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/mtfg/: agp edition

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/mtfg/: agp edition

▶Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
▶Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV (embed) (embed)
▶Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed) (embed)
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000 http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶MTFG Radio https://www.dubtrack.fm/join/mtfg
▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat #mtfg

NSFW images of SRS:
Suporn: http://imgur.com/a/uyukj
Chett and McGinn:http://imgur.com/a/6q7ao
Brassard:http://imgur.com/a/ihDCg
Misc SRS:http://imgur.com/a/6ueJD
Unknown SRS:http://imgur.com/a/f0jRN
Bowers:http://imgur.com/a/40Rri
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Previous thread: >>5751907
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Question for /mtfg/
Why does it seem like every single tranny has thigh highs like in the OP?
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>tfw edgar tier hon
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>>5753996
idk but i don't have them
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>>5753996
its a meme
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>>5753996
i have thigh highs too, they are comfy and hide my leg scars from a life of being forced to man up. I am willing to bet many of us have scarred up lower legs
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>>5753996
idk stopped liking them ages ago
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>>5753996
it's a meme that came out of the tacky and awkward sense of fashion commonly found in those in early stages
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>>5753996
Memes
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i want to punch kayla in his veiny meaty dick
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Not so fond of the rainbow ones (maybe a pride thing?), but thigh highs are in general pretty great.
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>NSFW images of SRS:
You should have included the images of Miss Cock: http://i.4cdn.org/lgbt/1455856536287.jpg
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>>5753965
It's a gesture of goodwill towards a person whom I'm normally pretty mean to, but legitimately do want to actually get better. Not everything is for the purpose of talking down to someone.
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>>5754009
>tfw 1 year
>tfw not even AA cup, just oversized nipples
Fuck you
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>tfw thigh highs and new house slippers
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>>5754027
That's not a girl penis.

>>5754029
>tfw 3 years hrt and look like my dad who's 43
>tfw look at least 10 years older than I am
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>>5754030
your legs are so manly lol
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I remember good old times when Miss Cock was just Bruce Jenner of mtfg, now he's Stefonknee of mtfg.
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>>5754038
bow down to miss cock and suck it
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>>5753721
dick-obsessed jerks like you make it harder for the good chasers like me to meet a nice trans girl to fall in love with.
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>>5754050
agp

A G P

A G P
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wow lilly you really are going hard in tha paint with shading me for no reason
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>>5754050
Wow no pls i'm asexual by choice and Eliot is a gross crossdressing faggot.
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>>5754028
obviously not everything is for the purpose of talking down to someone, i didn't imply that was the case every time. you came across that way here since i'm used to seeing you being resentful even at the slightest provocation. no worries if that's not how you meant it
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>>5754061
what are you even talking about sir ?
every anon is me now despite posting times not adding up ?
are you retarded or just trying to start shit ?
now go back to posting your sissy fet stories thanks
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>>5754072
chill out lilly, what do you gain from being an asshole to kayla?
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>>5754072
oh and you put trip back on right away lol
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>>5754076
kills time
>>5754077
sure bro
why would I have to go anon to point out what a disgusting fetishist you are ?
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>>5754081
You're a pretty cool trip lily.
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>>5754053
I propose we build a grand Colosseum to host gladiatorial chaser combat with the limitless love and adoration of transgirls being the prize for the victor. Only the strongest and most cunning will survive to claim their mtf harem.
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>>5754081
>kills time
you don't have to kill your time by being a source of displeasure for someone you know?
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hi girls how is everyone rn???
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>>5754090
Anon's can't earn good girl points.
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>>5754029
Boobs are mysterious. I hope your growth picks up.
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>>5754091
eh
feeling a little shit about my body atm
but better than usual
you?
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>>5754030
nice thigh highs!

I have ones that are the exact same colors
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>>5754081
well I forgot to refilter you after clearing my browsing data
filtered
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>>5754092
exactly, there's no identity attached to anything we are saying. that doesn't mean we can't express what we feel is right, by that individual in the said given time and setting
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>>5754030
wtf I have those exact ones did u steal mine
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>>5754064
I'm not entirely sure I'm ever actually resentful on here. What do I have to be resentful about?

>>5754091
K I T
Hi, I'm trapped in a bus depot partway through a 15 hour bus ride. How are you?
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HEY KAYLA REMEMBER TO FILL OUT THIS SURVEY:
>>5750290
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>>5754030
Cute. Surprisingly slender calves.
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>>5754102
cool story buddy
>>5754090
k suggest something else then
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>>5754081
could you stop being mean plz tku
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>>5754030
aww look people are being nice to you
see what good things happen when youre chill? keep it up
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>>5754112
killing time by being nice to people
>>5754119
people are still shitting on her though
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>>5754112
do something productive
ignore kayla and be nice to people you like instead?
like shit just chill out girlfriend
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A Local Man Called His Penis a She, Sources Say
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>>5754100
Hey Kuppy !!!
;~; i'm ok

i am still a bit tired from work butttt feeling pretty good rn. i hope you feel better soon ;~;


>>5754105
elannaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!

aaaa are you going home from your trip !!! i hope you gave her a hug from me ! 15 hr bus ride sounds horrible tho ;~; how much longer do you have to go??? i'm sure it was worth it tho :3


please be safe elanna
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>>5754121
Yeah but it's just a few anons and lilly t raging, no reason Kayla shouldn't stop being calm
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Tripfag genocide best day of my life.
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>>5754105
i could be a misled opinion that exaggerates and spills over to unrelated posts, i hope so for your own sake. i hope so for your own sake, but i have seen you show your fangs in the worst way possible when anons take their perverse entertainment in trolling you. maybe that's why they do it, you show it gets to you
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>>5754135
H'wat
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>>5754121
nice to who ?
>>5754125
gf is at gym atm
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>>5754127
fuck off rich homie
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Will we ever be girls? ;~;
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i want to put miss cock in the chastity cage
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>>5754130
How do I keep positive like you?
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>>5754143
yes just finish transitioning
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>>5754143
>we
speak for urself I am a girl
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>>5754112
i shitpost here too but i don't make it a personally vendetta. whether your distaste for kayla is genuine or not, saying whatever you want under the cloak of "this is only 4chan" is pretty toxic, i think you'd agree.

i don't know you well enough to suggest something fun. there are a lot of fun options out there
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>>5754143
Some of us make it and some get stuck as male forever like me.
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>>5754141
whats that have to do with anything???
seriously never thought id say this but "if you got nothing nice to say don't say anything"
not even sticking up for kayla, just don't want another thread full of negativity ok? lets talk about other shit.

anyone else get heart attacks before going to the salon to get touch ups?
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Is /mtfg/ dead?
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> Tfw your face 100% passes, but your body looks like that of a skinny guy instead of a girl.

If I did this even a single fucking year earlier, I'd probably have hips and this wouldn't even be a problem. Fuck, time to cry myself to sleep.
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>>5754155
>anyone else get heart attacks before going to the salon to get touch ups?
I did the first time
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>>5754160
who /virgin/ here?
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>>5754155
well as soon as I post something positive you anons jump around like vile cunts
so why should I share happy stuff ? ;)
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>>5754163
Youuu
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>>5754161
>tfw can only look andro when abusing angles and look 200% male otherwise
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>>5754146
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk i dont feel like i'm that positive desu. idk i just try and focus on other things if something is getting me down or just sleep or something idk. mainly i avoid the internet when im feeling bad so mb thats why you just never really see me really sad idk ._.;;

>>5754166
!! i hope everything is well with you :3
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>>5754160
who /not pure and proud/ here??
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>>5754164
>you anons
don't act like i represent a majority. i'm just a person and i'm just asking we just try not to shit on each other for the general good vibe. post something positive then. how're you and your gf? what gym do you go to btw?
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>>5754167
>>5754161
I don't know these feels.
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>>5754177
>don't act like i represent a majority.
not my fault you choose to be part of the crow
>how're you and your gf?
good,gf is going to move in with me while mum is at hospital and we gonna get out own apartment ones mum comes back out
>what gym do you go to btw?
none I have all the weights and stuff at home
gf goes to some gym chain
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>>5754173
Im reconnecting with old friends and things are finally getting rolling some rough stuff to deal with soon but its gonna be alright also ty based deng for 30 pts
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>>5754130
Yeah I am :3 I gave her lots of hugs yeah, it was a great time. I'm just getting back on the bus and getting ready for the final leg to Edmonton. 11 more hours to go x.x

Totally worth it, although I think next time I'll fly. At least there was ramen and shmups to kill time in Vancouver before catching the bus.

>>5754136
When I get pushed and am already in a bad mood I can get very nasty ;~;
Being here less seems to help with that.
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>>5754199
>not my fault you choose to be part of the crow
please don't try to use words to antagonize me and make it seem like i'm in some enemy group. why should i post with a name? too anxious for that. don't be so aggressive.
and considering trips came after anonymity i'd say you're following the crowd by using a name.
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I wish hrt had worked
I wish laser had worked
I wish I could afford more electrolysis despite the fact that every single jab with the hot needle is a reminder that I'm not a woman.
I wish I wasn't a failure
I wish I had the courage to kill myself
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>>5754212
Get shots fag
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>>5754199
>bitching out neutral anons
Your t rage is showing :)
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Passing is only possible if you can pass without hrt.
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>>5754173
Hiiii Kitttu It's been a while!
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OH BOY ITS KYLER X LALALARRY TIME
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>>5754167
> Tfw qt3.14 face.
> Skinny boy body.

Suffering. Seriously, if I was an absolute abomination I could finally closet this wish for the rest of my life and say 'well, it's impossible'. Inversely, if my hips weren't fused, then I could finally cure my dysphoria and body image issues, forever.

Instead, I doubt any guy will ever find me attractive. You don't understand how vexing this is, it's like being able to have only a single spoonful of icecream, and no more.
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>>5754161
>tfw never expected to become so huge due to puberty
Well fuck me
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>>5754143
Sometimes when I'm dreaming, I am this girl version of myself. I don't look that different, but it's like I don't have to try to pass. This is why I like sleeping for 12 hours because it helps me escape from shitty reality.
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>>5754208
not antagonizing you, just pointing out that by you remaining anon you are indistinguishable from the trolls and bitter hons in here
>>5754214
cool story bro and thank you for proving my point :)
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am i late for the circlejerk
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>>5754221
>tfw the face of a 35 years old man
>tfw 5´10" man body with 16" shoulders

Pig disgusting tbhon.
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>>5754227
Yes, go home now
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>>5754212
so you're not really dead. good.
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>>5754212
Welp glad to see that was a troll and you're still around at least. Try drugs though, they give a nice false sense of fulliment
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>>5754221
> Tfw qt3.14 face.
> Skinny boy body.

If this is in fact true, you shouldn't have any problem finding a guy who is attracted to you. It's really up to you whether you are picky or not.
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>>5754226
well i'm not
what happened to your mom? hope shes ok
i need to buy weights and resistance bands and learn good form.
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>>5754220
I'm just imagining the itchy and scratchy theme song now.
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I miss Violet...
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>>5754030
i loveyou
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>>5754241
>well i'm not
and that's good
>what happened to your mom?
rough heart surgery
>i need to buy weights and resistance bands and learn good form.
do it, it feels pretty good to have muscles again
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>>5754224
Personally, whenever I cry myself to sleep I wind up having varied nightmares at best. Sometimes it's somewhat bizarre, but still a borderline nightmare..

