and other qt sea creatures
Beauty Diagrams: http://imgur.com/r/BeautyDiagrams/new
Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
Makeup Tutorial: http://imgur.com/a/JO33K/
MTF Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/36HC6ZmT (embed)
Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pants http://www.nationalworkwear.com/size_conversion_chart.php
Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed)
Flappy party link http://www.flappyparty.com/?room0=Tfwonlygirlonv
Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
first for atleast im not this guy
>your mere existence hurts my brain because I have to learn new things and my Read Only Access Memory retardation can't handle it
then they make up dumb excuses like "gender appropriation" and "it's a sin"
>other qt sea creatures
The noble geoduck
idk, I just hung out there like once or twice cos they actually have interesting topics sometimes and actually talk about them instead of all the raging and inter-trip politics that goes on around here
I dont know how this happened. Its like every time i imagine a sexy woman, 70% percent of the time am pounded with her strap on or dick.
Am attracted guys too, but no as much as girls, rarely, but that dick. Am passive ive accepted that, i like when someone makes the first move, but are they're girls that are aggressive like that? Will they even like a transgirl?
doesnt work, my hair is still too thick, it just splays everywhere when i try to make the three separations
UGH fuck long hair im gonna cut this all off
coming from the guy having a mental breakdown the other day lel
nigga I wish
Trannycaust 2015 when? I'm ready, cleanse the earth of agp and anyone who likes anime
everyone would have bfs and all the makeup ever
To create a live this fucked up, it'd take a demented god.
I was pretty good at this, but still i was too much of a pussy to use my superpower to attack them. I was scared that if i told them nasty stuff they could physically attack me.
how to stop being in love with a best friend who will never ever ever want me or see me as anything other than the weird kid he's been friends with since we were small children
Tell him about how you feel. It will be a mess, but your feelings and wondering about "what if..." will stop when you know how he fell about.
If telling him is too much of a problem then just repress it until it stop, because it will stop eventually... right?
>rotting from the inside because you're afraid
Just tell him. Your friendship is ruined fro the moment you decide to hide something like this from him.
>tfw no gf
>tfw no bf
>tfw no close friends at all
How do I into relationships? I'm so lonely
First thing I thought of tbh.
>tfw no male crossdresser friend to help you with clothes and makeup
in practice as high as possible I think, I have a lot of trouble raising my pitch because u also need to raise volume w/ it to stabilize it and stuff, but my voice is too weak...
also raise it as hih as u can cos females touch high notes all the time even when their voices are as deep as a guy's voice, they'll still reach a high pitch w/ certain words or situations
yesterday i protected a fellow transgirl from a strange man with delusions of pimphood.
today she allowed me to go shopping with her as long as i was in boy mode, because she didnt feel safe otherwise.
they never have anything my size.
i cried myself to sleep. i just woke up.
it doesn't matter what you do, it's all about what you look like.
I think my hair loss is getting worse. I have a bald spot in the back of my head that's getting more and more visible and my hair keeps thinning on the top. I've been on HRT for 3 months so why is this still happening?
Well, after reading through that paste bin and almost going through the 5 stages of grief in less than an hour, I can see myself as possibly being a G3 (Heavy denial) mtf.
Guess I might be coming here often (Kill me plx)
oh don't worry I think there are a lot of g3's here, actually, and it has nothing to do w/ what ppl look like and not much to do w/ age either, so it will probs surprise some who is g3 and who is g1, but what does it all mean anyway?? typically it's the transbiends and g3 that get most of the attention here so it's not the end of the world
>Not having hot agp shex
>tfw no qt girl who likes having her body bench pressed for reps
>tfw no qt girl to effortlessly pick up and spin into 69
They are not that bad really, a lot of hair though. Why not shave the hands at least? While you are at it use a vitamin C serum for Cuticles and a Collagen moisturizer/make your own.
