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jeelllyyyffiiiissssshhh eeedddiiitttiiioonnnnn
and other qt sea creatures

Beauty Diagrams: http://imgur.com/r/BeautyDiagrams/new
Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
Makeup Tutorial: http://imgur.com/a/JO33K/
MTF Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/36HC6ZmT (embed)
Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pants http://www.nationalworkwear.com/size_conversion_chart.php
Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed)
https://web.archive.org/web/20120220164141/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
Flappy party link http://www.flappyparty.com/?room0=Tfwonlygirlonv
Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
tinychat: /thehugbox

zzzzzzzz >>3255401
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>>3259083
first for atleast im not this guy
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>>3259098
yet....
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Why do people hate trans people that much and want to kill us? Are they that afraid of being "trapped" and thinks it makes them gay?
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>>3259083
Oh god. This image is horrifying. Jellyfish scare the shit out of me.
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>>3259083
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>>3259102
>your mere existence hurts my brain because I have to learn new things and my Read Only Access Memory retardation can't handle it
then they make up dumb excuses like "gender appropriation" and "it's a sin"
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>>3259102
>Are they that afraid of being "trapped" and thinks it makes them gay?
pretty much
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>>3259110
>Is transbian general as full of chasers as this one?
probably not, because they don't have a chance with them.
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>>3259098
i mean, figuratively i am.....
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>>3259113
I don't think they have much of a chance here, cept swg
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>tfw hair is too thick and stubborn to braid
AAAAAHHHH

I JUST WANTED TO MAKE IT QT SINCE ITS LONG ENOUGH NOW

FUUUUUUUUUUUCK
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>>3259117
yeah you like jumping on things, so why u gotta kick dat guy in da face anna?
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>>3259104
But jellyfish are immortal, and the only way we'll learn their secrets is if YOU study them!
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>>3259102

People are dumb and place their own comfort above the happiness of others.

Fuck em.
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>>3259125
im the one getting kicked in the face tho duhhh
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>>3259113
Can transbians chase?
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>>3259113
I dunno a bunch of them say they're bi tho... but could just be bi for guys like some girls are bi but not actually into girls like that are into guys?
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>>3259126
One of the reasons I hate them. They are demons and need to be killed.
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>>3259132
most do
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>>3259123
>complaining about thick hair
p-pls...

also just straighten the hair and then braid it
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>>3259131
anna dont lie to me pls, you kick ppl in da face all the time, it's not nice. pls go back 15 yards from where u were, ok?
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>>3259121
idk. IRL friendships have been formed via mtfg, as have relationships.

>>3259132
duh

>>3259133
some of them say they're bi
some of them say they're straight but specifically want a trans girl
like tahm, because he's afraid of cis women IRL
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>>3259143
i dont do none of that shit tho
besides, if football were real life, i'd clearly be the lowly punter for the browns ;__________:
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>other qt sea creatures

The noble geoduck
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>>3259144
idk, I just hung out there like once or twice cos they actually have interesting topics sometimes and actually talk about them instead of all the raging and inter-trip politics that goes on around here
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>>3259148
tfw i'd be matt moore if football were real life
;__________________________________;
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>>3259151
Do you even WA?
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>>3259160
oy vey!!!!!

goodnite tho
*sleeps forever*
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>>3259068
I dont know how this happened. Its like every time i imagine a sexy woman, 70% percent of the time am pounded with her strap on or dick.
Am attracted guys too, but no as much as girls, rarely, but that dick. Am passive ive accepted that, i like when someone makes the first move, but are they're girls that are aggressive like that? Will they even like a transgirl?
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>>3259160
>tfw i'd be matt moore if football were real life
so you'd be pure sex?
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>>3259172
no, it mean a good job and still dont get credit and watch someone else get picked over me because MATT MOORE,
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>>3259177
>you will never hug sad dana
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>>3259142
doesnt work, my hair is still too thick, it just splays everywhere when i try to make the three separations

UGH fuck long hair im gonna cut this all off
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>>3259177
but pure sex tho
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>>3259192
...........................................it has been growing for ages tho ................... make mini braids instead idk
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>>3259197
atleast i got that going for me i guess, i just noticed how bad i fucked up my last post which means i better get to bed. *nighty nighty*
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>>3259198
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>3259097
coming from the guy having a mental breakdown the other day lel

>3259089
nigga I wish

>>3259198
Trannycaust 2015 when? I'm ready, cleanse the earth of agp and anyone who likes anime
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>>3259214
Tahm just stop the charade. We all know it's you.
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ersatz confirmed for secretly being kayla
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>>3259214
Every time you show up Tahm is gone
When Tahm shows up, you're gone.
Coincidence?
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>>3259192
Shave your head :p
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>>3259235
What if everyone here is just the same person?
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>>3259131
Why did you do it Anna?
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>>3259247
But ersatz has been confirmed for Tahm
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>>3259247
we're all creations of someone elses mind that got really bored in class
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>>3259256

*blogface's world theme song plays in bg
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why is every girl tahm likes a mentally screwed up and bichy neo nazi anyways?? :/
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>>3259260
not your mind
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>>3259265
because tahm is pretty conservative
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>>3258888
oh gosh you're really sweet anon
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>>3259273
you are p. cute!

and are you still in seattle?
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>>3259279
She lives in Cali ya dummy
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>>3258862

... why were you telling me to shut up?
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>>3259267

w-why not
everyone would have bfs and all the makeup ever
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>>3259295
it'd be full of superficial shit
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>>3259271
oh.... what a jerk
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A kid from school asked for my name, I accidentally said the name I wish I had . Then they bullied me :'(
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>>3259207
so me your butt duuuude!
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>>3259298
better than deep and introspective how I hate myself 1001 ways...
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>>3259293
Because she doesn't like talking to ogres
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>>3259319
should've bullied them back
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>>3259333
how so? there normal....I'm not
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>>3259282
i might be wrong but i'm pretty sure this is not the case, she's usually more on the eastern side of things

>>3259333
Go away, bully™
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>>3259341
only normal on the outside, dig deep into their lives and find their weakness

or just call them fags
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>>3259341
Bullying works by bullying someone weaker than you. If you bullied them back you would have come out on top.

I'd know, I never learned this lesson until high school.
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>bf talks about marriage last week

>wants to slow down and be just friends this week

How do I stop cry?
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>>3259344
no, anon's right. i live in the bay area. seattle would be a cool place to be tho honestly
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>>3259256
To create a live this fucked up, it'd take a demented god.
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>>3259364
at that point you dont
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>>3259083
>jellyfish
>cute
Fuck them, those things are disgusting and dangerous.
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I feel like my libido is dying. I don't want to be asexual. Help.
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>>3259348
I was pretty good at this, but still i was too much of a pussy to use my superpower to attack them. I was scared that if i told them nasty stuff they could physically attack me.
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1 day down and 119 days left
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>>3259271
ufufu what do you like in a guy?

please go into as much detail as you can
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how to stop being in love with a best friend who will never ever ever want me or see me as anything other than the weird kid he's been friends with since we were small children
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>>3259367
whaaa why'd i think that?
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>>3259390
Tell him about how you feel. It will be a mess, but your feelings and wondering about "what if..." will stop when you know how he fell about.
If telling him is too much of a problem then just repress it until it stop, because it will stop eventually... right?
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>>3259388
she has a gf already
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>>3259403
well, it's been about 12 years of ignoring it so far.. so.. any day now I'm sure
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>>3259410
>12 years
Aw fuck, just tell him, you will feel way better.
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>>3259414
>ruining everything with my oldest friend
nope.exe
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>>3259424
time to masturbate and cry into a pillow then
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>>3259424
>rotting from the inside because you're afraid
Just tell him. Your friendship is ruined fro the moment you decide to hide something like this from him.
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>>3259426
I call that "the usual"
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>>3259430
good name
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>tfw no gf
>tfw no bf
>tfw no close friends at all
How do I into relationships? I'm so lonely
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>>3259373
You're right.
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>>3259402
probably because p much everyone else on the west coast lives in seattle lol
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>>3259432
read some self help books
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>jellyfish