Literally no escape from the pain. I avoid the dreams by simply being too exhausted.
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>tfw the bus driver kindly reminds the bus multiple times over that taking drugs on the bus isn't permitted
Goddammit
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>>5754216
hiiiiiiiiiii nycteri !!!! how are you?? is everything good?? yeah it has been a while >< i guess i have been busy ._.;;
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>>5754261
Are you on anything right now?
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>>5754261
Jokes on him I took that acid before we got on
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>>5754261
>>5754261
elannaaaaaaaaaaaaa be safe pleasee !!!!
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>>5754261
post selfie
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>>5754215
That's not necessarily true, but passing pre-everything definitely made things easier for me.
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>>5754263
Noooo, but I both found it funny, and got a bit sad, because I thought getting really stoned would make the trip a lot more bearable. ;~;
Apparently it's a regular problem that people do drugs to pass the time on this route.

>>5754264
Kek

>>5754265
I'm safe kit don't worry ;~;

>>5754268
Pic related, I took a selfie rn :^)
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>>5754271
It is true though unless you start early, HRT does nothing.
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Why don't we just switch women (men?) with FtM brains with men (women?) with MtF brains?

Everyone would be happy!
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>>5754281
Because the recipient body would vomit that brain back up, and we'd all be dead.

If we could do that, a lot of us probably would.
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>>5754279
My boobs, butt and face would like to disagree... Fat redistribution was impressive when I regained weight after nearly starving myself to death.
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C-can someone give me hugs? I'm feeling a bit depressed today. Nowhere near as bad as a couple days ago when I was in utter despair, but I'm crying a bit.

Though, tears come easy on HRT in the first place.

>>5754289
How much weight did you gain and what's your height?

Should I be gaining weight? I'm at 120 lbs / 5'9".
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>>5754279
My post-pubescent boobs would like to have a word with you
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>>5754299
*hugs* Those days are hard. I'm sorry to hear.

As for your weight you could do for 10 more lbs. I'm 5'9 as well at 112 and going for 130.
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>>5754289
Good for you hon, I might be immune to hrt then because I only got manlier.

Had better chances at passing at 3 months hrt than I do now at 3 years.
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>>5754299
120 is light for 5'9", I was a spooky skeleton at 130 and 5'10”
Also, *hug*
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>>5754315
How light could I get at 5'11"?
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>>5754319
Try for ~145lbs.
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>>5754311
before after pics plz. not sure this is possible. are you sure the pills were legit?
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>>5754322
Is that a healthy weight?
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>>5754315
>>5754319
I'm 5'11" and 120 pounds.
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>>5754327
Well on the plus side, when you gain weight, HRT will make it look better on you than it did before.

Maybe.
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>>5754327
Just how?
Could I achieve something like that with a body this huge?

https://unsee.
nigutopa/
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>>5754323
Too spooky but it's def possible.
>are you sure the pills were legit
No

My nose also got bigger after hrt.
Probably got all the changes from hrt in 3 months and then nothing else but even then I look almost the same on pics from when I was 18 and 3 months hrt at 20, only laser made a difference really.
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>>5754329
>>5754330
I've been severely underweight my entire life. I eat and treat my body not that great either. Doctors worry for me.
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>>5754334
Get addicted to pizza.
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>>5754327
me 2, probably less then 120 now tho
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>>5754325
It's a bmi of 20.2. I mean, that's not a great scale, but it's technically a healthy weight. You could aim for 135, really.
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>>5754339
...I mean the bmi scale is kinda bad, not the 20.2 reading. You can get down to 18.5 before being in the 'underweight' category, and even that's kinda bullshit.

ur favourite anime girls are 16.8, desu.
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>post picture on this board
>"wow you're cute"
>"definitely andro and since you've only just started hrt you'll totally pass"
>"you're gonna be a qt girl"
>feel good and happy and confident and stuff when people say these things
>one person says "you need longer hair to even try to pass plus you have cursed man jaw"
>freaking out
>want to die

ugh
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Can trannies be late bloomers? I'm close to a year into HRT and I don't even have A cups...
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>>5754343
It's not unheard of
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Only like one of my friends went to the reunion. Shoulda expected my high school friend not to come I guess, they were all nerds.

My mtftmtf friend from high school gave me a lift there then ran away when we got to the bar though ;~;
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>>5754016
>>5754017
>>5754007
>memes
That's a shame :(
I love thigh highs
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>>5754346
Was the password shemale
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Btw, if your hip bones are already fused, the only major thing that will actually change is fat redistribution. Often, girls with mannish bodies can hide alot of them by becoming slightly overweight, but aside from that, the more fat you add after you're on a decent dosage, the more curves you can have. Bust, butt, fat on the hips, and thighs, all of them can be greatly enhanced just by taking on 10 lbs.

I mean, look at how much fat 10 lbs is. It's distributed throughout your body, but depending on your genes, that can move you up an entire cup size and give you a better silhouette.

Also, keep in mind if you're severely underweight, gain the weight slowly because your body has a tendency of storing fat near the stomach for fast consumption into energy when you have a long-term calorie deficit.
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>>5754346
Was it boring?
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>>5754341
Manjaw is easily fixed with minor, cheap FFS (bone shaving).

Literally easiest shit.
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>>5754346
wait, your back?
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>>5754346
How did it go Jörmy?
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>>5754343
I seriously hope so anon ;~;

im counting on it
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>>5754355
Try eating a lot Gem
See if that helps
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>>5754343
Consider the following: you're effectively going through puberty a second time. Girls don't typically go from nothing to D cups overnight, it's over several years.

Especially if you're underweight and start gaining weight, you'll probably net +1 size, easily.
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>>5754350
The problem is I have serious trouble maintaining my weight due to me just having a shitty appetite
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>>5754348
Nah it was futanari

>>5754351
>>5754354
Coulda been worse, talked to one of my besties for a while

>>5754353
Well I'm sure people wanted to know the thrilling conclusion to my reunion, didn't want to leave them hanging
>tfw everyone recognised me instantly and called me my boyname
At least I passed to the bartenders ;~;
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>>5754357
Im trying

Ive been eating fast food every morning before work for a few weeks and the past week ive eaten to the point where itd be physically painful to eat more on several occasions, and it looks like my chest is smaller if anything
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>>5754362
i'm very happy you are back you were and still are my most favorite trip
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>>5754362
Did you wear a cute dress?

>>5754363
Just give it time, I'm sure you'll have boobs soon
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>>5754363
That's called malnutrition, you're starving yourself by eating a shitty, unbalanced diet. You don't gain weight by eating trash. You gain weight by eating more of the good stuff, and more often. Especially proteins, grains, and rice, since they're all high cal.
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>>5754360
I guess... it just seems like everyone gets most of theirs in the first year or so
I've gone from low-normal to high-normal, BMI-wise. At this point I'm hoping to lose a little bit of weight, actually, so I'll get no more help from there
Anyways, it does kind of make sense... I appreciate the reassurance
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What does Jormy look like? I'm curious.
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>>5754371
imagine the cutest girl you've ever seen x10
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>>5754366
You have shit taste in trips desu

>>5754367
I wore skinny jeans and a plaid top, I don't really like dresses. My mtftmtf friend wore a fancy dress though, looked like something from The Great Gatsby

>>5754371
me irl
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>>5754368
Im sorry im poor and too tired to cook healthy meals everyday

Anything you'd recommend? Because im too dumb to get my shit together and do everything I can to gain some weight

>>5754371
an australian elf
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>>5754377
Haha jormy looks like a GIRL
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>>5754380
Did anyone call you out for being trans?
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dead thread, dead sobriety
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tfw look exactly the same as you did five years ago

https://unsee.
cc/dogipuna/
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>>5754383
pls no bully

>>5754384
Nope, I think a lot of people already know tho
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Does anyone play on the minecraft server still? I never see it in the OP lately.
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>>5754403
They were probably all stunned by your qtness that they didn't talk to you :3
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>>5754407
I don't think anyone played on it when it was in the op
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>how I'll look in 2 years
pls end my life
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>>5754423
You'll be fine.
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>>5754423
>pls end my life

don't be lazy, do it yourself
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>>5754341
Just keep doing what you're doing. I looked like shit when I was 1 year on HRT but I kept trying and now (3 years, partial FFS), I kind of pass.
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>>5754429
but I want to involve the community in wholesome activities
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why so dead
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>>5754440

then host a sudoku pact where everyone can join in
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what dosage of xanax are you guys on, i got 0.25mg :/
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>>5754445
All things must come to an end anon
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>tfw want thigh highs but don't want to be agp
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>>5754457
>caring what others think and labels
Just do et senpai
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>>5754450
im on 1.5 mg klonopin
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>>5754457
Compromise with knee highs

Fuck i passed out and its cold af im going to sleep bitches
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>>5754457

just don't jerk off while you're wearing them and you should be fine
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>>5754463
>just don't jerk off while you're wearing them
then what's the fucking point?
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is it hugboxing if young children (4 & 6) look at an old photo of you and say they don't know who it is?
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>>5754482
yes, beat them or at the very least REEEE at them
>>
G'morning
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>want to lose weight
>keep dieting for a while
>get really depressed one day and stop caring about anything, who cares how you look if youre just going to kill yourself anyway
>eat a ton of crap
how do you stop doing this
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>>5754491
good night

I'm going to bed, but you have a good day nice trip that I've never talked to before in my life :)
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>>5754495

persistence, i guess. just keep trying until you build up some momentum and it eventually sticks
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>>5754496
Well now you have! Sweet dreams gem (pretty name) catch you another time.
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kayla let me suck your cock
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>>5754523

cock is not the preferred nomenclature. feminine penis, please
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>>5754482
I've had a lot more disturbing. I keep a picture of my long dead love as a wallpaper. And I've been asked quite a few times if it was an old picture of me...
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So bored!!!
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which ffs surgeon should i go to, money is not an issue, i need to know who the best is
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>>5754531
Dr Ousterhout
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>>5754531
From what I gather, Bart is the best option if you need extensive work. I think I'll get my facial surgery from a good, non-FFS specialist plastic surgeon. The looks I wish I had are rather far from current feminine canons.
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Your bones are scraped clean by the desolate wind. MTFG will now surely die... as you have...
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>>5754534
>>5754535
only hons choose someone other than spiegal
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>>5754540
>the desolate wind will clock my bones for all eternity
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>>5754540
I welcome death with open arms. To feel it's sweet embrace.
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>>5754545
>surgeon who barely changes anything
>good
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>>5754545
Honestly, I already pass 100%. I definitely want surgery to be even more beautiful, but it's not FFS I need.
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>>5754549
>implying FFS saves you from hondom
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hey anyone want me to be their gf
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>>5754555
Where do you live?
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>>5754545
Thats what ive heard, that spiegal is the best, i dont want too much done, mostly chin work, and forehead, maybe my nose as well, just trying to decide who to set up consults with
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>>5754559
long island
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>>5754561
kiwi?
>>
Ok first step to improving my life, made a list of everything i need to do, now i just have to stick with it, thats the hard part
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>>5754564
no
>>
I thought i was a femboy but in a weird abstract way i kind of see myself as a girl after 9 months HRT

I dont look like a girl, i have shortish air and dress like a boy, i look like a dyke crossed with a 15 year old boy, but HRT made me feel okay about my face, i like it now

It's just i hate how wide my shoulders, chest and lats are, and how narrow my hips are and how square my body is and my big feet and hands, and how tall i am and i'm really starting to feel weird about my manly voice

You win faggots, im scared, i admit it i think the tranny in denial thing might have been true but i dont know what to do
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holy crap guys makeup is soooooo expensive... i don't know how i'm going to afford being at least a semi presentable semi passing tranny..
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>>5754575
idk, suck some dick i guess
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>>5754580
All memes aside i'm too ashamed of my body to ever think of having sex, plus even though i've seen pictures of myself and i see myself in the mirror im super scared they'll be disgusted by how manly some of my features are
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>>5754560
Well if you don't even remotely pass then by all means go to someone else and hope for a miracle, some have actually come out very nicely.

