AGP edition
▶Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
▶Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV (embed) (embed) (embed)
▶Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed) (embed) (embed)
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000 http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶MTFG Radio https://www.dubtrack.fm/join/mtfg
▶Discord (new): https://discord.gg/0qFz5Shp1aVSTsTz
▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat #mtfg
Breadstick bread: >>5794746
Do you have a futa mistress yet, /mtfg/?
haha
Did I tell y'all I actually met hips in rl?
He stinks like shit, burps loudly ALL THE TIME, and is autistic as fuck
>>5796666
>Red
don't you have HIV?
>>5796666
>an autistic chaser has these qualities
this is my shocked face. on another note you better watch who you meet up with or one day youll end up raped or dead.
>>5796625
>wtf did I just read
>>5796684
No I don't
Guess you don't really get clued into all the facts if you read someone else's mail, you fucking creep
>>5796666
>he
that's funny coming from michael 'i look like a man without five layers of makeup' sistrunk
>>5796769
you rape any minors recently, Amit 'I'm a filthy man who will never look like a girl but I call myself a femboy'
>>5796801
already pass desu
>rape any minors recently
have you ever read to kill a mockingbird
red get the fuck out of here you POZ freak stop trying to infect these poor "girls" negholes
>>5796883
yume pls go
>>5796897
I'm gonna poz u up
>>5796828
show me a pretty girl picture of yourself hips
>>5796977
no i'm ugly haha
Hey, new here. Realized I was mtf and I've never been so happy in my life. Talked to a lot of online friends who understand me completly and now my girl friends and I are the best friends in the world.
Can't wait to start HRT and transition and general. My psychologist will send me contact info on Tuesday, so I can have a psychiatrist to talk about it, but I'm sure it will go well!
>>5797571
just you wait
>Hips in the op
>No talk about how he shits in the shower
>>5797571
The fire rises, anon.
>>5797710
>>5797760
I know this isn't going to be easy but I have friends that support me. My psychiatrist is my ally.
D-do not try to make me doubt. I'll do ANYTHING to be called a woman and feel feminine.
What do yah think bitches!!!!
hi
Anyone have Finpecia produced by the Cipla facility in Goa? I've heard mixed things about it, but it's the only cheap finasteride on IHP.
wasted these last 5 years. disgusting and hopeless without ffs, can't afford ffs. i guess this is the end of the line.
>>5799248
Well you can always vent here I guess. Idk, a lot of people here are nice but this place can be really depressing if its where you are spending a lot of your time aside from work.
Do you ever like to go out and explore new places in nature when you're feeling melancholy?
>>5799259
You call that a raid? I know you've been hanging out in there but that's just trolling.
>>5799266
Agreed, its nice that Gem and Yume and lots of my friends are complete geeks.
>>5796883
>Red will never make you poz that's she's the cutest girl in the world
>>5797571
kid I've got to warn you
this place is a toxic shithole
go to trans help general instead, seriously, these people will tear your soul apart
>>5799316
mtfg mass suicide WHEN
we can order pizza and everything
>>5799317
I literally made my fourth person get on hrt yesterday tho, it's not trolling, I'm a motherfucking profit
>>5799325
i hate pizza. i hate anime.
What would count as /trannycore/ music? About to make a thread on /mu/.
>>5799329
Lmao the memes are true
>>5799329
This is how we raid desu
CHESKA IS ON CHATURBATE RIGHT NOW.
Is it just me or is it harder to pass under natural light than artificial lighting? Why is this?
>>5799325
I also hate suicide
>>5799342
Boyfriend raid when?
>generally happy with appearance
>see tiny cute japanese girl outside, smiles at me
>die inside
>will never be this tiny and feminine
where do i sign up for the drugs
>>5799248
beepbeep where do you live?
you sound like youd be a really fun friend
>>5799342
Pretty much
anyone else got shit-tier dinner tonight?
>>5799352
So's Edie and she's got the higher ranking rn
what's the newsflash? AGP has been around for ages
>>5799342
those are some questionable ages.
>>5799352
Why am I watching cheska suck sophies dick. What am I doing with my life
>>5799291
Facially, you pass, but you're kinda ugly, simply due to the manjaw combined with the hairline.
Body-wise you pass 100%, even if you're flat atm.
Where are you measuring your hips? 32" seems kinda small compared to what I'm seeing. You're 'supposed' to measure them basically in the middle of the butt area, i.e. the greatest circumference in the hip area.
surpriseitssteak
cheska + sophie chaturbate
>>5799365
Seriously. How do I deal with the cocklust? I'm not presenting yet, but I REALLY want to suck a nice dick.
Arghhhhhh.
>>5799367
>sex work is agp
In other news, being a 45yo crossdresser is now trutrans
>>5799374
Am I the only person who finds the idea of watching people that you talk to on here getting naked to be kind of weird?
>setting up a new internet plan
>have to show id
>name obviously male
>lady setting it up prints out the contract and gets me to sign
>name on it says "Ms Lake (lastname)"
>mfw
Damn cheska got some saggy titties
>>5799384
nope. i'm kinda curious but i think if i actually checked them out i'd regret it.
>>5799384
Yeah it's pretty weird. Sex in general seems so foreign and weird to me since I'm a virgin. Watching someone I've known for years get it on with her gf in front of the whole internet is a very strange feeling.
>"her clitty looks tasty too"
Anyone have any good dysphoria-triggering movie/show recs on netflix?
See, I know I'm trans but the fear of other people's reactions is what is stopping me. If I get dysphoric enough I'll eventually have to get going with transition or kill myself, right?
>>5799395
More worried about that muslim writing at the top
So, I was wondering whether you girls would indulge my curiosity? Please forgive me, pre-transition aces, there were only 30 slots, which caught me by surprise.
I hear a lot about peoples'sexualities changing during transition, so I became interested in knowing how common this phenomenon was across sexualities.
http://strawpoll.me/6951851
>>5799396
Black Swan?
>Lubezki robs Deakins of the cinematography oscar AGAIN
I'm out, fuck this ceremony.
>>5799395
NoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNoNo
Who /gorgeous dicklet/ here?
>>5799398
>no asexual
>only 2 genders
EPIC
>>5799405
Yeah I think I'm just gonna let Cheska brag about her numbers to me, I don't really wanna see it because she's been my friend forever.
>>5799399
This looks good, thanks
>>5799398
>tfw you went from exclusively being attracted to women to being exclusively attracted to men and somehow swung back to being bi but mostly into men
Goddamn estrogen is a hell of a drug
>>5799408
ikr
>>5799398
i was universally sex-averse growing up repressed. i described myself variously as being a genophobe to being on the ace spectrum. at least when i was trying to present as male, it meant i could more easily pretend i was "straight".
and now? couldn't care less what plumbing a person has.
>>5799408
I wanted to add more, but it turns out there isn't much room? I'll have to use something stronger next time. Sorry.
>>5799411
>tfw was attracted to women
>tfw suddenly become bi
>not on E
explain this
>>5799412
>If I change my name to that at least I won't need to fix the Internet contract
Good enough reason to choose a name.
>>5799374
Damn, I'm kinda glad nothing happened with that relationship between her and I
What's your biggest achievement or what are you particularly proud of MtF G's?
>someone in okc wants to meet up
How do i know this isnt one of you and you arent going to kill the shit out of me
>>5799421
I'm not dead yet, and I made it long enough to have a chance at transitioning
>>5799424
because you're not kayla so who could possibly wanna kill you?
lol
>>5799398
>no "used to experience little or no attraction, but..." options
come on
>>5799416
Whether or not HRT is an influence (I expect it is), it also seems likely that social context and self-identification have an impact, also.
>>5799423
Easily, almost always find one gender attractive with a very rare exception.
>>5799421
>still not dead
>still getting phd despite years of drug abuse and self harm
>living as a woman full time
>>5799421
I turned around grades that were low enough to get kicked out of my program at uni, and graduated a top tier student in an honors chemistry program.
Im glad that Alicia vikander won best supporting actress for acting like she still loves her husband after he transitioned
>>5796625
I thought Hips was a rapist
>>5799317
im here like 60%of the time just enjoying everyones company..it really is a sad place..but i have no one else to go. im glad spring is coming back because i like to ride my bike a lot but this is going to be the first year doing it after transition and im just a little scared of people throwing stuff at me. maybe thats irrational. i dont know.
