POKÉMON edition
¡hazte con todos!
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▶Required Reading: pokemon adventures, bc pokemon manga >>>>>>>> anime.
>>5947500
who is hype for S&M?
Trans visibility day? Post top hons?
kuso thread
All women are whores, therefor you are all whores, discuss.
>>5948619
>closeted
>trans visibility day is my birthday
>>5948621
im a whore but i dont think im a woman
>>5948621
u post this like 3 times a day i SWEAR
>>5948617
Anyone wanna play pokemon with me?
http://play.pokemonshowdown.com/
>>5948619
caitlyn with not photoshop.
>>5948626
No one argues it or helps me come to terms with it, its a call for help really. How do I get over the fact that Im a whore? How did you all get over it?
>>5948628
Sure, I will. Let me download the program and make a team.
>>5948621
feels good be a bisexual whore.
all ppl shoulf accept their nature and being bisexuals homoromantic sluits.
>>5948632
"whore" is simply a social stigma. remove the stigma from your mind, and whores wont exist to you.
when is kayla's farm going to open?
>>5948621
Okay, but whores are cool! I'm proud to be a whore!
Tfw big strong black frat boy walks you back to his place to watch netflix, cuddle and shitpost on my laptop. And discuss the essay on this Cuban film for our shared political science course.
>>5948632
honestly who cares if ur a whore just be u dude stop thinking of what other peoples opinions are of you
I guess if you wanna talk abt it though. What do you mean by whores? Like we're all easy to sleep w/?
>>5948638
not, remove the stigma of the word "whore" and then be a whore is a perfect good thing.
>>5948632
im not a whore im a precious virgin flower desu
Do she pass? what do you notice differently from before?
i think she got thicker but my friend thinks sits just her face. she has been on hormones fore a few years now i think.
>>5948636
You don't actually have to download it you just have to make an account.
>>5948627
you have a good taste senpai.
>>5948651
Same thing as last time, yeah she passes.
>different from before
The most obvious thing is the tits ahah
> Tfw literally crying from cocklust.
Anyone else know this feel?
>>5948645
>ywn be tiny and pretty and get fucked hard by a hot guy with a big dick
why am I even alive right now
>>5948651
could lose some weight for sure
>>5948661
no, im straight so i find penises to be pretty repulsive
>>5948624
Today is your birthday? (Well, depending on timezone.) Happy birthday!
>>5948651
yet, the majority of ppl dont think that a woman with masculine factures is trans, of course, always that the trans woman is not a complted hon with facial hair, bodie with no curves or any femenine facture, male voice, patron of maculine baldness, etc. etc.
she needs to still working in her face (that shadow bear...) but she progresses much.
>>5948670
>straight
>doesn't like penis
are you not a girl?
>>5948655
the moon isn't dark and edgy. holy fuck i got baited.
>>5948642
i like you but knowing youre a niggerlover knocks you down a few notches
>>5948651
>pony T-shirt
>>5948654
Too late already downloaded, how do I find you on here?
>>5948655
I nickname my pokemon and Im a night person though, I also like being pale.
>>5948685
Physical things for sex? I never have.
Sorry you feel bad about it s: don't beat yourself up over it though
>>5948690
I'm sparky and I'm in the lobby
>>5948685
not if you're responsible, safe and you don't use sex or the lack of it to define or validate yourself.
>>5948664
>tfw no open relationship with your bisexual cis GF.
>tfw no orgies with your cis gf.
>tfw no dominant couple of alpha males one trans one cis with a big cock who dominates you and your GF in a hot session of BDSM.
why the humanity is not a sex obsessed loving species like the bonobos?
>>5948614
>POKÉMON edition
f-finally
>tfw crushing rly hard
>>5948702
crushing > delusions > crushed
>>5948700
in a scale of 0/10, how good is my shit taste?
>get distracted, leave game open and spawning guided bullets
>ends up making cool patterns
>>5948685
I guess I'd trade one loss of virginity for sex, yeah
but >>5948664
thats the kind of sex i want so i dont see it happening any time soon
>>5948700
>>5948706
i'm the OP of the thread, just saying.
>>5948707
So that's the game you keep talking about.
What is your degree?
>>5948707
What are you making?
>>5948678
he's not a bad guy....
He's really nice! He's black and cool!
>>5948698
Hi~ Are you the qt milsurp girl I know on FB?
>>5948699
>dominant alpha males one trans and one cis
This has actually happened to me. Except the cis guy was more of a soft dom. His hands were amazing tho. The things he could do.....Trans boy was rough and lewd and bent me over a kitchen sink to hump me~ I love when short boys are rough with me! Also, they both didn't know I was trans~
>>5948707
huh thats really pretty
its so cool that you make games tbhun. coding seems so daunting and alien to me
>>5948706
>>5948713
bretty gud taste imo
>>5948702
iktf
i'm happy for u bb
>>5948694
YYeeeeeah thats definetly true, I love art and all but personally find the degree a joke. I cant really talk though I originally wanted a degree in philosophy.
>>5948696
Ill find you once I finish making a team.
>>5948700
I stole that gif.
>>5948707
Feature not bug.
>>5948717
milsurp?? no i don't think so lmao
>>5948707
>tfw never got to make shmups in my classes
All we did were stupid pattern generators and scadas
>>5948707
I made a pretty basic text based pokemon game in my Java class. With network play through socketing! It was lots of hard work but cool to play!
I haven't coded in months tho D: except for JS! I guess I'm too much of a dummy for that stuff.
>tfw you took CS courses with qt non-binary person
>tfw you posed semi nude with that person in these pictures about GNC people
>tfw you had a weird friend relationship where they would give you headpats and say nice things about your apperance
>tfw that person is way smarter and cooler and more dedicated to you
>tfw they're an amazing furry artist
>tfw you still kinda have a crush on them
>>5948735
Are you still in contact with them? Did you ever ask them if they were interested anything more than being headpat-friends? (Assuming that's what you mean by crush, hehe.)
>>5948714
My degree is in Chemistry, but I'm taking both the application dev and game programming streams in a trade school IT program right now.
>>5948716
Bullet hell shmup, I picked it for my final project for my game scripting class.
>>5948718
Awe, have you ever tried doing some coding before? Game dev is sort of its own little niche, but programming itself isn't that bad if you start with the right language.
>>5948721
It would never do something like that during actual gameplay though, this is mostly a consequence of the player sitting in the same spot right in front of an enemy that doesn't move and spawns guided bullets. The bullets are "guided" by a force applied in the direction of the player, so they're literally in orbit.
>>5948720
Heh, I knew a philosophy major on my floor back in uni. He openly admitted that he was just there because he wanted to party :/
>>5948723
In the end, you're a lot more employable though, and you've also got some games under your belt. I wish I'd taken software engineering, no joke.
>>5948735
That's really cool, I never made anything that neat when I was learning Java ;~;
Also, you're ahead of me on knowing JS, despite doing a bunch of web stuff at various points over the years I never picked it up.
>>5948717
L-lewd!
i'm curious, the trans and cis man where into each other? is silly thing but i don't like when in a threesome or orgie, 2 or more ppl are not into each other bc they are of the same sex,, or different.....
anyway you are lucky.
>>5948723
What is a scada? I haven't heard of them before.
>>5948745
I still think you should've gone with Dick Sucking Sim.
>>5948745
You should consider adapting that behavior though; like, have guided bullets attracted to other slower bullets instead of the player. Just if you have time to mess around with fun stuff like that, of course.
>>5948744
yeah....they're not attracted to me.
>>5948745
I just know basic JS and jQuery. Nothing to brag about
>>5948746
nope. Trans boy was only into girls. I like being shared though
>tfw friends playfully call you "a community bike"
>>5948750
I mean, there's ways to incorporate that into this project. I have no clue what to actually do with the bosses yet. Why not a gigantic scrotum held in the air with helicoptering penises that spray cum in interesting patterns? Flapping dicks that spray cum in sinusoidal patterns? It's just a reskin away.
>>5948759
That's actually not a bad idea. Maybe I should have bullets orbiting destructible ground targets that will be flung outwards if the player destroys the target.
