/mtfg/ - Good Hello Edition

>tfw no anyone

2nd for Cartman is my husbando.

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>>5283861
Tfw no circe to cuddle with

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Reminder to be the best Pokemon you can be.

nth for MMOs fill the emptiness of my heart

>>5283865
In that case, I claim swg as my bitch.

I want to go ballroom dancing with Angie

nth for lilly is a jerk

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>>5283879
I like this meme

>>5283880
arsch verbrannt ?
hey not my fault that you aren't good enough to find a job

>>5283851
Maybe, if it does I'll just have to book the next flight to Belgium for some facial bone grinding.

But while I don't like how I look, one thing that makes me think I am passing is that I doubt people have suddenly just got nice to trannies and think about gendering them correctly when confronted by one. If I got misgendered before even when presenting as a girl and flat out asked if I was male or female, then I'm more likely to believe that it's my appearance that's changed to pass rather than society in accommodating an ugly hon.

>>5283880
She is nth times more sensible then you

>>5283856
Qt black kitty <3

Kayla being a professional victim.

>>5283885
Wow you are just a heartless little brat, hiring is slow this time of the year, my abilities are not in question.

Why is lalalilly a meme poster?
She hasn't really posted here in months since I started posting but everyone gets really mad when she does and I don't get it?

Are all of you just jealous that she had surgery and has a great life?

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OP should have been best cat.

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Hi, how is everybody?

>>5283869
IM A LARVESTA BECAuse im only competent when considered amongst 5 year old children and im not evolved into a cool fire moth yet

>>5283900
Trip on Kayla

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>tfw you've created the perfect comfort zone
>tfw very rarely have to use my voice, go outside or look at myself in the mirror
>tfw just stare into my monitor and wear a lot of clothes so I don't pay attention to my body
>tfw new antidepressants help a bit but give me a lot more anxiety

Feels okay tbhon.

mfw 4chan full of shallow mtfs that judge others for their bodies... you know first hand you don't get to choose your body and some issues take a lot of effort to correct...just because our culture is shallow, do we need to sink to their level? Nothing wrong with working on your appearance, but if you want people to cut you slack for "actually being a guy", shouldn't you set the example by accepting your hon friends and people who are having trouble with their transitions for whatever reason?

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>>5283732

To get live feedback from friends while I pixel, to try and improve
Also to learn to draw while being watched, it really messes with me

also probs just have dinner at my little sister's place, her and my mom live near by and they're demanding we attended, like always.
Hopefully be able to just spend time together aside, tho

.. also posting the webm I forgot to attach with my first hello

>>5283894
>>5283885

Oh my god, no, look
Both of you shut up
The arguing is stupid and pointless.
When you act like that on public thread- EVERYONE CAN SEE
Do you know what we think of you
That you're both being brats
So just talk like regular people
You doofs.

>>5283903

A lot more fed up than I thought I was, apparently.

>>5283894
hey if your arguments hinge on "i can't find a job" your abilities are very much in question

>>5283869
>tfw pupitar

>>5283900
It's not that bad. Especially with the angle to hide the adams apple.

My guess is she passes until she opens her mouth.

>>5283903
Doing really well ^-^ first day off in about a week.
How about you?

>>5283914
No, if they can't afford surgery then they are lazy and ugly because they don't put the effort in.

>>5283894
Socal has one of the best economies, idiot

>>5283906
I'm a Magikarp because wherever I go I make a splash. Heh.

>>5283917
>Hiring is slow going into Christmas

Top fucking kek

>>5283917
I-I'm having trouble finding a job as well., there really isn't a lot of work demand at this time here, too many people, not enough jobs.

wassup grrls
nine AM posten
who /420/

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>you will never pass

>>5283923
OK. Just remember, what goes around comes around. There's always someone richer, better looking, wiser, and more powerful.

>hanging out in dungeon in DOMO
>someone just hands me a bunch of MP recovery items because i'm full caster
gril pribelige

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>>5283921

>>5283899
i honestly dont know, i think she's pretty cool
though the pics she posts from that movie about the blue haired lesbo are kinda gross

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>>5283914
>mfw you have no face
But yeah anon I really agree. Like, I really understand why posters here don't want this to be another reddit/tumblr hug box, and that is fine. I've been on 4chan since 2005 and I love this place. It still should be a place for advice and support though. Unfortunately it's mainly bad tripfags shitposting and circlejerking and people calling each other hons.

>>5283931
Thank you for telling it like it is, this is exactly the problem I am having.

>>5283921
fuck off

>>5283924
I know it does but its also full of people and not enough open positions

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>>5283799
b-but I don't shoplift D: I'm a sinless girl (except for all the sinning I've done cause I'm an impure slut)

and yea it's just a blank box with no saying of what's on it.