>>5754576
Let's be real, HRT saved you from hondom, even if it took you 3+ years. Despite a masculine side profile, you looked like a girl from the front before even going into FFS.
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>>5754143
like ur gif
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>>5754589
I pass decently, i havent actually been misgendered yet and i dont really consider myself fulltime, probably because im young and hrt sorta works after 2 years, i just wanna round out some of my features to make myself happy when i look in the mirror
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>>5754575
>9 months of HRT
>okay guys I guess I might be trans :c
lol
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>>5754575
epic copy pasta homie
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>>5754598
I thought i was trans when i started and then decided i wasnt and i didnt feel depressed or self conscious anymore, but the hrt made me like how i looked in the mirror

But here i am again, except now i look sliiiightly better, my body is still disgusting and i still cant seem to sort my shit out family
>>5754603
I wish it was just pasta
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>>5754608
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>>5754534
I thought Dr sameface retired?
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>>5754620
He is mentoring Deschamps iirc he still charges a stupid amount for ffs though
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>>5754614
>tfw not cute
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>>5754608
Maybe it's time to start seeing a therapist. It helps having someone that's properly trained to help sort out your feelings.
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>>5754614
What if I don't into cute?
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Why this thread is so dead?
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>>5754638
then you take solace knowing you don't look like me
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>>5754642
There's worse people to look like my friend
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>>5754641
Idk lol ;~;
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>>5754647
if he lost weight, got rid of the stash and did something about those eyebrows he'd be fine
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does anyone else have like major money management problems? i just spent like $100 bucks on makeup and a phone case and some new pantsu for basically no reason at all. how do i control myself?

>>5754579
no its not... you can get the basics for probably around 30 or 35 bucks or so that will last you a while. the only think you really should have to buy often is your foundation. the rest should last you a good while if you arent wasting it.

>>5754624
>>5754614
>tfw your opinion of yourself is entirely dependent on what other people think

>>5754608
this is like a very important part of your life, don't look for advice from 4chan, go speak to a professional (/).-)

>>5754641
because its like 4-6am in america and there are no transgirls in europe that come here because slavs and muslims are trying to behead them all.
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>>5754651
He ain't trans
he's just the average /pol/tard

>>5754649
I'm gonna get a surgeon to install a steam locamotive so I can finally be the train I've wanted to be
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>>5754657
in a view of general attractiveness it's all he needs to fix that appearance
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>>5754652
>how do i control myself?
sorry, I don't know either
>tfw your opinion of yourself is entirely dependent on what other people think
but other people think I'm cute .-.
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>>5754660
Well
at least you don't look like BJ Blazkowicz
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>>5754657
>not electric
Not TruTrains™
Besides, those pistons are surgical hackjobs anyways, they don't even self lubricate.
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>>5754665
It's the only thing insurance will cover ;~:
>tfw not Japanese so I can't get bullet train surgery
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>>5754664
Honestly, with electrolysis, FFS, some makeup and a wig, that guy could easily look like Claudia Schiffer...
>>
>>5754673
In the face maybe. How do you fix his body?
>>
>>5754673
The guy is 6'3" and 245 pounds of muscle
a true nazi killing machine
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>>5754652
>>5754633
I dont want to go back to therapy desu it's embarrassing and humiliating
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>>5754670
Don't let your dreams be dreams Kuppy. Turn your shinCANTsen into a shinCANsen
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>>5754678
>tfw cry like a bitch and shake the entire time
>>
It's 7am and I just started drinking
woohoo?
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>>5754680
>you will always be a shitty Aussie train
y live?
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>>5754677
I was joking... The sad thing is, I played Wolfenstein 3D before quite a few /mtfg/ posters were born...
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>>5754680
Shein can sin?
>>
>>5754678
You're in a situation where going it alone is both unpleasant and risky. Being trans isn't the end of the world (despite what you'll read here), but it's very important that you have some way of working through the feelings, and a therapist is the most straightforward way of getting this.
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>>5754689
yeah I'm a god damn young-in
I can't even remember 9/11
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>4 bottles of wine
>very little water
absoltuley no hangover
do i have a superpower or something?
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>>5754683
I used to shake and couldnt make eye contact and used indirect sentences like referring to gender problems as it and referring to me as you or someone as if it's hypothetical, it was humiliating, i hated sharing those secrets

I never said the words 'i am trans' or anything similar. My shrink did make me cry with a few questions but i choked it back and played it cool
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Hey /mtfg/

what's up ?
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>>5754664
WITNESS ME
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>>5754697
I'm flooded by memories of the 80s lately. There are few people here I can really share those with...
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>>5754696
Im going to be honest

It sounds hard and i dont want to do it
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>>5754700
Hey, we haven't met. Nice to meet you. Not much by me wbu?
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>>5754700
Are you in Seoul, I met your girl here today names marina, like 5'2" really pretty?

But ya my day is going pretty well I went to North Korea today so that's cool.
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>>5754702
80s wtf?? I don't even think I know someone who was alive in 80s who isn't a professor of my parents.
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>>5754701
Don't see why you can't pass desu
Don't take photos that close btw, can distort your features moreso

>>5754702
I kinda feel out of place for being so young
most people here are in their 20s
Think the closest person to my age here is Yume
>>
please someone talk to me about anything it would help greatly
>>
>>5754716
theres always carol and pookie if she still comes here
>>
>>5754696
Well, I did my transition the rogue way, it's possible, but you have to know what you're doing and be really secure about your identity. Self-medding then getting a tailor made HRT script from a GP by leveraging the Hippocratic oath. Then dictating my referral letters to shrinks who never looked into my gender issues. And bullshitting my banker into loaning me enough money for SRS.
Being gatekept when I was young is a really bad memory. I didn't want to deal with that crap again.
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>>5754719
How old is Carol?
Pookie left right?
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>>5754698
>ywn be a degenerate hamster girl
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>>5754699
>I never said the words 'i am trans' or anything similar.
I didn't either. I don't even think I said I wanted to be a woman. It was just kind of all implied and looming in there with us and we talked about the worst times I was depressed and why I was depressed then instead.
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>>5754431
I'm on the same age timeline as you... I'm a year in now, does it get better?

I feel like I'll never be ma'amd. However, store clerks and such no longer gender me, yet anyone in a room with me and my S.O. (he has a super gay fairy voice) I'd like, "oh, you're his boyfriend"
>>
>>5754706
hey, nice to meet you too
well, i'm bored and have so much to do but i don't really want't to

>>5754712
nope, i'm super ugly, 5'10" and live in germany
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>>5754715
I was born in 78... Been on 4chan since 2004. Yup, I'm old. Definitely older than I look, at least.
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>>5754698
hi hailey i wish we still talked
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>>5754718
What kinds of things do you like to eat anon? Also tell me about ur dream boy/girl
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>>5754701
>that facial hair pattern
Is this what laser results look like intermittently? Because it looks like you grow facial hair like a 14 year old boy.
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>>5754728
who r u
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>>5754727
78???? You're like twice my age jeeze. Gratz on transitioning so late, took grit to survive so long not transitioning or killing yourself I'm sure.
>>
>>5754698
y'know its funny i realized i had a picture of you from a little bit ago and man you're pretty ugly arent you?
>>
>>5754730
Yeah. Laser makes your face look ridiculous until the fifth or sixth session...
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>>5753964
Please stop implicating the rainbow socks in agp-ness. They are the mark of a trutrans
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>>5754716
countless reasons beyond my face. I take pictures close because lets be real they're still a thing people can see
>>5754730
I haven't had laser
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>>5754730
>grow facial hair like a 14 year old boy.
in which world do 14 year olds grow facial hair like that
>>
>>5754735
Maybe I should just save up money and not work for a year.

>>5754737
So it just grows like that naturally? Are you on hrt?
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I come here and post sometimes because I find trans people fascinating and interesting. Not in a novelty sense, but I feel somewhat compelled by the lives you endure on a daily basis. I feel empathetic for the hardship you people have to endure.

Although I'm sure exactly to what extremes, it must be a lot to deal with. I'd imagine many aspects of your lives are deeply impacted by your gender identity. Mainly due to the fear of rejection and the attitude of people who are simply close minded and sometimes even hateful. Even going to school to get a decent education to plan for a decent life, getting a job to survive make the ends meet must be really difficult. I understand this battle.

I think I feel this empathy with transgender people because I myself had a hard life. I still do. I don't like too many people and I'm not used to maintaining long term friendships. Growing up, I've been a damaged person. I remember as a 10-year-old kid in elementary school, listening to melancholic songs on the stereo and slipping into a depression. I won't bore you with the details of life, but know that my life has been hard too.

Perhaps what's surprising about you is how kind hearted you can be despite all your troubles. Sometimes I am in an awe of how much warmth can transpire out of people with a lot of struggles. In many aspects, you people are stronger than anyone I've met.

Please continue to be nice to each other. It's a nice thing to witness. When you feel shitty, please remember being unnecessarily harsh to others won't solve anything. Rather, it's a temporary solution which creates a toxic environment for yourself and your moment in life you'll wish to forget.

Love,
Anonymous
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>>5754741
>So it just grows like that naturally?
yes
>Are you on hrt?
not yet
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>>5754733
Not really. I've been surviving in a haze after bad shit wrecked my life back in 99. Only "woke up" from it three years ago. I'm kind of missing a decade and a half in my life...
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>>5754740
It's all sparse and shit. Maybe I just have "good" beard genes.
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>>5754726
Yessss high five for shirking responsibilities. When I have things to do I like to hide under a blanket on my couch with my cats and watch Netflix.
>>
;)
(;
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>>5754729
right now pizza sounds really good. i usually eat pasta when im really upset, if i can manage to eat. I like fish a lot and raw vegetables.
i want someone who will make me feel like im not worthless
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>>5754751
Do you live somewhere that you can get fresh fish? It sounds like you have a super healthy and Mediterranean diet
>>
>>5754746
oh yeah, the "good" beard genes
i'm kinda lucky, i only have a moustache and a neckbeard
but that doesn't matter when my face is pretty much as manly as it can be

>>5754749
yeah, that's what i want to do
especially since my mother yells at me all day already
>>
>>5754732
doesn't really matter. you deleted me and thats okay im not very entertaining. i just wanted to let you know that i think you're a good person and i enjoyed talking with you and you kept me company when i really needed it. so thanks for that, i wish you the best.
>>
>>5754752
no i live in a landlocked state but i don't know the difference between fresh and not fresh so I guess it's okay. I suppose my diet is usually pretty healthy, but I've been eating things that are high in fat and stuff hoping it will help make my boobs bigger and redistribute fat haha
>>
>>5754756
You could always punch in her yelly jaw. That'd learn her.

>>5754751
I'm making a baked salmon risotto tonight you should come over
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>>5754763
I don't think I've ever had risotto. tell me about it?
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>>5754766
Risotto is great
it's like rice mixed with all sorts of ingredients
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>>5754664
With enough HRT, LHR, FFS we can do anything!
>>
>>5754742
Thank you for the kind words and the lovely sentiments, Anon. They are appreciated.
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>>5754766
Well risotto is a special kind of rice, cooked in a broth that seals in all the flavour. It's so delicious. I usually make it with vegetable stock. I keep all my leftovers frozen and make the stock from scratch. I bake the salmon with cream cheese and chive. That gets put in with the rice making a rich creamy savoury dish.
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>>5754774
10/10 photo shop
saved desu
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>>5754779
Not gonna lie I did that to my face more than I want to admit. The shit goes back when I didn't even know what trans means.
>>
>>5754781
I guess that's where you acquired those photoshop skills
What's LHR mean btw?
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>>5754774
>mfw
>>5754784
Laser Hair Reduction I assume, I prefer to substitute it with Laser Hon Retribution
>>
>you will never be held in the arms of a man bigger than you
>he will never assure you that you're beautiful
I want to disappear
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>>5754725
>does it get better?

