restitution hearing goes well so as usual the hips is uneclipsed
im not upset but i'm confused
>>6036736
start asap to try and get hip growth to offset shoulders
>>6036736
not too late at all, especially with that much potential for fat redistribution. you're only 18, who knows what'll happen
>>6036742
That's after 3 years of hormones
>>6036745
oh, well, what was your diet/BMI fluctuations like? gotta gain fat to distribute fat, and you've still got some hrt-puberty left in you so there's time yet
>>6036736
you'll probably get hip growth still
do side laying leg lifts to help build muscle
ultimately, you might end up with an inverted triangle or a mild hourglass
>>6036749
Started hormones when I was 48kg/171cm
2 months ago I gained weight and am now 53kg. Nothing can fix the size, though.
>tfw drinking a bottle of wine and a bunch of ciders with Faye while eating pizza and playing MtG
where r u Mtfg why r u not here
also hi we are drunk how r u!!!
>tfw you beat Edie at magic cards
>the prize was ten spanks
>not sure if you want to give or receive
Just good Christian fun here
>>6036747
oh i had insurance that i paid a $175 deductible into and i can't remember what else but it was related to the lifestyle impact it had (stuff like not having a timer for my hormones until I got a new phone, etc). the phone itself iirc was valued at around ~$1000 so he's probably going away for grand larceny which is a felony which is prob. why there were 12 jurors on the case
>>6036755
>where r u Mtfg why r u not here
sonic told me it would be rude for her to invite people as an invitee
>>6036756
>>6036755
>>6036759
this you're cute as fuck and i hope i have a love like this some day
>>6036753
well, what are your levels like? you could maybe up your dosage some if it isn't already 90th percentile ranges and gain weight gradually which would probably go mostly to where you want it. and face matters much more than shoulders, and face is easier to fix with time.
Ultimately though, body shape isn't what will determine your happiness, how much you can express yourself as and truly feel that you are a girl is what will determine it, even if it feels like you're deluding yourself at first.
>>6036757
danngg
hope u get ur money back and the rest goes well!!
>>6036756
that cosplay is rlly cool
>>6036755
omg edie and faye finally met up 8) qt
trippin' on a little sump'n sump'n and cleaning is how, we were so slammed tonight but sleep can wait til tomorrow night, maybe drunk b4 sleep even
Gonna go to sleep and leave some good music as I do, night everyone~
https://youtu.be/CQzxeRlZfzI
>>6036771
nini
>>6036759
>>6036760
s-she's my favorite
how u girls doin tho?
>>6036768
we met up like a month ago!!
>>6036773
oh my god that's so adorable yay
im going to sleep now night edie but you two keep being cute and keep us all updated pls
>>6036773
shit I am so behind on like everything related to anything I guess
sweet stuff
>>6036768
as in random rc?
>>6036783
ew no
dead
same time
every night
>>6036791
hey gem what do you think of yume
>>6036791
errynihtg
>>6036789
>>6036789
exactly -1.7 many
>>6036789
Some girls have dicks get over it
>>6036789
*fart*
i'm gonna pierce my gf's frenulum
tips? tricks? any suggestions?
>>6036762
When I take the blood test 12 hours after taking the last E pill, I usually get like 480pmol/L
>>6036791
ya, it sucks ;(
its like 7 pm for me now, i'm lonely every night.
i need someone to use my chest as a cushion right about now
>>6036820
I need a cushion, deal?
>>6036822
100%
definitely open to this
>>6036822
>>6036825
can we haz sleepover?
>>6036830
I get scared with more than one other person in the room tho ;~~;
>>6036830
hmm the pic the characters should be in a different place, but yeah for sure
sleepover with a lot of snuggles and mildly suggestive things
>>6036830
oh I wasnt invited, nevermind
>>6036831
THEN ILL PROTECT YOU PRINCESS
>tfw can't sleep and feeling crappy
It's the worst when I have to lay here and have nothing to focus on besides shitty thoughts
>>6036840
ur cute
touch my butt
its a nice butt
it might make u feel better
>tfw horny and frustrated
I need a dick inside me like rn
>>6036842
Rub the magic feel good butt? I guess I can give it a shot
>>6036713
You do pass, just don't overdo your makeup, a more "natural" look would suit you better, while improving your "passing score". Overdoing make up is a common signal of a transwoman trying to pass., and it's usually a telltale sign
>tfw threw this so fucking hard
>tfw I just want a honest gf that loves and supports me
Help me feel trans girls. I don't want to fetizize you. I just want to say I'm sorry for Anyone that hates me
>>6036846
for all that u need to touch it for
>>6036853
forgot image >,<
>>6036853
pookie is my sisstterrr
im not center of attentiony enough though
o:
>>6036859
you'reee literallyyyy the center of attentionn
>>6036835
But ure the princess, and its my job to protect you ;-;
>>6036843
>horny
not trutrans
>>6036857
>>6036853
awww
<3
>>6036837
Id never meet boys 1on1 or in groups when I am the only girl. that just scares me too much. girls is okay if its 1on1 or I know them all very well, but Id never sleep with anyone in the same room that isnt my SO or my family.
>>6036851
it's okay, i won't paint you with a broad brush.
nini thread i love you
(pls dont touch my butt while im sleeping, wait till im awake for it)
>>6036878
>im gonna secretly touch your boobs btw
wut
like this?
>>6036887
yes.
now nini.
>>6036883
>does that mean
yes it does!
>>6036889
goodnight :3
>>6036794
I think the world of yume
more than I could ever say in words
>>6036899
Gem whyd you stop talking to me? :c
Anyone else transition to live out a sexual fantasy at first? It started out for me as a sexual fantasy to be a girl getting drunk off too much cock and I started CDing and now I'm chewing down skittles and praying for megamilks
>>6036903
sorry I was distracted when I got home by my roommates and important stufc and the qtpa2t im talking to on cam right now
>>6036906
>Anyone else transition to live out a sexual fantasy at first? It started out for me as a sexual fantasy to be a girl getting drunk off too much cock and I started CDing and now I'm chewing down skittles and praying for megamilks
uhhhh, not i personally, but AGP fantasies fueling the desire to transition are normal, nothing wrong with that..... i guess. :/
>>6036907
Oh that's okay, I was just worried I said something wrong or something idk :s
>>6036909
oh no no no, youre fine
Ive just had a bit of a week
>>6036914
I totally understand, I've had a bit of a week every week this year x.x
>>6036865
Thank you so much. I was completely unfair to this girl, I was chatting to a mint I mean MINT qt3.14 when this was happening, she is who I rlly wanted but she lives 1400 miles away, it's in the same continent.
Look idk what I am. Call me a chaser call me a faggot. Actually kinda like it when a femboi or a trap calls me a faggot and herself a faggot it's kinky in a sort of fucked up way, but all I rlly want is some one to share with.
>>6036933
where are you, anon? i hope you'll be okay. self deprecating is sort of cute.
>>6036773
I was busy watching Creed... but this is adorable
>>6036942
Y-you t-too. North America.
I do hate it anon. I hate how much I want her. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
Removed her Skype contact and left the group were I found her. I just want to stop feeling anon. I'm almost crying I haven't this way about a girl in a very long time
>>6036947
i'll be praying those feelings subside, you don't sound like you deserve to suffer.
