No one will ever love me edition
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Previous thread >>5779226
cis males, not even once.
>>5780384
why can't i join the military
>>5780390
Give it a few years.
>>5780384
look at the man hands on that chick
>>5780395
Which one?
>>5780400
middle with white dress
>ywn headpat yume because she dislikes you
I want to headpat a transsexual until he begs for my precum soaked penis.
I slept for two hours because I had a migraine and now I can't sleep at all
Also my hand really hurts where I cut it but it's not inflamed or anything
>>5780408
do i dislike you?
I want to kill myself.
Unfortunately I don't know how to do this, instead I bruise myself on the bone and walk barefoot in the cold to suffer.
How do I stop?
posting again
does this pass?
d-do I pass
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0LDp7uB3iHL
>>5780410
>he
ebin
>>5780419
Take all the drugs
>tfw noone to squirt lotion on my face
>>5780410
>transsexual
>he
You must have gotten lost on your way to /ftmg/
>tfw dysphoria lessens from comparing myself to sicilian girls
>>5780420
feminine mic clips
>>5780420
whyboner
>>5780428
Is your family Sicilian?
You've always looked North Italian to me
>>5780438
mhm, my whole family has olive/dark/tan skin and i'm just the white skinned one ;~;
>>5780413
yes
>>5780435
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0if5VmEyksj
hey mtfg
who here got a date this week/weekend?
>>5780441
Spooky
I'm similar though, my brother's are tan af but I'm a snownigger
Though, they go out in the sun more often than me
>>5780447
just die
>>5780447
not me, but because you asked the question i am going to assume you did
>>5780426
I will never have any sexual encounters
>>5780453
well...yes...but I was wondering if anyone else did!
I get to give the person I'm dating some cute matching undies with me! I got them the undies for valentines but they didn't arrive until recently.
C-c-c-captain Yume
Driven to manipulate. Fueled by egomania. History's trap of mystery, coated by an insane lust to dominate and destroy. Her mystic power and physical strength made her the most powerful trap of her time. No one knew her, they only feared her. Cower at last the real shocking story has been told. Here is the amazing true story of the trap who's evil genius still fascinates the entire world. The ladies adore her. Her hypnotic power mesmerized the entire world. But can they can they kill this trap possessed by superhuman powers of evil?
>>5780443
im pretty sure i dont
>>5780447
got a hot date with Smith N. Wesson
>>5780461
>>5780461
wtf is this?
>>5780468
trust me you do
>>5780461
But yume is gross
>>5780461
yume looks like an autistic tubby faggot
>>5780481
WHO????
>>5780467
awwwee sorry >< They're a genderqueer dfab person who's thinking of taking T and transitioning. They're really cute and look like an emo boy, and they make me happy! I like talking to them, even while comforting them during a panic attack. They're soooo short! I'm tall...They're also an excellent musician and have a beautiful voice.
So, how's the assistant thing going? that sounds like something I'd like!
https://strawpoll.me/6913845/
>>5780486
if I told you you might vomit so I wont tell
>>5780503
gimmie a hint pls
>>5780491
Get them to transition to a femboy instead, that way they don't even need to mess with shots or pills since all the femboys end up on female hormones anyways.
>>5780491
Well I hope they figure out what they want and I hope everything goes well with you, it's great to have someone who you don't feel like you're bothering even during anxiety attacks, those people are so valuable, I struggle with that all myself so I know what you mean. Hey I mean if that's true you could start a duet thing could be really cute together I'm sure.
Yeah it's not bad, cleaning some and dishes, organizing and helping him with laundry and all that kind of basic stuff as well as company on errands/navigation that kind of silly stuff. Nominal price but he pays me for when I'm lazing around and such as well but it's just nice having some income right now. Had gone on a date with him but he was a bit old for me but he manages a business so needed someone anyway for this kind of help.
>>5780502
What kinda gun do you have?
>>5780491
>genderqueer dfab
>>5780473
fucking rekt
>>5780504
the grossest hon here
>>5780518
Are you me?
>>5780518
does ur name start with an a
or are u a trip
>>5780522
no but it it ends with an n
>>5780512
i ordered a glock 43. I plan on building an 80 percent ar15 to shoot 300 blackout and building a glock clone 80 percent
>someone calls me a living meme for being trans
>>5780526
just tell me what it starts with desu
b?
>>5780534
s
>>5780539
ur actual name or ur internet name?
>>5780533
kayla? i called you a living meme a while ago. i didnot mean it as an insult though
>>5780541
some people treat me like I am
>>5780543
both
>>5780549
i literally cannot think of a single transgirl i knew with those specs
just fucking tell me who u are or something cmon
email me
>:(((((((((((
>>5780532
You Americans and your guns
We can't even carry knifes for self-defence here
>>5780506
ahhh how do I convince them to do that? They're already kinda androgynous...but they do bind! They have such cute full cheeks and I love how they talk to me :3
>>5780509
I'm glad you have that arrangement! Hey, whats your name on skype again? I got a new laptop recently and it's hard to figure out who's who on skype ><
>>5780549
Sheen?
>>5780539
sheen?
>>5780554
just move to america kuppy.
>>5780561
>>5780560
she said shes not a trip
>>5780556
Yeah it's a nice situuation, I'm Kari on skype ^^ Has a picture of me from a few months ago as a picture.
kayla if your still lurking please don't be sad you're awesome T.T
would come and give you irl hugs if i wasn't in Canada. you're an inspiration.
>>5780562
That won't be for a long time unfortunately
>>5780567
ahhh I'm not sure I have you as a contact >< I'm derp223
>>5780582
hmm
weird i thought it was someone i used to know
even if it is sheen i dont hate/dislike sheen desu
im still almost certain its someone from my past though...............
are we posting anime trump edits?
>>5780612
when aren't we?
>tfw massive dysphoria and disassociation out of nowhere
help
>>5780640
See a gender identity therapist
>>5780384
I'm a gay man and this picture makes me incredibly aroused self-inserting as the female in the scenario, is this normal?
>>5780640
Hell ain't it?
