Halloween never really ends.
i was on duloxetine (i think, i can't remember) and it turned me into a total zombie and i don't really remember anything from that like two week period and people have said i literally wouldn't speak and just stared into space slackjawed and slept a lot
after that i was on citalopram for about a year and it worked pretty well for me except i wasn't eating much back then and it made me have neon blue vomit like 3/7 mornings a week
but with stuff like this you can't rely too much on other people's recommendations because everyone's brain chemistry is so different that a pill that might have fucked me up royally might be the perfect drug for you
>tfw no papyrus bf
>you can't rely too much on other people's recommendations because everyone's brain chemistry is so different that a pill that might have fucked me up royally might be the perfect drug for you
yeah, i've been told that. i'm really worried about getting a medication that won't work.
in the beginning, when you're trying to find a drug that does work for you, that can happen. that's why a lot of open communication with your doctor is really important in that stage. let them know how you're feeling because some pills can definitely make things worse. don't think that just because they prescribed it to you that you have to just grin and bear it
When are they going to change degenerate for something else, I'm more sick of that shit then anything else ttbbhh
>dumped 3 months ago by bf of 3 years
>make okcupid profile 2 weeks ago
>Get a couple of qts chatting me up
>have a dream about my ex last night
>delete profile today
W-well maybe I will just try out this being alone thing for awhile
>will just try out this being alone thing for awhile
I think it's good to have a sort of long alone time after a breakup. I broke up with my bf of 3 years in March and I don't feel like I'm ready to have anything else with a guy yet.
Wish I had the money for laser desu
Waxing it is then.
I wonder if they make veet for your pubes or if there is some home waxing thing. I'm too much of a social retard to have an old Asian woman touch my dick and asshole
Yeah, I think you're right. My ex kinda dropped me for someone else and I was really blindsided by how fast he moved on. I thought I could too but maybe that's not the case. My thought process was that casual dating or something would help me move on faster but I just think I need to be happy alone first.
>seriously consider hooking up with someone to lose my virginity
>install Growlr under the assumption that an older bearish guy would be more likely to know what he's doing and how to be gentle
>only fill out location, height, weight, and one private photo of myself, no public picture
>look around for the past week
>pretty small area, not many people but a few pique my interest
>wake up to see that one of them messaged me last night after I went to bed asking to see my picture
How do I avoid dumping the 'ghetti all over this?
fuck man, what makes you think we know how to talk to qts?
Its been a while
if i can post my shitty voice saying shitty jokes, you can too
I mean, Justin-senpai is nice and all but i'd more interested in something like pic related.
I'm a gay mexican jew wizard, that's why. I can plumb the depths of gay futures.
Nah its because finding a bf isn't super hard, and usually when you finally just give up and stop being a tryhard it falls into place and you meet someone who likes you.
Lexapro on and off for the last 5 years. When on, no real highs or lows, controls severe depression. Also negatively affects sex drive and short-term memory. Hard to do well in school when on, because I can't remember material after studying.
The most masc are the female leaning biscum who post here occasionally.
Those fevered words ratchet my desire to unbearable levels and when he throws me onto the bed with a predatory glint in the steel of his stare, I feel like it’s Christmas – only I’m overwhelmed by choice. Not sure what toy I want to play with first, greedy to get my hands on as much as possible of his flesh.
He crawls up, between my legs where he stops to rid me of my sodden panties. He slings it away carelessly, his ogling eyes never leaving the naked place they covered. He continues to stare, licking his lips – obviously beyond aroused by the sight but there’s nothing to hide my intimate folds and I feel exposed, squirming and certain that my blush reaches all the way down there.
He takes his sweet, torturous time – luxuriating in his private viewing activity. He makes no move to touch me but the ravenous mould of his face is pushing me to run up the steps of desire, taking them three at a time. I shift in needy response.
He growls, low in his chest while he grips my inner thighs, pushing them apart. “Keep still or I’ll make you.” I gasp at his provocative threat and on pure instinct and raw desire my hips tilt up by their own accord, crazy in its need for any contact. His hands slip around, cupping my backside as he pushes his nose into my sex, inhaling deeply.
Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.
"Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!"
He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the maxnome foe he sought—
So rested he by the Tumtum tree,
And stood awhile in thought.
And as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wood,
And burbled as it came!
One, two! One, two! and through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead, and with its head
He went galumphing back.
"And hast thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!"
He chortled in his joy.
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.
>tfw no bf
Winter is here and I'm afraid my heart will freeze :'(
>big enough to push into her cooch
Then again the clitoris is easier to reach with your nose than that good spot in your butt.
You know straight people are just weird, sticking body parts into holes they just don't belong in.
