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Pure lust edition

▶Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed)
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat #mtfg
▶Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
>>5978721
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>>5979276
first for why try
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Is this the right thread if I wanna make friends with some chill, no-drama transgirls?
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we have longer legs and wider hips than cis girls
unfortunately also bigger hands and feet and shoulders and ribcage
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Ooh shit wait I'm cute
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>>5979276
>>5979267
>all these feels
bby girl I am single
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>>5979282
Because life is wonderful and has people you love and care about and who love and care about you in it.
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>>5979278
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>>5978979
>Homestuck
>Not being able to tell a TV production apart from a procedural interactive webcomic

REEEEEEEEE

IT'S FUCKING MARCELINE YOU PLEB!
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>>5979296
me on the right
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>growing my hair for about a year
>still stuck in shitty emo fringe mode

Is there anyway to grow your hair quicker or you just gotta suffer through?
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>>5979285
proportionally however cis girls have larger hips
its the abdomen and ribcage that male skeleton the appearance of having narrower hips
but there is also like a huge hole and completely different shape to accommodate birthing babbys
something we'll never do unless there's like some sort of radical surgery, we will eventually be able to get pregnant though and also have caesarian
well
not us
but like
future transgirls
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>dreaming of taking dick till the point you can't see anything but flesh and fluid
>wake up
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>>5979302
men who are trying for a mate's attention have accelerated hair growth
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>>5979302
biotin
however it makes all hair grow faster
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>>5979305
>was I guess bi or something before HRT
>like about a year in I cannot stop thinking about men and cocks, literally almost every second is me thinking about sucking dick and kissing guys
>have absolutely no testosterone left

G-good result..?
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>>5979311
you need a hot steaming T injection to the back of your throat
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>>5979276
What's going on in this pic, what are those marks?
>>5979302
wigs and extensions exist, but without those you'll just have to soldier on.
>>5979305
>Dreaming that I'm a cisgirl for like, the first time I can remember.
>Super happy
>Dream becomes nightmare, I'm kidnapped and trapped in some crazy bitch's house
>Wake up
Dreams are mean.
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i want to hang out with whoever keeps posting my lewds
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>>5979313
I do desperately. I'm almost thinking of going onto Grindr or even a gay sauna gloryhole room.
Since I don't pass and just look like a femboy I should get lots of dick yeah?
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>>5979322
anon
glory holes are basically a death sentence
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>>5979325
not that anon, but why? I was planning on visiting one, are they dangerous?
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>>5979325
What why? But I want to suck several in a row I can't stop at one.
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>>5979327
>unprotected sex with random gay men
gee i wonder whats dangerous about that
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>>5979305
>Dreaming of a cyperpunk post-apocalyptic/magitech wasteland crossover fantasy
>Fade in and out of different individual bodies
>Consciousness and awareness submerge in absolute empathy for imaginary people in a surreal fiction
>About to discover the truth and meaning of life
>Wake up
>whylive.jpeg

Dreams are better than this grim dark modern world.
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>>5979329
You ain't getting barebacked in the ass. It's sucking cocks, transmission through the mouth is a much lower risk than in the ass.

Still a risk obviously, but just sucking dicks and maybe not swallowing can be safer then bareback ass fun.
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>>5979329
You can just not put your butt up to it and not have cuts in your mouth though, and then you're okay?
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>>5979322
a glory hole is a good way to get pozzed
avoid
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>>5979276
Any news yet if going on E makes you live longer? I've been depressed and destroying my liver/smoking for like a year because I will never be a qt girl but I might take some solace in knowing the E will keep my shitty life going slightly longer (unless I get destroyed by blood clots)
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>>5979296
>>5979299
me on the left
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> wears 100% clothes for women / girls, changed completely since the last 3 months
> goes to therapist
> "You dont look like you have started to try the female gender role yet, Pia"
> wont get a prescription for hrt for like one year

Fuck this, self meding now.
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>>5979336
i've been a glory hole situation at a gay bar when I was 18

i was kinda a massive faggot
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>>5979340
yea definitely just self med if they're gonna be like that and you dont live in the us
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>>5979340

Post pics
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>>5979340
Do informed consent, therapy is a gypsy ruse to get tons of insurance money out of transpeople.
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>>5979340
i've got your medicine bby
needs milked twice a day
skipping days leads to sloppy fillings
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>>5979343
What's different about the US?
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>>5979340
uk?
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>>5979342
>i was kinda a massive faggot
>was
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>>5979342
*massive slut
>>5979347
you can walk into an informed consent clinic and be like I WANT TO BE A GIRL MAYBE and they'll be like k heres your hrt lol
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>>5979352
>massive slut

How many dicks would you say you have sucked?
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I miss Faye coming up behind me and wrapping her arms around me ;__; stupid Sailor GIF finding triggered me desu. at least I'll get to see her in 9 days tho.
g-goodnight Mtfg
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>>5979332
Anyone else sleep half the day and indulge in lucid dreaming?
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>>5979345
I have money from my dads life insurance that I can use. I will keep up normal therapy to hopefully get Hrt free in the future.

>>5979349
Germany
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>>5979353
at least 50.
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>>5979355
at least you have someone
it was cute at first but now its getting annoying
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>>5979356
just half the day on sedatives, no lucid dreaming
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>>5979353
I actually had to think....5 I think? So maybe I'm a slut too
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>>5979336
Fuck I just want to suck a bunch of dicks in one session.

Goddamn gay guys and their fucking diseases, it shouldn't be this hard.
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>>5979355
Sleep well~
>>5979356
I should've been asleep like, 7.5 hours ago.
>>5979357
If you can't do informed consent, I'd say self-medicating is right. Also, why are you using life insurance money, get health insurance like everybody else.
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>>5979357
Where you at doe? I know that someone got hrt from her psych doctor in Düsseldorf
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>>5979368
>>5979357
Diresgard that, I completely misread your post, I'm sorry :c
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>>5979368
In Germany you need the therapist to prescribe you hrt, otherwise health insurance won't cover the expenses.
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>>5979368
I think I have whatever the opposite of insomnia is. I sleep whenever I'm not at work, pretty much.

What's it like having jnsomnia?

>>5979360
Yeah, I wouldn't take sedatives when trying to sleep
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>>5979283
top kek,
>chill
>no-drama
>girls
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why am i up at 4 am playing video games and lurking 4chan

ive reverted back to my highschool-college self.
but a tranny version
what happened
im sorry dad
im sorry
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>>5979378
Could be worse desu. You're doing ok as long as you aren't killing people, are addicted to drugs or homeless.
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helpppppppp
a cis girl wants to fuck me tomorrow
what do
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>>5979384
tell her to bring a strap on
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>>5979377
>kek
be careful with invoking ancient gods

>>5979384
tell her to wear a condom
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>>5979384
Have sex with her
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>clear all of my browsers caches
>red gets unfiltered
jesus fuck you're still posting this shit?
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>>5979372
Yeah, my mistake. Sorry.
>>5979374
Depression makes you sleep a lot, so maybe you're depressed?
>>5979377
Can we ban drama for the rest of the thread?
>>5979384
Do you like girls?
>>5979393
salt
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>>5979352
>check the informed consent list in the OP
>https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
>none of them are anywhere near me
>closest is like a 6 hour drive
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>>5979395
yes, but i prefer men
>>5979387
she just might, shes a cool lesbian
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>>5979396
Do you have a car? If so, just do it - getting HRT is more important than avoiding a 6 hour drive.
>>5979398
Make sure somebody knows where you are in case she tries to kidnap you v.v
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>>5979400
>Do you have a car? If so, just do it - getting HRT is more important than avoiding a 6 hour drive.
Unfortunately not. I'm reliant on my mom and luckily she's supportive of me and my trans stuff but a 6 hour drive like once a month is still a lot to ask of her.
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>>5979404
it wouldn't be once a month, it'd probably only be once a year and they'll help you by giving you a years worth of prescriptions etc
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>>5979396
You can also get hrt from endocrinologists, check if there's any lgbt friendly ones in your area
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>>5979384
Tape a sausage to your thigh, duh.
It's like you've never seen a comedy before.
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>>5979395
Never really looked at it that way. I don't think I'm depressed. Sure I'm a tad too introspective for my own sake sometimes, but that's not constantly or consistently.

I always thought that depressed people have insomnia.
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>>5979405
Wouldn't I need to do like monthly bloodwork and stuff though? Or can I get that done locally?
>>5979407
I'll try that but I'm unsure of how successful it'll be. I never really realized I live so far away from everything important before. I mean I'm only like 10 minutes away from a pretty major city. Maybe it's just not a very lgbt friendly area but I've never noticed it before. Of course that was when I was still in the closet.
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>>5979410
insomnia is entirely seperate from depression, but if you're already depressed or prone to it insomnia will make you severely depressed because you have a lot more time to dwell on it
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>>5979414
>mfw gem posts
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>>5979410
I was really introspective when I was "depressed," and introspection only ever made me feel worse. Just my experience though, I hope you're doing better than I was back then.
>>5979412
I don't think you need a prescription to get bloodwork done, locally should work fine if there's an endo or somebody else qualified to analyze your blood in your area.
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>>5979414
Aha, I see. Well I really don't think I'm depressed. Like, life's going gud so far. I just really like sleeping. Or rather, dreaming. It's a good past time. Better than Vidya or books or movies desu.
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I fucking hate being sick on vacation
Fuck my life
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Your bones are scraped clean by the desolate wind. Mtfg will now surely die... as you have...
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>>5979429
Tfw there's a bloody skeleton inside me right now, and it'll never be fem.
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>>5979431
put the dress on i'll make it fem
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>>5979431
I bet you have a sexy skeleton tho
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>>5979431
>Tfw no-one will ever love me for my soul, just my skeleton or meat sack

Maybe in the future, so I can stop worrying, I'll just upload my brain into a computer and become a living AI with a sultry voice
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I'm 18. How do I tell my therapist I want to take estrogen.
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>>5979437
be as blunt as possible
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>>5979437
Tell them you're trans and want to take estrogen ASAP
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>tfw no mommy gf who calls me her good little girl
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>tfw no klingon gf to spar with
just beam my shit up scotty
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>>5979417
Nah, I'm doing fine. What were you like back then?
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>>5979444
It's not too late for me, is it?
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>>5979453
>too late
>18
children these days
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>>5979453
There's always lots of hug boxers around willing to give you a false sense of self esteem if you don't pass
I started at 25 and I'm surrounded by them
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>>5979454
its not about wanting to be a woman but wanting to be in the upper quadrant of women
sexy and able to turn mere mortal men
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>>5979432
>>5979434
T-thanks? >///>
>>5979436
Idk if I'd wanna be a computer, they seem further from womanhood than I already am.
>>5979452
Nothing made me happy and I spent most of my time sleeping or contemplating suicide. I pushed myself to think positive until it gradually started working, and now I feel a great deal better. I also don't sleep nearly enough.
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>>5979446
Stop
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>>5979458
thats genetic, not so much based on age.
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lecture is boring "what is a sign" "what is a picture"
how're you guys doing ?
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>>5979465
I just got up
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>>5979462
no
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>>5979465
Pretty good, just watching King of the Hill
what do you study?
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i wish I started sooner!

but now Im a hon. a stupid slut hon!
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>>5979465
lily i like you imo
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Omegle wins, lmao
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>>5979465
Hey it's angie. I needed to speak with you about suporn.
I'm looking into suporn for srs and was wondering how much was the cost?

The place that you stayed at, does that come with the price of the srs?

How long did you have to stay in Thailand?
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>tfw an artificial dependence on oestrogen would prevent you from being able to live innawoods
>tfw you will never live as a gatherer in the forest with a qt hunter bf
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>>5979475
>The place that you stayed at, does that come with the price of the srs?

no

>How long did you have to stay in Thailand?

about 4 weeks, I think 24 days minimum

>>5979475
as for costs
like 13-14k€ probably nowadays.
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>>5979475
i'm going in 3 months, its 550k bhat this year, but price will probably go up to 600k bhat this coming year.
the hotel price is not included and is about 1250 Baht for night.
You need to stay 28 days after the surgery.
First 7 or 8 days post op is in hospital and covered by fee, the rest you need to buy from their hotel ChonInter
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>>5979479
Oh yeah I forgot you went to suporn.
Well thabks for your answers. I'm already starting to save for it
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>>5979479
i need to get srs....
I'll be able to fit in with cis girls!
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>>5979480
17 thousand dollars is actually less than i thought, is the 600k with or without the hotel?

>>5979486
im not sure if just getting srs will make you fit in with cis girls on its own
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>>5979485
>tfw forgotten
;___;
but I was the original suporn girl...