>>5283806
yea but tbhon that doesn't bug me, otherwise I'd also be upset about the other thousands of rich people who could buy me whatever also
pick your battles young one :^)

>>5283824
literally it would
I could deal with the other problems in my life but I wouldn't want to kill myself every time I take a shower or see someone is pregnant on my news feed (and yes someone women are born without uteri or are sterile I know blah blah)

>>5283869
someone posted this picture on the first day I came here and I was still questioning if I was trans. for some reason it gave me the best butterflies (kek) and it's been part of my desktop background ever since

>>5283936
It's been like 6 years since I've played that game o.o I'm surprised it's still online

Please check your passing privilege everyone

I hate you all please kill yourselves

>>5283936
DOMO? never heard of that mmo, what's it stand for I keep getting domokun search results..lol

>>5283948
I don't pass though.

>>5283945
i think a new group bought it and put it back up
>>5283949
Dream of Mirror Online

When you call tech support, do they call you sir or ma'am?

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>>5283952
You will eventually.

>>5283920
I am sick today, and feeling pretty out of it, but other than that I'm not bad.

>>5283948
ckecked, sorry
>>5283955
mam

>>5283944
It was probably me who posted it because its one of my favorites too. We will all be Butterfree.

>>5283944
Oh my god I want that background image plz

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>>5283948

>>5283955
>needing tech support
You're in the wrong place we're all mtf here.

>>5283943
Lilly doesn't understand what is like to not have things handed to her on a silver platter. I'd disregard anything and everything she says.

>>5283969
Quit replying to yourself Kayla

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>>5283963
thank you so much for posting it <3
I have a new-found love for Butterfree ever since

>>5283964
here you go
I have the black bar at the bottom cause my taskbar at the bottom is transparent and I'm too lazy to fix it

>>5283969
who could this "mysterious" anon be

>>5283977
cool, looks like it needs a bit of trimming though so I will do that

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>>5283948
>passing privilege solves all of your problems
>tfw I used to believe this

In the spirit of actually providing support that might be useful to someone in their transition...spiro is god awful. It's like your transition doesnt' really even start until you get an orchie or at least get on a better antiandrogen (cypro, flutamide, bicalutamide).

Also, birth control pills (ethinyl estradiol + progestin) have way stronger feminizing effects than estradiol valerate by itself, at the cost of bigger strain on your liver and risk of thromboembolism, but for those who have a lot of masculinization to undo like myself, it's def worth considering. They're also way cheaper and more available.

>>5283954
I can't imagine why desu. The class swap and market setup system were cool tho.
>>5283961
Aww, I hope you feel better! Drinks lots of water and sleep.

>>5283968
I had a good laugh.

(The technologically competent still need it sometimes though)

>>5283962
Post vocaroo.

>>5283976
Not Kayla

>>5283980
Not who you think.

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>>5283983
Fuck off

>>5283985
Well all I have been on is spiro so thanks for giving me a panic attack.

>>5283983
What problems did it not solve?

>>5283987
it's a lot of fun either way

>>5283985
i dont know whether to call this bro science or girl science but either way it's stupid

>>5283881
women are just as friendly to me in the bathroom as anywhere else

>>5283899
I honestly think it's mostly just some jelly posters and then she shitposts more in response and it creates a feed-back loop attracting negative attention

>>5283916
hope it helps! I can't do like anything even more than usual when people are watching

hope you have fun and get enough alone-together time! we're going over to my partner's family tho we were also thinking of having our own private celebration like afterwords

>>5283944
>implying I didn't notice u pocketing something as we left that cheese shop
ur baaaaaad

>>5283983
Don't fuck off

>>5283985
>not being on goserelin.

It's like you want to be a man

>>5283995
Well, you just have to face up to the fact that we are on our own as a community; the community at large does not have any interest in helping you with your transition. That's why they don't own up to the fact that spiro is basically worthless. I mean, they just got around to updating standards of care to include an antiandrogen at all in the first place. Do your own research.

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>mfw realized that going to get my first 'proper' girl clothes this week and going to wear them out too.

sooo going to get my butt kicked though

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>tfw literally no changes from hrt in two years except for boobs
>tfw can't pass no matter what

>>5284008
nice crossdressing fetish faggot

>>5284007
>That's why they don't own up to the fact that spiro is basically worthless
jesus christ I am going to kill myself, I can't get any other anti androgen in the US

someone tell me spiro is working please

>>5283987
thanks

>>5284009
The whole thing about absolute "normal" hormone levels is bullshit, it's all relative to your overall hormonal/metabolic context. The only thing you need to be basing your dosages on are subjective and feminization effects. If nothing is happening, you need a better antiandrogen and/or more estrogen. Losing body mass helps a lot too.

