How you holding up, /k/?

Feel good knowing I'm not a faggot who makes these blogs threads

>>32695514
KEK

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>>32695463
I'm feeling better than this guy.

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eh, not well

>>32695463
Not good, But I feel like caring less and less now that its strangely making me feel happier.

>>32695514
But quite good enough to not post in them still eh?

>>32695463
Last time I posted in one of these, shit got weird. I don't think I'm supposed to speak what's on my mind, to anyone.

>>32695463
Not doing so good. Hate my life. Feel like I'm wasting my life at uni. Good friends, but no special lady. I miss my Mosin, even though I have my other funs hidden in my apartment. But what else is new?

My life enters its twilight as my death draws closer.

>>32698729
Oy m8 why you gotta make everything weird

>>32695463
Pretty shit, as per usual. Cut off from my alcohol, guns, and video games right now because I'm not home. All there is to do is browse /k/ on my phone and stare at the wall thinking about where I'm going to kill myself. Current main candidate is hiking for a few days into the woods till I find a nice open field filled with wildflowers, have a drink, and blast off.

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>>32695463
I'm in a welding class and am not doing bad for a first timer. If I get my AWS certification then I have a great shot at making 50k a year with no degree.

What sucks is that this opportunity has existed for a while now and I was only made aware of it last December. I feel as if the last few years of college were just... hollow.

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Quite shit, really.

BPD, ADHD, no money for pills, therapist, or funs.
I'm going through bankruptcy to jettison the debt I've accrued for being poor, and saving all the cash I can for funeral expenses.

I recently lost my job and I'm honestly in no hurry to find another one, selling my shit will last me a few months.


Although I did make this nice photo in Prisma today

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>>32698813
Oh, I'm also out of Jameson.

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I feel sad and then I remember that Trump is president as of next Friday. :^)

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>>32698729
Speak your mind, I'm interested. Thread's dead anyway.

>>32698842
Actually, it's this friday.

>>32695463
Pretty good. My father got a $1000 gift certificate to a high end steak house from his company, so the whole family is going this weekend.

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I have been out of work for nearly a year despite my college degree (with a high gpa) 4 years of work experience and I'm not a spaz/autist.
I'm living with my parents and blowing through savings while I slowly loose hope.
I haven't heard from any of my friends in a long time and I've become so depressed and isolated that I won't call them.
Honestly if my parents weren't cosigned on my loans I'd grab my Mossberg and go innawoods one last time...

>>32698842
I voted for trump and I am glad that he won but I'm still depressed and on the brink

I'm wondering if my Enfield loves me back that and I miss my grandma

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>>32698884
>>32698813[here]
In a certain light, it's good to have a lifeline like that. I kinda miss it.

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>>32695463
Found two small pebble-like lumps at the base of my dick, like where the scrotum starts. They don't hurt or anything, but I'm a little freaked. Luckily I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow for a checkup. But now this means I'll have to show the doctor my dick and he might touch it. Ew

>>32698997
Are they in/on/around a hair follicle? They're probably cysts, don't worry bro.

Also congrats on the guaranteed dick touches.

>>32699016
No, they're under the skin. My dick has a slight curve to the side they're on, and it looks like that might have something to do with it (Peyronie's Disease). But I just want to make sure I don't have cancer or some shit.

>>32698997
Just request a female to do it. The least they can say us "no"

>>32698997
This happened to me once. Noticed a bump, and brought it up at my next doctor appointment. Got real freaked out about having to talk to the doctor about my dick, but eventually I convinced myself to just do it. But when the doctor actually came into my room, he brought a smoking hot, 10/10 med student and asked if it was ok if she observed the checkup. I said yes of course, and still brought up the dick thing, but damn it was awkward.

Anyway, the doc said if it wasn't hurting or anything I'm probably fine. I didn't even have to whip it out.

>>32699081
Highly unlikely it's cancer, but understandable that you're a bit concerned.
Just have a drink and get some sleep, you'll feel better tomorrow.

>>32698997
I have a fairly large lump on my left testicle.
I went to the doctor who fondled me awkwardly for a while only to get a consult while I shrank to a button mushroom with multiple docs in the room.
Then I had to get an ultrasound and the tech wound up being a hottie. I'm getting jelly rubbed on my nuts by a smoking lady who is making an upset face and I'm not even having to try to not get wood because the situation is fucking awful.

Then I get to wait more than a week to find out whether or not it's cancer and I get to lose one or more nuts.
Turns out its a benign cyst and the whole ordeal was just nature trolling me.
Awkward and stressful as fuck, 0/10 would not recommend.

