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old thread >>5072196
yes, we've seen your daughter's penis edition pls
>>5073391
lol bye
>>5073390
yes pls,,,,,
>image related ?????
>>5073395
I disagree !!
Totally get where you're coming from though :x
>>5073405
not possible.............
not allowed...............
also im a pillow princess : )
xth for stop hug boxing Jocelyn
No im not transitioning
>>5073394
Im saving esec links thanks fam
>>5073396
Im nice to you still ._.
You just seem like you had w bunch of stuff going on lately
>>5073365
This shit sounds way too faggoty and too much work. no wonder you girls are always taking too long in the bathroom. Im going to put a wig on and wear a slutty skirtv and boots and lipstick
I guess I have to shave also
Fuck i ain't doing all that gay shit
>>5073368way too much work tbh just to be a girl for one night
hi new thread
>>5073379
pity me pls
>>5073409
thought you were trans
why do u post here
where do mtfs get their anime girl folders
am i actually ftm
Does HRT reduce how often you get aroused?
>>5073409
>my name is maki and I do things half assed because thats who I am
>still no dickgirl farm general
>>5073405
I cant pass with 16 inch shoulders.
>>5073409
Why won't you calm down maki? You're confusing everyone ;_;
>>5073405
Here's what you asked for last thread. Was black before I went purple.
>>5073418
Oops dropped trip for /vg/
>try to go to bed
>think about dick so much can't sleep
I also started fiddling with my phones camera and changed a few settings now I don't look shit in it, it's amazing.
>>5073417
>tfw never gonna run a successful dickgirl and boy farm
Why even live
>>5073421
>reduces horniness
Cool, I have way too little control over my libido.
Any mtf interested in getting a boyfriend?
>>5073431
Maybe you can pass with 16 inch shoulders. I dont think i can.
>>5073418
I think you pass better with black or at least you don't look like a tumblr transtrender like with purple
aaaa gnight mtfg was fun
>>5073431
Gnight, im coming 2 bed soon w8 for me pls
>>5073433
chaser pls go
>tfw going out for dinner rn with my entire family for my mothers birthday
>Tfw first time I've been all together with my siblings in ages
please let there be alcohol
>>5073427
h-hi
>>5073442
i'm curious as to what raifu looks like but i cannot be bothered checking the archives
>>5073445
She's cute and I'm pissed
>>5073414
Idk
I came here because I fell in love with a tg girl when talking to her. I came to learn more then I kept falling in love with everyone here and I ended up liking everyone here tbh.
I enjoy talking to all types of people.
I've pretty much learned all I need to learn which isn't much.
As a straight male that flirts with everyone you're all exactly the same as cis females lol.
>>5073418
I've been dickish lately and I should chill out.
>>5073426
I just want to dress prettu one night ._.
>>5073433
Im single pic related
>>5073444
I believe in you kit
>>5073436
the average shoulder length for women is 15-17 inches you fuck.
also sexual dimorphism is much more complicated than stating measurements.
god damn it, oddish, for someone who's so pretentious you are an idiot.
i'm disappointed in you.
>>5073450
>I just want to dress prettu one night ._.
well then do it and do it right
but we all know your motivation runs deeper
even you do
>tfw in room full of babies
>tfw no baby of my own
._.
>>5073450
You should be nicer maki its not good to be mean.
Do you ever go clean shaven? I bet you'd look really pretty clean shaven.
>>5073461
Just take one then.
>>5073453
also kafka never wrote The Double.
It was Dostoevsky. I wasn't going to say anything at the time, but you're wrong Richard Ayoede's The Double might seem Kafkaesque, but it was inspired by a Dostoevsky novel.
>>5073460
You say that about every pic though
>>5073450
maki, do you believe in santa claus?
>>5073468
Because it's true! Shut up! You don't know me! Fight me! I'm 16 now I'm an adult and can do what I want!
>>5073450
I'd probs date you tbh
>>5073444
It will be fine just watch your calorie intake!
>>5073457
O sheen you know me a little too well <3
>>5073465
I look like a little babyface twinky boy when shaven.
I should try to be nicer im working on it.
>>5073470
My dad tells me if I clean the chimney than Santa will come every Christmas
>>5073453
>asked all my cis girlfriends their shoulder width today
>13 inches avg
I'm not saying no one can pass with these measurements. I'm saying for me it was too little, too late
>>5073467
Shit. I was reading bth authors at the time. Had also just watched the trial and was jus getting into kafka. I swear i knew this.
>>5073474
>My dad tells me if I clean the chimney than Santa will come every Christmas
:3
>>5073474
What's wrong with being a babyface twinkboy?
>>5073477
i'm just kidding tbh. kind of surprised you didn't know it was me. but yeah 16 in shoulders is nothing fam. stop worrying about it.
i have 17 inch shoulders and i pass better than you.
this is alison signing off. night fam.
>>5073471
cum at me ill smak u up bich
>>5073477
>13 inches avg
fuuuck
tfw 17 inch shoulders
fucking kill me now fam
>>5073486
>I hope you got that reference
yes I did. its one of the reasons maki is best girl.
the quesiton is, do you believe in santa claus too?
>>5073466
D___D
Woke up in the middle of the night and can't fall back asleep :S
>laying in bed
>realize that I'm going to be 27 in 2 months
>think about how I decided to become a woman just as the social value of women starts to depreciate
>think about how I already have no value as a woman because I don't have a uterus
>think about how I'll be a hon forever cause I figured this shit out too late
>think about how hundreds of years after I die when future archeologists unearth my skeleton they'll think I was a normal man
>mfw
>>5073489
don't listen to oddish. she doesn't go outside like ever. she has no idea what real women look like and all her friends are probably anorexic 5'4'' latina bitches and not women that are as tall as she is. she's dumb and thinks the double was written by kafka. listen to me. i'm smart and amazing.
also this graph i posted >>5073453
shows that it's easier to pass facially as an mtf than an ftm because there are less feminine male faces than masculine female faces. so people will read you as a woman moreso than a man if you have a feminine face with hrt or ffs.
people are more likely going to register even slightly feminine male faces as female because a male face with female qualities is so much more rare than the opposite. SO STOP DEPRESSION POSTING AND LOVE YOURSELF YOU DELUSIONAL FUCKS!
Who best trip here?
>>5073499
maki
you are breaking my heart
if you werent so dysphoric you would have something to believe in
you would be best girl irl
>>5073477
There's clothes which women with broad shoulders know to avoid. Like t-shirts with obviously defined shoulders.
>>5073501
I mostly just shit-post tfw, I'm well aware of the realities about women and that I can pass in even the worst of circumstances.
Doesn't mean I won't want to be more petite regardless.
How the hell do any pre-transition girls get the guts to post your face here? Not the judgement thing aspect, but the slim, but entirely possible, chance you get turned into a reaction image, then an image macro, then posted on Facebook to your family/co-workers before you're ready?
Or am I just overly paranoid?
>>5073486
>Us dommy men can't look like twinks we gotta be men for these bottoms
Has anyone told you how cute you are when you're acting all butch and manly?
Are you gonna shave at least for when you dress up like maki?
>>5073501
Three inches of height excuses four inches of width?
I'm not andro enough, i didnt start soon enough.
Why cant you let me mope.
Why do you all post pics of little cartoon girls cuddling while wearing underwear? That's like standard neckbeard behaviour.
>>5073507
as long as it's just memes and these feelings aren't corrupting you like some trips i know on here. people are legitimately considering suicide over their shoulders when they have no idea how sexual dimorphism works. fucking dumbasses. i'm best girl, alison, and i'm waging war against depression posters and sad feels posters. WE ARE ALL GOING TO MAKE IT!!!
I don't care if I have to carry every last girl here to the finish line. We're going to make it and that's final!
>>5073514
MOPE IN HELL DEPRESSION SCUM!!! YOUR DELUSIONS ARE YOUR WEAKNESS AND WEAKNESS IS FOR MEN!!! WOMAN UP AND GROW SOME OVARIES YOU PANSY!!!
>>5073515
That's what we aspire to be tbh
>>5073509
he used to weigh 130lbs with hair down to his ass
black guys would hit on him
he told his ex gf he thought he was a girl
what else am I forgetting
>>5073508
I've never posted my face to 4chan, or anything really of me in real life. Posted my body here once but didn't really get any replies.
I used to be very paranoid of even having my picture on any social media or dating websites. But I just went for it and don't really care anymore. Now that I'm planning on transitioning it bothers me a little having a picture of me as a guy on my dating profiles and such but I leave it up just in case anyways.
But I agree, I don't understand people that have put their entire life for public viewing in these threads with progression pictures and pictures of them pre-transition and stuff. There's different degrees of it and some are worse than others and some just posting for critique. But certain people leave me feeling pretty uncomfortable with the kinds of stuff they post of themselves and about themselves.
I get 4chan being a social outlet. I've been a shutin for many years now and it's been my only social interaction. But despite sharing my inner most personal thoughts and experiences I keep things anonymous for the most part.
>>5073516
>grow some ovaries
I wishhh
>>5073525
imagine if mexi had have complimented you when you were full trap mode
>>5073522
When you kill yourself and your consciousness goes into post-life panic mode and you imagine a pink unicorn asking you why you killed yourself, and you reply with some bullshit meme answer like "muh shoulders", i hope it dawns on you how fucking pathetic it was to take your life over shoulders. I hope you realize how truly valuable life is. I hope you realize how many experiences you took away from yourself. I hope it hurts so much that somehow you get pushed back into life and get another chance in your "large shouldered" body. I hope you fucking apologize to me for how pathetic you were acting. God damn it kid. Grow up...
>>5073533
>convincing Oddish OUT of suicide
Why
Anyone here aspire to be a mother?
>>5073537
not everyone is an angsty teenage sociopath like you, Anon
t>>5073520
I don't even post specifics on my experiences since I know that my goddamn boss occasionally visits here.
>>5073537
BECAUSE I'M ALISON "SHITPOSTER" BOOGER AKA BEST GIRL AKA WORST GIRL AND I'M WAGING WAR AGAINST DEPRESSION POSTING SCUM!!!
