/gaygen/

I don't have fun anyways because I'm lonely and I have no friends or bf ;_;

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no core
no mosh
no trends
no fun

>>5340243
where you at bb ;)

>>5340228
another shit edition OP.
old thread: >>5339184

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>>5340258
probably ask /fit/ i'm a skelly

i should start going to jiujitsu classes again everyone is attractive but can also rip your head off

>>5340251
rip dead

I bought work out clothes today because I had none and I really want to get hot.

But I realized I'm too afraid to step into a gym lol

>>5340274
/fit/ scares me :c but thanks for your help

>>5340280
could get some home equipment
i have some weights and a pullup bar that i love

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>>5340280
>too afraid to step into a gym

>>5340280
every person you saw in a gym ever was scared their first day desu

>>5340280

This >>5340290
Also, don't know where you live, but most big cities have gay gyms where you might feel a bit more comfortable.

>>5340284
You should start lifting, while cutting. Cutting or eating below maintenance will make sure that you lose weight. Lifting will help ensure that the weight you lose is fat and not muscle.

Look up a calculator on google to see what sort of calories you should be shooting for in a day. Not everyone should be on a 2000 calorie diet.

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>>5340280

go in
whats the worst that can happen?

>>5340297

WHAT
Where can i find them?

>>5340274
>>5340258
>>5340284

you don't "convert" anything. you gain muscle and lose fat separately. i put on a LOT of muscle but didn't lose fat and you can still see allll that fat on me

eat to lose weight, do cardio, lift weights

>>5340297
>most big cities have gay gyms where you might feel a bit more comfortable
really? I thought that died out in the 70s and 80s.
Why would you need a gay gym to be more comfortable?

>>5340280
>>5340294

Everybody's like a fish out of water the first time they viist a gym.

I was so concerned about looking out of place, I lifted at home for a year before going.

The truth is though, no mater how weak you are, everyone else in the gym has been there, and they know what you're going through.

>>5340290
I had some home equipment
I think I used it once and then never again. I just can't get motivated to work out at home. I ended up selling them.

>>5340297
Honestly the idea of knowing that all the guys there would be gay as well makes it even more terrifying.
I mean if I'm embarrass myself in front of a straight guy it'd be bad, but not lost-an-oportunity-with-a-potential-bf bad.

>>5340280
>>5340294
>>too afraid to step into a gym

>tfw I am so beyond giving a shit to care about having a bit anxiety when going to a gym

>>5340312
No, it didn't.

They are kinda cruise-y sometimes, though.

Didn't say you NEED a gay gym to be comfortable, but someone might feel less threatened around a gay crowd, instead of jacked, potentially homophobic, heteros.

>>5340235

Aye.
What kind of candy was it, btw?

>>5340251

<3

>>5340305
well I usually throw up when I'm nervous. There are a few places I will never come back because of that. Including my ex university.

>>5340314
>>5340297
I guess you're right. I wish I was a bit stronger naturally, though. It'll be embarrassing no matter what when they give me the lightest weights.

>>5340316
that's too bad
but i feel you, it's easy for me to drop the ball
if i miss a day, i end up missing a few days
i haven't worked out in like a week and i feel awful about it
but like, on the other hand, if you stick to it it really does become like second nature

>>5340322
it was basically like chex mix and coconut in like a chewy sugar coating
it was like addictive (i made like 3 large pans for various parties) but every bite i could feel myself getting diabetes

>>5340314
Ann wtf thought i was on the wrong tab

aren't you straight last i checked

>>5340326
>It'll be embarrassing no matter what when they give me the lightest weights.
start a program like gomad or ss or 5x5 or something, everyone starts somewhere, it's for progression

if i had a little extra disposable income i would probably start going to a gym again

>>5340309
Er, yeah I knew that I was using it more as an expression sorry. Exert the energy to burn the fat, and build muscle at the same time yeah?

>>5340280
iktf I get such bad anxiety while in the gym. I'm just always afraid I'm doing something wrong and looking like an idiot...

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>>5340338
>unironically advising someone to do gomad

>>5340096
>>5340103
>squats are a meme for butt.
>glute bridges+hip thrusts with a barbell are goat.

any links for describing this exercise?
I also got little results from squats

>>5340345
i don't know anything about strength programs i just absorbed the names by osmosis

>>5340341
initially you'll do both at the same time. focus your efforts on losing weight and learning to lift, then if you're serious about putting on some extra muscle you change it up

>>5340346
squats made my butt huge when i was hardcore on em. trust the squoot

(also sldl's and deadlifts) feeling my ass twitch and flex on sldl's is heaven

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Should I play Chrono Trigger in Japanese or English?

>>5340345
>>5340345
It's good for us skeletons that hate eating. Don't go with whole milk that shit fucked me up and go with 2%

>>5340349
>repeating memes and giving advice without any knowledge and expierence

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if I go to the gym while I'm skinny will the built guys try to rape me in the shower?

I don't want to get raped

>>5340321
>>5340321
ah ok. Wasn't thinking in the golds gym vien. The gym I go to is associated with the local hospital and has a lot of old ppl who are heart patients. It's like half really old grandmother/fathers and half really young ppl. It's probably one of the best gym atmospheres for anyone who feels intimidated.

>>5340346
http://www.bodybuilding.com/exercises/detail/view/name/barbell-glute-bridge
i saw some videos on yt for dumbbell variants too

>>5340351
honestly i feel like squats haven't done anything for my butt, but they've done quite a lot for my thighs
then again i don't use a barbell or whatever

>>5340353
i-isn't that what /fit/ already does

>>5340333
Straight-ish.

