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Previous thread >>6016731
I love you all
Ty based anon
Nini mtfg
im trying to be patient but it seems like i may never get to have a cute gf to cuddle and kiss
Post puppies and try desperately to ignore the form of nightmare scraping at the edges of your sanity.
>>6017595
Pretty maddie
What's everyone doing tonight? I'm re-watching the 1995 Ghost in the Shell movie and talking to my bird <3
>>6017596
It just kinda happens anon, don't worry about it.
>>6017591
let's do our best today!
>>6017599
have catte instead
>>6017594
http://m.imdb.com/title/tt1139797/ that one
>>6017595
Gn maddie wipe your face b4 you sleep
>>6017599
>>6017592
alright do you have a kik or something? not sure where i'll be at most of the time, i've got a VIP ticket if you want to meet in the lounge though
i think im going to kill myself tomorrow
>>6017603
>>6017605
<3
>>6017594
Is this a suicide note?
>>6017599
r8 my dog, does he pass?
>>6017603
Nice
>>6017614
he passes as qt yes
>>6017594
<3 you too coffee
>>6017607
uh steam, skype, discord is usually what i only use/have.
r8 my bear, does he pass?
howdwa know if ma bubs r growin
>tfw will never pass
dragqueens are cool wtf?
>>6017621
i wanna pass as teddy bear
>>6017622
if they get bigger
>>6017623
Same. Cyberization when, I wanna be a robot.
>>6017601
I need to get that movie and watch it again myself some time
>>6017603
>>6017599
>>6017605
>>6017609
post cattes
>>6017618
sure, steam is Cowboy Pikachu,skype is zanzilfire, take your pick.
>>6017628
>and watch it again with you some time
Fixed that up for ya
>>6017628
more of catte
>>6017608
please don't. suicide is the shittiest option you have
>>6017614
Cute
Dog posting now?
>>6017633
not who you were replying to but suicide is a lot easier than coming out as trans to a family who would literally kill you, at least my dad would. getting real tried of living as male.
>>6017631
You did~
I think I'll hold off on watching it til I'm there then, I haven't seen it in soooo long!
>>6017632
i love my doggg
Where to find this ring irl?
>>6017626
ooooh. ya ok cool
>>6017637
alright well no itchin yet. lil nip pain tho
>>6017632
cat and me
>>6017637
>tfw don't pass as a boy or a girl
>tfw just get intense stares from everyone
>>6017640
Arm self, kill in self-defense, acquire life insurance monies. If there aren't any life insurance policies on your dad yet, take one out yourself, you don't need his permission to take out a policy on him.
>>6017647
So what you're saying is you're so cute that nobody can resist you? Lucky...
>>6017647
that would be nice, as long as youre attractive
which u are btw
>>6017633
but theres no better way to kill myself than suicide ^_^
>>6017639
im stuck and its the easiest and least stressful way out im too scared to do what i should/want to do and too scared to do the other option and tomorrow is my last day to rectify things and i dont want to decide what to do so i figured i'd just kill myself
>>6017631
>tfw grace will never fix you up
fugg i wanna fall back asleep but I cant :(
>>6017657
thats a good tegan and sara song
>>6017657
Show me where it hurts anon!
>>6017641
Hurry up and get a jobbbbb
I'm sorry, I didn't send out any applications today. I shouldn't have napped. :x
>>6017650
he's done right by me, i could never kill him
>>6017658
same. my sleep cycle is trashed.
also my cat since everyone else is.
>>6017663
eh
later and i complain less rn
>>6017650
no i'm saying people can't tell wtf gender i am
>>6017652
i look like edgar desu
>>6017654
what de fug emma
>>6017655
my boyfriends only with me for the pickles
>>6017663
no i just have some people call me a boy and some people call me a girl and it's confusing as heck
>>6017656
I understand that making big decisions is scary, but there are few, if any decisions bigger than the decision to commit suicide. If you were less vague I could offer more specific advice, but I'll just tell you that even if you're scared to, you should do what you want. You only get one life, and other people's opinions and interests are no more important than yours.
Even if there are dark times looming ahead, you have to push through them to reach the happier times beyond them. Suicide leaves no chance of happy times, and you deserve as much happiness as you can possibly get out of life. Don't cheat yourself out of that happiness.
I'm reading a book called "I'm a man and I want to wear panties and reenact your role in that video while you watch."
>>6017669
nah ur qt
>>6017664
I'm probably really close to one, we'll see though in the next couple weeks or so if anyone gets back to me
And don't be sorry, you needed that nap 〔´∇`〕
>>6017649
>>6017664
i-its all big and it hurts down there
im scared i don't know what to do
help me oneesan
First for wishing I was a mommy kat
>>6017669
So what? Shove tht fuckers face full of pickle.
Seriously tho have y'all consumated yet
newfag trans gal just saying hi to other trans gal sisters and stuff
>>6017678
BABY KITTENS ARE SO FUCKIN CUTE OMG
>>6017674
I'm gonna check with Chipotle if they got my application tomorrow and send out more.
I really need to stop napping, I oversleep by a few hours every time!! I need to just get my coffee machine fixed and drink coffee or something. :s
>>6017677
>appealing to my shota fetish
Darnit anon, you know I'm with birdy now!!
>>6017680
Hello!
>>6017680
Hi
>>6017680
hi fag lmao
>>6017680
Hi Ai
>>6017665
That won't matter if he's trying to kill you, but I guess I see what you mean. Stay at a friends's place, and tell him by text or phone call. Fuck, even leave a letter for him to read or something, just don't be there when he finds out. Give him time to calm down and go back later. Make sure somebody knows where you are when you do go to see him again, and have a plan so that if you don't call your friend at a certain time they contact the police. Good luck anon.
>>6017669
>i'm saying people can't tell wtf gender i am
And I'M saying that they find that hot as fuck, and want to ravage you because you're cute.
