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Mercedes Decker
mtfg timeline edition 2016-04-01 18:59:15 Post No. 5955324
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mtfg timeline edition 2016-04-01 18:59:15 Post No. 5955324
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▶Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶Discord: https://discord.gg/0qFz5Shp1aVSTsTz
▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat #mtfg
▶Tinychat: therapedungeon
▶Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
Everyone post your timeline.
Let's do our best today, girls!
old >>5954254
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>>5955324
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>>5955324
This one is better.
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I had a really good captcha last thread but my post didn't work :(
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>>5955326
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>>5955336
agp af
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>>5955346
What's your professional opinion on this one?
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>>5955316
stop ur melting my cold icy heart<3
k gotta go fill out paperwork for my new job bye friends
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>>5955350
asian easy mode, doesnt count.
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>>5955324
That image.
I'm literally going to go cry.
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>>5955359
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>>5955336
reverse image searched, found some actual useful diet advice, thanks javier
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Well, if anyone has mine, I don't have a copy here. Needs updating anyway.
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>>5955315
Nah flipper I'm good . I'm Just a weird boy with puffy nips. No place for me transitioning
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>>5955337
LOL is this real?
That's hilarious
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>>5955356
good luck greyce
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>>5955367
Willie nobody wants to see your willie.
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We're posting timelines?
Not bad for 5 months realistically but I'm scared the next 6 are going to kill me. So much stress, nobody IRL to talk to because it'd only upset my mum if I told her how much I'm struggling. Idk what help would look like (except a whole load of cash). I don't know what I'm going to do for a job to save up for FFS. I'm really bad at pretty much everything employable. Still look nuts but that's because I'm kind of a car crash of a human being.
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>>5955379
stay classy!
no, really, this is some A grade trolling sophistication right here.
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I just learned that my college application was accepted. It didn't make me feel better like I thought it might have.
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>>5955368
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tfw everyone started hrt almost right after they realized they were trans
tfw it took me almost five years ago
am I legitimitely retarded or not even trans? I was really depressed but I kept putting it off, what the fuck is wrong with me
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>>5955374
got the opposite of the standard "soulless tranny eyes" going on there, you look batshit insane
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>>5955388
Maybe it offers courses on camming?
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I started browsing this general last week.
And now I've started crying for the first time in over ten years
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>>5955350
Hair grew 8 inches in a year. Totally legit.
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>>5955397
If I was desirable enough to cam I'd do that instead of going to college.
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>>5955394
*it took me almost five years (delete the ago)
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Keep up the good work everyone
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>>5955394
I could have started when I was 17. But I just didn't find out about self medding until 18
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>>5955402
edgar's face does that to people
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a classic
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>>5955394
Don't feel bad about it. I started my first transition at 17, was out and all, but couldn't get HRT because gatekeping was insane back then. Shit happened when I was 20 and I spent the next PTSD haze, barely able to function enough to keep my job. Finally pooled my energy into another transition, as a last ditch effort to survive, and it didn't turn out so bad. Even if I got really close to letting myself die last year.
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>>5955395
Yeah and I walk like Denis Levant's Merde character
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twcbKbLQUuA
I'm seeing a psychiatrist soon, I wish the referral would hurry up so I could get a date already.
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>>5955324
>Everyone post your timeline.
No ty
-Abby
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>>5955420
The next fifteen years in a PTSD haze. Well, I'm still kind of fucked up. Getting out of the asylum for good tomorrow morning.
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>>5955423
do you do it just to fuck with people or do you actually look like that normally
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>>5955394
Nope, same for me, figured it out at 14 but didn't start until almost 21
tbf my family would have kicked me out, I needed to at least get into uni first before starting so it was more like 2 or 3 years earlier I could have started, but still...
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>>5955394
I found out when i was 13 but bad stuff happened and i didn't find self medding till 20, so i startet at 20
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>>5955429
it's just me
I hate who I am, I'm sorry, I'm trying to do my best though
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>>5955416
Please fucking stop
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Holy crap this new layout is ugly
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>>5955394
Same story here, I just started a few months ago at 21, but I've known for years
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>forced anonymity
I quite like this new mtfg
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>>5955410
yeah but that was still like a year or less
i could have started transitioning at 17 instead of in my twenties if I wasnt a brainless fucking retard
I probably wouldnt've failed out of college if I did that either and I wouldnt feel massive regret and failure constantly
>>5955420
>gatekeeping
>ptsd
you actually have reasons though, those would make it really hard
I just like, gave up on being happy
>>5955433
I had accepting parents though and I still didn't bc I didnt know what I was doing
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>>5955434
20 is not so bad is it?
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>>5955451
K A T E
A
T
E
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>>5955441
no need to hate yourself, youve got others to do that for you
i say fuck em, just be yourself
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>>5955449
The joys of Avatarfagging
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>>5955451
Idk, at least my shoulders aren't super broad or anything and i think i still grew a bit on the hips
Wish i started at least at 18 though
I'll have ffs in august though so i hope that'll make me pass because my chin and jaw are my biggest problems
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>>5955449
You can tell who's who fairly easily. Everyone here is miserable in their own unique way.
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my 8 month timeline. wip...
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>>5955394
I mean I've known I was a girl since I was like 5, I just didn't know transition was a thing until I was 21
But I don't think waiting is a sign you're not trans. Fear is pretty normal I think
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>>5955461
who am i
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>>5955458
Keep your chin up Beard.
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>>5955455
It's a nice sentiment but that gets me hurt and stuff
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>>5955394
No
It also look me five years to get on hormones for several reasons:(
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>>5955462
fuck's sake
why do I even try
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>>5955468
You need to whine first for a bit. So a few
>tfw no bf
so one can get a feel.
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I just got over a common cold a week ago.
Now I have the flu.
When will this end? Kill me pls
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>tfw you dream about being with faye at the cherry blossom festival
g-good afternoon mtfg! how are you?
