/mtfg/ ressurect the ded

benis

>>5950050
>i an kinda sad about that
Mood change detected

>>5950083
Fuck off rawr you're ugly.

>>5950083
i dont even want srs because my huge shenis ejaculates free money and feels p good 2

>>5950083
Daaayyyyum Kayla has the dankest memes

>>5950083
>implying cutting your dick off solves anything

>>5950071
prog didnt affect my mood at all either, its just different person to person

>>5950090
After 7 years Kayla is the dankest meme.

>>5950071
10/10 response
I like you anon
chuckled irl

>>5950102
....

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>>5950050
idk
my endo was like "don't cycle cause it causes PMS like symptoms in some"
>>5950064
alright
then you shouldn't complain about self inflicted depression
>>5950083
fify

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>tfw you wake up with man bod and man face

Sad and bored, I've decided to straight up blog about a story i wrote. Its called "Cool". It's about a couple of small town 12 year olds who decide to form their own secret cool kids club, and they decide to investigate local mysteries and crimes in their free time together.
But then one of the older kids gets involved and, to the dismay of the clubs founder, starts taking the club over and becoming a sort of leader.
The club investigate a string of kidnappings of farm animals that have been routinely ignored by authorities. They seem to be having fun until their investigation reveals there are real actual witches performing ritual sacrifice of the kidnapped animals, and they have a conspiracy of control over the township. Then shit gets real. The older kid gets literally melted to death by witches, the original founder takes back the lead, and they retreat, then form a crazy plan for getting rid of the wiccan circle. And idk where it goes from there yet.

>>5950107
FUCK YOU, that pic isn't representative of how I normally look, you can make anyone look bad if you take a pic as they are moving their face

>>5950108
>tfw AAP scum and would enjoy that for a day

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>>5950114
sorry
is this better ?

>>5950104
Tfw they only like you when you're anon
>>5950107
But lillllllyyyy
I really wanna complain

>>5950119
you're a fucking creep saving my worst pics to constantly repost

>>5950122
Id probably like you as a trip as well. I like nearly anyone. I just hate myself.

>>5950107
>implying you worked on your transition
You are intersex and your family paid for your srs. Making fun of kayla is a cheap shot.

>>5950112
Sounds cool anon. I'm sure many people will read it.

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>>5950123
Kek

>>5950123
I've never really seen you look better than in those pics
Its not like they arent a year plus into your transition
>>5950126
Actually we dislike eachother when i trip. I dont remember why tho. I think you were being a stormfront fucko or something

>>5950135
Fuck off rawr you're ugly and no-one likes you.

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>>5950126
>I just hate myself.
mein führer pls :(
>>5950135
>implying you worked on your transition
pic related
>your family paid for your srs
oh yes srs does wonders for the rest

>>5950138
no queen. I dont dislike anyone. I just try to make people lash out at me sometimes. its a borderline thing
as for stormfront: I am a conservative nationalist. I think stormfronts are as bad as libcucks.

How are you enjoying the return of super adventure box, mtfg?

Who lives a worse life, us or /r9k/?

>>>/r9k/27532840

>>5950138
What do you expect me to do? I can't will myself to look more feminine like everyone else here injecting pure cash into their veins.

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>>5950159
>everyone else here injecting pure cash into their veins.

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Could we not

After date. He is so freaking dreamy!!! We going clubbing tomorrow!

I'm so happy!

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>>5950159
Wat

>>5950169
aww grats

>>5950169
Can you describe how the date went?? I'm really happy for you! :)

>>5950169
Nice to know it went well. Being in love is good.

>>5950135
>implying kayla worked on her trannysition
>>5950151
>nationalist
Yeah thats why i dont like you. Thats exactly why. You can go get ripped desu.
But that doesn't mean we cant have a fiendly conversation or joke with eachother ever. I think comedy usurps all alternative interests.
>>5950159
Lol i guess you're fucked then. Lily, elanna and i will be over here, being literally cis and rich.

>tfw you actually feel bad for kayla because it's probably mainly the people trolling her that is keeping her worse than she could be

>>5950177
>being a globalist

but yes, thats okay :3

>>5950178
dude it's a fucking bit

>>5950178
You're uglier rawr.

>>5950178
>tfw ywn hug kayla and tell her it's going to be alright

>>5950178
I wish people would stop saying I haven't worked on my transition because I am breaking my life working hard to try, I can't just sit here and will my bones to change shape. Its not fair I get made fun of for things I can't change.

>>5950183
do you like cuckolds?

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>>5950190
same

>>5950183
>choosing sides
all humans are equally guilty of horrors deserving of death
>>5950190
>i cant just sit here
Oh but you do

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ayyyyyyyy im gonna b a man 4evr

good morning

>>5950201
>Oh but you do
What do you expect me to do? What else can I do besides taking hrt and electrolysis? I can't fucking even afford steady electrolysis because its $160 a session and 100 mile drive away.

>>5950190
keep dem chins up gurrrl

kaylas hot in a forbidden fruit kind of way

>>5950208
>i cant even afford
G E T A J O B Y O U F U C K I N G B U M

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>>5950208
>tfw i can't afford electrolysis at all

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>>5950215
same

>>5950196
no. weak men are essentially women. I am not attracted to that

>>5950201
thats kind of depressing

>>5950215
that's cause you're a ching chong nip nong who don't need no hair removal

>>5950083
weren't u leaving for the day? >>5949836
>I will just leave here for the day

or are u not even trying to pretend that u left and weren't the srs shitposter?

