/mtfg/ Looking 4 love in all the wrong places edition.

>>5732932

My first time and I goofed up a lil. Sorry.

>be dating a hot chaser
>transitioned at 20
>constantly worried he will leave you for a younger transitioner

Sigh

>>5732966

How old is he?

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me progress
rate & subscribe & donate to my patreon

>>5732976

Rough/10

>>5732932

Be me
>Driving to work
>in front of building
>let some older country guy cross the st
>I smile and wave him ok to go
>He nods and waves and tips his cowboy hat
>I probably looked like girl/faggot to him
>look to my left and see coworker
>he's looking uncomfortable or just kinda stunned at the gay shit he just witnessed
>says hey man at my open window
>everyone looks embarrassed

Being in-between blows.

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Tfw getting hormones Thursday

>Coming out to younger sister as mtf
>They proceed to tell me they're ftm

does this mean that the concept of a tranny gene is real

>>5733156

Me and my little bro. No joke. He started T last year.

did anyone here get informed consent @ the LA LGBT center? a little advice would be nice '_' i want to know what the area is like, i have to take buses/trains for 4 hrs to get there and i will have no place to stay / dont have much money

Tfw as your transition progresses your feelings for men gradually intensify from 'bisexuality' to 'I want a dick to suck ;_;', and, until you're far enough along, you can't get the latter.

>>5733156
Kinda makes sense. My sister has obvious hormone imbalances, and all the symptoms of having high testosterone for a woman. Broad shoulders, perflat (though that runs in the family), and incessant acne that only improved by taking birth control (which really just boosts your estrogen). She has wide hips and so forth though, so she probably has decent estrogen levels as well.

I'm 100% convinced she has hormonal issues but she refuses to see an endo about it.

I'm on the other end. I had stupidly high testosterone during puberty and ridiculously unmanageable acne. It all disappeared the moment I started taking spiro. At the same time, I developed some quite feminine features in concert with masculine ones, most noticeably, generally small bones, arms, wrists, waist, facial features, etc. etc. I mean, I wear size 0 jeans and only certain cuts fit my legs properly. Heck, from the side I'm basically skinnier than how 2-D characters are drawn, somehow. On the flipside, I wound up with stupid amounts of hair everywhere which is taking ages to get rid of, boxy (but not broad) shoulders, and a moderately masculine brow/forehead (which I'm getting FFS for). Going to get dermabrasion or a chemical peel to try to level out my skin tone from all the scarring post-FFS.

I'm hopeful. I'm not worried at all about looking like an average (if not somewhat cute) woman facially. I'm really just worried about.the acne scarring and my general body.

Like, my dimensions atm are 33-27-34 and 5'9". I'm basically a CLAMP noodle person. Going to gain 10 lbs over the next few months, so hopefully that broadens my hips and gives me a few more inches to my bust (underbust is 30").

Whole thing is a crapshoot.

>>5733156
This happened with my twin...

>>5733156
my sister is a genderqueer lesbian does that count

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>>5733213
>boxy (but not broad) shoulders, and a moderately masculine brow/forehead (which I'm getting FFS for)
iktf, but my shoulders are broad instead of boxy. my facial features I have chosen death in my future to fix that

>tfw bf
you would think this would be good but i'm 22 and i've never been in a relationship before and i don't know how to act

>>5733417
its so sketch

ive been talking to a guy for s couple days n im feeling dumb And new

>>5733417
Remember to hold your own, and that you're allowed to say no to things and be your own woman.
Some guys will otherwise walk all over you.

>>5733156
>Two cousins are transsexuals going both ways
>Half the maternal family has hormonal weirdness growing up
>Both brothers are bi

>>5733156
have weird incest tranny sex. thats as kinky as it gets.

>>5733453
That sounds very typical of depression. It's a vicious cycle, but interrupting it somewhere by treating it seems to help. I know during depressed periods things that usually interest me just aren't appealing.

>>5733454
Inertia is the enemy. Power through the unpleasantness and you'll probably feel some degree of satisfaction in overcoming inertia.

>>5733458
>trigger discipline
you realize this is impossible because there's no trigger on that gun right
lmao
is that supposed to be an uzi cus it looks nothin like one

>>5733451
oh fuck man

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>>5733467
idk man i didnt make the image *fartS*

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>>5733463
Maybe you're right
I'm too tired these days though to do anything like that
Maybe one day, I'll be able to leave this place forever

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>>5733469
im gonna hurt myself
i tlel you hwhat
im gonna kill myself
probably

>>5733470
There's a point where it kinda becomes complacency. Don't write off everything when you could probably find baby steps you can take even if it was just learning something.

>>5733463
i haven't been interested in anything since i was 10
i'm 20 now and i still can't find anything genuinely fun

>>5733474
You're right
I'm probably just unmotivated to do anything because I'm pre-everything

> Tfw after a year of HRT you finally can't get boners any more.

Shit. How am I supposed to maintain size now? I can masturbate, but I don't get very hard even if I AM really turned on.

