Things that are bothering you

>>34877169

I'm saving money for a house, but don't feel like it's happening fast enough.

And sweet, sweet guns keep walking into my life, which is making it a pain in the ass.

Place to keep guns or sweet collection? Hmm.

>>34877169
how do i steal his look

>>34877169
i feel like there are to many nazi poltards on k lately

also i really want a lever nugget but im not sure i want to pay auction prices for one. heres hoping i get lucky.

This isn't /k/ related but I really need to rant so just hear me out.

>playing game
>get in brawl match
>guy on my side quits
>faced against two enemies while i have a bot on my side that sucks
>managed to win against both of them with my character that i used
>match ends and chance for rematch comes up
>decide to accept and fight again
>only this time however the map takes place on a map with fucking upen ledges everywhere and the two cunts choose the turtling shield bashing fuck and the other a fucking twitchy ninja fuck
>once the match starts the fuck shield bashes me and when i get up the ninja fuck uses his grabbling hook attack to drag me towards him so he can knock me off the ledge
>two fucks continue this for the next three rounds
>get fucking pissed off from these two cheap fucking cunts that had to resort to fucking cheating because they fucking sucked that bad that i ended up in blind rage
>not to mention the fucking map choosing that was random and the fact they choosed two cancerous characters
>forcibly shut down my game
>lose my impulse control and end up bashing my own head ten times which actually makes my head feel better but hurt later on then reach down to bite down on my hand but stop myself
>lose impulse control again and just hit my own head few more times
>bash on my metal table and punch my weight machine ignoring my own pain
>yell "FUUUUUUUCK!"
>start thinking on how i would murder those guys in real life and anyone that is related to them and including their pets if they have any
>punch my table again before saying "FUCK!" again
>finally calm down but rage suddenly jumps up and i end up slamming my fist onto my wooden nightstand and accidentally made a huge crack on it
>finally calm down
>fuck this game and fuck the devs for not doing anything to fix their shit game
>go lift heavy weights to calm down
>get done lifting heavy weights and do some pushups before shitpost on /k/

Fucking devs not fixing their fucking games and fuck cheating.

>>34877237
For Honor?

>>34877237
>still playing for honor this long after release
no wonder you have such anger problems
its just a game, man, just a game. why you so mad over a game?

>>34877237
>expecting anything more from Ubisoft, EA, and other AAA publishers

>>34877237
Trent?

>>34877237
How heavy are the weights you currently lift right now?

>>34877334
Yeah... but i ain't got nothing else to do on my xbox one s

>>34877348
My impulse control goes away in like a split of a second when something gets on my nerves really badly like a guy that is smacking his lips loudly and is breathing heavy while making tadting sounds with his fucking mouth right next to me at a small store. Fucking pisses me off.

>>34877358
Better than early access kickstarter scam bullshit games made by lousy lazy indie devs.

At least slime rancher is actually a finished game and it's a chill game that helps me calm down.

>>34877364
What?

>>34877371
Currently able to lift 120 lbs but aiming to lift more heavy weights to build more muscles.

>>34877412
Early access is usually shit but there's a lot of ground between that and AAA.

>>34877412
>120 lbs

Uhmmmmmm. What would be your legit maximum weight you ever lifted?

>>34877430
I know but whenever i hear a game that is being made and it has (early access, kickstarter, open world, zombies, crafting, indie, independent devs and so on) i just refuse to give in to playing those.

Doesn't mean i am shilling for AAA games either.

>>34877448
200 lbs but i only do those once a week since it's hard on the muscles so after doing that i take a day off to let my body rest before going back to work.

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>>34877169
being a no fun yuropoor
I just want out but now trump announced hes increasing vetting because of all the cultural enrichment we have going on.
Just..

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>>34877169
Weeaboos making autistics threads about "animes" in my /k/. Get the fuck out here fucking bunch of autists!

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>>34877169
I'm 18 and moving off to college soon to learn automotive mechanics from California to Phoenix.

>family disowned me
>changed so much my RL friends don't recognize me anymore
>starting new

I don't know what I'm walking into and I'm excited to be able to own funs that aren't physically fucking handicapped. It's just this whole starting new thing is keeping me up at night as it is now. My German Shepherd's coming with me so I won't be completely alone.

I'm somewhat hopeful, just unsure of what's to come.

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>>34878093
>family disowned me
I know how you feel but believe me it makes you stronger in the longrun.

>>34878093
>>family disowned me
>>changed so much my RL friends don't recognize me anymore
>>starting new

did you turn nazi or something?

or just gay?