MOPE IN HELL SAD SCUM!!!
>>5073541
why does your boss visit /mtfg/?
and why do you know they visit mtfg?
or is that too specific lol
>>5073538
It's like, my only real goal in life. To one day be a good mother to several children, and to do my best to raise them to be good people.
>>5073533
I wouldn't kill myself over shoulders. My desire for suicide has so much less to do with being trans than it does with how much of a failure i am, how i will never be successful, how succeeding in life is meaningless and it hurts me to put any effort into something that doesn't matter.
I'm in the way of everyone. They don't even have to know i died. If i jump in the alkaline I'll disappear. They'll look for me for a few years, before giving up, and then they'll wishfully think that I found some "other path" or some shit.
>>5073538
Yea. Yea, being a mother would matter. Idk why. I wish.
Post a trip you don't really know but would like to get to know
>>5073552
Faye
>>5073525
You're so sweet, thanks. That's really cute that I make you blush.
I'm sure I'll love seeing you dressed pretty too.
>>5073556
will you be upset if maki doesnt do a good job at looking pretty?
>>5073552
Erin I guess. Idk... Like Ricky is best trip and I know so much about her. ;~;
Kit is cool but I know quite a bit about her rn too.
Idk fam. ;~; Bexe maybe? Or Pookie? madison is cool too maybe her but I know quite a bit about her like a basic level.
I think learning more than that about a person is kind of intimate and if I'm friend with someone online I'd rather keep it basic and simple. I'd rather not complicate things with too much data about other people's lives clogging my flesh hardware. i'm here to help with feels though and will listen when they need me. ;~; because that's what a good online friend does.
>>5073551
YOU NEED TO GET ON MEDS SO YOUR BRAIN CAN FUCKING REALIZE HOW PATHETIC YOU SOUND RIGHT NOW!!!
Fuck oddish. What the fuck. Life is amazing and infinite and full of possibilities. Get to work and make it amazing. You have an infinite universe inside your skull. Shit is cash. Make it work. Love yourself and stop shitposting on here and get on some meds or try a good therapist.
>>5073545
Sorry, I meant 4chan in general.
>>5073518
Do you not see what is happening shut up and let the man work it.
>>5073564
Ah, I see.
>>5073559
Well I'm not a mean person but I'd certainly like it more if maki put in the effort.
>>5073561
I for one personally think Oddish needs to drink some bleach -:)
>>5073571
edgy
>>5073544
This post is amazing
>>5073552
Caddy seems cool & nice, I'd love to get to know nearly everyone here better though!! So if any of y'all wanna talk to me and stuff just DO IT I love talking to people and I'm never gonna say no to a conversation unless I have something EXTREMELY important happening or if I'm in class
>>5073561
This post is amazing too you're on fire today
OK let's get to know each other better then yo, let's go, let's do this thing
The trans chick in sense8 sounds like laura prepon. I wish i could be laura prepon.
>>5073561
If life isnt working by myself then why pop antis until I'm homeless with a smile stuck on my hon face
>>5073552
ufufu
>>5073552
Fucking alison.
>>5073544
Alison is blurst girl <3
>>5073552
this is hard.
>>5073575
i'm glad these posts are at least being recognized haha. thanks erin. you're amazing too. but i really should be sleeping. ;~;
good night fam.
>>5073576
listen oddish. you're talking to a person who has been depressed for years. who had two real suicide attempts they had to be hospitalized for and who had to take anti depressants while living in their car for a month in the winter because mom's new husband wouldn't take a tranny in to his house.
i know hardship. i know what it feels like to want to die. i know what being alone is. i've tasted all of that and more. if someone like that, who has been through all of that, is telling you that you need to get your shit together and love life... just think about that. just get help...
>>5073580
Kill yourself you dog fucking whore
You look like a man
>>5073595
edgy
>>5073552
jormy I think
I don't really know much about her other than she is from sydney, she is qt and she doesn't really like me
>>5073552
kira
Watching gay guys being affectionate with eachother fucks me up. Like it makes me smile, its cute, but then it makes me cringe and i scrunch my stomach. Wtf is wrong with me. Yuri just makes me smile and stuff, why is yaoi also killing me?
>>5073588
I'm weaker than you. That's it. I cant sift through years of pointless life just because.
>>5073605
trip on shan
>>5073610
who?
>>5073552
Kayla
>>5073614
why would you lie about being nonop?
>No hormones, effectively disabled but cute face mtf
>neurological issues including seizures, twitches, mild memory loss, and spasms.
>mental issues including aspergers and severe anxiety and PTSD
>Constant body pain in most joints in my body
>No chaser will even want this
>>5073620
A stupid fight with an old hon who had been using me as an example to shit on another young girl who said she was. It kind of escalated and I said that and never really felt like dispelling it.
Who here hype for #coldwinter ?
>bleeding in my nose
>just letting it go down my throat instead
Pls drown pls drown
>>5073626
#me
>>5073628
thats a girls chest, anon
>>5073627
I did that recently hoping I'd just miraculously bleed out
compiled feelings from yesterday
>tfw I learnt today I'm probably not suited to the kinds of jobs my course leads to
>tfw not skilled at anything
>tfw I could probably handle being mediocre if only I looked good
>tfw cis friends post amazing pics of themselves and I can barely bring myself to compliment them because it means admitting I'm not happy with any aspect of my appearance
>one friend has gone from skinnyfat to ab definition in resting standing position in 4 weeks
>I've never had any muscle definition anywhere on my body in my whole life
>look in the mirror
>try to be positive
>"this is also a female body, this is also okay"
>it's a total lie
>if I saw somebody else with this body I'd be telling a white lie if I said they looked good, let alone feminine
also the other thought going through my head was
>I'm going to look like this, but with tits, when I come out to my parents
jesus christ how horrifying, forget my parents, I'D kill me
I hate who I am
>>5073621
iktf apart from seizures
>>5073626
Not me....
I want a strong man to protect me during the winter.
>>5073628
aye
>>5073639
why would a man have a girls chest then??
>>5073633
Thin reed I know but I do think you look both cute and feminine. HRT should add some curves too no?
I'm sorry you're having such a rough day.
>>5073642
I don't believe you
>>5073648
I don't get it. Are you just shit-posting to make other people feel bad? You look like a cis girl and yet say you look like a man.
It's not very considerate to not realise how good you look and continue to fish for attention.
>>5073626
>tfw Australia
>>5073626
not without a bf im not
>>5073652
Welcome here new anon.
And there's a reason she drops trip now.
>>5073657
Care to fill me in?
>>5073659
basically, all she does is talk about how much she "looks like a man" or IS a man, and its all very trite and boring at this point
>>5073659
She does this all the time, says she's a man, etc. She also posts terf shit from reddit here occasionally. Hence why the anon mentioned dropping her trip, it's the only way she'd ever get responses.
>>5073659
rawr has been doing this for a while. She drops out of it every now and then for about one or two posts.
She also reposts her bitchy snarking about how gay people have to be to talk to her on okc, while her profile is stealth.
>>5073665
>Do you live in the Imperial Provence of Skyrim or something?
Something like that.
Well, maybe not quite, but, it gets cold, and then I need man to keep me close to him so I can stay warm through his body heat.
>>5073666
Yes rawr, that's very nice. Now put that trip back on so I don't have to filter all anons just because you're too much of an attention whore to stick to it.
>>5073675
why would a man be posting in mtfg?
>>5073665
ok that's actually really funny lol
>>5073675
xie xiem xier?
More seriously she and get fucked.
>>5073680
because this general is for mtf trans women
what reason would a man have to post here exactly?
>>5073680
>>>/r/gendercritical
>>5073669
I'm sure you'll get a cuddly Orc bf soon, Anon.
What are your girls opinion on transition. Do you consider someone a female if they just tell you they are, even if they still 100% pre-trans and havn't really done anything?
Or do you take people for their word no matter what?
honest question tbh
>>5073684
>the same reason other men post here
And that is?
>makes me mtf
so you're a girl then? mtf is male to female
>>5073664
This
I'm pretty nice when I want to be but Rawr has lost her charm
>>5073686
I'm a man right now because I'm pre-everything. I'm not a girl, I want to be a girl.
But that's just my personal identity. If someone tells me they want to be called she or addressed as a woman I'll do it. The only reason not to would be out of spite, and if I have no reason to want to spite the individual then I won't.
>>5073688
so why do you post here then?
Why don't you all just ignore rawr?
>>5073694
whats that reason?
>>5073686
I generally assume humans to be of whichever gender they present as, unless they're obviously one or the other
That said, if a boy told me "I'm a girl" I'd say "that's nice" and reevaluate them mentally as female
>>5073686
idk I just think of myself as a mentally ill man
doesn't change the required treatment
>>5073690
>and if I have no reason to want to spite the individual then I won't.
This is the most amusing thing I've read in days
>>5073699
whys that?
.____.
>>5073700
I have to come up with reasons not to be randomly spiteful
My favorite is remembering that non-person humans tend to think they're people if I acknowledge them
>>5073655
Stay pure for santa
>>5073619
yea
I'm bored...
>tfw no man to help me with my boredom
>>5073701
oh hey, sup
>>5073701
More like "I can't stop TICKING about him" amirite? Cause it's a clock
mokomokomokomokomokomokomoko
>>5073714
this is how you should introduce yourself to people irl
>>5073716
Hows the cute guy you crushing on?
>>5073717
still cute
>>5073718
Do you have school with him today?
>>5073720
nope! today is my day off, i have to go without staring at him for today
I made a call yesterday to start getting medical treatment and counseling at a new place, since I moved so far from my old place. I have to go talk to their financial assistance person tomorrow, which may or may not mean having a day to myself in the city. I hope it works out that way, because I'd be hyped for that.
>>5073716
that's more or less how I introduce myself at tournaments anyway, I just need to say it 50 more times
>>5073724
What toirnaments?
>>5073724
that sounds cool, moving all your medical stuff and all that- its sooo much hassle but should be pretty cool when its done
also dang i need to start going to tournaments cause i havent played in more than 2 weeks and im going insane
i need to find an actual physical copy of melee somewhere so i can start playng again
>>5073728
Melee
>>5073729
I've been putting it off for so long, like, I moved here almost a year ago and I'm only just now trying to get stuff settled.