I wish I was cute and had a bf or even a gf and was invited to mtfg sleepovers and stuff but I'm just a gross old obese hon
>>6036933
>1400
Where are you two from?
So now I'm scared that I'm going to pee in my pants from spiro. How do I know what size pads to buy?
>>6036952
beauty comes from within, i just put the people i'm friends with/have interacted with and enjoy the company with, its by no means an exhaustive or comprehensive list ^,^
>>6036955
i don't use them for peeing my pants, but I like to wear always maxi pads overnight. they're the best imo
>>6036955
you'll be fine
>>6036955
I've like REALLY had to pee before and held it just fine anon lol
>>6036965
i'd work on that then... :/
Ey yo hold up
its time for some fresh bantz
>>6036955
Tbh poop is what you should worried about my butt bleeds eevery time I do now
>>6036976
big shouldered hon edition?
>>6036985
you're only too far gone if you're dead,
get motivated
>>6035442
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=olCoTmcMpc8
It's strange that I can cry in my dreams. But when I wake my T Blocks all my ability to shed a single tear.
>>6036991
>tfw I cannot self terminate either
angie please set me free
>>6036999
that's not angie.
hi girls how is everyone ??
I'm not trans. Maybe I'm just lonely and warped from years of Internet porn.
This is gonna stop. I am a normal cis male.
I am going to leave this place and never come back. I am not meant to be here.
>>6037005
>black hole
okay... well, get professional help, i'm not a psych to try and help you with your issues. everyone has shit going on in their lives that requires mental stamina. nobody, not i, nor anyone else can do it for you, you need to do it yourself... now i'm done responding till you get optimistic/positive, good lucl
>>6037013
hello Kit, I haven't seen you in forever since you got skittles, I actually started last week
>>6037016
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
congrats !!! i am almost at 2 months now. it's pretty great :3 i'm so happy for you though
>>6037015
I'm sorry I didn't mean to unload that dark stuff on you
I'm going to try, I just... yeah
>>6037014
Save yourself brother, we have lost enough men down here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0A1Iqjqa1WQ
>tfw my repression is failing
>can't possibly go through with turning myself into a freak and ruining my life and fertility and shaming my family
Death it is then
>>6037014
>>6037022
>>6037024
shut up and become cute girls
>>6037013
Hey Kit!
>>6037019
wow it's been 2 months! that's really great and thank you <3
>>6037024
Suicide will destroy your fertility and shame your family a lot more than being a girl.
>>6037026
You... I like you. :)
second this 100%
>>6037027
hiiiiiiiiii !!! how are you??
>>6037028
thanks! it has been really good for me so far I feel very blessed
I had a dream it was my wedding day.
And... personally, I still have trouble considering myself a girl sometimes, but no, in the dream I was going to be the bride and I was so happy.
But on the day of my wedding everything was going wrong. We had put off telling all my extended family that I was going to be the bride instead of the groom (what a great idea that is, I guess they hadn't seen me in a while), we couldn't find my dress or my make up and somehow there was a really awful mistake at the hair dresser and they gave me a guy haircut.
But the show must go on... right?
Then when everyone saw me and figured out what was going on they got up and left.
>>6037036
>attempt
trans girls are more like cis girls than cis guys in how they attempt, so they don't succeed as much, even if we try more often.
>>6037040
Hi eleri :D glad you're feeling better
>>6037035
>very blessed
iktf :D, its awesome to see other trans girls happy !!!!
>>6037016
>started last week
gratzzz, hows it going?
>>6037036
thats dysphoria for you
join us in taking hrt and dressing as a girl and eating pizza :3
joiiinnnn usssssssss
>>6037020
It's actually really amazing for me to think of when you first posted on here convinced you were never even going to start hrt or try at all or anything, and now you've made it this far and I'm almost certain it's way, WAY better than if you had just gone back to repressing even if it doesn't feel like it. you've had a lot more setbacks and obstacles than most of us but you've come such a long way and if you keep trying it'll only get better. never perfect, but better.
you aren't quite so ultimately unpassable as you think either, you've got a kind looking face that's much more feminine than when you started out with an overall skull shape that's relatively neutral, and not all cis women have slender dainty bodies. Hrt takes years and years to have full effect and there are still changes to come even if they're slower.
And I think a lot of your headspace problems are much more treatable than being trans, albeit with an even less linear path to breaking through, but I really do think you'll make it if you keep going, and finding the right psychiatric help takes fucking forever but helps a lot.
I really hope I'm not coming off as condescending and I'm sorry if I am, I sincerely believe this and I have a lot of hope for you sheen, you've already made a bunch of progress and you're one of the more inspirational people on here imo just for the fact that you're still kicking despite your demons. idk if you still wanna talk to me or anything but if you ever need someone to chat with or rant at you know how to find me, I'm pretty much always willing to listen. <33
>>6037016
I started Tuesday on AA and Wednesday on E. Do we have the same transbirthday?
>>6037043
Outside of very specific contexts, none of which are equivalent to being a tranny, suicide is generally frowned upon.
>>6037053
It's preferable to being found out as a tranny
>>6037014
Lol
>>6037061
Eventually everyone kind of finds out, don't they? Unless you moved across the country, changed your name and cut off every single tie to your old life.
>>6037061
It's hard to be found out if you come out.
>>6037060
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpFQEbO4JXQ
The /pol/ is down that path Anon. You go!
I'll hold them off...
>>6037050
>hons hugboxing hons
f off
>>6037048
>not dressing as a pizza and eating girl
pleb
>>6037073
>I moved to a different continent :o
Whatever it takes to be happy, I guess!
Part of my depression was hiding everything from my family and friends for so long. I felt like I was never honest with them and it ate me alive and made me feel like a terrible person.
So far the ones I've come out to have been very positive and supportive and I feel like we've got a clean slate of honesty and respect between each other. It's really great. Like "my universe is aligning" great.
>>6037081
thats lewd af
>>6037083
Lol.
I literally told my mom to fuck off when she asked why I seemed depressed.
Fuckers would only make fun of me like they always have
>>6037069
Im already a proud /pol/ack anon, Im here for the bantz and the good atmosphere (besides everybody commiting sudoku all the time)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qXcK5L9dVYA
>>6037089
Nothing of the sort happened anon. No need to be edgy among friends.
>>6037091
Fuck off
>find a cute necklace in the bunch of junk my grandmother left me
>try it on
>"oh wow, that's cute, i-"
>see a tiny patch of chest hair regrowing
>take off the cute necklace
>put away the cute necklace
not today
>>6037090
>/mtfg/
>good atmosphere
...how?
>>6037089
Sad. Just a different type of relationship I suppose.
My family has always been careful about my feelings because I was such a crybaby as a child and overly sympathetic. There was a lot of crap my parents only recently told me was going on in the past with them.
Two of my (three) high school friends are the kind of friend who give shit to their friends but I find that strangely appealing. But they don't kick me when I'm down.
>>6037094
Time to epilate that shit!
>>6037087
and cheesy
>>6037096
Idk, the people here are funny desu
>>6037093
There, there anon. It's okay to cry.
