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Y anon

I go shooting or lifting when i feel like shit,it helps

always fixable nigga,what are your issues,/k/ will at least be honest

>>34992306
do a flip

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>>34992306
What's the problem anon? You know your internet friends are here to help you.

>>34992348
>>34992359
>>34992377
gf of 2 years left me the love of my life.

>>34992348
>loading rifle mag, pistol pic
Mama Mia indeed...

>>34992306
Took a practice MCAT two weeks ago, got a 510. Took one today, got 506. I need a 508, ideally a 512 to be a lock-in. I take the MCAT in 6 days.

I dont know what more I can do, i've studied at least 4 hours/day 6 days a week all summer, and now pretty much my whole future is dependent on a 4 point margin of error based on the question bank gods.

>>34992392
why did she leave you

>>34992424
her family hates me because i am not wealthy enough.

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>>34992392
my gf had a seizure in her apartment and died

felt bad but I accepted her death

life isnt something stable,its fleeting

what im trying to say is shit happens and theres nothing you can do to change outcomes after they have already happened,just learn from experience and be a better person.

You'll always die later,dont an hero yet theres still shit to do in life

have a pic of my dog,i havent off'd myself yet because I know for a fact he would miss me

Still sorta sexually confused but pretty confident that im straight

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>>34992443
Honestly its a good thing in the long run that it happened.

If she cant look past her family and love you for yourself and not your wealth then she isnt the right girl for you.

Theres no way you dont know that yourself,you just feel lonely now and theres no reason not to.

Losing someone your emotionally attached to is hard,its human to feel sad afterwards.

Time does heal all wounds,focus on bettering yourself. Go to the gym,go shooting,go do something to take your mind off it and accept that shes gone,thats the only way youll move on.

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>>34992470

>>34992509
she doesn't care for my wealth. her family is just so controlling about her entire life and it's just been so difficult for her to be with me. despite how hard we both try. also add to the fact for 1.5 years of that it was long distance.

Life is good.
Job is giving me hours and money and small opportunities to help people.
Been buying books and ammo and saving up for a gun.

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>>34992392
I am sorry to hear that man, was she one of your first girlfriends or just the most serious? What matters is that things like this happen in life and what you need to do is just learn to get past it. There will be more woman and more love in the future. What you need to focus on is working out, exercise releases endorphins in your brain and will make you happier/more stable and getting fit will help attract more/more attractive females. You will get through this anon, your internet friends are here for you.

>>34992470
Fuck dude, how long ago was this?

>>34992490
Stop watching porn, you are likely porn addicted and these thoughts will stop if you kick the habit.

>>34992306
Same here dude.
I miss my glock and I wanna shoot so bad.

>>34992579
she was my 2nd. but most serious relationship. I have never fallen in love with anyone so much before.

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Just had first ND, didnt care for a second until I realized I was inside my house. Luckily no neighbors heard it, it wasnt anything loud. Bullet got lodged in a wall going vertical of where i shot so the studs stopped it, it couldve been a lot worse.

>>34992579
Ill kick the porn then

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>>34992599
I was in the same place as you a year and a half ago, I even made a thread like this. The thing is that you are so focused on her and the idea of her that you don't see how shortsighted you are thinking. Shit like this hurts but you will get through it. When I was in your shoes I was young, chubby, depressed, and pathetic. But with a little time and work I am in good shape, mentally healthy, and have had other girls come and go with no breakdown. You will get through this man, don't make a permanent solution to a temporary problem. By the way how old are you guys.

I wish women were easier to be around. They are like little kids that are retarded

>>34992306
Not good. I'm addicted to the internet, spend time here instead of seeing people or being useful. I hate going to sleep so I stay up late, dislike life so wake up late, rinse and repeat. Haven't done anything truly productive in around a week.

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>>34992306
I lost my home, my truck, my guns, almost everything besides what I had on me before I evacuated.

>>34992616
Yeah dude you aren't gay. You have just built neurological pathways in your brain where it seeks weirder and more extreme types of porn to achieve large orgasms. It is an addiction. Just stop watching porn and don't jerk off at all for a few weeks. read up on this stuff its legit.

https://yourbrainonporn.com/

>>34992693
I saw your post earlier (if you were the one posting about losing your job too). I'm in Florida and accidentally drove down the wrong road and got my car flooded.

I know you have it worse but wtf man. It wasn't even in my area and I lost my car today. I have no money to get another. It didn't even dawn on me I would lost my car as the water started rising up and up. I crawled out the window and slowly realize "oh shit its gone"

>>34992725
not sure why my grammar is fucked up here but you get the idea

>>34992658
she showed me so many things, so many places. she was beautiful and smart.