>>5799361
maryland :c nowhere near mecca. thanks for the comment but idk..im really not a fun person. i dont have any friends irl and its really stressful. people at work dont really like hanging out with me either. i know they always go out and do stuff together but im not invited ever..idk i think im going to buy my boss some beer and just be like..'hey thanks for not firing me for being trans i really appreciate it'
>>5799421
failed suicide attempt
made a cd even if no one else likes it. i do.
uuuuh..not dropping out of college again despite depression???
>>5799386
>name on it says "Ms Jake Gibbons"
Isn't that what you wanted it to say?
>>5799421
I feel like becoming someone people are comfortable talking to about their feelings, troubles, and wishes has been the most rewarding accomplishment so far. Apparently I'm a source of ease to a lot of really stressed people.
>>5799443
elanna pls teach me chemistry sometime..i took chem 2 last year and bombed it so hard it made me too miserable to ever try it again. :'c
>>5799420
all this jealous rage isn't healthy for you hon
Olivia Munn is great
>>5799439
The computer works marvilously, and people told me to get rid of nina because my family didnt want a dog and i moved around a lot and everyone told me it was too expensive to take her and stuff. Basically i was the only person who wanted my dog.
>>5799431
That's pretty amazing. Way to be a badass.
>tfw ur otp starts kissing
Wow
>>5799443
Teach me your ways, I need to do something awesome like that
>tfw you watch chaturbate and realise you're actually pretty damn good in bed
>>5799421
I'm not a hon despite not starting to transition in my 20's
good thing to otherwise I would have probably killed myself
and I have two cuties that I love and care for very much and I'm actually happy for tge first time in my life that I can remember c:
>>5799466
how does that work exactly
Thoughts?
>>5799187
>>5799468
Yay happy Gem!
>>5799470
Creepy as fuck
>>5799467
you wish you were jerking it with Sophie
>>5799469
self-comparison mostly
>>5799478
>>5799452
MDMA is pretty straightforward to make, just need to oxidize safrole, react with methylamine, reduce the resulting imine and make the hydrochloride salt using hydrochloric acid.
LSD I don't know specifics, but I know it's a very delicate molecule and needs a lab that can have controlled light color and levels. LSD itself will fall apart if exposed to UV light.
>>5799459
Thanks :3
>>5799455
It's been a long time since intro chem but I'd be happy to try if you need help at some point ^^
>>5799464
Transition helped a fuckload, it was a pretty direct cause and effect relationship between transitioning and starting to care about life again.
>>5799421
>What's your biggest achievement or what are you particularly proud of MtF G's?
This will always be my crowning achievement:
> be 13
> parents hate gay and trans
> horrible russian genetics, puberty coming hard and fast
> not sure if ready to transition, about 70% sure
> 95% sure I would never want to be more masculine
[ ] Wait until you're sure? -> Hun
[ ] Tell parents? -> Leelah Alcorn
[X] Do correct expected valuc calculation, use allowance to buy a prepaid card and order hormones to PO box until you're 18? -> passable 21yo girl.
How was my young self so foresightful. It wasn't easy either, always fearing people would notice your breast buds and the cognitive dissonance between living as a boy but playing the long game to be a girl eventually. But I did what ended up being the only rational way to get a normal life eventually.
>>5799480
you wish you were frotting with her while 1000 people watch and old trips like Shay aka Buns cheered you on
>>5799490
>tfw no one to rub my erect penis on right now
>>5799480
oh, the memories
>>5799487
aww, thanks. How goes life?
>>5799490
Not in the slightest. I hope I never end up in a situation where I see the only way out is to whore myself.
>>5799501
We all learn from mistakes :^]
>>5799505
all of your friends and exes are whore why aren't you?
>>5799450
>im not really a fun person
I used to think that too until I had good friends that I'm actually perfectly comfortable around
hell I used to think I was an introvert which is absolutely wrong, you can ask my friends
I hope you find some beepbeep :(
everyone deserves friends at least
>>5799472
yay!!
>>5799499
Nice track, I dig it.
Idk, illicit chemistry just plain isn't that interesting, and the risk of getting caught is pretty high, and the penalties severe. Plus, then I'd have to deal with gangsters, and I've never liked to, even for something as simple as buying drugs.
At most I've mused on the idea of synthesizing my own methcathinone using sudafed and a permanganate oxidation, but without equipment to purify it I'd really think twice about sticking something made using manganese into my body ;~;
>>5799505
>breaking up
is it true that sophie texted you?
Cheska and Sophie have five times as many viewers as Dollface
>>5799505
It goes, so it goes. I'm working full time now and passing more often so I'm pretty happy right now. How are you?
>>5799514
Two is better than one. Also this is gross can we not talk about trips doing porn
>>5799514
couples tend to do better than solo
>>5799514
Still less then Sam and moof
>>5799514
site?
>>5799507
That may be true of all my exes, with the exception of ex-bf, but most of my friends definitely are not sloots.
>why aren't you?
Self respect keeps getting in the way :/
>>5799513
yep.
>>5799516
I'm good, kinda down after getting cheated on this weekend and breaking up. Other than that I'm doing alright, not much has changed.
>>5799514
the creepiest shit is that they got Shay in there as their cheerleader and he talks like a chaser
since getting a proper girl hair style my little shadow i have left (laser is almost done) seems super prominent even with makeup and my face suddenly looks super manly. i could cry.
>>5799522
>Cheska and Sophie 1500
>Samsa 400
are all the trips fucking whores or what holy shit
>>5799450
throw stuff at beep! yaay
anecdote. my brother once threw a tennis racket through the spokes of my front wheel. that was quite an experience getting flipped right over the handlebar lol
>"Cheska is 22 I'm 23"
Lying about age smooth
>>5796740
CONNIE LEAVE
>>5799512
Dunno, acid is pretty hard to trace from what I know. All you need is a middle-man and you don't have to deal with criminals, at least not to the extent where they get annoying.
>At most I've mused on the idea of synthesizing my own methcathinone using sudafed and a permanganate oxidation, but without equipment to purify it I'd really think twice about sticking something made using manganese into my body ;~;
I have no idea what this means. :C
>>5799525
This game is helping me come to terms with being trans. I might go into the game industry. The gamedev community seems pretty open to LGBT community.
>>5799534
your brother has good aim holy shit
>>5799525
>Self respect keeps getting in the way :/
can I beat that self respect out of you and make you call me mistress as you fondle my beard?
>>5799542
Just don't play episode 5. Terrible ending
>>5799374
why is cheskas voice so deep?
>>5799531
I was kidding, porn grosses me out, I've never watched it before
>>5799542
Max and Chloe are my favorite lesbians :)
>I might go into the game industry
Good luck! It is a dark realm out there
>>5799545
not unless you are a female, I'm done with boys.
>>5799548
Agreed.
>>5799544
he got lucky.
he was just pissed that i kept riding in front of him as he tried playing against the wall of the house
>>5799550
Damage control
>>5799555
I prefer to be called a bearded mommy but whatever works for you honey
>>5799565
Gross
>>5799565
Fetishist pls go
wow edie is pretty big o.o
>>5799540
Acid's also very hard to make, and does require a fair investment in equipment to reliably produce it. Ergotamine tartrate is also reasonably hard to come by from what I understand, somewhat more difficult than other precursors like safrole (for mdma synthesis) or pseudoephedrine (for meth synthesis). If there were a drug that I would consider producing though, acid is probably one of the few that would keep those damn criminals at arm's length, but idk, I really don't think I have it in me to do clandestine chem.
>I have no idea what this means
Means there's a stimulant that I could easily make using decongestants and potassium permanganate, in a single pot one step reaction. Potassium permanganate is toxic and can cause brain damage though, and it gets complicated to separate it from the reaction mixture without proper solvents and equipment.
>>5799533
Nope
>>5799548
I heard theres going to be a sequel.
>>5799565
oh god whyy? :(
>>5799579
mommys dont have beards
>>5799533
Most of them are especially if they've got some looks but no college degree
>>5799590
slow down there shitlord, stop identity policing
>>5799579
Prove it.
>>5799595
I think youre confusing mommies with daddies, mister
How long does it take for mtfg to fap before they cum?
Just got off 2 dates with qt masc guys who like hunting and lifting and and are rugged and handsome
I could have passed if I started hormones before male puberty because I looked like a girl but testosterone wrecked my body beyond repair
Someone please kill me
>>5799607
Well I haven't started hrt yet and I don't know of it affects anything, but like 2-3 minutes. The faster the better in my book.
>>5799607
takes me anywhere from 5-10 minutes
Are you here clingy tranny?
