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>tfw no seaweed-wrapped sushi to suck
>tfw someone at lunch beats u up and takes ur lunch money
do NOT go to school tomorrow
>>5957930
ill give u hickies if u want desu
>>5957917
sleep tight islas
>>5957944
damn right
>>5957950
*grabs u by the collar* back off KID........
>>5957918
how am i supposed to even like do that
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>>5957967
f-friends? :3c
I require more attention please.
>>5957962
I like the new cleaned-up OP text.
>>5957973
>yume always looks like an ugly gabe newell
how is this possible
>>5957973
Do you even go to school? I thought you were a NEET...
>>5957977
than ks lad
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>>5957978
how do you know my deadname?
>>5957984
i am a neet thats true... housewife neet lolidomme desu
>>5957983
go to sleep slut
>>5957976
I can't remember which trip always posts this pairing...
>>5957986
I will sooon mommmyyy ;-;
>>5957983
yayyy i love making new friends
hope you sleep well if thats what youre doing!
>>5957973
get someone else to take the picture or use a timer
>>5957986
lolis aren't usually fat men
>>5957969
oh god
I really wish I could afford sushi right now
>>5957988
pookie
>>5957991
ill be doing that sooooon
>>5957997
okii
what time is it where you are?
>tfw no cute transgf
REEEE
>>5957993
im not fat
sry
>>5957989
sleep on my mega milks
>>5957992
uhhh okay 1 sec lol
>>5957998
bites
>>5957988
I can't remember which trip posts this pairing with me....
>>5957996
>>5957998
s-stfu
>>5958002
>tfw no (insert person here)
>>5958006
Fuck off Wade, you loser.
>>5958007
aaaah using 24 hour time but not in europe >~<
not too late then
>>5958006
gay hahah
>>5958012
ROFL
WHAT THE FUCK LOL
>>5958003
not even a real vampire loli like me baka
>>5958011
callifornia
>>5958013
just got my shit fucked up
>>5958016
yeah i got west coast
what part of cali?
>>5958020
southwestern
ventura
>>5958021
ooh is it nice there at all?
>>5958023
nope, hate it with a burning passion.
>>5958024
awww :(
why?
do you have plans to move?
I'm surplus to requirements
>>5958026
because its hot here
it sucks
jobs are too difficult to get
its aids
sales taxes are fucked
i hate it here
i want to move but idk if i can
>>5958029
sorry to hear that
whats holding you down? just lack of money?
>>5958015
true i guess u are the real one, ojousama
>>5958007
sleep on my yummy tummy baby
>>5958002
tfw qt transgirl trip gf
>>5957992
dude this is FUCKING hard
i dont know how to do this
help
>>5957969
My lunch yesterday, lose the seaweed, just take the salmon :D
Its Korean version of sashimi, so yummy.
>>5958029
>ventura
>hot
>>5958033
yeah you better understand your place in all this
>>5958033
just get someone else to take it?
>>5958037
well i hope those things change for you in the future! things will turn out fine, they always do
AAAAAAAAAA
>>5958043
thank you <3
>>5958037
dude dw dude im LITERALLY going to kidnap you
>>5958041
amy tried but she was really high and it didnt look good lol
i have my AGP mirror but theres literally no light in my room :- (
what else can i do for now, maybe alison will be our saving grace
>>5958037
hit 116 in summer here
Does anyone know any informed consent clinics in Austin?
>>5958048
>people who dont know how to take pictures
i thought you were all sluts here
learn this shit
>>5958048
I dont know who that is but that works
Thanks for not just giving up by the way
i just woke up from a depressive alcohol binge drinking do i pass?
>>5958058
thats a cute boy :^)
>>5958058
yea you do wanna go out?
>>5958058
who?
anyone been to satori laser in NYC/LI? if not does anyone have any recommendations for laser clinics in NY?
i want to be yumes little girl
so this night went to sadness and envy anywho
tfw bf killed himself because of me 5 years ago
wooo wooo wooo wooo wooo
fucking nice.
anyways off for real to go be a little bitch and cry about it
>>5958053
i usually do, but i have quality control
the lighting in here is non-existant
usually when i take pics i open my window to let all the light in
>>5958055
does this work??
i guess this pic is alright
>>5958057
im not memeing
>>5958065
WHO??
>>5958067
ouch... sleep well i guess...
hope you feel better in the morning
>>5958071
random anon desu but i want to be your little girl
i love you yume
>>5958069
sweet, where do you live?
>>5958075
i live on skype mostly but sometimes i live in the north UK too.
>tfw someone unintentionally reminds you of your miniscule amount of facial hair, and you completely fall apart in a crying dysphoric mess
Why the fuck did I have to be born like this? What kind of cruel joke is an existence where a few stray hairs can reduce a functioning adult to tears?
>>5958071
how'd you get your legs so smooth?
i'm jelly af
>>5958076
>uk
L O N D O N
O
N
D
O
N
>>5958078
>a few
bitch i have a beard and i have chest hair
try living with dysphoria and that shit
>>5958080
>north
>london
it was fate senpai, unless you want to be skype friends we can't go out i'm sorreh
>>5958087
im just messin around, im in the us, it was doomed from the beginning
you're cute though
>>5958088
i know sempai
thanks, i bet you're cute too
>>5958071
Thats cute as fuck, actually
thank you :)
>tfw you have the cold, calculated eyes of a serial killer
>>5958079
i naturally have no facial or leg hair and never have.
>>5958074
w-why do you love me
tell me who u are i want to know more about you
well i have no reason to be here
good night
>>5958091
Then you are lucky as fuck
i have hair on my toes even
>tfw doing outdoor school stuff
>>5958091
tfw yume will never kill you
>>5958094
good night sad anon
>>5958091
but seriously why is it so hot tho
>>5958091
love is a natural reaction to your posts desu, you're extremely loveable
what do you want to know about me?
>>5958058
No but you could be with a more feminine haircut I think.
rate my boy mode?
>>5958096
ya i know im lucky as fuck
>>5958099
*stabs u 2 death*
>>5958101
why is what so hot? my eyes?
>>5958102
i wanna b ur friend
tell me who u are lad
>>5958104
thats not even my hair, that's a wig
i can't wait for my actual hair to grow out
>>5958106
finally sweet release
*fades into the darkness*
>>5958106
Boys aren't that soft, even with fat faces.
>tfw you take a 5 hour nap, and you wake up still pretty high
>>5958107
Are you on HRT?
>the april fools joke is permanent
Mtfg slowly dies
>>5958106
>boy mode
This looks...exactly the same.
R u serious
>>5958119
Yeah, i was on for 3 months then had to stop for a whole month then resumed
so approximately 4 months in, and i cranked my dose up a bit and trying to quit smoking
>tfw you think about the less than 5 times you've ever actually been mad in your entire life and look directly into the camera while channeling the rage
holy shit this look is REALLY fucking hot
>>5958109
you are living now and that is the envy of all the dead
>>5958115
BOOBS
>>5958112
i was this soft before i transitioned, i am not joking or exaggerating.
>>5958120
throwing a meme atcha kid
I'm Red! I'm just a hole to cum in!
>>5958123
i dont wanna live though
D E A D
E V E R Y N I G H T
>>5958128
y not
>>5958133
because i'm not in all the circlejerks.
on the real though because i will die alone.
Finally, mtfg will die
>>5958132
as dead as yume's stare
>>5958137
yume a cute~!!!
>>5958137
agree
>>5958135
its ez to be part of the circlejerks dawg
why do u think u'll die alone
>>5958142
my body is giving up on me and i'm giving up on myself. nobody wants to date a downer.
>>5958151
..what???
>>5958121
Quiting smoking should help, the upped dosage should help too. I dunno how much a month off HRT will effect you but your face should feminize out. Id guess you'd be pretty much entirely passable in about eight months.
>>5958145
>nobody wants to date a downer
yeah this is generally true honestly but u really gotta just not care about shit man, nothing really matters, god is dead, true prison is in your mind, its all in your head, living is the envy of all the dead
real talk
>>5958151
im a gay man
>>5958153
fucked it up anyway
http://strawpoll.me/7255822
http://strawpoll.me/7255822
http://strawpoll.me/7255822
>>5958159
but i'm asexual...
