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>>5769311
first for elanna please be my girlfriend
>>5769280
>>Come here looking for trans pics
Now go away.
Huh, Pedialyte is actually amazing for feeling shitty with hydration.. wish I knew about this sooner.
f-faye pls respond
[ ] yes
[ ] no
>>5769280
Most transgirls have body image issues so it's not too surprising that a lot of us prefer to add expression to posts using cute drawings rather than photos of ourselves.
>>5769311
goddamn it
>>5769314
just get srs and fuck his brains out
>>5769311
Do you have a new trip each thread, Elanna?
>tfw mysterious bruises covering ur legs and u have no idea where they came from even tho u haven't hurt urself in any way because hrt made ur skin paper thin
>>5769328
Well not just that but more often than not lately any pictures posted get turned into tier lists.
>>5769334
Passive aggressive as fuck
Daily reminder
Being a man is better than a ugly woman.
>>5769338
>tfw still not on current tierlists
>>5769315
no shes gonna be my girlfriend
>>5769340
>not going from manly man to femboy/kinda passing girl
>>5769342
Most of the 'current' ones were just used to snipe at a few people.
I mean, by those standards I'm unpassable :3
>>5769337
I'm sure your bruises is from some guy having sex with you every night and you being too drunk to notice.
>>5769346
Only matters if you're attractive
>>5769343
get in line bro
>>5769342
you're not trans though?
>>5769351
waow
>>5769359
>tfw no headpants
>>5769359
>you will never scold maddie
>tfw you stay up way past your bedtime
>>5769359
would headpat maddie
Who /virgin/ here?
>>5769349
Yeah the current tier chart is all wrong, you're definitely right.
>>5769356
Sure I am
>tfw destined to be a un ugly hon forever
>tfw ugly scars
on a scale of 1-10, 1 being very masculine and 10 being very feminine, where do I place with my eyes
also this is natural, no make up or anything :3
>>5769370
>>5769375
>faces of surgery addiction
>>5769373
see, I knew we'd be together one day!
>>5769363
Why are you so lewd?
>>5769375
hey jormy do you brush your teeth and shower regularly now?
also do something about those fucking eyebrows
>>5769370
Does it count if he was too big and we plan on trying again soon? I think he got the tip in.......
>>5769372
oh i misread your name for mado's im silly
you're trans, my bad
>>5769390
>I think he got the tip in
It doesnt work like that, youd know if he had the tip in (You) virgin
>>5769387
Head pats are for children
>>5769388
>tfw brain is so fucked up you can't even type simple words correctly
Why does this keep happening?
I just started injectable estrogen on Sunday. My boobs are more sensitive thrn they were when I was self medding double dose.
Why do people even bother with pills
>>5769309
Here,
What do you think /lgbt/?
How would you even pull off transitioning? I feel like I have so much going for me but ill never be happy
>>5769375
cute, you should post more
>>5769397
oh it fucking hurt and had me out instantly. its just I think he was too big.
>>5769409
>Why do people even bother with pills
Because _____ Will Make America Great Again.
>>5769394
No worries.
>>5769401
Being carried is so much better than headpats. Being carried is just fucking awesome and makes me instantly fall head over heels for the person carrying me.
>>5769411
Well I just look like a weird guy now, kind of.
>>5769416
It's the BC girl right?
>>5769416
sure im right here dude
>>5769416
You haven't fallen for Yume the super chaser, have you? Please tell me it isn't so.
>>5769415
>I think he was too big
Iktf my gf couldnt really get it in comfortably cause she was also p big and i didnt prep well enough so feelsbadman.jpg
>>5769427
probably not, yume has decided to be in an exclusive poly relationship with two portland transgirls.
>>5769409
>Why do people even bother with pills
Because their too scared to do it themselves. Also did your doc say that you had to do a shot every week or every two weeks?
>>5769422
what surgeon?
>>5769434
Poly relationships never work, that won't last.
>>5769422
If you just did your eyebrows you'd pass. I didn't even notice the forehead scars until I read it in a comment.
>>5769429
He was like 8in and at least 2 around.. it was much bigger than i was expecting for a first time and i guess i hadnt wanted to over stretch and be a slut but nows the time to I guess.
I'm just super happy he was cool with it all and like, didnt mind. even used his fingers on me some. showered with me after, and we're gonna do more this week, hopefully gonna be stretched enough by next week.
>>5769440
Maybe, though wouldn't you agree with me on the whole, "I look like a weird guy" thing?
>>5769436
Every week. It was completely painless I only felt pressure when it was going in (to my butt). Its like someone poking you.
>>5769421
>tfw too big to be carrid
I hate you
>>5769447
You're p lucky, I just got replaced
>>5769422
You and angie both have BDD,
Get help
>>5769450
>potentiosibbly
sounds like what happens when you are thinking of two words at once
Anyway, I'll find a way to generate trip codes
>>5769451
Shots are best, i shouldve requested them much sooner
>>5769458
I don't feel I do, I feel like my concerns are perfectly legitimate.
>>5769410
Last plea for a sanity check
Anyone?
>>5769451
>Every week
huh.....
my doctor said to do it every two weeks so im gonna have a chat with her this week.
>FFXIV is under maintenance
What am I supposed to do in the meantime ;_;
>>5769471
The time to start HRT is now.
>>5769475
Pass the time editing wikipedia pages
>>5769475
Drugs of course!
>>5769475
Kill yourself.
I mean most of mtfg will do it soon eventually so why wait?
>tfw you realize you're ugly obnoxious petty immature and nuts and nobody really likes you
hey better i figured it out late then never right at least I don't look like sheen
>>5769410
Well you might as well go to a therapist. What area are you in? We can find good ones.
>>5769475
Play something that doesnt suck
HRT doesn't help, FFS doesn't help, nothing ever helps. And then somehow, everyone else gets amazing fucking results and looks so amazing and flawless. Every time I see those transition posts I just start fucking hating myself.
>>5769483
I wish I could say the same
>>5769303
Is that like being into the lonely christmas cake archetype or something? They're generally pretty cute, yeah, manga and anime should have them be more than just comedic side-characters sometime.
Or do you mean, like, roleplaying as mother and daughter or something like that? I don't know, I haven't really thought about it, I haven't ever done any kind of erotic roleplaying stuff. I guess that sort of setup has the potential to be nice, if it's between the right people.
Although, I'm kind of more comfortable with the idea of more equal relationships. I imagine mom stuff generally is a bit structured about who is the protector vs protected, dominant vs submissive and so on, although I guess it wouldn't have to be that way.
Still, I'd probably be a bit more comfortable with like twin sisters or lesbian wives or something; something where there can be give and take on each side without either being 'the top' or 'the bottom'.
(Sorry for taking so long to reply!)
>>5769487
>Every time I see those transition posts I just start fucking hating myself.
Funfact, only the passing ones get circled around. 60%-70% of us are non-passing.
>sick of denying pictures on kik
>send someone a selfie
>explain what being trans means
>instaregret.jog
Is it worth having some pictures with nice lighting in hand in case they're needed
>>5769487
but you look good and cute and really pretty
every time I see your smile it makes my heart flutter
did you train your voice? or go to yeson?
you should go to a salon and get your brows done and something done with your hair and your makeup done and you will be surprised how pretty you really are
>>5769497
>pretty
I don't want to look pretty, I want to look female.
>>5769506
but you do
>>5769494
>Bay Area
Yo ill be your friend and we can go to gentrification park
>>5769506
>tfw being pretty means more to you than appearing female
Am I AGP?
>>5769480
But drugs are bad
>>5769481
>why wait?