You should message me ;o;
Kik:EliLov3s
>>5799452
climbingivies.bandcamp.com
>>5799482
thanks big sis
>>5799508
i think i could be a really outgoing fun person but every time i try to open up around people i live near they kinda get weirded out..i cant even tell them i miss them anymore because my reputation is like..this sadsack crazy loner..which i kinda deserve after all the weird shit i did to people in high school. i dunno. i kinda deserve everything bad thats happened to me
>>5799534
:c pls no. ive had people throw stuff at me before..its really scary. people dont consider that even if theyre tossing things gently out of their window, they're still moving a lot faster than i am
I hate that estrogen can't help me the way it helps everyone else.
>Cheska is fapping Sophie
>Sophie can't keep it up with Cheskas deep voice
>Sophie is laying down
>Sophie's GT is pointed at Hello Kitty and a Panda plush
>>5799618
Are you a guy?
>>5799621
it probably did but you're crazy
>tfw i never worked out in my entire life
>tfw still look like this http://i.4cdn.org/lgbt/1456706050957.jpg
>tfw eat a bunch of sweets every day and but can't put on any weight at all
Someone please nuke my retarded Germanic genes.
>>5799618
bearded mommy is here to cling on you :-3
>>5799625
Yes, Male ;w; is that an issue?
>>5799630
w o w
nice bod
wanna be my bf?
>>5799627
>it probably did
You funny guy I kill you last. It did nothing to me, I don't look different at all if not worse.
>>5799637
Are you taking anti androgens? Estrogen does fuck all with normal T levels...I think?
>>5799635
Are you a cute male? If so post proof. I might be feeling desperate enough.
>>5799624
Lmao that sounds hilarious
>>5799619
This isn't bad at all, should keep at it. Makes me miss muh guitar. GAVE YOU TWO DORRAH =D
>>5799393
>>5799645
It suppresses too, but you need a ton more e to get the same effects without AAs
>>5799645
Are you stupid? Of course I take my blockers, my T is 0.72 nmol/l but it doesn't matter because my body is already #rekt.
>>5799652
I didn't think I was on /lesg/
>tfw you will always look like Fred Flintstone in a drag
>>5799655
Like I fucking know what you do clod.
this stream is so weird
>>5799652
Is my Kate posting friend back?
I wanna cosplay as her one day
>>5799657
it's like always /lesg/ here
>>5799647
Am I a cute male?
>>5799660
>tfw your features will never be as fem as sophie's
>>5799660
Yeah I had to stop, I mean the chat was just disturbing as it was and then they're awkward as fuck. No thanks
>>5799667
get rid of the facial hair and maybe
>>5799667
Yes, you remind me of my hot friend who would kinda bully me in highschool
>>5799669
>butthurt hon being resentful that he can't collect tokens just like cheska & sophie
>>5799652
cool look
reminds me when I was trying to figure out how to pass, I did failed ftm soft butch b/c that's what I looked like, kek
>>5799667
basement dweller/5
you look like jeffrey dahmer's apprentice
>>5799682
is that the guy voice you hear?
Life is unnaturally cruel to manhons like me
>>5799688
this had better not be lainanon
>>5799685
No that's Cheska, Bunz is the guy in the chat named Shay, he's supposed to be a non op no transition MtF but he just chases trannies
>>5799692
No it's not. She passes unlike me
>>5799693
>no transition MtF
what the fuck is this transtrender bullshit
>>5799374
>surpriseitssteak
buzz, your girlfriend... WOOF
>>5799696
most of /mtfg/ if they didn't take mones
>>5799596
hey abby this is someone else, when you are back in sb do you want to get chipotle or something and hang out?
I wish I was brave enough to kill myself
I hate my hon existence so much
>>5799688
thats okay im a hon too anon
>>5799703
I assume this is Samantha? I'll be back around spring break most likely.
>>5799650
yay my first $1.37 from anyone buying my music. thanks so much.
>buy 3 in 1 north face jacket
>take out inner fleece jacket
>ask gf how it looks
>"you can't wear that without a bra, be mindful of your nipples dear"
B..but this is my boy mode girls jacket ;-;
>>5799706
Pls hold my gross big veiny hand as we jump off the cliff together
>>5799692
>tfw keep missing the chance to see lainanon
I need to know dammit
>>5799671
Are you the girl from r9k that was clingy?
>>5799672
Thanks
>>5799680
It's actually my bedroom, I just have storage
>>5799684
What anime? And alright.
>>5799716
>be mindful of your nipples
what does it mean? can you break your nipples if you don't wear a bra?
>sophie sucking chubskie's limp baby dick
>>5799711
cool, yeah its me
>>5799713
its cool, should thank 46bodkan46 from ukraine, just won 30 bucks from him, guess little vladislav won't get dinner tonight because his dad is a degenerate gambler going all-in with queen-ten offsuit.
>>5799721
Leaning more creepy looking now.
I'm sorry mtfg I shouldn't have given a chaser attention.
>>5799721
when are you going to stop repressing and transition?
>>5799721
ur cute
>>5799734
This is what I tell myself everyday
>>5799725
its a clit, so obv it is sensitive
>>5799718
together into the void~
fucking creepy beta chasers every day here
i wish some alphas fit guys were posting here rn
>>5799722
It means don't be a slut and show everyone your pencil erasers
>>5799737
;_;
you aren't getting any younger anon, each day you wait is one less day as a woman
>>5799746
am i fit alpha pls
>>5799721
>the girl from r9k that was clingy
um i mean i go on r9k and im clingy but ive never seen you before, you just would be cuter without your half stubble half beard you have going on
Did lady gaga just have a bunch of women rape survivors storm the stage during her song at the oscars?
I mean
>>5799753
tahm you are best chaser desu
>>5799745
I hope I will stay dead forever
>>5796625
This pic with the anime avatars is basically half of the new mtfg trips...
>>5799757
420chaseit =DDDDD
>>5799746
tfw failed beta
too shy and busy passing to chase anything though
#asexual4life
>>5799751
I know, I'm just so afraid of what will happen with my family
>tfw you will never be cute and squishy
fuck my hon life
>>5799755
I posted with this image >>5799618
did you reply to it in the thread?
>>5799724
Thanks, I don't look so well shaved
>>5799732
I'm not a "Chaser".
I'm looking for someone with
Yandere/Clingy, Femdom qualities, regardless of "Sex/Gender"
>>5799734
Couldn't afford it when I wanted to at 17, 3 years ago for /femgen/ reasons.
>>5799735
Thanks, how was your evening?
>>5799771
>fem dom
You're hot why couldnt you have been the dom!! Fuck. I'm too desperate.
>>5799771
ah no sorry wasnt me, hope you find her though
your semi-threadly reminder that not all chasers are bad and that you shouldn't paint us with a broad brush
>tfw clerk told you to leave her shop when I told her I am looking for clothes
>tfw she gave me the look as if I murdered someone
>>5799785
you in boymode?
where is shop located? most stores deal with trans, cd, and guys
>>5799769
iktf but i am still self medding yo, you can do it!
action is much better than dreading the consequences tbqh imo
>>5799784
Periodic reminder that not all trans-attracted people are chasers, and to stop taking, wearing, and distributing to others a pejorative that refers to a fairly specific unseemly sort of would-be-suitor.
>>5799784
That said, I've met some pretty slimy chasers, and stereotypes exist for a reason.
make discord gr8 again
>>5799780
b/c I'm a pure virgin desu. I can make a good Dom/Switch if the feeling is reciprocated. How are you tonight?
>>5799783
Alright , I hope you have a good night
>>5799791
There's like one shop that's all women's clothes in the outlet mall by me that have told me strongly "no men in the dressing room" even though I was just waiting for my gf. Most places just stick me in the girls dressing room in boy mode oddly, and don't give a fuck
>tfw my reward for this horrible week of hard work that is finally fucking over
!!! I SWEAR TO GOD this was the most i've worked in a long time lmfao. i *literally* worked my ass off, but tonight was fun actually. ended up making like 300$ in total. also did yall know cheska and sophie are doing shows now? someone needs to slap some sense into them, their entire show made them like 2000 tokens and that's only 100$.....
anyways, how was everyone else's week? are you doing good?
>>5799808
I'm too subby friend. Domming just doesn't feel good to me. I wanna have a master so I'm sorry I'm not who you're looking for
>>5799809
By definition, someone that sees someone as a sexual novelty to fuck and dump is bad. If you're not that, then you're not a chaser. If you just happen to have a thing for trans girls, then you have a thing for trans girls.
