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old thread: >>5470432
>>5471554
western art is horrible :)
Girls can't love girls
First for only single person at New Years party.
>>5471558
my life is horrible :(
>>5471558
lol no, but yes, the image is ugly.
Reposting from last thread
Who here is a jobless neet or works at most a minimum wage job? Has it make it easier to transition because you can experiment with stuff and not have to worry about going outside where people can see you?
>>5471561
>tfw you realize your life is tumblr art
my god, even my nose is too red.
>>5471563
I know from third hand experience that its a double edged blade.
>>5471561
Is your life a form of Western art?
>>5471552
I won't break up with him and who knows when I'll be back in philly
>>5471555
If it helps their dysphoria
>>5471555
>5/10
you're being a little generous there.
anyway, my Cisquisition marches onward, the combat isn't great but I'm enjoying the game so far
>>5471566
How tho
For example want to try arching my eyebrows but if I fuck up and it doesn't help me pass I still have to go to work, I can't just hide til they grow back.
>>5471565
thanks for proving my point of japanese arts superiority.
>>5471569
>tfw Franku has a bf and u don't
How weeaboo faggot does it make me that I took a "nico nico nii" image of me
For someone else?
>>5471572
Because who else do you have to form an opinion other than you and the internet?
Also hormones can be expensive on min wage
My dreamscape needs to chill the fuck out
>>5471574
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRvdJxwvjhs
>>5471575
I have nobody because I keep to myself at work and nobody talks to me
And I can't get the internets opinion because since I'm not a neet that nobody knows people might recognize me
>>5471580
Well, then you will be critical of yourself.
>>5471580
post to unsee?
>>5471579
Don't give me an existential crisis now, Angie.
>>5471585
I didn't post that though :/
I don't want anyone to die
>>5471586
Same for me.
>>5471587
Neither desu
>>5471587
>I don't want anyone to die
Me neither.
Except for Kayla and myself
>>5471601
everyone is so mean to eachother
>>5471601
Never been in /mtfg/ discord?
>>5471604
Welcome to mtfg where if you aren't model tier, you're a hon
>>5471612
Even when she's nice, people shot on her because she makes it easy to troll her
>>5471608
Hon lyf 4 me then
>>5471612
You would want a lot more people to kill themselves if you were a part of it.
For example, Kaylee.
Not Kayla, Kaylee.
>>5471578
Me on the left desu
>>5471608
you're talking to Attilla the Hon
>>5471619
Morning Elanna
Being a hon is sooooo 2015
>dream about ex again
brain pls stop.
How expensive is it to move out of your parents house and into your SO's apartment halfway across the country? My bf wants to move in with me and I don't know how much to tell him he should save up before he does.
>>5471617
>>5471620
It can't be that bad
I mean I started off really bad but I'm ok now I guess
>>5471619
Morning elanna
>>5471626
Depends on the area you're moving to
>>5471623
Morning Kuppy, happy new year! How's it going?
>>5471626
O_O
you need the first two months or three months up front
then he should have enough to cover rent and utilities for 1/2 or all for at least one year
most housing contracts are one year
>>5471629
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zKnE98Wk2lM
Eighth time in an airport this month. I'm starting to find it calming.
>>5471624
2016 is the year of the passer? Good.
No hons no more. Other slogans.
>>5471635
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LeMVDuIO3J0
>>5471620
>Attila the Hon
>>5471629
Nah
I'm just hon by /mtfg/ standards
Perhaps I could look at least half as cute as Elanna or something.
>>5471631
Well
Positivity came back :)
Though New Years was kinda lame, mother had to work so we did nothing this year. I watched the fireworks at least.
>>5471629
CO to either southern PA or northern DE. I'm not moved out yet myself either so I don't know exactly where yet, still need to figure that out.
>>5471633
Ya I figured I'd tell him 6 months of his share of rent/urilities/food so he has a buffer in case he can't find a new job right away. But I meant more the actual cost of the move, like if he's going to have to pay to fly himself and his stuff out here, etc. I'm worried there's costs I'm not thinking about.
>>5471647
You should look up the average rent in those areas so you can plan ahead.
>>5471649
Iktf
I did ffs, but still have srs to get which won't happen for a long time
So easy to hate some of the /mtfg/ discord degenerates
>>5471629
Morning Angie ^^
Got anything exciting planned for new years?
>>5471636
To be fair, your airport is one of the more relaxing airports you could be spending time in. I don't think somewhere like Pearson could ever be relaxing, but maybe I'm wrong ;~;
>>5471643
Glad that you're feeling a bit more positive. Kinda sucks about new years but fireworks are still awesome.
>I'm just hon
Dammit Kuppy you're pre-everything, you're not a hon ;_;
>>5471649
Morning lizbell, how're you doing?
>>5471655
Me and bf are suppose to go out but he's been sick so that may not happen
>>5471655
I had a migraine last time I was in yyz and it was basically hell.
Ooh boarding now.
>>5471651
I have been. The areas aren't too expensive, it's just a tradeoff between slightly higher rent vs. a slightly longer drive for me to get to work. I lived in my own for a few years before I went back to my parents so I have a decent idea about judging cost of living.
>>5471655
By /mtfg/ standards I'm a hon
Perhaps I could pass, we'll see in the future.
Feeling a little positive about my chest, I think. So I can see myself passing maybe.
>>5471655
possibly as good as I'm going to get, happy new year to you
>plan to stay up all night drinking and having fun because i work on new year's
>pass out at like midnight and wake up at 5am completely sober with plenty of alcohol remaining
>>5471661
By mtfg standards your mother would be considered a hon
>>5471667
Now that I think about it
You are correct.
>>5471614
trolls are always going after everyone who's vulnerable but her being nice for a thread or two doesn't erase past bs for most people
>>5471672
That is true but people can always change
>>5471658
That sucks ;_; nothing wrong with a quieter night in either, I hope that he's feeling well enough to do at least something
>>5471659
That sounds awful, navigating Pearson is hellish enough without a migraine on top ;_;
Have a good flight!
>>5471661
>/mtfg/ standards
Please don't make the mistake of taking mtfg seriously, by mtfg standards a number of cis women are hons.
>>5471663
That's good, happy new years!
Got anything planned or has new years already happened where you live?
>>5471674
It's sometimes hard to feel that way when nothing has changed for more than 4 years.
>>5471674
they can but her changes never quite seem to stick because she expects that a little effort means everyone has to forgive and forget everything bad
>>5471675
I don't though.
Come to think of it, who isn't a hon by /mtfg/ standards?
> don't know what time I start work
> come in at 8 because that's when I usually start
> don't work until 6 pm
Ugggghh.
>>5471679
final destination, no items, everyone is hon
>>5471679
To me, a day of posting on mtfg doesn't feel complete without being called a hon.
>>5471684
I can't remember being called a hon, have I failed?
>>5471679
Not a hon:
Me
Is a hon:
Everyone else
>>5471679
anime characters, that's why they say we'll never be one
>>5471675
new years has gone and passed, I went on a date and watched the fireworks, came home after a nice night then dysphoria settled in with me at home
>>5471686
ur a hon (i luv u really)
>>5471695
I got the hon body going
>>5471699
:~: also happy new year Kuppy
>>5471704
And Happy New Year yourself
>>5471706
I think I can get my underbust to be 33-36 in size if I lost weight
Still looks too big for me ;~;
I think I can handle my shoulders though
>>5471675
I could go out without him but I rather stay home with him
His health is more important
>>5471706
I feel it Kaz this "Phantom Pain" the guy I went out with tonight knows and he's really nice about it and tries to make me feel better about myself, I just wish I could see it that way I mean yeah I could never be super pretty but I'd like to just be plain enough to blend in
>>5471717
Angie senpai knows my pain?
Then about a hug?
>>5471731
I have a 32.5/33" under bust with 16" shoulders and it sucks
>>5471736
5'9
I hope the bully feels better about himself, he officially drove everyone away from mtfg.
>>5471736
Whether I look it or not, I'm 5'10", have 17" shoulders and a 36" underbust. I really wish my ribcage weren't so big.
My little chest isn't too little anymore.