>>5979486
nope. didnt happen for me. still feel inadequate
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>>5979490
i hang out with lots of cis lesbians...
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>>5979490
without
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>>5979490
i paid about 600k total with hotel. but the payment to suporn clinic was *only* 550k baht. I guess i'll also need food when i'm there.
>>5979485
ya, my skype is on zeemaps if you wanna add me, i'm in South Korea.
>>5979486
errrr, i mean, i go the gym now and being able to shower there will be nice, but i feel like srs is really about helping personal dysphoria. the amount it helps you 'fit in' is really negligble :/ i don't even tuck desu and it doesn't limit my clothing choices, idk about you though
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so if, just hypothetically, I inherited 170k usd

which FFS surgeon is the best at their job?
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Time to start work shopping for groceries all day

At least I probably won't have to talk a lot and it can go up to $15 an hour, it'll be a healthy existence than mulling around this toxic place out of bordom
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>>5979498
i've heard speigel in the states is one of the best.
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>>5979498
someone in SK. theyre magicians. if you arent asian I wouldnt go there, but theyre definitely the best.

best in US is probably Spiegel
best in Europe is probably Bart
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>>5979494
I'm old. My memory is slipping

>>5979497
Ok I'll look it up.
I didn't know you were in sk
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>>5979490
>come out to my mom, tell her I think I may be trans
>she says she understands, sets me up with a therapist
>do a lot of deep thinking over the next couple of weeks, plus two therapy appointments
>have an epiphany just yesterday night that yes, I should be a girl, and yes, I want to transition
>wake up feeling energized, like I'm ready to finally fix my shitty neet life
>clean up my disgusting neet cave
>make my own (healthy) breakfast
>take a shower and clean really deeply to get rid of all the disgusting neet grime I've built up from months of being a disgusting piece of shit
>feel like I'm ready to take on the world, to go to my therapist tomorrow and tell him I want hormones
>go into my mom's room to tell her my plans
>as soon as she starts speaking
>"anon, your dad will be coming home in 3 days"
>"o-okay mom"
>leave
>he works overseas
>still haven't come out to him
>have no idea how he'll take it

FUCK NOW I WANT TO DIE AGAIN
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>>5979506
fuck i'm so distracted I didn't mean to quote >>5979490
fuck sorry fuck kill me
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>>5979506
Just do it
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>>5979495
i hang out with cis lesbians and straight cis girls too. if a girl cares that your trans im not sure if getting srs will suddenly make you fit in more though, most girls i know who see trans girls differently are just like that. srs is more of a personal thing to help you feel good.

>>5979496
>>5979497
getting conflicting info here, but realistically speaking its all in the general range of less than i expected. i was expecting about 20k dollars for just the surgery, so its good news either way. though i still doubt ill get it.

>>5979499
good luck with your job, itll suck at first but especially when you get your first paycheck itll feel a lot better.

>>5979506
>>5979507
its okay anon, you sound pretty stressed. your moms supporting you though, so its really good you have that. shell be able to help your dad be okay with it, on the chance that he isnt as supportive as she is right off the bat
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>>5979511
>getting conflicting info here

no. We re saying the exact same thing.
if you book now youre going to have to pay 600k baht +hotel I guess.
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>>5979476
Don't worry, the future will allow us to grow our own medication using plants. Then we can move out into the forests and never deal with normies again.
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>>5979512
you said 600k without hotel, she said 600k with. i guess i might just be retarded though, sorry
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>>5979511
If I can work at IHOP as a dishwasher I can do this, at last in this there's almost zero contract with your boss

>>5979512
Wtf is up with these 100k+ prides being thrown around didn't rich girl Jenner pay just 35k?
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>>5979461
I'm more like, when I'm awake I just want to go back to sleep, really. It's just something I'd rather be doing than anything else.

But you're better now?
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tfw not cis
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>>5979518
yeah, dishwashing is a pretty bad job. people tend to take shit out on you. most stuff with grocery stores is okay unless you get a troubled customer bothering you though. and these prices are in thailand monies
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>>5979516
yes. for her its 600k with hotel (because this year, its 550k for surgery + hotel which is around 600k)
but theyre going to increase prices next year, to 600k+ hotel.
since you have to wait about 15-16 months for an appointment, its pretty unlikely to get in this year, so calculate at least 600k for surgery alone.

>>5979518
currencies senpai, 35k thai baht is less than 1000€. you wont get invasive surgery that cheap anywhere
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>>5979511
>its okay anon, you sound pretty stressed. your moms supporting you though, so its really good you have that. shell be able to help your dad be okay with it, on the chance that he isnt as supportive as she is right off the bat

They're divorced but they've stayed on good terms so far so hopefully she can help me. My dad tends to be a pretty cool guy but he can be anal about a few things, I know he's libertarian and non-religious so he's probably at least somewhat accepting about LGBT stuff but I have no idea how he'd handle his own son being a tranny.

This really, really would suck if it goes badly because my dad's kinda rich, albeit a bit of a cheapskate, and is more or less my only chance to get hormones and stuff in the short term and getting my life fixed via an education or trade school or something so that I can afford them in the long term and actually have a job and shit.

I know he's been pushing for me to get my life together but my standard melancholic and apathetic attitude really kinda prevented it. But now that I've accepted being trans I feel like I actually have an ambition for once in my miserable life. Hopefully if nothing else I can at least make him understand that this trans stuff is the number one step to fixing myself and he'll cut me a deal to support me so long as I get and education or work or something.
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I woke up happy today.
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>>5979525
Ah Yeah people would try to dominate me at work and get butthurt because I would talk back at them, like I shouldn't have my pride just because I took on a shittier job than them. This new job is instacart I don't owe the customers N O T H I N G!! :)

>>5979526
Ah well if I get USD its worth a lot in Thai right?
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>>5979536
>Ah well if I get USD its worth a lot in Thai right?

youll still need like 20k$ (all in all) for suporn srs
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I'm good at sleeping I swear
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i want to be held
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>>5979545
Ill hold you anon, and pet you and tell you youre a good girl, because you are and deserve this.
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>>5979535
=]
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>>5979541
omg we have so much in common we should fuck sometime
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>>5979547
oh wow oh :3
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>>5979552
wow
thirstier than ethiopian children

>>5979553
<3 <3 <3
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>>5979552
I'd rather sleep
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>>5979534
money always does bring on extra stress. if you getting hormones and such helps out your getting a job and education though it sounds like hed be willing to support you, so do what you can to show that to him i guess. i hope it goes well anon

>>5979535
glad you slept tight and woke up happy pupper

>>5979536
thats good then, people are terrible to interact with for job stuff

>>5979552
nice pickup line

>>5979545
you probably deserve a good snuggling
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I just finished my shift at work. In 10 minutes I'm going to work at a different job next door.

Am I the very definition of a "wage slave"?
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>tfw flat chin
Why even live?
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>Get asked out by a boy for the first time today
>It's a creepy mid-30s pharmacist
fuck. that totally ruins the experience...
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>>5979563
>Am I the very definition of a "wage slave"?

I love you, but Id call it child labour until youre 21
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>>5979563
only if you're unmotivated and don't enjoy it
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>>5979569
>creepy

No doubt using it as a synonym with unattractive

Kill yourself
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>>5979569
>tfw never asked out
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>>5979574
robot detected.
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>>5979574
nah senpai, guy straight asked me to call him "after hours."
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>>5979574
>hurrrrrr what if it was Brad Pitt
You should heed your own advice, robot.
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>>5979575
but you're pretty....

I like being asked out~
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>>5979579
still hasnt happened ever.
I mean, I dont wanna date, but being asked out would be nice. Id politely decline but I am starting to think that something is very wrong with me that I cant see
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omg everyone says f a m so much >=[
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>>5979584
Ive only seen it here fampai
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>>5979571
I love you too, although you can legally work at 16 here.
>>5979572
I don't enjoy it but I'm highly motivated to get money. On Friday they never paid me though, so maybe it can count as slavery?
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>>5979586
Bug your manager and get paid, its their obligation to
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>tfw organised therapy and eventfully hormones

It's finally over. The lie is over....


I'm free...
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>>5979586
>although you can legally work at 16 here.

here as well, I still think you need like, be in your mid twenties and disillusioned to be counted as wageslave. If they havent broken your spirit with retarded shit, then you arent a wageslave imo.
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>>5979585
>tfw lurking while everyone and an entire class room is behind with the browser in full screen mode
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I posted here the other day about the picture on the right being the hairstyle I kinda wanted to go for (Mostly just the bangs). I tried to post in the tranny hair thread about pic related but I really wanted some opinions if the hair color on the left would work with the hair style on the right.
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>>5979585
baka desu senpai its everywhere.

>>5979586
working at 16 is far from wageslavery, once you hit like 25 and youre still making minimum wage then youre a wageslave.

>>5979591
good job anon, no more repression, just a pleasant slide into being a cute girl

>>5979599
the color would work fine, but make sure you get it done at a stylist who's actually good.
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>>5979599
yes. it depends on your face though
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>>5979600
>>5979601
cool Ive wanted red hair for a long time. ty!
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I live pissing reddit off :)
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>>5979609
>going to reddit
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>>5979609
mate look at your nose though

buy an angle grinder and remove it. Then you'll be pretty. :3
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>>5979592
>>5979600
Oh I see, I guess I misunderstood what a wage slave was then.
>>5979589
Yeah I should , I get really shy though. Tomorrow I am working at the same place again, so I'll see if they say anything.
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>10 minutes late to class
>we're watching Hunger Games so it doesn't matter
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>>5979610
It has decent pockets just like 4chan
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>>5979624
Are you in college or school?
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>>5979629
we once watched parts of the Gladiator and the godfather in a class about the society of the roman republic.
In a fairly advanced uni lecture.
it was pretty great
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>>5979624
what kinda class do you watch Hunger Games in?
fuck lmao
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>>5979633
we watched the first season of steins gate in a fairly high level philosophy of art class i took in college. also watched wrestling and a lets play of persona 4. it can get weird
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>supposed to go to store
>always look into mirror and see manliest man
>start crying and stay home
>tfw underweight and havent eaten for 2 days because of it


when will this stooop .____."
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My best friend is a conservative Christian. Do you think he'll hate fuck me when I come out?
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>>5979642
if youre qt enough he might
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>>5979642
imo they'll try to be accepting ad then a few months in they will turn on you are berate you for who you are
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>>5979642
sorry anon but i agree with >>5979650.
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>be me
>be trans
>in super suppression mode
>I tell all my friends how much I hate fags, I lift, I hunt
>I tell all my friends how disgusting and mentally ill trans people are
>*two weeks ago*
>have a mental breakdown and nearly kill myself
>I then realise I have to transition

/mtfg/ what the hell do I do? If I come out to my friends and family, they will think that I am some contradictory idiot, or that I am bipolar.

What can I say to them?
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>>5979648
What are the odds?
>>5979650
>>5979654
Does this always happen?
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>>5979661
Just tell them you were in a deep internal conflict and was trying to repress that side of you.
Are they your friends or just 'friends'
Cause my lot would accept that.
Hell I could burn down a church and they'd still at least try and find some way of still being on my side.
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>tfw born a girl
>can't ever be a trans girl, just a trans dickless guy

why even live
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>>5979661
I think people understand what the word repressing means, don't worry about that.

So, I am going to join the army soon
If I can't into officer should I go medic or police squat?
they will pay for transition and all, might transition with like 22, if it's not too late then (im 186cm).
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>>5979662
qtnessfactor/hisconservatism*religiosity

>>5979665
REEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>5979662
just my experience
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>>5979661
id say try and not be so hateful around them while you start your transition and then after youve been on hormones and gone through your therapy and such come out to them. tell them you were repressing how you feel after you feel more comfortable with yourself. though admittedly id worry about how accepting theyll be of you if theyre okay with you talking about hating fags and trans people being mentally ill and disgusting

>>5979662
happened to me, but it doesnt happen to everybody.
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>>5979668
u german?
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Is there any possibility to still be a cute girl if you transition over 20 years old?

I feel like I should just not transition, I don't want to be a hon.
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>>5979665
Congrats, you won the lottery

>>5979668
Ugh, Brandon got me sick :/
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>>5979665
hey bby are you a qt?
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>>5979637
This feeling eventually went away for me, or rather I learned to ignore it and care less. I still have days or weeks where I look in the mirror and see a man/boy but I just have to hope in my mind that it's not what everyone else is seeing and just deal
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>>5979665
I hate you. You've actually lived a life, I still haven't lived.
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>>5979676
I started at 22 and stuffs been ok, but age really is only a small factor among many. Genetics, how you look currently, how well you've taken care of yourself, your voice and so many other things are more important than age imo
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>>5979676
I transitioned at 22 and I'm cute/get hit on/get dick whenever. It's all about your genetics m8
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Tfw gf touches you in ur sleep
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>>5979678
I don't think so because girls with dicks are pretty much superior.
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>>5979687
>tfw you wake up in a three way cuddle with your fiancee and a giant stuffed orca
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>>5979684
>>5979686
I am short with a big nose, a strongish chin and big hands/feet. I'm probably screwed and should just kill myself.
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>>5979689
I'd be more inclined to agree with you if being trans actually meant 'girl with dick' as opposed to 'male body that you have to reverse the development of, yet still has male traits no matter what'.
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>>5979689
Na senpai
Having a gt sucks
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>>5979694
>short
being short is a good thing, fempai.
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>tfw look like a massive fag
>soft voice
>submissive
>obsessed with hair styles, and skin products
>hate sports
>parents and friends still haven't suspected anything

How could they not realise?
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>>5979694
Well the short part is good, chin and nose can be fixed (or leave em if they're not bad, my nose is big too) big hands and feet suck but they aren't as big of a deal as some people make them out to be
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>>5979691
Tfw gf massaging your tits and ass and she pushes you against the wall and you cant fight back because youre weaker than her
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>got fat (200 pounds) when I was a guy because I hated myself and food and vidya were my escapism
>losing weight (170!) and becoming a girl now but I have stretch marks all over my body - my sides, under my arms, my butt, my hips, my crotch, etc from when I was fat
>tfw I can never be qt
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>>5978324
>>tfw last time you looked in the mirror on psys you thought you looked freakish, disfigured, and masculine
iktf but then again all other humans looked the same way to me, it was fucking weird, it was like I was looking at human beings for the first time in my life as an adult

>>5979283
haha no, try the kageshi room /mtfg, that's pretty chill and no-drama
this is probably the most toxic place on the whole of 4chan, moreso than /b/
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>>5979708
hiiii robin~
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>>5979704
Heh, that's my job usually

>>5979708
>this is probably the most toxic place on the whole of 4chan, moreso than /b/
Dunno about that one there, /b/ was my home board before here, it's certainly more toxic than this board
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>>5979680
Hope it happens for me too like that.
Been in a spiral going downwards ever since i broke up w my bf around new year.

