Yuri edition #2
Electric boogaloo
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▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000 http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
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▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat #mtfg
Previous thread >>5837511
>>5838790
>tfw no strong carry gf to carry you while you're just playing mana battery CM
>tfw will never get head pats after being a good support
Fucking kill me
>>5838793
First
>>5838793
Pure love
>>5838777
are these your parents?
>>5838804
>ywn lean over and kiss lain and thank her for giving you the mana for infinite daggers while you wait for her to stack your camps.
>>5838810
>tfw Wayne and Garth will never be your dads
;_;
nth for bad feels
>>5838813
How do people always know which anon is Lain, it's really kind of spooky.
>>5838823
Have good feels friend
>>5838823
Why bad feels?
>>5838779
>plays games for girls
>thinks she can fight anyone
kek
>>5838824
She's pretty easy to pick out
nth for good feels
I haven't felt dysphoria in 3 days and I'm beginning to pass at 4 months, it's gonna take ages to finish laser but that seems to be the main thing holding me back from going full-time
I'm terrified of the prospect but also I'm so excited
>>5838835
>shitting on games for girls
After you fite her you're going to have to fite me too.
>>5838836
>all this complaining about cancer
You're just mad, git gud kid
Tb and earth spirit have thr best animations.
>>5838848
next post will be lain again
>>5838848
It's okay all my posts suck.
SUCH A LUST FOR WOMEN
>>5838737
>insulting stardew valley
>>5838736
adri every single day that she isnt spending the night ;-;
>>5838851
>complaining
lol.
>>5838854
>tfw guinsoo thinks PA is a male.
but she's beautiful..
>>5838854
Do I need noticeable boobs in the game of real life?
>>5838841
That's really good; I hope things keep going well for you.
>>5838855
LEEEEEEEEEEEEWD
>>5838857
This is the only dota image i have
>>5838823
>bad feels
>tfw had a dream last night where you hung out with beepbop and she was really cool
>tfw it'll probably never happen irl
>>5838866
Idk Joan they seem kind of important
>tfw you and maddie sent snap chat of each others places
>tfw you both included comfy beds
>.>;;;;;
>>5838856
I can't play repetitive busy work games any more, my mind literally revolts
>>5838858
Y-yeah
>>5838857
PA is probably trans desu
>Be needy emotional shit
>Try not to be too unhappy around one friend because my emotional issues were clearly making me stressful to be around
>Text them around 4 hours ago
>still no response
I feel stupid and kinda blame myself for pushing or friendship apart. Like I think my coming out as trans to her affected it a little, like even though she is supportive I think she kinda sees me as a different person now, and I also think the fact we had fallings out in the past affected it, but idk. We used to be really good friends, and I'm pretty much her only real friend, but despite that it still feels like a lot of time she's reluctant to respond to me or anything unless she's in the mood to talk to me, like a lot of times I don't even get small little courtesy responses to my texts now. I feel like I'm just an overall unpleasant person that despite the good times in the past and her limited social circle she still doesn't seem to want to interact with me a lot of the time.
What do I do /mtfg/? Should I just accept that our friendship isn't the same as it once so I don't keep coming off as needy?
>>5838855
>tfw no gf to agp with
>tfw my lower back is permanently fucked and i can barely walk or bend over
>tfw going to quit my job and collect disability and live in a wheelchair forever
yay, now i'm not only a tranny but a disabled tranny, kill me
>>5838878
rip bananamancer
>>5838866
This pervert knows how to sweet-talk.
>>5838867
>>5838883
hol up i got literally one.
>>5838867
Reminder that carry lich 2strong.
how to make myself feel like a girl instead of a man with dysphoria?
>>5838835
>implying Morrowind, Life is Strange and Undertale are bad games
>>5838855
I don't know about that, vagina is gross.
>>5838879
It might be her and not you, you know; is she going through some stuff herself?
>>5838884
what happened to your back?
get diagnosed with the autism and you'll have the Tumblr hat-trick.
>>5838890
>>5838891
>not having a huge dota folder
>>5838894
>Life is Strange
One of my favorite games right now desu
>>5838894
Where did I imply that? Are you saying games for girls are bad? That's sexist you know
>tfw no good voice so I can play more dota without being gross and manly
>>5838870
I'm not really cool sorry for ruining your dream : /
When did the rest of you notice your face was changing?
>>5838880
Trans lesbian relationships are terribly cute, aren't they? Just something about them...
>>5838902
lost my harddrive a long time ago, then haven't played since 2015. bite me.
>>5838880
You'll find someone, I mean there are lots of girls in Canada, right?
Slightly transphobic cis female here. Ask me anything.
>>5838903
not enough victoria for my tastes
>>5838915
wanna fuck?
>>5838914
Don't you know Canada is just full of burly lumberjacks?
>>5838909
I think you're actually cool but don't know that you're cool because you're too cool for that.
>>5838835
>plays games for agps
oh im laffin
>>5838909
literally the only thing about it that my brain cared enough to remember
I remember jormy was in it to but I dont remember anything besides that and what I already told you, and I was sitting in a bean bag chair at your place
>>5838915
straight cis male here
wanna go out?
>>5838915
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xzpndHtdl9A
>>5838916
Kate is my spirit animal
>>5838890
>>5838891
>>5838867
>>5838902
What is this
>>5838903
It's amazing... if you don't mind being emotionally wrecked for a week after finishing it
>>5838906
:^)
>>5838910
Never.
>>5838911
>you will never have a transbian gf who's good at video games
>>5838915
Wanna be my gf?
I can clean and i'm good at video games and stuff.
>>5838914
If all of Canada were possible I'd call dibs ok?
How do I accept the fact that I simply will never be happy about my body? There are so many things wrong with it and multiple things that can only be fixed with expensive surgery. I dont think I'm ever going to be happy...
>>5838920
Find one that wants to transition then, isn't that basically all burly lumberjacks?
>>5838923
trip on faye
>>5838916
>tfw no catty cis girl victoria friend
por que
>>5838925
>a week after finishing it
I was when I played it, I was a week after, and I still am. I should bring it to anon's house when I go hang out with her this weekend since I have an extra physical copy
>>5838936
that title is reserved for singsing.