I'm way too cute to die
>>5769485
Take that back or else...
>>5769506
this might be a bit sensitive question but ive seen pics of you before where you looked adorable. you changed quite a bit, what happened?
>>5769448
Yes, because you look far too fem for a guy. Do you have your voice at 100%?
>>5769472
For reference I am on 1 ml of 20mg/ml estradiol valerate oil per week.
>>5769467
People should start out with this. Constant tit ache for the past two days. My nips are going to explode.
>>5769492
Also once people start passing they want to get rid of the trans label
>>5769494
Just do it. Its better to live as a poor girl than a rich guy. California has better legal protections than most states.
>>5769487
You pass better than me even though your eyebrows are worse tbqhon. No one is flawless. They just don't show others the nonpassing parts of their bodies.
>>5769506
You look both to me. I have only seen face shots and haven't heard your voice though
>>5769485
Hatoful Boyfriend
>>5769520
Krokadil is bad. Nothing else compares.
so how many of you can still get boners reliably after long term HRT
>>5769524
I don't think anything happened, I never really good in the first place.
>>5769370
That depends on your definition of what acts cause virginity to be lost, I guess.
>>5769533
pls post a picture of you smiling
I want to feel warm fuzzies
>>5769526
>Also once people start passing they want to get rid of the trans label
Rarely happens, but otherwise they obviously get to go stealth since they won't look like men in a dress.
>>5769526
>I have only seen face shots
Well yeah I'm talking about face only pretty much, for that comparison, hearing my voice or seeing how I dress is pretty much irrelevant.
>Krokadil is bad. Nothing else compares.
AFAIK it's only bad because of the crap used to synthesise/"cut" it, actual desomorphine is pretty similar to other opiates.
>>5769538
No.
>>5769520
Sure about that??
>>5769410
Do you know how your gf will respond?
>>5769552
im sure itd be badly senpai
shed probably stay friends but i know she wants to be in a traditional relationship which is also kind of why im with her
>>5769490
Well since you're a bit older I was asking more about if you were into the idea of mother/daughter roleplay, because it would fit if you got into a relationship with someone younger than you
>>5769545
>No.
o-okay
well you do look a girl
please go to a salon and treat yourself to makeup and eyebrows and hair and manipedi you will feel girly and it will help you to see it
>>5769524
She got ffs a second time because bdd and now she looks like she's had way too much surgery. Sad.
>>5769567
but you do look like that, your eyebrows dont have to be excessively plucked like that but getting someone who does it every day is a good idea
Hey friends :)
A few weeks ago I got suspended from school for being mentally unstable, so now I'm at home and this is the loneliest I've been in a while. I don't really have the willpower to carry on a conversation rn, but I still want someone to notice that I exist
Usually people like to cuddle with me until we fall asleep but I feel bad because I've just been texting my friends depressing shit all day and I feel like they don't want to talk to me... either way my bed is empty again tonight..
pic somewhat related, music for these feels
>>5769550
>Implying i want to get lewd
Kek
>>5769530
I'm at 8 months... not rly long term but I still get em every day
>>5769567
Yes. Stop getting yourself sliced up and get your bdd treated already.
>>5769530
Do they have to get hard to be boners, or can they be more like cartilage? I can get erections, but they're rather soft erections at their hardest; I have no idea if it'd be usable for penetrative sex or not. It's enough that I can masturbate like a guy if necessary, although honestly a lot of the time I just rub the head with the tips of my fingers like it's a deformed mispositioned clit rather than bother messing with the shaft to get an erection.
Supposedly if you use it regularly you don't lose as much function, though; I just reached a point where I couldn't be bothered once I no longer had to deal with spontaneous erections.
>>5769323
Who is this disgusting man?
>>5769575
I'm just kidding senpai
how would you like to communicate :^)
>>5769614
I like skype(discord is better)
>>5769377
10
reminds me of chloe bennett honestly
>>5769619
>discord
ok I made a discord
username is killmenow
>>5769637
>this isnt going well
Lets just use Skype
>>5769434
Really? Who?
>>5769561
Oh, I see. Haha, I don't know, I think I'm more likely to end up the old childless spinster aunt. I doubt I'd be a very good mom in any case; at best maybe I could play the pessimistic depressed mom that needs to constantly be saved from suicide by her cheerful energetic daughter. (I probably shouldn't have spent so long looking for pic related since I'm sure nobody will recognize a reference to a not too well known decade old anime but what the heck, Mahoraba was an enjoyable show it was nice to have an excuse to remember it.)
>>5769654
whats your skype?
>>5769663
>pessimistic depressed mom that needs to constantly be saved from suicide by her cheerful energetic daughter.
them feels
I wish I had by bdd treated before I grew D cups
>>5769668
Then take testosterone injections.
>>5769668
you have dysphoria ya dummy
look I'll show you
>excuse me sir
>>5769668
I would literally kill to look like you it's so depressing
>>5769668
don't worry they don't look any larger than a b-cup optimistically
>>5769427
im not in an open relationship anymore
>>5769685
Sticking with Adri and Gem eh?
>>5769676
>dies internally
>>5769702
Just kill yourself already you bimbo.
>>5769665
Kind of a dark theme to have for relatively major characters in a comedy show, huh? (It's actually really sweet and heartwarming though.)
>>5769685
>dating two transgirls
>not an open relationship
fucking hell, do they believe that? broken people are so bad at relationships.
>>5769702
s-see
pls cheer up fampai
>>5769696
yeah
>>5769710
open = u can fuck anyone u want and be romantically associated with anyone u want but ur primary lover is your #1 no matter what
polyamoury = u can romantically associate with anyone as long as ur other partner is okay with whoever it is
polyfidelity = 3 or more people in a closed relationship
>>5769717
aww congrats
I didn't think Adri was that desperate, poor girl
Someone feed me before I explode!!!
>>5769734
*feeds you a sheen sized meal*
>>5769726
No one wants to be in a poly relationship other then the alpha, it's composed of the semi sociopathic alpha who doesn't care how it ends, and rarely plans for their future
The beta who is in love with them enough to allow other people to fuck their gf, who has probably been abused a little bit and might not like the idea of being tied down, even though they want a stable partner deep down
And the last person, the third, the one hat the alpha also wants to fuck, who just wants a relationship and puts up with it
I wouldn't be surprised if Adri, being the third wheel that just needs a relationship, didn't cause yummi to change their status, but it's basically just people fucking.
How do I look?
3 months of self medding hrt
started taking biotin, and also have been using lotions. my boobs are just gyno stage and are sad but... I feel like I'm doing pretty well without makeup or anything.
judge me harshly please
>>5769719
adri is a qt pa2t
>>5769756
Are you boy mode or girl mode?
>>5769762
>nametag
>>5769761
never seen her before
>>5769762
thats just me on a day to day, but I obviously am fine going with Jake at work.
>nametag
>>5769756
You look like an 4/10 Woman. I see a lot of cisgirls with your facial type everyday.
But did you do any laser yet?
The beard is very unbearable.
>>5769771
no laser yet and you can only really see it because I chose to take a hq picture kek.
I shave almost every day.
I'm not expecting much for 3 mo/ hrt anyway. just wanted to know how I'm doing without trying.
>>5769779
>I shave almost every day.
oh well.... sucks that it grows back so quick :\\
>>5769530
I can still get them after a year of hormones but these days it can be difficult to keep it up when I want to. Random erections went permanently. I can't get" 555g5gggg555g5g5g5g555gg5555g55555g5ggg5g
Sounded nyvez.
>>5769550
Your friends in California aren't hyperliberal?
