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Previous thread >>5630497
>>5632464
First for first!
>>5632464
nth for dead inside
is astrid an ok name or is it too tranny sounding
>>5632458
>>5632463
GROSS
>>5632456
but E makes u smell different.
>>5632474
; __ ;
>>5632478
that's pretty tranny imo
im soooooooooooooooo fucking hard
I have been dead inside for years and finally this year im going to take my physical existence away
who is happy for me?
Whatever for whatever.
I'm goin to bed.
>>5632472
Love the picture
>>5632478
That's tranny as fuck but as long as you pass it should be fine.
>tfw have absolutely zero luck in life
Anyone else know this feel?
>>5632478
Well I know a cis Astrid.
Doesn't sound too tranny to me.
>>5632474
First for hugs!
Might as well get my favorite image out of the way?
>>5632478
how about Aspie?
>>5632456
idk i smell weird to myself now lol
i used to smell like man but now idk wtf i smell like
>>5632458
let's fuck
>>5632464
Nth for crushing self loathing
>>5632478
Take Aspen instead.
Astrid sounds like somebody's grandma
>>5632490
go to bed korra
>>5632464
>tfw not dead inside
>tfw no sound of a zipper as he undoes his pants to reveal a precum soaked penis
>>5632478
I'm Elizabeth because I am Attila the Hon
>>5632497
aspen sounds aspirin lmao
>>5632500
Leave and never return.
>>5632499
Why is everyone so mean to korra?
sure she isn't the prettiest but did she do something wrong? typically people are only really rude about it when people are dicks.
>scheduled a meeting with head of LGBT+ group on campus to try and help me find trans women to talk to because dealing with everything by myself is starting to suck ass
I just don't know what I'd ask any of them but my counselor suggested I do this before I try to start HRT. I'm just nervous about starting and mid-transition stuff, and idk what to expect early on
>>5632497
I'm not a tree though meng, that's even dumber
an alternative would be Sigrun, idk if that's trannyish or not
>>5632495
tips for detransitioning??
pic related
>>5632505
omfg ur pic
>>5632511
why such foreign names? where are you from?
i like the authenticity of it but eh.
Aspenn is a pretty based name imo. but eh what do i know. just a weeb poster with a mental ilness
>>5632505
i'll leave... but i need your strongest potions
>>5632511
>Sigrun
That sounds like a total hon name.
>>5632512
frog is that you
i will fucking wreck u
>>5632478
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Astrid
I don't think it's necessarily bad as long as it's a name that actually is used where you were born.
>>5632524
That sounds like an appropriate name.
>>5632520
i am a male seeking to undo the mistakes he has made
i am ashamed that i must come here to undo my breasts.
>>5632520
tips for detransitioning??
pic related
>talking to sd
>i don't wanna work rn i need help to get motivated
>"how much is he offering?"
>like 50$ for like 10 mins which is p good!! which is why i need to be motivated!!!
>"i'll just send you 50$ so you don't have to work."
>mfw 50$ richer without having to move
>>5632514
Real talk: this is where I was mentally about a year after transition. My problem isn't even dysphoria anymore, lets be real, it's self hatred.
>>5632526
Astrid Sigrun Lastname?
>>5632535
i'd hate myself too if i was as graceless a loose slut as you
i want your life too
>>5632529
meow
>>5632529
ty based sd
like real talk i don't blame you for being demotivated. like $50 isn't worth the fucking chore of douching.
>>5632492
Is combat still stupid like at the start of expac think i might resub
>>5632529
> living the 4chan /b/ slut dream
>>5632536
seconded
>tfw u get home from the club and u didn't make out with any boy but u had a really good time and ur kinda drunk and ordered pizza
>>5632535
>tfw I'm still in pre transition self hatred phase
>I-I just want to be an unattractive fat girl who gets pity sex
>>5632529
>>5632540
wow im so bad I forgot the image
>>5632548
ill make out with you cutie
>>5632550
but who is that at the top
>>5632527
>>5632528
i'm gonna slap the both of u lmao!!!
>>5632536
>>5632540
>>5632544
>tfw camwhore
i already did a show on cb today so idk i just don't wanna move, but also money??? like 50$ isn't really that much at all but it's so easy
>>5632541
i wouldn't douche or anything, the guy just wants me to stroke my girltinkler for 10 mins lol. but i'd have to get out of bed and turn my light on and be all seductive
>>5632550
>>5632552
S H O U T I N G
>>5632549
idk about the fat thing but i'm with you family
WHO /PRETRANSITIONFEELS/ HERE?
>>5632542
lol broken in different ways. 8 second kidney is gone but they scale stupidly well. they are doing more consistent damage than ever before. killing spree got nerfed 20% and it can be cc'd but it's still probs the best rogue spec. Sub got viable again though
>>5632552
I just paste over whatever I made before in paint
>>5632548
i would flirt with you and talk about eating your butt out but i just came so i'm tired
we can snuggle instead
>>5632476
I could probably live with my mom and stepdad after I graduate as long as things haven't disintegrated between us. If not then I'm sorta SOL.
I'm just a person with a lot of self-loathing. I'd be fine working a shitty job and saving up, I'm not above that at all, but I'll internally berate myself for not being successful as my friends the entire time I'm working (I already do that enough now as it is)
>>5632529
>proof that good looking girls have it easy in life
>>5632552
the hiding gold-digging slut
good luck and money licking cats will come to you but only if you post "FIFTY BUCKS, SEX WITH KEKS!" in this thread
>>5632557
I just hated how you couldn't do anything to peel spree
>>5632562
>touch boys chest
wanna see mine
not in here though
>>5632555
oh, fair enough then. thats like $5 a min tho, its not bad.
>>5632560
> tfw your dad is a physician.
lol i'm so glad i stopped trying to be more successful then him. i'd kill myself from the shock of my failure.