>>5283990
Ok "not kayla"

>>5284015
alldaychemist.com

>>5284008
Yup, brace yourself

>>5283991
Y tho?

>>5283997
Passing does not:
- solve preexisting mental problems
- cure dysphoria
- prevent you from being scared of being clocked
I'm only just starting to see a girl when I look in the mirror, I transitioned more than 5 years ago.

>>5284002
I won't ;~;

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>>5284022
Do I need 200mg cypro and 6mg estrogen?

I'm manlier than i've ever been.

>>5283990
mhm sure thing

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>>5284030

>>5284031
you need to be committed
if you're seriously considering 200mg cypro you're a danger to yourself

>>5284030
I hate you for passing.

>>5284015
Not the time you've said that, not the last either.

You'll be a beautiful cis girl in the afterlife and no one will miss you down on earth.

>>5284030
nah passing "totally" solves all of those
also it gives you magic powers and a uterus

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>>5284014
who are you talking to huh?? fite me 1on1 hon

nu u but really, not like going to wear a super girly dress or skirt. just the casual stuff.
well totally got a short skirt and other stuff but uh that wasnt my idea

>>5284027
So you want me to buy hrt off of the internet again? The only reason I went to a gender clinic was because someone called ADC medicine sugar pills. Can someone fucking get their story straight here?

>>5284031
well, I just switched to ethinylestradiol and flutamide, which has made a very big improvement for me. What are you on right now? Cypro is a very big improvement over spiro, and 6mg estrogen is not a bad amount, assuming you are not just eating them. But really it depends on your own physiology... I'd try switching antiandrogen first, then if you still don't get to where you want to be, try upping estrogen dose or switch to injections or try ethinylestradiol

welp gotta go do some cat stuff,
bye bye for now mtfg,
have a nice day!

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>>5284047
Cat stuff?

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>>5284035
Only good things can come from 200mg.

Either I get any changes from hrt or I hurt myself.
>you need to be committed
I used to be but I just can't pass with this face, height and stuff.

>>5284046
100mg cypro and 6mg estrogen is what i'm on atm.

>>5284045
ADC is legit.

>>5284024
Not Kayla. I don't like her either. But I'll defend Kayla before I will Lilly

>>5284032
K

>>5284030
Passing was so anti climactic for me and I dont feel much different and just raises more questions

hip

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>>5284033
:3

>>5284031
>200mg cypro
50mg is often more than enough, more than 100mg is almost definitely overkill and dangerous.

>>5284037
But why? Channel that energy into improving yourself, bitterness solves absolutely nothing.

>tfw feminine enough naturally that it literally does not matter either way if spiro is shit
feels good
transitioning at 18 will never get old

>>5284030
So you're afraid that the day your dysphoria goes away completely will also be the day you get comfortable with a new straight boy you like, and will also be the day he finds out the truth and brutally murders you.

>>5284045
Spiro is sugar pills you idiot

>>5284058
>Channel that energy into improving yourself
Can't

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>>5284051

>>5284061
well fuck me

>>5284057
That sounds about right. People who treat it as a sort of end boss are going to be sorely disappointed when they get there and life is pretty much the same as before transition but with different pronouns.

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>>5284015
kinda have the same concerns with spiro
the sugary skittles work but something weird with spiro, or just my body.
Liiike been DIY for a year or so and at first for 5months everything was just well shrinking and dead down there and and now it's like producing stuff again.

tfw cypro too expensive and cant get levels checked.

>>5284001
I really didn't though? what would I have pickpocketed :<
but like for real I'm super against stealing so I would never steal anything from a store plus I'm way to afraid of getting caught and arrested D:

>>5284056
Ok Kayla

>>5284052
100 mg is enough cypro. I'd consider adding finasteride. If you're eating the estrogen pills, stop. You need to take them sublingually or rectally. If you switch to ethinylestradiol, you can just eat them. Another option is to try cycling a higher dose of estrogen (8mg maybe) for 3 weeks, then a week at 2mg/day + progesterone (you can use a cream, apply it to genitals, hands, face, and breasts)

Kayla is a Republican

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>all these people who pass but you can't pass ever
Kill me please.

>>5284067
mfw the NHS has me on one of the most expensive anti androgens available, get mad kayla.

>>5284067
Do you just listen to everyone i stead of seeking information yourself?

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>>5284060
No. Even if dysphoria ever went away, what scares me is the possibility of someone finding out. I don't want to lose my job. I don't want to lose friends. I don't want to be assaulted or murdered by a stranger. Just because I pass doesn't mean that the stakes aren't still high.

>>5284057
Yup, pretty much. How are you doing hip?

>>5284063
You'll be much happier if you try to.