>>5979706
>got fat when was a guy, got stretch marks
so much that, and its so gross. good job with losing weight, you got this !

i was 265~ , now 138.


uhoh by the way most guys don't care about that ! so dont worryy
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>>5979702
They probably do but don't want to approach to you about it
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>>5979684
>Mfw I'm 21

Ayayayayayayayaay
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>>5979697
>short with manly features
>>5979703
My nose is huge though. Never mind that, I'm gonna need so much expensive surgery that suicide is easier
>>
I started at 19 ><
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>>5979702
>tfw transphobic father outright asked if I was on hormones but then retracted it as a joke
>this is actually the sort of stuff he says as a joke constantly so I can't tell whether he was probing or actually joking
>mother keeps making "tranny" references around me, purposefully pointing out gender-non-conforming people if they come up on TV/newspaper/etc. like Boy George or Pete Burns and saying how disgusting it is
>both have noticed my boobs, told them it's gyno and they bought it, scared about hiding future growth though
>gonna have to go to family reunion stuff this summer
>pretty sure the last time we were together my uncle could already tell, kept looking at my face/chest alarmed
sweating_man_in_green_shirt_mopping_his_brow.jpg
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Tfw no bf.
hiii everyone its my bday today and im going into the city for a comedy show. If anyones in philly come say hi!
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>>5979706
>200 pounds
>170 pounds
Can you use human measurements please?
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>>5979676
Started at 22..ill never pass
Hon lyfe
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>>5979710
HI QTπ
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>>5979706
Stretch marks go away
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>>5979723
Did you start as you turned 19 or nearly 20?
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>>5979728
90 and 77 kg in commiespeak.

>>5979731
I've heard so but I'm a bit worried I may have shit genetics for that or something since my mom has a lot too.
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>>5979715
You can do it <3

>>5979720
Jajajajaja

>>5979721
:c
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>>5979735
people will anyway think you have had like twins so idk i guess thats a small win?
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>>5979734
hmmm...in the middle. 5 months before birthday~
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>>5979735
Just drink lots of water and maybe use creams
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>>5979676
it's rlly a combination of age and genetic lottery
like I started at 18 and barely pass and am pretty ugly but there are girls around here who started years later and turned out much more passable and cute
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>>5979744
Iktf but started at 29
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/mtfg/ should I get my hair cut like this today?
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>>5979737
I guess you could think of it that way. Feels kinda weird to me though.
>>5979740
Will do. I think my family may just be predisposed to stretch marks. It gets me a bit worried for when my breasts come in, since I might get stretch marks there. Still though, I'd definitely prefer being busty with stretch marks to being flat with clear skin so maybe my family's genetics aren't all bad. If I got the boob gene that my mom and sister have that'd more than make up for these stretch marks.
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>>5979676
Genetics is the most important factor. I was already pretty much fully 25-year-old-masculinised at 18. Some people don't even properly start puberty until after 20 (the lucky fuckers...).
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>>5979739
You give me hope then, I will probably start at the same time as you did. Maybe a bit sooner if I'm lucky
>>5979748
T b h I prefer long hair, but if that's what you feel like then go for it.
>>
hey /mtfg/
What's up ?
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>>5979468
>what do you study?
history
>>5979466
moinsen then
>>5979470
ty
>>5979475
>how much was the cost?
550k THB surgery
flight : 800€ (2way ticket)
hotel : 42k THB (36 days)
food (hotel only has breakfast but enough stuff close to it for cheap and delicious noms) : 10k THB
>The place that you stayed at, does that come with the price of the srs?
nope but it's not rly expensive
>How long did you have to stay in Thailand?
have to : roughly 20 days post op, I stayed a whole month tho just to be sure
you can decide to not take the hotel during hospital stay (one week) to safe money for example
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>>5979756
you can be as qt as me :3
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>>5979756
So my hair is basically this short already, but a fair amount of it is yucky pre HRT early hrt hair and I want it gone, cheska's getting hers cut and I think I want to as well
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>>5979672
yes

>>5979678
dont be sick ;-;
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>>5979746
How did it turn out?
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>>5979764
Thanks for the input.
I'm already saving and shooting for a 2017/18 time frame
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>>5979764
>>what do you study?
>history

<3 <3 <3
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>tfw still scared FFS won't be able to reshape my jaw enough
I'm guessing the only way to find out is consultation? No info online anywhere on how much they can take off?

It's such a pain that they won't do the op if it means severing the main nerves at the chin, I've got practically no feeling in the lower half of my face anyway, urgh
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>>5979769
I'm trying not to be but it happens :(

>>5979771
I think I turned out ok between hrt and ffs but I still have a pretty big torso (wear a small men/women medium).
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>>5979735
I went from 110kg to 60kg and they did not go away after a year.
I don't think mine ever will.
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>>5979782
>tfw 50kg skellington
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>>5979731
wrong
they do change colour to white though which is easier to cover up with makeup than the purple splotches

>>5979758
alternating between "huh hrt is actually making me look a bit cuter, maybe things will be alright" and "oh god what if the FFS gets botched what if I can't afford it what am I going to do I can't look like this forever fucking kill me"
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>you will never milk ur favorite trips and use the milk to bake with
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>>5979786
Jelly, I wanna drop more down to 55ish
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Anybody here have kik? Im lonely as fuck
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>Pre hrt 96 kg
>Two year hrt 77 kg
>Another year between 74-77 kg

Why my body don't want to be qt and skinny?

I want be 60 kg qtpie
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>>5979764
>>5979774
>history
I applied for that once but literally not a single uni in the country with a history course took me in, fuck it, woulda been a waste of time anyways, no one hires historians unless you're the top expert on a subject thats getting attention.

Crusades and WW2 and cold war best era though. Romes pretty neat too but everyone already knows a fuckton about that even if just from the movies.
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>>5979798
I'm trying to fucking gain weight and I cant

I want to do it healthier than just eating mcdonalds every day

I'm stuck at 61-63kg
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>>5979799
cartman go away no one likes you
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>>5979791
Eww
>>5979796
I do, but who are you? A random chaser, just some lonely dude or a trans girl that browses /mtfg/?
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>>5979790
>fucking kill me
Sometimes i think about it

Just stay on hormones
I'm at 1 year now and i feel like things are just starting to get really good
Like if it wasn't for the bit of beardshadow left i could probably pass even without make up
So yeah, you can't decide before 1-2years probably
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>>5979804
Eat more nuts drink milk.
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>>5979804
Oops, this was me
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>>5979786
highfive
whats your height?

>>5979799
>Romes pretty neat too but everyone already knows a fuckton about that even if just from the movies.
thats a misconception. the rome of the movies is pretty far away from the real world.

>>5979806
I like him tho
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>>5979804
hello are you me?
been trying to gain weight for like 2 years but I'm stuck at 59kg
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>>5979816
only one desu
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>>5979799
Those that don't study history are doomed to repeat it, and those that do study history are doomed to watch as others repeat it.

That being said, I do like history very much.
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>>5979814
I'm lactose intolerant but I drink a fair amount of lactaid milk

Maybe I should get more nuts, I do love cashews
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>>5979806
I have to say he's a lot better than when he started posting here
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>>5979774
<3
>>5979772
neat good luck !
>>5979799
>Romes pretty neat too but everyone already knows a fuckton about that even if just from the movies.
lmao
tru watching ceasar in the collosseum gave me a better understanding of his politics

seriously tho
kindoms of england and viking raids best thing
>mfw britbongs still pay danegeld (danish money)
>mfw they are still scared of vikings
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6AdWqlsQjWo

>how it feels to beat your repression
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>>5979825
he turns the threads into /pol/ every time
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>>5979821
I've been 135-145lbs (61\65kgs) since senior year of highschool

I dont eat incredibly healthy or anything
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>dream vividly all night, take dick in more than one dream
>wake up, can't stop thinking of dick
It must be spring, spring sex drive is a thing right?
>>
>>5979748
well it depends on what ur looking for and how u feel about different parts of your face
like obviously that will cover your forehead but framing your face more can also make it look longer and/or squarer
if I remember correctly u look pretty good tho so it's more about what u want

>>5979749
for stretchmarks there's also retin-a and derma rollers

>>5979758
I'm rlly tired of pain and feeling horrible every mnorning
s'up with u?

>>5979766
yeah if it's already like that then the other cut would probably just make it a bit neater

>>5979777
ikTf, but also for my cave-man brow
as far as I know consultation is the only way to get anything approaching an accurate assessment but some places can also do various amounts of that stuff over the web
>>
>>5979838
hey do you want me to milk you and bake ur milk into a cake
>>
>>5979838
>spring sex drive is a thing right?
seems like it
can't stop diving
>>
>>5979833
I did an experiment with my metabolism and ate mcdonalds only for about a week and gained 0.6 kg so
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>>5979808

Lonely dude
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>>5979816
>what's your height
164 cm
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>>5979829
Thanks

>>5979841
Make sure to wear a life preserver
>>
>>5979839
Thanks! As long as Cheska is coolio with it I think I'll show the haircuttery that pic and see what they can do

>>5979842
Hrm, I wonder what I would gain
>>
>>5979839
Why do you feel horrible ? Where does the pain come from?
>>
>>5979844
so short ;~;
I am jelly
>>
>>5979838
Tfw ull never give elanna the d
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>>5979846
>Make sure to wear a life preserver
no need lesbians are aquatic animals
gill lyfe best lyfe
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>>5979831
Whats bad about that? /pol/ is usually fairly reasonable. They also have a shitton of represed transsexuals.
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>>5979853
>/pol/ is usually fairly reasonabl
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>>5979276that's so fucking gross!!!
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>>5979852
>tfw not a lesbian
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>tfw you're an irredeemably disgusting chaser and nobody even gives a shit
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>>5979848
chronic health shit that I whine about all teh time
the pain is mostly my stomach and my head sometimes

>>5979853
>shitton of represed transsexuals
>usually fairly reasonable
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>>5979840
That's..a bit weird, but sure, if you can figure out the secret to lactating I'm down for trying.

>>5979841
L-lewd

>>5979850
;_;
Good morning beepy
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>>5979862
>if you can figure out the secret to lactating I'm down for trying.

not that anon but
thats actually pretty easy. I even have the stuff lying around youd need to take :^)
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>>5979860
>dat filename
>still using kek
top zozzle
>>5979858
never give up
>>5979862
>if you can figure out the secret to lactating I'm down for trying.
just massage your tits
>mfw caused gf to lactate cause I constantly play with her nips
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>>5979861
>>5979853
Former /pol/ here

I feel a lot happier now I've accepted im going to take hormones.
>>
>>5979861
Oh, ok doesn't sound too good :(
>>
>>5979858
tfw lesbian but (plot twist) no gf
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who else /internalised transphobia/ here??
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>>5979469
no lol
>>5979472
cute lol
>>5979476
Admittedly this is one of my major reservations regarding HRT, dependence is an ugly thing. Dysphoria's more ugly though, so HRT is still the right choice.
>>5979506
Fate's a dick that way, sorry you have to deal with that :c
>>5979520
I had a similar feeling at the time, because the only time I wasn't miserable was when I was asleep. But yeah, I'm a lot better now, and should stay well barring some disaster in my future. Thanks for asking c:
>>5979522
tfw perpetually unsure if trans
>>5979535
That's nice anon!
>>5979552
That escalated quickly...
>>5979560
Ice cold.
>>5979569
Don't bully pharmacists silly, they'll happily roofie you to get what you wouldn't give willingly.
>>5979581
Are you warm and inviting, or cold and professional? What kind of people do you want/expect to ask you out?
>>5979586
What's your pay schedule like, you might be paid monthly or biweekly or something weird like that.
>>5979637
That sounds horrible anon, I'm sorry ;_;
>>5979661
You sound like me, except I never hunted. The other anons gave good advices though, so I'll just wish you good luck with explaining everything to your friends and family.
>>5979665
Everybody here's going to be jealous if you post that, silly, what were you thinking?
>>5979676
I sure fucking hope so >~<
>>5979702
People see what they expect to see, and they have a psychological filter for things that don't fit what they expect to see.
>>5979706
I got fat because lots of yummy food available in college, and because I didn't care about my health until I decided to transition.
>>5979708
oh :c
>>5979724
If they already know, or suspect, then maybe you should come out to show that you "trust" them rather than waiting for them to bring it up. Just my two cents though, not like I did a terrific job of coming out myself.
>>5979725
Happy Birthday!!!

too sleepy to get to everybody else, I'm sorry, love you all.
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>>5979871
>not still being /pol/
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>>5979871
Are you less of a rampant racist now? I wonder whether it would cool me down.
>>
>>5979875
This is fucking impressive, omg. <3 Thank you for responding, I love you too, whoever you are.
>>
>tfw many people younger than you put in more effort than you would and still fail at passing
>tfw your genetics would play against you
>tfw even if you did have a chance, you'd have to wait almost two years to start
i wonder if they take the organs of suicidees, they might as well be useful to someone
>>
>>5979877
>being a retarded memer
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>>5979882
>not being an autistic spastic on cambodian flute carving boards and being as soft and vulnerable as a little girl offboard
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>>5979874
Used to
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>>5979888
>tfw iktf
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>>5979888
hug me pls i shouldn't have said that im sorry
>>
>>5979881
don't commit suicide, you'll be barred from entering the kingdom of heaven... your life on earth is like a blink compared to the eternity of afterlife...