We traveled to so many places together. London, Paris, Tenerife, Athens, Budapest, Cardiff, Morocco, Spain, . I have so many pictures and memories. Let me post some soon.

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I might have a problem...I havent thought about killing myself or anyone else in a while. Like not even as a joke, it feels like Im half a /k/ommando. I worry that I will lose interest in my handgats and Ar's. Am...am I turning into a fudd?

>>34992733
file size too big, can't post any.

The girl I like quit talking to me and I feel empty, even though she didn't feel the same way about me. I hate my job and I'm considering taking a seasonal job because it's the only thing available that isn't retail, and I just can't deal with customers any more. My problem is that I suck at making decisions. I don't even feel that depressed most of the time, I just don't really feel anything. If this job piss tests, I'm fucked because I started smoking weed again, which I can quit, but it takes time to get it out of the body.

I was eating better, losing weight, and trying to smoke less cigarettes, but I just don't care any more. Put a Marlboro on my Big Mac.

>>34992306

I relapsed back into alcoholism and I'm drunk right now just like the past 7 days.

Alcohol and weaponry is a winning combo though.

>>34992693

Jesus Christ I'm sorry about you losing your guns.

>>34992306
I've been wanting to die ever since I left the Marine corps. Worst decision of my life.

>>34992579
she died a month ago

Im dealing with it in my own way, but I need time before i attempt to get in another relationship

>>34992845

Leaving the corps or joining the corps was the worst decision?

This thread reminds me of a line from a Bowie song. "Carry a razor in case of depression." In /k/'s case it's a Makarov.

Pretty happy overall because I'm close to finishing my /k/ related education, but I'm stressed out because I'm really really fucking poor. I know it's only temporary but the weight of poverty is absolutely crushing me. I don't have any clean clothes to wear to school tomorrow and I've only eaten one can of ravioli per day for the last 3 days.

>>34992987
ey at least your losing weight B)

>>34993006
Yeah, I had pneumonia and lost 20 pounds in a month. All these people were like "wow, you look great!". All I had to do was get so sick that my body went into septic shock :(

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>>34993060
Its ok you can bulk the fuck up and look jacked

gl dont starve

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>>34992599
>love
Thats some bull shit dont be a cuck and take that shit get another women and be proud to be a man.

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>>34992601
Your fucking fault take your finger off the trigger and maybe this wont happen.
>unless you got a "new" age weapon.

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>>34992733
>she showed me so many things, so many places. she was beautiful and smart.
Such a faggot and yo shit all retarded.

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>>34992837
My Sako collection is replaceable, but my love for my rifles and all the fun I've had with these rifles will not be.

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>>34992599
how old are you?

I realized this weekend that I'll probably never be in good enough shape to get an appointment to OCS

I wrote a whole four page journal about everything wrong and it... just feels right but I know if I posted it somewhere it would only cause more problems than it could solve

I'd just like to die

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>>34992470
well said brother, she will never be forgotten as long as you remember. I wish you the best.

>>34992616
Over thinking it. Just do what feels good. Pawing off too much just deadens nerves temporarily, it doesn't change who you are inside. You won't into thing's you truly don't like, you just have a hangup about liking them. You'll never not like those thing's unless something new comes up on their place as you age. Save yourself a lot of frustration and accept that trying to be something imaginary like straight or gay is a waste of your time and move forward with actually important shit like your skills or career.

>>34993286
27

I did not come here for the feels today ;_;

>>34992579
I need to quit porn so bad. It's gotten to the point where it's the only thing that gets me off a lot of the time. Feel like I'm in a cialis commercial with the gf lately. And I could never be one of those guys that watches it with my partner, it's like a whole separate part of my brain that I can't open up with anyone. Any advice other than 'just do it feggot?'

>>34993768
its not like as bad as a drug addiction,just stop watching it

Im really not sure what else to say,someone else chime in

>>34993768
porn induced sexual dysfunction is a real thing bro.

September is coming up, do no fap september. Every time you feel like jacking it, have a rubber band around your wrist, snap it and tell yourself "no, I don't want to jack off". It'll take time but it will work.

I'm just soggy and tired of my power going out.

>>34993808
>>34993801
Thanks lads. Its not that big of a challenge compared to a lot of people's problems it's just a tough thing to confront

My GF went back to school 7 hours away after a great summer together. Two more years until she graduates, don't know if it'll last. Kinda rough but it hasn't sunk in yet.

For to the range today though, which was nice.