>>5632537
I mean I have no opinion on Sigrun, or at least I'm not keen on it, but Astrid should be mostly fine if you're scandi
>>5632563
>Aren't you 3 years into transition Lizbell?
w-what, I think people are telling stories about me desu
>>5632561
>>5632568
idk i guess lol. like my lipstick is 56$ so i'm just like...desensitized to it? like 50$ isn't really any money.........
>>5632564
>mfw my own money meme
fifty bucks, sex with keks
>>5632567
are u going to put ur arm around me whjen i fall asleep because thats like all i need in life
>>5632573
a little lip liner would really set off that red Edie
>>5632524
Go for it; if you're Viking enough to pull off a name like "Astrid Sigrún Anönsen", then even if you don't pass nobody's going to dare to harass or misgender you.
>>5632573
>50 bucks isnt any money
bitch i'm literally scraping fucking pennies just to eat every week this month. are you fucking kidding me. one of my good friends last month starved to death in the cold because 50 bucks is WEALTH to us
>>5632573
You should do something about your lips either way.
I think they give you away while nothing else really does.
>>5632573
The average wage in america is $75 a day
>>5632575
of course silly
an arm around your waist and my other hand petting you 24/7
first one to offend me can name me
i shitpost all day so its worth it ok
>>5632571
M-maybe, are you still pretransition?
>>5632580
shit that never happened
>>5632585
nerd
>>5632557
>tfw nearly a year on HRT and still have the pre-transition feels
does mado have a suckable cock?
>>5632562
>touching boys chest
>>5632555
>slap
just try it...
I'll overpower you because I'm a strong MAN
>>5632558
oh wow
>>5632564
FIFTY BUCKS, SEX WITH KEKS!
>>5632573
damn edie u better be sure to take this makeup advice from all these anons ;]
>>5632585
I hate you
now make your name tishu or I'll cry.
>>5632590
sTFU
>>5632591
that meaty fucking hand hold fuck i thought it was a foot for a second
>>5632585
why would i waste my time and throw a dog a bone?
>>5632578
ur 100% right, i just didn't want to waste my lipliner for work and i took this pic right after c: i feel like when i work it doesn't matter but in pics and irl it def does
>>5632580
well i mean i know it's not like pennies, but it's not a lot of money really? what can you even do with 50$? like 150$, 200$, sure. but 50$? that's not even like an hour of work
>>5632581
what am i sposed to do they're big ;-;
>>5632582
TF??? PEOPLE MAKE 75$ A DAY??????????? AS IN LIKE 400$ A WEEK????????????? TF HOW DO YOU LIVE OFF OF THAT
>>5632593
why dont you stfu bitch
mados my boo
>>5632593
>>5632585
Such a handsome boy :)
>>5632597
bitch dont act like you dont know a majority of americans are poor and struggling to live off what they make. I mean come on now.
>>5632597
gibsmedats
Anyone got any trans related green text stories?
> "Hey are my shoulders small?"
> roomate: "No they are really small actually"
> mfw
Cont.
if i post my picture can some anons call me a transbian hon or something
i did a pretty dope smokey eye tonight imo
>>5632585
adam sandler movies are good
>>5632606
>i did a pretty dope smokey eye tonight imo
huh?
rate my shoulders
>>5632597
50 bucks is like half a day's work or more for most people, it's quite a bit of money in a relative sense
>>5632606
if i was at the club i would have kissed you desu
and probably tried to take you back to my place and give you a poke
>>5632605
Cont. 2/2
> " but i mean you have a nice frame, i mean they are wide enough"
Zero - 100 real quick
> smile and nod *screams inside* go to sleep with sad playlist on again
>>5632610
on a basis of how fem? idk
on a basis of how hot i find you? 7/10
>>5632603
i know that this is gonna sound shitty but i rly don't know that. all of my friends work in the sex industry to some extent and a lot of them make like 300~500 an hour. i don't live in the "real world" at all
>>5632604
o-ok
>>5632611
why would you work for half a day for 50$?????
>>5632606
I dont know why I just dont like the way you do your lips.
>>5632612
one guy danced with me but no one kissed me ;_____; i would've kissed a boy if he tried to kiss me
>>5632606
can i glaze your lips
>>5632600
dude
>>5632602
n-no what kinda name is munmun ......
who would wanna be called that h-haha
>>5632599
I'll fucking murder you
>>5632605
>Get called over by cops on Halloween when I met frog
>"Hey ladies! Come over here."
>"So was this a catfishing situation?"
>>5632622
i dare you to try
im flirting with him rn
>>5632586
I'll dispel some myths now
>I'm not the genderfluid hon I post
>I'm 25 no older or younger
>I am indeed ugly and overweight >tfw 170lbs
>I'm not agp but tried to convince myself at 12 that wanting to be a girl to the point of tears was just a fetish (it didn't work at all just made me sadder)
>I genuinely mean everything I say and care about the people I know even the ones on an anime image board
>I had the choice of laser eye surgery free of charge or glasses and I chose glasses as a fashion statement
starting self medding in march hopefully, then I can become the hon I was destined to be
>>5632617
God damn it must be so nice to live in a closed of little world like that and just live happily. I envy you so fuckin much.
>get home
>great grandmother asks why I'm acting so girly
Does the ride ever end?
I got home safe if anyone cares
>>5632622
now i can sleep, thanks bb
>>5632509
When are you gonna say hi??
>>5632625
o
have fun bb!