>>6017671
New York TImes Bestselller.
This was my other cat but I had to give him away. He is so pretty.
>>6017672
pic related
>>6017688
>old people find me hot as fuck
uh
>>6017679
n-not yet i need more practice
what's the best dildo for beginners, no dragon dildoes pls
>>6017680
heya
>>6017680
hii
>>6017670
thats the problem i dont know what will make me happy. one thing will make me happy now and i have no idea what the future will hold and the other will make me feel dead inside and nervous and anxious and tear me up at first but i if i can get over that then it might hold a good happy future for me
>>6017691
Honestly the best dildo for beginners is a small-med banana peeled and wrapped in saran wrap. (Also cheap!)
>>6017680
What's up, friend.
>>6017684
That's good!
Napping is also good, I'll be sure to always get you up on time though~
>>6017677
Sorry anon ( ´∀`)
>>6017678
>>6017682
SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK
Anyway, I'm like super open about most things so feel free to AMA me anytime.
>>6017691
>no dragon dildos
Fag. Just buy a butt plug. Or a beginners butt dildo.
>>6017705
Pic?
>>6017706
send me links on skype pls i don't know where to begin
there's too many types of dildos in the world
>>6017704
same time
every night
>>6017708
Considering this is 4chan, I'll give you one if you can give me a reaction image that makes me laugh.
>>6017712
>>6017709
Am I the only person here who doesn't watch anime?
>>6017704
eatings for the weak desu
>>6017715
I don't watch much of it either
>>6017712
>>6017712
>>6017717
eating disorders are for the weak
>>6017718
cuz ur a true american :')
>>6017721
holy shit i have tea up my nose now
>>6017724
>not being an /fa/ skelly
>>6017721
Okay now that made me laugh!
What kinda picture do you all want?
>>6017724
srry being fat isn't 4 me............
>>6017712
>>6017731
Nude selfie including full body and full face
>>6017731
Picture of your face with a brown lunch bag over it
>>6017725
I just don't have much time too honestly ;_;
>>6017712
I hope gif works from mobile
>>6017741
Fuck,Its too big but here's a link
https://imgur.com/gallery/bJObCVk
>>6017745
I should be sleeping desu and all of my posts are from my phone
>>6017740
They're just shows jeez not like you have to give your life to them
>>6017751
oh :(
Welp here's my transition timeline in convenient imgur album format. https://imgur.com/a/QRu4B
>last pic right before my boobs got much bigger, see other thread >>6010031
>tfw you make your boyfriend cum in less than 2 minutes by just moaning on skype for him
>>6017756
>https://imgur.com/a/QRu4B
like abs on a skinny guy
>>6017756
Well there goes the neighborhood.
>>6017760
What are, my boobs?
>>6017756
yikes
well thanks for the motivation to lose weight
>>6017756
2/10
>>6017766
yup.
>>6017756
sheen 2
lose weight fatty
>>6017767
don't be a dick
I'm aware I'm pretty much the epitome of ugly and I'm chubby too. I've always been that way... even since I was little... I've tried losing weight.
>>6017756
MY EYES
>>6017772
clearly you havent tried hard enough
and dont even dare give me muh genetics bullshit
>>6017772
>I've tried losing weight.
If you stick to it you can!
>feel like shit
>cant talk to the only person who cares about me
guess i'll just cry all night
>>6017772
awhhh you're not that bad, i mean you're not a looker by any means but you pass kindaishhhh
there's people who are a lot worse here that post, don't worry
wait till you see pictures of sheen, korra, or robin
pookie hug me
should i buy this
y/n
>>6017779
it was you all along wasn't it
>>6017778
ikr? fuck me for being super early in hrt and starting at at late age xD
>>6017778
At least I have how much sex I get with my partners to hold over the heads of many of the fuckers here mocking me.
>>6017784
>n
;~;
>>6017772
Cardio, like 2 to 3 hours of cardio a day, and yoga. start with a couch to 5k plan then 5k to 10k, than 10k to half, than half to full marathon. You can lose weight its just a matter of putting in the time on the trails or road running. Don't tell yourself you can't run. The worst thing you can do for yourself is to lie to yourself. you need to be honest with yourself.
>>6017786
I'm 6'5.5" and pass vocally.
>Why? Because I've done voice impressions my entire life so transitioning my voice wasn't that hard
just because you have had a lot of sex doesn't mean you are attractive.
just because you have a partner who wants to fuck you a lot also doesn't mean you are attractive.
>>6017796
ayy <3
Umm. Goodnight mtfg.
>>6017795
I didn't know you could see the future and read minds too! dang you're one talented anon!
>>6017787
man you are just a freak arent you
also an obvious virgin
>>6017799
yay <3
thanks pookie
ur awesome
>>6017787
sex means nothing
you are ugly
>>6017787
>sex as a measure of attractiveness
if its with men its not worth anything, because you're a double fetish, chubby and tranny
if you get gendered female in public a lot then good for you im happy for you
>>6017798
it's kawaii gear
it's different mom u don'tunderstand!
>>6017799
yaye c:
>>6017801
once again seek help for your delusions. I know you self med and have never seen a therapist but it may just save your life when you stop denying how the world works
>>6017807
fair enough family
>>6017787
>hold over the heads
implying that being able to have sex is remotely difficult as a girl/tranny... Pretty much anyone on this board could get fucked whenever they want. its a matter of the quality of your partners, physically, intellectualy, and socio-economically that might be able to be used as a measure of your worth
>>6017790
>sex being a measure of your worth
>by no means does that actually mean im attractive
This pretty much, lmao. don't come here and post a timeline expecting to get hugboxed like leddit or susans. This is fucking mtfg for christ sake, either you're new here or just naiive if you think you'll get a compliment here ever.