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>>5955474
Seems like Angie
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>>5955481
living with regret
feels kinda nice I can vent openly since everyones basically anonymous though
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>>5955479
>tfw i fucked up really bad
>tfw i cant get over them
>tfw i dont know who i am or what im doing
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>>5955461
i had coffee with a guy yesterday and he was cute and tall and im having drinks tonight with a guy i met on tinder who asked me if i liked having my girldick sucked
who am i?
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hey /mtfg/
Is my boymode still effective ?
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Holy shit it looks like the retarded bastard child of 420chan and Google+
How does anyone even manage to keep up?
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>>5955462
What a qt
Hi~~~~bb
Lol
Finish house of cards?
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>>5955490
Sup madds.
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>>5955490
Ffs anon? I remember you had a date
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>>5955492
nice tits
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>>5955487
nope
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>>5955490
Obviously you're Sheryl, Maddie
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>>5955496
fugg
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>>5955499
I'm not even wearing a bra
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>>5955506
dont see your point, i can still see them
thats not boymode
boys dont have tits
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>>5955420
So you're 35? Damn, you don't look it.
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>>5955495
hihihi
i havent yet... soooon. my bf and i were binge watching cosmos last night lol
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>>5955490
edgar
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>>5955508
But men have tits
Sometimes
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>>5955474
Sounds familiar. Definitely not whingie tho.
>>5955504
Heh.
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>>5955492
its effective for fayemode
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>>5955517
not like that they dont
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>>5955488
:<
what's wrong?
>>5955461
honestly ya lol
>>5955490
i thought u were dating pizza
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>>5955517
That's called gyno anon.
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hey girls have, you done your part yet to save fair use NOW yet?
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>>5955509
I'll be 38 next month. And I'll be celebrating my first birthday without a dick in Bangkok.
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>>5955526
i really like pizza and want her to be my gf but we live really far away from one another ;_; we just chatting and lewding atm. my long term plan is to win her heart and then move her across the country to me
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>>5955517
Only the fat ones
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>>5955529
What?
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>>5955542
that name is so lovely, Esther
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>timeline edition
how am I coming along
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>>5955535
where does she live? ;-;
iktf tho since i'm goin through that rn. but that's what planes are forrrr tbhhhhh
>>5955547
you're not even like.... a 1/3rd of the way through your life tho. mistakes have been made, it's not a big deal
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Im getting angry
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>>5955551
Your hair is growing nicely
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>>5955557
Why?
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>>5955558
tfw that's the only thing that's really changed
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>>5955542
https://youtu.be/NoIL5qUI1p8
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>>5955561
Repressed cycle of emotions.
See the OP picture. Literally me
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>>5955551
The top half of your face is pretty feminine, but your jaw fucks your shit up.
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What app is that
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>>5955553
she lives in the midwest and im on the east coast. i told her i wanted her to be my gf last night and she said the distance thing would make it hard =\ ive never done an ldr before
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>>5955567
Well that sucks. Iktf desu
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>>5955533
My surname.
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> Tfw only 35" hips with a 26" waist.
> Tfw AA cup because DFC genes.
> Tfw forever androgynous.
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>>5955576
You can still be beautiful anon. Just a different take on beauty.
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>>5955549
camille is nicer
one of my friends growing up had a sister whose name was camille, after the hurricane
>>5955553
It still really hurts when I see people who transitioned young though
and all the transgirls I know irl are like 18 or 19 and it makes me feel awful, especially because two of them have been transitioning longer than I have, and theyre all shorter than me
sorry ill stop whining now
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>>5955569
I know right, I hate genetics
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>>5955481
Idk how I'm even going to wait for you to get to Portland again after you leave, this month has been torture
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>>5955581
Stop making me cry please.
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>>5955589
I am sorry.
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>>5955572
I always get angry after I get sad.
I feel like going to /pol/ and projecting my own self hatred again in an anti /lgbt/ thread
I wish I could dissect my own ego and kill my Trans half.
I literally want to murder myself.
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>>5955584
So how tall are you?
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>>5955601
HEY NIGGER
shoot me. SHOOT ME YOU FUCKING NIGGER
SHOOT ME
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>>5955571
yaa :/ i mean if she was your gf you wouldn't be able to just sleep with guys or w/e either, you'd be committed.
LDR are hard. like i haven't seen faye in like....a week and a half? and i feel awful.
and waiting another 2 weeks to see her feels awful. if you can't buy plane tickets every other week it gets worse lol
BUT i mean if you really click in person and it feels right and everything then it's totally worth it.
>>5955584
i just think you need to stop comparing your life to other people's. it doesn't make you any more or less trans or w/e.
there's always gonna be someone more successful than you.
>>5955587
literally what i was just typing lol
you're my fav bby. ;3; it'll be okie tho. WE CAN DO THIS IT'LL BE FINE
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So I've done three shots of depot three weeks in a row and it still feels like I missed the shot. I'll have a day where my breasts are filling out my bra again and then back to not fitting and my gut getting bigger. I made the point of flexing my leg and doing it standing up this time just to make sure I hit the muscle so I have no idea what is going on with my shots.
Help? Should I just switch to the stupidly expensive pills again?
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>>5955603
>>5955610
Just keep it together anons.
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>>5955605
5'8
my girlfriend's like 5'3 with d cups though and it makes me dysphoric af sometimes
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>>5955362
Don't cry, kill Covies instead.
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>>5955621
Oh you whiny little manlet.
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>>5955627
im sorry
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>>5955324
19 and almost a year into hrt.
unsee / zorimuda
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>>5955611
i wouldn't mind not sleeping around if she was my gf. also i didnt realize it was you edie <3
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How did andreja get a female hip shape when she started hormones at like 20?
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>>5955628
It's okay. There's some things you just can't change.
>>5955633
Angles.
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>>5955633
The actual range for hip development has a lot of overlap between the sexes.
Also bones aren't done fusing until the mid 20s
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>>5955631
even prettier than cornflakes
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>>5955633
She started anti-androgens when she was 12.
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>>5955400
>femboys who pass better than you
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>>5955615
JUST FUCKING KILL ME
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>>5955611
Uhaulitis confirmed worse then ufuflu, I've got a fever, and the only prescription is more you
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>>5955643
She was older than 12.