>>5632630
Yes
>>5632619
>holy SHIT ur torso is so small
actually i hate my torso, i feel its kinda big, in comparison to the rest of my body.
i would post a pic but i havent shave in 6 months
>>5632617
>$12/hr
>8 hour shift
>4*12 = $48
it's what I make m8, are you really this disconnected from reality? I'm a secretary in a hospital, so it's not like I'm a burger flipper either. 50 bucks for ten minutes is really good, that's like $300/hr
>>5632629
> tfw insecure girl gets jealous of me and her boyfriend
>>5632617
>why would you work for half a day for 50$?????
because you have to? is this... a serious question? it is quite easy to reach a point where you have to do such a thing, not everyone has the ability to sell their body on the internet for easy money
like not to disparage you for being able to do that for yourself, but come on
>>5632641
R A R E
A
R
E
>>5632641
IT'S A REAL FUCKIN ABSTRACT KIND OF CANCER GOING ON
>>5632622
Catfishing situation? Sorry, I don't understand.
>>5632643
That sounds like a good feel
>>5632651
me and that girl are friends now.
feelsgoodman.
>>5632639
>tfw $2/hr
how am i supposed to transition?
>>5632654
get some dick, thats a real feelsgoodman feel right there homie
>>5632644
Do you think you are hot enough to sell your body on the internet?
I feel like I might be able to pull it off. I would appeal to very niche weird market though.
>>5632646
>>5632647
frogs ugly prove me wrong
>>5632639
wheres this 4 come from? 8 hours is half a day.
>>5632657
dnt remind me....
>>5632662
>working 16h a day
Murica
>>5632665
>>5632666
>nationality meme
except you're wrong.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W9qe1gImsUU
>tfw kinda crushing on Josh Peck now
>>5632658
>Do you think you are hot enough to sell your body on the internet?
>mfw
>>5632662
4 hours is practically a full day for me post-christmas, i really need a new job
Thanks for using my thread peeps
>>5632674
pls post your cock
>>5632669
>tfw no bf to please
>>5632677
But I only own chikans
>>5632677
>>5632634
>SCREAM
A-alright
>>5632636
I like being called a brat it's cute desu
how it feel to have ur meme taken
>>5632638
frog is my gf and now she is tishu !!
>>5632641
>>5632660
no please
>>5632648
That's what the male cop thought it was ;]
>>5632661
I WISH I COULD
>>5632674
sure thing
>>5632678
ill be your bf
who else /horseface/?
i wanna eat gummy bears lets do it guys
>>5632658
think a lot of us could
rofl im so
not built for that
>>5632661
its true
list of ppl who know what frog looks like and bullied him out:
-pookie
-mercury
-edie
-yume
-gem
-mado
-jocelyn
>>5632683
YESSSSSSssssSSSsssSSSss
SHITPOSTING BEGIN HEY FUCKERS
>>5632683
>>5632680
>chikans
>>5632680
plssssssssss
>>5632605
>tfw repression mode, awkward shy boy
>tfw your friends were more clued in to your identity than you are
>tfw they took every opportunity they could to make you cross dress, pressured you to kiss boys despite insisting that you were straight, and teased you by implying you were a girl
>come out to one of them as trans, and they look at you confused and say "what's that??"
>mfw
>>5632669
Remy I...
>>5632474
but what of precum soaked penises?
>>5632689
What the fuck Mika is that you?
>>5632692
why not?
>>5632687
AGAIN
>>5632669
i'm in the god damn computer lab for fucks sake!
they think i'm wierd enough saving all these anime reaction images...
>>5632693
just show me your fucking genitals
>>5632696
Because I'm still on repressed asperg mode. But I'm finally breaking out@
!
>>5632661
>>5632686
What? What? Frog, ugly? Are fucking memeing me bro? I bullying da FROG!! why would I bully da FROG!! makes no sense. Frog is a cute! A cute!!
>>5632691
No amount of penises could fill the hole in my heart
>>5632690
How can they be that dense?
they seem sweet though at least?
>>5632706
I'm sure you could try!
I bliev in you
>>5632704
i don't care to be honest
lets give it a shot
>>5632692
I love makeup
>>5632702
>>5632706
i wish i could provide enough protection and friendship to where you didn't feel so empty, and so you can quit being excessively sexual
it is a sign of unhealth
>>5632692
> not bathing in makeup
>>5632715
dont forget about steam!! >-<
>>5632707
It's surprisingly not too hard to find people who haven't heard of transsexuals if you dig deep enough.
>>5632634
>well hello
don't blame me blame absolut
>>5632686
>>5632705
poor frog.....
rip in peace.....
>>5632715
SHOW ME YOUR DICK
>>5632619
not sure if i should post this
i feel my torso is not feminine
>>5632710
Okay, well. First things first, I'm the realest.
>>5632716
there's a million things that show how unhealthy we are. it's also a way of coping with things so it can also be kind of healthy.
>>5632719
O-oh yeah
>>5632722
Pookie?...
>>5632698
>>5632724
your torso is fine but are you sticking out your chest?
>>5632706
That's like poetry D,:
>>5632723
No Mika
>>5632727
I do or don't?
>>5632627
ur ok in my books m80 pot80. if that pic in the archives a long time ago was you, i like your glasses mang.
>>5632725
okay
lets go out
>>5632728
hello......
>>5632729
Thank you
>>5632724
get fat holy sht
just eat candy all day it's what I do.....
and I'm fkin FAT now.
yo
>>5632723
>>5632738
hey
mado, robin, pook, frog and the rare catposter are all cute.
now its time for bed gn.
>>5632738
hi oddish!!
>>5632735
I have new glasses but I still look like shit
>>5632737
Don't mention it.
>>5632736
Who are you?
>>5632707
They were great friends, theatre was the best. Idk, I guess they just liked the idea of me as a girl, they didn't know what being trans meant.
>>5632709
That kind of attitude is what got me into this mess. I can't patch myself up with sex.