YayyYyyy
>>5471738
;~;
Man chested sisters unite
>>5471743
>I really wish my ribcage weren't so big
I know that feel so bad
>tfw when just want to crush my ribcage to make it smaller
>tfw used to be super fat so lost like most of the weight to look good
>now skin looks awful everywhere and you realize how big your ribcage is and how wide the shoulders are
>barely any breast growth during the first year because was losing weight all that time
also like 6ft2, why live an another year
>>5471751
It wouldn't look so bad if my breasts were bigger.
I want to get a BA badly
For the lurkers
If there was absolutely no stigma to doing it and you were guaranteed to pass well as a girl, would you become a mtf transgender?
Answer the poll and bump the thread after you vote please so we can get accurate numbers.
http://strawpoll.me/6413540
>tfw you sleep for 15 hours
>>5471761
I'm still tired too
the ride never ends
>tfw will probably work 11 hours tonight and might not even be home for midnight
oh well, bye mtfg, happy new year's
>>5471760
>>5471756
What size are they right now?
>>5471760
https://unsee
.cc/tedupora/
Enjoy
>>5471767
Aww. Better luck with drinking next time, Bexe. Sad state of affairs when you pass out before knocking yourself out.
>tfw you can't tell if you look like a boy with long hair or something feminine
>>5471761
Thats really impressive!
Also I sign of severe depression...
>>5471733
I know it's early days for me, it's just hard and I don't have the foresight for this kind of thing and that's what scares me, I'm a fashionista, not human biologist.
>>5471761
i slept for 11 hours last night compared to my usual 4-5, i've never woken up feeling that good in a long ass time
http://strawpoll.me/6413645
http://strawpoll.me/6413645
http://strawpoll.me/6413645
>>5471773
34 a/b
>>5471783
>Also I sign of severe depression
Maybe it's because I forgot to take my antidepressants or because i'm stuck in my transition as a man, it's a mystery.
I do love sleeping though and it's like my favorite thing to do.
>>5471790
I'm always still tired when I wake up no matter how long I sleep.
>All of the above
MONSTERS
I will never afford srs
I just want to die
>>5471760
My 6'2'' warriors chest, also the skin.. why did i have to be so useless before and so freaking fat.
https://unsee
.cc/pamerosi/
>>5471810
>hips
Just kill me now senpai
>>5471810
>tfw free srs but it's probably shit but at least better than a gt
>>5471802
iktf
>>5471792
Roasted garlic, red onions, hot peppers, and Italian sausage, desu. Assert your solitude like a xenophobic state asserts its borders.
>>5471823
Where are you at in this world?
>>5471554
Since when did we have a radio
>>5471835
Sweden
>>5471824
My new year's resolution is to make you love me
I want to lick Pookie's soles
>>5471801
16" is bad to me and my 9W feet are also bad ;-;
>>5471849
since im spamming it with weeb shit
>>5471850
I would move to that shit hole if it meant getting a free vagina.
>>5471850
Have you checked with SRSgen? Might be someone has some cause for optimism there?
>>5471857
womens 9, is that US measurements?
cus that's like the same as me and I've never had any trouble
Hi friends~
>>5471871
Maddie which trip do you want to kiss the most?
Ey nerd happy new years eve.
>>5471851
o.o;;
D-do you have a strategy of choice?
>>5471869
Yeah and I still feel that my feet are too big
Like quite a few people say I'm super big despite wearing nothing but medium clothing
>>5471868
I think you need to go fulltime for like two years before you can get srs so it's pretty far away.
>>5471881
Post your soles desu so we can judge
>>5471878
I will try all the strategies before the year is out
I must have you, Elanna
>>5471876
a-anonymous.
so many personalities. i'm sure it'd never be dull
>>5471898
bah trip on
>>5471881
my partner's younger sister has bigger
>tfw no bf to cuddle when cold
Fuck it, I'm going to bed.
Good night /mtfg/, I hope I fucking die in my sleep.
>>5471897
But I'm pretty sure that I'm not worth that kind of effort. ;~; I was literally described as tsundere within the past few days by an IRL friend.
>tfw don't wanna get out of bed desu
>>5471917
You are worth more to me that Donald Trump's Empire; I will not cease until you are held, adoringly, in my arms
>>5471914
>tfw spending tonight alone
>and every other night
>>5471927
iktf
>tfw could maybe get a geek boy bf if I passed because i'm nice and stuff
>tfw will never pass
>>5471735
>and it sucks
One day this thread won't be a fucking pity party over shit cis women have regularly.
>>5471937
I would be, we can start anew, you and I. Wherever you want to go, I will take you
What's up grills ?
>tfw been to Arminius Statue
>tfw been to Roman excavations everywhere near us
>tfw been to the crowning place in Aachen
good times
what's everyone else up to today ?
any plans for NYE ?
did you reach your goals this year ?
what are your goals for the new year ?
>>5471920
that feel
I don't want to be awake
>>5471957
My goal for the new year is to be the next Charlemagne
>>5471990
Flounder aimlessly kicking everything around with no long term objective, leave everything you built in the hands of morons, and bang your daughters, while hoping that historians will make shit up to make you look good?
>>5471994
>You mean BIG cis woman have regularly
No, despite what the retards in here think, the word average doesn't mean "upper limit". Cis women with shoulders over 16 inches aren't big, shoulders don't develop because of fat. It's because they're either tall or physically active.
The cliche about the typical female body comes from girls who are encouraged to be primarily inactive.
>>5472003
mtfg's standards on what women should look like are straight up delusional and anyone who believes them needs to see a shrink
>>5472020
yikes
Why must my body insist on being disgusting
I hate shaving so much I want to jump in a fire
>>5471554
Happy new year.
>>5471957
ah hi Lils. sounds fun. I want to travel so bad.
No plans yet. may just order pizza
>tfw you want to go fulltime but can't because man face and need surgery
>>5471995
Oh look, here's the radfem.
>>5472025
Also, 20 week trannyversary today woo
>>5471956
Well, I'm eager to see what you have in store over the coming year ^^
>>5472026
start transitioning pls
you willmake it
>>5472003
I know cis girls taller than me with snaller shoulders...
>>5472020
how is that "lol"? unless u you have 2d aesthetics you're a hon according to this thread
>>5472039
where is the nearest airport to you?
>>5472033
Despite what people in this thread think, you probably can as long as your voice is good. There are plenty of cis girls with manly faces and people won't look at you jaw and start screaming "Tranny" at you.
>>5472040
I doubt it. But I don't have a choice, I will be lucky if I get on HRT in march.
>>5472045
Edmonton international, but I think it would be better to get to know each other first don't you think? ;~;
>>5472056
I don't think you understand how manly my face is though.
My voice isn't very deep but it sounds boyish still because not a lot of practice.
>>5472060
>don't a bunch around here have like literal bdd?
I think a better question is: who around here doesn't have bdd?
>>5472058
Even if you can't there's always FFS
we are going to make you beautiful
>>5472079
I don't think I do...
>>5472042
Mom says I shouldn't wear makeup
>>5472079
Still dont know what BDD entails. Does it mean i have a giant dick or I am a giant dick?
>>5472062
was already there a few hours ago, omw now, looking for u house, going to look thru all the windows to make sure I got the right place
>>5472062
Oh, don't you worry, we will, but I need to know how much I need to save to fly there and then take you somewhere else
>>5472086
Body Dysmorphia
It's a psychological disorder
>>5472074
Sure, he's not everything he's hyped up to be but he still achieved enough to warrant me trying to replace my own shit life with his
>>5472086
Body Dysmorphic Disorder? Like you don't like you're body to the point it is almost or is a mental illness.
>>5472081
I actually gave up smoking for this year, but I'm honestly thinking of taking it up again for 2k16.
Do you still smoke?
>>5472093
So is it body dismorphia disorder?
>>5472093
can you have bdd and be trans?
>>5472099
Yeha no just not familiar with abbreviations
Will i regret it if i stay at home tonight ?
I feel really sad and geeky because im probably spending night alone unless i go get alcohol.
Though dont feel like starting the year again in a hang over. Maybe this makes it one day less bad?
>>5472020
you have beautiful eyes oryx
So I've gotten myself in trouble.