>>5733486
find someone who makes you really turned on, masturbation isnt gonna do it

>>5733491
I'm not full time yet, and I'm going in for FFS in a couple months.

Sooo...

>>5733493
Jw what surgeon?

>>5733493
and? there are plenty of people who will at least hook up with you even without that

>>5733495
mb she's only turned on by seeing a hot lady in the mirror

>tfw you're in love in a submissive way and it's driving you fucking nuts

please someone just kill me its going to hurt me in the end why even bother everyone fucking leaves me

>>5733493
That doesn't stop you from trying.

>>5733494
Ousterhout, just for type 3 forehead reconstruction, a brow lift, and minor rhinoplasty.

>>5733495
I want to date as a normal girl, not while presenting as a dude. Obviously, I'll tell them, it's just.. first impressions is part of it, I guess. I also don't want chasers or anything like that.

There's the other problem which is that I'd probably wind up dating gays, and since I'm transitioning it kinda feels like false advertising, you know? I dunno, there's a bunch of reasons I'm reluctant.

Is that weird?

niggers are gay

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I'm cut. Everything I read about SRS says that if you're cut you're basically fucked in every sense. Less sensitivity, much less depth, etc. etc.

I seriously feel like doing unspeakable, edgy things to my parents for doing it to me at this point. Eugh, this is just unfair in every sense.

>>5733517
> tfw you're in love in a submissive way

I wish I could feel love.

>>5733517
>in love in a submissive way
what does this even mean?

>>5733533
>tfw almost had it cut cuz foreskin really tight

>>5733533
Surgeons don't rely on the foreskn that much. Like, a lot if not most of the outer skin gets thrown out.

>>5733533
I'd honestly do the same in your situation
like, how dare they do such a thing without your consent?

>>5733534
A vulnerable position I guess, I don't know.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jAsERpaqQo

>>5733517
are you actually in a relationship with them or just wanting to be?

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>>5733545
I know and I just don't know what to do. I can't forgive them, I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive them. I'm just lost. There's nothing I, nor anyone else can do. All I can do is just cry, and cry, and cry.

I hate this world. It's horribly unfair.

>>5733541
That's really only in the US because of all the kikery there, and it's the only vaguely civilized part of the world where it's a common practice so the SRS doctors just discard the most useful piece of tissue they don't commonly work with.

>>5733522
yes it is weird because you've let this place and the community poison your thinking and get in the way of being happy in a relationship
i can understand wanting someone to love you as a girl but even if you dont look 100% like a girl someone is still capable of loving you as one

>>5733541
It's actually very useful. If you go to a non-US inversion surgeon they can get you a fuck load of extra depth from it (where in the US they have to end up using grafts from hairy skin to make up from the crazy amount of cut Americans). And in techniques that use scrotal skin in the vagina like Suporn and Chett that foreskin can be used to make nicer labia minora.

If you're cut it might actually be worth going to a US surgeon as they'll be so much more used to dealing with it than any foreign surgeons.

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>>5733555
This world is truly the worst isn't it
I would give you a hug if I could, I really hope you aren't fucked SRS wise

My face is burning from the cold air fk this shit

>>5733563
She won't be fucked, plenty of cut people get SRS and turn out fine, she'll just have to shop around a bit before deciding who will be the best surgeon for her circumstances, but everyone should do that rather than jumping straight to memeporn.

>>5733555
>That's really only in the US because of all the kikery there
Even in the US they use foreskin where it's available.

Suporn uses it for the labia minora at most.

>>5733566
Have u tried a sweater? hahaha

I've come to terms with the fact that I'm going to have to break hearts and ruin lives just to be happy.

>tfw live in a family of homophobes and transphobes

>tfw "You will be a great man, Total Hon."

The farther I go into transition the more I realise that Im almost totally straight. I think maybe I was attracted to heterosexual relationships and just went with it. Guys are just infectious now.

>>5733575
precum soaked penises though

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>>5733563
I do to. But for now, I'm just going to cry my eyes out.

Just why!? I'm in despair. Just going to lie down and cry my eyes out for the rest othe night.

I don't know how to handle this emotionally. I never had to handle something like this before. There's no fix. There's no remedy. There's nothing I can do. There's nothing I could do. How do I stop hating, how do I stop thinking about murder and torture and all sorts of other edgy crap, how do I stop crying? It's a cycle. I cry my eyes out for half a day, then I'm emotionally exhaused for a day and a half, then I bawl my eyes out all over again. It doesn't stop, there's no end to it.

Please, someone tell me. I'm really fucked up emotionally right now. I'm slowly losing my mind. It was stressing enough thinking about all my other problems, but this?

>>5733578
bruh

>>5733572
yeah i should honestly get a ski mask

>>5733522
Dr o is still around I thought he retired

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Help me out /mtfgay! I need a kick in the ass to start studying for today. Tell me if I don't study I'll end up as you (being losers and all).

>>5733568
You're still losing out on a few inches of extra depth (like a 50% increase) if you're going with Suporn, or majorly enhanced general sensitivty.

