/lesgen/ Lesbian General: New Year's Edition

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Masturbating, probably.

Or reading comics.

One of the two.

>>5469928
ty

>>5469928

GAW DAMN that took long enough.
even the trolls are played the fuck out these days.

In the hospital with my girlfriend. Yay... Chronic conditions.

>>5470015
what happooond?
r u ok? Is she gonna be alright?

Drinking heavily with my best friends, then spending the weekend at my girlfriends place.
Should be a nice new year opener

>>5469928
Was supposed to meet my girl in Atlanta...
Plans all fell apart.

I'll probably get drunk at home and call her now. Or vice versa

I hate when girls put "message me if you want to argue about [insert character/book/movie here]" in dating profiles. Of course I want to argue about it, but I don't know how to playfully argue versus the usual shittalking and screaming infodumps I get into with my friends. How do you write a nonobnoxious first message?

>>5470026
She has cyclic vomiting syndrome. Only thing to do is iv fluids and drip morphine. At least she's finally sleeping after 7 hours of nonstop vomiting.

>plus Canadian so it's covered
>and he nurses are giving me free coffee and sandwiches
>and they let me onto the good wifi

>>5470071
cool. good people.
I hope she gets better.
an I hope you get some sleep to.
as the gf, you pay quite a lot in emotional stress to you know.

>>5470084
It's whatever, we're two years in and this is the 9th time this has happened since we've been together. Only rough thing is sleeping in the chair.

I don't mean to sound jaded but, the emotional stress doesn't really exist anymore. Obviously I feel empathy for her and help her out but still.

>>5470099
I get yea lesbro.
I been there, hate the waiting that always has to be done in hospitals

>>5470124
Yup. In the private er room tonight, she gets a room upstairs tomorrow, gets checked out MAYBE the afternoon after.

>>5470137
well that's good lesbro, as long as everything is on the up an up. I'm sending you good vibes. :)

I'm going to be babysitting other people's kids while they enjoy parties. But I don't mind. I'm not interested in getting drunk.

>>5470242
Are you gonna rape their little girls?

>>5470251
really???
booooooo.

dude if you want to talk just say so..

So two year anniversary is on the 11th and I have zero plans. What do?

>>5470323
What does she like? Is there a restaurant she's been wanting to try? The usual, I guess. You could just ask her, too.

are you a breasts gal or an ass gal?

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>>5470655

>>5470655
Booooooooobs
>tfw gf has 34ddd

>>5470374

The problem is I can never be sure if she'll be able to eat that night due to her medical issues. So restaurants are questionable

>>5469928

PARTY AT A WINERY
WORKING OUT
PLAYING GAMES
WRITING SMUT

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>>5470739
W-what kind of smut, anon?

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>>5470655

yes

>>5470739
I demand a writing sample.

>>5470655
Porque no los dos?

Also thighs.

>>5470741

I have three things on the brain burner - a scifi story about a woman stealing the brain of an avant garde artist on behalf of a megacorporation to get a shit-ton of antimatter to fuel her friend's starship; a kind of near-future high school story (stories?) about a gifted but lazy engineering prodigy and her two friends: a more science-inclined nervous wreck and a artist who comes across like a dumb thug; and the actual smut, which is a little girl getting tentacle graped.

>>5470780
>lolicon

Not my thing but you do you, anon.

Your sci-fi plot ideas do sound interesting! Do you have your work posted anywhere?

Im going to be moving.

>>5470788
> Not my thing but you do you, anon.

it really is more for me than anyone else, I doubt I'll let it see the light of day

>Your sci-fi plot ideas do sound interesting! Do you have your work posted anywhere?

ehhhhh not comfortable posting something that can be linked to me on 4chan

>>5470655
Who can choose? A woman's body is just too good.

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on slack

>>5470655
Breasts, mainly.

>>5470733
>The problem is I can never be sure if she'll be able to eat that night due to her medical issues. So restaurants are questionable
Ahh, I see. You could always just plan a nice evening at home or something. Surprise her.

>>5469928
Sick :(
>tfw have the flu.

>>5470071
>>5470099
>>5470137
That sucks. Hope she finally gets over it and she can live a long happy life without it effecting her again.

I'm fighting adrenal system problems. Nothing like not being able to work more than a day or two in a row without collapsing. For years my docs dismissed it. now it is critical.

>>5470655
love 'em both!!!!

>>5470780
Sounds interesting.

>>5469928
Nothing out of the ordinary, going to spend it in the gym lifting.
Most of my gym rat friends whine about this time of year because of all the newbies that flood the gym every January to fulfill their resolutions.
I don't mind it, especially if there are a bunch of new cardio bunnies to leer at.
Oh god I hope there are some hot ones this year that actually don't stop coming to the gym after a month..

OFFICIAL RANKING 2016

Face > hair > ass > hands > hips > legs > general tone > back > collarbones > neck > tits > did I forget anything > seriously, everything else > the existence or absence of feet

All tits are good, they're just sapphic background noise. Nipple is more important than shape, which is more important than heft, though. If you disagree with this, you are str8, fite me. I will never get why men act like fetishistic retards about feet. I have never once seen a queer gal give a fuck.

>>5469928
I'm hosting a party and plan to keep the mogra stream up as long as possible.

>>5470655
Tits. Only grills have those.

>>5471609
But I have tits and I'm a tranny

Can mermaids get thirsty?

I'm going to be with my family while I feel bitter for not having a gf

>>5471722
Same
Im gonna get drunk and cry because no gf

>>5471106

yeah, feet are weird

people who fetishize feet are creeps

>>5471943
I see you've never had somebody play with your feet. They are serviced by the same nerve bundle as the inner thighs, vagina and breasts are.

meeting up with a maybe gay friend tonight
first New Years I've had yet that I'm not working
don't really know how formal I should go (how2impress girl?)
help

Question lesbros
Why is it boys get mad when you tell them exactly what's going to happen, and it does?
Why do they get mad. Like really really mad.

>gf candidate is spending new years with family
>ex gf has been wanting to meet up for a few weeks
>decide to spend new year with ex
>not sure it's a good idea

I'm getting married today lesgen I'm here for an hour before gotta go do shit. Just waiting ask me anything.

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And really even if ya'll don't ask shit I'm still gonna shitpost about it here and you can't stop me.

Look at my fucking dress.

>>5472982

In which country do you live?
also, nice dress

>>5472982
Are you getting married in church?

>>5473011
how long did you guys were together before deciding to get married?

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>>5473026
US. Texas.

Hey look at this goat I got for a wedding gift. Thank you weird uncle for that. Still haven't killed it. Now it's at my place just shitting everywhere.

>>5473048
beautiful dress and congrats
are you going to bleed the goat for a lesbian ritual im not aware of or is that just a texas thing?
is that how i get a gf?

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>>5473035
Yep. Pic related. Episcopal. It was originally gonna be a much smaller church but not even a month ago it changed. Gf kinda made more decisions than me on everything.

>>5473037
About 5 years now.

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>>5472980
thats an awful idea and youre a fucking idiot

>>5473065
Thank you and lol nah my uncle just has a goat farm and is like "hey enjoy this goat for meat for your wedding". We were gonna bleed it out after christmas and cook it today for tonight but no one wanted to kill it.

>>5473089
keep it as a lesbian goat pet
start a new tradition
all relationships are blessed with happy futures if they spare the goat

>>5473117
No way he shits too damn much.

Someone will have the balls to kill it tonight after everyone is drunk. I'll have some goat soap by the morning for the hangover.

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Her dress. Thank god she settled on it early.

Also thank you baby jesus for this nice weather.

>>5473154
her dress is even prettier than yours (not to knock yours)
are you guys following traditional superstitions, like no seeing the bride before the alter?

