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>>5427632
>>5429296
That's a perfectly fine reason to be excited, bring in that dosh j.me
>>5429304
Me too Kuppy, I know how that feels. First Christmas in 5 years that I havn't had a boyfriend for. It's hitting pretty hard.
>>5429310
What's on the 29th?
1st for steam sale sisters.
sweg
>>5429338
>First Christmas in 5 years that I havn't had a boyfriend for.
hah, this is the 19th christmas in 19 years i haven't had a bf.
>>5429314
Hadn't even noticed it was not just normal Anon, I'm not paying enough attention today o.O
I feel like I've talked out most of it, or some of it, idk. I just need to like, figure out something that works to break this cycle it feels like. But yeah it's hard to be able to know it so well unless you're there too. I'm symphonia32 on skype if you wanna chat, or idk if you use something else to talk, also got a steam, Nycteri78/Carinix. Always nice to have more people to talk to, as it seems to be how I can keep friends at all, 1 on 1 talking instead of being drowned out in a crowd.
>>5429349
Who needs boys? Well maybe us but Aussie boys suck.
>>5429348
>tfw filthy steam badge/level farming goy
>explore queue to get your cards
>"An error was encountered while processing your request: Failed to load queue"
T-thanks gabe.
>>5429356
I gotta get a secret santa gift for someone via steam too.
Stressful
>>5429362
>Secret Santa
>X has sent you a gift via steam
???????????
>>5429349
Hey, I was there too, I never had a proper boyfriend until I was 20.
Both situations suck for different reasons. I'm sorry though.
>>5429338
>First Christmas in 5 years that I havn't had a boyfriend
iktf
trying really hard not to contact the ex right now
>>5429322
Wow. I love Lenny Henry
He's an inspiration to us all
>>5429338
>What's on the 29th?
going to hang around a bit - literally.
>>5429367
Well
that's quite the coincidence
>>5429372
I live in Vic
A lot of boys I've met are annoying as fuck. Sports obsessed faggots desu
Met a few somewhat cute boys, but they don't act very Australian.
Buy me video games :3
/id/3177415556/
>>5429382
>private profile
>>5429381
Yeah, i moved here from vic so im well aware of them. I kinda miss the big city though sometimes, adelaide is super nice but it is a lot smaller.
>>5429381
No I was getting at how is it secret santa if it will display your name as the gifter?
>>5429387
You need to be friends to gift something anyway no?
>>5429396
No clue.
You deleted me a few months ago anyways :P
>>5429401
... awkward
>>5429407
No, you're not meant to know who the gifter is. At least that is how it's always been here.
>>5429411
Been the way I described it my entire life.
QLD is weird
>>5429407
The laws in vic regarding gender stuff are pretty shit for some reason but I think its getting more standardized and better this year? The quality of the doctors has beeen waaaay better over here though. I had a bad time with the gender clinic there.
Either way the best cities are the ones that you have friends in, yo.
>>5429371
;~;
Are you friends with them or would it be weird?
>>5429378
Imi why would you do a thing like that, please don't.
>>5429414
But I've done it through mail with other communities and it's always been mine way.
>Secret Santa is a Western Christmas tradition in which members of a group or community are randomly assigned a person to whom they anonymously give a gift.
>>5429421
Sort of friends, but it would be weird cause I just want someone to hold me while I cry right now.
>>5429354
I do. And I just want someone. Anyone.
>>5429370
I gave up already.
>>5429372
Iktf. Dear Lord, do I know that feel.
Well, time to go fail a final!
>>5429421
>why would you do a thing like that
because it's fun .-.
worksafe picture related~
>>5429401
Oh ;_;
Sometimes I remove people I don't talk to when i'm upset, I dunno.
There, no longer private profile
Judge my shit taste
nini /mtfg/
>>5429434
>tfw she thought you were talking about hanging yourself
>>5429433
I don't think I could get a bf
maybe I'll just settle for an MtF GF, they'll at least be understanding.
>>5429439
Night
>>5429382
I am a poor tranny pls help
>>5429448
MtF GF MASTER RACE REPORTING INNNNNNNNN
>>5429426
I did DIY for like 3 months before I moved here, shame im not still in melb as ive got a huge pile of imported hrt meds i dont need anymore i could give you.
>>5429448
I'd say by my gf but I'm a burger.
>>5429452
K. Got you something.
I'll send it on skype after I finished up packaging physical gifts.
>>5429427
;_; I'm sorry
I dunno, for what it's worth I swallowed my pride months ago and have done that more times with my ex than I would care to admit. It may be more weird if you're not super close though...
I'd offer that if I could but I suspect I'm a bit far away.
>>5429433
You're 19, why would you give up already? You're barely a quarter through your life, and probably only a small fraction as the correct gender.
>>5429434
Oh, well that's a lot less dark than I thought.
Have fun I guess. ^^
>>5429464
Oh, you didn't guess who I am yet?
I'll get better after a little wallowing, I hope. Really tempted to turn off all devices and disappear somewhere though.
>>5429457
;_____________________;
Oh well, I guess I'll have to get them myself.
>>5429458
It's alright, I doubt I could even handle a relationship anyway.
>>5429461
>stim games on skype
That's a thing?
>>5429464
Ultra-hon, scared to talk to people, and nobody wants to be around a downer all the time.
>>5429472
I did actually, hence why I said that I suspected that I'm a bit far away..
Do you want to talk about it, or would it help?
>>5429479
It's a steam key, not a steam gift.
My mister bought me my first ever dress ever the other day
I took a few pictures, but this is the one I want to share
People told me it looks pretty cute and it makes me feel amazing.
>>5428999
Glad to hear fellow transpeeps staying in stride~
And, atm, mapmaking. Making a post-apoc/fantasy map of ecuador for a guy making a civ-like game
>>5429007
Oh, rad.
Double transition goals
How's it feel~? : 3c
>>5429016
omg, BOTH
It was awful.
It was out of commission for an entire day.