I just really hope I get to spend the day in the city. I find it so relaxing <3
>tfw one of those days where just want to kill myself every waking session
>have to go to a 3 hr neurocognitive and biology lecture and 2 hr lab session
Girlmode uni fucking sucks at times. When its going well its amazing but i can no longer spend the entire day in bed crying when im having a shit day. Have to interact with random fuckwits im forced to work with.
Hows mtfg doing?
>>5073735
>melee
Tfw you're the only one on mtfg that plays real fighters ;_;
>>5073736
kek same tbh except not girlmode
>>5073735
a r m a d a
>tfw excited for BTS Smash Summit
best dota tournament meets best game
>>5073736
You can't cry in bed all day because you're girlmode now? I'm not sure I get the connection.
>>5073739
Melee isn't a fighter, it's a competitive platformer.
How many trips here are EXCLUSIVELY into guys?
Not trying to start a transbian hate thing at all just honestly curious.
>>5073743
So we agree.
>>5073739
Elanna plays Blazblue and Kit plays KoF and Guilty Gear for starters. And that's just from what I read yesterday.
>>5073739
I'd play a bit of guilty gear if I had anyone to play with ;~;
>>5073736
Pretty much the same, I missed two lectures this morning thanks to anxiety
I'm supposed to go to this trans support group tonight as well but I won't end up going
>>5073753
Are they playing as Bridget?
>>5073744
I think boys and girls are pretty, but I only like girls for relationships. Like, I'd sleep with a guy, but if he thinks I'm gonna stick around for breakfast he has another thing coming.
>>5073748
I mean, yea I guess, I just don't think that diminishes it's value as a game because I don't have an inferiority complex.
>>5073752
I lived in the city the past couple years, and now I live in the middle of fucking nowhere and I have no mode of transportation available to me. I love every chance I get to go into the city.
>>5073760
>Milo
Goobergobbers pls go ^__^
>>5073757
I don't know, you have to ask them.
>>5073763
>posts moko
didn't /v/ love that show? :^)
>girlfriend is on board with bringing me to the train station in the morning so I can just chill in the city until my appointment tomorrow
>local weekly is the day after that
Shaping up to be a fun couple of days. I'm gonna visit my favorite lil ramen shop tomorrow
>>5073753
>Blazblue
Rachel a best
>>5073774
wait, oh your moko shit now I remember. hows life?
Day 18
Is this real life?
>>5073774
You're an anime
Like for real, you are an anime
>>5073764
Yeah someone emailed this to me last week but I think everyone at uni got it
I'm not confident enough to go though, especially being stuck in boymode
>>5073782
It sounds interesting...idk if i'd go though.
>>5073778
Nope
I have a LOT of things to say about sense8 but most important so far is how fucking cool that 4 non blondes scene was.
>tfw don't know if trans or not
I like to think I'm still dreaming and never got ffs
>>5073777
Life has been pretty good for the past year I guess
Stuff's not perfect but I enjoy being fulltime instead of always crying and wanting to die because I looked like a boy
>>5073780
My gf always insists I am anime, especially ever since we played tennis together and this happened to me.
But how am I anime at this moment?
>>5073782
I'm in the minority on this, but I think it's worth going to any support group at least once.
>>5073774
good luck in your local!! rep peach and win stuff yknow
>>5073782
hey anon, you should go!! if it's bad, you can just leave and it says right there that its ok to be boymode
best case scenario: its really good, you make friends and find help & support
worst case scenario: its awful and you walk out and never go again!
moko has the same idea!! >>5073789 so there
>>5073782
>support for non-binary by non-binary.
What about mtf's then?
>>5073786
help
>>5073793
>tfw cute guy asked what my gender was and thought I was a hermaphrodite
>>5073790
The other good players here have been getting better at a much faster rate than me, which is frustrating because I've been playing Melee longer than them.
I just tell myself I lose to them these days because they play Shiek and Marth which are bad matchups for Peach.
>>5073791
Literally any trans space you go to these days will have NBs at it, it's annoying but it's reality.
>>5073782
>calling girl mode "dressed"
sounds like hons
>>5073800
Most transgirls are hons.
>>5073797
doesn't matter how long you play something. the guy that tenderly loved me played sanctum 2 longer than I did but I was like double the level of his. its not that hard a game
hi girls whats up
i've been on hormones for like 10 months and everything is still shit and i hate myself a whole lot.
everything feels awful all the time and im not sure why :(
>>5073744
Yo.
>>5073785
So is it good though? I've been iffy about watching that show.
>>5073813
Hey Kittles!
I just woke up. I think that was a mistake.
>be me
>sleep for only 5h
>feel totally rested
IM GONNA PUT MY DICK IN THE OWL!
>>5073819
bexu
afaik its more about your sleep cycle tan how long you sleep but i dont rly kow
>>5073815
I'm 10 months too, but I actually feel a hell of a lot better about myself and things have improved for me.
Has nothing really improved anon?
>>5073825
i feel better about myself than before i started but i still have a lot of doubts and it's frustrating. this whole experience has been really strange in a not so good way.
>>5073816
It's really really teaally REALLY FUCKING WELL WRITTEN.
But the production, direction and soundtrack are painfully generic and uncreative.
>>5073830
how does your family feel about it?
Story time.
>see manager at work, different department, kinda hit it off with nice casual conversation, she's hot, I like
>ask bro hey homie what's her name, I didn't catch jt
>Anon bro but she's a tranny
>what
>yeah man she took a few weeks off last year and came to the office Christmas party with tits, it floored everyone
>I'm okay with that.jpg
My life. My actual life.
>>5073831
Your suicide letter wasn't written so well. What would you know about quality?
>>5073831
Ff iv is the worst ff I ever played
>>5073838
Dang, you must not have played vii, viii or xiii.
>>5073832
idk they've said they support me but i'm not very close to them at all so i've been dealing with stuff on my own
>>5073840
They only produced and maybe wrote v for vendetta. But i thought cloud atlas was good.
Right I need to pluck this shit
How do I reduce the pain as much as possible?
just posted this in /tv/ by mistake
kill me now
>>5073835
If you feel full rested it's good tho no?
Maybe more motivation?
>>5073851
Pluck eyebrows?
It doesn't hurt that much.
If facial hair, don't pluck it.
>>5073453
The average female is also obese you fuck.
>>5073851
If you're about to pluck your beard, don't.
>>5073856
bealllxhxhbgeeggggggggggggggggggggggxuh
Why are transbians some of the worst people?
>mtf that used to be in my group of friends claims she's a lesbian daily
>hits on me and other guys because she has a twink fetish
>constantly shitting on transmen
>constantly getting mad about crossdressers claiming they ruin her life
>legit talks about "taking down capitalism" even though she's in her mid 20s
>>5073860
eaiueuhriouuuuuuuuuuuouuuuuh
>>5073841
I played them all.
The drop rates are awful in iv.
I've been trying to get rydia's mindflayer summon for the past 3 hours and the mindflayer enemies refuse to drop them!
i hope who ever designed the ff iv drop rate for the psp version has killed themselves
>>5073858
shell! IDK why it was so cold but kinda super glad it was cause i had a dinner w/ my family and i was not prepared to go there without a jacket or something.
how is stuff with you?? halfway through the week now !
>>5073869
>psp version
Why
>>5073856
It's pretty good news then!
>>5073876
Because it has interlude and after years built into the disc also
>tfw bf
>tfw bf pets hair telling you how beautiful you are for hours
>tfw fall asleep in bfs arms
>tfw wake up to sex in progress
>tfw bf has to go do errands ;_;
>that feelingsten whenskies make a 5* post on mah personal bloggington :^)
>>5073883
Thats quite a large bed
>>5073856
Welp it's cheese and crackers before bed for me tonight then.
Seriously I used to be able to survive on 5 hrs. I miss those days
>>5073864
B-but not all transbians!
>>5073868
That sounds awesome even if family get-togethers are exhausting. I'm so-so, been having bad dysphoria recently and still have it. Anon last night wasn't even that big of a deal comparatively, it's hard to take anyone who says dollface is unpassable seriously.
Dental appointment this morning, exciting >.>
Why are fat people so gross?
>>5073892
not as gross as people who like souleater :p
>>5073893
Not really. I'm on the bathroom right now and a fat chick came in and sharted up the toilet next to me. The smell is killing me.
>>5073866
can't you just shave it really closely? I think I'm gonna try to shape my eyebrows again today
>>5073898
Even when I fully shave it looks just as dark as if I just trim, really dense shadow
>>5073864
That's because you don't see the straight ones. They're all NEET posting on 4chan hoping the next disease scare will end the world. Constantly shitting on anyone that isn't cis male. Constantly getting mad about trasbians, FtM, genderqueers, non binary, cis scum, cross dressers, twinks, Bruce Jenner claiming they ruin her life. Announces daily that every FtM is a joke and transbians are ugly straight men.
>>5073873
Stuff is pretty good, just did 90 mins of exercise though and now I'm totally rekt.
Have anything nice for din dins?
>>5073903
Jenner is winning the Woman of the Year award so I think their opinion matters a little.
>>5073903
>Announces daily that every FtM is a joke
>implying that's not transbians
What's the best boy-acquisition technique?
>>5073907
No self respecting straight trans girl would date a man without a real dick. That sums up all the discussion about an FtM that ever goes on.
>>5073905
oh i need to get back into exercise so badly but its soo hard. or im just really lazy. i think just starting is the hard part tho! but great job!
oh and yeah we went to a thai place it was pretty nice! although my parents left early and then my brothers and sister all left and I had to catch an uber home since no one would give me a lift = =;;
>>5073890
well i hope your classes and stuff are all going well. i actually feel quite bad for you rn i was feeling pretty bad like a few days ago and it really isn't fun. i really hope it turns around for you soon.
>>5073911
Pedophile detected.
Reported. Everyone please do the same.
>>5073918
>>5073918
Sigh.