I'm only just starting to come out and really get into an MTF transition.
I still don't have good hair, just a cheap $30 wig that's not in good shape to begin with. It looks pretty damn bad.
I have no makeup yet. Nor do I have experience applying that makeup.
But I made a profile on OkCupid to try to feel out the I'm-after-a-trangirl-scene around where I live.
And then I got in touch with this guy: handsome. 6'3". Not a druggy or a freak, responsible guy it seems.
And he's looking for a long-term fuck buddy, which is exactly what I'm after.
And I don't yet have the financial resources to take care of my hair and makeup problem. And he's about to ask me out on a date I think. And I don't wan to look like the Queen of the Transvestites with shitty thin hair and a shoddy makeup job. What the hell do I do apart from accept the problem I got my own self into?
>>5472108
Staying home alone is what cool people do.
>>5472108
can't you just take it easy on the alcohol? WHy can't you just not drink?
>>5471957
>what's everyone else up to today ?
>any plans for NYE ?
>Chilling in sofa
>Dog in lap
>Got laptop on an elevation
>Friend is over with his friends cause they needed a place for new year and they're all faggits who live with their parents
>They got booze and more weed
>Been smoking my brains out all day with them
>one friend is a mean cook and made some awesome roastbeef he brought with him
I expected to be alone this new year, feels good.
I'd feel bad for everyone alone right now on new year but vid related: https://youtu.be/cGYNuoCigGY
I'm gonna fuck off now and socialize, I dont wanna be caught posting here either.
>>5472120
Well fucking nothing unless you're willing to suck dick for money or some other sort of quick cash solution.
Or, you tell him you're not ready yet and risk losing a fuck buddy. Your call.
>>5472104
i think people point to brad as an example
>>5472126
kk bye Cartman. Hope you have a good time!
Don't kiss anyone at midnight, though, you'll regret that tomorrow
>>5472110
>>5472104
This thread has a few good examples. Or had.
Where do you horrid abominations go to congregate and have fun?
I want to fuck a trans"girl"
>>5472122
>>5472125
Drinking gets me to places.
Also will be freaking dull to be the only sober one around bunch of drunk people.
Im kinda socially retarded
Reminder that relationships end in pain
Ignore me I'm retarded
>>5472152
You're the kind of guy even escorts turn down.
>>5472165
Count me in
>>5472170
You're the kind of "woman" even drunk guys can't fuck
>>5472152
>>>/craigslist/
>tfw you look like a boy no matter what you do
Why did I get these great viking man genes?
I could even cover up everything but my eyes and still look like a man.
>>5472152
Dark alleyways in the poor parts of big cities
Just roam around a bit shouting out how much you love girl dick
>>5472175
i am so wet please take me now oh baby oh yes baby oooooooooooo
I hope the lack of capitalization conveys the tone well enough, it's all I can muster.
>>5472179
Become man
Work out
Don't be a limp wristed fuccboi
WHATSAPP DIED AAAGH
anyone else??
what a timing, 20 in the evening and supposed to arrange things with people
>>5472186
I was a limp wristed fuccboi before hrt too and i've never worked out in my life but I still looked manly and intimidating.
Like no matter what I do I still see the same boy except with softer skin and long hair and stuff
>>5472194
Really do work out
Your hormones are fucked right now and continuing HRT is just careening toward suicide
Stop drinking the Kool-aid and become a productive member of society
>>5472179
>tfw i have masculine eyes
>>5472212
please kill yourself already kayla
Hello from the future.
2016 is going ok so far.
How is everyone?
>>5472194
Relapsing is bad, lainanon.
And stop trying to start dumb memes about masculine eyes.
>>5472224
My thoughts on the new year
>>5472224
HELLO FUTURE
HERE PAST
DID I INTO GURL ?
>>5472208
My old friends talked me into working out once when I was like 17 but I just went with them to be nice, they were pretty strong.
>>5472228
How do I stop seeing a boy though? ;_;
>>5472183
11 tonight!!!
actually flying to edmonton is surprisingly cheap desu >____>;;;
>>5472231
cute
>>5472224
Is 2016 the shining future we all hoped for or is it just the same with a bigger number?
Happy new year mtfg,
thanks for being there every day,
thanks for the talks, the fun and the silly stuff,
thanks for cheering me up.
I will spend the next 4,5 hours till midnight alone, may go to bed early, and browse the internet just like every day. Thats what today is, just another day.
Don't ever change, 2016 is going to be your year.
>>5472236
>tfw that flight time looks familiar
Kira, are you actually serious?
>>5472234
You stop seeing a boy by becoming a man
Like you can just squat and shit and do some curls
Better than being a skinny limp wristed fag
>>5472255
Literally fuck off mate
>>5472255
I don't want to be a man.
>>5472234
You start seeing a boy less by making effort
>>5472254
m-mebbe .... >___> <___< >___> am I and idiot desu??
>>5472266
Kira I made plans with someone tonight ;____;
>>5472254
>700 round trip, return on Sunday
Maybe...
But I won't land by midnight :(
>>5472234
>How do I stop seeing a boy though?
do what I do and break mirrors
Not really been around for a few days after a nasty argument with my last remaining irl friend, but before midnight hits (GMT) I wanted to come and wish you all a happy new year, and I really do mean ALL of you, the nice trips, the bitchy trips, all the different anons too (chasers/trolling trips/trans who don't want rep). There are some of you I like, and some I don't, but in the last month or so you've all helped me more than you can ever imagine and for that, I love you all.
Lets hope 2016 is better for all of us <3
I hope you all have a good 2016
>>5472265
Effort doing what?
I dunno what I can do with my face anymore other than surgery.
>>5472273
p-pls
I feel like mirrors make me a bit more delusional and cameras really show reality
>>5472268
>>5472236
>>5472254
>>5472266
>>5472268
Hello people I want to suck someone's dick please reply to me
>>5472266
If you were 12 hours faster we could have shared a cab.
>>5472281
Is your name Chelsea?
>>5472290
New years is still about 14 hours away, west coast of USA is one of the last places to greet the new year, so I've got a while.
>>5472287
Umm, I'll be on skype right away.
>>5472286
>This thread is turning out to be so nice.
Quite a few of them have recently. I'd love to be able to claim some responsibility for it but I can't really, even if my limited interactions have tried to advocate and foster that kind of mentality.
>>5472290
>happy NYE anon. happy nye...
Happy? Probably not quite, I plan to be unconcious before midnight as it's always a big emotional trigger point for me so this year I'm doing things differently. Hopefully though, 2016 will grow in how happy it can be, you folks have made some big impacts recently for me and I hope you all continue to do so.
Reminder that IHP sends you sugar pills and you shouldn't order from there.
>>5472245
I like the Buddha goat facing out from the top
https://www.researchgate.net/publication/14365362_The_successful_treatment_of_a_gender_dysphoric_patient_with_Pimozide
Want to cure your mental disorder? Ask your doctor about Pimozide
>>5472313
my endo gave me sugar pills too
brb an hero
>>5472318
hey how is denial working out for you?
>>5472302
oh, okay!
You got any plans for tonight then?
>>5472305
When the fireworks finally start and you hear people cheer on the streets... yep. I ended up crying last year when i spent it alone.
I'm sure this year will bring different things to your life, anon. I dont know why but i often get motivated by seeing the date of the first day of the year, even though i dont make any resolutions.
>>5472305
Good on you for trying to make these threads a better place. I usually try to lighten things up but i sometimes fall into the arguing and bitchiness
I also hope for you're 2016 to be full of happiness, wish i could help some how besides just giving my good wishes.
>>5472318
But i want to be a girl, wanting to be a man would feel so wrong and strange.
>elanna is getting laid tonight
>>5472318
>Pharmacotherapy with pimozide should be considered in cases of doubtful gender dysphoria.
>doubtful
No thanks, I don't have any doubts
>>5472327
Going to go hang out with my dad and siblings for a while then might go to a neighborhood block part and hang out with a bunch of 50+ year people.
>tfw you were an alright looking guy and only ugly boys become passable girls
>spread out face down on those stained cheap hotel sheets, she spent the last years of her life running from the boy she used to be
>>5472318
I'm sure you're posting this to be a troll but I think that's actually pretty cool. Do you have full text access or are you just going by the abstract? I wonder how any other aspects of the subjects personality changed.