>>34877169
Feeling asshurt. Boss man called me to say the shit dick on the weekend that I hate is taking a 3 day notice weekend off and I have to cover for that fuck face or no more job for me for not being a team player and sucking the part time helps dick

>>34878396
>Lives in cali
Probably just got into guns and realized DUDE 3D WOMEN LMAO is real

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>>34877169
I am a teacher at a primary school at an 8 year old girl came out as transgender
It's fucking child abuse and the parents should be drug out on the street and shot
I feel sick to my stomach that I have to play along with the lie, it's like being the only human in the body snatchers movie

>>34878396
I committed the oh so terrible crime of supporting Trump anon.

My mom was on board with the whole, "MOVING TO CANADA IF TRUMP WINS" bandwagon. I told her(not in these words) to calm the fuck down, it's another presidency. We have them every four to eight years depending on votes.

>>34878413
This as well, dad is a retarded cuckservative who disowned me after finding out I was medically ineligible for military service.

he fell for the "Marine Corps takes everyone" meme, even though the shit he pulled with me got me medically diagnosed with PTSD.

>>34878426
oh jesus, is that more of a thing now? I've heard shit like that happening, but never took it seriously.

>>34878432
Yeah Brah
Yeah.

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Ok whatever, here's mine.

>lived with parents for a long time due to starting job with low pay, no savings, no car and working shit hours, was very poor and no credit
>basically I kept the family together the whole time I lived there, intervened between parents arguments
>tiring as fuck cause I didnt even have those problems
>fast forward some time, move out, all student loans payed, money in bank, car payed off, transfer within company to a less cucked state
>live for 5 yrs on my own doing extremely well
>everyone likes me at work, bosses happy with my work, pay is good, can finally breathe in peace
>back home problems with parents kept getting out of hand
>decided not to do a damn thing about it cause they are grown ass adults, I did offer them to pay for their counseling but they both declined
>finally they decide to separate
>dad cuts a check to mom on condition she must move out
>she has no where else to go and no real job, i know she's just gonna live off the money until it runs out then the problem is back on
>sisters won't take her, cause "lol busy with life"
>mom turns to me, can't turn her down cause she's my mother and even though they had problems my mom is not problematic
>tell mom she's welcome to move with me on less cucked state

Now all of the freedom i have is going out the window. I'm also in the process of buying a nice home with years of savings. I planned on making that home a very nice bachelor pad, fuck bitches and never get married. Now with mom coming to live with me, I'm back to those days where I was paying for motels and shit. Feels bad.

Also, I haven't been able to buy any guns cause of the house I wanna buy. I usually buy me a nice gun on my want list on my birthday but I wasn't able to do that this year. Sorry for the long ass blogpost

>>34878518
What are you going to do when you come home and your Mum is getting railed by her new man?

>>34878536
Not happening, mom is getting up there in age, yet she's got a few years to collect retirement

>>34878541
Old people have heaps of sex
Unironically STDs are a massive problem in retirement homes

>>34878411
what?
oh are you the guy from the other thread who need to swear an oath or some shit against trump and friends?

>>34878545
Mom married dad at 16 man. They don't have any of that shit. I know that cause they are very open with their medical records with us

>>34877169
>my favourite operator pic being used to open threads for depressed kommandos to vent
damn it

>>34877236
Fascism has always been the response to communism.

t. Libertarian who is sick of you leftypol faggots turning good people to nazism.

>>34878545
You can thank Viagra for that STD problem in retirement homes.

>>34878545
I think the STD problem is also propagated by parents who catch an STD and kiss their kids in the mouth. Single mothers are more prone for this shit.

>>34878597
True it's a problem for older folks, ignorance is a thing.

>>34877430
Tarkov actually isn't that bad. Lots of promises for what's to come, but honestly it's worth every penny in its current state at the $45 price point. Just make sure you learn where the a.i. are at on the maps before bringing guns in, or you will lose em.

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>>34877236
Alongside "neutral" libertarian/Republicans, there were plenty of right wingers and wehraboos since the beginning of time in this board, and that was the status quo. It's natural anyways because guns tend to attract right-leaning people by the vast majority.

The sharp increase of far right attitudes and posting in this board is a response to the sudden introduction of leftist unironic "sieze the means of production" and "hey that's racist" gommie posters since the last year or so, and that wasn't a thing until recently.

So, I wonder who is doing the "invasion"

>>34877169
ive been fucking this chick for a couple of months now in a fwb kinda thing and am staring to get feelings for her, when on a date with her the other day and we both said we had mutal feelings but she told me she fucked a "guy friend" she went to see a few weeks ago, now i dont know whether i want to be with her or not

>>34878726
cont. idk weather to date her and cheat on her or just roughly hate fuck and take her anal virginty after i put her in some /k/ approved handcuffs

>>34878639
Hush now the truth is too much to handle for socialists no matter if globalist or nationalist.

