Morale check thread

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>>33479970
hang in there

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>>33479970
I have clinical depression
Been trying to use /fit/ but now It just hurts inside and outside for now

Graduated uni 8 months ago, still can't find job.
Since no job, no money for funs, the ones I have are papercraft replicas.
My depression is in check, but still kicks in from time to time. Meds took care of anxiety.
At least I finally have friends, hanging out at another person's house helps.
Maybe I can stop being a kissless virgin.

>>33479970
Has /k/ ever felt good about themselves when they don't have a gun in their hand?

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>>33480046
[kwillneverhwvespoilers] sometimes I look at my guns knowing I have the power to end my loneliness[kwillneverhavespoilers]

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>>33480046
yes, when i overcome myself physically, like hiking on top of a mountain

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Sometimes, I am overcome by a huge wave of sadness for seemingly no reason. It would happen infrequently before, but has begun to happen almost bi-daily. I haven't found the source yet.Wish me luck.

>>33479978
That's not even the worst of it. Think of all your guns.
THis is what will happen to them
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eJMnfq8QnCs

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>trying to enlist in the navy with a history of depression/suicidal thoughts
>still waiting for waiver approval from the navy
the recruiter said I had a good shot at approval since I got my therapist to recommend me and say I'm in a healthy state of mind, but waiting for it is still the most nerve wracking thing ever.

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unemployed/10 and broke as a joke

moved back with the 'rents (but they're cool so it's alright)

stressed 'n' depressed but my don't-kill-myself meds are working like a charm

my funs are hungry...

I keep fighting the urge to kill myself everyday, but end up getting deeper into shit everyday.

>>33479978
I'm planning on hanging myself.

>>33480119
All I have is a Star Model B that's unreliable as fuck and a Chinese nugget.

>>33480152
>All I have is a Star Model B that's unreliable as fuck and a Chinese nugget.

Yeah...I'd probably kill myself too

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Working a dead end job and saving for a car, so I won't be able to shoot my guns for a while, let alone buy new ones.

I'm have sciatica so I can't join the military or work out much. Could be worse though. At least I live in a state with decent gun laws and have a job that covers my rent and basic expenses.

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>>33479970
Hang in there everyone. Take this tasty OC of a Lee Enfield I have.

Irish contract No4MkII all matching, with (pretty much) matching bayonet. Bought it for $300 a few months back. There is still hope boys. Somewhere a some spicy milsurp is out there waiting. You just gotta find it.

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>tfw not going to see fiance for 6 months in the summer

godfucking damnit, my life was going to well for a while there...

>>33480124
THICC

>>33479970
Pros:
-Plum AK grip should be arriving today
-Working from home tomorrow. Going to sleep in and get day-drunk.

Cons:
-Wife out of town for work. Sad and lonely.

Hanging in there I guess. Broke as hell putting my wife through nursing school while also supporting and raising a daughter. She has a moderate medical issue that may require surgery in a few years. Havent been able to buy any new guns in the last two years. Havent shot any of my guns in months.

On the bright side, theirs a roof over our heads, food in the fridge, both cars are still running.

Could be a lot worse I suppose.

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Lost 40lbs since this time last year, was laid off and rehired about 2 months ago, got a $1/hr raise 2 weeks ago, recently got into patch collecting and currently in the market for a .308 galil ace. Current morale is 8/10. Don't worry anons, we're all gonna make it.

>>33479970
>bloodborne
>drinking
>job applications going unanswered
>bantbro's developing lives
>meanwhile i just keep spinning my wheels

>>33479970
Hope things get better.

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Fail a $400 exam for the 2nd time, I can still pay another $400 for a third attempt but if I fail then I'm forced to retake the class.

Women, man. It's a dangerous gamble.

I think my mother has slipped into full insane but the doctors aren't telling us anything.

Found out today that most people who work in healthcare, even nurses and doctors regardless of sex are armed to the fucking teeth.

I was pleasantly surprised. And this is a non-VA hospital in a city on California.