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>>5955365
Pls link
Cant image search cuz' on shit phone
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>>5955645
Not on account of that shitty movie.
>>5955644
Damn asians.
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>>5955641
it's not a contest anon
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>>5955644
Femboys are of the devil though.
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>>5955656
thats what moms tell ugly girls
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>>5955610
>tfw you hope a nigger will shoot and kill you when walking to or from home soon
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>>5955653
https://www.reddit.com/r/transtimelines/comments/3x96of/from_bodybuilder_to_exotic_dancer_2_years_pre_hrt/cy3hejd
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>>5955647
>That takes balls.
Having a accepting parent thats willing to buy you meds makes a lot of difference,
>>5955651
http://www.people.com/article/andrej-pejic-sex-reassignment-surgery-exclusive
yeah your right, its actually like around 13/14
sadly she was already close to three years on puberty so her voice was quite deep when she started modeling.
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>tfw eating breakfast for diner
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>>5955657
Don't they all turn into trannies sooner or later?
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>>5955662
thats a good feel
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>>5955662
Eyyy PC.
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>>5955650
tfw your uhaulitis is so strong that your gf moved in with you after a month of being together online
tfw everything has only gone well because of this
step it up senpai
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>>5955633
oh please, I was already on the way to having hips like that before HRT and I'm a total hon
(that's a scar, not fat btw)
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>>5955665
>trolling us with pics of cisgirls
rude desu
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>>5955667
I'm not pc
Again
Why do people always think i'm pc
I'm the other german trip
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>>5955673
Sure it is fatty.
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>>5955675
naah thats a transgirl
shes very cute though. those asian genes are so fucking OP
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i just rolled my last name ...
>they know
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>>5955679
Eminem?
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>>5955686
What ?
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>>5955685
>moon
hey yume
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>>5955686
>larry
>german
pick one
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>>5955691
Obviously before this post
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>>5955685
Someone replied to me with a girl first name And my last name.
Spooked
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>>5955697
the grinch hated jews
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>>5955672
But we're adults with lives and responsibilities and school and work. I think Edie beat you though, I was ready for wherever she wanted to take it within 48 hours of our first kiss.
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>>5955683
yeah im half asian. thank you though <3
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>>5955690
hi mexican harry potter
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>>5955632
yes hi it me <3333
ya pizza seems like a nice girl, she was always nice to me when i posted on r9k lol so i like ha
pursue it if she makes you happy but make sure to meet irl before u commit.
like i had that crush on ashley and when i met her i didn't feel those lovin feelings... and then i saw faye and bam
>>5955650
tfw just two lesbians falling for each other while listening to tegan and sara
;-; 2 WEEKS. ONLY 2 WEEKS OK
in the mean time....what chapter u on?
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>>5955710
Alberto is more italian than mexican imo
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>>5955707
>tfw half asian and have nowhere near as much potential
well
f-f-f-fu-fuck y-y-you
time to shoot myself
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>>5955711
>Picks up book
>stares tranjennarly
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>no more trip cliches
>people will reply to my posts :)))))
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>>5955661
>three years on puberty
Male puberty doesn't start at 11 unless you're sedentary and fat.
Most boys' voices only actually drop around 14-15, and most of the drop until that point is at most mild cracking and changing their voices to fit in with social pressures.
Blockers at 14, at least in Europe, is early enough to skip almost all of puberty.
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>>5955718
>tfw i'm half of the people posting here
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>>5955712
pero es mexicano tambien, si?
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>>5955711
You know, you two are welcome to /tlg/. Right now, it almost feels like a private thread...
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no one reply to frankie
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>>5955715
HRT isn't magic anon.
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>>5955728
Yeah, you're just some lucky slut
watch your back bitch
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>>5955673
They look nothing like andrejas, you're disgusting
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>>5955715
oh shush im sure you a qt. i love other half asian people, can i see you?
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>>5955717
>reads in transgender
>>5955725
o-oh
i didn't even know those threads were still around. i feel like everyone would just get mad cause it'd just be us talking nonstop lol
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>>5955731
I am not that anon.
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>tfw two different boys want to lewd me.
Yet I still feel ugly
Wat do
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>tfw tryna get an appointment to get antidepressants is taking forever
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>>5955735
Well, right now, it's pretty much Syndie and me, so the threads are really slow. Could use some liveliness.
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>>5955741
Lewd both at the same time
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>>5955742
Can't you just go to a GP?
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I haven't had sex in 2 years
HELP
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>>5955742
I'll call my local psychiatrist to get them on monday
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>>5955749
20 and a virgin here
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>>5955741
avoid both
this will only lead to suffering for all involved
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>>5955748
yeah things just got fugged up because my school health fee hadn't been paid or something. and now its almost the end of the semester.
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>>5955749
im never in the mood for sex with my bf cuz my sex drive is nuked
RIP
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>>5955749
Haven't had sex in 22 years :(
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>>5955747
L-LEWD! And it wouldn't be really practical. There is one I want dom, and the other I want to get domed by
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Help me
What's an efficient and relatively painless suicide method
Exit bag with what kind of gas?
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>>5955763
Heroin
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>>5955755
It's only about lewd
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>>5955763
helium
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>>5955743
Me and Edie are men though, we don't want to appropriate spaces, unless it's the girls bathroom at a lesbian dance party
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>>5955768
still applies
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>>5955743
idk faye and i don't see a reason to segregate, we're still mtf's even if we're not straight
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>>5955775
How/why
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>>5955761
How is that anything BUT practical? You get to be in the middle of the lewd sandwich, the best spot.
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>>5955757
>im never in the mood for sex with my bf cuz my sex drive is nuked
Just do it.
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Finally we are not anonymous
fucking anon fucks BTFO
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>>5955761
We you get SRS you can upgrade to 3 boys
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>>5955773
>what would happen to Edie if she started posting in tlg.jpeg
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>>5955780
jealousy is a powerful emotion
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>>5955788
Show on the doll where anon touched you hon.