>>5473165
Nah I agree. She picked hers first than gave me tips on picking mine. Not that I'm some disgusting butch I'm just shittier at fashion. She just gave me "go get something silver" and then ended up picking mine in the end.

I'm just so mad I see them on sale now like 50% off. Oh well

And nah no real super strict traditions. My sister got me doing the something old/new/blue but she's not doing it. She's just off doing her and the flower girls hair. My hair was easy to do.

>>5473180
post a picture of you and your wife later?

>>5472982
Congratulations.

I could see myself marrying my gf. We've only been together 6 months but still. I hope so anyway.

>>5473188
mmm maybe.

I'm way too sketch of 4chan. I might link something later idk.

I never got why dudes would post pics of their gfs on 4chan. Seems horribly disrespectful to her.

>>5473212
if it were anywhere else i'd agree, but lesgen is mainly lonely lesbians looking for hope

>>5473225
4chan is mostly male. Lesgen is no different.

>>5473203
Hope it does work out that way. I know we'd talked about it before.

Anyway sorry gotta go my mother came in and brought by some terrible children and I gotta get ready.

anon, would you stay at a job that only offers 10cent raises?

I have to work tomorrow so I'm just staying in and playing my pokemanz games.

>>5473851
I'd be highly insulted.

Also what did everyone get for Christmas?

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>>5471106
>>5471943
I'm not into feet but I'm more confused by people who are foot phobic. They're just feet, some are nice some are gross, most are whatever. I don't get how anyone can have such strong opinions on them.

>>5474087
A stethoscope in super intense pink and two books.

This new one is better than my old one. I didn't ask for it but I'm happy.

>>5473011
Fabulous. Best wishes to you two.

>>5471052
I'd loved working out on this last day but alas, still flu. Instead I slept and played games.

>>5474087
>asked mom for warmest gloves she could find
>any color but pink is all I ask
>gets gloves
>they're pink
I don't mind pink but my mom will only buy me pink things out of incompetence/spite and I hate it.

>>5474221
Are you in the medical profession?

I dated a girl who kept a stethoscope to listen to my heartbeat during lewd time because heartbeats apparently really turned her on.

[spoiler]Are you her?[/spoiler]

>guys are in one room drinking and playing games
>girls have ended up in the other drinking dancing and singing
>don't know any of the songs so feel weird in there
>hanging with the guys

Y-yay

>>5474257
Why do you not like pink?

>>5474259
1. Yes
2. Uhhh
3. Nope

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Best things that happened during 2015?

>got 2 cute kittens
>meet awesome girl
>got fitter
>got better attitude
>got good grades in school
>meet a lot of cool people
>learned a lot
>lots of other minor improvements

>>5474469
also

>ex got fat

Buncha bad shit happened in 2015 good stuff though

>started getting fit
>made the first babby steps towards getting my shit together mental health-wise
>turned 29 which is cool because I had planned to not live past 25
>started the process for applying to grad school
>watched hella anime

>>5474457
Are you a doctor? Can I ask you for medical advice?

>>5474419
I don't mind pink. I don't like when my mom gets me anything pink because she thinks I'm too tomboyish. Along the same line, I don't mind wearing skirts and dresses, but if my mom makes some comment about me looking like an actual girl for once, it makes me immediately want to change. I don't know man.

>>5474687
Mommy issues.

Know that feel senpai.

>>5474720
Pretty much. I know that she will never be satisfied, but I'm also too contrarian to stop pushing back.

Happy 2016, ladies. Hope it's a good one for you.

>>5475155
Just got off Skype with my gf. She's at home with her family so I'm drinking for 2

Happy 2016

>>5475353
What are you drinking, anon? I had some whiskey earlier

>>5475368
Campaign (because new years)
Gin and ginger ale

Crossing from drunk into really drunk

Hope your night is going well

>>5475368
>>5475384
Also red wine

>>5475384
My night's going as well as it can be, thanks. Just checking off all the movies I want to see this year. Going out to the movies is a pretty big deal for me, plus there's a lot of films coming out this year I'd like to see.

Are you looking forward to any upcoming films?

>>5475401
Not really...
Star Wars was it, but I haven't heard anything good about it

Not really big into movies, but my GF wanted to watch... Something... Can't remember what.

More looking forward to my Barnes and Noble gift card trip. Going to get some Sherman Alexie

>>5475414
Just Googled him. I'm always looking for most things to read, what would you recommend from his works?

>just break up with exgf
>wish I was doing this chick I'm talking to
>instead getting super drunk with friends and not looking at girls cause I'm just thinking of her

Happy fuckin new years.

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>>5474668
Not her, but I'm a current medical student. I could try to give you some insight in whatever health issue plagues you.

Girlfriend too far for midnight kisses. Didn't even text me at midnight. This is some bullshit. Maybe she doesn't care at all. Maybe she just called me her girlfriend to all those people so I'd cook for her.

>>5472098
Please don't spread such irresponsible myths, straight man. Especially when anatomy info is so readily available.

>>5473048
Couldn't he have at least given you an ugly goat? That one is a prancing snuggle buddy. I remember your stories and worries! I hope you tell us how the wedding went.

Here I am in south Texas and no invite. Tsk tsk, lady. Whatever, I liked your wife's dress better anyway! I hope you live a long and happy life and your main hobby until you die in the same night as your partner during peaceful sleep is shitposting on this website, even after you're one of only ten people left.

Why is Swap Swap already so much better than Sakura Shit?

>>5475453
You must be a fantastic chef, anon.

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>>5473048
What are you going to do with the goat? Eat it?

>>5475414
Watch the Martian. It's pretty great.

>>5475475
I live in Texas too and I also was not invited.

Married anon, you have some explaining to do!

>>5475479
I am very good, yes. And what's better, I can improvise tools and everything, so it even works for her poor (and shapely) ass. Just kill me now. I'm pretty sure this is going to be yet another relationship where I'm way more into her than she is into me.

>>5475497
>I'm pretty sure this is going to be yet another relationship where I'm way more into her than she is into me.
Then why stay?

Im sick lesgen. Yet for some reason o still step outside in the cold to smoke a cigarette...
Why can't i stop myself?

>>5475423
Know that feel....
But we'll get threw it lesbro

So what's the deal with tumblr?
Thinking about making one since I keep hearing how there are all these lesbians on there but on the other hand I also hear a bunch of shit about disgusting tumblrinas. Is it even worth the time?

>>5475735
No. It's wall-to-wall SJWs.

>>5475743
You've got to be a complete retard. Tumblr is nearly completely just reposts of porn gifs. Most of the rest of it is repositories of Imgur and 4 Chan caps, with the final leg of it being self promoting art blogs, and a sliver for making fun of the vomit those trendy children you think is everybody are spewing into their tiny echo chambers. This isn't even thinking b is all of 4chan. It's thinking happy negro is all of 4chan. You're not even in the right era, you window licking miscreant.

>>5475514
Her skin is super soft, and she's adorably protective when I'm in eyesight of her. This situation happens to me so often that I think I might just be crazy, and there aren't any alternatives.

>>5475735
Are you making one to get a girlfriend? Because from what I've seen good looking Femme couples meet there. There are quite a lot of cute lesbians on there. But beware that they are most definitely normie. REEEEEEEEEE

>>5475971
Somebody's triggered.

>up all night drinking with bffs
>going to be with gf all weekend
What a great time to be ali---
>dreamt about ex all night

For fucks sake now it's gonna feel weird all day.
At least in this dream I was telling her I still have feelings there but she is too painful to be with. As opposed to the last dream I had which basically consisted of me spending the whole dream trying desperately to get back together with her.
Subcomscious me is even more pathetic than irl me it seems

>>5476004
Fuck it I'm making one, if anything it will be a good way to kill time during my commute.
I'll take a normie if she's hot enough, everyone can be corrupted in time.