>>5958160
pick x
>>5958162
oh i didn't see. thank you !
MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN
>>5958169
MAGA!
>>5958169
if u buy me a hat I'll let u cuck me
>>5958172
hello my ojousama, i will be able to princess carry you by next con so that you wont have to walk on your precious feet on the con~ <3
>>5958173
depends on who im fucking in this cuck situation
I finally may have an opportunity to take a different AA (currently taking spiro), what is the best one to take and what dosage should a high test hairy dude take? Thnks
>>5958175
10/10 PERFECT SPECIMEN
FANIME
>>5958177
see if you get on a gnrh agonist or antagonist if you can afford it or if insurance will cover it
>>5958182
>insurance
i'm self medding senpai, i don't live in a good country
My options are Finasteride or Cyproterone
>>5958180
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
yes
>>5958186
get on cypro, finasteride is a dht inhibitor it will only stop T from converting to DHT
>>5958190
which headphones are they
okay im bored i think im done camwhoring for now
D E A D
>>5958194
sennheiser hd 558
>>5958193
but what dose?
>mfw people are surprised when they find out Faye and I aren't a random fling or a meme
IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO BELIEVE?? also hi it's me Edie
>>5958201
is that the average? Because like for spiro people say 100mg every 12 hours, so is 100mg of Androcur every day or what? Isn't that going to kill me?
>>5958202
>>5958200
25-50mg is standard dose, 50mg was enough was enough to put me below female levels of T
Happy my birthday
Circé's present was wine and lewd cuddling
Took me like a minute to find all my clothes when I decided I needed to go home
>>5958197
Yume kiss me~!
>listening to vaporwave while stoned af on dabs+hashish+edibles
rADICOOL.
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>>5958210
kissu
>>5958202
It's more difficult to accept than it is hard to believe.
>>5958204
cypro is stronger than spiro, that's why they take 200 of it. i've been on it for 5 years and i'm alive.
>>5958209
Happy bday myna
>>5958217
<3
Thanks
What do I have to do for attention
>>5958226
G A P E
A
P
E
why is it that sometimes i look in the mirror and think i have a chance
and then other times i look in the mirror and think oh god i forgot how hideous i am
why is it that the hideous times feel more real
Googling ftm top surgery and what they can do is amazing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1eh2SFnh2Q
sup ?
>>5958226
gimmie a cute pic
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>>5958232
I feel bad that bottom surgery for ftm's is so shit
>>5958229
w-what's that
>>5958212
i love you mommy and want to get high with you~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and be fucked!
goodnight y'all~! <33333
I love you!
>>5958232
Shame they didn't fix the rest of it. That's one ugly fucker.
>>5958234
reported, you peace of fucking shit
you are NOT the real yume!!
>>5958238
Meet me round the bike sheds and I'll show you.
>>5958246
Okay what time
>>5958247
When the moon is at its fullest :D
>>5958250
>Celeste Gay
Well now....
>>5958244
yes i am
>>5958242
dang..
>>5958250
imm full af right now
>>5958252
here's a pic
>>5958255
le benis XDDD
>>5958261
Okay let's do it.
>>5958257
is big benis? :DD
>>5958261
i forgive you...
Why my everyday makeup make me look worse?
>>5957962
Hi guys. Im having a littles day, me and my bff are having a tea party and waatching lilo and stitch
>>5958265
jesus ur cute
>>5958266
sorry i only fuck cute people
>>5958264
good
>>5958263
hmu
>>5958264
bery yuge :DDD
>>5958265
Cuz you're not good at it
>>5958265
do you have honor mtfg?
>>5958273
This is a good point. I'll probably go to sephora with my bf today so they could teach me conturing.
>>5958270
R-really
>>5958274
Just give me advice like others. And stop with this meme already.
>>5958278
idk lol
>>5958281
ahahahaha
>>5958284
whoah pleawse calm down?
This is my best friend :3
>>5958288
>>5958288
>>5958292
dude r u ok
>>5958297
*kisses u*
>Normals
Stay up until 5am playing popular video games
>me
Stay up until 5am writing shitty video game that only three people will play.
>>5958298
>>5958302
ur cute
When daddy gives you cummies
(me)
>>5958305
I wish I looked like this
but I'm just a hon
I hope it stays like this and mtfg is dissolved
>>5958314
>>5958300
Oh you are so special ^-^
the nightmare is over!
>>5958325
Finally
>>5958325
heh I liked circles more
>>5958324
Me and yume
>>5958325
>the nightmare is back*
ftfy
>mfw still pushing along knowing the goal isn't worth the run
>>5958328
m-master >w<
The trips return! >:D
Well. Not me. Time to go back to work...
>>5958312
she looks like a ugly bitch anyway
finally, the attention I so desperately crave
so like is maddie ok tho
>>5958331
me on the left. ;)
>>5958328
cute shit senpai
>>5958331
iktf
>>5958346
I'm the cutest of them all.
>>5958333
I'm heading to bed
i want the best for all of my friends !
>>5958356
i'm high af and hanging with 2 cool n cute boys/students i ran into at walmart~
>thought when Dad said moving to a city eventually would be a good idea to get more acceptance be was saying I'd be a hon
>realized now he meant looking female but having a dick
>he thought a conceal and carry eventually because at some point in the transition the people who see me all the time will be on to what's going on
Dad really was just concerned
>>5958362
walmart, such class~
>>5958365
uh...yeah.
>>5958366
they;'re students at my uni too okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!n plz no bully~!!!!
Oh hey. We exist again. Sweet.
>tfw master falls asleep and u miss her >w<
>>5958367
I'm a worry wort and assume the very worst all the time
After talking with him and thinking I realized I'm just as irrational and retarded as my mom about these things.
Still haven't use the word "trans" or "transgender" but he talked with a co-worker who probably did.
>>5958350
funny, I did the same thing in that gif this morning when I realized getting up was a waste of time. love your work Sheen
i just took nother bong rip and the boys wantto get lewd~
>>5958378
that is what I do practically all the time
I'm a joke
>>5958350
I loved that anime. Traveling two meters to bed is for drones. There's a floor right here!
>>5958380
>I'm a joke
lets not go that far Shann, I'm going to be a hypocrite now; think about something creative you used to enjoy and try do it
>>5958334
I'm still around. And finally out of the looney bin for good.
>>5958380
Our lives are jokes.
People see us and laugh
The most visible trans person is fucking Jenner
If we don't look like that they're going to assume we will when we get oldee
where is maddie?
>>5958393
harry killed her
>>5958394
don't lie to me
>>5958394
> gained six pounds
Damn it. Well. That's fifteen I need to lose in two months.
I liked eating, but I guess that's no longer in the cards. 1000 kcal a day was probably enough for someone like me anyway ;~;
Already got over boobs stopping me from swimming. Belly is not allowed to interfere.
G-gnight
>>5958408
Night pookie!
So how was the day off everyone? Surely you didnt stay here since there were no trips right?
I basically drank my night away with a gril, her cousin, and the cousins bf.
>>5958411
Watched RWBY with friends and stressed over job testing today. Then slept.
>>5958417
thanks for your input
>>5958411
I actually was productive for once and finished a bunch of things outside and restored an industrial cabinet to use as a nice end table.
also good morning, fucking neighbor with his helicopter fucking woke me yet again
Getting 14 year old boys to call my hair gorgeous rlly inflates my ego
ok gnight 4real ahaha xd
>>5958411
>Surely you didnt stay here since there were no trips right?
O-of course not
s:
>>5958419
trip on kayla
>>5958418
Is what you'll say when I input my gt in your ass
>>5958424
excuse me, but i can break you in half effortlessly. i am the strongest and manliest person on the internet.
>>5958426
its outside curing so my whole room don't reek of spray paint and its 3:00 am so no way
>>5958392
>start talking to random girl from /cgl/
>talk about animu and cosplay
>start showing eachother our cosplays
>doesnt clock me at all
>stay stealth as fuck
>continue having girly conversations about anime and cosplaying.
>feel a little bit more normal inside.
It gets better once you start passing, even people who know tend to stop associating you with people like Jenner at that point.