>>6037109
I can't actually cry. Too high T
>>6037107
bitch needs a bib
messy animu, messy!
>>6037107
Pookie do boys pinch you because your so adorable?
>>6037109
Not that anon but
>when you feel it's finally okay to cry
>and then you cry and it just keeps coming
>and afterwards you feel so refreshed
What a good feel.
>>6037113
That's just a load of BS.
>>6037114
heh
>>6037116
Nah they stare
I want a boy to murder me
>>6037120
>I want a boy to sex me
FTFY
>>6037113
there's a way to fix that
>>6037131
Stop it, you'll give pookie a boner!!!
>>6037120
>his large, powerful hands around your throat, gripping tight
>he keeps thrusting in and out of you fast and hard
>as your vision fades the last thing you see is his blank expression and cold eyes
Hnnnnnng
>>6037125
>>6037131
I don't care what he does to me as long as he slits my throat afterwards.
I cry at least daily, often more.
Please kill me
>>6037134
oh my goooodddd
>>6037090
I guys actually kill yourselfs?
This is scary
>>6037134
I need this ;_;
>>6037134
rip
>>6037129
And then what? Become emotionally vulnerable?
And even more likely to kill myself thanks to fears of passing, body dysphoria and lust that can't be fulfilled.
Fuck that. Removing T would be like taking off my bulletproof armour in the middle of a gunfight.
>>6037136
What if he doesnt slit your throat and just makes you his waifu forever?
>>6036654
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cVYvozAWPtc
>>6037148
>become emotionally vulnerable
yes, you will be able to cry and after you cry you will feel better
and then you will eat pizza
and smile about your muscles shrinking and boobs and butt growing
>>6037139
>>6037148
Why are you such a little bitch? Afraid of a bit of crying, something that every normal person does from time to time?
>>6036688
Hey people, why are "chasers" hated so much around here? I just want a cute mtf girlfriend, but I'm treated like a scumbag every time I try to approach one. I can't change what I like?
tldr; can someone point me to the chaser friendly zeemaps?
>>6037153
Fuck off with this meme
I'll be dead before then
>>6037154
>>6037155
Yes. I fear being emotional
I am used to being emotionally indestructible.
>>6037150
Then I'll do it myself because my problems aren't so surface level that they can be fixed by a simple relationship.
>>6037148
The mental blocks you put up to force yourself not to cry will not vanish once you start HRT.
>>6037162
/cuteboys/ or /traps/
>>6037163
>I am used to being emotionally indestructible
And that is why you are inching ever closer to a meltdown in a tranny general.
Way to go Man of Steel.
>>6037167
She's obviously not wearing one.
>>6037163
>I'll be dead before then
said every hon ever
you will knock up some bitch trying to prove to yourself that you're manly
then twenty years later you break and become a hon
it happens every single time
>>6037167
https://youtu.be/TmkaLkbjugw
>>6037168
>>6037166
STOP IT STOP STOP STOP STOP IT STOP IT
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pz9ZMD9KFNg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ps0UodUr_pM&itct=CA4QpDAYByITCNfvpZDflcwCFQUAHAodircKTTIHcmVsYXRlZEjYqaj6g6bWnz8%3D
>>6037176
she doesn't even have a nubra on though >,< her nips are showing so visibly :o
>>6037162
because trannies want somebody who likes them as any other girl, except they arent as any other girl
>>6037177
Posting DBZ makes you look so autistic.
You do know that a lot of trannies have the 'tism?
>>6037176
The nipples are really super obvious
>>6037177
you arent vegeta, vegeta is fictional
you are a real person and real people have real problems
you're a coward if you don't face them
>>6037174
FINE ILL TAKE THE FUCKING SKITTLES
ILL PROVE YOU ALL WRONG
>>6037191
lol
>>6037176
But you can see nips in the photo.
>>6037174
From talking to the old transwomen in my support group one of the things they have in common was how self-destructive they were. If they weren't drug abusers determined to get to death faster they just didn't give a shit about anything or anyone.
>>6037190
That little comic should go under false advertising.
>>6037190
Alright. I'll take your fucking skittles.
Only because I have nothing to lose and I'll prove myself right when I killmtself anyway
>>6037047
>gratzzz, hows it going?
thank you, the month of ramping up spiro sucked a little; mostly the constant fatigue, at least I was a lot calmer with a lower blood pressure and T loss. I seem to be far less tired now that I've started estrogen
>>6037051
I started E on the thursday that just passed and AAs about 4ish weeks ago
>>6037190
That first panel is so silly though. In the 21st century what it means to be a woman and what's expected of them is about as shallow and ill-defined as it is to be a man.
>>6037148
>tfw estrogen made me look like the guy on the right with boobs of the guy on the left
>>6037076
lol you have no clue who I am but ok bby
>>6037096
it's an acquired taste much like cheap whiskey or black coffee with the occasional hidden razorblade
>>6037162
your fetish is a constant dysphoria trigger, that's why. nobody wants somebody seeking them out just for what they hate most about themselves.
>>6037191
do it i fuckin dare you
>>6037201
its being ironic by parodying cooking mama, cooking mama itself was the product of japan
>>6037166
>tfw people think relationships help but in the end it's just one more person you don't want to disappoint
>>6037191
>>6037198
atsa girl
*headpats*
trust me, headpats are amazing on hrt
>>6037207
Oh I will.
You all see how useless your cure really is.
>>6037213
Uh thanks
I don't get why you trannies are bullying that poor, sad man.
>>6037211
yap
I can't be expected to be there for some other persons emotions when I can't handle my own.
>>6037219
Because bullying is hot and makes our GTs hard.
>>6037217
you'll understand not long after starting hrt
you actually FEEEL things
What can I wear in the "not quite a boy but not quite a girl" stage of HRT?
>>6037221
You will
>>6037237
Femgen mode: Skinny jeans and big hoodies.
>>6037240
Faaaaag.
>>6037245
But you'll be a cute fag. What better way to transition into a girl than to pass through androgynous fag territory?
>>6037167
Who cares about the bra i want a magic fairy to turn me into *that*
Holy shit if I pass the test tomorrow and get the job, then I will be able to start HRT!
I think I'll start with spiro for like 2-3 months then go on estriodol?
>>6037250
>take hrt
>work out
>become qt girl
so simple
>>6037252
>Holy shit if I pass the test tomorrow and get the job, then I will be able to start HRT!
awesome! I have my fingers crossed for you!
>I think I'll start with spiro for like 2-3 months then go on estriodol?
even just a month will do
>>6037252
If I fail the test tomorrow then I'm screwed . I'll probably just leave /mtfg/ and no one will ever hear from me again.
>>6037250
Yeah, seriously. That figure. That outfit is also on point and awesome.
>>6037256
why didnt you succeed than
>>6037247
Oh I am not the anon that asked about the tranny-in-training uniform.
There really aren't a lot of androgynous looking fags. Most of them end up looking like amateur drag queens.