>>5948760
the cis boy was bi?
i would love to be a community bike, but i live in a shitty no-so conservative town whith no life and with any kinky community.
>>5948745
>Heh, I knew a philosophy major on my floor back in uni. He openly admitted that he was just there because he wanted to party :/
Even worse, one of the people in my CS grad program was a philosophy PhD and had been teaching classes for a few years before going back to study CS because he discovered that there were basically no opportunities available to advance career-wise (no way to get into a tenure-track position).
>>5948766
>Flapping dicks that spray cum in sinusoidal patterns
ehheheheh
>girls here learning how to code vidja
>you're too useless to even get up in the morning
my accomplishment for today was cleaning my bedroom
>>5948766
>Why not a gigantic scrotum held in the air with helicoptering penises that spray cum in interesting patterns? Flapping dicks that spray cum in sinusoidal patterns? It's just a reskin away.
my fucking sides
Is white fluid that faintly smells of semen supposed to come out of my gt?
I'm like, 8 months in. Fairly sure my T is cis female level. I smell like I girl and my balls have noticeably shrank. I-Is this normal?
>>5948179
Didn't notice till got back from nails, yeah lol not even? I don't know how that's what you got out of all that. x.x
>>5948774
One step at a time, anon-chan.
Self hate/self pity won't help though.
>>5948784
>anon
>trip
lol
>>5948768
Getting tenure is so hard in any field though, and I imagine in the arts it's even worse ;~;
That must have really sucked to have to go back to school after having a PhD
>>5948780
Was it coming out clear before and now it's back to being more whitish again, or something else?
>>5948789
FUCK
I-I was distracted.
Nini mtfg yay first day of new job tomorrow~ Excited and tired thankfully.
>>5948794
Nah, it's just clear.
I'm just wondering if it's supposed to do that, or if I'm not supposed to be coming at all.
>>5948797
congrats
>>5948795
i'll let it slide...this time..kid.
>>5948651
>SAO lanyard
passes for shit taste
>>5948768
I am almost 100% sure I know who you're talking about. Do you live on the west coast? I know you're super paranoid about ur identity so this is as vague as I can make the question
is there any way one of you could please be my gf?
D E A D
same time EVERY night
>>5948819
I'm still here
Fortune from din din
>>5948813
where do you live?
>>5948823
california but willing to travel to literally anywhere in the world
>>5948822
A fortune I got just before coming out
>>5948819
still here
just was a little preoccupied
>>5948819
tinychat
therapedungeon
Din din was good
what do I have to do to pass?
https://un
see.cc/tezabosi/
>mfw the guy i was fooling around with asks me if i can send him the lewd pics/vids i took of us together
i'm still kind of like...not upset? but like weirded out a lil lol
like we're supposed to be just friends now and he's basically telling me he wants to jack off to me and he misses me and like that's not very neighborly??? is this normal????
>>5948851
it's normal, but it's not exactly platonic and things with him likely never will be. there's always going to be some sexual tension, even if it's completely one sided.
>>5948851
That's low, but it's something I'd expect from any male. But I think you know what's my opinion on that half of humanity...
>>5948799
Yeah, that's normal:
> https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bulbourethral_gland
It's normal in cis girls as well:
> https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bartholin%27s_gland
(They're the same glands, just different names in males and females.)
>>5948851
he doesn't love you, he is just thinking with his dick
tell him you have a girlfriend and can't do that stuff, not unless he wants to pay
this is your life as a camwhore
>>5948846
your hair is adorable.
rhino/chin
idk.
>>5948851
he was going to masturbate to those memories anyway, why not make it easier?
>>5948811
I live in New Mexico, so not on any coast, haha.
>>5948802
can't unhear dsp's belching and yelling please end me
>>5948862
>tfw you like thinking about how many guys you made cum.....
>>5948866
woooooooow
SERIOUSLY DUDE?
i was pressing buttons
what a fucking joke, man..
>>5948860
curly hair is hell, it takes forever to dry and if you mess with it at all once it's started drying or after it's done it'll frizz up until the next time you take a shower
>>5948867
>tfw red will never think about making you cum
>>5948870
but it's so fucking cute! my hair takes forever to dry due to the sheer thickness. sorry you didn't really get useful feedback.
>>5948870
iktf I just flat iron mine alot more then I should :/
what's everyone's agenda for tomorrow
Do you think for a lot of people that claim to be MTF are just going through a phase? I mean no disrespect toward the real MTF girls, but I feel like there are a bunch of people latching onto the idea of being MTF because you get a lot of attention and they believe in a "grass is greener" notion that their lives would be better if they were born a girl instead. However, most kids who were goth or being edgy in general ultimately mature and grew out of that.
Do you know any people who claimed to be transsexual but then gave up on that entirely and came to accept their born gender entirely?
Is it normal for the head/glans to be much more sensitive during HRT? I've been on it for two or so years and I just decided to masturbate and I messed with the head this time (never did that before) and that was the best orgasm I can remember. I'm still kind of feeling it (I feel kind of tingly and get aftershocks) and I'm a little short of breath.
>>5948855
>>5948856
tru
>>5948861
>>5948862
idk it just seems weird cause it's like we are friends now why would you ask to jack off to me?
like i completely forgot i even had any vids or anything and got rid of them now lol
what i think bothers me the most is that the last convo we had on like monday night i told him i didn't really feel sexually turned on by him anymore cause i had kinda met someone i liked and he said he was happy for me and that he still wanted to be friends. and then to like immediately bring sex into it now....idk, guys are weird lol
>>5948879
read more, work. this week has been very boring for me lol
>>5948880
mtf is a phase for everyone, some people (i.e. the people in this thread) just never snap out of it
>>5948880
It used to be tumblr FtMs who would transtrend more often, but transtrenders usually stick with genderqueer, nonbinary or some other redundant label nowadays. The whole grass is greener thing kinda sounds like a /r9k/ pipedream.
>>5948880
>Do you know any people who claimed to be transsexual but then gave up on that entirely and came to accept their born gender entirely?
One "ftm" friend went back but desu they didn't have any interest in taking mones or even presenting
>>5948879
N-nothing ; __ ;
>>5948880
>Do you know any people who claimed to be transsexual but then gave up on that entirely and came to accept their born gender entirely?
My first girlfriend yeah
I don't think the majority of people that claim to be mtf are going through a phase though.
>>5948882
T E S T O S T E R O N E
>>5948880
i've met a couple of detransitioners, didn't know them very well. i think it usually seems like it does have to do with legitimate gender or identity issues, just not necessarily gender dysphoria as it is experienced by MTF's who basically can't not transition.
>>5948882
yeah it definitely wasnt cool to ask you for jack of material literally right after talking about being just friends, he probably just didn't think it through and realize how dumb that was
Want bangs like pic related by want a reference that isnt a pornstar, help please
>>5948893
asked and answered, check previous thread
>>5948872
no useful feedback from anyone = no hope of passing
I'ma go kms now
>>5948880
Well, when I was a little kid and wanted all pink things, my parents called it just a phase. When I grew my hair long as a teen, they still did. When I started wearing women's clothing, it was the same. Even now, as I'm about to get SRS, I wouldn't be surprised they'd still think the same.
"Just a phase" is just something cis people tell themselves about the trans around them because it makes it less disturbing.
should i keep living or should i kill myself haha
>>5948896
no it's just the mtfg circlejerk mentality. get rhino, dress cute, be my waifu.
>>5948895
Liar, no one helped me at all. Fuck you.
>>5948893
Is like this close enough?
>>5948900
crop the tits out and use that image you dumbass.
>>5948900
excuse you, one person sent you a cropped photo of the photo you originally posted, which works. another person sent you a large pic with a whole bunch of animated hairstyles that you could show to them
>>5948898
Keep living. You never know when you'll find something to drive you to make your life actually worth living.
>>5948907
get outta my sight
>>5948907
explain how that's literally not a solution.
I'm happy I don;t want to kill myself anymore and I can be with a cute boy~ I think I'll be okay for a few days~!!!!
Also, I want to make new mtfg friends~! I can't sleep and I finished my assignment on medieval literature~!!!!
>>5948912
I tried to make friends with you earlier and you ignored me so now I think you're a cunt.