>>5838915
plz stop being transphobic
>tfw I will never get to experience life as a hipster girl
>>5838915
Transphobic in what way?
>tfw no cool older gf to housewaifu for
>>5838921
If the Zeemaps are anything to go by? None that hang out here, so braving the non-mtfg dating scene is mandatory.
>being a hot guy
>occasional crippling dysphoria
Its like being amazing at a sport but absolutely hating it
,>>5838943
b-but im barely older than you
>>5838945
>idea of two dysphoric people transitioning, growing into themselves and falling in love with each other over shared struggles is adorable
tfw could have this at some point
>>5838915
What brings you here? Not that you're not welcome, but I'm not sure why a slightly transphobic cis female would want to hang out with people like us, haha.
>>5838924
I dress, act, and take a 1000 photos a day like max, I was kate in private school, and if I was cis I'd probably have been victoria
>>5838945
>Don't know what it is but the idea of two dysphoric people transitioning, growing into themselves and falling in love with each other over shared struggles is adorable.
This is sarcasm- isnt it?
>>5838918
Probably not.
>>5838923
Aren't you interested in mtgs?
>>5838924
I'm not mad dear. Slightly grossed out is the right way to put it.
>>5838927
I'm not a loser, so video game skills don't impress me.
>>5838940
I'm not trying to be a transphobe, but the ones I have come across hasn't made it easy. I have class with a mtf and her demeanor is problematic. She is too defensive and act like everyone is out to get her. She twists words to make it seem like I am attacking her although it's the furthest thing from what I'm doing. Is this normal for mtf?
>>5838953
trip on me
>>5838929
See Elanna, interest from fellow Canadians exists, you'll find someone. :)
>>5838945
I need this in my life
>>5838943
>tfw
>>5838953
I really should take more photos and learn more about photography since I like it and I need a hobby that isn't videogames ;w;
>being Victoria
Wow what a bully!!
>>5838919
>>5838927
Fuck.
>>5838955
i think ur worth a lot and ur gonna meet me...
>>5838957
cum on me
>tfw no cool older gf to take you out to do fun things
>tfw no cool older gf who likes video games and cuddling
>>5838949
I am older than you :-|
>tfw voice training
>tfw most of the time I sound okay but when I make noise involuntarily (laughing, hiccups, snoring etc.) I go right back into gross low-pitched nasally caveman voice
please tell me it changes eventually oh god I would literally die if I was stealth and talking to somebody and then suddenly changed to guyvoice by accident
>>5838956
>Slightly grossed out is the right way to put it.
But why?
>She is too defensive and act like everyone is out to get her. She twists words to make it seem like I am attacking her although it's the furthest thing from what I'm doing. Is this normal for mtf?
Not for the mtfs here at least.
>>5838956
no, not at all, only cis girls
post your skype ;)
>>5838956
It's normal for a crazy person and/or tumblr user.
>>5838945
>tfw trans best friend
We're awfully cute together, when we're not both miserable. I love her to bits. Need to do more joint outings to ward off shut-in syndrome.
>>5838966
nope, it me ;)
>>5838967
>laughing
i don't know this feel.
>>5838962
>tfw beep is going to get hardcore shipped
>>5838896
I know she's dealt with emotional issues in the past, but I think it's mostly my fault. Back whenever we had our previous falling out like a year ago we were both still in HS and had almost all the same classes together and got really close, she got really pushy for me to go out with her, always wanted to spend time with me, would tell me she loved me, etc., and I wasn't interested in having that type of relationship with her but I kept leading her on because I enjoyed her company and like I said, I'm an emotional needy selfish shit. Eventually we did start going out but things were weird and we were both just not being very good to eachother and we kinda both seemed to start to resent eachother and eventually broke up, then I did something really dumb, and when she confronted me about it I didn't want to take responsibility for my mistake so I told her I didn't ever want to talk to her again. And like now that we're talking again she obviously still enjoys my company, and is willing to like do way more for me than I even deserve, but our friendship just isn't the same it was and I feel really bad about that. I don't even feel like I deserve to feel bad about it though, like I really feel like a really shitty person and like I was really shitty to her.
>>5838955
Aww. :( You'll find others that aren't thousands of miles away from you, keep looking.
>>5838942
It's more so I haven't had a pleasant conversation with any of them and I'm coming to a conclusion I'm not really a fan. At least the little I did experience. I seem to get along with almost everyone else, but as explained above to another person, I can't even have a conversation with a mtf classmate without her twisting my words around to make it seem as though I am attacking her with every word. I'm not trying to do this to you, you know?
>>5838952
I'm trying to internalize and rationalize this feeling of slight transphobia (for lack of a better term). I want to know if my feelings are justified.
>tfw no cool older gf to learn to cook for
>tfw no cool older gf to bully you
>tfw no cool older gf to hold hands with in public
>>5838974
Spoopy
>>5838981
faye x maddie x beepbeep
there u go
>>5838981
when we "get bubble tea" im gonna tickle u
>>5838985
Oh. Most trannies are terrible, so it's kind of justified. Just don't write off all of us, though, a few are tolerable.
>>5838992
NO RASBERRIES
I squeek ._.
>>5838978
She's cute af
how do I not screw this up?
I'm sorry I'm such a shitty human being
I don't deserve any of this
>>5839001
b urself
>>5838998
t-that is really c-cute
>>5838961
that picture hits too close to home.
>tfw no gf
>tfw will never pass
>tfw disgusting and ugly
Why live
>>5838992
>>5838998
>tfw you will never get bubble tea with faye
>>5838985
most young trans girls are just unsecure and in need of a friend, or are super catty straight girls because they spent a lot of time around twinky gay boys.
they aren't in competition for people you want to date, and are mostly just glad if you'll hang out with them.
I don't know whats to be phobic about
>>5838968
I'm grossed out by the little exposure I had. I'm wondering if what I am experiencing with the mtf classmate is an isolated incident or some sort of self-victimizing stance mtfs bear. If you're a sane person who I can peacefully coexist with, I don't give a shit what you are. You know?