>>5958417
Can I get an answer instead of an insult?
thank you
>>5958431
it never gets better for most of us
well back to sleep I guess, thanks for the trigger
>>5958429
You never met me. I'm like the mountain had a baby with hulk hogans greek cousin. And that baby ........was me
>>5958434
>how stone golems are made
>>5958434
sounds weak. i'd crush you.
>>5958436
>>how stone golems are made
The mountain that rides Hafþór Júlíus Björnsson, not an actual mountain.
>>5958439
Bring it
>>5958440
Hogan, can you tell your cousin to stop fucking the rock wall? Its slightly unsanitary and hes starting to scare tge other climbers.
>>5958441
my pleasure, weakling.
>>5958446
that is so true, I am just a man with cone gyno now
>>5958449
But i'm a girly boy with cone gyno at least
>>5958426
Ahh, the joys of drunk tending. Did you get any blackmail material?
As for the tests, we'll find out in a couple hours when I do them. Wish me luck. Being financially secure has been one of my lifelong dreams.
>>5958444
I wish I was fucking the rock (._. )
>>5958411
>tfw
It's not like it was hard to tell who was who
Thank fuck that eyesore of a theme is gone.
>>5958459
too bad all the passing pricks didn't go away with it
>>5958461
>t. Kayla
>>5958462
his name was miss cock
Hello /mtfg/, new person here. Someone please convince me to transition.
>>5958461
Isn't passing the goal, though?
>>5958466
Do you want to transition?
>>5958466
It's literally the only chance you have at living as, being seen as, and having a body similar to a girl. If you need that, then you have to try transition. Figure out with a therapist whether that's something you need if you're still on the fence.
>>5958467
Its impossible to pass, its a myth reserved for spoiled twinks with non damaged skin and feminine faces. I will never pass and all I want is death because I can never live full time as a girl nor enjoy anything because I am not passable and never will be. Fuck people like you. You passive aggressive fucking bitch.
>>5958466
why do you need to be convinced to do it
>>5958466
Don't do it. Leave this place, forget you ever came here, and never come back.
>>5958471
>living as, being seen as, and having a body similar to a girl
bull shit, I have been on hormones for 14 months now and I will never be seen as or live as a girl. Its sick to lie to people and give them false hope.
>>5958475
Trip on, Kayla.
>>5958472
>tfw you were a spoiled pale twink pre-HRT.
You need to go full time before you can pass, that's where I think you're fucking up.
>>5958466
Do it
I feel so much better now
I'm still not perfectly happy but i'm not fulltime yet either
I'm much happier with my body though
>>5958472
looks like your anti androgen's aren't working for ya
>>5958475
>14 months
Kayla, it took me over two years on HRT to pass completely.
>>5958446
>>5958449
It was all a lie.
There's no salvation at the other side
>>5958472
You won't pass reliably without going full time. Nobody does.
>>5958482
Hey moap, did you get ffs for your chin already ?
>>5958470
>>5958473
Because I'm really not sure if I should. On the one hand, my life is pretty okay and comfortable. On the other hand, my gender dysphoria is slowly getting worse over time, for example last month it was actually unbearable. I'm just scared that it will continue to get worse.
>>5958474
That bad huh?
>>5958471
I'm considering seeing a therapist soon but I also feel really embarrassed. I have never told another person that I "feel like a girl inside and hate being a boy". It just sounds so ridiculous and shameful.
>>5958479
Can you tell me about it?
>>5958484
I know your life sucks but can I ask you to please stop being so aggressive here? This is not /non passers/ general, and you are just scaring other people away.
O am drunk fuckng love yoou girls
>>5958475
I said "only chance" not "surefire guarantee".
Also, you're so wrong, Kayla. I have never seen this facial hair of yours, but unless it's a forest on your face, you are DRESSING LIKE A GIRL away from people just always assuming you are one. It's scary, but you have to take that risk one day.
How long on hrt until you started to feel better about your body?
>>5958494
8 or 9 months
>>5958491
>scaring other people away
hons have a tendency to do that
>>5958490
Give me your skype or something and i'll tell you everything you want
Other than that i know your problem with the therapist, i haven't told anyone before either
But knowing he doesn't know me and will never bring this outside, it was actually pretty easy sfter a short while
>>5958466
Think about being a 40 year old man with a wife and child, giving in then, ruining both of their lives and possibly scarring your child for life. Think about how if you dont transition young youll end up a permahon.
>>5958484
Yeah it's dangerous and its shitty but if you're not willing to endure than pain then you don't get to be a grill, Im sorry.
>>5958488
>tfw no chin reduction yet
Im like... 5% of the way there...
>>5958494
Fucking never ever
>>5958390
Wait. Looney bin? O.o what happened?
>>5958492
We love you too!
Post butt!
>>5958490
Me. Too
I can't stop crying to myself
>>5958496
Yes you can you fucking idiot. Everyone does it without passing 100%.
>>5958502
I'll have ffs in august :P
You pass better without though :(
My friend found out who this guy is and where he goes to school and I have the ability to email all his classmates. Is there any reason for me not to publically shame him?
>>5958490
Getting on hrt really is important if you feel like its getting worse. If you're not taking that concrete step to being who you know you want to be then it's going to just get harder and harder to be anything you can enjoy. Therapists are specifically there to not make you sound ridiculous and shameful, if you're really worried about make sure to go ahead and find one that has experience with gender issues, there's probably a resource for your state/country just a google away
>>5958502
That makes no sense because going out in drag wont help me pass, I need fucking SURGERY and LOTS of it in order to pass.
>>5958491
good fucking let them leave and stop getting their sick kicks mocking non passers, passers don't even have the right to call themselves trans anymore since now they look and live as cis females, they basically won the lotto
>>5958493
I need fucking electrolysis I can't afford
>>5958490
Therapists hear worse. A lot worse. Trans stuff may not be universally understood, but any therapist with trans experience will not find your situation "ridiculous". And this is something you have to deal with. Find closure one way or another. I think if you know you have gender dysphoria, it stops being an option and instead becomes an inevitability.
Good luck.
>>5958513
get
a
job
any
job
>>5958513
You sold your bike - how is it still out of your price range?
>>5958511
because there's literally nothing wrong with him not wanting to date a tranny.
>>5958494
a year or so, but hrt more let me feel good about things I was doing instead of directly making me feel better.
>>5958511
>xy females with pussies
Is he a post-op tranny chaser?
>>5958519
Uhm maybe you missed where he lured me into a date, stood me up, and humiliated me.
>>5958521
Maybe CAIS or bust?
>>5958522
RUIN HIM
>>5958511
Yeah do it might be funny
if I sell my soul will the dysphoria go away?
Considering trying to give myself brain damage
>>5958513
You are fucking disgusting. I don't even care what you look like, but your personality makes me want to vomit. If you hate passers so much, then go to the hon general, you vile sack of shit.
>>5958526
>wouldn't even post here
Sure :^)
>>5958506
You lil sneakie you
>>5958522
can't handle the bants?
>>5958522
serves u right
>>5958522
No Maddie, there is no reason not to ruin him. Transphobia put into practice needs to be met with no mercy to get the fucking point across.
>>5958536
You're garbage
>>5958536
I hope you suffer for the rest of your life
>>5958486
This a thousand times over, you can't just magically reculture yourself as a female. Your mannerisms and the way you talk are going to give you away until you learn to talk and act like a girl, and Im not talking just about pitch.
>>5958492
<3
>>5958496
Literally every single person who is passing on here almost certainly went full time first, you just cant magically act like a girl.
>>5958510
I won the genetic lottery, well, I won the genetic lottery compared to other transgirls anyway, comparing yourself to others will always set you up for failure. Im sure your ffs will make you look much prettier! August seems like a long wait though...
>>5958513
Surgery won't do you shit if you have obviously male mannerisms, you will never pass without going full time first. You have to fake it till you make it.
>>5958522
>>5958511
Being repressed comes in handy sometimes.
Want me to knock him out?
>>5958522
Do it, revenge is sweet
>>5958536
I always felt a bit sorry for you. Like saw myself in you. And kind of liked you.