First thing I thought of tbh.
>tfw no male crossdresser friend to help you with clothes and makeup
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>>3259098
is he kill?
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How high should I go with my voice?
It sounds really weird to me
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>>3259443
Didn't they call him a hipster at one point? Or was that a [gg] thing?
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>>3259453
in practice as high as possible I think, I have a lot of trouble raising my pitch because u also need to raise volume w/ it to stabilize it and stuff, but my voice is too weak...

also raise it as hih as u can cos females touch high notes all the time even when their voices are as deep as a guy's voice, they'll still reach a high pitch w/ certain words or situations
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>>3259265
I am not bitchy lol

>>3259390
Honestly, if you know there's no chance of anything ever happening between you two you have to just slowly separate yourself from him for a while, start dating other people in the mean time and be friends again when you find love with someone else.
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>>3259407
wow that's really gay
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kill meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yesterday i protected a fellow transgirl from a strange man with delusions of pimphood.

today she allowed me to go shopping with her as long as i was in boy mode, because she didnt feel safe otherwise.


they never have anything my size.


i cried myself to sleep. i just woke up.


it doesn't matter what you do, it's all about what you look like.
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>>3259478
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>>3259482
>it doesn't matter what you do, it's all about what you look like.
how long did it take you to figure that out
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>>3259432
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5qm8PH4xAss
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>>3259489
that sucks
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I think my hair loss is getting worse. I have a bald spot in the back of my head that's getting more and more visible and my hair keeps thinning on the top. I've been on HRT for 3 months so why is this still happening?
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>>3259489
Oh, I'm sorry Angie
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>>3259506

Fate has deigned you die a bald man. Accept it and end your existence
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>>3259508

Missed it. I'm guessing Angie and Wiz breaking up wasn't some dumb meme?
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>>3259511
you post your butt yet faggot?
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Well, after reading through that paste bin and almost going through the 5 stages of grief in less than an hour, I can see myself as possibly being a G3 (Heavy denial) mtf.
Guess I might be coming here often (Kill me plx)
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>>3259513
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>>3259517
post butt
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>>3259434
what?? who am i thinking of then

>>3259511
course it is, was something else and not actually angie
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>>3259514
>(Kill me plx)
we'll just get you on some pills and a skincare regiment instead
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>>3259511
it was someone responding to >>3259487
I'm not sure if it was angie or not but they said
>30 years, 4 continents, 3 languages, 2 degrees.
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>>3259528
Angie has 31 years, 1 continent, 1 or 2 languages, 1 degree
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>>3259520
Alright, that works too, still feel ultimately fucked over but hey, it gets better r-r-right?
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>>3259519
i'm not sure
i want to say frenchie but idk
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>>3259533
I'm pretty sure she went to the uk and japan
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>>3259536
it always can, as long as you're willing to put in the work for it
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>>3259538
oh yeah think she visited uk for 3 months and japan, but does that really count?? it would be kinda faggy to count that as continents lived in or w/e ... also only has 1 degree
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Hello, straight person with a few MtF friends he would like some advice on how to treat visiting here.

Can I ask some questions or are these threads mostly for blogging?
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>>3259551
>>>/susans/
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>>3259551
sure, go for it
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>>3259551
No rules here. We help when asked, usually it's just tripfags babbling.
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>>3259551
no fuck off
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>>3259514
oh don't worry I think there are a lot of g3's here, actually, and it has nothing to do w/ what ppl look like and not much to do w/ age either, so it will probs surprise some who is g3 and who is g1, but what does it all mean anyway?? typically it's the transbiends and g3 that get most of the attention here so it's not the end of the world
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Do any of you miss upper body strength. I tried to move my couch and I almost died.

Tfw no qt boy to help me decorate my house and break in the new bed with.
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>>3259559
>Not having hot agp shex
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>>3259566
That is a cute dog
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>>3259574
sure why not
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>>3259572
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>>3259574
I hope it gets 50/50 just to mock you! :D
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>>3259574
don't cut it all off ....
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>>3259574
bangs make cute girls cuter, like raifu is cute but with bangs she is 2qt4mtfg
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>>3259565
Tfw I can still move couches ;-;
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What can I do about my manlet hands?
And while I'm asking about my hands, how should I shape/do my nails?
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>>3259582
>tfw you can pick up couches
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>>3259565

>tfw no qt girl who likes having her body bench pressed for reps
>tfw no qt girl to effortlessly pick up and spin into 69
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>>3259581
>tfw no bangs
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>>3259584
dur, forgot pic
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>>3259559
thanks for the reassurance, it's nice knowing there's people here that relate to whatever fresh hell this is.
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>>3259590
They are not that bad really, a lot of hair though. Why not shave the hands at least? While you are at it use a vitamin C serum for Cuticles and a Collagen moisturizer/make your own.

It is super cheap to make your own Asorbic Acid serum that helps a lot with your skin. I use it and love it.
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>>3259580
oh i wont

specifically i wanna know if i should keep this length + cut my bangs or if i should just keep growing it all
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>>3259590
hand thread
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>>3259596
Is that you ufufu?
>If so, pic related.
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>>3259590
>>3259599
>tfw scarred hands
>tfw scarred body
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>>3259599
tfw no qt nails
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>>3259594
Thank you!
I usually do shave the hands, but if I use an actual razor I'm pretty bad at nicking myself, and I haven't gotten a chance with my bf's beard trimmer in a while. Can't wait til I save up for an epilator. Thanks a lot for the advice!
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>>3259611
>tfw super good nails typically but cut them cuz guitar
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>>3259590
are u 40?? get laser on hands or epilate and hope it goes away when u get on hrt... nails look mostly healthy, get them manicured ad do them w/ a base coat, color, and top coat

>>3259592
not sure if they can relate per se, but a lot of ppl are still full boy mode after a long time on hrt, have trouble w/ it, not into fashion or makeup, or only started practicing makeup after like 3 years into hrt ... so yeah ur definitely not alone

>>3259596
u are so pretty go be an alternative fashion model in nyc while ur still young, huge dummy!!! ><

also hair idk, I got side swept bangs cos the stylist said that blunt wouldn't look as good, it's okay but sometimes I think long hair all over is more manageable, or just blunt bangs would be more manageable ...

also think u look more qt now than when u had blunt bangs tho
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>>3259554
>>3259555
Alright, I'll shoot.

I've got a few MtF friends in various stages of transitioning, and of course all with dysphoria and self-esteem issues of varying intensity. They've all been friends for a while and try to save face in front of each other, but I think I'm their only male friend so they all sort of come to me when shit gets too much and I really don't know how to handle it.

My question is; if you came to someone for encouragement, how would you like them to help?

As a man, my natural inclination is to be analytical and explain why they're overreacting and how, yes, they have plenty of people who would like to help them if they would just let them in, but this usually doesn't go over well. Should I just treat them like my little sister after a breakup and pamper them until they feel better? That just feels like slapping a band-aid over a real wound.
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>>3259574
>>3259596
OKAY HERE'S THE DEAL
YOUR GRAND STRATEGY IS OF UTMOST IMPORTANCE IN THIS DECISION

BANGS = QT
NO BANGS = #FIERCE
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>>3259613
Invest in epilator, run over hands every once in a while and you will never have an issue really.
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>>3259596

Lol, you'd even look good buzzed.