>>5838971
Alright, I hope you are right.
hi! um my neck pain is like ...70% better now? lots of massaging has been gettin it to a less painful point, tho still painful. slept a lot for my day off after eating more fried chicken lol. just thought of yall and wanted to say i really hope you all had a nice monday ^__^
>>5838981
pls ..I don't want kinky transbian love I just want to be held : /
>tfw no bully gf
;_;
>>5838982
I know this feel, just go with it, don't over think it, and be ok that it is different.
you can't have your original relationship because it was based on her loving you, this is why you should date your best friend and treat them like your whole world, because you'll eventually lose them in adult life if you don't
>>5838985
Sounds like she has a persecution complex. Some trannies have those, and some get better, some don't. I'm sorry your mtf classmate is that way.
>>5839001
Not to be a cliché, but "b urself"
Don't stress too much over it, and try not to build it up. Act natural, suggest taking those steps, and most importantly, have fun.
>>5839022
Why would you want that? Are you some spineless sissy~?
>>5839016
Yeah, I get what you mean. I think you should just focus on disliking the individual rather than one of their labels. You could say that she's white and therefore you don't like white people or something too. I know not all of us are like that, but MtFs are not immune to the rule that there's always gonna be trash among any demographic.
>>5838997
But what makes some of you so terrible? If it because you don't think people will accept you and you go off on a defensive shell? I'm trying to understand.
>>5839014
I'm not exactly young, I'm 22 years old. I don't see how being insecure or hanging out with gay boys justifies the said victim complex behavior. I don't see them for competition, but I don't see any other girls as competition. I'm not that paranoid about the people around me. The phobia comes from unpleasant experiences.
>>5839019
I'm ace, no homo, no straight, just hugs
>>5839036
hugs are good
>>5838945
>>Don't know what it is but the idea of two dysphoric people transitioning, growing into themselves and falling in love with each other over shared struggles is adorable.
tfw you might actually have a chance for something like this if you somehow manage to not screw up and ruin everything <3
>>5839028
You are right. I am putting all of you in the same box and I shouldn't have jumped the gun. How are you?
>>5839033
>But what makes some of you so terrible?
Society, life in general, just being born shitty. I don't really know.
>>5839028
>Why would you want that?
Because it's cute and i'm a masochist I guess ;_;
>>5839033
>If it because you don't think people will accept you and you go off on a defensive shell?
Pretty much that, coupled with a healthy dose of self-hatred. It sucks but it's more common than it should be.
>>5839036
I want to cry t b h
i wish i wasnt so young
>>5839027
She definitely has something wrong with how she processes her words. I asked someone else but I want to ask again. Where do you think this behavior comes from in your demographic? The fear of potential rejection or something along those lines?
>>5839050
Okay you already answered me. What could I do to make her feel accepted? Because clearly, treating her like everyone else or even being more sensitive with my words hasn't worked.
Important strawpolls, want to create good data to add to the OP for newbies to be referred to.
http://strawpoll.me/7025557
http://strawpoll.me/7025557
http://strawpoll.me/7025557
and
http://strawpoll.me/7025573
http://strawpoll.me/7025573
http://strawpoll.me/7025573
Provisionally, let's say I'll make infographics when the first hits 200 and the second hits 50.
>>5839033
I kinda carry around a victim complex because the DA told me even though there were witness to a multiple hour long sexual assault where I was crying and screaming for it to stop, that they wouldn't waste the time to press charges because "the jury could be convinced that because you are confused about your gender, you could be confused if you wanted it or not"
which Im sure sounds awfully similar to cis female stories, and a lot of those women tend to have a bit of a victim complex too
>>5839044
Eh, I've been better but at least I'm talking to my best friend now. How about you, redeemed cis-girl anon?
>>5839058
Where does it come from in any demographic? Is it because I'm black? I mean if you tell someone they're being discriminated against enough they might start behaving with a victim complex even if they're not really suffering it at the moment.
>>5839042
I'm super happy for you, Joan. No matter how it turns out, make some great memories.
>>5839061
Why does /r9k/ love gathering data on us? For what purpose? Can't we just be girls in peace? Are you trying to unlock the secret to getting a gf? ;w;
>>5839070
Thank you, Akaka. I hope you find someone amazing too. :)
tfw bleeding
>>5839061
>tfw 3 years and no pass
send help ;_;
>>5839071
robot brains are made of data
>>5839060
You might not be able to. Most people I knew with that attitude were basically impervious to reason. They life mattered more if they were competing in oppression Olympics. I lost some friends that just weren't sociable any more because they were too caught up in their latest transactivism or social justice movement of the week.
>>5839049
>posting jc and jk
you should talk to mado, you guys would probably like each other
>>5839074
Is it something you can put a bandaid on? Internal bleeding? How much blood? If you're getting light headed you should probably seek medical attention.
>>5839078
I thought Mado was possessive of at least one of them though, haha. I still need to ask her where her current frog girl images come from, they are amazingly resistant to reverse image search...
>>5839065
This hug is for you. I hate that we live in a world where this can happen.
>>5839060
Honestly, I'm not sure I have an answer ;_;
Some people that are still stuck in that place are just prickly and resistant to efforts to reach them. Treating her like anyone else is the best course of action, but if she won't respond to that then it's honestly not your fault. Maybe she'll get better with time, some people do (used to be pretty prickly myself), but don't let crappy people drag you down
I'm sorry that you have to deal with that, and I hope that it doesn't color your perception of all Mtfs too much ;_;
>tfw no older gf to treat you like trash but sometimes give you headpats and cuddles
>>5839061
Too many options
>>5839085
i think she said it was a series of shorts? i never actually asked outside of her recommending i watch them
>>5839065
Omg Faye that sounds so bad ;~;
>>5839071
I don't browse /r9k/, normally I'm just a random anon in the general
but I often see the same questions asked over and over again here and in /thg/ so, along with the things that I'm personally curious about, I think it's a good idea to collate some data on the basic statistics for our demographic- e.g. to manage expectations realistically.
https://youtu.be/qxDcWvZCSRg
This song sorta sucks but DUDE THE VIDEO CONCEPT IS SO WELL EXECUTED
>>5839098
>Emma
>>5839097
don't be dumb, the options split into pairs- pass more or less than 75% of the time
then variations just based on how long on HRT you are
>>5839065
What the fuck m8 : (
>>5839065
So your multiple hour long sexual assault was dismissed on the basis of your gender, not even sexual orientation, or consensus? Cool story.