You are a horrible, hateful, nasty, spiteful person. I sincerely hope in ten years when I'm a beautiful woman, I come back here and see you living with your mom, complaining about all the shit that you could have if you got up off your ass and worked for.
You're pathetic.
>>5958539
Nope, garbage is the type of person who goes full time before I get a chance to.
>>5958542
This isn't about acting, my voice passes and so do my mannerisms, this is strictly about my face and hair and how they will never let me pass.
>>5958540
why? because some rich cern physicist got stood up for a date? Sorry but I never even had a date before so I can't feel sorry for non virgins.
>>5958542
Yeah, i mean my body's really ok, i have small shoulders for my height (i'm a bit too tall though for my taste), my hips are broader than my shoulders and everythings pretty ok
But my face isn't really there and that's the thing i need for my happiness
And august is the only date i have enough time to do it
I'll have 3,5 weeks afterwards and then i'll go to a new school somewhere else hopefully stealth
The only problrm is they'll probably put me in the boys dorms :(
>>5958505
Spent almost a year in there after nearly starving myself to death.
>>5958550
Fuck you. I tried my god damned best to do this transition thing and without mad amounts of money and friends I can't do anything with my shit life. If you hate me for being poor then I hate you right back.
>>5958562
Oh look, now that April Fool's day is over, Kayla is ruining everything again.
I'm going to go do some cooking and studying until she goes away, bye everyone.
>>5958555
If your voice and mannerisms truly passed and had a manface, people would assume you were an ugly woman. Fashion is also important, you could be flagging people with an obvious tranny wardrobe.
>>5958557
Time constraints are lame like that, its best to focus on the positive parts of your body, the things you like. Like I try to think about my hair and skin instead of my chin.
Where are you at that they're sticking you in a male dorm? That's awful!
>>5958562
I'm poor. I work a minimum wage job. While supporting a fiancee in education while paying student fees, without mommy dearest to pay for rent and food and clothes. I also have to pay out of pocket for my hrt, unlike you.
Stop blaming everyone but yourself for the shitty life you made yourself have.
>>5958561
Kayla always lies
>>5958511
No Maddie, leave it at that, you'll just create more drama
>>5958566
i'm not a she, im a fucking man with a self induced endocrine issue
>>5958522
Moving on, learning the lessons and leaving him behind is the most sensible course of action.
continuing to interact with him maybe make life worse for him, he then tries to make life worse for you- so on so forth. maybe authorities get involved
I don't know, I've just been caught up in some pretty bad situations doing that kind of thing and every time it would have been better just trying to get the 'other' out of my life.
>>5958569
>My voice passes and so do my mannerisms
>>5958571
I could make you a she, 10 minutes all it takes.
>>5958555
Do you mind fucking off and never coming back? Your presence here makes people ever moreso negative and the only thing you add is bullying anyone you deem more lucky than you.
>>5958571
how about you self induce suicide?
>Even robots get to transition and you don't
Well people told me when I arrived here that I was a dummy for giving kayla the benefit of the doubt.
And I was all like
>nooooooooo she's just jaded and misunderstood.
lol
>>5958581
douse a rag in water and bite down. be there in a snap.
Put down some paper towels.
>>5958562
the only person to blame here is you, grow the fuck up your nearly fucking 30 for god sake
>>5958568
My hair and skin are still pretty shit because of various skin diseases unfortunately :(
And i don't really have something i especially like 2bh
But i feel better overall so it's not to bad
If it wasn't for my chin i'd probably pass much better though
Your isn't even particulary manly, more a bit unattractive
They'll probably stick me in the boys dorm because the official stuff like name and gender change aren't through yet
So i'm not too sure where they'll put me
It's a pretty stupid idea to put a straight (hopefully passing) girl in ther though
>>5958572
I think this is right but I'm really angry >. <
I was sad and crying and a friend took me out last night after that happened but now I'm just mad. Maybe I should just move on
>>5958580
I'm a repressed male and kayla is what I fear turning into.
I should probably kill myself
>>5958581
Yeah you bully no one, you are completely innocent
In fact you are the nicest person in the world, all those trips you chimp out on, they obviously started it.
Fuck off and don't come back you annoying, disgusting piece of shit
>>5958580
I am like poor little leonidas and all you people with cash are like the persian army ready to trample me with your stories of sex and pleasure, not my fault I wasn't born into a golden empire, I have to crawl through the muck if I want anything, I have to earn it in a literal battle. I would die for a minimum wage job, I am so broke I am going to have to kill myself, and here you are acting all high and mighty because you get to transition and don't ever have to worry where money comes from.
>>5958589
But Kayla, I thought you were a millionaire. I mean weren't you a famous motorcross racer
>>5958589
just sell your bike and move on to the next step, I know you can make it... I can't.
>>5958589
what happened about that lego eating job or sports car salesperson or was it another ad in the newspaper :^)?
>>5958591
I lost everything to do this transition shit. I have six dollars to my name and mom had to give the renter our 30 day notice yesterday. My step dad and her divorced and he is leaving the state and my mom is going to be living with her bf and I cannot come because his daughter is living there. I have 30 days left and I am fucking homeless, plus I can't even drive my car because the registration is up and I can't pay it.
im fucking dead
>>5958594
Sheen
Shut up
You pass
You're not attractive at all
But you pass as an ugly middle aged woman
Which you are
You weren't attractive as a guy either so why should it change with transition
>>5958595
Come on it's Kayla, just picture to yourself what would happen in the interview.
>>5958586
I understand I really do, <3
Don't let your future happiness hinge on this dude any longer.
Wipe those tears and keep looking forward because there are definitely better people out there.
We all run into cunts sometimes just dont let them make you into a lesser person
>>5958599
I would pay to watch it
>>5958597
mmhm
and instead of trying your hardest to rectify this situation, you just yell at people who have it bet than you?
>>5958589
>don't ever have to worry where money comes from.
lol bitch you really didn't read my post. there's no point even talking to you because you go into spaz mode where you ignore everything barre whatever you can twist to your own shit.
>I would die for a minimum wage job
Go get one it's simple. Stay in boy mode to support your transition. That's what I'm doing. I'll fill you in on a little secret too, since you probably don't know, not being financially supported anyone is hard.
Just accept some responsibility for your life.
>>5958599
It wasn't even an interview. The guy took one look at me and shook my hand and sent me away. I look like a half man half faggot freak and that's why I am failing the interviews. No one said getting a job mid transition was going to be so hard.
>>5958598
middle age is between 40 and 65
I'm 32
>>5958598
Shut your mouth heathen sheen has potential just like everyone else
>>5958597
I tell you what, you can come down to the uk and come live with me.
Free roof and food, you just have to submit to me and carry out all my wishes.
medical included!
if you can eliminate 'no' from your vocabulary
apply now!
>>5958605
You left out the part where you yell at him for having a good job and a nice life before proceeding to break everything in the office.
>>5958603
You tell me what I can do to fix this fucking mess? All I can do is sell my bike but I am not even getting any calls on it.
>>5958604
>Go get one it's simple
FUCK YOU ITS IMPOSSIBLE. There is literally no one hiring in 100 miles in any direction of me. Jobs don't grow on trees, they are like a rare golden fruit regardless of the wage.
>>5958605
did he feed you legos or not
sometimes I wish I could sell my life to the reaper in exchange for all you mtfs to have the happiness you all want
There's hope for you people. Not for me. I can't even begin to try
>>5958609
>uk
I don't have a passport or money for a plane ticket. I have never even left my side of the country before.
>>5958615
im pretty sure the reaper has plenty of mtf souls :/
>>5958612
>FUCK YOU ITS IMPOSSIBLE
Come on. We both know that's true. Tell me the rough area you live and I'll find you a list of jobs.
Also, if you're not walking in to everywhere, even if they aren't hiring, to speak to managers you're doing it wrong. Though to be honest you need to work on not being so offputting
>>5958612
Get out and fucking search for a job and leave us the fuck alone
>>5958617
I'd totally play MtF Souls
Well, off to do the test. Wish me luck everyone who does that sort of thing.
>>5958621
10 dayyyyyyyyyys
>>5958618
I would never just walk into a place willy nilly and ask. I only have applied online and at least that way I don't have to embarrass myself. Why the fuck would I ask a manager? They can't do anything. If a company isn't hiring then they aren't hiring.