And
>6'5.5"
oh gosh
>>6017792
That's good. I think you'll be fine if your voice is good enough. Being 6'5 must be really hard there's no way around it but there have been taller cis women. From your pictures I'd say you pass otherwise, good luck with the rest of your transition though I hope everything goes well for you.
>>6017807
>this is the logic of a fat virgin
blaming meds? blaming some bullshit medical condition? good god man you are fat and you are simply too lazy to do anything about it.
you also cant say you have anxiety disorders and then claim to have multiple partners. you contradict your own lies
>>6017809
just because it's something you don't like/agree with does not mean it's delusional. i just don't let some random persons opinion on the internet dictate what I do
maybe if you asked questions and got to know me instead of making assumptions and accusations based on your own bias you'd know that nearly all that stuff you're saying I'd flat out wrong but who are we kidding you and I both know ur just looking for literally any reason to attack someone you don't like
>>6017788
It's pretty cute, you should get it
>>6017800
night
>>6017787
>feeding the flame
don't do this
>>6017815
thanks for typing out my response for me anon, didn't think it was worth the energy, i'll second it though
>>6017811
I see it much more as, I have loving, caring partners. I could care less about how much money they make or if they're skinner or fat. I'm happy to have all three of them.
>>6017815
lel. saying anxiety disorders regarding my health and having healthy sexual relationships with my three partners are mutually exclusive.
0/10
>>6017818
stop :(((((
>>6017822
>all three of them
>poly, 6 and half foot, overweight trans girl with medical condition so she can't lose weight, using weeaboo name
wtf is this? tumblr? leddit? susans? jesus what has mtfg turned into...
>>6017819
thanks for taking my bait. I dont even know who you are just started lurking today. I did see all those pics of you though and know you have no hopes of passing because unlike you I'm not delusional :^)
>>6017827
>hugging publically
wow way too lewd
>tfw no one likes my taste in kawaii neko chan shirts desu wa
;~; watashi wa kokoro itai because of anatta wa bakas
>>6017833
>>6017820
>>6017827
I'm not a dommy type, so no. I'm the submissive catgirl type. My partners enjoy petting me and hearing me mew and purr.
>>6017829
Yes I'm a poly, pansexual, panromantic trans woman with diagnosed hypochondriasis as part of an overall anxiety disorder.
I also really like anime :) Gosh I do. I watch a lot http://myanimelist.net/profile/gwennie-chan
>>6017831
fuck out of our flat
>>6017832
nooo :(( no crying bebby
>>6017833
fuck
>>6017830
>>6017836
kill yourself
>>6017836
>catgirl
>>6017836
-looks at camera-
oh who am i kidding pettings fun i guess
>>6017833
Uhhhhh what's this mean
Damn, /mtfg/ is mean tonight.
>>6017822
oh wow three whole partners. I bet they were all fat ugly neckbeards too
you are pathetic and you are only killing yourself that much quicker anyway by living such an awful lifestyle
>pic is you
>>6017839
my trans little sister had her primary socialization through /b/ so yeah I hear that a lot. she also goes through screencaps weeding out the perfect reaction images.
pretty much immune to trolling, idgaf about bait or not, or such things like this
gnight :(((((((((
>>6017843
Stop breakimg the 4th wall, it woke me up.
>>6017847
it always sucks that the people who want to kill themselves are the ones who shouldnt, and vice versa
>>6017848
night pookers! I'm gunna head to bed too
>>6017847
well welcome to 4chan fatso where trips can easily be ignored. Im sure you'll return to reddit or second life once you realize everyone has you filtered and you stop getting replies.
>>6017846
I have a cute little chubby non-binary afab, a cute tall (6'2") skinny half-chinese trans girl, and a average height, average weight white trans gal.
Also see previous post regarding how much I care about "kill yourself" messages.
>>6017851
Oh don't worry I've been hella suicidal at times, but I'm getting much better.
>>6017855
That implies I'll always use a trip. Ewww I hate reddit. And second life is gawd awful. I prefer my dynasty scans forum, facebook, tumblr, twitter, irc networks, etc.
Straight male here, I just want to know what are the traits that I can check on someone to know if she's a trap?
I don't mind, but I would like to know beforehand so I am mentally prepared.
>>6017857
why are you here? be delusional and hopelessly give up on fixable shit someplace else pls
>>6017861
>catgirl
> c a t g i r l
>>6017862
the cock is a big tell
look out for that
>>6017862
she has a little girl tinkler
>>6017864
Something wrong with being a catgirl type?
>>6017861
Seriously. This is why the world will always hate trans people and in this regard I don't blame them.
>>6017867
> c a t g i r l
> a
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> i
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> l
>>6017862
Or you could not be a jackass that treats trans women like they aren't women, but who the hell am I kidding?
>>6017862
Adam's apple, hands, feet, voice, height, rib cage, chin, brow, shoulders, and demeanor.
These are general things but often most won't, or none will, apply to everyone. These aren't exclusive for trans people but can often help you determine
But that's personal shit yo, don't be outing people or chasing, that won't get you anywhere with the trannies
>>6017870
i hate trans people anyways
i hate most people actually
>pre hrt
>work out all the time, go to the gym, cardio fairly regularly
>lose no weight over the span of 3 years, actually gain a bit
>now
>too depressed to exercise
>never go to the gym
>know i must be getting fat, never check my weight because embarassed
>doctor weighs me and tells me i lost weight 2 visits in a row
what does it mean
>>6017871
Nice acrostic. :)
>>6017876
ur a women
>>6017875
tfw internalized transphobia from years of repression won't go away.
I know lots of y'all are awesome people but trannies just weird me out often tbqh
>>6017878
i thought women were supposed to have more fatty bodies
or is it just my muscle mass withering away
>>6017876
>claims to work out a lot
>doesnt lose weight
sounds like a piece of this story is missing. like how you probably continued to eat like shit constantly.