Yes in my case a switched from meme Spiro to Cypro. Also I put big focus on facial hair removal and eyebrows.

Do everything what you can to look good with your shitty situation.

>>5754786
kek
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Potassium came. Is it a bad idea?
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>>5754788
>switched from meme Spiro to Cypro
so no one ever give values on the difference so is there actually a major difference/advantage beyond cypro not being a diuretic and having a smaller dosage? or is this another ebin maymay
>>
>tfw i will never pass :(

>>5754791
cypro is still shit but better than spiro

on the other side i hope i can get gnrh analogue when i go official
>>
>>5754791
>>5754793
Don't get me wrong cypro is a pure poison and I feel depressed all the time because of it. But it seems I feminise better on it.

But my SRS is this year so I don't care anymore.
>>
>>5754790
>Potassium
Potassium is poisonous at a high level
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>>5754801
nice dude you got the meme

cngrts
>>
>>5754768
>>5754777
ahh wow that sounds really good. i had some kind of rice once that was like thick and creamy it was yummy. wish you could share it with me. thanks for being nice to me, maddie and mirin.
>>
>>5754798
>already had FFS
>gets SRS this year

some people just have all the luck
>>
>>5754803
I'm not Maddie
I'm Kuppy
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>>5754802
>>5754801
But really as much as it may seem I'm memeing, I'm not. I've been on Spiro for about a year and a few weeks ago I bought this and I'm wondering what would it be like if I took them. How quickly would it happen?
>>
>make ok cupid
>only visited by hons
why
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>>5754806
maddie was also talking to me. and don't worry kuppy, I notice you. I expressed my gratitude towards you in an earlier thread : )
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>>5754808
your heart would just stop

like, literally

and you would die from heart failure
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>>5754809
>making a dating app profile
unless you know how to manipulate strangers for free dates or you actually pass irl then I can almost guarantee you that you are wasting your time
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>>5754811
Thank you. That doesn't sound painful. I'll honestly think it over
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>>5754808
why did you buy potassium while being on a diuretic that inhibits potassium from leaving your body?
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>>5754816
i really just wanted to meet friends and im too scared to do it in real life


like id ve fine if they didn't pass but theyre like susans tier hons
>>
>>5754808
>>5754818
It's the same death they've used for people on lethal injections. probably still painful.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyperkalemia
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>>5754819
Because I've honestly ruined my life so I don't see the point anymore
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>>5754818
Anon what the hell don't kill yourself yet. Tell me how fucked up life you have first.
>>
>>5754820
hons are the most likely to search for other transpeople
younger trans normally don't do stuff like that afaik
>>
I remember clearly that I was dreaming something stupid but it's left me
>>
>>5754809
If it still works like it used to, you have a hidden attractiveness score that starts at 0 for a new account. Your profile mostly gets shown to people who are in the same "attractiveness league". Score slowly increases with how many people like you.
I mostly get beautiful girls in my results, but no one ever writes given my profile is designed to not-so-subtly instill the notion I'm a dangerous psycho in order to keep people away...
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>>5754791
Cypro is, in addition to being a more potent anti-androgen, an aggressive assault on your liver. Highly recommend scheduling an orchi (or other genital fix) within a year of starting it. Signs of damage start to become common even at the doses we take after just a couple years.

That said, you can now have bananas again. In addition to all its other effects, cypro acts as a mild progestin, contributing to slightly "fuller" breast growth (that has been both widely experienced and never scientifically proven) and nipple development.
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G'night /mtfg/
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>>5754831
>not-so-subtly instill the notion I'm a dangerous psycho
pls do us a favor

leave and dont come back
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>>5754839
im sick of everyone being mean for no good reason here
why do you guys post stuff like this
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>>5754839
Not going to happen...
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>>5754828
I've been on hormones a year, still get constantly called a boy. I was abusive to the one person I've ever loved. I've literally never felt love for anyone else, family is worthless to me and this is the only person to ever accept me and now they're gone. I'm never going to be accepted and I'm constantly chasing after the idea of passing but honestly it's never going to happen, and even if it did, would I even be happy? I could never really be satisfied with my body or life, and now I'm alone, so really, what's the point?
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>>5754846
is that you
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>tfw you dont have to pretend youre voting for trump anymore
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>>5754825
It can't be too painful if it's used for lethal injections
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>>5754846
>tfw even late transitioners pass better than me
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>>5754844
What I don't get is that they don't even seem to realize I'm genuinely amused by their poor attempts at bullying...
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>>5754850
Yes, that's beautiful me.
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>>5754857
actually they give you something else so you're unconcious
i've heard it's one of the worst kinds of death because your body cramps up till your heart stops/you suffocate
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>>5754846
i don't know why but i feel the need to tell you that i dislike your fashion sense.
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>>5754864
I don't know. I don't even know if I care, once it's over I won't feel anything anyway
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could i take a ton of klonopin and drink a lot so i pass out right after i take all my spiro and then id basically just pass out and never wake up
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>>5754868
You'll probably puke up the Spiro before it does any real damage
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>>5754802
well I would think you would be using it for weight loss but you're a trannie the only self improvement you are capable of is suicide
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>>5754834
Good night love

>>5754803
No problem. Hope whatever wrong gets better soon
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>>5754844
I hope youre joking

this isnt elanna, this person is literally a psycho
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>>5754866
This. The fuck even is that a children's size rain jacket?
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>>5754804
Some people just work hard
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>>5754868
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>>5754880
>weight loss
fuck that, im a twig
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who /femininegaypretendingtobetranstofuckstraightmen/ here? am I the only one?
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>>5754886
but i want to go back to school ...
i mean, i have enough for FFS but i want SRS too

why can't things just be easy
even if public health care pays for SRS the waiting list for the only good surgeon here is 3 years, and that's after you have all the papers, which will need another 1,5 years
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>>5754892
basically the same thing anyway desu
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>>5754892
>femininegaypretendingtobetranstotrickstraightmenintobecominggay
that's the defintion for trans so you're not to far off
source: www.myass.com
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>>5754898
Thats pretty rough
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>>5754890
good meme
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>>5754898
And what I have to say? My friends from Western Europe get covered on everything (BA, LHR, SRS, FFS) and I need pay for it out of pocket. I don't even earn in $ or €.
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>>5754917
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>>5754914
don't know what to do actually, maybe i should just cut everything off, so i'm done with all that bs

>>5754918
i live in europe and FFS is actually not covered
and LHR is covered after 1 year rle without hormones
BA is only covered when you're not even an AA Cup

also you have to do 1 year RLE before hormones, you can't even buy them legally before
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>>5754918
Polish?
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>>5754918
>FFS
>covered by public healthcare in Europe
If that was true, it would be cheaper to immigrate to Europe than to go there to get surgery.

Where do you get your FFS money, anyway?
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>>5754927
LHR?
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Daily reminder that FFS and SRS are covered by Medi-Cal
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>tfw you get told to kill yourself by another trans girl you meet at the bar.
What's the point anymore with this life?
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>>5754944
>FFS
what?
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Im being a fucking retard aren't I. God im so insecure that somebody could like me that 2 days of them not texting me automatically means in my head they don't want to see or talk to me again.
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>>5754890
i like this meme.
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>>5754927
where do you live?
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>>5754942
Laser Hair Removal

>>5754956
germany
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>>5754946
Yup, they literally cover everything
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>>5754949
>clingy trannies
my fave tbqh
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Should I just kill myself?
Why continue this pain?
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>>5754962
hi im a clingy tranny
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>>5754966
pls b in cali
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>>5754957
>germany
fuck. but i get my hormones without RLE. i'd like to ask you how you like the name i may choose because i'm anxious i'll come of as snowflakey or if it's a dumb name. how do you like Tamara?
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>>5754970

wtf? i thought health insurance in most of europe covers HRT...
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>>5754972
yeah, it does. where did i leave a different impression?
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>>5754965
no
because being trans is cool
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>>5754982
Surely you jest
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>>5754984
not really, all i do is sit around and cook and fuck other trans girls and the worst thing i have to do is homework (bane of my life)
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>>5754988
You jest hard
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>>5754970
i know like 3 girls named Tamara so it's not snowflakey at all
pretty common actually

ok, actually most psychotherapists who know about trans stuff will give you hormones before a year RLE
but they won't give it to you until you present as female
and beard removal is still at least 1 year RLE (which is the worst, like holy shit, why ?)

oh, and i'm self medding, so fuck the (medical) system (a bit at least)
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MtF G's, I've been wondering, who's got the best badonk here?
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>>5754992
not really

im worried about my face bones a little but california's public insurance system covers FFS so...
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>>5754918
> My friends from Western Europe get covered on everything
well there seem to be big differences...
I didn't even get laser covered.
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>>5754998
Dph does yo
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>>5754931
>Where do you get your FFS money, anyway?
I have a job. They pay me 1200 €
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>>5754993
haven't met a Tamara yet and my mom doesn't like it (though i don't like Paula or Sarah, her contributions). idk the name just stuck with me after i looked at some almost a year ago.

beard removal is horrible, my therapist said something about some hairs may diminish so they won't cover it until the year is over. but i have beard shadow ffs!
i'm too dumb to self med, how's it going for you?
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>>5754998
Raifu
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>tfw afraid of my dad but can't afford to live by myself
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>>5755008
I knew a Tamara, she was lovely.
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>>5755008
yeah my beard shadow is pretty horrible so i paid for laser sessions myself, but i need electrolysis because a lot of my beard is blonde

i think Tamara is nicer than Paula or Sarah, especially since you can shorten it to tamy, which is really cute

self medding isn't going too well, i'm super paranoid because i don't really know too much about the levels
at first i took 50mg cypro and 6mg e, then i shortened to 25mg cypro because i had a few shitty things happening, but now i feel like it's probably not enough and i just don't know what to do
and i feel like nothing's really happening, i mean my body hair thinned out and my boobs grew a bit, but i'm not sure, probably i could do better
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>>5754999
Even with ffs, I still don't pass
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>>5755019
proofs
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>>5755016
Self-medding is one thing (the medical system is unreasonably scared of prescribing drugs we need), but not having bloodwork done is another thing entirely. Principles of harm reduction require that your GP (or pretty much any medical practitioner in the business of running such tests) help you get your hormone levels and liver enzyme status.
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>tfw you get grabbed by the ears or the hair while giving a blowjob
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>>5755026
>tfw it's by a cute girl with an eight inch girltinkler
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>>5755025
fuck that, i just don't care anymore, i'll go legit in a few months anyway
but i have to come out to my parents and grandparents first so i can do the stuff which my therapist wants me to do so he'll prescribe me hormones
and i'm just too scared to come out to anyone
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tfw no way of getting money..
tfw stuck looking like a teenage boy with tits forever
existence is pain
can't stand looking in the mirror every morning to get ready
so sick of being alive
I'm going to do it one of these days, mtfg. I want to have a good impact on a little ttans community. I hope someone will miss me when I go.
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>>5755026
>tfw they use your hair to face fuck you
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>>5755022
Ffs doesn't fix hons
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>>5754965
i ask myself the same question every day

i think i might as well do it now
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>>5754998
Raifu
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>>5755033
wanna have hot transbian sex bby
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>>5755016
i don't know if i can pay for laser, how much did it cost? and that sucks, why don't you try to go official? if you're self-medding already it should be pretty easy?
that's what i am afraid of. i took spiro for a couple months and i was too afraid to go to a doctor to check my levels so i'd rather go official right away.
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>>5755016
>i think Tamara is nicer than Paula or Sarah, especially since you can shorten it to tamy, which is really cute
oh, and thank you. Marina is cute too :)
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>>5755046
the only laser place where i live is expensive af
i paid 150€ per session and every 5th sesssion is for free

i'm going official already, but i had to wait 5 months to get a therapist, and i'm starting official therapy in 2 weeks, but first i have to get through diagnosis in which he tests if i'm really trans and after that he wants me to come out and then i can get hormones, but not before
and coming out is hard