>>5958581
Are you saying I bullied you? You're insane, if you were an animal you'd bite the feeding hand. You wont be happy until everyone is as miserable as you are.
>>5958584
Thats super shitty, Im really blessed to have such pale flawless skin. Im glad you feel better about yourself though. Yeaaah, but Im vain as fuck and set rediculously high standards for myself, I have a constant need to grow more attractive.
It could be hot but Im worried about you getting beaten or raped :/
Speaking of which, has anyone heard from Korra recently? Im always worried about her.
>>5958594
Sheen, don't believe in yourself, believe in me who believes in you.
>>5958623
Omfg stop. I can't handle the hype
I wish I was one of you
>>5958615
Noooooooooooooooo we love you pls try your hardest and I will come and see you and help you because I am a benevolent god
>>5958631
going to soon is the preload up?
>>5958627
Make a good impression with a manager. Give them your resume. When they start hiring and already have applications, you've already met them. You're a person , and a step ahead of the other applicants. When I needed a job, I started on a street and went in to literally every establishment. 6 weeks I had a job. This was mid recession too.
That's not luck, or genetics, or money, or whatever other fucking reasons you use to blame people for having things you dont have. It was hard work. If you're too much of a bitch to do it, you don't deserve a job
>>5958634
Was just about to ask y'all!
I'm doing the same once i know its up, just gotta hold my money for a little while longer
>>5958628
>You wont be happy until everyone is as miserable as you are.
bingo
Life for me can never get better so seeing bad things happen to others for a change is all I have to look forward too. Don't blame me for being this way, blame yourself and others who can live my dream of being a girl and rubbing it in my fucking face.
ban me
>>5958638
You don't need to be banned
Just close your fucking computer and piss off
>>5958627
You have to show drive thats how.
They realise you have to suck it up and put a lot personal shame on the line to just ask for a job face to face and to a lot of folks that means something.
You're being lazy.
Get mad if you want but end of the day, try then complain dont complain without the try.
Ive been hired in places that said they werent hiring by doing just that. Shitty menial job to get some income during rough times but it tided me over
>>5958639
Literally showing she's incapable of doing anything herself. You could pay for her ffs and she'd reeeee about it
>>5958638
One thing that was nice about last night was that all of my girl friends rallied around me. My friend picked me up and took me out. I got gendered female all night and we met some nice ladies at a bar and a bunch of lawyers came in and we were talking about which ones were cute.
>>5958644
She wants free hands out in life, won't be surprised seeing her leaching off the welfare system in the future.
>>5958647
probably one of the idiots who complains about welfare while receiving it too
>>5958633
I don't know.
I come back to anon browsing this general after two years at least and after just a week and a half I've been reduced to tears when I face my own realisation about who I want to be and what I've denied myself.
It's too much. I need to put the armour back up. My heart is breaking if I don't place it back in stone.
It's time to put the armour back on.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjXGyY6SVlY
>>5958638
>Rubbing it in your face
You're aware my first post was about me, not you, right? Everything isnt about you, grow up and go full time.
>>5958644
>Only paid for my ffs
>wouldnt pay for SRS
>Can never pass now
>Fucking bitch
>>5958651
Do you want to talk to me on Skype anon?
>>5958651
No you can literally do it. Given a little help even Steve buscemi could pass. It doesn't matter what you think now, just know that I believe in you and I am rarely ever wrong. It comes with the perks of being a surgeon in training. Anything is possiblw
>>5958651
Stop doing that, you idiot. You will never get better that way. Woman up and take ownership of your life instead of giving up on it untried. You already know west yo want and need. Make a plan and take it.
>>5958606
Middle aged is 30 to 40
Over 40 is just old
Ok, some people look like 20 in their 30s but thats rare
>>5958608
Sure
I'm just saying she does pass and should just live her life
If she lost weight she'd look better though
>>5958628
Yeah, ffs is a lot of just being more feminine and pretty for me too
It's not too hot irl imo
I'm afraid it'll out me in some way and i don't know how that'd end
Haven't heard of korra though
>>5958660
Add me @ thinkingprincess
>>5958661
JFC I'm a fucking idiot. I started a month ago and I'm 26 in a month
>>5958608
>sheen has potential
[Hugboxing intensifies]
How fucked am I if I've come out to my fiancee and numerous friends but am stopping transitioning? how likely is it that I can convince them I was crazy or confused or something
>>5958669
Are you stopping transitioning for a reason that isn't just fear?
Nobody will buy it if it's a lie.
>>5958667
Everyone has potential when plastic surgery exists
>>5958674
>jenner
>>5958674
IM ALSO OPINIONATED AS FUCK
Don't you hate it when the news media talks about trans stuff.
Nuke North Carolina.
>>5958674
But sheen needs surgery to get rid of that fat and FFS which is way beyond expensive.
>>5958677
Jenner doesn't try. And she's not trans just a cross dresser
>>5958681
>had surgery
>doesn't try
>>5958673
Fear. And just the fact I have zero chance of succeeding. plus I feel worse. Repression was so much easier
>>5958680
Idk, sheens face isn't too bad
It's pretty round with no strong features
The body is worse but she'd just need to lose weight
>>5958682
If you're rich as her, surgery is pretty low effort desu
>>5958683
Is repression really easier? I'm currently in repression and never tried transitioning.
>>5958684
I like you. You aren't a bad human
>>5958686
For me? Yes. Though I'm nearly 26 so thats a lot of context
>>5958687
I don't see why i shouldn't be ?
I mean of course i'm jelly of some people but in the end it's better being a good person than making everything even worse
>>5958690
SEE KAYLA
return of the trips ^^ yay
>>5958661
I would imagine not, outside of fantasies that situation could only be awful. Again, Im worried you're going to be insta-outed and beaten/raped.
Korra is a black girl from the south, unarmed. Im always worried she's gonna get attacked, being black and trans in the south must be.... dangerous. Hope she's ok.
>>5958684
I think Sheen will pass one day. I really do.
>>5958693
More like NOOOOO. I was enjoying it before, because everyone was actually having interesting conversations.
>>5958690
I feel sad when I see all the happy transitions and cute relationships people talk about on here.
But there is a little reflected nugget of happiness I feel when I see other people happy.
All of you. I wish you happiness beyond measure ;_;
btw, does anyone know if you can change a level courses after applying?
>>5958698
No bully ;(
I'm 25, nearly 26.
One month on.
Super manly.
No female friends.
Live in an awful place to transition.
Only one of my friends understands, the rest still see me as a weird guy
I have a drinking problem.
My bone structure is awful
I'm good looking as a guy
I'm have been chronically depressed and suicidal for over a decade.
Can't afford ffs
Have had copious amounts of therapy, drugs to get better, none worked.
Partner that's far too good for me and needs to leave so I can kill myself already.
>>5958696
You don't know me pham, if you did you'd know
>>5958695
Idk, i think i wouldn't get raped
But harassment and probably getting beaten up is still pretty bad imo
Especially since i live in a really conservative place
Well, at least there'll be less immigrants around the school than here
I think korra was here yesterday
You shouldn't worry too much, normally black and trans is inly really bad when you're a prostitute too
Oh, and i think sheen already kinda passes in her pics, she's just fat and unattractive atm
>>5958708
Do you refugees ever mess with you? Also how do you feel about them?
>>5958701
Yeah, that's what i mean
My only hope is to be happy and in a relationship with a nice loving bf one day too
Until then i'll hope everything progresses fine
You too anon, you too
>>5958589
youre not special youre just lazy
>>5958690
No I just mean quite a few people here are meanies and you aren't and I thanks you for you're good service
>>5958706
>You don't know me pham, if you did you'd know
We all know it's impossible until we try and somehow it turns out to be possible all along.
It will never go away.
>>5958712
I hope you find happiness...
If you already have it then I hope it never leaves you
>>5958589
So you're a backwoods illiterate with delusion of importance who has sex with small boys?