>>5839066
I'm doing fine. Do you talk to your best friend a lot? How bad is the oppression against transgender people? Hasn't it come a lot better, at least politically? I don't know how much mundane oppressions you face either, so shed some light on it, if you could.
>>5839077
>>5839091
It's hard because we do have a lot group projects and exercises. If it were the case I didn't have to talk to her, I wouldn't. At times I am forced to, it hasn't gone right, ever. It's frustrating and I think you might know if you have a similar experience. Having said that I admit I was wrong in putting you all in the same box. There are definitely individuals that I sense sanity from here.
>tfw no gf to choke you
>>5839032
ye its real
Made it to two years HRT everyone. I can say here I am after all this time, pass fine, have a super cool boyfriend, but here I am in a drunken battle with dysphoria. I think it just doesn't end, as sorry as I am to say. This shit is a life long curse. That said, it is much better now than it was then. Suppose you should take that for what it is. No amount of pills or surgery will fix this, but it'll at least make it a bit better.
>>5839117
no words to say
>tfw no qt passable mtf gf to cuddle, love and fuck senseless
>>5839122
this is literally my biggest desire in life. time to go cry.
>>5839132
come to funland then
>>5839130
Is that "just a little better" enough to keep on going?
>>5839065
okay kayla 2.0
>>5839136
Yep. You can live a less than average life, but that's better than being an hero and not living one at all.
>>5839130
I'm glad that it's getting better, even if it's still bad.
>>5839117
I'm certainly not cute but you are
>>5839132
Are you a boy or a girl though
>>5839065
you should man the fuck up and stop being a little bitch
>>5839140
I hope that is enough then
>>5839143
>implying that it matters
Everyone's bi when they get desperate enough.
>>5839146
Show face
I'm cute
8/10 sometimes 9/10
>>5839134
S-sorry
>>5839149
I'm bi but I'm in a woman hating mood right now
I also wanted to know what kind of sex I might anticipate
>>5839149
>not being bisex master race
SHIGGIEST OF THE DIGGIEST
>>5839120
yup, they asked me, "are you gay" I said I liked women because well that's too complicated for normies, and then they asked me "what would you say to a jury if you were asked why you didn't like men if you were trans?"
>"I would say there is a difference between gender and sexuality"
they blank faced me
It was a super shocking interview, hope you don't have to deal with it.
>>5839152
Haha, well, I guess; the likelihood either of you are close enough for a random hookup seems pretty low but whatever.
>>5839151
its fine i've been dealing with crippling insecurities for years. :')
>>5839158
Hahahaha of course, it's all in fun senpai
I am not really into random hookups anyway
>>5839155
This sounds made up too.
>>5839155
I literally feel so bad for you
I'll gib head pats and cuddles if you want desu
>>5839137
>going up to my families ski house
>kayla 2
>shows pictures
>my mom's in the hospital
>kayla 2
>pictures of mom with IV on gurney
shit, people have lives sometimes
>>5838777
tru
(this took way too long)
>>5839120
Definitely had to deal with similar before, it's a shitty dynamic, I hope that they get better before the end of term, or at least less actively hostile. Also
>How bad is the oppression against transgender people?
I can't speak for anyone other than myself, but I've been harassed, threatened with violence, and had someone try to assault me over being trans. That was years ago in early transition though.
It's a bit better than it used to be politically, the amount of exposure is higher, but some people just suck.
>>5839170
thats why you're kayla 2.0 you'll never be THE kayla
>>5839168
Why do old people lie so much?
>>5839171
proof that estrogen can melt steal beams, in my heart o.o
>>5839171
>tfw no "Make America Great Again hat"
>>5839171
I like my sister's hat better desu
>>5839155
>living in america
not even once famalam
>tfw hrt does nothing and you look the same if not more masculine after 3 years
>>5839172
I'm sorry you had to go through that. You're right, some people are close minded and regardless of politics there will always be the hateful opposing individuals. Thanks for sharing your experience.
>>5839175
I don't know if there's a correlation to lying and old age, but maybe it's a 4chan thing?
>>5839171
>>5839179
You girls are cute.
I'm going to bed now. Thanks for being rationale with me.
what do you do when you feel like killing yourself but you actually have things you want to live for???
>>5839189
Just kill yourself a little bit.
>>5839177
>>5839171
>>5839179
thumbs
>>5839197
Just don't die all the way.
Make a U-Turn at the light. If you know whether there's an afterlife you've gone too far.
>>5839203
that doesn't help when it's self-inflicted.
>mom spends a lot of time going around the house
>often finds old pictures of me, takes pic and texts me
>"YOU WERE SO CUTE BACK THEN"
gee thanks bitch
i finally told her to not do that earlier this evening and she asked why it would upset me to see old photos of myself
i stared at her like she was being intentionally retarded for maybe 30 seconds and she was like
"no, i really don't get it"
>>5839188
No worries, goodnight anon!
I'm heading to bed as well, goodnight emteefugg!
>>5839189
realize you're being irrational consider how much better things are for you now compared to then until it slowly sinks in that your grateful for it
if the second part doesnt work just distract yourself/sleep and continually remind yourself that its irrational
>>5839201
>tfw not American so I can't vote for Trump
>>5839206
post pics for laughs
>>5839209
What the hell kind of name is Soap?
>>5839211
fuck no
>>5839206
>"what's this?"
>"it measures pitch when you speak."
>"why would you want to do that...?"
you shouldn't expect people to understand everything.
>>5839193
>tfw you've been sleeping a lot recently
>>5839206
tell her that you secretely wanted to die back then?
just plain say that it makes you feel like shit and explain it to her
I dont think cis people quite grasp what being trans is like because our lives are so different
>>5839213
do it you pussy
>>5839212
FUCKING LMAOOOO
>>5839171
Who is this semen demon?
