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Previous thread: >>5694475
yaaaaaaaay im a real girl
feet.
>>5695401
I'm at a cross. Those feet are pure but can i can get hiv from feet related lewds...this is painful.
>>5695414
>5thth for never pass never bother
>>5695419
Me too, let's get brunch
*paaaarp*
hi
I went back
im a chaser and im back
wheres the lewd i need to cum
wait is cyba actually poz?
oh fug n-nevermind i dont want to fug ur bp anymore s-sorry
seriously who was that
Don't hate me because I'm beautiful. There are so many other, valid reasons to hate me...
>>5695424
you're insane.
you seemed to have transitioned into a Jewish boy's older and wiser sister.
bring your own, baby!
I don't have anything this thread because I got so horny last time that I don't think I'll be able to masturbate again for a week.
So instead I just want to say that I just found out my belly button is full of dried cum from when I squirted hard all over my belly. Somehow it made it through the shower.
Good day.
the face when i will never be grimes
>>5695432
no im not i have even been tested tho i have fucked one girl
>>5695445
Show me your results then marry me
>>5695441
>I squirted hard all over my belly.
elaborate
>>5695446
yes warning old phto when my tits were smaller
>>5695442
>strong brow Riggs
>thick nose
>thick eyebrows
I am grimes
>>5695442
>tfw Grimes has a stronger face than you
>>5695455
i hope i don't wake up tomorrow.
>reads last thread
>mfw
>>5695461
I hope I don't wake up in 1999... If I were to, what a long, weird nightmare I'd have been through.
>>5695431
apparently the rulez are gay so i cant post lewder
>>5695449
You can find a play by play a couple threads back. The skinny of it is that I got mind break levels of horny from lack of sleep, got so desperate to have something deep inside me that I tried shoving ice cubes up my ass, pussied out, then fingered myself until I came everywhere and passed out.
Woke up a few hours later covered in dry cum with cold wet spots all over my bed from the ice cubes. And yes, thank you, I do love my life.
>tfw parents walk in on their son's room and find me splayed on the bed naked, covered in semen and ice cubes, with a pair of little tiddies
#stealthlife
>>5695468
just kill your parents
tfw u wear rainbow thigh highs and use ur gfs butte to edge for 30 minutes then cum hard inside her and feel cum gushing out
I thought I couldn't ejaculate dude wtf, is edging the life hack?
>>5695470
That's Step 5 of getting away with transitioning. Step 4 is killing myself and it absolutely must be done before Step 5.
>>5695471
O//////O
>>5695466
fuck the rulez
>>5695474
You could be in that position in the future desu
>>5695468
>splayed on the bed naked, covered in semen and ice cubes
what's the problem here?
>>5695450
Unf bro
>>5695471
IDGI, like, I'm 99% dry except if I get fucked, suddenly it comes back to life.
>>5695477
O-oh my goodness y-yume
>>5695464
i went crazy last thread sorry
>>5695489
na dude it wasnt that, it was the multiple unsee's of yumes shenis
>>5695419
Is it me or does half of all mtf's consist of nerdy looking women?
Maddie your Skype avatar is giving me da look... O.o
>>5695493
Khan cock x)
>>5695493
And the picture of Gem giving SUCC not even in an unsee
>>5695480
post butt
>>5695496
correctomundo
>>5695499
Bruh no
Soles tho
>>5695504
>i dismissed that as a troll image and i still stand by my opinion
Unsees confirm matching pubes.
>>5695506
its dark im scared
>>5695514
>It was pretty clear that wasn't my body or gems.
It's pretty clearly your hairy cock, nice try.
>>5695515
Post dicc so I have something to fall asleep dreaming about.
>>5695516
Uhhhhhhhhh o.o my body is hairless besides my pits head and junk d00d
that dude has a happy trail!!!
>>5695514
P-pls... <3
>fall in love
>get heart horribly broken
>fall in lesser love
>get heart slightly confused when she randomly friendzones you and then somehow makes her steam account disappear??? and doesn't respond to any of your messages
like what even idgi
>>5695522
So you sayin' you was hairy an shiiiied?
>>5695523
Mmm I'd love to, but you're so far away ;;
Who is cyba?
>tfw in one week yume turns this gen into a wretched hive of degeneracy
aesthetic feel?
What does it take to get a cyba gf?
>>5695531
a nasty hiv poz tranny bitch with a necrophiliac streak
>>5695502
>tfw can't even get so much as someone to cuddle
>>5695534
Heh. Are you new, or is this just a new name?
>>5695532
Shoving an ice cube up my ass was pretty aesthetic, remy. You should have been there to see it.
>>5695542
>cash
For realsies though, I take it you're into girls? Help me help you make me your gf.
>>5695541
i c e t h e t i c
god i hate the closet
>>5695544
i don't really know yet. I think I am but I also crave dick so maybe i am just into transgirls?? idk
>>5695535
>Tfw I met a qt that wants to cuddle me and I am going to give her headpats and kisses
thanks /mtfg/
>>5695542
U saw the unsee's nigga. I'm laying in bed now, I stayed up for an hour waiting for someone to ask me to take more pics cus canwhore won that poll but nobody said nothing.
Imma pass out in a few minutes so you missed ur opp
>>5695541
L O N D O N
O
N
D
O
N
i just wanna seduce an american qt with my terrible falsetto girl voice
>>5695549
ni ni yume
>>5695547
>I think I am but I also crave dick
Whale cum to the party.
>>5695534
Have you ever actually fucked a dead person
>>5695551
ill never move to london bcuz no guns. move to murica
>>5695551
You already asked when I needed your cock, now I'm satisfied and I'm still in Canada.
>>5695557
no its lust the edgiest thing i could think of
>>5695557
Cautiously interested in the answer to this.
>>5695551
Would you seduce qt Australian girls?
>>5695562
take that interest to the morgue with a bottle of scotch, 500 usd, and a whole bunch of regret
>>5695566
I don't even know what you're trying to say or reference, so why don't you just let me fuck you?
>>5695569
to be fair the slavs have solid banter game too but it usually involves vodka, car theft and setting fire to each others' shell suits.
>>5695563
there's no such thing, imbecile.
>>5694784
>I'd kiss kayla just to call her a faggot afterward
faye x kayla confirmed
>>5695576
fayla
>>5695570
maybe you don't want to know
okay
>>5695574
true dat, i forgot about our eastern european brethren, i knew a polish kid in school; he brought some serious bants with him.
>>5695560
Hey mate
Can I get some edgy posts pls?
>>5695585
>Necro is cool
Ehh...
>>5695585
Only for the pepe need more pics of trannys holding up printed pepe memes
>>5695586
sure thing pal, edgiest image in my collection :^)
>>5695588
well it is pretty hot
>>5695548
>tfw no headpats and kisses
>>5695591
Image all the wrists you could cut with that
woah le edgy maymay
>>5695592
Ehhhhhhhhhhhhh....................
>>5695593
tfw no dead trannies to masterbait to
>>5695593
Meet up with a mtfg poster close to you and you could get them too.
>>5695600
if you do me a favor ill kill myself and let you use my body
>>5695599
>>5695607
Deal
>>5695600
Where do you live bby?
>>5695609
a y y
>>5695575
look up courtney act then. she's an aussie drag queen and she passes better than you do.