Cashew nuts are based bulk food. High fat high protein, approx 600 calories per 100g of them. What more could you ask for?

>>5340346
>https://www.t-nation.com/training/dispelling-the-glute-myth

Good read.

>>5340351
squats will also give you huge ass quads, dunno if the twinks in /gaygen/ wants that.
they won't fit their skinny jeans.

>>5340358
thanks for the link also same boat for me on squats.

>>5340354

No they just make fun of you for being a little bitch

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>tfw no irresponsible beargnant bf

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>>5340362
hello fellow biscum!

>>5340358
squats actually help a bit with lower back and posture too which is nice

>>5340331

Sounds yummy.

I think it's become a bad habit on my end.

>>5340375
senpai is sp a good boy?
http://imgur.com/uMlubMw

>>5340383

Of course he is

That's why he gets Jupp's cummies in his tummy every night

>>5340362
would you believe that i had a hunch, you dirty fag?

>>5340366
>squats will also give you huge ass quads
true. you can train butt-focused at lower weights and make a nice ass without big legs.

keyword: nice

if you aren't blessed with one naturally, the only path to bigger ass involves bigger legs

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>>5340362
>>5340378
>Straight-ish.
>bisloot

disgusting.

hey /gaygen/, how do I lose weight quickly without killing myself in the process?

>>5340365
I thought cashews were kind of shit for protein, at least by calorie.

>>5340375
Don't listen to senpai. He's a gains goblin.

>>5340388
>would you believe that i had a hunch, you dirty fag?

Lol. Why's that?

>>5340378
i didn't notice anything w/ my back but i started doing some apt stretches and being more mindful of my low back after an anon would constantly harp about it a while back

>>5340382
it was
i haven't really cooked in a long time
i sort of started making pastas n shit a couple months ago
but that didn't last long and i'm back in non-cooking depression life or something

>>5340392

Excuse me I am a gains elf

I will sneak extra calories into your food just to help you make your gains, like those shoe-making elves in that one story

>>5340387
not EVERY night. Last I recall he was saying he topped 30% of the time.

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>>5340392
>18/100
What's shit about that? Not as good as meat, but that's what meat is for...

>>5340262
God, my fucking autism needed that. It feels weird without the Daisy chain

>>5340392
all nuts are shit for protein
nothing wrong with bulking on them

>>5340414
that's a toooooooon of fat
if your protein needs are met it's all the same for more calories' sake, but those aren't a protein-priority food

>>5340398
just a hunch bb

>>5340420

Hey bb

>>5340383
>http://imgur.com/uMlubMw
reminded me of :
http://41.media.tumblr.com/ce779f07a8424e37f0a080687903fd0e/tumblr_nxly2clPE41qm9gz2o3_1280.jpg

it looks like some amorphous abstract body type form

>>5340414
18 protons per 550 calories. I think bread is like 9 for 250ish, so about the same protein density, caloricly speaking.

And I'm sure as shit not going to suggest people get their protons from bread.

>>5340353
>weeb harder

Japanese, duh, faggot. Is this your first playthrough? You'll know what's up if it isn't

>>5340420
hi ~_^

>>5340422
>just a hunch bb
You fucker. Now I'm going to spend hours wondering what my "tell" is. lol

>>5340422
>that's a toooooooon of fat
Well, yeah, fat has a lot of calories in it.

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I'm terrified of all human interaction now

>>5340436

Trynna figure out what to eat tonight

>>5340432
Your math is off. I'm sure there are billions of more protons, faggot

>>5340451
boypussy

>>5340432
Usually acid is how I get my H+ ions

>>5340438
Probably your tendency to post your dick every other thread for us faggots.

>>5340438
>on lgbt
>wonders what his tell is
>clearly a faggot

>>5340449
and why is that

>>5340451
pizza always works

>>5340453
>>5340460
Lol chem nerds

>>5340462
>>5340468
Lol And I thought it was my love of musical theater.

>>5340451
Pussy?

Amirite guys? YEAH

>>5340455

That's dessert

>>5340463

Tru

>>5340449
I would lick my hand and run it down your face.

>tfw rugbytop and senpai will eventually become bfs

:3c

>>5340473
Well you just increased your Kinsey scale in an instant

What's your favorite musical?

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>>5340450
>tfw rugby is nice to you

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>>5340480
>rugby
>top

>>5340473
>my love of musical theater.

fem confirmed.

>>5340483
Jesus Christ Superstar

>>5340471
because these people will to treat to me like a fucking bitch even if I try to act like bettering myself

I hate those people

>>5340493
OhShit! And you know how those muslims are. Once you start bottoming they force you to you transition. I guess this means he's gonna be hanging out in /mtfg/ even more now.

>>5340445
my point was that fat:protein is too imba to call it a food you "eat for the protein"

>>5340494
>Jesus Christ Superstar
wait, does that count towards fag-status? i had a hard on for that since waaaaaaaaay before coming out

>>5340491
Actually, fagalam theater has sexualities and gender expression all over the place.

>am gay
>mascgen
>in theater

But then again I'm a techie/designer not an actor

>>5340494
Well, there were plenty of gay ass ones you could have picked. I hereby drop your Kinsey score

>>5340509
What would you eat or protein other than meat????

>>5340305

Wow, nice butt.

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>>5340493
>tfw yuro literal fag
>tfw i know fags that are unironically glad mudslimes are invading us, wanting to get a syrian bf

even yuro homos are cvcks.

>>35140773
>>35140988

Oh my god.

I'm in love.

>>5340521
16 scoops of whey.