It's a matter of personal preference for you, imo.
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>>3259616
>Should I just treat them like my little sister after a breakup and pamper them until they feel better?
They're girls so maybe?
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https://soundcloud.com/kazooinator/zedd-clarity-kazoo-cover

amazing
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>>3259616
I personally like people being analytically inclined with their advice to give me more perspective. I however like it when they are about to be kind of emotional and help me just express what is on my mind. Just listening to me blab and moan about stuff for a minute and help me solve the problem in a way I can not see is usually enough to make me happy. Idk though everyone is different.

I just don't like the "Everything is going to be okay don't worry" "O-Okay"
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>>3259605
uh ye das me

>>3259599
my hands are for the most part feminine i just have long fingers

>>3259617
i dont really wanna be fierce
but i want to be a little cooler than qt
hnmmmmm

>>3259615
i think sideswept bangs was my best look tbh...
and thank u ; ; i will try my best to be an alt fashion model

btw i bet u look hecks of qt either way

>>3259619
lel
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>>3259626
>my hands are for the most part feminine i just have long fingers
same t b h
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>>3259615
23, thanks, haha. Plan on lasering what I can, but I'm too poorfag to get it done just yet.

>>3259618
Oh, trust me, when I get an epilator I'm using it errywhere

>>3259626
Oh, I've inspired a post from ufufu ;; th- thank you <3
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>>3259616
It may not work for you but what I do in that kind of situations is to point out things that are not bad or tell them about my own similiar bad experiences. Depends on situation. If the topic is something I don't know about or am uncomfortable to discuss, I just steer away from that topic. Basically just make them feel better.
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>>3259632
Just not on face lol. I am sure you know that but the hair on your face is generally a lot more coarse than anywhere else and if you epilate you run the very high risk of scaring and bleeding. No beuno at all.
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>>3259618
ehhhh.... hands skin is very sensitive and prone to damage, so if u don't take care of them then in a year or two they will start looking a lot worse ... remember that epilating and shaving cause damage to the skin it's not exactly true to say u will never had any issues

still best to try and get permanent removal if u can, if they're still thick and black try laser, otherwise electrolysis ... it's not a whole lot of densely packed hair like the face is tho, so it wont take too long I think

>>3259626
u should, god damn u do it!!!
also my last pic, https://unsee.cc/dapetino/ , tho the hair is really hard to manage imho, also look like junk basically never gonna really pass :/

>>3259632
well the hair will mostly stay I think but they will get lighter w/ hrt so it's better to get it done asap if it's bad imho... I mean I've seen girls w/ hairy arms too, but it's not as common and usually only older like 30+ women, and usually only on the arms, not the hands so it's really something u have to maintain if u want to pass I think
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>>3259638
Oh, yeah, I guess I should've mentioned the exception, haha. didn't know about the scarring and bleeding bit, whoops, only ever heard it can cause complications with laser.
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http://strawpoll.me/2520998

SUPER IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!
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>>3259506
>be me
>strict mom won't let me have long hair throughout high school
>says it looks girly and I'm not supposed to look that way
>just want to have long pretty girl hair
>move out to college
>"finally I can look how I want to look"
>clumps of hair in shower
>losing hair bit by bit every day
>old pictures of me clearly show me having thicker hair
>will never be qt

Why is life so cruel? Also I heard HRT does nothing for baldness
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>>3259650
pls
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>>3259644
Really?! I have never heard of that. I typically epilate my hands and arms, and shave everything else because I have coarse leg hair. Perhaps I was wrong then. I thought it would be okay though.
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>>3259653
iktf

>go home
>parents insist on getting hair cut
>visit for holidays
>won't let me leave until i get hair cut
>go so far as to hide my keys and drive me there themselves
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>>3259644
g u r l
YOU LOOK GREAT!! seriously! you look great, even better than the last time i saw you which i guess was a few months ago at this point? ur hair is so long now and you look so cute!! so feminine! i doubt u dont already pass!

>>3259632
y-you're welcome??!?!?

>>3259653
>be me
>long hair throughout childhood
>cut it off at 15 but start growing it back at 17
>then cut it all off again at 19
>then start growing it out again at 22
what will i do next..........
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Am I too old for this shit? 4 months hrt. Don't really see any changes.

>This is me trying really fucking hard
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>>3259665
Qt you have only been on it for 4 months give them time. I like your hair, it is good with your facial structure.
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>>3259665
You look like a girl to me.
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>>3259661
My parents are strict with how I present myself even in college because they're so narcissistic they think anything I do will look bad on them. But I need their money to stay afloat.
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>>3259665
for 4 months you look alright, come back in 6months, 1year, 1 1/2 years
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>>3259665
I think I've seen nudes of you
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>>3259659
yeah, usually there are different skin treatments and moisturizers specifically for around the eyes, and for the hands because they're different to the rest

>>3259664
idk, some ppl look at me in classes and it super awkwards, also almost killed myself last week cos so stressed and had to reintroduce myself to one of my old fav professors and another instructor .... but they kinda recognized me and it was okay, they were awesome even though they still recognized me, let me scribble a diff name on the attendance list and everything too

still don't pass though, almost 5 months on e now bleh... also my voice is trash ... wish I was more like pic related

>>3259665
u look fine and pretty young
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>>3259685
That makes sense now that I think about it. I have a hand cream, eye serum, and body lotions, I just never put it together that they were different lol
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>>3259671
Thanks, hehe, no hugboxing though please. When should I see fat start moving? I've gained weight, and not really the best of places, and my boobs are just really sore, like tumors the size of quarters. Will it change my hair much? Also should I cut it?
>>3259676
:3
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>>3259687
I have like no idea tbh, I am not on hormones. Someone here will know though.
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>>3259681
WHAT?!
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>>3259686
yeeeeaaah... I know almost everything about skin care cos I have a really nasty auto-immune disease and skin care for me is waging an up hill losing battle, like can't even use oily skin products or ones w/ perfume in them, it will screw me up 6/10 times
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>>3259687
6-12 months
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>>3259693
nuuuuude nudes
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>>3259681
Link please? I need to know who to kill pls
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>>3259621
I never pulled that shit with my actual girlfriends though, it just smacks of ignoring the root of a problem until it inevitably comes up again.

But I guess none of them were dealing with someone as personal as this, which is why I'm here asking for help.

>>3259625
>>3259633
Maybe I just haven't been going about it in the right way, then.
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>>3259695
Dang that is no fun. Sorry. At least you can arm yourself with knowledge about it to be able to push on uphill.
Since you know so much about skin care, any tips on getting a nice complexion? I am taking Biotin and Collagen supplements try to drink like 70-80 oz of water a day, and stay away from nasty food as much as possible. I just have like not "rough" skin but it is just like micro imperfections. I use a Apple Stem Cell exfoliate to try and make it smoother.
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>>3259696
Thanks. Guess I should just be patient.

>>3259685
>>3259678
Arigatoo Sempai
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>tfw never pass
>tfw wanna die
>tfw can't do it
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Hey everyone.

My therapist knows more about makeup and fashion then I do.

I'm worried.
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>>3259712
Why are you worried about that?
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>>3259706
well don't scrub at skin, don't tug it or pull at it... stay out of sun, use spf 50+ even on cloudy days, keep omega 3 fatty acids up higher than omega 6, don't use oily skin products because they will help stimulate widening of pores .. u can use a gentle makeup cleanser instead of exfoliating, personally I prefer clinique for most of my cleanup products, and la roche posay for most of my care products
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ew-FnPkepOY
>boi pussy
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>>3259565
i miss having power when playing tennis. twf have to play two handed forehand.
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>>3259714
Okay thanks! I alwayyyys use sunscreen so I am good there. I am a bit of a scruber though, maybe that is where I am going wrong. So Astringents are okay to use? Because I have some Astringent type stuff from Clinique that I never use
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>>3259716
The fuck....
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>>3259716
this is so gay i can't even.
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>>3259711

Same
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>>3259727
;=; >tfw could do considerably better if I wasn't a giant freak
>>3259725
>>3259726
thro dat ass up 4 a nigguh
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>>3259723
idk, I guess ... for pigment stuff there is pigmentclar from la roche posay that I know of, but a lot of these more fine tuning products have interactions w/ any other treatments or conditions u might have so it's always best to check w/ a dermatologist or reference the ingerdients and see what each does
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>>3259698
Seriously though.... I could have a booty pic floating around, but that should be it.