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>>5955792
HONESTLY YA LOL
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>>5955796
everywhere, lydia darling
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>>5955795
Heroin is really the most painless suicide method
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>>5955795
no you retard havent you seen the 4chan approved guide to killing yourself?
its helium
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>>5955809
Use nitrous oxide. At least you'll die happy.
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>>5955789
>>5955783
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>>5955754
>>5955759
welcome to the virgin at 20+ club, friends.
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>>5955805
isn't CO poisoning a lot easier and still pretty painless?
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Can i pull those off? I'm 6'0" and have size 12,5 / EU 45
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am i allowed to have fun
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>>5955778
That's a good point, I think when I post about wanting to feel your precum soaked cock pushing through my soft lipstick covered lips, that it's kind of a universal feeling that is both straight and gay while being uniquely Mtfg
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why doesn't anyone comment on these layout changes?
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>>5955818
absolutely not Spencer
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>>5955823
what layout changes?
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>>5955818
I have them in shiny
It can look pretty ok normally
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>>5955822
>CO?
Carbon monoxide
Odorless and deadly.
You shouldn't kill yourself though, there's nothing after this.
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>>5955824
b-but i pass really really good, never have been misgendered and i have a few girlfriends who are taller than me ;_;
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>>5955830
That's a deprecated method. Was good in the 70s, but engines these days are too clean and efficient. Burning coal in a barrel would be better.
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>>5955834
these layout changes
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>>5955839
Sry, normie, but i think you can't with shoe size 45
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http://strawpoll.me/7250517
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>>5955838
as they say, no news is good news
an absence of anything is better than the anguish I feel on a constant basis
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>>5955849
yeah I'd suck your feminine penis bobby
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>>5955847
April fools!
Isn't this just the best holiday? :^)
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>>5955847
its april fools day, japmoot turned 4chan into Google+ as a joke. thats why the thumbnails are all circles
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>>5955854
wtf nigger my girltinker isnt as small as you think you dyke.
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>>5955813
Get the dom one to dom the subby one with you, but you also be submissive to the dom one but dom to the subby one.
ITS SO EASY AND YOURE STILL MESSING IT UP!
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>>5955849
>not 100% heterosexual
Absolutely disgusting
Straight fetishistic men get out
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>>5955806
good for u!
>>5955820
y-yeah h-h-heh
t-t-t-t-true
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>>5955864
heteroflexible *
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>>5955862
Hector get the hell of me and bobby's play time
you'll get your turn later
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>>5955864
But i'm a straight woman ;_;
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>>5955849
That poll is way too restrictive. I'm a gynoromantic asexual. And there's no CowboyNeal option.
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>>5955862
calm down hector, i'm sure you're big *smugface*
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>>5955875
>asexual
asexual is a meme like gender fluid
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>>5955875
slashdot joke means you're AGP
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/mtfg/, should I ask my doc for progesterone?
I know the testes produce some, so like, is it not really a concern until SRS? Or what? Injections or pills? I'm scared of scarring from the former though.
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>>5955849
>http://strawpoll.me/7250517
>straights outnumber lezzies
HAHAHA IN YOUR FACE YUME
Get back to the kitchen!!!
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>>5955886
They don't call it the golden shot for nothing
It's absolutely painless
Think about it, heroin is one of the most effective opiates, which means it's a painkiller
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>>5955892
oh hon
testes don't produce any if you are on anti androgens, beth
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>>5955894
more likely get out of the womyn-only space before i call the authorities, young man
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>>5955886
Can I have your name?
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>>5955897
>oh hon
you have a very good sense of humor deloris
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help! i'm covered in precum.
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>>5955902
why thank you, maude xo xo <3 <3
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>>5955904
I don't know, you seem set on this, I just want to know your name before you go.
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>>5955886
Suffocation is going to be painless no matter the gas. Your body will ache because it's not getting the oxygen it needs to survive. Unless something completely obliterates you somehow, you will feel pain.
If you are contemplating suicide and can't stand the pain you should REAAAAAAALLY reconsider. Death is permanent. As in you will never live ever again. If you have access to the internet and are reading this post right now you experiencing something so unique in this dead universe, are you really going to throw it all away?
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>>5955904
done right nitrogen will send you to sleep within minutes and you won't really feel anything, it's supposed to be kinda like going to sleep except you know it's happening
or so I've heard
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>>5955906
>levy
oy VEY
it better not be pig's precum cause that's not kosher
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>>5955906
It's not yours, is it?
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>>5955350
asians have it easier. fact.
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>>5955912
yes
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i wish this google+ prank was all year round
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>>5955917
it is ;~;
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>>5955904
The bad thing about suffocation is
If you fail
You're probably too dumb to try again
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>>5955921
Maddie stop the self-hate already!
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>>5955926
slut *slaps ur face*
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>>5955904
Just buy a gun bro. .45 hollow point will put you to sleep really quick. If you want to double down then have a rope around your neck when you pull the trigger so if the gun shot doesn't do it then the hanging will.
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>>5955921
They do?
I always thought it was just some sort of tranny meme?
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>>5955926
>;~;
i love that hon meme
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>>5955937
its a meme
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>>5955937
some have an advantage but at the same time, some whites have an advantage. people are able to distinguish male and female traits easier within their own race. its pretty common for people to think an asian transwoman passes flawlessly while other asians clock them easily.
in general, it is more common for asians to have more feminine traits if they were born male
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>>5955939
>;~;
how is it hon-ish?
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>>5955944
some whites with asian blood have an advantage*
there is no more sexually dimorphic race on earth than whites
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>>5955951
What about the japanese?
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Seriously girls. Is progesterone worth it? Is anyone on it here?
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>>5955849
>http://strawpoll.me/7250517
I couldn't choose A/nonsexual
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>>5955951
im white and look better than most of the asian trannies with a supposed advantage. whites might be more dimorphic and it might be more genetically rare for a male to have good transing genes but its definitely on a case by case basis
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>>5955910
Zhanalyn
>>5955912
I have my reasons. A laptop is just a material possession
>>5955914
Noted, friend
>>5955930
Eh I'll take measures
>>5955935
I have a gun. .38 special, hollowpoints. Some cunt here named moap started getting all political on me and was like 'hurr dont use a gun itll make gun laws tougher for texans like me'
I don't really care honestly, but I'm here making an attempt to avoid that. But if I can't find a good enough alternative method, I have hollow point 38s.