>make fake grindr profile to bait and troll people
>bf hits on said profile hard, giving out his name, photo, phone number, and address instantly
>shocked that my bf has an active grindr profile
>carry on with it, timing it so he must cancel plans with me in order to meet the fake
>he cancels his plans for a man he'll never meet
I don't know what to feel about this.
leave me alone lexapro
i cant believe this
lexapro ruined my day today because i'm trying to come off it and i'm in all sorts of horrible mood swings
and now i come on gaygen to chill and i'm reminded of this drug yet again
fuck this shit
I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...
Sounds like I need that for my panic attacks..
saw this on my youtube homescreen
Initially, my doctor recommended me Zoloft but my mom said she didn't want me acting like a psycho. My nephew has ADHD and his medicine has him extremely sedated. I'd prefer to be sedated and calm imo.
>that tail looks odd
it's b/c it's really a buttplug and not a real tail. DUH!
i meant the material
it's so shiny, i'm thinking rubber
my tail is much more matte and seems like most of the other tails i see
Zoloft made me super horny and hungry all the time.
And if I laughed too much, I'd spiral into laughing fits and then be sad afterwards.
And plus affection didn't make me angry.
>though having regular sex with bf would bring down my libido and make me think less about sex
>went from fapping every two days to fapping two times a day
This is even better for your testosterone than lifting weights guys. I feel like a teenager again. Also my tastes are resetting back to vainilla and non hardcore fetishes like feet
77? My grandparents both lived into their 90's on my dad's side
Then again both of my grandparents on my mom's side were dead by 55...but one had heart disease and the other had diabetes.
Help me /gaygen/
I'm 21, have 0 friends, and am becoming NEET. I don't really go out at all, so I never meet new people. I don't have a job but would be able to get one in a moments notice.
I'm fat(340lbs), but not really that fat since I'm 6'8". I have social anxiety+depression, which I believe may be rooted in how I view my body and how I fear others view me.
I'm tired of being a parasite leeching off my parents. I'm actively working on losing weight, but that's a long-term solution(I hope) to my problems. How do I overcome my fear and social anxiety? How do I go about making friends? I know asking here of all places is probably like pissing in the wind, but maybe somebody that's gone through a similar situation and overcome it could give some input.
consider your life a video game and you have to start leveling up, you're 21 years old the best is ahead of you, but you have to make the effort. join a gym, look up videos on how to speak with people, all that. pretend you are an actor and fake it until you make it.
Haven't gone through a similar situation, but:
>Put the fork down, now
>Get a job, tomorrow
>Start going to the gym, the day after tomorrow
>Constantly set short term achievable goals
No need to think 2 years in your future right now.
Think about how YOU can make your life better in a week or a two from now.
Don't you go to uni or something?
Look, you really just have to relax, and stop worrying more than you should.
I went from being borderline suicidal 6 months ago to the best I've been in my life, and to be honest its been mostly done by not worrying about things.
I overcame anxiety by cutting everything out of my life, and slowly returning to things i wanted to selectively. I started going to a psych too, which really helped.
You never know how things are going to work out. I have a great job, am doing fine with my family and friends and feel a lot better, and I couldn't have seen any of it happening 4 weeks ago.
I know, geeze, his voice and face when those little pauses come up uunnffggGGHH
My eyes wetted up a littlev aarrgghh, why must real life romance but so sad sometimes. </3
cbf w/ skype rn about to go to work but here is a relatively recent pic
Just finished my first exam for the week, gg. I accidentally studied the wrong content, remember to always check your emails desu.
I was attracted to him before I saw that he worked for Buzzfeed. Worse than being poz tbqh.
I learned that the weird irrational hatred I feel when I hear certain sounds or feel certain sensations has a a name.
Or at least the sound part; "misophonia".
Human psyche sure is mysterious but I guess it's nice knowing I'm not the only one feeling like a closet psychopath because inane random nonsense makes me angry for literally no reason.
I still like sucking dick if that's any consolation
I put pic related to shame
The crazy just keeps piling up, doesn't it?
I want a bf that will murder me.
I learned about it from watching a video explaining ASMR research.
Mine are, like.. close/heavy breathing or lip smaking along with teeth clanking..
Or, like just a vocal slurping noise.
And it all feels tied to close fuzzy sensations in my ears.
It all just makes me, just illogically upset.
Worst when a potential intimacy goes sour because a partner just goes for it.
>Always blogging and giving information about yourself that gives people easy buttons to push
>Surprised when Anons on 4chan say inflammatory things
This guy used to be a lot cuter before I saw the new real him.
He was so qt.
I still kind of want to pin him down and fuck him though, I bet he'd make some cute noises and say some weird daddy issues shit.
I dunno.. I actually felt pretty doofy for lashing out to behind with.
Even if it was only, to.. myself? I felt like there was some kind of apology in order.. somehow, somewhere.
that's just a... really good pic of him. he looks so masc and cute there.
fuck that's a good pic of him. mainly cuz he doesn't look like himself