>>34878726
Drop or become a literal cuckold.
If she wont be monogamous when the endorphins are high you can be sure she wont once they wear off.
Fuck that ass first though.

>>34878761
thanks for the advise its gonna be hard to though cuz shes the cutest mf ive ever fucked

>>34878853
Don't be a nigger, anon. She didn't know you liked her back and she had no commitment towards you.
I don't agree with her logic, but her telling you is basically a sign that she's guilty- she gives enough of a fuck about you that she's guilty about fucking another guy when you're not even in a relationship.

Don't come to a mongolian finger-painting board for girl advice, man. Whether or not you think you should date her, atleast fucking talk to HER about this, not us.

GL with shit whatever your decision may be.

>>34878885
>>34878885
thanks my dude i dont really ask this Tibetan basket weveing board for advise ever but im drunk on vodka like a greasy slav so i though id ask

>>34878853
you should listen to >>34878885

>>34878890
youre a piece of shit

>>34877176
Damn, my feels exactly

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>>34877169
I tried joining the FFL after abandoning everything and I failed. I trained for a year(lost weight, got fit) and now I fucked up. I don't have any idea what to do. I'm working to keep me afloat but I just can't work out anymore, I don't feel like it. It's been over a month since the last time I lifted or went out for a run. Thats it.

>>34879050
story? how u fail

>>34879074
I failed the medical examination, apparently there's some sorta vascular disease on my left leg.

>>34877169
Having to read the 'opinions' of unironic commies

>>34877264
ur a fuckin nigger

>>34878071
what cunt?

>>34877169
Lonely virgin neet euro noguns. I started process of getting licence but with will be many months and many hundreds of dollars before I can get first gun.

I lack motivation to do anything and the fact that world is slowly turning to shit (even my country that is supposidly """based""") doesn't help.

Also might be gay or just OCD.

>>34879125
>gay or OCD
Explain? There's a big difference...

>>34877169

Leftists

>>34879190
OCD manifesting itself in terms of obsessive, unpleasant (to me at least) homosexual thoughts. I know it's OCD because it used to happen with other sexually related stuff.

On the other hand written descriptions of homo acts give me boner.

>>34877169
That high school kids who can't read are still graduating
why are they letting them get their diploma when the piece of paper holds the same iq as they do?
Keeps me up at night

The leftist shit that's been happening lately. Also, I don't know what to do with my life right now. 19 years old out of high school and don't know if I want to go to college or not. Parents expect me to go. Don't know what to study also don't want to have student debt at the end. Hate school anyways. What do I do?

>>34879218
>written descriptions of homo acts give me a boner

Yeah that sounds like you might just be gay anon

Mom is anti-gun and dad is in the middle, he goes shooting with my friends but when we get home its "I agree with your mother" regaurdless of thr blast we have. Getting my first rifle soon and I'm nervous about hiding it under my bed. Worry, worry, woe is me.

>>34878853
Same here. I pulled an ass ashore so thicc my life expentancy dropped by 5 years from the testosterone increase but deep down I know it wont work out and it wouldnt be fair on her to take her best years only to throw her away afterwards.
>>34878885
>a relationship
Its like the english language is just another rape victim to you. By virtue of having met they are in a relationship to one another. If you mean commitment then say it you nigger.
But thats beside the point. If she truly had interest she wouldnt have slept with another after getting to know anon and she knows it just like we do otherwise as you pointed out she wouldnt have felt guilty in the first place.
Its not about feelings but self restraint and im sure anon will follow your advice at his own peril and invest in a relationship with someone he knows will fuck around the moment they have the chance and an excuse.

I want to fucking die. Hopefully I can get some fent of the deepweb.

>>34879243
I wish this was this easy.
I'm disgusted by any visual representation of gay sex.
Text is fine but only when I imagine bottom guy as trap (even if it doesn't make sense).

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>>34878392
My fear is I wind up turning into the California caricatures of the people around me.

>>34879262
Move out

>>34879288
Like you are suddenly going to retard, live in a swamp and tell niggers to get the fuck off your land?

>>34879230
Just get a job, preferably one where you get to learn some skills. If you want to get a degree later you can study on your own and take CLEP tests and CC classes and shit. You can save a lot of money that way, and also take some time to figure out what you want to do. You shouldn't go to college just because your parents expect you to.

What's bothering me is that I only own one gun which I keep at my friend's house because I'm a basement dweller and my parents hate freedom.

>>34879124
What?

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>>34877169

Got kids. Don't get to shoot as much as I'd like. Worried the violence is going to get bad, if not for me than for them.

and before
>buh dem nazis!
the left has attacked law enforcement (2x), attacked congressmen, and had riots in response to elections. For which they've been given a pass by the media. Does. Not. Help.