>>5340509
>wait, does that count towards fag-status?
>>5340518
>gay ass ones

Which ones are the gay ass ones?
Cats and Rent? lol

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>>5340502
those people or all people?

are you conflating your negative experience to all potential future experiences? that sounds like a bad idea.

>>5340521
Milk, cheese products, beans.

>>5340532

From this thread:

>>>/fit/35140773

Why are mods so quick to get rid of rugby and other perma banned posters but not quick to get rid of consistant cancerous posters?

>>5340521
my preferences:

greek yogurt
whey protein (sparingly)
low fat or non-fat milk

lmao. wtf @ all of rugby's posts.
Is he deleting them just to have drama or are the jannies really doing this?

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christmas present ideas?

I'd like to give the bf something else than just socks and chocolate

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>>5340544
TJs
It's a conspiration

>>5340544
>>5340548
Some people have no manners.

>>5340547
Drink chocolate milk. It's amazing for bulking cheaply.

>>5340548
I think the mods are doing it. They do it to a few other posters also. Well the other guy posted child porn though lol.

>>5340535
Mamma Mia is probably the most homo one.

>tfw i've actually watched it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unfzfe8f9NI

>>5340549
A really nice chair, if they do things on the computer a lot.

>>5340535
Yes.
My fair lady
West side Story
Wicked

I'm not huge on Musicals but crewing for Chicago was amazing.

You're a good man, Charlie Brown
Thoroughly Modern Millie

Were good too

>>5340541
Milk: 3.4g/100
Cheese: 25g/100
Beans: 20g/100
Greek Yogurt: 10g/100

So like only beans and cheese which have less calories in them than nuts... The other 2 are worse for protein.

>>5340535

This
>>5340555

But also les miserables

>>5340228
This thread hasn't been that fun

>>5340561
You have to take the calories into consideration as well.

100 grams of greek yoghurt don't have the same calories with 100 grams of cheese.

100 gr of cheddar = 25g protein 400 calories
500 gr of greek yoghurt = 50g protein 400 calories.

>>5340561
>>5340541
Animal protein is the best for building muscle, especially beef.

I'm tempted to get a beef isolate powder because it may be cheaper than buying actual beef but I haven't done the math yet. Plus I'm always open to trying new things if it will help with the gainz.

>>5340574
Why is low calorie density good?

>>5340582
More bang for your buck I'd say

>>5340555
Mamma Mia confuses so hard

half of brain wants to sing along like an unapologetic fag
the other half just goes "way too gay"

>>5340560
Chicago is fucking goat
west side story is too gay

>>5340561
those cashews you posted are 18g/100GRAMS, not 18g/100CALORIES. the same story for most all nuts. you listed a food that's 18g(protein)/100grams(total)

they aren't remotely as protein-dense as any of the other foods we listed

>>5340535
aida, elton john's baby
mamma mia, abba obv
rent, gAyIDS

>>5340582
Depends on what you're doing.

If you're cutting and still want to hit your protein goals to preserve muscle, you want low caloric density with high protein.

Also, greek yoghurt is dirty cheap.
1kg tubs of greek yoghurt for 3 euros lasts 2 days for me.

>>5340549
you could do something like this...
http://40.media.tumblr.com/89d1e67324708b029721da1aed16032d/tumblr_nw1w3oj6gl1ud3ma5o1_500.jpg

but it would take a bit of commitment from both of you.

>>5340592
>Cashews are based bulk food
Literally what I said.

>>5340586
>half of brain wants to sing along like an unapologetic fag
>the other half just goes "way too gay"

My flamer comes out from my masc closet when Abba is on.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XEjLoHdbVeE


>>5340597
Didn't see what was your initial question, sorry.

>>5340568
I liked Les Miserables. Fight me.

>>5340560
>crewing
Nice. I've been wanting to get back into drama since hs, but never had the time.

>>5340561
>measuring by weight and not callories
Stahp

>>5340581
Def. But he was asking for not meat protein sources.

>>5340540
I'm very tense around most people

my skin tightens and my mind frightens
>>5340557
thanks for the input. now that you mention it I probably will give him something relating to his hobbies
>>5340596
fake, the cock on the right isn't pierced

>>5340607
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-crgQGdpZR0
i love jackie chan's on me

>>5340618
Beef isolate is basically a vegetable to be honest family member

>>5340586
>west side story is too gay

My dad loves west side story. lol

>>5340618
we all like Les Miserables. just don't sing it in public

>>5340607
>>5340621
malcolm in the middle made me an unwitting abba fan

If I take six hits of acid and look in a mirror with music playing saying that I am god over and over and over again will I eventually believe it?

>>5340635
worked for kanye

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>>5340635
It doesn't hurt to try I guess

So, I got a boyfriend recently. First bf ever, and he seems to really like to make me jealous. Does anybody has some experience with that? Why does he do it? He knows it bothers me.

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>tfw not even one remotely attractive camwhore on chaturbate to jerk off to

>>5340635
Sounds like a great way to summon a demon or open a portal to another dimension 2bh

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>>5340640
Some people think it's cute when their bfs get jealous and it makes them feel like you care for them.

My ex would actually get mad at me because I'm 0% jealous.

And I was like, well, sorry for trusting you.

>>5340625
True. Certainly not meat anymore.

>>5340629
>just don't sing it in public
lol

>>5340640
He probably thinks you're cute when you're jealous.

>>5340640
that actually sounds really shitty and disrespectful if he's going out of his way to make you that uncomfortable
a little bit of teasing is fun but that seems like a bit much

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>>5340645
man when you put it like that it actually sounds worth doing

>>5340645
I have been attacked by demons before and I am finding ways to summon them again.

>>5340640
He sounds like a selfish manwhore looking for constant validation and ego-boosting, not giving a shit about how his behaviour affects you.