I just stayed in bed and slept.
Also meps.
>>5429486
Nah. I've done my venting, and I'm keeping occupied atm. If you want to have less loaded talks later I'll probably be online and drunk by this afternoon.
>>5429477
When I'm in melb again maybe I'll make a post to see if youre still around. I might make the trip in march to visit my family for my birthday and wouldn't mind seeing this stuff get used.
Worst case youll get some for free if youre still on the diy route then. Just promise not to bully me over how hon i am.
>>5429485
There can only be one ultra-hon.
>>5429487
Spooky
>>5429493
Well shit Lainon, looks like you are a patter now.
Avatar the Last Airbender is a legitimate reason to live
>>5429490
Also, the other pictures, tho
http://imgur.com/a/Dyjzc
>>5429496
What's a patter?
>>5429500
Heelloo
>tfw delusional today so good mood
>>5429490
I'm so painfully jelly of your shoulders
>>5429505
>delusional
>>5429490
are you going to be present as nonbinary type and wear that dress?
>>5429491
OK, well I hope you feel a bit better soon, I'll be online later as well and doing the same probably. ;~;
>>5429485
>ultra-hon at 19
Are you sure your self-image isn't skewed? That doesn't seem likely, at least not to the extent to rule out dating or give up
>>5429505
Hi lainanon, I'm sorry I got mad at you yesterday.
>tfw this is my future
Also, Eri and Kuppy- heres the mep E'm dreweng, kind of
>>5429501
Thanku. > w<
It's, like, legitimately the first dress I've ever owned.
When I first put it on I felt like an absolute freak, but my mister came into the dressing room with me and gave me a hug and a kiss and it gave me the confidence to take pictures to show people
And so far most people have said good things. <:
>>5429507
I'm sorry. >:
>>5429522
I'm a genderfluid first, nb vaguely and questionably aside in some hard to consolidate way
Look, I just avoid the dysphoria ok, don't ask me why I'm like this
>>5429528
so you're LEGOkin?
>>5429507
>Jealous of a gay male
Kill yourself
Its like 6am why the fuck cant i sleep
>>5429500
Yeah, i understand i just hate seeing things go to waste. Ill make the offer if I end up over there again and it's up to you :3.
>>5429507
are their shoulders that good or is it just their magnificent neck which lessens the impact of them a little?
>>5429533
ok then
>>5429528
So you're going to be Lego?
>>5429532
Making a post-apoc/fantasy map of ecuador for a guy making a civ-like game.
>>5429531
They look 1000000 times better than I ever will even if I managed to save up enough for ffs
Why wouldnt I be?
>>5429512
Y-yeah
>>5429524
Is fine, i'm pretty annoying sometimes.
>>5429529
aww~
I kinda want this one tbdesu, no idea though how that would look on chubby me .~.
oi ya mangled puppies
>>5429542
Nice
>>5429546
You just have a good day now, ok.
> Tfw your crush comes over to spend the night
> Tfw you take the floor but she insists on you coming into bed
> Tfw cuddling and talking about life
> Tfw she feels you get a boner and she asks about it
> Tfw she turns to you and starts taking off her clothes
> Tfw mutual lewd touching that leads to some light fugging
> Tfw you wake up and it was all a dream
;_;
>>5429547
I'm actually starting to get a little chubby myself. x:
I'd really like a dress like that, except maybe
with flared shoulders and some plants below?
Maybe a lighter color, too..
And a hood?
omg, imagination, why are you doing this to me
>>5429550
Yeah. And this map is only the first project.
They're on for asking me to fully illustrate their game, which would be cool.
I'd get to solo-claim the art assets. : 3c
>>5429546
You aren't annoying. It just hurts to see someone who has those same thoughts that I have all the time about my appearance that listens to them. I don't listen to those thoughts, but they're hard to ignore, and it's painful to see you unable to break free from them.
>>5429377
When no one gets my joke :(
>>5429490
take care'a urself dummy!
maps? that's neat I love fantasy maps and stuff
what's the pattern on ur dress? like anchors or mushrooms or...? anyway it suits u
>>5429528
here's me
>>5429529
neat, are u including elevation? that can help more realistically put where water goes and even when towns forms since humans rely on water for so much, or are u just going from specific instructions?
>>5429554
You lost me at asking about errections
To be fair that still sounds pretty gay tho
>>5429567
>You lost me at asking about errections
yeah that's a sexy-time killer for me but to each their own
>>5429566
It's anchors. ;p
Someone else guessed mushrooms, too, tho.
And thanku. > w<
And a bit. I'm mostly just drawing lots of hills and mountains. I'm following instructions in sofar as it's a "post apoc/fantasy" map of a real place. And I just happened to pick Ecuador, I guess.
>>5429554
lol
>>5429550
I'll try!
Not seeing something absolutely disgusting in the mirror today helped I think
>>5429559
How do you do that though?
>>5429554
typical disgusting transbian post
>>5429505
Passer* gomen.
>>5429524
My self image is warped to the point where I question if I pass as human some days lol. But I only really have my self perception.
0/10 day im ready for bed now
>tfw I am actually starting to turn into a girl
feels pretty cash money yo
>>5429564
>>5429585
The healthy ways:
Putting on a strong face, wearing makeup on bad days, holding on to the feedback of strangers, being in love with someone, learning to live with the fact that your brain is broken
The unhealthy ways:
Alcohol, drugs, promiscuity, hypersexuality, and obsessively seeking external validation
I'm still working on myself. It takes years. At least I've cut drugs out of the equation by this point.
>wake up
>fuck
>visiting historical sites with gf
>eating in sp00ky city
>more fucking
lyfe™
to market to market ~
byeybye for now mtfg
>>5429582
are they red and yellow? I have some blue panties with white anchors that my partner loves, mushrooms are pretty cool too tho
but yeah starting with like elevation/topography stuff and working from there is a good tactic for a more natural flow
>>5429585
I wish I had those days more often
>>5429616
>All that
Oh God, life isn't going to be fun at all is it?