But like seriously, don't kys, you won't know, maybe some miracle pill is discovered in a year that can turn chris-chan into an anime character. really like, anything is possible in life, but death is just one huge fucking uncertainty that's likely just nothing and lame as hell and boring.
>>
>>5979888
>tfw too lazy for memeing
Feels good 2bh
>>
>>5979881
Usually a dead body is found way too late for any sort of organs viable for donation to be recovered. However, if you like you can get a little card that you carry on your person that says that when you die you want your body to be donated to science. So while your heart won't be getting transplanted into someone else at least it's getting some use by being a med student's dissection project.
>>
>>5979877
Well. I do want to be fucked by a /pol/ack

Really more than anything I want to submit to a guy.


/pol/ is too much of a risk atm for me to browse. Could retrigger repression instincts.
>>
breakfast and crying yay
it's nice how being trans makes so many things a little bit worse
>>
>>5979864
What do you actually need to take? o.o

>>5979868
Ain't nobody got time to massage their bobs all day.
>>
>>5979904
not all day but just give them a good licking and flicking every day for a bit
>>
>>5979878
Well. I have no hormones yet.

But my need to lash out and be angry has been reduced to zero now.
>>
just a reminder that if you don't start hrt by 26 you will be this guy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WEcdsF16lfI&nohtml5=False
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>>5979911
>licking
how do you lick your own bob
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hi
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>>5979920
hi carol i love u btw
>>
>>5979911
>a good licking
How?
>>
>>5979918
MarinaBeach93
>>
>>5979893
maybe its the name <3
I get compliments for my looks offboard a lot, because people think I am you. I dont know how to manage that feel.

>>5979894
Ill hug you so hard <3

>>5979899
b-but...

>>5979901
my bf is pretty /pol/

>>5979904
I trust you to know what youre doing, unfortunately there are a lot of kids here and I dont wanna give them ideas. this shit is pretty experimental, even though its not immediately harmful
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>>5979916
>take boob
>lift bob up as far as you can
>lick
ofc getting a SO is easier
>>5979928
see above
>>
>>5979916
I'm pre hrt and even without tits (albeit some light gyno) I can lick my own nipple. It's not that hard anon.
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>>5979931
i cant reach it
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>>5979930
OK, I'm going to at least guess that it's something that bumps up your prolactin levels?
>>
>>5979840
>>5979862
>>5979864
>>5979911
Why are there so many lactation fetishists on /mtfg/? I mean I'm not complaining, I've a lactation fetish myself too and I can't want to induce but I thought it was a relatively rare fetish. Are transgirls just predisposed to this shit or something?
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>>5979935
yes.
and its not an opiate :^)
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>>5979934
idk mine are big enough but honestly letting someone else do it is more fun and I wish mine were smaller
I'm weird <_<
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>>5979937
I dont have a lactation fetish. I want to take it to get hormonally pregnant and maybe squeeze out a growth spurt. theres anecdotical evidence for that actually working.
I wanna try
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>>5979939
lets trade desu
>>
>>5979937
I'm not into lactating
I just find it funny and know how to induce it

curious tho , why is it arousing to you
>>5979943
yes pls
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>>5979942
>>5979937
but my bf doesnt want me to. the stuff can trigger heart problems and result in sudden death in old people and stuff. and since I already have a heart condition he kinda doesnt want me to. Ill still probably do it at some point
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>>5979930
Waaaht

Really? Sheeit you're way better looking that I am, so don't feel bad! Also Sophie is indubitably best name
>>
>>5979950
>since I already have a heart condition
<3
iktf
>>
>>5979937
I wouldn't consider myself a lactation fetishist, but I am curious. I mean, why not, I know that I'm capable of lactating .

>>5979938
Darn, that would make it fun ;_;
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>>5979950
>heart condition
Me too :c
>>
>>5979948
>curious tho , why is it arousing to you
No idea. Just the thought of having swollen, milky breasts is really erotic. Breastfeeding someone sounds even better.

I haven't done anything with it yet though. I am still pre-hrt after all.
>>
>>5979951
>you're way better looking that I am
nooooo
defo not
I usually tell them that that isnt me but theyre right and youre superqt and supernice
>>
>>5979950
Most things that rise prolactin can kill you since high prolactin does that
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>>5979959

>>5979958
>>5979957
>>5979955
>>5979951
>>5979950
good girl
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>>5979950
is heart condition and being trans a thing? cus I have one too...
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>>5979824
It wont you fill you at all but have shitloads calories. They are expensive here though
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>>5979950
>>5979955
>>5979958
>>5979964
I had a heart murmur once but it was benign. Not sure if that counts.
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>>5979966
nice honkers
>>
>>5979964
I don't really have heart problems so probably not
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>>5979868
I'm bi but love dick too much

>>5979873
The madness

>>5979928
>not sucking on your own tits
>>
>>5979961
D:

Well thank you so much, super flattered, we have a difference in opinion though I guess! We're all our own worst critics though I guess.

>>5979963
Wat

Only Cheska can call me that

>>5979965
Hrm, I should get em today then

>>5979967
I have a murmur from MVP but it's also benign I guess
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"Two million dead in the first day, another 7 million by the end of the first week, every defense annihilated, all our forces on the run. Regrouping... Somewhere... Reports are coming in from other major Hormones. It's a well-coordinated attack, and so far it's been damned effective. Don't know what they are, what they want, or where they came from... Only one thing is certain: If Testosterone doesn't bring help soon, there won't be a male left to save."
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>>5979966
>dat Tumblr SJW hair
Why?
>>
>>5979969
not rly happy with them but ty
>>5979959
interesting
thanks for the insight
>>5979971
why tho i mean dick is pretty boring to me
just curious
>>5979974
because I like blue hair
shocking I know
and it makes gf horny
>>
>>5979963
>tfw noone to milk you and call you a good girl

>>5979971
I am incapable of sucking my own bobs
>>
>>5979975
tits are for the world to enjoy, not you
>>
>>5979975
lily can I be your friend
>>
>>5979979
uhm nope
how would they enjoy them when I always wear buttoned up shirts or binders outside anyway ?
>>
>>5979983
Dont you worry about me, I'll find a way
>>
>>5979872
yeah shit sucks but others have it worse
anyway s'up with u?

>>5979874
maybe a bit but I only rlly direct it at myself

>>5979937
idk, maybe it's like symbolic of "womanhood" for some people or something like that?
also it's just hot
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>>5979983
>binding
Why?
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>>5979991
>Why?
seconded
>>
>>5979991
>>5979993

so they fit under nice loose shirts
not using my strong binder tho
just a very tight sportsbra
>>5979987
disgusting
>>5979982
who are you tho ?
>>
>>5979988
Hmm, i'm not too sure
I feel pretty meh all the time
I wanted to call a psychiatrist to get antidepressants this week but i'm too anxious to call :(
>>
Forgot to mention that I have misplaced my phone and thus cannot use Skype until I get that back so oops and sorry to anyone who may try to contact me there
>>
i would say I love lily but i respect that she already has a girlfriend and thatd b3 rude i think
>>
Yes, yesss... join pol.
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>>5980001
hugs
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>>5979996
B-but loose shirts are just a welcome excuse to freeboob
>>
>>5979997
yeah I rlly need to try and get on soem antidepressants or antianxiety meds, my health stuff makes me more anxious too
>>
Please be careful, it can be worse to start and later stop those kinds of drugs than to never start them at all.
>>
time to spend some time with gf
cya later grils

>>5980006
>B-but loose shirts are just a welcome excuse to freeboob
freeboob is nice and all but sometimes I prefer dem dyke aesthetics
>>5979999
nice quads ^_^
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>>5980001
I have to laugh at the fact that mtfg saved me.


>tfw All I want is my hormones now
>>
Has anyone got some tips on getting to sleep that actually work? My boss is gonna suplex me of I show up late tomorrow
>>
>>5980007
The psychiatrist here seems to be really good
I have hardcore social anxiety 2bh, i don't really like to leave the house at all
The psychiatrist is closed today though so i can't even call
I'll do it tomorrow ... hopefully
I'm afraid meds won't help me :(
>>
>>5980022
Progesterone
>>
Dykes are repressed ftm

That's why they hate trannies so much
>>
>>5980015
I wonder what it'd be like if you put all of /pol/ on hormones for a month. I'm pretty sure a lot of them would never go back.
>>
Well its too early for me to be up right now. Going to snag another half hour of sleep I think... stay classy team mtfg. :)
>>
>>5979975
I feel a lot more comfortable around men
>>
>>5980035
i cant stand men desu
>>
>>5979966
You dyed it because blue is the warmest color, didn't you
>>
>>5980028
Also: terfs
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>>5980039
Not really
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>>5980029
That's why they use water filters.


mtfg world domination when?

Let's put Estrogen in the atmosphere and Oceans and freshwater reservoirs.

I was really stubborn before.


Can't wait to update this chart one day
>>
>>5980032
<3
>>5980027
I wonder if I can OD on progesterone...
>>
>>5980035
>tfw you still hang out with men more frequently than women
>>
what's the boob drugs that might stop your heart? i need it for a plausibly deniable suicide attempt
>>
>>5980022
Booze, cranial trauma, lullabies, maths.
>>5980024
How is that working, balancing social anxiety with being trans? I skillfully avoided a diagnosis, because I heard that they refuse to help people with social anxiety transition, was I rused? Anyway, I hope that everything goes well for you, and you're able to handle the stress. Good luck!
>>5980037
I can't stand anybody, tee hee.
>>5980039
Blue's a cool color though??
>>5980048
I approve of this plan v.v
>>
>>5980050
Sure, why shouldn't you ?
Progesterone does lot of nerve things which leads to headache , and it thickens your blood which could lead to a heart attack
>>
Morning everyone!

Round two of lasers today, then c# Can't wait to look all puffy and swollen for tonight's performance.

Anyone else got a full day ahead?
>>
>>5980037
Why not?
I mean most of them are immature pigs but still...

>>5980060
I have only cis male friend, 1 ftm and the rest are ciswomen and mtfs
>>
>>5980063
Idk, i'm not offically diagnosed yet and i'll only give my therapist a few forms about other stuff next week so idk

But i don't think they'll refuse to treat me
I mean i'm self medding anyway so they don't really have a chance 2bh
>>
>>5980071
>most of them are immature pigs
most of the rest are just complete assholes or really creepy
>>
>>5980065
Interesting...
>>5980060
That's a feel I know all too well
>>5980067
Forgive me for not being up to date on current events but
>performance
?
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>>5980067
Waiting to start mones in a couple months.

Getting therapy
Self medding
Maybe private for a little while if NHS takes too long
>>
>>5980061
It's so easy to find out
But you don't really want to kill yourself with this
>>
i want a gf to be in transbians with
>>
>>>5980039
>Blue's a cool color though??
Blue is the warmest color is the name of a french lesbean film. One of the characters has blue hair
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>>5980080
Note to self: cycle IP address before mods see
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>>5980028
I don't hate trannies tho
>>
>>5980076
True
Very few are nice
>>
>>5980087
lily whats it like having a gf
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morning lovelies
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>>5980087
Most non-trans lesbeans I have interacted with were terfs pretending to be "gender critical radical feminists" who think we are spies from the patriarchy.
>>
>>5980092
kayla you've been really nice lately how are you
>>
>>5980092
Morning! Are you going to be nice today?
>>
>>5980081
side effects of domp look more likely to be unpleasant than dangerous with my heart issues, oh well
i don't want to kill myself, i just want to die. i'll keep looking for another accident to walk into
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>>5980095
>spies from the patriarchy
Lolled
>>
>>5980092
You seem to be in a good mood. How's your morning going so far?
>>
>>5980092
Hi

>>5980100
Heightening your prolactin levels is always risky
>>
>>5979966
>hate having decent boobs
>show them off at every chance
please
>>
>>5980096
>>5980096
just fine, learned I need to fake it to make it

>>5980099
I thought I was nice yesterday.
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>>5980095
They found me out!
>>
>>5980118
hi
>>
>>5980102
Well I made myself turkey sauce spaghetti for breakfast and then I am going to pack stuff all day for the move soon and study for my last mid term that is tomorrow.
>>
Anyone for songs that hit you hard in the feels? I'm up for something new atm.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8e_NhrfL5CU
>>
>>5980075
Ah, sorry for assuming, if that was offensive or something. Glad you're safe from being denied hormones though, good for you!
>>5980080
n-nudity, anon, nudity!
>>5980085
Oh, I see. Thanks for correcting my ignorance, it's nice to learn new things ^-^
>>5980092
Mornin'!
>>5980122
Good luck on your midterm, and have fun packing!
>>
>>5980114
You were :-)
>>5980122
Moving out of your mom's place? See, you are already farther than me!
>>
>>5980124
>>5980122
>>5980118
>>5980112
>>5980111
good girl
>>
>>5980131
This meme confuses me
>>
>>5980140
Good girl
>>
>>5980131
What are you implying?
>>
Look at me
I am the meme now
>>
>>5980124
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKByf60J1Tc
>overflowing feels

>>5980131
I don't get it...