>>5073906
ahahohwow.meme
letmelaughharder.meme
thishasgonewaytoofar.exe
>>5073912
The problem isn't the strapon, it's that most trans guys somehow seem to have incredibly stunted growth.
>>5073912
This
>>5073911
sucking the d has a pretty high success rate in my experience
Morning ladies!
>>5073739
I play Soul Calibur...that's real r-right?
>>5073921
That and most trans men are assholes
>>5073912
I've been here since the start and I can't remember ever reading that. Lots of "tfw no ftm bf" though
>>5073927
more like most of them are cunty straight girls who think turning the subtlety off on their hatred for everyone else makes them a badass dude
>>5073926
>I play Soul Calibur...that's real r-right?
Sure
>>5073928
I have never dated a guy before and its really intimidating even tho i want the d but I'm seeing a trans masculine person right now kind of and it feels pretty safe. Also I feel ok about it because I'm not super comfortable with my presentation or body right now and I think they understand
>>5073928
>tfw no ftm bf
Shit that never happened.
>>5073879
bx
eu
>>5073924
How do you get to that point?
>>5073879
im ok bexe
mb u should play game
>>5073901
420 tweeze it
>>5073935
I've posted it myself a few times, so it defo has
>>5073919
:3
Have you tried the online dating route then?
>>5073851
>How do I reduce the pain as much as possible?
You don't.
You'll get used to the pain with time. When I first plucked my eyebrows I thought it really hurt. Then I started plucking my upper lip and chin and now doing eyebrows is a walk in the park.
If you can't afford laser like me then plucking is your best option. Just stomach the pain for a while, you'll get used to it.
Id date an ftm. Idc about someones body parts
>>5073912
The problem is they're all tumblr tier special snowflakes that want male pronouns so they can be like their gay porn mangas. If I wanted to date a woman that acts like a man I would just date a transbian. At least they wouldn't be no dick midgets.
>>5073948
shell lets look for bfs together
do you know where they live in perth???
>>5073950
don't you want someone to tenderly
love you?
>>5073941
fist you buckle the knee stabalizers
you then disengage pantaloon shelling
finally you dock the phali safely into the oral cavities
>>5073954
Ummmm yes? They can do that without a weiner
>>5073948
I need a way to acquire boys without putting myself out there or risking getting hurt
>>5073939
E R U
>>5073944
i just might tbh
>>5073956
anal is reaaaallly good though... ._.
>>5073932
bad ass
a a s s
dab ssa
>>5073951
I don't want to turn 32 in 8 days.
Kill me
>>5073958
mb i watch..?
>>5073957
are holodecks a thing yet?
>>5073956
You're not straight.
>>5073957
I don't think there is one ;_;
>>5073933
yaaaay
>>5073952
Ok, sounds like a plan.
Where could they be? Maybe they all hang out together somewhere or something, hmmm.
I tried ordering one from bf.com.au but they just sent me a bunch of plastic, damn swindlers!
>>5073957
Buy one of these.
>>5073976
sure o-o
>>5073976
REEEEEEEEEEEE Transbians stop trying to hit on an FtM
>forget to do paper for class today
>gonna skip class instead of smashing one out in like 7 minutes
don't be me kids :^)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZ_H-_NI4SU
>>5073985
I like men and women and I definitely don't see them as women.
>>5073985
>autisiming this hard
>>5073973
idk where they all live tho. i'm hoping its up your side of the city because there arn't many boys on this side
>>5073987
Wanna lay on the floor feeling like garbage with me?
I need some of this udes optimism
>>5074005
Who's the guy in the blue hoodie?
>>5073987
>not skipping class almost every day and still getting good grades
Do you even /trainwreck/ m8?
>>5074005
that guy was my fav
Hello girls ~!
hey everyone jenny boylan is doing an AMA on reddit in two hours if you wanna ask her a question. her book was one of the first I read when I was questioning my gender so I just thought I'd let u kno
gn qt's.
>>5073994
There's lotsa drunken tradies and bogans up this way if thats your thing.
>>5074015
Who the hell is jenny boylan?
>>5074015
ask her if she'd ever adapt her work
>>5073965
sounds spooky, i might need a warmup game or two first
>>5074021
she's an old hon but she transitioned like 15 years ago and wrote a memoir and seems pretty cool
>mfw finding a pizza in the freezer for breakfast
>>5073933
>tfw only played Soulcalibur because the bae liked it
>Actually kinda liked it but haven't had an excuse to since we broke up
SWEET FUCKING JESUS THE PAIN
GOD I HATE SHAVING
I HAVE THE SKIN OF A BUTTERFLY AND THE COORDINATION OF A BULL IN A CHINA SHOP
>woke up alone in bed for the 9646 day in my life
>wish I was waking up with a man spooning me from behind
>his strong hands wrapped around me
>his breath on my back
>a warm embrace
>I will never know what it is to be loved by a man
>>5074030
>>5074030
Do you actually heat the area up before you shave? And soak the hairs in water?
>>5074030
Oh my god. I thought I had it bad. Get a better razor
>mfw right now
>mfw gotta go swimming and come back and get ready for a bdsm event in under two and a half hours
>>5074015
Boylan is a hon that's friends with Bruce Jenner.
>>5074020
mmm im not sure if that's my thing or not. mb not.
anyway, gn gn shell! please be safe
>>5074024
aha its fine ! i'll not watch. i just thought i remember you asking people to watch your stream llike a while ago? or mb it was someone else. it's fine tho bexe. you go be the best girl you can be.
>>5074038
i didn't know that .____.
>>5074032
Wait a minute. . . is there two Kaylas here with two trips?
>>5074036
>bdsm event
oh lord tell us more
>>5074027
No wonder Bunz dumped you for a twink.
>>5073916
I hope it turns around soon too, at least classes are going alright ^^
Whoooo my teeth hurt
>>5074039
yeah that was me :^) i just don't want to embarrass myself with really shitty play, it's been a while and streaming my first match would give me mad anxiety too
plus esports are starting soon and i have a medical need for rares
>>5074040
take a long warm shower and put conditioner on your beard area for 5 mins before you rinse, that always helps me
>>5074045
No that's me. I lost my trip last night when I accidentally gave it away when I posted a silly screen shot.
>>5074036
post results
Did the black spots and permanent 5 o clock go away?
>>5074038
Lol then Reddit is just going to ask about why she's friends with a murderer, being so brave, and other memes
>>5074065
good. the fire rises
>>5074055
was dentist ok? i actually HATE the dentist tbh its horrible.
I'm getting depress...
Maybe the height of my life will be to just dress pretty for myself, alone, at home.
I suppose, maybe, that could be fun too...
>>5074071
Just go outside feefs.
>>5074069
It was what it was. Had my gums stabbed for a little bit, paid for the luxury. I don't think anybody likes going to the dentist but at least it makes for clean teef
>>5074075
Well no...
Like, the guys who want trans woman, are like all creeps.
Chances to find a man who isn't a creep, when you're not a flawlessly passing trans woman, is seemingly next to zero.
I'm rather alone than dating a creep... So, therefore, the height of my life may be to just be alone, but still having nice clothes and shoes.
>>5074071
Feefs. Whats up?
>>5074050
Who is bunz and how is that relevant to a pizza?
>>5074059
Oh dang. Now I have to remember this trip. :( how is the apartment search goin?
g'morning mtfg,
how're ya doing?
>>5072839
>>5072850
like u can look up my pics in the archive if u rlly care that much
I talk however I want, and was pretty drunk last night
I've been a tripfag so, like, I don't even know, troll better I guess
>>5073621
all sorts of people can find love, anon
>>5073818
wut, posting ur qt pics?
>>5073910
>let's not pretend that Jenner isn't awful...
>tfw when ur electrolysis person asks about them and seems amused and awkward when u say u wish trans people had a better "representative"
>>5074002
literally this game is my life
Napstablook is my spirit animal
>>5074078
yeah I went about 4 months ago I think. I dread it so much but my teeth are pretty decent for some reason so I'm kinda glad about that.
>>5074059
translation:
>I was getting filtered by too many people
>>5074080
What makes them creeps tho? I'd at least give a chaser a chance before writing him off. Its kinda flattering to have someone interested, even if its a bit superficial. Now if they turned out to be terrible after giving them a chance then yeah drop em like aa hot potato
>>5074092
no she legitimately dun goofed and posted her trip haha
it's ok Kayla, happens to the best of us :)
>>5074093
Have you watched that "trans lovers" episode?
First of all...
Why would a guy date a trans woman?
If he's straight, or at least "straight", then he'd just as well go with cis women... And if he just wants a trans woman for some reason, then he could just pick a completely passable one, that is young etc.
Right...
So, the other ones... Well, that tv series episode can probably tell that story.
They're creeps, they want a trans girl because they have a fetish for it, and they're otherwise losers.
>>5074080
I'm pretty far from flawlessly passing and have found guys willing to date me that aren't creeps.
>>5074087
Same actually, I think it might be down to dental hygiene. I brush thoroughly and religiously.
>>5074085
No, waking up was a mistake because I'm back feeling dysphoric and shitty. ;~;
Also, it's about how you approach the Jenner issue. I generally thoroughly explain why I think she's a terrible spokesperson for trans issues.
>>5074095
bet you fifty bucks it was planned
>>5074100
>I'm pretty far from flawlessly passing and have found guys willing to date me that aren't creeps.
Are you sure you're being objective about it, and not just putting him in a better light, skewing his intentions, and the way he looks and behaves?
>>5074099
I mean he could like the transgirls because he likes her ya know? Not everything has to be linked to a fetish or some secret ulterior motive.
According to you its impossible for a guy to honestly like non 100% passing transgirls without being a creep so enjoy being bitter and alone I guess? That's a really shitty view of other ppl imo
>tfw u have cis sisters who will always be prettier and like actually normal and stuff and its hard o-ok
>>5074100
aw, dat feel, I've been doing pretty shitty this morning too with pain and stress and stuff,
anything in particular getting to you?
well right off the bat she opposes gay marriage and I'd like to marry my partner some day
>>5074109
There's no reason for him to actually date her and get to know her.