>>5839212
Your fruit killing skills are remarkable
>>5839212
that's my actual irl name. one cool thing about being trans is you get to pick out your own :^)
>>5839217
I've been sleeping 12 hours a day and I've got no idea why
I'm really tired of having no reason to wake up in the morning and being alone in life and being generally miserable in all things.
>>5839223
I shouldn't know this reference.
>>5839223
>>5839221
I'm glad you gals got it <3
>>5839224
>Tfw you will never go on a romantic dinner with faye
>>5839222
h-hi
>>5839227
I know exactly why, in kind of glad I spent the day at the hospital, I need a reason to keep moving, now that I've stopped for the night it's just terrible again
>>5839234
Answer the question, please.
>>5839224
Forgot to say something, why pick Soap?
>>5839229
considering that i've been severely depressed for the past 12 years, and before that i was an emotional bomb, it surprises me that she ever thought i had fond memories of the past
>>5839233
Don't let your dreams be meams
Please give me.good music videos
>>5839232
Even reading the name soap mactavish kills me inside. Holy shit why am i in love with a video game character
>>5839241
Are you saying there is a chance desu
>>5839237
>>5839222
me
>>5839238
It's an acronym for Sort of a person.
>>5839245
qt
>>5839248
>tfw no adri no cling and snuggle onto
>>5839243
I like food, I don't see why not
>>5839242
Videogame crushes?
>>5839246
What sort of a person are you, Soap?
>>5839251
don't you, yume, and adri live in the same place
>>5839257
it is known
>>5839252
Food is pretty good
Don't you cook a lot?
I think I remember an album and it looked 10/10 desu
>>5839232
I was a Call of Duty fan for a while V__V
>>5839262
I do, it makes people happy, I like when they go on about something I made for them years ago with a smile on their face. It's one of the few thing I put all of myself into.
>>5839264
I still like 'em, they're fun games, well I havent tried the latest one but it's fun to go back and play an action movie videogame
>>5839256
adri lives 40 minutes away ;-;
Drawings hard
>>5839269
I stopped playing them after MW3 mostly
Well, I still played the campaigns of the others as my brothers still play 'em
>>5839251
Little piece of me just died senpai
>>5839272
you drew that?
>>5839272
Did you draw that? I like it a lot!
>>5839272
Draw me
>>5839272
You really drew that?
Omg! You're a great artist
>>5839266
I used to be really into cooking when I was younger
Something happened, I think I burned myself
Now I have a Heat phobia to the point where I don't use heaters in the winter
But cook for me desu
>tfw no older bully gf to get me drunk or something and then lewd me
>>5839277
>>5839278
>>5839280
Kek no that's Aosora, I should try to draw that though, would make great practice. I love redrawing his stuff.
>>5839279
But I can't even see you anon!
I have lost all interest in video games and porn since starting hrt. Now I care about socializing and other people and I want a German Shepherd puppy. TruTrans™
>>5839285
>tfw no Jc to make out with while she chokes you
>>5839282
You could always make a cold soba noodle! Or a gazpacho! Or a nice salsa for chips!
I'll make dinner, you make ice cream for dessert
>>5839287
>wants a dog
knot trutrans.
>>5839283
That was the best lol
I didn't get to experience MW2 online for long while it was relevant cuz I didn't have wifi for the most part. Still fun as hell
So apparently this is an inappropriate image to send a friend in order to explain why my headphones rub up against my microphone.
>>5839275
dont say that
>tfw if I wasnt high I could have driven over RN
>tfw cant see adri in person until tomorrow
por que me torturas para esto
>>5839292
>>5839294
it is.
>>5839294
It is a bit lewd and I feel like words could also explain it kek
>>5839287
I still like videogames and stuff but I feel like I'm more softer about violence and gore. Like, I've wanted to see the Hateful Eight but I heard that was really gory so I chose not to, I heard deadpool was gory so I'm kinda afraid to see that...
Also German Sherpards are great
>>5839283
>tfw no more sleepovers with your buddies playing MW2 4 way split screen all night long
>no screen checking
>your best friend gets punched by another friend because he wont stop using the noob toob
etc
>>5839295
You know you have it good in life when your only complaint currently is "Im too high right now to go see my second girlfriend"
>>5839288
Worst feel
>>5839291
Icecream seems hard ;~;
I can try though
Strawberry icecream best icecream by the way
>>5839294
pfff nice
>>5839301
Deadpool isnt anywhere close to gory. But you're a little young and innocent to go see it anyway.
>>5839304
My Guinness and chocolate covered pretzel ice cream is best ice cream, but I can come over to your point of view of fresh strawberry ice cream being amazing
>>5839306
I'm 20 in August!!
>>5839295
>not driving stoned
>not driving on acid
Calling bs, you if you really wanted her you'd JUST DO IT!
>>5839303
>this feel
Welp I'ma go be an hero. It was good knowing you folks, see ya, it's all sky high from here on out. Hopefully my splatoon team doesn't suck.
>>5839307
I'll be with dreamy girl and no one can stop me!!
>>5839302
im not seriously complaining anon
my life is at the best its ever been though and Im sorry if that makes you sad, Im just not used to it so being happy is still a huge novelty to me
>>5839309
:3c
>>5839309
Doesn't mean you're not a doe eyed little thing that needs to be cuddled and hidden away from bad things.
>>5839308
God that sounds delicious omg
Hardly ever have icecream but I'm really craving it now
>Tfw faye will never make icream for you
>>5839310
i will die alone and no-one will help me..
>>5839312
I said dont!!!
>>5839313
M-maybe you have a point there...
>>5839311
Alright I get you. Far be it from me to try and bring down someones happiness. I doubt I'll ever experience such a thing but I hold out hope for some reason even though life has done nothing but hand me the opposite.
>>5839317
Wanna play splatoon?
>>5839294
Nothing inappropriate about that
>>5839301
I used to watch the worst things I could find to desensitize myself but now I just can't.