>>32695463
>Anon, you area not autistic, you have Avoidant Personality Disorder
Well dammit. At least that means I can fix myself easily

>>32698802
I hope you have contacts because there is fuck all for welding here.

>>32698863
It's too soon. Make this thread about 2 months from now. Then I'll feel comfortable saying it without identifying myself. If I don't eat a 12 guage or anything before then.

Anxiety still prevents me from driving a car, which means no gat shooting.

>>32699320
I won't be able to 2 months from now.

Better than I was earlier today.

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The more I wonder about what kind of welding job I should get next, the less I know what to do.

Also still fucking waiting for that scout M1A handguard and the rhodie UPAC from Nugget Enterprises.

>>32699238
I thank god every day that I have /k/ to rate medical procedures.

>>32699358
So we're going to double suicide?

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Not well.

I lost my job on my birthday a few months back, and keep getting turned away from opportunities. The only calls I get are for jobs that pay $15 for a job at least an hour drive away.

I've been trying to make it on my own last few years, but have been stuck living in with my family in the spare bedroom.

I've been single last couple of years, and every attempt at dating has gotten me ghosted or been utterly disappointing.

Haven't had the money to afford new funs, or to finish my restoration on my '43 Willys Jeep.

Friends have all moved away or started families, so I keep to myself 90% of the time.

Worlds looking pretty fucking grim these days.

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>no social life, going on 4 years now
>no job, still applying tho
>taking on full class schedule, online
>mostly boring business and economics shit
Only upside is my school is being paid for by the VA and I'm lucky to have parents with money so I'm still supported while I'm without an income, still a shitty feeling not being able to support myself right now and not have anyone to hang out with or talk to. Really need to take some time to make a meaningful range trip. Friday will be a nice boost at least, granted nothing bad happens.

feeling a bit better my self, I think this friday is the day I eat my gun.
Been feeling better know I can just end it all.

trump's inaguration is pretty much the only thing keepin' me going

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>>32699433
I mean, depending on where you live, we could McVeigh the shit out of the place and make it worth it.

>>32699496
>obligatory don't do it anon there's so much to live for like debt and cheating women no 1

I finally got a job but I don't like it. Delivering pizza sucks. I'd rather be a janitor.

My depression is back and I feel like it will get in the way of work and maybe I'm not ready for work yet even though it took so long to get this job.

Winter gets me in the mood for romance and no gf.

I thought things would be better if I got a job but I only wanted to be a cashier, not a delivery driver. I want a lazy job that doesn't require much time and effort while I try to finish school.

>>32699463
One thing to keep in mind that admittedly doesn't really help the feels is that almost everyone you know is in the same position.

Shit income, shit social life, shit prospects because of shit prospects, causing shit income, causing shit social life.

Ik'm not going to say "it gets better", but there's always that possibility.

Also those new families your friends are making?
Yeah, about them...

>>32699509
no its ok, I just got to a point in my life were I figured out it all for nothing.
I just bought a house, have a ok job, survived the army, but there really is nothing that is keeping to want to stay alive.
Its a chore, and dull one at best.
I been thinking for awhile now, Why live? and I cant find one.

>>32699530
You sure that the depression ain't winter related? Lots of ppl get these kind of (real) depressions

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>>32699507
Mcveigh you say? Well not let's reveal too much. It's 2017 normies lurk this bitch these days.

Midwest, warm or cold?

We could make saigamarine and friends look the amateurs. Be the heros /k/ deserves.

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>>32695463

Just started my week off and my boy Trump is about to ascend to power. I'm doing great.

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>>32699564

im gonna leave this thread before I become a witness to something

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>>32699496
Make it count anon, I don't know your political/social leanings but make it count.
>fyi innocents don't count

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>>32695463
https://youtu.be/WoaktW-Lu38
As my high school AP psychology teacher used to say, "It's a great day to be alive!"
The entire fucking universe has existed long enough for your sperm to outswim the rest of the fuckers your dad's balls made. You literally have to win the lottery to be born. Life is a series of choices, make positive ones, be moral and honest with those you meet. You control how you feel, no one else.

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>>32699588
I would if I were you. We are literally making a watchlist as we speak.

>>32695463
Takbir!

>>32695463
Alright. Got tired of new Vegas mod shit. Saw some stalker mods, thought about transferring.

Then realized I could play stalker. Is it worth buying?

Also life is moving. It's mostly waiting for weather and money, and trying to get the fuck up and do shit. It's alright.