>>5632716
I'm on drugs on 4chan at 1 in the morning after a day of extreme lewd posting. This isn't a sign of unhealth, this may as well be a gigantic neon billboard. I really do wish there were more you could do. Idk if I need protection, I need a way to stop hating myself.
>>5632737
What is this name change hooliganess.
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>>5632631
>see Jormy on the bus making out with her gf
>get awkward as fuck
>in guy mode, don't want to look like chaser.jpg
>basically every time I see you
>>5632742
what's ur height and weight?
our torsos are somewhat similar i think
>mfw he offered 70
yay monies
>>5632628
i guess idk. all my friends have had ffs or make 4k+ a month and stuff. it's just idk. it's a whole other world.
>>5632634
no
>>5632639
well i only make like 100$ an hour usually cause like i don't have privates the whole time, and i rarely do privates so in public shows it's 100+ an hour
>>5632644
but like how do you live on that?? i spend that much money on shit easily all the time so i guess it just seems really weird to me..... like i couldn't live on that at all with my fucking 56$ lipstick
>>5632724
That happy trail made my mouth water
:O <---- FEED HER
>>5632758
Frog made me sorry ........
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMado
>>5632764
I'm going to cry
>>5632745
ILY NEW FRIEND!
>>5632757
my horrible fat cheeks make my jaw look wider (if that was even possible)
>>5632756
>stop hating myself
Here's an idea stop self medicating and face your problems.
scorpions and spiders and shit are weird huh
they got hearts that look like the shape of a poop. what's with that? get a normal ol' heart dude
>see a trans chick post her nudes on tumblr
>her tits look cis despite being smaller than mine just because of the way they fall on her
Well I'm upset now. I keep unfollowing people who post smut too, i just want all the porn off my dash.
>>5632757
>hand holding
just cut my head of already senpa i
>>5632756
i know. i mean i wish i could fix the shit that makes you hate yourself.
>>5632764
>56$ Lipstick
mine's 10$ and i feel like it's expensive....
also who \m/ here?
who /hansol/ here?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pykaPD0xu4w
>>5632760
>>5632768
dank ass frames doe, i dig it. is the coffee/tea actually good at cat cafe im curious.
>>5632773
>cut my head off
you're a fucking tease, why you gotta remind me of how much of a freak i am? way to break my heart bb.
>>5632766
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Also mado mado mado
>>5632749
I dont know
suicidal
might be getting locked up and forgotten, that'll be good.
my facebook is the same
I recently deleted everyone off it though again because I didn't want you all to know that I had killed myself but I didn't do it
>>5632756
oh
well
just like
hug ppl and dont sex
>tfw you might hug someone some day
shit will be so cash
>>5632768
bring up those eyebrows
you have a very good face honestly. gr8 cheeks and shit
>>5632777
the tea is overpriced but it's nice, it's just plain green tea
>>5632764
>but like how do you live on that??
It's called being lower middle class, sweetie. It's not easy and it sometimes I'd fun.
>>5632772
Stop memeing me bro
>>5632779
> tfw 5'9- 5'10 130. skinny af
https://unsee.cc
/sozipanu
it me
it frog
i do have hair fyi
>>5632791
thanks
>>5632753
what do you mean? i'm not a trip
>>5632764
>but like how do you live on that?
It's obvious enough. I don't believe many people here enjoy hearing about your bragging whenever you feel the need to blog and show off your lifestyle. If you showed some kind of genuine compassion, that would change things, but you just don't care and it shows.
>>5632793
it isn't a compliment fuck mader fukr
>>5632794
sorry am i bullying you too much? you sound sensitive about it. i was just surprised because when i read it the idea of coming in someone and getting your head cut off at the same time was somehow, very degenerate and erotic, but romantic didn't reach me? it's nbd tho.
>>5632791
its knowles
>>5632771
I've tried, I always come crawling back.
>>5632774
I wish you could too. I think I need therapy...
So I'm thinking of coming out within the next month or so
How do I go about it? How do I not freeze up in fear?
>>5632802
thanks
>>5632803
>Shannon Knowles
I really want that to be true rofl
>>5632795
How can I be your gf if I don't even know you and I'm not then girly on the outside?
>>5632804
it doesn't really work
for me it didn't at least because i already knew all of my problems rationally and on paper
unless you don't actually know why you're fucked up there's not much point
>>5632772
hey boo.....
good chat shit senpai
>>5632776
that one looks VERY rare
>>5632759
no way
>>5632782
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I'm sorry
>>5632800
that's not so bad, i can live with $2.50. when are you going to grow your hair out btw? idk your social situation but itd help a lot yknow.
>>5632802
i am both of those things. i also forgot 'bite me' doesn't apply with you. it was subconscious. you can 'bully' me all you want. you're really just begging to get raped via handholding.
>>5632804
You're weak. I miss drugs almost everyday and I'm 3 months sober.
>>5632811
we get to know each other obviously. and time isnt static, youll be girly on the outside eventually.
>>5632804
what drugs do you do
>>5632820
Awww that's sweet :3
What do I call you?
>>5632766
>>5632772
leave me out of ur shenanigans!!!!!
>>5632775
some drugstore lipsticks are good idk! i just like tom ford lipsticks. they're expensive but the packaging is pretty and they're amazing
>>5632787
>>5632799
o.......
idk it's not that i don't care it's just that the concept doesn't really make much sense to me anymore.... like i had a single mom growing up and we weren't rich at alll, but she never involved me in money stuff and she always provided for us. once i lived on my own i started camming and back then i was making like 100~150$ a day at most but i would work way more..... and now i make way more than that with less work and idk how i lived like that anymore. that's the problem with sex work i will never be able to do a job that pays 20$ an hour....
>>5632825
i'll tell you my name sily, just not here.