It is super cheap to make your own Asorbic Acid serum that helps a lot with your skin. I use it and love it.
oh i wont
specifically i wanna know if i should keep this length + cut my bangs or if i should just keep growing it all
tfw no qt nails
I usually do shave the hands, but if I use an actual razor I'm pretty bad at nicking myself, and I haven't gotten a chance with my bf's beard trimmer in a while. Can't wait til I save up for an epilator. Thanks a lot for the advice!
are u 40?? get laser on hands or epilate and hope it goes away when u get on hrt... nails look mostly healthy, get them manicured ad do them w/ a base coat, color, and top coat
not sure if they can relate per se, but a lot of ppl are still full boy mode after a long time on hrt, have trouble w/ it, not into fashion or makeup, or only started practicing makeup after like 3 years into hrt ... so yeah ur definitely not alone
u are so pretty go be an alternative fashion model in nyc while ur still young, huge dummy!!! ><
also hair idk, I got side swept bangs cos the stylist said that blunt wouldn't look as good, it's okay but sometimes I think long hair all over is more manageable, or just blunt bangs would be more manageable ...
also think u look more qt now than when u had blunt bangs tho
Alright, I'll shoot.
I've got a few MtF friends in various stages of transitioning, and of course all with dysphoria and self-esteem issues of varying intensity. They've all been friends for a while and try to save face in front of each other, but I think I'm their only male friend so they all sort of come to me when shit gets too much and I really don't know how to handle it.
My question is; if you came to someone for encouragement, how would you like them to help?
As a man, my natural inclination is to be analytical and explain why they're overreacting and how, yes, they have plenty of people who would like to help them if they would just let them in, but this usually doesn't go over well. Should I just treat them like my little sister after a breakup and pamper them until they feel better? That just feels like slapping a band-aid over a real wound.
I personally like people being analytically inclined with their advice to give me more perspective. I however like it when they are about to be kind of emotional and help me just express what is on my mind. Just listening to me blab and moan about stuff for a minute and help me solve the problem in a way I can not see is usually enough to make me happy. Idk though everyone is different.
I just don't like the "Everything is going to be okay don't worry" "O-Okay"
uh ye das me
my hands are for the most part feminine i just have long fingers
i dont really wanna be fierce
but i want to be a little cooler than qt
i think sideswept bangs was my best look tbh...
and thank u ; ; i will try my best to be an alt fashion model
btw i bet u look hecks of qt either way
>my hands are for the most part feminine i just have long fingers
same t b h
It may not work for you but what I do in that kind of situations is to point out things that are not bad or tell them about my own similiar bad experiences. Depends on situation. If the topic is something I don't know about or am uncomfortable to discuss, I just steer away from that topic. Basically just make them feel better.
Just not on face lol. I am sure you know that but the hair on your face is generally a lot more coarse than anywhere else and if you epilate you run the very high risk of scaring and bleeding. No beuno at all.
ehhhh.... hands skin is very sensitive and prone to damage, so if u don't take care of them then in a year or two they will start looking a lot worse ... remember that epilating and shaving cause damage to the skin it's not exactly true to say u will never had any issues
still best to try and get permanent removal if u can, if they're still thick and black try laser, otherwise electrolysis ... it's not a whole lot of densely packed hair like the face is tho, so it wont take too long I think
u should, god damn u do it!!!
also my last pic, https://unsee.cc/dapetino/ , tho the hair is really hard to manage imho, also look like junk basically never gonna really pass :/
well the hair will mostly stay I think but they will get lighter w/ hrt so it's better to get it done asap if it's bad imho... I mean I've seen girls w/ hairy arms too, but it's not as common and usually only older like 30+ women, and usually only on the arms, not the hands so it's really something u have to maintain if u want to pass I think
>strict mom won't let me have long hair throughout high school
>says it looks girly and I'm not supposed to look that way
>just want to have long pretty girl hair
>move out to college
>"finally I can look how I want to look"
>clumps of hair in shower
>losing hair bit by bit every day
>old pictures of me clearly show me having thicker hair
>will never be qt
Why is life so cruel? Also I heard HRT does nothing for baldness
Really?! I have never heard of that. I typically epilate my hands and arms, and shave everything else because I have coarse leg hair. Perhaps I was wrong then. I thought it would be okay though.
g u r l
YOU LOOK GREAT!! seriously! you look great, even better than the last time i saw you which i guess was a few months ago at this point? ur hair is so long now and you look so cute!! so feminine! i doubt u dont already pass!