>>6017876
hrt slows metabolism and you eat less
>>6017879
its entirely justified
most trannies are utterly disgusting people
the most potent examples can be found here
>>6017881
why would i lie if im currently losing weight
finish reading the greentext dumbass
>>6017882
I'm not a troll. Seriously I got so fed up with trolls since my sis was one of the original /b/ronies back before /mlp/ existed. Now I pretty much don't care. It's the internet. I strive to be honest, authentic, and mostly open with everything.
>>6017862
check for fangs, make sure she has a reflection, things like that. if she takes you home and there's a coffin instead of a bed get the fuck out of there.
>>6017876
muscle atrophy, muscle weighs more than fat
hello everyone, who else here /injectionstomorrow/
>>6017887
Are you the tranny trip in the cringy /mlp/ meetup pic?
kek
>>6017887
You are now the only person I have filtered
>>6017887
Its clear you've been open with your mouth all your life since you're so obese.
>>6017887
it would be better if you were a troll, because youre doing a good job
>>6017886
I did. I just want you to admit you barely ever worked out because if you did you would've lose weight.
>>6017891
No. That's probably PurpleTinker.
She's crazy but she helped out my transition somewhat.
why?
>>6017892
Oh really? How's that going for you?
>>6017873
Let me make you an analogy regarding this aspect, so you realize how the shock kinda feels when unprepared.
>Imagine a contest of the father of the year
>Imagine he's the best person you've ever met, ever
>He treats his daughter with kindness and she's happy all the time when you see the two of them together
>There could be nothing that could change your outlook on that man
>but...
>there is a but
>The man is a pedophile, and he brutally rapes her, although she finally found ways to cope with it
That is sort of what happens, but that feeling can be diminished if we know beforehand however, if you conceal the information however you would simply make the shock stronger
In that regard, if you want to go out with straight males it would be better if they knew beforehand
>>6017832
yea u r ok
>>6017898
Confirmed just a troll. You did a good job there but this post gave you away.
>>6017898
>dropping trip
this is how i know without a doubt you a literally the most disgusting kind of person
please do the world a favor and kill yourself
youre pathetic if youre trolling, and youre even more pathetic if you arent
>>6017899
>if you want to go out with straight males it would be better if they knew beforehand
I always let potential partners know beforehand.
>>6017895
okay, it wasn't extremely intensive but it was more than i do now, i.e. nothing
i think my appetite just plummeted without me noticing
>>6017907
>I just hate any attempts to ignore or block me anywhere.
why?
>>6017908
You are unwelcome and kind of creepy go away
>>6017913
Attention
>>6017908
>I always let potential partners know beforehand.
>implying any guy would look at you and not know what you are....
I'm pretty sure you're just troll too, if you aren't gl losing weight, or maybe if we're lucky you'll just die of a heart attack or diabetes soon. filtered.
>>6017916
There is an open flow of info, some of it is being ignored. Ignoring information is a necessity we're only human we can't process everything and really don't need to.
It's not so much an act of censorship either, they just don't feel there's value in what you say which is fine at least im my opinion.
Like how I don't click those shitty Unilad links on facebook and have them hidden now.
>>6017916
You seem ok to me. Everyone else is just being mean because you're apparently (I didn't see the photo) ugly.
goodnight friends
>>6017922
Honestly they're filtering me anyway. The kind of person I am doesn't seem to jive with the whole 4chan creed of "be as shitty of a person as you possibly can".
>>6017925
gnight birrrrd
is it normal to take something like 3-4 years to completely pass?
i filmed another concert today and it seriously took everything out of me. my body is mashed potatoes.
this is too much desu
>>6017922
yeah im sad i missed that cause it seemed to really russle everyone
>>6017925
goodnight you bird. i need to sleep too im gonna die
>>6017931
Honestly some will never pass without major cosmetic surgery.
Some will need hrt to pass.
Some will need makeup to pass.
Others, the lucky chosen few, pass anyway.
Most of the effects of hrt are good around the 2-3 year mark.
>>6017925
Night night birdy <3
>>6017922
>>6017932
I look like this, as this bad picture indicates.
>>6017937
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>>6017937
You could pass as a girl... maybe.
>>6017931
ya, consider yourself lucky if you ever pass at all. i know a girl who boymode till fail until 4.5 years hrt, then started failing boymode. but most of the physical changes occur in first 2 years so if you don't pass then chances drop quite a bit, but there's always ffs.
>>6017922
she was poly, which is fine, cat girl, fucking weird, fat, which is gross but understandable. the main thing was that she was like 'hur dur dur, i have disease that makes me fat, please accept me that i am fat', and she was complaining that people weren't showering her with compliments when she posted timeline, i mean she's fat and 6 and half feet tall, idk what she expected...
Here have another shitty picture.
This was from about a year ago.
Is there a way to make my voice sound girly?
Like in some sort of surgery?
>>6017947
u should talk about stuff instead of posting pics if u want ppl to like u
i mean i can type like a retard and no one filters me rly
sisterly advice
>>6017949
voice training or surgery, but the former works for 99%
>>6017948
you might want to briefly unfilter... just for a quick look. trust
Good evening /mtfg/, how are all of you?
So what did you grills score on this test? Apparently women are better at discerning colors than men.
http://www.xrite.com/online-color-test-challenge
Did estrogen give me superpowers or was that luck?
>>6017952
lol, that landwhale, lmao. thanks anon, was a good laugh
>>6017949
Yes there is. Voice training. The most important thing is to pull up your larynx and reduce your resonance from chest to throat.
The vocal surgeries are very risky, expensive, and don't give good results.