>>5475453
Whaaa??? If you are in a LDR, i kinda don't see how she would want you to cook for her.

>>5476160
Yes and they're usually 16-18 years old

>>5475414
I liked star wars

>>5476160
I've had a tumblr for ages now, a good chunk of the people I follow are from /co/ or have /co/ related blogs. Or are art only blogs. If someone is too SJW for you, then just unfollow them or filter out whatever tags they use for the posts that bother you. It's a completely shitty community and website and I constantly want to leave though.

>>5474668
Soon (if one is to believe time left until graduation), at least I've come far enough to answer "go see a doctor" 98% of the time I'm asked for advice, but why not try?

I have a tumblr blog for about 2 years now. It's fun if you know what kind of blogs to ignore.
Didn't help me find a girlfriend though

>>5475416
Personally I've only read the Absolutely True Diary of a Part Time Indian, but the Lone Ranger and Tonto Have a Fistfight in Heaven is supposed to be really good

if you dont mind me asking , how will you lesgen thinking of living rest of your lives ? i mean settling having/adopting kids etc ? have you wondered about that stuff ?

>>5475414
>Sherman Alexie

Fucking yes. Have you seen some of his movies? Smoke Signals and The Business of Fancydancing are both really good.

>>5476537
No, but Smoke Signals is on the top of my to watch list

>>5476481
And I definitely want kids.
Whether they are adopted, or sperm donor that'll depend on my partner's preference

>>5476481
I just want a gf I can stick with forever.

I'm childfree so no kids.

>>5476061
Kill yourself. There's more than enough people that no one is going to miss anyone as brain dead as you. Your response to being called out for a knee jerk shitpost is to keep shitting the bed with a thought terminating cliche. You are why this website is getting noticeably worse from year to year. This isn't your toilet, and a "you mad" means nothing.

>>5476481
Childfree so I can spend all my disposable income on myself. I like kids and love playing with them but I need to be able to return them to their parents at the end of the day. I'm babysitter/cool aunt tier at best. Plus I've told my family since I was 8 that I'm never having any, so I can't change my mind now or I would never hear the end of it.

>>5476481
I definitely want kids. They fill something I know is missing in my life. Marriage, kids, all of it.

>>5476481
A part of me wants kids so I can feel "normal", but I know that's not a good reason to have children.

>>5476481
Settling down and adopting one or two kids sounds nice. Or science babies, if those ever happen. I think I'd still consider adoption though.

>>5476481
Married and adopt kids. I've known I'd want to adopt before I knew I was gay. My brother adopted my niece and we ended up close as sisters. I've got an aunt that was adopted. Always seemed better to go adopt one of the many kids already in the world without parents than just bring another kid into this shitty world.

>>5476481
I'd only want a kid if I could have a science baby with my gf.

>>5477816
This.

>>5476481
At this point I honestly cannot see myself settling down with anyone but that may change in the future with the right person.
Kids on the other hand just won't happen. From a very young age I've always said I have no desire to be a mother and I've disliked children for as long as I can remember.
Not sure why but I just completely lack any maternal feelings.

Why are lesbians all fat?

And do many lesbians have a thing for bigger women?

>>5478034
American people shouldn't be used to generalize worldwide, mate.

>>5476481
Don't want kids right now but I think (actually I hope) that'll change for >>5477435 's reason

>>5478034
this plz
>>5478042

>>5478034
I wish I could get an answer as to why so many lesbians are disgustingly overweight but I too am clueless as to why there is such extreme obesity in the lesbian community.

I could never date an overweight woman. Not but judging on appearance but lifestyle choices as well.
I'm a bodybuilder myself, and because it's such a huge part of my life I just couldn't be compatible with someone who has such an unhealthy lifestyle.

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So um sick. Was on my way home from the pharmacy and for a minute u thought i was hallucinating. But no, upon closer observation. No there was in fact a horse walking around in inter city Los Angeles o.O

>>5478034
Uhh no, and no.

>>5478344
I fucking love horses, every time I see them I yearn for my own little horse babies..

>>5478421
You've never had to care for a horse, have you? They're monsters that hate the world, and so try to drown it in shit. Plus they're too stupid to avoid stepping in it, laying in it, eating around or from it, so they're always coated in clumps of turd and prone to getting sick. If we didn't have history with the beasts, I'd say to eat them into extinction and use their bones to scare our grandchildren.

>>5478042
There's a lot of places fatter than America now, and aren't showing that country's downward trend for demographic growth in obesity. You shouldn't throw stones, lard bucket.

>>5478034
They aren't. Are you always this gullible, or do you just make special cases for when you get to be smug about being so blatantly wrong?

http://m.huffpost.com/us/entry/5795794

>>5478034
http://www.thewire.com/national/2013/03/nih-lesbian-fat-study/63007/

Hurt fucking durr, why is /pol/tard so illiterate?

>>5478034
I'm 5'3 and 100bs. Basically a toothpick but I'm also kinda fit. And 'murican.
Being a good healthy weight for your height is one thing-- I wouldn't mind someone taller then me, like if they were curvy and healthy for their height/weight ratio. Not into overweight or chubby chicks though, but it's all about preference. Someone out there will love you no matter what you look like.

>>5476703
It's really good. Thomas Builds the Fire is probably one of my favorite fictional male characters ever. And the actor that plays him is cool as shit. He's in The Business of Fancydancing, too. He plays a gay poet.

>>5478962
I'm 5'3 too. But I'm somewhere in the 120s. I was 110 for a while and looked really bony. And not in a good way. I think it's my bone structure. Either way, I've started lifting weights because I want to be bara mode.

>tfw no gf

>>5478993
>5'3
>bara mode

Fucking gross. Your body clearly wants to shortstack beautifully, and you're going to give up all that social and sexual power to be the dyke version of a manlet.

>>5478962
Finally. A girl smaller than me. 1 inch taller but I got 20 pounds on you.

>>5478533
Idk. Im still tripping on the fact that it was here...
>>5478421
Friend's and i always talk about having one. Don't think we could afford it though.

>>5474087
Girlfriend bought me a Steam gift card, it was the only present I got too. She's too good for me. ;_;

I bought Fable because it's one of her favorite RPG's and I've never played it before, got Undertale for me and a friend, two copies of Don't starve together, 4 copies of Guns of Icarus online for me and some friends. Around 33 dollars because of the sales.

Spent the rest of my money on some /b/ anons by buying them dirt cheap games.

I had fun

>>5479561
>/b/
Leave

>>5479726
Pls. /b/ is our friend. Having them around makes us feel better about ourselves.

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>>5479745
I seriously can't conceive who the fuck would browse /b/ in 2015 except edgy kids born in the early 2000's addicted to bad quality memes.

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>>5479762
>2015
Fuck me, I even told myself to remember it was 2016 for this post.

>>5479762
Exactly. They're the fat friend we keep around to make us look better.

>>5479779
No, that's just your lame excuse for not getting lynched for browsing /b/.

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>>5479782
Nah I don't go to /b/. Just takin' the piss m8, chill out.

>>5479762
Only board where loli, shota and fur are allowed, so if those are your things you don't have an option. I don't get why anyone would go there otherwise.

>>5479822
Please, with Danbooru/Gelbooru out there you don't need to go to /b/ for your loli/shota pics, and there is sadpanda too for doujin and manga.

So im looking for a gf

>>5479998
Most of us are, really. You won't find one here, though.

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>tfw you fell for yet another one of those dancing and singing chinese semen demons
I wanna fuck the shit out of Pikarin.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BrfOfHrOl7c

Thanks for the encouragement

>>5479998
99% of 4chan users are also looking for a gf. You are not alone on this quest.