>long hair throughout childhood
>cut it off at 15 but start growing it back at 17
>then cut it all off again at 19
>then start growing it out again at 22
what will i do next..........
Am I too old for this shit? 4 months hrt. Don't really see any changes.
>This is me trying really fucking hard
My parents are strict with how I present myself even in college because they're so narcissistic they think anything I do will look bad on them. But I need their money to stay afloat.
yeah, usually there are different skin treatments and moisturizers specifically for around the eyes, and for the hands because they're different to the rest
idk, some ppl look at me in classes and it super awkwards, also almost killed myself last week cos so stressed and had to reintroduce myself to one of my old fav professors and another instructor .... but they kinda recognized me and it was okay, they were awesome even though they still recognized me, let me scribble a diff name on the attendance list and everything too
still don't pass though, almost 5 months on e now bleh... also my voice is trash ... wish I was more like pic related
u look fine and pretty young
That makes sense now that I think about it. I have a hand cream, eye serum, and body lotions, I just never put it together that they were different lol
yeeeeaaah... I know almost everything about skin care cos I have a really nasty auto-immune disease and skin care for me is waging an up hill losing battle, like can't even use oily skin products or ones w/ perfume in them, it will screw me up 6/10 times
I never pulled that shit with my actual girlfriends though, it just smacks of ignoring the root of a problem until it inevitably comes up again.
But I guess none of them were dealing with someone as personal as this, which is why I'm here asking for help.
Maybe I just haven't been going about it in the right way, then.
Dang that is no fun. Sorry. At least you can arm yourself with knowledge about it to be able to push on uphill.
Since you know so much about skin care, any tips on getting a nice complexion? I am taking Biotin and Collagen supplements try to drink like 70-80 oz of water a day, and stay away from nasty food as much as possible. I just have like not "rough" skin but it is just like micro imperfections. I use a Apple Stem Cell exfoliate to try and make it smoother.
well don't scrub at skin, don't tug it or pull at it... stay out of sun, use spf 50+ even on cloudy days, keep omega 3 fatty acids up higher than omega 6, don't use oily skin products because they will help stimulate widening of pores .. u can use a gentle makeup cleanser instead of exfoliating, personally I prefer clinique for most of my cleanup products, and la roche posay for most of my care products
Okay thanks! I alwayyyys use sunscreen so I am good there. I am a bit of a scruber though, maybe that is where I am going wrong. So Astringents are okay to use? Because I have some Astringent type stuff from Clinique that I never use
idk, I guess ... for pigment stuff there is pigmentclar from la roche posay that I know of, but a lot of these more fine tuning products have interactions w/ any other treatments or conditions u might have so it's always best to check w/ a dermatologist or reference the ingerdients and see what each does
Seriously though.... I could have a booty pic floating around, but that should be it.
>will die if there's something from the front...
>internet stops working for hours
>can't type anything decent on my phone
>can't tether my computer to my phone because idk why it wont work
i missed all the fun
I want to grow my hair long but I'm always cutting it off
i tried to do this but how do you even take a good picture of one's ugly hands fuck you trashy
After I do the whole therapy endeavor that is approaching I will have to look into finding a dermatologist anyways so yeah I will do that.
well yeah I mean imho finding the right diet and using the right care products is all part of hrt, I mean they might seem like just cosmetic but actually changes the structure and functioning of the body on some level, which is what u want from hrt too, so it's just another part of it imho
wish I had a qt voice omg
>>it gets to an awkward dumb stage
WOW, HOW DID YOU KNOW
I like, just did that a few days ago, and I didn't really realize *how much* I removed until my head was cold @[email protected]
mebbe I will buy a wig or...........................get a weave, ahahahahha
no that'd be dumb
you've been growing yours out, right?
also--is it vocaroo time?????????
>tfw mirror tries to trick you into thinking you might eventually have enough hips to balance out your shoulders
I am watching some porn of Post-Op Trans* people. MtF and FtM.
I think Buck Angel is interesting but It's harder to find any MtF Post-Op porn.
I was sorta hoping that Post-Op MtF Trans* porn would be more similar to porn with Cis-Women.