I mean, neoclits with just glans for clits only have like, half the nerve endings as the cis equivalent. There's also the heavy keratinization to worry about, which I have no idea if it'll just fix itself or if you need to put a sock on it before surgery or something.

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>>5733568
Something wrong with Suporn?

>>5733582
The things you can't fix are the worst, makes you feel like your life is fucked. You seem very emotionally damaged at the moment, I think you should see someone.
Take care anon, I'm sure everything will work out in the end *hugs*

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tfw wearing your gfs sweatshirt

>>5733592
Oh, also, you're missing an entire freneleum which is also a huge source of nerve endings on top of that. Also used, by the way.

>>5733594
>Something wrong with Suporn?
no, everyone makes up rumors and then perpetuate those rumors

>>5733594
Nothing is wrong with Suporn, he's a great surgeon. He just has such a meme status that a lot of girls jump straight to him and disregard anyone else without actually looking into what surgeons are best for them. As just because Suporn is good for someone else doesn't mean he's the best option for you.

>>5733586
If you study, you'll end up like me with a "nice" "real job" that will suck the life out of you. And then as yet another burn-out victim.
You're young, have fun, and fuck the rat race.

>>5733604
Guess I should think carefully about a surgeon when I get to that stage

>>5733592
You're loosing out of depth if you go to Suporn?

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>>5733597
you're such a cute

>in year long relationship with a guy
>starting to realize i like women more
prob just gonna stay in it, cant handle the nervousness to break it off

>>5733604
I want to go to suporn because I am uncut and havent had an orchy also because Australia doesn't cover srs and neither do any insurance companies so it is completely out of pocket and he cheap and good.

>>5733612
no, its a rumour
he uses ballsack skin as the vaginal canal and the penis to make the labia and clitoris

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>>5733594
> The things you can't fix are the worst, makes you feel like your life is fucked. You seem very emotionally damaged at the moment, I think you should see someone.

How would seeing someone help? They can't fix anything. I can't fix anything, no one can fix anything! It's utterly pointless.

> I'm sure everything will work out in the end *hugs*

I... really hope so. From the bottom of my heart. It's just, this is the one thing I honestly wanted for most of my life, and just this one thing panning out well would be enough to justify all the hardships I've had, but my chronic misfortune continues to strike and I feel I'm fighting a losing battle.

It's getting hard to maintain hope. I mean, obviously SRS isn't the only issue I have. Well, I guess it's the only major issue aside from it is having boxy shoulders and fused hips, both of which I'm stupidly depressed about. I mean, I pass and am pretty cute facially, and my skeleton is pretty slight, but without the hips I have nothing to balance my shoulders. Eugh. At least there are partial solutions like gaining weight... but the whole SRS thing is just a blob of despair.

I understand now why so many of us kill themselves.

>>5733621
>tfw too insane to be in a relationship that isn't hell on Earth...

>>5733621
reverse ufuflu

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>when a cutie wants to kiss you all over and make you blush
>when you're going to see her in a little over 2 weeks

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This general is at it's worse when you start discussing axe wounds. Reads like body horror.
Ugh.

>>5733625
I was suggesting you see someone about your emotions, saying you were crying for half a day.

>I understand now why so many of us kill themselves.
I'm fairly certain most of us will, myself included, I don't see how I can live until my 30s even if I end up passing
I really hope neither of us do though and achieve happiness

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>>5733620
you're such a dead

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>about to finger my ass
>let out a huge fart
now i can't, fuck

>>5733639
>put my vibe up my butt
>plop it out a few hours later
>covered in poop

as well

>>5733639
>>5733643
how do you do butt fun WITHOUT it feeling like you have to poop constantly

>>5733643
the start off by touching eachother's genitals and smeaing eachother then this one smears the poo poo all over the other persons face as if that is not enough he puts the hand DEEPER to eat da poo poo

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>>5733637
come and get me~

>>5733643
>put vibe in my butt
>wait a few hours and then get the hook to pull it out
>i accidentally pulled out a poop
where is the vibe

>>5733649
>using a hook

>>5733646
>not having perfect control over your butt muscles

>>5733649
There never was a vibe, anon

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>>5733646
Proper preparation?

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>>5733635
I know, but talking about my emotions won't actually make me stop feeling them, and I don't WANT to numb my emotionality and go back to having a hardened heart and feeling nothing again. Not being able to feel anything is basically another form of death, as emotion is what makes life worth living.

Back in my high school days when I was generally more emotional than I am now, I could keep myself in check because all my problems and victories were relatively short term, and quickly faded into irrelevancy. I never learned how to deal with permanent, unfixable trauma caused by someone else, I don't think anyone does.

Revenge or suicide feels prudent, and they're the only things that feel 'right' in response. The only thing really keeping myself at bay is my tendency to take everything on myself and direct it inward instead of blaming other people, i.e. I'd surely kill myself before hurting anyone.

I'm going to bed, I'll probably have nightmares again. Life sucks.