>tfw can't give Edie hugs to feel better
>>5780650
Why worry if it's normal or not; if it's arousing then enjoy the arousal.
>>5780650
Probably
Who am I to say, I'm not a gay man
i think im going to make my middle name maria
sara maria
>>5780681
I always knew you were a mexican
buying this rn mtfg
>>5780686
>giving more money to one of the richest people in the country
>>5780685
I'm not mexican
my family are catholic arabs
both of my names are v catholic
i wonder what the arabic versions of both would be though?
>>5780681
>maria
good thing we're building a wall to keep your kind out soon
>>5780655
but anon this sounds so sinful
Sara Maryām
مريمسارة
>>5780704
allahu ackbar
>>5780714
can't wait for trump to deport your kind
Question.
Does stopping HRT for a period of time stunt development? My next month's shipment was delayed, sooo.
>>5780721
what country do you live in?
>>5780721
You'll be back to an almost fully working male in a month.
Who else here use Grindr and gets told weird shit by guys on the reg?
>>5780728
Sounds awful. I have some backup spiro though, so surely I can avoid such a fate?
But yeah, the central question here is will it stunt my development? I'm on patches, so it's not like I could ration it.
>>5780735
I dunno, I just know that being off both E and aa really fucks you up and you'll get male skin and stuff again.
I want orchi so bad.
>>5780640
maybe the hrt is finally catching up with you and you are about to go back to living as a man?
>>5780738
W-will going back on the E and AA be just as effective and fix my skin?
>>5780730
Why use Grindr?
Why not tindr and just note that you're trans in your bio?
>>5780730
I just use OKC but gotten some weird stuff there buut never like.. too explicit.
>>5780746
Yeah, i've been off hrt once before in 3 years of hrt and it's horrible.
Not sure if they fucked up my delivery or something but i'm not using IHP again.
>>5780755
How long were you off them for? Did you gradually work up your dosage again or yolo'd to your old dose?
anyone here from a north american timezone that stays up all night? I need someone to keep me company at night .-.
>>5780760
Im in PST and usually up for like 5 more hours
how long until eddy goes back to living as a man and stops pretending to be trans
>>5780760
yea i stay up all night and im cst
>>5780760
EST, doesn't look like I'm sleeping tonight
>>5780760
UTC-5 what up.
>>5780758
Like 3 weeks the first time and now a month this time.
I yolo'd but I dunno if that's good, doesnt matter after this long on hrt maybe?
There's no reason for my hrt to be late this time though ;_;
>>5780695
If I'm Googling it right it would be Sara Maryām (مريم سارة).
>>5780766
fuck off
you're the number one reason /mtfg/ is a shitty place, you realize that right?
>>5780567
I think I'm gonna finally just switch to that here as well. Had started here before I had settled on a name but yeah.
>>5780772
Oh wait I see you already figured it out, I should read the whole thread before replying...
>>5780772
yeah i figured that out :3
i want to make a caligraphy tughra for my name
>>5780770
B-but it did fix your skin again, right? So I'll get my alpine white skin back? R-right?
>>5780773
his shitty bragging is worse
he is agp at best and is at least a fake tranny
>>5780788
so you're bitter because you're a hon?
>>5780786
Yeah, i'm not sure if I ever lost it but someone said my skin looks male now.
Your benis starts being gross and annoying though, that's for sure.
Turns out I was hungry
I guess skipping dinner does that
>>5780789
I have a tendency to pass out though so maybe keep your options open
>>5780789
idk do you have steam? PST here
>>5780794
So I'm assuming you that you're off them now now?
Sounds awful. Wish I could help.
>>5780714
This is last name first and with no spaces
I can't get howhot or pictriev to gender me male. Did I win?
>>5780810
سارة ماري
i know i already figured it out my gal
>>5780781
arabic calligraphy m8 <3333
>>5780804
It sucks and their customer support can't really help either.
Something i've noticed is that I can sleep so damn long now and i'm always tired, can easily do like 18 hours of sleep which sucks.
>>5780812
yes
go fulltime
>>5780812
Same but I do look male.
>>5780817
Could you go to a doctor and let him or her know that you've been self-medding but want a legit prescription because your supply has gotten cut off? It might be worth trying.
>>5780821
ive been telling her to for a while now, she looks like a girl
>>5780812
f u l l t i m e
>>5780824
im sure you're better than you think
Speaking of fulltime,
When are my stupid lunch friends going to ask if I'm a degenerate instead of making jokes and saying I'd make a cute girl
Like
I'm not gonna come out and tell them on my own, but they clearly think I'm a faggot
>>5780447
Anyone want one in the New England area?? 26/m
Dead thread.
>>5780814
are u good at it?
i wanna make it tugrah
r8 my caligraphy flag
Daily reminder that if you burn the coal, you have to pay the toll
>>5780821
But then I'd have to talk to my family about it and that's really scary...
>>5780828
I do not look like a girl!!!
>>5780848
>Nike
wow they had it coming
>>5780848
>are despicable. Vulgar and reprehensible.
Apparently their education didn't include teaching her grammar.
>>5780848
>disowned for liking chocolate
>>5780848
Damn, I thought this was just going to be mostly because they are trans
are they International Keystone Knights or something? that's just fucked up
>>5780515
You're using that wrong
>>5780846
Dead life
>>5780848
That's some fucked up shittt
>>5780871
I knowww
>>5780876
>>5780857
as it should be
>ywn be a pretty Syrian girl defending your country from ISIS/ISIL, ZOG and the US and other US allies
>>5780879
what is she from again
it looks trippy af
so guys, uh, i'm getting vocal surgery soon, and i have to go off all HRT (AAs included) for two weeks prior.
help me. what will happen, and what can i do to not explode in horror?
>>5780893
This wonderfully crazy but cute video. super fancy kaeru. I wanna watch that one and some of them this weekend
>>5780894
your boobs will shrivel, your balls will drop, your beard shadow will grow back in and you will start going bald!
or you know, apart from feeling a little worse for wear you will be fine
>>5780888
>while all your men go to Europe to get their gibsmedat
are injections better than pills?