>>5950157
but plenty around here would be r9k tier even if they weren't miserable trannies

>>5950214
There are no jobs, jobs are a myth. I went to interview after interview and frankly I am sick of it.

>>5950208
Tell us about your job and friends and ability to socialize as a girl. If you're not working on them I assume you have all those things already.

>>5950221
Its super depressing. The crushing guilt and despair i feel for being human drives me crazy.
>>5950216
I'll take you if you'll have me
But i wouldn't have me if i asked myself

>>5950231
How would any of those things help my body pass?

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>>5950218
fug

>>5950225
same but i have facial hair all over my face

>>5950178
>implying kayla doesn't go anon to "attack" herself and bait trolls because even negative attention is attention
I do feel bad for her too tho and rlly do hope she gets her shit together and is happy

I have a problem mtfg.
It's been over a year since I had my ffs and I still get sir'ed once in awhile.

Is this normal?

>>5950235
Of course I'd have you anon, don't be silly

>>5950169
Yay !! I'm glad it went well!

>>5950215
>got laser
>hair starting to come back in, have to shave
>kinda want electrolysis but too lazy

>>5950245
your features were just too manly, stuff like long face just cant be fixed

>>5950235
oh,
I am just depress over being a freak.
think just being human wouldnt be that bad for me, but Idk for sure

>>5950236
Your idea of what's needed in a transition would be funny if it wasn't so sad.

>>5950236
Female socialization makes a huge difference. You pick up plenty of typically feminine non-verbal cues by osmosis, posture, gestures, gait, mimics... If you didn't spend most of your time around girls as a kid, catching up is as essential to passing as training your voice or improving your looks.

>>5950251
I don't have a long face though

>>5950246
Cool. Then hi. What are you into? I like nature and wildlife and stuff.

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>tfw your parents yell at you because you lost every drop of motivation within the past 3 days
>>5950115
How do I catch the aap?
>>5950255
iktf

>>5950221
>weak men are essentially women
Do you have no self-awareness?

>>5950264
I am literally crazy.
what do you expect?

>>5950190
I believe you Kayla

>>5950255
Yea i dont think you get it, thats fine.

>>5950206
looks like your main problem is skincare desu
moisturise and shit

>>5950269
Do you consider your relationship to be straight or gay?

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>>5950215
>tfw me neither so I have to deal with all this massive amounts of facial hair

>tfw browsing /mtfg/ while slashing my thighs with a razor blade

>>5950280
AGP as fuck

>>5950260
Idk anon I'm a fairly bland person. I'm into geek stuff in general. There's a lot of stuff I *want* to get into like taking care of home plants, fitness, guitar, etc but I'm too unmotivated and prone to distraction

>>5950282
I meant cutting my thighs to draw blood, not shaving them.

>>5950215
>>5950278
>tfw i have very little facial hair so i can shave daily and no one will notice
>cant afford laser
I just want this shit gone!
>>5950286
I do a lot of fitness. And i play guitar alrght. That's some cool stuff.
What do you mean by geek? Are you into star trek? Because I'm looking for someone to help walk me through it.

>>5950083
Just got pics from family contact in Thai that vetted Suporn Clinic, will send more pics, when gt is mutilated.

http://imgur.com/a/B9dWr

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>>5950274
ya youre right, but i know nothing desu
please teach me your skincare secrets

what kind of shit is good to use, and like how often?

Good news, there was a really big wpath conference thing near my town (Springfield, MO) last night.

Not only did the local HIV clinic openly admit they'll start taking patients with insurance to prescribe HRT (this was a secret for a few months) but some bigwigs talked about opening a gender clinic. So basically there's going to be informed consent clinic here on top of the HIV clinic's services, right next to my tiny redneck town.

I found out about the HIV clinic thing Sunday thankfully, so my appointment is in a week and a half instead of a month.

>>5950272
okay.
I still hope you feel better soon though!

>>5950277
sexuality means being attracted to secondary physical characteristics.
my relationship is a clusterfuck, cause I am a man genetically and am attracted to a boy, so technically I am a turbofaggot. but I still dont consider myself gay for some reason.
my SO is straight though, since I can tick off almost all characteristics for myself (small hands, feet, long hair, smooth skin, smell, breasts, girlish face, high pitched voice) I dont see a reason to say hes bi or gay, since I have a vayjay as well. but even if he was bi, we wouldnt care. he actually called himself bi when we started dating. after I had srs he said he wasnt attracted at all to anything male, so Id go with straight.

>>5950294
oh, they redecorated the hotel lobby. it looks nice
the rest is the same it was in 2014

>>5950292
I watch sci-fi stuff yeah, RN I'm on firefly. Star trek is on my to do list.

Other than that like I have a moderate interest in weebshit, video games, history, science, museums. Nothing too intense other than liking smash too much

>>5950301
> cause I am a man genetically and am attracted to a boy, so technically I am a turbofaggot.
Wait. You consider yourself still a man? Does your bf know about this? Because thats a huge thing for many guys if the transperson still believes they are their old gender lel

>>5950298
/r/skincareaddiction

>>5950301
>small hands, feet
j-jelly ;-; my hands are as big as my bf's

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Met some moos today
>>5950308
I like allthose things casually! I think we could hang out and have good convos.