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Every board I've visited as of late is getting ruined with /pol/ shit and faggot mods

I want to spend more time on /k/ but I'm afraid some cancerous meme is going to take hold of it and ruin the experience

>>34992306
My girlfriend left me after telling me she only wanted me for sex and someone to talk to and my uncle died in my arms two weeks ago. I feel like I should be more upset, but I'm not because I've been going out and shooting his guns and every time I go to the range, I know he smiles down at me and then I come home and clean my guns and every thing just seems to fit right into place in my life.

>>34994687
>Kinda rough but it hasn't sunk in yet.
Like foreplay with a sandpaper condom

>>34992306
Every thread I reply to, I seem to kill. Feels bad, but it's just me being autistic and hitting F5 too much. I wish you the best.
>>34992566
Cheers anon. Glad to hear you're doing well. I just got my own full-time job after being stuck at part-time anywhere I went. College town blues are over. I'll finally be able to go shooting again.

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>>34993472
>pawing off
>pawing off too much

This anon is right though. You like what you like. Playing with yourself too much can overstimulate you or just desensitize you, but it's not incurable. Take breaks, find other things to do. Open /k/ instead every time you wanna jerk it.
>>34993768
I had the same problem with my boyfriend, but quit jerking it between the last two visits with him. The most recent one was pretty... explosive.

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>>34992733
>>34992780
>>34992787
>>34992801
>>34993188
>>34993361
Its okay to cherish those memories but you have to also learn to move on. You will meet other woman. I can guarantee to you that though she may have been special to you, she was in no way a unique woman. Just do not obsess over the past, move on and look forward to the great times ahead. If I where you I would put all of those pictures away for a brighter day when you can look at them and not feel sad.

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I've been feeling really shitty and lonely lately. But, at the same time, I feel like I deserve to feel shitty and lonely. My love for guns is really the only thing pushing me along at this point.

>>34992861
Leaving the corps because of family issues.

>>34997567
>>34992861
Now I'm living on my own with a shitty 9-5 job not knowing what to do next.

>>34992490
No, you aren't. Now let's discuss it over a bottle of wine>>34992490

>>34994760
Like the jesters on /ck/?

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Dealing with this hurricane bullshit. I live like a mile from the water but have no problems, mostly concerned with two of my buddies that lost houses and cars both. Got a great gf that has no been freaking out or anything and some awesome neighbors, plus my dog and cat are each doing fine (the cats loving this lurking in the power outage shit) just been drinking beer and barbequing.

Mostly mad I can't go to the gym, but that's a stupid concern considering the scale of this bullshit. My neighbors came out and we're like, "hey come on over and let's cook out, bring your pistol" lmao. What a great state

>>34992348

I wish ai could go out and lift. With two month old twins, getting out of the house is impossible. I'm up for a avg of 30 hours, sleep for 3 or 4 and repeat. So busy with them, I can't even practice dry firing.

Slogging towards the end of uni for the year in like 8 weeks. Only first year and absolutely hating it.

Want nothing more than to take a gap year and just lift, travel and work, but I'm worried I only want that because I'm trying to shy away from hard work and the idea of getting into a rut is pretty spooky.

I just want to live a bit and I'm not sure if it's the right thing to do.

I am ok

called off work this morning because I was up all night playing video games. this is the first time I've called off and I don't plan on doing it again but I just needed a break I guess. They've got me "part time" at 40hours a week and I'm taking three masters level online courses

>>34997922
What kinda degree you going for my dude?

>>34997995
CJ, got my bachelors back in may and I've been working a shitty retail job and not my field in the meantime just for a little summer cash

>>34998008
Nice. I know a lot of people meme about CJ degrees, but if it's what you're interested in and think it'll help you then I say go for it

>>34998021
It helps a lot with the higher level jobs, you can do almost everything with a bachelors but you need years and years of experience to get the cool stuff. A higher level degree fast tracks you to the good shit like air cop, thinking emoji cop and doggo slayer

>>34992392
>2 years
>love of your life

Not to sound callous, my dude, but get over your oneitis. 2 years is chump change, relationship-wise. Learn from the mistakes made (whether yours or hers), and move on.

>>34994760
>some cancerous meme will take hold
It already has.
It's called unironic statism, and it's been ruining threads since this time last year.
/k/'s been brigaded by nu-/pol/ and its ledditor horde the hardest, and they're probably not going to leave any time soon.

