So... i'm an 18 yo male, and i'm quite curious about

hey, I'm kinda in the same boat. you can message me if you like [email protected]

>>5584797
A common enough dilemma.

You're too young for bars, although you could probably get into some clubs.

Grindr is dirty. Try another dating app like okcupid. It typically has a little more class.

This kind of confusion and awkwardness is common for someone your age. Don't read into it. With time you will figure yourself out. Most do.

Consider opening up to one of your gay friends.

Thanks for the advice so far and sorry i havent been back until today, i've been rather busy.

I feel like all dating apps are just dissapointment in disguise.
I had been talking with a guy on grindr for two days and finally got to where i was comfortable to send a pic today, and inmediately got blocked.

I have a few url friends that i talk to about this stuff, but one is like go get experience with Grindr and the other one just wants to tell me that i'm being cute. ;-;

>tfw one of my closest friends is gay
>but he has a boy friend

>>5589994
...but... but what?

>>5590023
I'm in the closet to most

I just really dont want to risk any way of my family finding out. It isnt that they wont accept me, to be honest they probably think i have tendancies as is, but just thinking about it makes me anxious as fuck in general.

>>5590147

then grow up, move out, and live your life kiddo

at 18 you've basically been sentient for about 3 months. you have about 40 or 50 years left to do whatever the fuck you want. get a job and get that shit going.

I have a job. My roomate is kicking me out. My car is broke. I'm broke.
And i have anxiety and depression that i used to self medicate with weed and any other drugs i could get my hands on, but i've went sober for a few weeks now. I'm probably not even emotionally stable enough to handle a relationship but at the same time i crave companionship. I'm sorry to just bitch on this thread, but the anonimity of it is making me feel less ashamed because of it.

>>5590237

life sucks and then you die

I don't know what you want us to say about it. there are no easy answers.

best of luck, anon-kun.

>>5590238
Ty anon, i appreciate it.