>>5799807
discord.gg/0ix1Gx0ArhXPSXFF
go to this one to be screened for access to a less agp server
>>5799816
It's basically been all over about how their viewership was like 3x yours, idk though because I'm a good boy who would never go on that site
>>5799820
What if you find gender irrelevant and you're simply put attracted to femininity? But not a fan of "guys" unless they're super fem. What does that make you? WHAT AM I!?!?1+1
>>5799816
How the hell do you make that much money camwhoring.
More importantly, who throws that much money at camwhores? I don't understand.
>>5799816
i saw some of your show, you're actually pretty entertaining
it was cool cause i wasnt using it to fap, it was like hanging out or something, which was weird cause you were naked but o well
>>5799827
Gynephilic
>>5799820
i'm not that, but i do still think i am a chaser because i find a girl more attractive if she is trans (regardless of whether or not she is pre-op or post-op). i also would have reservations about introducing a trans girl to my family and friends, which i realize is selfish and immature and cowardly.
>>5799800
>pump and dump
during my guy days, before I even knew what trans was,
I'd always here about someone mentioning looking for a dickgirl (as a goal that night)
...so if I ever "make it", I'm realise I may be alone
>>5799816
>20% off loyalty
>>5799816
How many days a week/month do you cam?
>>5799816
Sounds like you got burned because they had 2500 viewers and you only had 200, lying and acting like you don't have something to prove
>>5799827
that makes you 95% of this thread
>>5799844
any good businessperson would prefer to make 300 dollars with 200 clients than 100 dollars with 2500 clients
>>5799818
No I feel ya, being dommed is the best feel.
>>5799826
girll if i was doing what they were doing for that cheap i would have that many viewers too. i really don't know why they're charging nothing. like i peeked in and they had finished every goal and they had 86$.... for everything... like why??? you know how many more viewers and tippers you get if you have two ppl, and how much you can charge???
>>5799831
idk i have lots of regulars and stuff!
>>5799833
t-thank! i try to be entertaining and have fun in my room idk, i like it to be fun for everyone.
>>5799841
I APPRECIATE THAT.
>>5799843
i normally work like .... 3-4 days a week? for a couple hours each day. this week i worked 6 days and was on.... A LOT on skype and on cb. it's really draining to do it that much.
>>5799844
this >>5799846
i'm happy that they're doing it if it's helping them out financially, but they had their earnings listed clearly because of their goal. they could make way more and they're not taking advantage of that at all.
>>5799846
depends on if you could change something about your buisness to be able to tap into the bigger client base for more money or not, in this case they could but they're being lazy about it
>tfw ur mtfg crush has ur moms name
Whhhyyyy
>>5799848
I want a guy to call me his kitty and make me feel so special yet use me for his needs. He doesn't need to be super controlling or anything, I'll gladly take care of him and do anything to make him happy, I just want him to be the man, take the lead, and make me feel like the most special girl in the world. I almost started crying writing this, I'm too lonely...
>>5799852
i didnt know your mom's name was anon too
>>5799850
>hard work
>usually 3-4 days a week
>couple hours each day
Try working 70 hours a week EVERY WEEK and come back to me on that.
>>5799849
Gynephilic always means attracted to femininity/women regardless of whether it's a gynephilic man, woman, or snowflake.
So it becomes extra useful if you hang out with snowflakes and trans people who need to make clear their attractions without also defining their gender to explain what "gay" means to them.
>>5799849
agp isnt a real thing, its just a buzzword
most people on here want femininity but also like dicks, which is why you see so many transbians
http://strawpoll.me/6951851
Poll bump. We have way more girls than that itt.
Stfu kitten get me a sandwich. >>5799853
>>5799858
AGP is most definitely real, even if it isn't the standard Blanchard definition.
>>5799838
Idk, if you want to use that word to describe yourself that's fine, but you don't sound anything like chasers that I've actually dealt with. A true honest to goodness chaser cares about surgical status (gotta have that penis), sees you as fetish fulfilment, and in my experience they see trans girls as less than human. You don't sound like that at all.
What are your feelings on introducing a trans girl that passes to your friends/family as your girlfriend?
>>5799840
;~;
>>5799849
It means you're straight if you're a male, yes. Most straight males are just attracted to femininity, but not all of them are comfortable enough with their sexuality to admit that the gender of the person with that femininity doesn't matter quite as much.
>>5799856
Stop bullying
>>5799860
Silly master, you got it way wrong there.
>>5799852
What's your mom's name?
>>5799859
>tfw hrt made u love dick and pickles
kek who's megasalty in the discord
>>5799861
ive yet to meet a single person on hormones who did it to sit there and jerk off to themselves looking like a girl
>>5799850
You are so extremely petty I just can't waste me time on you or your delusions and lies to save face on a tranny thread
>>5799866
I am clearly suffering from severe sandwich withdrawals stop being an insufferable cunt and bring me asnabwbbsabd,msdddddddddddddddddddd
>>5799872
I'm talking about people that aren't trans and are completely male, have no desire to be a woman outside of their fetish.
>>5799856
>cum multiple times a day while being in 50 diff positions
>shove toys up ur butt and play with ur dick CONSTANTLY
>this is the same thing as sitting comfortably at a desk
i understand that working more hours may be more difficult and stuff, normally work for me is really easy. but the more i work the more taxing it is and the more i would much rather be sitting answering phones or standing up asking ppl if i can help them with something.
>>5799872
Wait, am I the only one?
>>5799869
someone is salty that you're a predator and a criminal?
>>5799850
It was literally their second time camming tonight. They'll get used to it and start making more without a doubt.
>>5799883
S A L T
A
L
T
>>5799879
Don't get me wrong like beepbeep did, I wish I could do that. I just don't consider it hard work. I'm not attractive enough to do it though so I guess it would be hard work for me.
>>5799853
Yeah, I just want a girl to hold me and call me a good boy as I make her happy in any way she wants.
Loneliness is killing us both senpai
>>5799862
yeah that doesn't describe me at all, but i think i am still a chaser. i think there is a chaser spectrum.
if she was stealth mode i wouldn't care at all. i realize that's unfair though, because that's doing exactly what bad chasers do - treating trans girls as less than human. and that's the exact reason i won't date a trans girl until i learn to stop caring what my friends/family/other people think. it would be unfair to put someone through that.
>>5799885
Dollface is trying to be nice because she knows she will start losing horny paying men to the PartialAsian duo who don't know how to cam and do everything for free?
>>5799889
if you saw some of the fat chicks hons on chaturbate you'd realize you don't need to be attractive to make it as a cam girl. it helps, but it's not a requirement. the only real requirement is shamelessness.
>>5799897
Yeah but having an incredibly long unpassable face and huge jaw is ugly isn't going to net you enough to make a living.
>>5799861
Blanchard's typology is where AGP originates from, and what it relates to. Don't "take it back", you idiot. The thing you and other foolish trans girls have doesn't even resemble the definition proposed by that illustrious sexologist. The longer you give the illusion of legitimacy to Blanchard and Lawrence, the longer we'll be stuck with them. We're rid of Zucker and Bailey already. Stay the course.
>>5799874
i'm just being honest familia, idk why that upsets you so much.
>>5799885
i hope so!! they deserve to be making tons more. like they should be pulling at least 200$ each instead of .... 50$ each. ppl used to think it was so impressive that moof and all of them would get tons of viewers too, but they were only making 100-200$ each at most and there were like 3 of them at times. they deserve more money for what they're doing, viewers don't men shit
>>5799889
it caaaaan be hard work, like this week was. but normally it isn't at all lol
>>5799894
its like when a veteran street ho tries to rag on the new girl who starts getting all the action
>>5799902
Well maybe you can be nice and teach them some things.
>>5799901
Take what back? I only replied to you once.
>>5799900
not true, you are really overestimating men's porn standards
if you cake yourself in porn star make up and wear lingerie that's enough for a lot of guys
Post selfie
>>5799892
Fair, but fwiw I don't think I could date someone unless I knew that they'd still stand by me if people found out that I was trans. I don't know if a lot of trans women could desu
>>5799908
"Take back" the term AGP. It's what you are trying to do. Don't try to do it.
>>5799505
Oh wow, I thought you said you were happy for her?
>>5799913
yeah that's ideally where i would want to be if i were to date a girl who is trans
i'm just too insecure currently
>Tfw literally every one of your friends male or female tell you you're fap/cuddleworthy now
>Absolutely none of them live near you
>>5799911
herewegoagain
>>5799913
you are CUTE
CUTE
>>5799925
lainnnnn post your pic again
>>5799927
I don't know any trips with the name no.
>>5799931
Whos Lain? I'm not Lain
>>5799934
o-oh sorry
seen my boyfriends dick for the first time and it's kinda gross.