>>33480152
What state ill come take em off your hands

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>>33479970
the good:
>moved from Jewyork to Vermont, enjoying freedoms
>got a kick ass job making mad dosh
>started 5.56 and .308 AR builds recently
>holster for Glock 30 should be here in about a week
>recovering hamplanet hitting the gym 5 days a week
The bad:
>The fact that I'm a hamplanet to begin with
>tfw no gf
>roommate is decently chill but has this weird joined at the hip thing going and wants to come with me every time I leave the house
>konosuba s3 never
>Paid $1800 for an Anaconda, don't really want it. First gun that I've ever wanted to sell immediately after buying

>no friends anymore
>struggling to find a job again
>running out of finances, might have to liquidate my new and first gun

Girlfriend's love and support, and my dwindling scotch stash is the only thing getting me through the nights.

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Left doggo with girlfriend 3 days ago. Somehow he got out and we have no clue where he is. Hanging up flyers all day today and yesterday.....i just want him back....

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>>33479970
>Gym every day
>Good friends
>Just got promoted
>Leave starts soon
>Birthday soon
>New mastodon album
>New rifle and shotgun
>Getting "deployed" to Guam

Morale is at its highest since summer 2016

>>33482184
>>Looks like my beast
May the Force be with you in searching, Anon.
>>33481924
>>Married to a doctor and neither her or any of her co-workers we know own guns.
Though we are in a liberal city in a liberal state.
>>33480251
I know how that is. Overnight shift for mine right now.
>>33479970
90-99%ing all but one of my classes, and pretty content with life. Trying to forge a baby inside my wife. Fun times.

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>>33479970
ok
lost job
paid this month's bills
only $60 in bank now
need new job

>>33480204
I'm about to get engaged and now my job situation is in question, something's always got to be a challenge, but I'll make it through. Thankfully she wants a small wedding.

>>33482279
I don't even know how to broach the subject. Running around quizzing people if they own guns isn't a good idea for obvious reasons.

The fact that even young female nurses like guns gives me hope that I will one day get a gf who at least tolerates my gun ownership.

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>>33479970
>tfw got good price on good condition Type 38 (no mum)
>tfw qt chinese gf
bretty gud

>>33479970
Ok. Hours at job are being cut. Wifes business is not making much money. Started shinnin and poaching to make ends meet a few weeks ago.

> tfw using financial hardships as excuse to wife to do illegal things i love doing.

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>>33480204

Hate to break it to you but she's going to get blacked senpai, I've never met a girl who's been faithful when their man isn't around for more than a week.

>>33482343
Do a Nutn' style gear check, the spaghetti will only aid your cause.

>>33482238
>New Mastodon album
My nigga

California here, not great, the trumpenning hasn't reached us yet and we're about to have a whole new mess of retarded shit to deal with fairly soon. It's gonna get worse long before it gets better.

>>33481095
Have you ever considered that you are not cut out for academic work?

>>33482343
Depends on the context, but mentioning that you "used to shoot" when talking about hobbies is a good start.
>>mfw I might have more guns in my apartment than are in the rest of my city
>>33482352
qt chinese gf's are the best.
>>33482301
How do you feel about the finances? Have you two merged your stuff yet, and does she work? Does she consider it your money or her money, or is it a unit?

>>33482438
Finances are good as long as I stay employed, but even if not, I've got a pretty good skill set. No merging money, she works an on the books job and an off the books job while studying for a doctorate. She did say that once we get married that it's traditional in her country for the wife to control the money, I told her welcome to America.

>>33479970

Considering killing myself with a child so everyone is outraged and demands that only responsible people who have been vetted can have children.

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>>33479970
Having some pretty intense ear pains. Feels like my head's about to implode.

Otherwise the usual 'crippling depression' meme.

>>33482486
Whatever works for you. I'm happy to have my wife mostly control the finances, and am not even put off that I make 10-30% what she does. She looks into how to invest wisely, I look into how to survive in case everything goes to shit (homesteading, protection, electrical work, plumbing, etc).

