You hanging in there /k/ ?

>>35038155
Just scheduled an interview for a better job on Monday. If i get the interview i feel like the extra cash can kinda lift me up out of this slump i'm im right now. Not only that the work itself is much more up my ally.

Other than that, still nogunz, no gf and all that jazz

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procrastinating at work, obsessing over ex-delta old farts on instagram
really feeling like shit lately, more than usually
really hate being fat.
have gf but no guns still.

Mostly? I have a pretty serious anxiety disorder and while I've been pretty on top of it for the last little while, this last week has been a bit rough and now some stuff has come up that'll make my weekend just that much more stressful, and I'm somewhat worried that I'm headed for an anxiety attack or something again, and I haven't had one in months. So, I'm hanging in, but precariously.

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>>35038178
Don't worry /k/omrad. You'd think I was chad if you saw me in public. But no gf forever alone. Only thing keeping me company is my guns and my car

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>>35038216
You can make it through one more stressful spell, and plenty more after that, you would be surprised what your capable of surviving. Calming pic related

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>>35038155
Had a rough patch, hung in because of /k/ommrades.
>tfw an image board is your best friend, your greatest ally and your light in darkness

>>35038155
Fuck you

>>35038225
>You'd think I was chad if you saw me in public
>But no gf forever alone
Is that you, Mr. Bravo?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Exe0IEB3hKs

>>35038155
We really need that civil/race war going already.

>>35038907
I mean, if I can make it over suicide I can make it over a shit weekend, but it's just pretty rough. That is a pretty calming picture though, I like it.

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Got friend zoned after trying to date for the first time in a while. Still haven't finished building my AR cause of bullshit parts. Fucking Fortis barrel nuts aren't in stock anywhere. Had to buy a new barrel cause bolt wouldn't head space with the one I was given.

>>35038155
Still noguns.
Still feel like killing myself.
Still want to die just to rest and get rid of all this pointless bullshit.
Still almost dead inside.

Can't shoot worth a damn because I never practice, because I'm embarrassed at being unable to shoot worth a damn. Oh well, I'm too lazy to clean my guns anyways.

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I'm turning 27 in a couple weeks and I just want time to slow down a bit to let me catch up.

>>35038155
21, 6'3" and about 385 lbs. Losing weight right now, but afraid that It will be too late to find a gf and no one will want me anyway because I think I look like a gorilla and I'll end up alone. Plus afraid that even if I get one, I won't be able to please her in bed because I'm not well endowed. I hate myself.
At least I have my guns to help keep away the sad, I guess.

>>35039180
don't sweat, coming to terms with old age is something humans excel at.

>>35039246
21, 6' 4" and about 320, and I have a gf. You can do it anon, just do your best to not let it become your whole life, and somebody will show up. As for sex, it really is technique over size, and foreplay is 90% of that.

>>35038155
Classes are going well.
Work's fucking depressing though.
The only thing keeping me there is the fact that I'm not inclined to have two jobs to use as references when I apply as a machinist just because I fucking hated this one.

I'll have better chances of a job I really enjoy if I stay.
That and I got it because of a friend who I don't really want to disappoint.
And I'm one of two dudes in a group of like, twenty five chicks my age.
It's kinda nice.

>>35039270
I should also add, my family is running low on cash because they're living off of 401k in order to potentially get better alimony against the person who donated sperm to make me.

Fuck him for drawing this out.

>>35039001
cheers. hang in there m8

>>35039294
Wait, what? Surely the whole point of donating sperm is you're not committing to starting a family and all that and since you were never part of it, wouldn't have to pay alimony?

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>>35038155
Breddy good. Just turned 21, relatively fit, qt latin gf.
30k annually doing under 20 hours weekly of public sector research.
4th year of undergrad, 3.8 GPA, looking at law schools at the moment.

I still come here to post the same images of my surp while taking dumps a couple times a month tho.

>>35038155
Deployed, so making decent money. Moved into a new place with a girlfriend I intend to marry when I get back. It's been hard on both of us. I'm getting my licensing done when I get back. The deployments been hard on us but it's going ok.

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>>35038155
How about you OP?