>>6037211
just masks the trouble that isn't fixed yet and gives a good crash like any other stimulant
>>6037238
aw I'm dreading it already :(
>>6037252
Good luck!!! No need to solo Spiro that long, just do it a few weeks so you're not going straight from high T and then get on E, it can mess with your head to not have any sex hormones
>>6037259
Spartan would miss you
>>6037262
lol, cause i've onlyy been on hrt for like 15 months, regardless, i'm pretty happy with my results ^,^ if i wasn't i wouldn't reccomend othrs transition
>>6037250
>>6037261
It's just some alt model anons.
>>6037270
Color me easily amused then.
>>6037201
you make an excellent point
>>6037274
True. It doesn't take a lot to trigger people here.
>>6037267
I would miss you too. We repressed and then accepted our fate at a similar time.
anyone else wanna talk about boys ??
i want to kiss one
>>6037284
iktf, kissing boys is fun
When I look at this picture, I see myself as Lelouch (the guy), and not the girl. This applies to almost everything fictional thing like video games and books.
Yet I have gender dysphoria in real life. What the hell does this mean? Am I trans or not?
>>6037284
I bet you even want to hold hands with one
>>6037292
ANIME MADE ME TRANSITION
>>6037292
You're just a silly weeb.
>>6037292
uh... i think the weirder thing is you see yourself as people in pictures when you look at them?
>>6037289
w-what's it like?
>>6037296
uhhh yeah i do for sure ! if he's nice :3
>>6037280
It might be triggering, but for me it's more of like a "damn, look at her" in a positive way. Pictures are for inspiration, real life is for depression. Unless I notice a tall girl with wide shoulders, which I have been noticing more and more of them as time goes on.
>>6037281
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dVHNdzJeIUY
To both the times in our lives where we thought we were gonna make it
>>6037306
That's a good attitude. No one should compare themselves with shooped Instagram barbies.
>>6037309
You're a transbian. Simple as.
>>6037309
idk mang
I do the same with shotas
why's it matter lol don't let it bother u
>>6037317
But I'm not. I'm not sexually attracted to trans girls
>>6037284
I want to kiss boys too
I am jealous of kiwi
she has a cute bf who kisses her on the mouth and has sex with her!
>>6037284
Kiss me. ive never had a kiss desu
>>6037162
My experience with them is that they think I"m so desperate that i"m willing to date/fuck anything that breathes and cater to their every whim.
Basically their plot is to take advantage of my low self-esteem.
Then if ever I reject them they suddenly get super bitter and start saying transphobic shit like >>6037182
Girls are just better desu.
If you were a nice guy and I found you attractive I'd date you. Just, bad experiences is all.
are you a spergette?
>>6037322
Hello Pookie!
>>6037329
i'm happy for her !!
maybe soon i will get one
>>6037329
But girls kissing boys is str8
girls kissing girls is gay
you're silly anon but I am glad I could help your confusion
>>6037256
You see I say that but the magic fairy option seems so much simpler... and little room for regret... I dunno maybe I just dont have the willpower to start... and im not in a secure part of my life right now, live with parents, have a minuscule support group that doesn't even live in the same state as me. It just seems like itd be so hard.
And ontop of that I constanstly second guess myself and go back into that cycle of wondering if this is really disphoria or just some sort of wierd depression... only it just makes to much sense, I mean this pretty much all started the moment I hit puberty... and I always had small fantasies of being girl like but im not sure if they are the same as how everyone else apparently wore girls clothes as supposed to there male ones. and there are things I love that are traditionally "masculine" too like I used to love playing with swords and guns although I absolutely hated sports especially with large groups but loved video games... maybe all that was just my escape or fantasy? I always prefered drawing, reading, playing with toys. dreaded kicking the ball around with dad or going fishing. only did skateboarding because I played tony hawks pro skater and knew my dad would find it impressive to see me outdoors, but was always constantly scared af on half and quarter pipes. this rant has gone on long enough I just dont know what im doing here... I feel like I dont even believe these mundane things are important... they are just social constructs that develop over time. maybe I just completely rejected them like a freak when i was born.
I think more than anything im just afraid of change and im stuck in this cycle of not caring>super confidence>crippling depression>repeat
>>6037257
can you just fucking kill yourself sir
>>6037343
I for one never wore girls anything until 11 months hrt.
Also guns are fun. Liking guns doesn't make you agp
>>6037305
imagine looking up into hazel-green eyes of an olive skinned boy, it seems as though his eyes extend infinitely deep, a portal into another world. Time slows, you lose yourself completely in his embrace and gaze, his fixation on you is unfaltering, telling of absolute devotion, care, and love. You notice in the bottom of your vision his supple looking lips crack a cheeky grin with dimples revealing themselves on the flawless skin of his cheeks. Your gaze is broken from his eyes and you can feel his large, muscular torso leaning down towards your face. Butterflies flutter in your stomach, you ask yourself, "is this it? is he about to kiss me???" As his lips crash against yours, electricity shoots through to your toes and finger tips.His lips continue to embrace yours and you just instinctively match his pace and rhythm, with both of you leaning back and forth desperate to express your emotions for one another. He breaks away from you, and you look up into his dreamy eyes, with a look of absolute bliss and satisfaction.
>>6037341
No, kissing is just gay no matter who you do it with.
>>6037343
Fucking hell you are describing me :/
The second guessing, hating sports, playing with swords and guns, skating, video games.....
>>6037219
>chaserwalksintomtfg.webm
>>6037343
>hated sports but loved drawing, reading, vidya
>hates fishing and sports
are you me?
>>6037364
Shit. Me too.
Every time I think of a trait that might save me. Other people here have had the same thing
>>6037343
your interests and hobby have nothing to do with your gender identity, more about socialization tbqh.
seize on your moments of confidence and get on hrt and just go for it, life (at least for me) is infinetely better living and studying and working as a girl
>>6037328
I would kiss you anon if it made you feel better
>>6037368
We should partner up and write a book called "signs you are trans". We would make a killing
>>6037343
>"But Anon, why don't you wear girls' clothes?"
>"If living like a female is so important to you then why haven't you even tried yet?"
Old doctors are the fucking worst.
Not presenting female or not having traditional female activities doesn't mean shit. Who the hell would wear female clothes if it means people might call you a faggot or throw shit at you. Well gee, maybe I should keep wearing my male costume for my own safety.
>>6037362
what about hand holding
>>6037368>>6037367
>>6037364
>>6037358
I really just let it all out there how many of you that have the same experience are actually going through a transition?
>>6037371
thats pretty qt desu
>>6037377
That's indecent displays of affection and should only be done in private between two consenting adults.
Also make sure to wear protection.
>>6037382
I am. I think you are trans.
Post aspect of your childhood/adolsecent self that most obviously pointed to the fact you were trans.
i.e. trying to cut gt off, dressing in sister's clothes, not liking sports, watching sissy porn etc, whatever you think it was
>>6037382
Well I'm still pre HRT but if all goes well I will be able to start at least before the end of the year .
>>6037382
i don't like violent things but otherwise ya, i see alot of similarities. i'm getting srs in a couple months, been transitioned full time for like over a year and half now.
>>6037395
Enjoying it in high school when people would see me from behind and call me "miss" because of my long hair
>>6037373
>>6037401
someone beat us to it ;(
>>6037395
>crying when my hair got cut
>stealing my sister's clothing from the washing basket and wearing it in secret
>when I first discovered the Internet, I would Google stuff like "I want to be a girl"
>my favorite episode of fairly odd parents was when timmy got turned into a girl
>I used to enjoy karate because boys and girls wore the same uniform
That's mostly it from my young childhood. When high school or late teens came it was mostly just being jealous of girls, suppressing and being miserable every day of my life.