I dont wanna dump him obviously, but I don't wanna suck that...
what do?
>>5799936
What picture did you want from this Lain? I'm interested now
>>5799929
qt based on pictures 420chaseit tammy biased opinion that should be taken with grain of salt:
sophie
nane
elanna
beepbeep
maddie
nikky
gem
red
oddish
edie
jormy
ufufu
rawr
>>5799929
H-hi are you a robot?
>>5799933
IF SHE'S HERE I DON'T WANT HER TO KNOW. desu tho I crush on everyone here.
Also..tfw hrt is killing you on the inside but your outside is lookin too good for you to care
>>5799907
i've really tried to do that in the past with a number of girls, and a lot of the kageshi ones are just ....idek. like the #1 a few mins ago was the sophie who frequents that chat room, and she made 60$ for an entire show. most of the girls make that much and when i talk about making more regularly and about what i make and all that stuff they just....tune out. they don't want to hear it. which is fine i guess, but i'm just tired of helping ppl who either don't want to make the effort, or who are already doing it and don't actually want real advice.... altho i know that natalie makes good coin.
>>5799941
What's your Skype or contact info?
>>5799940
just any picture
everyone says she passes but ive never seen her
>>5799929
>tfw irrelevant
>>5799949
Oh okay, nevermind then.
hi there im here from /r9k/, was wondering if i could get permission to ask rawr to be my gf?
>>5799947
tom.toriell is muh skype
>>5799943
whats the first letter
>>5799944
Its all about building up the userbase first. I'm sure most of the money you get is from regulars/sugar daddies who are going to pay you regardless.
elanna is a 6
>>5799911
it's getting old now
>>5799954
Lol
Also collage anon I hate u for cropping me in a way that emphasizes my caveman brow
Can't sleep again -__- what's up everyone?
>>5799911
Give me your selfies they said, it won't end up on r9k they said. So glad I'm too manly to end up on one of these
http://strawpoll.me/6952662
http://strawpoll.me/6952662
http://strawpoll.me/6952662
http://strawpoll.me/6952662
http://strawpoll.me/6952662
>>5799969
Your tomboy mode intimidates and unmans them, surely.
>>5799958
not at all. i mean like ... half of the money is from regs. on good nights it's a lot of the money. like if i have 4-5 good regs on i can get 300~400$ easy and have a great time. when i only have 1 reg tho, or when i have no regs on for example it's all just random people. guys will tip in like 750 tokens, or 1000 tokens, and maybe i'll see them maybe i won't. sometimes they don't even stick around to see me cum. it's really complicated and random at times ;_; but there's tons of ways to maximize the money you can make and stuff. especialllly sophie and cheska, they're cute together and a couple. they could be doing more goals and charging way more for each.
>>5799959
I'll take it and run, that's a better number than I self rate
>>5799929
>agp/fetishists
that's an insult if I've ever seen one
>>5799971
at the end of the day, you're girls. robots hate girls.
>>5799942
Yes I am, and you are CUTE
SUPER CUTE
>>5799976
Even as a girl I'm a Chad.
RED IS THE MOST ATTRACTIVE
R E D
>>5800001
>most of the money
most of the money isn't from regs, and some nights none of it is. that's what i'm sayin.
>>5799977
Well like I said you can always tell them this. It was their second time camming with little no experience on how to maximize gains on cb. I'm sure they'll work out more of the kinks as time goes on.
>>5799908
To 'take a term back' means to take a word that has been used as a slur against people like you and start using it when talking about people like yourself in positive contexts in order to degrade the word's power as an insult. The word "queer" is a word that got 'taken back', for example.
>>5799982
Y-you too anon
>>5799969
I'll give you props for not being a complete attentionwhore like the rest
>>5799911
>image.jpg
>new pic of angie
Wonder who posted that :^)
can somebody recommend some good escapismcore
i need to not be in the real world tonight thanks
>>5799724
Damn you people
how do I reverse this?
>people actually posted new selfies for some chasers/yumes/kaylas troll collage
You all need to get some standards.
>>5799939
Dental dam?
>>5800051
Once again. Get some standards.
>>5800043
you don't
>>5800045
I wish I was okay enough with my appearance to be willing to contribute to the troll collage...
>>5799955
Thanks :)
>>5800055
Fuck
Guess I'm gonna have to commit seppuku to avoid spreading this
>>5800045
i didnt make it
i made this one about eyes
>>5800056
I wish I could muster up the courage to confess my crush on you
>>5800064
>Adri is at the top
I'm throwing this image into the trash due to clear bias.
>>5800063
don't worry sir a perma virgin like you won't be spreading anything
>>5800072
Hi person who hates me
How you doing?
>>5800070
its not a subjective system
its based on the eyes
>>5800080
Trash.
>>5800063
kuppy no
thats not a sword, its just a very long dick!!
>>5800064
What do my eyes come under
or do you need to see my brow?
>>5800085
:/
>>5800092
sheen jnr
>>5800092
I'm sure you're a nice person but the way this image is cropped makes you look retarded.
>>5800042
Personally what I tend to do is go to niconico douga and play one of the countless hour-plus long compilations of random anime openings they have there; that might be a bit too weeb for you to stomach, though.
>>5800106
you're fucking hideous
>>5800092
all she needs is to see the whites of your eyes so thats fine
>>5800106
Doesn't doing this sort of thing get you banned for spamming? Because I got a warning for spamming while jokingly trying to mimic these and I only posted one post...
>>5800116
We'll see if we actually have mods on /lgbt/ I guess. (The answer is no)
Oh look Yume is having an autism fit again. I was done lurking anyway.
>>5800104
its a start
thank you
>>5800092
>>5800121
my dads a mod have fun with ur ban
>>5800145
Since her posts are still up I don't think anyone is a mod here lol
>>5800070
This, Adri is a depressed mess
>tfw all the boys you're into are cuter than you
>>5800158
adri looked better pre hrt 2beehonest
>>5800056
>passing in pic is 90% angles and lighting
have you even tried to get a decent pic
>tfw mtfg calls you a he
I thought we were in this together.
>>5800069
Eeeh? But Anon, why would you ever have a crush on me, I'm so plain and boring, and I'm already nearly 30; surely you'd rather find a girl that's younger and cuter instead?
>>5800182
>tfw it's hard to pass in a picture than it is irl
>>5800184
Don't let it get to you
Happens to me all the time
>>5800184
>mtfg
>anything but projection and the literal definition of toxic behavior (inb4 le tumblr terms)
>>5800190
im 50 man who still lives with his mother
>>5800192
>feel like a look feminine and cute looking in the mirror
>take a selfie
>nfl linebacker with a full beard staring back at me suddenly in the pic
Everytime.
>>5800194
>not on hormones
>doing nothing about it
>m-muh dysphoria
you get sir'd and he'd because you're just a man
>>5800203
Thats not how it works cunt.
>>5800131
I don't get it. Can I see your face without you obscuring random parts of it?
>>5800203
If you really fucking hate me so much that you have to follow all my posts to make the same criticism repeatedly, then filter me then.
>>5800204
trip on sir
>>5800195
>great at making friends with other transgirls using any other way of contact
>only ever get attacked on mtfg
Its like something happens to a humans mind when the word anon replaces their own. WEIRD.
>>5800209
Not right now
I don't feel like posting a pic atm
>>5800182
It's kind of hopeless until I finish with laser, no matter how close I shave my beard shadow is still super obvious, I want to at least get that gone before taking pictures of my face. I guess I could do photos where my face is hidden, but I am also kind of paranoid people I know finding the pictures before I come out to them or start attempting anything like having a girlmode, so, well, it'll probably be a while until I'm sharing photos here.
>>5800214
Oh its just you. Nevermind.
>>5800212
Don't even reply to them, they'll get bored eventually
>>5800197
Living the dream Anonymous, living the dream.
>tfw just had dominos pizza (Australian)
I can feel the sodium levels decreasing my lifespan
>>5800217
Alright cya
>>5800203
>Living in a super religious home
>Cant start hrt because I'll end up homeless if caught
And I damn sure know no one here will be there for me when I'm forced to live under a bridge.
>>5800224
That's a really poor photoshopping, were they even trying?
>>5800212
>you think there's only one person doing this
no I got the idea from the one that calls a few of you sir
>>5800224
mirin that stomach bro
>>5800190
y-you're just gonna make my crush on you stronger if you say stuff like that
I like girls that are older and taller than me
>>5800224
ayyy amigo
>spend hour doing makeup carefully in mirror
>think to myself, "you look good!"