>>5733646
im pretty sure its always like that isnt it

>>5733662
Sleep well anon
I hope you get better in the morning

>>5733664
theres a way to enjoy it. it gets lonely when its not a guys dick and having him whisper things into your ear

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>>5733648
Don't tempt me.

>>5733676
Like "Why is there poop on my dick"?

>>5733664
ive been told youre doing it wrong or not enough if it feel like dropping a load every time

>>5733676
>>5733684
im not saying i dont enjoy it, but im pretty sure that feeling doesn't go away ever

>>5733682
I clean beforehand when theres a guy

>>5733688
gotta get comfortable with it, especially if you wanna remain tight

>>5733694
i wanna get broken in and not v tight desu

sounds hot

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>tfw high school reunion this weekend
>tfw people start posting old highschool pics
>tfw look disgusting in them
A-at least I look pretty different now...

>>5733688
a few of my friends have told me it does

i cant imagine people really liking it if it actually doesn't, it burns and im constantly afraid im gonna plop out a buncha shit, nothing hot or fun abt that

>>5733701
>it burns and im constantly afraid im gonna plop out a buncha shit

yeah thats how it is for me. does it get better?

>>5733701
Unless you're edgar. Trannies can be so disgusting.

>>5733701
practice your butt and clean regularly anon

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>>5733705
You just have to work on it.

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Can anyone spare a hug before I go off to bed?

I swear, I need someone to slap me sometimes. I get overly emotional and borderline hysterical sometimes.

>>5733713
*hugs*

metoo anon

>>5733713
what's wrong with you son?

>>5733708
>tranny
>edgar
get out.

>>5733717
Pretty much everything imaginable. Not even an understatement.

>>5733720
are you fat?

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>>5733628
>when you're going to spend a snuggle week eating nice foods and going to fun place
>when you're going to cook for a cutie

>>5733622
What's a rumour that you lose depth at Suporn? He's pretty well regarded as being able to get good depth.

Though the stuff about getting superior sensitivity is a myth, it's just that he places certain sensitive tissue in a different place and feels the need to say about where it's going.

>>5733698
>dropping your trip but everyone knows it's jormy that never left

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>>5733743
I forgot my tripcode

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I'm so disgusting
I look at myself in the mirror and all I see is a hideous man thing
My face is so disgusting, forehead, nose, chin, brow, all of it.
My body is equally disgusting with the big chest and huge shoulders.
Why would anyone want to date someone as disgusting as me? There are way too many better options than an disgusting tranny. I wish someone would just kill me already like the disgusting faggot I am

hi im new
is it okay if i can only speak limited English?
i am transgender from Japan
thank you
^.^

>>5733754
ohaiyo

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>>5733736
Transbian

>>5733751
Post pic

>>5733754
wwwwwwwww

>>5733762
ignore me
I have done so many times, many people have said I don't look too bad/have potential
I'm just being a crybaby

>>5733747
Shemale :^)

>>5733747
Jörmy##shemale

:^)

>>5733758
ありがとうございました!
how are you?
may i ask where you are from?
my name is anzu
but different from boy name
it means fruit

>>5733764
i am very sorry
i don't know what you tell me?

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>>5733770
>>5733771

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>>5733772
i am from the USA
do you like anime
my favorite anime girl is homura

>>5733698
are you wearing a dress?

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Cgcydtcycyctdrctcyvyvvububvyctxxezwzwzrtctcyvubucrcbuewixneibxeu

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>>5733778
i take a guess you are from not asia
but somewhere out in the west
since you tell me good morning
i watch 魔法少女まどかマギカ also
it is very good
madoka i admire more than homura

>>5733578
Ughhhhh stahhhhp

>>5733772
whats the kanji for anzu?
Im Ayse and am in Turkey

>>5733770
>>5733771
Is it with a capital S or not????

>>5733781
What do you think I am, a girl? Of course not

>>5733791
hello
it is very nice to meet you
anzu is wrote 杏子
are you worried about war?
please be safe
thank you

>>5733794
>Of course not
so you are going to wear a shitty baggy tshirt and pants while all the other girls there are wearing their best dress and makeup

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>>5733754
Welcome
enjoy your stay here
I can be found spouting depressive statements about myself, I'm sorry if I bother you

>>5733797
Get the fuck out chink nobody likes you.

>>5733797
Not really
Just the gypsys and radicals
Take care anzu =]

>>5733806
i am very sorry if i said something bad
but i don't want to be spoke like this
i don't want to make enemies
i will go now
again sorry

>>5733804
thank you but good bye now
it is nice to meet you
and i will wish i have made friend in you

>>5733802
trip on kayla

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I don't want to face today
I want to lie in bed and pretend to be sick
But that's every day forever and I'm never allowed to stay home unless I have a fever or I'm vomiting

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>>5733788
madoka is cute, i like madoka and homura together
and yes, i am from the west, the united states of america
>>5733806
>>5733813
dont listen to them, they're just trolling, most of us want you here

>>5733814
its a highschool reunion
no girl would be caught dead in anything other than an awesome dress

>>5733813
Ok, good bye
Take care in life
Don't listen to that bully anon btw

>>5733813
No don't leave because of one mean person
I love having new faces around and you seem nice

>>5733816
>tfw don't even need to pretend to be sick and still going to work
why am I doing this

>>5733816
I'm sick of facing life desu
I wish I could lay down in bed and sleep forever
everytime I see myself it is like a dagger through my eyes

>>5733813
Fuck off chink. Don't come back.