>2011
>failed to get an officer commission because of a col. with a chip on his shoulder
>fuck it/they're kicking everyone out anyway/the wars are winding down/sour grapes
>atleast I can still get my degree
>graduate
>first job shitty with a boss who's not sure what my job entails
>second job not as shitty but with an even more incompetent boss
>2017
>have old injuries from footbaw and the few years in college rotc
>they're starting to hurt more
>go to dr
>ankle is fusing together
>might lose mobility in it
>knees are fucked
>hands broke at one time and also fucked
>sleep apnea
>your airways are tiny and might be getting smaller
>getting regular sinus infections
>get an allergy test
>developed allergies to common types of trees and grass
"oh yeah I know you know your vision is bad cause glasses, but you should go see your optometrist"
>see optometrist
>might have early onset glaucoma
>could be blind before I'm 40

>no savings cause tried my hardest to pull family out of poor house after college
>they're still poor cause bad decision makers
>now I have more debt
>lost contact with friends because of bad jobs bringing me down and having me travel
>tfw no gf, but have my ex be really close to me and hinting at her getting her shit together
>lost my group of 30+ vidya buddies cause they went full autismo and manifested drama from midair like teen girls
>only have my one battle buddy from college rotc left to vidya and drink on the weekend with

>what's bothering you /k/
alot

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>>34877169
Played vidya with a girl, shooting the shit and all. Her sister was saying stuff into the mic, she said it was her sister and I said nice. Her sister said hi so I said hi back, and the girl jokingly said that I didn't want to talk to her (sister). I jokingly said "don't give your sister a negative image of me" and laughed. Her other siblings were making noise in the background and I laughed and said "y'all got problems", then she said "I'm leaving" and got off near instantly. I messaged her asking what happened, then started laying into me saying I was an asshole and insulting her siblings. She wouldn't let up either and finally just said "we're not discussing this" when I asked her what the fuck she was talking about.
I want to say that I'm not blameless, but I really don't know what happened

>>34877237
Hulk SMASH!!!

>>34878563
At least he is all armored up to protect himself from the bombardment of depression and other shit from here so honestly he is actually fighting against the bad shit that we /k/unts couldn't fight off.

You should be thankful you selfish asshole.

>>34879552
that's because women who actually play video games are very very strange.

>>34878565
>>34878639
>if you aren't with us you're against us

im so fucking tired of this shit. both sides can do nothing but blame the other side for their problems and shit on people for not being as zealous as they are.

especially on a site like 4chan its way too easy to pretend to be the 'opposition' simply to provide evidence to support your own claims, not to mention people who simply adopt leftist views to troll others in threads.

>>34879230
College is best if you know what you're doing. If you're just doing it for the sake of doing it it's harder to learn and to get the motivation to learn.

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>>34879674
The thing is though, we know each other in real life, and both of us like(d) each other

>>34877237
Maybe video games aren't for you. Try reading a book.

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>>34879531
Jesus fucking christ I'm sorry, Anon. If you decide to kill yourself I wouldn't blame you, just don't do it with a gun because that would add to the yearly gun death statistics.

>>34879552
>>34879809
Sounds like she's sensitive about her siblings but no one can really tell with that info. It's what you latched onto and remembered, not her.

But seriously, it sounds like shit you should mostly ignore. Don't spill your spaghetti everywhere just because there was miscommunication.

>>34879552
Just break up because that is a sign that she is manipulating you to feel guilt and make her the victim and you responsible.

Dude just cut ties and break up and if she wants to talk than tell her to fuck off or talk upfront and if she starts making herself to be the victim and you the responsible then again dump her immediately.

Had to deal with this with a filipina and i broke up with her because i got tired of fucking asian women.

>>34879920
Ignore this fucking dumbass.

It won't matter because a single suicide with a gun is not going to magically destroy the second amendment because suicides with guns happens all the time.

Just make sure you shoot yourself in the heart instead of the head so that way you can definitely insure that the paramedics will not be able to revive your ass.

Fuck them.

>>34878556
>They don't have any of that shit
Yet

>>34879972
Just sign up as organ donor and you will get the same outcome.

>>34879920
>>34879972
I don't want to think about suicide. I know that's probably where I'll end up if I can't stabilize this crap.

I'm just glad my battle buddy is just telling me "fuck that, let's go to the range" or getting me to volunteer at a local military museum. I'm evening getting into larping with the museums reenactment group because of the one good friend I have.

>>34879929
>Sounds like she's sensitive about her siblings but no one can really tell with that info.
She has every right to be because she's told me about their situation. Her other siblings are her cousins whom have an abusive father, who has threatened their mother with a gun once.
I'm just going to leave it, water under the fridge and whatnot

I'm such a fuck up. My ego and arrogance got the best of me again. I dumped my year's worth of paycheck in a PSD course (in Czech Republic) and did badly. Everyone that attended including the instructors thinks I'm a joke now.
I killed my reputation for good.