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>>5950292
I was just kindling

I don't have any facial hairs, I can pluck out like 2 or 3 every week or so and thats all there is, this pictures kinda shitty because it keeps focusing on my bottom lip

I do want to get my legs lasered or electrolysis-ed or something cause my skin is sensitive and always freaks out when I shave or try to use a depillatory cream. Too many dineros though

>>5950315
make a smiley face

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>tfw just enough dysphoria to get triggered into fits of depression by seeing cis girls
>but not enough dysphoria to warrant transitioning

this is truly hell

>>5950331
just transition nerd

>>5950312
>Does your bf know about this

I am not retarded. I dont call myself that irl all the time. he knows I am sad about not being a real grill though.

also I consider my personality to be female. my behaviour is very femme, irl way more than here. I like plushies a lot, I do my makeup everyday, I am FAR away from butch in every aspect thats not academia. etc.
he has no reason to think Icould ever detransition, because thats defo not going to happen.

>>5950317
Ive small palms, but long (very thin) fingers. he says thats very femme. I dunno if thats true.

>>5950312
Not 'him' but at what point do you think of yourself as female? Seems like a joke when your pre everything and have never presented female. I'm mildly androgynous but definitely a dude other than some mannerisms. I'm a pretty shitty, miserable dude though.

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>>5950320
Oh hey anon, I also take dumb pictures of stuff I see and like and secretely hope someone will like my pics
Do you have contact?

>>5950336
O I have that too. Now I don't feel quite as bad, it's just if we go palm to palm the tips of my fingers reach as far as his.

https://youtu.be/cvDf1lGdWTE
Anyone are this video? Hope do you rate the trannies do any of them pass?

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>>5950328
Here you go.
>inb4 hairy legs

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post /transcore/ movies & music

>>5950352
looks wise they pass but dem man voices

>>5950343
Those are pretty. I know nothing about flowers except i want roses tattooed on my person. Oh and i like cactuses.
Skype is "alljadetaylor"

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I'm going to see an endo for the first time next week and I'm kind of nervous about it. What's it like? What exactly will they do or ask me? I'm pretty socially awkward so I'm not sure what I should say...

>>5950298
moisturiser, microbead scrubs, skin toner, face masks, and don't just use stuff on your face, make sure to do your whole body... I used to have gross zitty shoulders and it doesn't look very nice

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>>5950358
https://youtu.be/wvK_vK1XqpU

>>5950368
Cautious with aggressive cleansing products once you're on HRT for a while. The skin moves from thick and greasy to thin and dry.

>>5950339
idk if I ever will desu, I've always just seen myself as a guy coping with a mental health problem (the dysphoria) by changing the bare minimum I can to reduce it
I lurk anon on femgen a lot of the time

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time for spareribs, irish beer and lewds
cya later

>>5950368
Don't use scrubs if you have keratosis pilaris (red bumpy patches on your legs/arms) it will only exacerbate that problem

>>5950380
yeah true
my face skin isn't at that stage yet though

>>5950384
DAT GIF

>>5950384
Go away Larry, don't come back

>tfw my kp went away after I started hormones

>>5950336
yeah but...do you consider yourself to be a man?

>>5950395
all in all?
no
I am not a woman either though
I am stuck in between somewhere
and I want out

>>5950381
I also lurk there a bit.

It's funny, I'm only considering "socially transitioning" because it would more validating. Also I hope at some point on HRT and leveling up presentation skills it would be kind of obvious. It's always been more about what I see and about I feel about myself and my body, not about anyone else. I described it my therapist as a half measure though because it is.

But I have a tiny social network and rarely leave home or work so maybe I'd feel different about it if I knew more people or went out and about more. If I felt pretty and people reacted to that. That would be very validating.

>>5950411
Oh. I was referring to being what femgen is (a "femboy") would be a half measure. I worded that poorly.

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I have nightmares about trans people kidnapping me and making me into one of them.

>>5950317
>>5950368
ty ty, im learning a lot on that subreddit.
might avoid the microbeads since my skins a little sensitive to rough scrubs, but the others i'll look into

>>5950419
are you the imperial avatar anon from /pol/?
I am the german postop tranny

>tfw doctor upped me to 6mg a day
Yay. Now I'm going to spend my days off naked in bed eating pizza and sleeping on my gf

>>5950419
I have nightmares of /pol/ack neckbeards shitting up every board on 4chan.

If my hand is so big that it can cover my face, does that mean I'm screwed?

To be fair though, my head is really small.

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>>5950426
Oh no...

This is just embarrassing...

So. Uh hi. Sorry for all the edge.

>>5950446
haha dont worry.
I like you
youre welcome to stick around if you want
if youre still repressing being here too much might be kinda dumb though

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>>5950430
How dare you. I shave and keep away from degeneracy.

>>5950419
Gooble! Gobble! One of us!

>Have editing know how
>Have sonyvegas
>have plenty of spare time and a quality computer
Now if only i was funny, i could make some mtfg OC

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>tfw listening to birdsong through the opening window and watching the trees turn gold in the sunset
>still feeling good after finding out here yesterday that FFS won't be nearly as impossible as I thought

I'm going to miss it here.
I feel so at peace

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>>5950452
My mood changes about how bad I feel about it. I like browsing here.

It's comforting in a small way.