>>5695600
>tfw no dead trannies to masterbait to
Just wait, none of us live past 40 anyways.
>>5695610
im gonna need you to wire me five thousand US dollars
>>5695609
i havent killed anyone yet
>>5695613
>that jaw and nose
LMFAO that's not 'qt'.
no shit she 'passes' better than i do, i don't pass at all. i don't see how that's relevant though?????????????
what is development like after starting hrt back up after a year absence? comparable to development before or stunted?
>>5695623
dont make me absolve our contract faggot
>>5695626
Stunted
>>5695629
Remy r u jihadi john can i join isis
>masturbating me fan with a vibe
>pull it out
>spots of bloody lube
Fuck you granulation, I want to do things now.
>>5695634
Can we start a tranny ISIS?
>>5695629
go absolve your existence, insect. you clearly don't understand how a contract works.
>>5695609
I didn't kill anyone?
I've always said i like fetishes purely from a 2d aspect. I'm vanilla as fuck in 3d.
>>5695638
Yes-maybe-i certainly hope so
You're all a bunch of degenerates
Signed,
Lesgen
>>5695647
Yeah, pretty much.
>>5695647
Go back to touching kids faggot
>>5695647
I'm a pure virgin who just wants to cuddle
>>5695645
let's just make this clear, make sure you pay close attention.
you are beneath me.
this is how it will always be.
>tfw finally growing uggo misshapen tits
f-feels good guys.
>>5695638
I wanna tranny Peshmerga desu senpai.
>>5695655
nah bro you explicitly stated that i was to give you death, i hold all the cards here.
Remy 1 - You 0 (thats zero in case you didnt know) x)
>>5695651
I want to cuddle too.
(after getting tied up and spanked)
>>5695647
i post in lesgen and mtfgen because im cis but my gf is trans. who's the degenerates now, rhonda
>>5695660
a contract does not grant you any stature. it could be you or any other lowlife i choose. nature is doing it at a faster pace than you could even reach me regardless, so consider yourself lucky.
>tfw saw a pretty tranny yesterday who is everything I want to be
>>5695658
Nice start
>>5695668
fite me irl faget mon then square go like i'll fuckin burst ye
>>5695668
nah dude the kurds are pretty cool, fuck the turks imo
Good night mtfg. Hopefully I will defile your corpses in my dreams ^_^
>>5695686
hopefully you'll become a corpse in your sleep.
>>5695686
i bet you will you dirty mohammedan
>>5695658
how many months faget
>>5695686
Post butt
>>5695679
LETS GO RIGHT NOW BRING IT ON YA LITTLE WANK
This thread sucks.
Git gud
>>5695695
instead of shitposting you could try to make it better!
>>5695691
Tomorrow
>>5695693
listen here u little gobshite, you go near her and my cousin dave is gonna batter you i swear on me nans grave
>>5695679
>>5695683
K*rdish independence never desu
That said, T*rks are pretty gross too
Not as gross as India
>>5695680
What if I go on a suicide mission tho?
>>5695695
thank you for your valuable input.
>>5695698
Liar,
implying your even coming back tmrw...
what's up ya boons ?
I can't stop playing pokemon, wat do ?
>>5695706
Witness us!
>>5695709
Have you and your gf swallow a .44 bulletproof
>>5695709
play pokemon?
What a day, what a lovely day
>>5695709
>pokemon
Are you 6?
>>5695716
D :
>>5695710
WITNESS!!
Mediocre!
>>5695719
>tfw mediocre
like everything else in life desu
>>5695709
Catch a shiny ralts
>>5695673
this one
>>5695723
Cobrajuicccy on reddit?
>>5695726
yea
>>5695720
Best soundtrack
probably inappropriate to ask but please take this seriously im not joking at all
would anyone actually like my body? i have been thinking about how i want to go out, and i don't really like the idea of dying alone in my apartment to be discovered a month later.i've thought about going somewhere remote to do it, so nobody will find me. but that is more sad. i've thought about public places but that seems too mean.
would somebody here maybe want my body? i can fly over, i have enough money for a flight anywhere assuming i'm never coming back. i can fly over, we'll hang out for a couple days and then finally fix myself.
you can do whatever you want to the body so long as it's worth it to you. it should be fine since im suiciding and it's not murder or w/e. i kind of like the idea of somebody having sex with my body, i'll die a virgin but i wonder be a dead virgin.
tell me if interested, i don't know how the legalisty works just if yu're interested it's iup yoy you.
>>5695730
What
>>5695730
Umumumumumumumemem
>>5695729
Great movie desu
>>5695733
Best of 2015 imo
>>5695730
you could suicide of old age
>>5695742
no.
Who's Cyba and why does she look like a much improved version of my ex, both prettier and cooler?
>>5695747
>necrophilia
nice
>tfw sticking things in your butte thinking about a trip sticking things in your butte
>>5695737
I hope reincarnation is real
so when I die, I can re-experience all the great movies again
>>5695751
Which trip?
>>5695750
it was as a meme.
>>5695745
Wanna fugg?
>>5695753
But what if you get reincarnated in the past and there are no tv's!?!?
>>5695752
Go back to redit you fuck
>>5695756
Hell yeah let's do it
What the fucks going on rn
>>5695754
not tellin' :3
>>5695762
pleeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaase
>>5695759
Never
>>5695761
It's confusing
>>5695758
reincarnate me in the 80's
A E S T H E T I C S
>>5695761
Mtfg
>>5695730
You know thats still illegal as fuck for whoever gets found humping your corpse right?
>>5695775
That depends. A lot of places have no laws on necrophilia
>>5695762
I'm going to put things in your butte
>>5695767
It's making my brain hurt senpai ;~;
>>5695770
Milfs trying to fuck goats?
>>5695773
Approximately everywhere
>>5695784
excuse me, shouldnt you be in bed missy?!
>>5695784
Meh
I've somehow gone from tranny ISIS to Mad Max
I say just go with it
This lgbt community is broken
>>5695776
Idk, probably.
its lewd nude and crude
>>5695788
but we need the Q on the end because an expression needs a fucking letter
Real girls don't have dicks desu
>>5695788
Well? What do you expect us to do about it? I just wanna be a girl, fuck the community.
>tfw kind of look like elanna
imokaywiththis.jpg
>>5695792
But Real Girls + do. Never gonna regret the penis upgrade.
>>5695799
rip the lie in dream, gl on your exam though senpai
>>5695788
>humanity is broken
ftfy
>>5695799
Shiny and chrome?
>>5695801
>No one gives better head than trangirls
Damn right, I know just where to go to make a dick feel good.
>>5695801
pls... one more selfie... i wanna see your pretty face
>>5695799
No you're delusional
>>5695783
I am in bed but I will post butt + selfie tomorrow
>>5695808
Exactly
>>5695810
Theres a bunch in the previous thread too
>>5695808
Teach me how
I've never blown anyone and I'm terrified
>>5695783
I've never tried butt stuff mtfg, how do I do it?
>>5695815
>I am in bed
Are you an asstralian? its 8:30 in the US and 1:00 pm in yurop.
>>5695820
buy douche
use douche
buy lube
lube on fingers
finger ass to loosen
take dick/object
>>5695819
Have you actually used your dick before? If so you've surely noticed which spots feel better than others and what's really good and what isn't.
