Hey anons, long story short I am trans mtf, I am almost 18, I am diagnosed sociopathic, ocd, tourrettes, A lot more stuff I can barely remember, and was supposed to be in special ed right now. I have only one real friend, I have major social anxiety so I spend most time alone, I am in the foster system and my real family disowned me this summer. I miss my dad so fucking much and he is disgusted by me. I think I may just just take pain killers on 18th birthday (few months) and jump off the bridge nearby. Thoughts? Help? Anything? Anyone?
No one here is going to be able to give you a clear answer to that question. We can only speak from our own experiences, not yours. That, and this is still 4chan, so you shouldn't expect people to have great advice for someone in your precarious situation. About all I can recommend is getting into contact with someone who might be able to provide you with the resources necessary to stay afloat.
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
>>5399383
Thanks I guess
>>5399373
what about your one real friend?
>>5399398
He has so much shit in his life and his own huge problems I just kinda leave him alone these days with my problems
>>5399406
i think your suicide might hurt him don't you think?
>>5399431
Idk to be honest.