>>33482498
Godspeed. I'm hoping the Norks kill McCain so we have a reason to intensify relations.

>>33482498
I'll ask you to not, as someone who's father killed themself at a young age.

>>33482544
I'm generous with my money, and currently make more, but once she finishes school she will make way more. She was talking about controlling everything and giving me like $20 cash each day, fuck that. We will combine finances once we get to that point.

>>33482554
He was joking dipshit, sorry about your dad though.

>>33482570
Why not, I don't know, just trust each other with money? Whoever is best with money can control it while not hiding anything from the partner, and the other one can be trusted to not spend the money willy-nilly.

>>33480046
While lifting, coding, and stepping in the scale.

>>33480124
Is that an AR10? Or are the proportions throwing me off.>>33480131

>>33482625
That's pretty much the plan, we are both pretty disciplined with money.

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>>33479970
Friend killed himself Monday evening by shooting himself.

His Celebration Of Life ceremony was today.

Been shit other than that.

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>>33482378
she's going to boot camp then specialized training, if that happens ill probably off myself im going to bootcamp myself so hopefullyitll help take my mind off it

but i have faith, she's as socially akward as i am and she's deeply religious to boot, we're each other's first real relationship and we're both virgins

but yeah, i seriously doubt anything like that will happen but if it all comes tumbling down then it's either the rope or death on the battlefield for me

>>33482704
This is a whole post of fuck man, bail now! She gonna get railed at boot.

>>33479970
I just signed with the army, so I'm pretty nervous about basic and all.

>bend over
>spread 'em
MEPS was interesting

I see now why there is a K in r9k

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>>33481924
Good to know, about to start med school, and I was afraid healthcare would be full of liberals. But I guess it depends on where you live, like anything else.

>>33479970
Pretty good overall. Job has been easy, can afford to buy new funs and shoot them regularly. Been feeling good about life for the first time since I was a kid.

Now if I could just get rid of >tfw no gf

>>33482764
Because they are a pool of potential school shooters?

>>33482801
What were your stats that got you accepted? I'm taking a bit of an involuntary gap year after getting rejected from everywhere last year.

>>33482704

>fiance going to bootcamp
Start a thread on /k/ and ask the milfag's their experience of women in the military and you'll find out your answer, there's a reason why relationships rarely work when uncle Sam's involved.

Also she's going to be completely different when she comes back from deployment or training so whatever you love about her now will be gone soon.

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>>33482704

>We're both virgins
Topkek you actually believe her?

>>33482801
Healthcare is probably the best place to find "moderate" gun-loving liberals.

I'm pretty fucking mad right now going to go to the range to have some fun Saturday

>>33482899
I totally feel your pain bro, this was my second application cycle.

I had a 3.3 cGPA from a top 25 school that's known for being tough (so I may have gotten some leeway from schools) and a 37 on the MCAT.

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>>33479970

Not good. It's starting to dawn on me that I'm going to be doing nothing but crunching numbers until I retire and by that time I'll be too old and grey to enjoy life. What's more, I hate complex mathematics and that's essentially all I'll be studying for the next 3 years of my mechanical engineering degree. On top of the stress of having to get in all my work complete and on time I'm incapable of forming healthy relationships with people and I have no idea what I'm realistically going to do for employment when I graduate. Even if I do end up successful and fairly wealthy wherever I end up, what's the point of it if I don't have anyone to share it with?

Hopefully going to pass Calculus 2 with a B- if I keep getting straight C's or above on my tests and final. Extra credit is pretty nice in that regard.

I just opened a Robinhood account and started day trading for funsies. /biz/ness men are fun guys to be around and are pretty good for stock trading (most of the time).

I also hope this deployment goes through and I get to do some fun stuff over there. I'm doing pretty well personally and somewhat content with my life. I hope you other anons get through what's blocking you from being happy and not trying to find happiness at the bottom of a bottle. You'll keep chugging in the pursuit of it but you'll never find it in there. The bottle sucks you out of yourself every time you drink looking for happiness.

>>33483027
My GPA was higher but my new MCAT score is equivalent to a 35.