>>5429616
>tfw the latter part describes you
>>5429625
Bury yourself in the good. Life isn't so bad when you let the trans stuff fade to the background in time.
>>5429616
I can't into makeup ;-;
>>5429625
I don't get them very often but a few times a month maybe and when I get hugboxed.
stop being all mopey and sad mtfg
>>5429642
eat shit miss cock
>>5429642
Im going to rape you.
>>5429642
entertain us
>>5429646
sticks and stones
>>5429642
Well, I'm only good at being sad and ugly.
kinda tired rn
what is eveyrone up to ?
I need to go to bed now
Good night... well morning /mtfg/
>>5429616
>obsessively seeking external validation
Tfw this is the one I do a lot. It's the only way i can tell myself the belief I will never pass and never have and the massive amounrs of dysphoria is maybe wrong
I'm so thankful my friends all put up with me when I'm like that ;;
>>5429655
oh goodnight kuppy please sleep well ;~;
>>5429650
why do you post pictures of butch women so much? are you obsessed?
>>5429653
We are all going to make it though. Chill out.
>>5429609
But if you recognise that it's warped, maybe you're a lot more attractive than you realise.
>>5429625
The healthy ways of coping aren't so bad. Being in love is amazing, I basically forgot that I was trans when that happened. I've only recently fallen back into bad habits sadly.
There's a lot to be happy about in life, and not every day is a bad day.
>>5429629
It's OK, it describes me better than I would like as well.
>>5429638
Never too early to learn, still say that you need some girl clothes, they also help.
>I don't get them very often but a few times a month maybe and when I get hugboxed.
>tfw there are days when I look in the mirror and see a girl, and there are also days where I look in the mirror and I just see a hulking disgusting man thing
omfg I just want to be able to put on pants, leggings, or a skirt and walk outside without the hassle of tucking
i hate tucking this is so much bullshit why did I have to be born with a cock
why does it sometimes just decide to not stay in place when I try to tuck. It won't stop slipping
surgery can't come soon enough
When do my muscles fall off? Also I think I've decided I'm going to stay skellymode in hopes my tits never get huge
>>5429661
I hope you will soon
>>5429663
cause drag kings and soft/hard butch are hot
>>5429680
you have to eat
starving yourself early on hrt is a death sentence to boob growth
>>5429651
make you retreat to skype
>>5429669
Yeah i'll get some when I get money and I already have lots of makeup stuff that I never touched because I can't really look myself in the mirror usually without ruining my day.
Also iktf except I don't see a girl just something feminine ;-;
>>5429672
It's not so bad once you get used to it. I bought a professional made gaff and now i wear it daily and no one can even tell any difference.
>>5429693
I've been doing this for 7 years.
It's still bad and total bullshit.
>>5429693
>I bought a professional made gaff and now i wear it daily and no one can even tell any difference.
um, pics? How does it work? I want to buy one, where did you get it?
>>5429693
Kill yourself
>>5429684
next month's hair after a bit of growing
next month's body if i don't drink too heavily over the holidays
>>5429696
Oh. Idk. I've been doing this a year and I'm used to it. Then again if i havent had srs within another two years I'll probably be upset too.
>>5429654
Hey kit, just trip-off sadposting. ;~;
I don't like Christmas
>>5429657
Iktf. I'm glad to have patient friends that at least sort of understand that I'm messed up in the head.
>>5429655
Goodnight Kuppy ^^
>>5429691
;_;
Eventually there comes a point where you can look in the mirror and at least tolerate your face on the bad days. Doing makeup when you're constantly having to tell yourself "this isn't real" is painful but doable.
>>5429684
>cause drag kings and soft/hard butch are hot
thats not really a reason to keep posting them, just masturbate in your own time pls
>>5429616
So like.. what if we pretty much do all from the good and bad ways as much as we can? Fuck eliminating those bad ones is hard. Maybe I'm not okay with being broken enough to not be constantly fucked up a little bit.
I wonder how many times "anon" will say everything in my life is a lie. It was 12 yesterday.
>>5429707
elanna?
>>5429724
what is the name of it and is it painful? I made a gaff using a tube sock and some elastic and it was painful
>>5429655
Night senpai.
>>5429665
Yeah, but I main it could be 10% better and that is still horror movie territory. I just don't know desu. But I got a fuck ton of benzos and my mom gave me free reign to get through the holidays so fuck it. I'll go get drunk and go on tinder this week desu. I can fool people into swiping right there at least.
>>5429665
I dunno. There's always bound to be some that don't make it. Maybe I'm one of 'em.
Maybe this is all just an extension of my hatred for the holiday. Everyone is so fucking merry. I can't stand it.
Who else feelin cute today? ^-^
>>5429726
It's bound to be painful when you get erect by wearing women's clothes. Fuck off agp cunt.
>>5429686
good i dont need them.
>>5429724
>What, you just let it dangle?
its called tucking you pleb, get fucking gud
>>5429728
just chill
I just cram everything up as best I can with a tight pair of boyshorts and tights
>>5429701
neat
>>5429708
why would I masturbate lol
I have to go to the pharmacy to pick up hormones but I can't get my cock to stay in place no matter how many pairs of panties or what pants I put on. I even tried medical tape and it started slipping
I'm like freaking out kill me pls
Fuck is this how effects of chin surgery looks like?
What I am getting myself into?!
I was never able to get exactly how the fuck i was meant to tuck. I've read all kinds of shit but was never able to apply it to myself, how the fuck does that shit work?
>>5429752
is that justin bieber?
the steroids really made him more masculine
>>5429715
Greetings from the frozen lonely wastelands of Canada ;~;
>>5429712
I'm not sure, it's legitimately hard to eliminate the bad ones. I had for a period, but I'm back to doing them because apparently I'm dependant on having a partner in my life to feel good about myself. An ex very recently expressed concern that I was headed straight for an abusive relationship if I didn't change that habit, but I don't know how else to cope.