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>>5955952
except japs tbqhon
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>>5955958
>I couldn't choose A/nonsexual
You only fuck anons?
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>>5955957
it gave me headaches and did nothing for my tits
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>>5955957
progesterone is a poor man's testosterone tbhon
also it acts antagonistic to estrogen tbhonest
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If I used this product, would my butt actually get bigger?
http://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B00IFBJBRY/ref=mp_s_a_1_2_a_it?qid=1459453306&sr=8-2&keywords=glute+boost&pi=SY200_QL40
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>>5955967
You don;t fuck anons Martha. Anons fuck with you.
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>>5955957
It helped a bit with sleeping and my social anxiety issues
Not too sure about my boobs but they're growing nicely anyway
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>>5955971
But did it do anything for your sex drive?
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>>5955974
Of course not maddie.
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>>5955983
not that I noticed
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>>5955978
damn right
prepare for double
and make it trouble
... or whatever
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I feel like there's no point to transitioning anymore.
I was an extremely attractive and girly kid, and then puberty fucked my shit up. If I had somehow done HRT as a young teenager, I could have been a supermodel by now.
Why would I want to be an imperfect girl with big hands and feet, when I could have been an extremely beautiful one? It is really discouraging and I kind of prefer the idea of suicide at the moment.
Maybe in the next life I will be a girl, or reincarnation is bullshit and I'll just not exist. Both are fine.
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>>5955994
you got it backwards, friend
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>>5955999
shut up peter
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>>5955985
Goddamnit really? Anybody have any advice on what I could take to make it bigger? I want it so bad
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>>5956005
m-make me
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>>5955998
You and me both friend
Take my hand, slip this bag on. I'll turn the nozzle. If it fails, I've got a gun.
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>>5956014
*makes u* yeah u like that don't u
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>>5955998
Look even if you started early you still wouldn't be a girl. You do realize that don't you?
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>>5955980
>tfw i rolled my trip
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>>5955961
Why do you care? You'll be dead.
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>>5956012
Squatz and oatz madds. That or dodgy surgical procedures.
Just don't go overboard with the squatz.
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killing self after this post
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>>5956018
Kind of I guess, I don't feel very different desu
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maddie is a mess
maddie is a big fat mistake
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I could have passed if I transitioned young
but I have shoulders that are wider even than my fat love handles
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>>5956024
Like I said, I don't. But hey, I'm trying to be considerate of someone else's wishes. Even if she was being a smartass.
...Yeah, I don't care at all to be honest, fuck it. No one likes Moap anyway.
I'm out, anon. Hopefully .38's will do the job as well as a .45.
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This UI memeing is getting annoying now.
>>5956032
Shut it.
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>>5956029
I know your pain
I know that very exact feeling...
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>>5956029
Nope, not in 4 months
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>>5956033
Sure. What method are you gonna use? I think I'm just gonna say fuck stealing a bunch of nitrous oxide and just use the gun I've always had
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>>5956032
Just no
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hormones dindu nuffin
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>>5956034
you look like jocelyn at 18
holy shit your baby photo and you now look a like
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>>5956042
I'm sorry friend, a hotline can just talk me into extending my suffering, not take it away or give me a better life. Or body.
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>>5956034
i thought you had that "just fuck my shit up" hair photoshopped on your head on 4th pic
you're not hopeless anyway, try to prettify yourself with some make-up and brow arching
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>>5956029
pre-HRT is more fem than in 4 months
wtf?
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>>5956043
My plan was to drive out into the wilderness and blow my brains out in my car. The gas method sounds pretty nice though.
Where do you live?
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>>5956042
nigger walter white
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>>5956034
in ths one you look like dollface: BBW edition
are you also Iranian/Mexican?
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>>5956052
She's taking testosterone
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>>5956055
Appalachians, but I'm down in Tampa right now. No wilderness here sadly. I think I'll just find a vacant.
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>>5956058
yo soy el peligro
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I just realised I am a 19 year old British alcoholic tranny with a bunch of physical and mental health problems, who is a complete virgin and anime nerd, with no friends, unemployable and addicted to the internet and who has already attempted suicide.
Well fuck. Can I reroll?
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>tfw you'll never meet another transbian and touch each others soft gts
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>>5956047
thats the FAS
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>tfw im a validation seeking fuck who's confidence is propped up by other people
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>>5956061
Why does this thread go extra suicidal on Friday nights? Is it because of the perceived loneliness?
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>>5956052
different angles and lighting i guess
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>>5956069
At least you're not stuck with -4 STR.
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> Tfw you pass and you realize you can start living your life semi-normally.
I still have a trillion electro appts to go through to get rid of all my hair, and SRS + minor FFS (aesthetic improvements more than anything that makes-or-breaks me), but hey.
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>>5956075
it's april fools'
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>>5956069
>so after you present as female for a year then we can talk about possibly starting you on hormones
fug
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>mfw I'm not actually any of the anons discussing suicide for once
still wanna do it though
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>>5956082
Oooooh.
You got me.
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>>5956064
Oh. I'm in a country that has vast spaces of wilderness, so even if my gunshot fails initially, they will only find me 1-3 days later when I'm dead.
I'm actually really excited to do this, I get this giddy feeling when I think about how I'll never suffer again.
When are you planning on carrying out your suicide? I'm thinking around my birthday in October for myself.
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>>5955394
I'm 24 and only just starting now.
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>>5956069
Exact same as me except I'm an Americunt
Who /prematurewrinkles/ and /bonedisease/ here?
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>>5956087
don't do these fucking silly faces
you'll look even worse
also fuck, can you stop doing that with your eyes? if your intention is to creep everyone out then you are really good at it
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>>5955394
Nah, if it makes you feel better, I realized I was trans in middle school and chose to repress instead of confront. I was scared shitless of telling anyone about it.