>>5958711
They're pretty annoying lots of the time wanting to talk to you and touching you and stuff and don't listen when you tell them you don't want that
I didn't really have too many problems but i try to avoid them
But they're everywhere i feel kinda unsafe 2bh
Oh, yeah, also one of thrm stole my old mobile and a gitl was nearly raped by one at a local bar i'm in sometimes
So idk
I just looked out the window and it's snowing
In April
Good April fools day prank nature you really got us
>>5958721
That sounds terrible. What do your friends think about them?
Please stay safe, and never reveal that you are trans.
>>5958589
Day 1 HRT for me def not my best look but better than not trying at all.
>>5958708
A beating wouldnt be awful when compared to rape, I guess. My kneejerk reaction is to say Id fight in your situation, but I really wouldn't. Curl up into a ball and yell for help.
That's good.
Maybe you're right, Im passing/white and I still carry a gun out of fear, Im just paranoid.
Yeah she passes a little, Id love to see her with a more flattering haircut.
>>5958714
tru
>>5958727
>resting bitch face
smiles sometimes help
>>5958727
>that pink hair
Do you want the whole world to know that you are a tranny?
>>5958731
i dont smile but bitch face is gone
>>5958725
Most of my friends don't really like them either
Especialy the girls are pretty scared
>>5958729
yeah, but rape seems pretty unlikely anyway
It's more likely bullying or something which is still pretty bad over a longer period of time
I haven't seen any pics of korra lately
So idk, what she looks like now 2bh
Gun laws here are very strict, the only thing you can have is pepper spray and even that'll probably be banned pretty soon
>>5958733
>>5958739
Pink dye wouldn't exist if it was only a trans thing.
If you don't want to get clocked you should consider not breathing or eating, trannies do these things.
>>5958733
Day 1 HRT 9 months right now i never really cared about passing as any gender i just wanted to be more fem
>>5958742
Like 90% of people who die their hair ridiculous colours are either fat SJW feminists or unpassing trannies. I think the best way to pass is to just get a normal hairstyle.
>>5958536
Kayla up until now I felt bad for you. I thought other people were being too harsh on you. I was wrong. Your life is much easier than some of the traps on this general, yet you are consistently unnecessarily vicious to everyone around you. You need to go to a therapist. Someday you will realize that lifting others up feels better than putting them down.
Maddie didn't deserve to be stood up or have these nasty comments from you.
>tfw you have the perfect boymode
>>5958747
Nah, i know some girls who dyed their hair just for fun
Maybe i'll try some pastel color after ffs :)
>>5958751
B-but senpaii how can it be boy mode if ur clearly a girl :?
>>5958755
Idk
It's still effective
>>5958757
How tall are you?
>>5958761
5"10
Living in germany i'm not super tall though
Still wish i was smaller :(
>>5958740
Thats good at least, bullying would be pretty awful still. Hopefully youll make some friends before that sets in.
Oh I meant sheen passes a little, sorry I wasnt clear there.
That's shitty, everytime I talk to my mom or my brother they tell me to make sure Im carrying. Its nice to know my family worries about me now, at least.
>>5958750
I think she left for the time being, at least. That or she's gone to shitting on people as anon.
>>5958751
>tfw can't boymode anymore
Does estrogen change your voice at all?
>>5958769
Sadly no.
>>5958769
It gives you the confidence to
>>5958764
I hope everything will be alright, but it's not the right time to think about it now
Maybe i'll have the best girlsfriends there and find a hot intelligent dominant guy there :)
>>5958769
Probably in a way
But you don't hear a difference
Spiro has a higher voice as a side effect sometimes afaik
But nothing significant either
>>5958742
Pink hair is a giant "PAY ATTENTION TO ME" sign, just don't bitch when people clock you more often.
>>5958780
Ideally, it'd be awesome if you got a protective qt bf and some cool girlfriends. Well, the sun is coming up here, so that means it bedtime for me. Good luck Marina!
>>5958782
This, most of us should avoid things that draw attention.
>>5958790
I hope so :)
Ok, so good night and sleep well
>>5958762
I'm 5'11"
Can I move to your country to blend in better?
>>5958800
>>5958797
5"11 is standart for guys here
But it's probably better when you're under 30
Most guys i know are at least the same height as me, normally taller
Girls are normally a bit smaller but there are also lots who are taller than me
I know girls up to around 6"4
>>5958800
Pretty good actually
>>5958809
I know of no girls taller than me
some guys are taller than me
to be fair most are a year younger so they might end up taller.
I kinda feel out of place with height a lot v.v
>>5958814
Where do you live ?
Mexiko ?
I live in a country where most men are 5'5-5'9. I'm 5'2, in the West I would probably be a midget.
>>5958819
Lucky you. What country?
Heey everyone. Its your tranny pizza driver. Since my manager left and our butthole coworker is filling the position, seven of the nine workers put in their two weeks notice. Feels good for all that karma to finally come around :) ill have another job soon and its closer to some open mics where i can be in public and learn to be human. Things are pretty okay regarding work. Have a good one :)
hey there was an anon here who posted they had an orchi and had the entire scrotal sack removed, and that they did it for aesthetic reasons - i can't actually find a pic of the differences online, maybe i'm retardo but i just can't. where did you look up the differences in how they look? pls respond if you're reading this.
>>5958819
I know a girl who's probably 4"9
She's the smallest person i know though
I think my great grandmother was around that size too
My great grandfahther was around 6"7 though so it fucked everything up for me :(
>>5958812
>>5958806
After you accomplish your life goal of stealth as cis girls whats after that? is that the only fulfilling thing youre working on in your life? Im honestly interested , Tbh i just took HRT and went onto something more fulfilling which is Artist/Stylist and i just got the contact info of a Style Icon a couple weeks ago and im working on a project for him to me that feels more fulfilling than looking like a girl
>>5958555
>garbage is the type of person who goes full time before I get a chance to.
>tfw everyone is garbage because Kayla going fulltime is like a second moonlanding
>>5958835
I go to school in august and afterwards i'll go to uni and study what i want
Maybe i'll meet a qt boy on my way there who i'll marry
I'll find a job, live my life, probably adopt kids (except uterus transplantation will be a thing)
Perfect life 2bh
>>5958840
Hey, we'll land on the moon again pretty soon maybe
>>5958843
I mean i respect if thats what you wanna do with your life but to me that sounds so boring
>>5958850
I don't care too much about your opinion 2bh
And you're not even trans, so It's not something you'd understand
>>5958817
Australia
>>5958852
so does being trans and a girl mean that the only thing youd want to be is a house wife? kinda thankful for being neither then
>>5958857
Also since i dont identify as boy or girl i would still be trans-identified yes?
>>5958862
You act like people dont harass me on the street and call me a faggot and a tranny i dont care because ive been through worst
>>5958860
No, it means you should go back to tumblr
I'm so sad holy shit where did that come from?
>>5958867
whys that :3 am i going to find something on tumblr thats going to open my eyes to my wrong doings?
>>5958860
Wait, why are you here telling trans girls what they should do?
>>5958874
Attention whoring
>>5958856
there are plenty of girls here who are 5'10-6" here
>>5958873
And reveal my horrible man voice? Thanks but no thanks
>>5958873
But why else would it be important not to pass if the only thing youre avoiding is people noticing youre transitioning? Sounds like youre just mad that I can pass as cute girl easier than you am 5'6 and dont have a man neck and i dont even identify as girl
>>5958879
I don't talk on skype either, just text
How early is too early for FFS? A year? Two?
>>5958882
Raincheck then. I have no idea what/where my Skype password is
wow, am I glad everything is back to normal around here
>>5958889
angel is just a troll
>>5958890
Ok :)
>>5958895
not trolling at all though idk if thats good or bad
>>5958895
Idk, i think he really means what he says but just doesn't understand he's not the center of the universe
>Everything that's not my experience is wrong
>>5958895
I liked the forced anonymity, but the layout was terrible
>>5958559
Damn :c hopefully you feel better now...
>>5958900
this is a fair assumption desu But i dont use male pronouns they/them/their ty
>>5958904
>but i identify as a special snowflake
>>>tumblr
>>5958905
i dont even have a tumblr i honestly dont find myself in either box sorry that offends you but how is what youre doing any different from people being skeptical that youre actually a Woman and not a man who fetishizes what they think women are like and mimics that?
