I'm already quite androgynous, but I'll like some of the benefits of estrogen (smoother skin, fat distribution)
I want to pass as more of a girl whenever I want to.
I'm also confident being a guy. Don't mind already looking a bit girly, so fuck it, I want to have fun while I can still pass as a trap. I'm 20 so my clock is ticking. Are there any longterm negative effects with estrogen? Is there such a thing as "casual" hormone treatment? (Maybe home-made remedies that aren't as extreme)
My main concern is probably the mental illnesses from the chemicals/ permanent shrinkage of penis. I want my dick to stay big.
Any estrogen you'd be taking is bio-identical, so it'll only have as many longterm negative effects as people naturally running on estrogen have, i.e. nothing that hasn't been well-documented.
You can take low doses of estrogen and AA's, or better yet estrogen and a DHT inhibitor to get a more neutral hormone balance without totally vacating the testosterone from your body.
There shouldn't be any real risk of mental issues as long as you keep a decent level of hormones in your body.
If you use your dick it'll stay in fine working order. The main effect of lowered testosterone is erectile dysfunction of some form (which I've found to be "no spontaneous erections" instead of "no erections ever"), but you can always take pills for that if it ends up becoming an issue.
>>5690682
AAs and dietary estrogen.
>>5690682
Who is this girl
>>5690682
Estrogen is all or nothing. You'll get larger nipples, and boobies.