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I think all unpassing trannies should be given an option of free and painless suicide, because life is just endless suffering otherwise
pls
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>>5956092
That's a good idea. My original plan was to find a river about knee deep at least, somewhere in a forest so if I miss my brainstem I'll drown anyway.
I'm excited too... Freedom.
I'm thinking of doing it as soon as I can. My birthday is in November.
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>>5956103
just dox me then send me some cyanide in the post k thx bai
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>post pictures of myself
>everyone says im cute or that i pass
>one fuck says my face is too manly and square to be a cis girl's
im fucking done
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>>5956113
you pass inside and that's what matters! xoxo
- linda
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>>5956108
How soon anon?
Tbh I'm not 100% sure that I can get a gun by then, do you have any ideas as to how I can off myself? My plan B was to just make my own cyanide, eat it and then hang myself straight afterwards.
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>>5955462
you are a supreme qt
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>>5956126
You can always try an exit bag. Someone in /adv/ advised me to use welding argon. Hanging can be risky, but I think any attempt should have a backup in case the first thing you do fails. Like shooting yourself with a rope around your neck, or in a pool or something.
Actually. I'm about to get dragged out by family again. I think I'm going to do this now. Going to lie about going to get gas and never come back.
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Shitty timeliness
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>>5956126
>how soon
80 or so years should be fatal enough
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>>5956147
Hey, can I ask you for a favor please? Take a picture of your hand and post it. Also does it cover your face?
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>>5956147
Pre-transition you looked like a dyke. So you had easy mode.
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>>5956147
You look fantastic. When did you start?
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>>5955957
I haven't used progestrogen and I still look terrible so I have no good opinion
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>>5956156
I have cancerrrr
This has my hand, will that work?
>>5956157
Thanks Ronnie! <3
>>5956158
Kek, thanks. Asian genes and low t feels
>>5956159
Thank you! I started December 2014
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Later ,guys
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>>5956179
>Asian genes
b-but your 100% white...
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>>5956180
see you space cowboy
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>>5956179
Can't you take a pic of your hand now, like a full pic?
I know this question is ridiculous but I'm seriously worried that when I transition, my hands will be far too big and ruin everything.
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>>5956180
Please take me with you :(
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>>5956184
>being 100% anything
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I'm so fucking bored and the thread is dead!
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>>5956180
I wish you the best whether you go through with it or not anon
Just remember to shoot behind the ear, not roof of the mouth if you do, real life isn't a movie
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>>5955394
I don't know, but I'm exactly the same except it took me about 15 years.
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>>5956168
That's the problem with self medding without a blood test sometimes, you don't know if the standard dosage is enough, you really should go see a doctor
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WHO /GIRLNAME/ HERE?
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>>5956210
I have no ability to, where I live they only treat "gender dysphoria" with therapy
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>>5956211
not me
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>>5956168
Post pics without glasses
also, use makeup to make ur dreams come true kiddo
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>press Ctrl F to look for mtfg
>the last thing I typed in was "rape"
Hmm.
>>5956211
MAYBE?!
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>>5956211
meeee
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>>5956217
I know, I'm just posting same picture to same picture, if I wanted to make myself look like a girl....
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>>5956215
>>5956218
"You have to go back...."
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>>5956224
CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE
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>>5956214
Can you go to a hospital and get a hormonal blood test still? Also you want to be on 200 mg Spiro not 100 mg
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>>5956225
senor tromp por favor no
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>>5956228
I dunno, I guess I'll have to try but I also have the problem that I'm a fresh adult with no parents and still have yet to figure out how to seek medical attention.
As for the spiro I was thinking about that a lot lately myself and am probably going to increase it.
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>>5956224
Step 1. Stop using the teenage metalboy haircut and do a feminine hairstyle.
Step 2. Attract guys with your new feminine haircut
Step 3. Suck all the dicks
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>call true capitalist radio
>too drunk to say anything worthwhile other than calling bernie a cuck
>he just hangs up on me.
brb alcoholism intensifies
pic related
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>>5956239
i wanna call ghost but i dont know what to say :(
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>>5956232
Yea 200 Spiro and 4 estro is the standard
And if you can figure out enough to get just one once you're on that it would help a lot cause it'd tell you if the hrt is having the right effects at that dosage or not
And if you post the results I'll be here and I'll read it and be able to tell you if you need to dose up or down accordingly
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>>5956241
if you heard it how bad was I?
My voice was just shit and I was out of it. I was kind of shocked I got called.
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Here's a no progress one
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>>5956250
Wew lad
If it makes you feel any better I look like a a femmy chad
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>>5956250
If it means anything, you look like a FTM in the before pic.
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>>5956236
> Suck all the dicks
I'm feeling you. Where can I meet attractive dicks with men attached to them?
Also, how do I show a guy that it's OK to escalate a situation without ruining the mood?
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>>5956184
My dads a hapa, half Japanese half irish
>>5956188
Oh ok
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rate pls
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>>5956284
lalalilly?
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>>5956288
probably not
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>>5956288
Nah mate, that's Terri Higgins :^)
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>>5956284
Cute
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>>5956225
I demand to see Trump's birth certificate. Clearly he was born in Loompaland.
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>timeline edition
>tfw went from emo to a manly man
:)
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my heart hurts.
I want to die.
I'll never be pretty.
I'll just die
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>>5956313
Did every man on earth just die?
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>>5956313
>Angie
>Angelica
HIROOOOOO
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>>5956312
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>>5955535
I feel you sempai, falling in love with someone far away is hard, wanting to hug her but the most you can do is talk, which is still wonderful but... Well anyways, I hope the two of you succeed in getting closer to each other, geographically speaking I mean~
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I am killing myself tomorrow night, but I am stuck on the suicide note. How do I make it so that my parents and friends won't blame themselves?
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>>5956350
Don't kill yourself.
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>>5956350
There's nothing you could write that would make them not blame themselves, sorry.