If you've got too much dysphoria over it or it doesn't work that's fine, give lots of love to the boy's cock head and he'll appreciate it.
>>5695823
Its 739am here in Minnesota but i haven't been to sleep yet
>>5695824
Is it worth while to practice on bananas?
>>5695824
>tfw you like using teeth
>>5695803
;~; thanks remy
How's it going on your end?
>>5695805
Y E S
Shiny and chrome!
*sprays paint on kuppy*
>>5695811
Hey I'm just working within the confines of your definition here.
>>5695820
1. Clean butte
2. Stick things in butte
3. Enjoy
>>5695802
:S
Confusing abstract feels, but I mean, I'd probably take it as a compliment if someone thought I looked like someone objectively as attractive as danny pretransition.
>>5695819
stroke the base and focus on the tip
use tongue when applicable
almost everyone likes deepthroating
tongue under foreskin
fondle balls
>>5695830
that only trains your gag reflex.
>>5695831
>masturbate
thats butt stuff not masturbation. go pull your dick if u wanna masturbate bruh
>>5695833
>tfw you gently pull on the foreskin with your teeth
>>5695839
Also tongue in urethra but only quickly and only once
>>5695833
My ex said the same thing, she always said it was fun to nibble.
IS IT FUN TO NIBBLE??
>>5695834
I kinda hope i dont ever have to give a bj.
>>5695836
I was having a bad day when he said it so i was a little sour about it. I was tired yesterday, got poked with needles, i got sir'd at chipotle, and then i got super fucking depressed about how I'll never pass or feel good about being female and I'll always be some sort of lesser citizen and shit and ughhhhh it was a bad day.
Hopefully today I'll feel better.
>>5695836
It's time for me to die now
WITNESS ME!!!!!!!!!
>>5695848
Go to sleep you slut, you need to rest your butt for tomorrow.
>>5695841
'butt stuff'.
anal play.
it'd be prostate stimulation if you were to go more specific with your fingering.
>>5695842
i like you.
>>5695843
it's fun to do it, only fun to recieve if you're kinky. like, i would enjoy it but nobody ever does it to me.
>>5695850
ticklish, no. extremely sensitive and delicate, yes. very very fucking careful gropes are a nice addition to have and it's not like your hands are busy often. sucking on them is a whole other thing, it feels amazing for me but not everyone is me.
>>5695848
>Its normal if you don't use it. Keep using it and you'll be fine
With my sex drive back and no experience (or douches so I can start) with butt stuff I'm probably gonna keep using it for a while ;_;
>>5695850
>Probably not?
You miiiiiiight wanna see a doctor then I'm not sure it's good to feel pain like that anywhere desu
>>5695855
So it's just another thing to do but I still need to use my gt to get off?
>>5695860
You can get off on it alone.
>>5695860
you can have orgasms without touching your dick at all if you have a prostate orgasm. it feels a lot more intense than any other orgasm ever will, honestly. it's the male g-spot after all.
Gay males remove yourself from this general
>>5695768
guys pls...
>>5695868
>born with a dick
>I don't get dicks
just stick the fucker in your mouth and suck, put your hand on the base of the shaft and gently stroke unless they say harder or they're about to cum then you grab that shit
>>5695864
>>5695865
I'm gonna have to try this out
>>5695867
alright you heard the anon, shut down /mtfg/.
>>5695868
honestly don't panic about it. like, you don't have to do any of this kinky shit your first time. just good old fashioned sucking will do the trick. aim for depth and using your tongue on the tip and you'll make most people cum eventually, unless they have phimosis then it gets tricky.
>>5695870
nobody gives a shit.
>>5695874
you only need two fingers. it's not a hard gland to find, it has a different texture to your walls but be extremely gentle to it. you basically just stroke it like you're doing a beckoning gesture.
>>5695877
>nobody gives a shit.
i was only asking for advice on estrogen you unhelpful asshole
>>5695880
ABLOOBLOOBLOO. how about you see an endocrinologist instead of being a braindead self-medding piece of shit? at the very least, have the common sense to just take pills like a normal person, you snowflake sperglord.
>>5695877
I'm gonna have to order some douches today, this sounds interesting and exciting. Probably pretty helpful too if I'm gonna be getting horny again but dysphoric about my gf.
>>5695872
Its just weird, all the advice you're giving me is totally counter how mine feels when i feel the need to get off. If anyone EVER touched my balls it tickled, touching the head was too much and kinda hurt, and i got off primarily with the shaft. I'm terrified that I'm gonna fumble around someones dick now.
>>5695877
Whats phimosis
>>5695880
Come back later. The thread is overrun by men right now
>>5695883
>ABLOOBLOOBLOO
*tips fedora*
>how about you see an endocrinologist instead of being a braindead self-medding piece of shit?
What if they cant lol
>at the very least, have the common sense to just take pills like a normal person, you snowflake sperglord.
What the fuck am I reading are you even trans
>>5695887
yeah, i noticed...
>>5695892
>nice memes.
The only people I've ever seen seriously type
>ABLOOBLOOBLOO
out were just edgy teenage boys who were really gross
>>5695868
Also try to look them in the eyes the whole time beg them for their cum and swallow
>>5695896
i mean that's extremely fucking ironic considering their only rebuttal was a literal meme about edgy teenage boys.
>>5695897
That's really bad advice if you're giving head. Do guys actually like that? Because I much prefer not having a broken neck.
>>5695893
That's honestly the way I'd like to go
>>5695897
Cyba kun you're making me nervous
Trying to buy socks. The two sizes are 3.5 to 5 and 6 to 7.5, I'm a size 5.5.
Wat do
>>5695883
did your hon mother tell you to hold off on taking hormones until you've RLE'd as a man in a dress for 5 years?
no? your AA might be bunk, dude, i didn't give you any reason otherwise to be so antagonistic.
>at the very least, have the common sense to just take pills like a normal person
okay. what pills? i'm already taking progynova. i'm just asking if there's a better way to do it and what the advantages and disadvantages of each are.
you could actually be helpful, you know, if you know so much about endocrinology.
or maybe you can't because you're not on hormones and don't know what the hell you're talking about...
>>5695922
>RLE'd as a man in a dress for 5 years
but tripfag that's what it's like on hormones anyway
>>5695927
No its not on hormones everything is sparkles
>>5695927
enjoy your receding hairline and having a nose like a concord.
>>5695935
Christ I'm already on hormones but thinking about those things still scares me
>>5695927
>>5695932
>>5695935
>enjoy your receding hairline and having a nose like a concord.
because hormones magically reshape your nose
>>5695932
Have you been using the girls bathroom or guys bathroom?
>>5695927
It's actually pretty awesome to jump in and not look like a man in a dress after a few months.
>>5695941
My therapist told me I shouldn't be using the men's room anymore after I said people were giving me funny looks. She's going to give me a letter which says I can use the ladies toilets. I'm sure they'll pay attention to that when I'm getting the shit kicked out of me
>>5695942
Shh anon the "hons" are out
>>5695948
>implying anyone cares
>>5695937
yeah, it's exactly why i spent so long obsessing over anti-androgens until i decided that paying for degarelix was worth it to nuke my test production to castrate levels and not have to worry about QHI spiro being bunk.