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>>34998461
I miss old comfy /k/, where real men insert nugget bolts up their arse

>>34992306
>tfw you want it all to end but you still want to live so you could own guns

I'm just waiting that I'm going to turn 21 so I could buy my very own vz. 58, which seems to be dream that is beginning to fade because I can see Duterte banning intermediate-caliber rifles "because muh terrorists". Seriously, your average fucking Flippo is a damn statist that they just accept any law "because it's for the good of the country" and if you're against it youre a "yellowtard" and a "communist". They're in talks of banning quadcopters because "they gunna use it to bomb the president!11!!211111". For fucks sake, tech has already existed for that since the olden times you dumb fucks.

in summary:
>just shoot yourself

1. noguns
2. want to be hasguns

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What is there to do? I have no goals; I'm not attracted to women so I have no desire to pursue a good job, all my friends are leaving to pursue their own dreams and moving away while I'm just sitting around being depressed at home because of my own inability to make my own dreams come true, or even have a dream to pursue, I really wanted to join the military (army/marines) but can't because of medical and psychological history. I've become so bored I unironically hope we have a civil war just to change things up a little.
Dear God, I'm only 18 but I feel like life is already over.

>>34992546
>was only effectively with her for six months
>love of my life
Also if bet dollars to doughnuts she was just looking for an get away guilt free excuse to break up with you, her family not liking you doesn't matter unless she's 16.

>>34998630
If you were God for a second and could change anything about the world with a handwave, what would you change?

>>34992306
I'm falling in love with a girl that legitimately has autism. She's functioning and holds a job down, I just don't know how I feel about the long term implications and the risk of having weapons grade autism kids

>>34998761
I would make new land, a new place for people to explore, with dangerous wildlife but fertile land so people could farm and be free to settle new homes, I would also create a new race of horse with human level intelligence and slightly smaller stature, I like horses but don't like how stupid they can be sometimes, not good for prolonged cuddling.

And if that wouldn't work just erase both my existence and knowledge of existing, can hate what you don't know about.

>>34992443

If she chooses her family over you she didn't love you.
Fuck her, anon.
Women are inable to be loyal.

>>34999077
Oh, and YOU'D choose a girl you'd known for 2 years over your entire family? The egos on you nerds are astounding.

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I broke up with my gf of a year and a half because she was a crazy liberal who hated guns. She was crazy in bed though. She keeps trying to get back together by sending lewd pictures. what do?

>>35002272
You are a man, you do not have to give up a masculine part of yourself (firearms). It would be best for you to find a more sensible girl, since if your previous female didn't listen to reason about guns then she probably won't listen to reason on important stuff.

>>35002334
Thank you, she also didn't appreciate me so I hope it was for the best. I mean I tried to be the best person I could be for her but i guess it wasn't good enough

>>35002412
It's not that you weren't good enough Anon, it's that she isn't good enough to see it. Find someone who appreciates you and puts as much into your relationship as you do.

>>35002515
You're a good person anon thank you

every thread I post in is kill

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>>34992306
Ex gf who I still love sucked off my friend and got rammed by another.

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>fixed my cars windshield wipers
>got a wave from a cool biker while i was on my 49cc scooter
>talked to a pawn shop owner about guns for an hour, he gave me a spare file of his as a gift (i had come in looking for a jewlers file set)

almost feels like things are okay despite not having any friends and being a NEET since i quit my job a week ago

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>>34994908
>open /k/ every time you wanna jerk off
great now I wanna fuck guns

>>35002272
shes a communist thot anon. learn to hate her. turn the desire to fuck her into a desire to throw her and her kind from rotary aircraft.

>>35003083
Shit man, that's pretty good advice. Thanks anon

>>34992306
I felt like poo over the weekend but I just upped my vitamin D to 20'000IU and will hold there for a few days and see if that helps me not feel like shit this weekend.

Also trying to do a little nofap and I busted a hella fat nut after like 3 days no fapping, so I slept like a log today.

>>35002272
take her hiking, carry your best innawoods rifle, fuck her doggy style somewhere.

while you're still in it, tell her cover her ears, you grab your rifle and start shooting at something way the fuck off in the distance and claim you saw a bear.

cure that antigun bullshit. women are stupid. she'll think you saved her mid-fuck.

>>35003362
нe нecи злoбнyю чёpнyю винтoвкy.

>>35003362
I don't want to deal with her crazy ass anymore though

>>35003535
"Don't bring a vicious black rifle."

>>35003362
not a bad idea, dont bring the evil black scary salt guns. bring like old wooden type deal.

>>34997804
It's not a bad idea. Make sure you have a real plan though, you don't want to end up sitting around doing nothing for a year. You've got plenty of time though, no need to rush through college.

>>34992306

Pretty down, starting to despair that I might be just plain too lazy to make something of myself.