I pushed everyone away while still in the closet and it honestly wasn't very difficult
>>5769575
>mfw i will never be with lewd
to those with ghostly pale skin, what foundation do you use? everything I tried marked "fair" just makes me look orange
>tfw someone texts you to make you feel better
>tfw you don't know how to make her feel better back
Has anyone else's dick changed shape on HRT? Mine is way more curved and lopsided now when erect. It makes me want to take a knife to it even more.
>>5769768
add her on steam sometime kuppy!
I could easily see you two being friends, she's the coolest girl I know tbqh
also she's really pretty and she looks kinda french and beautiful
>>5769806
mines an inny now
>>5769800
Too faced - born this way foundation.
Am I hopeless /mtfg/, with never any hope to ever be who I want to be?
everyone here hates me for being a hon
I never wanted to be a hon
I was too manly to be anything else
>>5769799
>>mfw i will never be with lewd
Did you have any cute guy friends before you pushed them away?
Tell one of them that your a grill now and you want to fuck.
>>5769804
Take testosterone since it will make you i mean, faye feel better.
Since you already plan to take it anyway you fuckwit.
Now please go kill yourself.
>>5769820
But I like you :/
is it possible to treat GID by taking hormones and simply not socially transitioning?
it feels like transitioning is just kind of lying. Like yes, transpeople might have incorrectly dimorphised brain structures, but does that necessarily mean that transitioning is the right idea? I mean, visual differentiation of the sexes exists for biological reasons, to differentiate between people able to bear children and people able to help create children. Presenting as female is essentially telling the world a lie and getting upset when they don't follow your objectively false narrative.
Like taking HRT is ok imo because it does relieve some of the symptoms of HRT while not hurting the patient or forcing others to behave in ways that contradict human nature, i.e. addressing a human with a penis as though they had a vagina simply based on the fact they have incorrect neurobiology.
I wish I could be cis, but I'm not. I just want to know what the best way to deal with GID is that doesn't involve deceiving others, as in transitioning, or yourself, as in trying to pretend you're a normal man with a masculinized brain
>>5769820
the infp's like you
>>5769817
thx I'll check it out next time I go shopping. which shade to give me a rough idea?
>>5769840
infpt here, please do not speak for me
>>5769842
the true infps just love everyone, so whatever you say.
>>5769832
Uhhh honestly I dont really know that well
I havent played any games with her yet, so I dont know what she likes beyond llife is strange and gta v
>>5769846
leak her steam or else
>>5769826
or I could just take my E
>>5769847
por que
>>5769848
up dosage of E, be happy
:^)
>>5769841
I use the 2nd lightest one called pearl.
>>5769848
fuck off faye go away
your literally the transman whos becoming a man but still wants to use the female restroom despite starting to look male.
get the fuck out you moron.
>>5769849
because I want to have a friend on steam that I can talk to about tranny things, because I suck at it myself, and maybe even play games or something with this person.
We could be good friends maybe.
>>5769855
So you choose someone who's in a relationship with a third wheel already attached? They don't need a fourth anon.
>>5769855
you can just ask adri next time you see her anon
Im not giving out my girlfriends contact info
>>5769846
I started playing life is strange because of her, but then my depression hit, and my head settled for maybe she'll let me watch her play it sometime
>>5769859
I don't want to be cuddle buddies, I just want to have friends
>>5769861
well then can I just add you on steam? you always seem great everytime I come here too, I just only mentioned her because her steam was mentioned
>>5769876
>not realizing once you have one persons steam, you have everyone's steam
like everyones, literally every trip, this is how my facebook stuff gets posted
>>5769838
>pls respond
>start taking estrogen again after months
>moody, irrational, emotional, rollarcoaster of emotions
I preferred no hormones and being 100% logical and feeling nothing but I was slowly detransing and I don't want that.
what even do
>>5769876
of course!
its temetpluvia
>>5769879
so then how do I even join the exclusive club of ladies with secret penises?
>>5769881
take testosterone
try again at 30
>>5769881
whatever makes you happier. I'm worse off then on, so I'm pretty much going to stay on them, but if it was reversed I'd definitely have detransed
>>5769885
testosterone fucks me up too but in different ways
having no hormones in ur body and feeling empty and emotionless is wonderful
>>5769890
just take an AA then
>>5769881
I always see people say things like this, but I never felt like I changed emotionally at all after starting hrt.
I'm in a relationship with a girl who likes me as a man.
Being in love with her makes me question everything about why I transitioned in the first place, and whether I'm actually trans.
But my dysphoria is real, and that fact alone forces me to acknowledge that this relationship won't ultimately work out. If I continue transitioning, she'll leave me.
Why does this hurt so much? I've never been this sad before.
>>5769890
imho having no meds is ok because you do feel like you can think as clearly as possible, and thats great, but I have experimented on both sides and if you get normal levels of T you are just as bad with anger as you are to feeling with E.
Just take the E and live like a normal human being.
and I've tested E+T and T wins out. my natural levels of both are very low
>>5769892
osteoperosis and slowly detrans
thats not good...
>>5769894
sure happened to me
>>5769888
im an emotional rollarcoaster while before i was mellow basically all the time. now i have extreme highs and extreme lows and nothing in between. before i basically felt nothing and was emotionless
>>5769899
>living like a normal human being
>feeling emotions and having feelings
uhhhhhh
>>5769838
seriously can I please get an answer to this? idk what to do
>>5769901
feeling emotions/having feelings is living like a normal human being
if you want to be a super-human-awesome-fruitcake go ahead and don't take either/ go with anti-androgens
>>5769899
pretty much, from a biological perspective, no hormones will fuck your entire body up, you don't want that. And T and E are fighting for mostly the same receptors, and T has a higher binding rate.
you could test the E analogs, but they only have ones that don't affect the breasts
>>5769909
>feeling emotions/having feelings is living like a normal human being
i know i was implying that that doesn't sound very pleasant. having no empathy and not feeling any real emotions is pretty great honestly. you get to think things logically and don't have any emotion bringing you down ever
>>5769911
ups and downs to both sides love, you'll be a weirdo if you don't feel though, even if you like it yourself
and personally I liked being on neither for a long time. but I figured I needed to transition eventually, so I started as soon as I could
which was delayed anyway.
>>5769915
>you'll be a weirdo if you don't feel though
i mean i was like that for like 4 months and it worked out pretty fucking great for me. i feel like more of a weirdo now
If you have ever crushed on a trip you must say who.
>>5769911
Are your T levels naturally high?
>>5769918
I was like that for 18 years, I can assure you being a robot is not normal
but if you feel better doing it then do it, I'm just an opinion
>>5769901
osteoporosis, cardiovascular disease/mortality rate, blood pressure issues, all the crazy shit it can nebulously do to your brain long term
How do I get my CNRP to prescribe me prog tomorrow? I'm getting switched over to injections and I'm officially 1 year HRT as of tomorrow so I feel like asking isn't outlandish.
I certainly feel I need it as well. Zero sex drive and my boobs are constantly changing from perfectly shapen to traffic cones which prog helps with and also I need them to get bigger to fill out my frame lol
What should I tell him to get the goodies?
>>5769919
maki
>>5769919
adri and gem dont count cus i fell for them outside of the general
id have to say
ufufu, elanna, cyba
>>5769922
idk ive only ever gotten bloodwork done once in the 2 years ive been on mones lol
>>5769926
i don't care if its not normal and i know its not, but being a "robot" is actually a very attractive trait to a lot of people yknow. thats not why but even if its not normal doesnt mean ur life would suck on it, it would probably make it a lot better
>>5769930
skip them and buy them yourself
:^)
>>5769907
PLS
is there a way to overcome GID without transitioning? I don't want to be a tranny
>I will never live the life of a creative teenage girl
>I will never be happy
>>5769932
from my own experience it made me more of a social outcast, but that is growing up low on both. although I feel like it helped with being good at things and or being able to focus more on studies.
maybe adult life is better as a robot, I don't know, I'm still rather young.
life is full of choices
>>5769808
>she's the coolest girl I know tbqh
Did you break up with Yummy?