>>5340635
I hope you have a friend you trust to nurse you back to health when your consciousness nosedives into an existential blackhole

>>5340654
>>5340650
Take acid or DMT then go into one of those sensory deprivation chambers. You'll probably break your mind (and possibly drown). When I take acid on my own I fall into bad trips so easily if I have no stimulation.

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>>5340654
why would you do that lol

>>5340658
i knew a guy that took one particularly shitty batch of acid and spent a year in a halfway home afterwards

guy still moves around like he's been lobotomized

>>5340642
>take the bait and click over
>see tons of ppl totally out of my league
>"a-at least i-i not a cam whore"

oh well anyway,
take a look that this guy's dildo:

chaturbateDOTcom
tatgoddess

fucking hell, it's huge.

>>5340664
>>5340664
Because I hate humanity and I want to live in my own psychosis away from everyone and everything.
If I continue to build this world up in my head than in 5 years when I have my own house I am going to be one hundred percent in solitude with only my demons.

>>5340658
I don't want friends.

>>5340662
That might actually be a pretty good idea except I wouldn't want to be in public. I think I am going to make my own shrine my own comfort room that is completely just my own shrine for my beliefs and spells.

>>5340646
>>5340647
That sounds plausible. But I'm afraid I won't be able to tell if he cheats on me for real...

>>5340649
>>5340657
He is manipulative. So this is accurate to.
What should I do?

>>5340668
Yeah, he's fuckable i guess, in a white trash kinda way.

Check out these 2:
>/blueeyedbeauu/
>/i_like_brunettes/

>>5340676
why are you dating this person? it sounds like you're hip to his bullshit, so why are you subjecting yourself to it?

>>5340672
you sound mentally unstable and should take psychedelics under no circumstance

>>5340676
>What should I do?

If it's a serious relationship and you have feelings for him, talk to him about how his behaviour makes you uncomfortable and ask him to stop and see what that gets you.

If not, you're probably better off dumping him, since some would argue selfish people rarely change their ways and he'll probably continue making you feel shitty and insecure.

>>5340672
Buy soundproofing foam and create your own non-aquatic sensory deprivation chamber. I actually quite want to try this idea but I really do fear that I'll permanently fuck myself up or something.

First time I properly did acid on my own, I was an idiot and turned the lights off then got into bed. I ended up dying and entering this universe because it splits off into a new universe where you're alive, the old one you die.

These beings also showed me how life is just an endless cycle that we're all trapped in, constantly repeating the same life over and over. When you get to the end of your life, they show you the truth. You try to leave something that can anchor you in the cycle or to contact your next self but it never works.

The thing is, I think there is a way to break the cycle. I saw that everyone has a goal in life that they must achieve, if you fail along the way (as in die) before achieving that goal, then you start all over again. If you finally reach that goal, the cycle stops. No idea what happens when you reach the goal because I haven't yet.

My theory is that it is true happiness. I don't want to go all full new-age hippy but you need to have pure actual happiness and I think the only actual happiness in life is true love, finding that other soul that you properly connect with.

This is probably the gayest thing I've ever written.

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would you date a schizophrenic?

>>5340687
no

>>5340678
I like having someone to care about. He is also a great dom... and we haven't even fucked yet.

>>5340682
I've talked to him about it. But I also think it's wrong to change people. Since, well, he'd just be restraining himself. I'm just hoping he slowly stops doing it. And if he crosses the line I'll just break up with him.

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>>5340676
>manipulative
well that sounds like a red flag if i've ever seen one

>>5340672
i feel like even at its absolute dregs humanity is probably better than psychosis because you still have a concrete reality to deal with

>>5340686
>The thing is, I think there is a way to break the cycle. I saw that everyone has a goal in life that they must achieve, if you fail along the way (as in die) before achieving that goal, then you start all over again. If you finally reach that goal, the cycle stops. No idea what happens when you reach the goal because I haven't yet.
sounds like you inadvertently described True Will

>>5340686
>No idea what happens when you reach the goal because I haven't yet.
N I R V A N A
>This is probably the gayest thing I've ever written.
Nothing gay about transcendence my man, happy journeys.

>>5340690
this sounds really sad
but i'm guessing you're a masochist

>>5340687
no

>>5340688
fucking stab you bitch

respect me

>>5340690
>I'm just hoping he slowly stops doing it.
>dom
>manipulative

Well, seems like you're deluding yourself since you have feels for him.
I still think you're wasting your time on this person, but that's your choice, so yeah.

>>5340695
go out with me

we can hang out by the palm trees

>>5340711
L A ?
A
?

>>5340699
Do you think he will cheat on me?

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>>5340686
Rugz you are definitely the best poster here.

I am not really sure if I want to be around water when I go through my self inflicted psychosis and turning myself into the god that I know that I am.

>The thing is, I think there is a way to break the cycle. I saw that everyone has a goal in life that they must achieve, if you fail along the way (as in die) before achieving that goal, then you start all over again. If you finally reach that goal, the cycle stops. No idea what happens when you reach the goal because I haven't yet.

I enjoy this mentality but my goal is too become god. I feel it in my veins.
What are your goals?

>>5340681
I took them twice. The first time I had some really negative thoughts I don't want to think about and the second one was just typical muh victim everyones after me shit that hippies get.

>>5340692
It isn't going to be complete psychosis where you get that foggy what the fuck is up. It is controlling my reality.

>>5340714
>LA
i'm so sorry

>>5340692
Fugg, reading about that right now.