/pol/ gets me edgy

>>5950419
That analogy seems horrible at first, but if you think about it, it makes sense, if the gates are open new merchants bring new ideas, along with nomads who might be interested in teaching a certain religion, or concept to you, but then you have them nigas with spears, you just gotta stab those faggots.

>>5950464
Everyone abuses little caesars. You never see a dominos pizza in a fucking bed.

>>5950464
If you need help youre welcome to hit me up

>>5950462
make some hilarious youtube poops!
thats what i used to do with vegas

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K
I
L
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MALE CHEEKBONES
E

>>5950464
some cunts will still steal it

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>>5950469
B-but h-heresy...

>>5950485
aren't prominent cheekbones feminine? or is it the lack of that you're bothered by? my cheekbones are probably my best facial feature

>>5950496
You do realise how many trump supporters we have in this general, right?

>>5950496
wanting to be qt is never heretical
just degenerate

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>>5950500

>>5950500
M A G A

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>>5950500
Not enough.

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>tfw my dad has a son

I met a transwoman who was born with the same name I currently have, Brandon.

I've been racking my brain for name ideas and could never come up with anything. I knew I still wanted it to start with a voiced plosive (b, d, g), I wanted an -a- and an -n- sound in it and I couldn't know anyone close with the same name because that would be weird. (Also Brandy is a no go, I'm not a huge fan of -y ending names and it feels too short).

When I heard her say her new name I was really surprised how perfect it was. Despite being a unique name it wasn't overly snowflakey (only as much as a parent a few decades ago would have gone), but it was similar enough to her birth name and fit my criteria.

I've never been disgusted by my name, my parents rarely use it, opting for nicknames and the such. I mentioned the girl I met and her name and after bringing up that I didn't hate my name she said something interesting to me.

A lot of male names have become female names nowadays... what if I just changed the o into a y?
Brandyn.

Is... is that too dykey?

>>5950500
And surprise, they're all idiots

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>>5950512
>tfw your dad always has and will always have two sons
>>5950516
>brandyn
No.

>>5950516
>I mentioned the girl I met and her name
To my therapist. "Brandyn" was my therapists idea.

...Honestly I'm not revolted by it. Should I be?

>>5950517
>tfw filthy corbynite / green
:^)

>>5950497
Not prominent male supermodel cheekbones, but ones that simply scream MALE; NOT FEMALE. :(

> Tfw you have an ovotestes.
> Tfw doctor has no clue how to dose me.

>>5950516
well I'm going with Rrobynne so that people know what they're getting into as soon as they meet me, it's only fair
only you can be the judge in the end

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>>5950523
Yes. Look at common names for your birth year. I didn't do that and I lucked out by not choosing one in the 500 spot, but I regret not doing it.

>>5950190
> because I am breaking my life working hard to try
> Sits around /mtfg/ all day shitposting.
> Working hard.

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>>5950502
I'm sorry I was rude on /pol/

You're nice.

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>>5950533
is that what the men of today look like?
what habbened

>>5950516
I think Brianna would be the female version, Brandon was my best friends name from highschool so I'm pretty biased linking that to a crossfiting firefighter

>>5950549
Seriously what happened to real quality men, like my dad?

>>5950549
What? No, that's me and a few friends feeling the Bern d00d!!!!

>>5950533
Well, top 100 were kind of shit.

>>5950553
Closest one I was okay with was Brianna. But I have a close family member named Brian so that's no good.

A lot of the names on this list just sound too pretty. Like too pretty to be me...
Maybe I need more self-esteem before I do this. Maybe I should be further along.

>>5950548
I shitpost there and here all the time. I dont mind people posting mean stuff about me on cambodian flute carving boards. Its all in good fun, space-anon, dont worry about it.
worry about yourself though. Either transition or avoid anything transrelated. what youre doing is literal torture. I tried the same and look where I ended uop

>>5950527
idk what that looks like desu, what's the difference?

>>5950560
Why can't you have a pretty name? A birth name is given to you with hopes of who you'll be, your new name should be picked the same way

>>5950554
i'm gonna be really sad when i let him go tomorrow ;_;

>>5950555
what a fug mayne, is this a millenial look/style?

>>5950567
>A birth name is given to you with hopes of who you'll be, your new name should be picked the same way
Huh. That's a really nice way to look at it.

>Why can't you have a pretty name?
I guess I'll do some more soul searching and look at some more lists. After bed though.

Thanks.

>>5950567
Is that why my parents named me dead baby?

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>>5950562
It's not so bad. I'm used to it.


I don't think I'll be able to stop thinking about it. But I know it can't be done for real. I rely on the opinions of others too much. So it was always easier for me to just be a person everyone else would approve of. It feels ok sometimes. I won't kill myself anytime soon.

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>>5950585
ehheheheheh

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I got my weed card an hour after landing. Got some good stuff and some goldfish.

They are draging me to mall for trans day of visibility. So glad I will be stoned.

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>>5950007
OK, so, a little late in replying, but the reason I never hesitate to say it gets better is because of how much has changed over the past 5 years. During my first year I had a very hard time, and I full-timed way before I passed. Depression and self doubt were the norm. Dysphoria was a daily occurrence. I took downright stupid amounts of drugs. My social anxiety was so bad that I could barely interact with people, supportive friends would sometimes have to speak to store clerks or waiters for me because I couldn't speak to strangers. The biggest and most crushing feeling was that no matter what, I would never be female. The world would never see me as a girl, and neither could I.