>>5769935
go find gendertherapist
>>5769919
kira, faye (both prehrt boy and nice qt girl now)
>>5769919
korra, gem
>>5769942
where have you been, theyre in a three way
>>5769942
No they're doing some weird portland hipster thing where they sleep with multiple people and act like they're in a happy relationship
>>5769919
Kit ;_;
>>5769945
I'm actually meeting with one tomorrow, and I have my 3 month followup with my endo on friday
gonna be an interesting week, I'm going to have to fight against the newspeak they try and use to justify collaborating with my mental illness instead of helping me overcome it
>>5769941
>from my own experience it made me more of a social outcast
no emotions made me extroverted as fuck, out going, extremely charismatic, etc. it like made me narcissistic as hell too
>>5769942
no adri is objectively cooler than me
>>5769950
its the new black
>>5769932
you know a blood test would probably say that you just need to really lower your dose
so your taking 4 or 5 mg total in a day instead of six
>>5769949
>>5769950
Adri being the coolest she knows means Adri is cooler than Yum Yum. They've broken up or will soon, gem has lost her love for Yoomo and will leave her soon to live with Adri.
Yams will then start dating Vektroid again.
>>5769832
>>5769836
at least you two do <3
>>5769840
oh, I don't get the whole interactions thing
I'm infj btw
>>5769919
she knows
>>5769937
This game hits me hard like that too. I just feel so depressed when playing it. I hate this life. Why did I have to be born a fucking guy. No one cares about guys.
>>5769957
no, two nervous subby girls won't work out, it'll self destruct, but it's not a relationship neway so why does it matter
>>5769933
Naw
>>5769960
Sucks that shes hooking up with the portland trans twins huh
>>5769965
do ittttt
>>5769964
>but it's not a relationship neway so why does it matter
I'm the one laying down actual facts here, not you.
>>5769961
I do
>>5769966
>/mtfg/s literally being cucked by other /mtfg/s
I love NTF
>>5769968
Already got screwed by ADC for months. Not about to do that again.
>>5769957
'i can be your hero' was about me :(
>>5769964
adri isnt a nervous subby girl tho
she doms me a lot >w<
being sub is best desu infa 100%
>>5769966
she sounds happy, not that I'm confirming that that's the same girl I was thinking of
>>5769919
I don't wanna
>>5769919
anna
>>5769975
I wouldn't have guessed it, but then I'm so alpha I'm pretty sure I could tie anyone here's hands to the bedpost without much of a struggle
>>5769975
リサフランク420 / 現代のコンピュー was about you
>>5769987
its all in ur hands
>>5769990
>Yummy saved your gif
>>5769726
>desperate
I might have feelings for my friend that died, but I'm not desperate.
>>5769755
I was very reserved to myself when I met them. Eventually they said both said they wanted to date me and I felt similar; I let them know if I can't handle something.
>>5769847
Well that's not creepy at all.
>>5769995
who are you voting for?
>>5769994
i kept reading that as "yummy saved ur gf" and i was VERY confused
>>5769998
im pussy?
>>5769948
You might want to get checked for brain damage
>this thread
I'm not used to this attention
>>5769948
Gem is MINE.
>>5769957
Literally what
>>5769998
Trump.
>>5770008
hey it was a crush, nothing more. besides I havent seen korra yet and gem is for sure a qt p2t
>>5769995
Did your friend die in December?
>>5770011
>has a crush on a monkey they've never seen
ayy rofl lmao kek xd lol :-S
>>5770014
No, why?
>>5770010
I only go after straight guys girls anyway because I like to screw with people. but you can have the gem
>>5770011
Oh so you're into men then? I didn't realize, carry on
>>5770010
tfw ur adri's
>>5770010
im sorry adri :(
I didnt want to stress you out
your so amazing you deserve to be noticed though tbqhsenpai
Somebody vomit for me
>>5770022
morbid curiosity
>>5770030
mfw onto ur face
owned dude
>>5770022
they were in love with a person who died in december
>>5770030
everytime i enter mtfg for the past couple days ive puked in my mouth desu senpai
>>5770030
Post some pics of yourself then bby
>these sluts get to have loving threesomes
>Ive only ever been alone
I want to die.
>>5770035
I was just kekt
>>5770039
I said vomit not go blind
>>5770037
Its rough desu senpaitachi
>>5770046
desu im sure if you took a break id feel a lot better :)
>>5770043
Im 23 tho
I'd have a degree by now if I didnt flunk out
>>5770043
This is funnily how I view the situation too. Adri just seems so much more... calm and normal? Though I understand just wanting some sex so I dont blame her.
>>5770052
>age = maturity
>>5770049
I just got back tho. I don't really like being the center of attention, you can have it if you want.
>>5770052
dude ur like 12
>>5770060
well you and your two girlfriends or children or whatever
>>5770066
I wish this place would actually inspire me again. Give me reason or hope to actually want to transition. All its done lately is make me wonder if its even worth it.
>>5770072
>>5770072
nothing is worth it, give up now and never see an ending.
or just do it and see what happens.
>>5770066
I wish I had a psychotic transgirl and a subby shy one to take control of. Lucky Adri.
my cosplay
>>5770066
Kek
>>5770072
If you think it'll make you happy senpai
>>5770030
Did I do good?
>>5770077
>never see an ending
not that anon but lol mtfg is full of "endings"
and a majority of them are not something anyone wants to see
>>5770057
true
Imv immature sometimes, just ignore me
>>5770072
there was never any hope
>>5770078
Look harder senpai, they're out there
>>5770081
A+, good girl.
>>5770067
>getting butthurt over typical 4chan shitposting
Yeeeah okay.
>>5770072
/mtfg/ is dead, and it's gone downhill rapidly since about last August or so.
>>5770087
Im pretty sure this is how my transition ends.
>>5770091
it's gone down hill since late 2014
also
>tfw adri won't add me to her haram
the pain is real
>>5770091
it wasn't even August
it was December when haileyk or whoever it is arrived and attacked everyone until they were driven away
>>5770094
>tfwn look like sh0eonhead
>>5770100
>december
come on dude get your facts straight ive been here less than a month
>>5770087
This won't happen if I'm young right?
>>5770100
Hit of ler?
>>5770116
Like your the first asshole to start shitposting
Topkek
>>5770085
dude you are now high that you need to calm the fuck down
>>5770093
no it is obvious i was a high but not you false
>>5770091
mtfg is and always will be dead, and now it is cancer and cancer of a completely different now. it is always from the cancer it's just how it is
>>5770120
yah its like they don't know kayla was already shitposting here before I started 3 years ago
they forgot about dre
>>5770125
kayla has been here since before posting LGBT shit even the board. she is from 420chan
>>5769838
Things will probably feel a bit less terrible from doing that, but no, I imagine you'd have to get to a point where you can pass and go full-time before you're actually content. I know I did.
Also your second paragraph is kinda bullshit. Women don't just exist to be child-bearers. This isn't 2000B.C..
>>5770120
plus ive only attacked adri and yume while drunk and in my delusional tranny mind they deserved it so lol
>>5770124
>no it is obvious i was a high but not you false
but what did she mean by this???