>>5755049
thanks
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>>5755036
>tfw they make you want it
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>>5755065
>tfw you already currently want it
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>>5755063
>150€ per session
sounds normal, mine cost 120€ per session ._.
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>>5755076
>>5755063
The fuck I pay like $100 dingo dollars per session but I'm guessing the clinic I go to might not be the greatest
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>>5755076
I managed to get a package of 6 for €400, I feel kinda lucky now.
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>>5755076
then there will be FFS for around 20.000€ and SRS for around 18.000€
if i was cis, i could like drive a brand new car and designer clothes only
but nope, i'm trans and i have to pay it all to be less than average
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>>5755063
>and coming out is hard
iktf. sounds like a lot of shit you have to go through. i don't know why the coming out is important though. my therapist said some don't come out until after they get SRS and he didn't object after i told him i didn't want to come out until i at least look feminine.
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>>5755084
>Tfw no porsche boxster and designer wardrobe because gotta pay for srs and ffs
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>>5755089
probably because i live with my parents and my grandparents
if i would live alone it wouldn't matter though
he still wants me to present as female before i can get hormones

oh, and i'll never look female from hormones alone, i'm about 11 months in e and i'm not really passing in the slightest
it's super shitty, when i look at the passing threads everyone is at least a bit femmy, but i just look like a total guy

>>5755090
:(

>>5755081
nah, germany is just expensive as fuck, especially where i live
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>>5755090
>tfw if you get srs covered the money you saved is going to buying a designer wardrobe
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>not even trying with my voice
>get ma'am'd on the phone
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>>5755103
>e
what's your antiandrogen
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>>5755131
at first i took spiro, then cypro
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>>5755120

Voice training makes even your boymode voice(AKA: not trying voice) to be higher.
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good morning girls! whats up today?
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>therapist gave me a personality test i should complete till next session
>fill it out
>look up my result online
>seems like i have several personality disorders

seems like the diagnostic phase will probably take a bit longer ...
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€300 for 6 sessions. Groupon though
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>>5755140
Going to neck myself soon
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>>5754811
>>5754818
>>5754825
>>5754857
There's also a chance with potassium injections that it will give you intense pain like your veins are on fire, it's a known reaction in some people that doctors consider a fair risk for the beneficial uses of potassium injections at medical doses.
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>>5755157
I can't tell if this is filthy Frank or that cute welding loser from earlier.
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>>5755084
>tfw money for clothes
>tfw awful body that doesn't fit anything

>>5755141
>seems like i have several personality disorders
like probably every other person if they just would take such a test.
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excuse me everyone please disregard everything i said last night. i was very drunk and i was trying to make yume hate me because she'd be happier without me and im a worthless selfish piece of trash for doing it. yume is wonderful, hilarious, and i love her with all my heart and what i said really fucked everything up. the last thing i wanted to do was hurt her, but please dont hate her.
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>>5755157
pls bb I don't want that to happen ;_;
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>TFW watching mom's smelly ass dog
>TFW also keeping an eye on younger brother and his girlfriend to make sure they don't accidentally make babies. Ugh

All I wanted to do today was run, get drunk and masturbate. I already ran, I'm out of booze, and the damn dog won't leave my side.
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>>5755194
fuck the dog, problem solved.
abortion exists for a reason too.
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>>5755184
>>tfw awful body that doesn't fit anything
iktf
why even live if i can't wear cute clothes
i'm not sure about that, some of my stats are actually like double as high as the average
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>>5755186
Ahem... Are you the Hailey I'm thinking about or a new one?
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i am terrified of all the things i feel and cannot see.
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>>5755192
Too late
Nothing to live for now
>>
hello there
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>>5755239
Hi. I'm lonely af. Friends?
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>>5755186
Are you feeling better this morning Hailey? I hope you're not too hung over ;_;
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>>5755252
okay friends.
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>>5755254
not hungover at all, actually! I may or may not be a superhero
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>>5755259
>4 bottles of wine
>not hung over
H O W ?
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>>5755257
Thank you. ;____;
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>>5755262
im like 13
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wow I guess I like rap again
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qiOYnAwkfIA

also good morning ladies
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>>5755264
its cool
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>>5755270
You're cool.
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>>5755273
yeah, probably the coolest person here.
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>>5755278
Good thing we're friends then.
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>>5755262
that's actually possible
like everytime i'm on a festival i drink much more than 4 bottles of wine and normally i'm blackout drunk and don't remember anything
but i'm never hungover
probably because i'm still drunk when i wake up
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Does anyone have like.. an inspiration album for haircuts for trans women? I'm getting mine cut soon but looking at cis girls to find a style is hard since I don't know how well any of them would work for me.
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>tfw almost home after being in transit for more than 24 hours
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>>5755294
Interested in this aswell
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>>5755294
dream haircut right here
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>>5755294
Look at Vogue or Cosmo covers, I'd say. 1978-1983 should give you some good ideas. I'm pretty sure there are online archives.
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>>5755294
most cis girls just have long hair
and it looks like women's haircut because they have a female hairline
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>>5755311
This. That's one of the reasons why I never managed to pass as a man. But I had promised to keep it long, so...
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>>5755303
>>5755305
but like I said, it's hard to judge whether a cis woman's hairstyle is suitable for me because my face isn't perfectly cis.

>>5755311
Well, maybe. My hairline isn't that bad, I have very long hair and i get gendered female all the time, but i wanted a better style.
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>>5755320
There's no such thing as a perfectly cis face. Pic related. Just choose a haircut you like and that inspires you. It has to make you feel beautiful first. That's more important than outside eyes. Because once you can look at yourself in the mirror and think "I'm beautiful", you fucking are.
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>>5755334
I appreciate the advice but I dont think I can do that. I want to be stealth.
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>>5755334
>>5755320
I thought side swept with bangs was cool enough
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>>5755303
I once tried that, and failed.
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kek emma watson just quit acting on air live to go be a TERF feminist professionally
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>>5755344
Bit too tame, really. Got bored of it.
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>>5755345
well you looked good in that pic

fuck why won't my hair grow faster god damn I am so angry over that. I shaved my head a year and 2 months ago and now its only like 9 inches at the longest
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>>5755350
every time she says something retarded, my friend says he wants to fuck the crazy out of her
and then acts weird if i ever make sexual jokes

also, there's some really loud lesbians sitting across the cafe from me and my headphones are pretty loud but i can still hear their screeching laughter
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>>5755350
Who?
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>>5755364
>being outside and 4channing
for what purpose
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>>5755380
because i don't ever close internet tabs and i needed something to do while taking hand breaks from doing all this goddamn german homework
also, adderal is magic and i forgot i had it, but now i'm entirely done with this late homework that i thought was going to take hours
now i just have to figure out how to write a performance review and i'll be set
what the fuck did i get myself into with this "writing and the performing arts" bullshit
>>
>>5754698
Hangover resistance will disappear when you are older. Mine lasted from 14 to 20 years old.
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>>5755396
That might be because I started hormones at 20
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>>5755393
>not learning spanish
que?
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>>5755380
>tfw you're in public for 80-90 percent of the posts you make
It's a weird feel
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>>5754734
>i missed this
yeah im disgusting lol but i got a bit better since losing weight and starting hrt
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>>5755399
Spiro is evil. Turns the least drink into a bad hangover.
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>>5754161
How old are you now?
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>>5755403
Posting on 4chan from the common room of a psychiatric ward isn't any less weird.
>>
Goooood morning mtfg, who's hungry for some hot, thick, creamy soup.
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>>5755403
well my phone won't let me do the captcha and my college wi fi is locked and 4 chan is blocked there so I can't use my laptop
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>>5755419
me
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>>5755422
What kind are you feeling? I'm stuck on cream of mushroom or clam chowder, lol
>>
>>5755419
What flavor? I hope it's potato.
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>>5755427
mushroom soup
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>>5755401
i learned spanish in elementary and high school
it is a garbage language and i wish to never speak it again
it greatly pleases me to say i have lost my spanish fluency
Aber, ich kann nur ein bischen Deutche sprache, weil ich soziale Angst haben.
Die alleinige Grund das ich kann Englisch sprache ist das ich weiss die Sprache so gut wie Atmung
>>
>Tfw i don't own thigh highs or striped socks
Not tru trans ;_;
>>
>>5755415
I don't doubt it.

>>5755421
Do you use clover?
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>>5755437
Well, I have a pair of striped socks. Short ones, black and purple.
>>
>>5755435
wow, your german is pretty bad

i don't like talking in english either
but writing and reading is kinda ok
>>
>tfw u realize 99% of the trannies you've met are completely fucking unbearable
lol
>>
>>5755449
I don't like speaking English because my accent is just weird.
>>
>>5755437
I don't get it, I thought striped thigh highs were an agp thing? No?
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>>5755458
I think they're just ridiculous...
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goddamn pandora commercials
>when i was 56, my doctor told me i have the heart of a 37 year old man
>this was after my heart transplant
i can't fucken even
>>5755449
yeah, i don't know the language as well so i can't work with it like i do english
not enough opportunity to practice since the german club at school ONLY meets when i have another class
>>5755453
>seriously you are being a jerk rn
surprise, i'm a bitch
>Learning a language is only reserved for the super wealthy
like hell it is, anyone who tries has the capacity and means to learn another language
>>
>>5755451
same

>>5755439
phone is a $25 smart phone so it can't take clover
being poor blows
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>>5755451
I miss you, are you ok?>>5755453
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>>5755451
Most of the ones I know irl are fine, online is a completely different story.
>>
>>5755449
incidentally, could you tell me what's wrong with those sentences?
sometimes i get caught up in English grammatical structures even though i know they're incompatible with German
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>>5755462
>means
having the means is having money
also the native german speaker said your's was terrible so I shouldn't be that jealous of you
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>>5755470
i never pretend to be good at things, i simply practice and try to get better
i know i'm not good at speaking german but i'm going to put forth the effort to improve
>having the means is having money
learn to budget and find an inexpensive or free language course, if you feel so strongly about learning spanish
>>
>there are poor people in these threads

pls get a job you fucking losers
>>
>>5755468
Don't know. I'm a bit uncomfortable around trans women irl. Mostly because I'm always afraid I'm going to say something unfortunate and trigger their dysphoria or make them jealous.
I don't have any such worry online.
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>>5755451
This is true of 0% of the trans women I've met irl so far.

>>5755477
>what's a student
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>>5755475
>try to get better
I guess its this step that pisses me off about people. I can never get better and when I see others succeed at something I want to rip their beating heart out.

>>5755477
jobs don't exist, trust me I went to 10 interveiws in the past 4 weeks and no call backs
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>>5755481
You haven't met me...
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>>5755456
yeah, that's a big problem too

>>5755469
right would be:
Aber ich kann nur ein bisschen Deutsch sprechen, weil ich an einer sozialen phobie/angststörung leide
Der alleinige Grund warum ich Englisch kann, ist, weil es so einfach ist wie atmen

but most likely noone would say it like that
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>>5755477
>needing a job to not be poor
>>5755481
ive met like one irl and i made out with her and gave her a handjob and got drunk with her it was a p good time but yeah people are typically better irl than online
>tfw nobody to give a handjob rn
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>>5755482
so you're a quitter?
>>5755485
thanks for the corrections anyway
i don't speak like a normal person so i'm more concerned about being technically correct than fitting in
>>
what's a good place for a tranny to find an online bf? pls?
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>>5755481
Daddy money.

Even easier.
>>5755451
I guess I must have been lucky meeting supportive and nice trans people that helped me when I was feeling bad and helped me relationship wise. You are either miraculously only getting bad apples in the bunch or are one yourself.
>>5755482
I sent like, 40 applications, got one job onterview and now im an architect.