>>5480018
>2016
>being male

>>5480047
I'm a female though. Still want to fuck Pikarin.

I hate watching romantic comedies with my family. They just make me think I'm never going to be loved.

>>5480049
>semen demon
You ain't foolin anybody kiddo

>>5480300
I like that term, plus there aren't any good lesbian versions of the meme. Deal with it, nerd.

>>5480383
Pls. I would teach you the correct term but educating dudes isn't on my agenda. Fuck off idiot.

>>5479726
Not sure where else to find poorfags who can't afford $2.50 games s:

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>>5480485
Why does a mere term buttblasts you so much? Semen demons are a miracle of the universe.

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>>5480583
Trannies? In MY lesgen? It's more likely than you think.

Also, you're animu a SHIT

>>5480583
Momoka's more like a vaginal fluids demon, though.

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>>5480589
Valkyrie Drive is the epitome of anime and it can't be topped. Go back to tumblr with your Hibikek and shit taste.

>>5480592
Yeah, I seriously need a lesbian semen demon version that rythms nicely so I can replace it, though it was funny as fuck how they gave her a demon outfit in that promo art or whatever it was.

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>>5480598

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>>5480614
Seriously go back to fucking tumblr, I know you're that one pleb that adores Hibikek and is always shitposting about it. Piss off.

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>>5480620
I don't even know what a Hibikek is.

Pls stay buttfrustrated tho, tranny.

>>5479087
Keep your shitty judgements to yourself.
You seriously think there's something wrong with a shorter (or any female for that matter) lifting weights? I'm 5'4 and have been lifting for a while now, will be preparing for a competition within the next year.
Being shorter in bodybuilding is a blessing because muscle mass looks bigger on a shorter frame, hence why almost all pro bodybuilders are as you quite rudely put it, "manlets". I bet she looks a hell of a lot better than you.

Anyway, I'm not sure if your jealous that someone is taking their own health and body seriously or what but fuck off with your bullshit somewhere else. The last thing we need is anyone scaring girls off weights.

>>5480624
nice tumblr gif

>>5480608
Too bad the guy who draw this illustration made her really too skinny. She's way better in the other illusts, or in the anime. I really want more of Mermaid. Charlotte and Momoka are great characters.

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>>5480654
>5'9
>140 lbs
>long arms and legs
>been lifting for a little over a year
>little noticeable gains

>one of my girl friends
>5'2
>125 lbs
>lifting the same amount of time
>looks /fit/ as fuck

Yes, being short is an advantage when it comes to muscle gains.

>>5480608
Fluid Druid?

>>5479561
let's play don't starve together... ;-;

>tfw you're talking to a chick and you are both too shy and awkward to let any real flirting happen
>tfw you both hint very gently at it, so slightly, it's like being on the tip of your tongue the whole time we're having a convo, we both know what's happening but we're not acknowledging it
>it feels so fucking close
>just want to kiss her already

hold me lesbros. i made a move towards my crush and got turned down (though she did it kindly). all hope is lost and new year starts in tears. fuck that shit.

>>5481296
so fucking do it

>>5481342
This. The hottest thing in the universe is being surprised with a kiss from a qt. I'd rather that happen than any sex act, honestly.

>>5481238
I'll play with you.

Steam?

>>5480698
Really???
Being short is a good thing then?

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>>5478034
>tfw healthy weight but still chubby

For me to be thin, I'd have to be a damn skeleton.

>>5481296
>talking to a girl
If only we could all be this brave.

>>5482601
Perfection. Women are supposed to be soft.

>>5481953
ok, but don't starve together??

http://steamcommunity.com/id/Av2gm

>>5483932
Are you single?

>>5483932
I'll play with you if you are.

Anyone else who is cursed with a brain that goes max horny mode during periods. I can't stand this shit

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>>5483709
>not wanting to touch soft skin over ripped muscle, like an iron fist in a velvet glove

That sweet contrast of feminine softness that hides a powerful interior full of fiery passion is something a man could never fell like, all while the muscles subtlety insinuate effort and perseverance that comes with the discipline to have such a body.

>>5484037
You make it sound pretty sexy, anon.

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>>5484037
Hnnnnggg yessss

>>5483932
I sent you a request.

>>5484037
>no fit gf to loving choke you
I really want to get fit again. I'm moving to place with its own gym in about three months so there's no point on joining anything here right now.

>>5483932
I want to add you but I'm nervous you'll think I'm a shitty player.

>>5484197
I just tried her friend list is full

>>5484197
Don't add it's the trannie.

>>5484218
Really?
How do you know?

>>5484337
Hey it says your friends list is full. Probably doesn't matter though since you said you had a gf....

>tfw no qt metalhead lady in her 30s to cuddle with

>>5484371
Well that never matters

>>5484218
Confirmed trannie.

>>5484035
Eeeyup. Although I'm lucky, in that I usually get horniest the day or two before my period, so that's actually pretty nice.

When I'm actually on my period, I usually stick a tampon in and go ham on my clitoris.

>>5484035
It is the worst.

Help me /lesgen/. I can't stop eating.

>>5484683
If you get fat, nobody will want you.

>>5484683
Fatties piss me off. If i ever see you acting fat again I will punch you in the face.

>>5484683
No one will ever love you. Fat selfish bastard. Why do you torment others?

>>5484708
>implying anyone wants me in the first place

>>5484709
>>5484714
I'm average weight. I think my constant hunger is from this new medicine I'm taking with the added fact that I've started lifting heavy to put on muscle. I'm honestly starting to get tired of chewing, though.

>>5484741
What are you taking?

>>5484743
I take Lexapro for GAD. Weight gain is one of the symptoms, but I haven't really noticed it. I guess it's useful because I'm trying to go on a small bulk. I've been mostly eating healthy and just upped my caloric intake and my macros, though. I figure I won't put on good muscle if I eat shit day in and day out.

I was told by one of the trainers at the gym that I would look "softer" and my muscle definition wouldn't be as noticeable. But eh, it's winter. It's my first one, so I'm being cautious.

>>5484767
That sucks

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>tfw I spent all of my vacation on yuri and League of Legends

I guess it's fine since I start my job and go back to class soon, so I won't have any time for this stuff

>>5485092
What yuri? I need new stuff to read.

>>5485100
Anything on Yuri-ism, Dynasty-scans, those popular korean and chinese manhwa, also some webcomics theslashpile.tumblr.com/lgbtqwebcomics#f/f

>>5485092
Same, except it was DotA instead of LoL. I swore I would do something productive this holiday like for example read a math book or install Gentoo but the most I did was assemble and paint a Fokker Dr.I scale model.

>>5485125
Oh, ok. Sounds more or less like my usual reading material.

>reddit
https://www.reddit.com/r/actuallesbians/comments/3z6nys/i_accidentally_checked_out_a_13_year_old_i_feel/
What's wrong with these people?

>>5485478
If you see a hot girl you check her out, nothing wrong with that, sometimes age is not as obvious, specially if you are focused in the ass like she said.

What troubles me more is how girls dress nowadays. A 12 year old has no business looking like a 20 something whore, caked in makeup and showing more skin than any decent woman would.

Being a kid used to be about innocence and games. Now it's about twerking and posting things they will regret in a few years in social media.

>>5485092
I've spend all of my vacation playing vidyas and sleeping. During school months, I usually get around 3-4 hrs of sleep a night, so sleeping for 7-8 hrs again feels great.

>>5485533
>you will never have the gall to approach a 16 yo qt who can pull off 21 and get some prime teenage booty
Why live.

In other news
>tfw when just about to masturbate the loneliness away, but the dog came to sit on my chest because she wants to cuddle after not seeing me all day

>>5485591
Actually something like that happened when I was 21 I think, but I've always looked much younger than my actual age.