>>5770125
jokes on her though because she caught the tranny bug legitimately
>>5770134
>crush on someone when it has no hope of working out
>get childish and throw a tantrum when it doesnt work out
>they deserved it
good one
>>5770099
Don't lose your girlfriend.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IFCZP1Nz3Ds
>>5770100
Maki, Booger, Yume, Haileyk, Kayla, it happens anon.
>>5770134
Rood. I forgive you though.
>>5770136
I have no clue, are you both in the same room right now?
>>5770137
there are two girls I think about any time a straight guy comes in to shitpost trans threads, she's one of them, both transitioned
>>5770141
1. awesome song
2. you know I'm funposting, she's my life
>>5770136
what you are even not even able to understand? you high as fuck to bed acceleration
>>5770138
i do not know that I have a clear wax for a long period of time to be honest
>>5770141
what does this mean a list of why I have included in there?
>>5770142
who is the other one?
>>5770140
lol dude its just the internet calm down dont get ur undies tangled lol you seem really frustrated
>>5770141
ree i hate u god kill yourself nah jk man ur cool
>>5770148
ok sheen one time and that was mean and uncalled for sorry sheen
>>5770125
Kek the list just never ends
>>5770134
Now its good to move on, no matter how much dirt you want to kick in their face
>>5770140
When someone fucks with you, you're gonna be a lil mad.
>>5770146
not a trip, was a chat girl
>>5770154
plus there was kiwi
and straightwhiteguy
>>5770158
no who the fuck is hailey sounds like a shitty cunt
Good morning peeps.
>>5769919
jormy forever
>>5770158
what are you even talking about I can not understand you
besides, I think I'll go to sleep good night
>>5770166
good morning good night now
Did you remember to practice your awoo today?
>>5770169
Good night. Dream of beautiful people smooching you.
>>5770141
yeah, we're just kind of quietly posting while listening to the soothing voice of kanye though and not talking out loud
you know how I was pretty drunk when you left? Yume started getting high so I joined in, and between that and drinking a little more afterwards Im just OUT of it rn
>>5770170
every day
>>5770174
Heyyo. I'm alright. Bad night. Got very drunk so I'm inhaling coffee right now. How are ya?
>>5770158
Not in the slightest!! Also you and I should do acid sometime
>>5770166
Good morning peep
>mfw flights booked for cuddles
>>5770170
I did this a few days ago does that count?
https://clyp.it/mne5jy5j
>>5770179
tired and a bit sick
gotta do some work that I can't help but keep procrastinating on
>>5770180
Peeps a real fuggin cute word.
>>5770188
Well, how important is the work? You are sick after all, just have a bed day.
>>5770170
http://vocaroo.com/i/s16vmjE0As6S
>>5770191
>tfw not peeps with mado anymore
pretty bad feel desu
>>5770194
relatively important
I've been sick for like 6 days and I think it's going away so I should probably get around to it
>>5770195
Wow fucking rude mate
>>5770191
Its why I say it, peep!
>>5770200
I still like you though, just not your other half.
>>5770209
My real motivation is to not fuck my shit up further
School is kinda hard with dysphoria though desu
>>5770218
*other third
its 2:00 am
what the fuck am I doing
>>5770176
Yeah, I can tell. lol ^^
>>5770187
You really are a lot like Pearl sometimes.
>>5770180
Mayb, I've never done it. Here's hoping I passed the drug screen I had today already tho, esp considering how much my friends seem to hotbox.
>>5770222
>Check'd
Right, right
>>5770225
Welp hope you do, unless thats some mager hot box i think you'll be good. I'm tripping the first weekend of march if you wanna tag a long
>wale up
>headache whenever i lie up
>litrerally have to stay lying down
>get bored
>check emails and documents i have to send of
>read up trivia for breaskfasf club
>end up wafching it
>feels good watchinit knowingthe behind the scenes
>feel bad cuz I don't remember much if anything of my high school
=[
>>5770224
go to sleep best girl
>>5770224
not getting high and browsing dank memes
>>5770225
awww tyty <3
ur always very kind to me
>>5770237
<3
I'm going to bed, nightttt
>>5770229
kk
>>5770237
somehow i likenthese images but will never watch the show
>>5770239
<3 <3 goodnight!!
>>5770220
I can imagine. Luckily I've got a mind numbing menial job where I sometimes fight with people. So it's good to keep the mind off. That must really suck. Also that comic is amazing.
>>5770224
Not being able to sleep is a bitch. There's this app I can't remember the name of that used to help me. It's like a sleep meditation it's really good.
>>5770233
Try to remember that high school movies are made to be watched with a nostalgia filter. My secondary school was shit. I was bullied constantly and severely depressed. But when I watch that or clueless or whatever I'm like 'awh I wish I was back in the good old days'
>>5770239
G'night peep
Why does the based subaru make me so moist, mtfg
>>5770237
I wish I could get high but I don't want any trouble and its nothing but trouble.
>>5770236
That ship has sailed, I had nightmares all night of our old home, that place was jail to me but I knew every fiber of it, every blade of grass, I constantly get horrible dreams about it and it doesn't help that mom constantly blames me for having to sell it even though she refuses to get work because she says its all beneath her, I guess that's where I got my problems from
>>5770251
yeah the comic really describes me
I tend to ignore all my problems school wise until they all catch up to me
unfortunately there are some problems that can't be ignored forever. i.e. transgender
Mornings are so hard on me. I look like a man today!
>>5770259
A man with tits?
>>5770251
its more than a bitch, I have full blown insomnia and have had it since I moved so since last June. I am out of ambien and its too much to afford the refill.
>>5770233
Migraines are the worst. I didn't even go to highschool senpai, got more memories than I do
>>5770256
Cuz yur gay?
>>5770207
http://vocaroo.com/i/s167nexAiTvn
>>5770265
I dont think so, just seeing chimps who dont know our laws getting rekt is erotic
>>5770257
oh right im sorry
that probably didnt make you feel any better about it
insomnia sucks tho
>>5770257
>its all beneath her, I guess that's where I got my problems from
no shit
I want you to cut the apron strings and go and be the happy intelligent young woman you can be
>>5770072
I came here roughly a year ago and was inspired by a couple of people and have made progress
The transition process is very difficult and I question myself all the time
Life is much easier as cis
>>5770270
Makes sense, but so does being gay, cause I'm a fookin genius. But yeah
So im a gigantic dyke, nearly four years into transition, full time, stealth, all that jazz.
Is it weird that these days, I am 100% tomboyish straying into butch, ish, and mostly wear girl-cut guy clothes?
It feels weird to me, but at the same time its the comfiest.
Its like 'i hated these sort of clothes a few years ago, and now theyre fucking rad'.
Im going to a wedding in a few months, and Im getting a fitted tux instead of a dress and going full lesbo stereotype.
Feels gud mane, but also feels like I should feel weirder about it.
>>5770272
Kinda
Somedays are easier than others, like sometimes it's not even dysphoria that's the problem, sometimes it's just general self-hatred. I really need to get HRT soon, by getting a job. I dunno if I can handle it though
>>5770274
kill yourself kayla
>>5770282
Well shit nigga you don't really have a choice do you? It's either do or die with you. Or do you want to spend the rest of your life feeling miserable?
>>5770282
Spoken to a GP about seeing a psych and checking the possibilities of getting on hrt?
>>5770296
Yeah I know exactly what you mean. Derealisation. Extremely common with being Trans and insomnia individually. Unbearable together.
>>5770241
thats because the show has amazing art among other things, ignoring the characters designs in some ways
just ignore the fanbase
although I suppose if you hate cartoons theres nothing that'll appeal to you about it
>>5770301
Yeah, I can't even escape my dysphoria because I hardly sleep.