I'm starting to wonder if Trans* people really are separate distinctions.
I can't expect Trans* women to be 100% like GG Women can i?
Is it wrong that i see unique properties separate from each?
I was always hesitant to point out differences because i dont want to seem mean.
what do you guys think about this issue? are Trans* women real women or are they just a different kind of woman?
just googled ... sorry but if this is keeping u from transitioning... omg u got more than even tumblr can handle
like wtf srsly...
>male and female on female and female
>dive into vagina
>glorious hole below urethra
>feel glad that I am on your side
like srsly ... omg
hes totally retarded, I can't imagine how any real person can identify w/ him let alone feel they need to repress themselves because of this ...
I--I mean, that whole image is ridiculously hilarious, and most of what I know about chris chan is like pre-2009 shenanigans, and I didn't think a single individual could continue to be *THAT* wacky, like, i imagine he's not self-aware or he has a genuine mental handicap or something....
I kind of pity him tbh
nah he did a whole tomgirl phase where he was a full time transvestite or something, then dropped off the radar I think and burnt down his house by throwing a coffee machine in the sink, now this
whoa, I kind of want this even if it's nothing like anything I'd typically wear, holy shit
>he has a genuine mental handicap or something....
he is literally retarded and has had similarly pathetic internet people tormenting him for seven years
i mean he's not a good dude or anything but he's definitely pitiable
yeah that's the point tho ....he's a 33yo man or something pretending he's a 14yo girl and he hasn't really moved on from his mid 20's years ago
just wanna be petite and thin so I can wear nicer things, I don't dare wear anything nicer than loose fat girl clothes until then ;__;
yeeeeaahh... he's a total idiot .... used to play pokemon w/ kids in the store like only a few years ago still I think
when he was watching porn?
mhmmm, yes, theres several pieces actually
what is your height/weight?
in pics you don't seem chubby at all, really
if he has a a genuine handicap I think he needs to get some assistance or something...........
>tfw my diet is working and I can fit into size 36 jeans.
idk like 5'8"/170 or something on a good week lately, could be like 180 now tho, was pigging out w/ stress the last couple of weeks ;__; ... I'm plenty chubby and stuff I wore a few years ago doesn't fit me now
>tfw impossible to get well fitting clothes
they all too short or they are massively baggy
dw, that's the problem I have typically also
which is why I used to tailor everything
that's not *terrible* but, yeah we are similarly obese, I'm like [email protected] 6'1
we should go out a group diet, except you can't cop out this time, hahahaha
I'm not 'clinically' obese, but I'm fat from my pov
one day I will take a picture of myself in my skivves and show you how bad it is
I want to look like a model, so eh
yeeeaahhh I wasn't leaving the house and just being miserable and comfort eating most of 2012 and all of 2013, put on tons of weight, got up to about 190 I think, then was dropping, and then started e and put on like 10lbs or more in a few weeks then dropped again and just hovering around 170-180
was just thinking of going on a 2 week water diet earlier (maybe some nuts and dried fruits to keep me from developing kidney stones and other health issues) and then minimizing my calories until I'm at least 140 before 2015
See, I like, sometimes I don't keep track of my calories, so while I might eat like 500~1000 one day, I might eat 3k a different day because -junk food- and other bs
2 weeks on water is harsh, but it will get the job done, no doubt
we should develop a tighter plan though, I think bc last week trying to jump right into a week on water was hard for me
he's hardly aware of anything, and just doesn't understand, a true autist... he can't get thru life w/o someone helping him along, and even if he got a gf she would have to be his carer, basically
yeaaah what I'm hoping for is flushing out my system and shrinking my stomach again so I can suffice on small servings later
What's wrong with being a skellington?
that looks cool.
hmm, see; nuts don't usually fill me up unless I eat tons and tons of them, which usually defeats the purpose........i can drink tons and tons of water and be full/comfortable, but then I have to pee all the time, and I don't like that
>tfw wow subscription ran out
now how am i supposed to waste time until i pass
>tfw mein kittykat is missing
ummm idk dude
u tell me
Mine are a bit bigger than I was a month ago and my compression top is now becoming more like a training bra.... (not tight enough to flatten)
I can't keep buying comp tops and stacking them, because it's still too hot out.