>stop being lazy and stop being lazy

Wish I could, but since childhood, every time I tell myself "I'll do better from now on" (diet, exercise, studying, cleanliness, etc) it lasts for a few days at best, or a few hours at worst. I can barely concentrate on anything anymore, and my grades are starting to slide because of it (2nd year Chemistry). Can't even shoot worth a damn because I never practice, and am too out of shape and jittery to hold the sights steady, and I'm too lazy to clean my guns anyways.

>>34992306
I have a loving bf, a roof over my head, a job, and money to spare. I don't ever feel like doing anything but going to work and sitting around at home, shooting just doesn't feel worth it and doesn't interest me anymore. Same with all my other hobbies, so I dunno I'm doing alright I guess?

>>35003988
you're a faggot, sincerely. and I don't care what gender you might be.

>>35004162
You're very helpful. Why are you being so hostile?

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>>35004183
kill yourself

>>34992306
I'm starting school soon, I hope people won't think I'm weird when i carry a knife and wear milsurp

>>35004203
Okay thanks, can you show us on the doll where your dad touched you?

>>35004162
It's okay, you'll make it out of the closet eventually. I believe in you!

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>>35004312
I don't know why people feel the need to be so mean. This is a feels thread, why be a asshole.

Is OP still here or just lurking?

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>>35004381
OP here, I just now was checking up on the thread. I have a rare skin disease where I need to spread strawberry jelly all over my body every 30 minutes or I break out in sores. Life is bleak when you are a strawberry freak.

My cat is on borrowed time and he didn't look good when I left for work. Now I'm scared to go back home.
I don't know what I'll do without him.

>>35004619
snap his fucking spine like a drunken chimp, use all the force in your body as strong as you can.

>>35004651
I think it's past your bedtime little dude

>>34992408
Jesus Christ is that how they score that test now? When did it stop being out of 45?

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>>35004661
do you want him to go to True Champions Heaven Valhalla WCW Thundercamp when he dies, or the pussy gay fagcat bonepile museum? You be the decide, anon. The choice is on your plate.

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Diagnosed with anxiety in July, came with a side order of PTSD (watched someone get murdered at my apartment complex, plus a 50+ person brawl broke out in the apartment parking lot where riot shotguns were used to disperse the crowd). Made everything worse by drinking a lot of caffeine over five days (Arizona ice teas and peace teas contain between 15-20mg per 8oz and I would drink 2-3 24oz cans a day) and had a massive anxiety attack I couldn't control all friday because caffeine worsens my anxiety symptoms. Now monday and still not back in control as I am dealing with caffeine withdrawls. Plus I am under alot of stress due to having to move out of the apartment that sets my anxiety attacks and PTSD off. Other than that. Not too bad, as I am going back to the doc tomorrow to talk and get more help to aid my issues.

>>35004999
Grow some balls. That caffeine isnt shit.

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im going to copy paste this from bant cuz im a degenerate

>tfw diaperfag
>tfw actually have problems holding it

>but wanna be hardcore, go shooting, go camping, etc

>all my friends are nerds who arent into that stuff, and everyone I meet online into diapering stuff is all about sissies and traps and other soft nonsense

>while they're all concerned with childishness and crossdressing, my biggest concern of the moment is that the local pawn shop doesn't have that HK-branded automatic BB-firing MP5 anymore

being cute is fun and all but come on, let's have some fun doing something else already

also im actually really salty about that .177 MP5 not being there anymore, i didnt realize how much i wanted it until its gone. luckily it was going for a high price so i can just order a new one, and a newer model, and preferably with an extra mag or two

>>35003113
I too had a oneitis that turned red. Was my highschool sweetheart then went full tankie after getting involved with her marxist debate team friends. Once they go down that path theres no hope, you have to write them off as a loss and never EVER let your feelings of attraction make you lose your way. Would you still like her as she's throwing your guns into a melting crucible? would you still like her as she stands behind the commisar as he redistributes your wealth to hordes of refugees? Not to go full /pol/ but liberal women are insane, they think theyre being self righteous and just while they're tearing apart everything that really matters. you gotta think, which is more important to you, anon: momentary sexual pleasure from a random roastie, or your guns and freedom? You can find a better gf whos just as attractive and sexual but doesnt want to take away everything you hold dear, and even more so you could find a gf who actually likes guns and will go shooting with you! Dont trade liberty for pussy that is probably filled with STDs and other mens baby batter.

>>35005098
>hardcore
>cheap .177 bb gun

>>35005092
It is. For one, I just finished purginging my system, drank roughly 1000mg a day prior to July's diagnosis. For two, it still makes it worse. If I only drink one a day or less, I'd be fine, but since I didn't I am paying the price.