There's first physical attraction, if that goes well, then comes the emotional and deeper attraction.
So, if a girl is not 100% passable, there wouldn't really be any physical attraction to begin with... Other than, he knows there's a dick under the clothes. That goes into fetish territory... Maybe he's an ok guy even then, but I think chances are he isn't.
>>5074110
>tfw ur mom and one of ur sisters are actually pretty jelly of a lot of ur features
>>5074114
Physical attraction is super easy. Emotional is easy if you're cool or interesting.
Getting over the penis is only really an obstacle if he wants kids. Getting a non-creep is only hard if you're an uninteresting or otherwise terrible person.
You're really blowing this whole problem out of proportion. It's not like you're some sort of antisocial shutin neet with no hobbies or aspirations right?
>>5074110
Aww why is it hard Maddie ? :(
>>5074114
I feel sorry for you if you actually believe that. . . there's so much wrong with what you're saying that it's not even worth seriously addressing. So gl on the dating scene!
>>5074122
my sisters told me that but I think they were just being nice, maybe I hate myself so much I can't accept when people tell me parts of me are nice.
>>5074110
iktf maddy.
but it helps me when i focus on who i am as a person.
I am much smarter and have made better life choices than all three of my sisters.
i am easier to get along with and all around happier than all three of them too.
shit is so cash.
so turn that frown upside down fam. i'm sure you're just as great as your sisters.
>>5074103
If he just wanted to pump me and dump me he would have left me before we had been together for close to 4 years, and he likely would not have supported me through some of my worst moments/times, or SRS for that matter. We started dating after we were friends too, so it's hardly like he just saw me as a sex object.
>>5074107
Jenner can be summed up as:
- Into women but opposes gay marriage, identifies as "straight" (ie. straight male)
- Privileged and acts surprised when she hears that trans people face discrimination.
She's a terrible spokesperson.
>>5074112
My appearance is getting to me, face and shoulders mostly. It's basically been bothering me ever since I became single again, having a relationship was apparently a band-aid for my dysphoria.
What's stressing you out?
>>5074110
I know that feel. I look up to my older sister but I'm basically inferior in every way.
>>5074086
It's the best game.
>will never be a toriel tier mom
>>5074129
I have faith in you Kay!! >x<
>>5074123
>Physical attraction is super easy.
No, it's not. Maybe if you pass 100%, but if you don't pass 100%, then it's not "super easy".
A straight guy wouldn't be attracted to a trans woman who doesn't pass 100%, as she wouldn't look completely female, and have some rather off putting features (otherwise she'd pass 100%).
So, getting to the point of emotional attraction wouldn't ever happen, because he wouldn't even consider dating her because of how she looks.
You see the problem?
For somebody to be attracted to a trans woman who doesn't pass 100%, he'd have to be attracted to her because of a fetish, namely, the penis.
And because his attraction is based on a fetish, I think it's quite likely he's a creepy and not so fun person.
>Getting over the penis is only really an obstacle if he wants kids.
Sure, but that's only for trans women who pass 100%.
> It's not like you're some sort of antisocial shutin neet with no hobbies or aspirations right?
I may not have hobbies and aspirations, and I may be a shutin neet, but I'm not anti-social.
>>5074137
pew pew pew.
taking down one sad post at a time.
fightin' em with smiles. ;w;
>>5074140
>You see the problem?
Yes. You think there is such a thing as "100% passing" that we have to strive for, and any features that is not on the far end of feminine is going to ruin your life.
If someone is attracted to a girl with a nose that isn't a perfect tiny button nose is he a fetishist? Because it doesn't take any leaps to get there from what you're saying, and it's a crazy thing to say.
>>5074140
The troll cometh
>>5074147
If somebody is visible born male, you can assume there is a penis, and then you pursue dating that person because it has a penis...
That's a fetish, and not remotely the same to be attracted to somebody because she has a cute button nose.
"100% passing" does exist.
Wongor is a bully tbqh
She's a nice bully tho and my friend
>>5074141
>alisunshine
Incredible
>>5074141
fuck you
>>5074156
shh
>>5074160
>>5074160
it's going terribly so far! I'm listening to the mars volta, I just watched six hours of sense8! I have nothing to do in my dead end life and I'm basically just waiting to die! I didn't sleep last night because I have an appointment tomorrow and I need to get my sleeping schedule back in place!
>>5074146
>being famous
I'd rather not ;~;
Someone else can be the spokesperson.
>>5074147
shrimpdick from reddit was 100% passing before she disappeared
>>5074166
well how about if I can't pass I'll get famous and be the spokesperson, but if I pass I'm going full stealth and nunya gonna see me do that shit
>>5074137
You gotta be you. Only and best one iii the world ^_^bb on the bright side your sister can try to be like you but she can never be you fam.
>>5074153
Not everything you dislike is trolling.
>>5074171
That's the problem. No passing or sane trans woman ever becomes the spokesperson.
>>5074174
I dislike holes in your logic
>>5074176
I think Jamie Clayton got some attention for a while... I guess they realized she was sane, and passing, so they diverted that attention elsewhere. First to Cox something, then now to Caitlyn Jenner.
>>5074165
you're gonna make it jade
don't believe in yourself... believe in me, who believes in you
>>5074177
There aren't any holes in it.
For a guy to really like a non 100% passing trans woman, he'll need to have an "ulterior motive", and that's pretty creepy in itself.
>>5074129
oh well like all of us seem to have a pretty hard time accepting positive stuff about ourselves even if it's true, my sister and mom are pretty specific about what they're jelly off and I buy it cus some stuff like my hair and nails were better than a lot of cis girls even before transition
>>5074131
iktf, my face is one of the main things that bother me about myself and I think it's rlly ugly and manly and needs ffs tho somehow it doesn't stop me from passing, you're a lot prettier than me tho and don't seem to have nearly as much in the way of problem features, I'm pretty self-conscious about my shoulders too even tho my partner tries to remind me that they're like the same width as hers
relationships can do that and I even recognize that my partner and I are kinda co-dependent with some stuff like that
a bunch of stuff is stressing me out like worrying about catching the other kitten and finding a new apartment and my doctor stuff but I'm also just more stressed in the morning from my health stuff
>>5074146
>One of you! go be famous or something!
I don't believe fame is healthy, like psychologically
>>5074176
well, I'm thinking of doing a lot of streaming after I transition (I play competitive TF2 and although there's a lot of grills in the scene, there's no female streamers) and because >internet and >trolls I figure eventually someone will dig deep enough to find out, so if anything I can work from there
I know streamer isn't as famous as Olympic athlete but it's a start I guess
>>5074185
You sound like you don't understand men. Not every guy that's even vaguely friendly or would consider dating a woman with masculine features is a creep.
>>5074165
is season 2 out yet
>>5074140
>For somebody to be attracted to a trans woman who doesn't pass 100%, he'd have to be attracted to her because of a fetish, namely, the penis.
Not really. They could be bisexual, or into feminine guys, or any number of other things while still completely respecting the fact you aren't comfortable with your genitals, or them fetishizing your genitals. Your generalizations have no basis besides what you see in fucking 4chan threads.
The reality is that a lot of guys go for trans women because they believe that they are easier to obtain and keep due to their anxiety and insecurities. They rely on trans girls to be in a fragile mental state so they can feel secure in believing they won't leave them.
Unfortunately for these men who likely have little experience with women what so ever, they don't know that the more insecure and fucked up a girl is the more likely she is to cheat on you or end up leaving you. They don't have the experience to know that confident girls are the most loyal.
So everyone loses and everyone's fucked.
>>5074185
>non 100% passing trans woman
don't make me post the bell curve graph
>>5074185
What about cis women with masculine features?
>>5074110
>tfw have one sister and 3 brothers
>tfw sister and i used to be really tight but now i think she secretly hates me
also i'm the only person in who isn't a twin i like to complain about that alot too
>>5074192
Nah, maybe it's just because of my own situation.
The feature that makes me unpassable is a, well, very unattractive and masculine feature.
Maybe it's different for those who can get cocked for other features...
Though, I guess, if anyone has a feature that makes them unpassable, it'd always be unattractive.
>>5074185
Lol or he can be non binary/pansexual bit those don't exist and/or creepy so they don't count. Any excuse is better than none as to why ur bitter and alone. you're the exact kind if girl guys make threads about saying how they make no fucking sense
>show interest in someone
>get called creep and fetishist
>fuck off and go find someone less hostile and retarded
>"bawwww why can't I find a MANN I'm so ugly!! ;-;
>>5074180
She got nowhere near that much, is only a household name in the american trans community, and as a general rule a lot of people probably don't know she is.
She had also transitioned forever by the time her career picked up like that.
It's not necessarily a bad thing tbh, there's a bunch of other not-quite-spokesperson trans people whose being trans isn't that well known but who did a lot for the trans community.
And then there's Jenner who did less than nothing and basically makes 90s tier shit "documentaries".
>>5074197
Masculine features aren't necessarily male features.
There's like a threshold where a feature goes, from masculine, to male.
>>5074180
Jenner gets attention because channel E continues to advertise her because of the Kardashians.
>>5074217
season 1 came out a while ago wtf
>>5074195
>a lot of guys go for trans women because they believe they are easier to obtain and keep due to their anxiety and insecurities
The truth hurts. I don't know if that's their intention to start, but it certainly ends up playing out that way. It's not a good feeling to realize that you're settling for something less than ideal because you feel you couldn't do better, it makes you feel really weak willed and dependant.
>>5074189
Work the trans streamer angle, that alone would probably get you views. The problem is that people will start gauging your content not by how good of a streamer you are, but by the fact that you're trans. It's complicated ;~;
>>5074187
My face doesn't generally stop me from passing either. Given the kind of feedback I get from people irl and on here, it's safe to say that the only person I don't pass to is myself. I imagine you're prettier than you think too, we're all our own worst critics.
Do you have health problems? What kind of health problems?
>>5074211
.....