Do you think it is a good idea to maybe come out while in the army? they pay for all the shit, so a medic unit would be kind of ok, your thoughts?
>>
>>5980078
I do theater.

And I'm glad to see you again.
>>
>>5980142
>>5980149
good girl
>>
how to live with being fucking tall ? :(
>>
>>5980162
plenty of tall, pretty cisgirls, it's nothing to worry about. c:
>>
>>5980162
but thats not a problem we have bby

>>5980147
I liked this post :(
why is it dead
>>
>>5980167
But their bodys still look so different
If i was smaller the difference wouldn't be so much :(
>>
>>5980162
>>5980167
how tall is to tall? I'm close to 1.90 that's why I doubt mones will do much to me.
>>5980171
this, small bodies are aesthetic
>>
Who else /high school dropout/ here?
>>
>>5980153
>someone is glad to see me
I haven't a clue on how to respond
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>>5980162
Wear cute heels, show some leg, tower over the peasantry, and bask.
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>>5980178
I'm 5"10 / 178
I still feel bad tho
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>>5980179
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fuck my man ribcage and shoulders AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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>>5980181
kiss
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>>5980179
I wasn't in high school
It's not very uncommon here though
I'll go back in august though

>>5980184
I already tower over enough people
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>>5980192
Yeah I feel you
>>5980193
°_° that's lewd tho...
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>>5980179
s a m e
a
m
e
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>>5980192
Iktf
Tfw will always be stuck wearing a women's medium

Killllllll meeeeee
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>>5980162
I watched this movie last night and there are 2 tall as fuck women in it and it kinda gave me hope
>>
>>5980202
me on the left
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>>5980171
There will always be something, some imperfection somewhere, and we're going to obsess over it because we're all silly. You should focus on the things you like about your body instead of what you don't, okay?
>>5980179
I'm about to lose my scholarship and become a college dropout, does that count?
>>5980192
iktf, but it's important to focus on good things, not just the things that intensify our dysphoria, ok?
>>5980198
Kissing is the least lewd of lewd things, barely even qualifies as lewd.
>>5980202
That's good, hope is good!
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>>5980192
Wish I couldn't relate to this.
Everything designed to my size assumes the wearer is fat, but I'm not, so... sad face.
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>>5980207
no
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>>5980202
>watching a chick flick
our little kayla is growing up
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>hips have been aching for 4-5ish months, look at myself in the mirror today and see wider hips than i used to have
i-i thought i was too old to get hips off of HRT?
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>>5980198
I kissed so many people in my life it's not even sexual
unless it's someone i'm into

>>5980207
But i like nothing about my body 2bh
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>>5980217
Lucky! Congratulations on your hips, kiwi.
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>>5980217
I have that sometimes too
I don't think it's hip growth though :(
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>>5980217
there's a range of ages, and even those aren't a rule. And even when your hipbones/pelvis can't expand, you can still build fat at the hips.
>>5980219
Well umm... I don't have a pic of you, but I'm sure there's plenty to like if you took the time to look for it, without focusing on the flaws. If absolutely nothing else, at least umm... you're not blind? Yeah, that.
>>
>>5980217
Any exercising them?
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>>5980145
Phienchen do you and your bf live together? Do you share a bed every night or do you each have your own?
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>>5980217
are u going to the trump rally in bethpage
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>>5980229
Yeah, at least i'm not blind

>>5980231
Who lives together but doesn't share a bed ?
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>>5980231
what kind of a bf is a bf you dont share a bed with
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>>5980231
I get the first question, but who doesnt sleep in the same bed as their SO?

and yes we have been living together since fall 2013 and slept in the same bed
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>>5980223
t-thanks i guess
>>5980226
>>5980229
well when i press down on the wider area i don't have much fat there, so i guess if fat redistribution works how intended i'll get even wider hips when i start gaining weight again later? idk
>>5980230
i do 40 minutes of cycling every day, that's about it
>>5980232
i'm not voting
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>>5980239
My hips are pretty broad but i think it's mostly fat :(
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>>5980236
>>5980237
>>5980238
I'm ashamed of being a tranny and if my parents find out that the guy moving in with me shares a bed with me every night idk what I'd do.
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>>5980244
that's a good thing then, i-isn't it
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>>5980245
anon...
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>>5980245
Idk, i think when your parents know you're a tranny, you sleeping with a man isn't really a big problem 2bh
>>
Nuke iran
>>
we need to ally with the jews to destroy islam imo i don't like it but its the only way they have the power and control to do it
>>
>>5980261
Yeah or like maybe not tho
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>>5980252
But i want to lose weight so i fear i'll lose my hips ;_;
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>>5980259
>>5980260
;_; maybe I guess. I'm very easily embarrassed tho..

What happens if we break up and I don't have an extra room for him to sleep in until he moves out?
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What brand of panties do you all use? Style? What hides your feminine penises best but still looks qt? Do you buy up/down a size?

<3
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>>5980264
>ally with the jews
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>>5980269
Oh god...

I usually dont do that, but I could make an exception if you want me to
do you want me to scold you?

>>5980270
hotpants mostly. and some lingerie for you know
I dont have a gt to hide though
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>>5980274
>I dont have a gt to hide though
I want to wear leggings today but none of my thongs are being cooperative in hiding my gt :( I think they're all too old to have holding power anymore.
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>tfw no vagina
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>>5980270
I wear these, all I do is push my nuts in the canals and fold the gt back and *poof*, it disappears
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>>5980283
>juniors
this seems inappropriate
>>
>>5980260
You'd think that, but it's basically driving my father crazy. Taking hormones, living as a woman, changing my documentation, and eventually getting numerous surgeries? He's confusedly supportive.

Dating a guy, maybe one day ever? That he can't handle. It keeps him up at night.
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>>5980274
I should probably be scolded ;~;

I'm way too easily embarrassed/ashamed but it's also an ldr right now so I'm just kinda worried about what happens when we live together all the time. I'm also not full time either.
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>>5980285
but they are a cute design
who wants boring ass underwear?
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>>5980287
My dad doesn't even know i'm trans
And my mom doesn't know i'm into guys
I fon't know if being trans or being into guys is the worse thing desu ;_;
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>>5980289
This is a good point
>>
>>5980294
please stop this isn't funny
>>
>>5980270
I'm really fond of hip huggers. Plenty of fabric at the back (and usually enough at the crotch) to effect a good tuck. Boy short style is usually good, too, and tends to be less showy.
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>tfw new headphones came in
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>>5980300
post yummy yume tummy
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>>5980288
just send me your bf ill sleep next to him every night for you
>>
>>5980289
There's nice underwear for adult women too, you know ?
>>
>>5980289
Kayla 1 - Boring ass underwear 0
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>>5980282
buy one

>>5980281
awww

>>5980298
for my parents, being a tranny was okay. being into boys is something they STILL struggle with.
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>>5980313
This is also a good point
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>>5980270
I wear boxers. It would be pretty bad if someone saw a flash of panties while I'm in boy mode.
>>
>>5980313
like what? all I saw are fat ass mommy panties
I want cute panties
>>
>>5980317
>being into boys is something they STILL struggle with.

Hey X your still into girls right?

h-ha... haa... sure...yeah i still love girl...s....
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>>5980317
yeah my dad is really weird about my boyfriend but not so much about the trans thing. its weird...
>>
>>5980317
Hmm, it's kinda strange but also understandable in a way
>>
>>5980313
So long as it fits and you like the way it looks, does it really matter who it's marketed to?
>>
>>5980317
I wonder if I need to come out again cuz I thought I preferred girls until estrogen happened
>>
>>5980322
>being straight
girls a best desü
>>
oops...

>>5980310
NO

>>5980317
>for my parents, being a tranny was okay. being into boys is something they STILL struggle with
Exactly! They'd rather me be a lesbian apparently. (or they just never will see me as a girl which is also likely :^))
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>>5980321
P good taste Kayla desu lads
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>>5980327
Idk, it's kinda strange to wear kids panties tho ...
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>>5980333
>(or they just never will see me as a girl which is also likely :^))

yeah this. they still struggle with pronouns. and I have been fulltime for 3 years. I guess I really look like a man
>>
>>5980323

They probably still think of you as their son so to them being trans was ok as long as you dated a girl.

When you liked guys to them you ended up being another fag to them since they cant think of you as anything other than a boy in a phase.
>>
stop behaving kayla
>>
Am I kawaii yet lgbt senpai?
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>>5980337
But you look like a girl ...

Captcha: How's that a road sign
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>>5980343

maddie lost weight!!!!!!
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>>5980343
small and cute, i can barely see you
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>>5980339
yeah. i think theyll be more accepting after a few years. i think my mom sees me as a girl... maybe
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>>5980343
Woops posted the thumbnail.
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>>5980282
Stahp, I can't handle this feel
>>5980286
Being a poor jew has to be the worst, because nobody'll think you're actually poor.
>>5980288
... This reminds me of how I got dumped. I was going to live with him too. Horrible feels.
>>5980289
This.
>>5980298
Both of these things are fine, silly
>>5980300
What's going on?
>>5980327
So much this
>>5980329
Can't beat the cock.
>>5980339
Oh gosh that sounds fucking horrible >~<
>>5980342
no bully
>>5980343
Profoundly adorable

(Sorry for superlong post, I try to reply to everybody and then more people post and I end up with a really long post I'm sorry)
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>>5980337
Family is just like that idk. Most strangers and my friends seem to think I pass fine but I asked my sister this weekend and she says I still look like a guy to her. Maybe ffs will fix it....

Either way gotta figure out this bf moving in thing. I want to look for a 2bed so I can just tell them he's my roommate for now but idk. My parents are too traditional for living together pre marriage.
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>>5980349
girls can have cocks
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>>5980337
That's just how people who have known you as a man for most of their life are. My parents also have to be conscious and remember to call me their daughter, but I don't hold it against them or my old friends really.
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>>5980354
Unfortunately, we tend to kill ourselves because of it.
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>>5980350
You have to tell them at some point
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>>5980354
can I donate mine to a girl that wants it? I really just want a vagina
>>
>>5980022
Weed or melatonin
>>
>>5980350

just lie about it so he can spoon you in the middle of the night.
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>>5980350
>tfw when your parents are so religious it's not even bad you're into guys but you living together without marriage
What ?
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>>5980363
>tfw no guy to spoon you and kiss you and hold your hand
I think i should commit suicide this week or sth
>>
>>5980361
>tfw 3 years hrt and never saw a gender therapist
hate being a tranny so much i still cant come out
>>
>>5980022
You COULD go to bed
Or you could stay up all night and pop a few adderall.
>>
So apparently I missed the part when 11pm turned into 3am and now I really need to sleep.

Goodnight friends :}
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>tfw no tran gf
>tfw not being fucked in your face by your tran gf
>tfw no tran gf to ducking you from behind
>tfw no tran gf to pin down and ride cowgirl
>tfw no tran gf to make you moan in her ear
>tfw no tran gf to dominate and force her orgasm
>tfw no tran gf to pin down and fuck with a strap on
>tfw no tran gf
Kill me
>>
>>5980349
>... This reminds me of how I got dumped. I was going to live with him too. Horrible feels.
;~; I'm sorry anon

>>5980358
I know.

>>5980363
Pretty much what I'm being forced into doing.

>>5980365
For mine it's both idk. They didn't live together before marriage either.
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d-do I pass?
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>>5980301
Do you have to wear a size down at all to keep the tuck in? I guess Kayla sizes down a bit since she wears junior panties.

I'm about to order some replacements... from Victoria's Secret, I guess!
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>>5980022
chew some valerian root and get more sleep
or you can swing down to first Methodist, see the guys with testicular cancer
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>>5980349
shit like this just brings me down man.. just not cool
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>>5980376
why not?
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>>5980355
oh I dont either. I mean theyre right. I am technically a man
my bf gets super mad when this happens though. My sister as well.
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>>5980380
Kayla, when did you get FFS?
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>>5980376
Well, if you insist
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>>5980350
It's not that you look like a guy to your sister because you look like a guy, you look like a guy to your sister because her brain has been hardcoded to see you as a guy from past experiences. It's not easy to overwrite all of those neurons that her brain wrote that cause her to identify you as a guy.