>>5948912
Have u seen Zootopia o-o;
>>5948904
nothing good ever happens
>>5948912
ill be ur friend
>>5948913
I may have just have been busy!
>>5948915
OF COURSE!!!!!
I want to be gazelle
>>5948916
they're paid to cut hair, they don't fucking care if it's a pornstar.
>>5948917
You have to make it happen.
>>5948882
i think it's a little unrealistic to suddenly expect him to go from how things were, to just completely platonic. i don't see what you can do about this besides just not talk to him honestly
>>5948893
here
>>5948921
hiii~! how are you?
>>5948912
H-how do you meet cute boys who are okay with trannies? I've been wanting to try dating one lately.
>>5948922
W-would you recommend it
I really wanna see
Did u see in theater ???
>>5948917
That is hardly true.
>>5948924
everything I try at, I fail
and thats not including the hand in life I was deal
nothing good ever happens
>>5948928
Idk! You just need to be friendly and nice! Join an organization or group! or use grindr or tinder!!!
Sometimes I like being a tranny!
>>5948922
You replied to other people, I hate you now.
>>5948927
awful how are you
>>5948923
I care, Ive been going to this girl for years, I don't want her to judge me.
>>5948926
Thanks!
>>5948935
please be nice! I-I-I guess I was just emptyheaded!!! Like usual
>>5948936
I'm happy~ on uppers and with a nice boy! How are you?
>>5948929
I LOVED IT!!!!! GO SEE IT! i saw it in theater with my gf whos a furry too. I love Kaylee <3
>>5948941
>I'm happy~ on uppers and with a nice boy! How are you?
awful how are you
>>5948933
Nah, good thing happens. Life can suck, but not forever. Last year, I ended up at the ER because I was letting myself die of starvation. Stayed almost a year in a psychiatric ward. That sucked and didn't really help. I also fell in love with someone awesome and that has changed my personality and my life altogether. Now, my transition is going fast and smooth, I don't feel miserable anymore and word has gotten around that I'm an interesting model so I have young photographers asking me to pose for them.
I never would have expected that six months ago.
>>5948941
I tried to be nice to you, but wouldn't acknowledge me, it hurt my feelings. You look like a train-wreck anyway so I guess Ill live.
>>5948833
you're so cute~ <3
>>5948947
just because your life is fine doesn't mean mine is
I am literally dumb and ugly and obese and both my parents are dead
I am a mess, nothing will ever fix me and I need to die
>>5948951
when i get my T-Shirt shop up and running that is one of my shirt ideas
:3
>>5948955
Marijuana
Mushrooms
They'll fix you, they fixed me.
>>5948957
where 2 donate to yume's shirt shop
>>5948944
what's wrong?
>>5948948
I love salt on literally anything but my threads :3
>>5948951
I love Hopps~!
>>5948958
DMT too
>>5948949
I'll buy all of your cute shirts and be your model~!
my mtf gf is broken and i need a new one. anyone know the customer suport number?
long story short i fucked her so hard she cant stop bleeding from her asshole and she hates me.
wat do
>>5948964
Use lube
>>5948964
try lube wtf
feel the bern at 120mph
>>5948968
this guy probably donated to him
>>5948964
hi~ I can be your new mtf gf!
>>5948973
she had it coming, then.
>>5948960
honestly the only reason it didnt work is cus the chinese fucked me out of my money by being literally impossible to do anything
i got all my money back though
now im going to re-buy the fucking domain
the site address was going to be http://loli-warez.xn--clchc0ea0b2ga9gcd which also can be seen as loli-warez.சிங்கப்பூர்
i dont have money right now so i just need the domain to work and i can honestly start doing it, gotta re-buy it tho
im also going to try and make the site as scary as humanly possible for no reason at all
im going to put a lot of stuff on them
if u want gimmie 35$ dollars and ill buy the domain rn :^ )
>>5948963
i need to see u in a pic related shirt
ill put u in all my shirts and u can be my gorgeous trap model
>>5948977
>clchc0ea0b2ga9gcd
>ga9g
>9gag
MY
NIGGA
BEEN
HUSTLIN
TRYNA
MAKE
HIM
SUMTHIN
AINT
NO
TELLIN
WAT
HELL
DO
FO
THE
PAPER
*trumpet toot*
>>5948977
U better buy it up before I do ;^)
sounds cool tho I'd buy from it heh
>>5948981
filtered noob
>>5948986
rich
homie
conald
>>5948977
>im also going to try and make the site as scary as humanly possible for no reason at all
Jump scares scary or midnight FBI raid scary?
>>5948947
>Last year, I ended up at the ER because I was letting myself die of starvation
Are you out of it yet and can they just keep you there for so long against your will?
Although it might have been for the best I had no idea they could.
>>5948985
A FUCKING LAMP
sorry that sounds rough, no pun intended. i hope you'll both be okay.
>>5948977
I almost was a model and attended a recruiting thing but my mom thought it was too gay ><
:333 I like being told to wear cute things
>>5948963
You were the one who started this.
>>5948983
yeah i have a lot of ideas u could say.... im an ideas guy ;- )
>>5948991
it hit me and broke my shades and i have a gash by my right eye.
>>5948968
>>5948990
Well, the reason I was dying in the first place was occupational burnout. The rationale for keeping me so long was to build up my case for long term medical leave.
>>5948995
>guy
damn straight
>>5948995
>Ideas
what are some other ones u got bb ; o ]
>>5949003
ill tell u on discord desu
>>5949002
im just a pretty boy
>>5949001
Oh so you decided to stay there for that.
It's great that you met someone that did you good and that you seem to be on your way to feeling better altogether, with SRS soon and stuff, I remember you a few months ago feeling pretty bad, it's great that you're doing better.
>>5949004
>discord
I've been listening to them talk for like an hour it's rlly entertaining rofl
>>5949008
holy shit this is gold
fucking alcoholics
>>5948973
lmao she wasn't ready. maybe she has a hemorrhoid. get preparation h
>>5948997
c
ucked
http://www.breitbart.com/tech/2016/03/29/an-establishment-conservatives-guide-to-the-alt-right/
wow this thread is super D E A D right now
>>5948704
True imo
:3333 i like being happy
tomorrow is when I was going to kill myself
despite there being no reason not to
I don't think I'll be able to bring myself to do it
I can't wait for winter, I will be able to slowly rot in my bed
goodnight
>>5948614
if you were all a pokemon you'd be a feebas that can't raise it's beauty high enough to evolve into a milotic
>tfw look like a big burly linebacker man
thanks hrt
>>5949070
i'm a numel or a snorlax
>>5949077
finally u realize
>>5949069
why dont you just lose weight
you realize itll be easier than killing yourself right
>>5949080
>>5949077
I thought you had a bunch of people who were into you :(
>post here for two months
>meet a mtfg girl irl
>start dating a week later
I see why chasers post here now
>>5948901
Wow, in this one you look really qt.
As for me I wake up feeling ugly and boyish today. Hate the feeling. Probably my eyebrows are too thick again.
>>5949077
I don't see it
I can see a super andro human tho
>>5949087
Best place to find qt transgirls in such a high concentration on the internet desu
>>5948893
lazy eyed
>>5949091
That's a pretty low bar to clear
>>5949085
i have a bf but i think he's just humoring me :c
>>5949090
pookie dont u dare make fun of me or my son again i swear on me mum im done w/ ur bullshit
>>5949078
i caught a shiny numel in ruby. she was a qtpatootie
>>5949095
Got to admit almost all trans sites and fb groups are kind of scary.
>>5949090
>tfw when nonfree js
>>5949096
>>5949096
:/, I get the paranoia over how you look, but he wouldn't date you if he didn't find you attractive. Don't listen to anon, he's been salty all night.
>>5949091
4chan exists to create slutty tgirls, didn't you know that?
>>5949082
I'm trying to lose weight
I'm just not good at it, like literally everything else
>>5949098
>ywn be a qt numel despite being the human equivalent
>>5949102
yeh tats rihghe u bettr b scrared!