>>5284056
lol now I know
but since you are one bitter and jelly hon let's pretend I don't so you can feel like you "accomplished" something in your life other than sitting at home shitposting and later going like "lul I sure tricked you lilly"

>>5284083
Here's your (You)

Can someone redpill me on kayla vs lalalilly?

Just seems like lilly wants to bully ol kay kay

>>5284075
we need to cut our balls off

I wish orchys were free.

>>5284061
Yeah, No.

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>>5284084
>You need to take them sublingually
I already do and I can't afford more than cypro and estrogen.

Buying hormones costs so much already and I can't afford food.
>>5284091
>try to do something impossible
literally kill yourself

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This is what everyone takes right? I assume it is because everyone always says skittles but I'm not seeing any effects and its been 3 years.

>>5284099
some trips are cunts, also dubs checked

>>5284099
that's kayla's dom/bull side coming out...

>>5284092
Really then. So who am I?

>>5284084
i really hope someone takes this advice and shoves estrogen up their ass

>>5283856
Ok...I'm gonna do it
I'm gonna call the clinic today
For real
...I mean it this time

>>5284099
kayla and lily are insane and they both bait each other endlessly whenever they interact until one leaves.

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>>5284109
isn't lily into being dominated by an another girl
just saying c:

>>5284114
good luck anon

>>5284105
how much do you weigh?

>>5284116
nah sorry I'm hyper dom

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>>5284107
I take this, six mg a day and 300mg spiro a day and 10mg progesterone a day

>>5284121
Dunno, not enough to care.

>>5284105
The sooner you stop thinking it's impossible, the sooner it will actually be possible. I refuse to believe that without considerable effort and possibly surgery that there is anyone here who can't pass.

>>5284125
spiro are mint flavored diuretic pills used to troll us into thinking we are transitioning

>>5284068
You're kidding right?
My life's immensely better than it was 4 years ago, get paid 10 times as much as before, have hundreds of friends, 20 I would regard as very close, had a few intense relationships, hanged out with millionaires and been places I would never dream of going.

I'm not even gonna say what I did last weekend ;D

>>5284125
>not even a year into hrt and taking progesterone daily

What the fuck are you doing

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>>5284123
okie so you two wont work out ever sorry

maybe she can dom blobby

>>5284111
you know, my little friend with the E

>>5284091
Holidays are busy, but going to start testing voice
Must be getting cold up there now, stay toasty!

>>5284126
OK, so the next step is meditation and/or hypnosis. You gotta get into the right state of mind. placebo effect/biofeedback is 51% of bodily changes.

>>5284130
so then what the fuck do I do? I don't have the money to order a stronger anti androgen and I don't have the money for an orchy.

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>>5284127
It's not possible though, you have no idea what I look like.

Maybe with loads of surgery but I refuse to get a life and a job as a man.
>I pass so everyone can pass

How do you know if you're really passing though.

How do you know everyone doesn't just pretend to see you as a girl so they don't hurt your feelings?

>>5284120
I'm too ascared

>>5284146
You can never know for sure what other people are thinking

>>5284138
Who?

>>5284130
>take spiro
>T is below 20
Idgi

>>5284142
arent you selling the bike

>>5284146
When a guy hits on you.

>>5284146
People hugbox a lot, even normies.

>>5284144
Last few days have been great without you faggy self shitting up the thread endlessly, remove yourself.

>>5284142
start cycling your progesterone for one thing. get down to lowest weight you can safely, stop masturbating entirely, and meditate and do yoga all the time.

>>5284152
>believing Kayla's lies

>>5284153
oh please guys hit on anything even if they werent sure which gender the person is.

>>5284149
You don't pass to everyone. The pharmacist knows what that drug is for for instance.

>>5284135
I don't know anymore, tell me again why I shouldn't be on progesterone?

>>5284146
because children and people who are angry at you generally aren't that "kind" to you
>>5284136
kek

>>5284146
Go to a bogan/redneck suburb, they wont hugbox ya.

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>>5284068
That's literally all I want. No more hating myself, happy as a girl, confidence back, and to carry on like I was going to before. I would be content as fuck with my life right now if I were a cis-girl.

>>5284157
Masturbation has nohing to do with it tbqhon

>>5284157
Okay fine, those all sound dooable. How do I cycle progesterone?

>>5284151
people have different starting chemistry, some have naturally higher or more resilent testosterone production. placebo effect or biofeedback effect is 51% of your biochemistry, and just being on estrogen has natural antiandrogenic effects. They didnt used to prescribe antiandrogens at all.

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>>5284155
I'm sorry, it's just nice to type these things out sometimes.

>>5284169
Hahaha fuck you're stupid, this is why retarded people shouldn't self med. You have no fucking idea what you're doing to yourself

>>5284168
ok, well, you're wrong.