>>5695938
cutting test won't reshape my nose, but it will stop it growing at the rate it does in men as they age. if i didn't take hormones, by the time i hit 40 my nose would definitely have grown more than it will now that i'm nuking my test.
again, you're proving that you are in fact a bored man concern trolling the general for a lark.
>>5695948
>shit kicked out of me
By butch dykes?
>>5695955
By the police for being a child predator out to molest little girls
KEEP MEN OUT OF WOMENS BATHROOMS
Lmao fuck this thread right now. I've never seen it so shit, I'll come back when we can actually talk about trans shit.
>>5695961
ill talk to you about trans shit anon-kun
>>5695961
>I've never seen it so shit
you haven't been here very long, have you?
>>5695966
A year but there's a difference between a bunch of trannies shit posting and gay men shiting up the thread dismissing trans topics.
>>5695965
Bullnosed bulldykes will have more trouble than you.
>get ready go out in girlmode
>look in mirror
>eh yeah good enough
>go out
>feeling okay
>see reflection in window
>look like a man in faggy clothes with long hair and tits
why do I live
>>5695971
<there's a difference between a bunch of trannies shit posting and gay men shiting up the thread dismissing trans topics.
This is why Trans Help General exists. Mtfg is literally THE shitposting thread, there's a whole thread dedicated to actual topics of concern.
>>5695980
<implying
>>5695959
>not using the mens bathroom and pulling the guy using urinals dong
Step it up
>>5695977
At least you have tits
>tfw a year on mones and just got weird nips.
>>5695972
>bulldykes
Yeah they haven't really been a thing since the late 2000s.
Most of them have definitely toned down the masculinity in the past few years or became ftms.
>>5695980
Nice reading comprehension. You must have autism.
>>5695981
<<implying
In all my time of being here this place has been the following
>catfights
>sadposting
>shitposting
>/pol/posting
>attentionwhoring
>kayla
There's never anything good that comes out of this thread.
>>5695988
Nice meme
Even when it's not gay men shitposting, trans shitposting often completely ignores people actually looking for any sort of help or serious topic.
>>5695991
I come here only for the shitposting, what fun would it be if it was just serious discussion?
post tits and judge others on their tit growth
>>5695922
'hon mother'
what the fuck does that even mean? LMAO
oh, gee, i fucking wonder. it's not like you could literally look up the advantages and disadvantages on your fucking search engine. shit, too hard, better ask /mtfg/ to solve all of my common problems because i'm too incompetent to do my own research.
i mean you're completely right i've never started hrt i'm clearly more manly than you, bruh. i am oh so sorry, mister high and mighty - you clearly deserve to post here, with a fucking tripcode, none-the-less, pretending like your opinion means something, when you literally have no idea what the fuck you're talking about.
holy shit dude, estrogen is estrogen. progynova works. maybe stop buying your pills online and actually go get therapy or an education on what you're doing to your body.
>>5695995
>only for the shitposting
That's exactly what my point was. This thread is entirely shitposting. It has only been shitposting since it's inception. The Trans Help General exists to fill that void that mtfg leaves.
>>5695987
Yeah. It makes me sad because they definitely are my type of woman.
>>5695998
Hi Australian friend, what state do you live in?
>>5695998
>actually go get therapy
You should too anon.
>>5696002
glad we agree then
>>5695998
>not having a fairy honmother
I bet the crystal slipper fit you too
>>5696010
What disagreement was there?
*pees all over thread*
hey losers. Any of you live near delaware?
>>5696004
>because they definitely are my type of woman.
>>5696013
Idk I thought you were disagreeing with me but I'm just a dumb
>>5696014
>go full wikipedia doctor on my ass.
Did you see how much you just wrote because you got mad on the internet, you've got issues hon lol
>>5696019
'you got mad'
'hon'
i mean you have no perception of anything, that's great. still waiting to be enlightened, bruh.
Going to sleep now
Hopefully I never wake up and remain in a perpetual good dream
Night /mtfg/
>>5695998
bore off of course i was going to do reading up on different estrogen options, just like i did for AAs, i was literally asking for pointers and opinions on what is out there to start me off in the right direction of inquiry because i know people here have their own preferences.
instead you decided it was completely reasonable to attack me for simply asking for advice.
i don't know how many times i have to explain here, i am not seeing a psych about my situation for them to humiliate and dehumanize me as they have done for every other physical and mental health problem i've seen the NHS for over the last 3 years.
i am not going to see an endocrinologist who is more interested in passing off cheaper drugs on me instead of putting my health and wellbeing first, just because stuff like degarelix would be too much of a cost to their practice and to taxpayers.
>>5696026
Goodnight kuppy.
Please don't forget that it does get better, mtfg memes be damned.
>>5696026
But what if you have a nightmare and never wake up!?
>>5696043
>But what if you have a nightmare and never wake up!?
tfw I'm in that waking nightmare already
>>5696043
We are already posting in this thread, anon.
>>5696047
:(
The worst part I'm sure if I met you I wouldn't feel bad for you, because despite my intentions, I'm as much of a shithead as everyone else, and judge people by appearance.
>Go to sleep at 4
>Wake up at 8.
>No rhyme or reason why.
THE FUCK
>>5696063
use this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLem7oA_bK0
>>5695998
Not her but even on like 8 mg worth of pills my E levels were shit my endo had to swap me to implants
>>5696073
>Tfw I'm getting an implant next month
Y-yay, It looks fucking terrifying.
>>5696079
Its really not but congratz anon
>>5696079
i've had three. they're not so scary.
>>5696066
SPEAK UP!!!
>bad mood right now.
>>5696086
In order of shit factor, rank repression vs post transition. Life is just shit sometimes, but it's obvious to me where I'd rather be.
>>5696098
Also forever fuck stitches
>>5696102
W-would you like to go to the park and feed the ducks with me?
>>5696102
>rank repression vs post transition.
>but it's obvious to me where I'd rather be.
true, but it's just a different kind of shit now ._.
>>5696114
Different in that it's significantly less.
Howdy /mtfg/, how are all you cool kids 2nite?
>>5696121
>>5696136
pre-transition I didn't really care about being lonely, I had a certain goal to work towards, transition itself, now that I wasted my whole youth and progressed pretty far there are just other things starting to concern me now, making me no less depressed than before though.
being suicidal is what ultimately made me go ahead with transition... now I'm more or less at the same position again, but with goals that seem out of my reach, that I can't really do anything more to progress towards as I could with transition back then.
>>5696143
Because now it's about just making your life like you would have if you were cis
>>5696143
What goals are making you depressed now? ;~;
I know the feeling of transition being a goal to latch onto and getting depressed after finishing, but most of my issues these days aren't down to being trans. This is in contrast to pre transition where I should have been happy but wasn't at all because trans.
The only trans related thing that has held on and continues to make life shitty is feelings of self hatred and insecurity, but the only thing that fixes those is a serious attempt at working through personal demons, trans related and non trans related.
Ever injure yourself tucking?
>>5696191
never tucked. ;)
>tfw even hospital admissions hugboxes you
>>5696191
hurts every time I tried it, might be because I got testicular torsion as a teenager
>>5696179
well I probably wouldn't have wasted all of my youth if I were cis, that's another thing, I can not stop thinking about the past even though I should.