>will die if there's something from the front...
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Why can't I pass? I am using make up
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>>3259745

You need a new schtick, the drag queen makeup is getting old hat
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>>3259745
Because you use too much and look like a drag queen.
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>>3259745
Just stop you fucking retard you can just don't use the fucking shadow its dumb drag shit
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>internet stops working for hours
>can't type anything decent on my phone
>can't tether my computer to my phone because idk why it wont work
;-;
i missed all the fun
>>3259664
I want to grow my hair long but I'm always cutting it off
iktf
>>3259599
i tried to do this but how do you even take a good picture of one's ugly hands fuck you trashy
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>>3259745
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1aWd2hTSN5G

>>3259754
>it gets to an awkward dumb stage
>TIME TO CHOP IT ALL OFF
my eternal cursse
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>>3259745
gr8 b8
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>>3259743
After I do the whole therapy endeavor that is approaching I will have to look into finding a dermatologist anyways so yeah I will do that.
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>>3259757
well yeah I mean imho finding the right diet and using the right care products is all part of hrt, I mean they might seem like just cosmetic but actually changes the structure and functioning of the body on some level, which is what u want from hrt too, so it's just another part of it imho

>>3259755
wish I had a qt voice omg
>>
>tfw would totes wear a cute short haircut if it was possible
>tfw have to just grow out long and hard to manage hair until I can get ffs
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>>3259755
>>it gets to an awkward dumb stage
WOW, HOW DID YOU KNOW
I like, just did that a few days ago, and I didn't really realize *how much* I removed until my head was cold @[email protected]
mebbe I will buy a wig or...........................get a weave, ahahahahha
no that'd be dumb


you've been growing yours out, right?
also--is it vocaroo time?????????
>>
boasting in a bed bread
>>
>tfw hypochondriac
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>>3259772
tasty
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>>3259772
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>tfw mirror tries to trick you into thinking you might eventually have enough hips to balance out your shoulders
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>tfw stupid shit Chris-chan does keeps throwing me back into repression mode
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>>3259797
fuck mirror
i hate that guy

>>3259764
UMMmmm cause we're the same person
duh

and ye ive been growing mine out for like two years now almost
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>>3259801
just transition anyway Kayla
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>>3259083

I am watching some porn of Post-Op Trans* people. MtF and FtM.

I think Buck Angel is interesting but It's harder to find any MtF Post-Op porn.

I was sorta hoping that Post-Op MtF Trans* porn would be more similar to porn with Cis-Women.

I'm starting to wonder if Trans* people really are separate distinctions.

I can't expect Trans* women to be 100% like GG Women can i?

Is it wrong that i see unique properties separate from each?

I was always hesitant to point out differences because i dont want to seem mean.

what do you guys think about this issue? are Trans* women real women or are they just a different kind of woman?
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>>3259811

i too derive my thoughts on everyday people from observations of pornography
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>>3259797
wait a sec--dw, the mirror isn't trying to trick you

>>3259802
oh
hmm, I didn't consider that--are we a weeabo?
lel
why is /a/ so dumb, gosh i just want to talk about naruto ;-;

Hmm, I should try and grow mine some, my hair grows relatively fast so idk

>>3259811
what the fuck are you saying even
>>
>>3259797
>tfw mirror-kun tries tricking you into thinking your jaw line isnt disgusting
>>
>tfw need to get my fucking back waxed
T-thanks mirror-kun...
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>>3259797
mirror only ever tells me that I'm an ugly man, I think mirror is probably right
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>>3259801
just googled ... sorry but if this is keeping u from transitioning... omg u got more than even tumblr can handle

like wtf srsly...
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>>3259832
dont post pictures of Shannon
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>>3259832
im dying of laughter.
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>>3259832
>tfw lesbian identified man
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>>3259832
hehehhe

sometimes i forget just what literally authentic agps are like and then we see this
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>>3259844

he's not even agp though, he's just a retarded autist
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>>3259845
i think he is probably both
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>>3259838
>>3259841
>>3259842
>>3259844
>dat beard
>dat eyeshadow
>dem eyebrows
>male barbarians
>male and female on female and female
>dive into vagina
>damn dicks
>glorious hole below urethra
>feel glad that I am on your side
like srsly ... omg

>>3259845
>>3259847
hes totally retarded, I can't imagine how any real person can identify w/ him let alone feel they need to repress themselves because of this ...
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>>3259847
>>3259845
>>3259844
>>3259841
>>3259838
>>3259832

been googling this... have i found my hero?
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>>3259832
this is s shoop, right?
>>
>>3259861
hahahaha no
i cant believe you guys dont know cwc
>>
>>3259816

maybe it's just a funhouse mirror or something then idk

>>3259830

it mostly just tells me that too but sometimes i think it tries to lull me into a false sense of security on things like "hey, that's not so bad" so that when it is actually that bad it's even worse
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>>3259850
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZCxX-VvEjU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRD1EBmaRx4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQzUIZv4Xls

>>3259861
doubt it :/

>>3259862
ikr... omg he's so gross tho

>>3259864
ew
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>>3259862
I--I mean, that whole image is ridiculously hilarious, and most of what I know about chris chan is like pre-2009 shenanigans, and I didn't think a single individual could continue to be *THAT* wacky, like, i imagine he's not self-aware or he has a genuine mental handicap or something....
>>3259867
gosh

I kind of pity him tbh
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>>3259869
nah he did a whole tomgirl phase where he was a full time transvestite or something, then dropped off the radar I think and burnt down his house by throwing a coffee machine in the sink, now this
>>
whoa, I kind of want this even if it's nothing like anything I'd typically wear, holy shit
http://www.forever21.com/Product/Product.aspx?BR=f21&Category=promo-barbie-collection&ProductID=2000057501&VariantID=
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>>3259867
that last video was sweet.

>>3259869
to me he seems like a perverted fat peewee herman.
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>>3259871
WHHAAAAAAATTTTTT

how is he, like NOT in a mental institution
wtf
>>3259873
I like peewee herman, but I only know him as a character really, so idk
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>>3259869
>he has a genuine mental handicap or something....

he is literally retarded and has had similarly pathetic internet people tormenting him for seven years

i mean he's not a good dude or anything but he's definitely pitiable
>>
>>3259838
>dont post pictures of Shannon
I hope that is you shannon because that was really mean
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>>3259872
oh i saw a girl wearing something that said barbie doll in varsity lettering today
guess it was from forev 21
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>>3259874
He was arrested for jacking it in a movie theater.
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>>3259879
>this
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>>3259879
It was an adult movie theater but yeah.
>>
>>3259874
yeah that's the point tho ....he's a 33yo man or something pretending he's a 14yo girl and he hasn't really moved on from his mid 20's years ago

>>3259872
just wanna be petite and thin so I can wear nicer things, I don't dare wear anything nicer than loose fat girl clothes until then ;__;