But, the coats with the furry linings around the hoods...
Toronto is weird for that.... we get 80F to 95F summers, and -10F to 32F winters
Autumns and Springs are a fucking random-fest.
Uggo and uncomfi
Unable to move freely and oh i know un-fking-comfy
Ugh if you wanna look like a hooker and have no free leg movement be my guest
Get a new one or stop being closet
Also winter cloths are besides being uggo and uncomfy rediculously overprized
So fk off with winter
Nah, it happens...
At least you didn't try posting to a thread window left overnight, and didn't realize after an attempt or two that the thread was pruned, thus the posts were failing...
so recently i more or less came to accept that i am trans and that i have been wanting to do something about it. but i woke up this morning and there was zero dysphoria and it felt like everything that i thought i had come to accept was just a lie and im not actually trans.
basically im confused as all fuck cause i still feel like i need to transition about half of the time to have a chance of being happy as me and the other half im just kinda flat and miserable or just ok.
im going to have a few chances to talk to people about doubts and stuff this week but its still getting to me at the moment
sometimes i feel like that, but then i remember that i get panic attacks when i imagine my brow bossing into a strong male brow and how i want to die a lot and how when i look down i see girl legs and how my breast-less chest always felt strangely empty, and that usually sets me back on the path of righteousness
lilly confirmed for worst taste
>I tried to move my couch and I almost died.
story of my life
huhh if you're still here post another pic you look way too much like my ex
read manga :3c
yeah i always liked winter so i could cover up my body..
winter totally has some cute clothes too
g'morning how are you
sounds like you calmed down about the subject after accepting it and you just aren't stressing about it like you did before. dysphoria isn't something that is constantly going on and affecting your every move some people have it only when certain things happen etc
.. some minecrafting anon in this thread I post my texture pack just made a post and I don't know why it hit me so hard.
It was just a simple refusal and will to not associate or even communicate with me.
I wanted to apologize, but his statement explicitly told me not to and.. fuck.
I guess just 'cuz it was a non-trolly expression of such negative regard to me, and usually it's just glib troll nonsense so that it was genuine made it.. genuine, I guess.
Fuck. I feel bad. They'd probs get mad if I did it in that thread but I feel compelled; sorry I've made you dislike me so much, anon. I didn't mean to.
i think i want clark griswold to be my hunsband.
i'll even write a song about it....
anna and apris~~ awesome adventrue!!
gonna have and awesome adventrure!!
it's just and awesome adventure~~yeah!!!!
we must make this happen.
no it would be totally platonic.
>kinda realise that [feature x] isn't as bad as you thought it was
>spend forever telling yourself that no, it is every bit as bad as you thought, because you've gotten so accustomed to that feature being part of your "everything is fucked" body loathing
i had that when i was younger
i stopped cause i was yawning multiple times a day and my jaw hurt lol
then i stopped and i was dizzy for multiple weeks. coolio
I'm pretty sure I haven't had it a lot of the time, like I managed to go a year or two really thinking about it during my "be a man" phase but I was still far from happy or functional
>feeling a bit dysphoric cause winter and shit
>going out to get breakfast
>"damn even the way you move is sexy"
>"you are verry attractive"
>feeling better now
thanks random creeps
catcall count : 74
Supposedly not, that's an androgenic thing, but I've found even with my T being extremely low (like, half of what cis girls should have), I still get breakouts when I'm superstressed out.
It's a weird biological thing which I can't seem to figure out...
Yeah, so pimples and breakouts "should" be lowered when on E&AAs, but if they still appear, it must be related to another factor then
I've had to deal with scars and stuff from them, even after starting HRT for several months, so it sucks....
; _ ;.
>people from england can't have taste
>implying i'm not a NEET who is completely isolated from society in my room and dissociated from existence therefore allowing next level development of superior ultra patrician taste and post meta ironic memes
oh, now I know what you talking about
how long have you been on antiandrogens?
basically more T often means more acne. Additionaly, if youve just started, your body realized an unusual drop in T and starts pumping out more and more, flooding your body with that. This is called a loop effect. The T will get completely overpowered in a few weeks to a month, after that, acne should recede to basically nothing. Until then, youll have to live with this though
Any good android apps for working on voice? I wanna work on my voice over my vacation.