>>6017953
Relearning the valuable lesson to lurk moar
>>6017958
why tho
>>6017954
that was fun :D
I'm deformed. I'm covered in scars form ocd picking. I look like a neanderthal. I have a giant frame. I'm never going to look feminine. Passgen is a fucking hug box now
>>6017959
Any new people need to lurk and learn the thread, for the good of all. Was interesting though, like watching Challenger blow up.
How vain is it to have an Amazon wishlist? One of my friends wants to help me get stuff by using one and i'm wondering if it would be vain to like ever bring up the wishlist again or post it elsewhere.
>>6017964
the difference between an amazon wishlist and a steam wishlist is i assume you just shove it in peoples faces.
>Tfw no doggy dick
>>6017964
Fuck bitches, get money.
That is the reality of this world.
>>6017964
i've had random guys in tinychat/games ask me for mine, cause they want to buy me something in exchange for flashing boobs or something so like, not too vain ^,^
>>6017965
yeah
i guess i could put it in a list of links to other crap i have on my steam profile
but it wouldnt get much attention there and yeah idk
>>6017968
probably, there's no real reason to buy me anything other than you feel nice, its not like im gonna use it on cam or anything
>>6017969
I fuck birdy and get love or something like that
>>6017970
yeah but i dont really wanna have to expose myself :s
>>6017958
I suppose its a good thing to keep in mind.
>>6017954
Pretty good for my tired eyes.
someone play brawlhalla with me or ill fucking rage
>>6017943
something about you reminds me of my diabetic sociopath of a former step-dad who beat the shit out of me when i was 14.
>>6017963
I lurked years before a trip, but I got filtered for either being or downer or not falling into (unspecidied trips) projected opinions of trans life
this made my eyes hurt after a while. what's the cutoff for hon-vision?
>>6017979
I am neither diabetic nor a sociopath. Not violent either... Sorry that happened to you, btw.
>>6017954
Didn't expect this at all. Does this mean I'm cis.
>>6017982
Mine. 51 on phone without my glasses.
Stigmatism in both eyes so i was fun.
>>6017978
>playing weapon throwing simulator.flash
i'd rather stick my dick in a sharkpit.
>>6017984
cissy reeeeee
>>6017987
fight me ill 100-0 u
>>6017980
I dont filter anyone, because lazy.
>>6017437
>>6017401
no ive been on HRT for 3 years and i only stopped E for like 5 months recently, i went back on a month before you came to portland
i present as female i just dress like a tomboy around and use my guy voice when im around trannies cus i dont give a fuck
if fully present as a girl when i actually go out though, when im hanging with da squad i dont give a fuck though and prefer acting like a boy
i only ever said i was a boy in the same way that faye say she's a boy as a joke lol. i think she ACTUALLY detransitioned though, I've been living full time for 2 1/2 years
>>6017990
nah noob
"been on hrt 6 months"
fml, girls starting younger and younger.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnfjY2wMcQM&nohtml5=False
>>6017998
>14
>passes perfectly
>even has voice down
It's times like this I wish my airshit was real so I could just give up on life
why didnt I start at 16
I could have at least convinced my parents to let me by 17
Or maybe they'd force me to wait until I'm 18 but I could have gotten a job or self medded at something
WHY DID I HAVE TO REPRESS IT AGAIN I COULD HAVE BEEN FULL TIME BY NOW
>>6018004
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ps0UodUr_pM
>tfw repression is the only thing you have left
I need to stop lying to myself and admit I am untransitianable and unpassable before I waste my time on HRT
Describe the experience of sucking penis for me mtfg, how does it feel?
my computer just bluescreened twice in a row
NotLikeThis
>>6018024
#notlikethis
>>6018030
>lol
I don't follow tbqh
>>6017998
>>6018004
>that voice
>that body
just fuck my shit up senpai
>>6018022
its more than good
>>6018029
The worst ;;
>>6018036
>its more than good
Have you done it? What feeling did it summon in you? Was it like you expected?
>be me
>be str8
>make online friend
>comes out to me as future tranny after a year or so
>lol ok
>time goes by,didnt really care
>turns out he wants the d
>my d
>have gf
>pretty disgusted by this, but is good friend so oh well
>acts cute, firts constantly, voice and speech changes when we talk
>breakup with my gf cause shes a fag
>fell for the "im a girl meme" without realizing it
>no longer [as] disgusted by this
>start to do it back in small amounts cause dis shid gay as fug
>friend goes full lood mode
>decide a hole is a hole and this one is made for me.
>gives me instant rejection no more flirt no more whatever rarely talks about anything other than video games to me now
>now tfw no gf or tgf
>recently starting to do things with me again, but as soon as theres any hint of not being absolutely repulsed by this it ends
I dont get it. do any of you?
>>6018045
She's not into you and that's just how she talks, because she doesn't know any better.
If it's any comfort, I'm sure someone out there is just right for you anon
>>6018044
it really sucks
sooo
i feel like
i still need to apologize
like i just do
Oh cooomely
I will be with you when you lose your breath
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFqTJ34LyWo
I've actually done this.
>>6018048
you dont need to apologize
I'm glad you opened up to me, okay?
>>6018056
still like
id rather not just say all the stuff on my mind while drunk
something tells me that like
it didnt come out right i guess like
i said stuff stupidly
like really fucking dumb
https://clyp.it/kmyfytjl
https://clyp.it/dkz21lol
post voice
>>6018061
Sorry, I'm at work, if I listened to a tra n ny voice I'd get fired
>>6018068
Its not my voice nerd
>>6018044
>feeling a penis grow thick and hard in your mouth is tantalizing
It makes you feel hot tbqh
>>6018045
>This post
Holy fuck, am I on /b/ or something?
>>6018049
>>6018067
I was going to record "fuck off" but I listened to it and now I feel dysphoric
Literally feeling nauseaus after electrolysis.... This is hell.
voice samples ayy lmao
>>6018091
>/r9k/
Yeah, that works too.