>at club for friend's gig
>2x1 beers, but they gave them all at once
>stand there with 2 beers like idiot
>qt. comes over and flirts
>give her extra beer
>talk for a while, get her number and go outside to "hang" before friend's band turn
>start texting and stuff a few days later
>ask her what school she goes to, assuming she's in college
>she's in high school
>tfw she was 16

>>5484767
Focus on eating the right foods and let yourself have however much you feel like.
If you're trying to put on muscle you're going to have to get over the guilt that comes with overeating.
As you put on more muscle you'll find yourself needing to eat more just to maintain not even including extra activity.
Funny before I started lifting I'd maintain on around 1,800 to 2,000 calories, was flabby as fuck and no abs. Now I look better than ever and I need at least 2,500 to maintain if I'm sedentary and anywhere from 2,800 to 3,500 on a more active day.
Learn to eat intuitively, eat healthily, and keep lifting heavy and you won't go wrong. :)

I'm bulking too, now I can never be big enough. Unfortunately, it's not socially acceptable to have bigorexia as a woman haha..

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>>5485704
>Funny before I started lifting I'd maintain on around 1,800 to 2,000 calories,

How tall are you?

I'm 5'8 and current weight ~150 lbs. I gained like 20 lbs in 4 months eating that amount of calories a day. I would workout whenever I had time, but I guess it wasn't enough. I feel fat as fuck. I went back to eating around 1400 cals a day to get back into the 130s. I've lost 2 pounds this past week.

I wish I could eat more and not be a fat fuck.

>>5485704
Also, if it is not too much to ask, can you post your workout routine and diet?

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Why the fuck are there two lesgens? Now I gotta double post.

>mfw I am supposed to go to an event tomorrow night and socialize with qts for the first time in years and I've got fucking food poisoning.

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How are you parents, lesgen? Are they together, separated, divorced? Do they get along?

My parents (temporarily?) separated a few months ago, went to my dad's new apartment for the first time today. We talked for a couple of hours. We're not that close so it felt really nice. He's been somewhat weird about me liking girls but talking today, I felt like I was just his daughter and nothing else mattered. Good start to the year.

Hope everyone is doing well so far with no major fuck ups in 2016. Deepest condolences if something shitty has already managed to happen.

>>5485722
I'm 5'5.
If you're gaining on that amount at your height t's possible there may be excess calories you're consuming that are unaccounted for or have mistakes in your calorie counting.
If you're not weighing every single thing you consume it's impossible to know exactly how much you're eating.
I could go on for pages about workouts and diet but I'll try to keep it as short as possible.
My workout routine is a 3 on 1 off body split where I will hit my entire body with over those three days.
Day 1: chest/arms
Day 2: legs
Day 3: back/shoulders
Rest
Repeat
Within that schedule I've been playing around with what exercises and how many reps/weight intuitively lately. I take almost every set to positive muscle failure and keep rest between sets 30-90 seconds depending on how large the muscle group is. I could go into more depth about training techniques but there are a lot of great articles discussing these things available for free on the web.
As for diet I eat completely whole food plant based (in other words vegan) but vegan or not the same principles apply. I avoid any processed foods with the exception of protein powders.
I do not have set macros per say but I do aim for 1.8g protein per kg of bodyweight, keep fat intake minimal (but get what is essential), and fill the rest in with carbohydrates letting my appetite and activity level that day dictate how much I'll consume.
I hope that helped, the journey never ends! ;)
Everyday I continually experiment and try new things to see how my body reacts, not everything will work for every person but a lot of general rules will apply to the majority so once you have the basics down you can experiment how to fine tune to your own body.

>>5485817
So, you just do compound lifts? No isolation lifts?
What about cardio?
I've just been eating less and doing an hour of cardio a day (treadmill or stationary bike).

>>5485784
>How are you parents, lesgen? Are they together, separated, divorced? Do they get along?
My parents relationship is one that most people strive to obtain. They have been married for 30+ years. My mom is ill, and my dad does everything he can to care for her: goes to her docs appointments with her, makes dinner when she is not feeling well, picks up her meds from the pharmacy, they go for walks together most days, etc.

>>5485864
I always make compound lifts with free weights the base of my workout. I do them first and heavy.
After that I will add in some isolation work usually using machines.
I don't really need to do any cardio other than a 15 minute warm-up on the bike unless I have to be fucking shredded for a competition.
If I have time I'll do 2-3 sessions of no more than 45 minutes medium intensity cardio because I feel I should for my heart health. I always eat extra to make up for the calories burned and to stay anabolic.
I'm not sure what your goals are so it's hard for me to give in depth advice but this is just what works for me and my goal of getting as big and muscular as possible.

>>5485784
Oh boy this should be fun.
My parents had one of the most fucked up relationships possible. So much so that I wanted to cry tears of joy when they finally got a (albeit very messy) divorce.
Long story (kinda) short:
>dad is a complete sociopath
>refuses to work/contribute in anyway to the household
>mom works non-stop to support the family and dad's exorbitant spending
>dad uses the excuse that he raises me and my brother as to why he shouldn't work
>made my brother and i basically raise ourselves and couldn't even be bothered to cook
>gets in violent fights with mom because he wasn't getting enough from her
>mom does everything in her power to keep him and the family happy
>it's never enough
>he abuses her
>slaps her
>punches her
>smashed her head into a microwave
>she still loves him
>sweet talks his way back into forgiveness overtime
>dad cheats on mom for months
>has the audacity to have the woman he cheated on her with in the house and have my mom cater to her without knowing what was going on
>my brother and i get evidence of the cheating
>show mom and she cannot believe it
>beg her to divorce him
>dad ends up divorcing mom first
>apparently he realized he'd be able to get $20,000+ of her hard earned money with the laws in our state and jumped on it
>haven't spoken to dad in years
>last conversation in person was me screaming that i wanted to kill him and that he should fuck off in hell
>apparently he used all my mom's money to buy motorcycles and move to the south
>still waiting for him to die

>>5485893
If you lived closed to me, I would hire you as a personal trainer. I'm guessing you don't like in burgerland since you are using kg.
You really know what you are talking about!

>>5485784
They divorced when I was 3. It was good, they weren't a good match once they started to realise who they were as adults. Marrying young is never a good idea.
Nowadays they're both happily remarried.

>>5485784
Still together and get along well. 30 years together pretty soon.

>>5484130
added.
>>5484197
I'm not a pro gamer so don't worry for that.

>>5485869
I'm really sorry that your mom is ill. It's wonderful to hear that your parents have such a strong relationship, they sound like the embodiment of "in sickness and in health." Hope you are able to take care of your emotional needs while your mom is ill, having a sick family member can be the roughest. Sending well wishes your family's way.

>>5485907
That sounds terrifying, I'm SO glad your mom got out!!! I hope she has regained her mental health as much as she can and her physical injuries have healed. I hope your mental health has been better too. It's so heart breaking when children have to beg for a divorce... Glad your wish came true. Your dad sounds like absolute scum.

>>5486047
That is nice! I'm definitely not marrying young, but if I do end up getting divorced, I hope I can do it as cleanly as it sounds your parents did.

>>5486750
Whoo, happy 30th anniversary to your parents! My parents just sorta separated after about 28 years with tentative plans to reunite, I hope they will get to follow in your parents footsteps and celebrate their 30th as well.

>>5485704
Thanks for the advice! I actually used to feel really guilty every time I ate and had a horrible relationship with food. I'm much better now--even though I'm not perfect--and on most days I love food and eating. It's really more of an annoyance than anything. Because I'm in the kitchen literally every two hours making myself something to eat. But I expect I'll get over it. Thanks for posting your routine, btw!