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>>5284127
Shieeet nigga this isn't your first day here. You know very well what utter human wrecks come here. And it's not just this place. A passing glance at /r/transpassing (or how ever it's called) clearly shows just how hilarious the situation is.

>>5284169
3 weeks off, 1 week on

>>5284146
go to /soc/
find a rate thread
post your picture
see who responds to it, what they rate, and if they're questioning of your gender.
I typically get a comment like "7/10, tarp?" because i'm unpassing, but plenty of pretty and passing girls get like "8/10, 9/10 would poke" by boys.

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>>5284139
I'll definitely bundle up, it's getting pretty chilly, pic related. Good luck with your voice ^^

>>5284144
How badly do you want to pass? If you are saying things you are and aren't willing to do for it, you don't want it badly enough. Sitting at your computer and popping tittie skittles isn't doing you any favors.

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Guts is off the boat, guess I don't have to transition anymore.

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>>5284183
>tfw this is my future

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>>5284158
i don't, witnessed the entire spring of kayla tales.
just thought she had gotten a grip on reality c:
>>5284173
uh oh help me to get my psyche in check
>>5284162
what happened to that tinychat anyways
>>5284183
that tallest person looks like me, are you implying im a hon?!

>>5284184
thanks

>>5284178
im not self medding, my endo said to take it daily

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>>5284174
It's okay anon. If you're gonna vent here though, try not to get bitter at people. They just want to help. I hope you can move beyond this and actually do something though.

>>5284188
I want to pass really badly but I can't, not everyone has the stats or face to pass.

Stop hugboxing you idiot.

>>5284193
meditation and yoga

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Who else spending Thanksgiving alone here?

>>5284193
idk

>>5284200
I hate you so fucking much

>>5284209
I'm spending it with my family, which is actually much worse.

>>5284200
Anon you gotta at least try. If you're gonna off yourself anyway, why not give this one last shot before you do?

I'm having so much anxiety right now, I'm still closeted and only just started accepting being trans, I got my psychiatrist to have the trans clinic set up an appointment for me and I'm so afraid people will find out about me.
My best friend will never talk to me again if he finds out, at best, maybe he'll even bash my head in worst case... And how can I ever look my family in the eye again after this, what the fuck have I done, do I really want this? can I handle the consequenses of this decision?
Did you have massive anxiety too when you first started doing something about this?

>>5284183
Most people here are young. Those that got fucked with the genetic lottery generally aren't too far gone for ffs.

>>5284200
I'm not hugboxing, I'm telling you to get a job and start saving.

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>>5284191
Pls don't joke like that.

>>5284192
In the grim darkness on the near future there is only hondom.

>>5284193
If you look like that you could be Sailor Transhi.

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>>5284198
I wish I could do something about this.

Time to nap before I get a headache from crying.
>>5284215
I did try before and it didn't work.

>>5284218
I had all those thoughts and everything turned out ok.

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>>5284218
Breath deeply and ask yourself, can you accept living as a man forever?

>>5284209
That's not a thing in my country, how about: Who spending St Lucia's alone here? (Not me).

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>>5284204
so stress can cause things to progress slower??
Oh god thats not relieving to hear at all, time to get rid of bf and quit school and build a pillow fortress ._.
>>5284210
someone should make a new one

>>5284127
>>5284144

Yup,
You can be ugly, you can be fat...as long as you're not seen as male, you pass

>>5284146
Go shopping, go do errands, do you get any stares or weird anyone out?

In some posh malls/shops, there's an attendent in the ladies room, walk in and see if they don't hesitate at your presence

>>5284188
I need a good recording app

h

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>>5284226
Translation is legit coming in two days senpai, i'm not joking.
Unless you mean about not transitioning.

>>5284196
more on cycling

http://pastebin.com/YkHqQzs0

>>5284237
One person was using the echo voice test on skype to practice. Can't get much easier than that.

>>5284230
I could actually, I wouldn't be happy I know that much but so far it's been nothing special, not good but not bad either, I've just wanted to be a woman for at least 8 years already

>tfw no Elanna to pat my head and tell me it's going to be alright

>>5284235
who tho I barely have time for 4chin nowadays

>>5284179
Ok hon
http://examine.com/faq/does-ejaculation-affect-testosterone-levels/

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>>5284213
Its going to be the first one where my family doesnt do anything together thanks to fighting and everyone going their own way. Guess I'll just cozy up and watch the footballs and you know, cry.

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>>5284209
Spending it with my bf's family

>>5284239
thanks

>>5284244
Trust me, it will never feel right living as a man and all you will do is regret not transitioning sooner. I lived that lie for a long ass time, thinking I could put transition off and live as a guy, I eventually had a gun in my mouth so I realized there is no hiding from this. Take all the bullshit here with a grain of salt, none of it is reflective of reality, even my ugly ass passes irl in girl mode so its not that impossible of a goal.