Another theory of mine that is extremely tinfoil is to do with the occult orgies that the social elite do. Through the process of ritualisation and through the pleasure of dabbling in the taboo, they're trying to reach the maximum height of pleasure and therefore some state of higher being.

The best sex I've ever had in my life was when my bf and I ironically had sort of ritualistic sex, we just liked trying out edgy/weird stuff. It felt like a whole next level of pleasure and I think it's due to the process of the ritual that gets you into a certain mental state.

Basically the social elite partake in occult rituals with taboos (pedophilia, human sacrifice etc.) to achieve a level of consciousness while still alive, to try to reach 'nirvana' because they too know about the endless cycle of life and want to break the cycle to achieve immortality or something.

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>>5340714
no, 3rd world

>>5340687
How are they reacting to their meds?

>>5340698
Not well I take it.

>>5340723
UZBEKISTAN

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>>5340723

>>5340721
k

>>5340719
Can't tell if someone will cheat on your over the internet kek.

But the personality traits you described make me about 99% sure this person isn't really dating material.

You're probably going to be dragged into a messed up and most likely abusive relationship.

But that could be your thing if you're a maso, so dunno.

>>5340734
Emotionally, no. That would suck balls. I've decided I'll cut him down if he gets too stupid.
On the bed? Oh yes. I like all that nasty stuff.

>>5340730
why do you stick around? social scene? work? i get kinda grossed out for one reason or another every time i visit

>>5340720
>I had some really negative thoughts I don't want to think about
>typical muh victim everyones after me shit
why would you even consider doing it again when you've only had negative experiences? what makes you think a third time will be any different?

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>>5340724
I'm just pulling your leg man

with a condition like mine you learn how to joke about it heh :)

>>5340730
PLS BE MY BF

>>5340720
>Rugz you are definitely the best poster here.
Aw bae ty <3

>What are your goals?
To achieve the ultimate form, both mentally and physically.

"My body is a temple" therefore I want the best temple I could possibly have. I don't know how to describe what my goal body is but I have it pictured in my mind. The physical is not as important as the mental because when I reach transcendence, the physical is lost while the mental is kept.

For the ultimate mental form, I feel that it's about power. The power to influence and command others to reach the same level as me.

It's in my mind but I don't know how to put it into words, it took me months before I was able to work out how to describe my acid trip. I guess it's to do with the true happiness to break the cycle that I talked about earlier.

I agree with you about becoming a god. I actually had an epiphany about heaven and hell on a physical level, but then on a spiritual level there is the true heaven where we transcend and join with other dimensional beings and all that stuff. I'll post my theory on physical heaven & hell in the next post.

>>5340746
you just have to make lemonade with the cards you're dealt, or whatever the mixed metaphor is

>>5340750
what's my incentive

>>5340751
>>5340720

The idea of heaven and hell is real, but it is a personal heaven or hell, based off your own psyche.

We release DMT (a psychedelic) when we die. Our brain does it to 'comfort' us in our dying moments. With psychedelics, your mental state affects what type of trip you're going to have. If you're depressed etc. then you'll have a bad trip. If you're confident and happy, you'll have a good trip.

With the release of DMT in your brain at the moment of death, your subconscious mental state will determine whether you go to 'heaven' or 'hell'. So if you go and murder someone, for example, and you acknowledge that it was bad and show remorse, you're probably going to go to hell.

If you have the willpower to accept what you have done in life and face the punishment and fight through it, you can force yourself out of the bad trip and into a good trip, just like with LSD how a change of environment or mental state will improve your trip.

If you fully believe that you have done righteous good in the world, then you will go to 'heaven' because you have no guilt.

It's like when the Pope Urban II said if you go on the crusade, you will be granted access to heaven and all your sins will be forgiven because you view the enemy as heretical and deserving of death. So when you're slaughtering the heretics, you do not feel guilt or remorse so when you die, you go to your own personal heaven.

fuckin word limit. 1/2

>>5340765
2/2

If you accidentally kill someone and you feel shitty about it, while that isn't a malicious act so your subconscious is not in a fully bad state, you'll go to a trip similar to purgatory where after you fight through and accept what you have done, you'll go through to 'heaven'.

tldr: If you believe that you have done righteous good in your life, then you will go to your own personal heaven due to having a clean conscience and mental state which will affect the type of trip you have on the DMT your brain releases as you are dying.

This is your physical afterlife, before your spirit/soul/whatever restarts the cycle.

>>5340765
>>5340751
I feel bad that I have to get pizza and ice cream for my body fortress of cheat day gainz. Ill respond better later bby
<3

>>5340771
Better be Phish Food.

Gaygen,
Who's your husbando? I need an ideal.

>>5340785
Half Baked lyfe
Strawberry Cheesecake and Red Velvet as backup

>>5340771
>Beer and frozen pizza everyday while bulking

I like to think of my body as a temple to excess.

>>5340798
anime? comics? vidya? celebrity? real life?
i'm gonna need you to be more specific here

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>>5340751
>>5340765
>>5340768
that's an interesting outlook, the bits about improvement/transcendence/power align pretty much to the letter with all that thelema/true will stuff


>>5340799
i haven't had ben and jerry's in a long time but i always tended to get the heath bar crunch when i did

>>5340798
depends

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damned if you do, damned if you don't

what do crazy persons in your country do?