>>34880077
>PSD course
bodyguard course?

>>34880070
Well then you do know what went wrong and didn't reveal it.

You shouldn't do that. People have a hard time helping you if you can't lay things out.

>>34880070
>Her other siblings are her cousins

>>34879332
I don't want to end up turning into a "California transplant".

>"Oh I really wish this place was more like California."
>"Oh I really wish this place was more progressive."

And so on and so forth, winding up as a locust more than an actual benefit to people in the new place I'm moving.

>>34878565
Are you me? Sitting on the sidelines of this madness wishing both sides would shut the fuck up and look at facts. i lean pretty conservative so get called a nazi a lot more lately

>>34880390
I got called Nazi for being depressingly hyper neutral saying both sides had a right to speak, because freedom of speech but no right to start killing each other.

Every once in a while I'll pop into /pol/ just to see what's up and occasionally I'll just get really sucked into it, the memes, the banter, the high post rate, everything. Next thing I know a month has gone by and I'm there with a headache and feeling depressed, refreshing the catalog hoping for a new thread that I want to post in and then realize that I'm miserable, have stopped working out, neglected my work and my social life, other hobbies etc etc. I'm here right now for the umpteenth time and starting that all too familiar climb back into reality and adulthood

>>34877412
Why not download the free games for this month? Slime Rancher honestly hooked me a little, and even then, Beyoneta is up there.

Fuck, even go out of the way to get Titanfall 2 my man. They brought the PvE frontier defence back and it's better, add to that, the only thing payed for is cosmetic shit.

>>34880353
Then simply live by the mantra live and let live. Cali fags are cancer because they are socialists and will never stop spreading their shit because it not encompassing everything will until then always be their excuse for it being such a failure.
If you dont want to be like them just own your own mistakes and let others make theirs.
If you ever wish this place was more like California just think about why you left in the first place and if you wouldnt be willing to go back before shitting up another state.
If you catch yourself making excuses its over and you have to shoot yourself before it can spread.

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>>34880446
Thats what a nazi would say!

>>34880390
I think there are a whole lot of people like you anon.

>>34880183
Could be possible if dad knocked up two or more sisters

Who wants to fuck me in the ass and have my penis cum inside their ass?

>>34879306
I work for $15 an hour and pay for college, and hoising is in no way cheap in California. I could move out with a roomate but it would be VERY humble living, I'd rather just be hush hush about what I have until I have a career in my studies.

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I dry fire my weapons on my head hoping i didnt clear them right. I miss the sand box because things were easy and fun. I now have an anger issue that is becoming a problem and i dont know what i can do about it. I expode about things that are a non issue or could have hurt me but didnt. I call myself a fucking worthless faggot and nigger. I say i should kill myself at least 50 times a day. Im too much of a pussy to pull the trigger but i know i will one day. I dont see this ending any other way.

>>34883391
>sand box

wow can you fucking not?

I graduate college this week.

I'm worried about finding a job because I was sort of jewed into a degree I didn't plan on getting. Ended up with a B.A.A.S in Criminal Justice. I was told it would lead me into a Masters in Emergency Management by my previous school. What they neglected to inform me was that my certification that I got insteas of my two year degree didn't transfer.

And I had a limited amount of time to get my degree in. So I went with Criminal Justice. It WILL help me get a job as a LEO or private security, all of which would pay well around where I live.

My issue is that I have already applied tons of places and been turned down. I even went through a year long hiring process, and on my last interview they didn't end up offering me a job.

So. I'm just hoping I don't go through that again. I'm willing to take some lesser paying jobs in corrections if it helps me get a foot in a door somewhere. But I don't even know if they'll hire me now because of the flood of people applying.

>>34877169
I know I need to get a pistol for CC and general self defense, and I need my CCW, but I don't have a job and can't justify spending the money on a CCW while I have no income, and when I get that income there are other things that really need to be paid.

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>>34883405
How about You go and fucking kill yourself? When you get the privilege to go there you can call it whatever the fuck you want. But no you cant even pass a physical, cant even do one pull up. But you can pretend to be a billy bad ass all you want on here because you like to diddle your airsoft gun.

Go fucking kill yourself faggot you are worse than the towelheads i killed because at least they fought for what they beleived in. Fucking soft kids

>>34883531
Lol

>>34877237
You need to see a shrink for anger management man. Professional help

>>34883529
What state are you in?

>>34883391

Dunno how this works, but couldn't you reup for another deployment?

Or like, go work for a pmc and meet interesting and stimulating people of an ancient culture... and kill them?

>>34878518
Your sisters are the problem here.