>>5949103
i guess you're right, i just feel like he gets too ahead of himself sometimes and it puts me in awkward situations, like he introduces me as his girlfriend to everyone and i don't even think i'm close to passing yet so it's just embarrassing ;~;
help me mtfg im becoming normal
literally have normie tier goals like expanding my wardrobe, establishing savings, learning an instrument etc
I LITERALLY BARELY HAVE TIME TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES ANYMORE
i have like 7 friends i see regularly
my therapist is convinced im a healthy person with just some mild anxiety and depression, and a bit of a weak will
i have a healthy perspective on my goals and am happy to see myself achieving even the basic levels of decency I want in a timeframe of 5+ years (such as excelling at my fashion with many tailored pieces)
WHAT IS WRONG WTIH ME
I SHOULD BE A CRAZY TRANNY
>>5949112
same im a normie too
a normie with issues too desu
>>5949111
>>5949112
Nothing wrong with that really. Then again, I'm probably the most insane person here, clinically speaking.
>>5949109
http://scoobysworkshop.com/join/
this is the best resource you will ever find
and no, you wont turn into a muscle bound jarhead
sign up, you get 30 days free, and you get support from an informed community about your specific goals
everything from cardio and specific (to you) exercise routines to nutrition is covered
>>5949115
you pride yourself on your insanity but no one sees it
come again if youve ever survived a self inflicted gunshot wound to the head (like me)
>>5949112
YOU DONT BELONG HERE
GET OUT
>>5949114
how much would 2 plane tickets cost to get you and froge to my rape dungeon
>>5949121
>ywn hug kiwi irl
>>5949107
>>5949121
M-my sister has done it for like 80$ before
>>5949119
why is there advertising on mtfg
>>5949129
not bad tbdesu
we will discuss this further at a later date
but now i sleep
>>5949130
fuck off idiot
not advertisting, just trying to help fatass get her life in order
>>5949136
No need to be harsh. It really did read like advertising.
>>5949134
sleep snug, smug smug
>>5949134
speak strong, young man
>>5949134
Sleep tight, pupper.
>>5949134
O-okay!
Sleep tight ~
>>5949138
well it aint
all sheen needs to do to pass as someone less than 40 and not diabetic is lose weight
lots of people dont know how to do it properly
scoobys a good resource for that
>>5949146
Not sheen. Full well know how to lose weight. Either eat less or exercise.
Still stuck at 170 pounds 5'8" with summer approaching. Fuck.
>>5949147
losing weight is one thing
doing it healthily in a way that doesnt fuck your skin, muscles ect is another thing
im simply giving her a resource thatll let her do that without fucking herself up more than she has
>>5949148
I don't have any, sorry. I just remember her talking about it.
>>5949147
You don't need to eat less on a caloric deficit. Just eat healthily and do tons of cardio.
>>5949147
>says knows how to lose weight
>says is stuck at 170 pounds
uh
ok
>>5949149
To lose weight like that you'd stay at a slight BMR deficit with good nutrition, and ideally exercise. Idk it's not rocket science
Fuck do I need to exercise. So many cuties find me attractive as it is I can't even imagine if I was healthy and had a slim waist id be so much more confident
Why can't I bring my fatass to just fucking jog until my muscles gone then bulk up my ass anon?
>>5949111
Would you rather be introduced as his boyfriend? Not passing sucks, but not passing with supportive people isnt so bad. I think its sweet, personally. He might even introduce you to some cisgirls who will help you out.
>>5949150
What does a sex dungeon entail exactly, anyway?
>>5949154
>To lose weight like that you'd stay at a slight BMR deficit with good nutrition, and ideally exercise. Idk it's not rocket science
>good nutrition
>exercise
a lot of people dont know what good nutrition is
a lot of people dont know what proper exercise is
a lot of people dont know how to form routines specific to them and lots of personal trainers are shit, speaking from experience.
again, scooby's a good resource for all of this. and its interactive, not static.
define 'eating healthily' to me. im sure youll be in correct because its a lot more complicated than 'hurr eat organic'. you have to find out SPECIFIC things. he's got all that information for free.
but to enter his closed community where he interacts with you personally, you just gotta fork over 7 bucks a month. it sounds like a gimmick but its really not.
but whatever, up to you to believe me or think im an advertising robot. ive already posted the only thing anyone needs to figure out how to design a diet and routine for theirselves without paying for a trainer.
>>5949155
I have no idea
I think it's a meme and we'll just hang and be normal if it does happen
>>5949159
I think you need to kill yourself tbqh
Stop bitching loser, run a mile or accept being a lardass
>>5949155
>ywn rape kiwi in her own rape dungeon
>ywn suck her huge gt while she squirms and moans in her hyper girly voice
Why live.
>>5948851
That's a good sign he sees you as an object and not as a person, sexual tension is one thing, treating you like a porn site is another. I can't tell you if it's normal though because I'm sure most girls wouldn't mention it, and most guys have to hide how terrible they are, but id like to think that this isn't normal.
>>5948851
You're a sexual object, get over it. Live it up while you can, when you're 40 you're gonna be skillless, jobless, and undesirable.
>>5949163
Haha yeah bro were all gonna make it bra
>>5949154
Yeah but good luck figuring out how to get on a deficit without reading any verified information.
Not 'advertising anon' but I've used Scoob's site, it's legit and he's very knowledgable and nice
And tbqh it's hard to sort out the bullshit disinfo from the real shit with just Google on your own.
Mike Chang? Full of shit. Only real fitness people on youtube I know of atm that aren't milking people and actually ruining lives are FitnessBlender
I know someone who went by the shit sixpackshortcuts posted and he injured himself pretty bad. Ruptured his spine. Ive heard countless crossfit horror stories too and people still think its legit. You gotta sort through the BS, anon. The real information is buried under TONS of it.
>>5948851
It's normal if the only thing you do is whore yourself out.
God you're clueless.
>>5949161
Eat whole grain (I prefer steel cut oats), unprocessed food in general. don't eat carbs too much at once, balance fat and protein intake roughly equal calories to each. Eat gobs of dark leafy greens, some root vegetables, other assorted vegetables, and fiber rich fruit like mangos, apples.
Not hard
>>5949173
>not hard
again not everyone is automatically born with the knowledge on how to measure food, protein intake, all that shit
what are you trying to prove anyways? no one said it was hard, i just said not a lot of people know how all the ins and outs. and scoobs good at providing that information in a simple format
>>5949172
I hate when tripfags post baseless dumb shit.
>>5949174
Honestly I'm just being autistic, thanks for linking resources anon :)
>I was only pretending to be retarded
>>5949178
well be autistic less
its annoying as fuck when im just trying to help someone and i get a barrage of people shitting on me just because i happen to have good things to say about a webshit
>>5949182
I'm sorry anon. Can we hug?
>>5949185
sure but dont break my spine with your gains girlfriend, im a twig
>>5949162
Awh I killed it then.
>>5949164
Marijuana
>>5949187
I still have my gains from when I was lifting weights as a dude fucking 7 years a fucking go
I have been mostly sedentary for 6 years now, hrt for 3 years and I can busr out 15 legitimate pushups still
Fuck
I'll be gentle with u tho
>>5949188
Why are you posting? You aren't adding anything to the conversation.
>>5949188
r i p
>>5949189
Any healthy male or female can do 15 push-ups
Can't I just take my gummy multivitamin, drink my Jamba Juice and go to hot yoga like a regular girl?
You make it sound like your choices are eating your Pepe level of feelings or p90x and eating the front lawn
>>5949193
Healthy female means works out regularly. Mayo puts 15 pushups as an ideal fitness level for average women. That means, a woman, working out, normal BMI.
I have considerably more bulk to lift than your average woman and don't work out
I'm as strong as an average man still. It fucking sucks
>>5949189
switch up your diet
no brotien
lots of cardio
>>5949191
Why so cruel anon?
>>5949199
Yah that's my first step if I start working out, the Auschwitz treatment. 10 lb cut increments until I've melted my muscle, then I get in line and do a normal routine for legs and ass
I even have my diet and workouts planned....
I hate myself
http://www.consumerreports.org/cro/magazine/2012/11/arsenic-in-your-food/index.htm
'eat whole foods' isn't the solution to everything.
Your whole foods often have fucking poison in them.