It is approximately 4am
I tripped trying to crawl back into my bed but managed to safely return to the warm spot
I feel the coziness overtaking me, as the last two and a half hours of my scheduled sleeping approach
>>5780901
>apart from feeling a little worse for wear you will be fine
please be telling the truth ;_;
>>5780651
i read a book for 2 hours and listened to french music in a warm bathtub and now i'm happy and back to normal again ^__^ t-thx for the sentiment tho senpai i appreciate it
>>5780645
>>5780742
however is why i literally never talk about my dysphoria or trans issues here. it's weird how mtfg is like the one of last places you'd want to talk about being a tranny and yet it's one of the only halfway decent resources lmao
>>5780909
some people get moody, that's about it really.
should I masturbate before going to bed or masturbate while IN bed?
>>5780915
Masturbate with the bed
Together, like lovers
>>5780913
when's the wedding between you and anna going to be?
>>5780913
did you creampie anna yet?
>>5780920
never cause i don't like anna like that
>>5780925
omg NO
i only like one girl and it's not anna
w h y d o e s n o o n e b e l i e v e m e
>>5780919
ew,gross
What should I get from taco bell
>>5780928
>i only like one girl and it's not anna
>w h y d o e s n o o n e b e l i e v e m e
>only like one girl
>it's not anna
>believe me
sooooo it IS anna heh
>>5780919
I fucked my bed like six times today, ngl
>>5780928
do you have dreams of planting a big wet kiss on anna's lips?
>>5780847
because the r isn't supposed to be connected to the A in the last name, it looks like it could be a couple letters, if you want to connect them you normally continue the R through the A
>>5780928
why dont you like anna?
is there something wrong with her? do you think she is ugly? how dare you!
>>5780935
>>5780937
i-it's not anna ;___; she's rly great but i don't have romantic feels for her..
>>5780939
n-n-no i just idk i don't normally like girls
>>5780933
everything plus a large diet coke
>>5780928
>i don't like anna
you bitch I will slap your face off
>>5780942
>i have romantic feels for her
ftfy
>>5780942
were anna's lips soft and tender? were you her first?
>>5780942
>n-n-no i just idk i don't normally like girls
did you tell anna yet btw?
>>5780945
>>5780948
>>5780950
>>5780955
WHY ARE YOU SO MEAN
>>5780942
>getting flustered over anna
it's so obvious you LIKELIKE her like o.m.g
>>5780943
>not mountain dew
>>5780958
diet mountain dew tastes like ass
>>5780956
5funsies<3
>>5780956
we're only mean so you can recognize happiness when it comes
>>5780956
You're cute when you're bullied like this
>>5780956
there there
there there
>>5780961
speaking of which when are you getting a boyfriend?
>>5780959
this
>>5780959
did I say diet?
>>5780962
kill urself alrday
>>5780969
It must happen! or should happen, I bet you're right.
>>5780972
Give me drug money senpaitachi
>>5780970
well you can't expect her to get full sugar mt dew if she is getting one of everything from taco bell
she has to watch her weight
>>5780913
Since when am I a senpai?
>ywn be pretty enough to cosplay supergirl
faye could cosplay powergirl if she dyed her hair blonde
>>5780981
>I'M NEVER GONNA TELL THE GIRL I LIKE
BUT YOU HAVE TO!
>>5780974
what are these images from again? i remember watching them on youtube but that was years ago
>>5780981
Why do you chase away love edie? Just cuz its different doesnt mean you shouldnt pursue it!
>went out and bought makeup for the first time the other night
>put it on a little bit ago
>had a lot of fun doing it and it felt right
its a small thing but it felt nice
>>5780990
bitch, makeup is amazing and anyone who says otherwise isnt right in the head
>>5780990
>try to put on makeup
>cant get it perfect and get pissed off because i look like a clown
>cry myself to sleep
can i have your experience instead
>>5780990
"ah ya buying ur gf a belated valentines day gift?"
Good morning beautifuls. How's everyone this morning?
>>5780984
n-no i don't
>>5780989
cause it's complicated and she prob wouldn't like me anyways and it's better if i don't try i think
>>5780990
i welcome you to the world of makeup t b h
>>5781000
You really wanna look back on it and wonder what could have been? you should go for it, shed be crazy not to like you, but if she doesnt, you said you were almost over it anyway, you have nothing to lose :P
>>5780997
hello best friend. I am lonely but otherwise well. how are you?
>>5781000
>n-no i don't
yes you do, like the other anon said
you need to stop running away from love or you will be alone forever
>>5780995
the lady actually called me maam, but i think she just was hugboxing me, or assuming i was trans cause i went in at like 2 in the morning
>>5781000
it seems like a fun world to be in
>>5780993
a lot of trans people i know said it was more trouble than it was worth, but i agree with you now, it is amazing
>>5780994
mines far from perfect since it was my first time, but ill get better at it, it doesnt look that bad
>>5781008
>a lot of trans people i know said it was more trouble than it was worth
hons the lot of them
>>5781008
fuck make up essay
>>5780990
>not passing without makeup
whats it like being a hon
>>5780987
>>5780900
Gonna watch it next time I trip!
>>5781000
do a voca of your flusteredness!!
>>5781014
bitch
>>5781000
>it's better if i don't try i think
where would you be if you had've said the same thing of transition?
>>5781016
clypit* :)
>>5781008
make up is gods gift to women
it makes you feel amazing about yourself
>>5781019
¿pɐɯ ʇɹnɥ os ʎɥʍ
>>5781023
vocaroo
>>5781004
Yay! Best friendu! I'm OK. Didn't sleep much then I had this fucked up dream where I got dressed up, thought I looked great. Then once I got out everyone was laughing at me. Then I looked in a mirror and I just looked like I did before transition, just in a dress. Junked with my head a bit.
Then I ordered pancakes and the guy tried to charge me €35 for two. Weird dream.
god I am so hungry
>>5781003
>>5781022
idk i mean.................... i might maybe tell her when i see her irl but prob not, it's complicated and stuff i'm telling u, it would be better if i just got over it
>>5781006
it's ok if i end up alone forever, i'm used to it
>>5781008
o, but it is. don't listen to anyone who says otherwise!!!!!!