>>3259879
>>3259881
>>3259882
yeeeeaahh... he's a total idiot .... used to play pokemon w/ kids in the store like only a few years ago still I think
>>
oh now I remember ... that buxom boobie dragon boy person that posted that die cis scum video also had a necklace... would be perfect match for cwc
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>>3259875
oh
well
okay then
>>3259879
when he was watching porn?
ehhhhh idc
>>3259878
mhmmm, yes, theres several pieces actually
http://www.forever21.com/Product/Category.aspx?br=f21&category=promo-barbie-collection
>>3259884
what is your height/weight?
in pics you don't seem chubby at all, really

if he has a a genuine handicap I think he needs to get some assistance or something...........
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>tfw my diet is working and I can fit into size 36 jeans.
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>>3259895
idk like 5'8"/170 or something on a good week lately, could be like 180 now tho, was pigging out w/ stress the last couple of weeks ;__; ... I'm plenty chubby and stuff I wore a few years ago doesn't fit me now
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>>3259838
Wow Anon...
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>>3259909
>tfw impossible to get well fitting clothes
they all too short or they are massively baggy
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>>3259899
>size 36
woah
what are you down from?

i gotta lose weight too but its a slow shitty process
>>
>>3259916
>i gotta lose weight too but its a slow shitty process
this
>>
>tfw size 27
>>
>tfw don't even know what size i am
>>
>>3259915
dw, that's the problem I have typically also
which is why I used to tailor everything
>>3259909
oh
that's not *terrible* but, yeah we are similarly obese, I'm like [email protected] 6'1
>>3259916
we should go out a group diet, except you can't cop out this time, hahahaha
>>
>>3259928
>tfw 205 at 5'9"
>>
>>3259930
idk what you want me to say, but if I got that big idk if I could live w/ myself my weight is something that can very quickly break my sanity
>>
>>3259916
I was at 308lbs June last year, a few backslides and a long plateau later and I'm around 250lbs now and back on track.
Depression and eating disorders suck.
>>3259923
Nice, I'm working on it.
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>>3259935
I was thankfully born with that metabolism that allows me to forever be 130 lbs at 5'9.

Just keep it up that is an awesome loss go you.
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>>3259928
>[email protected] 6'1
>middle of the healthy weight range
>obese
>>
>>3259939
I'm not 'clinically' obese, but I'm fat from my pov
one day I will take a picture of myself in my skivves and show you how bad it is
I want to look like a model, so eh
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>>3259928
yeeeaahhh I wasn't leaving the house and just being miserable and comfort eating most of 2012 and all of 2013, put on tons of weight, got up to about 190 I think, then was dropping, and then started e and put on like 10lbs or more in a few weeks then dropped again and just hovering around 170-180

was just thinking of going on a 2 week water diet earlier (maybe some nuts and dried fruits to keep me from developing kidney stones and other health issues) and then minimizing my calories until I'm at least 140 before 2015
>>
>>3259928
ye
lets do it
i wanna lose this fuckin flab

>>3259935
oh gj anon
and good luck
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>>3259832
Read some of his ed article....I feel bad for him. Honestly surprised he hasn't committed Sudoku.

Makes me feel better about my life.
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>>3259947
ohhhh
See, I like, sometimes I don't keep track of my calories, so while I might eat like 500~1000 one day, I might eat 3k a different day because -junk food- and other bs

2 weeks on water is harsh, but it will get the job done, no doubt
>>3259948
yesssssssssssssssss
we should develop a tighter plan though, I think bc last week trying to jump right into a week on water was hard for me
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>>3259106
yesssss
>>
>>3259950
he's hardly aware of anything, and just doesn't understand, a true autist... he can't get thru life w/o someone helping him along, and even if he got a gf she would have to be his carer, basically

>>3259959
yeaaah what I'm hoping for is flushing out my system and shrinking my stomach again so I can suffice on small servings later

>>3259960
ikr
>>
MUH NIGGAS WE ARE SHOWING TITS IN THE TC BEFORE BED
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>>3259959
>>3259967
oh and the nuts will fill me up, provide me omega 3's, and the dried fruits will help me keep my metabolism going

so basically just almonds, walnuts, prunes, and apricots
>>
>>3259944
>I want to look like a model

oh, you want to be a skellington. that's the problem
>>
>>3259978
skinny people are hot ya twat
>>
>>3259977
so you want nuts in your mouth?
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>>3259978
>>3259981
I mean idk... I think chubby ppl have worst skin ever... and like it's really gross when u get down to it ... it's just better to have it gone

>>3259986
welcome to my filter
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>>3259978
What's wrong with being a skellington?
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>>3259981

she's already skinny and just has fucked up perception

>>3259989

there's a lot of room between chubby and skellington. you don't have to be skellington to not be chubby
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>>3259978
http://vocaroo.com/i/s10ShqKKBMLS
>>3259991
sauce?
that looks cool.
>>3259977
hmm, see; nuts don't usually fill me up unless I eat tons and tons of them, which usually defeats the purpose........i can drink tons and tons of water and be full/comfortable, but then I have to pee all the time, and I don't like that
>>
>>3259989
>welcome to my filter
jeebus I know theres been some bad trolling the past few days but it was just a joke
>>
>>3259998
>sauce?
Browsing tumblr. Don't know source.
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>>3260003
hmm
found it
http://lexbots.tumblr.com/post/89498225880/the-pumpkin-king-sally
it's The Nightmare Before Xmas Cosplay I guess
>>
>>3260005
>>3260003
real sauce is a yt video
hmmm
http://youtu.be/zyqMiigGR24
>>
>>3259991
I used to be good at anorexia. But hrt has me all CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE CHEESE
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>>3259102
If that we're the case passing trans would get the bulk of the hate in media
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>>3260057
bed
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>>3260058
fed
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>>3260059

zed
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>>3260062
plz
>>
>>3259083
that jellyfish looks dangerously close to that person's leg
>>
>>3260084
nigga that shit is already over. dem tiny, invisible strands are already groping him like he were a french whore
>>
Morning how's it going ? :)
And can i have a TL;DR of this Angie drama pls
>>
found this today while at school.
http://9gag.com/gag/aZWp3MQ
works as a reality check to public opinion.
>>
>>3260096
>9gag
>>
>>3260096
>needing a reality check to realise that everybody hates us

you should have that shit burned into your brain by now
>>
>>3260104
If you know any better sites to visit while at shool, bus, w/e please tell me, I'm all ears.

>>3260109
i thought up until now that 9gag was the bastion of love and tolerance.
>>
>>3260096

ahahaha there's even a "calling transphobes intolerant is the real intolerance" in there
>>
>>3260119
4chan
>>
>>3260126
not really worth it on mobile because apps are shit and the mobile website is even shittier
>>
I can't sleep. Someone help me sleep.
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>tfw wow subscription ran out
now how am i supposed to waste time until i pass
>>
>>3260140
*teleports behind u*
nothin personel, kid
*slices thru with 1000x folded nippon steel*
sleep well
>>
>>3259519
>>3259402
> whaaa why'd i think that?
lol, Fimbulet != Bubblesort
>>
>>3260143
My hero!
>>
>>3260142
watch documentaries on youtube
>>
>>3260140

I hear helium administered through a sealed mask helps with that
>>
>>3260167
Oh really I will have to try that. Thanks! Can I just inject it?
>>
>>3260169

Don't be silly, you've gotta breathe it in. Inject? It's not marijuana
>>
>>3260169
I heard someone injected a helium once and almost died!
Best to inhale it which is completely safe.
>>
>>3260173
>>3260174
I think I read somewhere about just mixing Bleach and ammonia together to make a nice sedative vaporizer I might just do that.
>>
>>3260142
Camwhoring
Free mmorpgs
Anime
Movies
Vidya in general
4chan
Books
Documentaries
>>
>>3260179
I hear it was especially common during WW1 as a way to calm shell-shocked soldiers.
>>
>>3260187
Lol yeah probably so.