>>5949204
it will be worth it
just imagine your breasts hanging off a smaller chest
wearing smaller shirts and slipping tight jeans up your huge legs and butt
you will be a lot happier with yourself and your body
>>5949205
>>5949204
>>5949199
>>5949198
I don't get why this is all so crazy sounding. Listen, I've literally trained hundreds of people, go out find a patch of grass and do body weight workouts, don't be a jack ass about your posture, do it an hour a day every day, and you're done.
If you can't control what you eat, don't have food in your house, go out and buy every meal.
There you go, done. But you won't do it because you're depressed, and this is a circle jerk.
>>5949208
It just hurts anon. I get miserable and lose will. Once I'm off the bus motivation goes with it.
I'm a weak willed person in general, idk if I can overcome that
>>5949198
15 pushups is nothing for a woman who works out, a fit girl should be able to do a lot more than that. 15 might be fine for a not obese woman or a cardio bunny, but not anybody serious about fitness.
>>5949205
All food has a small amount of toxic metals since plants absorb them from the soil and it just gets concentrated up the food chain. To get "clean" food, you'd need hydroponics with a strictly controlled water intake.
So, there's arsenic and polonium in your greens. Nowhere near enough to affect you, so apart from orthorexic loonies, who cares?
>7 laser sessions, almost done, minor shadow on chin, last session killed a lot of it so 'O' shaped shadow mark, fucking dumb if you ask me
>still shave part out of necessity but mostly habit
>buy new razor
>afterwards pull a stupid face in the mirror, say 'Gilette- the best a man can get'
>wink and cup my beasts and go back to my room
>gf is asleep sprawled on the bed
>put shaving foam on her ass, get ready, do makeup and leave
>text an hour later just saying 'cunt'
how do i have a gf
>>5949213
think of the attention you will get from the boys(or girls?), you won't be just another average girl you will be a girl with an awesome body
>>5949214
Idk what to say you're literally just wrong. Sedentary females average 5-7 full, deep pushups. Sedentary males 15
>>5949217
Awesome body? Not possible. Ribs, shoulders and backs are just too broad.
Stylish and cool body, when dressed right? Maybe
>>5949215
>nowhere enough to affect you
>studies show damaged chromosomes in the excretions of rice consumers
yeah ok
ill trust you, mentally ill person, over studied statistics by people paid to find this shit out
I am almost at the breaking point with facial hair, what is better, laser or electro?
>>5949224
laser for dark
electro for light
>>5949212
>this is a circle jerk
>coming from a tripfag
eat shit
>dont be a jackass about posture
wtf does that even mean
>>5949220
your shoulders are probably wider than a cis girls not going to lie
but look at prisoners of war, their muscles shrank up and their shoulders looked narrow for what would be otherwise strapping men
>>5949232
#bodygoals
>>5949112
I'm a complete neet no-life loser who sits in their room and plays video games and faps to animes all day. I'm going to start hrt soon and I'm actually worried that transitioning will turn me into a normie. I like being a forever alone hikki neet honestly.
>>5949212
ok im listening
>dont be a jackass about your posture
what does this mean?
>>5949236
just continue being a neet. It's really not hard lol. You just grow boobs while doing it.
>>5949236
if you end up passing and becoming beautiful you will be sucking on too much cock to care that you're stacy now
>>5949235
me too, not even joking
once I lose the fat I need to get rid of the muscle from working the timberyard which I still have
>>5949242
first of all im not that first anon
second im not t raging
third you said to listen, idk what you meant by posture so im asking
so instead of being a smartass bitch why dont you answer my question?
>>5949242
Woah bro calm down, still got lots of rage built up from your lifting days I see eh dadbod?
>>5949242
when are you gonna commit suicide?
>>5949250
Looks like you dont either retard
this is a blue board
>>5949249
Sometime after me and edie have a romantic weekend in San Fran.
Probably after we make plans to move in together
Way after were comfy and taking classes at the same school and supporting each other
I might want to see how the free srs from school med insurance goes first...
hmmm maybe if I'm dying of cancer and in a lot of pain in my 70s, but my family is really healthy so idk what to tell you desu
>>5949261
Fucking idiot, you brag about training people but don't answer questions then post porn? Jesus
>>5949254
bitter hons in the morning
>>5949263
its night though kid
>edie and gaye cherry blossum viewing together
>>5949264
Please siphon your t rage
>>5949283
ill empty it into your ass
Blarg
Faye and Edie are my friends and I'm happy for them
>>5949292
no 1 cares
how's it being single ya cuck
>>5949294
Fun
>tfw 2 dates with two different boys this weekend
Just got my preop blood check results. Perfect values for coagulation factors, much better than expected for someone my age.
>>5949292
>maddie will never be happy for you
>>5949300
Oh good. No bleeding like a stuck pig for you
>>5949306
ill teach you how to shoot
im a better shot than most guys i know with any gun tbqh
shooting is my sole talent
btw. if you ever shoot a snub with a grip that you cant fit all your fingers on, and its a basic wood grip with corners and not rounded, wrap your pinkie under the base away from the corner. and keep any rings off and dont have any joints against the trigger guard. you have to hold snubs tight, but if you put your fingers in the wrong places it can give you nerve damage. especially with airweight \aluminum frames.which mine is. im serious. wearing cloth gloves can help a bit too and you have to hold uour thumb down with your off hands thumb on most so the cylinder release doesnt dig into your knuckle when it recoils. keep all this in mind ok?
>>5949300
When's your date?
>>5949310
I hope this isnt going to be a constant thing.
>>5949306
>mfw I am happy for yume
>>5949313
May, 7th.
>>5949320
>mfw next time I see you in portland I'm going to make you lose some teeth
>>5949321
Damn, that's exciting, Gratz who are you going to?
>>5949313
You look like a transexual version of Adrien Brody
>>5949326
Chett. Most post op trans women I know IRL got their surgery from him and they only have good things to say about the results...
>>5949330
Had to Google, but thanks senpai, dude is pretty hot, I'll take that.
>>5949331
Nice nice, good luck. I'm going to suporn in june
>>5949331
ah yes, the hons choice
>>5949335
>is fine with looking like a man
>>5949310
i want you to, i look forward to it
>>5949320
yay
r8 my mega milk?
>>5949339
Lmao, better to look like a hot dude than an ugly dude. Given how I look I'll take any compliment I can.
>>5949342
Would love tenderly/10
>>5949347
Don't forget to brink the forklift.
>>5949273
It's funny cuz it's true.
>>5949357
do nipples ever start to feel less unpleasant or do i just have 2 new pain receptors on my chest?
>>5949364
Oh Chris Evans, you are an endless source of reaction images.
>>5949366
Two dots of fiery hell, aint cell growth fun? Once things are pretty much done. Nerves dont like this sort of bullshit
>>5949366
Given enough time on HRT they become two additional erogenous zones.
That or they fall off. Best of luck.
>>5949368
I wish I could suck his dick
>/mtfg wrapped up in a sentence.
>bitched about work saying im in hell
>get told by anon to take a walk and not kill myself
<.< im not.. what?
what is it with trannies and super porn?
>>5949373
You can dream anon.
Have you seen Before We Go? A really nice romantic movie staring Alice Eve and him.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=100&v=aU4ehgnTjVg
>>5949382
best meme current year desu
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TCKG4SbLWk
I wish I had this body
>>5949389
hon shoulders, tbhon. ass is so huge though she still looks like a pear. hope to god i don't end up a pear >,<
>>5949389
It is a nice body.
>>5949391
when do you sleep Pan?
>>5949391
>hon shoulders
they're like 12" wide
>hope to god i don't end up a pear
but pear is best bodyshape
>>5949330
>>5949335
>>5949339
The resemblance is striking though, isn't it? I think you're being a bit generous to me though. or just rude to Adrien
>>5949397
She's just jelly anon. Follow your booty dreams.
>>5949401
my body, for reference. i'm pretty apathetic towards her body, unless she has big boobs, i'm like an a cup
>>5949389
i dont care if need to roid up, i really love lifting and getting fit. hated it before transitioning, cant go without it now
>>5949402
cool, i saw you posting before I went to bed, that was like 8 hours ago
>>5949407
That sounds like body dysmorphia squared.