>>5781016
n-no i won't let u bully me anymore!!
>>5781033
Cmon edie! Dont run away from the love! Wheres the harm in trying, worst case she says no and you can continue moving on, best case you guys get to be cute together
>>5781028
Yes but my only friend on it is my brother and I deny all friend /trade/message etc because it is worth too much haha.
Sorry, I know I am difficult.
when i pull my piece out niggas like peace out
>>5781038
u sure are difficuly >:(
>>5781012
i-im just having fun with it, i didnt say i needed it
>>5781009
some were and some werent but they kinda scared me from it, im glad i have some now though
>>5781024
i honestly didnt expect it to but it really does
>>5781033
i wont!!
>>5781033
>it's ok if i end up alone forever, i'm used to it
NO!
YOU ARENT ALLOWED
NOW IF YOU DONT TELL HER THEN I AM GOING TO COME TO YOUR APARTMENT AND KICK YOUR BUTT
>>5781027
I also had a really messed up dream. It really fucked with me. and I seem to have dreams like this a lot. every time it happens I wake up screaming and jumping out of my bed. this one I saw some guy walking near an intersection of two roads. a car came flying by and nearly hit him, only to hit a tree or something behind him and explode violently, littering the man with shrapnel. his body was shredded to bits, there were blood and guts everywhere. I could hear him gasping for air and moaning and attempting to scream in pain. it was terrifying. this was after already having a slightly less terrifying nightmare where some kind of animal / werewolf or something was trying to kill me and now I'm wide awake even though it's early morning here and I haven't slept the past two days.
>>5781045
it'll be okay marcy
>>5781045
Certainly beats mine in head junkingness. Does this happen often to you? You should see a sleep specialist anon.
>>5781033
Glad to see you're back. And really, there's nothing wrong about being in love, no matter who it is with. Besides, who knows? You might enjoy girls too...
>>5781043
that old guy is kind of cute actually
>>5781045
I get nightmares like that almost every night. After a while, they become familiar and you get kind of used to them. But they're still physically exhausting.
>>5781045
I had a dream a month ago where a guy was shot in the knees, drenched in gasoline, lit on fire, then thrown off my deck right next to me where I could hear his body sizzling and his frantic screaming.
Probably because I watched that ISIS video of the Jordanian pilot burning to death.
I could still hear his screaming echoing through my head when I woke up.
>>5781057
>every night
jesus christ you really are insane
>>5781060
My real problem is that it's never "a guy". Always someone I care for. And there's nothing I can do. Fucking survivor's guilt eating me really...
>>5781035
;-; or she won't wanna be my friend anymore or it'll be weird or a million other things
>>5781043
FIGHT ME
>>5781052
i-i'm only kinda back, but idk if the stars aligned i would be courting her rn. but they haven't so i'm not
>>5781039
did u send me something on skype?
I don't have it installed (its malware) so i check the website every now and again.
>>5781061
Yeah. It's called PTSD. And it's unfortunately not my only issue.
>>5781063
dont think about stuff that wont happen, just do it, for your happiness sake!
>>5780997
Manly and handsome as always.
>>5781069
oh well I hope you get better
>>5781063
just tell her how u feel dude if they're chill n shit they wont give a hoot
real talk
>>5781066
nah i just wanted 2 know if ur one of THOSE people
>>5781063
>FIGHT ME
oh its on
someone hold my earrings
>>5781069
I had dreams where my house would burn down and I couldn't find my family was (dead/lost/etcetera?). Always woke up panicking. Lasted age 8-12. idk why it stopped.
>>5781073
THOSE people? haha
>>5781084
i used to watch hickok videos with my ex, he's a fucking cool dude.
>>5781050
if I don't wake up every hour or two, I have horrible nightmares. What does a sleep specialist do? I don't think I could fall asleep with wires and stuff hooked up to me, sleeping pills don't even work.
>>5781060
I keep having dreams where I'm in my bedroom and when I wake up it's incredibly hard to distinguish it from reality, the room in my dream is so absolutely perfect and exactly the same as my real room. I even have dreams where I wake up in my bed just as something awful is about to happen. so I wake up and I'm not sure what's real and what's not. it's terrifying and so jarring to not have something concrete to grasp onto. maybe I need a friend or something as a kind of reality check or something.
>>5781071
I saw your before you were neither manly, nor handsome. I think I'm gonna have to take you out just so you feel all small and girly next to me by comparison.
>>5781094
I shaved my body today. I'm 3 years on HRT and I have hairs everywhere - even on sides of my eyes that I need to shave regularly. It doesn't make me feel particularly girly.
how can i rise to be a special snowflake?
is a trip all it takes
>>5781091
Well first it would be getting an intake of your day to day life, diet, sleep, medication. Then yeah it's about monitoring your body's chemical and biophysical responses while sleeping. Small chemical differences can have massive repercussions. Like even a small dose of tricyclic antidepressants has been known to help, whereas SSRI's can make them worse. The brain is crazy and shit.
>>5781103
yes
>>5781100
iktf i always feel like a ape
>>5781100
I hate my hairy arms and thighs and even my chest and back are still hairy despite all turning blonde
>>5781103
P much
>>5781100
My sister is a hairy bitch. And a bitch. But a hairy one. So ladies can be very hairy.
Also though, I know that feel. I usually shave in the bath and when I'm done it looks more like a stag rug.
>>5781103
You need to work at it. Right now I'm a pretty lame snowflake but I'm up for promotion if I can reach my complaining and bitchiness quota. Wish me luck.
>>5780384
>tfw no man has his hand around your waist, resting on your hip, keeping you close to him.
I do not need this feel on my way to work, and I certainly do not need to be fantasizing so hard I subconsciously tilt my hips to accommodate.
Why do I even come here in the morning?
Well, good morning mtfg all the same.
>tfw tomorrow goign on a date to an arcade/festival games
>after that we're going to spend time together until my friend comes over and we're gonna bake lots of vegan cookies to take to our friends house
>then we're gonna watch scary ass movies with my transman friend, transgirl friend, and our spouses
This is gonna be a based ass day. I get to see my friends, go on a date, get some big birthday smooches, and get schwasted while watching scary movies
>>5781125
Happy for you Anon!