Hell yea keep ur chin up
>>5755498
>not being rich in spirit
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>>5755500
>so you're a quitter?
No, but what do I do now? I started college again this week and booked another electrolysis appointment but I feel like none of it is helping.
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>>5755503
>you are one yourself
idk you tell me toasty ;^)
also you faked those credentials you're usually not supposed to do that
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>>5755503
>got one job interview and now im an architect
well you must have a bachelors degree which is so hard to fucking get it might as well be like walking to the moon.
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>>5755503
>tfw you're seriously considering finding work and dropping out
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>>5755451
I've personally met two trans people and they were both cool.
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>>5755513
Really? Got a master's degree sleeping and drinking in class... Easy.
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>>5755513
But bachelors degrees are ezpz ;~;
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>>5755501
online video games

everyone will expect ur a guy anyways so wont have any problem with u
>>5755512
my credentials are as real as... something thats very real

they are fucking surreal, boss couldnt believe what he was seeing
>>5755513
I have whole three years of high school, well, I went to high school for 4 years but I failed one cuz chemistry and physics is boring fuck that

but yeah, I should have a bachelors degree if I am going to do that
>>5755515
DONT DO IT

school is easy, work is terrible

I have to get up at 6:20 and my bed is the comfiest fucking thing in the morning
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>>5755419
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>>5755533
Beautiful Digits
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>>5755515
Don't do that. Work sucks.
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>>5755451
That's what I get for being a hon
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>>5755524
>master's degree
well here in the US college is different. Your's was paid for by your government and you didn't have to take general ed courses like we have to take. Most of my college life has been taking fucking courses not related to anything I want to do just to appease the general ed requirements. Thankfully this one physics class and I get that general ed associates.
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>>5755513
afaik studying architecture isn't worth anything until you get a masters degree

>>5755515
>tfw quit my job to go back to school

>>5755516
i met like one irl and i didn't really talk to her, she was a hon though
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>>5755530
But I'm 24, I already have a bachelor's degree in chemistry, and am wasting time and money getting a diploma that isn't teaching me anything ;~;
The work would also be in a new city that's not Edmonton.
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>>5755513
A bachelor's degree is one of the cheapest and easiest things to get.
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>>5755538
US education system is actually retarded
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>>5755508
>but I feel like none of it is helping.
the difference between you and me, as i see it, is persistence
you get frustrated and rail against the successful, while never learning the appropriate level of effort required to be successful yourself
when i get frustrated, i'll slam my head into whatever metaphorical brick wall i've found myself up against until i break it down by force, figure out what it is i'm doing wrong, or finally admit that i need help and seek it out
when you were growing up, did anyone ever pressure you to be successful or were you coddled into believing mediocrity is acceptable?
succeeding isn't about getting past whatever obstacles exist, it's about learning how to tear down any obstacle in you way until nothing is capable of standing in your way
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>>5755546
No it isn't
>>
Rollin'
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>>5755538
>Not skipping all those retard classes with AP credits and JROTC credits

>>5755553
Yeah it is, any retard can get one these days.
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>>5755548
Yes it is. They keep saying shit like the world is beating us in education and the only reason that is a thing is because other countries let you take only your Major courses and not fucking general ed. If I could have done only Major courses then I would be wealthy and transitioned by now.

>>5755546
not in the US, especially when you have no money
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>>5755557
Fuck
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Just got this letter through this morning. Apparently waving this in front of someone's face will prevent me from being harassed in the toilets.
Top fucking kek
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>>5755560
No
It depends on the college and how smart the student is you retard
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>>5755545
wtf go for it

experience>any education

holy shit diplomas are fucking useless why aint you working?!?!

you are wasting time you could be getting experience to put for your next job plus money you would earn
>>5755568
MMM M M MM M M MM M M MM M MUH TOILETS
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>>5755564
I believe the reason that the US education system is actually failing is due to a lack of government subsidies, and heavy privatisation.
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>>5755568
people will still harass you
but you can't be arrested
well, at least you can't be arrested for long
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>>5755568
Seems like a effective shield
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>>5755552
When I was young I was taught people are successful because of their environment, not any amount of so called "work." If you are born poor then you will always be poor, and if you are born into wealth you will always be wealthy so long as you don't do drugs and break the law.

Also success is based on intensive. You probably succeed because you get some kind of reward and the end. I never got a reward for anything I did, my parents always told me nothing I did was enough to please anyone or earn any kind of reward. Now I am back to wishing I could kill myself, thanks a lot.
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>>5755564
Just get a grant then, you aren't trying hard enough.

>>5755570
Its still easy as fuck for anyone willing to put effort into it.
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>>5755537
Damn I know this is rude, but you're hot.
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>>5755588
A lot of people put in effort and still don't succeed
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>>5755557
You fag.
>>5755541
Granted one of those two trans people i met is like the prettiest person I've ever known.
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>>5755570
>>5755560
pls dont use the word r*tard or ill have u reported mladys
>>5755579
if catelyn jeniffer went into womens toilet with me id probably kill her right there and then

but I probably wouldnt succeed since "she" is fucking ripped
>>5755582
"this here is kayla, we taught her wrong, as a joke"
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>>5755568
I need to ask for one of those letters
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>>5755590
That isn't me

>>5755594
Retard
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>>5755571
>you are wasting time you could be getting experience to put for your next job plus money you would earn
My thoughts exactly. Idk I figured a few programming classes would teach me some new stuff that I didn't learn given I got kicked out of comp sci pretty early into it. So far, I have not learned anything, and multiple times I've been made to feel that I may actually be a better programmer than the person teaching me ;~;
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>>5755593
>Tfw betrayed by shitty phone so i get cucked out of digits

Speak for yourself
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>tfw you're going to meet up with frenchie in th spring
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>>5755552
my parents always told me i'm worthless and i'll never accomplish anything

that's why i'm always trying to get better and get something that shows i'm useful

even though i'll always be worthless in my parents eyes

>>5755594
>tfw i will have to go fulltime soon
and i don't pass at all
women would probably run out of the toilet screaming if i tried to get in there
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>>5755598
are you purposely triggering me?

how about you give me ur adress fucker?
>>5755602
Im sorry I gotta say this, but programming is oversaturated area everywhere with no ability to go foward in it

you will just do the same shit till rest of your days, but the biggest thing is it can get very monotonous and difficult at times. do you really want to do programming?
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>>5755619
>don't pass at all
Post full body with face shot?
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>>5755621
o.O
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>>5755582
>You probably succeed because you get some kind of reward and the end. I never got a reward for anything I did, my parents always told me nothing I did was enough to please anyone or earn any kind of reward
this is possible, i suppose
the "rewards" i was promised for doing what was expected of me were never the appeal of succeeding for me, it was the feeling of someone being proud of me despite my self-hatred
they never said they were disappointed or proud of me for failures or successes, though it was pretty obvious when they were disappointed
now, the only motivation i find is internal since i spend so much time avoiding socializing with my family
>When I was young I was taught people are successful because of their environment, not any amount of so called "work." If you are born poor then you will always be poor, and if you are born into wealth you will always be wealthy so long as you don't do drugs and break the law.
this is blatantly untrue, and i doubt this was the intended message
>>5755619
i was always told that i would have to work to accomplish anything
i try to improve because i want to prove to myself that i'm not useless, because in the end it doesn't matter what my parents think of me, only whether i'm living a life that i can be happy with or not
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>>5755621
I really can't see myself doing anything else, I enjoy programming, even when it does get shitty or cause headaches. There's a large tech sector where I'm planning on moving, so there's really no lack of stuff to do.
The long term plan is to get a masters in comp sci or software engineering once the code monkey work gets too bland. I have a bachelors, even if it's in an unrelated science.
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>>5755628
i tried to put on makeup last week
but it doesn't really help, maybe it makes me look even worse

https://unsee.
cc/porudega/
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>>5755643
university is a scam

go to a trade school

do not listen to the french

work is good and anyone who says you cant live a decent life with minimum wage is materialistic or dumb as fuck and not good with money

fact
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>>5755644
You look very nice.
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>>5755592
We'll that's probably because they are s p e c i a l
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>>5755644
You look fine you stupid nigger
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>>5755649
Kill yourself
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>>5755649
I think you're right about trade school versus University in many cases, however, I would beg to differ on your opinion regarding minimum wage.
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>>5755649
My disability pension alone is going to be a bit more than twice the minimum wage. That's before what I'll be getting from my loan insurance and rents. Why should I keep working?
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>>5755649
But I'm at a trade school right now and it's shit.
I've been to university and it was frustrating, but I feel like it was a better quality of education when it came to the sciences.

I really don't care about money, I just want the credentials to be able to qualify for some amount of advancement above code monkey, I don't want to be a code monkey for the entirety of my life.
>>
>4chan ate my post
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>5755619
you are your own person, if your parents dont support you thats their fault

I assume you are doing your own thing since you are here and know this already
>>5755619
I dont use public toilets, but if I did id hate to see a visibly trans person there
>>5755631
; D
>>5755643
you seem fit for work, and as a working "adult" id suggest you start working as early as you can

in my experience anyone would hire you if you have more experience than a bigger and shinier degree

plus job you might get in a tech sector sounds pretty amazing
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>>5755668
Because you are stealing money from people who are genuinely incapable of working you cockroach.
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>>5755644
You need really light makeup I think if any at all. You look pretty pretty imo, nice hair and good fashion got the community. Please don't say you don't pass btw, you know you pass it just contributes to overall negative mentality on mtfg
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>>5755683
Hey, work nearly killed me. I earned that fucking pension.
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>>5755667
depends on the area i suppose. in oregon if you get a 2bedroom and have 2 people making minimum wage at 40h a week even in the greater portland area and rent and utilities are split you basically have 600$ to spend not including food. if you include food your disposable income is about ~400 a month depending on how much you eat, and you still qualify for food stamps if you make less than 13k a year.

idk some people may think 400$ a month of disposable income is bad but i was raised off 100$ for food a month for most of my life so iduno. guess im a prole
>>5755668
dont work then. literally no reason to
>>5755669
>I really don't care about mone

then keep going to trade school and dont give up. ez
>>
last night I was feeling better but now depression and dysphoria have me hating life again
i am sick of being depressed, god damn
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>>5755687
No it didn't
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>>5755674
sometimes i get thrown out of the men's restroom, but i don't think i pass enough for the women's restroom
and i just feel like i'm more fitting into the men's room rn, but when i go fulltime i don't think i want to go in there

>>5755650
thank you

>>5755655
sry, but it's hard for me to see it
i feel like i'm still a manly man, especially my face

>>5755686
thank you
but for me it's really hard to see it
when i look into the mirror i still see a man in a dress

and i'm just really afraid to go fulltime or anything
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>>5755688
I have more monthly income including food than those two portland people then

and im a europoor
>>5755699
get a bf

or a job

or a dog idk
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>>5755688
What's the point? I hate it there and I really am not getting anything out of it that I couldn't already use my degree for. It's not giving up, it's cutting my losses and moving on.