>>5429730
>not feeling awful and disgusting all the time
Not TruTrans™ :^(
>>5429755
>Whats the difference, autismo
you dont need to buy weird hon accessories to tuck lmao
>>5429765
why drop trip man cmon, no more sadposting!
>>5429761
My gf doesn't like it when I say she looks like bieber.
>>5429779
>that looks like jaw masculinization
You are right I found it on r9k but damn it looks so brutal.
>>5429761
lol
Do people who need and usually use glasses look more masculine without glasses?
I feel like I do.
>>5429765
>tfw agp
>>5429798
Bored because i did everything, and waiting for my shift to end.
>>5429807
I usually cook myself something to eat at the end of my shift
>>5429800
I look more fem without my glasses def.
>>5429798
>who want's to look manlier?
I would guess that chin feminisation is similar to this.
>>5429799
Please feel better soon :_:
>tfw your ex says she isn't doing well and wants to hang out
>last time she got you drunk on wine and teased you about liking guys and felt the need to affirm that she was "totally over you"
https://unsee
.cc/zupobire
/mtfg/, how fucked am I?
I made cookies ^^
>>5429843
you could pass as an ugly girl, do something about your eyebrows though.
>>5429846
bland as fuck
>>5429842
it's like would u prefer ppl just forget u exist and never call??? >.>;;
The best way to spend christmas is alone tbhon.
>>5429843
You look like a homely 16 year old girl
>>5429843
You're not out of luck, but it's going to get worse if you wait a few more years.
>>5429862
I disagree. I want someone to hold me.
>>5429862
Tfw spending it with my best friend who i have a huge crush on
>>5429886
M-maybe I can hold you.
>>5429890
>tfw spending it with candy, alcohol and vidya
Dunno what to play this year though.
>>5429890
Tfw not spending it with any of my numerous crushes
I miss L.A. girls feet. They were nice.
>>5429856
Well ok...
>>5429892
Recommend me something soothing to listen to.
>>5429910
Anon's a jerk. Those cookies look good.
>>5429910
It's just cookies.
>>5429899
You'd have to travel a pretty far distance to hold me, I would gladly let you though.
I can pay you in cuddle vidya
hey
>>5429913
Wild Nothing - Nocturne
>just watched how a drag queen gets ready
I feel like for some reason I learned more in 8 min seeing that than I have being here for 2 years.
>>5429850
alright will do once i get home.
>>5429854
blockers for >1 year, e since august. (pic is from october though, cause i look like shit today and i don't really have anything more recent.)
>>5429864
>>5429867
confusedanimugrill.tiff
>>5429870
i'm already working on it ;~;
well shit. i thought i was fucked beyond repair through FFS desu.
>>5429862
i agree desu senpai.
>>5429928
hey!
>>5429913
if you want, here's some comfy ambient noise.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NEy6qYIyXUg
>>5429932
Too upbeat. Anything more subdued? With female vocals preferably.
>>5429925
It would be worth it.
>>5429936
that's what i hate most about christmas desu. everybody is so fucking merry.
>>5429938
Hmm... Emma Ruth Rundle - Some Heavy Ocean would work if you skip around the couple upbeat tracks
Soap&Skin is good too but it's heart-wrenchingly minor key'd
>>5429934
what did you learn?
>>5429934
>tfw my sister said to me i should watch those videos
>>5429800
I'd say so, my friend says I look more fem with glasses on, but she has a glasses fetish so can't tell if serious or not..
>>5429953
that there is more to lips then just putting on lipstick and there are more comfortable ways to tuck
>>5429800
taking off my glasses reveals my nose hump, so maybe?
>>5429938
If those don't work
Grouper and Mount Eerie
>>5429967
Maybe wearing glasses hides my manly eyes
>>5429944
tfw nothing to be merry about
o-oh wells
>>5429963
p-pls she's a nerd, also she wears glasses too and it's qt
>>5429800
Hrm?
>>5429817
Hey, hottie
>>5429943
>tfw lainanon will never fly across the ocean, hold you tight and spend Christmas together with you
>>5429985
That dress looked nice on you
>>5429964
Basically half of my mouth is made of lip liner these days
I think glasses would really soften my face but I cant bring myself to buy fake ones, i hate my stupid perfect eyesight
>>5429993
Oh wow, that has got to be painful... I'm not looking forward to one I'm getting pulled next year.
Also that link sounds really good, I'll try to find that later today. I'm still kind of new to that area of music.
>>5429992
I've come to think so, too. : 3c
>>5429975
>nothing to be merry about
iktf, which I guess is why I overcompensate with my love of christmas?... I don't even know how many years I've cried when opening my single present because I'll never be a girl, never have someone who loves me and never have what my siblings have which is a family of their own
>>5429995
is that uncomfortable?
>>5429964
But why would you tuck Miss Cock?
>>5429989
>tfw will never spend christmas with a qt pie and snow
If only..
>tfw poor
>tfw steam sale
why live, /mtfg/?
>>5430013
No, it's just high maintenance. I have thin shitty lips and I'm still trying to get better at doing them. This is a nyx suede in soft-spoken that Edie recommended to me with a cheap nude lip pencil
Credit goes to ufufu for the expression
new coat and pants, how bad they look?
>tfw your mom said you weren't really feminine because you had a batman shirt on
I feel like kayla might be her real daughter
>tfw paycheck tomorrow
>tfw gonna waste all my food money on steam sale
>>5430035
i think you're very cute
>>5430000
It is.
Plus I am hungry and there's a crater in my mouth.
>>5430021
Aren't you forgetting that wonderful Canadian cold? ;~;
I agree though, if only.
Isn't there snow in Sweden?
>>5430039
Cute, they suit you
>tfw you have the same figure and same jacket style as a girl that I had a crush on in high school
I know you girls are against using your penis but I really want to make you girls cum on my face while I finger you and talk dirty in your ear.