>>6037374
I really want to try doing such things in private first but yeah pretty much I have never really gone out and bought clothes to wear... mostly because I only started thinking that I had disphoria about a year and ago although I had similiar feelings before that I didnt know what *disphoria* was... I mistook it for depression from moving after primary school, but looking back that just made no sense... I made plenty of friends in high school (but puberty)
I would get clothes to try out but I dont even have my own room to privately try this stuff nor do I have any trustworthy friends... I had this idea that maybe I should try to find some of you guys to talk to... but i dunno I feel like I would get overwhelmed quickly and do something wrong. this is sort of just my personal tragedy I have to go through in my life until I get my own sanctuary to live in by myself. ive got to stay determined.
>>6037408
>my favorite episode of fairly odd parents was when timmy got turned into a girl
i remember this so distinctly, lol, damn, nostalgia. yaaa iktf of jealous of girls, i never went to prom cause i was like, fuck it, not going to do that shit as a dude
>starvation diet
>cardio
>muscles appear more defined and strong
Fuck. I need an non hrt way to shift muscle mass and fast
>>6037411
if you wanna post kik/skype i'll add you, we can talk,
>>6037408
Nah nah
KND operation future is the best trans cartoon.
The boys run a resistance and all get forcibly turned into girls lol
thread so dead. i'm going to sleep everyone, g'night. hospital in the morning, hopefully they can fix my throat. i think i sucked one too many dicks.
>>6037426
Sleep tight.
>>6037426
Good night, good luck with the hospital stuff.
>>6037395
I would mimic things female characters did on tv shows and cartoons, was afraid at one point of being caught watching girly shows because I was afraid mum or dad would think I was wierd... ( Now that I think about this I dont no why I was even afraid... maybe I have some supressed memory or something I dunno But i distinctly remember constantly worrying about such things.)
Now that I think about it deeply I think I may have tried to dress in moms clothing when I was little a few times, mostly just wearing the oversized high heels, but the memory is fuzzy and I think everyone does that with there mums clothes anyway.
When I was a teenager I tried penetrating myself with household objects because I saw girls do it in porn... (god I dont wanna talk about this one)
>>6037395
Feeling strangely disappointed when my little sister was born because that meant I would never get to be the family's little girl.
Feeling happy when a bully asked if I was a girl but being scared I was being "found out".
My little brother as a toddler learning the difference between boys and girls and saying I was only "sorta boy, [technically]" then hounding him for five minutes to explain what he meant and being disappointed when he finally just said nevermind.
I think I kept wanting someone else to notice and acknowledge it so they could explain why I think the way I do.
Understanding that because I was a guy an adam's apple, body hair and facial hair makes sense to have but still thinking to myself "I am male, but... why on me though?"
Thinking the acne scarring was my punishment from God for having thoughts of wanting to be the girl and it and all the other male features listed above was to make sure I wouldn't ever try doing it.
Or maybe I'm fucked in the head and since early childhood have had an irrational fear of finding out I was actually a girl.
hey mtfg!
guess who got whipped and loved and restrained and led on a collar like a puppy and got cum all over her face!
I did!
this nice couple did it! The guy was like this very fit and very smart bio lab tech and the girl was this fashionable and very nice girl who called me a "model" and "princess"
I'm unstoppable!
Someone try and bully me!!!!
somebody please tell me gaining weight wasn't supposed to happen while on HRT...
>>6037442
That's literally one of the potential side effects listed. The nurse practitioner who gave me my meds made me sign and date a list of "expected results" and "potential side effects". I recognized the pages from the wpath guidelines.
Just stop being fat.
>>6037395
Wanting to be a mom (not a father)
Intense jealousy of all women led to me hating women in general for a while.
>>6037440
did they spitroast you?
did you have to succ the lady's hairy pussy?
>>6037438
Oh yeah, also my older brother explained puberty to me a few times and every time I kept saying I don't want any of that and that I was going to "skip it". He got sick of me asking, I guess I kept looking for a way out of it and he was my one source of information.
If I couldn't be female then I figured maybe I could skip out on being a man and just stay a boy because I didn't want to get any manlier.
Sup /mtfg/
I'm planning on coming out to my dad real soon. But I don't feel like I'm completely prepared. I'm planning on mentioning the difference between sex and gender, the current hypothesis about it being caused by hormones during brain development in the womb, what dysphoria feels like, and my plans for medical transition. Anything big I'm missing?
>>6037395
- wanted to be a dancer, stole my sister's dance costumes and other clothes when I was 3-4 or so
- attempted semi castration at 11
- unexplained hatred of body during adolescence and strong feelings of shame and wanting to cover up
- being consciously aware of wanting to be a girl
Probably the strongest ones, but my childhood is littered with other signs that are more nonspecific.
>>6037440
wew lad
>>6037455
yeah, at the very end....and she was smooth!
i got a little pink vibrating thing inside my ass!
>>6037461
>- attempted semi castration at 11
I can't sleep but, that's weird I tried stuff at same age. I wonder of there's something about like 6th grade ish age, maybe it's the onset of puberty. Idm
>>6037440
S l u t!!
>>6037449
Part 2:
hated my body for no good reason
Unexplainable distress when puberty started
Living vicariously through gfs
>>6037440
omggg
>>6037468
i'm a proud slut!!!
i made the boy call me mean names like "faggot" and "fuckhole"
also, the way they both pinned me up a wall to make out....
i got a tiny bulge...
>>6037473
hey does anyone know an answer for this... is it just because the brain freaks out? because of the testosterone? or is it because of the changes associated with it?
>>6037459
Fuck, that's a lot of information. You should just write him a paper.
I think it'd be important to let him know how -you- feel and why -you- want to do this.
When I came out to my dad I thought and found a starting point of when he might have questioned my motives or why I did something, then explained why I did it in relation to transitioning.
Then I started with a few early memories and thoughts that shed some light onto how long I've been feeling this way and worked up to the present. I think I gave 4 or 5. Then explained all of that is why I was seeing a therapist, what the diagnosis was called, and that lead into what treatment is for.
At that point I broke out the pictures I saved on my phone of trans timelines of people closer to my age (and just really great ones) and explained what they did to achieve this (HRT) so as to emphasize it wasn't all just a bunch of drastic and expensive surgery. It was also an opportunity to talk about these people (some were from here, I pointed out their names and talked about them with the correct pronouns to build that into his head.)
I explained to him that this was going to make me happy and that it was going to take some time and that I wasn't just going to start wearing dresses tomorrow and that I was taking it slow. Then I paused for questions.
morning uglies
>>6037461
dang i wanted to be a dancer and a girl
i was just a fuckin fruit
>>6037459
he prob wont ask much honestly, but its good to have that ready
>>6037466
i gave my sandwiches to this rly short kid a lot in 6th grade
>>6037465
thats not a poop..