>>5696185
>I know the feeling of transition being a goal to latch onto and getting depressed after finishing, but most of my issues these days aren't down to being trans.
so much.
transition was something that depended on me actually doing something, I could do that albeit on my own slow pace, but it worked.
now I'm pretty much dependent on other people... I long for friends, for human interaction and intimacy, I want to be able to live life and have fun, and all that time now that I've been starting to getting out there, going to groups and events hasn't really given me anything so far.
>The only trans related thing that has held on and continues to make life shitty is feelings of self hatred and insecurity
also true ._.
>tfw never going to be loved
>>5696213
>well I probably wouldn't have wasted all of my youth
>Why make friends I'm just going to kill myself soon anyway
>Why study
>Why get a job
>Why live
What a waste of 23 fucking years
>>5696191
>tfw to small to tuck without tape
>>5696229
It's a good feel desu.
>>5696225
I wish I were still that young ;_;
Do any black girls post here?
>>5696245
Only black men
>>5696235
Unless it shrinks off or something then idk
Morning you used tampons
>>5696245
We have one black mtf here who posts once a while.
>>5696256
Morning you kraut~
>>5696268
I'm only part kraut
SRS is still 16 months away
I want to have a pussy so bad
As though it will help #NeanderthallFace
>tfw you fix your sleep schedule but are still unproductive
>>5696213
>I probably wouldn't have wasted all my youth if I were cis
There's the flipside of that as well. I didn't waste my youth, I had friends and did all kinds of stuff, in spite of dysphoria. However, I don't know which of the things I did in my youth were really me, and what was just part of some elaborate system of repression. I honestly don't know who I am anymore.
I long for intimacy, human contact and friendship as well, and really just want my life to feel like it's actually started finally. In the grand scheme of things though, these are feelings that anyone can have, and they'll get better with time and effort. Being trans was a setback, but we'll get there.
Got yelled at in German class for falling asleep on my worksheet
Now I have to listen to a smooth-voiced paki talk about Vedic culture in an uncomfortably warm theatre hall
I don't think I'll make it
>>5696284
Being trans sucks
>>5696213
just find someone to live with and grow old together
>>5696266
Nice. Is she cute and single?
>>5696297
>Psych tries to convince me being trans is a good thing because it makes me more 'unique'
>>5696303
What's that in the pic
>>5696306
You need to get far away from that person
>>5696284
I threw my youth away and ruined every relationship I had
Everything in my life is an elaborate dance of showing enough humanity to not creep people out and hiding myself to avoid attention
I don't know why anyone likes me or acts like they do
>>5696222
you can settle for being lied to by someone that doesn't really want you
>>5696277
What's the rest of ya?
Hot?
>Dumping her latest batch of make america great again images.
My head hurts from hitting myself in brow ridge. Make it go away...
>>5696329
Japanese, Native American, Polish and French
>>5696333
I rather have other things than being trans
>>5696338
In other words.
Epic.
What tribal group when it comes to Native American? Mine is mostly Yakima and Huron.
>walking from German class to religion with a guy in my German class because we go the same direction to our next classes
>randomly starts talking about how short I am
Motherfucker's like 6'4 and while it's nice to have someone think I'm short, I'm literally average
Fucking tall people
>tfw no one to rebuild my cylinder heads
>>5696359
How were your two weeks away last night?
ヽ(。・∀・。)ノ good morning !
>>5696342
Would you rather be trans or be born mentally disabled?
Would you rather be trans or born into an impoverished and starving family in a wartorn country?
Would you rather be trans or born into human trafficking?
I'm just being frank, I'm not going to pretend that I like being trans, but having perspective helps. At least I have my health, at least I have my freedom, and at least I don't fear death.
>>5696349
cherokee
>>5696366
No such thing
>>5696365
well I missed like 4 threads so thats enough down time for me
also I have an interview at 11 am and I am sweating bullets
>>5696377
Sweating is disgusting
Stop that
>>5696367
I would have taken anything over being trans
>>5696356
Any cute twinks on campus?
>>5696367
I have had all of with some of that still intact except for human trafficking and being raised in a wanton country
>>5696382
>>5696385
tfw not born into wonton soup country
>>5696392
what do you mean buy your post? Being a non passing trans like me is a death sentence
>>5696402
Don't make fun of my typos :(
>>5696402
>wonton soup
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nYfceJhgvRM
>>5696407
sorry ( *´・ω)/(;д; )
me irl today:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Kg9xRooTVk
>>5696418
It's ok
>>5696410
I didn't really have childhood friends either.
I was pretty much a loner.
I had one good friend in university that married and moved away a while ago.
I have one really good friend now who lives a few thousand kms away though.
>>5696382
We know, but you're also notoriously bad at having any amount of perspective.
>>5696385
Would you want those over being trans though? I'm counting my blessings that I was at least born in a first world country where I won't get stoned to death for being who I am ;_;
>>5696401
That's just being an adult though. It's possible to find the time, adults seem to find a way pretty consistently.
Also, I suppose death may be back of mind, but it's far from omnipresent in the way it would be if bombs were being dropped on my town.
It's annoying to see trans people use a fundraiser site.
It's modern day pan handling
>>5696434
Maybe considering I still have some of those issues intact.
I live in America which is one of the worst 1st world countries
>>5696438
I'd say panhandling is modern day panhandling.
>>5696434
that's not what I meant by time... I'm old and only getting older, people in my age group expect a certain life (and probably also sexual) experience that I can't provide and will not be able to get for the same reason, it's a vicious cycle.
>>5696425
I would be reluctant to call most of these people friends, i was less cold as a child but I was still more of a loner and only had one or two friends at a given time
I was compelled to do most of the socializing I did because my parents didn't want me to be "weird"
At least it distracted me from being afraid of my brother, if only slightly
Not passing = failing
>Playing videogame, getting kind of frustrated
>About to get hit by a stupid ass fireball and die the same way I've died four times in a row now
>Say "oh shit" out loud
>It actually comes out in a perfect girl voice
>turn off videogame and start enthusiastically trying to practice girl voice
>it just comes out like the usual fag voice I get when actively trying to girl voice
durrrrr. At least I know I have potential
>>5696388
yikes
>>5696467
Not really.
Being trans in the US sucks because we don't have good protections no matter what state we're in.
We have states that put you in prison for having sex with your partner.
>tfw want to go to a music festival this weekend
>tfw i missed out on tickets and the price of them now are super high
idk if i want to pay that much desu but i don't want to miss out ;___;
>>5696312
just looking through old photos and remembering stuff, weirdly
>>5696401
eh
>tfw called young lady today in the shop consistently despite hon voice
>>5696500
Yes but do you actually think that's goin to stop law makers?
It didn't stop them in Michigan
>>5696482
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transgender_rights_in_the_United_States#Discrimination
>>5696487
You're less than halfway through your life still. I'm not in my 30s, I'm not entirely able to comment, but so far nobody that I've known who's over 30 feels that their life ended at 30. On the contrary, I've generally heard that life begins actually being rewarding after that point.
>>5696509
but do you know any people over 30 with zero relationship or sexual experience and no irl friends to speak of?
it's not that I feel like my life ended, it's that I have no opportunity to start it.
>>5696503
They're actually not adding sodomy laws back, they're just too dumb to not overturn them when reviewing the law.