>mfw play vidya with old friends that known for 6-8 years
>used to be good at the game but now just super bad
>they carry you and just pat you on the head virtually
i can live with this :3
>>5430063
Cold is nice and makes cuddles even better though.
>Isn't there snow in Sweden?
We haven't gotten any snow where I live but it's kind of far south I guess so no fun allowed.
>>5430069
>tfw too good at video games
>>5430068
That shit is gross bro. Why dont we just play smash and hang out.
>>5430068
I've heard a lot of conflicting things in private desu, I know there are a few who really love doing that to guys
>>5430068
I can't make any cum, not even a drop.
>FFS cost 13k€
>I have it
>I could live for 4 years without working with that kind of money.
>>5429975
she is pretty qt in glasses, but ours get in the way when kissing : s
hey, I know this is a really shitty taboo question but I've been trying to figure my own shit out and this has been bothering me a lot lately.
Would a transgender woman (pre SRS), when asked what genitalia she has, respond (reflexively without thinking about it) with "a vagina" or "a penis"?
>>5430077
its okie you can carry me at games and in return you get head pats
>>5430100
wow lilly, just wow ... it's not like being qt clumsy glasses girls is cute or anything, ahhh!! >.>;;
>>5430102
tell the person asking that its none of their business
>>5430108
>but could you live with yourself for 4 years ?
Of course not I can't even leave my house.
But good damn it it's so big pile of money. Literally... I have it in cash right here in my room.
>>5430102
I would, reflexively without thinking about it, tell you to fuck off unless you were a prospect or my doctor.
>>5430102
I doubt anybody would be that brash about it
If they're suspicious that you're trans, it's best to tell them as soon as they start asking questions pertaining to it.
If they break it off, you know it wasn't meant to be.
All trannies say 'We're not trying to trick people'. Lead by example.
>>5430122
yeh, p much, it's just bodies after all >///>
>>5430035
edie is great for all sorts of tips with skincare and makeup and even just chatting.
also my upper lip has gone way thicker than it used to be thanks to hrt.
gosh you look amazing and you will only look more amazing as hrt does its thing... I hope after weightloss I look pretty too and I don't have like an even worse brow and jaw than I do
also the is that uncomfortable thing was a joke as though you had melted an entire lip liner into your flesh or something because you said that your lips were mostly made up of lipliner... yes this is how my brain works
>>5430107
omg I embarrass myself constantly around her ;~; I trip over things that I just put down and I keep fumbling and making a fool of myself :'s g-good thing she thinks me being retarded is qt, I need hazard warning signs.. and that's with my glasses on
>>5430116
I didn't respond to it, because it was literally a bait post from lgbt
>"my son thinks he's a woman, but wears female cut super hero shirts, doesn't he know that no real woman would do this?"
>>5430143
lilly... why u gotta make me feel bad and lonely again u cruel aussies!! ;////;
>tfw never gonna be actually qt to anyone not just trying to cheer me up
>>5430150
except for my girlfriend who steals all my old male ones and wears those out with my girl jeans and undies >.>
>>5430112
fair, see below
>>5430116
It's more a conceptual question I guess. To explain a bit more I've been questioning my gender for a long while and recently decided to try taking acid and seeing if that would help answer any questions/at least do something. I realized while rolling around in bed (rubbing my shaved legs together was ~incredible~) that the only reason I (personally) should transition is if I'm so uncomfortable with my male anatomy (and gender/all other masculine things) that I would want to be a woman such that I would basically be convincing myself (and obv. others) that I actually have a vagina, as that was the way I was supposed to be born.
Although I prefer the characteristics of femininity and it certainly suits me better, as does androgyny, as long as I'm ok with having a penis (I've luckily only had actual body dysphoria a few times in the form of panic attacks about my genitalia, but not in over a month) then I don't need to transition, but I can still shave my legs and paint my nails and wear women's clothing and such because I think those things are advantageous anyway.
I dunno though since I've been telling myself pretty much the same thing for months but I'm still depressed about it :/
>>5430122
thank you for answering
>>5430152
Tfw
>tfw your dad sends you a text calling you your girl name and that he loves you
>tfw you get really thoughtful girly Xmas presents out of nowhere from your co-workers
i-i don't deserve this ;~; feels are too much
>>5430134
Y-yeah, you did. There have been private conversations with other people that have been equally nosebleed inducing though.
>>5430135
Yeah <///<;
>>5430162
My mother sent me a nice bracelet and a card addressed to my new name for the first time.
I bawled when it arrived
>>5430137
Oh wow sheen thanks :3 I'm sure you will be happier after weight loss!! I hope my lips get bigger too >.>
>>5430157
tumbler leave
>>5430162
>tfw almost 3 years on hrt and your dad hasn't noticed anything
Sugar pills
>>5430176
hello lainanon
>>5430176
It's a bit rude to comment on your son's breasts or girlface
Nothing quite like a shopping trip to cheer yourself up. Got myself some new ankle boots and a couple of pairs of jeans today.
>>5430152
i-i didn't mean too.. just saying that I'm clumsy.. as she left last night I turned around and tripped over my bag, so glad she didn't see >\\<
>>5430183
and weird and cringy
just no
>>5430157
>I dunno though since I've been telling myself pretty much the same thing for months but I'm still depressed about it :/
Repression also applies to trans girls who insist they're really femboys
>>5430175
>is transracial
>tells tumblr to leave
>>5430186
omg just move in together already jeeeze
>>5430192
stop bullying kayla already
>>5430178
Hello
>>5430183
I guess but still!
>tfw he doesn't even try to make me start lifting anymore
>>5430197
>pointing out hypocrisy is bullying
kden
>>5430175
what's wrong with tumbler?
>>5430204
hypocrisy would be if kayla was actually transracial and was criticising someone for being transracial, you were referring to that early picture of her with the wrong shade of foundation, hoop earrings and a wig cap because you are a bad person
>>5430204
It will be another hour long chain of mutual bait because you're both too proud to pass it up.