>>6037474
kitty kit
>>6037480
i wish i knew but ima just take my pills rofll
>>6037477
Red post your whore face, I bet you're really happy right now. Please infect us with said happiness <3
>>6037466
I dunno, I know that when I did it I wasn't consciously trying to castrate myself initially, but it was more of a comfort thing (for some reason when I just couldn't feel that there was penis and balls there it was better?) The thought that if I cut the circulation off long enough that they would be gone for good occurred afterward.
I'm going to blame sex ed, 6th grade was when I first learned that cisgirls did not in fact have penises.
>>6037480
Even if you aren't aware you're trans, your brain knows that your body is wrong I guess? Either way it's a terrible feeling.
>>6037496
>wasn't consciously
Oh I see, I just reallllllly wanted my penis gone since my family and schools kept telling me that I was a boy because I had a penis. So I was like okay, scissors, if no more penis then no more getting treated like a boy...
>>6037490
this is a pretty cute pic of my face!
i took it when I was high and with my dealer :3
hes so nice
The girl liked making the boy do things to me...
She told him to take his dick out of her puss and put it in my mouth to cum
So I was just talking to my sister and mother about Thailand, and they said "be careful if you date a girl from there, she could have a penis hahahahahaha". And then my sister said "Yeah I've heard that, and apparently their penises are tiny hahaha"
Is this a harmless joke or is this a sign that when I come out it won't go well?
>>6037481
Oh yeah, and during question time I was able to mention the people at met at the support group. He was very surprised to hear about "guys who used to be girls". I think the fact that it goes both ways helped him figure out it wasn't a weird sexual thing.
Mentioning when I looked at girls sometimes I felt jealous of the way they looked also seemed to help.
I literally didn't use the word "transgender" or "transitioning". I think he talked to a gay friend at work who was knowedgable about this who did though. The gay guy spoke positively of it and told him it meant I would be way happier and more open with him and how our relationship would get better. Thank you, "coworker from California".
>>6037506
>>6037504
I'm still in love with your cheekbones.
>>6037481
>Fuck, that's a lot of information. You should just write him a paper.
Yeah, I do have a tendency to oversaturate people with information about stuff... I dunno, I'm just super nervous and feel like if I have a lot of information it'll be easier.
He has seen me in girly clothing more than a few times, it would probably be a good idea to bring that up and explain how they make me feel more comfortable.
In reality, I'm expecting it'll be more of a dialogue than the monologue I might have implied. Some stuff will come up that I haven't mentioned, I'm sure.
>>6037510
>Oh yeah, and during question time I was able to mention the people at met at the support group. He was very surprised to hear about "guys who used to be girls". I think the fact that it goes both ways helped him figure out it wasn't a weird sexual thing.
>Mentioning when I looked at girls sometimes I felt jealous of the way they looked also seemed to help.
I'll keep that in mind, too.
>>6037477
>i made the boy call me mean names
Hng, iktf
..i may have done something similar yesterday
>>6037502
I can definitely see the thought process in that case. Idk, I hadn't had any issues with how I was treated at school, or with genitals up until that point because I assumed that all girls had the same stuff I did (I have a penis, all girls must have penises right?)
Pretty sure that brief episode may have stunted my puberty a little at least, so no regrets about seeing how far I could take it.
>>6037496
huh? that brings me to another memory... I would always in the bath for whatever reason pull my penis inbetween my legs and squash them together to make it look like i had a vagina or atleast no penis... but at the time I thought nothing of it... or maybe i just dont remember it was years ago and I did it heaps in the bath...
I also "accidentelly" cut my balls on a truck exhaust pipe... this is a legitment accident though... this memories also kinda hazy I wonder how the fuck and why the fuck I climbed ontop of someones truck. and somehow cut my balls on it ? was I trying to get them off... this ones really odd i dont even know anymore ( created my new nickname call me)
>>6037504
I think you're really pretty,
10/10 would eat pizza with
w-well?
>>6037533
If yesterday is any indication, warm and fuzzy
>>6037526
I remember before I discovered real masturbation and was too young to even ejaculate
I had a hands free orgasm mode I invented myself (I've tried googling this, no one seems to know what it is)
It involves holding yourself (maybe leaning against a wall) up with your arms so only your hands touch the ground and putting pressure on your pelvis and prostate. And it results in what I can only describe as the girliest orgasm I've ever had.
Spent so many times doing that just imagining I was a girl.
>>6037489
good morning qt :3
>>6037556
hmm that is interesting and I think I have actually heard of it before. it feels like theres lots of pressure down there until a big release?
>>6037529
can we get all the veggie options?
I don't eat meat :3
>>6037562
morno kit!!
>>6037563
Yeah.
I can still do it to this day. It's very distinct from a fap.
No idea how I invented it though. It was that long ago. I think I discovered it when I was in the bath by myself
>>6037562
Hiya kit!
good morning sunshine sparkles
i'm down 11 pounds, and that's not water weight, its real deal fat and muscle. I cut out all junk food and I am drinking only juice and coffee. Beach body here I come.
>>6037496
>unconscious dysphoria
>tfw you started tucking without being sure why it felt more natural
Although by the time I tried to do self-orchi, I definitely knew they had something to do with becoming a boy from my dad's open jealousy about my hair.
>>6037575
Good on you, Special K.
>>6037574
>>6037574
>>6037574
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!! elannaaaaaaaaaa
how are youuuu ???
>>6037568
frog i missed you
>>6037582
>Special K
b...but i'm not retarded
>>6037590
But you're special and sometimes we wonder about you. :^)
>>6037581
I feel like my dad must have known as I remember getting a surgical haircut every two weeks down too a close shave like an army cadet... I always remember hating that to be quite honest.
>>6037590
you've been so well behaved lately, don't fall back on such obvious lies
>>6037533
i bit annoying really
>tfw didn't experience anything like that when I was young
>didn't even feel dysphoria 'til I was like 19-20
help I'm not trutrans
>>6037581
>tfw
It's bizarre how some of these things just sort of happen without registering on a conscious level. In retrospect though..
>>6037583
I'm doing quite well actually ^^ finishing up school this week and done almost all of my assignments, I have until Friday to turn around a completed shmup that I'm making in unity, then it's off to hunting for work.
How are you? How's the semester treating you so far?
does anyone have the discord link?
tissues irritate my skin
>>6037602
i mean if u wanna be a girl be a girl
u dont gotta be ~SUPER FEMININE~ and compare ur past girl penis ok
take this from me
>>6037583
i miss u 2 omg
how u been...
im going to pookses today
>>6037602
if it helps, a lot of people exaggerate those feels to seem more trutrans, esp the ones in childhood
>>6037610
And the ones I'm listing are isolated incidents. It's not like I constantly questioned my gender and was desperately seeking validation that I was a girl.
I was a happy boy doing boy things, it's just that looking back I can go "you know what, that is kind of weird and might explain why I felt like this later."
>>6037575
start working out!
become fit!
>>6037603
It's like covering your chest at the pool because you feel naked and shit. There's a lot of hints, not always the same for everyone, that something is off.
My grandmother sometimes comments on the ones she noticed when I was a kid.
>>6037619
I didn't like taking my shirt off in front of others. But I think that was more to due with being fat all through childhood and still thinking I was fat as a teenager even though I wasn't. Didn't want people to see my moobs and make fun of me. : X
>>6037610
If this is true then im irritated :| its not a competition I just wanna get to the bottom of this dillema...
