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I just want to have friends just like everybody else. 2015-11-30 20:51:08 Post No. 5316729
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I just want to have friends just like everybody else. 2015-11-30 20:51:08 Post No. 5316729
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2015-11-30 20:51:08
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Just found out (again) that I was in fact a homosexual and not a straight male who likes to look at big dicks and homoerotic fantasies about my friends.
I started questioning my sexuality (again) when I noticed that my big dick porn was esculating into gay porn. Now I just jerk off to gay porn and fantasies about being the submissive cock hungry slut. I really want to find a descent dick to suck, and maybe buttsecks...
But Since I'm such a filthy autistic robot that has socially isolated himself from having friends(because of social anxiety and wanting to stay in my comfort zone and not get any bad feels).
I'm 25 for christ sake, it's just fucking sad thinking about how I managed to repress the thought of me being gay for so long. I have real troubles being around my peer group as a straight man(even though people generally like me when I open up to a person they get to know me), but straight guys are different.
I find it hard to get to know people as straight, being that I'm gay I starting to get the feeling that If I come out as gay I will be alienated by everyone I meet, meaning I couldn't make straight friends because they probably don't want to hang around a "faggot" and from getting to put my penis in a girl or even getting to friend a girl(I never even had a girl who's a friend, or a girlfriend). I'm scared of openly gay guys because I've never been around them, I imagine they might be very judgmental, mean and snarky.
So being a socially awkward gay robot is the lowest of the low(right)?
I'm so scared of my bff not wanting to be around me if he finds out I'm gay.
One doesn't simply meet people, I really don't want to do the sad routine of getting drunk just to get the courage to go into a gay bar and feel alienated.
How fucked am I? I don't want to waste my 20's being lonely and sad and numbing the pain with drugs and alcohol...
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p-p-please respond
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>>5316729
Maybe I'm lucky to have good friends and a likeable personality (I guess?) but if your friends truly like you and you're not obnoxious about being a faggot, it won't be a big deal after you come out.
Again, the key here is not shoving it on people's faces. You don't want people to be embarrased around you because you wear tight, pink shirts and can't shut up about your cocklust.
Also, there are subtle ways to come out. I advise you to do it with two or three friends at a time. Be extra careful if you come out to someone while having a one-on-one conversation, he might think you have a crush on him and make him uncomfortable.
Good luck anon.
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>>5316729
Get therapy
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Well if your in Texas we can wallow our sorrows in drugs an alcohol as long as you bury your dick as deep as mine
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>>5316858
My personality is very closed and introverted(when I don't know the person), I find it hard to make friends in a group, I avoid people like the plague(because I don't like stepping out of my comfort zone).
I havn't called my bff in almost a year, I should give that big dick bastard a call so the friendship don't fade away, like it did with my other friend.
I would never start acting any different after coming out of the closet, I really just want to have homosex and try to go to a gay bar(but being alone at a bar makes you look like a total sadcunt), I'm not gonna go out of the closet, I'm just gonna try to find somebody to have sex with, the gossip spreads around sooner or later.
>You don't want people to be embarrased around you because you wear tight, pink shirts and can't shut up about your cocklust.
I would never act like that, that's a normie tier homosexual shit.
Also, how do I make gay friends? How does gay friendship even work? Do you fuck them? Do you go out and pick up dicks? Aren't most feminine gays really judgmental, snarky and passive aggressive?
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>>5316884
I've already got a lgbt therapy appointment, I also have an appointment for a normal therapist, I'm also seeing a psychatrist(because I was depressed once and now I'm just stuck on shitty ssri's), the meds are probably had a part in repressing my sexuality, those drugs are the devil, they make you have no feelings whatsoever.
Sometimes I feel like I don't even know myself because if almost always been alone by myself and too afraid to socialize.
At least i'm hitting the gym again, I plan on getting swole and cut.
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