>decide to take makeup selfie
>picture shows the truth: turbo manhon wearing badly-done makeup
someone pls end me
>>5800234
You all have the same vocab and language, how am I supposed to believe that it's multiple people?
Just fuck off and filter me you cunt
>>5800241
post unsee
holy shit I just realized edie uses chaturbate
I used to do that before hormones as a femboy
>>5800241
you look great, hon. :)
>>5800246
keep living your delusions, sir.
>>5800246
watch your language sir
>>5800254
ayyyy, there they are
>>5800252
Red you're so naive its almost adorable.
>>5800241
>girlfriend does makeup
>look in mirror
>Chrischan.irlgif
>>5800256
sup bruh
>>5800246
Dont feed them Kuppy. Its not worth it especially once you realize who they are. (Trust me they have it no better than you looks wise.)
>>5800232
That's a Suporn job ;_;
Thanks, I'm so hurt now...
>>5800260
Are you saying I'm stupid?
Bruh I'm like 3 months away from getting my B.A
(but not in STEM cuz I'm not AGP lmao)
Fuck this shit
I'm off for the night
I'm not the mood for this
>tfw bewbs starting to grow
get hype.
>>5800267
3 months away from breast augmentation? congrats.
>>5800265
You've been hit by the biggest troll there is(you know who). The only way to win is not to play. Sorry kuppy. Just have to ignore them.
>>5800268
may the winds me always at your back good sir
TRIGGER WARNING: NSFW
>>>/pol/65666083
what do you guys think about this
>>5800192
I don't think so miss good hair, skin and big anime eyes
>you're letting this place get under your skin
you said you didn't have any issues in passing irl when you first got here
>>5800199
weird how mind can hubox you in mirror but camera is very sobering (angles, lighting tricks aside)
>>5800208
pre everything doesn't mean you can't pass,
look at the cd's that would pass if they just grew their hair out
>>5800280
for a second I thought richard simmons labia plasty fell apart when they took off the bandages I cringed thinking it was a pure surgical failure gore post
>>5800239
Haha, well, I have the older and taller part down, but at this point I'm really more of a long-haired boy with tiny boobs than a girl; I'm not posting any photos anytime soon though so if you'd rather imagine that I look and sound like a cute anime oneesan / sempai / Christmas cake office lady, go right ahead.
>>5800280
i was more afraid it would be another collageposting
>>5800293
that or Literature degrees. Go out to the world and tell them heartfelt tranny stories
>>5800280
>yfw you realize she starts peeing a little bit when the doctor first pulls off the bandage
>>5800295
brb
>>5800280
I've seen it before, it's unpleasant to watch. Doesn't really influence my thoughts one way or the other on whether or not I'd get SRS, though.
>>5800306
does for me
more I see the reality of srs, the more I don't want it
Will someone be my friend?
>>5800293
Being a nurse sounds fun, but I'd rather be a doctor because they can prescribe; I should have gone to med school, I could have been hooking up everyone in this thread with legit scripts so the self-medders don't need to buy overpriced and possibly defective pills online anymore.
>>5800319
sure friendo
>>5800321
Wait, actually, I just checked and it seems nurse practitioners can prescribe most things too, so I guess nursing doesn't sound so bad either.
Want to join an intergroup experiment? I created /femorfgen/ for those who care more about femininity than the labels that just create hate here.
>>5800287
I think it's ridiculous that AMAB people who look feminine, act feminine, etc., still find an arbitrary label to split themselves and hate. I wanted to have a girl body and wear girl clothes, and when I accomplished that eventually I called myself a girl because it described me better - but the first part was much more important to being who I am. So let's dedicate that thread to that part.
>>5800283
When I first started posting here I was delusional enough to think I didn't pass at all, even if I passed pretty much all the time. Under my skin, maybe, but I have improved enough to know that I'm delusional about my appearance.
It's still the truth that it's harder to pass in pics though, a static image posted on a tranny board is going to be subject to a lot more scrutiny than a stranger in public.
>>5800319
I don't see why not, what is your name friend?
>>5800332
>Femgen doesn't like trannies
Blame the overly defensive twinks.
>>5800319
Hello friend
>>5800339
There's a few reasons for that
>They're gay so obviously they dont like girls and feel like we're ruining ourselves
>a lot of femboys end up feeling pressured into taking hormones in order to achieve the bodytype people like instead of just being happy with themselves
>somehow their degeneracy is okay but ours isnt
>/pol/ has a boner for femboys and hates us
>they have to deal with confused people all the time thinking they're repressed trans when some of them arent
>>5800349
I mean desu I just don't really have anything in common with femboys except for liking dick
>>5800349
In all honesty, /pol/'s closet cases having a boner for femboys is totally in line with how chasers think.
Also there's a lot of people on femgen who are twinks who don't understand that aging will happen to them too.
>>5800359
>In all honesty, /pol/'s closet cases having a boner for femboys is totally in line with how chasers think.
Cute boy chasers are definitely a thing but I don't think they mind them as much as we do because they're boys and the chasers are going to treat them as such. Most of the time. Sometimes you get a confused chaser who eventually learns what he's looking for is an mtf, but initially expects a femboy to be just like us.
>Also there's a lot of people on femgen who are twinks who don't understand that aging will happen to them too.
Some live in denial of that, plan to kill themselves when it happens, or simply give it up like a normal person.
>>5800356
I like being cute, they like being cute, we like dick, they have a dick that they actually want to use, idk. I'd love a femboy bf but idk if I really wanna hang around them just because they're femboys.
tfw flatchest
>>5800356
I don't do drugs
I don't like dick
I eat normal amounts of pizza
I have a thing for new girl and board games
I basically have nothing in common with anyone on /lgbt/
>>5800339
>fembois are male and not trans
if you had trolls trying to tell be/do something you're not, you'd be mad too
>>5800374
You're also in a different age demographic, so it does explain a lot of that.
>>5800371
tfw tf
>>5800374
I'm with you, but I'm just a femmy guy who cd's
>>5800375
I don't think those are trolls, just chasers with a fetish, which might be worse.
>>5800371
>tfw only puffy nipples
One day we'll have mega milks
>>5800371
Flat chested girls are cute too, though.
>tfw no stewing and brewing gf to put into diapers and pamper
>>5800375
If you're at the point of doing medical transition, you're kidding yourself and likely at least non-binary, but fine I'll humor you.
Twinks are only cursorily similar to the kind of boy who basically does everything as a girl except muh pronouns.
>>5800386
>not "to pamper in pampers"
>>5800375
Granted, there's probably a reasonably large percentage of femgen that's actually trans. There have been at least a few formerly femboi identified people who have come through here with the "fuck, I think I might actually be trans" posts.
tfw qt masc boy you date calls you mean names and teases you and bullies :3
>>5800391
>tfw you went through that
>>5800384
Aww, puffy nipples were the best, though; so much more sensitive. Having breasts with a bit of volume is nice too, but if I could go back to the puffy stage permanently I definitely would.
>>5800388
>>5800391
pre trans are common
twinks are more common
legit fembois, guys that identify as male, but can pass as female are actually rare (pic)
>>5800391
I started out wanting to be a femboy. But I realized I was feeling dysphoria. And I wanted to be more than a femboy, I was a girl. I came to understand I'm trans, but repressed for a while and decided to try and be a feminine guy which lasted for a few months, and then I ended up back here.
People shouldn't push femboys into being trans, but asking them if they are is fine. I had people that would ask me because I was feeling dysphoria but I didn't know what it was, and that got me to start learning about what being transgender was and I ended up here, happily transitioning.
>>5800397
They're more sore than sensitive right now. Also werent you going for a milf vibe earlier? You're supposed to have huge tits for that!!
>>5800390
i prefer when girls wear abdl diapers rather than pampers size 6/7 desu
>>5800399
She got titties and SRS...
>>5800396
Not quite the same, but I identified as gq very briefly. It was honestly just an excuse to not do anything, I really really didn't want to believe that I was trans, even though it was very clear what I wanted. Repression is a fucked up thing, and coming to accept that you're trans is pretty daunting.
>>5800403
Idk, when people are at the point of self medding hrt, I really do start to question if femboy is the right word. Willingness to take hormones is generally a sign of something a little more serious, and seems to be just treating dysphoria anyways.
>rumor about the west coast reaching dangerous levels of carbon monoxide
Is this why everyone's getting headaches and driving like idiots?
>>5799911
Oh, of course.