>live a luxurious life off of student loans because anyone will give you tens of thousands of dollars as long as you tell them its for education because the US Government made it impossible to discharge them in bankruptcy without being a quadriplegic in a wheelchair
>become an RN incidentally
>just got my acceptance letter to commission as an officer in the US ARMY with a signed benefit of all of my student loans being paid off as an incentive to sign a 3 year contract
Pretty decent. Being an irresponsible asshole with student loans has a way out after all.

>>35005098
also i was meaning to turn it into a project gun; replacing the non-receiver bits with wood, maybe converting it to being pcp instead of taking `12g co2 carts, etc. my actual pellet gun, while more powerful, is significantly LESS complicated but has basically no parts I can fuck with without ruining the functionality of it. At least the MP5, if I make a bad stock, I can throw out the stock. The stock on my pellet gun has rails that the cocking arm rides on, the sights are already fancy fibre optic ones, it came with a 4x scope and I do not have metal working tools to make any kind of new sights, its basically as good as its going to get as a rifle so I can't make it a project gun.

>>35005113
look, I don't drive because it's real expensive, I intend to later in life, but right now I'd basically just have a nice car sitting in an expensive parking spot 11 months out of the year. and not driving means I can't go out to crown land to shoot or hunt, or to the range to get officially scored or whatever, so if I wanna just put holes in paper or knock cans off a fence, I can do that in the fuckin' alley with some dank .177.

I actually have buddies with PALs, but they have family out in the country; I don't. It's just too tedious to go shooting as it is. Even if I were a yankee or they had similar laws up here, I'd still stick to literal toys just becuase it's such a rigamarole to get out to anywhere with a safe backdrop

>>35004205
Normies will think youre a psychopath, anon. They've been conditioned by media to believe that anyone whos not a nice numale in pastel clothes is a right wing terrorist.

Just roll with it and dont get into trouble. Best bet is you find some country boys or military guys who understand you just like guns and wont jump to conclusions.

>>35005147
>>35005113
really i just wanna have more physically based fun that isnt either lifting or programming, but all my friends are either tryhard IMMA MULTHURY MANZ or theyre nerd shit programmers

even just taking the bb gun to the alley was a thrill, but i have basically no one to do even that with, let alone go for a long walk or even hike with or make or even fix a piece of furniture with or whatever

like shit i got dragged to a punk show years back and the people who dragged me there didnt even mosh. how pathetic is that

>>35005133
>wah I can't stop drinking Arizona teas! The caffeine is too much!
>also I have anxiety
Please don't reproduce

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>>35004205
>people won't think I'm weird when i carry a knife
im RCN (Reserve) and even on the frigates youre considered a huge tryhard faggot if youre not a bosn and carry a knife

and even then, they have an issued knife and they use the marlin spike more often than the knife

>>35004999
>Made everything worse by drinking a lot of caffeine over five days
meticulously counting the caffeine probably did more than the caffeine itself but maybe you should
1) lay off the plebcore canned ice tea
2) see a counsellor
3) seek literal help in moving out, in terms of physical labor from friends and family in moving your shit from one apartment to another
4) see a counsellor

>>34992306
i finally have a trap bf so i'm doing well

>>35005194
>that lack of trigger discipline.
Dropped.

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I just want some people i can do only moderately gay shit with

not literally gay and not figuratively gay i really just wannna pop cans off a fence and go biking with and stuff like that

it's probably a good thing I got undercut on that shitty fake airshit mp5; I'd probably carry it around waiting to go "Yeah, you like guns, here's one, let's blast!" and promptly get arrested mid hk slap

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>>35005250
its almost definitely airshit so who cares

>>35005263
>not literally gay
Yeah, nah, anyone who specifically tries to distance themselves is certainly a boi and not a man

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>>35005320
I don't even give a fuck; I actually fucked up a non-date probably totally gay just-buying-things meetup.... thing? anyway I spoiled the mood by wanting to just lounge and watch HGTV

i dont wanna fuck i wanna HAVE FUN i have not HAD FUN in years and im sick of it; at least guns are fun and easy and you can run around with a fake one and even with a real one, while you gotta respect it for safety reasons, its soo much fun to fire, especially on auto if you're in a country or job that lest you, its just pure, its Pure Fun

I just realized that that's what's wrong in my life

I haven't had fun in a real long time; there's been nothing that I've let myself had joy in because I feel external pressure to not have joy in it

an obvious example is guns, it's fun to shoot but you can't dash around in a field shooting random shit, it's unsafe; but the same dynamic applies to other shit in much more frivolous ways