Family are the worst judges and the stupidest because new you has to complete with the you they created in their brain over the 20 years of your life or w/e. You can totally dismiss what any of them think about you being boyish.
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>>5980376
The worst feel
>>5980380
We can't tell because you are obese. Lose weight.
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>>5980300
I want to dress you up cute and make you beg to get fucked by mommy
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>>5980402
pick me instead i want a mommy
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>>5980022
Phenibut is amazing for sleep. The only problem is you have to take it 3-4 hours before you want to sleep... also the whole addiction, withdrawal, and tolerance things.
>>
>>5980406
>phenibut
i prefer penis in butt
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>>5980402
please stop you are going to make me cry
>>
i demand to be held
>>
What's the best way to stunt my growth so I don't get any taller?
>>
>>5980413
:hug:
>>
>>5980415
high dose estrogen
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>>5980397
But they're the only ones who tell the truth and don't hugbox :^]

Seriously though, thanks. I did know that, and it only stings a little to hear them talk like they do because I know they just can't help it.
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>>5980411
why :(
are you ok yume how can I make you feel better i don't want to see you sad like this
>>
>>5980405
But anon you could be anybody. You could be Edgar. I don't want to lewd Edgar.
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>>5980421
you're making fun of me
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>>5980423
im not edgar im just an anon
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>>5980390
I want something I cant have, simple as that
But knowing I can't have it doesn't make me give up or want it less, it makes me crave it MORE
FML
>>5980396
You'll kill me?
>>5980399
Yeah it's a shit feel
>>
>>5980424
no im not i genuinely care about the people in this thread
>>
Going to order my hormones from QHI.
Does andybody want to get a discount who is already a customer for introducing me?

>Introduce our business to a new customer and once they have successfully completed an order, we will apply a 15% discount to your next order as our thank you for your recommendation.
Please instruct the person you introduce to write, "Introduced by your name and email address" in the Special Instructions box on the order form.
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>>5980371
iktf
>>5980375
nighty night~
>>5980376
tfw too disgusting masculine for anyone to want me to be theirs
>>5980377
Thanks ;_;
>>5980380
Right now your face immediately appears masculine, but I can see it becoming more feminine with work.
>>5980389
Oh, I'm sorry you're feeling down. I hope the cyberrapist anons leave you alone.
>>
>>5980430
whatever leave me alone stuff like this just hurts more despite how much I want it cus irrational delusional trust issues :')
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>>5980394
that ain't me senpai
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>>5980439
>hugs
Gah, dont talk like that. I get all yuck with feels. Its gross t b h
>>
>>5980448
hey kayla ur cute
>>
>>5980435
>Right now your face immediately appears masculine, but I can see it becoming more feminine with work


im pretty sure that was a troll post.
>>
>>5980376
>tfw your gt is too small for femchasers
>and regular chasers
>and too penisy for everyone else
>>
>>5980435
it's not that it only makes me sad it's that it gives me 50% suicidal dread and 50% euphoria at the same time cus paranoia >>5980449
what
>>
>>5980435
I like androgynous trannies
But I think it takes a while to be comfortable in your femininity!
Transition is a process right?
>>
>>5980450
not really but I am getting there
>>
kayla looks like kiwi
>>
>>5980460
kayla ur cute right now actually
>>
>>5980453
With all those strange anons you can't really tell who trolls and who's just strange
>>
>>5980428
I mean, there are plenty of transbians out there. I'm sure if you really wanted one you could find one pretty easily
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>>5980430
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>>5980415
If you're over the age of 16 it's probably too late. Before then: full HRT.
>>
>>5980465


If they post "Do i pass?" using a image of a very ugly masculine looking person with drag hair and dont reply back then its a friggin troll.
>>
>>5980456
Crying and saying go away when it looks like a person needs comfort.

Its like a cat with a laser pointer. I cant help it.
>>
>>5980473
?
ur like my family desu
>>
>>5980474
I'm 18 but behind on my growth. I don't want to suddenly hit a growth spurt.
>>
>>5980474
Do you like clubs?
>>
>>5980476
I prefer to stay at a calm 0% mellow at all l times
>>
>turning 24 this year so i count as independent for FAFSA
>go from $4.5k per year to $11k per year in grants
is this what happiness feels like?
>>
>>5980080
I just got fired from my job thanks a lot asshole
>>
>>5980482
Then HRT, but chances are you've already reached max height, growth spurts are generally an early puberty thing.

>>5980483
Yeah, I love clubbing and I love dance music, I actually just texted a friend 5 minutes ago asking if they wanted to go clubbing this weekend, funnily enough. Best cure for being tired and stressed out.
Hbu? Do you like clubbing or dance music?
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>>5980485
>she fell for the college meme
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>>5980485
Can you explain this to me? What is FAFSA? Why did you get grants?
>>
>>5980454
If you have four inches we're good desu
>>5980468
Lol
I could try harder but it's a certain tranny I want and can't have
So it's not as simple
>>5980485
>getting grants
Lucky bastard
>>
>>5980485
I hate that federal financial aid basically requires you to be 24 before going to uni. It really fucks over all of the extremely poor students in the US with shit parents and puts them into a weird, shitty limbo after high school.

I guess a 6 year advantage on life is just one of the perks of being rich.
>>
>>5980493
Are you an Amerifat?
>>5980484
Good, thats good.
>>
>>5980179
yeah desu

>>5980481
it's the internet, if I haven't talked to you directly on either skype, discord, or kageshi then I probably haven't given you a second thought. if I have then you're my friendo
>>
>tfw unemployed
>tfw accidentally picked up temp work at a company i used to work for in 2013 that i absolutely hate but they think i'm good at it so whatever

ugh
i wish i could get money doing something i don't hate.
>>
Hey, I'm looking to find love
What do I need to do?
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>>5980494
>falling for a trans girl
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>>5980490
I'm not sure. My dad is taller than me, so I'm probably a "late bloomer". Maybe I should just starve myself until I have access to HRT?
>>5980501
No.
>>
>>5980505
Thats how i feel about automotive work.
>>
>>5980453
Oh, okay then.
>>5980456
Paranoia seems to suck, sorry you have to deal with it :c
>>5980457
yeah, a process that needs to hurry up and make me cute >~<
>>5980464
this
>>5980473
saved, this could make a decent reaction image. Also, why are you using black 4chan?
>>
>>5980512
you ever just want to get in a car, turn the key and drive
never looking back?
forget your name, you wont need it where you're going. Just hit the open road and really start anew?

I do
>>
free gf
reply to this post if you want a gf

(girls only tho desu)
>>
>>5980514
easier on the eyes, senpai
>>
>>5980511
Self-medding is safer and healthier than starving yourself
>>
>>5980492
HRT won't make me pretty so I can't go for the camwhore meme. Also I want a future. I'm not doing CS like every other tranny, though.
>>5980493
Free Application for Federal Student Aid in the US. It's how you get scholarships and shit so you can go to college in this country like you can in other countries if your parents aren't rich.
>>5980494
One of them is a state-funded, merit-based scholarship because I have a 3.86 GPA. The other one that I'm going to start getting 6k per year from is because I have no income lel.
>>5980497
I didn't even know about this. When I checked my awards for next school year I thought they had made a mistake so I went and talked to the guy at the financial aid office.
>>
>>5980517
Guy here too bad
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>>5980454
>>tfw your gt is too small for femchasers
>implying
>>5980376
That's pretty lewd.
>>5980489
I like mommy posting you though.
>>
>>5980511
That starvation bloat though.
>>
>>5980448
Kayla you got a light now?
>>
>>5980516
When i was at Subaru i could have, had a small group of employees who cut a hole in the fence and stole cars for a couple weeks before they were caught.
>>
>>5980490
>ywn go clubbing with elanna
Feelsbad.jpg
>>
>>5980501
Being happy just legs to the inverse
>>5980514
I usually never do, just about this certain stuff
>>5980524
the fact that it's you just makes it hurt even more

I'm going to go lay down or something
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I had self realization moment and realized I shouldn't think I deserve a boyfriend.

Or his attention.

whaddup yall?
>>
>be running and starving to burn muscle
>just finished
>no t rage or repression comeback

Wew. It's working
>>
>>5980533
weeks?
damn.
>>
>tfw ur a girl

:)
>>
>>5980509
She's cute smart and funny and made me feel good
The bitch tricked me );
>>5980514
Patience!!
https://clyp.it/35tttdt2
>>5980517
Hi
https://clyp.it/iuzykdfd
>>
>>5980542
Subaru covered it up pretty well, they got away with several. Nothing on the news because it literally easy mode theft.
>>
Can you buy estriodol and spiro in the stores without a prescription, or do you have to buy it online?
>>
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>>5980537
It wasn't me, I was just saying in general. I'm sorry I upset you
>>
>>5980545
ok we're gfs now
>>
>>5980531
i'm just in another room with my lap top because my dark room was depressing me
gotta go back to studies though, this shit is draining my time lol
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>>5980549
Perscription only or online
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>>5980428
Sure, but do you want a clean or messy death?
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>>5980539
u deserve a bf
>>5980545
:(
>>5980549
online. inhousepharmacy or alldaychemist. say that you'll fax your prescription to them and never do it. you'll get the goods anyway.
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>>5980545
Who is this tranny?
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>>5980564
I went ihp and said nada. Received np.
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>tfw when no time machine to swap young me's vitamins with spiro
bad feel.
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>>5980570
>tfw dissolving spiro under your tongue
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>>5980550
oh

whatever
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>>5980521
>I didn't even know about this.
I don't think a lot of people do. Financial aid is confusing, and the problem is compounded because a lot of financial aid offices won't even explain all of the details (if they're aware of them themselves!).

Pretty much anyone in the US can easily go to a state university/college and get a degree... assuming you're willing to wait until 24 for real funding. I applied for finaid 19-23 and was denied every time because, although I had no contact with him, my father made >$120,000/y. I was working for $7.25/hr., while paying for rent/utilities/school/etc.

It's better than not being able to go, but the system could be improved a lot. :\
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>>5980566
Mercury I think?
>>5980564
everyone deserves bf
>>5980570
same
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>>5980584
>everyone deserves bf
but not everyone will get what they deserve
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>>5980587
rip
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>>5980549
>Can you buy estriodol and spiro in the stores without a prescription
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>>5980583
Yeah it's kind of ridiculous. I wasn't eligible for Pell at all even though my parents make about 50k a year combined. Which I know is better than a lot of people, but that's roughly the median income for a single person in the US. Paying for me to go to school is definitely not easy, especially since I'm living about 2 hours away so I have to spend 6k a year on housing as well.
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>>5980524
Is it lewd?
>>5980551
Kool
Sweet
Bueno
>>5980559
Either is fine I just want quick and painless
>>5980564
What ;-;
>>5980566
We met via mutual friends she's not from here
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>>5980549
Yeah go drink some bottled water, syringe, and rubbing alcohol.
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>>5980534
;~;
Get over here, I know a place that plays really good nu disco. O-or we could hit the afterhours and make questionable choices.
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>>5980564
>u deserve a bf
I don't even deserve happiness.
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>>5980557
>>5980564
Is the generic version of estradiol and spironolactone fine? I can only buy the generic one online.
>>5980603
Fuck off.
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>>5980592

L O N D O N

O

N

D

O

N
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>>5980609
Nobody does deserve is an abstract concept. Rejoin the discord, your timeout is over
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>>5980611
yes
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>>5980602
kidnap ur crush
>>5980611
yes thats perfectly ok
>>5980609
you do but you dont realize it
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>>5980605
I am too much anxiety to clubbing tho

>>5980609
please come back
I miss u ;__;
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>>5980623
>>5980625
Awesome thank you! Now the the only problem I have is figuring out where I can get the meds delivered to....
>tfw you can't have it delivered to your house because your parents are violent homophobes
>tfw you don't live near a post office
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>>5980635
Get a friend.
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>>5980602
A little bit, yes.
>>5980613
Who could be behind this post
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>>5980635
you could try a po box if youre 18+ or >>5980641

also tfw bf bought me a golang gopher
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>>5980605
Questinsble choices are always good ...
I would love to visit canada but after ffs i won't really have anx money left for a flight ;_;
(Oh, and minus the money i'll need for srs of course)
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>>5980647
Looks like Sanic
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>>5980537
Well, I hope you feel better now, and that trust stuff stops triggering you in the future.
>>5980543
c:
>>5980545
qt voice, congrats!
>>5980555
Nice trips
And yeah, I've noticed mtfg eating up a lot of my time since I started coming here.
>>5980564
uguu, I'm nervous about lying... I can barely talk to people vocally as it is...
>>5980570
Since childhood, I've always hated medicine, rejecting just about all of it except claritin and oxycodone. Now I'm going to be on hormones for the rest of my life, go figure.
>>5980581
psure you're not supposed to do that with spiro...
>>5980583
>Tfw Bernie won't be giving us free college
>>5980584
I wasted my bf by going to college against his wishes, like a dummy.
>>5980609
same.
>>5980611
das fine
>>5980620
pretty much.
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>>5980650
It's a nice meme though
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>>5980625
I can't :(
She wouldn't want that anyway
>>5980635
Neighbor or a friend
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>>5980635
Damnit, whats your general location? Find a local lgbt chapter where they have meeting hopefully and get to know people who understand what youre going through.
>>5980647
Almost all delivery companies refuse p.o. boxes anymore. Its dumb as hell.
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>>5980650
It won't, ever. I've given up completely on the idea, it's delusional at best
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>>5980620
Exactly, nobody deserves anything.
>>5980625
I'll just have to create my own happiness. For instance I have a lot more free time now that my bf doesn't talk to me anymore, so I'll turn that into something positive and make some "art" for instance!
>>5980631
I feel a little bit terrible today and im not sure if I want to do anything, that included, because it may make me feel worse.
>>5980650
same
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>>5980650
Damn, I'm sorry anon.
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>>5980490
Clubbing is okay, but most places are shit.