>>5696509
Those right to work states that have those protections are a joke because they really don't protect
>tfw you look like a man and have a really huge skull
>>5696504
why not
>>5696519
luck and death
just found an amazing place for kayla to call home. everyone there has the same mindset so it means they will get along just fine
>>5696527
its like your wake up routine to funpost here?
>>5696528
What the fuck.
>>5696527
>tfw tiny skull and look like a man with a birth defect
>>5696535
Yeah I always look extra masculine when I wake up.
>>5696536
>picky chaser who didn't get what he wanted
>>5696541
That wasn't even me that asked for it you retard
>>5696483
WOAH! Laneway? Holy shit. Are you gonna see CHVRCHES, please tell me you are gonna see CHVRCHES. Please take me with you. Who are you HYPED to see there?
>>5696539
I look more feminine in the morning and super masculine in the evening tbqhonfammyfemmypenis
>>5696539
Why are you waking up at almost 6?
>>5696500
>fuck ticket scalpers :(
ikr
>>5696504
it's kind of a mix of music but most of the bands there i want to see, and there arn't any major clashes with timeslots so I should get to see most of the stuff i want to see ;~;
IDK IF I SHOULD OR NOT THO
>>5696545
>angry chaser
>>5696551
same to be quite hon, like especially when my face is a bit puffy on waking up i think i'm prettier
>tfw you woke up with a mini mini boner today
I'm already at 400 mg spiro, how high must I go?
>>5696551
Maybe I just never look feminine tbhon.
>>5696552
I dunno ;_;
Sleeping is my favorite thing to do.
>>5696558
>autism
>>5696519
By definition I couldn't know someone who has no friends, but I'm pretty sure that there's plenty of cis people who enter their 30s under those circumstances. There's plenty of ways to meet people in your 30s, both at work and in your off hours.
>>5696525
It's still more explicit protection for gender identity than we have up in Canada.
>>5696563
Sounds like you might be AGP
oryx only transitioned because of his autism desu
>>5696571
How am I AGP? I woke and it was just there so it's not my fault. I didn't do muffin! You are probably just projecting and are the real AGP here.
>>5696580
can confirm, I agp with lain every night
>>5696583
fucking heretics
>not being the superior AGP master race and touch your penis every day
lol y'all are basic bitches
>>5696580
You wake up with a boner that's how you're AGP, never happens to me tbqhon.
>>5696583
n o
>>5696570
Alberta, Ontario, and a few other provinces have explicit gender identity and expression protections.
>>5696569
>creepy chaser
I go to my first day of work for training in a couple hours. I hope they don't freak out about my old ID. I mean really. They had to notice. No way they had no clue right?
>>5696591
>what are morning boners
you are fucking retarded
>>5696585
>not being agp
You're never lonely when you're your own girlfriend.
>>5696603
My bosses knew but then again I'm a unpassable hon
>>5696574
My autism held me back in life. I hate myself deeply and can never forgive how my father treated me and not opening up to my mother back them. I still love him but whatever its in the past. I just wish I was normal.
>>5696591
search your feelings you know it to be true ;)
>>5696570
true, thing is that I am meeting people, I am trying as much as I can at my capacity, it just feels so pointless right now.
>>5696607
>tfw agp and lonely
jdimsa
>>5696606
>getting morning boners
dude A G P
>>5696610
n-no ;)
Please stop fighting, I thought we are in this together.
>>5696607
>tfw not flexible to suck my own dick
i'm a terrible girlfriend and that's why i need someone else to fill the role
>>5696615
>implying you never got a boner
dude you are a man and you look like a man. you obviously had countless boners during puberty, moron
>>5696607
but i don't like myself
>>5696608
I think I don't pass either, but people are telling me I need to stop assuming that. I don't understand how so many seem not to be able to tell. Particularly in person. In photos is where people really spot me.
Am I honestly passable, and need to be worried or are people hug boxing me and I am stupid for taking a public facing job?
But why would the owner hire me if they can tell. They certainly don't want their customers to be unhappy.
oh anxiety and dysphoria suck suck.
>>5696613
It takes time. Maybe it feels pointless now, but you're taking the steps needed to get your life started, and actually having some amount of success.
>>5696599
How much protection do they afford? Federally we're still no better off than the states.
>>5696617
Do you want some help with that? :^)
>>5696614
;~;
>>5696615
>tfw ywn agp with lainanon
>>5696616
>/mtfg/
>comradery
Smganimegirlface237.jpg
no one here has a female brain, each of you is just autistic and fetishistic
>>5696617
>tfw gf handcuffs me and ties my legs to the bed
>tfw she blindfolds me and tapes bullet vibes to my chest and uses my mouth to cum
>tfw she finally uses her mouth on my gt and lets me cum after i beg for it
>>5696635
People don't stare at each other IRL like they do in photos, usually. You might have trouble passing if someone intently watched you for 10+ seconds. You could be worse, hon.
>>5696635
I'm the king of hons with my queen potc at my side.
Photos can be a hard judge as seeing you irl would give me better judgement.
>>5696635
oh hey you're the Texan =]
>>5696628
AGP scum like you are such bullies dude.
>>5696638
>tfw don't know how to agp
>>5696650
Yeah, and you can't hear my voice in photos, which helps me in real life.
someone please poop in my mouth
>>5696638
Right now the situation is actually better than most of the amended trans rights bills that have failed the last few years. Explicit protection in 5-ish provinces for both identity and expression, lesser explicit protection in the rest of them, and implicit full protection everywhere because of the provinces with good protection. It's really quite a bit better than the states because of the way explicit rights tend to trickle down into implicit rights everywhere else.
I wouldn't worry anywhere in Canada about not having legal protections. Anyone who tried to fire someone for being trans would at worst get destroyed in court and in the best case also provide more provinces with explicit protection by the end of things.
Also, yes. :^)
>>5696659
>tfw no dog bf to poop in your mouth and then rape you
i fucking hate you all, if i met you on the street i would fucking roundhouse kick you in the face
>mfw every time i decide to check /mtfg/
>/mtfg/ - lewd and recreational drug general
>>5696651
Could hardly compare you to a lost cause like potc.
Need realistic deelder recommendations.
>>5696635
you are like the empress of hons, not super ruined by T, not passable either
my trandar estimate: 65% masculine 35% feminine
>>5696668
If it makes ya feel any better I don't partake at all.
>>5696657
>denies his biological reality
at least i am not delusional bro
>>5696668
mcfucking kill yourself another irrelevant trip
>>5696658
Voocarooo
>>5696677
Aww thanks. I am hovering in that middle realm I think too. Hopefully hrt keeps working. just started month 9 so here hoping.
>>5696667
I would love to see you try geek.
>>5696668
>tfw virgin and have never done drugs
>>5696684
I don't remember it so it never happened my man.
>>5696647
cheska pls go
>>5696689
I get so nervous and sound stupid. I hate the sound of my voice.
Anybody celebrating Mardi Gras?
>>5696712
The only holiday i celebrate is the super bowl
>>5696647
Shit thats hot
Am I becoming a woman or am I throwing my life away?
>>5696712
I consider Mardi Gras as part of my birthday celebration.
>Born on Ash Wednesday 1986.
>Pretty much every year my birthday fell right around that time of the year.