Lel enjoy your mental disorder leading to suicide
Don't say nobody tried to help you
tfw being in a ldr is working for me and my bf but god it is hard.
>>5472341
That... kinda hit home anon.
>>5472350
denial isn't fun anon
>>5472353
It's an Against Me! song.
Learn2google
>>5472353
Not ugly boys have masculine features and stuff
>>5472351
they can work but lots of ppl are fickle and get cold feet
>>5472358
?
I'm literary cis
>>5472370
are you still going to edmonton?
>>5472374
elanna broke watasho no kokoro desu ;~;
>>5472370
yeah so far both of us are very committed to it. I could see it becoming an open relationship though due to the idea he wont have sex for like 2 years lol.
>>5472379
Translation: kira's getting cucked
>>5472379
is that a no?
>>5472183
I want to fly there, only to take you away again.
Shall we go somewhere warm, say, Mexico?
>tfw
I have my first appointment with a therapist on Monday. Titty skittles when?
>>5472384
But anon we don't even know each other ;___;
>>5472341
She sure has a good idea how to hammer home the hurt.
>>5472390
July/August I'm afraid
Still useful
>>5472390
Expect 3 months. Also super gratz :3
>tfw going to NYE on the computer playing moba's
Kind of wish I stayed in MN for three more days but this is fine too
>>5472371
>>5472403
lol
>>5472390
where are you at?
>>5472386
>tfw mfw
>>5472390
1-3 months unless they're an asshole. Less if you self-med anyway. Most therapists see self-medding as a sign of dedication.
>>5472341
>tfw suicidal super-dysphoric escort
>tfw can relate to the lyrics of that song all to well
maybe i should sudoku, NY would be a cool time to do it
>>5472327
>When the fireworks finally start and you hear people cheer on the streets... yep. I ended up crying last year when i spent it alone.
iktf all too well, have dealt with it for several years now, but I'm finaly recognising paterns easier and trying to head-off difficulties before they arise, trying to be proactive rather than reactive
>>5472329
>sometimes fall into the arguing and bitchiness
I've been there too, lashing out in response to attacks over me being an alleged "chaser", but overall I'm glad of those attacks as it's resulted in me lurking more, doing more thinking due to not interacting so much. Never was a "chaser" and still aint now, but by getting seriously BTFO'd it's changed how I look at things a little and made me question and realise things about myself.
>>5472361
You've just promted me to re-listen to "Crushed like Fruit" for the forst time in a long while, thanks
>>5472413
w-why not spend it w/ friends and special ppl?? >.>;;
>>5472392
In time, we will!
where shall we go for a first date?
>>5472416
Make no assumption. Everyone is either trans or pre-trans.
I wish my face wasnt so long and broad
>>5472412
:~:
Well i got invited to go out this evening, on the fence about it kinda
>>5472441
You should probably kill yourself
>>5472441
I wish my life wasn't so long :/
>>5472447
wow that's really hostile bro
>>5472448
Same tbhon.
>>5472443
What kind of shrink is this?
>>5472435
Well that's who I'm going to be playing it with. Special people who have no lives. If I had stayed at home for a few more days I would have been with all of my friends and out by midnight
>>5472441
A lot of people aren't happy with their face, join the club.
>>5472460
Im pretty okay with my face.
>>5472456
How do you mean? The website seemed pretty progressive. It was the only one I could find that "specialized".
>>5472425
>trying to be proactive rather than reactive
thats the spirit!
It took me year to reach a comfortable point and i was forced by work to be more social, otherwise i still wouldnt talk to others.
I'm having a fever like last year and turned a invitation down... but i feel like they feel sorry for me and we just recently called each other again. I dont want them to think i want to be invited... ugh im weird^^
Anyway, good for you anon. I wish you the best.
>>5472442
making the rocket?
>>5472443
you could mention it right away, so you could go official right away. At least in my case they proceeded that way
>Take hormones
>Commit suicide one to two years later
Good to clean the gene pool at least
>>5472413
>tfw spent all of last nye playing dota with bf
Didn't even realize when it passed midnight
>>5472471
omg epic troll post !!
>>5472421
>tfw got official official hrt after 3 years waiting
>already on hrt
>already diagnosed a bunch of times
>already full time for ages
>tfw nothing mattered except following ancient procedures blindly
>>5472446
was it by jormy??? cos don't trust them australians desu
>>5472458
yeh but u should spend time w/ special ppl irl iunno lol >.>;;
>tfw spending my night w/ all my special ppl here w/ me
[spoiler];~~;[/spoiler]
>>5472468
Then admitting you were on AAs is probably fine down the line (although maybe not as the first thing you say). It's not like the therapist can take them away.
>>5472470
>you could mention it right away
Well I wasn't planning on lying about it, so if it came up organically I was going to come clean anyway. They don't consider it self harm or something?
>>5472477
no, Jormy lives about 11k miles away from me desu
>>5472483
mine said it irresponsible that i do that on my own, so she gave me the adress to a well-known endo for trans-issues, i told her what happend and we started official HRT, had my receipt right away.
>>5472471
Prank'd
http://strawpoll.me/6414654
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>tfw all hrt gave me was alright boobs and no changes to face
When will wearing masks in public be acceptable?
>>5472512
i wish i had boobs instead of slight moobs :(
>>5472488
and that's the biggest troll "sure come to party and fly all that way if u really trust me :^)"
>tfw never get stood up by jormy
>>5472503
D) Kill myself
>>5472470
over the dick
>>5472512
support islam!
>>5472503
>no option for suicide
anon pls
>>5472494
Fingers crossed I guess.
>>5472529
i dont get it, something with sex?
>>5472532
i should say that my endo does trans-stuff almost exclusively since 30+ years, knows that over half do DIY HRT and was very cool about it. Same with the Endo, which was just the nicest human i've ever met.
Sadly they were plagued by hons so i guess thats why both gave up.
Maybe wait a bit; i'm sure he or she will ask you sooner or later.
Good luck!
>tfw wouldn't even mind getting violently raped tonight
>>5472477
Here as in /mtfg/?
Tomorrow is my roomies bday so I'm going to try to stay whelmed for her shenanigans
http://strawpoll.me/6414699
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What should be mtfg's thread wide new years resolution?? I think we should all strive to increase the post:image ratio
>>5472470
Well I'm approaching 5yrs now. I always used to be quite a social person, even though I'm somewhat introverted
>turned a invitation down
done that multiple times, usualy with similar excuses but without them being the actual reason, it's usualy been a case of I just can't deal with that shit right then and there
>I dont want them to think i want to be invited.
Been there too, it's a headfuck for sure
>turned a invitation down
I get that same feel and actively tell people I'm a bit weird, an oddball, a kook, even though I've never seen me as weird in a negative way(just different), I know most people in the mainstream of society view me that way.
>Anyway, good for you anon. I wish you the best.
Thanks, I appreciate it. I hope your 2016 is the easiest year yet too
>>5472512
are you talking actual physical masks or do you mean as in putting on a metaphorical mask?
If it's the latter, I've done it for years, more and more as time goes on, and while I aint sure how much of my issues relates back to gender etc, I can definately tell you it's not healthy in the long run
>>5472530
I wanna wear neat clothes though.
>tfw can't wear a surgical mask at all times and pretend im sick
>>5472546
>tfw no bf to bully and forcefully lewd me
>>5472512
This is literally my transition, hrt is a lie.
So what kind of belt should I get with this dress?
>>5471735
my shoulders are almost 20 inches and my chest is 40 inches, this is after muscle loss too
>>5472557
u got some nice bobs tbdesu
>>5472559
A belt sander and then drop it in the trash where it belongs
Jkjk I don't know tho
>>5472559
Depends on the colour of shoes you're wearing
>>5472559
>asking /mtfg/ for fashion advice
>>5472547
n-no... uhh... here as in at home w/ me, I'm surrounded w/ every single person that cares about me .... >////>;;;
o-oh yikes a new year bd huh, gl then!!