>>3260186
Aloha
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>>3259248
wat i did?
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>>3260142
Have you considered Better Vidya? It's all the rage these days
>>
>>3260194
Anna why are you so naive?
>>
>>3260202
im dumb. also probably because of that one time i vaped the worlds biggest vape with god and the bassist from good charlotte.
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>>3260209
god vapes?
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>tfw mein kittykat is missing
;-;

>>3260210
ummm idk dude
u tell me
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>>3260226
do you still not have a bf?
>>
>>3260228
lol not even close
>>
>>3260231
psh psh
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I want a bf.
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>>3260236
yeah yeah i know......
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>>3260236
fsh fsh
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i want summer to be over so i can continue stealth transitioning without people giving me weird looks on the street because of my increasingly-obvious breasts
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>>3260238
M2. One that can slap me around and tell me what to do.
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>>3260238
iktf
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>>3260255
Fuck no
Summer has to stay
Skirts, dresses, cute tops, shorts
I don't wanna hide in a thick ugly jacket to stay warm
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>>3260261
Winter clothes are super cute tho!
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>>3260255
>>3260261
>Having seasons other than Hot as Balls, and Lesser Hot
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>>3260261
no i have to hide this

my face doesn't have female fat deposits yet
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>>3260263
the struggle is real.
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>>3260262
Hell no they look soo ugly
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>>3260255
Me too...

Mine are a bit bigger than I was a month ago and my compression top is now becoming more like a training bra.... (not tight enough to flatten)

I can't keep buying comp tops and stacking them, because it's still too hot out.

>>3260261
But, the coats with the furry linings around the hoods...

>>3260263
Toronto is weird for that.... we get 80F to 95F summers, and -10F to 32F winters

Autumns and Springs are a fucking random-fest.
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>>3260267
>not wearing a snug leather jacket, scarf, and dark kneehigh boots
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>>3260267
omg no way You have scarfs and cute coats. Not to mention fall clothes too.
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>>3260265
Binders
Thin wide shirt
Thin wide hoodie
Do you even
Do you even
>>3260269
Those coats and all this furfag BS uggly as fk be it on coats hats or boots
No just no
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>>3260275
i bought a good compression bra three weeks ago

it's already not enough
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>>3260275
True enough. At least the coats don't come with a built-in tail, that would be maximum wtfno.

>>3260277
The "already not enough" period will shrink with every purchase. It is inevitable.
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>>3260272
>scarf
Uggo and uncomfi
>>3260271
>coats
Unable to move freely and oh i know un-fking-comfy
>high boots
Ugh if you wanna look like a hooker and have no free leg movement be my guest
>>3260277
Get a new one or stop being closet
Done


Also winter cloths are besides being uggo and uncomfy rediculously overprized
So fk off with winter
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Posting in dead threads before finding the new ones.

Not a loser, nope.

Also, good morning, /mtfg/.
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>>3260290
Nah, it happens...

At least you didn't try posting to a thread window left overnight, and didn't realize after an attempt or two that the thread was pruned, thus the posts were failing...
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>>3260290
>>3260293
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>>3260297
; _ ;.
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>>3260302
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so recently i more or less came to accept that i am trans and that i have been wanting to do something about it. but i woke up this morning and there was zero dysphoria and it felt like everything that i thought i had come to accept was just a lie and im not actually trans.

basically im confused as all fuck cause i still feel like i need to transition about half of the time to have a chance of being happy as me and the other half im just kinda flat and miserable or just ok.

im going to have a few chances to talk to people about doubts and stuff this week but its still getting to me at the moment
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>>3260297
Anna so mean.

; _ ;.
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>>3260266
>tfw will never buy winter clothes with Anna
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>>3260310
srry ;-;

>>3260311
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuukin hell......
it's like all my nitemars are actually real life.
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>>3260309
sometimes i feel like that, but then i remember that i get panic attacks when i imagine my brow bossing into a strong male brow and how i want to die a lot and how when i look down i see girl legs and how my breast-less chest always felt strangely empty, and that usually sets me back on the path of righteousness
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>>3260315
; _ ;.

>>3260311
>>3260315
You two should take a trip together to some place where the winter's are really nice and cold! Have like two weeks where you can buy and use some winter clothes, ski/snowboard, and sit next to a fire with hot cocoa and relax!

<3
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>>3260261
lilly confirmed for worst taste
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>>3259565
>I tried to move my couch and I almost died.
story of my life

>>3259665
huhh if you're still here post another pic you look way too much like my ex

>>3260142
read manga :3c

>>3260255
yeah i always liked winter so i could cover up my body..

>>3260267
winter totally has some cute clothes too

>>3260290
g'morning how are you

>>3260309
sounds like you calmed down about the subject after accepting it and you just aren't stressing about it like you did before. dysphoria isn't something that is constantly going on and affecting your every move some people have it only when certain things happen etc
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>>3260309
Dysphoria comes and goes like sometimes you can feel okr forget about it, other times it's bad. necessarily mean you're not trans or whatever.
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.. some minecrafting anon in this thread I post my texture pack just made a post and I don't know why it hit me so hard.
It was just a simple refusal and will to not associate or even communicate with me.
I wanted to apologize, but his statement explicitly told me not to and.. fuck.
I guess just 'cuz it was a non-trolly expression of such negative regard to me, and usually it's just glib troll nonsense so that it was genuine made it.. genuine, I guess.
Fuck. I feel bad. They'd probs get mad if I did it in that thread but I feel compelled; sorry I've made you dislike me so much, anon. I didn't mean to.
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>>3260327
yeah and we can wear plaid together and taunt boys and throw things at them from across the room and bash nerds!
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>>3259565
>tfw still stronger than 90% of all powerlifters
hrt plz
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>>3260341
Plaid coats and snowball fight in the Rocky Mountains at a mountainside resort!
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>>3260336
god damn this keyboard
*feel ok or forget about it
*doesn't necessarily mean you're not trans
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Time to up my dose of anti depressants. awwwww ye
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>>3260341
The dream.
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>>3260341
>wear plaid together

Gaaaay
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>>3260089
There is no drama. People are using the "Angie broke up with wiz" quote as a meme. She's gone and will never be back. People should be happy she's gone.
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i think i want clark griswold to be my hunsband.

>>3260345
yeah!!!!
exactly!!!
i'll even write a song about it....
anna and apris~~ awesome adventrue!!
gonna have and awesome adventrure!!
it's just and awesome adventure~~yeah!!!!

>>3260352
we must make this happen.
in aspen.

>>3260353
no it would be totally platonic.
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>>3260316
yeah i get that i supose.
>>3260334
could be it. though the depression is as crippling as ever
>>3260347
ok that makes me less worried about it i guess
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>kinda realise that [feature x] isn't as bad as you thought it was
>spend forever telling yourself that no, it is every bit as bad as you thought, because you've gotten so accustomed to that feature being part of your "everything is fucked" body loathing
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>>3260354
wasnt she here like a week ago?
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>>3260365

There's no such thing as platonic plaid
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>>3260351
how many mg you on a day? im now up to 225mg
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>>3260380
ummmm, yeah there is.
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>>3260374
what do you mean?
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>>3260336
>>3260347
Not the anon you're replying to, but it's really weird. Had a long spell of hard dysphoria this summer but suddenly the feeling seems totally gone, I was gonna do something about it but now I just don't feel motivated.
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>>3260381
wat.. which drug?
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>>3260379
She was, but iirc she texted a trip and had the trip post the image of said text. She hasn't been here in two days.
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>>3260391
mg= miligrams

im on efexol. not sure exacptly what type it is though
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>>3260405
40, citalopram. I don't think you can really compare since they're pretty different
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>>3260405
i had that when i was younger
i stopped cause i was yawning multiple times a day and my jaw hurt lol
then i stopped and i was dizzy for multiple weeks. coolio
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>>3260412
i also had that but it didn't effect me in any way
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>>3260405
interesting. Ive never heard of that.
I took prozac until like christmas or so, but it didnt do anything so I quit.
felt like a placebo
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>>3260390
I'm pretty sure I haven't had it a lot of the time, like I managed to go a year or two really thinking about it during my "be a man" phase but I was still far from happy or functional
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>>3260428
You'll always be a man
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>>3260430
wow anon, nobody ever attempted that before!
Really creative
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>>3260434
:^)
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>>3260365
Pls photos and stuff!! It'll be so cute seeing you two in Aspen!!
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>>3260383
Why did you do it Anna?
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>feeling a bit dysphoric cause winter and shit
>going out to get breakfast
>"damn even the way you move is sexy"
>"you are verry attractive"
>feeling better now
thanks random creeps

catcall count : 74
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>>3260434
Kill yourself disgusting tranny.
The world will be a better place.
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>>3260329
>britfag
>commenting on taste
my sides
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>>3260445
Faggots know you're a tranny
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>>3260446
HI!!!!
I missed you!
unfortunately I also forgot your name. what was it again?
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>>3260451
kek binary how´s it going , still trying to surpress those tranny feeling ?
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>>3260452
How's your faggot of a bf?
Does he feel proud knowing that he fucks a man?
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>>3260454
BINARY
exactly. how could I forget that?