Guess my chances are as good as yours at best then.

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>Company CO cancelled our PFT tomorrow due to a sandstorm fucking our shit up
>Promotion on Monday
>Get orders monday aswell
>Rewatching House of Cards S3 + 4
>Tomorrow is friday
>Pizza
Life is good. Will probably get fucked over come Monday though

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>>33482554
He didn't say it would be HIS child

>fashion a suicide vest, Taliban-style but weaker, just kills you
>Rig detonator to a button, with prepaid phones or r/c car guts or whatever
>Attach button somewhere on playground with note saying "Don't press this button, or someone will die"
>Sit by playground in trench coat, play on your phone or some shit and wait
>Some retard kid will press it in about 0.5 seconds
>You get an hero'd, pic related
>kids get traumatized, parents get traumatized, PTSD for everyone involved
>Kid takes blame for being sadistic
>Parents take blame for not watching their kid
>Everyone blames themself more and turns into a depressive mess
>Goal of outraging everyone about dangerous children achieved
>Lots of chaos, confusion and permanently fucked up minds into the bargain
>???
>profit...?

>>33483053
Did you get any interviews your first time? Or was it all pre-interview rejections?

To no one in particular,

This sounds like hippie shit, but negativity builds on itself. Fight the impulse to act like a toddler in a tantrum, and the blackness will starve and fade.

Negativity's like sugar, it gives you quick energy, then pusses out and leaves you to deal with the mess it got you into. Fuck negativity. Give it a face and be positive to spite the fucker. You may not get any happier, but you'll be stronger, and with strength comes peace.

> i need to take control over my life and self improve
>kinda reluctant

>>33483090
I got 2, one from my undergrad college I sperged out at completely fucked up. Second at some school in jew york where I got on the waitlist.

>>33483094
Faggot.

>>33483094

Man, I tried being positive, but getting kicked in the teeth repeatedly by random bullshit gets old after a while.

>>33483094

Sometimes shit needs to get done though. A strong and firm hand is needed to reach a resolution.

Mom died and got dumped shortly after last year. Current job, licensed security, five month with out a day off because I'm also the site supervisor and been an officer down. Every chance at finding some one new, shot down, all I do is sleep and work. I am just waiting to die.

>>33483160
Your mom was in a necrophiliac relationship and it still failed, that's all kinds of depressing.

>>33483195
You actually made me laugh, thanks

Shit's going okay over here, ups and downs.

Upside is, my situation's improving. Been tied down by lots of debt and sick wife who couldn't work, but after a bunch of (expensive) doctor visits she's getting better and can get a job, we'll be overcoming our debt and saving up for more living space and funs.

Downside is, it's going to take a long time of still just barely getting by and having no money for funs and ammo, and I'm always scared that I'll never have the spare time and money be able to fulfill my dreams of traveling around the world. Saved up and bought a budget revolver only to find that it has an issue and I'll have to send it back for warranty, no carry gun for me for a month or so. And on top of all that my awesome veteran and geologist grandpa recently died, I just got back from his funeral. Shit sucks man

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>>33479970
Have a good job and all my needs are met, plus I have extra for guns and /fa/ stuff, but I still feel unfulfilled. Just going through the motions.

I have great friends and family, but I've been isolating myself a bit. Plus I feel like I'll never meet a good girl again, I just don't know where to start, and I don't have a ton of motivation, especially after my last relationship fell apart due to her emotional issues.

/blog post

I'm doing alright. Doing my second year in this hell hole and my two normie friends moved away. I hate my job and my leadership doesn't give a rats ass but that's that. Know I can't complain about being an officer, but fuck - why does the AF think it's a good idea to put pilots in charge of everything?

Was going to apply for 13L, but the door is rapidly closing as I continue to plateau in my physical goals. Wingmanship is BS - I'd off myself if I knew you guys didn't have to go through ANOTHER suicide brief if I did. Plus it'd just be too much of a hassle. Got to start the year with my girlfriend cheating on me when I bought the ring after dating for multiple years, so there's that.