>>5430170
damn that's nice.. grats anon : )
my best friend and his gf bought me a necklace and a really nice card addressed to lilly for my bday and I started crying in the pub we were at >~<
>>5430176
are you living with your family still? maybe he just doesn't know how to feel about how sweet you are?
I guess we're not talking about any trans stuff today, just endless infighting. I fucking hate you mtfg
>>5430183
my bio dad like almost forced me to show him my boobs and I relented
>>5430218
I have my own apartment.
>>5430185
Post boots
>>5430211
kayla said she was mexican back then tho
not to mention the numerous times she claimed to be from various countries
obvious transracial dysphoria
>>5430203
>>tfw he doesn't even try to make me start lifting anymore
I wouldn't try to make my kid lift if they had visible breasts and a girly face either.
I hate my family even more now
Nitynite mtfg, ily all
>>5430247
Ogres aren't very big on family values, what did you expect.
who else is looking forward to Christmas with a family which is loving and accepting?
>>5430255
Frankly I expected no less, so it's not so much actually disappointing as it is frustrating and painful
>>5430251
night senpai..
>tfw steam friend goes to bed
>>5430260
ayyyyyyy my family is that but i fucking hate the holiday and want to not have it happen.
>>5430240
I rarely meet them but no and I usually just meet my mom, she's cool.
Don't think I can present as female without getting bullied with this face but I dunno!
>>5430241
I don't even think he notices desu or he's too spooked to say anything.
Don't even bother putting on thick shirts and stuff to hide boobs anymore.
>>5430260
I am, it's not my family but I am very excited to be a part of their Christmas
>>5430273
who's family is it?
>>5430249
p-pls everyone loves clingyness when it's something ur in to =p
I'm sure she has something really special for u hue hue hue hue ^^;;;
>tfw have to spend another year alone
;~;
>>5430279
>tfw no brit trip to hang out with :_:
>>5430276
Best friend invited me over as none of my family is in this state
>>5430260
I have never experienced this
>>5430284
o well there are only like 10 or so >.>;;
>>5430251
Goodnight, sleep well
>>5430260
Spending Christmas with my loving family. Still feels depressing and empty.
>>5430269
>tfw ywn go clothes shopping with lainanon
>tfw ywn force her into a cute outfit, braid her hair and drag her outside where she'll pass flawlessly
Tbh though, if you aren't hiding your boobs, they're fucking obvious, even if they're small.
>>5430284
Why not hang with Noelle? :^)
>>5430295
i would sooner hang myself anon
>>5430284
Don't most of the brit trips live in the midlands, I'm sure it wouldn't be hard
>>5430157
(was me)
Sorry I didn't mean to cause a stir or anything I'm just really really depressed and confused about myself. If I can come up with a more coherent way for you (plural) to help me I'll be around again but otherwise I'll probably just remain in nonbinary purgatory hell I guess
>>5430306
Are you honestly retarded? Like functionally retarded?
>>5430299
>tfw ywn hang with Noelle
>tfw she will never shyly ask if you can shit all over her
>tfw she will never vomit on you while you cuddle
>>5430313
The fact that I graduated college made my profs find religion desu.
>>5430315
I didn't know I wanted this...
>>5430260
Reeeeeee
>>5430295
>pass flawlessly
I wish ;-;
That would be fun though!
>>5430306
b-but no money
>>5430324
I find that you're a piece of shit and im going to beat you up.
>>5430302
Yeah they do, i dont know how i would go about it though :~:
>>5430327
p-plsss... aren't u going to one of ur best friends =p
>>5430260
I am but now I'm worried about disappointing them by not being further along with my transition, I don't want them to think I'm a lost cause
>>5430279
w-what has she said something? she knows I just want her for Xmas : s
>>5430260
(shit I forgot to retype after reloading the page due to a dumb crash thus the empty (you))
Half and half, I guess. Both sides still fuck up pronouns and name but one does it deliberately.
My paternal side finally decided to stop calling me by a name at all in invites though since apparently using my legal name is still physically painful to them.
>>5430315
holy shit ilu
>>5430343
o-oh gosh ... u don't even know ... well I wont spoil the big surprised then >///////>;;;
>>5430335
I have the same problem not knowing anyone in manchester, probably best to ask people on skype, I've never met anyone of mtfg since no one knows me but I've met people of soc who were really nice.
I guess I should also mention I've met some not so nice people so be careful
>>5430237
It's impossible to get a decent picture with them on.
>>5430284
Get the train up here and we can do stuff.
>>5430338
Yeah, but in like an hour I'm having my immediate family'sChristmas. I had my extended one the other day.
I'll hold you to that, maybe during the spring/summer, not a fan of the cold -_-
>>5430363
I actually will if you're interested. Ive been raging out all day. Are you even somewhat cute?
>>5430355
oh pls she's not doing anything special for me, a-and if she did i dont know how i would handle it and breakdown in happyness..
d-dont make me bully u ;~;
I'm starting to feel guilty, pretty much everything has gone really well in my transition.
I feel like I've stolen all the good luck from the other trannies
>tfw putting on the cherry blossom hand cream your friend from work but you and dying from scent overload
>>5430380
People seem to think so, but I don't feel like I am
>me 1 month ago
>"i've got to stop drinking"
>me today after work
>"i've got to start drinking"
>>5430400
It's OK I like a challenge.
>>5430372
oh gosh, I hope u survive pls, but if it's just at home u can stay on ur phone or lappy toppy, r-right?? >.>;;
>tfw can't keep wendy company during awkward parties and give weird presents for xmas
>>5430384
>>5430384
oh my, oh dear ... lilly I can only imagine what the look on ur face will be, y-yikes!!! o/////o;;
>>5430402
buys you* >.<
>>5430260
ye, doesn't help me much not feeling alone though.
>>5430400
Give me some you son of a bitch
>>5430405
I want to threaten you you nasty slut instead of taking it out on people that don't deserve itv because you're a whore that deserves it.