>>5770304
Maybe. Maybe because I'm a permahon. Plus I'm probably not the best person to be cracking eggs of wisdom.
imagine dating kayla and waking up in the middle of the night by her sobbing from the dark bathroom and you go there to comfort her only to get confronted by a dracula-like screaming about how much her life sucks. then wake up the next day she acts completely normal.
>>5770292
yeah
it's pretty much my motivation that this will be the only way I'll be happy
I'm just concerned that I'll fuck up a job
>>5770297
Yeah but I'm really determined to get HRT before my birthday, I don't want to fuck myself up even further than now, in a just couple of years it could be so much worse.
>>5770298
From what I know the process is often long before they'll give you HRT
By ordering the hormones they tend to rush you to getting prescription mones quicker
>>5770304
Don't have a debit card or a PO box
once I get these I will do just that
>>5770312
id comfort her with my donger
>>5770313
Go to australia post and get one of their load and go cards, it's what I used for Allday and it worked fine.
>>5770296
i know that feel too well
Ive had insomnia my entire life, I only got away from it recently, like in the last half year
theres nothing worse than being exhausted, lying in bed like that unable to sleep, and end up thinking depressing and self hating things for hours until your brain finally lets you get a glimse of sactuary
and often youll wake up feeling just as tired as when you went to sleep, and youll feel like a dead shell of a human being all day
>>5770310
no it is, testosterone has a clock and the longer you wait the worse you turn out
school will still be there if you really cant handle doing both at the same time, which you should be able to if you can muster the courage for school in the first place
>>5770313
>PO box
it comes to your house in a little nondescript box, i doubt your parents really check you that closely, you dont need one
>debit card
you are over 18, take the cash you have on hand right now and walk into any bank tomorrow and sign up for a bank account, most of the time they even give a signing bonus of 100-250$
stop. making. excuses.
>>5770323
I turned my drinking way down as of late, its not worth the damage it causes, our livers are already taxed on hrt as it is.
>>5770329
Absolutely. You're so much better off that way.
so i bought my planet tickets to portland but now i'm like
>"well edie gj u figured out the dates!! so you have to:
>find a place you want to stay at for a week
>get your money for rent this month
>get your money for rent next month
>get your money for ubers and shopping and everything else on ur trip
>get your money for the extensions you want for the trip
>get your money so you can actually move in a few months as well
>get your money for the makeup and other things you need to rebuy
>get your money for food and normal living expenses
>and also deal with this crush you have and continue to freak out about that for awhile.
>you have 3 weeks."
i'm going to fucking kill myself
>>5770329
Kill yourself my man
>>5770333
less is more =]
>>5770333
best get cammin
Can you imagine Kayla when pregnant?
Ketchup on ice cream
Ketchup on soup
Ketchup on pickles and sushi
>>5770338
not in this instance lol. i mean like i have money i've saved and i'm using that for the airbnb which will not be cheap at all for a week stay, but i'm not as worried about that..... i'm more worried cause i need to make like .......... 2000$? in the next 3 weeks just so i don't have to worry. like i'll still have time to work once i get home next month but i would rather not worry about my rent and other bills next month as soon as i come home.
>>5770340
yeah basically lol. i mean it's completely doable, and if my SD gives me 500 randomly that'll help, but otherwise i'm going to be working like 5 days a week for the next 3 weeks and i can't say no to literally any requests for privates that i can get. so basically my dick is literally going to fall off by the end of this.
>>5770322
I never really got rid of it exactly, I just experimented more and more with dealing and working with it and tell I got the most acceptible amount of rest.
I stopped eating before bed, I started listening to sad songs and everything else I cpuld to do get relaxed, finished everything I felt like doing so I dont think about it in bed, and stay up late so my eyes practically hurt from the strain because otherwise im just spending that time laying down.
I've gone from taking four hours to fall asleep to an hour because of that, and when yume moved in with me and when I got a new bed it got to the point where it probably only takes me half an hour most days
sometimes I'm still uncomfortable to lay in bed much, and sometimes I wake up exhausted and then I realize I have 10 hours of work ahead of me and I cry and then I drink when I get home because its killing me, and insomnia will probably never leave me, but thats life
>>5770345
Working 5 days a week??????!!!?????
OMG I feel so sorry for you. I can't believe you have such long hours.
>>5770348
HEY YOU TRY JACKING OFF AND SHOVING THINGS UP UR BUTT ALL DAY FOR 15 OUT OF 21 DAYS AND SEE HOW IT FEELS LMFAO
>>5770333
you know you could always stay with us if you really need to for a while
>>5770345
good luck edie =]
>>5770350
sounds like working retail
>>5770351
that's rly nice of you to offer but it's okie. i'm the kind of person who needs to be alone when i need to be alone and maddie is already all up in yalls grill so ya. it's not a big deal i'm just whining cause i'm lazy lol. plus it'll be nice to be able to invite anyone over if i want to and to have my own space yknow
>>5770352
thank
>>5770353
badumtss
Does anyone have any suggestions on where I should move? I think I just want to get out of where I am. I need to change everything. Transitioning isn't suited to my current country, and boy mode daily is killing me.
>>5770361
What country?
>>5770353
I love you so much anon
>>5770356
I should have figured, you always sound pretty independent
if you ever need help with anything we're here though
>>5770363
The largest city of a shit one in Europe ;~;
>>5770370
Russia?
Ukraine?
Poland?
Turkey? (Largest city is in Europe technically)
Something along those lines?
>>5770370
london?
>>5770368
do you have autism?
>>5770371
I'm super paranoid of being recognised. It's a small country. Largest city. Tiny Trans population
>>5770374
Everyone on this website has autism my friend.
>>5770354
That's not him, that can't be every nerds sexually confusing favourite game dev
>>5770378
Austria
Slovenia
Croatia
>>5770378
Vatican
Waking up at 3am isnt fun, go back to sleep /mtfg/
i want a bf that's like a circa 2005 bam margera
>>5770391
you pretty much look like him :)
>>5770392
does that mean Kayla is aap like lily?
>>5770392
lmao savage
>>5770393
Because my life is sad, maybe ill tell yall but rn i wanna sleep before my interview in 7 hours so goodnite cuties
>>5770391
Eh, I used to have a crush on him as a kid.
>>5770398
I find it hard to accept I had crushes on guys when I was young. I wish I could have known about transition at a younger age, fuck... I could have had my whole teens to be fucking and passing.
>>5770397
Night peep. Good luck in your interview too.
>>5770400
>I wish I could have known about transition at a younger age
I knew that transition existed since I was 9 back in 2002 and I was too scared to come out and was afraid of people finding out, i ended up taking mones when i was 21
>>5770397
>goodnite cuties
>tfw Dana calls u cute
>>5770403
>I knew that transition existed since I was 9
jesus
I didn't know the actual process was obtainable till I found /cd/ in 2011.
>>5770378
If you are from Poland we should hang out.
>>5770407
I found /cd/ when I was 19 it was also where I saw first timelines. Waited 6 years because I bought the whole "HRT is dangerous" meme. Biggest mistake of my life.
>>5770408
I'm not unfortunately. I have a couple of good friends from Lublin actually.
>>5770410
I waited 3 and a half years because I was convinced I would never pass. Biggest mistake of my life. At least I can be a girl before I turn 27.
>>5770407
I only found out because of a documentary ny grandmother was watching on Discovery Health and she tried telling me it was something else but after watching it, I was so happy that it was possible to be a girl anyway im going to fucking sleep and charging my autismo power bank thingy... Goodnight /mtfg/
>>5770408
Oh so you are from the East? Cool. I'm from Warsaw.