>go to gaming society
>apparently it's 'cancelled' and only about 7 people turned up
>hang round and play pokemon for a little bit
>turns out one guy has a copy of melee
well that sucks but it looks like MELEE'S ON NEXT WEEK AAAAAAAAAYYY
>>5074159
its tru tho ur a bully and my friend
>>5074160
>there's a new sheriff in town, erin
...is it me?? i hope its not me id be a terrible sheriff
>>5074223
exactly. If anything though, I'd rather them gauge my content on the fact that I'm a grill than that I'm trans
>>5074242
is he cute?
also i think you would make a really nice sheriff erin :3
>>5074247
we are all transgirls though..
>>5074030
>>5074146
It's a feel I don't need
Every town needs its bandit.
>>5074247
That's what I'd prefer too, but people tend to gauge you by what's the smallest minority you're a part of. Women in competitive gaming might be a minority, but transwomen are the even bigger minority.
This is why I want to be stealth.
>>5074223
autonomic nervous system/blood pressure issues
>>5074261
>will never be the Courier
>will never do gay shit with Cass
>will never traverse Nevada with her and gun down Legion scum
real life fucking sucks
apocalypse now
>>5074262
i would stop shooting ppl tho :3
>>5074030
umm
>>5074252
no I know, but I mean going stealth and stuff. Hopefully I can pass well enough that I would haven't to worry about being trans
>>5074255
We can all have a goal to reach though, r-right? ;-;
>>5074262
exactly. And I know I could at least bring more attention to some of the great competitive females and help to get more into the scene (the winning team for Highlander this year I believe had 2 grills)
>always feel like shit
>trip balls
>feel so content and happy and loving
>come down
>feel like shit again
I wish i could be that content happy person everyday ;_; i think being trans has ruined me, even tho im out the other side now
>>5074272
i want all those but not the gay sex tbh
id love to wander the nevada wastes with her and shoot bad guys though
>>5074263
That's hard at this age especially, I can see why that would be stressful. I knew a guy who had similar, it really sucked for him because he liked to party but could wind up hospitalized at the drop of a hat.
>>5074276
Are you shooting people now? o.o
>>5074277
That would be amazing if you could, the disconnect in how many women there are in competitive gaming is why the community for so many competitive games treat women like dirt.
>>5074277
I suppose. I'd prefer to not aspire and just be a happy mom getting the d from asgore err day already
>>5074283
She ends up fucking some random NCR dude by the end of the story anyway.
See so now, when I go on about having really sensitive skin that comes off like eraser shavings if I rub it, do you believe me?
This is me now with skincare stuff washed off, and concealer and shitty webcam grain/exposure added.
>mfw beard shadow is barely visible
>mfw it reveals disgusting George-Lucas neck instead
If i were a cis girl i wouldnt be here watching whiplash.
>>5074288
yeah I got sick at the start of highschool tho I also meant my health stuff literally just makes me more stressed out than normal and get stressed more easily and stay stressed longer, I'm not usually rlly up for partying
>>5074288
omg i would never! i'm actually a nice person i was just playing
>>5074303
Yes you would
>>5074303
If you were a cis girl you would be an entirely different person than you are now.
>>5074308
Why would i? I'd have better things to do, like getting pregnant.
>>5074307
You're secretly a rampage shooter, I just figured you out.
>>5074312
Speculating on this always makes me wonder. What would I be into, what my personality be, and how much less broken would I be?
What kind of cis grill would you have been?
>>5074263
https://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/autonomicnervoussystemdisorders.html
>Your autonomic nervous system is the part of your nervous system that controls involuntary actions, such as the beating of your heart and the widening or narrowing of your blood vessels. When something goes wrong in this system, it can cause serious problems, including
> Blood pressure problems
> Heart problems
> Trouble with breathing and swallowing
> Erectile dysfunction in men
You'll live.
How do I deal with my resting face being this expression?
>>5074313
You'd post here every day to make us feel worth and talk about how the kicking baby Wakes you up
>>5074319
>the widening or narrowing of your blood vessels
yeah, that stuff
never said it was fatal or anything, just sucks
>>5074321
*worse
>>5074318
omg no wayyy >< i'm not american enough to fire a gun
also i hate being like mean or rude and shooting people is both of those things
>>5074318
Some people are feminine and some are masculine. The feminine ones would be happier but not too different from how they are now. The masculine ones would stop acting like dude bro shitheads with abysmal hobbies and entitlement to having the loudest opinion.
>>5074321
That would be sadistic.
Whiplash is an immefiately tense movie tho.
>>5074262
>I want to be stealth.
I'm finally understanding the concept
>presented in a dress
>didn't get any weird looks nor made anyone uncomfortable
>feeling more confidant as clock ticks away
>mfw lgbt person clocks me as I leave the store
so among the lay public I was passing as far as I can tell, but gay guy obviously knew.
he was extraordinarily nice and seemed to come out of no where as I was leaving.
I imagine this is how famous people feel when they get ambushed by fans
I hope he isn't sjw and I'd die if I was on his fb or blog
>>5074324
I don't know why but I thought you had an immune system disorder.
>>5074328
It's ok Kit, I'm not judging you, you're legitimately the nicest rampage shooter I've ever met ^~~^
>>5074320
Goddamn jarrett is so kawaii
Also there is no cure for resting bitch face otber than to force a smile all the time which is stupid
>>5074320
Here's my secret.
>>5074335
nah, that's more my partner
my stuff is just rlly unpleasant and contributes to me being a worthless blob that can't do anything
maybe u were confusing me with another trip
>>5074329
Sounds like a fair evaluation. That said, I doubt I'd have a lot of the same hobbies I have now if I'd not been trans. How many other people absolutely buried themselves in their technology in their teens to numb themselves? I'm sure I'm not the only one.
>>5074334
Yeah, it's not a good feeling to get clocked. Even if I do clock a passing trans woman I feel like bringing it up is exceptionally rude, given I know how shitty it feels. What do you say to them anyways? I never got it :S
>>5074334
The concept of stealth is not only passing. Stealth implies that there is nothing significant out there to undermine your identity. When your employer does a background check it all turns up female. When you go to the doctor they believe you are cis female. When you have sex your partner believes you are cis female unless you confide in them about your past.
>>5074332
Your cis self is sadistic, having never faced proper adversity it fascinates you to see suffering, and empathy can't stop you.
Also you think trannies are gross
Who American here? Also phalic food is no substitute for actual phalluses
>>5074367
Welp. Also excuse the awful color scheme. On event days we wear highlighter color shirts.
>>5074367
Is everything upside down in america? o.o
I thought that was australia
>>5074339
uumm im not a rampage shooter thoooo ._.;;;
i promiseeee
>>5074367
if you're so american why is your photo in Australian orientation..? hmmm?
>>5074347
Maybe. Why are so many of us unhealthy?
>>5074357
Degrees of stealth. Most people imply stealth on a casual level (although at the very least getting degrees changed would definitely be a boon for a lot who waited a bit too long). Few really go whole hog unless their family truly hates them.
>>5074367
I like your glasses
>>5074381
Because some of us with chronic health issues would have better things to do than be on 4chan if healthy.
>>5074351
Maybe you would like Zelda and Castlevania. You could wear a Mario mushroom top and play farmville.
>>5074358
Who knows. Maybe. Or maybe I'd be nice. We'll never know because I'll never be fucking cis.
>>5074272
>will never get fucked by Fisto
And this soda has pieces of nerds candy in it lel
>>5074377
Oh nooo it's awful. I'm supreme trump today. Only slept like 4 hours.
>>5074384
I like you tbh
>>5074385
Fair point. Which trip is the unhealthiest?
>>5074394
*frump
>>5074394
>tfw caddy likes ugly boys
>>5074400
I don't like ugly personalities like that either.
>>5074389
Don't you have a life or a job or something?
I went to bed you're still posting I wake up to read your frivulous narcissistic shit
Grow up
>>5074378
Maybe I should believe you, but what happens when I let my guard down, Kit? WHAT HAPPENS THEN!? D:
>>5074377
THANKS HIRO
>>5074388
I would be /v/'s worst nightmare. I'm not sure how I feel about this, but at least I would probably look cute in a mario mushroom top.
>>5074394
>soda with nerds candy in it
That's terrifyingly delicious sounding.
>>5074404
>getting a job when you can just NEET it up and focus on transitioning then get a bf to take care of you once you pass
lmao someone doesn't know how to into women
>>5074394
N-nani kore?!
>>5074400
This is true
>>5074351
>I do clock a passing trans woman I feel like bringing it up is exceptionally rude
sjw or ally probably think they are being supportive, but it's never good to get clocked, especially when you still are working on your presentation like me.
I'm sure he was well intentioned
>say to them anyways
you mean what to say to other trans people when you meet them?
Why do luxurious stuff look so... almost sexy?
Anyone else feel the same?
>>5074404
Nope I'm a waste of anything right now
>>5074393
I remember playing that and I was like "wow this was unexpected" and it got me turned on. Then after I was done testing Fisto and about to leave I got attacked by those three grannies from the wild wasteland perk.
It was a bizarre experience. Returning the robot to that dude too...
>>5074419
trip on dollface
>>5074415
I'd hate being clocked too, but if they did say something, I'd kinda like it if they mentioned what tipped them off at least.
>>5074421
Consider the bleach my friend
>>5074428
>implying that's not feefs
>>5074426
>That sounds like a super attainable and realistic way to transition. Hats off to you.
more like *tips "COCK" hat*
>>5074419
I never believed in AGP before but then I met Feefs.
>>5074435
Considering
>>5074419
Idk. I just bought this the other day. I'm not even sure why.
>>5074426
Linebackers can't be girls elanna ;_;
>>5074407
nnothing happens! cause im nice you can trust me i'm just a really nice girl n_n
>>5074445
Why would you buy a designer handbag for hundreds of dollars and not some girl clothes?
>>5074426
>"Cool, you're trans, that's so brave of you."?
you're joking right? thanks ahead for the kek though
I've only met 1 other trans person irl
she's a makeup gal and passes well
but I instantly knew she was trans the first time she helped me
I have yet to reveal to her that I'm trying to present as fem. her and the other gals just think I'm a femboi
answer: treat them like any other cis girl
>>5074450
??? I have girl clothes
>>5074455
Prove it.