>>5781125
>and our spouses
im confused
>>5781136
So it's gonna be me, my date, my transman friend, his gf, and my transgirl friend, and her fiance.
>>5781121
Good morning. I remember you being nice to me. I don't remember when though.
Also iktf ;n;
>>5781117
Into a snow man!
>lurk my home board
>front page looks the same as it did yesterday
>notice comments mentioning some heavy moderating
huh
>>5781139
Even in snow form, I'm a man.
>>5781032
omg, someone make this for me and you can own me forever
>>5781121
>think about boys doing things to me while falling asleep
>hug my pillow tight
>thoughts get lewder
>arch my back and shudder
I want a bf really bad ,_,
Quick question. Since starting my transition, my sexuality has gone from 50/50 to almost totally into guys. I literally cannot stop thinking about guys.
And all the girls I used to want to fuck, I'm just jealous of. No lewdness involved. OK maybe I didn't have a question but it's confusing.
>>5781156
boys though
>>5781138
I don't think I was much help, but we talked for a bit when you were in a bad place a few days back. I was really glad to see there were people who understood what you were going through, and that you were feeling better later. Really happy you're feeling better, by the way!
>>5781149
Fucking sexy boys... I sure hope I'm not turning straight.
>>5781163
Stahp. Boy butts. And precum soaked, glistening, veiny penises.
>>5781168
>>5781169
BOYS!
>>5781163
this gave me a girlboner
>>5781169
stop! its too early to be thinking about dicks
>>5781174
Yall got any of those giant muscular men? Muscles and beards are my kryptonite now (0__..__0)
>>5781181
It's always time to be thinking about dicks
>>5781181
its never too early to think about dicks
>pat dry my vulva with toilet paper after weeing
>a little rips off and is stuck to my urethra (I looked with a mirror)
>go sit on my bed after washing hands to better remove it
>it's gone
>my vagina must've eaten it
>mfw
I wasn't going to dilate today but I guess I will now so I can douche to flush it out.
>>5781183
>>5781186
pls
>>5781182
you mean this kind of thing?
>>5781189
Embrace it
Hurry, I need to know, what is your favorite candy?
>>5781181
It's never too early to think about a big strong handsome husbando standing over you with huge Dick. And you're just on your knees looking up and you can smell the musk in the air and feel the heat and the precum dripping down. And you just know you're gonna choke when he grabs your hair with his big strong hands and starts thrusting but you don't mind because you need it all now.
Got carried away, I need to get laid :x
>>5781190
I would look like a butterfly around him.
But yeah iktf tfw no bf yadayada.
I just want someone who physically finds me pretty and desirable.
>>5781190
Oh God yes. I wish he'd trim the beard though it's kind of pubey. But that's the perfect body
>>5781196
I wish I was Max. I just know had I been born a girl I would have been a hipster creative type. I would have been just like her. This game makes me cry...
>>5781156
Ugh. They're just so sexy, and smell so good. I still have fantasies about women, but I'd be a liar if I said they featured as prominently now. Might just be a phase, but it's pretty intense.
>>5781176
I think people here are a lot better than they're given (or give themselves) credit for. It just sometimes takes something familiar to remind them to be compassionate.
>>5781206
Oh yeah and it has a God tier soundtrack. Mm.
>>5781208
Sploosh
>>5781195
rock candy
not even joking, I've always loved it since I was a kid
>>5781149
made me shiver and arch my back too. am i not a transbian again
>>5781218
Gross.
>>5781220
No you're Weird Al.
Wow. WOW.
>work up to unlocking my inner sexuality with a boy
>the emotional build up to this climax was torrential and exhausting
>it was just some intense kissing
>then i dropped him off at the airport
>and drove a half hour home
>....and he called me and told me his flight is tomorrow and i need to come back and get him
I'M VERY STRESSED
>>5781216
can you imagine how amazing it would be to be groped like this as a boy is kissing you with a passion so intense that it feels like you are going to melt
>tfw going to die a virgin
>>5781224
ayyyy
>>5781221
you're gross
>>5781224
you gonna cuddle?~<3
>>5781220
looks like a boys school uniform desu
>>5781224
suck his dick
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SUCK HIS DICK
>>5781226
sauce plox
>>5781224
Yall is gonna fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
>>5781229
No you're gross. Fight me.
>>5781224
>>5781227
Dont ayyy me
>>5781226
You're actually killing me. And I've been groped by boys like that. But gay ones so it doesn't count ;n; it doesn't feel the same.
>>5781226
Is there some conspiracy here to make sure we all go to work with heaving breasts, arching backs, and lewd intent in our eyes? Because good job, assholes.
>>5781206
>you want to be born as cis so you can grow up to be a creative hipster girl
>but instead you're anonymous the hacker that hates tumblr and social media where normal girls express their creativity
>>5781231
boys work clothes...:-/
>>5781242
if they're bisexual they do shave
>>5781224
I am so happy for you. Good luck!
>>5781218
That sounds great but I don't think they sell it at the store, please choose again.
>>5781224
sounds like you have a whole night you can spend having hot and rough sex together
>>5781237
french people are gross :)
>>5781243
>>5781245
I am sorry ;~;
I am just thirsty as fuck
>>5781224
Oddish is going to have a very good day.
Happy for you.
>>5781254
I'm not gross...
>>5781256
staaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahp
>>5781253
does fruit leather count?
>>5781249
i've only dated straight guys, not effeminate fucking faggots.
>>5781264
lucky
>>5781256
that makes me want a vagina
>>5781261
I DONT KNOW IF I CAN ;_;
>>5781254
No you're... french?
>>5781268
I'm dying....... You're actually killing me.......
>>5781259
>>5781254
>>5781250
>everyones happy for me
Okay so i mean having to drive another hour when i want to be in bed sucks but i have a number of questions
How do i like, decide to do lewd things with a boy? My body freezes up and i get really scared and i think about some bad things that happened and thats just with kissing how do i be totally normal on a physical level
>>5781262
>fruit leather
What? I have no idea what that is. Please tell me your favorite candy.