>>5284185
Heh.

>>5284239
>how to burn through a year's supply of estrogen as well as your liver in just one month

>>5284254
Take all the bullshit here with a grain of salt, none of it is reflective of reality, even my ugly ass passes irl in girl mode so its not that impossible of a goal.

I like how much of a hypocrite you really are

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>>5284238
Well shit. Time to bust out the booze.

>>5284254
I'm 26 already, I'm so afraid that I'll not pass, and I don't know if my country has the thing where you have to be guy in a dress for a year before prescribing you hormones

>>5284266
Age is bullshit

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>>5284263
Ikr, its a shame reading the chapter will probably only take about 5mins.
>tfw this picture is no longer relevant
Based miura

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>>5284237
Echo voice test in skype definitely works. I used audacity to record my voice and play it back when I was training. Also, maybe look for a guitar tuner application or something. This will sound really nerdy, but when I was training my voice I found an open source guitar tuner, and modified it to be a real time pitch monitor app. I lost the source code sadly although I've been considering making one again. ;~;

>>5284245
What's getting you down anon? ;_;

>>5284248
getting erections causes surge of testosterone... there is masculine arousal and feminine arousal. breast and ass play is fine. If you're getting hard, stop and wait for it to go down, then try again.

>>5284266
I am 26 too

>>5284091
How to help gender dysphoria 101.
1st, try and start hormones; can't. try and find feminine products that makes your hair and skin shiny and soft. Or do both

2nd grow your hair long and/or girlier; can't. Try voice acting, make your voice as girly as possible. You can do both (this tip can tie into the 1st)

3rd can't do a good bit of those tips. Try talking to someone you trust on how you feel and let all the pain out. Use fake smiles to quell the dysphoria. Cross-dress. Only do this if you're living with your parents and that are homophobic or transphobic or you yet to come out and looking for the right time.

I hope this was somewhat useful

>>5284254
>Take all the bullshit here with a grain of salt, none of it is reflective of reality, even my ugly ass passes irl in girl mode so its not that impossible of a goal.

Don't believe anything she says. It's just a miserable fucking loser making up stories to fill in the blanks in her life.

>>5284278
when did you start HRT? I haven't even gotten my trans clinic appointment yet :/

>>5284276
Lololol
Nice pseduo science

>>5284276
Not that anon but you really need to stop trolling people. I am not sure why are you doing this, it's not even funny.

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>tfw gf comes over with a surprise
>tfw gonna chill out drink beer and watch movies together
>tfw fucking our brains out
good life

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>>5284280
Oh god this. Long hair helps so much. Shame I really need to get it cut soon.

How to live with the dysphoria? It sucks everyday to see normal looking women and know that I might never even look like a masculine woman, just plain man. I hate this so much ughh

>>5284284
Well, I mean, you're wrong, so.. yeah.

>>5284282
25, I have been on hrt for 10 months and I am feminizing. I used to be a super macho man physically before transition too.

>>5284281
stop being mean to me

>>5284289
>How to live with the dysphoria?
By fighting the urge to kill yourself every day.

>>5284289
Man the fuck up lil' nigga. You don't want to look like these loers do you?

>>5284289
transition

>>5284286
I'm not trolling. Most people can transition just fine without being disciplined about their erections, but if you are not seeing any feminization and are already on hrt, it's something you need to try,

>>5284275
Voice training is the worst. I don't know exactly what I'm doing wrong but I feel it. And I'm thinking about just giving up.

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I'm down. Please post positive and inspiring things telling me I am going to make it.

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>>5284274
It's a start. Maybe he kicked his gaming addiction.

>>5284291
Do you have proof that suggest otherwise?

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>>5284296
>man up
triggered

>>5284309
Kill yourself

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>>5284309
If you don't get your ass in gear, and do it right now, you will end up like this.

>>5284294
there aren't words to describe how much you just made my anxiety attack less bad, maybe I have a chance still of becoming the girl :)

>>5284289
>How to live with the dysphoria?
By harassing people you don't even know to post butts on some nazi forum.

>>5284280
This is good advice desu, although I've been on hormones for 5.5 years already and full-time for 5. Longer hair does seem to be helping though ^^

My point was mostly that dysphoria can still crop up for the rest of your life, passing or not.

>>5284302
Voice training just sucks, there's no way around it. Don't give up though, what you honestly probably need is feedback. Have you considered seeing a professional?

>>5284294
You are fucking annoying and your schtick got old years ago. You need to lie because nobody in your life cares about your existence. I hope you can change that fucking loser, but you won't.

>>5284315
Arent those just some normal CDers doing some Maid Cafe sort of shit?