>>5472559
Brown plain because the dress is already busy enough and you don't want the belt to be anything special.
>>5472555
move to china!
also some of the different head coverings and stuff are pretty qt, it's not all plain black moon-ninja suits
>>5472559
were u gonna wear an outer layer with it to? if not I'd say maybe go with something a little more colorful to stand out and match your shoes like red or yellow or something
>>5472544
ooops, meant my therapist in the first line
>>5472554
teach me your way ._.
I'm only 18 months in but i'm doing very good i guess. I'm mostly okay now, others view me as normal but those headfuck things, yeah...
Funny though that its only with people who knew me pre-transition i have my ´problems´ with. You know the feel... they looking down to you and feeling sorry. At least i could show my family that i'm doing better :)
2016 YEAHHHHH
(still, 3,5 hours to go)
>>5472567
ok
>>5472573
i would trade my boobs for a passing face
>>5472602
ill post your dick kayla
>>5472557
hey kayla
keep growing your hair
>>5472602
you pass as a english women
Lets trade
>>5472609
could you not?
Have a happy New Year's, ladies. I love you.
>>5472602
Neck yourself you disgusting piece of shit
>>5472585
>I chuckled
Yesssssssss :)
Idk is a belt really necessary? Might be better to wear a cardigan or cropped jacket over it. I think a belt with those stripes might be a little too much
>>5472613
why not?
>>5472617
n-no u don't caddy ... also how are u already in 2016 did u fly to russia?? >.>;;
>>5472617
We love you too Caddy <3.
>>5472602
Any excuse to post your boobs, huh kyle?
>>5472555
>tfw no bf to bully and forcefully lewd me
I'm loathe to respond to this, as I would be the "bf" in that kind of equation, and it usualy leads to a "reeeeee, chaser out" exchange, but I honestly don't get that shit. I mean I get that SOME people have rapey kind of fantasies, but asan irl actual turn on, I really don't get it. This bit is gonna be hypothetical, but ........ IF I found the right person, I don't really see how it would be bullying, and I don't see how someone would WANT to be bullied or WOULD GET enjoyment out of bullying someone like that, other than they only care about getting their rocks off and "bullying" would be how they got there.
Anyway, that's all I'm gonna say on that, feel free to disregard me or attack me as a "chaser"
>>5472619
A few people say a belt would go nice at where the stripes become different.
I'm pretty bad with fashion and want to better with it for next year
>>5472056
Actually in my experience yes they will
also "That's a man!" and "Freak" etc.
>>5472589
that could work if u were going for a more plain-color look but the right belt could help with the busyness imho
>>5472616
yeah I'd say add a little color then but that's just my opinion and preferences, like>>5472589 said a plain brown belt would definitely tone down how loud it is but then I picture it being a little dull and kinda incomplete without a cardigan or something or like the perfect boots/sandals to match
>>5472631
yeah that's where u'd wanna wear it to help with the busyness
I wish there was a way for me to stop existing without hurting anybody
like if I could just make everyone forget I ever existed
or at least a way I could kill myself and not be found instead of traumatising some train driver or something
>>5472621
because I have been bullied enough to last several lifetimes
You people may not like me but that doesn't make my transition worth less than any of yours, it doesn't make my dysphoria hurt any less then yours.
>>5472613
please don't
its disgusting
ok I need advice mtfg. How do I get to the point I don't care anymore? How did you? I feel as though I will never transition because I care that much about pleasing people. How do I stop this ;-;
>>5472642
but you post your cock everywhere lmao
you're a fetishist
>>5472631
Idk I would say that the stripes becoming different breaks up the top and bottom parts enough but idk.
Post on /r/ffa they'll have much better advice than here
>>5472653
do u think about breathing?? do u think about tying a shoe lace??? or opening ur email??
eventually things just become daily habits if done regularly enough and it goes automatically
>>5472654
I posted it once here and once on /b/. What ever people did after that wasn't me. Also I am not a fetishist, nothing about being trans turns me on, nothing about women turns me on, in fact nothing turns me on. I just want to pass, I just want to feel normal in my skin.
>>5472657
Only a fat person could be this retarded about fashion
>>5472617
I love you caddy I want to marry you if I detransition and get fat will you love me back
>>5472667
Dude belts are out of style desu she should go for layering and not need to break it up any further
>>5472628
>not wanting to get ambushed in a dark alley by 5 guys
>not wanting to get beaten half to death while they ravage your butthole
>not wanting to be left to die covered in blood and cum
>>5472471
Pretty sure taking hormones cleans up the genepool already.
>>5472678
>belts are out of style
Jesus Christ just fucking kill yourself
>>5472679
>tfw this is one of my biggest fantasies. but then i remember that at some point they'd realise i'm a tranny and just kill me without raping me
it hurts to live
>Bestfriend wants to spend new years with me
>probably gonna kiss because tradition
>>5472641
holy fuck I know that feel, I'm terrified of dragging everyone close down with me and don't know what to do but just try to keep holding on and make it from one day to the next
I've literally been tried to come up with plans to disappear and dispose of the body so no one ever finds out
>>5472691
DO IT
>>5472686
That's really rude :\ I hardly see any girls my age wearing waist belts over dresses like that
>>5472696
IM GONNA
>>5472699
NO B ACKING OUT
>>5472699
DUBS HAVE FORTOLD THIS
>>5472702
I knew it ur gonna kiss myna!!!
>NYE is my favorite holiday
>no plans, just playing video games like a lump
Sad.
>>5472622
Of course I love you though, and no I'm still in 2015 like everyone else for a few more hours
>>5472625
<3
>>5472653
I felt like this until eventually the need to be a woman overwhelmed any feeling of needing to care about others which sounds really selfish but I just got to a point where I felt there was no choice.
>>5472668
The best shot you'd have is just to beeeeee urself :^)
And wouldn't you know it the guy I'm currently seeing is super fit like seriously it's weird. He thought it was really funny how surprised I was. I just kept pushing on his chest and abs and I'm like "I didn't think people could get this firm like wtf" and when I told him Ive only dated chubby people before he said that it's gross so I can't get too fat anymore if I want to keep him around. ;___;
>>5472678
>belts are out of style
lol
layering is the best tho
>>5472712
Idk I just go by what I see, the girls who live near me don't really belt dresses. They wear them like with pants or if the dress has belt loops but I don't see them with dresses. But I've never seen anyone wearing a dress with a pattern like that in person so maybe
>>5472710
NYE is one of the best holidays desu.
Also have fun anyway.
I told myself the whole evening ´its just another day, they wont be mad if i turn them down, its better to just stay at home, i may get sick´
but now i'm feeling lonely. And sick. And my stomach itches like crazy. ughhh.
Well, whatever. Nice to be here :)
>>5472599
oh man, I wish there was a "my way" to teach. In reality, I try as much as possible to be quite zen about almost everything, even though I may not be as zen as I wish. I mean, I am the way I am because of what I've been through AND they way I've dealt and worked through those things, but I'm, still not sure I've gone along the right path, so to speak. I still don't think I'm "trans" and in all honesty I hope I'm not (I've seen accounts and witnessed how tough stuff can be for trans/LGB people in general, and it's fucking scary and in many ways terryfying compared to stuff I've been through. At the end of the day though, seeing this stuff has lead me to examine myself more, and learning more about oneself can never be a bad thing regardlesss of how painfull it can be.
For the record, I still don't think I'm trans (certainly not to the extent of some people on here), and I'm still thinking I'm some level of non-binary bollox(even though I initialy stated myself as being CIS), you'll have to thank the tumblr nutters for that, but as much as they're insufferable cunts (if I ever get like that y'all have permission to straigt up murder me) some of them do make some very good points regarding gender and how gender is expressed.
BTW. you have a maximum of 4hrs to attack, troll, and do whatever you feel is necessary to break me down. Either way, I'm gonna be fucked by midnight GMT and my powers of reasoning/intelectualness are fading, have at it while you can. I'm opening up to potential abuse because it does me good in the long run. If it turns to other lines of questioning in the meantime ...... so be it!!! Either way, I'm open, I'm vunerable (potentialy) ..................... have at it!!!!!!!