So yeah, I am.
>>5696733
Why not both
>>5696717
Be gentle please ;)
>>5696733
Yes
>>5696733
Same thing t b h
>>5696724
sophie pls go
>>5696737
I don't even watch the Spice Girls anime anime and that picture is v funny for some reason.
>>5696669
Are you sure?
M
>>5696738
*puts on robe and wizard hat*
>>5696736
You are like the exact same age as my step father.
>>5696760
Imo
>>5696758
You should, its top ten for me and if i could be anyone i wanted it would be horo
The image is funny to me tho just because like, living in that era of time as a female, thats probably the expression every hot anime chick had at the time. All of them.
Yea. Its a depressing laugh.
>>5696715
You mean stupid bowl
>>5696689
http://vocaroo.com/i/s09gtzyxCvLj
OMG I am terrified. Oh well I have to talk to people regardless.
>>5696774
Kinda high senpai, better than average, but average for trans is p bad desu
If yume' Coke can of a dick she posted last night scares me, does that confirm me for being gay?
>>5696786
That is pretty close to where my voice hits naturally. I am just mostly trying not to sound gravely in my throat and only raise it slightly.
>>5696774
its okay, i would clock it. but i'm trans. i don't think a cis person would tell. you lack resonance and inflection i think. pitch is fine
>tfw boy says you have good skin, eyes, mouth and look like a girl just to be nice
>>5696774
I've been trying to decide whether it passes or not for the past couple minutes or so. I tend to say that it does, because what makes it sound off from a cis voice seems ... subtle to me. I am not sure about whether I would clock you if I heard that voice in a vacuum.
>>5696800
don't think a guy would say all that "to be nice" probably wants the D/V, get in your panties.
>>5696774
>>5696796
ye, this. All around you're kinda in that "you'll pass to most cis people, but maybe get clocked by most trans people or anyone knowing what to look for" mode, both in looks and voice. You'll survive, which is good, but I just wouldn't tell you expect getting held up as that top half of a percent of people who will have places like this thread acting jealous they're not you.
>growing facial hair for electro
Fucking kill me
>>5696789
Only one way to find out dude *unzips*
>>5696800
Guys don't start flirting like you to be nice, lainbaka
>>5696800
>implying guys hugbox when they want to fuck you
>>5696818
Honestly, it doesn't take much to make the anons here rabidly jealous...
>>5696818
That is good enough for me. I started 9 months ago at 40 so I am amazed at what I have gotten so far. if I don't improve at all anymore I think I succeeded.
This process has taken a lot of effort, and I have been through some really scary and sad times in the last couple years.
Today is like the beginning of a happier phase I hope. It is scary. Just 3 hours now.
>>5696817
>If I am natural I own it.
Well, pick a random wikipedia article and just read the first couple sentences.
Here, have this one https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Byzantium
>>5696810
>>5696823
>>5696828
He's a really good friend though, probably doesn't want to make me sad by saying I look like a man.
>>5696822
I wouldn't even know what to do with it desu ._., instinct says bat it like a cat
>>5696834
>started at 40
Damn, props. that takes some serious confidence. could look way worse. i'm 100% sure I woulda killed myself before i lasted that long. so kudos.
why'd you wait so long to transition? jw
>>5696835
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0frDihC9EWD
I think I relaxed in there. lol those words.
>>5696846
>is trans, friendzones guy that has hots for you
*facepalm*
oh yeah would plow your tight little boypussies then punch your faces in
>>5696834
>at 40
*milk shoots out of nose*
nvm you're far above average for your age, that's like death sentence tier late, pic related is an average 40 year old trans
>>5696851
I tried to kill myself a couple times. I wasn't allowed to transition when I was young. Parents put me in conversion therapy and that fucked me up so bad I went insane.
>>5696866
>you're far above average for your age,
I am very blessed indeed. I don't know if I agree that the average person doing this at my age looks like that. I do notice what you are saying. I also, mostly don't like it seems like I have nothing in common with most older transitioners. Like we aren't even the same thing.
So many creep me out.
>>5696863
>friendzone
>implying
I'm just too manly and gross.
>>5696872
thats rough conversion therapy dumb as shit, my mom sent me to a christian boys school to get me to cut the crap. lmao, left home and started transition at 18 though. parents can be harsh sometime.
glad you're able to do you now.
also don't take my comments on your voice too seriously, lmao. my voice sucks so i'm not one to talk
https://clyp.it/hcvjxzga
>>5696880
everyone ITT is AGP and basically just 20 year old versions of pervy late transitioners who are on the train early because internet makes info easy.
>>5696866
Honestly, that's a really ugly exception, not the average late transitioner. Actually, if anything, we have it easier than trans teenagers when compared to our own cis peer group, because most cis women past 30 stop caring about their looks.
I'm 37 and I'm definitely aware that I look better than most women my age.
>>5696889
You are perfectly demonstrating how people end up alone.
What kinda haircut should I get today?
>>5696905
I'd just get them all cut.
>>5696880
To be honest, many late transitioners are cis male bottoms who're so lost in their kinks that they think getting a new hole is a good idea to regain some of the appeal they lost with age... And yes, those creep me out too.
>>5696861
Yeah, your voice probably does pass to 99% of people or so, I wouldn't know for sure if you were trans or cis if I heard you over a microphone without having any clue of your identity.
That's really good work.
Continue with your pitch training if you can without breaking the resonance you have.
>>5696911
really? because there seems the world of difference between gynophiles like jenner, and actual cis gay bottoms who are into castration and genital nullification.
>>5696899
What do you mean?
>>5695941
Girls
>>5696895
Your voice doesn't suck. It sounds nervous, and a bit forced, but that will be remedied with continued regular usage.
Higher pitch always helps, though.
>>5696911
desu im slightly sympathetic towards late transitioners since they weren't able to have the resources that current transwomen have.
However a lot of the "late transitioners" creep me out whenever do they do shit like wear stockings shit and post pictures of that crap along with drag queen tier makeup and talk about "being petticoated, dominated, sissified"
>>5696771
Scam Newton fan detected.
>>5696549
Chvrches is great live.
>>5696895
Your voice is pretty good I think. Yay you.
Yeah conversion was horrible. It lasted a couple years and was so hurtful. I honestly don't think I can ever truly get over it. It stared at 4 and most of it went on until 6, but some of it like my cousins being allowed and encouraged to beat me up lasted forever. My dad had 8 brothers and sisters so that is a lot of cousins.
Demons being cast out only lasted about until 8.
Sometimes I can honestly still hear the things they said. I can still feel what they did.
Mostly during times like this. When I am nervous, and I am about to be happy. I feel the urge to destroy it, because I don't feel I should be happy somewhere deep inside maybe.
also yay water is out here.
I need a hug from someone. I am in full freak out mode.
>>5696919
Well, at least from the real life trans support groups I've been to, most late transitioners there were long time fetishistic transvestites and prostitutes. And they really felt like very creepy gay males.
>>5696866
Pic related is average 30 year old trans woman, note the despair in his eyes
>>5696914
Thanks so much. I will keep practicing. Having a job that makes me will help a lot I think.
>>5696949
>hiding that jaw
nice try hon.