>>5485784
They're together. My dad's an alcoholic and a heart patient in his 70s. He doesn't do much around the house aside from watch TV and make messes for me to clean up. He was making six figures a year, dicked around and got fired. Burned through our savings and some of my college fund, I think. Got a job making half of what he did, refuses to adjust his lifestyle according to our income. He's retired and still trying to live like he makes six figures a year. Has no concept of economy and is in complete denial about our finances. He refuses to move from our house even though it's hard to afford and upkeep.

My mom works two jobs and I do what I can to help even though I have a hard time working full time due to mental illness. I think she resents my dad for the whole money issue I described, but she hates conflict so she never calls him out on it. It's easier to just let him have his way all the time, she thinks. She probably has depression, but won't seek help for it.

I'm nearly thirty, finally attending therapy and on meds. I'm trying to turn my life around, but I still have really bad days. I generally act as a buffer between my parents, but I know I can't keep doing it.

>be me
>kissless girl virgin
>talking to a girl for a couple months
>she surprises me at work for my birthday
>she comes to our Christmas party for me
>explicitly says she wouldn't mind being my girl
>ask her to be my first kiss of 2016
>yes with no hesitation
>too scared to ever pull the trigger
>just had a dream about her
>me kissing another girl while staring directly at her
>literally gasped myself awake
>too scared to text her right now

Question for sexually active, past or present, ladies: is pleasing women as hard as dudes say it is or are males just tragically incompetent?

>>5487141
Ohhh my god this is cute.

>>5487141
DO EEEEET (and keep us posted)

>>5487284
>is pleasing women as hard as dudes say it is or are males just tragically incompetent?
They're not women, and they aren't taught to pleasure women. Doesn't help that women often don't know how to pleasure themselves either.

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>>5487422
>they aren't taught to pleasure women
One of the questions in my high school sex ed was "can women orgasm," (opinion was split), everyone including myself thought that women pee out of their vaginas, I thought my vaginal discharge was due to me unconsciously having sex dreams during the day that were a secret even to myself, and I still remember a bunch of boys thought that periods were one day a month on the same day every month and that we can control it like pee.

AND YET I didn't even have to graduate elementary school to learn that men using Viagra for their erectile dysfunction should call their doctor if their erection lasts longer than four hours. Yes, I'm mad.

>>5487545
Lol you're so stupid. What a pathetic existence your life is.

>>5487545
Yup, sex almost everywhere is represented everywhere as a thing for guys. Just look at the recent bullshit about "female viagra" It's not even viagra, it doesn't work in any way similar to viagra and it could have been available decades ago, but of course not it's for women and we don't enjoy sex, apparently.

>>5487545

Sex education class at an all girl's school
>learning how to put a condom on a banana

We learnt this before we learnt ANYTHING about our own fucking biology.
What the hell man.

>>5487545
Lucky for me my sex ed was taught by a lesbian. But most of what stuck was the stuff about stds.

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Gonna get sappy, inb4 any insults. It's so reassuring to see lesbians existing and living their lives and even being rude assholes on the Internet. Even the bi people in my life are all in het relationships. Sometimes not being able to relate gets tiring because being single aside, I can't just meet people the way they can. I don't even have dumb stories about flirting with a classmate over text.

I like that there's an lgbt place where it's not all about politics and experiences with homophobia. I like hearing what you guys are up to and what's on your mind both inside and outside of your orientation. I love hearing your stories, I love hearing you be vulgar like lesbians aren't supposed to be in real life for fear of being seen as predatory, I love hearing you be gentle and chaste too. I love hearing about your crushes and your successes and failures, I love hearing about your relationships or your kisslessness or your midterms or your boss. Lesgen can have the most corny drama and its 4chan and blah blah but whatever. Currently just over 60 posters in this thread, even if only half are actual gay girls then that's still 30 more lesbians that I get to hear from here than I do irl.

Now back to your regularly scheduled /lesgen/ posts.

>>5487745

I kinda know exaclty what you mean.
I'm actually told off for being 'unladylike' irl, and it's genuinely refreshing to be able to not stand on ceremony or give a single shit.

>>5487570
Using some of your free time on a Sunday to insult other people on 4chan over the contents of their ninth grade health class. Oh yes, I'd much rather have your tremendous life.

>>5487580
That's kind of hilarious and kind of tragic. In my state you have to have a special license to do condom demonstrations in class.
Did you learn properly about periods and menstrual products? I would hope that an all girls school would be more thorough about this than most.

>>5487806

We did eventually.
Sex Ed was part of this class we had which basically boiled down to 'General studies' which effectively was just shit they couldnt really fit into other courses.

Sex Ed was in there, with a whole bunch of stuff about "How to say no!"
(with the one gem of one of my classmates asking "Yeah but how do you say 'yes' without sounding like a slut?").
We learnt about the scientific stuff in biology, and then learnt about the more 'social' stuff in... PSHE, that was it. Physical, Social and Health Education.
Such a pointless class, I cant remember ANY of it, other than that lesson.
30 of us, sitting in a room, putting condoms on bananas. It was surreal.

But yeah, we also went over stuff like all the different contraceptives, abortion and adoption laws and shit in general. It was kinda useful I suppose, but condoms came first.
Worth noting I guess that we were 15 and already knew half of it.

>>5487832
Hm, I guess making pregnancy prevention step one and then moving on to other topics is actually good prioritizing. Don't want that knowledge to be too little, too late. The 30 people with bananas is a beautiful mental image, not surprised that weird as hell memory stuck with you. Adoption laws though, that's so interesting, I've never heard about that being part of a high school curriculum!

Kind of an aside and I'm sorry if this is a dumb question, but do you think figuring out your sexuality is different in an all girls school? Not in the "wow so many hot girls" way, but maybe more like because your classmates were (assumedly) not dating and flirting with each other, you not being interested in boys was maybe less obvious. Not sure if that makes sense. I just feel like some of me figuring myself out was looking at my classmates and feeling unable to want or replicate what they were doing.

>>5469928
so how many of you are girls and how many of you are "girls"

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>got locked out of account
>had to call customer service number to unlock it
>panic
>call number
>panic harder about my usual fears of government surveillance, giving people personal info in general and talking to strangers
>nearly vomit while on hold
>went through with it anyway
>account unlocked
>still scared kinda
>mfw I feel invincible nonetheless

Baby steps, I guess.

>>5487913
>Adoption laws though, that's so interesting, I've never heard about that being part of a high school curriculum!
This is the UK, and I think the teacher sneaked that bit in herself, rather than it actually being on the syllabus.

And yeah, it was hilarious. Even the teacher knew it was hilarious.
"If you get a boyfriend and he looks anything like this, be sure to make him see a doctor. That said, try it out."
She was great.

As for the sexuality thing... Honestly im not sure.
I've thought about it before and I think it did kinda affect it.
For a while in my early/mid teens, when I was still in a bit of a denial phase, I basically persuaded myself "It's okay that I have crushes on girls, because I'm at an all girls school. If there were boys here, then I'd have crushes on them! Once I'm meeting boys more often, it'll change!"

Then I eventually hit the last two years where we shared classes with the boys only school a few streets away.
And then I was interacting with boys in my class all day every day and I couldnt really persuade myself of that anymore and I had to face up to the fact that boys were a total flatline and girls were racing-heart and fluttering stomach.
I mean, I knew before that. I didnt admit it, but I knew. But I just couldnt 'fake' the denial anymore.
I think i just got so used to being in denial that I just sort of stayed there.


So yeah sometimes I think maybe if I'd been at a mixed school I'd have come out earlier. In the end really it didnt bother me that much.
I spent my early to mid teens playing vidya mostly ignoring it all, and then when I came out I ended up hooking up with a girl in my year and we dated for years.