>>5074445
You've been talking to Dollface too much.
>>5074443
Just know that there's an anon out there that supports your choice in suicide...
>>5074445
That's a really low resolution...
It looks like, a bag, that a girl with log blond hair in a ponytail would wear, and in white skinny jeans, and one of those shirts where there's like a single row of bigger "frills", in black.
Dunno about the shoes, but probably something standard, mid/high heels, enough business but still not too plain.
>>5074440
It's not AGP though.
AGP is more like
>Brah, look at my boobs man
>They're so hot
>Man, girls are the best, I just wanna fuck ehm
>While massaging my boobs
>>5074400
tfw you're too lean, and fit to be liked by caddy
caddyorigingalpepe.png
>>5074446
O-ok Kit that's good because I don't like guns n_n
>>5074453
I am joking, and I'm glad I made you kek :3
I know to treat them like any other cis-girl, which is why I just don't bring it up, because the two are sort of mutually exclusive.
>tfw can't lose weight
>>5074462
AGP is more like
>Brah look at these heels man
>They're so hot
>Man, girls are the best I want to be one and fucked by a guy
>While in heels and massaging my handbag
>>5074367
burgerland member here
Going to go be nerdy with friends! Have fun ladies
Remember: you're all beautiful!
Unless you're not, but there's pizza in the fridge and that's just as beautiful <3
>>5074471
Nah brah, it's said that you can only be AGP if you're into girls tho.
But it's not AGP to like nice things.
>>5074463
I'll never understand why she's chasing a young hon
>>5074471
imagine if we could wear leggings and uggs
and had a strong boyfriend who would validate our basic fashion choices
>>5074479
Hey apparently we talk too much cause I bought a designer handbag.
It was nice knowing you fam.
>Oddish wil never kill himself and stream it here
hello friends! i am going running for the second time since my back surgery. what should i listen to? last time i listened to the fetty wap album and the new bring me the horizon album.
i haven't been listening to anything but super depressing music recently.
>>5074498
45:33
>>5074482
Yeah, and you'd like, go out in the woods, to some cottage.
Set up a fire some evening, sit around it, and he'd play guitar, and cuddle, and you'd talk, and have it really nice.
>>5074498
:^)
>>5074385
literally health stuff holds me back more than tranny stuff
>>5074419
like sexy as in "that's so nice it's fucking sexy", or like actual arousal?
>>5074445
I just recently got a new purse that I LOVE
>>5074498
>bring me the horizon
>>5074498
>fetty wap
>BMTH
>>5074501
but it could never happen, because my man neck
imagine if i had nice heels and didn't have to hide inside to pass
>>5074467
I should reveal it's me you've been chatting with, and I left you souvenir (chk mail) from my clocked at the exit adventure
- h
>>5074508
>>5074509
i haven't listened to them since like 2010 but i heard they made a new album so i gave it a couple of listens. it was pretty generic but there were some good songs on there.
fetty wap is also great for working out but ive listened to it so much that i can't anymore really.
i've been listening to nothing but eels for like weeks now and they kind of just make me want to lay in bed and fall asleep or cry.
>>5074498
>2015
>not listening to northern english art-rock
what the fuck
>>5074471
>it's agp to feel sexy when wearing nice things
So many agps out there. Also gz not understanding what agp means on any level
for fuck's sake, none of my old clothes fit me
I don't know what to wear
why did I gain weight why why why I need to fucking starve myself for a month
I'm such a weak-willed piece of shit
What can I eat that is filling but has very little wrt calories etc.? I find it impossible to sleep on an empty stomach and end up ruining everything by stuffing my face so I can get enough to wake up for lectures in time
>>5074528
I think that was a bit on the nose to be the real feefs.
>>5074529
Water, and I suppose any veggies, or milk (but it has some kcal).
>>5074498
good for you, let's get some exercise mtfg!
>>5074524
This, people don't seem to get that AGP is literally getting hot and bothered by the image of you as sexy and female. If you've ever met someone that's AGP, trust me when I say it's very obvious.
>>5074518
I'll try. I'm trying to nourish myself on 1400 calories a day. I'm so used to eating to deal with feels ;~;
>>5074529
Lean protein. Not necessarily meat.
>>5074516
Ok, I'll check my email, I'm just getting ready to go write an exam though.
>>5074521
If you are into corecore I can hook you up with some great bands you can listen to.
Both "underground" and more mainstream ones.
>>5074467
yeah me neither they are mean and rude
im scared of them tbh
this class seems so fucking useless pls kill me 8 weeks of suffering
>>5074543
>AGP is literally getting hot and bothered by the image of you as sexy and female.
This is not to be confused with confidence and "feeling sexy" though. Two very different things.
>>5074524
Keep telling yourself that when you're having sexual fantasies just looking at handbags and imagining being a girl.
>>5074569
>Not having been brainwashed by the media that you need these luxurious items to be valuable to men, therefore feel a need to have those items
Are you sure you're even trans?
>>5074555
>starving to deal with feels
Been there as well, almost worse because you feel like shit and can't concentrate most of the time. Thanks though, I hope I feel better soon too. Also, nice trips.
>>5074556
They don't so much scare me, but they just send such a weird and fucked up message. Seeing what happens in the States and the kind of gun culture it has confuses the hell out of me. Arming yourself at all times shouldn't be a casual decision...
>>5074559
C'mere, let us share stories of bullshit classes. I literally just got 10% of my course grade in one class for making a scatter plot in Excel.
>>5074569
I am not that person.
>>5074578
I got accused of plagiarism because me and my lab partner both used excel to graph our data. The TA explained he would have written a C program to do it, somehow.
Luckily the prof thought the TA was batshit insane and we got the issue dropped.
>>5074580
>>5074574
You're not even a person real people go outside.
>>5074578
I see your bullshit and raise you a college course literally about how to attended college. . . . but its the only college class you have AHHHHHH
>>5074580
nice meme fam
>>5074543
>older transitioners who sound like they have a perpetual half-moan in their voice
>not being sexually attracted to yourself
People can smell the lack of confidence you know. Nothing wrong with being attracted to yourself. Nothing wrong with waking up getting some coffee and just focusing on yourself sexually.
>>5074543
no worries, school is high priority
>>5074578
Get trips, post tits
>>5074593
Hella cool!
We turning up the lewdometer fam.
>>5074580
agp is being a cheap fetishistic parody of a woman to satisfy your sexual urges
you sound like a gay male, you are so agp
>>5074600
Check out this AGP.
>>5074605
There is nothing wrong with wanting to look good, you idiots think every woman is agp because she thinks she's sexy.
>>5074607
>Implying you wouldn't want to do that
Being able to just sit and masturbate the whole day would be amazing.
Well, only every now and then, doing it every day would probably both be boring, and exhausting.
uummmm what's sex with boys like...?
:3
>>5074619
he asks "you have a penis wtf bro i'm not gay" then runs away
>>5074619
Anal or intercourse?
>>5074619
What's sex in general like?
>>5074619
Like being happy, I imagine
>>5074629
crying is nice
>>5074618
Maki can't even transition. It's true that all AGP have problems transitioning. They spend more time on fantasies than on living fulltime. Their transition can take many years before they are confident enough to do it in public.
>>5074607
Why wouldn't you attracted to yourself? I am attracted to only women and HRT doesn't change my preference in humans. Ever since I grew my b cup I can't help myself and neither can the boys.
You should love yourself more anonkun ^.^
>>5074623
it's actually the opposite,
no penis no diamond
>>5074600
>being attracted to small penises
How do you do it maki
>>5074619
If it's with some randomer it can be fun, but mostly it's just a method of release, and then you feel a little used and cheap afterwards.
If it's with someone you love... It's incredible, him on top of you, your legs contorted upon his shoulders, both looking into each others eyes...
*wipes sweat from brow*
>>5074626
geez woman
inb4 prude
>>5074636
</3
>>5074640
>tfw a boy will never propose by placing a diamond ring on your girl tinkler
>>5074629
Crying is pretty much all I do these days.
>>5074644
It's a valid question, they are both pretty different experiences imo.
>>5074641
Maki is trans shitlord.
>>5074626
>Anal or intercourse?
._. anal i guess since it's all i have ;~;
>>5074641
>Being this mad that I can tuck it
>being this mad that Ipass better than you
^.^
>>5074649
just try not to be too explicit b/c my dainty ears won't handle it
>>5074600
I have no idea how anyone could be attracted to me honestly
>>5074649
We only do prostate massages around here.
>>5074652
I'm not mad that you or anyone passes better than me. It's simple facts of life like that which inspire me to double down on my summer bleach diet, for that clean inside bod.
>>5074619
i need to know ;o;
>>5074643
AAAgh i want this
>>5074658
Alright off to work just wanted to derail than leave^.^
Oddish I love you i hope you become a successful movie maker like Steven spielberg ^.^
>>5074643
>If it's with someone you love... It's incredible, him on top of you, your legs contorted upon his shoulders, both looking into each others eyes...
I need this ;_;
>>5074668
what happens if you have gas and fart?
>>5074647
>with this cock ring i thee wed
No hrt
Will I pass?
[spoiler]please don't recognize me ;_;[/spoiler]
>>5074619
When it's good it's really all it's made out to be.
The bad is somewhere between mind numbingly boring and wanting you to be elsewhere right now.
>>5074452
>Anne Lawrence
I know someone who reminds me of AL so much in terms of her ability to come off as a complete creep to every trans person who's ever read her blog, talked to her, or met her.
>>5074651
>anal
Assuming it's with someone you actually love:
Foreplay - Fun, often progresses through making out, both of you are getting into it and getting lewder. Then the hands start slipping under clothes and layers start coming off and then:
Nude - By this point you're mostly just concerned with making your partner happy. It's mutual, you go back and forth, you get to watch them squirm, they get to make you squirm, it's so damn fun. Then he asks to stick it in your pooper.
Anal - Feels downright filthy, but tender at the same time. It's really tender because he has to hold you close and be careful not to hurt you.
After it's all done, you both just lay there panting, exhausted and sweaty, laying in each other's arms...
Sorry, I got a bit distracted there.