>>5958911
I'm super bored all the time so i can't have enough people in skype to annoy
>>5958913
>being a disgusting fetishist
>AND a goth
hide goes in all fields
>>5958906
how are you so sure im a troll do we know each other?
>tfw you don't know if TBLA was right or if you haven't woken up yet
>>5958555
holy shit, kayla, you are the reee-posters of /r9k/ if they transitioned.
>>5958835
hopefully some writing job. then a tiny condo with a cat. then a timely suicide, so i can make sure to be trve patrican.
>>5958880
that wasn't even a proper response. i pass as a man, get called a man, so does it make a difference of wether i'm trans or not? i'm a tranny, but i don't pass. you can be a femboy and pass, yet you are still a boy. you can be a butch as fuck afab, (what the fuck would i call an inverse femboy?) but you are still a girl.
>>5958922
Well, if you legitimately believe what you're saying...
>>5958921
What am i fetishizing? and what makes me Goth? Although i influenced by goth i wouldnt say its the only proponent to my look. but this is the difference between someone cultured in Fashion and a Pleb.
>>5958923
>what would i call an inverse femboy
Idk, tomboy maybe ?
https://www.powerpuffyourself.com
did everyone do this already?
>>5958878
Never met any ;~;
at best 5'9"
1/femboy = ???
>>5958938
I did °¬°
>>5958944
sounds pretty funny doesnt it
>> tfw when wont ever have to go inside a school to make more than all of you.
>>5958947
>things that would be banned today
>>5958938
Why is this a thing o.O
>>5958955
Because most of us had american childhoods you silly :3
>>5958938
Fuck it
>>5958961
My childhood was filled with Pokemon, yu-gi-oh and Digimon (yes, I was a weeb ever since I was little ;p)
>>5958949
Congratulations
You sound like you've never been inside a school too
>>5958938
I did it.
>>5958970
I dropped out of high school and got my ged :3 the things i actually care about cant be taught inside a school and i dont have any respect for authority so school just became a drag anyways
>>5958938
>No ponytails that fit mines....
;_;
>>5958973
idk if this is a meme but i really only love/respect myself
>>5958938
>tfw you'll never have a head bigger than your body
>>5958938
>>5958995
omg its perf
>>5958938
Why don't they have fingers, toes, noses or necks?
>>5958985
>tfw have a huge man tier head
ey boys drop me some (You)'s
>>5958995
i have a Goretex jacket this same camo scheme
>> Tfw you look like you play in a Jesus and mary chain cover band
>>5959005
https://www.powerpuffyourself.com
>>5959005
im just reminded of soulja boi right now
>>5959005
for (you)
>>5958938
4chan is back!
>>5959018
>I ain't doing that shit dawg... U tryna turn me gay or smth?
*chains you to the bed and cuddles you*
>>5958938
>>5959027
Uhhhjhhhhh???????
>>5958938
Can I join in?
>>5958966
>My childhood was filled with Pokemon, yu-gi-oh and Digimon (yes, I was a weeb ever since I was little ;p)
I used to watch those and ppg and sailor moon at the same time
>get on my trans level >-<
This powderpuff meme is gaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
>>5959033
Lol guess I'm not trutrans™ for not watching sailor moon
>>5959033
> watched all those except yu-go-oh
Yugioh is for boys
>>5959034
do eeet its cute
>>5959031
>Uhhhjhhhhh???????
*spreads your butt wide open*
>>5959045
don't flirt with me like this or you'll sadden me that nobody is ever this dominant with me IRL cus I intimidate them :')
Hi ~
>>5959044
I rather throw sand in my eyes than join in the cancer
>>5959047
What makes you intimidating ? esp if youre a prettyboi
>>5959047
it turned out that im a switch o.o
>>5958938
this gave me aids.
fuck, i think i might be bi. does that make me AGP?
I was gay my whole life, only liked men. i don't want to have sex with this girl, but I just got back from a something, idk what. I got dinner with a girl (cis) who's really cute and smart we kind of hit it off. We're both straight but we both kinda feel like we're bicurious and maybe want to explore things with each other. I asked her if she wants to get dinner again sometime and she said yes. Like if I pursue this will I get condemned to trannydom hell??? I don't just like her platonically but I'm also not really sexually interested in her.
Please advise!!!!
>>5959055
suck her dick
>>5959055
intimacy without sex is possible
>>5959051
Confidence, charisma, personality. I am very extroverted and outgoing. And I only date channers who are generally very lacking. And yeah I may be 5'3 pretty boy but I'm super confident and shit. Can't get dommed by someone I can physically or psychologically dominate
>>5959052
How'd u find out
>>5959055
Who cares, fuck what u like bro
>>5959055
You're AGP, accept it
Other thrn that do what feels ok for you, you don't have to have sex with her
You can just go as far as both of you are comfortable with
>>5959055
theres nothing wrong with being agp if you are, but wanting to date a woman doesnt automatically make you agp if you hit it off with her go on another date, who cares. just enjoy stuff anon
>>5959049
Heya~
>>5959038
>Lol guess I'm not trutrans™ for not watching sailor moon
Damn right
> Kate proven for AGP
>>5959042
B-but I'm trutrans™...
>>5959061
This doesnt sound intimidating but why do you date people who are lacking ? is it a power trip for you to look better / smarter than the person youre dating? are you sure youre not the dom?
>>5959061
domming pizza and i really liked it
>>5959034
Angie pls
>>5959073
What's up with people and german army parkas ?
>>5959069
Heya new person! Good choice in pics desu
>>5959077
comfy, cheap and /fa/pproved desu. they're the stan smiths of jackets
>>5959058
>suck her dick
she doesn't have one?
>>5959059
:/ my relationships have all involved me fucking the guy on our first day
>>5959062
>AGP, accept it
But I wanted to be a normal girl.
>>5959067
>wanting to date a woman doesnt automatically make you agp
T,T what is AGP i just know its bad?
>>5959073
>then fuck her fag.
My dick has never worked, gt dysphoria too strong :./
>>5959072
>tfw dominoes pizza and i really liked it
Wait what?
>>5959073
>i need the goretex flecktarn parka desu.
>> tfw when thats only relevant to both of us cause di6
>> tfw used to work at huge surplus store that had authentic ww2 nazi shit ended up stealing a pair of pilot gloves with swastikas on the tags
>>5959082
PIZZA IS A GIRL NOT A PIZZA
>>5959090
WhyNotBoth.jpg
>>5959081
if you wanna go with blanchard, youre either a turbofaggot or a fetishist. you cant win anyway.
>>5959069
Nooooooo, i-i swear I'm not agp Q^Q
>>5959098
and someone like you is both (its the pre-transition orientation that matters)
>>5959080
The only people i know who wear these are communists and punks
Maybe it's because i'm in germany though
>>5959102
I am not american tho, so I win anyway.
>>5959103
Fucking Germany.
>>5959098
>if you wanna go with blanchard, youre either a turbofaggot or a fetishist. you cant win anyway.
i don't even know what blanchard is? it sounds like how you cook veggies, lmao
>>5959070
9/10 people I've dated or can with have said that I intimidate them, and that my personality intimidstes them. This was before I cured my anxiety and depression even. I'm a switch, I prefer sub maybe. I've been having a real fun time being dom recently tho. It's like bipolar
>>5959072
Whoah lewd
Is it true that estrogen can make you more attracted to men?
>>5959110
Yep
Its been a lil while since I caught up with you girls. What's been up with ya'll?
>>5959110
Yeah it makes you turbogay. Just look at this thread.
>>5959110
yeah I was 50/50 on the preference meter before but now it's like 60/40 in favor of guys
>>5959113
OK, How is your fucked up finger?
>>5959110
it also makes you a sub unless your autistic enough like yume to fight it.
but yeah you get butterfly in stomach feelings that make you really really want to date/fuck with a guy. and on estrogen if your lez then that feeling wont disappear but will go down by a lot.
>>5959109
i guess id have to know you to see where theyre coming from but that seems weird to me like i cant really understand being intimidated by anyone
I hate it when I am shitposting here while shitting on the toilet and I find out out there's no more toilet paper.