>>5770414
You were right. You will never pass.
I'm terrified even with a scrawnier white guy, and I'm way too sensitive to touch. I don't think i can ever have a relationship with someone who wants to touch me. Which means I'm cursed to be forever alone basically i have nothing for anyone else
>>5770410
Same age I found it at. And waited the same amount of time. But I tried to be the manly man guy. Dressed well, exercised, essentially became the qt bf I wanted.
>>5770423
Stop shitting on her. It seems like it became a meme here to say awful stuff to her.
I'm bored
And hungry
What do I dooooooooo
>>5770428
It's not a meme. He is a genuinely horrible and ugly person who says much worse shit than anyone says to him.
>>5770419
I've never even been to Poland desu if I ever go I'll hit you up. I've just worked with a lot of Polish people in the past. I've been following your political situation for the last couple months. Pretty bad. Any plan on leaving?
Reposting cause I just noticed the new thread.
Hi girls, could one of you please tell me the name of the fetish where guys want to be seen as a girl? People with this will often transition but aren't ever happy with the result unless they look like kimber james.
I first saw it mentioned here but can't remember what it's called..
>>5770429
Kill yourself
>>5770427
I was unable to do that. Even though I had the money and two big brothers willing to help me with being manly and stuff.
Once even they wanted to take me to a brothel to get me laid.
But it was not for me, I was never manly I never wanted to be manly and I was unable to pretend to be manly.
Now I'm much happier but I look and sound like shit so I can't function in society.
>>5770431
I mean yeah she said awful things to me too. But why we should do the same?
>>5770435
Autogynephilia. It's Freudian nonsense though. It's just another word for people to discredit Trans women and for Trans women to discredit each other.
>>5770440
because this is 4chan
>>5770440
There is no we. You're welcome to treat miss cock however you like.
>>5770437
Wow that sucks. I was the only son so no other brothers to take that spot for my father. Also heavily Catholic farming family.
It was only after a suicide attempt and therapy that I realised I don't owe anyone anything. I don't have to be the son or whatever.
That's great. I can't speak for your voice because I've never heard it, but you definitely don't look shit. How's the recovery?
>>5770433
Oh yeah it's pretty bad let me tell you.
Now amongst younger people it's pretty trendy to be hateful to LGBT people (even feminine cis-straight people) so everyone try to act straight as hell.
Thankfully I was never attacked because I try really hard not to draw any attention to me (andro clothes, no makeup, male t-shirt from time to time).
Oh and they banned a bill that would let us change legal gender without suing our own parents. Just because they hate us so much.
I can move any time. But I have my family here which for me is the only social contact I have (and they are fully supportive).
>>5770442
w-what?! People told me I had it, they said it goes away ;_; I posted last march and nothings changed I would use it as a way to rationalise my feelings.
>>5770378
Ok
I'll just assume it's an eastern european/baltic country
if you looking to get out of the country
move to western europe or US/Canada
best places to go imo
Tfw someone compares you to the masculine cis hon known as breeja Larson.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=chOkL1dkC5w
JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP
>>5770458
>tfw my shoulders and chin are way smaller than hers
>>5770453
I got an idea of that desu, one guy I work with is a huge Marian Kowalski supporter. It's kind of scary. Can't imagine what it's like actually there.
One of my friends then, one of the guys from Lublin is totally left wing pro lgbt and is always telling me about the horrible shit that goes on there. He's adamant the best decision he ever made was leaving at 18. Now he has a beautiful wife and the cutest fuggin baby ever.
Wow... That sounds fucking horrible. That's fantastic you're good with your family though. Good on them.
>>5770453
when your ffs heals up come over to my house. i'll feed you, love you and support you. as long as you keep your penis.
>>5770462
Breeja should transition to male.
She obviously doesn't look female
>>5770462
Yeah but she's still way more attractive and cis
>>5770462
>tfw my shoulders and chin are way smaller than yours
feelsgood
>>5770469
>she's attractive
She literally looks like a male.
Her face is very masculine.
I'm surprised she's not ftm
>>5770470
that's not saying much though
>>5770463
>That sounds fucking horrible
That's why I hate when people tell me "oh you pass ~hon", "you don't need those surgeries".
When you can spot me from miles in a group of cis women.
I freaking need those all of those surgeries to have a normal quiet life.
>>5770462
You're not nearly as bad as you think you are Kayla. Really.
>>5770476
do you pass irl?
>>5770478
i set em up for others to knock em down
>>5770478
Leave this general beergut
>>5770474
Canada is a western, liberal democracy with an excellent public health system
One of the possible places I'd move to desu
>>5770476
For me though, I just know I need them. I can't even look in a mirror. But more importantly yeah in certain places it's a safety issue. You can't live your life worried that you're going to be clocked and beaten to death.
>>5770482
I dont have a beergut bitch
I pass in public and confuse my coworkers who are basically all told that I'm male.
>>5770485
nice bait kill urself
>>5770472
>muscles are bad
how weak
>>5770480
yes, unless I try to use makeup or wear a dress/skirt then I'm a crossdresser.
So most of the time I look like a butch retarded woman.
This is how I look right from shower.
>>5770484
That gif. Is hilarious. But I feel bad for laughing.
>>5770472
let's see her compared to you then?
post pic
>>5770488
>pass in public
Dude, stop it.
We all seen your pics and you look like a guy who has burnt ramen for hair
>>5770494
no pic will be posted, it's just cavemangie
I will do ANYTHING for a pizza right now
>>5770497
post butt
>>5770493
Why feel bad?
>>5770488
You have a beergut, you have wider shoulders than Sheen and you have at least 5 chins.
You do not pass my man.
>>5770498
Who doesn't like muscles? On everyone they look great. Except Trans women. Waif mode engaged.
>>5770498
Nice bait
>>5770496
>being this upset because I don't like masculine looking women
Say that to my face on the irc faggot
>>5770499
How can I be sure I'll get the pizza if I do...
>>5770497
Will you even cuck sophie for a pizza cheska?
>>5770492
that's strange
my face is average at best, and I'm 70% masc on pictriev (large forehead, chin, jaw)
but I've proven irl that I pass, so I always wonder what poeple like you are doing wrong
>>5770509
I'll buy u pizza
>stop shitposting for a few hours
>come back and shitposting went up tenfold
???
>>5770512
Step it up shitlord
>>5770495
I don't even have to wear makeup. I'm just naturally androgynous enough to pass when dressing fem. And as much as you wish it weren't true, there's nothing you can do about it.
Fear not though, I'm cursed to always he terrified of men, relationships and bodily contact, so I'll be forever alone anyways, you can stop trying to fucking compete with me or whatever, ya petty ass bitch ass.
>>5770501
Sorry but none of those things are true. I'm sure you'll find a way to get over it tho. Posting old ass photos of me?
I'm curious yall. Do you shitpost about me every time this comes up purely because you're jealous of me physically, or did i say something to you that unleashed this autism? Because if the latter, i am super curious what i said that offended you this much.
>>5770512
>read that as spitroasting
wew
>>5770498
>turning cis jealousy and anger on another mtf.jpg
>>5770514
y-you too :')
>>5770517
agp as fuck fambroski
>>5770510
>what poeple like you are doing wrong
Need more surgeries. So come closer to cis looking.
I'm in this fucking middle point. Gays don't want me because I look like a female to them. I look too manly to hang out with cis girls and not feel dysmorphic.
>>5770515
>liking women who look like men
>>5770497
>anything
how about a job?