Now, I have my bad days, and my life certainly has its issues, but it's not that bad, not even close. I would even say at times that life is pretty good. I still have anxiety and bad self image, but I'm functional and able to project confidence. I have a degree, I've been in love, and I'm actually pretty OK with my body most of the time. For all intents and purposes, I'm pretty much a normal girl with normal girl problems, and a maturity level that flip-flops a lot.

Life gets better. Sometimes it takes a while, and sometimes people get lucky and have it happen faster, but being trans doesn't have to define your life.

>>5950000
I think I did pretty good, thanks ^^
Nice quads

>>5950585
Manlie T beardingston at your service

>>5950592
>trans day of visibility
what the fuck even is that?

>>5950592
I saw some girls from a Facebook group talk about maybe going to a trans visibility event, but they were busy living their lives.

It's ironic that trans day of visibility events are only for trans people who are visible every day

>>5950592
>trans day of visibility
Oh god. I'm glad you'll be stoned - the good kind of stoned.

That sounds too much like "let's make a spectacle" of ourselves. It's one thing to go out as a gaggle of trannies and hit up a restaurant but to plan something and tell everybody you're all going to be there it sounds almost like you could expect spectators.

>>5950587
I really hope you get to be happy anon, you deserve it <3

if you change your mind, you know now where to find me

>>5950596
>I think I did pretty good, thanks ^^

yay :3. I am proud of you!

>Nice quads
someone noticed <3 so nice
SO NICE
youre the support I need

>>5950599
when ugly hons go out in public

>>5950599
I hadn't heard of it either but I guess it is like a thing like day of remembrance. I am supposed to go seem normal.

>>5950605
Yeah

>>5950604
>tfw you really hope you manage to be MtF instead of MtT

If I don't make it I'm staying a goofy looking male, I'll try my damndest but accept what I get; you can't make me put on the dress and parade in public about being proud for being an ugly woman born with a penis.

>>5950611
>>5950611
oh cool well good luck

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>>5950549
Jews and their tricks.

>>5950606
>walk into exam room
>instructor says "okay take out your cheat sheets"
>tfw I didn't know we were allowed cheatsheets for SQL syntax
>end up being able to answer almost every question anyways
Today was a good day :3

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i've been so tired all day ~_~ also happy trans day of visibility i guess?
how are you doing, mtfg?

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>tfw will never afford FFS
>tfw hormones haven't changed anything at all
>tfw nobody ever thinks i look different whatsoever
>tfw don't know how to improve my passing in any way whatsoever

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>tfw off meds in three day
>feel like a man again already
>already getting random boners
>ok they aren't random Edie is the devil

>>5950619
I know. This chick who is taking me is footing my whole trip. Staying at her swank place. She needs confidence.

She isn't as passable as me if you understand. So this event should be interesting.

But damn she is rich

>>5950635
Did hormones seriously do nothing?

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>>5950523
>>5950560
wow your name issue sounds exactly like mine, right down to the therapist suggesting a snowflake name that you kinda like.

my name was Greg. i wanted something similar but didnt know what to go with. the obvious choice was Grace, but just like you, I felt like that name was "too pretty for me". then my therapist suggested Grey. and even though its weird and snowflakey, i kinda liked it

then fast forward to the first time i try to use the name Grey in public. everyone thought i said Grace and called me that, and i was too embarrassed to correct them

so for now, its Grace. which im learning to like more. idk, im not really socially transitioned yet so i have time to change if i want. the whole name changing thing has always felt awkward to me.

anyway, good luck with it. how about Shannon? it doesnt fit your criteria but it kinda rhymes with Brandon... lol idk im bad at this

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good night tree king
>>5950642
yeah hormones are just sugar pills lol, its all psycholgoical :- )


drinking dasini water will make ur more of a girl than taking HRT honestly

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>>5950606
Thanks. I'll be around.

>>5950642
Well i thought they did but when i read shit up people say they outright get told they look different or younger, and nobody has ever pointed that out to me or anything remotely simillar to it.
I'm just gonna an hero soon at this point, if electrolysis doesn't help my dysphoria.

>>5950647
I hear that hormones make your knees explode. Very dangerous, that's why I only take herbals.

>>5950652
I just listen to feminising youtube videos. herbals are too aggressive for my taste tbqph

>>5950629
YAY :3
I am so jelly.
youre so smart and I am too dumb for anything IT or STEM

>>5950639
>not passable
>rich
so has she not heard of FFS or something?

>>5950658
>too dumb for anything IT or STEM
what are you, a girl?

>>5950660
>implying FFS fixes your skin or your frame

>>5950661
I am pretending to be one at least :3

>>5950664
>can't fix frame
o-oh
thanks for reminding me ;~;

hi thread

I'm at a boy's apartment
he's at the dentist rn

>>5950644
>everyone thought i said Grace and called me that, and i was too embarrassed to correct them
God that's so awful and awkward and something I would have done I'm laughing in sympathy for your pain.

Yeah, the name changing thing is awkward as fuck. I'm not out to anyone but my dad and my therapist though, so "there's time" but it's never too early to think about it I guess? Eventually you hope your male name would be jarring when you introduce yourself so you need a female one.

Shannon... isn't too bad really.