>>5755674
Given you're not the first to say this, this seems like pretty good advice. Thanks anon, I will follow my dreams of living on the west coast and being an actual adult ^^
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>>5755649
>career advice from a professional unemployed nobody
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>>5755701
Nice bait kill yourself
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>>5755703
Dogs are the best desu
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>>5755712
kill urself
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>>5755701
The shrinks who have kept me locked up because of occupational burnout for the past ten months would probably disagree with you.
>>
Tai Lopez has better career/financial advice than this, its all about your fuel units in the end
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>>5755702
>really afraid to go fulltime
Would bet all my money you won't get misgendered more than once or twice, assuming that pic was representative end your voice is okay.
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>>5755708
i mean its really up to what you wanna do silly. if you dont care about money and just wanna do something you like then go to a temp agency and try out diff shit or whatever

its ur decision and both paths are viable but if you're unhappy and dont care about going on then there's no point to
>>5755703
i cant wait until that socialism collapses in on u guys and it turns into islamic anarchy

insha'allah soon my brothers
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>>5755699
so am i, but i'm out in the world doing my schoolwork so that i don't have to cry about being a fuckup for the rest of my life
just fucking do something, anything, instead of moping around like a little bitch
go for a goddamn walk, read a book, i don't care
inactivity is the only thing keeping you down right now
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>>5755669
I think many people have a hollywood understanding about university as this place where you read books and take tests for a while
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>>5755703
I have a dog, I wish she was dead. And I can't get a job because no one called me back after my interviews so if I applied to more it will be more of a waste of time and gas money. Finally I am so ugly no man would want to be my bf .
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>>5755702
>sometimes i get thrown out of the men's restroom
WHAT

DO THEY LITERALLY GRAPPLE YOU AND THROW YOU OUT

beacuse in all my live ive never seen anyone thrown out of bathroom, I can understand them looking at you weirdly for moment but then letting it go

do you live on different planet or is that me
>>5755708
S A N F R A N C I S C O?

Living there would be a dream for me desu
>>5755718
"Be the person your dog thinks you are"

now thats some good life advice
>>5755728
buy books

its invesment

books are money

also he is an actual business man and he knows how to invest his time, you should legit sometimes listen to his shit
>>5755733
ill be in us by then with all my shekels safe with me

who knows

maybe ill even be in portland

>most common baby boy name in england is muhammed
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>>5755733
>mfw an american homosexual male thinks he knows anything at all about European affairs.
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>>5755734
>inactivity is the only thing keeping you down right now
Why would I do anything if it wont benefit me? I just want to sulk because at least I know I am good at it and I can't fail at sulking.
>>
>>5755739
Already have over 30 books and access to many storage facilities full of them, im fucking rich
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>>5755733
My current plan is this:
1. Find tech work in Victoria
2. Drop the fuck out
3. Move to the west coast
I mean, a temp agency would be cool but it wouldn't get me away from this city that keeps constantly reminding me that I'm a tranny. I need a fresh start.

>>5755739
I'm Canadian, right now Victoria is the planned destination. I dunno if I'd want to live in San Fran enough to move to the US, it's a great city though.

>>5755735
It kind of is. I mean I learned stuff at uni, but it really did just consist of classes and labs ;~;
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>>5755742
oh but i know more than u could ever imagine kaffir

insha'allah
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>>5755758
Kill yourself tonight
>>
I went to a trade school and then a university, what I learned in the trade school is now obsolete, what I learned at university is valid as long as the laws of math and physics apply to this universe
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>>5755732
my voice is shit ...
but the photo is pretty representative, except i don't wear makeup normally
which i'll probably do when i go fulltime, i need to practice though
also more laser sessions would be helpful

>>5755739
>DO THEY LITERALLY GRAPPLE YOU AND THROW YOU OUT
no, it's more like
"hey, you're wrong here that's the men's bathroom"

like one time i was on the toilet and someone outside was like
"what's taking so long"
i got out and he was like
"phew, finally"
he looked at me
"HEYYY, that's the men's bathroom"

which was kinda strange
>>
>>5755739
>Be the person your dog thinks you are
A food and hug dispenser?
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>>5755766
only if allah wills it so, dear kaffir
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>>5755742
do you watch the news? We watch news about america and all we hear about is people getting shot. And nowdays your elections.

do you only hear about them legal immigrants raping our children too?
>>5755736
>I have a dog, I wish she was dead.
okay thats just fucking uncalled for, you shouldnt be as rude to your douge like that
did they tell you they would call you back? Doesn't really matter if they did or not because most likely they wont call you back but did they tell you?

I can't fix your ugliness tho, but surgery probably can, and you should get a job for that.
>>5755755
are they in your garage tho? do you read at least one book a day? I dunno you are awfully sketchy
>>5755757
its a great city for them homo degenerates ive heard

but yeah victoria seems pretty nice too

any place where they work IT is place where there is nice young work force
>>5755767
math is useless, we have calculators now
obsolete, deprecated
>>5755768
they were being polite and informed you that you entered the wrong bathroom

just general politeness
>>5755770
is your dog a cat?
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>>5755750
>Why would I do anything if it wont benefit me?
because clearly i know better than you when it comes to dealing with depression, and you've spent far too much time wallowing in your own incompetence
as much as you don't want to, it's important for you to do something rather than nothing
you want to stop being so depressed? go do something besides bitching and moaning "woe is me" on the internet
bitch i can't magically make you happy, you need to focus on something else for an hour or two
>>
>>5755757
find a better university
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>>5755780
I read 2
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>>5755780
die tranny
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>>5755780
Enough of this autism
>>
>>5755757
San Francisco is a nice city just be rich or poor or youre kinda fucked senpai
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>>5755780
>math is useless, we have calculators now
>obsolete, deprecated
>implying you understand
>>
>>5755772
my neighbourhood was a muslim ghetto since before i was born
i can't get much worse

ok, it got slightly worse
>>
>>5755780
>you shouldnt be as rude to your douge like that
my dog poops and barks and costs money, I had here for 14 fucking years and I am sick of her

Also no one called me back at all after interviews so I don't know what I did wrong.

>>5755781
I am ugly so I don't deserve to be happy, I am poor so I can't make myself not ugly. If I had money I wouldn't be depressed because I could get ffs
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>>5755783
What else should it have?
For the record I know that the university of Alberta is kinda shit ;~;
>>
morning everyone.

Ate a bunch of chicken strips and fries for breakfast. i'm gonna die.
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>>5755780
>math is useless
tfw math major
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>>5755802
You weren't what they were looking for, candidate
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>>5755813
Because I am ugly and useless.

>>5755812
I have an associates in math and science and I can't find shit for work with it, not even at home depot so math is a useless major.
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>>5755802
>I had here for 14 fucking years and I am sick of her

just put up an ad on cl and get rid of her or take her to a shelter
>>
>>5755815
If u want to believe that over actual short comings you have that keep you out of work then i aint gonn stop you bby
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>>5755815
Associate degrees are literally worthless
>>
>>5755802
Those are all normal dog things tho, mine sets up minefields in the backyard but i still love him to death
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>>5755824
>Associate degrees are literally worthless
lol I totally believe you, im adding you to friends
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>>5755822
I could do anything but no one gives me a chance. I was a fucking fabricator and heavy equipment operator, I know how to work hard and get the job done but for some reason retail thinks I can't do anything. My field was so specialized idiots in hr think I am too much trouble to re train, when in face I would make an exemplary employee if given a chance.
>>
>>5755781
>it's important for you to do something rather than nothing
I remember when I got this advice when I was young.

I said fuck that and continued doing fuckall.

Ive wasted two years I could have spent doing anything else and id be happier.
>>5755784
I dunno, but do you have a book holder in your lambo so you can read while you are on stoplight?
>>5755792
*dies*
>>5755797
porque?
>>5755800
WE INVENTED CALCULATORS FOR A REASON
>>5755802
Uh you should probably get a new dog by now, this one is getting really old desu
>>5755812
im sorry
>>5755815
>I have an associates in math and science
lmaoooooooooooo
>>5755833
keep fucking trying
>>
>>5755824
>>5755831
I know that, but I couldn't afford the $200,000 dollar bill a 4 year university would be
>>
>>5755815
yeah

I think math makes a great minor because there are tons of jobs that require some form of math, but majoring in it was a mistake

Math is great in a complimentary sense, but you need another major skill to apply it with unless you just wanted to be an accountant or something
>>
>Need an 6 month long internship for 1st of march
>start looking for it yesterday
>got a mail today
>they're impressed by my credentials
>i have a interview on 29th of february


being good at school wasn't too bad after all
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tfw 2 monitor set up

nice desu
>>5755835
toodles pls stop attention whoring

ur going ham man
>>
>>5755837
I just don't see why it can't get me a fucking minimum wage job. I just need at least $1,000 a month and I would be golden but not even Target would hire me.
>>
>>5755833
Stay the fuck outta retail and get work doing what you did before senpai, this is also cali so peeps here got your back... I believe in (You)

Captcha: spot the trucks
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>>5755836
200,000$?

here it's only like 4 grand a year for in state tuition. where the hell were you thinking about going where it would cost that much?

>>5755846
just keep applying i guess. try every shitty job you can find.
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>>5755849
I hated construction and fabrication, it ruined my body and made it manly. I want a girl job indoors so badly.
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>>5755844
If I don't get attention I die.
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>>5755802
aight, bitch
go wallow in the misery you yourself have brought upon you
i can't motivate you and i don't have any more time to squander telling you ways to help yourself
go cry yourself a circlejerk of despair, you entitled little girl
>>5755835
at least you can admit it
>>
>>5755802
try pawning her off to a family member or something

I used to have a dog but my last roommate loved him a lot so I just let her keep him because she actually wanted him
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>>5755836
>>5755851
where i live it's for free as long as you can pay your rent and your materials
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>>5755835
>Lamborghinis

Its something more than you can afford pal.... Ferarri
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>>5755852
Hey, I offered you a house slave position and you ran away screaming...
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>>5755855
ur sick toodles
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>tfw look like a man again after no hrt for 3-4 weeks
>tfw you realize you will never pass in real life and only pass on pics if you abuse angles

I'm done.
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>>5755852
Hey! I work construction.

I order my minions where to build things by my amazing md phd educated degree in architecture.
>>5755856
I admit I was young and foolish, never again tho.

Im getting old by trans age standards almost.
>>5755866
I guess it would be nice to ride around in Hollywood hills.
>>5755874
Sick with attention maybe.

also I just remembered, boys in bunny girl outfits are my fetish
>>5755879
abuse angles outside too

twist your body in perfect angles

trans-cent this sick dimension
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>>5755885
dude thats not a boy u fucking bigot get out NOW transphobic poc
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>>5755852
>I want a girl job indoors so badly.
This smells like b8 desu

>>5755885
Tfw no expensive european sports car
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>>5755885
Being neet and avoiding real life is superior.

Transitioning is for intersex, young people and pig disgusting degenerates who are okay with being hons.
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>>5755903
Hey, I get to transition AND avoid real life...
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>>5755803
I hope at least it has research, research projects, group projects, capstones, symposia, internships, projects with real clients, resident researchers, research institutions, collaborative city-university committees, job fairs, student and institute publications, access to lab equipment, company scouts, conferences, super computers, competitions, international research grants, field trips, exchange programs, continued education for alumni, self designed private classes for extra credit supervised by a professor specialized in that field, academic jobs, lab assistant work, teacher training

If you didn't get the opportunities like building satellites to send to space which have to send back streams of data for number crunching on Earth then you probably went to the wrong university
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>>5755891
I don't mean this particular character, I meant it in general WOW

fuccbois in bunny suits are fucking ADORABLE I kinda want to get one of those desu
>>5755900
>tfw no cheap japanese ricer export
siiiiiigh
>>5755903
And you are how old?
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>>5755835
>WE INVENTED CALCULATORS FOR A REASON
so that cashiers can do basic arithmetic?
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>>5755856
fuck you too you spoiled brat given everything you want
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God damn it I went from not wanting kids to erupting in tears about my shitty fucking genitals
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>>5755921
20 when I started and 23 in two months.