They're so damn cute
>>5839323
i dont have it.
Cute post Mtfg > autistic pol mtfg
Prove me wrong
Hint: you can't
>>5839310
mado do you seriously think I have what it takes to drive while under the influence
think about how smooth and capable I am when I'm sober, not picture me even more out of it and operating a vehicle
think of the destruction it would cause
>>5839321
I hope you get here too anon, you deserve it
I know how that feels and its literally hell
>>5839327
I like this much better than the thread has been all day desu. Right now is why I stick around here.
>>5839327
autistic pol mtfg is a necessity to keep cutepost mtfg a pure and good thing
>>5839331
It's more like an annoyance that wastes a few hours that could be spent on people actually being nice like right now. It's like mtfg goes through 3 phases: Catty attention hogs, /pol/ hour, comfy night time
>>5839326
Kero kero
>>5839327
I've always thought /pol/ should gtfo and stay go and should be an heros you're 100% correct here.
>>5839329
I don't know, we drive around with a tripping high buzzed ui all the time and he seems to manage p well.
>>5839331
Vomit
>>5839333
Check'd and this
Later peeps
>>5839327
http://strawpoll.me/7025822
not trying to prove you wrong but I had to know
>>5839327
I like cute post mtfg
Maybe it's because I'm a huge Hug boxer and hate arguments and fighting
I just like everyone c:
>>5839318
You're lucky to have figured out all this being trans thing while you're still young. I say this because you're a lot like me and if I were 7 years younger I'd no doubt be as hopeful as you are. You're gonna go far kid.
>>5839323
Mado, I've been meaning to ask because for some reason your images are all completely un-reverse-image-search-able, what are they from?
>>5839330
Pic related
>>5839333
>trying to blend in to mtfg and feel like you're part of it makes you all three at different times
>>5839327
i want to watch mtfg burn
I think... I'm going to get out my guitar and play again like I did last summer.
>>5839336
mado
am I
someone
who looks like shes got everything smoothly under control
I'm a clutz and a new driver
>>5839342
I mean I'm here at all times but sometimes things are just unbearable here so I don't have much to say or post because it's just shitposting or some stupid thing that should be taken to /pol/.
>>5839336
Ive been waiting for this for hours
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4aQBkCrpWOg
>>5839341
I screen capped them so i'm not surprised!
https://lainchan.o
rg/f/src/1456462784280.swf
https://youtu.be/XzkclEo-B34
Kero kero kero! i love it
>>5839344
Will never happen senpai just move on
>>5839347
Aight come pick me up and i'll drive you for, no biggey.
Later for reallls peeps
>>5839339
Awww, thank you friend. That really means a lot to me. I hope things are going well for you too, older-me. If there's anything I can do for you let me know!
>>5839352
I dont think thats a good idea but I do want to hang out with you again ._.
>>5839345
please send me a pic haruko
>>5839351
Damn you for making me stay but that was p great and redick.
>The way he looked at the comb.
okay, i'm gone damn it!
Bing bing caps kero
>>5839356
It's an awful idea and yayy!! I like hangin with you too, you're just always so preoccupied with other peeps. But reallys i'm off ttyl!!
>>5839345
I've been wanting to learn how. Having any talent at all would be better than just been above average at video games.
>>5839358
The comb was prob my favorite too
who /cute/?
>>5839363
gem
>>5839363
Cute?
>>5839355
If you could invent time travel that would be swell. But its too late for me. I'm already dead.
>>5839364
nah
>>5839363
Lots of people
>>5839363
you :)
>>5838906
Hey Jörmy watcha doing I hope to see you at Warringah Mall sometime soon I work at Country Growers come see me
>>5839363
I'm cute, I think...
>>5839360
I couldn't do anything on guitar a year ago to be honest... I honestly suck but last summer I forced myself to play everyday and kept posting tracks on here and I forgot all about it until recently when Faye mentioned it... there were a couple anons said they had folders of all my stuff.
>>5839356
Right now?
>>5839368
Omg that picture is really really cute I wish I could find this other picture I saw that was like it...
>But its too late for me. I'm already dead.
Please don't say that. If you're 26 I'm sure you still have time... What's wrong, anyhow? Why do you think you're dead?
>>5839380
>>5839363
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>>5839382
actually can you just play it next time I come over pls
im sure you'd sound amazing :)
are there trans BODY timelines?
>>5839392
crybaby
>>5839392
>Tfw you will never cuddle with faye re assuring her that she's adorable
I've got no idea why I'm crushing on you so hard desu
>>5839402
Skype is Fayezorbeam tell me about your day some time, I'll make time for you any time I'm on
>>5839386
Uhm
Eheh
Y-you too...
>>5839375
No u
>>5839402
because she's adorable duh
Night mtfg
>>5839385
Too much time gone by. Too many years wasted. Too many opportunities missed.
Being 26 and having next to no life experience or skills and never knowing happiness really starts to weigh on you. Add being trans on top of all that and not knowing what to do about it until little over a year ago doesnt help either.
Dont worry about me little Grace. Time to go stare at the ceiling in darkness while laying in bed.
>>5839406
What a silly name
I like it
>>5839409
ty cuteanon
>>5839400
<3
see you tomorrow bb, I'm probably going to play stardew for half an hour and go to bed
>>5839420
ok :3
>>5839378
Are you gonna murder me???
>>5839408
>>5839425
post bulge
>>5839425
where the fuck do u get all these stalkers
>>5839429
Sorry I only like 2D.
do you think you'll be hot someday /mtfg/?
>>5839425
Nope, then I couldn't stalk you :3 don't worry I'm harmless
>>5839438
No.
>Sorry I only like 2D.
>>5839435
I'm the stalker that didn't add her on Skype ages ago, I'm the harmless one who won't approach her cus I'm a pussy >_>
>>5839439
Are you cute?
do you grills like manic pixie nightmare girls?
>tfw just sent a long spergy message to jessica udischas
>>5839438
probably not
>>5839447
how do I know? I'm not ugly I guess but I don't know how to define if I'm cute or not >___>
>>5839449
it's garbage
>>5839449
>that comic
Is dysphoria a chestburster now?