I need to re-ask my parents what they would have named me if I was a girl. The conversation came up like a decade ago but I don't think they remembered because I was really intent on knowing and was glad they brought it up in passing but remember thinking the conversation was unhelpful. Maybe it was just a shit name.

>>5950658
B-but I'm not that smart, I just learn fast and memorise just enough details to be able to bullshit my way through life ;~;
Being around actual smart people and academics makes me feel so hopelessly dumb

>>5950661
>tfw doing well in school makes u an agp fetishist
Fug :DDD

>>5950670
Did he show u benis? :D

>>5950668
I am so sorry ;___;
I didnt mean to

>>5950675
ye. we've been having sex and stuff.
he's cute and nice.

>>5950664
>>implying FFS fixes your skin
But there's otherways to fix your skin, r-right? Cosmetic dermatology? Moisturizers and shit?

>>5950652
same

eat tofu.. ur gonna be growing tits real soon

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>>5950644
>tfw everyone thinks my name is jessica
i'm considering going by franny the tranny

>>5950647
So how does it feel to be a database anon?

>>5950676
it's okay
my stature will allow me to defend myself from people who don't like me.

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>>5950670
Are you me and Edie hanging out during the cherry blossom festival?

^______^

>>5950660
She had ffs

She is improving

>>5950686
I'd call you butterball desu.

>>5950675
You're pretty smart.

>>5950642
Haven't done anything for me yet and it's been over a year

Most of the pills in the US are just sugar pills

>>5950682
Ive no idea.
I dont think you can make the skin of a 50 year old look like a 25 year old. but I am not 50 so I never thought about that.

>>5950675
>B-but I'm not that smart
I am just good at thinking, like rationality. I can memorize stuff when it makes sense pretty easily as well. but stuff like IT is just quaks in the wind for me. was good at it initally in school, but lost interest after a while

>>5950691
What is this for fuck sake procedure you speak of

>>5950682
>immediately thinking about the most extreme means
Skincare is the only god and his prophets are named cleanser, exfoliant and moisturizer

Drink more water, sleep enough, eat well.

>>5950686
Wait your name isn't Jessica? I'm so sorry

>>5950682
Moisturizing day cream. If you don't have shadow to conceal, use a BB cream directly on top. If you're already getting wrinkles, a nourishing night cream is a good idea. They're nowhere as sticky and annoying as they used to be.
I've also heard some good about stimulation tools, kind of a rolling pin with micro needles. Haven't tried it myself.

>>5950692
95% of people call me fat niggerloving chink desuwa.
sophie's dad calls me butterball actually, when he's plowing my anoose

>>5950699
no it's musashi miyamoto

>>5950698
>tfw didn't realize it was about Jenner
Yeah, no, do like any 50+ yo woman who didn't take proper care of herself: cake on an inch of foundation.

>>5950700
Literally just laser peel your face off, my moms 65 and her skin looks amazing. You just can't go outside until you have skin again >.>

>>5950709
My skin is great, really. I owe a lot of my youthful looks to it. Well, that and my ridiculously round face.

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What's the ideal WHR?

>>5950696
>>5950400
Had to go shopping but now im back.
What im understanding here is that you did Transition but dont feel like a Woman like the others here. You still think of yourself as a man, but your bf thinks its quite the opposite.
Is this normal among you people? To outsider you say all things about how you are woman, but inside still know and feel that you are..."a man"? And you dont tell your closest ones about it?
Do you guys have sex or something? TbH it would be awkward to me knowing the person i have Sex with still identifies as man.

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>>5950687
DELETE THIS RIGHT

FUCKING

NOW

>>5950698
I'd use my cleanser, chemical exfiolater and moisturizer more often than once a day but I'm deathly afraid it'll cue my skin to make even -more- oil. I accidentally skipped a day and got 5 new pimples. Can't fucking wait for HRT to help me. I wash my face with warm water then cold water later in the day instead. Then moisturize again if it feels like it needs it.

It's water or black coffee for me. I avoid shit bothers me like meats and mozzerella. And working on reducing the coffee.

>>5950696
Oh, I'm not talking 50 trying to look 25. Just 25 trying to look good 25.

>>5950700
I'm thinking of switching moisturizers. I'm eyeing Cerave.

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>>5950690
ya she hmu about that already. I marked my calender~~

sounds p cool

>>5950717
You're are a very awful person
https://unsee.
cc/napotume/

>>5950717

Can i sniff your butt? :3

>>5950716
I dont identify as a man. I am a woman in a shell that still is undeniably male. the only level I am close to male is physical :^)
I feel like a woman
I think like a woman

and yes, I live together with my bf, we have sex regularly.

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>>5950721
D E L E T E
>>5950722
WTF?

>>5950718
>I'd use my cleanser, chemical exfiolater and moisturizer more often than once a day but I'm deathly afraid it'll cue my skin to make even -more-
It probably will. Especially be careful of increasing your chemical exfoliant. What kind is it? You have to be extra careful of sun damage with AHA.

Cerave products are really good tho imo, their moisturizer and cleaner are great and their lotion is okay, I've been looking to replace it with something different but haven't found anything.

>>5950696
IT is one of those things that people either seem wired for, or not wired for. I've been informed that there's an exam that with extremely high accuracy can determine if someone can be taught to program effectively, and it has little to do with smarts, and more to do with how you approach problems. Programming ability is a terrible metric of how intelligent someone. Frankly the fact that school bored you despite good grades points to you being pretty smart

>>5950693
I'm a fraud, I'm sorry ;~;
The number of things that I don't know vastly outstrips the number of things that I know.