>>5430400
give it back
even my uncle and aunt who don't believe in evolution are cool with me being trans, like how can I tell people I'm oppressed when good shit keeps happening to me?
>>5430400
I've never had any luck anyway so it okay
>>5430402
speaking of scents I should probs get some more, mebbe some more lolita lempicka to cheer me up o.o;;
>>5430400
>tfw arex stole all my luck
;-;
>>5430419
I'm a whore that accepts payment in feels, make my day and give me the treatment that I deserve.
>>5430368
Cute boots, they look cozy.
I have to go out but i dont pass and i dont want to
Why do i have to be such an obvious hon
Reee
>>5430260
>mfw this is actually happening to me...
>>5430411
fug.. fug fug!! I'm not going to be able to think of anything else the rest of the day! Im not going to be able to concentrate.. I should have taken Xmas off.. ';_;
>>5430260
My family is accepting but I can't pass and i'm so manly and awkward so i'll stay home and get drunk and play vidya.
They want me to come but maybe next year.
>>5430260
>tfw gf's family invited me over for Christmas dinner and on New Year's Eve
>>5430333
I wish I could blame alcohol for the way I read it initially, but I'm not sure I'm that drunk rn.
>>5430465
Its a horrible feeling I dont know why I ever decided to go forward with this, I knew I would never pass but living this way is killing me.
>>5430477
weird as it seems I sort of miss the days where I'd just get drunk and play starcraft until I cried myself to sleep, there was always the fun middle part where you were having fun and couldn't feel your feels.
you should tell you're family you love them
>>5430438
that looks really nice.. what does it smell like?
I just looked online and the hand cream my co-workers got me was $30 for a 30ml bottle >~<
>>5430494
on the other hand, if you're like me, you'd already be dead if you hadn't transitioned in the first place
so it's like.... silver linings.... at least you can still watch anime or play vidya despite it all, or whatever gets you by, right?
right?
>>5430495
>you should tell you're family you love them
I can't but i'm sure they know it anyway.
ello
>>5430510
Idk, little things count for a lot, I know my mom gets really sad if I don't talk to her for extended periods, and I think she would be heartbroken if I didn't see them at Christmas. You should see your family, or at least send them a letter or something.
>>5430507
True. I still feel like shit right now though. I hate these days when everything feels like a mistake.
>>5430516
Ello luv
>>5430517
I just can't say it, I dunno why.
Told my mom I won't come because I can't hide my boobs and i'm gross and manly.
>>5430519
When I text my mom I send her <3 and :) sometimes, good enough right?
h-hehe
Christmas candy cane themed nails <3
>>5430531
bit gay lad
>>5430531
needs more red
>>5430529
>I just can't say it, I dunno why.
>Told my mom I won't come because I can't hide my boobs and i'm gross and manly.
you can still follow this up with holiday wishes and love, senpai
just do it
please
tell your family you love them and that you hope they have a good christmas, it will mean a lot to them
>>5430531
love it
>>5430526
ello ello ello
>"g-gotta go fast =^_^="
which one of you did this
>>5430532
Eh? But this is the season to be merry m8
>>5430535
Yikes? ;c
>>5430536
I'll touch it up with a bit more red later
>>5430538
<3
>>5430542
>tfw suzy wants to be the girl in the relationship and wont let egoraptor transition cause hed be cuter than her
;_;
>>5430542
arin grump of gamegrumps?
also don't be rude
>>5430542
Is that fucking arin from game grumps
>>5430542
arin is so trans
>>5430548
xmas hype scares me desu
>>5430542
ive said it before he is trans
>>5430538
Yes yes but it's not even christmas yet so it would be silly!
>>5430561
you're grasping at straws there
or maybe you're being sarcastic, it's hard to pick up over text
>>5430564
so do it twice!
>>5430565
Normal dudes don't like dressing like a girl.
>tfw going to die and nobody will even remember u
what a fate
>>5430535
w-well I've been at my position for like a year and they still praise me erry day since I'm the best person they've had >~<
im just not used to receiving presents from people and it makes me nervous that people would spend money on me : s
omg I wanna be a woodland fairy!! I need some actual purfume, I only have nice smelling creams..
she also got me cherry blossom bath gel, I wanna use it already!!! work hurry up and finish!! only 5 1/2 hours to go..
>tfw been marathoning game grumps all day and then a wild sanic appears
>tfw arin will never transition and be Danny's waifu
>tfw no grumps porn
>>5430564
Say it on the day dumdum
>>5430572
They're costumes, but arin does seem to do it a lot.
yo mtfg, just stopping by for a quick word, hope that's okay
Self-repression is starting to fail big-time so I'm starting to actually do the thing. But I'm 29. And I'm 6'5. Pic related: me walking down the street with a bunch of girls.
still, you know, fuck it
>>5430542
lol
>>5430583
he even likes having himself drawn as a girl
hmm...
>>5430580
u wanna look and smell ur best for xmas so she can tell u how amazing u are before gifting =p
>>5430542
lmao
>>5430583
>danny
>not jon
Danny era grumps is terrible, you can tell its horribly forced and scripted just like his bands videos, its just all cheap childish humor and stuff.
I really wish I could still watch it, I loved having grumps on in the background while doing other things.
>>5430583
>tfw arin will never transition and be Danny's waifu
>Danny's
>not Jon's
>>5430586
there are tall girls and 29 isn't too late
good luck, better than outright suicide right?
>>5430575
Literally why try
>>5430586
Who's the qt on your left with the orange coat
>>5430603
ikr ;_;
hello i am home
lol here is "his" old myspace pic
>>5430598
I actually find Jon has a more forced feel to him, I don't like Jon era grumps for the most part, there's a weird dynamic between arin and jon. I do like Jontron though. To each their own.
>>5430600
Sorry bexe, I prefer Danny, I would plow him like a plane into the world trade center.
>>5430610
>>5430603
>>5430575
Don't give up. We're going to make it
>>5430572
nope, crossdressing is a very common hetero activity
I would have thought people on here would know about that
>>5430619
I'm too ugly though ..