Nightmares are dreams too. The gym, anime, and the range are what keep me going. At least my problems aren't as bad as the other folks here - I'll drink to you tonight.

>>33479970

Had a good conversation with my wife about our divorce today, so actually not bad. She agreed to go see a counselor and said if they recommended a divorce she'd be inclined to listen. So there's hope yet.

New job is boring as fuck. Even though the RNs, MDs etc treat us nicely, it still sucks ass being a medic in a hospital.

>>33483130
Can't give you too much advice since I don't know your specific situation, but I'd just say make sure you keep up with community service/volunteering gigs even during your gap year. Med schools love that shit. And work on your interviewing skills. Try recording yourself or practicing with a friend. Just going over it in your head isn't enough, in my experience.

Good luck anon, you'll make it, I know it.

>>33479970
Fairly well

>Bought AR-10 last Friday
>Getting promoted from Bus Boy to Bartender
>The Clinton's are not in the White House

However... my car needs about $3k in work, and I still don't have a girlfriend.

>>33479970
There are cars i don't recognize on my street and there were helicopters over my house last night
I think im about to be wakoed
INB4 no i dont like pizza

>>33483309
>Bought AR-10
>GETTING promoted
>Busboy
>Car needs 3 grand in repairs

I'm happy you got a rifle, but worry about your priorities son.

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>>33479970
I'd be doing great if I could find somewhere to long store a gun I want to buy online.

It's an antique so doesn't need an FFL, I'm not in the US right now so have no residency, I'm trying to figure out how I can buy this auction house gun and ship it to a company or place that will store if for me until I get back to the states.

Any help if a company or storage place like that exists?

>>33483249
I have literally the opposite situation of your. I have an okay but badly paying job, barely getting by and burdened by debt. Happily married, but no spare money for shooting or anything fun. Have a shitload of motivation and shit I want to do, but never have the time or disposable cash to do any of it.

I know your situation sucks in its own way, but I can't help being almost jealous.

If you don't have motivation or fulfillment, I suggest you arbitrarily create one. Pick a project or something related to a skill you don't have at all, and invest yourself in it. Don't know anything about auto mechanics? Buy a $500 used car, and fix it up, using Youtube and learning as you go. Never tried to cook? Try to make some ambitious culinary project. Basically, pick a complex skill you have no experience in, and try to learn it from scratch using the Internet and trial and error. You'll end up getting invested in it and having fun.

>>33483520
And that's how I got into guns.

That, and people telling me my whole life that self defense is bad and gun ownership is only for deviants.

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>>33480124
Good luck brah. In a similar boat here

>>33483539
Well, do it again for something else. Rinse and repeat. Worst case scenario, you'll still be depressed but you've passed a bunch of time and now you know how to cook, work on cars, write code, etc. etc. shit that might prove useful. And probably you'll find some fun and fulfillment in there somewhere.

I'm sorry to hear you were surrounded by libtards. Maybe move, if it's possible to get transferred in your job to somewhere else? That's usually a good way to get a new start.

>>33480099
good luck anon

>>33480152
don't do it man
I care about you

>>33479970
not too bad, got a job that pays well enough, just little to no opertunities for advancement. bought a nice fun truck a few months ago, thirsty bitch but i love her. good friends and family. see em both regularly. been staying away from relationships recently due to some rather terrible experiances but i met a nice girl. shes witty, charming and quite a looker.


things are on the uptick for the first time in 3 years and even with the knife hanging over my head....i think im gunna be alright.

>>33479970
Doing okay i guess
>Learning for my A&P
>Thinking of getting a new handgun soon, but no job and my uncle wants to help
>mild depression. Nothing too bad, just no drive to go to school or leave house.
>no social life anyway, just play vidya and watch porn/go on /k/
But other that, im okay

>>33480152
Don't do it, anon. Stay alive. We care for you. And I'm sure someone outside of this Paraguayan poncho knitting forum does too.