>>5632807
I straight up told my mother, same with my oldest friend, sort of slipped it into conversation with my boss and after that it was easy to tell anyone else
>>5632814
I don't bully anyone but kayla but she is a bitch
>>5632817
I am growing it, I had to cut it for an interview in September like right down to a #2 it's just thick. honestly though hair is the least of my appearance problems
>>5632822
i don't think real rape leaves a positive impression unless i'm really good at it and sadly i have no experience in rape. i'm too meek regardless, bb.
>>5632830
Where then?
>>5632816
Medium-Rare
>>5632789
hey qt show me me ur cock xDDDD
>>5632816
I forget N some one shoot me.
>tfw Noun will never say Chijo with glee again
>tfw Noun will never lust after you again
>tfw Noun will never love you
Just fuck my shit up senpai PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPookie is a cute
>>5632832
You look like Jim from The Office
>>5632807
>How do I not freeze up in fear?
I started crying my heart out and mom and her mom vaguely interpreted the incoherent mess between the sobs.
>>5632775
not me but who /electrosongsaboutfucking/ here?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvP-pkCMpI0
>>5632827
100-150 a day.
jeez. that's like 20$ an hour money.
35-54k a year
also do you sometimes get nervous around pretty cis gender girls? how do you deal with it?
>>5632818
>You're weak
I know...I've never managed more than 3 months without doing drugs. I'm pathetic.
>>5632813
I know vaguely what my problems are, but not in detail. I havn't a clue how to deal with them. Some are trans related. Some are not. They're just a tangled mess of insecurities, personality defects, anxiety and isolation, and self hatred.
>>5632823
Stimulants
>>5632839
What is this!? Go away
>>5632843
which is why death or the strongest of repression are my only choices
>>5632850
fine ill leave....
;_;
>>5632852
Good luck with either one.
>>5632840
S-sorry senpai
QQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQ
>>5632827
yo edie an anon wanted feet pics and said 20$ per is that a good price should I hassle them for more.....
>>5632850
glass is nOT CUTE!!
>>5632844
Hey, that's how I did it too.
>>5632836
[email protected]
hit me up
>>5632832
mine grows thick as fuck, cursed abo genes. but once you get it to the length you want it's going to be a nightmare to wash.
>>5632848
'ruined' ? you're cute as fuck. i want pet your hair and steal the shirt you made and just live in it. i want to take your glasses and see what it's like not to be blind. i want to cuddle you and hold your hand while we watch all the movies you could ever imagine together.
can someone make me a folder of furry pics
for when i post on this computer THX
>>5632853
Well if its really you !! You can stay I guess. Wasn't really sure if you was reels... can't be too careful. had a feeling you've been posting though. how do you figure out I was here?
>>5632849
i could probably give you a consultation some time when i'm sober
you don't sound too complicated, no offense, and that's not a bad thing
lay off the stims though, okay? one of my friends is a stimlord and he offs peopl
>>5632832
>I don't bully anyone but kayla but she is a bitch
people laugh at my name all the time ;~;
>>5632857
What the fuck am iooking at? Is that an email?
>>5632831
i like their pigments but i don't use their lipstick like ever anymore tbqh lol. my tom ford red lipstick is like my every day, then i have yves saint laurent and lancome with a few mac reds. the tom ford is just the prettiest.
>>5632847
ya that was when i was struggling. i would just wait for skype clients to msg me like all day. i would only realistically work for an hour at most but it was a lot of waiting and stuff. now i make like 200~400 in a few hours.
and nervous around pretty cis girls? no lol. if anything they're the only cis girls i get along with. i feel more comfortable around them.
>>5632855
that's a good price but sell a set of 6 for 100 and don't accept less
>>5632866
Hahaha it's true
>>5632827
$20 an hour would be great for me. I can barely find a part-time job that pays more than $8 an hour, and I doubt there's a $8/h job I can do that won't drive me crazy from the repetition or abuse, and I can't imagine one where the wage would feel like something other than an insult.
My situation was like yours. Single mom. My mom was unemployed, though, so food was always really tight. Vanity wasn't even possible. It still isn't, for me.
I've been thinking of breaking into sex work for real. Not camming... I really don't think I'd be able to put on a good enough show, and I don't live alone even if I thought I could. I have to say the idea makes me nervous. I'm not really sure where to start with it. I've done hours of research, but nothing I've read comes from other trans girls, so I'm still not entirely sure what a good routine would even look like...
I'm really tired of my lifestyle. I wish I knew what it was like to not worry about food and to be able to spend money on taking care of myself. I hope that's motivation enough, but I think I need a little guidance.
>>5632867
yes
it's a temp
we will exchange skypes or whatever you wanna do.
>>5632862
i wouldnt post unless i was sure you knew for sure it was me
havent ever posted here before, and its been months since ive been on /lgbt/
you specifically said /mftg/ in your text
>>5632870
don't do sex work you'll be used and abused and degraded to pieces
please im saying this from the bottom of my heart i cant stand seeing girls get forced to do sex work because life is just shit
>>5632863
you're obviously worth it to me. you're too hard on yourself. i mean i hope the fact that i even want to cross a fucking hemisphere to hold your hand is proof enough.
>>5632871
I'm too sperg for all that stuff just leave me alone :x /hide
So sleepy.
Good night guys.
I feel so much better after tonight desu
Thank you for ur companionship, means alot.
LOVE U ALL.
>>5632880
Good night.
>>5632880
>guys.
w-why
>>5632880
night friend
>>5632880
night!
>>5632883
>implying that isn't a general term.
>>5632879
aw cmon. i'm all sperg too bby. we'll just start as friends anyways.
>>5632868
>tfw I know I'll still never make any friends as a girl
>>5632859
I wash my hair pretty thoroughly, on weekends I mask it with coconut and flaxseed oils
>>5632855
Its okay SENPAI
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i know glasses isn't cute what do you want from me!?