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>>5956313
iktf
>>5956288
maybe
:^)
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M U E R T O
mismo tiempo cada dia
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>>5956368
ebina best girl
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I would post my timeline but i havent uodated it in 5 months and i dont want to fucking destroy my good mood by looking at photos of how much i didnt change
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I should really start taking drugs
This place depresses me.
WHY WAS I BORN WITH THIS FUCKING MENTAL DEFECT WHY CANT I BE SATISFIED with being male
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>>5956404
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Trips don't work?
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>>5956409
>>/pol/
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>>5956409
> iktf. I have Chad friends that I play sports with and I get called handsome. I could be a happy normal dude. But no, I have to be a fucking degenerate. Fuck my brain
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>>5955420
Not only do you not look like a woman, you look retarded.
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>>5956409
I'm gonna try anti schizoid drugs
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>>5956414
It's the April Fools prank. Everyone gets a fake trip. I've still got my trip on so when the day ends, you can see who posted what.
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>>5956423
Cute
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>>5956356
>>5956358
>>5956360
I'm thinking of saying something like this (please note I'm giving an extremely shortened version atm) :
Mom, Dad, (insert best friend's name), and (insert sister's name)
I know that you must be very confused as to why I have taken my own life. The truth is that I have secretly been "transgender" all these years. That means that I do not feel comfortable in my own body, and I feel like a female instead of a male.
The shame of being transgender has been eating me up inside for years, and it hurts me even more to know that I will never be who I truly feel like inside.
I know that I could have come to you for help, I know that I could have told you everything, and I know that you could've helped me, but nothing will change the fact that I'm male, and thus I have chosen to die with what little dignity I have left.
I'm so sorry, but I just can't take this burden anymore. I need an end to this suffering.
Farewell
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>>5956431
Don't do it.
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Why do older transitioners do stuff like this?
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>>5955324
>click round thumbnail
>image is still cropped
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>>5956438
Hon's gonna Hon
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>>5956431
We've all kind of been there and it's a normal feeling to be at. But there's an actual way out of most of the pain you feel without ending it.
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>>5956442
>I'm literally the male in the OP pic
Same here
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>>5956438
He just wanted to show who's the top dog there brah.
Simple.
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I want to kill myself and should kill myself.
Seeing the people who got to transition before their 20s and turned out looking like girls in less than a year while I've been on hormones for a year now and still look mostly like a man aside from my tits.
Fuck life. Fuck it all.
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>wake up
>still no mommy
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>>5956459
I am sure you can do the same anon.
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>>5956453
Don't lie to me, you know it's not true. I'm not even going to put myself through more mental agony by going through all those daily hurdles to transition, while still looking manly in the end.
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>>5956442
Do you not understand what a timeline is?
OP's pic is meant to be the same person.
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>>5956459
Give it time. Try to be patient. Hormones take a while sometimes. While you wait for the HRT to really kick in, focus on other things in improve your look. Hair cut/styles, makeup, facial expression, skin care, eye brows. All of this helps a lot.
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>>5956470
>Don't lie to me, you know it's not true.
I don't "know" something that is objectively false. It is true.
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>>5956473
But that takes actual effort instead of spending 10 minutes every day popping pills and hoping for a miracle.
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>>5956478
Oh fuck right off, I'm willing to put in effort but effort isn't going to change my bone structure. Effort isn't going to give me my youth back. Effort isn't going to undo the damage the testosterone did.
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>>5956476
I honestly looked like shit for the first 2 years on HRT. It WILL get better. You just need to put in effort with everything else while you wait.
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>>5956476
Post ur mug.
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>>5956486
If it's going to take that long for it to "get better" (funny, that's what people have always told me about life too, that it gets better, but it has only ever gotten worse) I'm probably just going to come out looking like shit anyway.
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>>5956485
>Effort isn't going to undo the damage the testosterone did.
What fucking damage? That's called growing up you spaz.
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>>5956454
>>5956459
Can't wait to gas myself
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>>5956475
Fine then explain this way out of the pain without killing myself.
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>>5956485
Eyebrows can radically change how the ridge looks. Hair can make your neck look thinner or thicker depending on how it is.
Most women figure out this shit.
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All this suicide talk.....makes me wanna just be done with it
>tfw keep fucking it up
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>>5956490
It's literally the first thing any good IC doctor will warn you about. No it's not a magic pill that turns you into a barbie doll overnight.
Just use the awkward phase to figure out what you missed and do basic how2femboy shit.
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>>5956492
Muscles, jaw lines and ugly test features.
Just kill me
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>>5956497
Transition, live your life like most people who transition before 30 do, and spare your parents having to read this emo teen girl stuff.
We've all been there. This includes the few trips and anons who transitioned years ago.
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>>5955859
this board was literally made for april fools
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>>5956518
I am sorry but that's quitter talk.
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>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck
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>>5956518
>jawline
I doubt it
>muscles
Hormones affect musculature, yes.
What the fuck do you think hormone replacement therapy is?
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i did one
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>>5956527
Just kill me :(
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>>5956527
So then I follow your advice and transition, and suddenly be happy because I magically turn into a girl?
I have a big nose (which can only be fixed through surgery), as well as long hands and feet that can never be fixed. I will be an insecure nervous wreck if I transition, not to mention broke as fuck from the surgeries I'll have to do.
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>tfw you buy a bra irl
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>>5956546
hrt does literally nothing
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>>5956549
Cis women also have big feet, man hands are mostly a myth, that's what the Seinfeld episode is about you fucking tard.
What you think you need now and what you might see you need after a couple months or years on hrt are two different things.
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>>5956540
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>>5956508
You can't hide a giant neck sadly, I've tried
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>>5956550
nice boymode :)
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>>5956546
Straighten your hair young lady.
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>>5956562
>Literally the female average
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>>5956562
Pencil neck with BDD.
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>>5956571
I want to be small and petite, not average ;_;
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>>5956565
It's infallible, I just thought I could "whatever duder" thru it.
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it's now 04/01/2016 and i'm still exactly te same as before.
please god help me.
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>>5956540
>tfw no trans gf to with a precum leaking penis to put in your mouth.