>>5949409
haha yaa, i was posting in class this morning, i just got home, went out to dinner with some friends. did some touristy thing, since i like never do that stuff, pic related
>>5949411
see, her body looks disgusting to me. she puts so much work in her back and abs and focuses so much on losing weight she looks ridiculous with tiny little arms and huge legs. guys do the same thing a lot too and it's always dumb. i lift more for aesthetics than function but i dont see why youd go for the t rex look on purpose just so you look skinny
>>5949416
I think she looks great there. It's just the proffered physique for figure competitions.
My head hurts ;_;
>Oh! I didn't recognize you. I thought you were some new girl.
Y-yeah. I wouldn't hate it if you kept thinking that, coworker-kun. At least he didn't immediately start apologizing for his "mistake" the way people usually do.
I think "boy mode" might be worse than active repression when it starts to fray around the edges.
>>5949421
im not interested in competing at all for pretty much that reason. i care about the aesthetics a lot but i really dislike the competition aesthetic generally. i just want to look in the mirror and really be proud of myself, and lifting makes me feel like i can be. I don't want to to go too far though, not full body builder or universe tier, just obviously muscled and strong.
>>5949432
I've been gendered female a few times in boy mode over the last month and it's the weirdest mix of excitement, fear and dysphoria
>>5949424
Oh keep your chin up Phienchin.
You've been having these headaches a lot lately.
>>5949434
It's a good plan. Far better than the usual starving that ends up with looking like a pudgy skeleton.
>>5949449
yes, like, everyday
probably sleep in a bad position
>>5949449
im closer to pudgy skeleton than fit now desu, its only been a few months. but even tiny results are nice.
>>5949443
a woman actually warned me i was going into the wrong restroom last time i was desperate enough to use a public one and went to the mens. felt really nice
>>5949455
or not eating and drinking enough
>>5949455
Maybe you should tire yourself out. Exhaust yourself and get a good nights sleep.
Hello /mtfg/. Has anyone here tried a herb called Saw Palmetto?
I can't access HRT just yet so I'm trying this in the meantime. One trans girl recommended it to me a while ago, and the women at the wellness shop said I shouldn't buy it because I'm only 18 and it will interfere with my male growth (which is what made me buy it lol).
Seeking opinions please.
>edition
My favorite Pokemon is skarmory, does my taste pass?
>>5949478
Used it on and off between my two transitions, and I think it helped. It's actually prescribed as a weak to treat BPD, so it's one of few herbals that have a serious claim to be effective.
>>5949463
malnutrition could be a possibility
feels like that as well
>>5949466
that would be even worse, Id need light sleep because when I am too tired I roll on my back since my chest hurts when not laying on my back. but that makes my head hurt in the morning. its weird.
>>5949478
>herbs
I mean, you could probably try, but its pretty far away from the real thing.
>>5949478
just buy hormones from all day chemist
saw palmetto has mild anti androgenic effects but requires consumption of mass qualities to have any noticeable effect
>>5949491
Try sleeping without a pillow if you're on your back, or at least with a smaller one. It takes some getting used to but i used to get bad neck and head aches when I woke up and removing the pillow helped me a lot.
>>5949478
The only reason i know of to take saw palmetto is to help with orgasms and cum amount, and i know it works fine for that though not as well as some other things. realistically speaking if it makes you feel a little better than try it, but youd be much better off focusing on getting hrt. hormones arent that expensive really, just make sure to low dose until you get a proper doctor
>>5949499
I tried sleeping with, without and with a different pillow (smaller) ;~;
nothing helped
>>5949502
;_; malnutrition or dehydration then is probably right
>>5949506
I am prone to UTIs so I drink a lot to prevent that. I dont think its dehydration
>>5949491
You are so delicate.
>>5949515
so weak and fragile ;~;
>>5949524
If you stick to the recommendations and get blood work done at a doctor you're really unlikely to fuck anything up
>>5949524
safe dosage, 200mg spiro, 4mg estrogen
>>5949524
thats really hard. you have to do things VERY VERY wrong for years to fuck yourself up
also herbal shit is far away from real hormones.
>>5949524
most everybody gets prescribed the same thing no matter what, just stick to the low end of the common dosage and youll be fine. 200mg spiro and like 4 mg e. if youre really paranoid take half that for a few months and then up to full dose if you still cant see a doctor
>>5949520
Alas! The weight of this world lies on your delicate shoulders.
Posting down or dead thread
>>5949547
a-are you sure
that sounds
not very smart
>Tfw you ask your gf which one are you, panty or stocking and she immediately says Panty
PA Announcement: Yume is a database anon
>>5949627
proof?
>>5949629
https://unsee.
cc/niberatu/
>>5949637
o-oh.
Well...she's nice anyways~!
>>5949609
>tfw stocking
Are these levels OK for two weeks low dose?
>>5949607
It certainly sounded like that a few times you felt down.
>>5949673
is there no units?
I think it's good but not positive
>>5949673
two weeks low dose shouldn't do alot
pick up that strand of hair tho
>>5949685
I am constantly melancholic I guess. but I dont fall into full blown suicidal depression that often. kinda glad its better now.
Some days, I dont even care that I am just a mutilated mentally ill man in a skirt.
Some days it really hurts tho
>>5949673
what the fuck is wrong with your prolactin
whats the unit for that?
the rest needs units as well for me to tell you if thats okay. but it doesnt look too bad.
>>5949691
>mutilated mentally ill man in a skirt
Oh come on don't be so hard on yourself. And stop invalidating every progress you made.
>>5949694
miU/L
I don't have a clue.
>>5949695
thanks friendo
cheers to upboats
>>5949648
She's a piece of shit
>>5949695
Upboated
>>5949699
oh, that translates to roughly 29 ng/ml I think.
its slightly increased. you should check for this again next time you get a bloodtest
its not dangerous imo, just when it goes up even more
>>5949697
I dont think its invalidating it. Its just the rationalist in me doing the thing. I cant delude myself to a point where I think of myself as a real girl. Obviously not a healthy approach, just normal pessimism
>>5949709
>normal pessimism
It's hardly pessimism.
You're one of the few here who isn't delusional
>finally get courage for pixie cut hairstyle
>im gonna look like a boy what am I doing
>pass even better with short hair
Literally everything went better than expected.
>>5949714
Pic or it didn't happen
>>5949709
Phienchen how "trutrans" would you say you were growing up? Or did you repress really hard? I have the same mindset as you and I wasn't a true trans kid or anything (feelings were there as a child but not very out there) and I wonder if its related.
>>5949718
Pff implying Im gonna do something dumb like post pics of myself on 4chan. Come on now.
Stealth life gotta be maintained girl, baka tbqh familia.
>>5949713
>seeing yourself as a girl when you've lived as one and been perceived by the outside world as one for years
>delusion
Ok
>>5949723
>stealth life
Code word for bullshit
>>5949725
Everyone genders me correctly and I still call myself a man because that's how I was born.
Sorry that reality trumps your delusion, sweetie
>>5949729
Everyone genders you female, you're for all intents and purposes female, you're at a point where you're accumulating life experience as a female and you call yourself a man? I'm not crazy enough to think that I'm cis, but I also think saying you're a man is equally delusional.
>mfw overloaded with endorphins after gym
>mfw I actually feel good about being a man
Praise drugs.
>>5949719
I was semi truetrans
I played only with girls until 5th grade, and I crossdressed. also had longish hair.
started repressing hard after elementary school, looked for boys to protect me (and they did) I was always short, skinny and a late developer, and super meek. I got buds during puberty and hoped Id get full blown breasts SO HARD. cried a lot when they went away after the initial start. I believed for a while that I was actually a real girl whose private parts were just wrong.
after that I repressed. videogames, alcohol, going out with friends. I avoided dating for the most part though. I was exclusively into girls preHRT, did a 180 after mones.
also, to my friends, it was apparently pretty obvious I wanted to be a girl. a good friend told me after I told her that she had known for 5 years
>>5949729
my legal sex is female. referring to me by my old name or as a man is simply wrong in the legal sense.
I am however a biological man.
>>5949729
Keep on keeping on. You fight the overwhelming power of trans people so that you can be different from the other girls in the eyes of whatever regressive social group you wish would love you.