I like GOOD dance music.
No trash
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>>5980631
B-but a packed dancefloor full of people on drugs is the perfect place to shed anxiety ;_;

>>5980648
;_;
Understandable, surgery is expensive af and Canada is a long ways away. If anything I should come to Germany if we're talking of clubbing.
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>>5980662
okay!
I hope youll feel better soon ;~;
I love to meme with u
<3
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>>5980662
Join discord
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>>5980602
Pain and quick it shall me
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>>5980666
Some of my friends sometimes rent a club and make their own rave
There are all my friends and friends of fruends and maybe friends of them so it's not a super small party
But they're pretty good and everyone is so nice and i always get so many hugs and cuddles and head pats ^-^
>>
drinking at 11am on a workday
nothing could possibly go wrong, right?
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>>5980641
>>5980647
>>5980654
>>5980655
Me : hi friend, can I please have these drugs delivered at your house. I can't tell you what they are or why I can't have them delivered at my own house, but I will give you some cash if you collect them.

>this is what I am planning on saying
>gonna sound super suspicious
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You guys are going through it, the fuck do I do. Since my friend started to transition to female she's been so quick to push me away.
I don't know how to bring it up without her getting teary.

Just everythings not what it was and I dont want to lose my buddy.
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>>5980670
The question is which group. Cause the one im in is boring as hell. Js.
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>>5980677
If you don't have to drive to work and you can handle yourself on alcohol then probably not, besides depression
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>>5980680
Or do what i said... people will help you if you ask. Trying to hide it will not last forever.
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>>5980664
I fully agree, there's really not a lot of good clubs here, but I know a handful of good places. Two of the clubs here are owned by a career DJ and former owner of Edmonton's dance record store, so the music there is pretty fantastic. Trash has its place, but I really don't care for the top 40 crap that most clubs seem to play.

>>5980675
Aaaaah that sounds so awesome, I'm jelly af ;~;
What kinda music do you generally enjoy?
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>>5980681
maybe she doesnt want to associate herself with people who knew her before as a boy. sounds dumb but i did that with some people
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OK /flirt anon/ where you at?
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>>5980668
Thanks!
>>5980670
I think im too sick to do that,
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>>5980682
My private discord
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>>5980695
thirteen years knowing each other... I guess I have to force the talk about this, its like losing an arm
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>>5980691
Yeah it's pretty nice
Hmm, i'm not too sure what i like, there are lots of cool songs in lots of genres
I like a lot of psytrance, goa and deephouse stuff though
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>>5980650
>Tfw Bernie won't be giving us free college
Yeah... I take it as a good sign he got so far though. The generation that's currently coming into power is mostly more progressive and forward-thinking and I hope politics will shift towards that as they gain more power/population.

No free college from Bernie yet, but there's definite hope in what this election indicates.

The workers revolution cannot be stopped~
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>mfw still up
>tfw out of valium and no resupply in sight
someone please come and smash my head open
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>>5980701
I want to talk to you I think, but I'm not really feeling good so I don't think I have the will power to try and help you right now, but I'll try my best.
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>>5980706
I did a similar thing. out of selfhatred, depression and fear.
theres a chance she doesnt actually want you to go away, but shes afraid you wont like her anymore now. that you feel betrayed or something, even if youre accepting
>>
just jerked off to my breasts in the mirror, does this mean I am agp?
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>>5980706
Noooo, you just give her space and let her know you're there if needed. Support comes in all forms. Maybe learn about the transition process and some of the shit she'll have to do.
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>>5980716
Yeah but it doesn't really matter, almost everyone here is whether they admit it or not
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>>5980706
i can see her being insecure about you thinking that shes a boy because you have known her for so long. did she come out to you during that time period?

if she realizes that you completely accept her it might get better but whos to say. that might not even be the real reason but i did/am in the process of doing something similar and i dont really know how i feel about it (inb4 youre him)
>>5980715
this

>>5980718
or this i dunno
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I feel really good and I love all of you =]
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I have a pupper as a pet now I guess, it doesn't bite or lick and just does cute shit so I'm okay with it
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>>5980716
AGP and trans is probably part of the same thing
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>>5980718
I wouldn't do that. I don't know your friend, but if she is the type to be paranoid, she might take you giving her space as you trying to distance yourself from "the tranny".
It's a tough spot, but I think the best way to proceed is treat her like any of your female friends and make it apparent she's an important part of your life.
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>>5980708
>psytrance
>goa
>house
My favourites ;~;
Why can't I live in yurop to take advantage of the awesome music, there's not nearly enough psy here, one festival per year.
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>>5980736
>I think the best way to proceed is treat her like any of your female friends and make it apparent she's an important part of your life
Yeah, that sounds like the best way to me, and of course make it obvious you're there for her should she need it.
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>>5980738
oppa gangnam stile : - ) eyyyy sexy ladies op op : - ) I hear you are liking my psytrance sexxy ladyyyyyy op op : - ) perhaps we shall enter course? ooo op op oppa gangnam stile ; - )
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>>5980738
Here in germany there are psytrance/goa partys in forests and stuff

It's not too popular here but lots of my friends like it though, most clubs play more minimal and house
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>>5980716
I get turned on by looking at my new vagina so why can't you get turned on by your tits?
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>>5980730
But I made that image to bully you.
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>>5980751
aha ; - ) mayhaps you would be interested in the partakimg with me to these "psy forest" the people need me horse dancer real psy eyyyyy sexy ladies op op op oppa gangnam stile : - )
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5sKj9hs5Go4

>it's 2016
>you kill yourself due to dysphoria
>you reincarnate in the year 2187
>Trans is seen as a normal since people fuck literal aliens and medical science has progressed leaps and bounds, allowing for hormonal implants that produce Estrogen and extensive bone sculpting and artificial uteruses can be given to Mtfs
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>>5980762
brb trying this
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>>5980765
Gods speed
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>>5980381
No. When I need a firm tuck I double up with a smaller, cheaper, boring pair with basically no details.
>>
I have been sipping coffee just sitting on my couch trying to think of any good reason to be a guy and I can't think of a one. Why would anyone want to be masculine?
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>>5980753
I enjoy being bullied though =/
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SOMEONE GIVE ME A VAGINA RIGHT NOW OR ELSE
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>>5980772
to beat up men bigger than one's self
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>>5980780
me first
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>>5980780
aha.. I do not think I can be of helpings with that sexxy ladyyyyyy : - ) op op op
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>>5980706
I ditched the few friends I had before transitioning. They'll never see me as a girl and I don't think they'd like me now
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>>5980776
Oh carry on then
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>>5980772
physical strengh, you can into fighting unit. You are actually usefull as a policeofficer, fireman or soldier.
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>>5980780
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>>5980765
>"another one! Darn. You MtFs sure do clog up my Sunday morning shift"
>looks at DeathIphone
>fine...let's see...ah yes. I'll throw you forward another century. That should let you become a girl properly. Oh wow lucky you! Gene therapy just got invented
>"off you go!"
>poof
>"I fucking hate Sundays..."
>"new souls inbound"
>-HU ACKBAR! ALLAH HUACKBAR"
>SHUT UP ONE AT A TIME. THIS IS THE TENTH TIME THIS FUCKING WEEK YOU INSANE TERRORISTS AND BEFORE YOU ASK NO THEIR ARE NO VIRGINS HERE. THATS IT YOURE ALL BEING REINCARNATED IN AFRICA"
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>>5980797
>tfw no one in school will bully me because of what I did to the guy that stole my phone
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>>5980798
Also less emotional volatility
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>>5980789
Yume wtf are you doing?
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>>5980807
??? am questions regards psy : - ) op op oppa gangnam stile eyyy sexxyyy ladyys
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>>5980784
>>5980798
I had that. Once

No one fucked with me. I was the strongest in my year.

But not anymore.

Im living out the last days of my manhood. And I couldn't be happier
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>>5980801
>THATS IT YOURE ALL BEING REINCARNATED IN AFRICA
So that's how Boko Haram happened.
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>>5980801
a few more drinks and this might seem real
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>>5980722
yeah, I've known since we were 10 and always tried to encourage seeing someone about it.

Reading all the replies is leaving me very confused though. I'm going to call now and see what comes of it I hope it isnt as dire as us parting ways for good or anything like that.

Thanks all for the suggestions though guess its down to what she says
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>>5980814
Someone reboot yume.
>>
ill take 1 gf please
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>>5980826
>ill take 1 gf please
hi
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>>5980762
>ywn transition to FemShep and go on adventures throughout the universe
It makes me sad, I wanna travel through space.
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>>5980751
Yeah, the clubs that do play dance music here mostly play either bass music or house. Trance has sort of died off here, there was never a huge scene for psytrance parties in the woods though. Once a year though I gotta get my fix ;~;
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>>5980826
Paper or plastic?
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>>5980805
?
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>>5980835
every time I enter a class room people go quiet. the ones who are good say hi and are still friendly with me. most are just wanna be try hards. probably spooked them seeing how they know me as the token fag in a dress that somehow held his own against two full grown adults.
>>
>tfw got my endo appointment set up
2 fucking weeks oh my god it's actually happening
>>
>>5980833
There was a big Dubstep hype too
I was at some partys and it was actually pretty chill
There were 3 clubs here that play edm but no it's only one because two closed this year :(
Also there's no afterhour club anymore

You should visit Berlin, there are hundreds of clubs with every genre also super underground ones
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>>5980829
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=razxf3G4Zmw

You will. You just won't remember this life.

You'll always be trans. No matter which life you're in. It only gets better each lifetime.

Oh boy. You don't want to see what you guys were like the 19th century. Be thankful you don't remember.

Death is but an oscillation. A brief flicker as energy transfers to new life and you are never destroyed. Simply reconfigured.
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>>5980839
Did you do an elbow drop?
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>>5980805
>tfw used to be a relentless bully in middle school
>>5980829
S-some day soon when they figure out how to make space elevators and taxis work.. r-right?
>>
>>5980839
sorry oryx
maybe next time don't stand up for yourself yea?
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>>5980853
I used to be a bully
then i was bullied
then i thought the bullies and got depressed because I thought him too hard and broke him :[
5 years on I still think about it

my punishment, in primary school i tore off a kids leather jacket and threw it in the mud. then jumped on it.
Thats why my life is how it is now
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Holla Jesu Christe

She's so big
She's so strong
She's so energetic in her sweaty overalls

Thank God for girls
>>
>>5980853
>>tfw used to be a relentless bully in middle school

>tfw so weak that people barely bullied you because all the girls motherinstincts kept kicking in when that happened
was a great feel desu
stopped working when I was like 16 tho
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>>5980848
Jelly.

I need to wait a few weeks before I can phone to organise therapy and get hormones sometime when I start uni.

Self medding is always a option tho.


Doesent it feel amazing?


Also gender war
>>
>>5980851
ur wrong. i was female in my past life. now im a enunch fucktoy
>>
>look at my profile
>realize not only is my profile bad my posture is fucking horrible
I GIVE UP IM DONE
>>5980851
>You'll always be trans. No matter which life you're in.
WHAT THE HECK NO WHY
>It only gets better each lifetime.
CAN I BE BORN CIS ONCE AT LEAST
>>5980853
I don't think I'm making it that long.
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>>5980852
I slammed him against multiple walls while he tried to squirm away and twist my arm. His friend with the stupid haircut tried to tackle me but I was able to brush him off and was eventually held back by an employee. the police were called so I held the guy in a corner and would make fun of his mumbling and how much of a failure his future will be or something. Lotta swearing and apologizing at the same time

>>5980853
I was never a bully. People can't figure me out I guess so I scare them subtley

>>5980854
what are a bunch of teenagers gonna do? talk about sea biscuit and how he got shot up?
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>>5980869
Were you in girlmode at the time?
>>
>>5980868
The way it works is that your soul is female.