>tfw no trans gf with small breasts who can orgasm from me licking her nipples
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>>5956556
My hands are big because my head is really small. It would look terrible and extremely noticeable.
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>>5956562
who is this semen demon
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>>5956577
P O O I N L O O
O
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L
O
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>>5956577
>still not on hormones
Literally why?
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>>5956577
Self med, Nora. It's Good.
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Just looked up the scheme for benefits for dyspraxia and holy shit if I can get even the lowest possible amount I'll have enough money to get my jaw fixed by the end of 2017. Fuck fuck fuck I've got to hold on, how do I cope, I've got to make it, it'll be so fucking worth it, I hope I get the money, I need it so badly. I can work to earn the money to move out but the situation's so bad in the UK atm it'd take me several years to save up for FFS. If I get benefits it might only take me a couple per procedure. Christ I need this.
t. Robin
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>>5956574
>I want to be a moeblob
Get over yourself. Angie
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>>5956591
moeblob?
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>>5956568
i did it, once
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>>5956574
It just wasn't meant to be.
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>>5956596
She looks unwell..
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>>5956593
Because my hands are too big and look extremely funny. Imagine a petite cis girl with huge hands!
And don't forget I have a huge nose that I would have to get fixed.
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>>5956596
fucking asians man
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>>5956590
lol
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>>5956600
>don't forget
Yes, I'm not forgetting that you probably have extreme perceptions of what you look like.
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>>5956577
Aren't you a fetishist
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>>5956596
I hope the person on that pic isn't a trans woman because it doesn't take that much effort to tell.
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>>5956578
>tfw Edie made your orgasam by sucking on your breasts
>tfw you couldn't make her happy too by taking her int your mouth and sucking on her until she exploded
>tfw you couldn't turn around and let her take you on that soft bed in the middle of the woods with tegan and Sarah playing
>tfw you're biting your lip right now thinking about it
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>>5956604
You can't even refute that my big hands would look disgusting. And no I don't have an extreme perception about my nose. People always ask me "are you Jewish?".
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>>5956609
>You can't even refute that my big hands would look disgusting.
Sometimes things aren't worth bothering to refute. Chances are nobody but you would notice your hand-face ratio literally ever.
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>tfw ur a long haired michael cera
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>>5956599
You have to be prepared to suffer to look kawaii.
>>5956602
Maaaaan....
>>5956607
Don't be so jelly anon.
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>>5956616
>Don't be so jelly anon.
I'm just not autistic enough for "they all look the same lol" stuff
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>>5956608
I need to die
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>>5956608
Jelly ;-;
I had a crush on a girl who liked having her nipples sucked
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>>5956610
You underestimate how huge my hands are. I'm 5'2, the size of my hands are the average size for a 5'7-5'8 male.
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>>5956606
how even? i'm asexual. i don't have sex.
>>5956585
fuck you, i'm Yaqui.
>>5956587
i basically plan to. when i get a new doctor i'm gonna ask about injections.
>>5956586
i have anxiety. i can't talk on the phone. i need to call my insurance to request a new doctor who is friendly to lgbt. also i have depression and getting out of the house is difficult. i don't feel safe going far.
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>>5956626
I dunno it's almost too much sometimes it's painful almost, it's like having someone fuck you while your cumming, I can't even... And she knows it... And exploited it...
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>>5956488
>The shape of your face has a lot of subtle details that are affected by hormones
kek like that means anything when you have an outer face silhouette like mine (not that anon btw)
>Do you want to see what a model looks like when she's not putting in the effort?
is it that pic of andreja jetlagged and with stubble after getting off a long-haul flight? pretty kek though it was early in her career I think
>>5956539
>tfw not a qt slav
>>5956546
reeeee you were always super cute
>>5956562
isn't the female average about 15 inches?
>>5956608
>tfw my nipples became almost completely insensitive and numb after about 3 months on hormones
whhhhyyyyy
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>>5956627
>tfw 6.4 inch hands and 5'4" height
im golden
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>>5955788
>Implying it isn't the trips that have been made anonymous
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>>5956646
>tfw tripfag
>tfw can't attention whore rn
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>>5956636
Your nipples are male and they have dysphoria from you taking hrt
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>>5956636
mine were like that for the longest time but around month 18 or so they started becoming sensitive and now sometimes I brush them against something and almost fall over
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>>5956644
>tfw smaller hands and same height, but fubar
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>>5956666
checked
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>>5956666
I'm 3 years in and still don't get much from nipple stimulation
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>>5956547
>I want to, but every time I take a picture of myself I'm just disgusted by what I see. I guess I'll go try again to take one that doesn't make me want to end it all just by looking at it.
I can't do it. I tried again, every picture I look at I just see ugly. Ugly garbage. It's not as bad when I'm looking in the mirror, don't get me wrong, it's still bad, but the picture is even worse.
I want to die because there's nothing that can change how I look. Nothing can make my eyes bigger. Nothing can make my jaw smaller and rounder. Nothing can make my brow not protrude as far out. FFS can help with the latter two a bit but not enough to satisfy me.
Nothing can change my bone structure.
I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.
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>>5956696
Can I come with you Anon?
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ded thred
>>5956753
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no we already have >>5955323 up
go there
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>>5956546
Stop showing off
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>>5956431
Work on it a bit more. You have to emphasize that you have no hope for the future, you won't and can't ever look cis, let alone be cis, etc. etc.
As-is it's just going to make them feel like it's all their fault.
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> Tfw passable.
> Tfw will be a qt with another half year to year on 'mones.
Thank you genetics.
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>>5956807
how long have you been on it now?
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>>5956168
Progestrogen as a hormone generally influences changes in the female reproductive system, which you don't have. Estrogen has the major effects on all the other stuff which make you attractive as a female...
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>>5956807
Post pic if you don't mind.
I need some more motivation
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http://strawpoll.me/7254336
http://strawpoll.me/7254336
http://strawpoll.me/7254336
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>>5955363
boy pic looks like he could my heat transfer professor's son
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>>5955462
omg i love you, you're so qt!
you give me hope
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