Ok, heres the deal. Monday ill be getting my hands on the hormones i have wanted for months, but the thing is, now that im this close im super anxious. I think im so scared of how this will change my life that ive started questioning if im really trans or not, but at this point its just an extra bother.
Im hoping between "im obviously trans, why do i even wonder" and "m-maybe its something else?" with a lot of frequency now. Since im so close to getting my hormones its happening alot more and im getting really anxious and stresses over wondering about it. Is it normal? Did you guys feel anxious or tense when you were close to getting your hormones?
sorry for the blogpost and thanks in advanced. (pic unrelated)
Being unsure is normal, don't worry you're fine. Good luck sister! Hope your insurance isn't troublesome