I want to go with Jormy to her highschool for the reunion and then suck her dick in the girls changing room

>>5733831
Why waste time being rude?

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>>5733837
Fuck non-white people.

Morning mtfg how are things
I'm considering killing myself and i dont really wanna talk about it with my irl people because they'll just try to make me not again and shit

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>>5733802
Yup

I actually bought some new clothes so I don't look like a dork, but no dresses, I'm don't want people thinking I'm a tranny or something

>>5733833
But it isn't at my highschool silly, it's at a bar

>>5733844
What's up oddish dont you be stupid like >>5733843

>>5733844
tfw I tried to talk to you and you ignored

Vad är det like having a penis? It's been so long I can't remember any more.

>>5733848
>tfw wearing a dress is still at least a year on the horizon

maybe next year desu ne

>>5733844
appreciating this beauty
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuhl6Ji5zHM

So what's with the transbian hate? Is it real? Is it a meme? I'm confused, where am I?

>>5733848
Post the outfit you're going to wear

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>>5733736
I'm going to kiss you

>>5733843
Edgy.
>>5733850
Sorry. I went home from work yesterday and sleeped, then i woke up and did nothing for hours. So i was fairly busy and it is not your fault i didnt respond.
>>5733855
Yeezus > Graduation > mbdtf > lr > 808s > cd > tlop

>>5733855
blatant rip off of gary "put it up the thai girl's shitter" glitter
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zd7d6wACsw4

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>>5733860
I'm going to do so much more

>>5733860
>>5733869
trip on

>>5733844
please dont kill yourself

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>>5733859
This with red jeans

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>>5733873

>>5733877
pls no

>>5733877
>wearing everyday clothes to a reunion

>>5733873
No.

>>5733875
Every day i find it a little harder to imagine myself stickin through with this for another thirty years. I've already missed out on everything.

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>>5733877
Won't that shirt be even more embarrassing and shameful than wearing a dress?

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>>5733889
>awoo
>embarrassing
Normie pls go

>>5733883
trip on
>>5733890
trip on

>>5733890
but everyone there will be a normie
you are going to stick out like a sore thumb

>>5733886
what don't you like about your life currently?

>>5733890
>Jormy will be sat at the back table with the anime losers that everyone avoids

>>5733890
Do you have a date for your reunion?

>>5733894
You wouldn't be saying that if you knew what highschool I went to desu

>>5733900
>anime
>losers
???

>>5733903
Yes it's the 20th :^)

>>5733903
she is going to end up embarassed and posting here about how horrible the experience was and that she can never go out in girl mode again even though it was just a jeans and a weeb shirt and every other girl there was wearing a nice dress

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tfw will never look like this again
tfw will never afford ffs

>>5733890
why red jeans? that's like my only concern

>>5733898
That I'm not a girl
That i can only get jobs where i have to put my hair up so i never have a chance of passing at work
That i dont have a car and have to walk to work on the side of a highway everyday
That every day i come home from work to nothing, and i feel empty and pointless inside
A lotta other little things.

>>5733906
>>5733907
Does jormy pass? what does she sound like?

>>5733903
Her cross dresser boyfriend Lord Lilly and their two kids.

>>5733911
>That I'm not a girl
none of us are, if that makes it easier
>That i can only get jobs where i have to put my hair up so i never have a chance of passing at work
at least you're making money
>That i dont have a car and have to walk to work on the side of a highway everyday
no public transit?
>That every day i come home from work to nothing, and i feel empty and pointless inside
take up a new hobby then you have money right?
>A lotta other little things.
life problems

>>5733913
>Does jormy pass?
not fully
>what does she sound like?
like someone tried voice training as a prank

>tfw skinny weirdly shaped legs

http://strawpoll.me/6833308

http://strawpoll.me/6833308

http://strawpoll.me/6833308

>>5733921
she should go to yeson

>>5733919
>if it helps
It doesnt. Why would i wish this on anyone else? This is pure fantasy, i didnt grow up as a girl or anything. I'm just a dressed up weirdo who used to sit in the back of the class, day dreamer. I'm torturing myself over how life cant be like a story.
>no public transit
This is complicated to explain. Due to odd zoning, there's bus stops near me, but they all service totally different loops from where i work.
Also i have no money.

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My mom and her bf are fighting and my aunt said I'd be an ugly woman yesterday. And now I'm scared that this is all a delusion. God, I hate feeling like this.

>>5733857
It's a real may may.

Hope that clears it up for you.

>>5733936
>My mom and her bf are fighting

Petty issues or you being trans?

>>5733947
Their own shit. It's so annoying.