>>33479970
Got a date to the military ball next week so I'm happy about that. She's gorgeous and is so fucking kind it's unbelievable. I've only known her for a week.

My happiness lasted for 36 hours. Just yesterday I got into a car accident on the way to class, so I've gotta deal with that, then later went to a group outing with said femanon that was a complete flop because I knew no one there and she was surrounded by close friends the whole time. I haven't even gotten her number yet because it's all been set up through a mutual friend.

I've got high hopes, anons, but there's quite a mountain to climb.

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>>33479970
Meh, could be worse.

>got back in touch with crush from high school over spring break
>found out she's still single and has been since her senior year of HS
>all her other friends graduated with her yet she still came to my graduation to see me again
>after we'd been out of touch for an entire year
I'd ask her out if I had a car, I already suggested that we should date and she agreed. Too bad we live 30 miles apart.

>turned 19 last week
>got a D&D starter kit from my parents, who didn't realize that I despise D&D
First real birthday gift I've gotten from them in ten years though so the thought counts.

On the other hand,
>currently failing Cal 2
>taking it through the honors program means it's harder than normal
>plus the professor doesn't curve
>unlike every other Calculus professor at the college
>will lose $4k per year in scholarships if I fail it and don't make straight As in my other 4 classes
>or if I drop it

>just turned 19 yet thanks to parents still don't have a driver's license
>or even a learner's permit because they screwed me out of that too
>and are refusing to teach me to drive until I get one

>start 2-3 mornings every week by throwing up stomach acid until my throat is bleeding
>fight urge to vomit after every single meal
>this has been going on for months

Worst so far though
>last week
>put chink nugget on layaway at pawn shop with intentions of buying it out after selling my bubbafucked Argentine Mauser and getting a job for some income
>was planning to cancel at end of 3-month period if I couldn't afford it by then
>tell dad
>dad has no problem as long as I sell the Mauser
>says he'll tell mom if I don't
>mom flips out when I tell her
>is now forcing me to cancel the layaway and sell off half of my guns to Cabela's because "You already have four instruments of death in my house, you don't need a fifth"
>missed the memo about me selling the Argie to get it
>the only choice I have in the matter is which two to sell

>>33479978
Wouldn't really care. A fun is a means to an end at that point.

If I were to an hero with a gun I would use two. One in the head other in the heart. Shouldn't take long after that

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>>33479970
I got a surprise raise at my wageslave retail job Monday, after spending some quality time over the weekend with old friends in town involving rum and good food.
Also just found out I can get my carry license despite owing the IRS about tree fiddy. So my tax return is going to pay my IRS debt and my carry license fees.
But I haven't shot in over a month, after four months of shooting twice a week, I'm itching for trigger time and should get some this upcoming Tuesday or Wednesday.
Pic is sunset at the private range I shoot at.

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>>33479970
feel like shit cause today was a hard day at work, and yesterday had to pay out a shit load of money to the insurance company and tag office. I am also getting robbed by the Department of education while trying to save up for a carry gun that is not some california made saturday night special or a revolver older than my grandma.

>>33479970
My gf of one year broke up with me a few hours ago. something about not being able to be with someone who has a career that centers around hurting others. Apparently my pursuing of a military career post graduation was a big problem for her, but she never bothered to mention it before. So this shit came out of nowhere.

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>>33479970
>EU just passed bullshit directive
>still not old enough to apply for collectors license
>not enough money to buy BP musket
Sad life as europoor

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>Live in california. Switch between existence being painful or just devoid of pleasure.
>Just devoid of pleasure for the last while.
Shit's better I guess.

>>33482184
>Left doggo with girlfriend 3 days ago.

Your girlfriend let him out or dumped him. She's full of shit.

Absolutely fucking great. I went to a range with automatics and it was fucking top tier. I'd surprisingly recommend the Uzi.

>>33479970
Other than trying to get my letter of medical necessity from the base clinic my morale is pretty high.

>>33486222
what country fellow europoor

>>33480027
Same here, graduated last may in AE engineering. No jobs in sight, contemplating on joining armed forces.