Sometimes you're born male. Sometimes your born female.
>>
>>5980873
No jeans and a hoodie with my hair tied up. the police officers thought I was a girl but I said I was a man. this happened out of nowhere I didn't expect it to happen, I was very emotional and cried afterwards
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>>5980869
>what are a bunch of teenagers gonna do? talk about sea biscuit and how he got shot up?
i don't understand your cockney rhyming slang >__>
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It's really hard to concentrate on class when all you can think about is edie holding your hand through the cherry blossom festival, Edie laying in bed and holding you, Edie's hands on you at the lesbian dance club, the little dress you're going to wear for her, the secret bar hidden in the secret bar that you're going to have drinks in, and uhm o////o the other stuff she mentioned
>>
>>5980882
sea biscuit, its some rapper they obsesses over and play loud music. I might walk into a class room and tell them to shut up one day seeing how it gets annoying
>>
>>5980887
pls no bully
>>
anyone have tips for nursing a buzz the next 10-12 hours?
i don't want to sober up today
>>
>>5980850
Yeah, Berlin is definitely way up there on the list of places to visit, if nothing else for the amazing techno. Also, iktf with clubs closing, it seems the edm bubble has burst. The scene here is dying and it's turning into an underground thing again.
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>>5980899
You're right. I should encourage them to play classical music and how their choice of life style will lead to nothing of value
>>
>>5980880
Oh I see, well sorry to make you keep digging up events for my own sick curiosity.
Hope you're okay.
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>>5980868
Y-you just gotta believe, I've been believing since I fell in love with space, it'll happen s-some day ;~;
>>5980869
I'd bully you, I ain't afraid of NOTHIN
>>
>>5980653
Well, I guess... I've heard it can make hrt less effective though.
>>5980657
Okay, well, I hope you're able to handle it a little better at least, or avoid situations that trigger it. Basically, good luck with being happier in life c:
>>5980663
Nothing lasts forever I guess... Thanks for the sympathy
>>5980680
I actually think there are legal issues with exchanging medication like that with a neighbor. It's not "illegal" to have it mailed to your house, but paying somebody local, even just to pick it up for you, is legally questionable.
>>5980709
The age of the puppet politicians is coming to an end! Power to the people!
>>5980713
Hope you feel better soon
>>5980716
It might just be your brain interpreting your happiness with your femininity as sexual pleasure. Doesn't necessarily mean you're agp, not that there's anything *wrong* with agp.
>>5980730
ly2!
>>5980733
An actual puppy? Or something else? Either way, congrats!
>>5980772
Because if they were feminine, they'd suffer from dysphoria.
>>5980776
You should meet everyone in my life, I'm sure you'd like them.
>>5980851
this is fairly disturbing...


Sorry for posting what's probably an hour later than I should've.
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starting to feel anxiety grip me, like i know I will never pass and it makes me want to die so bad. I want to be a real girl
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>>5980909
I think about it a lot. the guy stopped coming to class and will most likely be denied money if he doesn't come up with a sufficient reason and gets investigated further.

>>5980910
I enjoy pain so bring a knife and you can cut me ;]

>>5980915
it was more playful. honestly people should be better to each other but thats not how reality works
>>
>>5980916
Your only obstacles are in your head. You're one crazy fucker but you were relatively blessed physically for transition. You'll never see it though, because dysphoria. Just keep moving forward. It's possible to make progress without feeling like you're making progress.
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>>5980905
Yep, but edm is still what's played in most clubs imo
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Whats so special about handholding anyways.
>>
>>5980095
lmao I never encountered those types of lesbians irl
except once tbqh
>>5980091
like having a relationship
>>
>>5980925
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSH88aE_ggQ&nohtml5=False
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>>5980919
>I enjoy pain so bring a knife and you can cut me ;]
[worried chirping]
>>5980925
I couldn't tell you, never done it (*´_ゝ`)
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>>5980916
Kayla ur a cute already, you're practically guaranteed to pass when you get everything you want to get done, done. There's nothing to worry about.
>>5980919
oh, nvm then you probably don't wanna meet anybody in my life c:
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>>5980927
what is having a relationship like
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>>5980932
wouldn't mind, I'd meet you though anon =]

>>5980931
more like cuts on fingers, not on the thigh. I do enjoy being bruised though..
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>>5980923
>>5980932
so you think I am just too dysphoric to give myself any credit? Is there any way to stop hating myself so bad now or do I have to give transition more time to be happier?
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>>5980937
You have to just give'r with transition. Focus on other parts of your life while going through the motions of transition things.
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>>5980937
Cognitive
Behavioural
Therapy
CBT,
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>>5980940
Its so hard not to only think about others and compare their lives to mine. I have done that so much I don't even know who I am anymore, I don't even really live a life, I just live to fall asleep. I wish I could get a hold of my life and actually do things I want to do.
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>>5980935
like a very good book I guess
even if some parts are sad you enjoy every second of it
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>>5980942
>tfw cock 'n ball torture didn't fix your depressive state
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>>5980935
It's a lot like life, but with a slightly higher joy to suffering ratio.
>>5980936
Nobody should ever meet me, I'm a terribad person. I'm just happy to have made it through the thread without pissing anyone off.
>>5980937
I would ask an actual shrink, I can't give professional advice. You were getting Ma'am'd in boymode a few dozen threads back, right? I'd say that's passing already, you just gotta recognize it.
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>>5980946
It's not really like everyone has a better live than you
That's just your imagination
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https://mega.nz/#!eckEBQqK!6qlxcJzf0RAV7od-UBXULQ0kFz3Jywrr51RUVp_GGAc

have some reggae
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>>5980936
>cuts on fingers
But that's painful and annoying! When my fingers get wounded one way or another my day is kind of ruined, you'd most definitely get your bruises though dw
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>>5980946
Then you ned to put your effort into figuring out who you are. What you want in life. You can't spend your whole life chasing other people. Even if you catch them you won't be happy because it's them not you.

It may not feel like it right now, but transition becomes a really small part of your life. If you're not making steps for the 90% of your life that's not trans stuff then you're going to feel empty as soon as the trans stuff isn't overwhelming.
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>tfw you are just turning into an imitation kayla
>it isn't even that funny to read my sadposts so i have no real value
how do i stop this?
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>>5980864
>Doesent it feel amazing?
This is the happiest and most excited I've been in an incredibly long time. I just need the two weeks to go by quickly lel
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>>5980924
Damn shame, commercial edm got boring ages ago ;_;
It's really no wonder clubs are closing.
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>go see old teachers from HS
>get dead named
PTSD activated
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>>5980916
You know.

You actually look very cute with your recent pics.
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>>5980885

I'm legitimately so excited about this lol. I feel like I haven't seen you in months.....
also wait what about you in a dress????
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>>5980965
I understand that. One day I will be full time regardless of how I look and when that time comes I don't know what will motivate me to live.

>>5980960
Yeah I know, I was being a rude little shit and trying to convince myself I wasn't responsible for my own mistakes even though I am the only one responsible for how shit my life is.

god I fucking love hydrocodone and how introspective and sane it makes me feel
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>>5980935
A ball of disappointment wrapped in supposed happiness. Just waiting until it dissolves and you get to the depressive core. You finally get the taste out of your mouth, fix the damaged teeth it caused and pop another in because you forgot and it tastes sweet at first.
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>>5980964
I dunno I didn't feel anything for a long time and could only feel pain. Kinda numb to everything but I try to be human. The smartass who's dick I sucked and doesnt message me back despite getting appraisal from everyone involved because of what I did for him to help at that iffcult time doesnt text me back but I have hope he had no invovlement in what happened and we can be friends as we talked about =]
;-;
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>hear blood curdling screams
>a house down the road has just been robbed, possible murder

Just another day in this shithole. It happens so often that I'm not even the least bit surprised.
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>>5980969
Me too. Sucky I have to wait till August to get my therapy and don't know how long mones will take to acquire.

Happy for you girl
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>>5980996
jesus where the fuck are you at?
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>>5980986
>pop another in because you forgot and it tastes sweet at first.
No no. You keep going back and risking hurt because when it works it's worth it. Sometimes it sticks longer than others, but whenever it lasts it's worth putting yourself out there like that.
And this is coming from someone suffering the worst part of a breakup right now. I can't wait until I can date again. Find someone who makes me feel like that again. Even if I hurt again.
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>>5980990
whut
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sounds like kayla is addicted to opiates and without them she becomes a rage monster
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>>5980989
I don't follow this at all haha I'm kind of confused
>>5980990
I ain't no girl.
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>>5981002
Three 5 yr relationships tell me to unplug and enjoy the small things.
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Since a lot of people here hate me it wouldn't be hard to get one of y'all to kill me right?
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>>5981010
I wanna suck a penis ;_;
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>>5981012
pls yume don't
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>>5981012
if you want something done right you have to do it yourself
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>>5980999
South Africa. This makes the fourth robbery in the past six months in my area, and if the women was killed, then the second murder this year. The last murder was next door to me.
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>>5981012
Id cry about it later but im disassociated enough to do it. What's the occasion?
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>>5981012
I don't hate you
>>5981015
L-lewd..
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>>5980997
Thanks. I hope everything goes well for you :>
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>>5981020
Do you have plans to leave or...?
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>>5981020
>South Africa
I feel so sorry for you. Are you black?
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everyone in this thread is a such a good girl
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>>5981030
She's white
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>>5980966
Reign in dysphoria/depression, make friends, attain happiness. Alternatively, attain enlightenment through the teachings of the Dalai Lama.
>>5980973
That sucks, but it's to be expected if that's the name they knew you by. Sorry you got triggered, hope it didn't mar your visit too much.
>>5980985
Well, when you're fulltime, shouldn't your goal be to make up for lost time? Live your life to the fullest and have as much fun as possible, ya know?
>>5981006
no bully
>>5981012
yume why?
>>5981015
IKTF
>>5981020
what a shithole that country's turned into. baka.
>>5981031
T-thanks
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>>5981031
FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF
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>>5981036
I know it was expected.
It didn't trigger me. I just wanted some (You)s :)
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>>5980949
Here let me try. I'm better at it.
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>>5981030
White.
>>5981034
This
>>5981036
We have Nelson Mandela to thank for that.
>>5981028
Yep, but I need to put myself through college first and then get a degree. Maybe in four years.
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>>5981030
Would you go out with a black guy?
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Hi
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>>5981043
Well, glad I could grant your wish then :3
>>5981048
Why did they put a literal terrorist on the throne in the first place? Who thought that would be a good idea?
>>5981055
ohai~
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>>5981048
>We have Nelson Mandela to thank for that.
As much as I hate the whole 'woit saarth ifrika' thing, I sorta have to agree.
Instead of slowly phasing in equality, and having a societal wealth redistribution, they opened the floodgates and the country became even shitter. The same thing happened in the US like thirty odd years beforehand, so they definitely had the foresight.
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>>5981055
good girl
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>>5981055
Pretty name
Hello Korra
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>>5981048
Good luck. Is college outside of south africa an option for you? I'm a sheltered american so I don't know how that would work.
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Excuse me ladies, how many of you went through this cycle:
>realize you're trans
>freak the shit out and go full denialmode
>work out like crazy and get /fit/ as fuck
>don't feel any better
>years of depression and being out of shape
>finally figure your shit out and transition
>actually work out, take care of yourself, look nice again, etc.
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>>5981058
I will cherish that (you)
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>>5981058
>>5981060
>>5981061
Sup? (also tnx I like it too)
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>>5981055
heya
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>>5979706
I hope this helps. It might take some commitment, but if you can lose that weight, you can do anything.
http://www.top10homeremedies.com/how-to/how-to-get-rid-of-stretch-marks-fast.html
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pls
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>>5981048
>White
Is there any way possible for you to move the fuck out?

>>5981036
>Well, when you're fulltime, shouldn't your goal be to make up for lost time? Live your life to the fullest and have as much fun as possible, ya know?
never thought that far, most of my future plans revolve around going to a nail salon for the first time once I can be full time, I keep day dreaming about my first real week living full time and its all that is driving me to not murder myself
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>>5981068
In the process of looking nice again.
>realized at 14
>at 16 tan 165 muscle
> work on the beach
>repress everything for years
>start hrt and not depressed
>lose everything important in life
>still happy
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Next thread, when you're ready.

>>5981078
>>5981078
>>5981078
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>>5979706
>got fat (200 pounds) when I was a guy because I hated myself and food and vidya were my escapism
fug I can relate to this, though I'm over 200 right now. I never gave a fuck about my health until I started to see a therapist and realized I was trans.
>tfw long term goal weight loss plan is 100lbs
gotta break this shit up 20lbs at a time I guess
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>>5980983
Not really... Just a long sweater and the shorts under... If I don't have a panic attack
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>>5981068
Realized in middle school, intense weight training for all of high school, acknowledged in college, depression immediately after. Now I"m in the "figuring shit out" stage, I guess.
>>5981069
Thanks, I made it especially for you~
>>5981071
Not much, you?
>>5981080
'sup yume? You ok?
>>5981082
as good a reason to stay alive as any other. It's just, it's good to always have a goal, even if it's just a general one, so that you can avoid feeling bad.
>>5981085
Oh boy.
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>>5981058
>why did they put a literal terrorist on the throne
Idk, ask the overlords that rule America and Britain.
>>5981059
It was never about equality in South Africa, it was about destroying white people. We have a law here that actively excludes white people from businesses, universities and government. It is apartheid in reverse.
>>5981062
I got accepted into a private university that also operates in Wales, so it's legit for me at least. This year I'm just wageslaving so that I can pay for it.
>>5981082
Western countries only want Arab, Mexican or Asian refugees it seems. If I want out, then I have to get a degree and credentials.
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>>5981068
Currently on a kill all muscle regime because my gains were exceptional.

>tfw I am finally fucking free
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>>5981127
Wow, that place sounds even more like hell. Hope you get out of there ASAP, and that somebody hurries up and fixes that silly law.
>>5981131
Congrats anon! Glad you're benefiting from anti-gains c:
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>>5979283
U can b my frannn! Jkt1433 @ gmail
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Dinner out with family boymode rn
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>>5980321
source? I want those...
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>>5980348
yes

so cute i am in pain
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