>>5733936
I always start shaking whenever people are arguing, even when it doesn't concern me. Scares the shit out of me.

>>5733908
I was joking silly.

>>5733913
Like a gruff dude

>>5733933
Apparently coughing screws it up though and I have a permanent cough.

>>5733936
i had this a few days before a major piece of surgery, my mom and dad fighting over some thing with my trans-ness, but it was a proxy argument for other marriage issues and all i could do is sit there and cry hysterically because it felt like it was me breaking their marriage apart and i was wholly to blame.

tfw stockholm syndrome

>>5733971
I can't cry. It hurts a lot.

I want to murder a tranny.

>>5733907
Jormy looks good in a dress though

>>5733925
>tfw bulky misshapen legs

My nose has a scab thats really bothering me. Why is blood sticky? This is stupid.
>>5733985
I'm in your area

>>5733986
I really don't, my legs look like they're broken and my butt is too big

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This video needs more attention!

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HyKbxNFer4w

>tfw no qtbf

>>5733999
>butt is too big for a dress
I'm afraid you have to prove that miss

>>5733989
Blood is sticky when it's exposed to air because it coagulates so you don't bleed out

>>5733999
I want to kiss your broken legs better

I should have never gone sledding with my cousin yesterday
My entire everything hurts and there's a big scratch on my face

ded

>>5734030
me

post your feet so i can do things

>>5734003
It only takes some salt and a lot of stirring to keep blood liquid, though. Perfect if you don't want to drink or cook it right away.

>>5734000
what game is that?

https://archive.is/61Xnc
>only 16
>has the hon voice
I thought starting young was guarantee. I'm older than she is and I'm scared mine will be worse

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>Tfw all I want to do is hold her in my arms right now but she is still two weeks away

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>>5734000
>tfw bf

>>5734051
>Perfect if you don't want to drink or cook it right away
W-what?

>>5734058
Why would starting at 16 affect your voice? You have to start before it begins to break.

>>5734058
I'm 37 and my voice is fine. Unless you get blockers before puberty even starts, age isn't as relevant as this board would have you believe. Except the longer dysphoria fucks with your mind, the more broken you are, obviously. So starting as soon as possible is still a good idea.

>>5734064
Let me guess... You're from the city and you have never sliced a chicken's neck open with a knife...

>>5734064
Post butt

>>5734058
>long arms

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Is it true that Pookie and Hips recreated To Kill A Mockingbird irl?

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Hai hey, can i into gurl mtfg?
Ever pass as anything but the eggman??
https://unsee.
cc/bomitaze/

>>5734084
>gamergater
no, your toxic personality can't be hidden by fat redistribution

>>5734084
>>5734087
how do you know its a gamerg8er

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>>5734087
>toxic
oh my god.

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>>5734073
Caught me. Cityfolk reporting in, Id hire an illegal to do that shit for me.

>>5734074
But the last time I did everyone said it was flat...

>>5734084
Youll need some major chin reduction if not full on FSS

>>5734058
Practice your voice, idiot.

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>>5734087
Im toxic? No :( pls anon try to understand that im the victim here, games shud be designed with feminist supporting values.
PIG

>>5734097
Ok thanks.

>>5734097
Speaking of. When are you getting your chin sorted out hon?

>>5734084
Fuck you M.....

>>5734124
I'm confused what'd they do who are they

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>college starts today and I am freaking out

>>5734135
Time to go miss cock is here. Bye thread

>>5734073
>tfw ur mom grew up on a farm but her experiences spoiled that whole way of life for her so she didn't really pass any of that culture down

>>5734139
oh shut up

>>5734135
>college
...life was so carefree back then.

>>5734139
Bye

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I need some help /mtfg/.

My payment to AllDayChemist was declined by my bank and my bank called me saying suspicious activity was made on a visa card and asked for my name and stuff should I be worried?
Where am I going to get my hormones from now?

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>>5734110
It could have been the camera angle, it was a rather unflattering picture.

>>5734112
The day you give me six grand. I could start a kickstarter or gofundme fund where I beg people online to donate to Moaps chin reduction.

>>5734148
>carefree
its pure misery

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>>5734143

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>>5734153
>Where am I going to get my hormones from now?
From an endocrinologist

>>5734153
Your bank is worried that it was a unauthorised payment

>>5734153
no. don't be worried. the bank i am with constantly locks my account when its fraud detection is triggered. it's hella annoying but it's not something you'll get into any trouble with, you just have to confirm that they were genuine and try the purchase again.

>>5734163
kayla pls, it's not helpful.

>>5734163
>shit tier spiro

>>5734158
wait until you get a job then.

>>5734153
fuck this pic always makes me giggle reminding me of this one lesgen anon

>>5734167
your bank sounds like shit, you aren't in the US are you? I bought my emergency reserve hrt from ADC and never had any issues.