>>5839454
>I don't know how to define if I'm cute or not
you're hideously ugly aren't you
>>5839443
>>5839446
My gf is the only 3D I want in my life : )
>>5839454
do you pass
>get a call about a job i applied for a week ago
>"ohh i sent you an email, just reply to that with your uni results"
>dont remember getting any emails from that company
>check normal inbox
>no email
>check uni inbox
>bunch of emails from people that didnt get forwarded
It forwarded all the automatically generated responses though
I hate my uni
>>5839433
Which one?
>>5839435
Apparently I'm recognisable ;~;
>>5839444
If you're not gonna add me on skype how will I know if you'll say hi irl? I don't wanna hang outside coles all day for nothing
>>5839463
if i was in australia id stalk you desu
>>5839463
What kinda job are you looking for?
>>5839463
>Which one?
[nervous laughter]
I pass as mostly andro but I get gendered correctly when I'm in full girl mode, I'm only on blockers tho so I guess I have potential to look better
>tfw femme twink type body
>>5839457
I wish it was, that's a quick death, but really it's the mark of the devil slowly burning out your soul and destroying you
>>5839472
why not start e?
>>5839463
I wouldn't talk to you I just wanna look at you
>wouldn't see you at Coles you'd need to stand near the hairdresser or the sushi place
I'm not in the position to transition socially.. My family don't even know I'm bi I don't see myself coming out to them or my friends in the near future.. It feels better than doing nothing
>>5839476
ah
nearing graduation? congrats
>tfw no cuddlebuddy to help me fall asleep
>tfw bruised the shit out of my leg last night in a PTSD episode
All I want is cuddles and someone to play vidya with, is that so much to ask?
>>5839497
ill be your cuddlebuddy
>>5839478
u-uhh....
>>5839491
Yeh, just need 6 months work experience to graduate officially as an ~engineer~. Might ask to get exempted from that if I cant find any work tho.
>>5838945
Sounds like a poisonous disaster waiting to happen
>>5839508
Good luck
>>5839508
one day I'll talk to you but for now I'm just gonna stay an autistic closeted tranny and avoid socialising with anyone until I'm less retarded ;_;
>>5839522
Plz no steal my waifu
D E A D
goodnight mtfg i need to go pretend that im cuddling with one of you until i cry myself to sleep
>>5839534
Lilly?
I know I haven't stopped in for a while, but I got the news today that my endo appointment is on May 18th. If there are any cancellations, it could be sooner. It might be a rough wait but considering how lucky I've been with how fast things are moving, I don't think I really have any right to complain
>tfw you just want to push yourself to be better for her
>you have to be strong for her and protect her
>she isn't anyone, she's never had a name
I don't know why this goes through my head constantly when I'm sad, it kind makes me stop being sad and just dead, because I wouldn't want whoever she ends up being to be worried.
>>5839463
post crotch through leggings
>>5839417
Before you go, add me on Skype. depressed1penguin It sounds like you could use a friend and I wanna be it. Sorry it took me literally an hour to reply, my internet went down for that long after you posted. I hope you'll see this. :/
>>5839546
If they don't show up now, ask for them tomorrow
>>5839555
Not sure what to call them though, maybe just old-me or something lol.
>>5839560
The anon I was talking to last night?
Maybe quote something from their posts
>>5839546
Why are you a depressed penguin?
Goodnight people. Maybe one day I will be lucky enough to make a friend here and fit in somewhere.
>>5839567
that's not what i want. firstly they are not you and secondly they're showing too much. i want something my imagination can play with
>>5839565
I was feeling pretty crap, needed a new username, and had just watched this lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zWH_9VRWn8Y
>>5839563
Yeah I guess, I'll try that!
>>5839570
I'll be your friend anon
>>5839570
Why didn't you make any friends?
I want friends, too :<
>>5839583
Are you afraid of intimacy?
>>5839585
Hi hi~
>>5839580
I only want to be friends with cute girls so it's up to you
>>5839588
I'm waiting to become a cute girl, does that count
>>5839585
>if you'll be nice
This is a good chance to use one of my favorite quotes, but I do only want to be nice anymore.
>>5839590
Good! Then you can be my friend! How are you tonight?
>>5839592
I think the best way to describe my night is that it's been eventful. How are you?
>>5839598
Not much. Just watching someone on YouTube play Scholar of the First Sin and looking at walkmans on eBay
>>5839600
Yes :>
I'm already pretty cute as a guy and not all that masculine
>>5839602
Pic?
>>5839603
That quote sucks
>>5839613
>vaporwave and future funk lately
I like your taste! Idk if I'd go as far as buying a cassette player but I do think the cassette releases are pretty neat
>>5839613
Let me see anyway. Floral Shoppe is a good one.
>>5839612
Maybe. Things always worked out before so I'm sure everything will be okay. It's just hard to tell yourself that in the moment.
http://www.tsroadmap.com/early/transgender-hoaxes.html
ayyyyyyy y'all dirty dirty liars
>>5839621
You hit almost every single point.
>>5839624
a hon explaining what trannies lie
(and by hon I mean probably batshit crazy crossdresser)
>>5839624
listening rn
this is really good
>>5839628
I know that's what makes it so funny to me
>working night shift at a hotel
>angry guest about not getting his specific room that he wants and starts just starts drilling me on why he couldnt get the room he wanted
>I start crying because its only my 3rd week on the job and I had to work a 4 hour shift earlier in the day and ive been up since 5 am and its now 1.
Suprisingly crying is solution to tour problems. He backed off immediately and apologized and told me that he wanted to speak to my manager in the morning about morning shifts fuck up
Good morning -__-
>>5839628
So do I. But I guess I'm cumulating enough weirdness that a fictional character based on me would not be believable...
>>5839629
There's so much of that crap what the heckkkkkkk
Yo if someone wants to lie about being trans w/e they'll get found out eventually and it'll be funny, doesn't seem like that big of a deal.
>>5839630
I'm glad~
I like introducing people to him because his songs dont seem to have many hits but I think they're pretty good
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fA9tmj0RJv4
>>5839634
Morning Mirin!