>>5340802
I got acid reflux from too much fast food watch out Nigga

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Guys I think I was raped once by girls.
I was 19 years old and walkind up the stairs with a frind of mine suddenly a small group of girls blocked my path so I couldnt walk further. So waited for them to walk away but suddenly they begun pushin each other and suddenly the were pushin each other into me and I tryed avoiding them but then one girl hold me tight and on other girl touched my back and my butt then the laughed and touched my arms. I was confused so was my friend watching everything from upstairs. Then they walked away trying to drag me with them...
I just walked way and kinda laucheg because I didnt know what to do in that sitaution. Im almost 21 now and that event doesnt let go of me..
;_; Was it rape? But srsly that shit happend Im not even exaggerating

>>5340813
holy shit my english sucked sorry Im tired (its 5 am here)

>>5340808
i have to stay away from fast food and the like because i have chronic esophagitis

sucks, i can't even eat like crap if i wanted to

>>5340813
show us on the doll where they touched you

>>5340807
in america there are lots of options, such as
homelessness, mass murder, death by cop

>>5340808
Yeah. Heartburn every once in a while. Tums is magic though.

>>5340813
It's not rape unless non-consensual sex happens.

It might have been assault or sexual assault though.

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>>5340798
This qt 3.14.

Celebrity husbando is Troy Baker.
I've given up on animu/vidya husbandos, there's too many literally perfect qts.

>>5340806
I'm reading about all this Thelema stuff and it's actually incredibly interesting and seems very close to what I believe/saw.

Currently reading about Magick on wikipedia.
>Crowley saw Magick as the essential method for a person to reach true understanding of the self and to act according to one's true will

I think my 'Magick' was the LSD I took that then showed me all of this. I guess drugs could be magickal with the way that a tab with a miniscule amount of substance can cause such a huge effect on something that is so much bigger than it. (160 micograms of LSD had an effect on something that is 625,000,000 times bigger than it aka me)

>>5340832
Did you ever read our drunk convo?

>>5340802
>>5340806
Let's try real life. I have bolin for other purposes.

>>5340837
Don't really want to 2bh, and I've been keeping busy.
I just remember that you killed yourself.
RIP in peace, WA.

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>>5340843
still would say it depends. across different age ranges/race/whatever there's a specific "look" that appeals to me and what i go for tends to differ on that.

but just as some example: Karl Ove Knausgård

>>5340859
I need new shoes. I'll play with you if you buy them for me.

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>>5340872
I'll buy you a nice pair of Mary Janes, they'll go well with the dress I'm buying you for Christmas.

>>5340861
Good point. I scrape that question and ask another.
Is there anyone in the public sphere you look up to, gaygen? Preferably also gay, but not necessarily.

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>>5340843

>>5340893
Dan Savage is okay.

>>5340875
No deal.

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>>5340930
>Dan "abortion should be mandatory for 30 years" Savage is okay

he's literally a nazi that gives romance advice.

>>5340934
Shut up, sissy. You'll wear the pretty dress, you'll sit on my lap, let me read you stories, and you'll love it.

>>5340972
Nah.

>>5340962
>Dan "don't date a bisexual because they'll cheat on you, but gays are always faithful and never do that shit ever" Savage.

Yeah. He's kind of a turd stain on the underpants of the LGBT community

>>5340962
>taking shit out of context

She literally asked them what DANGEROUS idea would probably benefit the world.

You don't believe the world is overpopulated, with it's population growing alarmingly fast?

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>>5340978
Honey, if you don't start acting more feminine, the other girls in your class will make fun of you.

>>5340987
I don't care mum.

>>5340985
>>don't date a bisexual because they'll cheat on you
>implying it's not truth

Biscum must only be used as fucktoys and then discarded.

>>5340985

But that's true lol

fuck off biscum

>>5340994
I am bisexual and dated a gay guy who cheated on me, so eat shit desu.

>>5340986
>overpopulated
No. The world is not over populated.

Utilizing modern teleology, namely vertical farming and nuclear power, the planet could support 100 billion no problems.

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>>5340998
/lgBt/

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>>5341000
Too bad dick rickets has no cure.

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>>5340999
>biscum fukbois expect us to feel/care for them
>ever

fuck & discard.

>>5341000
Nuclear power resources aren't renewable, so it's still a matter of time and not even taking into account the contamination potential from the handling of the resources.

>>5341009

Yeah there's a reason there are different letters so why don't you make like a b and BUZZ OFF

HAHAHA #REKT

>>5341013

Absolutely savage.

>>5341009
But isn't /biscumgen/.

>>5341013
I'm sure that pic will get old eventually. But I did lol'd.

>>5341015
Only has to last long enough for renewable energy sources to catch up.

>contamination potential from the handling of the resources.
You're kidding right?

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>tfw no bf
>tfw tummy ache

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>>5341015
>"Wahhhhhh bisexuals are cheaters"
>"fuck & discard"
This is your brain on faggotry. No wonder you fools get beat up in high school.

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>>5341028
I have IBS. Tummy aches are common. Especially when I get really nervous or when it's the morning.

>>5341028
Dammit booger. Why couldn't you show up earlier? I've got work in the morning and need to crash.

How am I supposed to pester you for nudes if I'm asleep?

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>>5341028
>Boog getting pregnant out of wedlock
Not surprised.

>>5341035
i'm sorry. i was at work. ;~;
and then i had a thing i needed to do.
maybe this is better because i'm ugly and my nudes would only scare you off. ;~;

>>5341033
that sucks anon. ;~; i am sorry.

>>5341027
>Only has to last long enough for renewable energy sources to catch up.

So why not invest in renewable resources in the 1st place?
Having a renewable resources MSc is goat rn desu.

>You're kidding right?
>there's no potential environmental impact from used fuel
>you have to spend extreme amounts of money just to build "coffins" to bury the waste for tens of thousands of years

Not even talking about potential hazardous accidents like Japan.

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>>5341042
It's k. I've been eating a healthier diet so it doesn't happen too often.