>>5781275
just get really horny
>>5781254
nah france is a pretty cool place desu; i've only been to paris, but id like to visit the south sometime just to see if it lives up to the hype.
>>5781277
Basically impossible
>>5781275
Arent you in your twenties? Holy shit just relax and let things happen naturally. Have fun and dont overthink things so damn much.
>>5781278
What happened to Franco-British hatred?
>>5781273
I CANT HELP IT
>>5781267
It's pretty great desu. Even if it's fake.
>>5781275
doing what you are thinking of doing and having the confidence to follow through
>>5781266
it's just a matter of meeting people in real life. it's complicated at first because they have to come to terms with the sexuality side of things. as long as they understand they don't have to suck your dick or any of that gay shit, it's a lot less stressful on their end. on the other hand, i dated a tranny i knew from online once and she was far from normal.
>>5781280
just pretend it's a dog dick :')
>>5781283
eh its not really hatred anymore
>>5781282
It's oddish nigga.
>>5781278
You've been to Marseille? I heard it turned into a complete dump?
>>5781273
Eyyy yooo!
>>5781271
I'm confusing you with toasty nvm im dumb please ignore me
>>5781276
fruit by the foot?
>>5781283
Kuppy that picture is so insensitive. And has nothing to do with that inbreed island and froggies.
What up peeps ?
>>5781291
sorry frienderino have not
>>5781275
That's a really tough one. Ultimately if you can't get comfortable it could be too soon. But I will say I had a bad experience with a previous girlfriend that eventually I had to seek therapy for. But that's just me I had a lot more going on besides just that.
It found putting myself in the dominant role helped me feel more comfortable. But I understand how different that can feel with guys.
Basically, if you think you're only up in your own head, power through, if you start to get too overwhelmed, take a break or stop.
I'm really rooting for you now. Also I really like the way your first point was related to being in bed. You after my heart senpai? <3
>>5781293
Gem you really need to expand your visual library. You keep posting the same images over and over again.
>>5781295
Too soon I guess
RIP Franz Ferdinand
>>5781284
I felt a phantom hand on my hips and butt watching that
>>5781297
Hey peep, who da hottie with tha body?
>>5781293
>tfw you have a crush on gem but you just want to pick on and be mean to her
>>5781301
I havent used the computer for more than an hour in weeks
I've been posting on my phone for months
>>5781304
That was a horrible scene just so you know. The girl was a wooden skank and the dude couldn't shut the fuck up.
>>5781260
i forgot to mention
someone called you qt on /r9k/ last night
>>5781310
Just let me have it ;___;
>>5781311
I never go to that board... It's so sad...
>>5781317
here it was anyway >>26722634
>>5781308
Time to step up your game senpai.
>>5781293
>fruit by the foot
That sounds amazing, thank you.
>>5781264
>straight
:^)
>>5781315
Escapism is bad for you.
>>5781325
nice meme, hon.
>>5781326
So is a lack of handsome men and beautiful penises.
>>5781327
Don't worry Papa Bear wont tell he's a faggot
>>5781327
He had to be a least a bit gay. Not "dressed in leather and assless chaps" kind of gay, just a tiny bit.
>>5781329
Aren't you in a relationship? With a girl? That you don't want to hurt?
>>5781332
no. as i said, dicks make him uncomfortable.
>>5781329
there is a whole genre of porn about penises that caters to men which you might like
>>5781333
Why is her face is so pretty to me
>>5781334
I am not hongie trolling you. It was just a joke.
>>5781341
when'd i ever imply otherwise?
>>5781334
Normal men like dicks unless they're repressed gays so deep into the closet they're riding on the back of Aslan
>>5781339
Yumi Lambert is one of my favorite weird looking models.
>>5781345
dude what LMAO
>>5781348
dont think
feel
feel his muscles and ribs
feel his girth inside you
feel your fingers and nails dig into his back as he makes you fly
>>5781306
my goal pretty much minus the crappy hair
>>5781352
Like I have this grid of weird looking women. And they are all appealing to me. I hope I'll end up with this weird femininity instead of just looking like a man.
>>5781357
I don't see how they're weird looking
>>5781357
Bottom left qt as fuck
>>5781352
>Yuuuuuup
I am getting flashbacks here. Ricky 2.0.
>>5781357
What about Alyssa Sutherland? How weird is she?
>>5781357
I don't really like the "type" of models these days. I liked the masculine gals of the 80s a lot better.
>>5781355
This would terrify me and i would have abuse flashbacks
>>5781370
You are not very intelligent, are you?
>5 months on hrt
>face starting to change the littlest bit
>cum still comes out thick and white
Feels good.
>>5781373
Oh I didn't know you had been abused
Maybe you could give your male friend an old fashioned?
>>5781380
Did you come on your face or something?
>>5781381
What's that
>>5781384
no, what
>>5781385
Hand job
>>5781348
Well you can definitely do it. I know I was just all up in my head so I'm sure you can. Are you not picking him up?
>>5781356
I am wishing you all the luck in the world.
>>5781357
You bone structure is quite similar to a lot of them so I wouldn't be surprised desu. Theyre gorgeous.
>>5781366
How did things end for Ricky? I want to know how shit my life will be
>when you have your blood tests in the morning so you can start
>>5781370
To be fair I think most people do, on /lgbt/. That's why passing thread are fully of "YES YOU PASS!" and I just see butch of teenage boys.
>>5781364
Don't get me wrong. Weird != Ugly. Pic related is kind of ugly.
>>5781390
>>5781394
wow thats alot of fetal alcohol syndrome
Gute Nacht /mtfg/
>>5781389
thanks goes pretty well so far but I want a bit more arm/shoulder/chest muscles so still working on that
based genes tho so it shouldn't take long
>>5781400
Auf Wiederhören!
>>5781400
Night kuppy
Night mtfg
>>5781373
All my hugs. But the anon has a point grounding exercises help. I used to smell the mix of perfume and sweat. And feel the breath on my neck. And a whole host of other things I won't bother with. But the point is grounding, feel him, not your abuser, smell him, not your abuser. But yeah this has to be taken slow.nkt gonna happen in a night if you have flashbacks like that.