>>6018080
Is that jeff gundam?
>>6018059
then just start to tell me that stuff over time, but slower, elaborate, say it the best way you can
youve said that stuff already and nothing bad happened, so we can talk about this again sometime with nothing to worry about right?
>>6018067
b-but i dont like my voice ;-;
>>6018097
Yes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dgf-oOZpJE
>>6018070
But it's A voice, right?
>>6018101
It's a harmonica
>>6018098
I can try I guess
Yeah
we could i guess
and fair enough, you dont have to post it if you dont like it^^
i like it tho
>>6017998
coulda been on blockers for years though
>>6018105
No it's a potato
>>6018109
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1EfXO0soVQr
>>6018112
I can't open that at work sis
>>6018113
it's a black man
he's coming to rape u
>>6018047
>has asked to get off in calls
>talks about sucking my dick constantly
>completely changes speech pattern when talkin to me and no one else
>theyre totally not into you anon trust me
i apparently i understand even less than i thought
>>6018076
what? are you upset by my memes? do memes bother you?
are you... bootybothered?
>>6018114
If only
>>6018119
Okay that is strange.
Maybe she's scared? I'd be scared desu
>>6018119
They sound not only unsure but maybe a little mentally unstable?
>mother calls me an emotionaless and soulless husk
>"I just don't show emotion. Why don't you just accept that."
Why is she such a bitch
This is the apt building of the chaser I just fucked. He was ex special forces. Cyba said find a top tier chaser, did I do good?
Also was he still a chaser if he didn't interact with my gt in anyway, but was actively seeking out Trans girls?
>>6018133
>mayne theyre mentally unstable
>wishes to be the opposite gender
you dont say.
>>6018149
hes a chaser but one of more preferable kind
>>6018149
>tfw I'll never have a top tier chaser bf
>>6018166
>tfw i'll never have a post-op chaser bf
Hello, I just finished work. What's everyone up to
>>6018171
I'm trying to have a normal day after last night
>>6018171
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFqTJ34LyWo
This
>>6018171
Spent the last two hours paying bills, paying race entry fees and buying running gear.
>>6018171
I woke up after 3 hours of sleep and am now eating a discouraged breakfast after trying to get back to sleep for an hour or so
it's ok rn but I'm gonna be hurtin' later
>>6018172
What happened last night?
>>6018168
what is a post op chaser bf?
a chaser that seeks out post op girls? or one that isn't into the gt?
Whats more important for you when transitioning,
is it so you are more comfortable with yourself
or is it so the world is more comfortable with you
>gf stays over
>do it till we pass out
>wake up
>see this msg from my neighbor(translates to "close the windows we hear EVERYTHING, have fun ;)"
>windows were open the entire time
lmao
how's everyone else doing ?
>>6018180
>is it so you are more comfortable with yourself
this
>>6018176
That's weird. A delivery dude woke me up early in the morning after only 4 hours of sleep but I just went back to bed.
>>6018180
first one duh
gimmie the boobs
>>6018185
Yeah, it is. I haven't been able to sleep well at all the past few days, and I have no idea why. Looks like another day of masking sleep deprivation with stimulants. It's even more annoying because the lack of sleep + dehydrating effect of stimulants makes me really hesitant to practice my voice. Bleh!
>>6018177
I did just about everything but fuck my best friend
We made out and I had my legs wrapped around him and he was dry humping me and he whispered nice things in my ears and pulled my hair and I made incoherent pleasure noises
>>6018186
But bewbs you can get, acceptance less so.
i hope I don't feel terribly dysphoric today
I hope I can pass 100%!
I just want to be pretty....
and feel pretty, is that so hard?
I'm not sure if I do pass.
I hope you all have a nice day!
>>6018194
>I will never know this feel
>>6018178
a chaser that doesn't mind that ill be post-op
>>6018192
That's not good AT-anon. Stumbling through the day in insomnia induced daze is never fun.
>>6018194
I've been afraid something like this might happen to me. My best friend kissed and cuddled me once back before the whole trans thing, and I've been wondering if he would try to go for it again after I start transitioning.
>>6018202
I can't lie, it's pretty goddamn fantastic
>>6018194
That sounds pretty amazing t b h. Do you feel guilty or happy about it?
I'm still a complete virgin because only girls approach me. Pic related
>>6018173
Spartan?
>>6018175
Sounds pretty cool, other than the bills part
>>6018176
Meh, who needs sleep anyway.
>>6018212
Eh, it's not awful if you get the giggly "lol im so high" kind of sleep deprivation. What I don't like is the "my head hurts and im cranky and I want to lay down" kind. Once I take my meds I should be good for like 6 hours though.
>>6018203
wait are you post op?
>>6018216
Meeeeee
Sleeping is like my favorite part of the day.
>>6018214
He only kissed me like once before and that was pretty early in my transition
But this was like wew
>>6018219
No, he used me as an experiment. The results were that he's straight.
>>6018216
Yeah it's me.
How you holding up?
>>6018216
I actually feel really happy and not at all conflicted because he's either the smoothest son of a bitch ever or he actually really cares for me but he initiated the whole encounter
>>6018217
If you are okay feeling like that day-in, day-out who am I to object.
>>6018216
Probably everyone who doesn't want to end up looking like a pasty nerd with bags the size of Texas under their eyes.
>>6018227
Jelly/10
>>6018241
Well, I would like to sleep. But I can't. So I don't really have a choice.
>>6018197
I like it when you show more of your human and less of your...animal side
>>6018244
I have an animal side?
I'm fairly certain I am a human.
I'm confused if I really am a girl though!
>>6018254
Humans are animals girl
>>6018224
I hate sleeping because it's like a time portal to morning.
>>6018229
>how you holding up
Pic related. How about you?