>>5839639
I'm so sorry for last night. I promise I'll never put you in that place again. Thank you so much <3
>>5839639
yeah but it makes those people mad that people have it "better" than them
they must be liars or else their world crumbles like a cookie
>>5839621
Lol?
>>5839641
It's okay Mirin, you don't need to apologize. I'm just stuck in a weird place with this. If there's anything I can do I'd love to know, but I think I need to just stay out when alcohol is involved.
>>5839642
Idk what the big deal is. Some people here "have it better' than me. Some have it worse. That's just how life goes. I'm not gonna resent anyone for it, it's not like y'all are doing it to spite me or something.
>>5839622
>https://unsee
>.cc/tudamigo/
I missed it. Can you post again?
>>5839642
aren't you literally describing kayla?
>>5839639
I'm definitely gonna have to buy/download some of this guy's stuff
Also, have this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRxt1tX-8VE
>>5839648
One more once
https://unsee
.cc/dumazito/
>>5839649
My thoughts exactly.
>>5839649
I remember when I first showed up here a month ago I tried REALLY hard to give Kayla the benefit of the doubt and be nice to her and then in less than a week she managed to be shitty to every single person here
>>5839653
>https://unsee
>.cc/dumazito/
You look shy and sad.
>>5839656
Well, the way I look and pass 100% seems to be incompatible with the common beliefs held here about late transitioners.
>>5839658
Same not bae
>>5839660
That's pretty accurate
But it'd be more accurate to say that I don't really feel anything at all most of the time
>>5839647
No problem. You've absolutely helped me enough already and I really appreciate it.
Life is really weird. I wish I could afford a vacation and just fly somewhere. Leave the internet and everyone behind for a week and just refresh my soul and mind.
>>5839650
That's a pretty darn cool song~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ChsfitRQdNQ
>>5839671
Well, I'm glad to hear I've had some effect on you. Please take what I said to heart, it's never too late to turn around on this road.
>>5839673
Same Grace, except I wanna bring someone along at least
>>5839676
Ordinarily I'd agree but I think it might just be best to be alone. No doubt I'd look forward to coming back to friends and family but I think I just need that temporary disconnect.
>>5839679
idk
going alone for a vacation would feel weird for me
I like being with someone
>>5839673
It did. I really do have to turn it around. Thanks again
>>5839673
This is also good! I ended up getting George Clanton's entire newest album off of Bandcamp.
Here's one for you~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHTmfM1H6Lo
>>5839683
Please do, and no matter how hard it gets, push through it. You'll break free of this disease's chains eventually. It'll try to come back, but by then you'll be strong and able to resist it <3
>>5839682
Yeah, but this isn't like, an ordinary vacation. It's more like some weird "Soul trip" where I'm just focused on regaining my sanity and health lol.
>>5839685
Nice! I just added all of his stuff using Google Play since I have a subscription to that. Also that's pretty groovy~.
https://youtu.be/SejIuSGnukg
I'm gonna head to bed soon I think
Dunno when or how often I'll post but tonight was really cozy compared to the last time I popped in
>>5839695
yeah I see where you're coming from
I really wanna relax too
>>5839703
good night!!
I think it's time to call it quits, it's 4 am and I'm really tired, goodnight everyone!
>>5839703
/mtfg/ has its ups and downs, you just gotta ride out the downs and enjoy the ups when they happen~. It's best to find something else to do while it's shitposting hour(s) and check back in later. I'm glad you enjoyed tonight, have a good night!
>>5839704
Well I hope you can figure something out! I might not even have to travel far, maybe out to some more rural area and enjoy some time hiking and climbing in the woods. That would be pretty nice, though I'd need a guide to help me out lol. Ah well, can't afford it yet, I can start looking into it when I get a job.
>>5839710
yeah, same
need a job too
>>5839710
Goodnight you wonderful lady xxx
>tfw the thread becomes so comf no one even cares when it hits image limit
>just quiet and nice talking
I love all of you
night time threads are always my favorite :3
>>5839710
gn
I hope you're graced by some good sleep
I have to leave for work in a half hour. I hate working morning shifts. I have had no sleep, i dont have money to buy food when i get there and i have no time to eat something now.
I dont even want to get out of bed.
>>5839714
why did you delete this? :(
>>5839725
that sucks :(
I could never do morning shifts for that exact reason
you have time to eat if you get out of bed now, maybe focus on that? Dont think about how long you have to work and just take it hour by hour?
any cozy mtf girlfriend material here with a country wife personality
>>5839733
>girlfriend material
no.
>country
i live on a farm.
>personality.
no, sorry, i am a robot.
>>5839733
dafuq is a country wife personality ?
takes care of the farm while you fuck some goats ?
>>5839733
>girlfriend material
yeah, in fact I'm already someone's girlfriend
>country wife personality
I don't know what this means but probably no.
>>5839730
I'll be fine. I know how to have fun at work and stuff. I'll sleep through my lunch break. I just need to get through today so i can get on a sleeping schedule where I'm always up in time for work. They put me on 12-9 shifts before, so i had to take a day to get used to that. Now i have to suffer a day to get used to this. Sucks.
>>5839733
Only if youre asexual or also an mtf
>>5839752
>or also mtf
chaser. :')
>>5839752
show butt
>>5839752
you're pretty gross
>>5839776
i dont know what you're trying to convey to me.
>>5839733
If by cozy you mean fat, and country wife personality you mean grew up on a farm, cooks cleans and wants to be bred then That's me.
Post hair and we'll talk.
>>5839778
Humor. Not for everybody.
I don't think I'm a chaser. Recent experiences have given me new perspective on relationships, and I've been particularly frustrated that cis people i talk to romantically can have non empathy for my situation, either when it comes to gender or sexuality. Which gets frustrating. I think i would rather date someone who i don't need to explain it to constantly.
Or better yet. One of these days I'm gonna meet someone i love, and they're going stay friends with me, and i just won't approach them romantically. We'll stay friends and I'll pretend they're my spouse because really i just want a platonic romance.