>>5949733
I'm a man in the sense of biology and so are you sweetie
>>5949739
Phenotype, not genotype.
Beginning to think this is a /pol/ "stealth" invasion instead of just self-hating trans girls.
>>5949739
Well obviously, but who actually cares about their biology, and why would you use your biology to trump what the rest of the world sees? My biology doesn't affect my day to day life, therefore I ignore it.
>>5949744
Until a you tell your future partner that you can't have children and he leaves you for that
>>5949735
Ah guess it might not stem from repression then idk. I was a lot less true trans than you sound, I always told myself "no I'm a boy", I never once growing up believed I actually was a girl (I just felt that I -should- have been a girl) and I thought maybe years of telling myself that ingrained it in my brain that I'm still a boy no matter what.
OMG /MTFG/!!!
My new doctor asked if I was FTM, does this mean I can quit boymode and go soft butch now?
>>5949748
I thought my soul was female I guess. I actually still do believe that.
>>5949747
This happens to cis women too? I don't see your point.
>>5949751
Yes.
>>5949747
still here and still going on with the whole bullying things, you've got tenacity I'll give you that
>>5949747
pretty sure we will live to see uterus transplants for trannies
>>5949733
I will always be a man, even at 4-5 years even presented female I will always be male
>>5949739
in a rare gesture I will anime post in your honour
If I tried to smile more would it make my face look more feminine? I noticed my general expression looks like I am mad/depressed and its not helping one bit.
Anyone ever face train?
>>5949754
I guess I believed/believe that too. But I always had a male body so I always convinced myself that I was a boy.
I have faith that eventually you will be able to look beyond your past and consider yourself an actual girl
>>5949764
desu my resting face makes me look mad as hell someone reply to this help pls
>>5949767
wew lad what ails you
>>5949774
>my resting face makes me look mad as hell
yeah that's the same as mine. I think its from constant dysphoria/envy and its actually negatively affecting my face.
>>5949774
You're just like all of the other scum chasers here
>>5949770
I dunno, I guess even if I fixed my face, got ovaries and an uterus and my chromosomes changed, Id still consider myself a freak, simply because it took all that effort to reach this point. I do think it reduces my inherent worth massively. it has upsides though. Ive put a lot of money and effort into this. I am proud of what I have achieved. the simple fact that I can show my picture to dudes that dont know I am a tranny and have them tell me they dont believe that thats me and demand my fb profile for proof makes me kinda happy.
>>5949774
Who are you and why do you keep posting birds.
>>5949783
Let it all out friend, you've got my shoulder
>wake up
>icecream and bikini
>steak and beer
gotta love having a garden
and to top it all off
pub with cutie tonight :3
what's the rest of you up to on such a nice day ?
>>5949792
I am, I already know how it's going to be for me, I'm sorry if you disagree it's not like you have to share my opinion or belief
>>5949797
WORK
also send
help
my head hurts terribly ;_;
>>5949792
hey did you really filter me?
>>5949798
>I already know how it's going to be
I wasn't aware you were able to see the future
>>5949787
your friend
>>5949797
videogames desu
Does this outfit look ok?
>>5949810
Months ago
>>5948880
For the transtrenders, yes, but for alot of us here, no.
At least in my case I've had dysphoria since preschool, so like, it's definitely not a trend for me. Especially since I don't want to draw any attention to it, and just live the rest of my life as a stealthed woman (to all but my bf/husband).
>>5949802
aww :(
sending aspirin via luftwaffe immediately
>>5949812
:/ but nice weather
>>5949792
Every thread I open I find you calling people bitter. Projection much?
I visit /mtfg/ less and less because I have nothing in common with the type of people that dominate the thread now. Maybe you should get out more.
>>5949809
drugs aren't going to magically change mine or anyone elses perception of me, again; you do not need to share my opinion or belief
>>5949819
it rained and stormed like hell last night where I live desu
>>5949814
I don't like the color of those tights with that dress and boots
>>5949727
Whatever makes you feel better babe
>>5949797
That sounds really nice.
I am at work right now. When I get home I guess I'll just cry and then shoot up heroin.
>>5949826
well
does it now ?
>>5949815
>Months ago
hmm... this should be upsetting but I guess a person who had everything handed to them like you wants to live in a little exclusionary bubble. I will just leave here for the day since everyone hates me.
>>5949819
Harry Potter and the Führer's Stone
>>5949792
>bitter
>self hate
Not at all. I accepted myself for who I am unlike you.
>>5949836
don't come back please
So today is our little visibility day. I can't wait to hear bigots on the news
>>5949814
No, snape
>>5949835
no, but it's muddy and miserable and cold outside now send help
>>5949843
I doubt it will even make the news here. Nothing on the national newspapers websites yet...
>>5948880
Most people in this thread. Real trans women live as women which is nothing like what goes on here.
>>5949839
Technically, you denied everything about your "self" except a point of terminology you're clinging to in order to fit in with your favourite hate group. They're OK with the concession, since you make a great show of invalidating the experiences of other trans people. Fuck off.
>>5949849
Well kayla is right you know.
Your parents paid for your srs
If you pass, what washroom should I be using?
Like, I totally pass in boymode, but I'm closer to androgynous than anything else because of a some moderate acne scarring and brow bossing, both of which I'll be getting 'fixed' in the future, and I have no chest to really nail it home. So basically, I'm androgynous, leaning female (default pronoun everyone uses).
At the same time, I've never gone into the ladies and I'm nervous that I'll get looks or something. No one ever seems to pay attention to other people in the men's, so I doubt anyone cares or thinks much of it, especially since I live in a major city and there's alot of weirder shit there (though I could just not be noticing the looks).
Also, I'm not 'presenting' persay, but it doesn't seem to really matter when every single person genders you female. My voice has always been androgynous enough to pass from the start (though I'm working on it anyway).
Help.
>>5949853
>angry bitter tranny
Don't worry sweetie, not everyone can accept themselves for who they are.
>>5949855
This post is a typical delusional trender rant.
>>5949846
just do a sun dance maybe ?
>>5949829
Kewl, I was iffy about them. I will change them. Thanks!
>>5949849
>>5949854
>>5949810
Its times like this I'm glad I never took hormones.
You've got being bitchy cats right down to to tee.
Stoic ftw
>>5949836
it's cause your crazy kayla. you literally bash on someone when they are doing nothing wrong. maybe you take into account your past with them but still can't you push it aside? even if they were trying to upset you, your reputation is pretty shit. Doing what everyone sees you as just pushes you down further.
you do have a lot of problems and I think you should at least think about it.
Also yeah some people here have it better and yeah I am a bit jealous but not to the point where I hate them/want to kill them. Jesus.
> Tfw having wet dreams without the wetness.
> Tfw had them for the last three days at night.
> Always involves getting railed from behind, doggystyle by a hottie and sucking cock. Sometimes a bit of exhibitionism, or sluttiness as well.
Is something up with my levels, or is it just incessant cockthirst? I'm on 200mg/day spiro.
Part of me wants to wear the sluttiest (but not trashy) clothing possible now that I pass, but I don't think my parents will let me out of the house like that ;_;. God, I need a dick.
>>5949849
>I'm not talking about the drugs lizbell
I am, crossdressing isn't going to make people take me any more seriously either. but here I am doing it anyway
>>5949855
Nobody pays attention in the men's toilets as long as you somewhat pass at male. If you're obviously female, it's really not a good idea to get in there anymore. I know I haven't ever since I was shouted out by an angry trucker.
So, for now, you can use both. You probably should get used to the women's restroom, though.
>>5949871
I don't have a chest to switch from 'androg leaning female / femboy' to 'yep, that's a girl' atm. I'm as flat as a washboard ;_;.
>>5949877
Padded push-ups exist for a reason. Plenty of cis girls have small breasts. At least until they get pregnant and fat.
>>5949879
Exactly what happened to my mom. She's like, a D now when she was an A in high school.
Sister is pretty flat too. Probably an A, tops.