>>6018234
That's awesome! I like guys who take the initiative, and he sounds smooth as fuck.
>>6018241
>tfw pasty nerd with bags under my eyes
Fair point.
i learned that i love to take pics of myself when im plastered
also hi red
>>6018254
I'm lowkey insulting you for being a furry and a sexual deviant
>>6018258
Pretty much the same
I want my hrt nao
How are my fellow manly men doing?
>>6018258
>tfw pasty nerd with bags under eyes even with sleep
Fixing sleep does nothing ;~;
People keep asking if I got punched in the face recently
>>6018265
>me getting my T shots.jpg
>>6018268
You just need to sleep a lot. Eventually they will start to go away.
>>6018269
>tfw my e vials were switched with t vials
>>6018256
I know that!!!
>>6018260
Hello!
>>6018263
I wish y'all would just let me be. The only time I really feel cute is when I wear my fursuit! Throughout history people have worn silly outfits and masks, like at masquerades. Fursuiting is just like that, it makes me happy and it's fun to act out a character!
>>6018258
It was great
>>6018274
>The only time I really feel cute is when I wear my fursuit!
Cause you can hide your ugly self?
>>6018243
You should physically tire yourself out. Give your CNS a break from stimulants and just tire yourself out.
>>6018258
At least you re a cute, gay looking pasty nerd with eye bags.
>>6018279
I'm not ugly....people like me, and they call me cute. I get compliments a lot! and lots of people want to go to bed with me. It's just that I feel ugly and have really bad selfesteem
>>6018274
masquerade masks are the shit
classic regal debauchery right there
how much was your fursuit anyway? do you get those custom or what?
its my secret desire to go to a furry convention and see if it really is like they say
>>6018272
The bags go away, the dark circles don't. They literally extend up from the outside bottom of my eye up to the inside corner on my nose, I look anemic.
>>6018284
Hugboxing
Everyone post drunk selfies ^_^
>>6018274
hiiiiiiii
sooo whatsup?
also, you are cute enough without the fursuit. Well, my opinion.
>>6018285
I hope i get to be in a masquerade and wear a tight corset
500 USD just for just the partials
it was not custom but its well made for partials.
furry conventions are really nice, i made out with qts there
>>6018274
>The only time I really feel cute is when I wear my fursuit!
It seems like you have some deep seeded self-esteem issues, if you're not kidding. I can relate, I always wore costumes and various things and the like to hide my face and body, especially before hrt. The difference between us being, of course, that your hobby seems to have transcended childhood, and that you are actually pretty attractive, as opposed to me.
>>6018289
Why do you always hide part of your face?
Why use the severe angles bro?
>>6018273
hook me up ange
>>6018274
>those socks with those flats
>>6018297
because i was drunk as fuck.
and because I look ugly if I don't hide part of my face?
>>6018289
I'm okay.
Just put on my carbonated bubble clay mask on and my undereye sheet masks. You look really cute in that picture....
And you're so nice too!
I was really high in this picture. Was hanging with my dealer...
>>6018289
You are very cute
>tfw had a dream where I passed and was a member of a spy agency led by other trans girls
>tfw I wake up and look in the mirror and see a bearded man
>>6018281
I did 40 minutes of cardio *and* like an hour of fast punk rock drumming yesterday. Normally I would agree with you, that is very helpful, but I've just been wonky lately I guess.
>>6018296
Yeah, I would always do make believe with costumes! But it is a fun happy....It makes me happy! and the people who do it can be really nice and cute! I'm sure you can be attractive too!
>>6018298
I got you senpai
>tfw test blocks my ability to cry no matter how sad I feel
What's it like to cry?
>>6018307
refer to pic
>>6018316
it's angie baby we all good. just don't take my tims
everyone's so pretty...
>>6018320
>long face
>caveman brow
>nose ring
>cute
????????
Morning mtfg.
>>6018323
Um why take something that my local grocery store sells?
>>6018324
Not me
>>6018326
Cuter then you, hon
>>6018324
ikr
>>6018330
Thats real nice lmao
>>6018317
it's like dreaming
>>6018330
not the tims... ;-;
>>6018324
>everyone's so pretty...
not really, just the ugly people (majority) know better than to post a pic of themselves, so you only see the at least moderately pretty ones.
>>6018324
>implying it's not you playing mind games by going anon and attacking people, and then acting all innocent and cute when you trip
>>6018336
Man, the simpsons is the show that just keeps on giving
>>6018335
Steamed hand are perfect
>>6018336
I get all the tims
>>6018324
Kayla, no need to be a deflated spengebab
you're pretty hot too
>>6018331
Trip on isla
>>6018347
>>6018316
Woah, that looks exactly like the e shots I've been getting : ^(
>>6018324
>mfw
https://bunnythegirl.bandcamp.com/track/oh-wait-thats-all-the-time
>>6018326
i like this bait
>>6018328
i would have literally no objections to this.
Sounds super fun!
but
paint us with body paint?
>>6018348
Definitely not me but definitely something i would say
>>6018347
>>6018356
I should learn to hide it honestly.
>>6018356
it compliments the estradiol injections
>>6018353
>bait
>being blind and not seeing his masculine features
>>6018356
Eyyy derpanna.
>>6018363
Please sir, dishonesty is not proper etiquette. Especially for a grown man such as yourself.
>>6018304
thats what you look like?
you're gonna be a milf
>>6018353
yeah! it's like glow in the dark and really pretty and easy to make fun patterns with!
>>6018356
I have to hide my druggie ways....
>>6018363
Misgendering me is really just awful and a mean-hearted tactic. Also, it's simply wrong, because I haven't been misgendered in like 7 months after 14 months of hrt.
>>6018376
Right now? How will she look in a decade?