>>5959116
>tfw ywn convert phienchen
>>5959110
it made me more confident to pursue men i had sex with a girl once and it was awkward and unfulfilling but sex with boys is the completely opposite i dont even consider fucking anything with a vagina at this point.
>>5959117
Breddy gud its fully healed and only 1 month to go before I get my degree from uni woo hoo
>>5959130
That's pretty common imo
>>5959130
Its gunna get stronger over time friendo
>>5959113
I exist now, officially
>>5959116
>boys are the best
Does germany have qt blonde twinks?
Been going back to the gym lately to get back into shape and it's p fun. I'm alot happier and have more energy through the day
>>5959137
How so?
>>5959130
Bruh that sounds pretty gay.
>>5959110
http://strawpoll.me/7258170
Lets find out.
>>5959140
absolutely feminine
>>5959140
Why you lifting weights?
Fucking work on saturday, at least I got to sleep in.
https://my.mixtape.moe/qbhxix.webm
Some fire before I go.
>>5959145
That's the most womanly of hobbies besides knitting.
>>5959140
Daddy goals
>>5959145
Because he's a disgusting ugly sandnigger.
>>5959146
wage slaving on the cuck farm today?
>>5959110
I started liking guys, but then found out how disgusting they were from living around them so I don't like them anymore.
>I still like femboys tho
>>5959078
>new person!
I think I've been a tripfag since before you ;_;
>>5959100
but you only watched boy's shows growing, that must mean you didn't know you were a girl trapped in a boy's body from the age of 3 like every other trutrans >:(
>>5959155
>is sewing fem too?
No.
>>5959155
Not when it's done by a shemale, no.
>>5959140
I made a trip. I'm a real girl now right?
>>5959160
Soylent Green.
Does estrogen change the way you think? Do your hobbies and things you enjoy start to change?
>>5959163
Yes.
>>5959163
No.
>>5959160
>I said boys, but meant men. I am not attracted to what are essentially girls anyway
Come on Phienchen, i just wanna cuddle with a submissive qt twink with blonde hair!!!
Where can i find them in germany?
>>5959165
The way you think sure
Hobbies not so much afaik
>>5959169
I am sorry anon, I dont go out, Ive no idea.
also
>blonde
most people below 25 are sandpeople nowadays I think.
>>5959165
yeah my only hobby is getting pounded like a slut
>>5959165
Yes, my hobbies have changed from classic cars to cock.
>>5959165
ya, i used to be a masculine man and now im a stupid faggot who spends too much money on makeup and puts on dresses. im still a masc man but more of a fag now
>>5959169
Nowhere, there are no twinks in germany
Maybe there are but they'll transition before you find them
>>5959175
but you will look more manly lifting weights
>>5959174
>I am sorry anon, I dont go out, Ive no idea.
Then how did you meet your bf if your a shut-in? Is he nerdy and autistic?
>>5959163
Thats the only way to be a real girl
>>5959182
not at all.
he came here to troll one day.
I obviously went out to dates with him to get to know him and stuff, but I dont go out alone ever
>>5959175
show me your pecs daddy
>>5959179
Why must you be so harsh on yourself?
>>5959187
>but I dont go out alone ever
exception is university obviously.
>>5959165
ya, i used to be antisocial and play vidya, now i quit video games, and go to club/bars and hang out with friends irl.
>>5959165
I think it can affect how you think, and i think being more comfortable with yourself and transitioning socially can lead you to feel differently about some hobbies and discover new ones. so yeah to both.
>>5959181
its about feeling good in your body anon, thats the whole point of transitioning. and you can be careful with it to maintain a more feminine figure if you want to.
>>5959191
Self-deprecation is good humor
>>5959196
Not 24/7.
>>5959179
I was looking at your transition timeline on imgur earlier, you were similar to me, I also repressed/repress like crazy. I currently have a six pack and a pretty ripped body, /fit/ would call it ottermode.
>>5959175
lifting weights with arms like that baffles me. you want to appear more fem, right? right? you can't be this delusional, right?
when i started hrt i was recovering from a whole year of repression and making gains, i started at 75kg and over 4 months i've lost 13kg and i still feel too muscly. if you were getting pudgy after not working out, that's because you were eating like a pig and have no self control. eat less and you won't have to keep doing.... ~this~ to yourself.
>>5959193
I can relate to that as I'm super antisocial and play video games. I haven't gone out on the weekend in weeks.
>>5959205
pics or it didnt happen
>>5959205
no, there isn't anything wrong with that, but surely you realise that your current levels of fit are way beyond what any girl would reasonably consider normal for them?
>>5959201
I am amazed that you still haven't learned to take things like this in your stride.
>>5959205
But fit cis girls normally don't have a manly shoulders and a manly ribcage also they have hips
So you shouldn't try to get those aestetics cause you'll never get them
>>5959216
sry. this place just baffles me sometimes. i'll stop.
Orgasms are so much better as a girl. I love how it travels through your whole body
>>5959224
its fucking korra, what do you expect
>>5959222
Tbh your body looks like this dude that pinned me against the entrance to my house and fucked me raw without lube
>>5959227
i just really can't fathom how these people exist? i really can't???
>>5959224
No, no, no. You are absolutely in the right. I was just wondering how you haven't gotten used to the continuous procession of freaks and fuck-ups here.
>>5959239
which is why youre daddy goals cause thats basically what i want all the time
>>5959237
This is 4chan
Everyhing you could imagine is here
It's kinda strange though 2bh
>>5959224
No, no, no. You are absolutely right. I was just wondering how you haven't gotten used to the procession of freaks and fuck-ups here.
I'm not really as big as you're thinking desu selfie from rn
>>5959239
To stay fit and healthy you could just do cardio/diet
You don't have to bulk up for that
Maybe you should try to lose all those muscles first and then after some time on e rebuild them in a more female form
>>5959257
I don't think this is about appearance but about getting off on a kink.
>>5959255
nvm youre not daddy goals side profile made you look better and daddy would have to be a lot more handsome than you sorry.
>>5959240
oh i have, i just try to like... at least understand the logic behind their thoughts. but sometimes it's just actual delusion, like in korra's case. beyond help altogether.
>>5959273
I talk more like take e and blockers for like 2 years while doing cardio/dieting
And then you can try again
Your muscles just look manly
You look in no way fem at all
>>5959280
>You look in no way fem at all
Thats because he isnt. He detransitioned two years ago and comes back to troll.
>>5959274
I wouldn't give it too much thought. Looking for logic behind some of the stuff posted here would be akin to diving in a septic tank.
>>5959284
Prove ?
>>5959274
I know right fuck me for having a different outlook on life
>>5959280
Well my workout is primarily cardio and I have a strict weight loss diet I usually run 6ish km on the treadmill and then finish up with a few sets of crunches and a tiny bit if lifting so that my arms aren't all flabby
>>5959284
lying and spite is like poison for the soul friend
>>5959156
In my defense, I had the stereotypical Christian upbringing where gays are horrible people and trannies are even worse, so I doubt I wouldve been allowed to watch it anyways (don't think it was on non cable TV anyways back then, at least not where Im at)
>>5959296
>gays are horrible people and trannies are even worse
That's got nothing to do with Christians, that's just the truth.
>>5959165
>does estrogen change the way you think
Not much, but in subtle ways, sure. I'd say it doesn't change hobbies, but I don't play a lot of games anymore unless they're co-op. Ymmv
>>5959300
Here, I'm touching the bait, now pls go away
>>5959301
Video games have become boring now, nowadays i just binge watch TV shows.
>>5959274
Is anyone here not just a delusional man?
>>5959301
yo Elanna, what happened to the IRC
it imploded last night for me, like it just disappeared
>>5959298
I'm sorry younger so triggered and make up lies based on your biased opinion?
>>5959296
>tfw every time I tried to do or revealed liking anything even remotely feminine my sister made fun of me
>even powerpuff girls which even cis guys like
>tfw now shes a lesbian genderqueer tumblrista
life is dumb
>>5959331
Neither then, I don't like you either :^)
>>5959335
I guess that settles it. Gem it is.
>>5959331
just go to elannas
the other thread can stay dead for a bit longer
also those disappering captchas are a fucking mess
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