>>5472737
dude tldr
>>5472722
Where is near you? Because near you could be the midwest, which was Uggland for a decade and shouldn't ever be relied on when it's fashion time.
Heya mtfg how are you girls today?
>>5472709
N-no
>>5472748
Ya Midwest
But ok fine i was just giving my thoughts because Angie asked and did it by sharing my experiences there was no need to tell me to kill myself :\ I can still learn
>>5472753
eh. not good.
>>5472753
I was having a good time until your ghettofied ass showed up
>>5472753
how were your nachos today
>>5472692
>I've literally been tried to come up with plans to disappear and dispose of the body so no one ever finds out
>Fill backpack up with cinder blocks
>Swim out to middle of a deep lake in the dead of night
>Shoot self in head with gun
>Maybe leave a laminated suicide note on your person (e.g. in your shoe) in case you are found
This has been another pro guide on suicide by Anonymous.
>>5472759
I feel like I was overly bitchy, but fashion does vary by area.
>>5472726
I agree. I might play Battlefront 2 alone or Smite since a friend of mine is really into it and I've missed him but every time I play games I just feel guilty about not doing something responsible
>>5472782
nye, alone, sick, fuck everything
and so on :)
how about you?
stop it!!!! ALLLL STOPPP NAAAOOO!!!
there's so much shit in this thread I can relate to, but not enough time/motivation/desire to respond to everything.
FUK U !!!!!!!!!!!
>>5472779
It's ok I'm not super overly sensitive but idk everyone around here is always suicidal so should try to be careful
And ya that's a good point. I wanna move out of here I always feel bad that I only know how to dress myself like a white trash midwesterner..i just don't get exposed to anything else
I'll just ask /r/fashion
Also I hate having such bulky calves.
Like I wish I could lose 2 inches on them ;-;
>considering going out with friends
>look someone presentable boymode
>daily coffee drinking has stained my teeth horribly
fuck
>tfw no mtfg friends to drink with and welcome in the new year with an awkward kiss.
>>5472788
witty response
there
>>5472799
You should really consider wearing a pair of heels with that. The pumps look kinda silly and out of place.
>>5472808
>tfw no mtfg friends to drink with and welcome in the new year without kissing because I'm not a transbian
i wanna be elanna's bff ;~;
>>5472815
Those are flats
>>5472815
Any time someone says heels I assume Kayla
>>5472817
New Years kiss makes you a transbian? Ayy lmao
>>5472825
Kissing girls is pretty gay....
>>5472829
You've never kissed a friend for new years?
>>5472826
So fucking what
>>5472834
No I usually sleep through it
>>5472829
But it's not that kind of kiss!
>>5472710
oh no caddy ur are just far too kind, I am quite unlovable desu I have realized
>tfw don't like nye cos it's loud and explosive and I'm jumpy and have no games to play w/ ppl
;~~;
>>5472758
omigosh elanna the flooziest desu
>>5472829
I want to do it so bad desu
I want to kiss a really pretty girl that is weeby and geeky as heck and adorable and I'm totally head over heels for ... so bad ahhh >////<;;
>>5472841
I'm not that kind of girl tho!!
>>5472774
I don't WANT to be found tho and a corpse can slip out of a backpack especially as it breaks down and even big rocks can be moved by the tides
u rlly haven't put as much thought into this as I have
>>5472849
There was a kid from my high school who just disappeared one day. He withdrew money from an ATM in the next state over and thats the last he was ever seen. They found his car but never found his body.
Just drive/hike out to a remote area
>>5472786
I hope you get better anon! I'm at home doing a hot oil treatment + deep leave in conditioning my hair since I want it tonsay healthy and properly moisturized. ( I bleached it this week and relaxed it last week so it really needs some TLC)
>>5472811
not a single thing in my resposnses was meant to be inherently sexual/gendered/etc
I suppose some people in this thread are inherently involved in promoting and normailsing SOME aspects of how *trans* people can be in general terms.
>>5472863
You hair is permanently fucked because you abuse it so much so that you can try to look like a human. Just embrace your primitive negroid appearance.
>>5472861
I was more thinking going to a remote foreign country and paying someone to help ensure my body is destroyed
I don't want some kid on a hike to be traumatized stumbling onto my remains
What video games has mtfg been playin lately? I'm all in live with Dragon's Crown on my vita. Wbu?
>implying girls play video games
>>5472845
Oh yeah? We'll see about that after a few cocktails.
who is creepiest kayla or korra?
>>5472876
Been playing pokemon rom hacks. Gaia is pretty good.
>>5472870
Lol happy new years to you too racist edgy anon
>>5472879
Yeah.
>>5472876
I watch my brother play xenoblade but i play no games
>Wbu
How does this mean??
>>5472874
Tibetan sky burial, senpai
>>5472844
I'm not a floozy, don't bully ;_;
>>5472884
wbu = what about you?
>>5472878
N-no I want to save my first kiss for a boy
>>5472890
Maybe I can be your boy tonight bby
>>5472889
Then it would not be better as "wau"?
>>5472882
Truth hurts. I'm not the one trying to hide who they are.
>>5472876
Send me your psn over Skype. I love Dragons Crown
>>5472892
No thank you it's quite alright!! I'll stay pure for my future husband tyvm
>>5472888
u so are tho, also strict age limits and booked full date schedule, ur like a pro!! >///<;;
>>5472808
Ill be your friend, you don't even have to talk to me kay.
>>5472849
>can slip out of a backpack especially as it breaks down
Then fucking secure yourself to it better. Your body doesn't, like, fucking explode into a billion pieces as you decay.
>even big rocks can be moved by the tides
Most lakes don't have a strong tide.
>u rlly haven't put as much thought into this as I have
u rlly r annoying, you know that?
>>5472863
thank you!
I'm not a fan of bleaching but i thought about dying it for the first time, maybe next week! Definately getting bangs again soon, i haven't been to the hairsaloon in... 7 months or something ._.
Happy NYE
>>5472864
i don't get quiete what your problem is anon, but i wish you a happy new years eve
>>5472897
I've been called a cute boy though and i'm tall, just don't mind my kind of big boobs.
>>5472898
so thirsty
>>5472844
You should kiss kit or bexe, they both got c u cked by elanna before you so they can relate
>>5472904
I-I think you should wait for your own true love just like I'll wait for mine! It would be misgendering yourself to say you're a boy just for me..
>>5472906
you can type cucked
>>5472895
Give a rest bro/sis
>>5472881
Oh which one are you playing? I heard some of them are really good. My fave was tohoumon
>>5472884
Isnt watching boring tho? X.x
>>5472895
Lol thanks for the (You)s
>>5472896
Its Asami_Irelia, but i don't have wifi at home so i can only play at a friends house :(
>>5472902
I'm sure it'll look cute when you so decide to go !
How can I reduce my lower range in my voice?
>>5472913
2015/2016, no internet at home
L O L
O
L
>>5472876
I got ... starfox 64, animal crossing happy home designer, fashion shoot, style savvy 3, jp railsim 3d, heart beaten, rune factory, hakouki, shinmegami tensai, phoenix wright, sfiv 3d, steel empire, karous, kokuga etc
>>5472905
>>5472906
it's like I joined a super elite club, are there gold members cards????
>>5472909
Y-yeah..
I'll never be a girl though ;-;
>>5472918
He's a nigger, what do you expect
>>5472913
Pokemon gaia and Pokemon Vega. Gaia isnt complete yet but its really good. Vega is complete bur hard as fuck and has a bunch of fakemon so i dont know shit about it.
>>5472898
Ok you caught me, I'm a wannabe floozy with social anxiety that prevents me from being a full blown floozy ;~;
>was feeling kinda down
>go take a shower and feel better
>decide to mess with make-up a little even though i'm still boymode
>eyeliner a little to think and now i look like a racoon
>can get it off
Fuck
>>5472917
High pass filter.
I was just called a tomboy at the gas station in boy mode
i don't think ive been more happy in my life
>>5472933
Grats anon, must be nice T.T
>>5472921
Yes you will! And so will I! I believe in you anon :) but still no kisses for me sry but I'm sure someone will come you're way!
>>5472937
does it mean I can go full time now?