>>34883561
Nevada

>>34883584
Well. I'm not sure how much it costs there. But as of September first Texas' licensing fee will be cut in half. ($50 instead of $100) and the class you have to take is offered to people from out of state.

And all you do is sign two extra forms to get Texas CCL as a person from out of state. I know it would possibly be more expensive to travel here, and you may get nothing out of it. But I figured it was worth mentioning.

Travel here for class, go back home and apply for your CCL online. Assuming Nevada is a big hassle and expensive.

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>>34883573
I would love to work pmc but couple issues
1: im now an alchoholic. I get drunk evedy day
2: im a fucking mess and i dont know where to start
3: im not all here. This time i dont mean mentaly. Theres a part of me over there still. A foot
Im not sure if that will keep me from any kind of pmc work but honestly im scared to find out.

>>34883629
Nevada's CCW is okay but it's spending several hundred dollars on a gun and ammo, plus a good holster, and all the other stuff, that I could afford if I wanted to but it'd be a horribly irrational decision. But not having a gun feels like I'm naked. If a Redguard wants to jump me when I'm getting gas in my car or something I'm shit out of luck. Manlet problems.

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>26 khv
>have crippling depression
>have shitty job that makes it worse
>wake up feeling paralyzed and rekt
>think about suicide every hour of the day
>most people can tell i'm not right in the head

i want to die

>>34879224
This has been bothering me as well. In my rural area teachers are essentially forbidden from failing a kid if it would keep them from graduating. Also, they're about to do away with grades completely and move to an entirely new system laden with lefty propaganda

>>34879447
You. I like you.

>>34877169
So me and my gf split for a few months, then I started a fwb thing with a friend and we sorta got attached, but she left for the summer. Well, me and my gf got back together and that one friend is coming back, so i just have to deal with social worlds colliding. My gf doesnt know about the other girl, cuz she'd get crazy jealous. She's very insecure.

>>34877412
>120 lbs

DYEL detected

>>34879531
why has your body decided to calcify into a solid mass?

All my internet friends are partisan pieces of shit who started "jokingly" calling me a nazi just because I don't think Trump is an evil white supremacist and they think I use "alt-right" talking points sometimes (the example used was I complained that all these leaks used anonymous sources).
They constantly post articles about how trump will be impeached any day now and going on like the democrats are our saviors from fascism. Which I find it very hard not to snark about as a burned former democrat.
The thing is I am farther left than any of them but because I think nazis shouldn't be killed on site unless they are actually being violent, that makes me a sympathizer. Its starting to piss me off something fierce and I am getting to the point where I just want to say fuck it and embrace the label by just going full contrarian on all their stupid huffington post type bullshit and letting the dice fall where it may.

My mother has more real guns than I do.
>Her: Springfield XDS and Ruger LCRx22
>Me: Two Taurus 92AF spring-loaded airshit guns
Embarrassing.

>>34884517
Maybe you can preface your contrarian-isms with a blurb similar to what you told us? Explaining that you are being misunderstood?

>>34877205
Become a gundam

My girlfriend is basically an alcoholic, she's shitfaced more days of the week than not. We're in a long-distance relationship since college ended, but it's a 2 hour drive so it isn't that bad, I can literally see her whenever I want. Anyway, she always gets fucking hammered drunk and calls me complaining about bullshit saying we need to talk but she can never finish a sentence and she just ends up babbling about nonsense until I hang up on her. I don't know what to do, I really love her but I can't keep up with this anymore since we graduated.

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>>34877169
Bought a sig p320. I want to send it in to get the fix but i'm a faggot who lives with an antigun family that would kick me out of the home if they found out I had firearms in the house. I don't have money to move out yet. I'm afraid if I send the pistol into sig (which requires my home address) that they'll send me some bullshit in the mail that will tip off my family who are usually the first to reach the mail box.

>>34885653
SEVER

>people bitching about relationships
Man I would love to have one of those. Or to have had one of those. I'm 27 in four months.

I should see a professional about my problems.

>>34877169
I'm pretty worried about gun rights in the Pacific Northwest. Since 2014, Oregon and Washington have had UBCs and now gun violence restraining orders. It seems unlikely now but I can see an AWB or mag ban happening 5 years from now in OR or WA.

And other PNW /k/ommando's feel the same?

>>34885757
Calicuck here living in your future.

Only hope is federal intervention from supreme court ruling and maybe federal supremacy clauses that override state awbs and regulation regarding rifles ala what that rep chris collins proposed.

So hope that Ginsburg or Breyer keels over from oldfuckopia or whatever and trump stacks the court before his 1st term ends. I don't even trust kennedy either.

>>34885784
I feel bad for u guys. Hope someday all this shit will go away.

I live in New York City.