>>32699634
aloha snackbar

>>32699392
Good luck, there is fuck all for welding here right now unless you know a guy.

>>32699520
>>32699500
>>32698842
>>32699580
Fuck Trump and his Nazi wannabee followers.

>>32699530
Look for a factory/warehouse job in your area bro

>>32699537
It's dull as fuck, but make yourself useful!
You might have experience or stories other people might like to hear.
Share some info. Donate, help someone else out.
Take a trip to Taiwan and rate the ladyboys

>>32699564
Midwest. I'd know Saiga if I actually had time to get out.

>>32699588
You're on 4chan, you're already on a watchlist.

>>32699653
I'm in Quebeckistan.
I don't even have a year of experience and I get harassed by recruiters almost on a daily basis and I'm not even certified yet.

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>>32699664

>Fuck Trump and his Nazi wannabee followers.

You're in for a shocking experience, friend.

>>32699685
I've been here for years, you don't need to tell me.

Nervous. Some things ive been doing, legal paperwork stuff, is finally almost done. Once its done, i can move on with my life.

>>32699238
You have to remember that these are professionals and they see/touch people's junk everyday, among other parts.
Whether you go small, or you get a raging boner, they don't care. All they care about is diagnosing you properly. Trust me, there's nothing to really worry about, it's their job and if they're not handling it professionally then they're in for some big consequences.

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>>32699664
Oh man. We're getting one step closer to a felony.

Minnesota like him? If so my State touches yours.

>>32699710
MN born and raised.

And idk man, the average person commits how many felonies a day? What's one more?

>>32699674
West coast, all the jobs done dried up then burnt up, what with the oil sands.
It's almost a shame I don't speak snail eater.
So what's a Quebecian doing on k I thought you all hated firearms?

>>32699731
>So what's a Quebecian doing on k I thought you all hated firearms?
Like in almost everything else we're bipolar as fuck. Despite our government often pushing for gun control (generally out of spite for everything Canada because as you probably know we're petty like that) we're pretty enthusiastic about guns and we have a fuckton of hunters. Montreal SJWism skews the perception a lot.

At least we're still not nearly as bad as Ontario, thank god.

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>>32699730
Wisconsin man. Were practically cousins...

We are talking epic. Set the world on fire. Next move is yours.

Still an unemployed loser. Why can't someone just fucking give me an offer? I'm tired of all these interviews that lead nowhere.

I joined up a few months ago
They said it'll take a while for spots to open up
It's fucking hard to wait

>>32698692
This, at first it was depressing and now I'm rising from the ashes like a Phoenix of no fucks given

Best wishes to all the anons in this thread.

I'll bite...I'm odd. Retarded people skills I suppose. I try to be nice and not have a chip on my shoulder. It's hard but then I remember the common denominator...Me. other than being silly a goofball I don't understand why I can't maintain friendships.

Just tonight I told my jui jitsu instructors I was moving and i have been with them for a while. Been the best teachers I've had. No one seemed to care. Maybe excited. I'm sure my insecurities over analyzed it. It's ok. I know I'm weird. I'm to the point I spend my free time working hard on my jit and coming here on /k/. I live a boring and lonely life. I'm not afraid being made fun of by you guys. It's easy being anonymous.

>>32699564
Do it guys, I'm rooting for you

>I'll never be able to serve in combat because of the way I am
>will always be physically weaker and less useful
>shooting anything fun hurts my hands
>will never truly be a part of the military or even truly be a part of /k/

>>32699642
Y E S

just do it man, stalker is the best game I've ever played

>>32700187
Which one and what mods if any to start
Hint; I'm on /k/ (I like lots of guns)

>>32700203
Shadow of chernobyl

No mods at all first run

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>>32700122
I'm worried I'll end up the same way... I have a small group of close friends that live about 100+ miles from me, I seem incapable of making new friends, and I feel myself getting weirder every year. I'm still able to get laid regularly, but haven't had a girlfriend in 6 or 7 years. Shit's rough

>>32699801
Fuck it, idlk, I'm drunk as hell now
email me

Bored with guns, thinken bout selling them

>>32700210
Same anon. I can get laid. Just be yourself (even though my whole post says that doesn't work for me lol).

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I just come here because no other board likes Americans. As a matter of fact, nobody on the internet likes Americans. I'm the evil racist country but at the same time the shitty nigger/spic breeding ground.
Just leave me alone.

>>32697012
are you me?

>>32695463
Got body slammed by the flu and feel like I'm being smacked in the face with a shovel. Oddly enough, it's keeping me from dwelling on trivial negative shit, and vastly improved my outlook.