>>33482760
At least you didn't shart yourself at meps like i did

I'm an angry, bitter man currently.
After constant self criticism for past mistakes I had a day where I convinced myself to start thinking positively.
It was working well.
Yet of course my 3-week-old laptop's hard drive broke, my twenty dollar lunch was served with a mountain of greasy water which got all over my shirt at a city square, and I had to listen to my mother break down and cry about her life, again, after yelling at her for calling me a moron and not business-minded (my field of literal education and work) for trying to tutor a kid, my close friend's brother, menial chemistry for less than $20/hour.

I wanted to go shooting but apparently me friend can't muster other lads because one of their girlfriends hustled them into an immediately canceled "meetup", and his own girlfriend got news of possible type 2 diabetes.
I have no employer to work for the weekend because the places I applied for closed, and I need a new fucking jacket.

At least I got /k/, and that Long Ranger I got my eye on.

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>>33486625
Poorland

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Posting moral booster.

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Better moral boost

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Morale!

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Cute!!

>>33486747
>>33486750
>>33486755
Underage girls with alien-looking features is not boosting, it's rather off-putting

>>33486763
You don't understand.

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>>33486777
Trips of absolute truth

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>>33486780
Ayy lad my very first trips, have a nice thing.

>>33486763
2D>3D

A lot seems to be going bad or wrong, but I just got myself an AK-74, and that makes me happy

>>33485373
But you do care. Otherwise you would have used a gun at this point.

Heroin is relatively cheap and plentiful on the DNM.

>>33483078
This fucking game triggers the fuck outta me I love it but boy does some shit squibb you hard.

>>33486946
Living the dream man, keep at it.

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Pretty terrible. Barely managing to not make a plan and take steps towards suicide. Depression, Anxiety, and overweight. Trying to do pretty much anything makes my depression worse. Anxiety causes me physical pain, which is damn near constant. I'm 19 and dreading how much longer I have to live before dying of something other than suicide.

On the positive side, my parents are taking care of me and want me to get better. I have at least one gun, though I haven't touched it in forever since my dad keeps it in his safe. But we might go to the range this weekend to shoot. Im also learning a bit of coding. Also, unironically, Trump makes me happy and gives me hope. It's hilarious how he tricks everyone else.

>>33486536
Funniest shits right here.

>>33485308
You need to go to student health ASAP

I'm thinking of making a crossbow. I hate living in a no-funs country

>>33486985
Dude your 19, it gets worse or better, chill.

>>33487073
If it gets worse, then I'd rather kill myself now. If it gets better, I don't really care. I know life has its ups and downs, and I'm willing to forego the ups of it means I don't have to experience the downs.
>chill
Wish I could. Also, fuck off

Pretty low.
Depression is in check. Lost contact with most my friends. Haven't gone shooting in over a month. About to graduate uni in summer but know fuck all of what I'm going to do for work.

>>33486985
Your brain is still developing, stop being a bitch and ride it out.

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>>33487073
Do you think shit like this is supposed to help? Or are you just condescending assholes? Either way, fuck off

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At the moment I'm doing pretty well. Going to be upgrading from decent laptop from 2011 to an actual computer that can play more than a quarter of the games in my library. Also trying to finish up refinishing my NPAP furniture but waiting on sealing wax to arrive in the mail to put the final touches on the wood.

Pic related

>>33482704
Don't be such a dramatic faggot. Women are not worth blowing your brains out.

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>tfw starting undergrad in a month
time to finally put this GI Bill to use I guess

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>>33479970
> Alcohol makes everything bearable.

>>33480027

Girlfriends aren't worth it. I got my first gf at age 23 and it sucks the life out of you. In the last 3 months, I haven't saved any money and dropped a letter grade in school. The sex is exciting for the first few weeks and then you stop caring. I can barely keep it up and have jerked off twice today even though I'm seeing my gf tonight because I don't care any more.

This may be a lesson that you have to learn for yourself. I had to. It's not better, it's just different. Men aren't built to need companionship. It can be nice but not a necessity.