>>5341042
You should post them now. So I've got something to pleasant dream about. ;)

>>5341031
back to /bigen/ to talk about vaginas, fukboi.

>tfw biscum
>tfw use men to sleep with an pretend to be gay just for the lolz and isnce its cool with my left wing group to do progressive things
>cheat on them with a women quickest chance I can get
>blame them because mono relationships are a blast in the past and lie about them behind their back saying horrible things to make myself seem like the victim

>>5341033
So would you shit over your bf if they fucked you?

>>5341045
same. i just had a salad and a couple granola bars and leftover pasta. ;~;
eating healthy feels nice.

>>5341050
;~; you're niceposting isn't going to work on me, sir.

>>5341054
granolas are literally hitler, unless you've made them yourself.

>>5341043
>So why not invest in renewable resources in the 1st place?

Cause I need to support 100 billion people right now.


>you have to spend extreme amounts of money just to build "coffins" to bury the waste for tens of thousands of years

Honestly? It's pretty safe to dump in any major body of water, as long as it isn't in particulate form.

>>5341056
nah i eat the hard ones from nature valley. dat fiber m8.

>>5340662
>Tfw all my dealers are in jail or quit
Come to LA
Help me score hallucinogens

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>>5341054
>leftover pasta

Leftovers make up most of my meals. Forget fast food. I got tired of it.

>>5341053
I'd probably flush myself about five times and not eat chicken stock with a squeezable fruit snack before the big night.

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>>5341054
>you're niceposting isn't going to work on me, sir.
Okay. Good night then. ;___;

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>>5341072
Flush yourself out until this happens.

>>5341056
>granolas are literally hitler
rude t b h

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>>5341053
This is my 3rd biggest gay fear.
>>5341072
That's so much prep work. Is there not a buttsex science magic kit yet?

>>5341076
good night <3
maybe if you take me out on a date i'll show you everything.

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Some fag at my work called me a cutie today

>>5341090
awww i love when that happens
i just want to hug them and tell them they're cute too...

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>>5341099
I never had a gay guy call me cute before in real life. I guess I look pretty straight or that I live in the dirty south.

>>5341099
Lul he's my supervisor's friend, I can't act like too much of a fag.

>>5341099
>tfw straight
>addicted to flirting
>tfw I flirt with obvious gays just to make their day

>>5341085
>This is my 3rd biggest gay fear.

what's the 1st and 2nd?

>>5341112
Okaaay. Then what happened?

That feel when only grills flirt with you

life is hell

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>>5341121
>>tfw straight
>>tfw i take dicks up my ass ironically

>>5341128
>tfw have never taken a dick in my ass
>have never seen another mans dick
>still flirt with straight/gay men all the time and kiss tons of men

Still not gay because im not attracted to them.

>>5341123
I spaghetti laughed and he asked for my name, i told him and he said it was a cutie name and then i spaghetti laughed again. I'm not really used to it, usually it's drunk girls.

He asked my supervisor if i was talking about him, presumably my supervisor said no.

Wheres everyone from here? What if a fellow gaygenner was just a mile away and you had no idea

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>>5341133
>>tfw have never taken a dick in my ass

yet.

>>5341141
I actually went on a couple dates with a gg namefag

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>>5341122
The 2nd is not having enough anal sex because my husbando is having fecal follies. The 1st is really really gay and involves feelings so no.

>>5341137
That's nice. That's nice.

>>5341141
I would but I don't want to be a desperate anon even though I probably am but I'm in self denial.

>>5341137
He wants your bussy.

>>5341133

haha bro that's hilarious

you're a real madman bro

you should suck my cock would be so crazy bro haha it'd make my day lol

>>5341141

v a n c o u v e r

>>5341145
cuuuute who was it

>>5341142
I kind of want to try tbqh since even just thinking about a cock inside of me really turns me on. I am not gay though but I think I could fall in love with a dom as long as they let me pretend to be the dom outside of the bed.

I would try it now but I dont want aids. I know this guy thats alwyas wanted to fug me since I was seventeen whos 6ft 5 300 pounds. Kind of want to try it.

>>5341141
I don't think there are even gg'ers in the states that border mine, let alone my state, Montana

>>5341141
Santa Monica, CA

>>5341151
That's degeneracy

>>5341121
>tfw still going to hug you

>>5341112
>tfw obvious gay
>tfw managers try to hook me up with their gay friends...
i envy your closet niq

>>5341110
prolly just the south. or you look threatening and look like you might beat up any gay guy who flirted with you...

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>>5341157
>thinking about a cock inside of me really turns me on.
>I could fall in love with a dom

>I am not gay though

>>5341169
my closet is disturbingly sturdy. I have had sex with girls just to defend it.

>>5341169
I have an addiction to flirting...all of my friends know me as the flirty guy that flirts with everyone...I compliment everyone in real life especially the ones that looks like they need a compliment...I just really like making people feel special...

>>5341173
do gays have a fetish for turning straights gay or something?

>>5341157
Christ you just need to swallow some cock. It'll help you realize you are gay.

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>>5341185
I just dont want aids...

>>5341179
>do gays have a fetish for turning straights gay or something?

only delusional queens.

But dude, you're daydreaming about cocks pounding your ass.
I'd say that's arguably not-straight.

>>5341189
Swallow clean respectable cock then.

>>5341196
No I am daydreaming of a cute smaller boy that really likes me and talks about how cool I am all the time. I almost had one before. He talked for hours about how cool I was and touched my bicep and winked at me but I am straight...
I want a cute small bf but I am straight I might not even lke it I just want to try it.

>>5341202
No such thing.