>>35039294
If you are talking about a sperm donor:
What a fucking gimmedat

If talking about the run of mill dead beat dad,
Fuck him.

Car still toast,family still absent. Need more practice with guns,down to 212lbs from the 236 i started at. Trying to find a better job or time to fix my car. Walking sucks. Hopefully can get some good arm exercises in too

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>>35039800
>Walking sucks.
Walking is fucking great. Lose a bit more weight and you'll be able to enjoy backpacking.

Barely. There's a girl at work who is the prettiest I've ever seen who doesn't know I exist. Every time she smiles I feel a little less dead inside.

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>>35038155
I am incredibly tired all the time, but I know this is mostly my fault.

I've been doing PT more and more. I am becoming better physically than ever before. I've lost roughly 40 pounds and feel great.

My mind goes in and out of genius I cannot believe and absolute insanity. I need some good stuff to read to keep up the good side.

I have met plenty of good people recently, one of which I find would make for a quality GF. Alas, I haven't seen her in a while to ask about this.

>I'm also becoming Dale more and more by the hour. I just need a Mack trucks hat and a severe smoking habit

>>35039825
Lemme restate that,walking down a freeway where people are liable to run you over and jamals stalk the night. I've already been run over twice. Though city and innawoods walks are nice.

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>>35038155
school starts for me next week, so I can finally cut back on hours at work and tell my boss to shove it. Im one step closer to ending this chapter in my life and im really excited about it.
I was going to get a new gun to celebrate but I need to save money for school. Im in a good place right now /k/, things will change but only if you make them change
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DHRGrIqmb0

>>35038934
I hate to admit so, but this place gives me more social contact and stability then people IRL do for me

>>35038155
Life's getting busy. I haven't had coffee today and I sure could use it.

>>35039422

Are those mag pouches made of those fabric shopping bags?

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i have a disease eating me up from inside. i'm not 23 yet

>>35041491
can you get better

>>35038155
Still in California, trying to get my associates in two semesters(eight months).

I guess.

I have next to no prospects going for me. Just started a part time job. Had 1 horrible year of college. Have lost all but 1 of my many friends over the course of this year and the last. I have no idea what I want to do, I still want to join the military just because I'll regret it if I don't when I'm older (I have always wanted to join) but I'm worried I'll be even more depressed.

I really need to get my shit together. I've become extremely spiteful and cynical of everyone around me but my family. I've always been an extrovert but since the end of highschool I've been rejecting society because I'm disgusted in it and I'm disgusted in myself. I get extremely emotional at times (I lean on the side of logic and always remind myself to not get emotional but it happens anyway)

But my dad really keeps me anchored at times when I want to breakdown.

Also,
>>35039470
this.
How are you holding up, OP?

>>35041491
It's a state of mind anon, i've felt that way since grade school.

If you wait enough years you'll start to hurt less and wonder if you're finally healing. But slowly you'll come to realize that it's just eaten away at your ability to feel for so long that you can't even hurt anymore.

I find staying distracted helps the most.

>>35042020
i dont think distratcion solves cancer...

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>>35038155
Yeah, I'm hanging in here. It's rough, I moved to a completely new place all the way across the country from anyone I knew at all, but you all help me out. Makes me feel like I'm not alone, you know. I'm broke though, so all I can do is look at pictures of guns I like and try to read philosophy. I'm hanging in here, and I hope all the rest of you are too. Stay strong.

>>35038155
I guess, just got my RN license, have a 4.0 GPA. But im out of .40

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>>35041471
The nepalese maoist rebellion is vastly under appreciated .

>>35042073
>4.0 GPA
>.40 caliber
Something isn't right here...

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Waiting to go back for further education, been making myself sad reading my countries laws for pretty much everything. At least my GF understands and wants to into hunting/pest control with me so thats neat.

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>>35038155
>all I want in the world is to shoot guns with friends and live freely
>American border is a few hours away but nope can't move because government
>stuck in liberal hell with fading hope and no decent friends
I'm just waiting for things to get better and trying not to go insane. Never had a decent conversation about guns in my whole life except on here.

>>35038155
Have lots of guns at home in AZ but i am going to school in CA and so i can't sleep next to them because they are illegal here.