>>5734163
and this is why that anon sent out an email to your doctor and the clinic staff

>>5734174
>tranny posting in lesgen

>>5734170
desu i have been both in work and college and work is so much better and less stressful imo. also, money

>>5734175
i'm bongistani, and ye for the last 5 years the number of times my account has been locked is infuriating, but at least they now have a streamlined system for unlocking. they just send a couple of texts to me and i reply with Y to confirm they were genuine, then i re-attempt whatever transactions.

>tfw no bf with a BBC

So mtfg what's the perfect shoulder width? When I look at myself I think I look really broad but my measurement shouldn't be I don't think.

>>5734181
sometimes it's better for having actual conversations about life and dating girls and stuff away from constant tranny drama bs

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YEES YES YES YES YES I JUST GOT MY REFERRAL TO CHARING CROSS

FINALLY

THANKS MRS DOCTOR LADY

>>5734191
12 inches

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>>5734124
Who?
>>5734130
Nobody, i just hate my man face and post it to feel more hurt and selfhate because so done but like apparently its not okie

>>5734191
if your shoulder circumference is bigger than butt circumference then its bad

>>5734179
doing that they committed libel and that is illegal so I am not worried
Trying to stop someone from getting their hrt refill is literally lower than anything on earth.

>>5734183
tried another hrt site?

http://strawpoll.me/6833912
http://strawpoll.me/6833912
http://strawpoll.me/6833912
http://strawpoll.me/6833912

>>5734191
depends on how tall you are. i'm hella tall so proportionally 16" width would make sense for me, but would make a 5'7 girl look like gimli.
my width is more though i think, like 17 or 18"? can't remember.

>>5734198
L A N D A N
A
N
D
A
N

how's daahn saahth

>>5734203
>circumference
shoulders and hips are better measured in terms of width cause tits and ass mess with circumference measurements.
>tfw my hips aren't wide enough

>>5734204
oh i was talking generally, i don't even buy from ADC and iirc my bank didn't actually block me when buying from QHI. it's not site specific i think the bank is really checking for what it deems unusual activity, it's all algorithmic, based on the amount being spent and the destination country etc.
there's no person sitting at their computer reading every transaction and going "hmm, a MALE customer buying estrogen? BLOCK FOR FRAUD"

>>5734193
....Can't disagree with that.

>>5734215
I'm up north, but charing has the shortest waiting time, so I picked there :3

>>5734208
you are straight up human trash
you are no better than a rich guy going into a homeless shelter to show off his $40,000 watch

>>5734217
and as long as you don't bring up tranny shit then no one rlly cares besides the super autists like kek

>>5734198
Enjoy the year long waiting list and uncertainty of it they lost your referral or not.

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>>5734221

>>5734183
work doesn't let you go on holiday for a few months a year though.

>>5734208
>not trying to infiltrate the mtf society by pretending to be one of them

The only way we can defeat the tranny menance that is trying to dismantle feminist and woman-only spaces from the inside is if we do the same to them!

>>5734232
god i love this

>>5734237
>tranny menance that is trying to dismantle feminist and woman-only spaces
That is not what trans people are doing at all you stuck up cunt.

>>5734221
I don't rub in the fact I'm cis female. I do type what I feel is true--like how you're an androgynous alienesque creature with roadside cone tits rapidly shifting between crying about your situation and revealing your body parts like a psychopath.

>>5734155
post soles and i'll contribute 50 bucks

>>5734249
Its not my fault I don't look like you, I wasn't a spoiled daddy's princess like you were so my body was marred by years of systematic torture. You have no right to judge us.

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>>5734249

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>>5734245

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>>5734249
>revealing your body parts like a psychopath
>because cis girls don't take a billion nude selfies every day

>>5734220
oh cool. i keep on going back and forth in my head whether it's even worth getting the NHS involved this early in transition. i think i'll stick with self medding, get a couple sessions of private voice coaching cause i'm really struggling with that, umm, obviously hair removal, then presenting in the right clothes in public, probably a rhinoplasty too since my nose is broken anyway, and only then will i actually bother going through the NHS so it can eventually become official and legally changed but i hear so many horror stories about how they treat patients that i'd rather just be in control of my own transition and not open myself up to such humiliation and dehumanization.

>>5734221
kayla you need to learn to not take anon shitposters seriously. like come on, grow a thicker skin why do you let stuff like that get to you?

>>5734234
idgaf desu it's not like i actually do anything fulfilling during holidays.

>>5734237
kek'd nahh, why don't you just go full on TERF and tell "transfeminists" to get lost? give them the reality check they deserve.

>>5734249
>roadside cone tits
wish they were even nearly that big
>revealing your body parts like a psychopath
so like a woman?

>>went for lupron shot yesterday
>>told aprn i want to get orchiectomy
>>receive call today dr office today
>>they will send letter to urologist / get things moving
>>have to quit smoking

fuck. how to quit smoking :[

>>5734261
c'mon lol both genders do that. it's a moot point

>>5734266
so then you are the feminist cis girl
figures

>>5734274
i'm a tranny, you pathetic, projecting inbred. end yourself.

>>5734278
U also had ffs and breast augmentation

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So its cis girls that have been trolling here? Who would have thought.