>>5632872
Oh I did.. Muh brain... Welp this is where I've been shitposting mostly.
>>5632877
a gay alligator aka the boy who sucked on my feet. He's pretty chill though.
>>5632880
Good bed!
>>5632870
well i mean is this your last resort? cause if it i give you advice, but otherwise it's better to avoid it if you can
>>5632873
i used to wear hypnotic poison..... that's the only good one tbqh..
>>5632877
tops, soles, with a dildi in between them etc
>>5632880
<333 night!
>>5632889
i'm kind of a loner myself, but more by choice. cis people suck tbqh lol
>>5632891
it just gets frustrating with length. mine was half way down my back i had to cut the back part of it to neck-length. the rest is chest-high.
>>5632894
that sounds like something i should be saying, not you. i'm the ugly freak after all. sometimes i ponder if you'd be better off if i didnt visit at all. i dont want to traumatize you or anything.
>>5632888
That does sound kind of hot but I don't have a safe email or any kind of im apps
>>5632896
o did u tell everyone about me
i hope u said good things >////<
>>5632902
just told them how you surprised me with your foot fetish. Had no idea.
>>5632864
If you'd be willing to, I'd happily take you up on that offer. I have not seen a therapist since year 2 of transition, and I probably need to. I transitioned very fast, and never dealt with my mental state properly.
I'll lay off the speed though. Dipping back into it was a mistake.
>>5632896
>a gay alligator aka the boy who sucked on my feet. He's pretty chill though.
O-oh woa
Hello boy who sucked on Mado's feet...
SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS Probably more cat pics desu
>>5632898
O-oh
>>5632904
i dont have a foot fetish!!
you just had your feet right in front of me and they looked delicious...
>>5632907
hi im mika
>>5632900
how are we supposed to get to know each other then bby? what do i call you?
>>5632905
the only way you're a freak is fetishistically - and i like that a lot since i can relate. you're fucking cute, okay? i won't take no as an answer. i won't lay a finger on you without your consent, don't worry about that. i'm the most docile person you'll probably ever meet.
>>5632907
mado pls ;w;
>>5632892
I told my mother I was never comfortable nor felt like a man growing up. she said that she kind of got the feeling this was the case and that was that, a lot of my friends were like that too. that being said the rest of my family has disowned me because
>m-muh country straya fuck off poofs and boat people we're fuckin full aye
I made it sound easy in my previous statement but I did burst into tears telling my mum and best friend but it's one of those things that is hard to get out but once you get that ball rolling it gets easier to talk about
>>5632899
maintaining hair like that daily will be a pain in the ass as I've always had the forced #2 short back and sides proper young lad cut because of my grandparents raising me but I think I'll be able to manage it
Tfw 5'8.75".
>>5632910
Tfw when im a fetish freak
>>5632908
hi mika ..............
treat mado well ok ......
Also 1v1 me in league u shitter renekton only
>>5632911
b-but
>>5632913
that's not a bad height tho
>>5632907
TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT when I'm at my computer!!!
>>563290
that's what you call a foot fetish
>>5632909
Erica :)
I'll play hard to get until you win me ;3 good night
>>5632912
yeah i was always shaved to like no fucking hair, until i was about 17 where i said 'you ever touch my hair again, i will slit your throats in your sleep'. i wasn't really sincere in that promise but noting my lack of empathy they took me pretty seriously. i have pretty good genes when it comes to hair. i hope yours starts to grow out soon.
>>5632914
good feels please?
>>5632875
That's really heartwarming, anon. I really appreciate the sentiment. Life is shit, though, like you say, and so am I. What God hath forged, He saw right to make crooked. I've had more than a few jobs and I haven't been able to hold on to them. I just get too restless. Too bored.
If I go into sex work, my concern will be mostly my physical safety... I don't think being degraded and used bothers me. Outside of how I tend to react to repetition, I'm extremely cool-headed and difficult to hurt.
I don't know what options I realistically have. I'm smart enough to do whatever I want at a university, but I can't really think of anything I care about. God knows I've had enough time to think. I can't remember the last time I had an interest in something other than sometimes chatting with people.
Sex work has been seriously on my mind for at least a couple months now.
>>5632898
It's no last resort. I can still feed myself. I'm not at much risk of losing my home - though, if I did, I would end up homeless.
>>5632920
Idk. Weird feels.
>>5632908
that's called a foot fetish!!
>>5632915
Mika is a sweet. also I doubt he could hurt me even if I wanted him to
> Tfw you wish every day that you had straight hair, but instead you have incredibly curly hair that requires copious amounts of maintenance, constantly gets knotted and takes forever to grow longer (in appearance), since it curls.
Eugh.
>>5632915
ok add me on NA: Alligator Girl
havent played in around a month but ill fight u
>>5632917
what would you do if you were laying on a couch like that!
you wouldnt say i have a dick fetish or a neck fetish!
>>5632917
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU woa where are u now then o-o
>>5632919
It's v pretty! and I'd love to we should ....
we should go to the ZOO actually desu
>>5632925
You are LITERALLY me
I hate my hair fml
>>5632926
fite me tmrw I'm in bed rn...
>>5632926
Just what? also I probably would
>>5632923
don't feel weird. there's absolutely nothing wrong with having things that please you. i would love to fulfill your needs if you were ever comfortable with it, or in the mood. i'm not exactly good at the whole arousal thing.. i just want you to feel better about your body, it's underappreciated.
>>5632925
I'm no expert on hair stuff, but you could hypothetically get it relaxed, if you had the money, I believe.
>>5632912
Is your family bogan or something? It seems only bogans hate "poofs"
>>5632933
bogan trash and the other half are russian orthodox catholics so you could imagine how well this went
>>5632928
VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV the living room!! I'll get all my folders on my phone eventually
>>5632928
ok
>>5632929
i guess... im just not like, obsessed with feet or anything
i just really like every part of the human body
especially yours...