>>5781401
Grats. That's awesome. Good luck! ^-^
>Tfw you finish cleaning and organizing your room, washing your clothes, dishes, and taking out all the trash.
ultimate feel. haven't even played vidya since I got home and I don't even care.
Day one of bettering myself: Cleaning up
Day two: Goal setting. tomorrow
>>5780447
no date, but going to go out with the lgbt group on friday to eat pizza.
>>5781410
thanks ^_^
>Tfw at a party with a bunch of people and this is all I've done all night.
>>5781356
>minus the crappy hair
I wish I had nice hair like that .-.
>>5781429
You say that like it's a bad thing?...
>tfw you remember transwomen are the least attractive type of women and you will likely die alone even though (or perhaps because) you were attractive as a boy and the fact that you haven't had anyone close to you in over two years is really damaging your mental health. I have a queen size bed but I am the only one who sleeps in it. This bed is as empty as my heart
https://youtu.be/sZbY-Bktp1I
*cries*
>>5781436
>tfw clumsy northerner housewife
>>5781434
idk long hair looks pretty shite imo
>>5781428
Good luck preeeettttyy laaaaaddddddyyyyy. Go out there and pinch today's cute boybutt.
>>5781441
This bothers me because I was a really handsome guy. But now I'm an ugly manwoman
>>5781445
FUCK. TESTOSTERONE.
it ruined my whole life
>>5781443
.~.
>>5781447
Saying nice things to cute girls, pizza and headpats are my three favourite things. You go get it girl. If today was a person it'd be all like "I'm sorry being hard on you, you're too pretty for that, now cmere and gimme a smooch, you know I luh you"
>>5781448
I.....K....T.....F
>>5781458
hello again best friend. will you come watch netflix with me?
>>5781459
Yassss. What are we watching? And can I have popcorn anon?
How do I tell my parents I'm trans so I can start hrt [am 18]. My parents love and accept me as their child, but I'm not sure how to explain that I would rather be female. My dad is tolerant of gays/trans but he always makes it a joke when it is in a conversation. Last year, my dad was talking about me needing a gf and my grandmother made a joke saying "well maybe he doesn't like girls". He laughed, but I was embarrassed and didn't say anything. I think would be easier telling to my mom since she is really understanding, but she would probably want to dig into me and ask a lot of things that I don't want to talk about. Do I just go up to her and say that I'm not happy being male and that I want to start hrt to become female?
>>5781464
>she would probably want to dig into me and ask a lot of things that I don't want to talk about.
Just tell her that you don't want to talk about those things and she'll respect it.
>>5781441
I've had a ton of luck with bisexuals and being a funny goofy and caring kind of person definitely helps.
Just make sure you are a fucking delight to be around, work on social skills, be an interesting person, and in shape.
Somethings you can't change but there are tons that you can work on that can help make up. Also its much easier being a transbian because men almost never want to openly date a nonpassing transgirl, but women don't really give a fuck from what I've found.
Fuuuck can't sleep.
>>5781464
Just talk to her but tell her you're uncomfortable talking about some aspects in detail and will when you're ready. You're growing up you don't have to tell them everything anymore~ But really just do that, it might take a bit for them to process it I know I had to come out twice 3 months apart second time as a "Hey no really, this is a thing"
>>5781461
hmm I'm not sure. for some reason pulp fiction comes to mind but I think I'd rather watch something sci fi with some big future city or something.
you can have all the snacks you'd like! we can go out and fetch all kinds of yummy treats. and I have the most comfy place to watch movies. there's tons of blankets and pillows and it's all soft and nice.
>tfw you transitioned at 19
>tfw you have a bf who exclusively likes trans girls
>tfw your bf sometimes brings up other trans girls during conversation
>tfw you google their names and they pass far better than you
>tfw you're always jealous and afraid he might leave you for someone who transitioned earlier and passes better
>>5781464
Yeah exactly that. There are good resources online that compile papers and surtitles to give to parents when coming out.
Though if your parents are tolerant and you have a good relationship with them, then just talk to them. Obviously its impossible to tell a reaction but it sounds like you're good.
At the end of the day you're 18 too so you can do it regardless. I'm really happy for you anon. Good luck. *hugs*
>>5781475
Well I've never seen blade runner. Or star wars. Maybe we could lock the doors and build a Fort and marathon a 7 and cuddle. What kind of snacks?
>>5781486
I understand exactly what that's like. You should try writing a letter then. That's what I did. It didn't work because, well, my parents are bigots. But I have no doubt yours will be fine.
>>5781486
do you blushu when you have to confess your feeelings like anime?
>>5781486
I know what you mean, the only way I ended up being able to was just telling myself I had to since I'd been on HRT a couple months and just went in and started trying to explain it without setting it up or thinking what I was doing. Once you're stuck in the situation you quickly figure out what needs to be said.
>>5781475
>>5781479
2qt
>>5781482
ahhh we'll definitely watch all the star wars! I've only seen the original trilogy. as for snacks, I really like skittles. and cheez its. we'll have popcorn of course. and lemonade. and sour patch kids!
>>5781489
^~^
>>5781488
back during school I blushed and was over joyed when they said that the feeling was mutual
>>5781394
none of them are ugly to me, what is wrong with how they look?
thanks for the help everyone. will update later on with the results.
>>5781495
I don't think we have sour patch kids over here... So I'd love to try them! I don't have a sweet tooth though, is that OK?
>>5781501
Good luuuuuuuuccccckkkkk Aki you cutie!
>>5781505
uh oh, I hope I'm not too sweet for you...
>>5781495
>I really like skittles
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1KfkopPKxV7
>>5781501
Good luck! ^^
>>5781501
good luck :3
good morning girls!
>>5781507
Noooooooooooooooo ;~;
>>5781508
that was fucking jamming, dude.
>>5781511
Good morning! Wow I'm doing way too much posting and not enough working... Sleep well??