>>5799941
>tfw didn't make tahm's list
>>5800158
>>5800174
I want to die
>>5800410
you're confusing stav with andreja
pic posted on jan 25, this year
>>5800424
>adri gets instant first response
I mean either you're cute, or one of your girlfriends made/posted it to robot
>>5800424
the very first post in that thread someone claimed you as their waifu btw
and like one or two other times
>>5800428
No I'm not, but there's one long haired androgynous model that femgen posts that did get implants and SRS
>>5800431
Why do I get the feeling whoever made this tried to spite me? Don't care. Won't stop me from posting my face.
>>5800423
How did you end up deciding on Marissa?
>>5800432
>tfw was still in denial during the early course of self-medding, and half hoped that I'd hate HRT
>tfw it finally settled in that I was a goddamned tranny after HRT finally made me feel normal again
Boy that was a fucking grand realization to have hit you all at once.
>>5800442
>wanting to be included in the autism circle jerk
Just no
>>5800447
I really wanted HRT to work, I was afraid it wouldn't. I wanted to just be a girl and move forward with my life. HRT making me feel worse would have been devastating. I would have probably just planned on suicide instead of living as a boy because I really cannot see any way I would be happy as one.
>>5800449
Nah, I know I deserve better that that. But I just got a feeling the omission was quite deliberate.
god i cant wait to move out
>>5800447
I was taking pm just thinking I could never do hrt, I didn't think I was trans I just... Needed it, I didn't know how I thought it would end, and then I was on full on hrt, and just not telling anyone, and then I just felt better, and was happy and started getting treated completely different, and I kinda realized who I was and that I was afraid of her
>>5800453
If you're Australian I'll rent a house with you.
what do u think about manic pixie nightmare girls
>>5800451
Oh yes, a large part of me was very excited and hopeful for what was about to happen and was hopeful that it would work, but there was an element of "if this doesn't work then I can forget all about these feelings and everything can just go back to normal and I can know full well that I'm just a confused guy."
Just hadn't accepted it yet, even though it was so fucking obvious and even on a logical level I knew well enough to have already come out. It didn't matter that I'd wanted to be a girl for as long as I could remember, I just wanted to be normal.
>>5800461
the artist is a nice person
some of the comics are enjoyable/relatable
>>5800403
Haha, well, that was more because that's what that Anon seemed to enjoy so I figured I'd have some fun with them; and I definitely don't have huge tits, yeah. In any case if I'm going to be a mom I'd rather be warm-hearted, doting and somewhat flighty kind of mom than the horny sexy momma type.
>>5800460
not strayan sorry and im moving in with my closest friend
Gonna start looking for places in the Trans Mecca area I think. Gotta move out of this hellscape desert.
>>5800466
>I'm going to be a mom I'd rather be warm-hearted, doting and somewhat flighty kind of mom
That's the perfect kind of mom though~
>>5800463
>but there was an element of "if this doesn't work then I can forget all about these feelings and everything can just go back to normal and I can know full well that I'm just a confused guy."
For me it was more "if this doesn't work I've exhausted all my other options sans joining the army because I know that wont actually work so I'm doomed to suicide"
>Just hadn't accepted it yet, even though it was so fucking obvious
Yeah, I spent a long time questioning and doubting until I started hormones, it was torture.
>It didn't matter that I'd wanted to be a girl for as long as I could remember, I just wanted to be normal.
Being normal is kind of my goal. Transitioning is just a speedbump in my life, once I'm full time I'll just carry on as a normal girl. I wish it wasn't so complicated and being cis would have been easier/more ideal, but I actually want to be a girl so I'm fairly content with all the trouble I have to go through anyway. Even if I feel hopeless sometimes.
>>5800468
I should look into universities over there, maybe we could get a place while I go to school!
>>5800466
I feel that if I can't give birth to my own kid I just shouldn't be a mom
I REALLY want to be one tho
>>5800456
Funny how that happens. I knew on some level that I needed and wanted HRT too, even if still in denial about other things. It really is the best at making everything finally become clear.
>>5800468
wheres trans mecca?
>>5800478
iktf
>>5800444
I read through a list of names and it was like the only one that I liked enough. What's your name?
>>5800478
I'm probably gonna adopt kids. I just...want to be a mom, even if I didn't give birth to them. Giving birth sounds painful anyway...
>Decide to look at self with webcam
>actually weird like seeing myself in motion more than I do in picture or mirror, look more feminine somehow
>but also realize that the little thin spot at the front of my hairline where it was starting to recede pre-hrt is more visible than I thought tho
I can't tell if I'm happy or upset
i want someone to hold me
is anyone on long island and willing to hold an ugly tranny
>>5800498
TRIP ON KIWI
>>5800498
Kiwi you were supposed to not come back
>>5800477
>Being normal is kind of my goal. Transitioning is just a speedbump in my life, once I'm full time I'll just carry on as a normal girl.
Yeah, and this is the healthy outlook to have. Suffice to say, I was completely unable to picture myself ever passing or being anything other than the hideous monstrosity that I was at that point, so it was a tossup between "normal" and being seen as a freak by society, family, friends etc.
Seems really stupid now, but learning to be ok with being a male seemed like the path of least resistance. Whoo repression.
>>5800485
I've been going with Joan, here at least, although I'm still in boymode fulltime and not out to friends or the like yet so I don't really get to say it or hear it in real life at this point.
>>5800466
>warm-hearted, doting, and somewhat flighty mom
Now you're really making me want to talk to you outside of the thread
Did you ever set up that skype?
am i at lv hon yet
>>5800503
Iktf
I honestly worry everyday that I'll be a freak and never be normal
I don't know how to get over this or is this something that gets better with time?
>>5800508
that's exactly what kiwi would say if she didn't want anyone to think she was kiwi
>>5800460
where
>>5800511
i didn't want to trip but im not kiwi
ive posted here before
>>5800491
You know when I met you I saw you
sitting there across the way You didn't have a lot to say, but there’s something about you and you don’t know why but I was dying to try...
shalalala
stop fishing for compliments
>>5800512
Anywhere. I wanna leave dubbo
>>5800503
>Seems really stupid now, but learning to be ok with being a male seemed like the path of least resistance. Whoo repression.
Hah, yeah.
"You just need to think differently"
"Go work out"
"Get a girlfriend"
"Go join the army, that'll fix you"
"Try harder to be a man"
"You're just broken"
"It's all in your head, you got messed up somehow and you can fix it"
>Yeah, and this is the healthy outlook to have.
I'm glad to hear you've improved on that front at least
>>5800500
Totally! But I'd probably be a pain in the butt to live with lol
>>5800513
now someone hold me pls
>>5800505
I haven't yet, I'm sorry; I'd like to, although I really do need to get to bed now. I definitely will tomorrow though if you remind me!
>>5800517
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDaDqx_ZYaY
i want to escape my hell too but i have gubmintbux.
>>5800521
im not in long island but ill hold you in spirit
>tfw that girl that recognized you, said you looked familiar and asked who you were was a stealth passing transgirl you used to talk to like a decade ago
>she gave you info on HRT and talked about paranormal romance and books with you and you tried to tell her you had no chance of passing
Should I go back and say hi and risk embarrassing myself further or just forget it?
>>5800514
Wait, is that a quote from something?
Also, I never thought I'd hear someone tell me I was fishing. Fight me.
>>5800504
J names are pretty cool It's a nice sound. I'm not out at home, but I get to be kind of fulltime when I visit my gf and that's really nice. I'm trying to be brave enough to come out to my family.
>>5800506
>>5800525
Woah, there's no way I could resist saying hi other than my crippling shyness and social anxiety. Go do it girl!
>>5800491
some of them said they prefer femboys
the same with liking beepboop
you don't have to overthink it too much to understand
I'm sorry about your friends hugboxing
>>5800525
>Not knowing the lyrics to kiss the girl from the little mermaid
And yes you should go talk to her, you should make friends with everyone who is human enough to be kind to you, those are the good ones
>>5800509
Notice how I said "seems stupid now". It does get better, and there was a point reached where it just became clear that what I was doing was normal and had been normal all along. Then the rest of the world started to echo that sentiment, and here I am. I'm a damaged walking disaster of a person, but at least I'm a girl, and I really wouldn't have it any other way, this is the new normal.
>>5800519
>all those repression things
Thought them all, not fun to revisit them either. I'm a lot better now though, I've been better on that front for a very long time.
>>5800524
thnx <3
>>5800525
Go for it; you don't pass up that kind of bizarre chance opportunity and end up not regretting it. I'll be rooting for you, now go be brave and try reconnecting with your old friend!
(Anyways, goodnight, /mtfg/!)