>>35005194
Boatswain

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There's many fun things to do, many of them nonsexual, most of them nonsexual, all the things I want to do are nonsexual, and the easiest of them all


I want to fucking go shooting

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>>35005389
we abbreviate it here but it's still a legit trade

everyone makes fun of them but i cringe at it, they're blue collars just like the rest of everyone in the forces

even mars O, they dont get their hands as dirty but they at least do mental math and watch hands get dirty

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still alive
drinking pretty much every day
my brother who is pretty much my only friend moved away last month so now i have nobody
girl ive been talking to online has gone dark for the past week
got some new guns tho recently. sig p220 and a H&K P2000 and a type 99 Arisaka

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should i get into airsoft? I wanna tromp around and shoot a gun in a safe way and dont really care about much more than my own handling and accuracy

Sold my funs because I moved across country and didnt want to deal with shipping long rifles.
Still havent been able to buy new ones for the past few months. Considering just buying something from classicfirearms despite their markups. The SKS's they just got seem nice

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>>35005495
if its cheap and its legal fuckin go for it

check pawn shops and kijiji

>>35005489
go ahead just jump in with a cheap gun and some cargo pants

>>35005214
I have been seeing a counsellor, just haven't been able to with the move, and prepping things for that. I know drinking massive quantities for two years (uni student who figured it was a better idea than taking adderal to do all night studying), messed me up based on withdrawls that lasted a month (Jul 12-Aug 12), but the arizonas didn't help. I got a few friends helping me move for a case of beer. Only managed to pack half my shit cause I literally couldn't step foot in my apartment for like an hour after showing up. At least my family are being supportive and helping. My dad knows what PTSD is like both from living with my grandpa (Korea vet who made it through the Chosin) in his younger years, then seeing shit while working with the LAFD so he can help. As of now though, its just about getting my life back on track before restarting Uni in September.

>>34992306
I drink a lot and my bf is too far away

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>>35005589
>my bf

>>35005529
i have issued cargo pants

should i get MORE cargo pants

can i enter with a genuine pellet gun

>>35005628
nah i to both j,ust go to Walmart and get some cheap airshit gun

>>35005656
springers are trash tho

>>35005676
they have some aeg's

>>35005691
I want to enter with my fucking pellet gun that I've already invested lovey dovey shooting time in

the only reason I haven't milled a new stock for it is that I don't have a mill, and it has a cocking arm that rides on a track in the stock and I don't trust myself to achieve that kind of precision with dollar store hand tools

the only reason I haven't built an air gun all of my own is that I have this magnificient thing that came with fibre optic sights and a 4x scope

camion

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i just want a buddy to pop cans off a fence with

>>35005770
Sounds gay

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>>35005780
im pretty sure i only didnt buy that fucking fake MP5 because none of my boys would fire it with me

I knew that it wouldn't be fun without a crew

Nothing I find fun is fun to anyone else; I know people and I'm sociable and all, but I'm really lonely because all the things I wanna do are things that no one else wants to do.

No one has my back.

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Just started my senior year of high school (inb4 underage, I'm 18).
I really don't know what to do after high school is done with.
I've thought about going into the military before, but now I'm really seriously considering it. If I do go, I want to crew an Abrams, I just feel drawn to it and I can't explain it. I just don't feel 100% sure though yet.
I just feel lost really.

>>35005098
>>tfw diaperfag
why do u expect sympathy after this u fuckign Noguns

>>34992348
>pasta la vista

>>34992392
I had similar thoughts recently. It was four years and we lived together.
Do what you must, if you go it won't get better, there will just be nothing and you will hurt people around you terribly. Including your ex.
Please don't use a gun and become anti-gun propaganda.

>>34993286
I was going to ask the same thing.

Heartbreak is such a kid problem. Not to belittle it or anything... but break your heart a few times, get back up again, fuck bitches, get money, shoot guns - that's life. Whining about it or acting like you're the last romeo is a phase most people get over at 15. It's really ok, it's normal, but it's also just a phase.

>>34993768
you need work / hobby that keeps you more busy. If you have 5 hours to yourself so often, you have time and energy to do something productive.

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I've been great. Itching for another gun. Can't decide between doing a Ruger MKIV + reflex sight + suppressor as my first suppressor experience ---- or buying a HK VP9.

>>35005103
I don't know what to do anon, I completely agree with you but i don't know how to do it. I'm no neet but I hate hurting people even if it for the best. I don't know why but its still hard. anyways hope you're still lurking

>>35005194
>not carrying a basic tip up folder every day
you're not even a man if you lack a cutting tool when you're out and about.