>>5430613
thats actually a girl who cosplayed as arin
>>5430616
>I actually find Jon has a more forced feel to him, I don't like Jon era grumps for the most part
i actually find myself disgusted right now
>Sorry bexe, I prefer Danny
you're dead to me, anon whom i don't know
>>5430620
"hetero"
>>5430620
>>5430624
so much denial
>>5430638
you can't denounce crossdressers as filthy fetishists at first then claim that they're really trans next
make up your mind
>>5430638
actually I agree, arin is trans as fuck
but that one myspace pic isn't him
>>5430626
Opinions are opinions, I'm sorry we don't agree. I would still a Danny before a Jon.
Also you know me, I'm just not posting with a trip.
>>5430642
Or the q & a video where someone asked him why he always plays as a girl character and he gets all red faced and defensive
Who here wants snow on or just before Christmas?
>>5430620
Because crossdressing behind a locked door and posing as a girl online and flirting with gamers when you're 15 is totally not gay.
>>5430651
yeah and they were all
>its okay, its okay
as though waiting for him to tell them
>>5430651
>tfw i get accused of this constantly
>>5430655
>Who here wants snow on or just before Christmas?
OMG ME ME!
>>5430651
>mfw that was me
should i buy undertale?
>>5430671
if you want to experience the equivalent of my little pony, homestuck, or five nights at freddys
>>5430674
i dont think my vidya friends are ever going to stop
>>5430674
>I literally want a blizzard
me too but stupid summer ;~;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqM54WEj6xM
>>5430595
s-she told me you should have no info on presents so to not listen to you ;~; b-bully
>>5430655
I know it's not gay, because I was straight and I did this
>>5430704
exactly, because it is totally straight for a cute girl to flirt with boys online
>>5430655
>tfw unironically believed I was straight and did all of the above
Wow, I was a fucking dumb kid
>>5430561
Have you not seen transparent where they deal with how male crossdressers treated people in their community that took hormones?
>>5430655
Of course it's not.
Can I call you Gaydri?
>>5430709
o///o I feel like I walked into that one.
I wasn't attracted to them, I just wanted them to want me
>>5430723
and stick thier penis into you
>>5430710
At least you didn't have heated debates about how offering your friends blow jobs was straight.
>>5430723
Gay
>>5430716
>Have you not seen transparent
no and I don't ever want to
as if all we need is more shows about hons, it makes me angry
why is shitposting on r9k so fun
>>5430735
>Miss Cock talking about hons
>>5430697
>nothing but good things
ok see this >>5430688
confuses me lol. i heard it was good so idk!
>>5430735
>we don't need more shows representing who i am
what is it with some of you acting like you're cis or even live as women? that show is about people like you
>>5430704
They had massive multiplayer online gaming in 1994?
>>5430710
It's more a sign that I was trans tbqh and it was with men that were obviously older than me. But it's ok. I did it too.
>>5430703
p-pls how am I a bully u know she loves to bully and troll o.o!!
>>5430738
What the fuck does this even mean why do you keep posting it, jesus fucking christ
>>5430671
I just bought witcher 3 and homeworld remastered so they will sit in my steam account and gather dust I guess... apparently undertale is really good
>>5430742
you are such a bitch, you pass and you rip on everyone else who can't pass, fuck you, I don't need this shit today
>>5430754
Kayla went on b and posted a lot of newds, one asked if they liked "Mrs. Cock"
>>5430761
its not that secret faye :3c
>>5430742
>>5430759
>>5430724
I'm sorry... Many people here know what that's like, I don't know about necessarily everyone when I say this, but a lot of us are here for you if you want to vent.
>>5430758
i would play witcher but i don't think my computer is good enough for it ;_; what's homeworld remastered?
>>5430759
>"we don't need more shows about ppl who don't pass/are ugly it makes me so angry"
>point out that you live as a man and don't pass
>"ur a bitch!!!"
you're a fucking idiot. you're not angelina jolie or rosie huntington whiteley and frankly neither am i, but i would never say half the things you do. stop shitting on "hons" when you are a hon and you wear pink cosplay wigs and you mom's clothes. embrace the fact that you don't pass and stop being a self loathing piece of shit.
>>5430782
>homeworld remastered?
did you ever see eve online? homeworld is kinda like that from the early 2000s
they remastered it this year with original uncompressed soundtracks and new high res textures and redid the engine and UI
>>5430782
>stop shitting on "hons" when you are a hon and you wear pink cosplay wigs and you mom's clothes. embrace the fact that you don't pass and stop being a self loathing piece of shit.
lmao
but for real fuck hons, especially miss cock
I was thinking about finally transitioning, from the UK, how do I go about it, appointment with my GP or..?
>>5430742
>what is it with some of you acting like you're cis or even live as women? that show is about people like you
wow
buy whatever i don't care
>>5430724
iktf, i woke up, cried, fell back asleep, and then got high.
>>5430792
ur in for a long wait
>>5430792
DIY
I
Y
Christmas shopping done.
>>5430792
Start self medding
>tfw playing manly games
>>5430792
Definately go to your gp so you can get on a waiting list but depending on their situation most people self med due to wait times
>>5430814
what's a manly game?
>>5430753
y-yeah she does but that doesn't mean she got me stuff >.>
I'm going to the mall to get her final thing today and get stuff for meeting her family.. nervous as fug ;~;
and your a bully cause I have enough mini-heart attack inducing events without thinking about her doing something special for me +\\\+
>>5430778
Huh... with me I knew I was trans about that age but I just didn't know how to get a hold of hormones at all, the internet sucked in the early 2000's and I just kind of gave up and didn't think HRT would do anything after I turned 18
>>5430798
when u got to get high but u alone in your murky basement
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLFW2t3JDzY
>>5430792
get an appointment and a referral to a GIC, will take atleast 5 months to get in at a GIC would really suggest DIY since it took ~12 months from gp to gic to get hormones
>le final meme