>>5800541
Goodnight Joan, and make that Skype email, it would mean a lot to that anon~
Hello.
Please keep the circlejerking out of /r9k/.
Thank you.
>>5800541
I want to lick Reimu's armpits!
>>5800530
:'^))) <3
>>5800538
So basically live like a girl and pretend everything is normal and you eventually see yourself as normal?
>>5800549
that was angie
>>5800548
I think she'd be happy for you.
had too much of an edible today
>>5800560
Probably came off worse than I was trying to phrase it
>>5800552
Pretty much exactly that, actually. I mean, initially it's just going to feel weird, even if you might feel strongly that you're female, you've never lived as one, it's not going to feel natural, and you're not going to feel normal. After accumulating some amount of time living and presenting as a female though, it starts to feel pretty normal, moreso than living as a guy ever did.
>>5800559
I do wonder what she thought afterward.
Maybe I'll ask her if I pass.
>>5800567
Guess all I can do is hope that I won't see myself as a freak
Goodbye for now
>>5800568
What she's thinking:
"Dear god I'm so sorry"
What she says:
"You look so much happier!"
4chan is so ducking mean sometimes
>>5800574
It's a long process, and I can't say that it's easy, but I'm hopeful that you'll get there. Goodnight anon, rest well.
>>5800582
Make out with me
>>5800582
Go to mcdonalds and get a shitty greasy breakfast
>>5800064
I belong under suicide watch desu
>>5800587
Pancake platter + Hashbrown is the BEST
>>5800590
Dude same
>>5800590
Mcmuffin with a sausage, large coffee two creams one sugar and a motherfucking hash brown
>>5800519
Haha, if you follow the path of least resistance you're not an intelligent being, you're a diffusing molecule or an electric current or a greedy algorithm coded by a high schooler. There's the internet, and all you have to do is google "i want to be a girl" to find out that there's nobody out there who tried to suppress their true self and ended up being happy.
I have a personal theory for why that study showed that trans women have an IQ>110. Because the dumb ones just tried to fit in and not do the research and ignored that their path was doomed and didn't take hormones when they could have, and then killed themselves. Natural selection at work. Meanwhile the ones intelligent enough to look online and see that they were trans and get hormones survived. Natural selection happens to individuals when there's nobody to help them, and that's pretty much the case for prepubescent trans girls.
>>5800587
Mcdonalds breakfasts are the fucking worst, the only good food they have is their double quarter pounder and fries.
>you will never give Cheska a brain dead orgasm
>>5800590
I like the McMuffin better
though I haven't had McDonalds in ages, I'm too fat
>>5800589
You used to think you were cool but actually you're pretty useless. How old are you going to be this year? 25?
what the fuck am I reading
>>5800596
I'm glad you found yet another way to be a dick, anon
>>5800593
Braaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
>>5800594
>>5800599
Mcmuffins are great but I'm gonna always go for the pancake platter if I get a chance to sit down and eat
>>5800603
Yeah compared to even a place like Dennies they suck but I guess I've just developed a really big liking to the DQP.
>>5800602
Pancakes are ok, with maple syrup they're nice
I prefer the McMuffin, mostly because it's what I prefer for breakfast, especially with a hashbrown
>>5800603
>hashbrown the best
yes
I have an allergic reaction to grease
>that amazing feel when you and your gf lock eyes and breathe the same air while you're fucking
I forgot what this drug feels like. To be wanted and to have someone gaze into your eyes with nothing but affection and admiration.
Honestly I feel like i've entered bizzaro land where I'm actually happy and starting to move out of my downward spiral of depressing thoughts. I can't believe this is my life.
>>5800596
>tfw took to the internet to find out if anyone had successfully repressed
>tfw got a bunch of older transitioners that just lamented that they hadn't done something about it sooner
Even when in denial it was pretty obvious that having invasive and persistent thoughts about wanting to be a girl was just going to end in transition at some point.
>>5800608
Literally nothing but grease and salt but oh god they're so good.
>>5800605
Still have a soft spot for big macs, other than that the main thing they have going for them is cost. Dat value menu.
>>5800611
Dropped my trip
>>5800562
Hey Kevin, wish you were a better Gamegrumps editor
>>5800612
>tfw this will soon be my life as well
all we need to do now is move in together and get further than third base
her shirt is here and still smells like her 2 days later and i just keep draping it over my face like a baka hentai and remembering all the things we did last time she was over, i can't wait to see her again
>>5800613
I worked at mcdonalds once for a couple weeks and I always had to make the hashbrowns but I wasn't allowed to eat them and it was the worst thing ever
>>5800620
Good luck!!! I know at least for my half the week my girlfriend is either staying at my house with me, or I'm staying at her place with her.
Don't rush into moving in so soon. Let yourselves have time to get to know each other because the stress of living together can hamper that much needed pair bonding.
>>5800627
a gun to your head
>>5800621
My heart goes out to you, that sounds like a special kind of hell.
>tfw no relationship
Taking boyfriend and girlfriend applications now.
Goodnight /mtfg/
>>5800641
Nini cutie
>>5800629
thanks senpai, sounds like your situation is great and that's also great
you're right to worry about this going too quickly on my end, but we won't move in together for at least another two months, and our pair bonding so far is just... amazing... it feels so good just to be with her
D E A D
>>5800654
i hope soon.
>their voice doesn't pass and sounds super hon
>they compensate by typing a heart and tilde with everything they write
is this the easiest way to clock someone?
>>5800674
N-no~
>>5800674
i don't need to compensate for anything. i have accepted my shortcomings and now live as a hon without self-loathing. happiest i've ever been.
A childhood friend of mine that I haven't seen in about a year and a half just messaged me on okc, and the message was sorta inspecific so i was like
>hey, how've you been??
And he was like
>uh, I'm fine
And then ten minutes later
>YOU'RE [], YOU'RE A GIRL NOW?
And i say
>yea i guess.
AND HIS REPLY TO THAT IS
>interesting
And idk if he's quietly disgusted or if he's hitting on me
>>5800674
What's a tilde?
>>5800698
this symbol -> ~
who here also has a forced feminization fetish
>>5800654
>tfw this was the tenth post in the past hour
(dead*thread)^2
>>5800734
hi anon!!
how are you doing rn??
Good morning cuties
>>5800734
anonnnnnn
where are you???
>>5800743
hi
>>5800747
yes c:
and as my friend I should prolly let you know that im high af right rn, so time is weirdly slow!!
>>5800748
Nice to meet you! Cute name BTW. How the hell are you?
Hey /mtfg/
my interview today was successful and i'm happy to start there tomorrow
on the other side the guy there was like
oh, it's nice to have another man work here, your other coworkers are all female
>young and pretty girls everywhere
>fml
and i'm so afraid i have to come out in the next few months
>>5800762
>oh, it's nice to have another man work here, your other coworkers are all female
>young and pretty girls everywhere
welcome to hell, anon. hey, chin up, you're kinda cute too.
>>5800757
thanks :)
my real name's alison though
and I was pretty shitty earlier but I'm amazing now
>>5800762
that sucks
>>5800753
Sounds fun. I haven't been high in a little over a year.
>>5800765
yeah, pretty girls kinda trigger my inferiority complex
>you're kinda cute too.
thanks anon, i appreciate this
what's also strange is they nearly not hired me because of how badly i was dresses
it's pretty strange
i dress so bad as a guy, but when i'm in girlmode people always tell me how good my fashion sense is and everything
like i just hate wearing guy stuff like button ups and suits and stuff, i fucking hate that
at least i can dress some kind of normal when i work there
>>5800767
I'd get high with you sometime if I could anon :3
>>5800762
post pic of boymode
>>5800774
>ywn get high with gem
>>5800779
>ynw get high with any of the cool people from /mtfg/
>>5800774
I'm not sure if that's a great idea haha. I did watch a movie recently that kinda really made me wanna trip again though.
>>5800783
>ywn be a cool person on /mtfg/
>>5800777
i actually don't have a real guymode
i just don't wear makeup and less cut out t-shirts (i'm even wearing androgynous girl clothes)
and i wear my hair up in a still kinda femmy hairdo
should I start avatarfagging w madoka or no?
shes cute, I feel like her, and I know some people dont like the steven universe
>>5800785
thats nice too
>>5800786
but anons are the coolest!!
>>5800791
hmm
What do you two have in similar?
>>5800793
but I'm actually a uncool dropped trip
>>5800800
>It still baffles me how you have a guy mode tbhon.
my secret is beard shadow
guilty as fuck. at least it feeds into the delusion that I'm qt. i dun give a fuck.