>>5632918
erica :3 i'll be looking around for you then
i'm mat
>>5632932
You have to do that constantly, and relaxed hair has neither the strengths of curly hair (looks fucking amazing with good upkeep when it's down below your shoulder blades, but it takes YEARS to reach that point), nor the strengths of straight hair (clean, easy to manage, looks good if well-kept).
>>5632937
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
woa do you have a big place?? with like roommates and stuff....
>>5632938
When are u two getting married o-o
>>5632928
aaa..lmk who wins if im out when u play
tell me abt it
lets go zoo omfg
>>5632922
being degraded and used goes hand in hand with lack of physical safety. you could be beaten, slapped around, all sorts of terrible things. i know you think you don't have any options but please keep looking, even if you have to pinch pennies, work fast food or do oddjobs nonstop, do not do sex work. please, it breaks my heart. a friend of mine ultimately lost their life because of choosing sex work
just please don't
>>5632930
What could you even do to satisfy like, any of my fetishes? Theyre almost all so unrealistic and stuff.
>>5632936
Well I don't really know anyone like that
well, maybe a few
my immediate family though is not.
>>5632858
that song is awesome
have another song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKgGE6axRek
>tfw mado forgets about you on steam
>>5632945
idk i dont think we're ready for that..
we've only met irl twice desu
>>5632943
> 175lbs, 30" waist,
> 30" waist.
> Average waist.
> Fatty.
> Modeling.
Lose some weight to around 150 and you'll probably get your waist down to like, 28".
>>5632938
you've always been a slutty crocodile. Sweet nonetheless. it was an interesting feel, would feel again.
>>5632945
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX nope parents house. hopefully I'll have something like that soon though.
>>5632953
i actually really like this
thanks bexe
i like when u appear
>>5632948
we'll figure something out. worst case, we can just kiss and feel each other up or something gay. it's a shame woof is forbidden but i understand why. it's just an itching curiosity. god i am sick.
>>5632958
when do we get to hang out again.. i wanna be with you...
>>5632759
Add me on skype then q-q
>>5632951
then you could be alright, just pick a quiet time to talk to your mum and let it out, it might be hard but once you get the opening out the rest will just happen
>>5632957
Believe me, I look skinny as it is.
>Lose some weight to around 150 and you'll probably get your waist down to like, 28".
I will. And then I'll probably ask /fa/ if they have any tips on how to get into modeling.
>>5632956
WHAT
>>5632958
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY oohh I see, I thought your parents lived in las vegas tho o-o
did you guys move?
Hope you find a place moving out seems fun desu
>>5632953
This is a nice song I like it
Are you still working at that place bexe? How's dishwashing? Do you wanna quit soon? I know I did after a bit lol
oops that's a lot of questions.......
love u long time......
>>5632961
i'm glad someone appreciates me here
have another
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zOi3F00oJtI
>>5632906
i'll get back to you. i'm pretty fucked up on some things myself right now
>>5632976
yess it was rad
bexe what games do u play..
>>5632972
We shall see
just gotta find the right time
Welp its that time of the month again. I'm going to fucking d i v e into 9/11 videos and cry a lot
For starters:
https://youtu.be/BGLfSn4LBuY
>>5632963
You're so degenerate!
>>5632984
hey, why are you making yourself cry? pls don't. yes i am degenerate you'll just have to tame it all out of me.
>>5632975
it fucking sucks and my hours are terrible so i'm trying to find something better... now that i have actual recent employment on my resume it should be easier, but for the time being it's shit
my coworkers keep asking me why i haven't fucked my gf and it's super awkward because i can't lie to people but i also don't want to be like "hey i'm dating a tranny and also i'm also a tranny"
>>5632981
have another
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6Dz4cWs2dE
i play csgo and dota and mario kart 8 mostly, dota least-so but i'm going to get back into it soon
>>5632965
Thursday hopefully!! But don't get so attached to me!!! Its not wise!!
>>5632975
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We did but we moved to Oregon altogether. it does sound fun hopefully I will soon very soon
>>5632983
take your time, find that right moment. just don't hide it till you're 25 and have no happy future like I did
>>5632989
whoa that one was interesting
mario kart 8??
is that an esport hello
is there netplay
>>5632990
thursday? will i have to skip school?
>>5632979
OK, I'll remember anon. I'm around a lot so I guess just let me know.
For now I should probably be attempting to sleep. Goodnight anon, and thank you for caring.
>>5632994
No it'll be after school. But I hope you can stay out late
>>5632947
I know I have hypothetical options, anon, though I find I continually question whether life is worth living. I have a healthy enough fear of death to keep me from doing anything stupid, but I don't care enough about life, either. The only things I care about are... superficial, though I have an online friend and a couple family members, so I suppose they count...
Dunno if I could get into it anyway. I live in a pretty small town of about 40k, and being trans obviously makes me a pretty niche product. There aren't even many regular jobs here.
Life is shit in this gray area of having nothing but being afraid to die.
>>5632989
Yeahh, idk retail seems better than that. What are you looking for rn?
Also that gf thing sounds really awkward lol I kind of got similar stuff to that like people asking if I was gay or w/e oh well.
You'll find a better job soon I'm sure.
>>5632990
Now we've learned our abc's....
aaa gl mado
hf w/ croc boi
>>5632992
u never played online mariokart tf??
>>5632999
Night Elanna.
>>5632986
9/11 fucks up my life and i kinda just cant stop tjinking about it. Its terrifying, it burned into my memory, and it has defined mine and yours and everyone our ages lives in significant ways that some people dont put enough thought into.