>>5487947
Congratulations! Baby steps to some, giant's leaps to others. I am proud of you!

>>5487995
That is interesting, I can see what you mean about it facilitating denial. It sounds like you got a happy ending though? If yes, that's great and I'm glad. Thank you for answering my questions. You seem very sweet and level headed, I hope you have a lovely day!!

>>5488058
Thanks!

Shit like this is so embarrassing that I don't even tell my irl friends. I kept it bottled up for years and denied that there was ever a problem. It took me getting hospitalized to finally admit that it wasn't normal and I needed help.

In a way, it's kind of frustrating because it's made me realize that it's going to take a long time fixing shit that I spent more than 20 years suppressing. But learning about what I struggle with has helped me understand it better, too.

>>5488058

Eh, it was happy enough! We eventually split up, but we're still good friends. Had a few relationships since then, generally pretty okay with myself / sexuality, etc.

And thank you, y-you too!

What are you all listening to? I'm doing a tedious task (and clearly procrastinating by being here) backed by "Breaking the Law". It's been a while since I've listened to any old heavy metal. Enjoy:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L397TWLwrUU&list=RDL397TWLwrUU&index=1

So I think I've missed my chance to have anything with a friend of mine (she's become quite besotted with someone else). But I'm wondering whether I should at least try one last ditch attempt to get a booty call out of it. I've never slept with a woman before, though, which is probably why I let the opportunity slip me by in the first place like some autistic neckbeard.

>>5488236
Just got a bunch of The Seekers
I'm in a 60s kinda mood

Amy winehouse has been up there lately
Florence + The Machine is an all time fave


Kind of related, do you guys almost automatically like female singers more? I've noticed that about myself recently

>>5488119
That is a wonderfully healthy perspective! Even if you still struggle greatly, being able to be honest about your pain and make it known, even if it's just to strangers on the internet, is huge. I'm sorry you were hospitalized, but I'm glad you got help. I think one infinitely valuable thing about struggles. The last 20+ years were spent suppressing, but the next 20+ can now be spent healing. And desu if nothing else, for each new struggle we experience, we get to say "hey, me too" to a new person. I'm sure someone reading your story in this thread has made at least one person feel validated, comforted, and less alone. I hope some day, if you want, you are able to talk to your rl friends too! I hope this wasn't too corny a response, I do meant it.

>>5488121
:) <3!!

>>5488236
>>5488269
Been listening to Florence + The Machine for the last few days, along with a bit of Tokyo Police Club and Of Monsters And Men.

>>5487779
Right?? Okay, I'm glad I'm not the only one who enjoys this place without having to be ironic or insincere about my presence here. :P

>>5488282
Tokyo Police Club! I used to love them at 17-18 or so. I had totally forgotten about them, will go onto my playlist following my 70s/80s metal.

>>5487995
I also went to an all-girls school, and only really ever realised I liked girls after leaving it. If I was ever interested in somewhere there, I seemed to just write it off as some sort of admiration. Then I went to a mixed sixth form and realised the boys were really uninteresting.

>>5488361

Yeah that's exactly the feel.
Sixth form, so you're UK too? Whereabouts, I didnt think there were that many gender-locked schools outside the South East anymore.

>>5488236
Good taste, Anon. YT recommended this band to me because I've been watching/listening to a lot of Insomnium stuff.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLo02AquUCs

I haven't decided if I like them or not.

>>5488278
That's a good way to look at it and just what I needed to hear. I keep telling myself that it's a process and it didn't happen overnight, so it can't be fixed overnight. It's hard to remember when I get frustrated, but I know if I keep taking my medicine, keep up my healthy habits and see a therapist, I'll eventually get to where I can do the things I want to do. Thanks so much for your support. :3

>>5488236
Ever since hearing his pieces in the Hotline Miami OST, I've been going through M|O|O|N's works.
Currently https://youtu.be/SNE2oCZH_4k

Reading some papers on PMCs and America's use of them. Fun times all around.

>tfw girl you've been flirting with online for the past few weeks might be your cousin
Second cousin, hopefully, but still, I have about 30 cousins in the area she's from. I haven't been to a reunion since I was a kid so I only know about 4 of them. My friend also pointed out that we look rather similar, when I showed her pictures, and we have almost identical noses. I'm kinda afraid to ask for her last name in case it's like my mom's maiden name.

>>5488361
I really like their 2010 album and parts of their 2014 one too. Discovered them just a few weeks ago through an artist I like.

>>5488535
Well are you into incest? Be the hero for all those poor lesbians who have crushes on their hot cousins.

I wish I had gone to a girls school. My mom was going to send me for high school but, I distinctly remember my grandma telling her not to because it was "full of dykes". So I went to the mixed prep school down the road, that used to be a boys school. And turned out gay anyway so whoops.

>>5488401
Oh god my response was so riddled wih autocorrects, I didn't even notice on my tablet, I have no idea wtf that stray "desu" is, literally never typed that before!! Anyway, I'm super glad it helped. You sound strong and cool, you are right about the meds and therapy (I do both and love them greatly!) and I can't wait for your recovery and your future! <3

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>>5488689
M-maybe, but I don't want to get disowned if it turns out we are related.

>>5488719
>I have no idea wtf that stray "desu" is
Wordfilter.
desu -> desu
senpai -> senpai
baka -> baka
Too many idiots were overusing those, so based Hiroyuki filtered them.

>>5488789
OH yeah, that was dumb, huh. "to be honest" abbreviated filters to desu.

>>5488383
Well, right you are! London. You?

>>5488401
Aha, I remember this tune! Lots of parts sound very game-y, particularly from about :22-32 which sounds like something straight out of "Tetris".

>>5488699
I was desperate not to go to one! All of my friends were male in primary school. But mother made me because it was better than the mixed schools in the area.

>>5488720
Fuck her anon. You know it would feel reeeeeally good.

>>5485629
I was always the teen they thought was older. I knew makeup and clothing and could easily make myself look like I was in my twenties when I was just 16. When one lady found out how young I was, she said it was criminal how good I was in bed. I was the first one to ever cause her to vocalize during sex.

>>5485784
Together 53 years and their eyes still twinkle when they look at each other.
>>5485869
The times they have been ill, they always supported each other fully. Dad is digging into endocrinology to help mom with her latest issues. He's a retired veterinarian so knows medical stuff. From what he's learned we now think some of my issues are also an endocrine system problem. I'm hoping to get more than blow off by my doc on the 6th. I'll be fine for a couple days, then I'm wiped out for a day or two, and the cycle repeats.

>>5487284
>males just tragically incompetent?
Yep. Never taught how to properly stimulate us. Must have been why I was so good with their wives.

>>5487580
Likely good to teach proper condom use first.

I made the mistake of correcting the teacher. She didn't leave any room at the tip. Mom & dad made sure me and my brother knew how, and supplied us with them.

>>5488867

Hah, just outside London here, in Kent.
Small world.

>>5488964
Yeah I guess so, i expect it ended up being useful knowledge for the het girls.

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Well my girlfriend just broke up with me lesgen. What a great start of the year

>>5489043
Aw, that sucks. Hang in there, anon. You'll find another qt when you're ready.

>>5488719
The desu thing is a filter. I didn't notice the auto corrects, either so don't worry about it. :) Thanks again for the well-wishes. I'm glad you're getting help too!

>>5488867
Hah! I thought the same thing about it sounding a bit Tetris-y. I think I like them so far, though. I'm kind of trying to find some more stuff to listen to.

>>5489043

Sucks anon, Im sorry.
Things'll get better though

>>5488535
What if you ask it in an indirect way? Like ask if she knows one of your other cousins and she could admit that they are related too..
If you are, abort. Or ride the incest train to the flames of hell and social rejection.