What your band churns out is shitty/poorly executed. I've watched your band play before and it was god awful. What you released in your first solo album blows away anything you've done with Bad Misters
And that is why you will never be a famous musician. You are holding yourself back by playing in band that produces poor music. No big time record producer wants to hear that noise. You band sounds like someone taking a fork and running it over a glass plate.
If you want to be successful Anna, you need to drop the band and look for greener pastures.
But it seems that you just don't give a shit about it.
Kat from the TC and mumble suggested SpeechTrainer
It's quite nice, since you click to record, click to stop, and it plays back immediately after the recording is done.
idk what makes you think i want to be famous or 'discovered'
i like to make the music i like to make on my own terms. as long as i get to do that then anything else is lagniappe.
oh btw which show were you at?
i said i'd like to be in a touring band. by that i mean i'd like to go for a few weeks on a tour around the US, not some fucking world tour. lol
also were you in one of the touring bands we played with? because they were literally the only ppl still left in the venue when we played.
there were only 5 ppl who came to see the other bands. it was at a pretty shitty venue that doesn't do any promotion at all. on a monday. it was pretty much a glorified band practice for everyone tbh.
if you've ever been in a band you'd kno that this shit happens all the time. even to signed touring bands.
idk what ur trying to do. like i dont care that you dont like my band. and im not going to take advice from someone from mtfg who's best way of trying to motivate me is to shit on everything lol
I like that you stick to your friends and your dreams. Ive never heard anything so I cant commend on anything specific, but I find your resolve inspiring and hope it will turn out well :)
>tfw an someone from mtfg came to one of my shows and didnt even talk to me
so you've never been in a band?
thanks! tbh it's more about playing music with my friends that we all enjoy than anything else, and as long as we're all still having fun we'll keep doing it whether we end up touring the world or playing to ourselves in our practice space.
hi Frenchy :)
I tried to dye my hair, but I fucked up. Now its kind of copper-colored. Ill probably just dye it brown now ;~; I just wanted my blonde back. But apparently thats hard if you dont want to bleach.
Otherwise I am fine :)
How are you?
exactly. Lots of people dont know life at all I feel. It isnt about how much success you have or how much money you earn. Those are just means to an end. The real challenge is to do what you like. Life's way too short to do stuff you hate.
I think I saw a girl in a mirror today.
The mirror laughed.
I shot the mirror.
frenchy my kittycat has gone missing ;-;
(bands are for nerds tho, tru story)
also my hair dye got kinda fucked up last weekend but it kind still looks okay so im fine with it. my friend just missed some spots when she did it so some parts are really intense red but some of it is faded light auburn-ish
the cyber police are already on the case, fyi
I'm stressed out beyond belief because my professor has decided to delay everything related to finishing my degree to less than two weeks before the absolute thesis submission deadline.
I've been fighting with him for months about giving me the list of changes he wants for the thesis, but he's been adamant about not replying to emails, even after I brought in the advisor and higher administration. I kept emailing over and over about "Where are the changes? If there are no changes, you and the committee need to sign off on this.". The replies were half-assed "well, we need more time for the changes".
I hate fucking "higher education". I swear, they need some Gestapo installed for the tenured professors to keep them in line.
At least my boobs feel a bit better...
I saw a girl in the mirror the other day. But it was an ugly girl. Then an hour later my facial hair started growing then I cried for hours and hours and hours because despite my better efforts, I will still never be a girl, not even a fake girl.
I'm sure they're a normal person but it was like, I still have no idea who it was and I don't know if they still go to my school and if they see me like every day.
>but he's been adamant about not replying to emails
oh fuck. I know that feel. My prof decided to not submit my grade into the system which costs me half a year. Of course, he ignored emails. And I couldnt go there because cant walk .____.'