I've always wanted to write a story about it, going all the way back to the end of ww2, what caused 9/11. The cold war creating distance between super powers, the fight between their beliefs waging wars on bystanding countries. The money trail it follows. All the way to the event itself, and what it changed after. The way we make and watch movies. The way we look at eachother. The way we talk or teach or the way we profile. Its all connected, and its all observable. History is told to repeat itself, so observing something like this is...important. immensely important.
>>5633007
..sorry.
>>5632999
yeah... take care.
>>5632992
>not even knowing about mk8 online, let alone owning the DLC
buy it
buy it
buy it
buy it
buy it
>>5633006
i'm looking for anything that will give me near-fulltime hours, i want to move out and live alone and/or with someone
the gf stuff is annoying but i get around it by being extremely nonspecific or by invoking her virginity... but they've already taken to both calling me gay and calling my gf a lesbian........
what's it really like for you?
>>5633006
we should start counting to a million or something. And tank you I guess! Thursdays my bday so hopefully I'll have some money for some pays
>tfw transbian
>tfw like the smell of transgirl poo
>>5633005
>I find I continually question whether life is worth living. I have a healthy enough fear of death to keep me from doing anything stupid, but I don't care enough about life, either. The only things I care about are... superficial, though I have an online friend and a couple family members, so I suppose they count...
i know these feels so intensely. i'm sorry i can't give you better guidance but i beg of you to do everything you can to avoid sex work :/ it just depresses me thinking about all the people out there being used like trash by 'people' below trash..
>>5633018
>>5633011
Its...ok.
>>5633017
>pays
Fuckin auto correct. Meant psys
>>5633018
trip on N O E L L E
>>5633027
>tfw can't do psys with mado and sit in her lap
>and grind against her
>>5633015
Roommates are cheap but kinda dumb imo....
Can't you and your gf get a place? seems soon but yeh.
>what's it really like for you?
Wellll with that work stuff they'd just tease me asking if I was gay or straight a lot and I denied it ofc and brought up my ex sometimes.
Got gendered fem sometimes by customers but uh it wasn't anything too bad. One of the fry cooks kinda grabbed me inappropriately in the walk-in cooler before I quit though, he was super creepy.
>>5633017
We should desu....
or the GREEK alphabet or something idek
>Thursdays my bday
REALLY......
Friday is mine that's funny omg
hopefully I'll have some money for some
candy mostly desu
>>5633020
Well, thank you for your concern, anon. I value myself as a really nice person, but I don't know what I can do with this life. All my compassion is wasted on having no passion. My gifts are wasted on having no opportunity. I don't do anything with my life - I don't even take care of myself. I barely eat.
I assure you that I will only enter the sex trade if I am reasonably sure that I won't end up losing my life as payment.
... it's just... a better lifestyle could change me. Maybe it could fix me. Make me better. Maybe...
>>5633031
Id have you in a collar with a leash. unable to run away I could bite your neck as much as I want.
>>5633041
Or something... It'll come to us. it always does. that's pretty great February birthdays master race. Eat all the candy for me senpai and make me candy and send it to me
>>5633043
>All my compassion is wasted on having no passion. My gifts are wasted on having no opportunity. I don't do anything with my life - I don't even take care of myself. I barely eat.
>... it's just... a better lifestyle could change me. Maybe it could fix me. Make me better. Maybe..
relate so bad :/
> I value myself as a really nice person
god it hurts thinking of a sweet good meaning person being defiled and used. ughh. please eat more and take care of yourself anon, i really wish i could provide for you
https://imgur.com/a/F8P6S
hormones are a meme
>>5633063
grow hair
do brows
shit girl cmon
>>5633052
Alright I'll make sure to get an extra bag of sour skittles and give it to u as a late bday present
>Id have you in a collar with a leash. unable to run away I could bite your neck as much as I want.
woa
>>5633030
theolrappeyface ;]]]]]]]]]]
>>5633063
RUDOLPH?
why's ur nose so red tho for real
also takes more time than that l-lol
>>5633063
six months is like, the beginning of changes
>>5633056
I'll try to take better care of myself... as for food, it's tricky. I don't really have much of an appetite to speak of. Know any easy tricks to get hungrier? I've been hovering around my current weight for so long.
I don't have enough money for weed, but I've heard that would do the trick
9 months am i fucked or what
>>5633072
oh
welp
>>5633085
You look like a girl mostly
Shirt's too big desu
>>5633080
honestly i struggle with apetite too
i smoke weed to get hungry, i know a good grower though
maybe you could find someone?
>>5633080
Fenugreek is cheap, and it will make you fatter.
>>5633093
I hope you have many friends that care a lot about you
>>5633096
"It is recommended by lactation advisers and used by breastfeeding mothers to help stimulate milk production and supply and it is also supposed to help either gain or reduce weight. However, there is not enough evidence to support these claims.[13]"
>>5633078
oldkiwiface
>tfw wake up with hiccups twice through the night
wow c'mon kojima
w-what happened to the thread...
>>5633121
What should I do if fapping no longer feels good? I've never done it cause I enjoy it, mentally that is. Always just under the "use it or lose it" premise.
It's becoming more difficult to accomplish now and doesn't really feel good.
>>5633069
skittles isnt rave candy!! Either way I'd cherish it.
Better send those skittles.
new
>>5633125
>>5633085
face looks pretty feminine actually. But your frame looks really big, not sure if it's weight or bones
>>5633085
>you will never breed with oddish
why you gotta remind me
good morning everyone. What's going on in here?
POST HRT DOSAGES GO GO GO
:3
Oh wow. Thread is still going.
Good morning anons.
>tfw you always look 100% male when waking up and need to cover half your face to even look slightly feminine
>>5632597
Use foundation over your lips, then pencil in the shape and size you want them to be, and then put lipstick on. Boom, done.