>>5770522
group photos are gonna kill me in the future
being tall and bigger than most ;~;
>>5770520
>being jealous of a cis woman who looks like a man
>>5770523
What are you on about nigga? Breeja is hot.
>>5770511
If you give me those 42 dollars I will put it towards getting a video of a tied up sophie being cucked by cheska.
>>5770523
how ironic :^)
>>5770509
idk what a sophie or a cheska is
>>5770511
Yes plzz
>>5770525
I applied for a job a few hours ago tyvm!!!
>>5770526
Tell me about it, 5'11 and I'm one of the biggest person in any given group that I hang out with.
>>5770526
At least you're not 2nd from the right.
>>5770474
I want to be a woman to be a woman. I wouldn't let a guy bang me but I would probably suck lots of cock.
I hate my body. Transitioning and passing isn't even an option for me which is why this is so devastating.
>>5770529
reminds me of a more buff Amy... .__.
>>5770534
I am 5'10'' and tower over most people for some reason. In heels I am over six feet tall :(
>>5770527
she's far better than you will ever be, remember that. bagging on random cis women won't fix your problems so i thought i'd comment. saying "this woman looks masculine so i can too" doesn't help your case either.
>>5770516
>>5770534
I'm 5'11" too
I'm gonna stick out so much unless I hang with mostly guys
>>5770541
You know what I am sick of? Straight guys constantly asking if its gay to fuck a tranny. God damn its so rude I want to strangle them.
>>5770547
Ok hon
>>5770546
You know what I am sick of? Straight guys like you taking hormones pretending to be a tranny. God damn its so rude I want to strangle them.
>>5770546
I know, right? It's pretty obvious it's gay.
>>5770550
But I am a girl.
>>5770546
it is kind of gay t b h. no matter how much trumpeting around we do about how womanly we are, we were born with male body parts
>>5770549
Nice bait kill yourself
>>5770544
Once in an elevator there were two cis 5.2 women and 5.3 manlet. After that I wanted to cry.
On the other hand on rare occasion I meet some 6.5 giant manly man and I feel so small and cute around him. ;_;
>>5770549
that's also ironic
inb4 "Ok hon"
>>5770552
lmao best joke i've heard all day
>>5770552
:^)
>>5770556
So what you are saying is that in order to feel cute you have to hang around men who wouldn't touch you with a 10 foot pole?
>>5770522
I like to shop and petite cis girls always impress me, but luckily there are plenty of regular size women that help skew the curve.
>trans do not have monopoly on bdd
you must realize that cis girls that are uggo and have terrible bodies are just as sad as anyone when they realize they can never look beautiful in certain clothing
>>5770556
Tell me about it. My sister is 5'2, mom is 5'3, dad is 5'7 and I'm 5'11. There was this beautiful, big, strong adonis in work yesterday and it nearly killed me.
>>5770563
Better than be around men below 6' :^)
>>5770552
Of course you are you neurotic sissy crossdresser.
>hons picking apart cis women to make themselves feel better
>tfw you look pretty much cis female and associate much more with them than the psychotic mtfs
>>5770556
yeah
worse thing is my self-perception of me is fucked so I literally imagine myself as towering (and being so much wider) than people who are like two inches smaller than me
I'm hoping HRT fucks me up to be a little shorter
>>5770552
Yeah you are.
>>5770565
>tfw shorter than all of my female relatives
>>5770558
Nice to know, hon :)
>>5770567
>those hand veins
woah dude
>>5770569
>implying we are hons
>>5770564
You'll be a kawaii anime girl one day.
>>5770572
What's heaven like?
>>5770564
>you must realize that cis girls that are uggo and have terrible bodies
Not were I live. But when I was in Belgium for my FFS I notice that how western women are a lot uglier and can't dress at all. I actually started to feel better being around them.
>>5770579
They are to cocks and we have them, forever and always.
>>5770573
lol fresh material there
>>5770569
>implying you're mtf
>>5770582
Terrible. I may be short but the rest of me is a disaster
>>5770585
what is srs?
>>5770579
penis is the epitome of masculinity, that's how it's gay. post op, the level of gayness decreases dramatically, but still stands the fact they once had a penis
>>5770583
Why try any harder? They are real girls after all.
>>5770586
Nice to know hon :)
>>5770590
Something you will never get.
>>5770592
Because other girl (including me) like to judge. Especially at office space.
>>5770587
true, nobody can tell i am mtf just by looking at me. i am pre op however so my sexual partners obviously know and that's a lot of people!
>>5770591
>once had
I wish I could refer to my tumor in the past tense
>>5770590
Still a cock
>>5770593
this is getting weak. as weak as a baby's fart. go on and live your hon life calling other people hons
>>5770588
I'll trade my height with you if you wanna take my skull. I look like Vinnie Jones spent 5 years banging his face off a wall.
>>5770598
I can
>>5770599
you seem to like showing it off for someone who hates it that much. are you sure you're not like, a cross dresser fetishist gone extreme?
>>5770600
not really, once the corpus cavernosum is cut out it ceases to be a penis
>>5770603
Ok hon :)
Better actually do some work. Later nerds.
>>5770601
>Stop being a town bicycle.
i'm a woman in her prime, early 20s and attending college. oh well, it's called being a normal girl
>>5770607
>I can
but you'd be too busy being jealous of another cis girl when you're looking at me
>>5770616
take care Mirin ^__^
Manlets should be forced to transition or be executed.
Good night /mtfg/
>>5770619
>postings anime
>normal girl
Uhhhhhhhh
>>5770619
>being a normal girl
That's not really true is it.
>>5770624
I agree, post is fishy
>watching mtf timelines on youtube and they made so much more progress than me
this is what hell feels like
>>5770533
what job
>>5770624
i'm the hot girl who is a nerd at heart, made up of equal parts sparkles, rainbows and fairies
>>5770625
it's really not any different than being a cis girl and i don't hook up with anyone from my campus
>>5770632
You have only yourself to blame.
>>5770636
Quit with the autism, Jormy
>>5770637
not really, most of them had mad amounts of cash to pour into surgery
>tfw would be kinda cute if I didn't have this hon nose
>>5770640
They also weren't cowards that didn't do anything towards their transition for years.
>>5770642
>tfw did so much towards transition and still don't pass
>>5770642
But the only reason I was a coward is that I am in a hostile environment. Most people who pass well had it pretty darn easy in most facets of their life.
>>5770645
No they didn't you just keep saying that to justify your own failure.
>>5770640
I'm working a minimum wage job, I don't live with my mom, supporting my partner in college, and I'll have saved up for ffs in three years. Quit your excuses.
Anyone here who doesn't like either vaporwave, death grips or sufjan stevens??
It seems to me like most of /mtfg/ have similar musical tastes.
>>5770644
tfw did nothing towards transition besides get hormones and pass gr8
>>5770648
Only trannies and /mu/tants like that shit.
>>5770648
>vaporwave
no
>death grips
ew no
>sufjan stevens
can hate on him, he makes some pretty good music that has some special meanings to me
>>5769881
Am i the only one who didnt get moody after taking HRT?
>>5770648
thrash metal is my favorite music
>>5770648
I hate death grips, do not like sufjan, and could take or leave vaporware.
I want to push oddish off a cliff
>>5770657
Is vapor wave just shoegaze? Without guitars?
Tfw your dick is huge but you wear tight pants anyway bc u just look like a femboy and it's ok to display it
I fucking hate everything
>>5770668
Given up on trying to act like an anime girl and back to being a cunt like before, my man?
NEW >>5770674
>>5770670
even me?
>>5770675
kayla, you are always thinking about your junk
Can someone make a new thread, I don't want to post in the retards.