>>34885784
Yeah the supreme court won't do shit for you. A case to repeal New York's SAFE Act made it to the supreme court and they straight up refused to hear it so get used to having rifle grip AR-15s like me

I feel like Canadians get all the cool shit because of our sanctions on everyone.

How complicated is it to be able to own firearms in Canada anyway?

>>34877169
I feel like I take shit too seriously and need to learn how to lighten up. I feel like I need to exit relationships more gracefully, and not fly off the handle. I feel like I need to control my anger better by directing it into useful pastimes, and branch out into new hobbies that push me out of my comfort zone.

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>>34877169
>GF left me for a woman we both knew
>All my friends are leaving and a couple for military service and will not be home anytime soon
>Money is being spent in anticipation of new school year so no new guns for awhile
>Feeling like i will go nowhere in life and that I'm just dragging others down
I don't want to be depressing but man life is so fucking bleak rn

>>34886288
>bleak
>had a gf
You don't know "bleak"

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>>34877169
I need more motivation.

Im not fit, not very smart either
I have a shit job
I live in a cuck state

How do i get out of here...

>>34886288
Don't give me bleak. I would love to have your fucking "problems".
>>34885750

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>>34885840
I live a few minutes from the gwb.

>>34886366
Work out.
Read books.
Save money, move to either Maine, Arizona, or Washington.

>>34886474
Yeah I've been trying to get a routine down. Guess I'll just keep trying at it until something clicks.

Those states are pretty close to my own picks. Remind me, why those?

What's the best way to kill yourself with a handgun? Without fucking up and ending up a vegetable? I have a nugget, but it's too fucking long.

>>34887109
Get creative

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>>34887109
Think bigger anon get creative.

It's a lot. Well, I got a job for the first time last december working as a mover, but because I'm an idiot college student I didn't really read the contract -specifically all the parts about being an intependant contractor- so that's gone about as well as anyone in the field can imagine. My little brother has testicular cancer; had 4 rounds at moffitt only to find out that the tumor hasn't shrunk much- it's about the size of a football. So he needs to have that removed in a few weeks and because of the things the tumor is wrapped around he might not make it through the surgery. I'm in love, but I'm not sure it's going to work out because the girl in question is a few years younger than I and just came out of a long, deep relationship. Also, I've spent about 3 years failing courses to find out that inspite of my dream of working in the aerospace field, I'll never have the inclination to want to be an engineer or anything aproaching a stem student. I also quit marijuanna last night. Couldn't eat, sleep without it and couldnt find peace with it. So I'm a little drunk. Trying to find something to help hold onto. I don't want to rely on others for support, I want to stand on my own without any help. But it's difficult. Didn't have a dad around to teach me how to be a man, so i had to figure that out on my own. I appologize for the blog, I'm more drunk than I thought I was.

>>34877169
I'm just having a difficult time, anon.
No matter how much thought I put into something, or how empathetic I try to be, I always find ways to fuck up. I've treated other people badly to further my own interests. I've failed to act responsibly even though I was well aware of what the consequences would look like. Feel free to call me an angsty faggot, but I feel like I'm the 'bad guy', that I'm powerless to change who and what I am, and it ends up making me feel sad and guilty all of the goddamn time.

>>34887109
Hollowpoint through your brainstem, but you know that. Temporary problems don't require a permanent solution, so unless you're in chronic, intractable physical or emotional pain, don't pull the trigger.

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>>34886301
>had
Before her it had been a long stretch and I imagine I have hit another one. Realizing you are a unlikable fuck after being dumped is at least as bad as no gf. At least then you have Wizardy to look forward to.

>>34880183
Could be adopted. A buddy of mine is in a similar situation. His mom's sister can't get her shit together and ends up creating a dangerous environment for her kids. Buddy's mom adopts the kids from her sister, so my buddy's biological cousins are now legally his sisters.

>>34884634
Hot

>>34887429
Don't feel bad for being who you are. Either your surroundings are putting the glam on you, or you're needlessly putting it on yourself. Either way, you can control that. If you feel guilt at all it means you're not a monster. And if you feel like a bad guy all the time, maybe just take more consideration of the situations you put youself into so you can better avoid the outcomes that make you think this way.

>>34888519
Blame, not glam.

>>34877169

me? Well let's just say a girl was being a fucking tease and dumped me and withheld the reason why.

She obfuscated and lied when I asked her about it.

I found out later on that she found someone else.

Its not that she found someone else. Its that she didn't even have the goddamn common courtesy to be honest with me, and I was totally honest with her, even when I was being dishonest with myself.

Bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks, and now I'm gonna spend the money I was saving up on going to chimpcago to buy a fucking gun to go out and blast targets.

Any suggestions?

>>34887109
shoot at the polive

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Break up with g/f

Spent 4 months stuck at sea sailing coal to China.

Working almost slave like conditions.