>>3260457
were fine, thanks for asking.
How have you been?
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>>3260444
do what?
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>>3260454
Never had them Quasi

>>3260458
Worse now that I know you're still alive.
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>>3260465
I had SRS in may, they didnt screw up though, so I am not dead.
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>>3260459
Erase your non-demo solo stuff?
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>>3260465
>never had them
suuuuure my little dirty slut <3
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>>3260468
cause i dont like it
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>>3260473
But it was good stuff and I wanted to download it
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Can estrogen cause breakouts? I just started taking it an I am breaking out ;-;
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>>3260475
sorry, i really dont want to put it out there
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>>3260479
Selling this stuff in Prison might be a way to make made fortune!

on a more serious note: what do you mean by breakout? like, freaking out?
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>>3260479
Supposedly not, that's an androgenic thing, but I've found even with my T being extremely low (like, half of what cis girls should have), I still get breakouts when I'm superstressed out.

It's a weird biological thing which I can't seem to figure out...
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>>3260482
That's a shame Anna. You should be proud of your past work. Just because it's you singing in your male voice doesn't mean you should be ashamed of it.
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>>3260486
>Supposedly not, that's an androgenic thing
Estrogen basically is an antiandrogen too though
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>>3260430
i'm a girl tho
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>>3260497
Hahahaha
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>>3260493
Yeah, so pimples and breakouts "should" be lowered when on E&AAs, but if they still appear, it must be related to another factor then

I've had to deal with scars and stuff from them, even after starting HRT for several months, so it sucks....

; _ ;.
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>>3260485
I meant like acne lol

>>3260486
Hmm Idk what is going on, it is like little white heads. There is about three of them. Maybe it is just a cowinkydink.
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>>3260450
>people from england can't have taste
>implying i'm not a NEET who is completely isolated from society in my room and dissociated from existence therefore allowing next level development of superior ultra patrician taste and post meta ironic memes
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>>3260491
it's not just that. i just think most of the songs are pretty shitty/poorly executed
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>>3260502
oh, now I know what you talking about

>>3260503
how long have you been on antiandrogens?

basically more T often means more acne. Additionaly, if youve just started, your body realized an unusual drop in T and starts pumping out more and more, flooding your body with that. This is called a loop effect. The T will get completely overpowered in a few weeks to a month, after that, acne should recede to basically nothing. Until then, youll have to live with this though
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>>3260501
hehe XD
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Any good android apps for working on voice? I wanna work on my voice over my vacation.
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>>3260511
What your band churns out is shitty/poorly executed. I've watched your band play before and it was god awful. What you released in your first solo album blows away anything you've done with Bad Misters
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>>3260532
okay.
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>>3260516

Saving that image, perfect.
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>>3260532
lol I didn't realize we had Anna's biggest fan here!
Where do you find Anna's stuff online?
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>>3260538
And that is why you will never be a famous musician. You are holding yourself back by playing in band that produces poor music. No big time record producer wants to hear that noise. You band sounds like someone taking a fork and running it over a glass plate.

If you want to be successful Anna, you need to drop the band and look for greener pastures.
But it seems that you just don't give a shit about it.
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>>3260547
much insight, wow
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>>3260542
Soundcloud, bandcamp.
Look for a gift of fiction. She has demos up there, but got rid of the really good stuff.
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>>3260549
And you think it's nothing but a joke. Tell me Anna how long have you been playing various bands and have yet to be discovered?
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>>3260519
Kat from the TC and mumble suggested SpeechTrainer

https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=mixedbit.speechtrainer&hl=en

It's quite nice, since you click to record, click to stop, and it plays back immediately after the recording is done.
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>>3260542
If you want to listen to some of her band's music.
http://www.reverbnation.com/badmisters/songs

I suggest you break and tissues to soak up the blood that will pour out of your ears.
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>>3260552
idk what makes you think i want to be famous or 'discovered'
i like to make the music i like to make on my own terms. as long as i get to do that then anything else is lagniappe.

oh btw which show were you at?
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>>3260567
Anna you've said you wanted to go on world tours and to do that you need some credibility. You don't have it with that band.

I was your aug 11th show at the BEATnik
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>>3260550
ty
>>3260566
You're really not a fan of her band, how come?
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>>3260574
i said i'd like to be in a touring band. by that i mean i'd like to go for a few weeks on a tour around the US, not some fucking world tour. lol

also were you in one of the touring bands we played with? because they were literally the only ppl still left in the venue when we played.
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>>3260580
>because they were literally the only ppl still left in the venue
this is how bad Anna's band is.
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>>3260579
There is no catchy sound, lyrics are bland and not jump at you or have any meaning. The singer is terrible and needs sing lessons.

>>3260580
No I'm not part of the band and there were a few still there.
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>>3260580
>because they were literally the only ppl still left in the venue when we played.
Does your band suck that bad?
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>>3260583
>>3260594
there were only 5 ppl who came to see the other bands. it was at a pretty shitty venue that doesn't do any promotion at all. on a monday. it was pretty much a glorified band practice for everyone tbh.

if you've ever been in a band you'd kno that this shit happens all the time. even to signed touring bands.

>>3260590
idk what ur trying to do. like i dont care that you dont like my band. and im not going to take advice from someone from mtfg who's best way of trying to motivate me is to shit on everything lol
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>>3260601
>if you've ever been in a band you'd kno that this shit happens all the time. even to signed touring bands.
Anna tries to defend her shitty self.
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>>3260601
I like that you stick to your friends and your dreams. Ive never heard anything so I cant commend on anything specific, but I find your resolve inspiring and hope it will turn out well :)
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>tfw an someone from mtfg came to one of my shows and didnt even talk to me

>>3260609
so you've never been in a band?

>>3260612
thanks! tbh it's more about playing music with my friends that we all enjoy than anything else, and as long as we're all still having fun we'll keep doing it whether we end up touring the world or playing to ourselves in our practice space.
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>>3260612
hi love! long time no see lol

how is everyone today? o.O
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>>3260618
Meh.
>>
Sometimes I swear I'm kinda cute

>>3260615
Someone from mtfg saw me on campus and never said anything to me, but then they posted here saying "Hey, I saw you at x place today"
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>>3260615
No, bands are for nerds.
btw I am 100% not serious I'm just playing with you. I haven't actually heard anything of yours, so I really couldn't say you're shit or good.
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>>3260618
hi Frenchy :)

I tried to dye my hair, but I fucked up. Now its kind of copper-colored. Ill probably just dye it brown now ;~; I just wanted my blonde back. But apparently thats hard if you dont want to bleach.
Otherwise I am fine :)
How are you?