>>6018360
If you want to, but it's really only that important if you routinely interact with people that you don't want to know you're intoxicated. My eyes usually gave away that I was on something, so I had to learn to act to offset that.
>>6018313
Early 30s? Damn, I need to work on my look, I'm not even late 20s.
>>6018370
Eyyy anon. I need a nickname for you, any suggestions?
>>6018376
But I'm only 24 I'm too young to be a milf ;~;
>>6018372
>hugboxing a 6'2 mongoloid that has aids
>>6018380
with a very big tummy holding twins
>>6018384
wat do i hav
>>6018352
Same here famila
>>6018387
Fuck that's disgusting.
>>6018384
DURR DURR DURRR
AIDS
please post the ABSOLUTE proof that I have AIDS
Post the letter (that you opened without someone's consent) that says EXPLICITLY that I, Red S. , have AIDS
I haven't had a cigarette in a year but it feels like one of those days.
bye
>>6018382
youve got that 'look'
its hot dont take offence by it pls
Let's end this once and for all.
I want you to post the manliest photo you have.
Pic related
>>6018324
>mfw hours of hearing someone i love telling me i'm beautiful
sorry to brag but i'm pretty sure i'm still glowing
>>6018396
bye :)
smoking is bad for your lungs and skin!
>>6018388
stuff like this! it's so cool! And it's fun to wear in clubs!
>>6018398
only pre trans pic ill ever post.
>>6018396
I smoked cig all summer last year of high school and just never smoked them again.
I literally don't get addicted to things.
>>6018199
sounds like you had a good night too :3
>>6018395
red it might be time to put a filter on anon for a while, don't waste your time
>>6018398
>manliest picture
>still look like a woman
don't make me post a picture of me again
>>6018391
lol simpsons man, meme goldmine
>>6018398
*Spartan wins*
>>6018401
I've never actually been to any clubs ever other than a country club
>>6018398
pre hrt!
dumb emo boy!
good mornning
/mtfg/
who is your favourite animated character?
>>6018409
Stop trying to ruin the meme
>>6018410
Best goldmine
>>6018407
you're damn right i did
i regret nothing and want more
>>6018422
take a goddamn guess
>>6018398
Lol okay why not
>>6018402
literally a teen weeb girl.
>>6018388
>being intoxicated in public
I'd say shiggy but I still do it from time to time. Strangers usually have a harder time telling if you're drunk or high unless you're on MDMA or something though.
>>6018397
T-thanks, but I guess I need to be careful
>look like 30s businesswoman
>sound like 30s businesswoman
>give the impression I have kids or would be an OK Mom
People may get the impression that I'm better put together than I actually am :'(
>>6018429
its sexy, use it to your advantage
>>6018398
But that's every photo I have, save for like 3!
hateful 8 was one of tarenteno's weaker films I was a bit disappointed desu :(
>>6018437
>yfw?
>>6018398
How about me right now? I'm always in boy mode.
so what do you guys do with your childhood photos and stuff?
do you bin em? lock them away?
>>6018442
its actually a fucking crime that your trans
>>6018442
Same desu. Boy mode for life.
>>6018441
naw that one is from Django, although the same actor played in hateful 8 (we both know you were just looking for an excuse to post that)
>>6018412
Damn
>>6018427
That bead shadow and unkepmt brows
>>6018435
Pleb.... :/
>>6018442
Tbqh your face is very andro.
I think hrt will be good to you
>>6018457
Yup!
Not 21 yettt
>>6018442
Be thankful you don't live in manmode like me
>>6018457
I survived uni today!
>>6018443
they're mostly lost to time
>>6018467
Congratulations!
>>6018422
Myself.
>>6018475
Im not a fan of this place that much.
At least as far as those laws go
>>6018475
wait Canada has a diff drinking age?
>>6018457
yeah definitely, I think so
>>6018475
you have to be 19 before you are even allowed to ring it up in my state, really dumb
>>6018425
they call me the memeler
>>6018443
I never took any if I could help it. Aside from ID, some promotional material, and what my parents have hung onto, pictures of pre-transition me don't exist.
if something lewd gets posted on this thread while I sleep someone save it for me
goodnight
>>6018492
>Ottawa residents are lucky because they can walk across the river to Quebec and drink there when they're 18.
And enjoy those drinks with friends while playing games, performing, or just watching the day go by in public parks. Québec does alcohol right.
>>6018491
I been meming all the tiiiiiiiiime
>>6018460
It's true desu senpaitachi
>>6018492
thanks <3 <3
I am going to go back to bed soon though
Ive had enough adventure for one day
>>6018449
Yeah I wish I was never born.
>>6018451
Y-yay!
Brb just gonna jump off a bridge and splatter my head on the concrete.
>feeling good knowing it's all estrogen and no work tomorrow
>suddenly remember my skeleton is huge and I need to die
>>6018422
myself!
>>6018504
sweet dreams!
Also, yay for kicking uni's ass!
>>6018463
I'm taking you to a club in order to dance with you!
new thread plx
i didnt get to post an image I really wanted to post ;_;
>>6018506
Hey! Don't do that, please. It's a pain to wait, but it's not long until you get on hormones, and there's plenty to be done in the meantime.
You can transition. You can become comfortable with yourself. You can be happy (again), even if not all of the time.
>>6018506
Spartan here.
I'm really getting bipolar about this. Do you think it's better to remain an ugly man in an attractive body that I hate?
Or should I try at least?
>>6018506
hey, I hope you'll do okay soon....
your life is important!
>>6018521
actually, most of my profs hate the first week, and that was the only one that wasnt too lazy to start this week, all the others cancelled class. I am in weekend mode now until monday :333
>>6018511
pls hug me a lot too
it would make me super super happy
>>6018532
tfw no hugs or happy things till I see my best friend on saturday
closetmode is woorst tbfh
>>6018142
Because you refuse to open up to her, silly billy