>>5074657
I don't though.
>>5074683
Plz less ducklips
>>5074683
With that angle, face, and hair coverage we can tell you nothing.
>>5074679
>having him take control over your body and throw you around on the bed and choke you and spank and slap you...
Oh gosh, that sounds amazing ;_;
>>5074693
>bob sucking on MDMA
GOAT
>>5074679
d-delete this
>>5074679
>>5074687
omg why did i ask this questionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
>>5074679
>tfw getting dicked so hard that you're almost trying to pull off and he grabs your hips from behind and pulls you back in
>ywn hate-fuck a /pol/ack while listening to the Drug Church S/T
>>5074702
>tfw getting dicked so hard that you're almost trying to push him away so he doesn't go so deep, but he grabs your arms and pins them down and carries on anyway
uwu
>>5074693
The NDP turned her down a couple years ago. She managed to go from potential rising star to angering most of the federal LGBT group or something.
>>5074700
You'll get there eventually. And then you can tell lewd stories to naive girls who think they want to hear about it rather than do it.
>>5074709
No, we sincerely can't. You might but there isn't much to go on. And pre-HRT isn't particularly reliable anyway.
>>5074707
>///< pls stop [spoiler]pls don't stop[/spoiler]
as a continuation of the current subject how do i get a bf
>>5074721
get a gf then feed her testosterone
>>5074707
if i tell myself enough times that i don't need this the feelings will go away
>>5074700
Honestly, curiosity is fine, but there's so many different ways to have sex that it's impossible to really describe the experience. I like it tender, another anon described liking it rough and hard. I just find the latter sounds good in theory, but it hurts too much, and my partner always felt really bad afterward. It led to apology cuddles though :3
>>5074707
#triggered
>>5074697
THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST
>>5074721
>in class
>read thread
>can't stop blushing and ha ing lewd fantasies now
T-thanks girls . . .
>>5074426
>That sounds like a super attainable and realistic way to transition. Hats off to you.
I can't tell if that's facetious or not.
>maybe I'll just check the thread before work
>this lewd posting
Well fuck.
I'M HORNY
HORNY ABOUT DICKS
>>5074744
>tfw wanting a dicking so bad
>>5074715
>naive girls who think they want to hear about it rather than do it
the idea is always better then the actual deed
>>5074730
>go to bfs place
>say hi to his housemates
>we go upstairs to drop my bags
>end up furiously making out and giving him a blowie
>he spins me around, pulls down my jeans and cums all over my back/butt
>try to wipe it all off
>probably failed
>probably went downstairs smelling of fresh cum in front of his housemates
>they all probably think I'm a whore
;_;
>>5074752
Typical transbian mindset. It's about the intimacy, not the buttstuff by itself
Can we please stop talking about boys? I don't want to be reminded that no boy is ever going to want me.
>>5074758
You are a whore tho. A monogamous whore, but a whore nonetheless.
>>5074760
Why is transbian thrown around like an insult especially here on lgbt? There nothing wrong with being a transbian.
>>5074763
This.
>>5074760
>not the buttstuff by itself
you're sounding very transbian
>>5074770
There is a transbian thread soon as they don't go in Lesgen so why come here and say boy stuff is gross?
>>5074767
Nuh uh! He doesn't give me any money!
>>5074763
No, I need the reminder, the fantasies I het from this are the closest I get to being with a boy
>tfw qt boy
>>5074758
iktf
>tfw you get cum in your hair and smell it every time you move around suddenly or turn your head too sharply
>tfw when you can smell it and there's friends around
>>5074758
I am jelly.
>>5074780
Sounds like you're [spoiler]getting shafted[/spoiler].
>>5074779
Except nobody does that? Also transbian are shamed and bullied here to the point of ridiculousness
>tfw you keep getting more masculine even on hrt
This isn't how hormones are supposed to work ;_;
>>5074772
>>5074781
>>5074785
>cum in your hair
Worst tuing eger!
>go out drinking with bf
>get wasted
>end up going into this field in almost oitch black darkness
>tfe he bends me over and dicks me hard in the middle of nowhere
>tfw he pulls out and cums on my 'face' ie my face, my hair, my t-shirt, my jeans, my bag
>tfw no time to wash and get ready the next morning as i have to catch a train
>tfw riding busy trains all the way home with dried cum in my hair
>>5074794
He cooks nice meals and gives good hugs tho so it's okay :)
>>5074796
It's mostly Larry
>>5074802
i'm actually starting to get triggered by my loneliness
>>5074806
at least your hair is clean
How do I know if my hormones are broken or not?
>>5074770
one part meme, one part bitter people trying to shit on others to make themselves feel better/incite shitposting in general
>>5074779
I actually prefer lesgen to tlg and think tlg doesn't rlly need to exist
I mean they're pretty nice people over there generally but most are bi and one is even married to a guy and most of them post here anyway sometimes so it's just kinda people needlessly separating themselves, cluttering up the board with another thread and giving legitimacy to some the the divisive shitposting
but anyways like >>5074796 said almost none of the regulars are complaining about boys, it's more just people getting triggered by anyone liking girls even tho most here are bi
there aren't enough people who get triggered to sustain their own straight-exclusive thread tho so they just shitpost about it here and of course there's always orbiting trolls that love to take advantage of any bs in the threads
>>5074810
blood tests
>>5074802
that actually sounds quite nice
>>5074809
>tfw haven't showered in 2 days
>>5074814
I can't get them yet but the last time I had it checked they forgot to check E so I only found out my t was low.
Estrogen probably doesn't work because I keep getting more masculine all the time.
WHO ROCK N ROLL HERE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zh942B0QmRU
>>5074811
I'm glad I'm not the only one to notice it. That's like the thing that bugs me the most about this gen. I try to ignore it mostly but sometimes it's just fucking stupid
>>5074820
Go shower pls bexe! D:
>>5074823
It doesn't do that, Lainanon
>>5074825
it's like always been around here and it's a form of shitposting that's kinda exclusive to here too
>>5074820
>tfw same >.>
>>5074826
Then why does my face keep getting more messed up and masculine? ;_;
>>5074842
It probably doesn't. Hadn't we established that you're an idiot?
>>5074825
I just do it facetiously. But you are defonitely wrong, there are lesbians in this gen that will interrupt and bother people when they try to do boytalk and it's not that infrequent
>tfw having kinky sex with boyfriend
>tfw tied up lying face down, getting slapped, whipped and abused and pounded from behind
>tfw go to make dinner and he realises you're limping and in pain
>tfw he ends up holding you to comfort you and apologises profusely
>tfw forget to cook anything and just go lay in bed and cuddle until falling asleep
Are we still talking about boys?
>>5074853
it's not fair
why cant i have a bf like that
>>5074853
You!
Please tell me how to get a boy pls
>>5074853
im so jealous of you I can't breathe
>>5074848
So mean.
I'm 99% sure i'm still getting more masculine.
>>5074853
Well idktf.
>>5074853
i don't need this, i don't need this, i don't need this
>>5074853
Yes
>tfw my bf likes spanking and whipping me
>tfw I'm really misbehaving so he ties my legs and handcuffs me, then goes off to do something and leave me there with a vibe in my butt
>comes back and whips me super hard
>tfw i say the safe word and he ignores it and keeps going
>tfw i end up crying with a super painful butt
>tfw i loved every second of it
>tfw he hugs me afterwards
>>5074859
I'm not sure, but I'm told it's because I was confident and didn't pretend hide what a weird and nerdy person I was. Short black hair also apparently helped.
>>5074858
>>5074861
>>5074864
>>5074871
>>5074877
Make the dreams real! There's enough kinky loving accepting men out there for everybody here. I lost mine and now I just reminisce about it on 4chins ;~;
>>5074853
>tied up
>slapped whipped abused
Uhh no thanks I don't wanna know that feel v.v;
>>5074884
>Make the dreams real!
I can't pass or afford srs so I will never be a girl like you. Sometimes I wish therapists would never recommend transition, just out of spite for passing people.
Oh, we're talking guys?
How lovely.
>>5074853
>getting slapped, whipped and abused and pounded from behind
>mfw
and image limit :(
>>5074880
This stuff is hot but if I ever had a bf (fat chance) and he ignored the safe word I'd leave him in a heart beat. Maybe it's hot in a story but fuck that breach of trust when BDSM shit is going on in the bedroom.
>>5074880
Are you willing to sell him for a day?
>>5074884
yeah but idk how to make it happen
like im crushing on this guy but... atm i think im still not passing and idk how to approach him anyway so i dont know if im gonna get a bf ;_;
>>5074886
Have to agree a bit, BDSM seems a bit meh... Just some spanking and light stuff, or just go really gentle, seems much hotter.
>>5074896
Trans is depressing as hell, I don't think it's even good to be around trans communities.
If you do manage to pass, I think it'd be heavily suggestible to never go to a trans community again, so you don't have to get sad for people.
>>5074853
>tfw cooking with the bae
>tfw we need to let things rest for an hour and he kisses my neck while I'm finishing
>tfw we start making out on the kitchen floor
>tfw almost forget what we were doing in the kitchen in the first place
Cleaning hair after that was hell though
>>5074909
>idk how to approach
erin i told you this
>nice shoes wanna fuck?
>>5074803
Most of the trainsbians here don't like Lala. They have her filtered and are creeped out by everything she posts. The ones Lala hits on think she's disgusting, wouldn't even want to be in the same city as her.
>>5074912
Well tbh bdsm triggers really traumatic memories so its something I'll never be into. Like just the thought of it makes me super uncomfortable. I wouldn't even date a guy/girl into that stuff :s
>>5074928
Don't use straight man general. Report it and make a new one.
>>5074935
Dollfangie pls
>>5074912
>If you do manage to pass, I think it'd be heavily suggestible to never go to a trans community again, so you don't have to get sad for people
I don't think anyone ever passes completely
You just get to a point where your ok with yourself and live life
The community does have a perpetual state of sadness though, so leaving is probably not a bad idea
>>5074853
Oohhhohoho wow I'm actually crying now. Fuck, Elanna, I'm at work I don't have time to get it together before my break is over.