I'm confused. Why the fuck are people splintering off gaygen? Is there really a need for a masculine edition? Fem or masc, it doesn't matter, we're all still fags.

That said.. post what y'all listening to.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-laLS9YLoI

>>5341215
Wait what? I only saw one gaygen. When did this happen?

>>5341215
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99fRdfVIOr4

>>5341221
Somebody bumped the masc4masc ironic segregation edition

>>5341215
trannies and biscum should leave desu.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HzGHgQBPyV0

>>5340686
>Buy soundproofing foam
>create your own non-aquatic sensory deprivation chamber.
are you ever going to stop being a retard rugby
consistently retarded every day

>>5341227

Are you still upset that he keked you

>>5341229
im upset that he is this factually incorrect and its taken 100+ posts for anyone to point it out

>>5341215
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXwieM5XqNo

I can't wait until I can start smoking weed again so I can live in my own world again. I haven't smoked in over 6 years because of how introverted and almost crazy I get. But its the real me when high and I can't wait to create ritual rooms.

>>5341229
Wait.. can you get keked as a homo now?

>>5341243
yeah definitely.
someone fucks your bottom you getting keked, son.

>>5341250
But, I am a bottom. Does that mean I can kek my bf then?

>>5341261
yusss

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>>5341243
>>5341250

>>5341261
no because being c u c k e d isn't actually a thing, its a genre of fetish porn turned into a meme by 4chan by bitter nerds. if you cheat on your bf with another person you are just a bad person irl.

>>5341272
but what if the bf watches him getting fucked and gets off from it?

Be the only one in the room
-Sit infront of the mirror
-make sure to have a lighter with ya
-turn off the lights and make sure its pitch black in the room
-sit back and stare at the mirror silently
-after approx 15 mins light the lighter
-tell us if anything happened

Let's play a game gays
>>5341272
This

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>>5341272
I like how you make me feel less pedantic by comparison. Thanks.

>>5341278
then that would be literally c u c k i n g
anything else is memes

Ugh I need to find more things I enjoy. I'm rapidly running out and it's making life very boring.

Made an interesting discovery about my secret husbando today

he shaves his armpits. I dont know a single straight man that shaves his armpits

i'm in

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>>5341319
Nerd it up, son. Imagination land with friends. Gay sex scene roleplaying is encouraged, but optional.

>>5341325
Those days are long gone. I have few friends now, and I'd rather never look at my imagination.

>>5341323
>I dont know a single straight man that shaves his armpits

Mudslimes shave their armpits, it's in the Quran.

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>>5341325
>tfw never have one of my players fuck a shota fae elf slut
>tfw never play out my magical realm

>>5341329
learn something new everyday

>>5341323
I mean that's kinda hygiene anyway

I don't do it obsessively but it makes sense, think about how much sweat and stank gets stuck in that hair.

>>5341319
>tfw dont enjoy anything anymore besides messing with peoples heads on imageboards and contemplating starting my own religion

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>>5341344
so I dont have a chance?

>>5341330
>tfw none of my fellow players ever want to talk to my cursed demon-possessed dick
>tfw when you get told to take an rpg seriously by Fate "narrative" fags.

>>5341327
Damn dude. If you're gonna go nihilist, try opioids? I recommend kratom if it's legal in your area. Mild ethnobotanical. Also good for quitting heroine after you're done with that. Pace yourself is what I'm saying, pal.

>>5341347
the old trick is just to walk past and be like "Hey ____ gayboy says what" really fast and if he says "What?" then he's a fag and it counts as consent.

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>>5341327
Forgot this. To cheer you all up.

>>5341344
gayyyyy
>>5341347
maybe hes a swimmer??

>>5341363
;~; the struggle is real

>>5341370
nah he's got some issue that'd would keep him from doing it. Some ear/balance thing so I doubt he swims

>>5341367
>tfw human artificial selection will never be a thing

>>5341370
>gayyyyy

Dude WHAT

i'm not a fag bro the fuck is wrong with you

>>5341346
I don't even enjoy whacky shenanigans anymore.

>>5341363
I'll pass on the drugs, wouldn't even know where to get them. Don't know if I'm a nihilist or not, not really bothered about finding a pigeon hole.

Just kinda feels like I'm a robot going through the motions.

Doesn't feel like depression, just an unwillingness to do things I don't take pleasure in - which inconveniently seems to be a lot of things right now.

are you faggot NEETs still on here circlejerking?

i left for my job at around 1pm pst and i just got back and u lazy fucks are still here. find hobbies, some friends and take a fucking shower.

>>5341373
idk go for it
>>5341376
ur smooth hairless fag armpits says otherwise

>>5341384
I know these feels. I am just trying to stay safe. I dont have any hobbies anymore besides lifting and shitposting. I work full time but 40 hours isnt a lot of work really. I like working 60 hours a week but my job doesnt offer that. I work now and I just create my tulpa. I really hate reality right now and what I get myself into so I am escaping everything.

>>5341388
lol wut. i live in america faggot. it's bed time, motherfucker.

>>5341388
>tfw sucked so bad that people made threads about me in /qa/ for posting literally 24 hours straight

>>5341384
>I'll pass on the drugs,
Ahah! So you aren't full-on Billy Burroughs yet. Good. But's really not a drug. Maybe we should both try a dopamine precursor. Mucuna pruriens. Elevation. Have you checked your mood at different elevations? Some people actually enjoy Branson for that reason.

>>5341397
Murrica. Fuck yeah. What's the name of your magical realm? System? If it's Fate I absolutely will not apologize.

>>5341407
eh i play mostly dnd. right now a lot of 5e.
reading through the shadowrun books in my free time though. ;~;
doubt i'll ever score a group for it.