Back less than 2 weeks, someone steals my motorkike.

Going to visit the grave of my dad, one year anniversary in 6 days.

Stressed about everything. Worried my heart is going to give out like my old mans.

Secretly not sure if I even care anymore. Have already written a will and reserved a plot of land in case.

I'm 32 years old but I feel like I'm 50.

Highlight of my year was reading Forgotten Soldier by Guy Sajer. At least I know I'll never have it as hard as him.

I'm trying /k/ I really am. It's just so damn hard some times.

Stay safe brothers.

>>34886965
Try a bunch of shit until you find one you like. It really doesn't matter much. It's like caliber wars. Could be lifting, could be olympic lifting, rock climbing, triathalons, exercise bike, bodyweight, kettlebells. Find something that you like.

Don't let the lifting bros think you have to do it their way. They have gone past drinking and are actively trying to breathe the kool-aid. No master handgun caliber, no master exercise method.

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>>34883391
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=o9DNWK6WfQw
I like this guys take on why vets hate civilian life. The implications are scary though.

>>34877169
>unironically like samurai swords and own one
>everyone automatically assumes I am weabo manchild
>got into them when I saw Uma Thurman chop people up and down in Kill Bill when I was 13.

This hurts

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>>34877169
I have a legitimate fear that shit is about to hit the fan between Korea and psychotic liberals/liberal media and I'm not remotely ready.

>>34877169
>Things that are bothering you
Boars are bothering me.
Boars ruining my garden.
Boars ruining my fields.
Boars ruining my hikes.
Boars ruining my cars (fucking suicidal roadcrossing pigs, fuck them).
Fuck birds eating my fruit and grapes too, but mostly fuck boars, and fuck the environmentalists who pushed for a few years of hunting ban allowing the boars to massively overpopulate the area.

>>34892429
Sounds like you need some napalm

>>34892449
>napalm
>over my own garden
>over my own fields
Not to mention that I like the environment in my area too.
No anon, what I need is a concerted containment effort from the local government. Away with hunting seasons and onward with hunting bounties.
And I also need to stop hearing fucking green morons sperging about sterilizing wild animals. Fucking hell, how do people actually get that retarded? Could it be they had a boar-on-vehicle accident too and broke their heads?

my absolute shithole of a country has retardedly long processing times for even the most basic beurocratic transaction, so the rifle i bough over a month ago is still being processed
the gun shop said i will get it by next Wednesday but i'm getting impatient

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>>34878093
Hello fellow technician. Good luck with the program and such, sorry your family is apparently utter shit, that sounds like it's fucking horrible. Legitimately wishing you the best in your new start.

>>34877236
The leftist trash is what's pushing people to fascism. Extremism is met with extremism and I for one cannot wait for the far left to get stomped out so that everyone can go back to living in peace and practicing common sense.

>>34877169
I'm gonna have to go back to college for part time night school(britbong) to get better grade's and qualifications to try and go in the navy and be a nuclear engineer on submarines but its gonna be hard doing it while working my current job cuz I do six 12 hours shifts swapping from days to nights

And I'm trying to save money to get my own place so I can get guns and just general freedom but it doesn't feel feasible anymore.

I think I'm gonna have to quit my job but I dunno what the chances are of me getting another well paying one while I do this school shit cuz I only have experience in security and I dont want to go back to being a bouncer.

Also my knees are kinda fucked from heavy weight lifting.

>>34887429
I know what you mean Anon

>>34886288
damn, its got to suck to be cucked by a woman.

>2016
>my two years GF broke with me
>lose my job
>drop my college
>always like to drink
>drink twice than normal
>use Tinder to find some easy fuck
>all them are empty and i cant even put my dick in 100% throttle mode
>2017
>it's gonna be shit i think
>move to my sister town for work
>work dont go well
>back in my home town
>find a job in a Railroad (nice)
>two weeks in the job
>find some nice green eyes girl in Tinder
>go out with her last night
>kiss her and she cuddles and me
>feelsgood.jpg
>open my kikebook this mornig see her last night drank with some of her friends like 01:00 AM
>feelsbad.jpg
>why life is so shit?

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MA is a terrible state. AR and AK variants are totally banned and magazines have a ten round limit. CZ and Glock don't do business here at all, among other companies. But I'm probably going to have to stick around because I'm graduating CS in a year and Boston has all the software developer jobs. It'd be nice if I could work in NH or something, but I couldn't find shit for internships there this summer.

>>34878639
hahaha. this is fucking perfect.

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>>34879531

dude

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I just passed army selection for ammo tech but now apparently there is another interview/test that I have to do, apparently it's proper hard but when I ask for more info or even a date they just tell me they aren't sure. really getting too me

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>>34885757
You in the group chat friendo?