>>5696927
>>5696931
Maybe but it's really hard to trust them when I just see a man in the mirror ;-;
>>5696949
Shut the fuck up you david bowie mother fucker. You know exactly why you're so sad. Fuck you.
>>5696929
lol i'm fulltime for year and half :P nervous cause mtfg is mtfg.
>>5696931
>:^)
But what are we supposed to say? Get something you're happy with. I don't think I've seen you in two weeks so I dunno, are you looking for more than a trim?
Just don't go fauxhawk short, it would be weird if we had the same haircut on the same day.
>>5696956
As long as you know that every time he notices you not trusting what he says you're hurting him a little. Don't be that person.
IT'S NOT FAIR
>>5696963
Okay. The nervousness seems to make it seem a bit too fast and a bit too choppy, but it's not a big deal otherwise.
>>5696919
I know two people who are/were trans, and are now gay, they acted a little more demure in their trans phase, but they were basically out and proud gay bottoms that didn't want to go through the struggle and scorn of transitioning
Lewd nude and crude edition and I have not seen any nudity. You disappoint me mtfg.
>>5696953
>take teary red eye bad off the cuff pic
>stop using angles
K
>>5696978
Your awake?
Great now post selfie.
>>5696961
>you david bowie mother fucker
I wish I got compliments this good.
>>5696982
On my way to work sorry :-\ when i get home from work at ~1900
>>5696965
How to trust what people say? ;-;
>>5696967
It's not that good.
It's alright but definitely not worth $40.
>>5696978
Werent you in bed
Wheres the butt posts
>>5696976
Well, to be honest, it feels too simple and ordinary to me. Like, I just dropped the shitty, phoney male act and started being myself. HRT and laser helped, but everything else was just, well, being normal to me... I'm just another woman, in the same way I was just another girl twenty years ago, before my life turned into a waking nightmare...
>>5696635
i didnt know stephen harper was trans
>>5696976
Please explain why they like putting blue stuff around their eyes until it looks like a circle.
Do they still think its the 1970s?
>>5696965
Yeah, I'm probably just getting a trim. My ends are fuk'd ;~;
I don't think I could pull off fauxhawk short, so I think we're safe from weirdness.
>>5697004
Dead eyes. Phony smile. Burning bridges in his last job so he can transition in peace.
It all checks out. Harper confirmed trans.
>>5696712
i went to mardi gras for spring break in my junior year and got super drunk and flashed a bunch of frat boys. i was drunk enough to keep doing it and i ended up with a loooot of beads. i felt like a piece of meat and i loved it.
>>5697016
>flashed a bunch of frat boys
Flashed your... penis?
>>5696770
So how can you not compare us?
>>5697020
I personally prefer flashing just the nuts.
>>5697001
I overslept cuz imma dingus so no time
>>5697010
>here's naturally higher though
I don't think that actually sounds higher.
Maybe it's just my ears.
>>5697008
>we're safe from weirdness
you are so much more optimistic than i am
>>5697008
I'm getting a layered haircut on Thursday. I'll keep most of the length. I know it will make me look like a 80s remnant, but I'm tired of the same old straight hair and there is an old promise about my hair I feel it's time to break for the sake of my sanity... Yes, I have a few sanity points left.
>>5697037
We are /not/ safe from weirdness
>>5697043
Not on my watch, that's for sure.
>>5697025
Potc is a delusional tumblr hon. I think the only person on here truly comparable to her is that uh, mlp tumblr chick...uhhh i forget her name now, but she posts ocassionally. Some twilight celestia shit.
Idk. Physically you're nowhere near as ugly as potc. You're not the prettiest peach or anything, but you arent potc. And attitude wise, youre a bit of an ass really, but potc communicates with others as if shes living on a different planet.
>>5697032
Damn kid, im upset.
>>5696978
good. i don't want to see your manbutts and manbods
fat redistribution is a lie
>>5697065
lol wut, how do you explain any breast development what so ever in any trans girl ever?
>tfw u wanna attention whore and post today's selfie but you've been doing that too much lately anyway
>>5697051
At least I got some ugliness to me :')
>>5697058
You're real lucky this thread has reached the image limit...
>>5697065
My hips dont lie
>>5697068
Meme fluid in the breasts
>>5697065
Fat won't 'redistribute' like how you're thinking. You won't suck it in from one part of the body and have it plop out another. Your new fat will just go to the right places.
open a new thread already, retards
>>5697098
>i have hips
and i am the queen of the universe
>>5696866
>t. I have never actually met someone who transitioned past 40
>>5697094
Not sure tasteful is a word I'd ever apply to the 80s. But I'm reconnecting to memories from that decade I had lost access to. Which, among other things, has led me to listen to old Madonna albums and to buy myself a few power suits.
>>5697099
Please don't
>>5697099
Idk why but i wish you lived in NYC so i can make you my cum/butt-slut and hang out with you everyday.
>>5697116
Fucking end yourself
>>5697110
We can be nice and sane even. At least I have the benefit of everyone having such low expectations for what I should accomplish.
Transitioning after 40 is a lot like participating in the special Olympics. You are the just smart enough to look around with your gold medal and go oh.... I understand how I won.
Sup hons
Queen Hon reporting in
Is anyone there? ..... play!
>>5697110
I have and they passed. It was a little bit jaring, but out of all the trannies I met who started after 40 maybe 1-1000 pass. If I would have started a few years earlier maybe I would have passed.
I can't decide if I want to keep working on my project after going to bed at 4am working on it or if I want to rewatch on A Face in the Crowd.
picture is the face of a hon.
Boy, can I relate to this! Ever since my girlfriend stopped smoking and started eating, I got fat! I had quit my very physically demanding job, and was in nursing school, doing a lot of sitting. I gained over 20 lbs. I walk and ride my bike every day, but it is still climbing. I have cut out a lot of fattening food, ice cream, milk shakes, french fries, pizza, but nothing seems to work. I tried on a suit yesterday to wear to go job hunting, and the skirt wouldn't zip up. The added weight makes my butt hurt so I have to use a cushion to sit in most public places. I am just about ready to slit my wrists over this, and have considered stopping HRT! I was heavy once before, and took off 20 lbs, but I don't seem to be having any luck this time. Other than that, I feel great. Guess I'll try to get back to 400 crunches a day...Maybe if I got a boob job.... ::)
>>5697122
Sorry, not going to happen for now. Not while I'm feeling like I've been feeling for a few days now...
>>5697125
I can't imagine doing it this old but I guess congrats.
chaturbateeee shinysoshiny
all yo niggas jelly
>>5697130
Hi queen hon. Empress hon here. Just freaking out about my first day of work as female. So scary.
>>5697139
>yo niggas
Sorry but /ghettomtfg/ is -------->
>>5697140
lucky, i have not been called in for work in a bit and I have been doing nothing but fucking around trying to get better at coding.
I need a new job, but no one wants to hire a hon.
>>5697138
I had no other choice really. I couldn't repress any more emotion, but dysphoria hadn't gone away. No amount of drinking or any drug worked anymore. I lost the ability to cope. those things I was doing to cope just no longer worked.
When I woke up from my suicide attempt I just decided fuck it. Let's give this an effort before I try again.
That was 3 years ago.
I am glad I did.
>>5697144
You are prettier than me and I got a job. You should be proud of yourself. Even though you are lazy at fishing for compliments.