>>5950681
Niceu, pretty jelly desu

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>>5950720
Hugs L <3
How are you?

>>5950633
Happy celebration of something trans that isn't our corpses!

Doing pretty good, all things considered. Weirdly excited about filing name change paperwork. The old one is starting to bug me.

>>5950718
Go easy on the exfoliants. They make your skin more sensitive to bacterial infections since they strip all of the protective layers, and more. A cleanser with a long-lasting antiseptic component is all you need daily. Exfoliate once a week, twice at most.
Same goes for your hair, you'll fuck up both your hair and scalp if you use shampoo every day.

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>>5950673
yeah im also only out to my parents, my therapist (who i no longer go to), and everyone at my gender clinic. the time i went to the gender clinic was the time i was referring to, where everyone called me grace. it was so awkward at first but after spending nearly all day there, it started feeling really normal answering to "grace". its even printed on my grill pills lol

i wanna ask my parents that question too, though im pretty confident that i wouldnt choose whatever name they say. im more just curious. i remember my mom told me what it wouldve been back when i was a kid, but i cant remember.

>>5950687
I've seen her database, it's surprisingly huge for her little setup

>>5950718
Exfoliant daily will definitely fuck you up

Moisturizer once a day is okay, sometimes you need more because of dryness (esp. in winter), cleanser twice a day is probably ideal.

>>5950731
>Frankly the fact that school bored you despite good grades points to you being pretty smart

I didnt do homework terribly often and didnt study except the night before exams. still got pretty good results.
was slightly above average that way, but the real smart people went to uni as well while they were still in school. LIke, school for 6 hours, got the next 4 off, and then went to uni for that duration, to do some classes there. made me feel really retarded.
I just played warcraft 3 and counterstrike all day.

>>5950731
>not smart
>remembers a conversation we had months ago
http://codeup.com/can-a-simple-algebra-test-predict-programming-aptitude/
You're pretty smart ok?

>>5950737
So she probably doxes and makes tier lists.
I always knew you were a piece of shit

>>5950697
Facial feminininaction surgery

>>5950729
>>5950740
The exfoliant isn't particularly strong and I skip it sometimes. The bottle says it's "1.0% Salicylic Acid Treatment". It's something I got out of an old Murad kit. So it's relatively weak. I'm almost never in the sun as I work overnight and don't have a social life but and there's 15 SPF (woopty doo) in my moisturizer.

I'd think my face would feel too dry if I cleansed but didn't moisturize after.

>>5950716
Trans girls have the same insecurities about their looks most cis girls do. Except they internalize it as looking masculine because they feel it reinforces dysphoria even when it isn't.

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>>5950636

:3

>>5950690
>>5950720

YISSSSSSS

>>5950733

you should be excited!! that's a pretty big deal fampai :o i'm happy for u!!

>>5950731
ya its nice. we've only known each other for like a week?? so we're not dating or anything?? I think??
but he's cool.

>>5950732
p good.
i want my qt friendo to come back from the dentisto so we can play vidya and snuggleo.

plans today are to take a walk, apply for jobs, and help him clean up his apt a bit more.

>>5950720

Did he touch your gt?

>>5950750
>tfw that pic
>ywn have a dashing swashbuckling lesbian gf

>>5950750
wow edith that pic is v homosexual
this is a trutrans STR8 GEN ONLY SPACE
a;sdlfkjq346j; get out u filth

>>5950754
reacharound ;)

>>5950750
Also it's a promo shot for Der Rosenkavalier, no?

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>>5950758
>reacharound ;)


So no?

rude desu

shows his lack of commitment

Has there ever been a person from /mtfg/ that committed suicide?

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>>5950756

idk if iktf ;3;

>>5950758

>mfw
rise of the fetishist is NOW!!

>>5950759

twelfth night~

>>5950762

no, tho there was someone from soc

>>5950762
more than 1

>>5950763
I'm pretty good with a saber desu

>>5950762
yes.
not sure if she tripped and I am not revealing.
was a few days ago.

>>5950763
>Twelfth Night
This is such a weird play

>>5950752
Sounds fun

>>5950747
That's BHA, so no problem with photo sensitivity.

If you do end up out in the sun and you're really concerned about it, don't rely on the SPF in your moisturizer or foundation, odds are you're not using enough of those to get the full effect.

>>5950761
reacharound means yes, while someone is behind you

>>5950763
omgomgf GEJT OUT RYORUR DIGSUSTING EW
TARNSBISANS ARE MAKGIN US LOOK BAD

>>5950769
quite.
what you up to

>>5950763
>>5950764
>>5950767
The answer is super unclear.

>>5950750
Thanks! It's just so surreal to be going to a government office with a big goofy grin on my face. Are you up to anything?

Oh, and remind your crush to get her prescription refilled.

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>>5950762
yes

one of the people who stalked me and attacked me in every thread ended up killing herself

>>5950777
Who? What happened?

>>5950775
how is a yes unclear
I know for a fact that someone that used to come here killed herself within the last 2 weeks, and succeeded. I just cant remember if she used a trip because I havent seen her here in like 2 years.