>>5949865
Tf u say you ratchet skank
>>5949524
lol you're MUCH more likely to screw up your body trying herbal shit to get any comparable significant results because there's a lot of shit other than what gives the effects you want and taking huge enough doses to get any of the effects you want also increases the effects of all the other stuff
>>5949867
I had one last night but it wasn't a lewd dream at all. I dreamed I was in my old apartment and Kanye west came over and kept calling me "lil nigga" and then I went to use the bathroom and woke up with a couple drops of cum on my stomach. I'm afraid it might be levels too ;-;
not trying to side with kayla here but she does have a point, anons and trips who had srs are rude and snarky to everyone who haven't had srs yet
>>5949892
not rlly,
they just set shit straight when people with no personal knowledge or experience try to talk shit
>>5949892
not really but whatever makes you sleep better I guess
>>5949892
I have no problems with preop girls. I know how hard it is to get that surgery. Non-ops, especially ones who can't stop yapping about how much they love their dicks, I treat as cis males until proven otherwise.
>>5949892
You seen that LEGO Batman trailer?
>>5949854
Hi kayla
>>5948735
>tfw semester resumes next week so I get to engage in lewd hand holding with qt nb friend
>>5949902
its not possible for me to pay for srs though so why treat me like a man?
>>5949860
I aint doin that, pretty sure if you tried hard enough you could sun dance with enough power to reach where I live
>>5949914
do you know how to read? she clearly said people who won't stop talking about their dicks vs people who can't afford srs yet
>>5949908
Whether or not it was Kayla though, how is one not to feel jealous of your free SRS?
>>5949902
>Non-ops, especially ones who can't stop yapping about how much they love their dicks, I treat as cis males until proven otherwise
I mean, I get how you could come to that view especially from bad experiences but I'm hesitant to deny people's identities when the majority would deny ALL our identities
>>5949908
>kayla leaves
>"anons" defending kayla show up
but I'm sure she's rlly off doing very important kayla things like getting job offers from NASA and the whitehouse while she rides her bikes around her pool of ketchup
I need some love mtfg. I'm lonely, homely, and my life sucks. I'm working really hard and impressing my bosses but i feel like i have no life and my dreams are slowly waning off into the winds swept up by my life. And i would be really fine with that, if i weren't so alone in it all.
>>5949914
Well, you want it, even though you can't pay for it. That's preop in my book. Non-ops are those few who don't want SRS at all. A few have pretty good reasons for that, but let's face it, the majority are trenders or cis fetishists. I wouldn't say the same for FtMs because the SRS they can get is pretty bad.
Kayla isn't that bad~!
also I hope to get SRS soon!
>>5949927
>I need some love mtfg
make sure you pass and have a fancy new expensive vagina and they all will shower you with love
god forbid you can't yank out 30 thousand dollars from you parents bank account to buy a vag because they will all mock and taunt you
Oh and todays my last day of phone service for about a week. So starting tomorrow i wont even have the internet to help me. Should i call my mom? Do you think she'll pretend to love me again if i tell her how in despair i am? All of it seems pointless dude. Life is so fucking stupid. I'd rather be dead than so inadequate and alone that it hurts.
Shit sorry, /rant
>>5949924
I know inclusiveness is PC and all, but every trender and fetishist is a bullet waiting to be used by conservatives against trans people. We don't need "Stefonknees" calling themselves trans.
>>5949931
It's hard to not be jealous
I try not to be though
>>5949940
Just remember her and every other post op thinks they are above you because they got the money for srs.
>>5949937
this.
>>5949902
>you cannot like dicks or you are a fetishist and not just horny for dick
you should campaign for Cameron
>>5949945
lol where do you even get this shit
>>5949952
observation
just look at how you all talk to each other here
>>5949923
Idk, this isn't even about surgical status though, or the price tag on my surgery. Kayla and kaylanons like to bring it up because for some reason having SRS paid for by the government invalidates how hellish my first year of transition was.
>>5949959
you mean how kayla talks to everyone and starts shit for no reason?
>>5949960
on the contrary, it doesn't invalidate anything, you got rewarded for your horrible year yet for me its been 4 horrible years on hrt and I still can't get srs even working 2 jobs
>first day cycling back on progy
>suddenly super depressed
Idk if tits are worth it
>>5949959
kayla pls
>>5949940
true it's hard
but idk I stopped being jealous about pretty much everything after stopping to care
I mean just think how many people are jealous of the things you have
jealousy is everywhere so might as well ignore it
>>5949960
>because for some reason having SRS paid for by the government invalidates how hellish my first year of transition was.
this
>>5949967
>working 2 jobs
confirmed not kayla as she can't even get one
I'm not gonna lie, Kayla really scares me. She comes across as highly malicious and that's why I'm too scared to post my picture here.
>>5949965
I don't care about kayla's crap i am just pointing out that the rift here between post srs and people who can't afford srs is way to great and there is a lot of figurative dick waving by post ops for how lucky they are to have gotten srs
>>5949976
lol okay, that shit only happens because kayla starts it
>>5949985
>that shit only happens because kayla starts it
i've seen it happen without kayla even here. simply put you all are attacking each other and calming superiority on a passing basis I don't see how this helps anyone except super well to do mtfs who want their egos boosted
>>5949994
>I can say more after this exam ,;~;
I am cheering you on <3
>>5949997
kayla pls just stop, nobody cares because this doesn't happen
>>5949994
>you are working towards it though and you are making progress
every dime i make from both my shit jobs goes to rent and living expenses so i will never afford srs
>>5950003
im not kayla because i have the guts to get a job. im surprised there are not more people though who are just tired of all the people humble bragging about how well they have it, not in the US by the way
>it's a pre-ops vs post-ops episode
annoyedredditfrog.jpg
>tfw apparently there's a legit chance I may have Klinefelter syndrome
>tfw Tanner stage III well-rounded breasts at 5 months
hm, wonder if that's why my ribcage is so weird
>>5949978
>pictures don't hurt anyone
*clears throat*
Yall ever read about ants? I spent a day reading about them recently and i think with one adaptational inprovement they could kill all of us and take over the world.
>>5950006
You should change your living aituation then because i work one job and save five hundred a month. I'm not even that smart
>>5950018
>*clears throat*
awaits log of shit to swallow
>>5949930
>not staying a qt dickgirl
it's what I'm gonna do
just like my animes
>>5950015
Does it really matter in day-to-day life?
>>5950020
not all of us are lucky enough to live in a civilized country
you cant up and tell me to change my living situation when its impossible
>>5950018
>*clears throat*
idk, do they ?
I never saw a picture that hurt me
>>5950025
nobody cares.
>>5949976
Literally the only shit I've ever gotten here is from Anon, who is neither pre- nor post-op, but merely Anon.
And I am decidedly pre-op, and still unsure I'll ever be able to get more than an orchi. I don't even know how to feel about that, yet.
>>5950033
>And the intent did hurt me, even if the photo was something stupid.
fair enough
I just find the pics people made of me amusing as fuck
>Why shouldn't i cycle prog btw
cause it pretty much causes PMS
just take it daily in a lower dose to stabilize mood and get bob growth
>>5950033
>If you're unwilling to change, you deserve exactly what you get
translates to "im a spoiled cunt who tells people worse off then me to do the impossible because my life has never been tough" Come on down to Argentina and change my life for me if its so easy
>>5950040
>cause it pretty much causes PMS
I thought PMS was mostly caused by the sharp drop of E in cisgrills
prog doesnt change my mood at all for some reason. I am kinda sad about that
>>5950043
Why would i waste my hard earned money, and my small anount of free time, to help you? Go look for a handout somewhere else. I've never been on unemployment or welfare benefits. My family kicked me out. I now live on my own. And I've thus far paid for my entire transition by myself and with my own private insurance. If you say you cant do it, then i believe you. YOU cant.
>>5950040
Idk dude i want the pill to have the right effect on me, I'm gonna keep.my dosage. And cycling sorta works, I'm only depressed for like the first couple days.
>>5949937
yeah but slippery slopes can go both ways and saying that someone who isn't happy with the current state of srs and/or tries to make the best of what they have isn't legitimate could set a dangerous precedent
throwing people under the bus isn't going to change the majority opinion that none of us are legitimate in our identity
if you're so worried of bad representations being associated with trans people then do your part to be a good representative