Crazy how you lose all your progress in just a few weeks, trannies are fucking disgusting.
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>>5755923
LOL
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>>5755921
Tfw not even american shitbox with fun v8 to abuse
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>>5755937
Speak for yourself friend
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>>5755942
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=egSwfPKOX1c
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>>5755929
i was given only what i earned but if you want to be jealous, go ahead
i don't even dislike you, but your obstinate refusal and denial of agency is disgusting and needs to change if you ever want anything to change
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>>5755947
I wish I was this delusional.
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>>5755929
you've admitted you have it good by just leaching off your mom
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>>5755937
god damn your old

and you still didnt figure out what to do with your life?

damn

you need a job already
>>5755942
tfw no liscence at all because its 1000 dollars outside of us but you have no need to drive anyways
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>>5755967
I'm gonna be neet until i'm brave enough to kill myself.

>get a job
kill yourself my man.
>>
>>5755929
how are you supporting yourself?
>>
>>5755956
Thank you
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>>5755967
>23
>old
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>>5755973
>talks about killing "it"self
>tells me to kill myself
Im sorry, what? Can you rephrase yourself?
>>5755984
You are suppose to have at least three years work experience by then, yeah.

Luckily I can add years on my application by magically changing a number aka lie about it
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>>5755961
I'm not delusional though. I'm a healthy weight, pass, have a job and look alright.
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>>5755992
>You are suppose to have at least three years work experience by then,
not if you study... or maybe yes if you mean some no qualifications part time job to sustain yourself while studying.
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>>5755852
holy shit iktf

worked traffic barricades for 2 years...fuck no
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>>5756001
Good for you : )
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Make me a new thread slaves
>>5756002
In my country you would work for a day and do school for other, or work for a week then go to school for a week.

Its a really neat system (that I wasnt a part of).

I thought this was bit more common no? Its work experience straight out of school.
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>>5756011
Stop being a fucking idiot and you could be living a reasonably happy life like me.
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>working manual labour
>not working as a developer in a software company as your first job out of highschool
ISHYGDDT
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i think transition is just an unrealistic goal for me. ill have to save for years for ffs and finally srs to complete everything and i'm not really in a position to do it. i dont even have to social skills to get ahead. i guess im just going to continue hrt, hope my tits don't get too big and live as a boy getting harassed by everyone as i drift through the days and wait for death. it hurts..whatever
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>>5756023
>Make me a new thread slaves
n-no, mistress.

it's different here. idk which is better. i failed our system :/
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>>5756024
Would not being an idiot change my man face?
Not everyone can pass.
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>>5756029
being mtf is not for everyone
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>>5756027
I WORK FOR 11 HOURS SOMETIMES EVEN LONGER

MAKE ME A NEW THREAD NEET FUCKS
>>5756027
this this

never settle tm
>>5756034
We all failed the "be a normal human" system
im afraid
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>>5756029
why not just do hrt, see how it goes and save what you can save? it's easy to get discouraged and overwhelmed if you picture that huge process at once while in reality it will be something that just happens step by step while you live your life. and then it'll be over before you realize it.
>>
>>5756042
>literally working slave hours for pennies
I'm glad I don't live in India
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>>5756029
:\

>>5756047 is right tho?
dont yu have a gf?
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>>5756029
>getting harassed by everyone
when and how did that happen?
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>>5756049
yeah but experience is golden

you cant beat experience

you on other hand do it for free, so do me one more thing and make me a fresh thread
>>5756029
Uh but all of those procedures are cheap?
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>>5756062
http://planettransgender.com/trans-woman-attacked-20-men-destroys-ffs/

Scary stuff
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>tfw need ffs to ever have a chance at passing
>tfw need skull surgery that doesnt even exist
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>>5756073
>Hue
Why am I not surprised...
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>>5756073
this makes me physically ill
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>>5756073
>mehico
crazy how nature do dat
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>>5756079
I have big skull and I pass just fine
>No I really don't
>Save yourself
>RUN!
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>>5756090
Brazil, where a transwoman was murdered every 27 hours in 2015
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Too tired to make a healthy nutritious dish after you get home from slaving away at work/school? It'll cost you less than fast food would per serving, and is actually really bloody tasty. Substitutions allowed:

Spicy thai soup (basic edition):
> As many red thai chilis as you want (I go with 8~ since I tend to add alot of sweet peppers and onions). These come in packages of a trillion, are dirt cheap, last months if you leave them on the counter, and add flavor. If you hang them by a thread, they'll dehydrate evenly and last forever. Substitute with chili oil, paste, or dehydrated (but add more to taste).
> 2-3 things of chicken broth, or 2-3 things of boullion cube and proportional water. Low salt if you can.
> 5+ cloves of garlic (optional), 1-2 3-inch piece(s) of ginger (optional), some cilantro (optional), as much onion as you want (1/2 an onion - 1 1/2).
> Rice noodles. Dirt cheap.
> Any sort of veg you have sitting around. Spinach, carrots, celery, sweet peppers, and even broccoli are all good candidates, though any veg can be thrown in. Heck, you could probably improvise and make it into a spicy stew, adding potatoes and so forth and subbing beef broth/boullion for chicken broth.
> Some sort of protein to add heft, usually chicken. Sub with tons of cheap mushrooms instead if it's too expensive.

Instructions:
> Pour boullion into pot, and take it up to a gentle simmer. Add chili peppers/oil/etc. to taste, keeping in mind it takes ~40 min for it to fully integrate, and any sweet ingredients will require more hot peppers to compensate. Toss the garlic and other spices in.
> Allow the broth to reduce however much you'd like (waiting time: 0 - 2 hrs).
> Slowly add your veggies. Peppers and carrots take the longest to cook (40~ min depending on how you like them or how thinly sliced they are), so put them in first.
> Toss the mushrooms and celery in next (30 min apiece depending on how well you like your shrooms done and if you chopped them).
cont.
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>>5756095
Why don't they just fuck goats?
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>>5756095
i don't want to see the source but please: source?
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>>5756097
>It'll cost you less than fast food would per serving
most homecooked foods do actually
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alright i finally got around to deleting all my elementary, middle, and high school friends from my facebook
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>>5756094
My skull is like twice the size of a normal person.
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>>5756107
Fuck that reminds me I need to purge my facebook
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>>5756098
>Fucking goats
https://youtu.be/Cw-qI-aSg-I
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>>5756109
Thats not possible
>>
>>5756070
working past the point of optimal brain productivity is not the kind of experience anyone needs unless they're a slave
>>
>>5756109
I have a light bulb shaped head. I bet it's not as bad as mine.
>>
>>5756097
> Toss the broccoli in if you have it, takes 10 minutes, tops.
> In the final 5 minutes, add the spinach and any sort of chopped protein you'd like. Make sure all of it spends some time inside the broth, and it just doesn't float at the top. Add as much in the way of rice noodles as you'd like to.
> Add salt and pepper to taste.
> Eat, store.

>>5756106
True, but this is nutritionally balanced at least. Plus it has the 'lazy person' benefit where you can toss a bunch of crap into a pot and it'll be delicious and nutritious. Plus almost all the cooking time you don't even need to be anywhere near the pot.
>>
>>5756107
i'll just delete my account when i go fulltime and make a new one after FFS
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>>5756107
Well, what's funny is that I've kept many of those, and they've been rather supporting. On the other hand, I removed most of the trans people I added around my coming out. Too many of them were either too tumblrish or plain old creepy fetishists...
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>>5756114
It is though?

>>5756117
Mine is lego shaped, literally a square.
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>>5756097
Or you know, just buy one in a store. Its called noodle soup. Put boiling water in it and it cooks in 3 minutes.
>>5756107
smart

if you wanna use it but dont wanna get rid of it that is
>>5756116
And you would be absolutely right! I really dislike working for so long, but what can I do yknow?

I'll just go trough it as long as I can because architectural experience will look amazing on my shitty job application.
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>>5756119
oh i'll probably do that, i'm not actually friends with most of the people left on my facebook but there were a few groups of people i didn't want to delete, like more recent friends
>>5756121
i don't even use facebook i'm just tired of it saying i'm friends with these idiots
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>>5756109
>o rly?
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>>5756095
>>5756098
>>5756104

2014 i accidentally
http://feministing.com/2016/02/03/at-least-48-transgender-women-killed-in-brazil-in-january/
>>
>>5756128
i got tired of the updates
>>
>>5756132
I don't really use it either. But the feedback I get from old friends when I post pictures... There's something magical about it.
>>
>>5756128
> Noodle soup.
> Buying something that's literally just chicken broth and noodles.
> Nutritionally balanced.

I struggled to understand how so many of you are lighter than anorexics, but now I do.
>>
>>5756134
that's horrible. i wonder how much everything will escalate here in germany?
>>
>>5756142
i haven't uploaded a picture myself in years, though my parents keep tagging me in family photos
on another note, i looked like a fucking faggot in 2011
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>>5756136
Right click notification and click "show less updates from this" or "dont show updates from this app" then?

What do you do when you get "on this day" notifications about good old days?
>>5756134
okay thats legit terrifying
>>5756151
I don't get it, but I'll have you know im 55 kilos of pure power!

(But srsly what is nutritional balance?)
>>
>>5756164
this is better
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>>5756095
>>5756134
to be fair though, 50,108 in total were murdered in Brazil in 2012.

That's a murder almost every 6 hours.
>>
>>5756132
i only use facebook for messages anyway
i'm not really into social interactions atm anyway

>>5756142
you're just narcissistic

>>5756155
didn't have too many problems yet
the refugees i've met were just a bit annoying so far

>>5756151
maybe i should just try that to lose weight
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>>5756179
understandable
looking through these pictures, i've always been a bit of a faggot
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>>5756160
Well, I used to have a black square as a profile picture and now, I routinely post new pictures. I guess I'm a lot more comfortable with how I look. And I get a lot of comments about how amazing the real me looks in comparison to what I had become...
>>5756179
And yes, I finally have some narcissism in me. I really needed it. Amazing how it can take you from feeling ugly and broken to feeling beautiful and alive.
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>>5756189
i don't like being photographed
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>>5756177
cool, so trans women are statistically safer than cis people in Brazil, that's good to know
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>>5756205
I used to hate that too. And now I've taken an appointment with a professional photographer I met years ago. Non-standard beauty is her favourite subject. The photoshoot should be interesting.
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>>5756186
looking at pictures i was huge faggot
like holy shit
and i don't even have pics of my even faggier times on facebook

>>5756216
i would rather be a standart beauty 2bh
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>>5756155
>>5756164
>>5756177
I have decided I am never going to Latin America. Shitholes. Yeah 2012 was terrible

>>5756214
Uhm no.
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>>5756223
being murdered every 27 hours sounds a lot safer than every 6 hours
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>>5756222
i've got a good eight years of faggotry posted all across facebook
oh well
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>>5756225
there's less trans women than cis people so you'd first have to work through some numbers before concluding something.
>>5756223
neither am i.
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>>5756222
I don't know. Among my role models as a kid were all these rather masculine supermodels from the 80s. I guess they're still my idea of beauty.
>>
Anyone else here taking cooking classes? My dream has, and always has been since middle school, to dote on someone for the rest of my life. I gotta work at being a perfect waifu for my (hopefully) future husband.

>>5756205
I never liked being photographed in the past because I hated how I looked. I hated the facial hair, the shoulders, etc. etc. I mean, it was so bad at a point I cried at my reflection in the car en route to celebrate my sister's birthday with family in middle school and ruined everything one year.

Now that I pass and am pretty cute, I love being photographed. It coulda been better if, you know, I did this a couple years ago and I'd look undoubtedly cis (+hips) instead of having a cis face and androg body.
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>>5756230
i actually started facebook after my kinda cliche tranny phase with strangely dyed hair and striped stockings and stuff
and i tried to be less of a faggot afterwards
which wasn't that successfull
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>>5756242
migrate before my laptop overheats from 700 post thread
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>>5756225
Only if there were an even number of trans vs cis people

Also in 2012 a transwoman was murdered via stoning. Shit. Hole.
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