>>5950762
yes, though none (as far as I'm aware) since I started tripping aside from the one Pienchen mentioned
there's been a couple of illegal drug ODs too that I suppose are impossible to say were accidental for certain

this is a place with a lot of resources and support, I imagine the majority of trans suicides are by people who don't know or can't access places like this so the numbers are probably lower than one would expect because of that

>>5950743
That's not smarts, that's long term memory ;~;

>>5950742
Iktf when it comes to homework and studying, I was the worst kind of student in high school ;~;
Uni I actually had to try hard though, some of the higher level chem classes made my brain hurt and I have no clue how I managed to pull off good marks in them.

>>5950773
>odds are you're not using enough of those to get the full effect.
Yeah, probably not.
Hmm.
Yeah, I should buy a nice sunscreen for the rare occasions I do expect more sun.

This has been good. I'll keep thinking about this.

hello

>>5950778
She had a little "accident"

>>5950785
>and I have no clue how I managed to pull off good marks in them.

because youre a qt and a smart bby <3

>>5950787
Hi! How are you?

>>5950787
hi

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>>5950787
h-hi

>>5950762
Idk but when I do it, I'll post my suicide note here.

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>tfw you finally get a good encoding of the guilty have no pride
>>5950787
Hi!

>>5950791
im okay, i have food!

>>5950793
hello there

>>5950794
what a nice animal

>>5950786
I use biore sunscreen, it's japanese and gets good reviews and such. People say your supposed to use sunscreen every day but I'm just not in the habit so I only end up doing it when I'm actually out a lot which is not very often :\

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I'm going to repeat this question because I'm genuinely curious.

Iran is second only to Thailand in number of reassignment ops performed.

Does its prevalence infer any kind of standard to their operations or is advancement in technique hampered simply because it's merely employed to bring legbutts within the scope of Iranian law and they don't care so much about how it looks or feels?

>>5950762
kiwi killed themselves twice via train

>>5950797
hellooooo!!!

>>5950800
> advancement in technique hampered simply because it's merely employed to bring legbutts within the scope of Iranian law and they don't care so much about how it looks or feels?
i just always assumed this

>>5950803
is kiwi a double ghost

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>>5950794
I LOVE BEARDED VULTURES!!

>>5950800
>Iran is second only to Thailand in number of reassignment ops performed.
no its not. Iran does like 20 a year iirc

stop reading meme articles.

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>>5950806
I FUCKING LOVE BEARDED VULTURES TOO MARRY ME

>>5950805
i heard the problem was that they were so fat the train couldn't go over them

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The spring has officially started today /mtfgay.
That's cuz I wore running shorts for the first time this year and, let me tell you, it was glorious.

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>>5950766

well we will certainly find out, won't we?

>>5950768

tru

>>5950774

girl love is the purest love

>>5950775

idk. no trip has ever killed themselves, basically

>>5950776

ya i totally get that lol! it'll be good tho. <3
um i'm gonna start gettin ready soon to work i think? other than that, nothing too much. my week has been suuUUUUper boring.

imma shower and do stuff

bye bye thread

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>>5950778
girl who had a massive hate boner for me cus i was good friends with her but stopped talking to her for a few days and she flipped out at me so i told her to fuck off

for the next 3 years she stalked me in every online community telling me to kill myself and trying to get people to hate me and calling me crazy with the sole intention herself being "to drive me to suicide"

turns out later this person was 100x more mentally insane than me and was probably projecting 100%

odd feel when i found out. the more i hear about her from people that knew her now it seems she was like... REALLY fucked up mentally and really unhinged.

>>5950812
YAY :3
I am still working on my paper senpai

Why would you kill yourself anyway if you can just kill the parts of you that you dislike instead? It's what I'm attempting.

>>5950808
oh i thought they were turkeys

>>5950144
What in the bloody hell is wrong with your eyes?

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>>5950808
OK! DOES IT BOTHER YOU IF IM AN UGLY CAMWHORE?
>>5950814
EDIE I FOUND MY TRANSBIAN 4CHAN WAIFU

>>5950815
>do stuff


"stuff"

>>5950822
>this question
>directed at anyone but me

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>>5950794
>>5950806
>>5950808

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>>5950810
try to insult kiwi all you want but you severely underestimate trains

>>5950819
tfw edgar the scat fetishist chaser won't stop posting

>>5950824
E N E M A

god anal is disgusting
thighfucking best sex

>>5950814
>when you're play fighting and you realize shit just got real

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=q5st0b3ln5U

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>>5950823
>I was gonna post that same image
S-SOULM8?

>>5950817
The one about the economic expansion of 19th century German states in Asiatic parts of Turkey?

>>5950831
tfw people who don't like me don't just fucking filter me and move on like anybody rational would do

Seriously, what's your excuse?

>>5950833
but you can't cum inside during thighfucking

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>>5950828
>>5950820
they arent turkeys they're gigantic bone eating vultures ok!!!!!

>>5950800
I would be very very surprised if SRS as punishment would be of very good quality.

>>5950790
T-thanks o.o
I mean I still don't really feel that way, but it makes me happy that you feel that way

>>5950836
>German states
German high finance, so essentialy Deutsche Bank and a few other banks and industries
but yes.
I need like 25 pages. I know what I want to write (I always have the argumentation and structure lined out in my head beforehand)
but the actual writing is so annoying
I need a secretary.

>>5950838
tfw edgar the scat disgusting scat fetishist chaser won't stop posting