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>>5284309
you a good and do your ganbatte

>>5284243
>>5284275
Thanks
I need to rig up a mic to pc and give it a go
I've been practicing w crummy phone recording ap :(

>>5284302
None of this is easy, but you just have to do it and don't worry so much

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>>5284311
That is some really nice cosplaying. Why is the fanbase for berserk so cool?

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Do you think they'll allow trans soldiers to fight in WW3?

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>>5284323
[angry anon noises]

>>5284280
>Cross-dress
Instructions unclear. Should I use mascara to add fake beard shadow or is that too far?

>>5284282
I started HRT pretty much as I turned 26... I selfmed, I haven't had a clinic appointment yet, I'm waiting on it. I've been taking e for 9 weeks- age is bullshit, i'm seeing great results.

>>5284321
I live in the middle of nowhere. Three aren't professionals near me. I have friends who all have great voices, but literally nobody can describe how they did it to me. I'm stuck and it seems I've no way out.

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>>5284332
I wish my angry anon friend would come back. He completes me.

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>>5284324
No. Those are no-effort sissies or something. These are "normal" CDs.
Notice the difference.

>>5284331
Not if they want to win.

>>5284315
Fetish aside, those 2 don't look bad

>>5284341
the CD's are themed and color-coded for harem anime convenience?

>>5284341
trans soldiers would make excellent suicide bombers. promise them cis bodies in heaven

>>5284335
Yeah if that makes you feel better

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how do i stop neurotically looking at every tiny interaction i have and errand i have to run as a test of whether I'm passing? I don't want to feel like crying every time I walk down the street and think i need to chill out some
>>5284209
yep.

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>>5284331
At most we'd be allowed to perform non-combat roles. Who in their right mind would send us into battle? Even if their dsyphoria wasn't bad and they seemed to function fine, they still rely on medication to maintain that, and if the supply line is cut, adios t-girl.

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>>5284332

>>5284331
They'll be on the front lines.

With radiation all over the place, preseving the fertility and long term health of the populace is a serious concern.

Transgirls have nothing to lose in terms of fertility, and are not planning on living past $age anyway, so they're the ideal candidates.

>>5284341
That's trap tier CD, not typical non passing

>>5284351
Do you have OCD?

>>5284357
no but i'm at kind of an awkward stage of my transition where i'm going out femme a lot but not quite full time yet

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>>5284329
Due to the authors laziness the fanbase is a bit older and more experienced.

>>5284345
That's not how religion works.

i dont want to masturbate because dysphoria but at the same time im a horny mess and i want tons of dudes to ruin my holes with their filthy dicks
what a dilemma ;~;

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post your guy mode

Is it possible I just need MORE t? Maybe I'd just feel like a cis guy and be fine.

>>5284351
>>5284362
post a pic?

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>>5284369
wew lad

>>5284370
No that's not how it works

>>5284338
;~; how's your pitch and how's your timbre? Often the issue isn't your pitch but how you're projecting it. Does it sound like a higher pitched male voice atm?

That sucks though, its very very hard to describe how to actually get a good voice. It's often down to just practicing until it clicks.

>>5284368
Chop your dick and balls off then toy your asshole until you cum.

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>>5284356
The point I am trying to make is that it's going to take effort, not mopping around feeling depressed.

>>5284370
Sure, it's possible. Might not be probable.

>>5284362
Just keep doing it until you get used to it/desensitized, it becomes less of a big deal

>>5284369
you look like a faggot either way

>>5284341
I have same top as middle girl, but could never wear it bc it was too sheer

>>5284362
If you're out for any good length of time, a normal person would acclimate.

I'm anxious at first, but I usually just walk it off

>>5284369
Why would you guy mode at this point. You're well past that. You're a girl now Kayla. An ugly girl but still a girl.

>>5284369
alien mode

>>5284380
but i cant cum without my tinkler!

>>5284388
no, I look like a normal guy

>>5284390
because I don't pass well enough to go full time

>>5284351
It honestly just takes time. The awkward phase sucks but it's not forever.

>>5284369
My guy mode pic is the one everyone knows me for desu.

>>5284382
unlikely, i tried it, you can only ride out the feeling of 'i'm doing this deliberately, i'm making myself a monster, i'm going to be the worst person ever, god being a man and being an evil shit is fun' for so long

reserve a few hours crying time per day, that's all i'm saying

>>5284395
>no, I look like a normal guy
no, you look like a girl

>>5284395
>because I don't pass well enough to go full time
Yes you do.

>>5284389
>>5284383
>>5284396
ok, thanks. i'm new to being out in public in girlmode and i guess this is a pretty normal level of anxiety

>>5284381
These CD's are killing it! Very impressive

>>5284395
>>5284401
This, you barely pass as a guy desu. Just gotta deal with those cone breasts.

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>>5284369
Kayla you are such a hilarious mess. Five years of being a royal pain in the ass and almost a year on some crazy idea of hormone therapy and this is the end result.