>>6037598
why?
>>6037395
>hated hanging out with boys
>played make believe with stuffed animals
>started sewing at 8 years old
>practically lived at the crafting store
>wore a flower in my hair (bush in back yard had really pretty flowers)
>constantly thought about being pregnant and being a mom
>tried to melt my gt off with wart remover, I applied it around everything nightly for a week until it started to bleed
>when I was 12-14 I tugged on my nipples every day, sometimes for hours, just because I thought my boobs would grow
>severe jealousy of girls
>cross dressed all the time (had a old guitar amp I hollowed out and hid my stuff in there)
>constantly got picked on for being effeminate till I went home school, did home school all though 12th grade
yeah.... memories suck
>>6037625
Yeah, it's not a super rare insecurity too :(
>>6037627
Yeah I agree... sadly the bottom of this as we know it is that whatever it is you can't do much about it but just transition
hi ~
>>6037619
>It's like covering your chest at the pool because you feel naked and shit
never heard of that being linked to dysphoria but I never went shirtless when I was near water, and we owned a vacation trailer near a popular lake and my whole childhood I wore shirts when I swam and still do lol, well I guess with boobs now I have to
>>6037643
Howdy.
>>6037619
>It's like covering your chest at the pool because you feel naked and shit.
I mean, I did that too, but I don't know how linked to dysphoria it was given that I was heavier as a teen.
>>6037625
>But I think that was more to due with being fat all through childhood and still thinking I was fat as a teenager even though I wasn't.
>>6037647
Really because I was really skinny and did this. to a lesser extend I think though, I felt really uneasy without my shirt on but I could muscle throught it with T-t-tTESTOSTERONE! although I dont think I ever took off my shirt in high school fuck that shit.
>>6037575
as somebody who works out 3 times a week, be careful with juice, it contains a shit ton of sugar and its better to drink water
>dog is on his last legs and is 13 years old
>feel nothing
thanks T
>>6037660
>blaming T for being an unfeeling monster
Even men can cry, Anon.
Your inability to feel is because of distancing yourself from your feelings.
>>6037631
>Tfw i hide my dildos in a hollowed out guitar amp
>>6037656
FWIW, my puberty was a mess and I went from scrawny to overweight so like, there's a million factors that could have done it,
But I started being aware of doing this when I started being aware of things being off, so it's an easy enough association to make, even if it's wrong.
>>6037610
Let's be honest here, if you weren't asking for srs before you developed object permanence, you're a trender.
>>6037413
hhhhhhhhh i know your pain. gotta cut down on the protein too, don't go over 20g a day if you can help it.
don't starve yourself, you can make huge weight loss on 1k cal a day + 1-2 hours cardio. i lost 15kg in 4 months this way, still more to go but ye
>>6037617
I have been, I have a really nice treadmill and I have been doing 2 miles a night and then 10 miles on my exercise bike right after.
>>6037657
I am only drinking 8 ounces of it a day, its a special juice with everything I need to maintain a healthy diet. I also am doing 5 nights a week of exercising.
>>6037645
hey there qt what's up
Hi, im looking to talk to a transgirl(mtf) or a crossdresser, im 23 from massachuesetts, if you're from new england and feel like trying to get to know someone my kik is jimmy9922
>>6037656
Idk, I'm not sure how linked it is to dysphoria because there's a lot of reasons that one could be uncomfortable taking their shirt off around strangers or even friends. What felt a bit more abnormal was being uncomfortable enough with my body to wear nothing but baggy hoodies, and feeling naked in a T-shirt
how many hrs do u guys usually sleep
>>6037677
not this time jimmy
>>6037664
I don't know what to do.
I couldn't sleep last night. I literally try to cry and can't get anything.
>>6037677
what a creep
>>6037688
she said, as she repeatedly checked on the app's download progress..
....
>>6037688
seems like a match than
>>6037683
I am too old to only sleep like 2-3 hours.
Please book a retirement home for me
>>6037684
0 to 5 hrs a night
relevant captcha
>>6037683
Yeah I definetely know what you mean, I wore nothing but comfort clothes and second hand clothes for so long its depressing, I actually had to research what I should be wearing to understand that I was wearing ugly clothes, and desu they did make me feel a little better. I think trying to be fashionable even though it was male clothes really made me happy even if it was something simple like buying a better jumper to hide my body haha.
http://strawpoll.me/7398696
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>>6037694
Thanks Kayla. Maybe I'll feel again one day soon
hi ><
>>6037664
I read an interesting article on that recently that Estrogen was connected to the tear ducts in someway and caused women to cry more the more of it they had... not because the emotion was more intense or because they where got more sad easily, but because that type of physical response happened more easily the more estrogen you had in your body... Neat huh?!
>>6037717
hellooo
>>6037715
For me I wasn't as sad until she died and then like not seeing the dog around is when it really hits. I suggest a tiny bottle of schnapps and listening to free bird when the dog passes, then the tears will flow.
>>6037717
whoa omg hi
i want a qt transgirl to whip me and fuck me
<3
any takers?
>>6037698
Hit that point about 2 years ago, getting older sucks :(
Why so little sleep?
>>6037707
Not a good feel
Idk, I know that I was horribly unfashionable but comfort trumped all. Actually trying to pick out clothes that looked good seems like it was a good idea, I do wonder what it would have done to those feels.
>shoulders edition
how bad are they and my back? plz no hugbox.
can hrt fix it?
>>6037735
im kay just playing video games on my off day
>>6037735
making some burgers
DOES ANYONE HAVE THAT MS PAINT PICTURE WITH TWO GUY FRIENDS PLAYING VIDEOGAMES AND THEN 10 YEARS PASS AND WHEN HE SEES HIS FRIEND IT TURNS OUT SHE TRANSITIONED??
>>6037728
Hoi!!>>6037733
>>6037726
>>6037741
hi isla~~~
whip me up and spit on me
>>6037737
I am trying to fix my sleeping schedule for uni ; ;
>>6037746
ANYONE?
>>6037738
Exercise and stuff can narrow your waist, your shoulders are bone though and they're gonna stay the same unless you break your clavicles.
It's fine to have shoulders though, cis girls have them too believe it or not.
>go to picnic in another city
>worried I'll be late
>early
College students!
>>6037743
sounds enjoyable!!
what vidya?
>>6037745
I wish i could still eat burgers ;;
>>6037744
HAI sAMMY <3
>>6037750
I mean I could try but idk im more gentle and cuddly
and a masochist more than a sadist
for you i could make an exception
>>6037757
Mornin kelly!!
have you calmed down from your insane descent into but touchery?
>>6037760
the laziest and latest of their kind
>>6037734
sure
>>6037747
>>6037746
requesting this too
>>6037756
>waiit are you red from skype chat way back when?? :o
I think thats someone else. red.said was a britbong iirc
>>6037758
DOES ANYONE HAVE THAT PICTURE? THEY ARE PLAYING SNES AND ONE SAYS I LIKE MARIO AND THE OTHER SAYS I LIKE GUYS
>>6037764
fairy fencer f
>>6037753
OK, iktf, that sucks ;~;
Have you been going to bed late while away from school? A week of discomfort at least pays off after you've adjusted.