>>5487284
I don't know. I have like, no relation to either female or male side of this, you know? I kind of think the problem as a whole is overblown though, at least in younger generations. My friends are satisfied with their fwbs though I guess they might be a bit more, uh, self-respecting and active in that regard (not just laying there playing dead).
But lesbian sex by nature is different as there's no natural top or bottom. Everything you do is for the other partner, compared to straight sex where intercourse is the big thing and I think many men do it mostly for themselves (they like to do it), not for the woman. I think it would be more interesting to compare straight men and gay men, actually. I think that would lead more closely to whether it's a cis white straight man issue, or just gay/lesbians having better knowledge of their partner.

>>5487745
Come here and get a hug, faggot.

>>5488236
Soundtrack from Auchindoun from the latest World of Warcraft expansion.
I genuinely believe this is one of the best tracks from any game soundtrack ever. I would have loved a bigger Auchindoun instance (or more of them), it's probably one of my favorite places in the game since TBC.
https://youtu.be/ds0N4TZRSNE

>>5489104
>>5489191
Thanks anons

Not gonna lie I'm pretty depressed right now watching all my friends and everyone around me get in het relationships.. I am really happy for them. It just sucks I've never been in or experienced love, and watching my friends look at each other so lovey-dovey, kiss and cuddle makes me feel hollow as fuck inside since I've never had that..
I know I'm young and it shouldn't worry so much but it just kills me..

>>5489043
The year just started. It will get better. (Don't take her back if she asks)

>>5487745
*hugs* Thank you!

>>5488535
>>5488720
All you really can do is ask. I ran into a step cousin when I was photographing a building under construction for an architecture firm. Her first job out of college was as an on site inspector for the project so she got to show me around. We hit it off, she asked me out and we went to dinner that night where we found out we were related by marriage. Ultimately it didn't work out, but what a riot in the family. It outed both of us as lesbians to the relatives. Most of the family accepted us and had no issues. Those that didn't got shamed by the rest.

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>>5487141
>>me kissing another girl while staring directly at her
Sounds like you have a repressed cuck fetish.

>>5489240
I know that feel anon. You'll find someone, you just gotta get out there. Ladies don't just fall from the sky.

>>5490028
>Ladies don't just fall from the sky
But they literally do in my anniemoos.

>>5490028
I blame that lady who sang the "It's Raining Men" for there being no ladies falling from the sky.

My first love told me she is never going to talk to me again. Id confronted her about her drinking problem. I felt like i was doing the right thing because before, id hurt her by letting her kill herself. I think i did the wrong thing again though. I feel even worse than when we broke up.

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>>5490028
>ladies don't just fall from the sky
>tfw no valkyrie gf

>>5487570
Said the sad sad man on said recreational drug.

>>5489198
:') collecting my hug

>>5490562
Ok. You sound awesome...
I don't know you and i don't know if you like me. But i feel i have to send some good vibes your way

>>5490594
Ahhh thank you!! How could I not like you after such a genuinely sweet post? I hope your 2016 got off to a tremendous start and you're having a good day/night! Sending you good vibes and well wishes back, lovely stranger. <3

>>5490282
Dude, if someone wants to kill themselves just let them do it for fucks sake.

>>5490705
I like your style ^_^
<3

>>5490749
An no.

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Where is kek?

>>5491348
Most likely got bored, and took some time away. A lot of anon's do it.

>>5491494
It's weird; I kind of miss kek's shitposting.

>>5491497
All of us do. Its what makes 4chan so interesting.
Love to read people's perspective. It's kind of like my drug.

>>5491497
don't worry; other shitposters will come

>known i've liked girls since I was 4
>been identifying as a lesbian for the past 10 years because ew men
>randomly develop sexual and romantic feelings for this one random guy
one stupid boy has sent me into a sexual identity crisis
it's not dicks i have a problem with, it's the person they're usually attached to (don't like masculinity)

>>5491712
Congratulations, you're one of those so-called lesbians who are actually bi. You're free to live a normal life. Now go to bigen if you want to talk about your crush.

How do I not dress like an idiot, /lesgen/?

>>5492339
Find looks you like in magazines and clothes store ads and emulate them. Stop to think if the things you're wearing go well together, figure out why or why not.

>>5491712
I understand why this is stressful but I don't think you were wrong to think you were a lesbian. A woman who is exclusively attracted to women and never to men (ie your experience until recently) is a lesbian. None of us know what the future holds and who we might find ourselves attracted to, but it would be a little silly to wait until age 85 before declaring your orientation. I mean, you might want to wait until you're past the age of 13 or 14 or whatever, but you know what I mean.
Last year this 67 year old gay man I know who has been out and proud his entire life got engaged to a woman. He had never, ever had the slightest inkling of opposite sex attraction in his previous 66 years of life. Was he wrong to call himself gay? Was he always bisexual? I think there's no objective answer here.

The idea of sexual orientation as being a clean, clear-cut box is basically a political idea/social construct. The concept of homosexuality as its own distinct thing came out of Berlin about one hundred years ago (though obviously same sex attraction has always existed). Before that, we largely thought of people having urges and inclinations and behaviors and etc, not orientations. There are some similarities in how our ideas of race in the US are also pretty much political and social constructs (Are people with albinism not black? Is being white-passing and believing that you are white really being white? See Verda Byrd. At which fraction of mixed race do we wave off our ancestors- if someone that is 1/2 and 1/4 considered mixed, why not 1/20th or 1/40th? Also Rachel Dolezal blah blah)

TL;DR- You thought you didn't like guys, now you like a guy. That's fine. The resolution to your sexual identity crisis: you like girls and also this dude.

>>5492339
What look are you going for? Are you trying for a whole new wardrobe or just be smart about the clothes you already own?

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>>5491348
I have always been here.

>>5490028
I'm >>5489240 anon
Thanks Anon..
>>Tfw when live in a rural area can't meet any new people
>>Tfw too scared to use dating apps
>>Tfw no taller gf to cuddle with, go on adventures, cook together, travel, go stargazing, h-hold hands, nerd out with sometimes or dress up and go out together to parties or the bar
>>Mfw my sex drive is high as fuck

I've been working on myself as a person for awhile now have doing some soul searching and I am happy with myself now more then I ever was. I'll just keep striving to meet new people, have fun along the way and try to not be so shy and do some dating sites or something.

>>5490304
>>Tfw no valkyrie gf
>>Tfw you will never go to valhalla and have endless combat and drink mead and fuck valkyries for eternity

>tfw your grandma asks every time she sees you if you've met prince charming...

This makes me so sad. I've told her multiple times but she just can't remember anymore

>>5493979
That's the best way to do it anon. I'm doing that too, and it's working. I'm meeting more people and my happiness level has risen dramatically.

>>5494116
>>Went to a medium lady who was scary accurate as fuck when I poker faced her the entire time. She pointed out really non-vague personal shit only I knew about which creeped me being pretty skeptic but she was really nice and we got along great.
>>"So uh.. am I ever going to get into a relationship?"
>>"You'll meet a girl in a white shirt at an old antique kinda shop."
>>This women doesnt know anything about me, and I look really feminine nothing about me screams lesbian and I was in the closet at the time
>>"What--"
>>"You heard me-- No prince charming for you! You're an interesting girl aren't you? Hahaha!"
>>"And when is this gonna happen?"
>>"When it needs to."
>>"You seriously dont think I'm--"
>>"Yup. So stop fighting it dear-- and life will reward you if you put effort into it and open up a bit when the time comes."
Damn lady better not lie to me!

>>5494559
I wish I had psychic gaydar...

>>5494559
>tfw a palm reader told me I'd have to wait a decade for "the girl"

Not that I'm convinced he was right, but he did say some rather convincing stuff.

>>5494607
kek