>>35003988
get bloodwork done specifically to check for nutrient deficiencies.

>>35006133
heres the change in perspective you need to come to grips with: commies arent people. "hurting" them emotionally is nothing. You wouldnt cry over hurting some mugger trying to shank you for your wallet, would you?

Leftists dont deserve any kind of respect. Theyre out to fucking get you. They may not realize it because theyre dumb and brainwashed, they think theyre nice, but at the end of the day they truely believe in violently oppressing you. Everything they say "should be" is eventually enforced with a gun to a free mans head. that free man could be you, could be me, could be anyone. the only thing those scum are worthy of is spite.

That aside, if it makes it easier for you, realize that theres plenty of fish in the sea. she's a lowly fucking thot. Man up and dont give a shit about her, shes fucking evil. Women, especially feminist-empowered libshit women, are masters of manipulation. Instead of making themselves worthwhile people they learn to game men and suck money and orgasms from them. They act like they care or love you but 99% of the time in my experience its just an act. Forget her, learn to hate her and people like her, and put up with the lonliness until you find someone worthwhile. You deserve better than a shitty communist whore for christs sake.

it takes work. you have to deprogram all the manipulation shes conditioned you to. Shes a horrible person, you shouldnt be attracted to her on any level except bodily, the reasom you care about her is most likely that she conditioned you to care about her. Leftists are masters of feelings, the way you have to combat them is with logic and reason.

do you need any other advice? i reccomend watching anime to tide you over till you find a geniunely good, worthwhile gf.

>>35006339
Thanks anon i needed this. I will end it and be done with the commie

>>35006133
same anon that just posted a longwinded response, heres a practical set of things to do:
1. tell her to fuck off. Get your rage on, think of how shitty she is, and tell her to leave you the fuck alone.
2. block her and all her friends from social media. Blacklist her phone number. If she contacts you again through other means just tell her to fuck off
3. dive into your hobbies and what makes you happy. Remember that pussy doesnt make you happy or whole, it just gives you a momentary shot of dopamine. Any love or connectedness you feel is just your brain trying to get you to raise a kid, our brains arent wired for recreational, casual sex. The things that make me happy is working on and collecting guns, watching anime (which can, at times, substitute female interaction if you need it to), and working with cars and computers. Find whatever you like. You're on /k/ so I assume you like shooting, so put more hours on the range and money in equipment instead of the time and money you'd otherwise spend on dates
4. you'll be a genuinely happy, whole person with a life. You'll find someone you can connect to beyond sticking your dick in her. Someone who isnt just a lover, but a real friend before that. Then you've won, and have a happy life ahead of you.

>>35006397
but she was a friend before all this had happened. I wasn't a Kommando when ii had first met but i did go shooting with friends. It's hard to let go of someone you thought you loved. Thank you anon, if you have anymore advice id like to hear it

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>>34992306
Great actually.
Midway through divorce and she doesnt even know it.
havent been this happy in a long while

>>35006443
good for you anon, good luck on the divorce. Did she sign a prenup?

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>>35006367
good on you, anon. I'm glad. get out from under the spell of the leftist pink flesh. I hope things end up good for you and you find a wholeome, gun loving kommando gf who you can unconditionally love without regret or compromises to your individual integrity.

I know this must be hard for you but its the right choice and a step towards a good life. have an unrelated cute sleepy fox for good luck.

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>>35006452
nah but shes so afraid of me she wont try shit
she lied about being religious when we got together
she legit thinks im possessed and a satanist lol

>>35006424
having friends that turn libshit or reveal themselves to be filthy gungrabbing tyrants is always hard, but you have to let them go. theres no saving them, and they'll turn on you. Theyre like a zombie, sure they were your friend once but you have to get rid of them or else they'll tear out your throat.

do you have a discord? post it and I'll pm you and we can talk more.

>>35006453
ill keep this fox forever thank you

>>35006475
yea
neverseen 0146

I've never really cared about the people I'd hurt emotionally if I decided to commit suicide, but ever since I met this girl at work my suicidal thoughts have gone away, only because I know she'd hate me forever if she found out I killed myself.
It's a strange feeling, one I've never really felt before.
I want to make a move on her but our schedules rarely overlap, and when they do we usually don't get a chance to just talk earnestly because of all the customers and other coworkers around. My biggest fear is she'll slip through my grasp before I get the chance, and then I won't know what to do with myself at all.
I know she likes me, and I really like her, but it doesn't mean shit until we actually make something happen.

>>35006705
Don't let it escape your grasp anon you'll regret it forever.

>>35006472
Well you have to explain