>>5734254
You're right it's not your fault. Blame your parents for their heredity traits.

>>5734256
It looks to be trying really hard to look "sexy" and this makes me laugh.

>>5734261
Firstly, I don't proclaim to be dysphoric about my body while doing it. Secondly, I actually look good. Being naturally feminine and all.

>>5734263
>so like a woman?
In your daydreams, my dear. Not in reality.

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>>5734281
lol

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>>5734285

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Do hairdressers universally just ignore what you say and just do whatever or is that only a common occurrence here?

>>5734294
maybe you do, but since i've literally never, ever been misgendered after going fulltime, why would i care? i'm cute af.

>>5734286
wanna hang out?

>>5734286
>secondly, I actually look good.

I doubt that. If you have to come to a mtf thread to shit on people, there's a good chance you are a whale who gets shunned by her cis peers and needs to insult people to feel better.

>>5734304
>i'm cute af
no you are not

>wanna hang out?
I don't hang out with men who pretend to be women

>>5734301
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXuauPokp3s

>>5734308
rude :- (
i'm sorry you feel threatened by facts. perhaps this place isn't for you. you should try susans, there's way more non-passers there!

>>5734208
that's kinda sad, like don't you have anything better to do?

>>5734317
I'm not threatened at all by men like you pretending to be women, I pity you.

>>5734317
>you should try susans, there's way more non-passers there!
>because you should shit on fellow trans girls who are less fortunate than you
you are scum

>>5734304
Sure, let's hang out. I've always wanted a cute mtf friend to take to go shopping.

>>5734307
I'm naturally catty and I can pull it off too. Unlike the most of you acting like a little girl when you're clearly nothing but that.

>>5734321
Hamplanet detected

>>5734329
+1

>>5734310
I don't have down syndrome ;-:

>>5734321
Post feet, I doubt you're actually a cis woman.

omg why are you all falling this hard for the cis bait,
just ignore them! laugh it off. their opinion really shouldn't matter to you

>>5734331
:^) good troll sir

>>5734320
Of course I have better things to do and this is one of my stops. You should be flattered by a girl like me even being in here.

>>5734301
Well, you have to be very clear about what you want and use their jargon if you don't want something random.
Last time I went to the hairdresser, I asked for a below the shoulders, layered, feathered bobcut "just as the ones that were trendy back in 1985" and I got exactly what I was expecting.

>>5734329
>not shitting on the hons and normies at susans
you haven't learned a thing from chan culture, have you?

>>5734331
oh, you aren't >>5734321 ? ok then. i warn you i'm a big spender.

speaking of >>5734321
i pity people who think they can have any influence on my emotions with anonymous posting on the internet. again, i'm sorry you feel threatened enough to attempt to refute a fact, but i think you need help for your issues.

>>5733399
What does that mean even? Does lesbian not imply female-identifying person attracted to female-identifying person?

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well fuck mtfg for today

>>5734350
Hi, Kayla. How are you?

>>5734350
Ignore bad things and teach me how to fix cars.

>>5734350
Thank god

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>>5734350

>>5734344
>this is one of my stops
lol obviously I don't think you're here 24/7 but you're here now and suggested it's a regular thing and it's sad you don't have anything better to do than wasting your time shitting on a medical minority to make yourself feel better

>a girl like me
like what? you don't seem particularly nice or particularly interesting in your conversations, and again it's pretty sad how you're taking the time to pick on trannies on 4chan

>>5734350
ignore the bad things and let the lack of good things consume you

>>5734343
I do believe your life is trolling you and you are the one who is a sir. :^)

>>5734348
That wasn't me and good, I don't want you to awkwardly stand around the whole time like oliver twist.

>>5734321
Are you that angwy chaser from before or just another poltard?

Like seriously, no one believes you are a cis female, you may come up with a million ways to excuse yourself why posting proof is above you. Like you don't care if we know it or you try to divert this accusation by throwing a fit at me instead.

Hands down. You are just another worthless troll on the internet with no impact what so ever. Well, except for making Kayla feel upset but she is psycho enough to do that on her own so no big deal there.

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>>5734251
I wish I had the guts to be a camwhore or go into porn, I really do, I could get my chin reduction in less than a year.

>>5734301
I think you need to find a better hairdresser

>>5734364
I know you're getting all serious right now because your reality that I do make fun of is difficult for you, but your reality is my joke. It's not meant to be sad for me.

>using two repeating points
You've been to that well already. Yet you talk about someone else being not particularly interesting..

>>5734350
you cannot escape the consequences of your actions

looks like kayla has a pretty hard core stalker

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>go into town to check my bank
>go get food for dinner
>the supermarket is full of tiny men
>instead of feeling clockable, i feel like a supermodel
>walking around filling my basket with scotch pies, salami and microwaveable mac n cheese because i need more ass
>giggling to myself
>my giggling sounds like crying
>security guard comes up and asks 'Miss, is everything ok?'
>blurt out 'TINY MEN' and run out of the store laughing like crazy
>get home
>it's school holidays the tiny men were probably children

>mfw im retarded