>>5472920
did you actually buy plane tickets before making plans or was that a goof
>>5472940
You already are if you're a tomboy
>>5472944
I was in full guy clothes though
>>5472949
>You could try going full time andro for a while and see how that works
what should I wear for andro clothes?
>>5472276
kill yourself
>>5472931
i gave up on eyeliner, my eyes are just to deep and wrinkly ;_;
but whatever :) wanna show us? Do you have plans for tonight?
>>5472951
So Elanna loves girl benis????
>>5472948
So are tomboys, sometimes. Sorry idk I was just making a lame joke.
>>5472951
>>5472958
who doesn't desu
>>5472965
this its only agp to like using girl penis
but its totally fine to like girl penis on other girls
>>5472950
You might already be doing it, tight jeans, girly hair cut, ect.
>>5472957
Heh oh god no, i hate how i look and these threads can be pretty mean and i am already teetering on being in a bummed mood so i don't really want that atm.
As for plans probably just going to be hanging out with family and maybe some old people (50+) at a block party, might just avoid that though.
What is it like to get dicked?
>>5472987
salty coins and milk
>>5472972
I was just wearing normal man jeans and a button down shirt, I guess my hair cut is a bit girly and the fact my tits are big and I didn't try to hide them might have played a role
>>5472993
>tfw kind of big boobs but horrible orc-tier man face
>>5472966
w-wow rude ;~;
>>5472968
i-it's not bad to use it on each other if u do it in cosplay desu
>>5472993
Oh that would probably play a large role, even with a manish face if people see boobs then just assume it is a girl. So you might be able to go full if you wanted.
>>5473001
Its true tho
>>5472954
Trip on elanna
>>5473001
>i-it's not bad to use it on each other if u do it in cosplay desu
of course not but the person who uses the tinkler at that moment is totally agp
>>5472951
Long time chaser calling some else a chaser?
>>5473017
Is it OK if the person topping is crying while doing it?
>>5473001
wew lass
>tfw you just look like a fgt
;___;
>>5472931
Don't have a solid line around your eyes, break it up, you dont need much eyeliner on the bottom so put more of it on the tops, and put eyeliner above your lashes, right at the lip so there's no visible gap between the liner and your eyes
idk if that helps, but it's what I've learned so far
>tfw body and face sorta pass
>tfw horrible masculine dadpenis
just kill me
>>5472932
That feel when not a cyborg with built in daw.
>>5473068
>tfw feminine 3.5 inches gt
>>5473068
dont worry kayla your hair will get nice and long and you will get a job in an office in seattle and you will get a boyfriend and srs and then break up with the boyfriend but then get another boyfriend and then eventually get married and have science babies and you will be a good mom and die at the age of 90 with dozens of great grandchildren
Will you listen to my voice and give me tips please?
http://vocaroo.com/i/s15G6YW9gp9E
>>5472929
Elanna who is the cutest trip?
>>5473075
fu fu i want to trade with you so bad
>>5473081
Do you smoke?, your voice cracks ALOT
>>5473081
Slow the fuck down there sanic
>>5473081
Seems pretty good just weak and strengthen it up a bit.
>>5473078
don't give me the nightmares of more racist spoiled brats like him in this world. i hope his white trash kind dies out like it should already
>>5473088
Not at all, its winter though so I guess that needs to be taken into account.
>>5473093
I normally talk fast, all the time about everything.
>>5473086
it barely exists when soft and it doesnt even work anymore
all of you are retarded and socially inept. you barely have any friends and your family is ashamed of you. you have resorted your life to spending your life on here and you fall in love with each other through anime pictures even though it's all hons masking their unpassable looks through exaggareted cuteness.
>>5473106
first day here?
>>5473104
see that's what makes it so perfect
>tucking with ease
>no fuss about shape and size that could look intimidating/ugly to guys
>>5473103
Well stop it, slow down it makes it that much easier to control your voice
>>5473108
She will get used to it;
One of us
One of us
One of us
>>5473106
thanks jesus
>>5473108
Don't pay attention to the troll.
if you arent D you're not trutrans
Who here /actually falling for a trip/?
>>5473124
How does one become D?
>>5473106
This
>>5473097
don't be racist
>>5473127
be trutrans
>tfw no honfriend to rub your naked hon bodies together
why live
>>5472171
i dont want to be rude, but... what are the chromosomes who has lalalily? just askin, i know is not xy and still is a AMAB.
>>5473106
This is so true
I dont mean to be a bitch to anyone but honestly i think it would do a lot of great to your transitioning if you would like go outside, even if you had no friends.. just to work or school. any content into your life
its like you didnt get enough time to be a little kid so you do it again while transitioning and make it "acceptable" gah. just go out, this road leads you just to sudoku or something.
>>5473146
i don't know what this sentence means, care to explain it to me?
>>5473151
>so you do it again while transitioning and make it "acceptable" gah
this thread is full of stefonknees lol
>>5473152
i think anon is asking whether lily is XY or XXY or something
>tfw stretch marks on boobs
>tfw you see yourself in a mirror and it makes you feel like shit
>>5473168
same. 8 months in and i still look like a gross masculine man
> People tell me I pass
> still have tons of dysphoria coming from my face
Thanks brain
>tfw a cute older uncle that I've always had kind of a light crush comes here from overseas
>tfw he's as anti-LGBT as the rest of my family
>tfw on the first night here he says "anon you've gotten cute" (I'm in full boy mode) and "[anon] has sure beautified (the expression makes sense in my language)"
>tfw while walking with him and my mother the next day he calls after us by using feminine you (my language splits "you" into feminine and masculine to avoid ambiguity) and I pretend not to notice so I don't have to correct him
>tfw I'm slowly training my handsome uncle to view me as a girl
>tfw when it feels gooooood
>>5473196
u need turquoise and lilac hair to pass as a tran
>>5473201
is he hot?
>>5473068
>gt is like 3 inches long and 2 inches around when flaccid
>when erect it's 6.5x5.5
Hormones can make you stop getting erections, right? Should be easy to tuck then.
>>5473208
But my crush is going to dye it black/dark purple and cut it kinda short..
>>5473155
you're thinking of reddit
>>5473222
>Tell your brain to shut up.
I'm not even trans and I wish it was that easy
>>5473219
>letting homeless people cut and style your hair
I have a horrible cold but how does this sound?
https://clyp.it/d3d4hlbn
Hi good morning /Mtfg/
how r u all ??
Why are boys so creepy idgi
I don't even post in trans subreddits now, just games that I play and I still get creepy comments like this
First one is kinda sweet but idk rofl
>>5471854
uhmm
>>5473230
She's not even homeless anymore familia.
>>5473232
You pass
>mfw i get let off work early on new year's because there's almost no customers
the economy these days i tell ya
>>5473168
At least you have consistency. I can look in the mirror 20 times a day and have a different view of myself each time.
>my nose is too big
>my nose is cute
>my eyes are too small
>my eyes are a beautiful colour
>my hips are nice and girly
>my hips are too small
>my shoulders are too wide
>my shoulders are kinda narrow
>my ribcage is too big
>my ribcage is small enough
>I could be a hand model
>I have ugly manhands
And others in differing combinations each time I look in the mirror. Make it stop please.
>>5473217
>Hormones can make you stop getting erections, right?
only if you stop touching your gt
>>5473246
did you still get paid?
>>5473155
not saying they dress up like little girls or play a baby in a sexual creepy way
just saying the use being trans an excuse.
im sure it applies to few of them that they cant actually live with it at all in the outer world but for example Kayla, she doesnt role play with these people but shes like the example of how you make transitioning an excuse.
" I dont want to do this because transitioning, when im womyn full time i will live my life suddenly and catch up with everything " you just dont, you probably end up super lost and depressed.
>>5473262
Does fapping increase testosterone or something? Is it enough to have an effect on HRT? I plan on getting SRS eventually but I'd like my gt to at least be functional in the meantime.
>>5473268
You've never had a job have you?
>>5473261
too bad i always see this in the mirror
>my nose is too big
>my eyes are too small
>my hips are too small
>my shoulders are too wide
>my ribcage is too big
>I have ugly manhands
but this is actual reality
>>5473261
same and it's actually horrible, i might prefer to see myself only as ugly because then i'm not constantly building myself up in little ways only to destroy myself immediately over and over and over
>>5473268
i sure hope so!