I never heard her band, but i doubt its shit ( .__.)
oh no :O I'm doing great! I may be dying my hair red soon! Not like, soulless ginger red, but liek, a deep auburn color (dark red). I can't wait!!!! I've never dyed my hair before :3
why meh? ( .__.)
did you put up flyers?! I cried for a week when my one cat disappeared ( .__.) still haven't found him 8 years later :/
What degree are you going for? o.O but wow that sounds terrible ( .__.)
omg so do i! though tbh i haven't shaved in a week :/ I should really get on that ( .__.) its only liek maybe 6 hairs on my chin and 3 above my lips but still....idk i just wanted to see how long it would take before i would get any visible growth as far as facial hair (still nothing visible).
oh im 100% certain that this person was not at the show and they're just trying to ruse me.
but ya mebbe they are watching u ._.
im gonna make some before lunch and go post them around town after i eat. i've been bawwwing my fucking eyes out
i was just talking to my friends yesterday about how old that little bastard is, he cant die now ;-;
Basically I think only a handful of professors are actually decent human beings, while the rest are scum from sewage treatment plants.
Masters of Applied Science in Software Engineering.
Second worst decision of my life. Primary worst decision was going for it in the first place.
Yeah... I'd suggest if someone goes for a Master's in Ontario Canada, stay the fuck away from Science and Engineering. They're like slave labor where you're treated like shit, you do work basically for almost free for companies and the university, and at the end they might give you a degree if you satisfy their hedonistic minds.
Yeah, like the person that saw me definitely really did, because they knew exactly where I was and that I was with someone working on a project, and I'm just like x__x
I've met like a buncha people from mtfg and it's never been weird, but that was weird
>"be a man" phase
Is this something everyone goes through? I remember trying to be one of the guys, it was a painful experience that never felt right.
I'm sure my dysphoria'll kick back in at some point, right now it's more like "yeah I'd like to be a girl" but it doesn't chew away right at the front of my mind.
Sometimes it's awkward and horrible meeting people from 4chan (I met up with a guy from /mu/ once and he was spergtastic as fuck), but most of the time I've been pretty lucky. Like really really lucky actually :3
yeah like i'd be real nervous that they wouldn't like me irl as much as online and stuff lol
>ike really really lucky actually :3
is that how you met ur gf? :3c
Also, been living at home for a few days now. My mom has already gone through at least one of my bags. So she totally saw my makeup and finasteride, but the only thing she seemed mad at was that I had a receipt for a bus ticket.
>yeah like i'd be real nervous that they wouldn't like me irl as much as online and stuff lol
The guy I met from /mu/ literally said that he only wanted to see me because I was a shitposter lol, so I didn't really care that much
>is that how you met ur gf? :3c
>but liek, a deep auburn color (dark red). I can't wait!!!! I've never dyed my hair before :3
actually, boy suggested I do that too, but I kind of want a lighter brown more now. Hoping it will be easier to make it blonde in a few months then v___v
the sad thing is: this professor is otherwise a REALLY nice guy. like, he killed my deadline when I said I transitioned and stuff on top of being super accepting (though the latter is required anyway. If he wasnt he would lose his job very fast). He just ignores all emails.
I just joined my college's anime club.
Is it gonna be as bad as I think it is?
Thanks, I'll take a look at it.
Does it or other provide a pitch spectrum?
Some people do. I never like overcompensated and tried to be all masculine or anything, just repressed any feminine stuff. But I didn't really know how to act other than that so I ended up like some weird awkward repressed robotic autistic guy. Which i'm still trying to undo the damage from.
I try not to give too much localized information, but I mean I bet someone's doxxing all of us anyways...
There are several people here for sure that it would be fun to hang with, just can't without free transit or something it's hard to travel without money....
I'm going to be surprised if there's any accidental issues when I do my presentation for the submission, since they haven't seen me for like 2 months, even with me trying to get them to do their jobs and stuff.
(when I say accidental, I mean if they say something offhanded without realizing it, like a rude comment or something)
Maybe I should do the final presentation in a short skirt and a V cut with flowers in my hair?
Yea, hopefully she doesn't try to take my prescribed medication from me and make a scene on my birthday (again lol)
>niga das kawaii.
I feel bad about talking too much about us here, but yea, we're kawaii as shit together