>>3260615
exactly. Lots of people dont know life at all I feel. It isnt about how much success you have or how much money you earn. Those are just means to an end. The real challenge is to do what you like. Life's way too short to do stuff you hate.
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>>3260618
Anna is being cyber bullied because her band is shit.
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I think I saw a girl in a mirror today.

I laughed.
The mirror laughed.
I shot the mirror.
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>>3260618
frenchy my kittycat has gone missing ;-;

>>3260622
creepy.

>>3260626
lol
(bands are for nerds tho, tru story)

>>3260630
exactly!
also my hair dye got kinda fucked up last weekend but it kind still looks okay so im fine with it. my friend just missed some spots when she did it so some parts are really intense red but some of it is faded light auburn-ish

>>3260633
the cyber police are already on the case, fyi
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>>3260618
I'm stressed out beyond belief because my professor has decided to delay everything related to finishing my degree to less than two weeks before the absolute thesis submission deadline.

I've been fighting with him for months about giving me the list of changes he wants for the thesis, but he's been adamant about not replying to emails, even after I brought in the advisor and higher administration. I kept emailing over and over about "Where are the changes? If there are no changes, you and the committee need to sign off on this.". The replies were half-assed "well, we need more time for the changes".

I hate fucking "higher education". I swear, they need some Gestapo installed for the tenured professors to keep them in line.

At least my boobs feel a bit better...
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>>3260634
>tfw see a girl in the mirror most days anymore
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>>3260643
Best shoot her now or she'll come out and steal your keys at night.
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>>3260643
>tfw waiting for the day when I can say I see a girl in the mirror more than once in a full moon.
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>>3260634
I saw a girl in the mirror the other day. But it was an ugly girl. Then an hour later my facial hair started growing then I cried for hours and hours and hours because despite my better efforts, I will still never be a girl, not even a fake girl.

>>3260640
I'm sure they're a normal person but it was like, I still have no idea who it was and I don't know if they still go to my school and if they see me like every day.
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>>3260642
>but he's been adamant about not replying to emails
oh fuck. I know that feel. My prof decided to not submit my grade into the system which costs me half a year. Of course, he ignored emails. And I couldnt go there because cant walk .____.'
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>>3260633
I never heard her band, but i doubt its shit ( .__.)

>>3260630
oh no :O I'm doing great! I may be dying my hair red soon! Not like, soulless ginger red, but liek, a deep auburn color (dark red). I can't wait!!!! I've never dyed my hair before :3

>>3260621
why meh? ( .__.)

>>3260640
did you put up flyers?! I cried for a week when my one cat disappeared ( .__.) still haven't found him 8 years later :/

>>3260642
What degree are you going for? o.O but wow that sounds terrible ( .__.)

>>3260643
omg so do i! though tbh i haven't shaved in a week :/ I should really get on that ( .__.) its only liek maybe 6 hairs on my chin and 3 above my lips but still....idk i just wanted to see how long it would take before i would get any visible growth as far as facial hair (still nothing visible).
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>>3260649
oh im 100% certain that this person was not at the show and they're just trying to ruse me.

but ya mebbe they are watching u ._.

>>3260652
im gonna make some before lunch and go post them around town after i eat. i've been bawwwing my fucking eyes out
i was just talking to my friends yesterday about how old that little bastard is, he cant die now ;-;
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>>3260663
>about how old that little bastard is, he cant die no
Cats come home to die, Anna, anything else is an urban myth.
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>>3260651
Basically I think only a handful of professors are actually decent human beings, while the rest are scum from sewage treatment plants.

>>3260652
Masters of Applied Science in Software Engineering.

Second worst decision of my life. Primary worst decision was going for it in the first place.

Yeah... I'd suggest if someone goes for a Master's in Ontario Canada, stay the fuck away from Science and Engineering. They're like slave labor where you're treated like shit, you do work basically for almost free for companies and the university, and at the end they might give you a degree if you satisfy their hedonistic minds.
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>>3260663
Yeah, like the person that saw me definitely really did, because they knew exactly where I was and that I was with someone working on a project, and I'm just like x__x

I've met like a buncha people from mtfg and it's never been weird, but that was weird
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>>3260667
wat

>>3260673
yeah that would make me paranoid as fuck. eww.

i've never met anyone from mtfg tho but there are lots of ppl i'd like to hang out and throw rocks at trains with
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>>3260428
>"be a man" phase
Is this something everyone goes through? I remember trying to be one of the guys, it was a painful experience that never felt right.
I'm sure my dysphoria'll kick back in at some point, right now it's more like "yeah I'd like to be a girl" but it doesn't chew away right at the front of my mind.
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>>3260677
Sometimes it's awkward and horrible meeting people from 4chan (I met up with a guy from /mu/ once and he was spergtastic as fuck), but most of the time I've been pretty lucky. Like really really lucky actually :3
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>>3260681
not everyone but its somewhat common
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>>3260684
yeah like i'd be real nervous that they wouldn't like me irl as much as online and stuff lol
>ike really really lucky actually :3
is that how you met ur gf? :3c
>>
Also, been living at home for a few days now. My mom has already gone through at least one of my bags. So she totally saw my makeup and finasteride, but the only thing she seemed mad at was that I had a receipt for a bus ticket.

>>3260692
>yeah like i'd be real nervous that they wouldn't like me irl as much as online and stuff lol
The guy I met from /mu/ literally said that he only wanted to see me because I was a shitposter lol, so I didn't really care that much

>is that how you met ur gf? :3c
mebbe
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>>3260652
>but liek, a deep auburn color (dark red). I can't wait!!!! I've never dyed my hair before :3
actually, boy suggested I do that too, but I kind of want a lighter brown more now. Hoping it will be easier to make it blonde in a few months then v___v

>>3260670
the sad thing is: this professor is otherwise a REALLY nice guy. like, he killed my deadline when I said I transitioned and stuff on top of being super accepting (though the latter is required anyway. If he wasnt he would lose his job very fast). He just ignores all emails.
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I just joined my college's anime club.

Is it gonna be as bad as I think it is?
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>>3260561
Thanks, I'll take a look at it.

Does it or other provide a pitch spectrum?
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>>3260703
hopefully that's all your mom stays mad at.

>that he only wanted to see me because I was a shitposter lol,
lol wat
>mebbe
niga das kawaii.

>>3260707
dasu dasu!
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>>3260681
Some people do. I never like overcompensated and tried to be all masculine or anything, just repressed any feminine stuff. But I didn't really know how to act other than that so I ended up like some weird awkward repressed robotic autistic guy. Which i'm still trying to undo the damage from.
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>>3260269

Lol come to Montreal some time. -40 C with the wc.
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>>3260677
I try not to give too much localized information, but I mean I bet someone's doxxing all of us anyways...

There are several people here for sure that it would be fun to hang with, just can't without free transit or something it's hard to travel without money....

>>3260704
>super accepting
I'm going to be surprised if there's any accidental issues when I do my presentation for the submission, since they haven't seen me for like 2 months, even with me trying to get them to do their jobs and stuff.

(when I say accidental, I mean if they say something offhanded without realizing it, like a rude comment or something)

Maybe I should do the final presentation in a short skirt and a V cut with flowers in my hair?

Nah....
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>>3260707
hai hai!
I hope youre going to learn moonspeak.
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>>3260681
I remember when I shaved my head and had a beard. Never again.
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>>3260711
Yea, hopefully she doesn't try to take my prescribed medication from me and make a scene on my birthday (again lol)

>niga das kawaii.
I feel bad about talking too much about us here, but yea, we're kawaii as shit together
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>>3260707
have fun with filthy casuals talking about attack on titan all day long

>>3260711
tfw didnt start moreno....
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>>3260720
My moon and Russian abilities are about the same.

I can speak the language fine, but I'm utter shit at the written part.
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>>3260618
Angie and wiz broke up
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