>>5781508
Voice doesn't pass. Pitch is right but not the resonance.
>>5781519
yep yep finally recovered from being ill and I'm about to start getting rdy for work
excited for today cuz I'm getting my hair bleached platinum blonde today :3
>>5781341
No need to be mean, fran
>>5781521
>>5781522
Yeaaaaahh!! Good job! And that's awesome plz post a pic of your pretty hair later.
I made my very very first steps today considering I'm not ready to fully commit so I'm just keeping it on the side of "feminine boy experimentation" even though I originally looked really masculine. Done my hair in a french plat and got rid of hair that wasn't originating from my scalp. I still look very much like a man but experimenting makes me happy even if I haven't come out publicly.
I hope all of you are having a great day, even if this is still a 4chan board.
>>5781512
m-maybe it just wasn't meant to be ;_;
>>5781532
ayyyyyyyyy
>>5781528
I'm glad to hear it. People from both sides will always have something to say about being too far or not far enough but the point is being happy and comfortable. Especially at this stage where being around people in that stage of liminality can be really painful. So I'm happy for you! Have a lovely fem day anon!
>>5781530
You be sweet and I'll be sour and we'll make a delicious dish.
>>5781541
you are the one acting like a man, with an unwarranted sense of authority and all
>>5781541
nice meme
>>5781526
>>5781547
Your c19h2802 is showing
i want someone to bite my tits desu
>>5781551
>look at how cool I am with my racist banter
>>5781555
That's lewd :x get out of here with that talk. No lewdness allowed
Can someone give me an honest opinion, do I pass?
>>5781559
yes
>>5781545
well sweet and sour do go good together...
>>5781553
that's something a man who is conscientious of his testosterone levels would say
>>5781559
you look like a girl to me am I supposed to be seeing something else?
>>5781559
Yeah you do. My only recommendation is eyebrows but I'm sure you already knew that. You're a cutie desu
>>5781559
yes, but you look a bit tired.
>>5781559
Don't ask here.
You could look like olivia Wilde and people here would still say you don't pass.
>>5781559
yeah, also how are u
>>5781559
yes and cute
you just look really depressed
>>5781559
pls be my gf (im a girl btw)
>>5781559
See a shrink already.
>>5781559
You've passed for like two years now?
Something like that.
>>5781559
Eyebrows with some loss of cheeks would make you look far more attractive, but you already are
aw I missed trump hat posting
>>5781564
You're the one with the t-rage by attack people who haven't done anything.
>>5781562
Oh good because im a sour cunt ^¬^
>>5781545
>liminality
Perfect word to describe how I'm feeling. Don't want to go to far and then change my mind resulting in everyone going "wtf" but don't want to never push myself and be miserable for not exploring.
>>5781559
Not an expert, but if I saw you in the street I'd assume you were a girl, only thing I can see going against it would be the eyebrows or having a masculine body.
>>5781591
And my man voice.
>>5781586
thats okay, I'm sure I can handle you ;3
>>5781591
What is a masculine body?
>>5781585
this is your t-rage accusing people of t-rage
>>5781599
>>5781585
That's the thing about t, it makes you aggressive and hostile like you are doing.
>>5781587
Best advice I can give is any step that makes you happy in in the right direction. Most of us know exact the position you're I'm right now.
>>5781441
Thankfully I was really ugly guy. Nothing of value was lost.
But still don't look like a girl
>>5781593
I squeeeed. I'm not proud of it.
>>5781592
>gets 2 rounds of ffs
>hasn't even trained voice
>>5781610
Ok Angie
>>5781605
There are many ideas as to what a masculine body is
>>5781610
wow that scar
>>5781617
Mine is also quite bad, I think I posted a photo of it before.
>>5781610
>Thankfully I was really ugly guy. Nothing of value was lost.
iktf
>>5781610
You do. Tbhon I'd assume you're cis. When are you allowed to do your brows again?
>>5781618
It doesn't bother me personally. But I hate my 'melting' skin and jowls (I'm in my 20s damn it).
>>5781621
1 month left. I'm gona do something like pic related. It worked before so It should work now.
>>5781619
you clearly have too much testosterone for you to be this relentlessly aggressive
>>5781619
Do you see the irony here in you being this confrontational? You can't since you're blinded by t.
>But still don't look like a girl
Does nobody on this board who has gotten ffs see that they look like a girl?
>>5781619
>>5781629
>>5781636
>>5781641
post op depression and bdd is very real
try to come out to room mates but every time I try one of them links me this persons videos and tells me not to be like that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SsrlohHeOyk
>>5781630
I tried so many times this kind of brows but It just doesn't work as my face is too angular (in a manly way). The more round and thin brow the more feminine and happy I look.
>>5781649
This guy is fucking hilarious. Its totally a persona that he puts on.
>>5781641
But they really don't look like a girls how blind are you?
>>5781654
>5781654
>they dont look like my animes so there not girls!
>>5781649
is this what jeffree star has been up to?
>>5781661
>I'm not angry btw.
No you fucking autistic retard THEY DON'T LOOK LIKE FEMALES of our species. Have you ever been outdoor?
Google "group of girls out" or something. They don't look like that.
>>5781654
>chaser opinions
>>5781668
calm down
>>5781669
except a chaser would have a more realistic view on women than trannies.
is post ffs depression a common thing?
brad, angie and ffs-anon all look fine to me but they're all depressing as fuck.
does it get better for them or does ffs do nothing for how you feel?
>>5781678
probably im 30 days post op I still think I look like a guy
>>5781678
It's a complex thing. Post op depression is common with all cosmetic and even medical surgeries. The thing about FFS, is that those of us (including me) who want FFS and are willing to spend up to 25k on facial surgery are in most cases intensely depressed. Which can skew facial perception a lot. Not to mention the comorbidity with BDD.
I know for a fact when I get mine done I'm not gonna be happy and still see a big manly man even if I look like beautiful. But I'm still gonna do it anyway because it just means I'll be less manly. But still chronically depressed.
>>5781652
You should totally try when you can pluck again. It might look totally different after. Worst case scenario it doesn't look good and you thin them into the shape you want.