>>5284401
>sucking up to kayla
>when kayla is not even serious

>>5284393
It is very possible to cum without ones tinkler.

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>>5284369

>>5284331
I hope there isn't a WW3 and we just drop Turkey from NATO and help build glorious Kurdistan to replace them.

>>5284408
That's a couple. The girl is on the left.

>>5284390
I'm not sure about her being ugly
She just needs a good amount of makeup and it fixes the problem mostly and not all girls are attractive
Being attractive doesn't matter anyway; just act yourself

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>>5284397
This one you mean?

>>5284410
Its not the end result, its just what I currently look like.

Are you people saying I look weird in my guy mode? Maybe that's why people are looking at me funny lately.

>>5284408
You like pretty boys in cute dresses :3

>>5284421
das one hairy monkey

>>5284416
the turks hate the kurds, honestly that part of the world is "we hate x because of shit they did centuries ago" its like a family feud

>>5284378
Can't seem to get pitch high enough. My voice cracks constantly, even using my guy voice. So I can't seem to be consistent

>>5284422
You look andro in guy mode. In girl mode you look like a girl.

Just fulltime already.

>>5284421
>tfw you will never cuddle with a guy like this
;_;

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>>5284419
oh yeah that thing is ugly. people around here seem to lack standards that's all

>>5284411
sorry anon, i already spend my (you) for the thread, all i have is normal ones left

>>5284422
double dubs checked, and you could full time easy

>>5284433
lmao

>>5284428
America has that too but its black people hating because of something that happened centuries ago.

>>5284422
theyre looking at you because you look like a giant faggot, whats surprising about that?

>>5284433
Yeah but passing as an ugly girl is still passing. I still say she goes fulltime.

>>5284431
Well when I finally get on electrolysis then I might entertain the idea of going out in girl mode more. I can't do it now with my horrible facial hair, or else I need to slather myself in makeup and I suck at it.

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>>5284424
He could use a shave, but he's rather qt though.

>>5284433
this has to be an old photo lmao

>>5284446
like a few days old
that's from her breakdown last week

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>>5284444
them quads

>>5284428
Yeah, but the Kurds seem like pretty decent people. Which is why I hope they do get an independent land of their own one day.
>>5284441
Also this. People holding grudges against others for the actions of their ancestors happens everywhere, and it's pretty retarded.

>>5284444
work on electrolysis then

>>5284446
Its not, I keep telling people I don't have a shot in hell at full time, I see that now with the people who agree I am ugly, I was just getting hugboxed too much. I wish someone would give me ffs money.

>>5284444
Yeah you do suck at makeup. You're also a bitch, an attention whore, a victim player, ugly and have weird tits. I'm sure I missed a bunch.

But you pass as a girl and should fulltime.

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>>5284445
i don't see it
you get him
I get to keep my cuties
deal ?

>>5284461
i'd say you need the electrolysis more

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>>5284457
>I will never fight side by side with Raifu in the trenches and die in her arms.

>>5284466
wow what a fag, are you seriously saying you wouldn't?

>>5284405
Also, don't forget to stop, sit and give your feet a rest

I always walk so much that I forget myself

>>5284423
CDs always get a bad reputation, so nice to see some passing ones

>>5284466
I can dig this

>>5284463
I can't help it that i am ugly, what part of that don't you people understand? I told yall I have it worse than anyone here so now you should believe me.

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Did anyone else get bipolar as fuck when they finally accepted themselves as trans. Like, most of the time I feel a lot better about myself and then in a second I just drop to feeling like shit and hating myself. Like I had a great day with friends and stuff and I'm only a few weeks away from HRT and am really excited and then an hour later I hate myself and just feel really uncomfortable. It's really weird, I know I'm a lot happier but it's really strange moving from happy to unhappy so suddenly, I'm used to dealing with only apathetic, depressed and slightly amused as my feelings. When does the roller coaster end? I need a hug ;_;

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>>5284432
iktf ;_;

>>5284466
Its a deal babe!

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>>5284472
lily is full gay you know
>>5284477
the problem is you try to make everything into a pissing contest of why you have it worse
>>5284479
>When does the roller coaster end? I need a hug ;_;
the ride never ends
*hugs*

>>5284474
>CDs always get a bad reputation, so nice to see some passing ones
Passing as what? Passing as cute boys in pretty dresses?

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>>5284461
>I wish someone would give me ffs money.
it's called "job"
try it
>>5284472
wouldn't what ?
>>5284474
ellen is love
ellen is life
>>5284480
YaY

>>5284469
SHIT GAME
So close to beating the final boss on the hardes
difficulty though.
>>5284479
This is exactly what has been happening to me.
I'd give you a hug if I could senpai.