>>6037676
I just helped my dad change the tire on one of our cars because it was flat. That was nice, I don't do much stuff with my dad and I got to learn a valuable skill.
>>6037770
don't you have the picture of the 2 friends playing snes and then one arrives as a blue haired girl 10 years later?
>tfw no gf to casually rub my crotch until i'm hard then complain there's hard dicks around that aren't inside her
>>6037764
well I wanted to make sloppy joes but this looks good too
>>6037786
youre pretty don't forgt that +P
>>6037746
ANYONE??? It was an ms paint comic and I want to use it because its relevant to me now
>>6037793
Nope grown as woman, thatd why this was weird. The guy was 25 o.o
>>6037770
> a week
but I need to get up at 7 am on wednesdays x__x
and yeah we went to bed at 6 am lately.
ATTENTION
Does anyone have the MS paint comic of 2 friends playing video games and then they reunite after 10 years and one is now a girl?
Its just a jpg. and I need it
>>6037779
shes so cute i could make an exception honestly.
and
still butt toucher kelly
just dont overtouch butts
>>6037786
well you are super cute...
that might be difficult but I could try for you !!
could i at least kiss you tho?
>>6037790
as long as you enjoy it then there is no problem right?
>>6037793
oooh that sounds cool
i love the neptunia games o-o
>>6037797
bully me please
>>6037801
I want this as well
good morning :)
heres a special message for mtfg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2N1iD3EdHbw
>>6037780
Sadly no but now I want to see it because it sounds really cute.
>>6037784
Solid advice, 4chan is the destroyer of sleep schedules.
>>6037798
That sucks, I'm not really a morning person either, I had to get up at 6 for a bunch of classes this term and it wasn't fun ;~;
Getting to bed at 6 am is particularly bad though, how did your bedtime slip so late?
>>6037786
>and then pin me down and cuddle me
This sentence gives me serious stomach knots ;~;
>>6037797
dang he must be in trouble or something
>>6037799
next learn how to change your oil and spark plugs! um nothinggg lazy day of video games and laying in bed watching anime's u know #weeblyfe
>>6037803
its got the same gameplay as the nep titles but with a slightly more serious story tonnnns of fun
>>6037805
faggot
>>6037807
Why are you watching Community?
I thought you better than this ghey.
>>6037811
>and then pin me down and cuddle me
that reminds me of my first sexual encounter...
>>6037809
>Sadly no but now I want to see it because it sounds really cute.
I thought you of all people would have it.
>>6037803
you dont even know how much neps i love. ok maybe you do
>>6037809
DS came out and my SO wanted to play late. I didnt really mind and just followed cause I didnt wanna go to bet alone.
>>6037812
Sounds like me the past few days, except Steven Universe instead of anime. Yeah, next time my dad has to do one of those things I'll volunteer to help.
>>6037818
im sorry but community is one of the best shows ever made i'll fight u
>>6037824
I'm sorry ;~;
I can offer this meme comic at least
>>6037827
OK, late vidya or SO with late vidya makes sense, but holy damn. Idk, I can't do late night video game marathons anymore, feels like something meant for people young enough to survive on no sleep
>>6037831
Let's not go there. You can't fight your way out of a wet paper bag.
>>6037836
rip ;_;
I screwed up anyway. I havent taken E in days and I forgot my Ads again yesterday
>>6037801
I CAN'T BELIEVE NO ONE REMEMBERS IT
IT WAS FROM /cd/ AND HAD PHONES AND A PINK HOUSE
>>6037820
Reminds me of [spoiler]nothing ever.[/spoiler]
>>6037841
So what kinda anime will you be watching today?
>>6037837
yuh huh
>>6037849
>secretly
>>6037803
Touching butts is educational
>>6037840
Damn, actually? Multiple days with E sounds like the point at which it would start to affect mood, are you back on E and ADs at least?
>>6037851
im thinking of rewatching ATLA since watching LOK left me in a bad mood for 2 days straight
>>6037836
becomes another statistic ; _ ;
>>6037840
thats no problem just take bigger doses anon (dont actually do this)
>>6037863
I don't know what those are.
>>6037853
While you might look like Legolas you certainly can't fight as him.
>>6037849
>I know of this image.
>Dont have it but I know it
Is it a myth? I remember seeing it all the time. Does anyone have it?
>>6037868
avatar the last airbender and ledgend of korra lol
>>6037873
i want people to use me as a slit and slap me!
*rubs my head against your legs*
>>6037803
yea..
>>6037832
=]
>>6037876
Oh. Those are anime? ;p
>>6037860
eh, it doesnt make a difference for my mood that much. just makes me a little more depress. could be worse. but I am low on blue pills and too scared to get an appointment with my endo. I should probably drop her a mail soon ;_;
>>6037865
well you said it. now I have to actually do it. 12 mg E and a 4x dosage of Ads coming right up :^)
>>6037881
the best!
>>6037886
I've heard they're pretty good. Maybe I'll watch them some day.
Sup my fellow manly men
>>6036713
you look like a young liza minelli
>>6037892
I would rather do a slap since i dont like punching
i kinda gave a guy who groped me and wouldnt stop a black eye.
haven tbeen a fan of it since
>tfw no one to hold hands with and watch anime together
>>6037882
Yeah you probably should. I mean at least it's not as critical as pre-op, but no E sucks ;~;
>>6037882
dont listen to doctors! you could have huge tits rn if you upped those doses! they are holding you back anon, inject that medicine.
>>6037896
A girl groping is less bad right? o.o because im going to feel bad if not
>>6037894
Wat up whngie?
i want to be hypnotized sexually
is there a discord server I dont like voice chat :X cause theres too many people around.
>>6037910
Not much.
Bored really
Also wk is cute. I'd hit it
What are you up too?
>>6037908
well i asked him to stop
and he didn't
i said if he did it again I would punch him and he did.
>Tfw I can't live a normal male life
>I am forced to become an ugly hon (I'm ugly so fuck off) or kill myself
>I have to use all my energy just to repress
>I can never have. A normal loving relationship that any normal girl or normal boy can have
>tfw I will never be normal
I don't want to die. I just wanted to be a cool dude who doesn't afraid of anything. To be a normal man. To fall in love. To raise a family. To be a hero.
To be a man...
>>6037892
tfw the girl you were double teamed by called you a sex toy!
I want you all to use me!
I'm just a toy!
>>6037910
Hi Andrew
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good girl
>>6037919
>To be a man..
do it faggot
>>6037919
fug image limit reached anons retreat!
Dw anon just get plastic surgery.
lotsa people are ugly anon that doesnt stop them from being who they are.
and beauty is in the eye of the beholder dw about current trends.
~brb shower
>>6037927
good girl
>>6037935
*slaps butte*
>>6037936
<3
i love you elanna
>>6037945
Nice isnt it? Behave anon. Respect the butte.
>>6037932
No. That's a pipe dream
>>6037950
should I post mine? =\
>>6037951
Pipe dreams are all trannies have anon.
>>6037953
Unleash in the new thread, yes.
>>6036773
just wow *_*