>>5473270
yeah i get enough hours for sure, it's just that i was the "extra dishwasher in case we get a huge rush and need 3 washers/helpers in the evening" and then the restaurant was fucking dead this afternoon
also grass is greener etc i guess
>>5473273
semen contains estrogen, so eating it would actually be helpful
aaaa home town story is such a qt game desu ...
it would be neat if they made like a shop/farm/dungeon/harvestmoon/runefactory/animalcrossing type mmo ... I would pay a sub for that tbqh tbdesu desu
>>5473281
But that's icky, anon.
>>5473281
only if u take is sublingually lmao
also it contains androgens too
Hey people, just posting hoping you all have a good new year.
>>5473274
but bexe is from the socialist republic of canada so she has work rights
>>5473300
Is drinking alone really something you need to catch up on?
Happy new year all trannish finnies and all the others who share this timezone!
>>5473316
Fucking hell fuck off autismo
>>5473273
erections have nothing to do with testosterone but more with the "use it or lose it" attitude
testosterone help cis men maintain their ability to get erect by getting an erection every night in their sleep otherwise they will atrophy which you can see happen in fat, middle aged men
>>5473300
It feels too good to be a sin.
>>5473319
no u wont
>>5473313
j = jew?
>>5473326
wat?
>>5473327
Hmm. I get an erection every time I have to piss. Is that good enough?
>the smallest my body will go is size 18 UK without looking like eugenia cooney
who /ForeverPlusSized/ here?
>>5473342
that's odd anon. i get mine when i am aroused but never in a random pattern like that
nevertheless it's good if you want to stay functional in the meantime
>>5473343
>tfw uk size 6
Say this and post results
"When the sunlight strikes raindrops in the air, they act like a prism and form a rainbow. The rainbow is a division of white light into many beautiful colors. These take the shape of a long round arch, with its path high above, and its two ends apparently beyond the horizon. There is, according to legend, a boiling pot of gold at one end.
getting ´happy new year´ messages and i feel miserable :(
happy nye mtfg
>>5473378
Le squeaky voiced hon passage
>>5473378
>>5473233
Can I please rub baby oil on your soles and then stroke them with my fingertips...
>>5473378
happy new years mtfg <: !
stayed home the entire nye and it wasnt even half as bad it was when i was out as a boy with friends.
ive never felt so shit as back then.
luv you all
>tfw working tomorrow morning but drinking heavily regardless
>tfw terrible man face no matter what you do to it
>tfw ill be 23 this year already and ive achieved fuck all in my life
>>5473436
iktf
I hope many of you commit suicide or get murdered next year
new years resolution: sue my dad for SRS, FFS, and Pellets money
>>5473382
Happy New years eve anon. I hope you feel better next year.
>>5473415
Glad you had a good nye!
So my sister, who is excited to have a sister now, wanted to doll me up even though i haven't started hormones yet. I looked like a clown but my siblings were saying don't worry about it. But now i have my first pictures of me in girl mode and they look awful but it was still nice. Washed most of it off except eye liner cause that stuff does not remove easily.
>>5473436
You haven't killed yourself yet so that is somthing.
>>5473447
Same to you bud
>>5473450
That seems messed up.
>>5473454
aww that sounds super nice
bet your sister will be a lot of help, especially if you are almost the same age :3
>tfw ur marketed-as-super-spicy burger is not even close to medium spicy
>>5473447
this is the first new year's where i haven't wished this upon myself tbqh, happy new year murdersuicideanon
>>5473482
>you will never smash bexe's hon face in with a brick
>>5473486
don't worry, looks like someone already did that
>wanna go out
>dont wanna feel dysphoria
wat do
>>5473497
buy an occulus rift duh
>>5473447
May you be the first.
>>5473486
>>5473491
>>5473488
white anglo-saxon protestant spicy, as i got it from The Burger's Priest
>>5473482
When are you going to hook up with kit since you both got cucked together?
>>5473497
pic related
>>5473504
I should get an oculus rift and live in the cyberspace where I am a girl
Kiras the biggest loser on here.
Unironically looking fo love.
My New Years resolution is to end my disgrace of a life, I am human garbage.
What's the worst way you've come out to somebody?
>be me about 5 years ago
>chilling with some normie friends watching V For Vendetta
>couple of folks who haven't seen it before get grossed out at the pro-lgbt bits
>most are fine with it so me acting neutral isn't picked up on, phew
>ending comes
>that music
>that moment where they take off their masks and it's all the non-villain characters who died over the course of the film
>sobbing like a little bitch, can't stop
>"what's the big deal, anon? are you a fag yourself or something?"
>can't bring myself to say no
>"what the hell? are you actually?"
>whole evening becomes really awkward and unwelcoming after that
>tfw you're a shit liar and can't deny being a freak if anyone asks explicitly without umming and erring and stuttering like an idiot
>>5473513
You would think the WASP burger would be spicier.
>>5473512
you're the rude one posting every ones pics on other boards and being a troll
>>5473497
What's that picture from?
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE
i love you all! thank you for everything!
I'm alone and super sad at them moment and want to cry but i can't, i simply can't cause of the antidepressants :D
it's a weird feeling...
Anyway, all the luck to you people. Gosh, i love fireworks :)
>>5473530
okay thanks for the random input angie
>>5473546
wut
>>5473551
a charity stream from a gaming website (giantbomb)
the woman is a producer at gamespot and the guy used to work at giantbomb
>>5473538
>crying at V for Vendetta
it was already too late
>>5473544
that's a spicy meme
>>5473518
whenever she decides to move to canada desu
>>5473553
that's why i avoid antidepressants, they only ever made me feel like a robot, i'd really rather be sad than feel nothing at all
i hope the fireworks last a long time anon, happy new year's
Reminder that you can pass with EITHER a manly body skellington OR a manly head skellington (skull), but not both
Pejic "God Of Trans" has wideset boobs and broad as fuck shoulders, but she owns it because she has natural girl jaw and almost no brow bossing thanks to starting AAs at 13
If you have chronic manface but have the body of a qt you can pass as just being a terribly unfortunate cis girl with uggo genes
However, if you have both manly head and body, then you just look like a man desu, sorry
Who's the biggest hon that's ever posted here?
>>5473592
by weight or by unpassingness
either way its me
>>5473592
Potc
>>5473592
sheen
http://strawpoll.me/6416252
http://strawpoll.me/6416252
http://strawpoll.me/6416252
>>5473590
>wideset boobs
A lot of flat women are like that
>broad as fuck shoulders
The obsession this board has with shoulders is downright factical btw
>>5473579
>>5473613
>factical
wut
>>5473620
Does bexe actually believe that? lul
>>5473620
hi bullyanon
>>5473609
>started transition
>made friends
>got a job and held it down
nah
>>5473621
farcical.
Autocorrect mishap that became a non-word down the line.
>>5473613
Because broad shoulders are a blatant give away
>>5473578
thanks! I'm actually doing quiete well, but thanks a lot for that :) have fun
>>5473579
I'm on them since a few weeks, i'm just starting to fully feel the effects and i don't know if i like them... hmmmmm. I had extreme severe mood swings several times a day and panic attacks, several times a week, so that gladly went away. But for what price? I actually like crying, and i don't like loosing that ability.
It would feel so refreshing to cry a bit but i'm just
> :))))) meeeeh :))))) everything is ok
atm. I can't describe it.
Fireworks are still banging and they are loud and colourful and i love it...
have a good night.
>>5473628
>>5473635
Maybe in a place where girls only exist to get fat and be looked at.
>>5473592
kayla
>>5473652
>>5473652
>>5473652
The time has come and so have I.
>>5473630
you're 27 and started 2 months ago lmao not to mention the genetics you have to work with. you don't have any real friends, only online friends and you're a dishwasher.
http://strawpoll.me/6416308
http://strawpoll.me/6416308
http://strawpoll.me/6416308
desu
>>5473659
>implying that's worse than being a neet
Also I thought she was intersex
>>5473557
>blaming me
Good to see that I'm your scapegoat